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I don't like talking politics, but these are people's lives, so I'ma at least say something. like this isn't sports - it's not about "I'm on the red team, I'm on the blue team!" there's quite a lot at stake here. And idk about you guys, but personally, *I* feel pretty damn defeated...
I'm black, and trans, and queer, and afab, and neurodivergent, and mentally ill, *and* I'm disabled. sooo pretty much like 70% of everything this man's hatred is directed towards. and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous, or that I didn't cry from midnight to 2am this morning, before passing out from exhaustion. but I know that it's gonna be ok. probably not immediately, and maybe not even soon. but it will be. we HAVE to believe that. because we never really have nothing, if we have our hope, ourselves, and each other. If anyone needs to talk or vent, I'm happy to lend an ear. even if you feel like your situation's not as grim as mine or people like me.
Love you guys <3 and PLEASE stay. do not let these dickfarts outlive you.
#snzblr#not snz#spiidervent#western hellscape shit hahaaa#oh & if you support tr*mp unfollow me.#not playing. white supremacists have never been#and will never be#welcome on my blog.
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THEY WORKED MY BOY TO DEATH he was NOT OKAY!!! IM SO MAD!!!!! IM GONNA FUCKING KILL URAK ISTFG THAT MOTHERFUCKER BETTER COUNT HIS FUCKING DAYS JDSJDNAKDN
#IN CASE YPU WERE WONDERING IF I WAS OVER IT YET#IM STILL NOT#AND WILL NEVER BE#alien stage#alnst till#alnst urak
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ah, yes the 'hyper-fixate on something and work yourself into feeling empty and hopeless' kind of a week. fucken mint
#life#sometimes.. you do your best and it's simply not enough#and will never be#will i try again? yeah#that's just human nature babey#tbf though i don't think farming tmogs in shadowlands today was setting me up for winning#godddd that expansion is absolutely soul-killing holy shit#ah yes let's farm 4 different currencies for a CHANCE to get a PIECE of a tmog...#why are the mogs so sexy though like i'm sorry that expansion had fits that just SLAP
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Since everyone's talking about the Netflix new black-washed afrocentric Cleopatra documentary,
Let me talk to you about what's been described as "Most historically accurate media production so far", that even Egyptologists use it as a reference for scholars,
The one and only
I give you ...
*drum roll*
ASSASSIN'S CREED: ORIGINS
Surprisingly, the game's timeline goes back to 49 BC.
Whose rulling era?
Yes, Cleopatra's reign.
Ubisoft, the game production company BRAGS about the AC series saying they proudly cooperate with specialists to create their games as historically accurate as possible, specifically Assassin's Creed Origins, it got to the point where they created a "Discovery mode" that allows you to just roam around the ancient cities of Egypt, no killing nor fighting just discovering!
There's this podcast called History Respawned where they hosted an Egyptologist from Harvard university to analyze the game and test it's historical accuracy, he simply said and I quote " Too damn accurate..!"
You can listen to the whole podcast here
A very interesting podcast that addresses many cases such as white-washing and black-washing of ancient Egypt.
Of course, NOTHING is 100% accurate, still has some flaws but it was accurate enough that even they took care of the cloth used by ancient Egyptians to make clothes!
The dyes, colours such as blue,yellow and red, the tools used in agriculture, in battles, the jewelries wore by NPCs everything was presice and accurate.
The game brilliantly succeeded in recreating the daily life in ancient Egypt during the Ptolemy periods, even the geographical features and places was perfectly designed that you may never see it in another western media production.
#in the end i would like to add that black washing is real and it's as ugly and racist as white washing#Egypt was#is#and will never be#BLACK!!!#it's Egyptian by the words and proofs of historians#by monuments by genetics in our blood we're Egyptians we're no African Americans or subsaharans#cleopatra#Egypt#games#Egyptians#assassin's Creed#origins#black washing#ban netflix#stop netflix history falsifying#all the screen shots are taken by me from the game#wonderful game
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Unfinished old gif of Game Over
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I love the dreams in which the chorus of Hail the Nightmare sings for me... It is a different song every time, but they are always so beautiful, so... genuine? Invoking emotions I can't even identify. They are entrancing and elevating. Singing of Choir (that I presume is in Ebrietas lyrics) just feels so cold and hollow in comparison, it doesn't have fire in it.
Really would love to see (or rather, hear, haha) another dream like that.
#personal#dreams#i miss that one mutual who was also excited to discuss such things and believed micolash was-#-a legit dream demon that settled in collective unconsciousness#hope they are okay. they said they were to take a long break from internet.#tonights dream was a torture though#in tonights dream ive met a friend ive lost like 5 years ago again#and was telling her how much i missed her and how much i feared id never hear her-#-talk about a [personal thing between us] again#so we were just talking like that... only for me to wake up and realize shes not here#and will never be#i just want to listen to another one of mensis songs#it is... bizarre really. these songs sound REAL. i swear they use proper latin somehow.#like if my brain just became a radio receiver#but they have 'fire' unlike choir singing. and in my dreams they lack downing sinister vibe of-#-Hail the Nightmare. they instead sound much more uplifting and dignified#like if those madmen still had more to look for than just dying and shedding away their humanity#Hail the Nightmare is madmen chorus (derogatory) but in my dreams its madmen chorus (affectionate)
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an interaction im very tired of in online autism spaces. aka when you don’t have a special interest / when your special interest isn’t [character] or [fandom]
EDIT: if you’re confused on this post look at this version: https://www.tumblr.com/dinklebat/767829405172219904/some-of-you-did-not-understand-this-post-hope?source=share
also if you want to see column posts just check #column posting on my blog
EDIT 2: I turned reblogs off because you guys are literally acting like blue and I’m done.
#sorry I’ve only been hyper fixated on fandom a few time my life#and never as a special interest#this isn’t made to put down people with fandom as a special interest or hyper fixation. it’s just sometimes autism support groups are#far too focused on it than I’d like#actually autistic#autism#personal vent#dink’s stupid comics
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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^
#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH#i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing#this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only#know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that#make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3#the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design#so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery#i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess#my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty#originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY#but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw#my art#myart#hatsune miku#miku worldwide#philippines#vocaloid#miku
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shoutout to the guy who after unsuccessfully hitting on my sister and being politely declined asked her "is it okay if i ask your brother instead" and when she said yes gave me a long and searching look before sighing and going "no. i am not drunk enough to go for a dude. but you look like an angel" happy bisexual pride to this man and this man only. hope you figure it out soon king
#interestingly not the most harrowing thing that happened tonight no that was#getting recognized from a podcast. i hope that never happens to me again thats so fucking scary#fuck me and my wretched life why do i always end up exisiting in the public eye while detesting the consequences
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I love Matilda because it's a story about a child who sees injustice around her and gets mad about it and questions why things aren't fair, and instead of the ending being that she learns how the world works and that life isn't fair, she catapults one of the adults who abused her out of a building with her mind
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Back in 2017 I signed up for one of the Cards Against Humanity sillies and did their Cards Against Humanity Saves America. Basically they were like fuck Tr*mp and his border wall and used the funds from the campaign to buy land and to make all 150,000 contributors part owners of said land across the US/Mexico border.
It was fun and silly and I got a little certificate.
Today I got an email that Elon Musk illegally annexed that land for SpaceX and that CAH are suing him over it. So possibly I’ll get like $100 if they manage to win a lawsuit and stick it to Musk. It’s like even more bang for my original buck.
#ramblies#cards against humanity#CAH#I have never ever regretted being on their mailing list like truly it’s always great#every Black Friday I love joining their antics#elongated muskrat
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The funniest homophobia I ever experienced was a Mormon lady at my work telling me she would accept me being gay because we have to get along as coworkers but I really should consider not being gay because gay people have sex like animals (especially gay men) and she just couldn't stop thinking about it and how gross we are. She started really getting distressed, near tears, and saying 'I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop." over and over and miming some kind of sex acts with her hands and I was like ?????? What is happening???? One of the other Mormon ladies had to come over and pat her on the back and help her sit down to help her calm down and our boss gave her the afternoon off due to being too upset to work.
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Hug
#my art#artists on tumblr#drawing#I’m never finishing this#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#marcille donato#falin touden#farcille#hug#mortality#how tf do skeletons work
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walkable cities also means sittable cities send tweet
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I had to stop smoking sativa because whenever I smoked sativa at parties I would turn into an absolute menace and start bullying men specifically for no reason. I turned into public enemy number one of college boys
#never bullied women though#actually if anything I would recruit other women into bullying men with me
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