#and while the absence of relationship between Lucilius and Lucio is what cause this whole thing to go wrong
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In a way, present day Sandalphon is a great foil to Lucilius, because he also doesn't get answers from the god-like figure he looks to, but Sandalphon knows that his creator loves him and loves him back
TRUUUUE.
Like i mean, Sandalphon and Lucilius were already foil because they were basically driven to madness by the fact they were clearly created by a higher being and they had no idea why, even more so learning later that their creator (Lucifer and Lucio) didn't even know why they were created (Lucifer didn't know Sandalphon's purpose/Lucio doesn't even know how he happened to have a clone). And both of them tried to destroy the world if only so that the absent figure they're blaming for their pain would pay attention to them.
but Sandalphon learnt he was loved, and that his creator would drop the whole world if he had to, if only Sandalphon could be happy. And being loved by the person he devoted himself to at least was enough for Sandalphon to try to figure out how to give this love back to the world around him, the world his beloved loved so much.
while Lucilius is still left on mute by Bahamut, and Lucio treated him more like a curious experiment than someone he could care about (credit where credit is due Lucio still was developping his people skills), and even there Lucilius was already too far gone anyway.
Sandalphon foils people in wmtsb in such a way because everyone who has huge impact on the story is craving for love and recognization or pure free will, and Sandalphon was the one who managed to reach that by being loved by his creator who freed him from all of his burdens, while the rest of the antagonist are left abandonned in some way, and while the Astrals have learnt to be self reliant it left the one primal who stayed behind even more starved for it than they could be.
anyway many thoughts but yeah the way Sandalphon foils Lucilius even more because they were much more similar than Lucilius was to Lucifer actually, which enrages Lucilius, but Sandalphon managed to move past that. Lucilius, meanwhile, is still stuck in this homeostasis he hates so much.
crazy huh....
#alsooo actually many thoughts because technically if the tree is Bahamut>Lucio>Lucilius#then the other one is Lucilius>Lucifer>Sandalphon#and Lucilius treated Sandalphon with the coldness and lack of interest he would blame Bahamut for his own treatment#and while the absence of relationship between Lucilius and Lucio is what cause this whole thing to go wrong#Sandalphon has totally abandonned whatever the Original Creator would want of him as long as he had Lucifer's#but Lucilius doesn't even realize just how he treated Sandalphon the same way he's been treated in that sense#no self awareness whatsoever#playing god and reproducing the exact same mistakes#but Sandalphon transcending anything Lucilius could be because he's allowed to change while Lucilius is not.#anyway head full#ichareply#ichafantalks gbf#anonymous#ichablogging wmtsb
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