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notwaitinginthecorner · 2 years

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Omg...I think im learning....how to .control and regulate my emotions. Like. What is this who am I hello??? Heloo??Hello??? hello? HELL0!!!!!!!!!!!! :^]

#lowkey out of body experience to be so in my body and mind......hm.hm. smacking my lips and savoring the taste #like this is the 2nd time within a week i thought i should kms frfr and then was just like #actually honey no thats not what were gonna do. actually were gonna do this helpful thing instead and take these emotions in stride okay #and instead of flipping out even more im just like huh. yknow whatyea that sounds like a good idea lets give that a try #and yhen i do #anyway im organizing my list of potential apartments rn #then i think tmmrw ill look at some jobs. compare how close they are what they pay etc #look into the nuances of moving out and just kinda finalize my plans #i wont be here in the summer thats my gift for myself yhis year #rambling

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hollypies · 4 months

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Redrawing/remaking my HLVRAI flowercrown au!! Benrey and Gordon are up first!! (If anyone's curious you can go looking for my old flowercrown au stuff, just be noted its was made four years ago LOL and all the old info is completely irrelevant) click for better quality, tumblr killed it 💀

Up next, Tommy and Gman Coolatta!

In the old version of the plot for this au, it had a lot to do with it being a game and such. However over the years it's changed! No longer a game, instead the Rescas explosion seemed to have had a .. strange affect on Gordon, due to him being right next to it. At least, that's what they all believe at first.

#art #help how do i anatomy #gordon freeman hlvrai #gordon hlvrai #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai #hlvrai benrey #benrey #benrey hlvrai #half life vr but the ai is self aware #hlvrai au #hlvrai benry #hlvrai art #basically! during this au each time Gordon dies he “respawns” back at the beginning. right agter the rescas explosion #however he cant bring his body back quite right each time. the different flowers represent who killed him. and the plave of injury .#benrey killed him first. through the eye. it was a misunderstanding! they were just messing around and Gordon . they thought he wasnt human #because he doesnt seem human anymore? they sense it. (so can tommy but that didnt stop tommy from yelling at benrey immediately after)#only as soon as benrey opens their eyes again theyre right back at the beginning and Gordon is trying to pull a flower from his eye. the #the same eye they shot through. augh fuck. anyway benrey is the first to remember. dr coomer and bubby are next to remember (#the betrayal and then the clones killing Gordon and then being brought back to the beginning. even more flowers. one less arm #tommy remembers last. an accidental kill.#Gordon doesnt “technically” remember! and each time hes brougt back he seems to believe the flowers are almost normal. just rescas stuff.#he can even still see out of his other eye? its fine probably. (everytime he rips a flower petal it hurts. like hes tearing through skin)#flowercrown au #feel free to send asks about flowercrown! i will answer and yhen kiss you with tongue /joke!

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an-au-blog · 11 months

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WAIT HOLD ON HEAR ME OUT!

Dancing With The Stars! au where pro dancer!Sanji was supposed to be paired with his favorite actress Nami. Unfortunately for him, she broke a bone doing one of her stunts so at the moment they tell him he has to be with her co-star. All he knows about him is that he looks like a brute and apparently queer. But Sanji only believed one of those statements.

They finally meet and Zoro is as stiff as a tree. Sanji does his best not to let his temper get the best of him but Zoro loves like an old wild cat. He's enraged that not only did they give him a man as a partner instead of his celebrity crush Nami, but they stuck him with this gorilla.

All their movements are clumsy and they are making almost no progress. Sanji gets so angry at one point that he kicks one of the props. He's gets startled when it breaks and one of the pieces flys right at Zoro. What was almost as startling was that Zoro dodged it like he knew exactly where it would be. Sanji realized that if they treated their dance like a fighting choreography, Zoro does marvellously.

Zoro still keeps getting distracted because there's all this sexual tension going on but almost no one can tell when they mess up. The flow like a river when on stage, they had gotten so used to each other's movements, that people though they were lying when they said they met for the first time on set.

At the end of their last dance number Zoro bends Sanji down and the crowd cheers. Zoro leans in and steals a kiss. Light and quick. No one saw, the cameras didn't catch it, but Sanji's entire world stopped turning.

Zoro tries to apologize for doing what he did after they got off the stage but Sanji just jumps him and gives him a "proper kiss".

They didn't win the competition, but they won something way better.

#zosan au #zosan #one piece zosan #zoro x sanji #sanji x zoro #dancing with the stars au #yes. i am still cleaning up my drafts #i start too many things and yhen forget about them #do you think that's a red flag?#op

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nashvillethotchicken · 7 months

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Matter fact. If I was a vampire and I paid an old friend to interview me before he died and he talked to me and my current husband and talked about my DEAD child and ex husband the way Daniel do? Im doing more than making fun of him, I'm knocking him in his bulbous forehead like he's a beluga fuckin whale

#like please believe it no naruto. i would fuck that nigga up #like please act like you got some sense daniel especially when you a deadbeat!!! tryna talk about somebody daughter when yours dont want you #and yhen you call my husband a rent boy for no reason while we do our psychosexual servant master rp like dont pmo #see daniels problem is that he talks like he aint never been knocked in his lil bird chest before and i will remedy that real fast #me personally i think louis should have taken his own advice from ep 6 and done more #iwtv #interview with the vampire #louis de pointe du lac #daniel malloy #iwtv 2022 #amc iwtv #armand iwtv #loumand mention

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ashes-in-a-jar · 16 hours

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Hunt avatar but it's a child on a scooter getting closer and louder very quickly behind you

#its also downhill #and he narrowly passes you #and yhen waits for you to pass him again staring #hes doing it on purpose #the way i got scared from the sound behind me just now holy shit #secondary reaction is to immediately post on here lmaooo #tma #the magnus archives

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maudiemoods · 1 year

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I wanna be either sun, moon, or eclipse for Halloween so I'm trying to learn how to do some calisthenics and it's been so fun AURG

#mostly painful but fun!!#a couple weeks in and i can do crow pose a 2 second L sit and i can hold a hand stand for like maybe 3 seconds jdkdjej #fun!! i see improvement and its awesome #i still got a couple months so hopefully by yhen i can do some silly stuff #i REALLY want to be able to walk while doing a handstand #idk how i feel about possibly messing up the cosplay though jdjdj dont wanna ruin the outfit #but still!! its fun to do fjekkd

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frostedpuffs · 2 years

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hey. it's Tuesday.

ppu update today 👀

#text post #i think i will just post ch. 24 yhen decide what i wanna do update wise

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gigginox · 8 months

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#tjinking abt gender. i like how i look and how i sound i really do but im not stupid i know that bc of how i look and sound most people #are gonna see/refer to me as a man. but in an ideal world they wouldnt #its not even like i wanna be regarded completely as a girl either. like i enjoy being a man but i wish people would like #idk not acknowledge it as much if that makes sense. like i think the only reason i ever think abt wanting to look like a girl is bc more #people would actually call me a girl. but yhen id just be in the same issue but in reverse probably. so what now #hm. muhc to think abt (<- deranged)

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rabbithillsolos · 19 days

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im back from lurking .. hopefully fr this time

also new layout (mafuyus new lim has a death grip on me ... i love my son)

#i logged out for like a week and then logged back in and lurked #i gotta stop doing this 😭😭#i get self conscious abt me posting and yhen i just dip #down the rabbit hole

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minty-bubblegum · 11 months

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO YOU TOOOOO!!!!!

You never know when you'll need it :)

#This reminds me #One time when I was like 5 my parents left me alone in the kitchen for 20 minutes #Only 20 minutes #I was able to climb into the medicine cabinet and chug a whole bottle of Pepto #I REALLY LIKED BUBBLEGUM.FLAVOVERED STUGF BACK YHEN OKAY 😭😭#Idk how I was able to do that tho #Cus Pepto is thick as hell

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wampiryzm · 5 months

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i love interacting with people. i love worrying for the next hour that they probably thought I was a fucking weirdo

#i was walking ny dog and one of my more distant neighbors (same street) chatted me up #asked if the kids (like 3 and 6 years old) could pet her. i said sure #but they were like. petting her but grabbing her leash and her paws abd ears and my dog started cowering #i picked her up and they kept going. molly is a trooper but she was scared because they were pulling on her leash and it scares her #so i tried gently telling the kids to not do that. or touch her paws or nose because she gets shy and scared #and i kept telling the dad too. they were all kind and nice #but i felt getting red on my face. and then i left #and yhen we left #and i just. fuckinggggg lmao. i love interacting with people i love hoping they dont think im a weirdo #because i constantly keot saying she was shy or scared but she loves people which.is. all true

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reminem69 · 9 months

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ughsjsjjdhdndn explodes

#i do genuinely think a cane could help me on my bad pain days #like rn. my pains all thru my leg so bad and it HURTS #and when it gets bad i rely on my other leg #but ill put too much stress on it and yhen that one hurts and then they both hurt and then im just in pain #idk. i think it could help when im in rlly bad pain like this #but i also feel stupid and like im makinf everything yp #idk i n3ed to talk to my pt #remi rambles

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yinstari · 1 year

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primavera 🌸

#last piece done #kove x yhen #love showing off my ocs but i dont do it all that i should #my art #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #original character #illustration #artist #commissions are open if you want something like this 🤭

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winterrose42 · 8 months

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Having rage dreams is weird bv on one hsnd, no clue what we're mad about can we chill and also didnt actually smashed snything but body feels like we suplexed the truck that ran us over. On the other, mad respect to dream me who is so very thorough in his destruction snd i get detailed pov shots of fuckin everything. 10/10 eould that i had anything akin to a smash room near me

#winter speaks #getting used to thrse ones i dont wske up feeling so weird and squiggly #mosyly its justblike wake up and go huh some braincell in the head somehwrre is mad aboutbsomethin fuckin go off babes #rootin for you and your issues and im assuming if i dont feel that anger yhen its none of my bjsiness #long as you dontbgive me the extreme gore ones we re all good bestie #though now i do in fact have to be awake. tragedy

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mainfaggot · 9 months

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my mom is so nice to me these days it's crazy

#im lying she snapped at me but i didnt evem care bc im so chill #i did care but yhen i was like . im so tired lets all die whatever shes fucked in the head so am i lets have Earl grey tea #like last weekend i made her upset and was hysterical and then this week im so tired i just dont. care #i do but i dont #anyway she said something about me taking care of her when shes old and i was like #trying so hard not to say yeah sure lol i will die before u reach old age mama #bc i didnt want her to start crying like im not cruel just really unstable..#z.post

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timelord-of-the-moon · 10 months

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Been procrastinating some work for a whole fucking month now and I got the first set of it done in only 2 2hour sessions. I will learn nothing from this

#why do i constantly do this!!!#anyways i need to have the next step done by sunday night #becuase ill have paper tech and yhen dry tech the next week #which! hey this is a good timeline honestly #i also need to learn cue lab lmao #i just know how to press go #im sound design for a small community theatre show #never done it before but i know the director and wanted something easy to do #miss being SM hoenstly but whatever #need to get an ASM gig next

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