#and yet it’s still gonna hurt like a mf when i see it happen

[tulsa24]

ya know, i’ve been aware of how the end of this season of pjo will go but it’s still gonna hurt in the end

[kithtaehyung]

would u? (3tan717) | myg

3tan717 drabble #1: would u? pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f) series: masterlist | three tangerines | 3tan717 rating/genre: pg (18+) ; fluff ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au summary: you see a certain fruit-centered trend online.. and decide to test it on yoongi note: i am so so so sorry this is out on the very last day of feb but things have been absolute bananas lately! tbh i’m surprised this is even getting posted on time and i have even more to do after this is shared but eff it shibal!!! note 2: as promised, this is dedicated to the people that submitted the answers i’m using for this drabble: anon, grapes / @yoongrace, and apryl @aprylynn for this idea hehehe! also i literally just finished this so it's legit unedited so i'm sry for any mistakes! off to go prep for events now! warnings: 3tan yoongi as always, working yoongi??, kitchen, period cramps suck but yoongi to the mf rescue drop date: feb 29th, 2024, 10:03pm est word count: 2.3k

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Ugh. 

Why does this have to happen every fucking month. Why can’t it happen every three? Or six? Or never ever ever? 

Groaning, you roll over, burying your face into the pillow on Yoongi’s side. 

To some degree, you feel placated, probably due to his scent still lingering next to your dismay. He had to get up early to finish a track, but he assured you can be in the room. 

You can hear a little bit of what he’s working on as it bleeds through his headphones, and even just this sliver of sound gives you chills. Not just because of what it sounds like, but the sole fact that Yoongi’s letting you even listen in the first place. 

Huffing out a bit of amusement, you remember the last time Yoongi let you stay while he worked—albeit at his place while he went to the studio. 

Damn, how much you’ve grown since then. All those memories, those quiet times and tumultuous times, everything leading up to now. How time has molded you with knowing hands. 

However, no matter how much has changed all these months, some things have not wavered, like the fact that you needed to be sure he was okay with it—and his answer making you absurdly shy. 

Did he really have to say that you’re either staying or he’s gonna leave? That scheming motherfucker! 

Some drum beats hit your cheek before you realize the menace himself is playing multiple different ones. It’s only a couple hits before he moves onto the next, and you’re about to lift your hea—

“Fuck, where the hell is that kick?” 

Your laugh is stifled by cotton. As tickled as you are to hear Yoongi like this, you don’t wanna do anything to distract him. 

But by doing so, that causes your body to tighten and fuck, it hurts. It hurts to move, it hurts to laugh, it hurts to just exist. God, you want him to come back and join you so bad, but you don’t wanna be that person. 

…Yet. Maybe if it gets so bad you can’t even sleep? 

“Found you! Fucking finally. Thought you could hide from me, huh?” 

Oh, fucking hell, he’s adorable. 

Yeah, there’s no way you’re making him drop everything right now. This is too precious of an afternoon to stop. 

Exhaling a mile long breath, you fight through your pain and feel for your phone, groaning as you shift yourself. When in position under sheets and warm sunlight, you cycle through apps as a distraction. 

Scrolling. Scrolling. Smiling at some animal videos a bit before scrolling again. 

After all of five minutes, you start to see a trend on your feed, and suddenly get the idea to try it on Yoongi. It’s simple and harmless, right? 

You [3:30pm]: would u peel an orange for me 

Yoongi doesn’t say anything, and you lift your head slightly to see if he looks at his phone. 

When he does, he checks it really quick before setting it back down on his desk, back to clicking on his screen. 

Ah. Damn. He must really be in the zone because… 

Uhh. 

Blinking, you watch as Yoongi rolls his chair out to get up, setting his glasses down and heading out of the room with a light swing of his chains. 

Uh. What just happened? Did you upset him? You’re so stunned that his swift exit has you wanting to get up and follow him.  

But ow. Ouch. It’s maddening how much your cramps are getting to you. 

Bearing the punches to your gut, you start sliding out of the bed, straining and sucking in sharp breaths just to stand and pull Yoongi’s comforter over your tension. 

Padding out the bedroom, your worries make your steps tiny and heavy, and you regret sending that text because you literally just said you weren’t… gonna…

On the dining table—quiet—lie three tangerines, peeled and placed next to vibrant scraps while your lover peels a fourth with diligent, devoted hands. 

And you can’t even form words that match how you feel. 

Your vision swims right as Yoongi looks your way, his body stilling before he puts the fruit down. 

When he approaches with concern, you answer his silent questions through hiccups, “I—I thought you left cus—you were mad.” 

“Huh?” 

“I don’t even know,” you swallow, gesturing to all of your lower half and feeling him hold the slipping blanket. “It’s just… this, I guess.”

“Does it hurt?” 

“Like a motherfucker.” 

“Oh, shit, I’m sorry, doll. Hold up.�� Handing you the comforter, Yoongi goes to his cabinets in the kitchen, grabbing a bottle of medicine before walking it over. “You gotta take something as soon as you feel it. Don’t let it get this bad.”

“I know,” you groan, resting your head on his shirt and inhaling his healing presence. “I didn’t wanna bother you.” 

Your forehead is kissed. “You’re not bothering me. Especially with something like this.” 

“Okay.” 

He walks away again to grab some water, and you watch as he pours some into an electric kettle before starting it up. 

Glancing back at the fruit, you sigh, clutching the bottle of pills while feeling the weight of his comforter. He’s probably not pleased with the way it might drag on the ground, so you gather it and pick the end chair to sit on. 

And then you sigh, “Sorry for making you peel those. I didn’t even plan on eating anything.”  

“Too bad. You’re gonna eat what I make you anyway.” 

Wait, he’s cooking? He has work to do! “You’re working, though. Don’t worry about me right now.” 

“It’ll be quick.” 

“What are you making?” 

A glass bowl and pan are procured from random places before Yoongi blinks in place. “Uhh.. You’ll see.” 

As he clunks them onto his counter and stove, you watch with hearts for eyes as he bustles around the kitchen space. Even doing things as simple as washing his hands, opening his fridge, and simply grabbing a knife gives you pause. 

And this is when you realize that you can watch Yoongi do absolutely anything and be amazed. 

Even when he stands, watching you with a look that’s wait why doesn’t he look—

“Take the medicine, baby girl.” 

Oh. 

Snapping out of your trance, you nod. “Sorry.” 

Yoongi continues to give you glances until you swallow down the painkillers, satisfied enough to continue his cooking venture when you take the second one. 

As the sun paints the apartment in marigold and light, you keep watching with a smile as he brings the kitchen to life. Butter sizzles in a pan, tangerines are getting halved on a board, and something is getting mixed with a whisk. 

Who knew that the neighborhood fuckboy would have a whisk on hand? Not the younger you, that’s for damn sure. 

But here Yoongi is, in the flesh, whisking away with veiny forearms that have you thinking the most absurd thoughts during this time of the month. The only thing that would cut through the raging horniness would be getting up to see what the hell he’s making. 

It’s starting to smell familiar though. But he put the tangerines in the pan so you don’t even know what to expect right now. 

Walking up—blanket left behind—you observe the kitchen before peering over his broad shoulder. “Mm.. Smells like pancakes.” 

Yoongi doesn’t answer, but when you see the consistency of the batter, you realize you’re correct. “Oh, it is! I’m smart.” 

“You are,” he laughs. “But you didn’t get it all the way right.” 

“No?” 

“Nope.” Yoongi then gently gets you to move before he pours the batter over the slices, and you crane your neck to watch as he evens it all out. “Just one tangerine pancake.”

“Oh, okay,” you scoff, earning a laugh at your side. “Whatever, chef.” 

“We’ll see what you say in a bit.” 

Is he gonna leave it or flip it? Probably the latter. 

“K. Gonna flip that once it’s done.” 

Nice. You smile to yourself, loving how you’re starting to really be on the same page. Nudging him, you keep watching as he lowers the heat and sets the lid on the pan. “What now?” 

“We wait,” he responds, dusting his hands together before cleaning up his mixing bowl. “And I’m gonna see if we have any sugar.”

Damn it, Yoongi cannot keep saying that two-letter word. It’s starting to be detrimental to your health. “I can help.” 

“S’ok,” he assures, nose upturned. “Just watch me work.” 

“Oh, I’m very good at doing that.” 

At this, Yoongi turns and gives you a smile that immediately reminds you of summer, and you almost feel like crying again. 

“I’ve actually never tried this, but. We’ll see if this works.” 

With nothing snarky, or teasing, or fake to say, you reply with a smile and a genuine, “I’m sure it will.” 

When he keeps staring, his eyes lower to your lips, and you don’t care that you probably look like a wreck, or feel like one. Because the way he’s looking at you now makes you glow. 

If only the kettle didn’t decide this was the moment to stop boiling. 

You were probably about to get the kiss of your life. 

But Yoongi halts in his tracks before shifting to get a mug, setting it down with a thud before checking on the pancakes. Pancake. Whatever that delicious-smelling thing is gonna be. 

“There’s some tea packets in that right drawer. Help yourself cus I’d rather you pick.” 

Chuckling, you oblige before scooting over. After seeing a small jar of granules on the counter, you start rummaging through the drawer, exploring the various options while hearing the sound of a plate behind you. 

Ah, Yoongi’s flipping it. 

As you turn, you’re just in time to watch the muscles in his back protrude through his shirt as he flips the pan, impressed as he sets the plate down because holy hell that looks great. 

“Sugar, sugar, sugar… Suga, suga, suga.” 

Laughing, you interrupt his silly search as you grab the jar you just saw. “Suga suga, how you get so fly?”

Yoongi stops to see what’s in your hand, and he huffs through a grin before grabbing it. “Thanks, doll.” 

You keep humming the song that’s now wedged into your head as you watch him sprinkle bits on the pancake. 

“I don’t have a blowtorch,” he admits, “But I do have this.” 

Rolling out a drawer, Yoongi takes out a long lighter before holding it to the sugary top, humming the same song you were just singing without even knowing it. As the sugar slowly but surely heats, you both keep humming and basking in a calm afternoon. 

And you don’t even feel the pain anymore. 

“Go ahead and sit, babe.” 

“You sure?” 

“Uh huh.” 

Following instructions, you make your way to the table, cocooning yourself in his comforter again as you await the cutest meal you’ve had in weeks. Months. Lifetimes. 

Speaking of lifetimes… You hope every version of you meets every version of him. No matter when. No matter where. Because you want every version of yourself to find happiness, and Yoongi has been the one to help you finally find it. 

And he certainly passed whatever the hell this orange theory thing was supposed to be. 

Plates are set down to break you out of introspection, and you glance up with eyes sparkling. 

When Yoongi raises a brow, you just smile. When he asks what’s gotten into you, a chuckle escapes before you shake your head, 

“Nothing, baby. Just didn’t expect all this from that text.” 

As he plops into the next chair, you love the way the sun settles on his skin. Highlights his hair. Shimmers in his eyes. 

“Don’t even need to ask, babe.” He captures your attention with a calm look. “I was waiting for any distractions anyways.” 

So this was for him, too? Good. 

Grabbing your fork, you giggle. “Sounded like you were having a little trouble over there.” 

“I was! This is what I get for not saving my shit.” 

Both of you sit back in laugher as you throw your hands out. “Do that!” 

“I’m lazy!” 

“Tough shit!” 

“I know!” 

Grinning, you loll your head before waving your fork out. “You’re gonna save those sounds, and you’re gonna remember this day and thank me.” 

Yoongi just tightens his lips in a smile, eyes creased and glimmering. “Maybe.” 

“Yes. I’ll stand there and watch you until you do it.” 

"Really.."

For the rest of the afternoon—with full bellies and clear minds—you rest on the edge of Yoongi’s bed, forcing him to find the files he needs and watching him groan his way through saving everything. 

Constantly laughing at the ridiculously random names he’s assigning them.

When he’s done, you watch as he spins around in his chair, heart thumping with anticipation as you’re met with a waiting pair of eyes.

Breathtaking. 

When he leans in, you feel incredibly shy. Always, always, always. This will forever remain the same.

And—just as well—Yoongi's kisses will forever taste like tangerines. 

Three of them, to be exact. 

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fin. :)

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a/n: nothing much to say other than i love y'all so much! i will try responding to anything when i can (there's literally still all the 3tan12 feedback to get to) but i do read all the commentary sent in and it keeps me going strong :'))) so thank you again for being here and being amazingly patient with me. off to work on more things but i shall be back once the wild weeks are over!

a/n 2: suga suga how you get so flyyyy hahaha

[frightenedcricket]

DECAY. PT 4: Glue for a broken heart.

Noah Sebastian x OC. Smut.

Summary: The break is maybe what Abby needed the most. It's not easy, but she is slowly getting better. So much better. Noah is there to see it, but needs to make sure everything is fine.

Pt1: The Fall. Pt2: Bring Back the pieces. Pt3: Rock Bottom?

Note: not edited.

Warning: +18. Actual smut. Fingering. PinV. MF. Wet dream. Mentions of masturbation. Kind of voyeurism (Noah wants to see)

Three days had gone by and Abby was feeling way better. She had rested a lot, cleaned the house, washed her clothes. She had gotten rid of everything that could bring bad memories. It hadn't been easy days, with therapy and the A. A. meetings. They had moved around the relapse and in the end she was exhausted.

The guys had been awesome. Yeah, it had only been three days, but that fear of being alone in her studio, spending hours and hours watching TV, was long long gone.

"Okay... I feel kind of bad throwing this away do I thought of bringing it all here" She said while leaving the bags in the table.

"Beer?"

"And vodka" Jolly said pulling a half full bottle.

Abby grabbed Folio's shoulders, who was sitting in the table.

"C'mon, you will enjoy it. It was that or the drain. I feel bad wasting it"

Noah was leaning against the wall, his arms crossed, while he watched the whole scene.

"There is a but"

They all looked at her.

"You have to promise me to be careful. And think of me when you want to get wasted. Because I swear that if I see any of you sinking on this shit I'm gonna go and drag you out of this hell personally"

Folio looked up at her. "I promise"

She kissed his head and squeezed him with her ams.

Jolly got up and grabbed the bottle. Without a word, he walked to the sink and emptied it.

"Hey!"

"This is yours. This fucked you up. We are getting rid of it"

"Guys, you don't need to stop drinking..."

"That's not the thing. Come here and empty one. C'mon, Abbs"

She giggled and walked to him with another bottle. Jolly hugged her shoulders. "We are all really proud of you"

It was a fun night. Abby cooked for them, talking about something she had seen on Instagram. The night felt easy, they were all relaxed, there was light conversation and it helped to forget about what had been happened.

"How is it going?" Nicholas asked Noah when they were cleaning the kitchen.

"Good. She is doing good."

"Really?" Nicholas smiled.

"Yeah, it has only been three days and she had the meeting and therapy and all. But I think she needed to rest."

"Are you letting her?" Nicholas smirked, but when Noah tensed he cleared his throat. "Sorry"

"No... Uh... We are not doing that."

"I thought... I... Uh"

"Not yet there. She's having..."

"Noah, you don't need to tell me"

But Noah needed to talk.

"I think... Can we go outside?"

Nicholas nodded.

They both sat outside in silence for a bit.

"Abby is dealing with some stuff right now. We are not having sex because she needs to solve that first"

Nicholas nodded.

"So... How do you do? When you two are alone?"

"I have been sleeping on the sofa. But it's fine. We usually crash there and fall sleep. Only yesterday I woke up alone"

Nicholas chuckled.

"But the thing is... I don't know how to do it. Once she is back and wants sex with me. I don't know what to do"

Nicholas remember to have this conversation years ago, when they were still kids and Noah was about to have his first time. Nicholas had more experience by then - even if he was just another stupid boy too self focused - and Noah had went to him, blushing and making him promise to not tell anyone.

"We are back there, huh?"

"Shut up" Noah shoved him a bit. "It's different now because I can hurt her. Not on purpose, obviously. But I can trigger something without even knowing. And I don't want that for her."

Nicholas took a deep breath.

"It sounds... Difficult.. But I suppose you should let her take the lead"

"But if she asks me to? What if what she likes is me taking control?"

"Don't do it if you don't want to, Noah" Nicholas was stern, his blue eyes making Noah uncomfortable. "Tell her. Tell her you don't want to"

Noah ran his hands over his hair.

"And if you do want to. Just make sure where the limits are"

Noah nodded slowly. "I'm almost thirty and asking for sex advice"

Both of them laughed. "Yeah... You knew where to ask though"

"It worked the first time"

"Did it?"

They both shared a knowing look and laughed again. "She didn't leave immediately"

They laughed again.

"Thank you, Nicky"

"It's nothing. I hope it goes well"

"Yeah, me too. She deserved good things"

Nicholas sighed and patted Noah's back. "So do you. Let's get inside, your girl is back."

When they walked inside, Abby was already waiting in the sofa with the others. When Noah sat next to her and they nested unter the blanket, she pecked his neck.

"All good?"

Noah kissed her forehead and nodded.

"Yeah"

"I was thinking we could crash here tonight"

Noah smile and nodded. "Okay"

Two hours later, Noah found Abby on the middle of his bed already under the covers.

"I don't want to make a big deal of it. But we have never shared a bed"

"Haven't we?"

"We did once in Buffalo but Folio was still there and Jolly was on the floor next to me"

Noah climbed on the bed and knelt in front of here.

"Are you okay with this?"

She nodded.

"I am"

Noah smiled and leaned on his hands to kiss her. Abby sighed happily and ran her hands over his hair. She took the control fast, her heart beating so fast Noah could probably hear it if he got close enough. There were things on her mind. So many things. Plans, a to-do list, dreams,... The kiss wasn't deep enough. Noah wouldn't give in.

"Noah" She said pulling back. "Let go"

"What?"

"You are tense"

He licked his lips and sat back on his heels. "Abby..."

"What?" She sounded too annoyed.

"Do you want this now?"

"I do"

Noah sighed. "Isn't it too soon?"

Abby retrieved her legs to her chest and hugged them. Olivia had given her green light. She had said she could start trying if she was ready for it.

"I don't think so" She frowned.

Noah sighed. "Don't look at me like that. We said we would talk. You have to tell me your stuff before trying anything, Abby."

"I don't want to spend my whole life planning how I'm gonna fuck next"

Noah took a deep breath. He was exhausted.

"Abby, listen... It's not like we have to plan our sex life. But this is the first time after everything and I don't want to start anything that will end up with you crying"

"I'm not gonna end... I told you to not treat me like a fragile doll"

"I'm not!" Noah fisted his hands on his sweats. "What did you say about your triggers? Huh? You have to find them. I'm so damn happy if you have already found them. But you need to tell me what they are because I don't want to hurt you. And believe me, I can"

The way he whispered those last words made her skin crawl. She stuttered when she tried to speak again.

"I need you to help me"

Noah took a deep breath. He knew what he liked and what he was into. He knew how to do it.

"If you want my help I need you to tell me. Talk to me" Noah felt a knot on his throat as he said the following words. "I won't have sex with you without knowing what I'm doing"

Abby's mouth fell open. The statement felt like a cold water bucket. Without saying a word, she moved to the side of the bed ready to get up. But Noah was faster and grabbed her by the wrist. With a swift pull, she fell on the bed and he climbed on her lap, his big hands cradling her face.

"You like this?"

She was speechless, too shocked to even move.

"Abby, I need you to talk to me or we won't go anywhere further"

She bit her lip. Was she feeling fear? Not really, it was Noah. She didn't fear he would hurt her. But anxiety sat now on her stomach.

"I'm not ready"

Noah sighed and leaned to press a sweet kiss on her lips. "There it is" He rolled to lay next to her. He didn't bother to move the leg that fell across her lap. He only pulled her closer in a hug.

"Tell me how it is going?"

"I touched myself" She muttered. "And it's working. Three times actually."

Noah smiled.

"I heard you"

She blushed so hard, the embarrassment pushing that anxiety away.

"Don't look at me like that. I'm happy you are healthier. And I can't wait to be the one pulling those little sounds of you"

"Oh lord, I can't believe you" She moved to hide on his chest, which only made him laugh and reach out to grab the blanket.

"We are good like this, Abbs. Keep touching yourself. It's fine for me."

She groaned and hugged him.

"The only thing that scares me is the pain, Noah"

"I won't hurt you, Abby. Ever"

"Could we try? I really want to try"

"We will. I promise. Just... Not now, okay?"

She nodded and closed her eyes. Noah pulled her closer.

Her eyes opened at 6am. Her cheeks were burning and she was sweating. The cover was too thick and Noah was right there pressed to her. She turned slowly. He was to warm too.

"What are you doing?" He muttered half asleep.

"I'm too hot"

"Yes you are..."

"Idiot"

"Take your pyjama off" He muttered. "It's too early"

She blushed even more. Take her pyjama - Folio's pyjama - off?

"Uh..."

Noah fully opened his eyes. "It's fine"

"I know it's fine" She roller her eyes. In a big act of pride, she sat on the bred and wiggled out of the worn out clothes before throwing them away.

Noah smiled to himself. The light was dim, but he could the the phantom of her tattoos all over her body - not as much as his, but still a lot. She was wearing a black cotton underwear set. She was so damn pretty.

"Better?"

She nodded.

"Come back here"

Abby cuddled next to him again, noticing that he had gotten rid of his trousers at some point too. Noah circled her shoulders.

"I don't want to hear from you until at least 11."

She chuckled softly.

"Okay"

It was Noah who broke his own rules. He didn't know how it happened - he had an idea, though-, but he woke up laying on his belly and feeling way too good down there. He stayed still.

Was I humping the damn mattress?

Abby was deep in her sleep with a leg crossed over his lower back and a hand between his shoulder blades. He wonder how he hadn't one her up when she was pressed to his side.

Noah moved his head to face her. Her lips were half open and she looked just too pretty. He couldn't remember what he was dreaming of, but for sure it was about her and the way she felt against him.

"Go back to sleep" Abby whispered without opening her eyes. She moved the hand on his shoulder to the back of his head and threaded her fingers on his hair. It was so unconsciously, probably pushed by the way his body had reacted to that dream or how turned on he currently was, but he moaned when she pulled slightly.

Abby's eyes shot open and stared at him in silent for too long. They didn't move for a while. Noah could only think of being caught with a hard on by the woman he was probably dreaming of.

"Noah?"

"Mhm" He was red from his face to his chest, lucky to be laying down and hide half of it.

"What was that?"

"Uh"

Abby pulled a bit and Noah closed his eyes, this time he hissed. His hips moved by instinct. Abby felt something lit inside of her.

"Fuck" He breathed out. If he didn't stop, he would come. "I need to..." He moved out of her grip and turned around. "I have something to deal with" He said but didn't move. Leaning on his elbow, he looked at her.

She was laying on her side with her arm falling acrosed her belly. She looked so damn beautiful with her hair like that. Then the way her eyes moved down his body to the tent under the covers... Wow, he shivered. Only Abby could awake the kind of things she did.

She breathed in and put for a moment, pondering the options. She could let him go to the bathroom and deal with it alone. Or she could just finish what she had started.

"Noah..."

He groaned.

"If you say my name like that..."

"Can we..."

Noah blinked fast, his chest heaving slowly.

"Do you want to?"

Abby nodded and moved her hand over her body. There was no intention on it plus easing the burning feeling go her skin.

"Wanna show me?" He asked. "Hm... Tell me, what do you do when you are alone?"

Abby gasped a bit.

Noah was only looking for a break. He needed a minute to not cum right and there at the first touch. He sat on the bed and moved to face her. "Open this pretty legs for me"

His words worked like magic. Abby laid on her back and opened her legs, leaving each one fall to his sides. He smirked and ran his hands over her thighs.

"Go on"

Abby bit her lip and closed her eyes. She was already so turned on. It was ridiculous. His moan? Music to her ears... She couldn't wait to hear it again. As her mind wandered, her hands reached her chest.

"Show me, baby. I want to see how pretty you are"

She moved the straps down and pushed the bra. Noah helped a bit and smiled when he could finally see them. Abby couldn't stop the grin on her lips. He was really into her. There was some hunger in his eyes she had never seen in anyone else.

Her hands covered her breasts and Noah felt jealous of her. Then she moaned so sweetly and his fingers gripped her thighs hard - not enough to hurt but enough to give him a grip to reallity.

"I want your mouth... Noah..."

"Just give me a second, baby... I need to watch this..."

One of her hands traveled lower. Noah admired the goosebumps on her skin. But instead of disappearing under her panties, they climbed over Noah's chest until they reached his mouth. And he took them in. Eagerly, he sucked her fingers with his eyes closed and a low groan coming from his chest. Abby moaned at the feeling. It was getting so intense that it was turning difficult to breathe.

"So good..." She praised as Noah bobbed his head slightly. He was so flustered and hot when she pulled her fingers back and moved her panties to the side. Harshly, he took his t-shirt of and threw it back.

When she finally - without teasing she couldn't bear it - circled her fingers around her clit, the moan was louder. Noah was a sight to be seen. Panting and almost naked between her legs, watching her like a hungry animal but also so ready to give in everything she asked for, with his hair falling on the sides of his face and his tattooed chest already bright with sweat and his lips wet with saliva. It was the fuel she needed.

"You are so beautiful like this, so pretty and ready for me. So wet... Look at you" She whined at her words. "Can I touch you, baby?"

Abby nodded eagerly. Noah, who had dreamt of this for way too long, didn't waste any time. His long fingers gathered some wetness and moved over her entrance. He wanted to look at her face, he didn't want to miss how she bit her lip and closed his eyes. But he couldn't tear his eye from his fingers, slowly disappearing in her as she moved her own faster.

"N-Noah..." She sounded so out of breath that Noah worried for a second.

"Breathe, sweetheart. I'm right here... I'm gonna make you feel so good, yeah? Will you help me?"

"Yes"

Noah moved his fingers slower that hers that was making her squirm. She was so desperate for a release, she wanted to feel Noah closer. She needed to feel him completely.

His free hand finally decided to wander over her body and feel her for the first time. Her skin was soft and her tattoos looked too pretty on her. There it was, on her ribs, one he helped Nicky design. It had been a silly bet but oh it looked so beautiful on her - they couldn't just give their dear Abby some shitty piece.

"Noah..." She dragged his hand to her breast and he groaned.

"Oh honey, I love these..."

"Show me... I need you. I need your mouth..."

Because yeah, Abby had a thing with that pretty mouth of his, and his hands, his arms, his thighs, his back, his hair... There wasn't a corner she didn't want to kiss, bite, suck... She could devour him if he let her.

Noah leaned in and trapped her nipple on his mouth.

"Mmm fuck, Noah..." She grabbed his hair once more and he growled. The pleasure keep building in her and his mouth now only made it worse...

Noah devoured her chest while feasting on the sweet sounds she made. He needed help too, he needed a release.

"I need you, baby... I need you so bad" He said moving up to her lips.

"Okay..."

"Yeah?"

"Please"

Both of them pulled their hands away and she whimpered. Noah sat on his heels once more to watch her.

"Are you okay?

She nodded slowly.

"Words"

"I am. Just... Keep it like this. You are doing so good"

"Am I? A good boy?" He teased.

She chuckled and reached to the back of his neck.

"Well explora that another day."

"Oh yes we will. Now you will be my good girl, right?"

She shivered and her eyes opened big. They both froze for a second.

"Was that..."

Abby kissed him. "It's okay... Uh... I'm fine"

"Yeah?"

"I promise"

Noah pecked her lips and got the condom. It was mouthwatering and she waited so patiently.

"I want to feel you, Noah"

"You will" He said with a smirk.

"Close, I need to feel you really close"

Abby had been without him for so long. She had slept with so many people and hated everytime it was his name and not theirs the one she screamed. She had tried so hard to not think of him. And now Noah was there, he was real and she was suffocating.

Noah entered her slowly. He was so sensitive he had to take deep breath.

"Noah..." She cried his name. Finally. Oh lod, she had him. She was finally with Noah and she was okay. They were okay. She didn't need to pretend, to try to not think... She was there with him and he felt so good in her.

He could feel her desperation, her nails digging on his skin - probably marking his back all over his tattoos - and her legs tight around him.

"I'm here... I'm here..." He moved slow, with deep thrusts, his hand cupping her face so gently. "I'm with you"

Abby whimpered desperately and kissed him, so deep and slow. The pent up tension was over the clouds for both of them. They were already on the verge. But they needed it to last.

"I'm gonna cum... Noah... Please..."

"Just a bit more. Give me a bit more... I need this..."

Noah wasn't sure for how long he had been waiting this, but now he had it and was already addicted to her.

She cried in pleasure and bit his shoulder. It was overwhelming, the pleasure and the emotions, the connection... Abby couldn't stop it, the orgasm washed over her like a wave and she lost the control of her body.

"Oh... Fuck... Abbs..."

Noah couldn't take it either. With a particularly hard and deep thrust he pulled a yelp out of her - and made the bed hit the wall way too hard. He collapsed on her still trembling body. Noah was definitely a moaner, but this... He was whimpering. He was too sensitive and overstimulated.

Seconds passed and Abby couldn't breath. It had been hard and overwhelming, her sensed had somehow collapsed and she could barely hear over the ringing on her ears. She was over the clouds, lost somewhere far but too conscious that it was Noah's body trapping her there.

It was him, who felt her shaking and looked up, who noticed she was crying.

"Abbs" Fear washed over him. "Abby, baby"

Still in her, sweaty and sticky bodies pressed together, Noah cupped her cheeks.

"Abbs sweetheart..."

With little kisses over her face and neck, Noah cooed her. "Baby..."

She seemed to regain consciousness as her hands moved over his body, palming everywhere to try and prove he was real and with her.

"Noah..." She sobbed.

"Yeah, it's me. It's me. I'm here. Are you okay? Are you hurt?"

She was okay, she was more than okay because she was with him.

"Talk to me... Don't scare me"

Tears flooded down her face, too much for Noah to dry them all.

"I love you..." She said finally opening her eyes.

Abby craddled his face and kissed his lips, slowly and deep, savouring his mouth and her tears and making him rut into her again. Slow movements that dragged the pleasure a bit more, that made them both realize it was completely real and they were together. That for now it was just them and it was alright.

"I didn't hurt you, did I?"

"No, love" She whispered. "You didn't hurt me"

Noah smiled when her lips moved over his face to de side of his neck, dragging her tongue over the apple and the snake and then to his freckled shoulders. He was in drowning in pure bliss.

"I've never felt like this" She whispered back on his lips.

"I haven't either"

Noah grabbed a hand full of her ass and thrusted again, hearing those sweet sounds she made. "I just... You feel so damn good"

She kissed him again. "Too much"

"Yeah?"

She nodded. Both of them were too spent and overstimulated, so Noah pulled out and fell on her side. They were panting, Abby still crying.

"Those are happy tears, right?" He asked with a trembling voice.

"Yeah..."

Noah kissed her head and got up.

"Fuck... My knees are shaking"

Abby laughed when Noah awkwardly walked around the room. He got rid of the condom and cleaned himself with his own t-shirt.

"Noah..."

"I'll wash it..."

He walked back to the bed and grabbed her so gently.

"C'mon. Let's go to the bathroom"

"I'm naked..." She dragged her words. She was so damn exhausted.

Noah was able to get her to dress and walk to the bathroom. It was quite dreamy, to be honest. They brushed their teeth together and everything, he waited for her to shower while they had light conversation.

"You better not be fucking again in there" They heard through the door.

"Oh shit, I forgot..."

"That we were in a house full of people!"

"Yeah"

Noah chuckled.

"Me too. I don't give a fuck either so..."

Abby dried and got dressed under his gaze, not understanding how she could already be so comfortable.

"You are really pretty"

"Thank you..."

She kissed his tattooed arm.

When they appeared in the kitchen, there were all smirks and annoyed gazes. There was no point in between.

"You took it seriously, I see" Nicholas whispered when he and Noah were preparing the breakfast.

Noah chuckled.

"It was her."

"Poor Noah, he had to fuck the girl of his dreams because she asked too"

Noah wouldn't tell how he had waken up. He couldn't take more tease.

"Shut up, dickhead"

"I'm happy for you, man. It went well, right?"

Noah nodded. "Man, I was shaking when we finished"

Nicholas laughed. "Fantastic then"

"Noah you better not be telling Nicholas..." Abby called from the table. She could see their smiles and hear their whispers.

"Oh dear, we already know. I swear" Jolly said and everyone laughed.

"Hey, don't embarrass my best friend, asshole!" Folio threw cereal at him.

"No fighting!"

"We'll be more quite next time. I promise." Noah sat next to Abby and winked at her.

She was feeling good. She was happy about it, how it had happened and how she had felt. She couldn't have asked for.

"I can muffle him next time"

Like that, Noah blushed so deeply and everyone laughed loudly.

"Little shit" He pinched her leg with a smile.

Noah was so relieved. He had been so nervous and anxious about it. He had planned everything on his mind and considered everything that could go wrong. But he didn't need all of that. He just needed to listen to her after all.

"Well, Abby has a cute little flat far enough for us to not hear so..." Folio suggested. "I love you guys and I'm happy you have fun but..."

"Yeah yeah, I promise. It wasn't planned" She chuckled and linked her finger with her best friend's.

Noah looked at her with a smile. That was all he wanted. It was what he had been waiting for.

Oh I think this one got out of hand.

Pt. 5: The Rise.

[rainyarcades]

do you have any headcanons for the ggy trio?

Tysm for asking this aughhhh

I'm only gonna go over Greg in relation to the other two because Gregory alone I talk about headcanons for a lot, and he's included in the post about the 3 star fam headcanons. So yeah

I just made a separate post for my sorta headcanons for GGY specifically, which you can find here.

Greg was a really good friend before being glitchtrapped. He was during it, too, but that was Rab playing an act. He's a super sweet kid, despite everything

Greg would give Tony his own pocket money sometimes. "I get a lot of it, and you need it more than me." Tony didn't like to accept it, but Gregory is a persistent person.

Greg would always help Ellis with the arcades he wasn't very good at. "I learned this strat, actually...."

Gregory would get them both snacks and sneak them under the desks in class, the trio eating them when the teacher wasn't watching. This was especially the case if Ellis seemed less hyper in class or Tony was particularly quiet.

Gregory was extremely helpful and kind with Tony when his dad got locked up. He was there for him. Ellis is better at lightening the mood, but Gregory is good at real comfort and supportive words

They're all there for each other. Gregory fights when people pick on his friends, which is rare-ish-- they don't really get bullied-- but it still happens, and Greg gets hurt. He gets anxious. But then Ellis and Tony are there. Tony's awful attempts at comfort make Gregory laugh, while Ellis is naturally good at making people smile

The trio balances each other out perfectly, and it makes things easier in school! Sometimes, Tony needs to lighten up and see the bigger picture. Sometimes, Gregory needs to relax and take things slower. Sometimes, Ellis needs to be brought back to earth a little.

Ellis has a pretty normal life. He doesn't have any particular bad shit going on, only the losing his two besties thing in the case of canon. His home life is okay, though; he has a caring mother and a little sister he enjoys taking care of, despite her attitude sometimes-- It's small, and it's nice. His dad is usually away at work, but he finds time for his family.

Ellis has as much monty merch as he can possibly get, but he insists on winning it himself at the Plex instead of just finding it on amazon or whatever.

Tony's secret opinion on Ellis would be so heartbreaking for him. Ellis would be devastated to find Tony doesn't like his silly side. It'd drive him away, "Wow, man. Okay. I'll find new friends, you can have Greg all to yourself. Enjoy it."

If Gregory knew about it, he would side with Ellis. He'd be angry, but also try to help Tony loosen up. "Hey, you don't have to be super mature yet. You're so young. Trust me, you should enjoy being a kid before you force yourself to grow up. Being forced into growing up sucks, I promise." Tony would hate the fact that it sounds like he's talking from experience.

Tony loves music! His dad liked music, and he could play guitar, so Tony likes music and wants to learn to play. He also wants to learn piano. He learned like 2 meme songs on piano to impress people in music class and almost got detention (tryhard)

Tony listens to music mainly at the moment. He wants to learn to write songs. He doesn't wanna be a songwriter-- He's still set on investigative journalism. It's just a hobby

He'd write lemon demon type shit mixed with like uhhh. Idk. Less silly, more serious stuff. Imagine Cabinet Man, but it's about an arcade controlling a person, and it's slower and more ominous sounding (the GGY song)

He listens to songs his dad likes, often. Reminds him of him. He misses him every day, and it's a way of escaping. He usually listens to music late at night, and he thinks... just thinks.

Gregory is the one who got Tony into cheesy 80s music instead of mf. The Clash and The Cure, which his dad likes. "Should I stay or should I.... Nah. Listen to this." He hands the phone back and it's playing Material Girl

Speaking of, Gregory loves 80s music! Ellis loves hard rock and punk music. They really do reflect their glamrock faves in terms of favourite music genre!

They'd have a collab playlist that they can all add music to, and Gregory always quietly adds things he thinks are funny. Tony got 'How Bad Can I Be' blasting in his ears one day and turned to see Gregory and Ellis giggling away nearby.

Gregory adds real songs. Some really good ones. But then he also adds it's raining tacos 60 times. They played it on a speaker once, and when it's raining tacos started playing, Gregory turned it up so it blasted through the cafeteria. All 3 of them got detention

The trio definitely snuck into a show at the Pizzaplex. Yeah, two of them can afford it, but what's the fun in paying? And it's from there that Tony was obsessed with Bonnie. It's the one thing at the Plex he can't pretend he doesn't find childish

Tony has been trying to forget it. He's too old for all that. But he just loves the characters despite everything. He'd start going into how he can like the glamrocks because he researched glam rock, while Gregory and Ellis don't really care-- "Yeah I looked into Glam Rock. It's like. A part of queer history. It's important haha. and I can look into its influence. Okay? It's normal and fine and mature." And they're just like "??? Okay???"

Greg's favourite is Freddy, Tony's is Bonnie, and the duo are super close. Ellis isn't stupid. He definitely thought they were gonna end up together or something; even if they weren't gonna end up like that or anything, Ellis is a huge tease

They all tried cooking once! Tried. Tony isn't a bad cook at 14, but he's an awful, terrible cook at 12. Ellis can't cook at all, and Gregory can only bake (at age 12, also badly).

No matter what they're making, Ellis manages to make slime every time. His favourite to cook is spaghetti and the pasta is always mushy, the sauce always thick as hell with not enough meat... It's slime. Tastes nice, with the worst texture of all time. Despite that, the boys like it anyway. When Tony's sad Ellis is like right. Dude. I'm making you my slimy spaghetti surprise rn

Greg would bake them all cookies at the weekends they work on school projects! They're usually slightly too hard or too soft, but they taste okay.

Ellis helped one time and the cookies became slime. "Oh my God Greg. Who made these, Ellis?" "Uhmmmm excuse me you're doubting the master chef of the three musketeers?" "He helped."

Greg got extremely, scarily good at baking that one September before he and Tony went missing (Afton/the Mimic can really cook apparently!)

The trio has a Minecraft server, owned by Gregory. Tony builds actual houses and stores, Ellis builds really huge complex things like farms and redstone contraptions + traps, and Gregory builds sometimes like Tony, but is shockingly good at it. He builds megabases. But he also starts a million things he never finishes, accidentally breaks things, causes chaos (usually along with Ellis), buries Tony or moves him while he's AFK, and /kills everything.

Ellis and Gregory built a dangerous labyrinth, and Greg teleported Tony to the centre of it. He's in spectator mode with Ellis, watching Tony struggle and constantly respawn in the maze while he complains. "MF GIVE BACK MY CREATIVE PERMS???" "Seek the exit, and your desires will be met." (leaves vc)

If Tony ever gets genuinely annoyed by their antics, Greg usually builds him something as an apology because he feels really bad about it.

And uhh that's all for now! I could probably come up with more eventually, but these ones have been on my mind abkshduhdjd

Thanks for the ask!

[void-speaks]

Bouncing ideas back with Pixelsss (btw feel free to tag me if you want I don't mind)

I FULLY AGREE with the theory that the previous chief doctor is the Ominous Voice and the fact that he didn't resign willingly that was literally like the first thing I thought.

Okay, I saw someone on like... Steam discussion? Who pointed out that the statue is actually Hippocrates (I actually don't remember the name they said but I googled it) and the oaths specifically for physicians are attributed to him. It would make sense why the Voice (I am NOT even gonna try to spell his name without reference) says he is a blind judge, and that WE need to be his witness. Because we are present in the moment, we can see the wrongdoings of the perpetrators and attribute each broken oath to each member of the staff. I feel like it's also worth mentioning that Friedrich says "there he is again" which could be just a reference about how many of those statues are around the Klinikum, but also maybe not?

NOW ABOUT THE PLAYER THEORY

The reason why I LOVE the theory that we are Joey (younger version of Joseph) is because:

1. In my opinion, it adds depth and sympathy for Joseph's character. Look at his younger self, so curious, so impressionable, so willing to help. And here he is now, so corrupt and so fueld by his own wrath.

2. I ADORE the theme of witnessing the corruption of your future self, coming face to face with the monstrosity that you've become. Joey doesn't necessarily realize this, but we do. And it's so AAUUAHAUAHA7AGAUAGAUAGAYAGAYAGAGAYAGAYAYAY

Of course, this theory is not perfect at all. Specifically in how that would work with the loophole and where it all started (I have a similar problem in Little Nightmares 2 because it's near impossible to pinpoint where the timeloop starts). The thing about Joseph not recognizing Joey I addressed in my previous post, but the reason why Joey wouldn't recognize himself in Joseph is because... well, I dunno, he just wouldn't? I wouldn't be able to recognize my future self either tbf. Hm, let's assume that Joey is somewhere in the ages of 21-22 like I initially did... so that would make at least a 9 year difference. And they do say that power changes people.

And this is where I'm going to yap about Joey and Joseph.

While Joseph is still a massive asshole and an abuser, but Joey isn't... look at him, he is so curious about everything, he comments on random things he may find interesting and pokes his nose into every corner of the Klinikum (based on my own recent playthrough of doing exactly that). He's so eager to help, seasoning the soup for the birthday guy, finding Dokhu's plushie and giving him a little crown as a birthday present, agreeing to help nurse Helene not because he exactly needs something from her, but just because of how relentlessly she's working to the point of neglecting everything else. How he feels sympathetic for Astrid and even for Wolfram (who does not deserve his sympathy that mf just tripped he can handle it). And yet... his older self is so egocentric, so ignorant and willing to harm others. So what exactly happened?

I think that it's because Joey later on felt unappreciated, ostracized and ignored. He was young, he recently moved to a new country and he's just fresh out of university. He has ideas that have potential, but no one is listening. So he becomes angry. He fights his way to the top, first making Friedrich resign, then beating everyone else to the spot and doing his best to charm the other staff so he'd be accepted. So of course, when he fought so hard to get to where he is, when someone starts to question him and tell him how wrong he is, it triggers a fight or flight response, and Joseph is used to fighting by now. Is he still more than old enough to understand the gravity of his actions and how badly he is hurting people not only physically but emotionally and mentally? Absolutely. Should he have prioritized the feelings of his staff, the other people he had to step over, his patience? Absolutely, he has the ability to, we've seen how sympathetic he can be. And yet he is so blinded by his wrath at the rejection he faced early on, that all of that goes forgotten. The way he says everything, how no one dies at the Klinikum, how the dental clinic is something the medical community should thank him for, how Astrid's paper criticizing his research is thrown away in the trashyard... it all screams of someone who is still seeking praise and validation which he didn't get before, but this time not using the knowledge he genuinely has, not using his kindness and compassion and ability to work with people, but instead using vile means that will secure his position and the things he desires. He found many, many loopholes to exploit in the system and he took that opportunity (ha, get it?) to get what he wanted, no matter how much harm he will bring and to whom.

So poor Joey ends up as the subject of that loophole. He has to face first hand how much destruction and abuse his older self brought onto the Klinikum. Just how many times has he been harmed to the point of death but has woken up again and again just to suffer more? And it doesn't matter who you are, patient, just a trainee or an employee. Unless you're willing to exploit and abuse others, you have no chance in this system. Wolfram looks completely normal at first, because he was already an abuser, his later forms only reflect how ugly he is inside. Randolph himself looks completely normal at first, but later on he is distorted worse of them all.

Anne is constantly getting shocked and will pass out if the system is shut down, yet smiles sadistically when she puts another, someone lower in power than her through the same treatment.

Sabine has the wounds from the torturous device that she uses on someone who is, again, lower in power than her, yet still puts it on them because she can't face the fact that doctor Randolph is a corrupt man. She gets salty when you don't follow her, but no matter how many times you try to run away, she doesn't attack you. She says that you're holding up well, that you did well and so on and so forth, because she just hasn't realized that this is abuse that she is going through and putting another through.

There is Hauser who saw what was happening, who knew about all the wrongs of the staff of the Klinikum but chose to cower and hide away in the attic, pretending to be ignorant, ignoring the cries of those who were suffering in favor of saving his own skin.

Wolfram took advantage of the poor patients, people who were supposed to be under his care, and when confronted with his crimes, he realized that nobody really cared. No one took the patients seriously aside from the pesky strict nurse who'd probably filed complaints against him. So, realizing that his deeds went unpunished he simply continued doing what he did for his own twisted pleasure and desire to control and exploit those below him.

Sauer was responsible for the food of the patients, arguably one of the most important things that contributes to a person's health, yet he still choose to be sloppy with it, causing more harm than good. Forced to boil alive in a pot, he still doesn't get anything, and continues being a bitch to patients and serving them food which will only make things worse just because of how bitter he is that such a "tiny mistake" led to this much suffering on his end.

And Randolph himself. Blinded by his own feelings, he neglects and ignores the feelings of those around him, only caring about his own success, only caring about validation and being noticed, proving everyone who doubted him wrong. And at the end, he is forced to face not only his own trauma, but the trauma he repeatedly put other through, distorting him into the horrible monstrosity that he became on the inside.

Astrid cared about her patients, but she also cared too much to try and hold other staff members, other authority accountable for their mistakes and heinous actions. And what did she get in return? A horrifying fate, to put it lightly. And even STILL, even after what Joseph has done to her, she is willing to talk. She hopes to see him again, to confront him about everything, to try her best to resolve this peacefully. But alas.

(Her phrase "You are not Joseph" would also be an incredible play on my interpretation/au? because yes, Joey isn't Joseph, he's not the monster that he may or may not grow up to be.)

Helene cares about her patients way more than about anything else, she just wants to make sure that they're if not healthy than at least comfortable with the little conditions she has to work with, and therefore, because she isn't that much of a threat, she's left as she is.

I completely forgot what was even the point of all of that while writing LMAO

Oh yes, maybe the moment Joey ends up in the Klinikum was the exact moment when he already began heading down the wrong path (based on how sarcastic he acts sometimes and how willing he is to disobey whose higher in power than him). So to be forced to see what his future were to look like, and not only that but to experience the harm he's would do to patients and staff first hand, it reminds him of what being a medical worker is really all about. It's not about the groundbreaking research, it's not about making a name for yourself in the medical community. And so in the end, Joey uses the same loophole that Joseph had used all this time against him, sending him down one last time, killing that abusive prick in himself.

Okay, I've rambled so much about this theory that it almost looks like I'm heavily advocating for others to subscribe to it. I'm not, I'm just on a creative roll as of later and so that's what caused me to imagine so much based on that theory and minor details. There's still the stuff I mentioned earlier that wouldn't make this theory work with Joseph and Joey not recognizing one another, and with the wording the Voice uses in our final confrontation with Joseph, he tells us how the doctor's wrath is affecting everyone, "including you," the player. That single phrase doesn't make much sense in that theory, but at the same time, Friedrich's other phrase about "I'm not your enemy. Well, perhaps... a part of me is" WOULD make sense in this theory. He's not an enemy to Joey, but he is an enemy to and in the eyes of Joseph.

All that being said, I would actually prefer for the game not to get an expansion or dlc with explanation of this stuff, because I feel like it's much more interesting to see different interpretations built on the core idea and theme of the game, which is the abuse and mistreatment of patients.

Also, a way smaller headcanon which could apply no matter the theory you personally believe is that our player has a deep ass voice based on the... erm... grunts? From the beginning of the game where we fall from the ceiling.

Also these rambles are not going to be a frequent thing (I HOPE) because these ideas are all I've had since first watching a playthrough, later on playing the game myself and then writing a thing for the game (yes it is about the Trash Collector and Joey. No I don't wanna talk about it yet. Unless you ask really nicely :)), so once I've told all that's on my mind I will probabaly go back to lurking. This was quite frankly unnecessary and I'm not even sure about posting it in the main tag but to be fair, I think I'll do it at least for the sake of categorization.

[sarahnotjmaas]

Kingdom of Ash

Struggling to get into this one

Awww Rowan and aelins babies

This book feels like all my sweet babies are grown up 😭

Omfg is Yrene pregnant?? Is this the book they all have babies? Idk if I’m gonna like that

Dorian is gonna learn how to shift!! Wait last fall? This all happened so fast! 8 books of drama in like two years?? Jesus

I’m 100 pages in and needing more!! The last two books ended with so much action to be had it feels like nothing is happening!

Okay Manon is looking for a way to connect with the Cochran and her great grandma literally told her ‘we got our fire cuz Brannon GALATHYNIYS gave it to our queen your great great great great great grandma’ and you’re literally allied with Aelin Galathynius….. I read that and said ‘whoop there it is’

Yay Aelin is back!! Taking her scars is FUCCKKKED

I have been slacking on note taking but I’m like 400 pages in now and Aelin and Yrene finally met!!!!! I’m so ready for Aelin to start kicking ass again!

Oh and I hope Lysandra is okay….

So many story lines finally coming together!

Queen of witches🥹

Okay I’m getting sick of Aelin not using her power!! People are DYING Aelin! Get it together miss ma’am

When is it gonna be revealed that Elide had dope powers? I know it’s gonna happen

Okay Elide your man just got cut down, now would be the time to be a powerful badass

What a stupid reason for Aelin to not be using her powers. You’re literally at war lol

Manon and Dorian always get me!!! Ugh she loves him and just wants him to stay and not sacrifice himself!! Me toooooo!!

Forget any bad thing I’ve ever said about Elide and Lorcan, they’re precious 😭😭😭

Why doesn’t Yrene use the tower to cure all the valg

Don’t ask me why I go over huge plot points and don’t feel the need to document my emotions but Lorcan gives Elide a foot rub and I’m 😯🤭📝✍️ But seriously me too girl, a man giving you a foot rub is sensual as hell iykyk lol

The way that could’ve been so hot and SJM just blue balls the shit out of the reader. It’s fine I’m fine. She just got my heart racing just to go into one of Aelin’s fucked up nightmares 👍🏻 cool cool cool

Aelin and Dorian have all 3 word keys…

No one has died yet and I don’t want anyone to!!! I’m so scared I have 250 pages left, I know what feelings are coming for me I just don’t know why yet wait did Dorian learn how to use portals from Maeve!?!? Could he transport the army. My boy is the most powerful mf in the books

Not Abraxos. Bitch I’ll throw this book out the window. PETRAH!!!!! Bitch that was So badass fuck Iskra

Wtf!!!!! The entire 13!?!? No I fucking can’t wtf!!! Seriously what the fuck

Waaaahh😭Dorian and Chaol

They’re not wasting time on a vote… really?

I’m hyperventilating reading this unfold. Please don’t kill Dorian or Aelin for this stupid gate

‘My name is Aelin Ashryver Galathynius and I will not be afraid’ WAAAAAAHH 😭

The king saving Dorian and telling Aelin her parents are proud 🥲 I’m not ok

Snow capped mountains under shining stars. Where A winged Fae male stood beside a heavily pregnant female, gazing at those very stars. 👀👀👀👀

Wow Rhys saved her

Chapter 100 wow I’m so proud of myself

So quick recap: Stones are gone no longer in play and gate is shut meaning erawan can’t ever return to his brothers of bring them to him. BUT he and maeve are still strong scary muthafuckas who have like 100k soldiers a bunch of witches and 6 spider fuckers cool 👍🏻

Oh no Murtaugh

It’s about time Lysandra and Aedion! You’ve literally lived eachother for like 4 books now

Aelin has missed her entire war. It’s literally her war on her land and she’s been absent for like all of it.. I’m glad she saved Anielle but her own home needed her weeks ago

Darrow naming Evangeline his heir got me all teary eyed and shit

Omfg Gavriel!!!! No no no why do I even read SJM books they just hurt me

All the battle scenes are so bleak, they’re getting smeared in this war!! I don’t see how they’re going to pull through tbh I’m waiting for a big Aelin scheme but idk if I can take another 100+ pages of them getting they butts whooped

Ugh ‘And she will not be afraid’ that’s gonna stick with me forever

I’m so close! They did it! Chaols reading a letter from his mom and his wife literally saved the world 😭

I’m unwell.

[aria0fgold]

Okay last post before sleep cuz ngl though I'm not gonna put Conan in p5 simply cuz there's Too Many Things going on with him that I'd have an easier time with Kaito instead which also, can yall see the problem then? Conan and Kaito is similar in that they're both pursuing and being targetted by a dangerous organization, Kaito is at risk a lot more considering how he's practically putting himself out there with his heists as Kaito KID while the times Conan gets in danger is when he tries to get closer to any of his org nemesis' henchmen for evidence, which doesn't happen often.

But despite that Conan has A Lot of reliable allies, Kaito included (not really on the "reliable" part but more on the "ally" part). While Kaito only has Jii-san which is the same guy making the KID gadgets for him and Conan (again not a "reliable" one for Kaito but still an "ally"). And like???????? What about Kaito's other allies? I'm not counting the group Kaito got pulled into by his childhood friend which is a group made to Catch KID and not help 'Kaito.' Like, what kinda allies are that, Aoko only wants to catch the magician thief, Hakuba is... Hakuba (he can be an "ally" but like Conan, not a reliable one), and there's that... witch who never really does anything much to help but give out warnings. (I forgot her name holup... AKAKO! There we go).

Compared to Conan who has like, a lot, and most of em are spoilers so if whoever reading this wanna get into dcmk, feel free to skip. There's Agasa that's the one creating the gadgets for him, Ai who knows his secret and is practically in the same boat as him (since she was a scientist from the org that wanted out yet shrunk too), Heiji which is like his bestie who's a fairly good detective, THE AKAI FAMILY (That entire family is a mf unit bro, there's a FBI sharpshooter, a mom that's a mi6 agent, another highschool detective with skills on par with Conan that knows jeet kune do, a shogi master that's also insanely good at strategizing in general. Like bro, wtf), Furuya Rei aka Amuro Tooru aka Bourbon-- Also a wtf moment there. CONAN HAS PROTECTION FROM VERMOUTH, one of the most important members of that same organization he's pursuing. Vermouth refuses to hurt and especially kill Conan and Ran.

Like, that kid has it all meanwhile Kaito DOESN'T HAVE ANYONE??? The treatment here. So yes, I'm only putting Kaito in p5 cuz he deserves ppl to be there for him if there's barely anyone in his own source material. (Maybe I'd even put Hakuba in p5 too, as a treat, cuz he's also gotten the short end of the stick too). Hakuba can be with Akechi to put some load off his back with the addition of Another thief getting added in their universe except Hakuba is also a menace of his own way so honestly, good luck Akechi.

[toinfinitywinning]

What you see & hear- or even if you can. Just a cover.

Open it? There’s no tellin’ the worm. But you bought the ticket. It’s your Day 1.

They’re gonna try to break you.

Yk every Day I wake up. And I’m scared of it. Don’t want to. And not b/c im warm in my bed snuggling w/ my feather duvet and rain, with the weight of a horse on my legs play pretending he’s a 3 lb Show shhnowzaa but b/c I’ve already, already lived it. And having been in a constant State of fight or flight, normal or abnormal, sometimes u can’t tell —I still feel bad. W/e differentiation you had to separate the two both ended up at the North Pole but you’ve at least got Santa.

So this means I’m confused all Day but I still want some of Michael’s Secret Stuff Gatorade (haterade) from “welcome to the space jam—alright.” 🎵. To get me through. A safe energy drink. And your body doesn’t ☊ anymore so the more you talk to yourself the saner. It’s just I’ve never had to fake I’m physically okay to be present so much. Physical sickness affects ur mind Health and if you already struggle w/ that my condolences b/c your leg hurts too.

It’s a nightmare never 1-upping to a dream of being without. Then some days it’s will hear a song or remember a Good time or just Start crying-faucet not included. No acute-reason onset. (We gotta find another word for trigger no joke). I only subconsciously wonder will today be better…Will I get better? And I don’t know why I continue to continue being somewhere inbtw positive and negative. All the sudden my mind is taxed and so are your paychecks and I’ve been up for 15 minutes not even thinking I was thinking b/c Truth is, when something becomes your reality for such a Long time, everything just runs together. You’re afraid to feel anything yet know if you don’t it’s not just your body ready to atrophy. Not Good. And it’s a sneaky lil’ mf.

I can’t Imagine the omnipresent (best word for constant I got) Pain people feel having been with Illness their whole lives. How differently their world is shaped. Pain, prolonged cynicism, Illness prolonged, disability prolonged, w/e u used to think about things is gone unless you’re born one of these ways. Now to be clear I was born this Way but not THIS Way don’t get it twisted. Some days I wonder what it would be like to swap around. W/e it is—This presence does not belong to God— but maybe its mere existence really does b/c we won’t have anyone to thank if things get better? And there’s no joy in the things we’ve hoped for and overcome? And everything always has an End result of some kind…Right? If that’s my endgame I can only look at some things very matter of fact-ly. But. Here we are. Pending. Loading. Accept All Cookies. Your Health for potential healing is At the mercy of literally a button click away from quality or lifesaving or changing Medicine or therapy. CAN YOU AFFORD TO STAY ALIVE? Be fired? Bankrupt-ed? Evicted? No college, no trade School, but you work ur butt off to provide but you’re still paid $7.25/hr as I was as head intramural supervisor at Georgetown College. 15 years ago. Not just that, exist, like eating, clothes to wear, some sort of roof. So you’re choosing between crappy and crappier. Literally no difference. How in the is someone even going to try to stay healthy?!

Thankfully I don’t have to worry as much about the material, which, its Stress alone induces more trauma and Anxiety, but I’d bet how we feel physically isn’t too different. All the sudden again in the subconscious where I am all the time I’m figuring and not truly present you really think existentially like how in not God’s name clearly did I get here? I fixed everything. But Life isn’t played by a claw that has never won anybody a teddy bear. I wouldn’t pin karma to me in itself but it sure makes you think.

None of this is about to make sense but it’s where my mind took me.

Think about what was happening in your Life before things changed. Before literally waking up one Morning and knowing that very second things had to change or I was headed toward death a lot faster than I thought until that God moment. I don’t have many of them that are that dramatic but nothing was clearer to me in that moment. And then that Damn bat and conspiracy crap of government population control. If anthrax was sprinkled in Amazon boxes we’d be extinct. But Pretty sure we know how to get rid of people without breaking a beaker or test tube and then turning on a fan just gifting particles. And Unraveling ALL of the many ways of healing I’d finally lived into. I was so close. To every Fk up id invited. And so asking why anymore seems vacant. Echoing. And my ears hurt. ATP I’m More so saying well, I’m not sure that strategy is going to work anymore. Where’s the ღ in Health. It’s lost it. How much are you worth? No, like write down a monetary number on a piece of paper, fold it and slide it across the desk. Insurance companies be like: I see your offer and I’ll raise your offer: have you tried dying yet? B/c you could save a lot of money that way. The money it will take to bury you might even be more deadly.

So The most defeating part is beginning the Day as it ends. When I think about that it’s just like how did I get here? I’m still stubborn about it but maybe regardless of w/e someone accomplishes there’s the reality you’re still living in an imperfect world where you can only control so many things. Even if u gain that control back all those traps R still available. So you can Imagine my surprise when there’s not enough OCD to Go around to control THIS. regardless of what we can have control over, do that, b/c the smaller victories become magnified and walking to the kitchen to take your Meds that may or may not be helping is like an 8-ball w/ only 8 options. Eenie meenie miney. Mo.

I don’t set out to cry or tear up in the videos I share. I’ve always been a cryer. I’ve been told I feel things more intensely so it hits different, does different. The direct quote will remain anonymous but the sentimental pack rat in me wrote it down ASAP. Like, a handwritten letter. You took TIME for me. The quote—It was several years ago and I almost can’t stand it b/c it’s me in whatever kind of Shell is available at the time.

[“people perceive me as an individual who has the kindest of all hearts, but who struggles with the realities of life given that kindness…Like how the tenderhearted feel the pains of the earth more intensely.”]

It’s so true. But if I can’t be real what Good’s that gonna do? For me it further affirms what I already am living. In Edgar’s scary A** pit or with the company of not one canary in the coal mine.

C’ya in the AM. 🫡

[angelvyxen]

CRYING AGAIN anyways I’m back for the apple picking update!

Mkay so let’s start hmm here. When I told you he texted me about the apple picking thing and then I finally responded and we make the plans right? This all happened yesterday so let’s get into it.

So first off we couldn’t even go in his back yard because his family was over so we went to like this pumpkin patch thing with the apples (little early for this time of year…) but anyways it felt strange cause like isn’t it summer? But climate change is a thing so anyways we had a lil breeze going right and I’m looking around in my mind I’m getting scared again cause like I’m like “this man better not have brought no toys!” So I’m like to him well what am I gonna do if you don’t have ya toys or whatever guess what he say y’all “uhm you have fingers don’t you” BITCH my mouth dropped I’m looking down at my fresh set like bitch no! But anything for the bag y’all.

So we’ve been trying apples and looking at pumpkins and stuff by now we’ve been here for 2 hours my feet staring to hurt so this is where the fun comes in at this point I’m like alright lemme go try to find some type of wooded area to get this over with I’m dragging him with me he smiling hard as shit! Like it’s not funny at all ig he was excited so finally I find this little quiet area away from everybody right? I grab that mf by his hoodie and throw him down in my mind I’m cringing so hard y’all I swear.

He laying there shocked blushing per usual and I’m over here unbuttoning his pants and pulling his boxers down half way so I can get started I took a breath this time I wasn’t as scared so I was able to do my shit in my mind I’m like “think of the bag think of the bag think about the bag💰 you are getting 800$ for your service be strong” is just repeating in my head.

So I’m rubbing his dick up and down and I’m not even trying to be sexy rn so I’m like to him “what if someone sees us what if we get caught” he throwing his head back moaning so once again like last time I’m like can you shut up! Like damn nigga eventually I suck it up I’m all in his ear going crazy with my usual like “you like that you like when I dominate you huh baby?” Stuff like that and he’s like “yeah” but in a whimper when I say he’s like so submissive that’s what I mean like you can look at him and tell anyways he’s getting loud again so I slap that mf on his thigh telling him to shut up bad choice. Cause he liked it. I pull his pants down further getting ready to “finger” him I could have gagged I kinda did not cause he dirty he’s actually so clean but like for me I just couldn’t believe in all my years of living I’m doing something like this type of gag.

So I eventually get over it and I just take my middle finger & ring finger and go to town while im rubbing his dick. And like im going crazy he moaning and shit and im just ready for this to be over not cause im scared but cause like bitch what if somebody catch us and then he was whimpering shaking, breathing all fast and my head is going back and forth so like im scared while trying to be sexy! It was chaotic it’s so hard for us sexy people in life fr!

So he’s getting close cause he’s shaking bad and im over here like “hold it hold it good boy” finally he lets it go and guess what cum all over my hands and jeans a mess then we hear people in the distance so im like FUCK cause for 1 he hasn’t cooled down yet and is still very erect 2 im having to dig in my purse for the wipes (thankfully) I brought I tried to be more nicer this time basically like “you’re good you’re fine your ok” and I think he liked it I clean him up myself I threw those wipes down cause they were not going in my purse.

We walk back to the entrance his legs are still shaking I’m like oh no I am just happy we got there when we did cause they were about to close like no! And some man is like “yea it’ll do it to you after so long of working here my legs shake daily from this job” he was a worker I could have busted out laughing right there cause sir! I just finished ruining this man that’s why he’s shaking!

I got my 800$ dollars in the car tho I tell you what as hank hill says.

Anyways moral of the story ladies is do it for the bag and as my lil yt boy says during “sex” or whatever we do “thank you oh oh thank you” he be whimpering while saying it to I be like in my mind like “ughhh” he cum every where.

THIS HAS TO BE THE WILDEST SHIT I HAVE EVER READ LMFAOOOOO, BUT GET THAT MONEY! IKTR!

[leorawright]

Hellooo, back at it again with the weird requests!

Tf2 mercs with an incredibly lucky s/o.

Allow me to explain.

We have s/o over here that's the luckiest mf in the whole wide world. They could walk into a full field of bullets and rockets and come out without a scratch. And if something that would seemingly hurt any other normal person just seems to help them.

S/o fell off a 2 story building?

"Oh hey my back doesn't hurt any more!"

S/o falls down a manhole?

"Oh cool there's a bunch of gold and ancient artifacts down here"

S/o gets into a fight?

They manage to land every single hit and straight up knock their opponent out cold, and they leave unscathed.

You get the big picture?

Wonderful. I hope you're doing good and this is your friendly reminder to DRINK WATER AND DON'T OVERWORK YOURSELF.

:)

Why not?

Mercs with a lucky s/o

Scout

You honestly stress him out

He panics when you fall off a building or get into a fight and yet you always come out fine

He's not normally as lucky but he's glad you are or else you might be dead by now

He tries to remind himself you'll most likely be okay but he's still stressed out sometimes when you're in stressful situations

Soldier

Honestly this man isn't as lucky as you hut he's escaped just as many situations as you have

He doesn't worry about you because he knows you'll be fine

Also somehow the two of you walked through a literal mine field and came out the other side perfectly fine

Demoman

He's really nervous the first couple times you get into worrisome situations but he stops worrying after seeing you come out unscathed

He's surprisingly chill about the whole thing after like a month

If you do get an injury he's super confused until he finds out you got it in your sleep when you didn't know what happened

Pyro

They're honestly just as lucky as you without knowing how

You two both stress our Engineer when he tries to keep you two from falling off a building

Also sometimes if you would've died from a fall Pyro miraculously pulls you into a hug a second before you fall

Heavy

He's gotten used to being your luck and stopping you from constantly falling off of ledges

He loves you to death but you stress him out sometimes

It's unlikely you ever get into a fight with this 6,5 Russian behind you

Medic

He barely notices until you tell him and he's like "you fell off a two story building?"

He does several x-rays and you're perfectly fine and it doesn't make any sense to him

He doesn't know how you haven't been injured yet and he wants to know

Sniper

He can be pretty unlucky at times so he sticks around you hoping some luck will rub off

Knowing your luck he'd probably freak out if you ever got an injury because literally how?

Also he's seen your luck kick in when he's caught you from falling twenty times

Spy

He's not gonna question how you fell off a two story building and landed without a scratch

I mean even you don't know how this is all happening so he's not gonna try to find out

He's just gonna thank whoever is up there because it's not likely you'll die on him

[ballorawan740]

SCP Scenarios: When they accidentally kill you

Requested by: okokok121 + @RitaRoseFromBBB

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(Ok, I know you did ask for the doctors + Mikell and Strelnikov, but I've decided to add the SCPs in here if that's alright with you. And also, sorry if I didn't capture Strelnikov's attitude well as I'm not as familiar with him compared to Mikell, yet again I'm not familiar with Jack Bright's family other than TJ and 321)

Sorry if it wasn't up to your standards. I just felt that some of these characters weren't the type to kill the reader, even if it wasn't intentional.

WARNING: Slight Angst

Dr Simon Glass

Simon wouldn't be the one to accidentally kill you himself, but it's more of the situation he put you in without realising the full extent of the consequences. He was just busy writing his patients' reports, and you just strolled in his office to check upon him. Simon stopped what he was doing and smiled with you as you both ate your food in his ever so clean office. As you were about to leave, Glass requested you to deliver something to Jack Bright in which you did. You and Jack were close friends (not so surprising since you're both equally as mad as each other) so if Simon wanted to know where he is or if he needed to give him something, he would go to you first. You managed to deliver the parcel to Bright in 682's containment cell and you both laughed before you returned. Unfortunately, 682 was having a rough day due to being a subject to Bright's test (I would be too tbh) which caused him to become more aggressive than usual and attacked 3 researchers. One of them being you as 682 dragged you down to the acid bath with him and Jack rushed to save you. Bright wasn't able to and he had to fulfil;l his duty to tell Simon Glass that you passed as 682 had killed you during a test. Needless to say, Glass was forced to take time off with Bright due to this event and he became more distant for months to come. Bright had to keep it together just so Simon wouldn't have to lose the shred of sanity he had in him.

Dr Jack Bright

You and Bright were doing some tests on one of the more dangerous SCPs (no, it's not that giant mf lizard of that warrior killing machine) in which your job was to handle these creatures while Jack was doing all the lab stuff. The SCP you both were conducting your research on was ●●|●●●●●|●●|● (SCP 2521 - We're getting ripped tonight, RIP my friends) and you were doing all sorts of things which resulted in you summoning this creature out of the blue by accident. Bright had to drag you out away from the creature and you just stood there observing its behaviour until it noticed you. Jack Bright had to take you on the run yet again (cuz you do be stoopid and stubborn so all yall wanna do is stare at something that's gonna kill ya. JUST RUN BIATCH!!!) but the SCP managed to catch up with you both and snatched you before Bright could even get help. Jack was astonished and deeply depressed since the incident and was left increasingly agitated after every walking day and even Glass couldn't get him out of his shell. He would pretend that everything's fine, but deep down, everyone knows that he's not (that's a whole ass mood right there buddy). Bright was extremely guilty for making you research 2521 and tried to summon it again, but all other scientists stopped it.

Dr Alto Clef

Clef was just doing his job, managing all the Keter class SCPs with ease and without hesitation. You know this from first-hand experience on your very first day on the job 3 years ago and Clef took an interest in you so he took you under his wing. So on this mission, he's on, he wanted to take you with him so you went along (not like you'd say no to this madman anyways right?). It was a breach on one of the sites with a sh- ton of Keter class SCPs and your jobs were to exterminate/neutralise them and save all the other researchers in which your team did do well and were still alive. You on the other hand were killed in action by SCP 939 (NOW WHICH ONE OF YOU IDIOTS RELEASED MY PETS WITHOUT MY PERMISSION?!). Clef wasn't able to save you on time, but he managed to kill 2 of those SCPs. When he got back, he hid in his office and was depressed for 23.3 weeks and when he managed to drag himself out, he was bawling his eyes out. He deeply regretted taking you on a mission with him and swore an oath that if he were to ever take another person under his wing (probs in like 50 years), he would do anything in his power to not take them on a life-threatening mission.

Dr Benjamin Kondraki

You were out with Kondraki, just laying on the grass like you normally do as you just watched Kondraki take photographs of various and random stuff. Not long later, you asked him if he could teach you how to become such an avid photographer like him, so he did. However, little did you and Kondraki know that his butterfly friends felt danger lurking around the area you were in and quickly transformed into a threatening SCP to defend you both. Lurking around the woods were uncontained 939s running loose on the ground in which the booterflies attacked it. One of the red lizards was ready to pounce onto Kondraki to which you ran and pushed him out of the way (BAD DOGGO ))),:<). Luckily he was unharmed, but you, on the other hand, was heavily injured so Kondraki rushed you back to the foundation's medic. You died there shortly after and Kondraki blamed himself for getting you hurt on a harmless visit to the woods for some photographs. Bright and Clef begged Glass to do some psychological evaluation on Kondraki despite him telling them that he needs some time alone before he could do such things.

O5 Council Mikell Bright

When you're with Mikell, he would be his true self, being honest and relaxed since you're his most trusted partner. Moreover, he would tell you everything about what the O5 Council has been doing and their top secrets and you would always keep your lips sealed. The other members are wary of this at first but soon warm up to you since you're one of the most trusted individuals. Being with the cowboy is quite entertaining and you'll be quite protected being with him, so most of the time, you get free reign over the foundation, however, you still had to obey the rules as you weren't exactly a member of the O5 council and that would also help you from making people think you're sus for being treated so differently. That day was one of the days where your freedom got the better of you as you were on a mission with Mikell and he was about to aim at the target until you pushed him out of the way from danger. He quickly gained his composure and tried to shoot the anomaly behind you which he missed and shot you instead. Mikell was in shock and tried to get the medics, but by the time they arrived, you've already passed. Jack had to check up on his brother regularly to see how he's doing and to make sure he doesn't fall off the edge, reminding him that you wouldn't want to see him this way.

Agent Dmitri Arkadeyevich Strelnikov

As an agent, Strelnikov's life and his closest friends and relatives would be on the line. He wouldn't know when, where or how he would die and is in constant fear of losing everyone around him, especially you. One time, he took you on a mission with him since you were trained under him and he felt that you were ready to go onto your first-ever mission (well too bad, it's your last mission since y'all just suck at your jobs and this poor man has to drag you up from hell and y'all just fall back in) and so you guys went and attempted to gain information and track down some SCPs. Dmitri had to save you a few times since you didn't heed his advice and looked behind your back and that one time he left you on your own, you were murdered by a ruthless group from one of the GOIs. This, of course, deeply saddened agent Strelnikov as he was washed away by the guilt he had from leaving you to stand by your own 2 feet. You were a bright and gentle person who always looked up to him, always eager to learn and never want to fail him. These traits are what drew you to him and he was hoping to have you on his team permanently, however, that dream was long gone (just like your non-existent brain cells trying to keep your life together so y'all don't do stupid things) as you were snatched away from him in an instant. He wrote the report once he went back to the foundation and locked himself up for so long the doctors had to get him out (like your guardians whenever you don't wake up in the mornings).

Extras:

SCP 073 (Cain)

You and Cain were strolling around site 17 until a containment breach happened. Cain had to drag you by your arm since you froze (like a deer in headlights XD) and didn't react to anything since you were afraid. Luckily you did manage to get your senses back together and ran with him. Not long later, a Keter class SCP came charging at you and in a panic, Cain pushed you aside without a glance which caused another SCP to kill you since you were blocking the way. He looked over to you to see that you were wounded, lifted you up, and found a medic. Cain blamed himself for not looking carefully and had he done that, you wouldn't be dying. By the time the medic and you both arrived, you were already at the brink of death and when 343 finally arrived, you were long gone. 343 had to calm 073 down from trying to seek revenge once again but he can't due to the overwhelming guilt he had on him. 343 managed to ease his mind a bit which caused him to blackout. The researchers had to put him under their watchlist to make sure he doesn't do anything stupid (like you when you're studying for your important exams).

SCP 076 (Abel)

It was a normal day for you and Abel to hang around until this one mf guard angered Abel to which caused a containment breach. He went on a rampage (you do be here like Hercules! Hercules! XD) in which you had to try and calm him down. By the time you went to the main part of the facility, you saw many of the D-classes and researchers beheaded (like the previous queens in- never mind). When you had found Abel attempting to slaughter a guy, you jumped in front of the victim and by the time Abel realised that you were there, his sword cut you open in half (KO! 10 points to Gryffindor). He was overwhelmed with guilt and anxiety about him killing you by accident and returned to his box as demanded by the MTF members. The scientists noticed a change in Abel's behaviour and never questioned it. Those who knew what had happened never mentioned it in fear of another breach and left him be.

SCP 999 (Tickle Monster)

It was an ideal Saturday night at the foundation. You and our adorable 999 was wandering around the facility minding your own business until some madman came charging into the foundation. The alarm for the breach went on and everyone was confused since there weren't any dangerous SCPs on the loose. As it turns out, it was an intruder from one of the other GOIs trying to kidnap some of the SCPs. You and 999 just so happened to be in the exact same spot as the intruder and was holding a weapon of some sort. Realising what's happening, 999 pushed you out of the way just as the intruder fired her weapon which missed you both. One of the agents caught up with both of you and tried to shoot the intruder but ended up shooting you just as you got up which killed you. 999 never greeted any visitors in his cell ever again for quite some time and the researchers attempted to bribe him but failed.

SCP 682 (Hard to Destroy Reptile)

You were requested to take part in a test with 682 and another Keter class SCP in a test room and your job was to make sure 682 weren't allowed to lash out at the researchers because of this test. However, this certain Keter class SCP has decided that it wants to attack you in which 682 shoved you aside to protect you. The researchers ran in to save you but the other SCP managed to pounce on you and suffocated you to the brink of death. 682 was about to take a chonki bite out of that SCP but instead, he bit you instead, killing you instantly. He regretted every decision he has ever made and never attacked the foundation staff for months.

SCP 049 (Plague Doctor)

This doctor was just minding his own business until some dumbass researchers rushed into his room like some fanboys trying to get their noona's signatures. 049 was entertained by this remark but was soon agitated as they disturbed his work and wouldn't leave him alone. So, 049 used his lethal touch on some of the researchers as the rest ran. Luckily, they ran into you, so you managed to calm down the angri bird doctor. Unfortunately, that didn't go as planned as he had mistaken you as one of the other fanboys and stabbed you right into your heart. As soon as he had realised what he's done, he rushed you into his cell and performed surgery on you. Mid-surgery, he soon realised that you were losing too much blood and died right then and there. He mourned for quite some time as the other researchers were severely punished as it had led to your death which could've been avoided.

SCP 035 (Possessive Mask)

Like the other SCPs mentioned in the list, there was a test that resulted in your death. 035 was instructed to change to another human as the black goo was secreted from the mask and so he obeyed as you were slouching by the corner of the test room. Except for this time, it is being worn by a taller and more muscular man who was a wanted man due to his former job as a mercenary. As the researchers watched intently, the mask soon felt slightly overpowered but was resolved quickly due to his evergrowing abilities and experience in possessing those who come near it or is wearing the mask. The mask spoke of the discomfort of being overpowered to which the researchers took note of this statement and watched. You were somewhat concerned to you went closer to your beloved partner to check up on him. However, upon coming closer to 035, he switched his usual persona to the man wearing it, becoming more aggressive and unable to control this body, killing the first person he sees, which was you. This stunned the researchers as the guards tried to pry him off you. When they managed to get him off, you were no longer breathing. In the next interview with 035, he displayed extreme guilt and sadness of his inability to possess the man well enough to control him fully and made a request for him to be left alone for a while.

SCP 096 (Shy Guy)

You both met up during the breach a few steps away from 096's cell. He was wandering around to find you while covering his elongated face. All the other researchers were outside trying their best to stay calm and deal with this massive breach until they just saw 096 walking about looking for someone. It instantly clicked in their mind and offered to look for you as long as he goes back to his cell afterwards to which he agreed. Upon finding you, another SCP was attempting to attack you but was soon neutralised by the other MTFs. 096 managed to push you away beforehand but his throw was so strong that you died on the impact when you fell to the ground (you really did get yeeted lmao). As 096 and the others ran towards you to make sure you were ok, you had stopped breathing and 096 screamed in sadness which flooded the whole field. As he was contained back to his cell, they noticed a small detail about 096 which was him wailing every now and again about your death.

SCP 105 (Iris)

You and Iris were just strolling down site 17 to meet with Cain and Dr James Dantensen. Once you've arrived at the agreed location within site 17, you guys were just catching up with old times and sharing your memories and stories about your everyday lives. However, this jolly moment only lasted for so long as someone had breached the containment to target you as you were close to a lot of the SCPs, especially the humanoid ones. As you, along with the others, ran to safety, the enemy caught up with you and threatened you for your knowledge of the SCPs. Iris finally caught up with you just in time to see the commotion and shoved you out of the way. Cain managed to shield you from another guy who attempted to shoot you in which Iris retaliates by throwing a knife back, but instead, injured you instead. She ran over and screamed as you slowly blacked out. Cain had to carry you over as Dantensen was calling the medics and you barely managed to survive. During your days in the hospital, the suspect managed to suffocate you which alarmed everyone. During the days that followed, Iris had been seeking out revenge as Cain tried to make her stay calm and think more rationally.

SCP 106 (Old Man)

It was another day spending some time in 106's pocket dimension as you relaxed with him. You both talked about your past experiences and the obstacles you both had overcome. Once you both were done relaxing (aka never you lazy catto so get up and do something useful for once cuz I don't wanna see yall get screamed at by your family and non-existent friends (jk jk i hope they're treating you well)), 106 took you back to his containment cell and just sat there as the researchers looked at you both blankly. 096 caused a containment breach which, of course, freed you both from 106's cell and you made a run for it (RUN FOREST RUN!). As you and 096 came into contact, 106 tried to put himself between the both of you, knowing what 096 was capable of. Unfortunately, this resulted in 106 being attacked and you died from looking at his face (wear a damn mask 096, you're in the middle of a pandemic). Saddened by the news, 106 seek revenge but was briefly neutralised and shipped to another facility so it wouldn't cause another breach due to his rage.

[swtki]

HP Boys: Surprise Pregnancy Head Cannons

Summary: The HP boys and their reaction to their s/o (afab) being pregnant when its not planned.

A/N: This takes place post Hogwarts so all characters are 18+, though no real smut happens in this so its not an 18+ fic.

WARNINGS: UNPLANNED PREGNANCY, MENTIONS OF PRO CHOICE OPINIONS, MENTIONS OF SEX IN LITE TERMS, SWEARING, FLUFF, MENTIONS OF ALCOHOL, ALSO THIS IS SUPER LONG SORRY LOL

Draco

So everything is going great for the happy couple, you two just moved into a flat together and are working normal jobs, drinking wine like adults.

And sure, Draco knows he wants to marry you, but he knows you’re not ready to settle down like that so he just plans and dreams.

Due to poor choices, when you’re late by two weeks, you know what it probably is.

Draco doesn’t even notice that you ran out to the store and came back and hid in the bathroom for 10 minutes. CEO of minding his own business ig

You just kinda...walk up to him and hand him all 3 tests while your eyes fill with tears because what if he demands you get an abortion?

Or what if he fucks off to god knows where?

But instead he just looks at you with the most un-draco like smile. Like his face was soft and it looked like he could cry any moment.

“Oh my god,” He says, putting his hand on your belly, “I can be ready for this, but if you aren’t then we can you know...”

“No, I want it” then both of you rejoice bc yay baby!

Cut to 6 months later when your feet hurt so bad you have to lay down and watch while Draco fails to put a crib together.

He eventually gets it done tho.

And when the time comes, he’s built and arranged everything for your bundle of joy.

Harry

So you guys are probably already married, but with everything at the ministry going on, it makes Harry less than a family man.

You both agree that it’s probably better to wait so you can be home and yk...raise it.

Well smart man Harry forgets that to not have a kid you need to use protection.

So of course when your period is late you don’t think about it, until its four weeks late.

That night, you and Harry are laying in bed, and thats when you tell him.

“Harry..I’m late.”

“Late for what?” headass.

You: 😳😐

Him: 👁👁😲😲

He’s hesitant to say anything, because he knows its ultimitley up to you what happens with it until its out.

“I think I want to keep it...you know it wont remember much for the first year and a half so if things are stressful it will be okay and-“

“Love...Its going to be perfect”

Mf built the crib in like 45 minutes I swear.

And of course he forced you to keep up with your vitamins, pre natal care, and appointments.

Swear tho you’re about to kill him because cofFeE

But the way he holds your baby 🥺 its his most valued thing ever now.

Ron

Ron is iffy on the kid thing sometimes.

He does want them, but only later when you guys have lived and travled.

So no, you two haven’t planned nor is it even in the picture when your wedding roles around.

It’s in the early days of the marriage when you see his family at the burrow on the way back from the honeymoon.

And of course Molly knows

Because Weasleys are hyperfertile I swear.

She takes you into the kitchen and puts her hands on your arms, shes got that big Mrs.Weasley smile on too.

“I knew it!” She says and pulls you in for a hug, “How far dear??”

You’re just standing there like🧍🏻

“I can see it by the way you glow! Oh my you and my Ron must be so happy!” This woman doesn’t notice that you’re confused.

“Wait what? Mrs. Weasley what are you-?” Then you count the days, “Oh. Well I guess I just found out for myself”

Her face falls slightly, but then she tells you can make you a potion that will tell you if you are or not, stan.

The stupid potion turns green when you spit into it, so everything is confirmed.

That night, you and Ron are getting ready for bed in the guest room and you decide to tell him.

“Ron, sweetie. We need to talk.” He looks like he’s gonna start crying but sits next to you on the bed.

“Y/N...I know its scary but please, we just got married I don’t want to divorce quite just yet 🥺🥺”

“Ron I-“ you start smiling, “I’m pregnant you dufus.”

He just freezes, for a while. Not saying anything, he just looks at the wall with his mouth ajar.

So you get up and go to Ginny.

“Gin, I broke him.”

“Ew, I don’t want to know about how you and him”

“No, I told him that I’m pregnant.”

“Oh, yeah that would do it. Just I don’t know... Give him a minute?”

You give him several, getting a glass of water then heading back up to the room.

Ginny was right, he needed a minute.

“I don’t...I wasn’t...you were.?”

“You don’t have to stay, but I think we can do it. Plus, you would disapoint your mom if you left so...”

“Okay...we’ll do it. I’ll be the best damn Father you have ever seen.” He says, talking to your womb.

Well...he’s a father I’ll give him that.

Pro of having a Weasley baby: free crib thats already put together.

Even if it looks like a death trap.

“We’ll put some blankets over it don’t worry”

You know how some Dads hold their parters hand during the delivery? Yeah he got sick and was moral support from the outside.

To be fair, you weren’t screaming in pleasure by any means.

Scary. But beautiful.

He shows the kid to everyone, he might be more in love with the baby than he is with you.

Ron see’s the appeal of having kids now.

Neville

Moving in with your boyfriend is always fun, right up until you guys go at it so much you forget protection more than once.

You think about it, then move on with your day.

Until the doctor calls, then “oh fuck”

Romance Neville bf

“Why aren’t you having any wine? I thought it was your favorite?”

“I don’t think fetal alcohol syndrome is my favorite.” BRO HE SPAT

But he looks up with tears in his eyes, and runs over to you to grasp you in a hug.

“Oh my god! You’re pregnant! Oh my - We’re gonna be parents!! Oh my god we’re gonna be parents oh-“ Que you petting his hair till he’s calm again.

Lets be honest, this man probably swapped the herbology books for the parenting guides.

“Well I mean I’m just wondering if we should go with this color or this one”

“Nev, it doesn’t matter. Our baby will not care.”

“I read in my book that Infants actually can recognize mood in-“

He won’t let you do anything during your pregnancy.

Gotta love a man who cries because he loves you so much and you’re having his kid.

“I never had a father, what if I do it wrong? What if the baby hates me and runs away at seven?”

“We’ve got quite a lot of time before then.”

He was there during delivery, letting you crush his hand like a champ.

You can’t help but cry when you see him sleeping on the floor next to the crib, its so sweet.

Fred

You two most likely already had two kids, so you decided to wait a bit so your hands weren’t quite full.

Well...your body decided not to wait.

A test provides the two lines, another wild child.

The two toddlers already run around like thing one and thing two, only with red hair.

I think Fred would gladly make the family dinner, and wear an apron. He’d own it, as he should.

But mf gotta not drop the salad bowl when you tell him of the fetus inside you.

“Fred we are going to have a bee-ay-bee-why.”

Your five year old has just begun to spell 😐

He’s happy tho.

Like over the fuckin moon.

He buys the two kids big brother/sister shirts too 🥺🥺

He knows the drill pretty well, so he isn’t too worried about the future.

But its funny that he still freaks out about the crib and feeding chair since he gave it away, you know because you guys werent having another kid.

He packed a hospital bag and kept it in the trunk, counting down the days.

Hours of delivery (He just sat back and held your hand) only to end up with a room full of 7 Weasley family members.

Fred always said that 3 was his lucky number :)

George

You guys were taking it slow, no marriage until you both felt it was time. And certainly no children before that.

Well you know...things changed when the test was positive.

You slid it over on the table, tears pooling in your eyes. He was stunned and quiet, which made you burst out sobbing because you knew that neither of you planned on having a baby.

But to your surprise he starts to smile.

“I want whatever you want, I’m staying by your side no matter what.”

“I mean...would it really be so bad? A house, a kid, a dog?” He holds your hand as you think aloud.

You both give it a week to think it over and the virdict is to keep it.

Thats when he decides he has to marry you, asap because he loves you and will never let you go especially now.

He loves to gush about the carrier of his child, to him you are a godess.

He’s the Dad with a predestination complex.

“Y/N, I just see him being a star quiditch player”

“George, we don’t know if it’s a him.”

He rolls his eyes “Okay then I can see her being a star-“

He made Hermione take you out for a movie date so he could rearrange your bedroom, since you only had a single bedroom flat.

You come back to a new set up including a cot.

Damn pregnancy hormones make brain go 🥺😭😭

He freaks when your water breaks lol

ceo of driving like a maniac to the hospital.

He can’t hold your hand, he’s pacing back and forth, sweating and maybe crying though he’ll never admit to it.

You get the joy of watching him cuddle the baby while refusing to give your child to you.

“George I’d like to hold-“

“No, you need your sleep honey, don’t worry”

Hogging the child.

Cedric

Its no secret that Cedric wants a baby someday.

And he makes it clear your wedding will be spectacular too.

However, finding out you’re pregnant the week of your dream wedding was a shock.

A shock that made you bang your head into the wall because how could you be so stupid?? We had a plan??

So you decide to wait until after the wedding, that way it wont add onto the stress (happy stress) of the wedding.

Cedric keeps trying to fill your glass at the reception, to which you kindly refuse saying you want to remember the night entirely.

Yeah he’s like 🤨 mhm okay.

You can only pick at the dinner because ew salmon doesn’t sound like an option if you want to keep the contents of your stomach.

As everyone waves goodbye to the car, and you both set off into married life, he leans over.

“I may be out of my mind, but are you...?”

“Pregnant.” His face lights up, pulling you into a hug.

Finally, your car pulls up to a small cottage with lush garden scapes all around, putting a hand out, he walks you both from the car to the door.

“Ced, where are we?”

“Home.”

Somehow it was perfect with Cedric, even when it was rushed.

He loved talking to your womb, even if it was weird that he was talking about the babies future brothers and sisters.

“Cedric, slow down. We haven’t even had this one yet”

Basically he is father of the year before he’s a full father.

He’s there while you deliver, holding your hand and telling you how great you’re doing.

He doesn’t even complain when you insult him <3.

He updates you on everything.

If his eyes aren’t on that child, he’s either asleep or dead.

I think Cedric was meant to be a family man, because he loves everything about being one.

Taglist: @truly-insatiable @amourtentiaa @imdoingathingmom @annasdani @anchoeritic @mullthingsoverinthehotwater @cedricsyellowscarf @faeinorbit

[halcyon-writings]

this isn’t a request but more like a concept but just the idea of childe whaling for your banner is very funny

— i love how this was meant to be just a small snippet but now i have written more for it

good luck to whoever is pulling for childe in his banner rerun!!

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so let’s set the scene, Childe’s definitely a popular streamer for 2 reasons

He’s pretty and he knows it, his viewers know it, everyone does

He spends so much money on this game it’s not even funny. And people are either jealous of all the gear he’s gotten or just in plain awe of it all

this mf probably has fancams made of him every stream, so he purposefully poses, a popular pose is the lip bite

he usually doesn’t get so hyped over a lot of characters, except for maybe the geo archon, but that all changes when your character trailer drops. like, literally everyone can tell the difference. and it’s really funny and also just scary bc everyone knows this man spends too much on this game and they’re just guessing how much he’ll spend.

as soon as he’s able he starts the grind for everything.

from talent materials, ascension materials, artifacts, even to your weapon’s ascension materials. man is on a mission to make you the strongest character he has.

even if you’re some form of a support/healer, guess what; you’re now a dps. and you’re gonna be a damn good one if childe’s got anything to say about it. he’s a very unorthodox player, he would build barbara as a dps if he could.

“Man is dedicated,” One comment reads on his stream.

Childe looks up at the camera with a grin, “You bet I am.”

The particularly clip is a popular one with all the fancams for weeks.

He will also preemptively buy whatever the summoning materials are, and a lot of them. It’s at this point where he now is getting many questions as to where his money comes from. sure he gets a good amount from streams, but where tf is he getting the rest. but no one gets an answer. it’s better that way.

literally when you’re banner drops, everyone is waiting with bated breathes for his steam. and when he does, he’s got a whole audience.

first it’s a bit of normal playing to catch up with the viewers, and then he does a few single pulls. a four star but then mostly threes. he does a multi.

a gold light.

the chat is going wild.

it’s a different 5* from the pool. That means you’re guaranteed for him right?

wrong

he pulls again, 3 stars.

again, a 4 star weapon. again, all 3 star weapons. again, a 4 star character.

but no gold.

“We are not losing hope yet folks,” He says, a day later, “____’s coming home, I just know it.”

But the same happens again. Only 3-4 stars.

and again.

Man is spending so much that he could at this point be the main reason why you’re banner is at one of the top spots of who’s spending the most on which banner. It’s all him.

But imagine you’re banner is the shorter runs, so now he’s getting desperate. He does every little ritual he can think of. From sacrificing characters to waiting until a certain time. But nothing.

And then it’s the last day. If it were possible every single character that he could get has arrived. But not you.

“Folks if it’s not meant to be i’m quitting.” And he does one last single pull for the hell of it. He won’t actually quit but still. It’ll hurt a lot. And the feelsbadman emotes he’s getting only add salt to the wound.

Gold.

He’s awed.

And then your splash art appears.

The comments are going wild and Childe is just sitting back, head in hands like “finally.”

He gets you all the artifacts he set aside for you, your weapon. By the time the stream is over you’re at full ascension. And with really good stats.

“We’ve had a miracle on this day.” Childe says. You can see the joy in his eyes.

And literally the rest of the video is him just listening to the voice lines he’s got so far, doing different domains and whatever he can to get your friendship higher. Man’s has you as his icon, a quote from your voice lines as his signature, the whole shebang.

Makes his twitter bio “Whaled for _____. Worth it.” and it does not change.

[we-have-bangtan]

yoongi with breast kink please 🤧 thatt if ure comfortable writing itt

A/n: Heyy, yeah don't worry about it I'm one kinky mf I do go into hard kinks too.

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 Pairing: Dom!Yoongi x reader

Genre: Smut

Warning: Smut, nipple play, breast play..... 18+

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Yoongi couldn't help but slip his hand underneath Yn's shirt in the elevator once everyone else had got off, he had kept his hands to himself all day and they were starting to get lonely.

“You’re gonna stretch my shirt if you keep doing that,” she said teasingly as she leaned into his chest, her breath hit hitching as he toyed with her sensitive nipple.

“Mm… I’ll buy you a new shirt…”

“I happen to like this shirt,” she taunted.

He kissed her before he smiled and pulling away so he could drag her out of the elevator and into their apartment. He kissed her full lips again, their eyes squeezing shut as they lost focus of everything but each other once the door lock fell into place. He helped her pull her shirt off, tossing it on the couch.

This time he explored around and under her black lace bra. Whenever his fingers ran over her nipples he could feel her shiver in his arms, could hear her breath hitch ever so slightly. Her breasts were gorgeous and perky and her nipples got hard so easily whenever he played with them.

Unable to wait any longer, Yoongi took off her bra and threw it away. Yn smiled and she reached down to grab the hem of his shirt. But he shook his head playfully, gently pushing her hands away. She raised an eyebrow, intrigued.

“What are you doing?” she asked.

“You’ll see.”

He guided her so that she was lying down on the couch under him. He ran his hands from her thin waist to the mounds of flesh that were her breasts, and squeezed them while he leaned closer to kiss her jaw, then her neck. She ran her hands over his back as he licked and grazed the skin of her neck with his teeth, leaving little marks that wouldn’t stay there long, but the sight of them on her pale, sensitive skin still turned him on. He did the same with her collarbone, brushing at her skin with his lips to tease her, before kissing and sucking gently.

Her breathing was already getting a little louder and faster and she had her legs folded up around his hips, pressing him down against her. Yoongi left a trail of kisses from her neck to one of her boobs, squeezing it in his hand as he kissed all around it playfully.

“Hmm…” she moaned as he lingered on the side where he could feel her ribs. She was a little bit ticklish there and he knew it.

She threw one arm over her head as she arched her back slightly. She wanted more but he wasn’t going to give it to her just yet.

Instead he licked the skin under her breasts, just at the line where they started while squeezing them both in his hands and playing with them, pushing them together. Then he let go, letting them fall and he kissed the skin between them. As he pulled back, he admired how hard and flushed her nipples were.

“Has anyone ever told you you’ve got big nipples?” he asked her.

“D’you think it’s weird?” she asked as she stroked his hair.

“Are you kidding? No, I love it, they’re beautiful…”

He took one between his thumb and index finger and pinched it gently as he kissed the skin around it, working his way to the nipple excruciatingly slowly. He sucked at her skin, leaving a couple of hickeys. She let out a cute moan and he felt so turned on, but he wanted to be patient with her. He knew how sensitive she was and he wanted to see if he could make her come just from nipple play.

Yn didn’t want him to stop. Her breathing got more intense and her eyes lidded as she tangled her pale fingers in Yoongi’s dark tousled hair. She loved it, but at the same time it was torture. His tongue expertly licked and teased her skin, making circles before pulling back and letting his lips do the work. And his hot breath against her just-kissed skin made her go crazy. Slowly, so slowly, he got closer to her nipple, which he still held between his fingers, occasionally squeezing, sometimes just a little too hard before releasing it right away so she barely had time to register the pain.

She tightened her legs around his hips. She felt herself becoming wet and she craved his cock really badly, but at the same time a part of her wanted to see where he was going with this.

“Hmm… bite my nipple…” she said before she could stop herself. She blushed at the words she hadn’t even thought before she spoke them out loud. It’d just come out.

He smirked at her, but then he switched to her other breast without even giving her what she wanted.

“Jerk,” she teased.

“All in good time, princess,” he said huskily then went to work again with his tongue, twirling it against her sensitive, pale skin. He blew across her skin—and her nipple—teasingly.

“Mmm…”

She wanted his tongue to lick her nipple so bad; she’d never even thought she could crave something like that so badly up until now.

Yoongi continued to kiss all around her breasts for a little while and he ran his warm hands over her body, and her nipples were so hard and neglected that she started to feel a little frustrated. She arched her back so that their bodies were pressed close together. She wanted to feel the friction of his chest against her nipples. But he didn’t let her. And when she reached under his pants with a desperate hand he grabbed both her arms and pinned her wrists above her head.

He smiled at her. “Impatient much?”

“Yoongi-ah, come on, please…”

He smirked, then finally indulged her, giving one slow, long lick across her breast before kissing her nipple. She shivered in pleasure, feeling a tingle deep in her loins. Her thighs clenched against Yoongi’s hips as he gave her nipple his full attention, flicking it over and over with his tongue. With his other hand he squeezed the other nipple, flicking it with his finger. She felt all warm and tingly between her legs, and all throughout her body. He was so good with his tongue; she’d never experienced something like that before.

“Oh my god,” she exclaimed when his teeth grazed her nipple.

She hadn’t been expecting it; definitely took her by surprise but she liked it. He bit it gently, then increasingly hard, but switched to the other nipple before the first one could be too hurt. He knew to read her body language and the moans she let out to push her limits but not too much…

“You’re amazing,” she told him. She was so surprised nipple play could feel so great.

Yoongi’s hips crashed into hers as they were sort of dry humping while he licked her nipple wildly. It turned her on even more to know that this was making him horny as well.

“Do that again!” she suddenly exclaimed as he flicked her nipple particularly intensely with his tongue.

He indulged her and she closed her eyes, arching her back, head tilted back into the couch, lost in her own little bubble of pleasure. And when he used his teeth again the mix of pleasure and pain was so amazing that the warmth and tingles she felt between her legs overwhelmed her. Her hips stuck out, rubbing against Yoongi’s crotch.

Using his hands to squeeze her breasts as close together as possible, he licked both her nipples with one long flick of his tongue. Then he focused on just one again, biting it, harder, harder, and she was about to scream out and tell him to stop—afraid that it would hurt too much. But just before she screamed out, he replaced his teeth with his lips, then his tongue, and he did that twirling thing again that made her go wild.

She felt her pussy getting even more wet, and delicious warmth rushing through her body. She moaned loudly, over and over again, and Yoongi never stopped pleasuring both her nipples, one with his fingers and the other with his tongue and teeth. It was too much. She felt delicious pleasure overwhelm her senses.

“Holy shit…” she said. “Oh my god…”

She had no idea what was happening; she’d never even thought it was possible to come from this. But she was definitely coming, she was so close, it was insane.

“Don’t stop…” she begged and Yoongi didn’t stop.

Just as the heat in her body exploded, and pleasure consumed her in delicious waves raking her entire body with spasms, Yoongi bit her nipple so hard that she screamed out. But it was a scream of both pain and pleasure and it only made her orgasm more intense and perfect.

“Oh my god…” she moaned one last time as her boyfriend finally released her extremely sensitive, flushed nipple from his teeth.

He held her as she enjoyed the last lingering tingles and spasms from her orgasm, and she smiled and laughed, incredulous. She held him tight, feeling all satisfied and enjoying the feel of his strong chest pressed against her breasts after all that teasing. It was good to be close to him. She didn’t even know what to say.

She leaned into him, breathless and satisfied from the intense orgasm when she felt his thick, calloused fingers flicking her sensitive clit, she moaned, "Yoongi, no, please" she moaned as he put pressure on her slick hole before letting two of his fingers penetrate her. "Relax, you can take it baby" he assured, kissing the top of her head before getting to work again, determined to make her cum once more.

[butmakeitgayblog]

Do you think when clarke said to lexa "not yet" that lexa, in her mind, translated it to them not happening? Because lexa knows clarke means she needs more time, but lexa does not have time. Her life is not even her own, it's her people's. All her life she knows she's either gonna die young as a kid during the conclave or die young as a commander. Her time basically is not in her hands.

Hmmm. Tbh? No, not really. Not because that's not absolutely a dramatic ass Lexa "Ah! Leave me!" Kom Trikru type thing to think, but I think her actions spoke more of how she felt about it. I mean barely 5 seconds later when they're outside MW she basically asked Clarke "lol so wyd after this?" 🥴. Like the girl didn't stop her pursuit, she said after we kill these mfs you should come see my pimp ass house you're gonna love it. And I think that's just who Lexa's always been. I feel like I maybe diverge from a lot of the fandom in my thinking that Lexa was a lot of things, but hesitant to go after what she wanted wasn't one of them. Yes, initially she was all love is weakness, but the second she made the decision that she wanted to do something different, that she wanted to pursue her feelings for Clarke, she jumped in with both feet. She kissed the shit outta Clarke and every moment after that was her showing Clarke how much she cared for her one way or another. Lexa was never ambiguous as to what she wanted from Clarke, even down to the nightgown scene bbygirl was hoping to get railed that night and you'll never convince me otherwise, but she was respectful of Clarke's wishes and need for space even while still continuing to pursue her affections in small ways.

Truly I think Lexa's initial reaction when Clarke said not yet had so much more to do with her own nerves and whatnot. Because logically speaking, Clarke was probably the first girl Lexa had allowed herself to be open with since Costia. That had to have been emotionally taxing, even without the hesitancy on Clarke's part. I think it was a kind of calming of herself and her disappointment at thinking that Clarke wasn't feeling the attraction and connection quite as strongly as Lexa was at that point (not that I think Clarke wasn't, but I can see how Lexa would interpret it that way), so it was a "fuck, I just opened my heart up for the first time and that... didn't go great. It hurts... But it's ok, Lexa. You know Clarke. She needs time. Be patient. Don't shut down" type situation.

Alsoooo, I mean Lexa was an empathetic character, I can imagine on some level she probably was like "good job dumbass it's been 3 days since Finn died, it's taken you years to move on from Costia maybe you shouldn't have tried to stick your tongue in her mouth while she's still in her funeral clothes you fuckin lesbian".

But that may just me idk 🤷‍♀️

But do I think she thought they'd never happen? No. I mean yes she knew they may die in war but I don't think that stood out to her any more than any other danger ever did. I don't think she thought that they'd never be together until after she left Clarke at MW

[svnaslove]

getting high with hq boys

𝐬𝐲𝐩𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐬 ; just stoner! haikyuu character heacanons and how they get when they’re high w you

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ; recreational marijuana use, suggestive themes

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 ; atsumu miya, suna rintarō, tendou satori, sugawara koshi [all separate]

yeah i can totally see atsumu being a stoner, i can’t help it, it just comes naturally

a bong bitch, he hates bowls and blunts for some reason

if you’re going to have a sesh with him BUCKLE UP

gets kinda whiny when he’s high and an EXTREME case of the munchies

will eat three times his weight 

will take both indica and sativa but prefers indica

gets !! so !! fucking !! touchy !!

if you’re his s/o it’s probably fine

but if you’re not, you’re probably gonna end up having a crush on him because he’s so extra flirty and touchy when he’s high

“you’re prettyyyy”

“can i give you a kiiiiiss”

“y/n do you think im prettyyy?”

you’re only encouraged by his flirtyness and end up flirting back without thinking about it

“i think you’re really pretty too ‘tsum”

*GASP*

“YOU DO?”

-atsumu miya 2020

as i said, super touchy

but not in a pervy way, like he feels touch starved out of nowhere when he’s high

plays with your hands, hugs you, kneads your thighs, kisses your cheeks, throws himself on your lap and lays his head there and you just play with his hair

will be all dazed out and all of the sudden look up at you from your lap and goes “boobs are so pretty and soft :)” “can i touch your boobies :) <3″

even though he’s high he’s still respectful so if you say no he’ll be fine and it won’t be weird or anything, you two just laugh it off and he’ll let you touch his “boobies”

in the end and in summary,

this can go two ways

you guys either end up wholesomely hugging/cuddling and giggling to each other

or

you two end up fucking on the coach

resident stoner, but you wouldn’t really be able to guess it

prefers the smoke so doesn’t really want edibles

really good with the smoke tricks

dOES THE MOST PERFECT RING EVER???

his french inhale is fucking sexy

honestly really fun and chill to have a sesh with

prefers indica

also prefers either a blunt or a dab pen, mostly the pen doesn’t like doing all the extra stuff, lazy mf

he might ask you to roll his blunt for him and it’s not because he doesn’t know how because you have seen him do it before

SO GOOD AT ROLLING LIKE WTF DO IT YOURSELF

and so quick at it too like, you’re so good at it, you don’t need me??

you were his apprentice at rolling at one point 😌

✨sensei suna✨

says the weird shit

“if i try to fail and i succeed, which one did i do?”

“why do your feet smell but your nose runs?”

you’re just as greened out as he is you’re like

“wooooooaaaaahhh riiiiiinnnnnnnnn”

in you head you’re like “omfg this guy is einstein, suna for president.”

you convinced yourself by accident once that he was, in fact, einstein and you were asking him how to make an atomic bomb

he was going with it too like, “yuh knoo, i just, got to the neighbors house and i ask him if he’s seen adam ( yes, in the context of fucking adam, instead of ATOM) and he’s like “yeah man i saw adam over at the grocery store, he was buying apples,” and i was like “yeahh an apple a day keeps the doctor away” and my neighbor was like “yeahhh” and then i went to the apple isle in the grocery store and there was adam and i was like “did you study yet adam” and he said nah so i was like “oh, well ig you should since theres a test tomorrow” and he’s like “i’ll be fine” and then comes tomorrow and he’s like, “suna, i bombed the test.” and that’s how it happens

you’re like

“wooooooaaaaahhhh riiiiinnnnnnnn”

you saw that whole story? yeah, he can make up random ass stories like those on the spot and go on forever

but he might fall asleep midway sometimes like a grandpa

would rather stay home and just talk with you while wrapped up in blankets

does get really thirsty, so have plenty of extra water for him <3

HE IS SO FUN TO GET HIGH WITH

says the weird shit like suna does and again,

“wooooooaaaaahhhhhh saaatttooooriiiiiii”

HE’S JUST SO FUN??

probably ends up with you two going on a trip somewhere 

but if not still makes it super fun

rents a bouncy house ??

where did he know to rent a bouncy house ??

and how did he get it shipped over to you two so quickly ??

sativa boyo

probably climbed the roof together at least once

you end up laughing so hard with him that your guts feel like they’re going to spill out

walks in from going to the bathroom and he’s like 

“y/n”

with a deadpan face

“it feels so weird to pee when you’re greened out”

looks like he’s legitimately scared

“woah does it really?” you reach over to chug a bunch of water to be able to pee soon

“nO DON’T DO THAT, IT WAS SCARY, IT FELT LIKE A SPACE SHIP WAS COMING OUT OF MY DICK”

“huh ? 🧍‍♀️”

and then you both start laughing so hard that your eyes hurt from all of the crying

and then you have to pee and he’s outside of the door, “i’ll save you if you need my help, okay?”

when you start peeing you’re like 

“DLJFDLKSFJSDKF TENDOU THERE’S A SPACE SHIP”

the most wholesome and head in the clouds experience ever when you’re getting high with suga

it’s like heaven

that is, if there are no interruptions 

doesn’t really care between indica or sativa

but he does like getting new stuff to try out like different types of kush or dab pens

he’s a literal “i’ll take anything” type of guy

kinda giggly when he’s high, it’s really cute

he knows how to braid ??

if you have long hair he’ll be like “y/nn can i braid your hair 🥺”

you guys made a freaking fort once ??😭

and it was surprisingly HELLA good

you two usually either talk about really deep stuff and it gets spiritual sometimes like you start talking about stars and god and souls

or you guys will end giggling at each other or end up watching disney movies

you tried to put on that’s so raven one time and he thought hE could do what raven could and see into the future and it was HILARIOUS

he kept stopping and looking into nothing really intensely and then telling you that he just saw the future

likes to lay on your lap too

he says you smell good and your thighs are really comfy

one time he liCKED YOUR THIGHS??

like a lil kitten lick 😭

he said your thighs told him to do it

ended up eating you out.