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bluesey-182 · 2 years ago

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this book im reading is giving every indication that it takes place in the 1920/30s and yet. and fucking yet the main character starts singing a taylor swift song. get out of my face. please just fucking decide what time period your book takes place in instead of doing this. it also has some of the dumbest takes and brings too much dumb internet discourse straight onto the pages. the main character actually said the line "or maybe he's gaslighting me?" shut up

#i think im getting too old for YA but this is still just so bad #and yet i can't look away #ngl i got this secondhand as a fairyloot edition bc it came out in the YA box after i switched my subscription to the adult book #and the early access sale for book 2 is coming up so i thought this was a good time to read it in case i wanted to buy the matching edition #of the sequel. which will not be happening. IF i decide to read it (which. i probably won't) I'll get the library book #text post #also to clarify cause idk if my tags were confusing:#i didn't buy the book to decide if i wanted to take part in the early access sale #i bought it a few months back bc i was genuinely excited about the release and was bummed i missed out on the pretty fairyloot edition #and found it on pango book for like $11 and ordered it #the book 2 release motivated me to finally pick it up today #alas. it is a huge let down

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goldcleaver · 4 months ago

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what in the Yearning is this

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byemambo · 9 days ago

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Can't take a quick smoke break without company, I guess.

SAILUB HEMMAWICH as ALAN in Pit Babe 2 (2025)

SAILUB HEMMAWICH as OAB in This Love Doesn't Have Long Beans (2024)

#pit babe 2 #pit babe season 2 #pit babe 2 the series #this love doesn't have long beans #love no long beans #tldhlb #sailub hemmawich #thai bl #thai drama #thai series #thai ql #bl series #asianlgbtdrama #mambo.gifs #my gifs #userjup #usertorti #userrlana #esmetracks #userspring #the way i ran to open my laptop after shutting my desktop off #i'm currently wearing my face mask after quickly brushing my teeth and washing my face #i just couldn't let this parallel go #i just love the subtleties in how sailub performed as both alan and oab #alan knows he'll be bothered regardless of where he is in the garage #chef oab knows he'll be bothered regardless of where he is in his restaurant #people are always looking for them despite trying to get away for a brief moment to relieve some stress #i'm obsessed with the slight difference in annoyance that he can't even light his cigarette yet in both scenes #alan's face says 'what do you want now?'#chef oab's face says 'why the fuck did you follow me?'

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equill · 10 months ago

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Reuniting with a distorted past.

Extra:(New personality tested gone wrong)

wanted to play with rin living in the aftermath aus aswell and had these drawings laying around to share so yay

Panel 1: Was buried alive.

Comic 1: Who are you supposed to be?

new friends

Comic 2: Misguided protection.

obito still sensing the warning signs of rin losing her temper. anyways they proceeded to be dragged into the ocean by rin like some sea monster

Comic 3: Finding out (Now what will you do?)

obito is harshly brought back from his delusions because now its not just kushina but rin too who he needs to ripped out the tail beast from

#naruto #naruto fanart #kakashi hatake #rin nohara #obito uchiha #naruto sukea #fanart #art #my art #sketch #drawing #digital art #hope i can add something new and if not may i shall add fuel to the fire for rin!! :)#So Rin loses ALL of her memories forever (kinda)#the only thing that remains for sure is the feeling of missing something that she'll never reach it again #she's alone and is left to roam directionless until she meets an elderly civilian that is also alone #she stays with her for a year+ but she passes away. But Rin with her new identity decides to walk forward (with love comes pain #but to love at all was the greatest thing to her.) She cherishes her new memories and won't let it stop her from moving on #inbetween this time frame she meets isobu in her mind after he gains enough form within her (who is also without memories)#Now WAY LATER she meets Sukea who looks like he's about to panic and she tries to help (which uh doesnt work too well)#but then Sukea joins her on her travels (sending minato an letter through his summons of rin being alive and forgetting the mission)#they both wander around (he doesnt know how to bring up their past) but then obito appears (always at the wrong times)#At first glance he's pissed but then realizes that this isnt fake AND its both the worse thing yet best thing to ever happen #Now Rin thinks she made two new friends who give her feelings of warmth but they both also reminded her of something old she thinks #PS Minato and Kushina are freaking out back in the village but can't do anything about it (Obito hasn't acted on his plans yet so yes)

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asvidema · 5 days ago

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got to the maleshov rescue in my second playthrough. here's some moments

#kcd2 #hansry #hans capon #henry of skalitz #i'm obsessed with all cutscenes featuring hans and henry together let's be honest #but this one...#the way henry looks at hans at one point i shared there it's like. his adrenaline is settling and it's leaving the space for his feelings #embracing that he's looking at his lord safe and sound and smiling #and he's just. almost staggered. he's so tired and it's so not over yet. but his gaze.#that's the gaze of a man who's longing. we don't care in what way. romantic or not. he's longing #he's so tired that circumstances keep threatening to take his best friend away from him #and maybe in that moment he's realizing he wanted to hold him a bit more. maybe he's realizing they're still in danger and he can't rest ye #his instinct now is back online after seeing hans again. that he must protect him no matter what. at the cost of his own life #'i'll get lord capon out of maleshov if it's the last thing i do' he told sir ruthard #those are the eyes of a man who fucking means it #rolls in the FUCKING mud #also i included the final two last second. because despite hans looking kinda goofy. look at henry. how proud he is that he hears his #spoiled brat best friend finally own responsibility and say that HE fucked up. not he and henry or henry alone. HE fucked up #henry is so proud. look at him.#carey plays kcd2

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autoauthor · 4 months ago

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Izuna's Secret Technique

Shinobi: Seems like you have two of the world's most powerful men wrapped around your finger. Madara's your brother, but how did you manage to tame the Senju's White Demon? Izuna: *Smirks* I suppose it's a combination of both intelligence and charisma. Using those two things you can persuade anybody.

~Later~

Tobirama: No Izuna: -lease please please please please please please please Tobirama: ... Izuna: *Breathes in* Tobirama: Okay fine.

#tobiizu #he's a little bit stupid your honour #look I hc Izuna as cunning and competent and sly #but you've gotta balance it out with a fair amount of sheer dumbheadedness #is it true stupidity tho if it works?#what Izuna learned growing up with Madara: be annoying and or adorable enough and you can get away with anything #somehow he has yet to be proven wrong #in my ideal world this somehow also is what lead to peace between the clans #He decided to be annoying and/or adorable at Tobirama #Which somehow causes Tobirama to go: 'well I can't NOT fuck him'

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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MDZS x Hollow Knight Part 3: The Rebugging

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 4

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #hollow knight #mdzs au #mdzs hollow knight au #Thecornermushroom's fanart re-awoke the art of my brain where the bugs live. I drew this in a mad frenzy in the middle of the night.#I'll never be the same again. In the most positive way ever I think I have been permanently changed by that art.#I will eventually do the reverse crossover but for now - take some extra bugs!#It is so wild looking back at the past parts - I really do love drawing in this style but I'm far more comfortable with it now!#I am just vibrating with so much art energy. I am loose and in your vicinity. You can't catch me. I have bugs to show people.#This is a bit of a time capsule considering that these are references to where pd-mdzs the comic is at in the story.#More notes: Wen Zhuliu is an ant and Wang Lingjiao is a firefly.#Yes I have yet to explain the juicebox. We are a handful of comics away from that pay off.

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ohshinytrinketsmine · 1 year ago

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Sulky kid. Have you stopped sulking? Who's sulking? Oops, you're secretly smiling. What? Please smile.

Pit Babe, ep 6

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vaguely-concerned · 6 months ago

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walking through lucanis' mind prison. the tam lin of it all

#his mind keeps changing forms and you just have to show him you won't let go of him #it doesn't even really matter what you say to him just that you're consistently there to say it. your voice is a comfort. im in pain #I'm having so many feelings about like... rook can't be here. because of all things in the world rook means 'safe'. what if I exploded #what if I just shattered into a thousand pieces and was swept away by the wind actually #'it's better that I stay here than risk losing you' is such pitch perfect trauma logic. freeze logic specifically #on some level he seems to think he keeps rook safe like. existentially. by staying here #it's heartbreaking child magical thinking that makes me wonder like. has he basically been in a place like this inside #ever since his parents died? before that? the ossuary is just new set dressing the underlying logic is OLD. and very very sad to me #'I keep everyone safe by staying here'#(and then the perfect hilarity of having an actual demon be like 'ROOK. YOU TALK TO HIM HE NEVER LISTENS TO ME'#tfw your inner demon gets worried enough to stage an intervention and get you therapy whether you want it or not lmao)#dragon age #dragon age spoilers #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age: the veilguard #rook x lucanis #lucanis dellamorte #rookanis #rye staying mostly in gentle professional mode for this one b/c this is literally his training #('I may not be batting a hundred at being a person but I DO know how to deal with fade shenanigans! not to worry I've got you')#except in that last part with the illario mind ghost where he roundaboutly admits 'I need you I don't know how to do this without you'#in rye speak that is very big it's like. third base of his soul or something. we do not ask for things for ourselves in this house #(because we already know we will not receive anyway so that sounds both humiliating and ultimately pointless. no thank you!)#and yet. the things we'll admit for love #the feeling that some of the things varric did for rye immediately post-exile rye is paying forward with lucanis now. don't look at me

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walkingstackofbooks · 3 months ago

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Sisko/Garak/Bashir where sometimes Ben's got two subs and sometimes Julian's got two Doms (and a lot of the time it's a much greyer line than that).

I really like the idea of scenes where Ben makes Garak dom for Julian. Imagine Julian being into kinks that Ben's not comfortable doing, and so he orders Garak to do them for him instead.

And also, I can imagine that initially Garak is unsure in himself about whether he can provide the necessary aftercare, which is something that Ben is eager and happy to give. And so it helps Garak relax more on occasions where he wants to enjoy his sadistic side, because he doesn't have to worry about overdoing it, he knows he has oversight and is in fact doing it because both his partners want it from him.

#Siskarashir #This worded better in my brain #But yes I am trying to do an ITPM parallel with their roles and their sex lives 😅#Julian Bashir #Benjamin Sisko #Elim Garak #(bonus: pre-negotiated scene where Julian's tied up and Ben's ��called away” and tells Garak to look after him - but not to touch him)#(but of course Garak “can't resist”)#(... This started well in my head but I haven't got to the end yet apparently)#(hey ho)#(this is why I can't write threesomes - I only care about what's happening to Julian...#...and I've realised there'd have to be some payoff on the Siskarak side oops 😅)#I'm rambling #Let's stop #Julian au concepts #Wsb #My trek musings

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rustedleopard · 3 months ago

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Still thinking about how Clover on the No Mercy Route likely would've given up their quest for vengeance and lived with Martlet had Axis not told them that he killed Integrity. The only real difference between Aborted No Mercy Run Clover and No Mercy Run Clover are a few more destroyed robots and the knowledge of what Axis did, which sent their LOVE skyrocketing to LV 19.

Look at them. They can't even look Ceroba in the eye after they inflict the final blow.

#undertale yellow #personally i see Clover's journey on the No Mercy Route as them feeling immense guilt and disgust with themself for killing monsters #but they HAVE to. it's self-defense. they're monsters. any one of them could have killed one of the other children. anything they can #tell themself to justify their own actions. but they can't lie to themself. not entirely. on some level they know what they're doing is #wrong and that's why they gradually lose their ability to recognize themself. and when they get to Axis that's when they're at their most #stressed. they just slaughtered dozens of monsters. they watched the monsters around them (like Angie and Gilbert and Dina) act like people #would under threat/treat them like they would a monster. they terrorized this robot throughout the Steamworks. maybe if they kill this one #they'll feel a sense of fulfillment/finality (they won't. deep inside they know they won't). and then Axis admits to having killed one of #the kids they're looking for and suddenly everything clicks into place. killing him feels like the easiest thing in the world. why were #they so caught up on remorse? just because they got distracted by a society more complex/civil than they thought it'd be? they're all #still kid-killers at the end of the day no matter how nice they all acted.#even then fighting against martlet they still have to deliberately dehumanize her by calling her ''the enemy'' in the first part and remind #themself of what they're fighting for/their freedom and home on the Surface in the second half. their SOUL blasts (which are a #manifestation of them/their will) barely do anything to her unlike Axis and Asgore who are brutally killed by one blast. i think Clover #genuinely liked her (a worthy opponent/they search her memories for a reason to hate her) and regretted killing her but they felt like they #had to. no loose ends.#take away the whole LOVE jump and finding out that Axis killed Integrity and what you have left is a kid who thought they knew what the #right thing to do was yet killed dozens for nothing. they're deeply remorseful and want a chance to better themself. one that Martlet would #offer bc she would see some good in them.#anyways. fat paragraphs in the tags once again #uty analysis #char: clover #yippee. you can see how badly i did in this fight with my remaining hp. jokes on you i beat her first try (this time around)

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crownedinmarigolds · 1 year ago

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Because we went to Renfaire I imagined all the OCs going to Renfaire but Ralph and Khlo seem the absolute most likely out of all of the OCs to actually go if there was a night time weekend. Ralph is a Satyr (because I straight up think it's hot no other reason because he'd probably otherwise definitely be a cool warrior) and Khloe is basic tavern wench chic. <3

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vitanithepure · 2 years ago

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Ah, yes. "Love".

#booted up the game to have fun #instead I'm making myself sad #yet I can't look away #gale dekarios #astarion ancunin #bloodweave #bg spoilers

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katoska · 9 days ago

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The next time the Master wears a rubber mask, it should be an alien rubber mask, like really alien (Razor just looked a bit weird), a Silurien or whatever.

Actually, what with the upcoming spinoff centering on a human//Sea Devil conflict... look, imagine if UNIT publicly, in front of cameras, captured a Sea Devil because the SDs sunk ships and UNIT wanted to interrogate one to find out why (spoilers: it's due to them being pissed off at all that ocean pollution.)

But then as they wrestle it from their boat onto the pier, its rubber-head falls off, revealing a human face. Well, a human-passing face. Maybe a familiar face (Simm, Dhawan or Gomez!Master) (ok, I admit it, I miss Missy), though personally I'd prefer it if they just seemed like some rando #UNITlies nutter for a bit. Well, to in-story bystanders, at least. The people at UNIT could probably do the math of "human-looking" + "working with the SDs attacking humans" + "rubber mask" = "oh fuck, not them again."

#doctor who #not that I'd expect that to happen. esp not in a spin off. esp not in a spin off where the Doctor is away from Earth #but the core concept of the Master trolling UNIT in this way while mistrust in UNIT hasn't abated yet #would be both really funny and interesting #i mean what they gonna do? say he's an alien who just happens to look human pls trust us? then arrest him or shoot him?#it'd look bad #though dammit now I do want the spin off to be about the Master doing his usual allying with and then double-crossing ppl #and him having to work with UNIT bc the SDs have his Tardis #working with the Master would be good for Kate's moral fibre #can't betray her principles while the Master is watching. albeit for different reasons than if the Doctor was watching #like if the Master tells you its fine to kill to defend yourself. it'll make you think twice before pressing the big red button

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wildsaltair · 5 months ago

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I've never wanted to follow orders so bad in my life

#COMMAND ME MAXIMUS PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU #he's so in charge and authoritative yet humble and kind #this man i swear #look how unbelievably attractive he is #look at that kind gentle face #those soft eyes as he looks at someone who is like a father to him AAUGGHHHH #and his neck!!!! i'm never over it!!!#WHY is he so crafted by the gods #specifically to my tastes #every time i see him in his armor all i can think is “i wish i were taking that off of him so we could make some sweet love in his tent”#i NEED to be the general's wife #y'all don't even know #the level to which i am obsessed with him #the sun rises and sets for him alone in my heart #i am withering away with need for him I JUST #I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE HE'S TOO FLAWLESS #I ADORE HIM IN EVERY WAY A MAN CAN BE ADORED #gladiator #maximus #maximus decimus meridius #gladiator 2000 #russell crowe

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slayerdurge · 6 months ago

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(so... uh... how far into dai do you have to get before it starts being good?)

#i thought da2 was worse than dao in almost every way #repetitive undetailed environments boring combat less player influence over the story less customization of the player character etc.#but it had one shining redeeming quality #and that was the characters #who i actually cared about more than the characters in dao #and lucky for da2 characters are the most important aspect of a game (for me at least)#and good characters can carry an otherwise mediocre game pretty damn far #but i have yet to find the redeeming quality of dai #i mean... it's pretty i guess? though i still needed mods to make a character that looks decent bc the character creator was lacking #but the environment is pretty and detailed i will give it that #but i've been at this eight hours and almost every quest is just go get an item and then go bring it to someone?#there's really minimal story to these quests #and the characters seem interesting but i've barely had opportunities to talk to them #even the ambient party dialogue seems significantly rarer than it was in either dao or da2 #why should i care about people i'm not getting to know?#also do they really just go with 'templars and mages are both equally evil & crazy and we're gonna need to just kill all of them you see'#surely that can't be the whole conclusion to the templar-mage war?? there has to be more right??#i'll keep playing bc hopefully it gets better #to be fair i didn't actually like da2 until act 2 #i liked dao right away but it still took a bit to get really good #so i think there's still potential here #we will see i suppose #dragon age #dai #dragon age critical

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