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pupmkincake2000 · 3 days ago
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Ma gods ma gods ma gods!
I got a usual "but they are like father and son" comment on tiktok but the person was surprisingly polite and asked me why I ship hankcon, and I spent almost an hour explaining why. I literally put my heart into my answer and maybe this person won't change their mind, but I hope that they will still understand why people see Hank and Connor in a romantic way.
First of all: because I want to. People ship enemies, strangers, memes, actual objects, characters from different fandoms, crackships, so shipping doesn’t always need a deep reason. This is why fandoms exist in the first place.
But if we talk about shipping hankcon on a deeper level? The ship actually has depth. And development.
This isn’t one of those “they looked at each other once” ships (which are also fine, by the way). This is a ship rooted in canonical narrative structure, character arcs, and emotional storytelling. If I had to break it down, here’s what makes it compelling for me:
Let's call it narrative symmetry, that means we have two broken people who pull each other out.
Hank is suicidal, bitter, grieving. Connor is obedient, emotionally distant, function-focused. They both represent different versions of disconnection and their arcs push them toward healing, but only through each other.
Hank becomes less self-destructive because Connor exists. Connor becomes more human because Hank challenges him to care. Hank can help Connor develop a conscience. Connor can help Hank find a reason to live again.
They’re not opposites. And it's funny because we often say that opposites attract, and I thought so too until recently, before I played the game again. They’re mirrors.
And when the story is played for deviant Connor + high Hank trust, you get a payoff where their relationship changes the outcome of the revolution.
Also, which I consider the most importent part of their relationship, emotional payoff that feels earned.
What makes hankcon so satisfying is that their relationship isn’t easy. They start off on the worst possible foot. They argue, push back but little by little Connor shows vulnerability, Hank softens, Connor risks himself, he asks questions, Hank starts answering. Connor shows care, Hank starts showing vulnerability too...
That’s not fanon fluff, that’s the canon route when you build high trust. Yeah, it’s not labeled “romance,” but it feels more genuine than half the actual romances in games. And... like, that’s not romantic per se. But it’s intimacy. And all it takes is one step further to imagine what that intimacy could become. That’s where fandom lives.
And they choose each other over and over (and I know it depends, but it is still there anyway).
In the deviant route, Connor breaks free from CyberLife because of Hank’s influence. In the rooftop scene, Hank holds Connor at gunpoint but can’t bring himself to shoot. He gives Connor a chance to change again. In some routes, he literally sacrifices himself for Connor. In others, Connor risks himself to protect Hank. There is no other dynamic in the game with this kind of repeated, mutually transformative choice (we can mention Markus/North, Markus/Simon, but still).
It’s not one-sided. It’s not unbalanced. It’s not even strictly “mentor and student.” It’s partnership born from tension, forged in crisis.
So again, their chemistry is literally built into the structure. They are designed to be each other’s narrative foil and emotional trigger. This is not accidental. Hank’s arc only changes if you let Connor care. Connor’s arc only deepens if you let Hank matter.
Shipping them doesn’t invent emotion, it just connects the dots the game already laid out. Their bond is coded into the game. Narratively. Mechanically. Emotionally. Their arcs are intertwined. Their endings are affected by each other. Their best outcomes happen when they trust each other. You don’t need to imagine something new, you just have to follow the emotional logic already there.
Is hankcon canon romance? No. But is it a canon relationship with depth, development, and meaning? Yes. Undeniably.
You don’t need a kiss to call it love.
I’m not saying hankcon has to be romantic for everyone. It can be platonic. Familial. Interpret it however you want.
And I choose to read it through a romantic lens. That’s what fandom is for. I see two characters who break each other open emotionally, grow through conflict, save each other more than once, and end the game with mutual understanding.
That’s already romance-coded to me.
So yeah. I ship hankcon because their story already is a relationship and I just choose to follow that thread to its romantic potential.
And if some people don’t see it that way? That’s fine. Let's just not pretend it’s not there at all.
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deathchic · 8 months ago
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hey did you guys know that. um. i’m the invisible man. who can’t stop staring at the mirror. and uh. actually i want to make you as lonely as me. so you can get, get addicted to this you can get get addicted to this yeah
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ohnoitstbskyen · 8 months ago
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asking sincerely. do you see a romance between jayce and viktor? do you think they ended up being something romantic at the end?
With apologies I am going to only half talk about the thing you are asking me, since I have something else on my mind and you happened to hit the button that makes me vomit it into words.
Coming at this from an aromantic perspective, I obviously don't experience the state of absurd obsessive delusion that you bizarre romantic freaks fetishize so feverishly*, but I am often annoyed by the idea that friendship and romance are either opposites or mutually exclusive. From my perspective, the boundary between the two is at best thin, and more realistically not actually a boundary at all except by cultural construction.
*i am taking an excessively hostile, crass tone for my own amusement i do not mean this seriously please be normal at me, weird allo freaks
I won't get into my full feelings about the end of Arcane, but it seems perfectly plain to me that the script, the imagery and the animation presents Jayce and Viktor as two halves of a whole, not opposing forces but alike to yin and yang: opposites which each contain the other. And at the climax of the show, the greatest peril to life and peace in the narrative is resolved by these two men literally joining their bodies and souls together, and going into eternity holding one another for comfort and strength. They are quite literally soulmates, quite literally the most important people in one another's lives.
I don't think that that kind of intimate emotional connection between men must necessarily be either romantic or sexual - I am aromantic, and plenty of ace people exist, and there is nothing in our natures excluding us from intense connections of love with other people of any gender.
I also think it is willfully ignorant (and genuinely homophobic) to act as though these deep connections are mutually exclusive with sex and romance. As though if Viktor and Jayce fucked nasty and made out sloppy style, suddenly their intimacy is less pure or valid, or tainted somehow.
"If these two men who are emotionally close to one another also fuck or get romantically involved, then friendship is dead, murdered on the floor by a dick-shaped knife; vile sexuality corrupts and debases the true, pure and virtuous love of ✨friendship✨" <- This shit is homophobic at a baseline, queerphobic in general, and frankly as an aromantic man I find it pretty fucking insulting as well.
What, are my friendships with other men just inherently more pure and divine, more meaningful and true than a gay man's can ever be, because I will never suffer the vile temptation of adding romance to my affection? Is that how I should think of myself? And is an aroace man more pure than me still, the only source of TRUE male friendship that a man can ever experience, free from the pustulant corruption of sexuality and romantic desire?
You get this pathetic defensiveness (especially from men, but other genders aren't immune) wherein sex and sexuality and romance between men is perceived as a threat to men's right and ability to experience deep connection to each other. But the emotional castration of men comes not from people imagining sex and romance as a component of our relationships - it comes from people who insist that our emotional lives must be ruled by strict binaries. Sex and romance, OR ELSE friendship. Deep romantic connection OR ELSE deep platonic connection. Pick one and do not dare to imagine both, nor act as though the boundary between them is something that we built by cultural fiat, and which can be dismantled just the same.
And yes, yes, yes, I know there are cultural forces literally illuminati-style conspiring to systemically erase the entire existence of explicitly romantic, sexual male love from media, and I know that homophobic puritanism is on the rise and there are material concerns and a real necessity for explicit representation in fiction, yes I know. Everything is more complicated than a tumblr post can cover, I am not trying to Solve Rainbow Capitalism™ over here, I am trying to express frustration as an aromantic man that this stupid fucking binary keeps getting culturally reinforced by both my enemies and my well-meaning allies, when I think the binary is what's fucking killing us in the first place.
So anyway. My position is that Viktor and Jayce can be entirely aromantic no-homo friends, and they can fuck nasty in the throes of mutual need and obsession, and I refuse to entertain the idea that there is an irresolvable contradiction between those things. Each of those can contain the other, or become the other given time and circumstance.
What the imagery, storytelling and script of Arcane makes clear is that Viktor and Jayce love each other more than life itself. To say that that love must be shoved into the box of either "platonic" or "romantic" is to miss out on almost everything that is beautiful about love. It can be both and neither! It can be a secret third, ninth or fifteenth thing that they haven't invented a tag for on Ao3 yet.
They are giving each other whatever the spiritual mind-ghost equivalent of sloppy backshots are on the ethereal plain forever, they are the most romantic lovers in the cosmos, and they are also the most chaste and platonic life-partner friends you have ever seen, effortlessly intimate and unashamedly tender. They are men who love one another, in every way that love matters.
You can pick whichever interpretation brings you joy, and resonates with what your heart needs, the text of the show is eminently and explicity open to it, and anyone who says otherwise either failed to pay attention, or refused to pay attention on purpose.
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cloverandstuff · 25 days ago
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I have to be honest with you all...
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I have no clue if this song is about Mizi or Ivan .
But my running theory is that this is about Mizi on a surface level, and it's about Ivan on a depthful level.
And with the addition of the "Don't you hate me," line it seems likely that it's probably about Ivan.
You could argue that it could be Till overthinking stuff with Mizi and believing she should hate him for liking her while she likes someone else. But Mizi isn't the kind of person who he knows would do that.
Meanwhile, Ivan came back to a prison just because Till didn't run away with him, so Till can logically and emotionally think that this man would have every right to hate him.
Now I'm just gonna analyse, using this translation by @/whatafruit
I can't say a word,
I turn back around every day,
This could obviously mean how Till gets really shy around Mizi and stutters around her most of the time.
But he also more obviously does this with Ivan. He does not say a word when he notices ivan and often just turns away. The first clear instance of this being the most impactful.
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Now the lyrics;
I'll probably get it across to you for sure
Close the distance between us
To be inside your heart...
Initially appear to be about Mizi. He's distant with her, he wants to be closer to her, and have a place in her heart.
But then we get to this;
I get scared again like an idiot
Widen the distance between us
Mi Vida Loca...
And its goes back to likely being about Ivan. He sees uneasy whenever Ivan shows affection, and gets scared from it. He actively widens the distance between them.
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The lyrics give a peek into the general mindset of Till as well.
(Ooh!)
They say this is a beautiful song,
and they open their arms wide for me
But more than the countless spotlights I want you
My light is born from you
He says that he is able to create such good music because of the light born from his love for whoever the song is about (at this point, it probably both Mizi and Ivan to some extent (bisexual disaster)). He doesn't want the fame or the fans that come with writing his songs, he just wants the person he loves.
(Oh) Your smile that doesn't love me
(Even so) I'll also smile at me who doesn't love myself
This is the part which stumps me the most.
The second part is easy enough to understand. He will smile at himself, even though he does not love himself.
But the first lyric is easy to connect to Mizi due to her recent comics. She smiles all the time, but there were moments where she didn't truly mean it.
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It's harder to connect it to Ivan, who smiles the most around Till. He fakes his emotions alot, so Till could have interpreted that as a smile that does not love him. It's also possible that the smiles Ivan gives Till have a sense of longing that is inherently tragic. Which, again, could have been misinterpreted by Till.
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But yeah, this whole song is very clearly a love song, and I have no clue about who it is truly about.
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katsukis-wifi · 2 months ago
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His Favorite View
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☆ katsuki bakugou x f!reader
★ domestic fluff sfw / 100% fluff/ mutual pining (but established)
☆ warnings: language (it’s bakugou), mild suggestiveness, soft!bakugou in denial, emotionally constipated affection
★ word count: ~700
☆ author's note: wow guys!! thank you so much for all the love you gave me on my last fic. i was so nervous to post it and all the support has made my day. you all rock <3 here's a short something I wrote up.
Katsuki Bakugou had spent more time admiring you than he cared to admit out loud. He had favorite moments – little moments he kept tucked away in his brain, ones he looked back on when the world felt too loud. Little moments where he couldn’t believe how fucking lucky he was to love you.
He thought about your first date as teenagers. How you’d shown up in a blouse that accidentally matched his shirt, both of you brushing it off like it wasn’t a big deal while his heart thrashed in his chest the whole time. He’d spent half of the night walking two steps behind you, just to steal a few extra glances when you weren’t looking.
He thought about watching you train– fast, sharp, radiant. How you moved like a storm, hair pulled back, sweat on your skin catching the light like something he could only imagine. He often caught himself holding his breath, jaw tight, as if letting it go would snap the illusion.
But his favorite moment? One that felt like it belonged just to him?
It was watching you in his clothes.
They had never quite fit right on you– always too loose, too big, like they couldn’t keep up with you. His shirts slipped off your shoulders, almost looking deliberate. His hoodie would drown you, sleeves slipping past your fingertips, the hem nearly reaching your knees. And his sweatpants? They barely clung to your hips, sliding low enough to flash the band of whatever soft, dainty underwear you had on underneath. 
You’d always huff and tug them back up, muttering under your breath while you moved around the room. And he’d just sit there, arms crossed, biting back a grin like it wasn’t the best fucking thing he’d seen all day.
“You don’t gotta wear ‘em if they don’t fit,” he’d grumble, trying to sound annoyed with crossed arms as his eyes shamelessly followed you from couch to kitchen and back again.
“I know,” you’d reply, tossing him a sly grin over your shoulder. “But where’s the fun in wearing my own?”
He’d scoff, but he never really meant it. He’d never tell you to stop. He liked it. A lot.
What made it even better was how those same clothes started to fit you worse as time passed– the shirts drooping lower, the sweatpants needing a tighter knot at the waistband. Because while you stayed almost exactly the way he loved you, he just kept getting bigger. Stronger. Broader. And there was something weirdly satisfying about that– about how you looked even smaller in his space.
You caught him staring and smiled, smugly, “I know you like seeing me in your stuff, anyway.”
He snorted, half-amused, “Tch — never said that.”
“You never had to.”
You could see it anyway. In the way his gaze softened, the way it’d linger on you like you were the only thing in the room.
He tilted his head slightly, chin jutting toward you as he crooked a finger in your direction. “C’mere,” he muttered, voice low.
You raised a brow, but your grin widened. As you stepped forward, the waistband of his sweatpants slipped again, tugged a little lower with each step. His eyes followed the motion, jaw tensing like he was trying to be subtle and failing.
He lounged back against the couch cushions now, legs spread wide in that casual, cocky way of his. The second you were close enough, he reached out, calloused fingers curling gently around your wrist. He tugged you forward with that same quiet confidence– never demanding, just certain.
You fell easily into his lap, settling sideways against his chest. His arms wrapped around your waist immediately, palms splayed all over your back like he needed to keep you there. 
“You really are something else,” he whispered gruffly into your shoulder, more to himself than to you.
And you just smiled– because he didn’t have to say anything
You already knew.
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cazshmere · 3 months ago
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Saturn & Distance: Where Life Feels Delayed or Out of Reach 🪐
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DISCLAIMER: For this post I’m focusing on the hard aspects of Saturn, specifically squares and oppositions, because they tend to show the most visible tension and emotional friction in a person’s life. while conjunctions are technically hard aspects too, they don’t always operate the same way. conjunctions amplify saturn’s energy, but depending on the planet and sign, they can sometimes blend more smoothly or feel more internalized. squares and oppositions, however, often show up as clear blockages, emotional distance, or external struggles, making them easier to spot and more relatable in daily experiences. These are just my personal observations and are meant for entertainment purposes only; it may not resonate with everyone due to the nuances of astrology. Please respect my work and avoid copying or stealing it. Enjoy reading!!
☀️ Sun Square/Opposite Saturn :
from a young age, you may have felt unseen, unappreciated, or constantly judged. maybe you had a parent (often the father or authority figure) who was overly critical, emotionally distant, or just hard to please. even when you did well, it might’ve felt like it was never enough.
you might’ve grown up feeling like your worth was tied to your achievements : good grades, being responsible, doing everything “right.” but inside, there was this quiet ache of not feeling truly seen for who you are, only for what you do. as an adult, you might struggle with self-doubt, imposter syndrome, or a constant need for validation. you might overwork, overachieve, or act like you’ve got it all together all while quietly feeling like a fraud. even compliments can feel hard to accept, like you haven’t “earned” them yet. and rejection? it hits deep. because you’ve spent your life trying to prove your worth, and when someone doesn’t see it, it reopens those same wounds.
but here’s the truth, your worth isn’t in your productivity or how others view you. this aspect teaches you to reclaim your light and validate yourself first. once you do, no one can take your power away again.
🌑 Moon Square/Opposite Saturn :
honestly it always feels like there’s a wall between you and your emotions and that wall probably started forming in your childhood. maybe one (or both) parents were emotionally unavailable, distant, or overly strict. maybe they were physically present but had emotionally checked out, or too wrapped up in their own issues to really see you, hear you and understand you. it could also indicate that your parents didn’t have a healthy relationship with each other, maybe there were constant arguments, cold silences, or even emotional manipulation that made the home environment feel unstable or unsafe :(
you might’ve learned early on that expressing your feelings wasn’t safe or welcome. maybe you were told to ‘toughen up,’ ‘stop crying,’ or ‘don’t make a scene.’ so you shut down. you adapted. you stopped needing. maybe affection felt conditional, only given when you achieved something, looked a certain way, or suppressed your real feelings to avoid conflict.
as a result, you became hyper-independent. the kind of person who doesn’t ask for help, who keeps everything bottled up, who always tries to handle everything alone because leaning on others feels… risky. even in your closest relationships, you might struggle to open up fully. there’s always a fear, what if they leave me? what if they don’t understand me? what if they think i’m too much? so you stay silent, even when you’re screaming inside.
this aspect teaches you that true emotional security can’t come from people who couldn’t or wouldn’t give it to you, it has to be something you build from within. it’s not about hardening yourself forever, but about healing the part of you that thinks love must be earned by suffering. you’re allowed to be soft. you’re allowed to feel. you’re allowed to ask for more. you’re allowed to depend on others without feeling afraid, cause baby you deserve it <3
💕 Venus Square/Opposite Saturn :
love often feels like a challenge for you, whether it’s self-love or receiving love from others. you might have grown up feeling like love was earned and not freely given. maybe one or both parents were emotionally distant, critical about your looks, or just didn’t show you the kind of warmth and affection you needed. so now, as an adult, love can feel… heavy. complicated. exhausting.
you might constantly feel like you’re too much or not enough. maybe you find yourself settling for crumbs because you don’t fully believe you’re worthy of more. it’s like there’s always this invisible wall between you and the love you crave like it’s almost there but never quite within reach.
trigger warning ⚠️: body image / eating disorders
for some, this can also lead to body image issues, eating disorders, or obsessive thoughts around appearance. especially if love or acceptance felt tied to how you looked growing up, whether it was comments about your weight, complexion, or being compared to others. this aspect may manifest in the form of harsh self-criticism. please note, this is just an observation and not a diagnosis.
end of trigger warning ⚠️
you might attract emotionally unavailable people, or be drawn to relationships that involve some kind of separation , long distance, big age gaps, bad timing, or just that lingering emotional coldness. even when you’re with someone, you might still feel alone. it’s the type of aspect that makes you doubt your worth every time someone pulls away, ghosts, or doesn’t show up for you in the way you hoped. and it stings even more when everyone around you seems to be effortlessly loved. sometimes, it plays out in your relationship with yourself too. you become hypercritical, feeling like you always have to look better, be more successful, do more to “deserve” love. maybe you feel guilty when someone is kind to you. or you question it, like “why me? or “is there some sort of ulterior motive behind their niceness?”
but here’s the truth my loves, the real healing begins when you stop settling for love that feels cold, distant, or half-hearted. when you realize you never had to earn love, you just had to believe you were already worthy of it. this aspect isn’t here to punish you. it’s here to help you learn how to love yourself so deeply that you naturally start rejecting anything that doesn’t reflect that same energy back.
🗣 Mercury Square/Opposite Saturn :
growing up, you may have felt like your voice didn’t matter. maybe you were constantly interrupted, talked over, dismissed, or told to “be quiet” instead of being heard. maybe your thoughts were met with judgment or sarcasm, so you started holding back.
as a result, you might struggle with speaking up, second-guessing your words, overexplaining, or staying silent out of fear of sounding “stupid.” social anxiety, awkwardness, or freezing up in conversations can be common. even texting or posting on social media might give you anxiety. this aspect can also show struggles in school, maybe you felt “slow,” zoned out, or had trouble focusing or expressing what you actually meant. teachers or peers might’ve made you feel small :(
but over time, you learn: your voice is powerful. you don’t need to have the loudest voice to have something meaningful to say. when you start trusting yourself, others start listening too. your words do hold weight, you just have to believe it first.
🔥 Mars Square/Opposite Saturn :
it always feels like something is blocking you. no matter how hard you try, success feels delayed. maybe you grew up with strict parents, high expectations, or environments where you couldn’t just be yourself. you were told to sit still, follow rules, not speak out, so now going after what you want feels… heavy.
you might procrastinate a lot, not because you’re lazy but because you’re scared. scared of failing, of not being good enough, of being judged. so you freeze. you self-sabotage. sometimes you get bursts of motivation, but the pressure is so intense it burns you out before you even start 😕. there might be bottled-up anger too, you want to stand up for yourself, set boundaries, take control, but something always makes you hesitate. maybe you were punished for expressing anger, so now you suppress it until it explodes.
but here’s the truth, once you push past that fear and stop letting old limitations define you, you become unstoppable. this aspect gives you unmatched grit, drive, and discipline. you just have to trust your fire again.
🧿 Jupiter Square/Opposite Saturn:
honestly it can feel like you’re always stuck between wanting to dream big and feeling like you’re not allowed to. maybe growing up, every time you got excited about something, be it a passion, a plan, a wild dream - someone immediately shut it down. maybe you were taught that hope is naive, that ambition is risky, that “playing it safe” is the only real way to survive. maybe there was a parent who believed in rules over risks, or a home environment where caution and practicality crushed your natural optimism before it ever had a chance to breathe.
it can create this painful push-pull inside you: you want more from life, you can feel that hunger for growth and expansion burning in your chest but at the same time, you doubt it. you second-guess your own joy. you wonder if you’re asking for too much, wanting too much, dreaming too loud. there’s this constant internalized fear that if you reach too far, you’ll fall harder. and sometimes you self-sabotage before anyone else even gets the chance to. because it’s safer to shrink first than to risk being crushed later.
you might struggle with feeling guilty for wanting better. for wanting more than the people around you settled for. you might feel weighed down by responsibility, by obligations, by the sense that you have to “earn” your right to happiness through endless work, endless proving, endless waiting for permission.
but the truth is… you’re allowed to expand. you’re allowed to want more. you’re allowed to be proud of the spark inside you that still dares to believe there’s something bigger out there. saturn will test your faith, but jupiter inside you is still alive. battered, cautious, maybe, but still alive. and that’s something no amount of fear can ever fully take away.
🛸 Uranus Square/Opposite Saturn :
freedom and structure always seem at war inside you. maybe you crave routine and rebellion at the same time, like you want stability, but the moment life feels too predictable, you itch to break free.
a consistent schedule? deadlines? authority? it can feel suffocating. but at the same time, not having structure can make you spiral. there’s always this inner tug-of-war between wanting to be free and needing to feel safe. you might’ve grown up in an environment where you had to follow strict rules or hide parts of yourself to avoid judgment for instance your interests, quirks, identity. maybe people made you feel “too much” or “too different,” so you toned yourself down to fit in :( or maybe you were forced to be responsible too early like taking care of things before you were ready, which made adulthood feel both empowering and exhausting. now you rebel against responsibilities because you never got to just be free.
this aspect can cause chaos - suddenly quitting jobs, ghosting routines, getting random bursts of rebellion. but it also teaches you how to mix discipline with authenticity. real freedom isn’t about escape, it’s about building a life that doesn’t require one 🫶🏻
🌀 Neptune Square/Opposite Saturn :
dreams always feel just out of reach like they’re right there, but the moment you try to grab them, they slip through your fingers. maybe you’ve experienced broken promises, let-downs, or people who painted beautiful illusions but never followed through.
you might’ve grown up hearing “be realistic” every time you shared your goals or ideas so now you second-guess your passions. part of you wants to believe in magic, love, purpose… but the other part is scared of being naive. this aspect can make you overly idealistic or extremely cynical, swinging between believing in fairytales and expecting disappointment. you might struggle to trust others, or even your own judgment. you want to believe people mean well, but experience has taught you otherwise. it’s also the classic “procrastinate because you’re overwhelmed by your own dreams” energy. you see this big beautiful vision, but don’t know where to start, so you avoid it.
the lesson? don’t give up on your dreams rather you need to anchor them. ground your visions in small, real steps. keep your faith, but add structure. that’s when the magic actually becomes real.
🩸 Pluto Square/Opposite Saturn :
power struggles, deep-rooted fear, and this constant feeling like life is pressing down on you. this aspect can make you feel like you’re constantly fighting for your right to exist on your own terms.
maybe you grew up in a home where control was everything. strict, harsh, emotionally unavailable or even manipulative authority figures, people who made you feel small, silenced, or unsafe for being yourself. you might’ve learned early that vulnerability = weakness. now you either suppress your emotions to avoid being controlled or you become hyper-controlling yourself - of your space, your routine and your relationships because deep down, chaos terrifies you.
this aspect can also show up as internalised pressure: you push yourself too hard, expect too much, fear failure like it’s the end of the world. or on the flip side you avoid stepping into your power because you’re scared of what it might cost you. sometimes it feels like the universe keeps testing you, over and over. but what it’s really doing is building your strength.
this is a slow-burn transformation, one that teaches you to hold your own power with integrity and not fear. you’re not here to be controlled. you’re here to own your intensity and use it to build something unbreakable.
🌿 North Node Square/Opposite Saturn :
everything important in your life feels like it arrives late. relationships take time to feel right, career paths feel like a maze, even self-worth is something you’ve had to build, brick by brick. it’s like you’re always being asked to wait, while everyone else seems to be rushing ahead.
but that delay? it’s not random. it’s saturn’s way of making sure you don’t just stumble into your purpose but you genuinely earn it. you might constantly feel behind, compare your timeline to others, or feel like nothing ever comes easy. even when opportunities show up, you second-guess if you’re ready or deserving. early life may have involved rejection, rigid expectations, or a lack of support when you needed it most. because of this, your growth feels heavy at times, like you’re always pushing uphill, carrying the weight of your own potential.
but when things finally do click into place - your relationships, your career and your purpose they won’t fall apart. they’ll be strong, solid, and real. your path isn’t delayed, it’s being secured. you’re not behind, you’re being built to last 💪🏼
🕷️ South Node Square/Opposite Saturn :
ever felt like you keep living the same painful cycle on repeat? like no matter how much you change, something keeps pulling you backwards into the same relationships, same fears, same patterns?
this aspect screams karmic loops. it’s like the universe keeps handing you the same test over and over again until you finally face what you’ve been avoiding. maybe you grew up too fast. maybe you carried too much responsibility early on, on an emotional, mental and even a physical level. now you carry guilt for resting, fear around change, and a subconscious attachment to struggle because it’s familiar. you might cling to the past such as past relationships, past identities and even past pains because it feels safer than stepping into the unknown. but deep down, you know you’re meant for more.
this aspect teaches you that comfort isn’t always growth. that safety isn’t the same as fulfillment. and that letting go isn’t weakness, it’s your path to freedom. you weren’t meant to repeat. you were meant to rewrite.
🪞Saturn square/opposite ascendant:
from a young age, it might’ve felt like you had to earn your right to exist freely. maybe people projected their expectations onto you like your parents, teachers, friends and even strangers, making you feel like you constantly had to “perform” or present yourself a certain way. you weren’t just allowed to be. your identity felt monitored, criticized, or shaped by external pressures.
you might’ve been labeled as “mature for your age,” or someone who always had it together even when you didn’t. and now as an adult, you might struggle to show vulnerability because it feels like weakness. or maybe you’re hyper-aware of how people perceive you which can make social situations feel stiff or draining.
⚠️ trigger warning: body image / body dysmorphia
this aspect can deeply affect how you see yourself physically. maybe you grew up feeling “not good enough,” compared yourself to others constantly, or even experienced body shaming. you might be extremely self-critical, obsess over flaws no one else notices, or have a distorted view of your appearance. saturn here brings the harshest internal mirror. it’s exhausting, the constant feeling that you need to fix something to be lovable, visible, or accepted and i’m genuinely so sorry for all of you who had to feel this way. please note, this is just an observation and not a diagnosis.
end of triggering warning ⚠️
you might feel distant from your true self, like you’re always wearing a mask to be “acceptable.” but here’s the gold: this placement builds character. you become someone who doesn’t crumble under pressure, who’s capable of showing up as your real self, even if it scares you. the work is about unlearning the belief that you have to earn love or space in this world. you’re not here to meet everyone’s expectations. you’re here to be real.
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aquaholicsanonymousworld · 2 months ago
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Dating John Walker/US Agent Headcannon (SFW & NSFW)
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Protective to a Fault: John has a massive protective streak. Even when you’re perfectly capable of handling things, he can’t help but step in — whether it’s someone getting too close at a bar or a rude comment online. He doesn’t always know where to draw the line between caring and controlling, which can cause fights.
Acts of Service Love Language: He’s not big on flowery words or grand gestures, but he shows he cares by doing things: fixing things around your place, cooking breakfast after a rough night, driving you everywhere so you "don’t have to deal with idiots on the road."
Rough Edges: John has a hard time opening up emotionally. He bottles things until they explode — which means your relationship can have intense arguments followed by intense makeup sessions. Over time, he slowly learns to actually talk before things blow up.
Jealousy Issues: He tries to play it cool but fails miserably. Even harmless flirting from someone else gets under his skin. It stems from his insecurities — always trying to prove he's good enough, in every area of his life, including love.
Physical Affection: He’s touchy. Always has an arm around your shoulders, hand on the small of your back, kisses the top of your head when you’re sitting together. His affection is grounding — you always know where you stand with him physically, even if his words sometimes fall short.
Takes You Shooting / Training: Big “if you’re with me, you should know how to defend yourself” energy. Dates sometimes look like shooting ranges or sparring sessions. He gets a little too excited seeing you handle a weapon well — both proud and turned on.
Private Softness: In public, he’s stoic, aggressive, military-man Walker. But behind closed doors, he’s surprisingly soft — likes when you lay on his chest while he absentmindedly runs his fingers through your hair. It’s the only time his mind shuts off.
Dog Dad Energy: Would absolutely get a big, intimidating-looking dog (like a Belgian Malinois) but spoil it rotten. You catch him baby-talking to it when he thinks you’re not listening.
Haunted Past: You have to be patient with his guilt and trauma. Some nights, he’s distant or stuck in his head about the things he's done — both as Captain America and U.S. Agent. He needs someone who can pull him back without judgment.
Ride or Die: At the end of the day, John is ferociously loyal. Once you have his trust, he’s all in — no half measures. He might screw up, but he will always come back, always fight for you.
NSFW Headcanons
Rough by Nature: John is intense in bed. He’s naturally rough — grabbing, biting, leaving marks without thinking twice. He likes seeing the aftermath: bruises, scratches, hickeys. It feeds his primal, possessive side. “Mine,” is a word he grits out often, especially when he’s deep inside you.
Possessive Sex: If someone even looks at you the wrong way, you’re getting dragged home and claimed. It’s not sweet; it’s about reminding you (and himself) that you belong to him. Expect him to go harder, rougher, and longer on those nights until you can barely walk.
Loves Control: Big on dominance. He wants to be the one giving orders, pinning you down, controlling when you come (and how many times). Hand on your throat, wrist pinned above your head — all his favorite positions give him leverage and control.
Praise Kink (But Gritty)L John’s praise isn’t flowery — it’s raw and filthy. “Good fucking girl,” “Taking me so well,” “Look at you, drooling for it.” His voice goes low and growly in your ear, and he gets off on seeing you fall apart because of him.
Frustration Equals Aggression: Bad day? You’re getting wrecked. He channels all his pent-up rage and frustration into sex — which can mean being bent over the nearest surface and taken hard and fast until he’s satisfied. But it’s never careless; he watches your limits carefully, even when he’s feral.
Breeding Kink (Canon-Adjacent): Blame the super soldier serum and his need to "leave a mark." He gets feral about finishing inside you. Talk about him knocking you up, and you’ll see him lose his mind — hips snapping harder, groaning about filling you up until it takes.
Hair Pulling & Manhandling: He’s strong, and he uses it. Pulling your hair back to expose your throat, lifting you like you weigh nothing, flipping you into position without effort — it’s part of the turn-on for both of you. Being completely overpowered by him is addictive.
Oral Fixation: Loves having your mouth busy — whether it’s on his cock or just his fingers shoved past your lips while you’re moaning. It’s about control and watching you get desperate while he stays cool and in charge.
Aftercare King (But Doesn’t Admit It): As rough and possessive as he is, John is meticulous about aftercare. Bathing you, rubbing ointment into your bruises, feeding you water and protein after a particularly intense session. He won’t call it “aftercare” — he just grumbles that you need to “take care of yourself.” But it’s his way of showing love.
Tension Turned Passion: Fights often turn into sex. Shouting, shoving, glaring — next thing you know, he’s slamming you against the wall and kissing you like he’s starved. The line between anger and arousal gets real blurry with him.
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daisys-reality · 5 months ago
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PAC: What do people admire and envy about your DR self? ♡๑
general tarot reading disclaimers apply here. dividers were made by me, the pictures are from pinterest but edited by me. this is a reality shifting themed tarot reading and requested anonimously. for more tarot readings, check out my masterlist. now, think about your dr self, choose a picture from above and read your pile below :)
[ from pile one on the left to pile three on the right ]
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pile one 🐶
What people in your DR admire and/or envy about you:
you're alluring but distant
even simple conversations seem fraught with unspoken complexities
you appear aloof and emotionally detached -> difficult to get close to
your like a calm sea that is sometimes plagued by storms
an unpredictable mystery -> mesmerizing but confusing
lots of tension, misunderstandings and rumors about you
an ideal type for many but so out of reach
peak social skills -> socially intelligence and grace
your presence can elevate the mood of any social gathering
radiant presence and contagious laugh
regardless of your emotional turmoil, you keep being strong and reliable, no one can tear you down
people naturally notice you
your voice commands attention but is never overbearing and you use your voice wisely
people think they need to level up to be acknowledged by you
some feel intimidated by your intense and magnetic energy
many wanna be the one to receive your kindness, smile and genuine affection
your eyes exude warmth and comfort -> you can even draw in the most reserved/closed person
many are jealous of your confidence, your intelligence, your skills, your ability to attract followers as a natural leader
your ability to thrive in chaos and challenges and you seemingly would never give up or back down from a fight as if you draw energy from the struggles
you walk through life with strategic thinking and agility -> many questions what your real intentions are
you're always a step ahead and only few can keep up with you
mostly positive reaction from people from the opposite gender but often jealousy and envy (but often hidden) from people of the same gender
your chest area, your knowing and teasing gaze, your legs and your cheekbones - jawline - neck area is very attractive
-> if you liked this reading and want to request another topic pls click here !! xoxo daisy ♡
pile two 💍
What people in your DR admire and/or envy about you:
you're highly skilled
your ability to bring people together
you overall seem very approachable and engaged/involved in many things (know many people and things and many people know you etc.)
your energy is accessible yet memorable
your confident and people naturally respect you but your intense presence can be intermediating, creating tension or discomfort in some
your firm belief that anyone has something valuable to contribute
you always encourage openness
your reputation or fame is something many admire or are jealous of
your ability to work hard and to endure anything, your resilience and dedication and your strong sense of duty is very impressive
you value quality time alone and are often focused on personal growth in solitude -> you especially trigger people pleaser and copycats
your voice is soft but profound
your touch is invigorating yet calming and reassuring -dissipating all stress and worries
your eyes hold a fascinating depth
you possesses an ancient kind of wisdom that many seek but few truly understand
even you aptitude for communication on deeper, more esoteric topics is intriguing
you often leave a lasting impression long after you have spoken
the type of person who changes the atmosphere in a room instantly whether by saying something provocative or simply by your overwhelming energy
you can be both refreshing and a bit dangerous, like nature reclaiming its territory
your rebellious streak and braveness to challenge norms and questions authority
your ability to sense other people emotional needs and to provide support guidance accordingly
you're very original and inspiring to many
your strong sense of self and/or purpose
many feel like they can't reach your expectations which makes them feel uneasy around you
your stubbornness combined with your authoritative tendencies can be quite intimidating at times
your thighs, your feet, your hands/wrist, your face and your shoulders are very attractive
-> if you liked this reading and want to request another topic pls click here !! xoxo daisy ♡
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What people in your DR admire and/or envy about you:
your disconnection from your family and your burdensome past (?) is impressive -> i think you had to create your own foundation yourself, teach yourself values as you might had no one to rely on when you where younger
for some of you only: many are envious of your wealth or your inheritance
your unconventionality
your willingness to never stop pushing forward and never giving up
your ability to survive the high expectations and burdens put on you
your creativity, your thoughtfulness and openness are very admired and greatly appreciated
your lively demeanor and your positive and proactive approach to life
your ability to act and think quickly
you always seem composed and courageous - demonstrating inner strength, patience and empathy towards those around you
your grace, your serene confidence and your deep self-awareness and control
your emotional insight allows you to connect with people on a deep level
you have this air of dignity and pride around you
you're compassionate and emotionally strong and generous
your ability to cut through confusions and lies, to understand complex topics and your intellectual sharpness is impressive
you might have a penetrating gaze when lost in thoughts which might be a bit intimidating
your presence can be invigorating and inspiring - pushing people to think more critically
your ability to get away with things without having to make plans or without making a clear choice … like avoiding certain responsibilities which makes other envious
your tired looking eyes, your curves (esp. your lower body), your facial bone structure (ex. forhead) and hands are quite attractive
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fancyperfectionsweets · 6 months ago
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❤️‍🔥 Astrology Observations 3❤️‍🔥
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🔮 the more charts I observe, the more I understand that the houses the planets are placed in are equally important as the zodiac they are placed in. Let me explain. A virgo venus in 8th house will have the qualities of both virgo and scorpio (since scorpio is the 8th sign of the zodiac). How will it manifest? Your want would be to experience love as a scorpio/understand love as a scorpio (obsessive partner that understands you deeply) but how you go about it would be virgo-nian (not giving in early, paying attention to your partner's finer details like moods, words, actions).
🔮 I have kemdrum yoga in my chart. It's not auspicious, lol. This happens when your moon is sitting alone in a house and the adjacent houses are also empty. It is said to make the moon lonely and since moon needs the sun to reflect light (a.k.a, of highly dependent nature), it makes the person lonely. However, to me it doesn't make me "lonely" but rather harder to adjust in a social space for a long time. I literally am the person who runs out of social battery easily. And if I force myself to be social for a long time, it affects my daily routine (moon is in the 6th house which is the house of daily routines, pets, etc.)
🔮 a debilitated mars doesn't make you incapable of standing up for yourself. It makes you passive aggressive 😭. It makes sense why mars debilitates in cancers. Cancers are the kings and queens of passive agression.
🔮 when it comes to appearances, I've kind of found astrology inconsistent. Many people use nakshatras to predict "features" but even though I have a shravana on my first house, I feel like I embody vishakha more (my sun nakshatra)? The most accurate depiction I could find is the first house appearance reading. Cap rising makes my stature small but my face has the strongest influence of the three planets in the first house that conjunct my ascendant capricorn: Jupiter (enlarged features), uranus (asymmetrical features) and Neptune (doe eyes). Your rising sign signifies your height and your planets influence your appearance.
🔮 I'd always be thankful for my gemini moon for helping me detach from situations and viewing my emotions from a third person perspective. 😪
🔮 pluto conjunct moon in synastry is all about the pluto person wanting to baby the moon person?
🔮 also, men who have lilith conjunct my ascendant are... Ummm... Always tryna be weirdly protective? Like I can come across as scary and bossy to the entire line of men and there will be that one guy who just thinks I need to be "protected" (I love the attention tho🤭)
🔮 moon + neptune + rahu (north node) = delulu pro max of the themes of that house. Worse, moon in the area makes you emotionally vulnerable too
🔮 money placements according to astrologers that I've heard: 11th house and 2nd house connected in any way (e.g., 11th house lord is Capricorn = Saturn's zodiac and Saturn is sitting in the 2nd house, the if the lords exchange positions, that's even better), moon + mars sitting together (called laxmi yog), exalted moon or moon sitting in the second house, Venus sitting in the second, sixth, eleventh or twelfth house, Jupiter in second or eleventh house, ketu in 5th-rahu in 11th (not good for relationships but good for money), if your seventh lord is sitting in either 2nd or 11th house, it indicates to your spouse coming in with money or you get money when you get married
🔮 pluto/scorpio in 7th house or 7th lord in the 8th house/scorpio often points to painful transformations after marriage. If not painful, I've seen people sacrifice their jobs and move for their partners or change job lines or give up their education for their partners.
🔮 I know someone who has a very well adjusted chart (exalted sun, moon, jupiter, mars, uranus, venus, ketu) and the ascendant in Aries. The planets are also in the houses they exalt in: Sun in 1st, moon in 2nd, Jupiter in 4th etc. I gotta say, she's easy to be friends with everyone, is successful with whatever venture she's in, is the favourite child of her parents and a very nice person overall. Her only issue is that she sometimes let's other people take advantage of her kindness even when she KNOWS they're hurting her.
🔮 Moon in Libra, moon in 7th and 19 degree moons is such an attractive person placement. Adriana lima, ariana grande, Megan Fox, Marilyn Monroe all have these placements.
🔮 Mars darkaraka men are toxic imo. Most of these men like toxic women. They seek these women out, feed their toxicity and then act like THEY are the victim in public. Their type is literally "pretty women but toxic". A lot of times these women are "toxic" because these men have painted the women in public like that. 🙄
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clare-875 · 11 months ago
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He Loves Me (Zoro x Reader)
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_____ Pairing: Zoro x Female Reader Summary: The different ways Zoro shows that he loves you. Warnings: Fluff, slightly suggestive in some parts? [One Piece Masterlist] _____
People often think that because Zoro seemed so frequently serious or emotionally distanced, he was incapable of offering love. So, when you and he started to date, it was a surprise to almost everyone who knew of the two of you. Even those around you who knew him best, namely your beloved crew, would tease even the faintest flush of his cheeks when he was caught looking at you, as though it were some sort of miracle. Some members would even ask if he truly reciprocated the love you so blatantly showed for the green-haired swordsman because the concept of Zoro and the notion of 'love' didn't really click. They knew he loved his swords and was dedicated to the crew and his dreams but that type of devotion seemed foreign and unlikely. You knew that their words came from a place of concern; concern that you were in a one-sided relationship. However, what your crew failed to notice is how Zoro loved. Sure, maybe he wouldn't blabber sweet words or openly display physical affection beyond your rooms, but within the confines of you and him you see it; he loves you.
Zoro loves through thoughts of you.
Before you, Zoro thought his only ambitions in life were to stay devoted to his Captain and to become the world's greatest swordsman. Love was a concept that hadn't even crossed his mind, he had never been tempted with it nor had he ever been driven to consider it. But then he met you. He saw your sweet smile, your doe eyes, your kindness, your beautiful demeanour. Suddenly, he could only mock the love-drunk cook half-heartedly, because though he would never show it, you were all that clouded his mind. Through workouts that he was so usually lost in, he found himself losing count of the amount of times he swung his weights forward; his thoughts drifting to you. The naps that usually brought nothing but peace from the rowdy crew suddenly became overwhelmed by images of you in his arms, or in his bed. So, when the months had passed and he learned from Robin's constant but subtle teasing that maybe he was in love, imagine his surprise when you confessed that you were too. Even now, when the two of you had been together for more than a year, his thoughts were littered and lingered with you; every movement and action with you at the forefront of his mind.
Zoro loves through his attentive stare, always watching for you.
It could be on days when countless enemies threatened your lives. It could be on days so serene you could not envision anything going wrong. Either way, it didn't matter. Zoro's senses were always perceptive and ready to protect, even when danger was not imminent. During quiet days when the crew set sail over the open seas, Zoro always kept one eye open. He always searched through the muddled voices of the crew for yours. One yelp or one surprised gasp had his heart pounding. It was his sixth sense. He would get up to search for you instantly, even if you had only gotten caught up in a harmless prank or got a papercut paging through books; even if all he had to offer was a roll of his eyes or muttered words, "be more careful woman," when he found you. You didn't know of the crew's shock as he seemingly vanished from the place where he lay to come in search of you. You didn't hear the rapid spike of his heart. Zoro knew you were strong, but he also knew how easily he could lose someone close to him. He had experienced it with Kuina; he would die before he experienced it with you.
Zoro loves through the trust he so willingly gives to you.
Zoro wouldn't love anyone who was not as devoted to the crew, to improving themselves or who didn't have the will and evidence to call themselves worthy of the Straw Hat Crew. You were capable and loyal, thus you were worth his trust both on the battlefield and in his heart. It was shown through countless battles where you fought off powerful enemies, protected less combat-focused crew members and provided emotional consolation atop burdens you held yourself. He trusted you to handle your battles and knew of the pride that came with it; you were his respected partner. His trust would even extend off the battlefield. He would trust you to look after his prized swords and he would trust your word; he doesn't even know the meaning of jealousy. He would watch in rowdy bars as you get two drinks and the fifth man that night approaches. Zoro sees it as a compliment, you were beautiful. But he watches with pride as you turn another man away from you and walk back to his side. The only movements he would make were when men go too touchy, too confident in their drunkenness. Zoro would have them bleeding to the floor before they uttered another filthy word as they tried and failed to pry away the trust that was so concrete in his mind, so obvious in the kiss you would grant him afterwards.
Zoro loves through quiet and hidden intimacy.
Zoro was not one to show open physical affection with the likes of the crew or strangers he could care less for. Only in quiet and drunken evenings would he maybe let slip, wrapping an arm around your waist tightly and placing sloppy kisses along your neck. Well, only for Sanji to then start screaming incoherently at the sight of him, to which a drunken argument would soon take place. Normally, behind closed doors, you saw Zoro's love for you more blatantly. You didn't have to have perceptive eyes when you could feel his lips on yours, hungrily mingling with your tongue and your skin. People would never question his devotion in countless nights spent with his tight grip against your wrists, his swift movement against you, uttered words of praise whispered in your ear. His love was shown in the marks that he gifts you and the ones you would try to cover under the light of day. His love was obvious in his wide smirk as you trace the scratches upon his back, your love etched within them. You see the shock around you when he walks shirtless and proud, displaying your work as though it were a given. You hear more screaming from Sanji, see a frozen Nami as she observes the sight, and a teasing smile from Robin as she turns to you, "Oh my..."
Zoro loves through the dream of you.
In return for the trust he so easily receives from you, he returns it with his devotion. Everyone knows of Zoro's loyalty to Luffy and his goal, but they were the only things that could best his loyalty to you. All else didn't matter to him; you were his end game. People could try to take his eyes away from you, but it would be for naught because his gaze was stubborn. How could it not be? You were beautiful, strong, kind, loving. Zoro never thought that he would even consider a life outside of the straw hat crew, but he created the dream just for you. Images of you and him together through every age and every trial. You and him after he achieved his goal and witnessed his Captain do the same. After that, you would be all that mattered to him, the only dream that he had left. He even considered smaller versions of you and him running about, you swelled with his child, your motherly form. He dreamed of owning a dojo and waking to you each day, he dreamed of you and him and two rings on your fingers, a quiet ceremony held to seal your love and his. He dreams of him old in his age watching the sun fall to the depths of the horizon with you by his side, years of life upon your form but still beautiful nonetheless. It was his most private dream, but one he found desiring the most.
It was an impossible dream to him before he knew of you. Now, he has you in his arms and you are distracted by exhaustion, not seeing but feeling Zoro's gaze on you. You had murmured words about your day to him but as the night dragged on you found your words become more slurred, ready for sleep to take you. He simply watched as your excited blabbering seeped into slow utterances, but he didn't mind. He loved the sight of you in his arms. He loved the sound of your voice. You look up to glimpse at him and he meets your gaze easily. You see flickers of adoration and a glimmer of emotion in his eyes as he breathes in the existence of you. And you could never question it, you could never wander of his love as others would. But you supposed it was an honour, to love the swordsman and have his love for you returned. "You love me." Your words are tainted with fatigue as you push your face into his chest, relishing the warmth that he so easily provides. Zoro rolls his eyes as though dismissing your words but pulls you closer to him anyway, and that is enough for you to know and for him to show that he does; he loves you. You would rarely hear it. However, as the moments pass in peaceful silence, and when Zoro thinks that time would have surely taken you from your consciousness and into the depths of sleep he murmurs it within your hair.
"I love you."
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aventurineswife · 6 months ago
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could request a few of the gentle boys (Dan Heng, Dr Ratio, Jiaoqiu, Aventurine, Moze and Jing Yuan ) sharing food with their s/o that their s/o offers them bites of (food as in icecream , maybe berrypheasant skewers, a wrap of a sort or any candy of ur choice, but plz purin fr churin~) and how'd they accept it? Like whose the teasy teasy or romantic, or any twists any of them may pull? 🍭
A Bite of Tenderness
I'm not good at these so forgive me if I did something wrong 🧍‍♀️🤧
Romantic:
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Dan Heng is quiet and reserved, so when his S/O offers him a bite of food, there's a subtle hesitation in his actions. Though awkward at first, he accepts with a quiet tenderness. If it's something like ice cream or a berry-tinged skewer, a fleeting, soft smile tugs at his lips, and his cheeks might betray the faintest pink hue. It's a simple moment, but one filled with warmth.
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Jiaoqiu may wrestle with inner conflict, but his natural warmth and gentleness shine through when his S/O offers him food. His acceptance of the gesture is genuine, carrying a quiet appreciation for the thoughtfulness behind it. There's a calm intensity in the way he takes the food, as if it's not just the act of eating but a quiet exchange of care and affection.
Tease:
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Ratio is usually confident and a little playful when it comes to food. When his S/O offers him something, his teasing side emerges—perhaps making a remark about how it doesn’t quite meet his intellectual standards—but there's no mistaking the charm behind it. His smile is mischievous, and while he may joke, he accepts the food with an unspoken affection, enjoying the playful interaction.
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Jing Yuan’s calm and composed nature balances humor and warmth. When his S/O offers him food, he may tease them lightly, playing along with their offer, but there's a genuine fondness in his tone. He understands the little gestures and enjoys the quiet connection they create, offering a soft smile in return as if to say he cherishes the moment.
Emotionally Guarded:
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Moze’s stoic, solitary nature often keeps his emotions hidden, but offering him food is one of the rare moments when he lowers his guard. He accepts it with a quiet nod, his actions speaking volumes despite his silence. The bite is taken without much fanfare, but there's a layer of gratitude in the way he acknowledges the gesture—unspoken but deeply felt.
Pulls Twists+Teases:
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Aventurine’s flirtatious and charismatic nature often makes him a bit of a trickster, so when his S/O offers him food, expect a playful exchange. His love for purin (Japanese pudding) is no secret, and when offered his favorite treat, he’ll indulge with a mischievous smile. He might tease his partner, using the moment to coax out a bit of extra attention or a playful reaction, enjoying the light-hearted back-and-forth. Despite the teasing, there’s an unmistakable warmth in the way he engages, savoring both the treat and the connection they share.
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stuckinmymind22 · 8 months ago
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you say "i love you" first
ft: zoro, sanji, robin, ace, and shanks
gn!reader (minus zoro, sorry), mostly fluff, mostly sfw (shanks is a little bit explicit)
a/n: i just think this is cute idk
zoro
you say it first and he kisses you instead of saying it back, that leads somewhere and he’s more tender than usual and you know that is him saying “i love you too” finally says it back after several days when you’re alone and he mumbles it, you aren’t sure that you heard him so you ask him what and he comes and whispers in your ear “i said, i love you, woman” don't expect him to say it often though, the words from him are rare, no matter how many times you tell him that you love him. instead, zoro shows his love in his actions, one time he pulled out your chair for you at dinner and didn't say anything about it (was kinda awkward with it tbh), but the rest of the crew poked fun at him. he somehow always knows when there is something wrong with you, and although not the most emotionally aware he will listen to any of your problems as you talk through your emotions
sanji
he has definitely said it way too early in the relationship, said it a bunch then as you got serious he slowly stopped saying it bc now the words meant more/had more weight and he didn't want to scare you off when you do say it, immediate nose bleed, nearly cries, says it back right away. now that you said it this man is going to make declarations of love at least once a day, somehow he never repeats himself. would probably scream it from the mountain tops if he could tbfh
robin
she’s really confused, not that she doesn’t love you back but more in the “how could anyone love me” type of way. she remains speechless for far longer than you would like, when she does speak again it's to tell you that she isn't quite ready to say it back. naturally, you're devastated by this and you start to distance yourself a bit. that ends up being what she needed to admit her feelings. she probably tries her best to make some romantic gesture maybe just flowers or maybe she gets sanji (ever the simp) to make your favorite dinner. she's the type to be real quiet about her love, not to say that her love for you is unnoticed by outsiders, but she is not going out of her way to make it known like sanji
ace
you guys say it at the exact same time both of you are like awesome. he says it at the most random times, sometimes walking up to you while you are in a conversation to whisper "i love you" in your ear. he adores the way that those words always bring a massive smile to your face he's still a little insecure about himself, but each time you tell him you love him he starts to get more and more confident. he starts to become attached to your side (gets made fun of for it but he doesn't care), not that he wasn't before, but this was more
shanks
takes a while for feelings to develop beyond sexual (you both went in thinking it was just a hookup and that it was all it would ever be) it starts to become clearer that you both are in too deep. neither of you want to ruin what you have so you stay silent about it for far too long once, after you had sex, you bring yourself to admit it, completely out of breath. he’s lowkey stunned, doesn’t really know what to say, says “thank you doll” of course you get mad and he’s like “what i just said thank you, you know i love you too” and you’re like "i mean i figured but it would’ve been nice to hear 🙄" never being bothered by pda, he starts to become more brazen in his displays of affection, sometimes catching you as you walk by to pull you into his lap, regardless of who is around
here's the sequel (they say "i love you first")
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hoovesandfloorpaws · 1 month ago
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"That said, both Styles and his therapist have questioned why he cares quite so much about being likeable. This is one of the things he thought about a lot in his big pandemic reflection. In part, it's a choice, he explained. He recalled moving to London after The X Factor and hearing tales of petulant celebrities screaming because someone got their coffee order wrong and deciding to never be that guy, to never give someone a petty reason to bad-mouth him. But more recently he's come to worry that the drive for approval came from a more complex place, a place of caution, fear, control." "Styles said he often spent interviews terrified about saying the wrong thing until he stopped to question what abhorrent belief or bizarre opinion he was scared he'd accidentally reveal and realized he couldn't think of anything."
"And he thought about the cleanliness clauses in the contracts he used to sign, which would dictate that they would be null and void if he did anything supposedly unsavoury, and about how terrified that used to make him. And about when he signed his solo contract and learned that the ability to make music would not be affected by personal transgressions, he burst into tears, a reaction he still seemed shocked by, retelling it to me now, years later. "I felt free," he explained."
"When Styles began therapy about five years ago [so in 2017], he was reluctant initially, feeling it was a music industry cliché. "I thought it meant that you were broken," he said. "I wanted to be the one who could say I didn't need it." He returned to the home theme that has underpinned our conversation, explaining that therapy has allowed him to "open up rooms in himself" that he didn't know existed, allowed him to feel things more honestly, where before he had tended to"emotionally coast.""
"Recently Styles began to work through issues related to intimacy, dating, love. "For a long time, it felt like the only thing that was mine was my sex life. I felt so ashamed about it, ashamed at the idea of people even knowing that I was having sex, let alone who with," he said."
"You look back, especially now there's all the documentaries, like the Britney documentary, and you watch how people were abused in that way, by that system, especially women. You recall articles from not even five years ago, and you're like, I can't even believe that was written."
He has been thinking a lot recently about autonomy, ownership, privacy. About what he should be able to keep to himself, what he should be able to simply communicate through his music without follow-up questions or prying. Around the time of Fine Line, he faced scrutiny around his sexuality. People became incredulous that he wore dresses, waved Pride flags, and yet hadn't clarified with precision, publicly to a journalist or on social media, the specifics of who he'd slept with, how he defined. This expectation is, to him, bizarre, "outdated." "I've been really open with it with my friends, but that's my personal experience; it's mine," he said.
Despite the acceptance that some things could, should, have been different, he still feels lucky every day, he said, lucky to make music, lucky to do what he loves.
"You can't win music. It's not like Formula One," he said. "I was like, in my lifetime, there will be 10 more people who burst onto the scene in that way, and I'm only going to get further away from being the young thing. So, get comfortable with finding something else that makes you happy. I just found that so liberating."
"I just want to make stuff that is right, that is fun, in terms of the process, that I can be proud of for a long time, that my friends can be proud of, that my family can be proud of, that my kids will be proud of one day," he said.
-- original interview link, Better Homes And Gardens Magazine 26 April 2022 (remake of this post)
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narcjsistx · 13 days ago
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— 𝐒𝐅𝐖/𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐀𝐋𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐓 𝐅𝐓. 𝐁𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐘 𝐈𝐆𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐀𝐒
✶ bunny came out less than 2 weeks ago and the fandom has completely GONE CRAZY, and im one of those who did. obviously, same usual disclaimer, nothing is known about his personality yet so don’t come to me in a few years all upset because he's described differently </3
✶ the first part is completely sfw, the second one has only some, like 3, of the nsfw alphabet. sorry if a little awkward !!
✶ 𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ; take a look, trust me!
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
his kind of affection could be described as constant but meaningful, as if every hug or kiss carried all the weight in the world. bunny is someone who constantly seeks physical contact — even if it's just a simple caress or holding your hand at the most random moment of the day. he loves the privacy of his home because it allows him to kiss you freely, without being hounded by paparazzi, so he can take his time with you
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
i'd describe a friendship with him as pure chaos, where annoying you is the sweetest way he shows he cares. forget those friendships where kind words are the main focus, with him the most meaningful thing you can get is a sock thrown at your face, followed by a comment like "it suits you" or "smells like you" said with the most devilish grin you've ever seen
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
he’s the kind of guy who’ll say, right in front of you, that hugging a girl is weird — only to whine when you refuse to hug him. he’ll always do everything he can to avoid admitting it, but ending the day in your arms is what relaxes him the most. he loves physical affection, but it’s a little hard for him to admit it
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
he only starts thinking about things like that once the relationship has been going on for quite a while, so i'd say after at least a year, or something like that. in my mind, he's someone who can clean exceptionally well but doesn’t even know how to crack an egg, which is exactly why he prefers eating out or take a takeaway
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
he knows very well that even things that seem perfect often come to an end. he’d probably prefer to talk about it in person, but because of his work, he often struggles to stay in barcelona for long periods of time. so i get the feeling it might happen over a message or during a call
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
bunny is someone who, for a long time, felt like marriage was a bit too much — maybe because of his teammates, who always seemed to have multiple flings going on at the same time. still, even with that bit of hesitation, i get the sense that he wouldn’t be afraid to get married in the not-so-distant future if he knew he’d found the right person. marriage is absolutely off the table for the first two or three years, but after that? trust me, he’s already googling the best way to propose. he just needs his certainties, that's all
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
he wouldn’t really describe himself as the rude type, but truth is, he has no problem suddenly wrapping his arms around your waist — so smoothly that you barely even notice at first. let’s just say he’s much more gentle on an emotional level: i see him as someone who has absolutely no issue listening for hours — and, strangely enough, he actually gives pretty good advice, even if he’s a bit unconventional
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
his hugs are slow, he wants to take his time and feel how your warmth blends with his. he especially loves hugs from behind, trust me
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
i get the feeling he only says it when he knows he has to, otherwise you might explode. not because he doesn’t care, but simply because he prefers to show it in other ways: hugs, dinners at his or your favorite restaurant, little bows in your direction when he scores a goal. but he’s obsessed with how YOU say it with that slow and sassy voice. there, he completely loses himself
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
he’s actually pretty jealous, the kind of jealousy he doesn’t hesitate to show even in front of the person involved. he’s the type who might kiss you, walk away, and leave the other guy standing there totally confused, while he just yells from afar "don’t even try. she has way higher standards"
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
like i said about hugs, he likes to take his time. i think his favorite places to be kissed are probably where he has the scar and, quite typically, his lips. he also loves kisses on the neck — but he prefers to be the one giving them
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
he adores kids, but kids don’t always adore bunny. — at least, not at first. he enjoys chatting with his little fans, but some get a bit scared when they see his scar. he’s not offended, he knows it can be a little frightening to children, so every time he tells them he got it while saving a princess (you) from an evil dragon. that’s when the kids start to trust him more, and your cheeks get even redder
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
when he has the chance to fall asleep and wake up with you by his side, expect the slowest, sweetest wake-up ever. his mornings are always busy when he has training or is away from barcelona because of matches and workouts, so when he gets the chance to pamper you, even if it’s just with breakfast, you can be sure he’ll do it
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
setting aside those kinds of nights, he actually loves taking a bath after dinner with you by his side, not necessarily in a sexual way: it’s his way to relax his nerves, talk, and spend time with you after a horribly busy day
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
unfortunately, we still know almost nothing about his past, but im sure there’s some angst in his backstory. as Isagi said, bunny has an extremely sad smile — this makes me think that he’d probably take some time to talk about his past, masking reality behind the usual smile his fans know. would he open up? yes, but in due time
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
does he have patience? yes. does he use it? not necessarily. overall, he’s a pretty patient man — he knows that both in life and on the field, goals and achievements take time to come to fruition. but if he fixates on something specific? he needs to have it immediately, like right now
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
bunny isn’t someone who forgets, but someone who only shows he remembers when the time is right. he loves surprising you with sudden things — like giving you a bracelet you might have mentioned a month ago. he could never be with someone he doesn’t remember anything about, it would be senseless to love someone without knowing even the smallest, silliest details
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
it was probably the moment he realized that his scar didn’t scare or disgust you. the realization hit him so suddenly that for a few seconds it unsettled him — because he isn’t very proud of that mark, which he thinks mars his face. he doesn’t get offended when others are scared by it, but the fact that you actually said you, in a way, appreciated it? that’s when he understood you were the right one
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
he knows very well how the paparazzi are always on his neck, like hungry vultures. every time you go out and someone starts taking pictures, he prefers to give you his cap to cover your face, or even his jacket if you're feeling extremely uncomfortable. h'd rather hide you by pulling you close to his chest and maybe kissing your head —but hey, only if you're okay with it. he doesn't want to make the situation heavier than it already is for you
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
he doesn’t know how to cook, he only puts effort into making breakfast. he’s strangely good at organizing dates because he knows which places you like and, at the same time, where you won’t be disturbed. he cleans the house, but please, don’t hand him a frying pan
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
he hugs you even when he’s still sweaty from training, and he does it on purposeand he does it on purpose. he drools a little on you when he sleeps on your chest buy yeah
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
if we ignore his worries about the scar, he’s actually someone who spends a lot of time in front of the mirror. maybe he’s getting ready and you’re on the bed — expect to see him flex for minutes, then turn to you and say "find someone like me. impossible. lucky you, you get to kiss me"
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
let’s say he’s used to the idea of not being close to you because of his job, but he doesn’t like it. he feels a little lost when he knows he’s really far away, but admitting it is out of the question
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
he’d want a bunny just so he could name it after you and not feel like the only one with an animal name. imagine being in a pet store: he’d turn his head if someone mentioned a bunny! so he loves calling the bunny and watching both of you turn around, confused
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
he thinks insulting someone’s appearance is the most senseless thing in the world. he can’t even conceive it, and it’s something he would never do to you because he knows what it’s like to have an obvious flaw (which isn’t really a flaw)
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
he sleeps on your chest and drools without shame, only to tease himself and you about it the next morning. he loves to have at least one hand on you when he sleeps
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B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
his favorite part of his body are his hands, which can grab his favorite part of your body, your ass
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
he’s wickedly playful, with absolutely no shame in pushing you to your limit and saying "already like this? are you really that weak?" all with the worst smirk ever seen on the face of the earth. he loves to push you to the edge just to leave you without any real payoff, only to hear a mess of frustrated moans from you
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
you're pathetically weak when you're the jealous one, so beautiful with your arms crossed and an overly annoyed pout. he knows that girls, especially his fans, often cheer him on and objectify him, but seeing you jealous? that’s priceless. no one can take away a long slow sex session where all he does is tell you he loves only you and that you don’t have to worry about the others, that they ever be in your condition like you are now, all fucked up thanks to him
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astrofaeology · 2 months ago
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Groom in the Signs
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ᡣ𐭩 Please support me by reposting, liking, following me and commenting your placement. The asterioid groom (5129) can reveal the charteristics of your future husband and your relationship with your masculine romantic interests can be derived from the placement in your natal chart.
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0º is the degree which doesn't have a coresponding sign assigned to it. It's a fresh new degree and will amplify the themes of the sign that it's in
Aries (1,13,25º) Your romantic partners may take life by it's head, possibly holding your hand and pulling you into adventure. He may have a pioneering spirit, always ready to take action and face challenges head-on. This man is confident and independent, often leading in his pursuits, and will bring a sense of adventure and passion to the relationship. He'll encourage you to be your most authentic self and not to worry about fitting in.
Taurus (2, 14, 26°) Such relaxing and calming energy, the men in your life will want to make you feel comfortable and at ease. Possibly may want to cook for you and wrap you around a soft blanket. Relationships with men may be quite domineering aswell with taurus also being stubborn. He likely values comfort, stability, and the pleasures of life, such as good food, nature, and material security. This partner may be patient and practical, with a strong desire to build a lasting home and family foundation.
Gemini (3, 15, 27°) Communication and witful banter is apparent with this placement, relationship with men may engage with playful teasing and an need to explore eachothers minds. This man values variety and freedom of expression, and may often play the role of the witty conversationalist or social connector. He may also have a youthful, playful spirit.
Cancer (4, 16, 28°) this points to a romantic partners who are emotionally nurturing, sensitive, and protective. Family and home life are very important to the men in your life, and thy tends to express love through caring actions and emotional support. This partner is likely deeply intuitive and values emotional security, often placing great importance on creating a warm, safe, and loving household.
Leo (5, 17, 29°) Bravo and leo go together however with the placement howver simulatenously this placement does show affinity to hypnotise a room. This placement does suggest that the men in your life may want to show you off and perhaps be a powercouple with you. These men often exudes a strong presence and loves to express his affection with grand gestures or romantic flair.
Virgo (6, 18° ) suggests that the men in your life are practical, detail-oriented, and helpful. They likely shows love by being attentive to the small things and offering support through service and care. These partner values order, health, and responsibility and may have a methodical approach to life and relationships. Their affection might be subtle but consistent, built on trust and dependability.
Libra (7, 19°) Charming, diplomatic, and focused on harmony, your future husband values fairness, balance, and partnership. The romantic interests in your life are excellent at planning dates and creating that romantic mood. They seeks to create beauty and peace in his environment and has a strong sense of romance. Conflict resolution is important to him, and he prioritizes mutual understanding and cooperation.
Scorpio( 8, 20°) Intense, passionate, and deeply loyal, this partner has a mysterious aura and values emotional depth and transformation. The men in your life have a deep fire within them and such relationships are always transformativv. Protective and with a powerful presence, he requires trust and honesty. The relationship may involve profound emotional growth and shared secrets.
Sagittarius (9, 21°) Optimistic, adventurous, and freedom-loving, your future husband values exploration both physical and intellectual. Drawn to big ideas, travel, and philosophical conversations, he encourages growth and independence. He brings a joyful, expansive energy that inspires seeing the bigger picture.
Capricorn (10, 22º) Responsible, ambitious, and disciplined, this man takes commitments seriously and works hard to provide security and stability. With strong leadership qualities, he values tradition and structure. His love is demonstrated through practical support and a steady, reliable presence.
Aquarius (11, 23°) Innovative, intellectual, and a bit unconventional, your future husband values friendship and freedom within the relationship. Drawn to unique or progressive ideas, he might have a humanitarian streak and enjoys social causes or group involvement. Emotionally independent yet deeply loyal to his ideals.
Pisces (12, 24°) Compassionate, dreamy, and sensitive, this partner has a strong artistic or spiritual side. He expresses love with empathy and imagination, often idealizing romance and seeking deep soul connections. Emotional openness and kindness define his approach to partnership.
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shibiichi · 2 months ago
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🌞 THE DAYCARE ATTENDANT 🌜
Sun & Moon updated ref!
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Took me a bit to get the motivation finally, but here we are with an updated set of references for my DCA designs. Sorry for the lack of posting..! I can’t believe it’s pretty much the middle of the year now… It feels like February was just last month. Anyways! Onto the jesters!!
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My AU primarily takes place after the events of that night, focusing on how the animatronics cope in the aftermath of The Vanny Virus. Sun and Moon are some of the most heavily affected mentally, due to their lack of contact with the other animatronics in the plex. Fortunately, now under new management, the jesters may start to heal—though only time will tell.
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[full refs without text]
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Below are refs of the DCA’s casing, as to better understand how they are constructed. Both of them have special built in visual features, allowing them to keep up with the little ones within the daycare!
Sun has advanced motion sensors, able to pick up where a little sunshine may be! He is more adept at scanning staff and customers for injuries and identification purposes, often very good at remembering faces! He is also better at parsing through subtle shifts in expression and body language, though he tends to overextend and assume the worse if someone indicates negativity. He is very attentive in that he will notice someone having a rainy day and spring into action to help, but that also means he’s susceptible to overanalyzing social cues and misinterpreting them. He can access Moon’s infrared (visualized by his blue pupils turning red) but he doesn’t tend to rely on it, especially since infrared vision is less effective in bright areas!
Moon also has motion sensors, though he is not as in-tune to them as Sun, therefore relying on his advanced night vision and infrared capabilities. He is not as good at remembering faces (often relying heavily on system records) but he is better with names and recognizing voices. Moon’s irises are red due to his infrared sensors, his pupils white due to night vision. He can simultaneously view both cameras at once, though think of it like watching a larger camera feed with a secondary feed displayed in the bottom corner. Moon is much more introverted than Sun, before and after the virus. (Though after the virus he tends to be prone to self isolation) He is fairly emotionally intelligent, but he doesn’t know how to act around others in a way that he feels Sun excels at easily. He tends to be more to the point with broken sentences, while Sun is more likely to over explain and repeat himself. Moon was created to be the villain to Sun’s hero, and despite him not being truly a bad person the virus made him into the boogeyman he played onstage.
Both animatronics, due to sharing the same body, have 360 joint rotation and are extremely flexible. If there is a separation in plating, there’s a good chance they have full range in that area. The only segmented part of their body that does not have rotation would be the chest piece! It is able to open much like Freddy’s stomach hatch, though there is no space dedicated for oversized birthday cakes or piñatas. Directly under their arms (often hidden by their sleeves) are two ‘U’ shaped cut outs. Aligned with these cut outs are a secondary set of arms snugly folded within the chest plate, ready to spring out when the DCA enters their shared ECLIPSE MODE. Nestled above these arms are a few smaller storage areas and their shared voicebox! One storage area is for general safe keeping, one something similar to a mini fridge, and the last (and smallest) basically being the equivalent of a trash can. This storage bin is used to collect food products as the DCA is able to ‘eat’ to an extent, though they rarely open their mouth. The feature is used to encourage picky eaters and sharing, as some children like to share their snacks with the DCA. Located within their stomach area is an advanced music box capable of mixing and matching keys in order to create new songs on the fly!
Their head shape takes on a vaguely humanoid appearance, having a protrusion in the back much like a skull’s cranium. However, Sun and Moon’s head and face structure are distinctly disproportionate to a human’s, lacking a more distinct nose and jaw. Unlike the canon design, this DCA does not have exposed wiring on the back of their faceplate, rather a slightly rounded compartment effectively holding their ‘brains’. The compartment is covered by a hand sewn bonnet, one Moon created for Sun as a gift. Their neck is covered by flexible casing making the general shape of an organic human neck, though over twice as long. A joint within the neck allows for the piece to be articulated, though to avoid the uncanny valley the DCA is designed to wear an oversized ruffle.
Composure wise, Sun is more animated and jittery, often needing to move or fidget in some way. He likes to skip and often fully involves himself into whatever interaction he’s taking part in. He’ll go from standing tall to crouching down, playing up his antics but never straying too far into what would be considered inhuman movements. He is more likely to use his hands to express himself while he talks. Moon is the exact opposite, often defaulting to deliberately slow or minimal movements. While he doesn’t play up his actions as much as Sun does, he will make a point to try and convey a purposeful feeling with his movements. When anxious, Moon can be surprisingly quick, though it comes off more in a harsh snapping manner than a more fluid motion. He often startles others as they don’t see him move. He does his best not to make himself feel bigger when interacting with others, keeping his posture down and his hand movements lacking. He does have a tendency to wring his hat or chew on a star shaped teether when highly anxious, as he’s grown to need a physical outlet after the events of the virus. Moon prefers to contort himself much more than Sun, often not concerned with how creepy they can look. (He does try to make it less obvious when interacting with others though, especially children.)
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Sun and Moon also have deep pockets in their pants, one for Sun’s stuff and the other for Moon’s! Sun’s pocket usually contains a handful of Sunnydrops, a Fazbear bandaid box, individual alcohol wipes, and a mini tissue container. (Like the plastic ones you peel open!) Moon’s side has his hat (when not worn), a star shaped teething toy, a red foam stress ball, and a light up rubber ball. He does not keep Moondrops in his pockets due to their high melatonin content, rather keeping them locked away in a compartment near the naptime area.
Anyways!! That’s enough from me! Feel free to leave asks about these guys or their AU if you’re curious, I love yapping lol! Thank you for getting to the bottom of this post, Nighty Night!
[Dividers provided by @/saradika here on Tumblr]
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