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ryomina demons are winning
#does anyone here like them idk. theyre funny#putting off finishing p3re to draw these so i don't have to be sad just yet#cat’s art#ryomina#ryoji mochizuki#makoto yuki#minato arisato#p3#persona 3#p3re#p3 reload#sorry for traditional sketch stuff... idk i just feel like i do better on paper even tho its literally the same style#like i can just get the lines better on paper. i think my brush is probably too thick digitally if i'm having this problem lol#makoto makes me so emo u guys have no idea. i didn't quite get this guy in the beginning but now...#full force understanding of a character. hes. he :( (incoherent sobbing)#tag ramble again SORRY I UEBRO4Y39NRMFMT#oh yeah the period thing going around is so funny. PERSONA 3 PERIOD SIMULATOR
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Energon universe spoilers ahead!!!
Me: I should go to bed
Also me: What if I drew something intensely difficult for a meme
#tf eu spoilers#tfeu spoilers#my first time drawing a handshake so please excuse the quality#not used to firealpaca yet either but it does seem better for some memes than ms paint#also i finally found a brush i like even without pressure sensitivity#the most difficult part ended up being finding usable references for this side of liege maximo's arm#tfeu#energon universe#skybound transformers#tfp#skybound optimus prime#tfp megatron#laserbirb#still need to get a better art tag#hoping that this won't be completely unfunny once the sleep deprivation wears off
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A count of all the times Christmas happened:
1. Chapter 33
2. Chapter 80
3. Chapter 129
3.5. Chapters 178 and 225/226 show the New Years' but Christmases were skipped
4. Mission 22 from the 3ds game
5. Event 11 of psi battle
#saiki kusuo#nendou riki#saiki kuusuke#saiki kusuke#saiko metori#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k#i don't think i've missed any?#the fact of how obvious the time loop is post reveal yet it's really not something most people notice beforehand is such great writing#the reveal happens in chapter 190 - before which multiple things have repeated#and even if someone does realize multiple christmases has happened it's easy to brush that off as 'comedy anime quirk' or something alike#(i may be pointing out the obvious but i just really like the way it's done)#admittedly i am double biased but i like psi battle's christmas. i think it'd work pretty well if it were in the manga#the best thing from the 3ds game's christmas is it being makino's only christmas appearance;#here's what she says: “Saiki-senpai...are you getting carried away just because it's Christmas?”#in her thoughts: “I just can't bring myself to celebrate something like god's birthday.”#kusuo's response: “Are you a chuunibyou too?”
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How am I meant to think Hiccup doesn't have self destructive tendencies when he canoncially never fucking takes his prosthetic foot off to, at the very least, go to sleep
#absolute miracle hes somehow not gotten an infection yet#hes built different (like. incorrectly i thinkg)#httyd#hiccup haddock#moth.txt#like writing him sometimes im like 'am i making him too mentally ill' then i look at the shit he actually does and. the answer is no#bro will do the most batshit insane stuff then brush it off. ???? get help beforei make you#also his like codependency w his giant cat 'i wouldnt leave you either' okay. so youd kill youself if your cat died....darei. say based#god i havent slept and you can tell#deyas dragons
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#I say that but in truth I've been wondering if the time of this blog has come#As time passes I feel more and more unwelcomed in the fandom?#And though I know it's probably all in my head it's still a feeling I haven't been able to brush off in months. Or longer#And in the last days in particular. I feel like one blog too many has blocked me 😅#I don't even remember what blog it was that blocked me and yet ever since it happened I have been carrying this uneasiness#Which. Look. It's plain ridiculous. And probably just a sign for me to move on or move out#I've felt the urge to deactivate so often in the past week#Tumblr has just been feeling like a big party was being thrown in the next door without me being invited. Which I suppose is#intrinsic to socials in general but it only gets worse by the year#I hate those stupid mutuals labels so much.#My Tumblr experience has gotten one thousand times worse ever since they were implemented.#Sigh. Either way I'm probably going to stick around at least untill ss/kk have their moment. I'm not stupid.#If I ever disappear remember to keep archiving b/sd official content for me.#Track and download the masterlist contents if you can. All links break sooner or later.#random rambles
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horrendously sick and twisted btw
#IT TEARS ME UP TO THINK ABOUT THE METEOR INCIDENT. I AM GENUINELY TORMENTED BY IT#slipping through his fingers.#it's crazy they were actually crazy for the whole meteor thing whoever thought of it needs to financially compensate NOW#i love you so much ill break every rule if it'd mean you'd be happy with me. run away with me#here i am im setting you free im giving you everything you want. could i be part of that? could i be part of what you want#till slips through ivan's fingers. world has now completely shifted#and he can't even be mad. not properly#because this is why he loves till in the first place. he just cant give up on what he cares about. he'll never stop fighting for it#ivan smiles like. this is why it's you#a lot has been said about the meteor scene already but that doesnt stop me from going insane over it#freedom means nothing if till isn't there with me WHAT IF I SHOOK YOU LIKE A RATTLE BOY#ivan was well off. he was eating at feasts. given fine clothes. groomed clean and celebrated for his achievements#yet he was willing to throw it all away#thinking about how they'd probably live on the streets again. struggle to get by on their own as lost little children#their lives would be closer to the one ivan lived in the slums#except the difference would be till. back then he had nothing. if till ran with him he'd have everything#and yet till turns and runs the other way and ivan follows him because of course he does. theres nothing else he'd rather do#any kind of suffering is worth it as long as its for you#till is stubborn. he's persistent. he can't let go.#well fortunately (or unfortunately) so is ivan. incredibly persistent#so here we go again. back in this prison brushing past one another knowing we almost had it all#I WILL GRAB YOU BY THE BOWLCUT AND WRING YOU AROUND LIKE A JOYSTICK BOY!!!!#YOU MAKE ME ILL!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!#alnst#alien stage#alien stage ivan#random ramble sorry i have Feelings
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The "Dan Heng is Dan Feng" dogmatics annoy me a lot. It entirely brushes off one of the most interesting and prevalent questions posed by the game, incarnated by several characters and stories that give the question different hues with different potential answers, and a constant also in HI3, like a thread waving the two games together
#The question about what makes a person themselves is super interesting#Is it the memories? Is it personality? Is it body? Is it resemblance? What about narrative reiteration?#Bronya is not Silver Wolf but they're both HI3 Bronya but also they're not#Is March the same person she once was? What about the Trailblazer? Welt looks at Himeko and Silver Wolf and feels like drowning#but he is looking at nothing other than something eerily recognisable#Vidyadhara are reborn anew as if washed clean but Dan Heng's process was skewed. What does it mean to Dan Heng?#He has the body he has the moves he has the stern haughty air he has muddy memories he can't quite recall but something stays#Is he or is he not the same? Where does one end and the other start? Where do they overlap?#Does how others regard him influence whether he is or isn't Dan Feng?#Does the memories of others weight more than your own memories and will?#What does constitute a person? How is selfhood constructed? What are the ontological implications of all this?#If you respond to these questions one way in one context when it comes to one character‚ can you confidently reply the same thing#in a different context for a different character? If not‚ why? What does it say?#It's not a straight up answer. The question is what's interesting and it's what makes Dan Heng's story interesting#Seeing it dogmatically negated mainly for the purpose of a ship annoys me a lot#It is a constant in HSR but it's even more clear after playing HI3. This problematic about what constitute identify and selfhood#and whether or not they're the same thing is a constant there too. With Kiana‚ with Otto‚ with Kevin‚ with Fu Hua‚ with the simulations#of the Flame Chasers most notably with Mobius but in general with the continuation of their goals and feelings‚ Klein as human and as ELF‚#the iteration of consciences of the Herrschers‚ the puppets of the Herrscher of Domination‚ the influence of the Herrscher of Corruption‚#the many times characters are found in different universes being slightly different yet recognisable‚ the amount of times characters seem#to reiterate existences in different eras‚ echoing past selves with past faces yet different‚...#And usually it's not easy to respond to all of them with the same answer‚ which only opens more questions. It's extremely interesting#and it's obviously a topic Honkai as a game cares about a lot. But no. Nothing matters. Dan Heng *is* Dan Feng yes or yes no questions asked#No problematic. No questioning. No doubts. All usually because of a ship. That the drive. I don't know... I'm all for shipping#but I quite dislike when shipping gets so out of hand it crushes and brushes off good writing or core motifs in a text. It's... shabby#And it saddens me haha. Why do you even care about these characters and their dynamic if you're erasing core traits of them as characters?#Abfkabdkkd anyway...#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#But I had to vent a little. It annoys me a lot this kind of approach to analysis what can I say
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really personal rant that i probably shouldn’t do but have any of you ever had a partner that shows no interest in your interests whatssoever and it kind of hurts
#idk how long ive been into metal but i so desperately want to share it with someone im close with but he just kind of brushes it off and#ignores me abt it and ive made him playlists and ive never been pushy or anything#i made a playlist near the beginning of the relationship and id ask him like biweekly hey did you listen to that yet#and he was like no i forgot! and that went on for months and i just kind of gave up#ooughhgh i need to get over it#.nickposts
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lying here in bed and thinking abt how alienated out i feel in the cookie run fandom. and then theres a polish sitcom playing in the background from a different room.
#mostly like. i feel so alienated out for like. having such different views of chars.#dark choco is a char i find myself to relate to a lot. i see so much of myself in him.#and yet. i cant get fully interested and that makes me feel. am i even a true fan of his character#if my interpretation is so vastly different from the fandoms#and how his kingdom is probably my least favourite out of all the ancients' kingdoms#for how i feel like ppl and the narrative tend to forget how dark cacaos kingdom is so flawed.#like the whole “no sweet meals” thing. i am not talking abt irl influences and how it impacts the presentation of the kingdom but more like#i feel like ppl tend to perfectionize dark cacao kingdom while ignoring a ton of systematic issues in it.#then theres my opinion on hollyberry. i love her. shes my favourite ancient. but i wish we got a more serious storyline with her#im not all catched up on the lore but i just wish rlly wish we got more of the hollyberry kingdom. and see holly display a wider range of-#-emotions.#i hope the eternal sugar update will get us some hollyberry kingdom angst because i need some more serious characterization for her that r-#-not just snippets#then theres. white lily. i feel like im the only person who liked the fact white lily got her own kingdom and was split into two versions.#it DID come out of nowhere but like. i feel like its sort of more interesting than just white lily being fully DE?#her update was a fiasco with how shadow milk stole the show that was meant to be hers.#but like. so many of my opinions are different than the fandoms that i just cant help but feel like an intruder sometimes#i dont want to sound like a pick me or someone who thinks they r special for being different. because im not.#i do not like this feeling. but i needed to be open abt it ig#cookie chat#theres also like. the lack of proper characterization for carrow besides “good loyal soldier”.#that annoys me as hell too#fyi i DO NOT hate dark cacao kingdom to be clear. i love it a ton. the cultural influences are so interesting and i love the setting.#i just wish ppl didnt brush off a lot of systematic flaws abt it.
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hey
#gravity falls#bill cipher#wip#i learned how to render!!!#yippee!!!#i do not want to sleep. i just want to paint bill.#as soon as i started painting him a huge thunderstorm kicked up outside. i think thats a good sign#after i get everything painted im just gonna need to go through with a white brush and highlight the hell out of it#to match the style of the original poster#im holding off on doing all the really intricate texture stuff yet but dont worry: his teeth will have texture#im also literally so jazzed about how the cliffs turned out#unfortunate that bill is blocking 90% of them but thats just how it goes#im also still gonna go and finish the other little shop poster at some point#it wont be fully rendered like this but ill at least give it clean lineart#also have yall seen robert ryan corys original illustration for pyramid bill#it rules#fluffle art
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* day 36 - i lied
#dailyishhugo#digital art#fanart#doodle#31 minutos#mario hugo#i got my new phone today and i mostly set it up . i still need to log into tumblr and stuff#i also need to figure out how to get stuff off my iphone if its mostly dead#like that sucker BOOTLOOPED earlier#if anyones wondering its a samsung galaxy a55 5g!#i dont have any of my brushes or settings or my lack of ads on ibis yet but i#'ll sort that out soon#i keep pressing the back button by accident when drawing :o( but i cant figure out how to force hide the navbar in ibis
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I bet she gets tired of being Alcina's go-to, honestly.
Girl can't even have a nice afternoon with her partner without getting yelled at.
#she's so stressed all the time i bet#like imagine never being good enough and constantly pressured to do more and be better and called on for everything#yet when you try to vent to your sisters they go ''oh but you're the *favourite*. Mother always wants *you* around'' and brush you off#so you eventually stop complaining to them and just swallow it all until it starts coming out in little bursts of anger#and suddenly everybody's mad at you for getting angry and you just have no idea what to do anymore. Nobody will listen.#anyway i think mel would let cass vent to her#my art#mecassa#melony cel tradat#cassandra dimitrescu#re8 oc
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today the house md fandom (which to my surprise both Exists and is apparently Very Active) is passing around a quick meta post i wrote criticizing the show with "YEAAAAHHH THIS IS IT!! THIS IS THE THING!! IT'S MY FAVE CHRONIC ILLNESS SHOW AND IT SUCKS SOOO BAD" which is making me like. 👁👄👁. do i need to get into tumblr house md fandom.
#i'm so used to criticisms of this show being brushed off with 'pshaw he's SUPPOSED to be a dick that's the POINT'#and it's like. okay but that's a scapegoat to ignore any legit criticisms of the writers' disdain for patients and autonomy#you do get how it's a scapegoat right#and yet so much of it has gotten so much more compelling and relatable than it Already Was since i became chronically ill myself#truly a show that contains multitudes!#here's knocking on wood praying to fucking GOD that nobody clowns#house md
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resignation letter is the most potent painkiller. i love you resignation letter i love you one month notice <3
#tmi but im regular again and literally the only change is because i've been eating enough to shit daily#i was in such a bad headspace these past few months that i could barely bring myself to eat#i'd go to sleep with my work uniform still on and wake up willing myself to get up for 30 mins and then brushing my teeth and going to work#with the same clothes i slept in#i stopped hanging out with my friends. i had nightmares abt my job.#i can only take care of myself on my days' off and i cant grok anything other than shallow entertainment like wrestling#everything else is too much for my brain to handle. i'd simply forget everything i read or play or even listen to#those three months are miserable lmao#its not just my job... its also the family issues i've been dealing with#yknow remember when i said i could have died? yeah that shit was real. fuckin love it when my mom admit my dad have the capacity to be a#family annihilator. but... since my dad have a job to keep him busy and we moved to a house where me and my sister and#my mom and dad get to have our own rooms... and my dad get to live near his old friends and family...#things have been getting better. usually we had a physical fight every two months but it hasnt happened yet and i seem to get on with him#better now. so... i guess im gonna be okay. i've been so tired and trapped#stuck between two places that are both physically and emotionally draining with no reprieve#things are changing. and i find that to be comforting despite how up in the air the future might be. i might be screwed but also? what if#i'll be fine? im at a point where im accepting any drastic changes even if its for the worse#funny how i used to like my job a lot. i guess im not to be comfortable with anything long term#posts about my life
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the nghy sendoff scene is super cute!!
from hiyori’s confident smile and “just you wait! i’ll definitely report back with good news (about the track meet)!” and nagisa’s “yeah, i’m looking forward to it.”, showing his support and faith in her running abilities…
to their promise to keep in contact…
just… the contrast between nagisa’s slightly lonely look as he tells her “…keep in touch, ‘kay?” and hiyori’s bright smile as she agrees with a “yup! see ya!”…
and it seems like hiyori’s going to leave just like that, but t h e n
…she abruptly turns around to give nagisa an especially adorable angelic smile and wave and!!!!!!!!!
nghy are just so precious guys… they deserve all the happiness in the world…
live laugh love nghy!!!
#they’re just sosososososososososooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!#look at how far these two have come since their farewell scene in heroika!!!!!!!#never getting over how funny it is that nagisa’s just there in his wearable merch while seeing a fashionably dressed hiyori off#but well. hoodie x hoodie couple amirite?#though hiyori is getting better dressed as of late… nagisa had better step up his wardrobe game before he wears ft4 merch to his wedding#my hot take is that kimikawaii mv should’ve been 10 minutes long#we need to see more of hiyori in fashionable outfits and nagisa being just there in hoodies and ft4 wearable merch#we haven’t even gotten to see him in that lame ft4 bucket hat yet#but. well. that too is part of nagisa’s charm#i do think it’s adorable that she’s grown more confident in wearing cute clothes though#especially since she’s wearing them around nagisa: the guy who made her grow wary of wearing cute clothes (like she wanted to) as kids#it really shows that acknowledging your mistakes instead of brushing them off/denying them/minimising the impact/harm they have caused#does wonders for the recovery of the one who was wronged… i love that for nghy. truly.#guys who acknowledge their mistakes and grow from them are just… sweet in their own way. y’know?#…but i digress!!!!!!!!! in any case live laugh love nghy!!!!!#(aaaaa i s w e a r i could talk about kimikawaii for hours on end… they’re just so cute………)#i wonder what their next song together would be thoughhhhh… i hope they get a duet next!!!!!!#the dude from gamushara
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Messy school doodles HAHEHHE
Season 2 Robbie (not canon Robbie ofc, but rather the "S2" of my own fic which I may or may not ever finish). The lore is that his hair was MUCH longer than this, but it got shaved off due to Lore Reasons™ and now it's growing back :]
NOT STAN. That's my beta Dipper HAHEHHEE. My notes are just emphasizing how similar they look. Me, earlier today, drawing beta Dipper: "STAN PINES ?! 😨😮😮😨😨😨"
Perhaps. Gay people. I am thinking about it really hard fr
#sometimes writing a story is toying with different dynamics and being like “auughh i LOVE this plotline but it'd go completely against -#- everything else in the whole story 😭“ so I gotta kill my darlings.#and I don't mean “killing off a character”#i mean “killing off this cool ass dynamic that sounds awesome but may not fit the story I'm trying to tell”#anyway#gay people... perhaps#do you see the amazing dynamic these two would have in the context of the story I'm making ??? no you don't#because i haven't told you anything about my story LMAO AHDHABHAHAHR#but point is: i love them#god#toxic yaoi is real#they've got the situationship that can almost rival whatever the hell Stanford Pines had going on (unfortunately they do not beat him)#they've got a dynamic that makes others think they don't care about eachother at all. that they hate eachother and that's all#and they DID hate eachother for most of their time together but after a bunch of years spent with no one else to rely on except eachother?#maybe you DO hate them still. but you can't deny the bond you share because the only other person in the world who GETS IT is him#you've seen him at his best and worst. you've driven him to the brink of insanity. you've taken everything from him#and yet you cuddle when the night is cold and it's so so lonely outside#you know how he likes his pancakes. how he'd rather cut his hair off than brush it. how he's entranced by the stars he never saw so clearly#you recognize when he's about to have a panic attack. you sit with him til he calms down. you hold hands and miss your families together#and you know he's the toughest person you know. so the occasional bang sessions? oh; those are NOT gentle#there's nothing more than a single safeword they never used more than once. because they've been together for so long and they know how far-#-they can push until it becomes too much. but to be gentle? to be soft? to a person who has grown so used to dodging your knives?#that is a whole entire INSULT !!! how DARE you treat me like I'm fragile NOW after we spent our lives on opposite sides of a battlefield?#how DARE you be gentle to me now after you ripped open my guts and shoved salt and dirt inside?#you know how much i can handle and you know I've always loved the thrill#so don't you dare make this any less of a battle unless you want me to bash your head in with a hammer. moron#the real valenpines dynamic i stg. i love them so much you don't understand#i can't believe I'm gonna have to sacrifice this dynamic#robbie valentino#dipper pines
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