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you get me. you GET me. you get me so much i screamed when you laid down what you got. UGHHH. literally i hope to write more fics that will interest you because UGHHHHH you just get meeeeeeee its sooo goodddd
i also i too use girl as gender neutral sLAYYY.
I'm so happy you love the cargyll twins 🥺🫶🫶
The way we always see her as *herself*, beyond her ailment, beyond her concerns of putting up an act, both as a Hightower daughter and/or a Targaryen wife. She's just herself, without being worried that she's disappointing Otto or Daemon.
this is it. this is literally how i envisioned their dynamic to be yknow. when you commented on this once before i leapedddddd for joy it LEAPED really. you get me. you get meeee.
she's just a girl when she's with them. just a girl who loves to swim and pick flowers. did you actually sob cos of the scene with erryk? 🫂🫂🫂 but also... love that for me HAHAHAH.
(I don't even want to think about the fact that the last time she experienced something like this was probably in old town w gwayne when they were children)
dw. i like to think the sibs snuck out to go for a swim for the last time before she was married to daemon. to cheer her up yknow. alicent was there too <3
I love the way you portray Otto's relationship [...]
THISSSSSSSS. THISSSS. YOU JUST GET MEEEE T_T SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP. I literally JUST ranted about this to my friend that everyone is like 'daemon is trying' WHAT ABOUT OTTO I WROTE HIM THAT WAY TOO AND YOU JUST 😫😫😫😫😫 FUCKK YOU GETTT MEEEEEe
[...] with the reader because he's not black and white with his motives, only using his daughter to raise his House's standing. Rather, he's a complex character with layers, he's still a father - albeit a shitty one at that.
YOURE SOOOOOO ON POINT WITH EVERYTHING LITERALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY i thought it was really important to expound on this because DAEMON IS LITERALLY OTTO TO HER!!! BUT IN A WAY BETTER BECAUSE AT LEAST DAEMON IS CAPABLE OF SOME SORT OF AFFECTION. she's like 'ok my dad treats me this way, ergo my husband treating me this way is fine' !!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is so important fr fr because we accept the love we think we deserve.
He loves his daughter, in his own twisted way. How he ensures that she's not having a fit before dropping the baby bomb on her. He worries for her, knows her ticks.
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But it's the way he uses his love and knowledge regarding her to get his own way and to get the reaction he wants out of her that's the most twisted.
THIS!!!!!! ok im so fucking excited i just want to tell you BUT ALL WILL BE REVEALED IN THE NEXT CHAPTER IVE BEEN BUILDING THIS SHIT UP FOR SO LONG IM SO FUCKING GLAD YOU CAUGHT ON IM GOING TO FUCKING CRY.
Also, I love how we're seeing mc slowly but surely starting to stand up for herself. WE LOVE GROWTH IM SO PROUD OF HER, I COULD CRY.
<3 but also..... who's gonna tell her (not me)
Day 173822 of begging daemon to just be normal for once in his life.
ur so me fr bestie
Honestly speaking, I was one of the few that voted for reader to prioritise herself and not go after either gwayne or daemon but ohh!!! I loved loved loved this scene.
🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣💯💯💯 AS YOU SHOULD. AS YOU FUCKING SHOULD. I WAS AND AM STILL ACTUALLY VERY GAGGED THAT THAT POLL WOUND UP THAT WAY. SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING TOTALITARIANISM BECAUSE THIS DEMOCRACY AINT WORKING FOR ME CUZ WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNN COMFORT DAD BOI DAEMON???????? YUCKKK i mean i get it but DAMNNNN?????
her whole arc with gwayne was rough. spolier? i dont plan on bringing him back at all so </3 if he comes back well 😬���� shits about to go down
ALSO DAEMON YOU LITTLE RAT,
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH YOU LIKE ME FR FR FR I TOO CALL HIM RAT HAHAHAHAH AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT FUCKING PISSES ME OFF
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT BEING MAD AT MY GIRL FOR NOT BEING THERE WHEN YOU DEGRADED HER THE LAST TIME AND NOT IN THE SEXY WAY!!!!
😬 yeesh fr.
Her telling him to speak what he wants and not twist his words is soooo real. YES GIRLL SET IT STRAIGHT WE DONT WANT EXTRA HEADACHES IN OUR LIVES!!
🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 AGAIN AND AGAIN YOU GET ME YOU DONT MISSSSSSSS
I just remembered that she still thinks that night was a dream and I'm heartbroken again </3
dw. she'll find out it wasnt a dream.............. eventually
Pls daemon why do you have to choose aggression and rage every fucking time. Just be cute for once ugghhh.
UR LITERALLY ME FRRR HAHAHHAHHAHA
EVEN THE LINE YOU QUOTEDDDD i feared people might overlook it BUT YOU SAW. YOU GET ME. AND THATS MORE THAN ENOUGH.
I am so honored to have gotten your lovely reblog. i will 100% tag you my love. i'm glad you like my fic and my brain and my words. i love you so much. literally if there is something you want to see in this fic, just tell me and i'll make it happen for you fr fr.
Tormented Spirit | 7
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"Is it such a sin to stand up for yourself?" you mutter as tears blur your vision. The way he reacted was visceral, instinctive even. "You never have to stand up for yourself ever again," says Daemon, reaching a hand to you, "come."
Daemon Targaryen x Hightower!Reader | 5k+ | cw: fem!reader, reader has brown hair, wife!reader, twin!Gwayne, arranged/forced marriage, canon divergence, alternate universe, slow burn, smut (cunnilingus, piv, choking, degradation, slight sadism), DD:DNE, panic/anxiety attacks, daddy issues/child abuse/family problems, mentions/depictions of mental/physical/psychosomatic illness, ye old misogyny, angst, typos, etc.
A/N: again the high valyrian is internet translated so lol. please consider leaving comments/reblogs because they really help me with the fic. might make another poll for next chapter stay tuned. | cross posted on ao3
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Taking you to the hidden stream was simultaneously the best and worst decision Erryk's ever made in his life. The look of you was holy. His intense focus on your form was to ensure your safety, but, by the gods, it felt sinful to behold your dark hair and light fabric ebbing in the water.
He had hoped a swim would lift your spirits, just as flower picking did, but he did not know it would draw such a tempest out of you. It was as though you were reborn. You plunged into the water and shed all your inhibitions. Your voice became brighter, as did your eyes. You were flooded with more than a dozen memories of you and your twin swimming in the river near your home in Oldtown, and you recounted all of them so excitedly to Erryk.
"Oh!' you exclaim, flipping in the water to get to your feet. You point to something behind your ward, making him turn around. In that split second, you hold in your laughter and grab something from the mossy rocks. Innocently, you say, "that reminds me of something."
Erryk turns back to you, brows knit in confusion. When you you make your way towards him, he clenches his jaw and averts his gaze. The shift you were swimming in was stuck flush on your body, leaving little to his imagination. He was glad to have the foresight to bring you a change of clothes and a towel, and, my, was the pattern on the said towel so very interesting.
"What is a frogs favorite game?" you ask so suddenly.
Erryk turns to you, brows furrowing, "pardon?"
"Tell me the frogs' favorite game, ser," you repeat as though it was the most obvious thing in the world.
"Frogs favored game?" he repeats slowly, realizing now that your expression was mockingly innocent. He hums, "I cannot say I-"
"HOPSCOTCH!"
A frog comes leaping into Erryk's face, nearly causing him to topple as he dodges it. He's so flabbergasted by the turn of events, he calls out your name in offence. He is doubly offended by your laughter. His eyes go wide as you hunch forward, leaning on your knees.
"Villain," your ward mutters, scoffing far too many times.
You can barely catch your breath. You fan your face, "frog-ive me."
Erryk's face only contorts further.
"I could not-" you gasp for air, "could not help it."
In truth, if it was any other who did such a childish thing, he'd have shoved them in the water. Alas, you appeared only more beauteous as you made him a fool.
"Forgive me," you repeat in more serious manner, "Gwayne used to scare me this way often. I wished only to know how it felt, and now..." you giggle, "I can't say I blame my brother for constantly pulling tricks on me."
He huffs and shakes his head, "well. I'm glad to have pleased you, my ever-so-kind princess."
You offer him a guilty smile, "apologies."
Erryk shakes his head, "no. Truly. I am glad to see you in such a state."
You fidget with your fingers as a shiver runs down your spine.
He is quick to unravel your towel. He places it on your shoulders, "perhaps we should go back. The sunset is nigh."
You nod, taking your change of clothes from him next.
He turns around offering you your privacy. It takes a while, but you manage to dress yourself. Once you had your shoes on, you dry your hair with your towel and take his arm, "would you please lace up my dress?"
He nods, avoiding your gaze as he feels his face burn. He quickly laces you up then you return to the Keep.
You both had been laughing, up until you made it past the castle gates, promptly being silenced by the loud shout, "PRINCESS!"
Arryk runs over, charging for his brother. Their steel plates collide as Arryk yanks his twin, "where in gods name did you take her?"
Erryk furrows his brows, "we visited a stream-"
"The Keep is in disarray!" Arryk grits his teeth, hissing under his breath, "everyone's looking for her. Everyone."
You watch the twins huddle close and bicker. As it escalates, you try try to come between them, "Arryk. I was the one who asked him to take me outside the keep."
Arryk does not hear you at first, dead set on arguing with his twin. When you repeat your words the second time however, he turns to you, face softening a fraction. He knits his brows turning back to this brother, whispering something that makes Erryk turn to you with wide eyes, "fuck."
"Why?" you look at them in concern, "what it is?"
Arryk opens his mouth, but Erryk grabs his arm and says, "wait."
"There's no other way to say it," Arryk snaps, ripping his arm out his grip.
"Say what?" you knit your brows.
Arryk turns back to you, then lowers his gaze, "the queen... the queen has passed."
Your jaw drops. Your eyes widen. Your hand immediately covers your mouth. The three of you do not speak for a prolonged moment.
You feel your stomach roll, "w-what happened?"
"She could not deliver the babe herself. The maesters... had to intervene."
Intervene? You could not possibly understand what that could mean, and you find that you do not want to. You shake your head, "and her babe? Is- is her babe well at least?"
Arryk clenches his jaw, "she sired a prince named Baelon... he apparently grows weaker by the hour."
You feel bile rise up your throat.
"Your father and your siblings have been looking for you since news broke."
You shake your head, and gather your skirts.
"As has the prince."
Your face twitches at the thought. You do not delay and make your way inside the Keep.
As you tread the halls, you think about what the queen told you just mere hours ago. There is a sharp twinge in your belly as simultaneously remember how Aemma told you to go cheer for Daemon at the tourney and realize you will never hear a word from her ever again. The thought washes over you like water on the beach, sobering but thankfully not overwhelming.
You hadn't realized you had your head bowed until you hear your name called. You still as you look up, the twins halt behind you.
Otto marches over, brows and jaw tight as ever, "where in gods name have you been?"
You straighten your back as he stops before you, "I-"
"Your wards are double," he turns to the kingsguards, "and doubly useless, it seems."
"Father," you step into his line of sight, "do relieve your rage on them."
Your father turns back to you, expression softening a fraction at your referral. You had not called him father since your argument in the maester's office. He looks at you— takes a good look at you and your sad eyes, your knit brows, your frowning lips. Your hair was darker than it was normally, and as he reaches out for it, he found it was, in fact, damp, "where have you been?"
"I..." you gulp and take a deep breath, "went swimming."
He releases your hair, tilting his head, "with whom? Gwayne has gone."
You pull your head back, "G-Gwayne's gone?"
"The tourney is over. The road is long. He has no reason to stay," Otto says.
Your brows tighten as you shake your head, "he... he didn't... wait for me?"
Otto watches your lips quiver. He watches your nose twitch. When your chest begins to visibly rise and fall, he shakes his head, "what did I tell you?"
You stare blankly at him.
He takes your hands, "what is it I always tell you?"
You clench your jaw and huff through your nostrils, "do not waste your tears on things you cannot change."
Otto rubs your knuckles as he shakes his head again. He gives the Cargyll brothers a look before walking off with you. They make sure to keep their distance before following after.
You turn to your father as he links your arm into his. You are certain, with how he cannot look at you, that he means to tell you something grave. You look front and mimic his demeanor— distant, cold. You are his daughter, face and temperance.
"You enjoyed your swim at least?" he starts, "you are calm?"
You gulp, mentally preparing yourself for what will surely come next. Your voice still falters though, "ye-s."
Otto nods, still not turning to you, "many has occurred since your marriage to Daemon. You admitted you did not consummate your marriage on your wedding night and I was deeply concerned you would fail your duties in producing heirs, especially if your husband was not interested in you."
Your jaw clenches.
"But with the apparent... change of heart your husband has shown, you should know I've had the maesters closely monitor your state."
You knit your brows at that, "you mean my affliction?"
He speaks your name slowly before continuing, "as of yesterday, they have confirmed to me that you are with child."
You whip your head to him and pull away.
Otto does not look at you with the same sense of urgency.
"W-what?"
He sees the fear on your features. He offers a solemn expression and takes your cheeks when your eyes water, "this is good. You should delight, not tremble."
You try to speak but nothing coherent comes out.
"The Queen is dead. Go to your husband and comfort him with this news."
Your mouth goes dry and your father wipes the tears that fall from your eyes. He your name softly. Your sad face looks the exact same it did when his wife died. My baby is having a baby. He frowns and pulls away.
You try to take his hand, but he slips away.
"See her off," the Hand instructs your wards.
Erryk is quick to go to your side, whereas Arryk stares at the back of Otto's head, his lips curling as he did.
"Princess," Erryk says, cautiously reaching your arm.
You turn to him with wide eyes before scratching your tears away, "I-"
"Perhaps you should sit down first."
You pull away from him before he can touch you. The action makes Erryk pull back, an unsavory sensation spreading in his mouth and belly.
"I want to- I—" you take a breath, "I need to find-" you shake your head and begin speeding down the hall.
You were nearly about to break into a sprint, and your wards had to jog up to your side to keep up with you. You don't really know where you're going, but you're getting there, fast.
"Princess, please, slow down," one says.
You can feel your breath and your pulse in your ears.
"Princess."
You find yourself in the halls near one of the gate of the keep. The only reason why you stop is because you hear the voice of your twin. Your breath catches as you lurch towards the window. Gwayne was laughing with one of the guards, already on his horse. Your brows furrow, he couldn't possibly be well enough to be riding on horseback.
You realize quickly this is your last opportunity to go be with your brother, to pull him into an embrace, to worry on him, to tell him your worries, to kiss him goodbye. You know you have to act now and swiftly, but you cannot seem to move.
Your mind is heavy as you think about how your brother is set to leave regardless of your desire to keep close; he said it himself, his place can never be at your side. Though he is the only person who've ever relied on, you know now— you rub your belly, that can no longer be the case. There is only one person you can rely on now... yourself.
It is painful to pull away from the window, but you do, clenching your hands into fists before walking away.
You don't really walk away however, because then, you're frozen in place at the sight of your husband standing a few paces away from you, "Daemon."
He stares at you wordlessly.
You walk towards him, careful as you drag your feet.
He tilts his head and clenches his jaw, "he's leaving any moment now."
You nod, "I know."
"Go to him," he says softly.
"I-"
"Go to him!" he snaps.
You stiffen at his expression. You were adept with anger but he did not look angry. You stop in your tracks, trying to make sense of his restless figure.
Daemon watches you fidget with your fingers.
"If it is your command, I shall obey."
He chuckles dryly, pacing around his spot. He wipes his mouth then charges over, stopping just in front of you. He scoffs when you do not flinch, in disbelief of your constitution. His nostrils flare, "you know my feelings towards your twin."
You slowly shrug, "then you'll be glad to know I came looking for you."
Daemon does not move.
"You know how I feel about my brother..." you mutter, "but..." you lower your gaze, "I'm coming to terms with the fact I can no longer rely on him... it will be better this way."
It takes a moment, but Daemon chuckles. When you look up and his smirk fades. Your beady eyes make it hard to find satisfaction. "So, you will not go to him?" he asks.
You stare.
"You do not want to go to him?"
Your lips part.
He raises his brows.
"I... I do."
Anger rises up his belly, but as if on cue, the sound of horses and carriages moving is heard. You clench your jaw and lower you gaze to prevent yourself from looking back at the window. The prince cannot seem to win, for he should be pleased you did not see your brother off, and yet your sadness leaves sour jealousy in his mouth— he was your husband.
The Cargyll twins look upon you both, appalled by the cruelty of the prince to keep you here as Gwayne leaves for good. Erryk in particular feels restless, unable to stop shifting and fidgeting with his scabbard.
"Shall... shall we go?" you mutter, slowly looking up.
Daemon watches you place a hand on his bicep. He responds only by following you after giving your wards a dismissive look.
The brothers turn to each other, each as unwilling as the other to leave you, but they do anyway.
Daemon is acutely aware of the warmth of your cheek against his arm as you tread down the halls. When, you arrive at your marriage chambers, Daemon opens the door and you notice the bandage wrapped around his hand. He struggles because of this. Once you're inside, you take his arm, eyes trained on his injury, "what happened to your hand?"
Daemon's eyes are fixed on the line between your brows.
"Did you break it?" you turn to him with furrowed eyes.
He pulls away slowly. He wants to know what you'd do next.
"Did you wrap it yourself? It's badly done."
He faintly snorts, "it's on my right hand."
"I'll do it for you," you say, walking towards the vanity.
Daemon follows, watching you procure scissors and vials and other things. You turn to him, motioning to the chair. He sits down, gaze fixed upon you as you take his arm again.
Your eyes are focused on undoing his wrap, "tell me if it hurts,"
His are fixed on your focused expression, "you should sit down."
"I'm fine."
"I want you to sit down," he uses his other hand to grab your wrist.
You stop and turn to him. You turn to the chair across the room but Daemon prevents you from doing so and simply spreads legs, pulling you between his thighs. Quickly, you are sat on his lap and tense look at him. He offers you his injured hand again as his other goes around you, clinging to your hip. He pulls you in, leaning his head against yours to say, "it's a cut, by the way."
You furrow your brows at his admission. You allow yourself a moment to relax before continuing your task. You find it is, in fact, a cut, deep and ugly, "did your lance splinter very badly?"
"No."
You furrow your brows deeper as you turn to him,
"This is glass."
"Glass?" you brow raise, "how did you hurt your hand with glass?"
Daemon licks his lips as he looks at yours. He shrugs, "I broke a bottle."
You pull your head back, "on accident?"
"On purpose," he tilts his head.
You huff and start cleaning his wound, "was the violence in the tourney insufficient?"
He chuckles through his nostrils, "I did not fucking win."
You smear balm on his wound. You do not reply.
It makes him clench his jaw, "and you..."
"..."
"You were not there."
You do not tear your gaze from his injury.
He grumbles, "did you even hear me?"
You lift your gaze then raise brow at him, "you did not want me there. Do you not recall how you cursed at me?"
Your gall makes anger rise up his throat.
You continue wrapping up his hand.
"Well, you were being a bitch," he snaps.
"Why?"
His brows furrow.
"Why was I being a bitch?"
"..."
You spare him a quick glace.
He pulls his head back, "... what?"
"Did I not do my duty?" you turn to him, face blank, "I followed you, congratulated you, inquired of your injuries. I submitted to your desires. Where did I err?" You ask in earnest, "what do you want from me?"
His face contorts. Now that he was faced with such an opportunity, he finds himself unable to speak. What did he want from you?
You wait for him to reply. You prepare yourself for preposterous requirements but you are met only his silence. In that moment, you remember he was just a man. Many a man enjoyed making women suffer. You gulp, thinking about your father.
Perhaps your father was lying. Perhaps he wants you to believe you are with child to get even. After all, Daemon never... finished in you. How then could you be with child?
You secure the binding on his hand, "it is finished."
Daemon does not bother looking at his hand.
"How do you feel?"
He feels a strong urge to shake you... to pull you close.
"My deepest sympathies for the death of your cousin."
He freezes. Right. The queen was dead. He lowers his gaze.
You frown and reach for his cheek. You second guess however and bring your palm to his shoulder instead, "I am here for you, my prince."
His eyes meet yours.
"I am here to care and comfort you."
He leans back, taken by the thought.
You drink in his demeanor, the softness in his eyes, the tension that falls of his shoulders. You release a breath, "if that is what you desire, speak plainly, and do not repel me. Do not ask me to leave if, in fact, you want me to stay."
His throat tightens. He feels like he is ensnared in a bear trap. He rips at his collar, "I... I have other injuries." He pushes you off and paces around as he undoes his top. It is a struggle for him, but he cannot stop or stay still, "cuts and bruises."
You watch as he fidgets and slowly walk over.
"I don't-"
"Daemon."
He stills.
You come in front of him and undo his top yourself. You drop it mindlessly, and once he is bare, he feels conscious under your scrutiny for some reason. You brush your fingers on his ribs, making goosebumps form on his skin. He can't say that that has ever happened to him before. You notice and rub his arms, eyes locked on his torso.
He feels himself getting hard.
"Did you tend to these yourself as well?" you brush over a cut on his hip.
Oh. You were still examining him. He only hums in response.
You frown, "did no maester come to your tent?"
"I..." he starts.
You circle around him, inspecting for other injuries.
"...wanted you to come to my tent."
You come to his side. He finds the frown on your face. You take a moment before saying, "you tended to your wounds well at least."
"I want you."
You nod, "I will tend to you—"
Daemon takes your nape, lowering his head to kiss your lips. It takes a moment for you to relax, and his belly burns at the sound you make when you do. Your hands come to his sides and your nails graze faintly into his flesh.
He pushes you back until your laid on the bed beneath him. His kisses trail down your skin as he works to get you naked. He kisses your shoulder, then your sternum. He makes sure to lick your breast and leave a mark on your rib before peppering kisses down your belly.
Your breath grows heavy when he lingers by your womb, sucking kisses on your skin. Your throat tightens think of your father's words again. It makes you tense, and Daemon feels it. Of course, he doesn't know about your conversation with Otto, and thinks your tension comes from your self-consciousness.
You lift your head, pulling a pillow beneath it, and look down at your husband. You reach for him, tangling your fingers in his silver hair, "Daemon."
He hums, nipping your flesh in response.
You try to sit up, "D-Daemon, I-"
He shushes you, pushing down on your hip bone. He looks up at you, muttering something in High Valyrian.
"Please, Daemon, wait-"
"Be still," he says, violet eyes hooded, "do I not take care of you?"
Your breath hitches as he sinks down.
"Do you not enjoy my mouth?"
"I- that's not-"
"Do you or do you not?"
"I... I do—"
You are not able to speak after he buries his face between your thighs. You are reduced to breathy cries and a twisting spine. Daemon, though he continues to hold you down, relishes every second of it and feasts more ardently. He sighs, securing your thighs on his shoulders, nudging his face deeper into you, his nose brushing against your pearl.
He relishes how quickly your wetness builds, and soon, he feels your arousal dribbling down his chin. He moans, nails biting crescent moons into your skin. Your belly rises and falls in sync with the crescendo of your mewls. At this point, both your hands are tangled into his hair, and your pulling and scratching only further inspires his tongue.
You call out his name, screwing your eyes shut as you throw your head back and arch your body. Quickly, your belly tightens and you sequentially dig your heels into his shoulder blades. He squeezes your thighs enough to make them bruise, and yet the pain is what pushes you into orgasm, garnering a lewd and loud sound from your mouth.
Daemon hums, lifting his face just enough to see yours as he brings you to peak. He moans at your expression, grinding his hips into the cushion, desperate for friction.
Your body trembles, unable to settle as his burning mouth persists on your molten mound. You begin to squeak and he catches the moment you open your eyes to look at him all teary. It drives him mad. With a deep inhale, he pulls away, wiping his chin before he undoes his breeches.
You relax and catch your breath, hands dropping to your sides.
Daemon watches you, your trembling legs glistening with the pleasure he's drawn out. He can feel himself throbbing in his pants. You watch as he hastily frees himself. Though your head was hazy and your body was tried, your belly burned at sight of the sticky liquid dripping down your husband's neck.
"Fuck, Daemon," you reach for his belly. You trace his defined muscles with your finger tips. He snatches your hands when he finally pushes his pants down.
You squeak when he pushes you to your side, one hand on your shoulder, another hiking your leg up by the knee. You whine as he folds you into the sheets just before sliding his hardened cock in your wet cunt.
He hisses, leaning down to your neck. His words are hot against your skin, but you understand nothing.
Whatever tenderness he had before was gone, now he was just fucking you like a rabid animal. Daemon could not help himself, he loved how supple and pliable you were, and twists you into a form that keeps you prone. When the bed begins to creak because of his thrusts, he holds you down where your neck and collarbone meet. He puts enough pressure to restrict your breathing, but not enough to choke out your pretty noises.
At some point, he decides your leg is getting in the way and pushes you flat on your chest. He then gathers you by the hip, hiking you up enough to fuck you nicely from behind.
His thrusts are more intense now. You scream into the cushion as you find your elbows. Before you can prop yourself up though, he's pinning you down by the shoulder, saying something in High Valyrian again.
"D-Daemon," you whine, left cheek smushed against your pillow. You could feel your next climax building quickly.
He responds by rubbing your clit, drawing tears and another scream out of you because of your sensitivity.
You feel yourself helplessly clenching and unclenching around him, absolutely boneless under his vigorous intrusion. You could feel your knees slipping but Daemon's grip on you would not see you move from your position. Your toes curl. Saliva drips out your open mouth.
"Māzigon va, riña," he snorts, "sepār mirrī angotan tolī." Come on, girl. Just a little bit more."
You do not understand, so you only whine out, "Daemon."
Daemon growls and rubs one side of your ass, "you're doing so good for me."
He spanks you, but that's not what makes your eyes open.
"Milk my cock with your tight cunny, come slut."
You begin to grit your teeth.
"I want to see my seed dripping down your thighs," he groans, mind unable to focus on anything but the hot, wet slapping of your skin.
It's unsurprising that you come first, as Daemon always assures you do to underscore his control and dominance over you. He yelps out a sharp fuck, nearly coming in your cunt because of how your body seizes up around him. Your orgasm overwhelming, yet your eyes water for more than this reason. His words make you aware your husband sees you nothing more as a vessel for pleasure, and your pleasure is regretfully cut short because of how sharply he pulls out, his load spraying on your already dripping labia and pubic hair.
He strokes himself a few times, feeling his cock twitch in his hand as he watches your mixed come trickle down your legs. He sighs, "fuck," then scoops the cream in two fingers, plunging it in and out your still spasming cunt.
You squeal when he finger fucks you, body unable to remain upright. You are grateful he loses interest rather quickly and crumble into the bed as he stands.
You watch him walk over to the drawer, where he then pours himself some wine. You gulp, remembering your dream from last night. It sobers you out your high. You clench your jaw and roll over to clean yourself up. You head to your vanity and wipe yourself down, grabbing your robe was you do.
Daemon, whose thirst was now quenched, turns back to you with a towel. He is confused to see you standing. He watches you flip your hair behind you, pulling it out of your robe, which you then secure around yourself. He knits his brows as he walks over, "what are you doing?"
You turn to him, sitting on the vanity chair, "getting ready for bed."
Daemon stares, and you take his prolonged silence as an indication to proceed with your nightly routine.
The prince squeezes the damp towel in his hand as he watches you brush your hair. You catch his stillness from the mirror and turn back to him, "oh."
You drop your brush and take the towel from him, "I'll help you clean up."
Normally, he enjoyed this, but right now, he can't. He is offended when you begin to pick up his clothes, so much that he scoffs, "the fuck are you doing?"
You halt midway picking up his trousers. You stand and turn to the closet, "ah. Did you want new clothes?"
He pulls his head back, no longer offended, but hurt, "you want me to leave?"
You are caught off guard by his question. You stare at him for a moment, unsure if he was serious. You could not identify his expression, so you did not know if you tell him the truth. You would not survive being berated after confessing you wanted to sleep with him. You dodge the answer altogether, "weren't you leaving anyway?"
Daemon's cheeks tense. He huffs, stepping forward, yanking his clothes out of your hands, "no."
You are bewildered by his actions, for to you, his actions are sudden. You are petrified in fear, which is why you instinctively begin to apologize, "f-forgive me, I-I-"
His nostrils flare and his jaw sets.
"I-" you motion with a hand, "- you always leave."
His clenches his jaw, "do you want me to leave?"
"I—" your throat tightens and soon you can no longer look at him. You want to beg him to stay, but you recall how you did that with your father, and your mother, and your brother— begging does not make people stay. You whisper, "I... I'm terrified."
When you lift your gaze, Daemon shirks and decided to dress. He gulps as he pulls his trousers up, turning back to you. He clenches his fist before reaching out for you.
Your heart races as he takes your hand.
"You've served me well. If you are terrified... I'll leave you."
You whimper when he pulls away, holding him tighter than he did before your hands part. Your lips quiver. He knits his brows. You shake your head, "I- I... I do not want you to go."
He is taken off guard by how you suddenly embrace him.
"Please," you beg, though you knew it would not serve you well, "stay."
He turned to stone. He cannot seem to move at all but your arms are determined to stay around him. You begin to weep against his skin and he can feel your breath grow ragged. Only then does he manage to return your affection.
He brushes your dark hair away from your face and cradles you against him.
"Daemon."
He leans into you, enough to be able to brush his cheek against yours, "kesan umbagon." I will stay.
You sniffle then sigh. After a while, you ask, "what does that mean?"
"I will stay."
You sigh again, pulling away to look at him. You offer him a sad smile, "thank you."
He frowns, wiping your tears.
When you go back to bed, you offer him space in case you've made him uncomfortable. He stares at you, awaiting your embrace. You are mere inches apart but it feels like yards and yards.
"Good night, husband," you say before turning over.
He chuckles dryly, staring at your dark hair. He turns to the ceiling, "good night."
#prettybiching cutie#prettybiching my beloved#tormented spirit#daemon targaryen x reader#daemon smut#you can have my heart#n my kidney
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Rinse and Spit [Part 6] - A Mouthwashing AU
FINALLY, this chapter is written. Enjoy it y'all, there will be More Development next time.
The dynamics shift on the Tulpar as the crew carries on without a certain shadow. But where does Curly stand in these new dynamics?
And why can't he shake the feeling he's one mistake away from being next?
Content Warning:
PTSD episode is depicted
Word Count: 2,400
Anya had left after tending to his new injuries. Curly almost found it funny that, by some cursed miracle, he could possibly get more hurt than he already was.
Presumably, she left to speak with Swansea and Daisuke. That had been a long time ago. He could hear, even through the heavy metal doors, that they were yelling. Swansea raising his voice, Anya raising her voice, even Daisuke.
He knew what they were arguing about.
One Captain laid dead. It was time to decide what happened to the other.
Curly had weighed in his head his chances. Daisuke seemed to still like him, at the very least. That’s one vote in his favor. Swansea, on the other hand, didn’t seem like he’d spit on him if he was on fire. That’s one vote against him.
That only left Anya.
Anya. Who he utterly failed every chance he had to be a good leader for. Who he abandoned to go save her attacker’s hide over protecting her.
He didn’t see the next few hours panning out well for him.
Take responsibility
So all he could do was wait.
And all the while, Jimmy was laying there. A pool of blood had settled under his head and neck. The entire room smelled metallic, with the stink of mouthwash mixing unpleasantly with it all.
It was at least easy for Curly to not look at him. He’d learned to do that very well, not looking at Jimmy.
Instead, he could focus on what he was feeling. The image of the scalpel so close to his eye burned into his mind. The feeling of the saw’s teeth in his leg still radiated through his entire body. The burn of vomit still sat sticky in his throat and mouth.
Maybe he should stop focusing on what he’s feeling.
He couldn’t look at the screen anymore. He couldn’t listen to its buzzing anymore.
And yet, that’s all he could do.
That’s all he deserved to do.
When had this all gone so wrong?
Was Jimmy always a monster? Curly didn’t know. He knew that Anya and Jimmy’s relationship had started to fall apart, even before this hell of a voyage. He had thought they were just arguing.
“There’s better nurses, you know.”
Jimmy played with the lighter in his hands, flicking it on and off, letting the lid make its little clicking sounds as he stared down at the floor.
“Excuse me,” Curly asked, looking up from the clipboard. Jimmy had been silent for the entire inspection of the cockpit. That was okay. Curly had been doing this for years, he knew what to look for without his help.
“I’m just saying. There’s gotta be better nurses working for Pony Express, right? Ones who actually made it into medical school? I mean, fuck, even school nurses need a degree, don’t they? How come you don’t request one of those?”
Curly shrugged. “I mean… It’s Pony. I don’t think anyone with that much school debt is gonna be working in a dump like this, yeah?”
Curly tried to laugh. Jimmy didn’t. Curly clicked the pen uncomfortably.
“Plus, Pony offers medical school courses. Don’t need a degree if they’re teaching you what you need themselves right? That’s how you’re a pilot.”
Curly regretted it the second it left his mouth.
“Yeah. I get it. I owe it all to you. Consider me fucking thankful.”
He didn’t look at Jimmy, but he could feel the glare burning into his head. “...Sorry. But, why bring this up anyway? I like Anya.”
Jimmy didn’t respond, just huffed and leaned as far back as he could in his pilot’s seat. Curly heard the click of the lighter, and Jimmy take a dragging breath.
“Seriously?”
“What?”
“You know there’s no smoking on Pony property. I’ve told you that a million times now. It’s my ass they chew for that, you know.”
“You and Pony can bite me.”
Curly sighed, running a hand down his face.
“Look. I’m sorry for what I said. My point was Pony gives people chances. It gave you a chance, and you like being a pilot, right? So, it’s fair Anya’s got a chance too. And she’s a damn good nurse.”
Curly finally looked at Jimmy. He was never really good at reading the man’s expressions.
“I guess.” Jimmy finally cracked a little bit of a smile. “I do like being in control for once in my life.”
Curly turned that memory over in his head a lot. That had to have been a hint. He should have pushed more. Should have questioned it more. It was so obvious. A red flag he missed. One of many…
Even lifeless, Curly could feel Jimmy’s gaze burning him.
At least Curly wasn’t alone anymore.
He finally brought himself to look at Jimmy. The color had completely drained from his face. His eyes were unseeing, staring at nothing, yet everything at the same time.
He didn’t know how long he sat there until the door opened again.
He couldn’t look. He wondered how they’d do it. The ax? The gun? Something else? He didn’t know. But maybe a selfish part of him is at least glad it’ll all be over soon.
I hope this hurts
“...You got lucky.”
That was Swansea. There was a sound of a thud, and something dragging over the metal floor. He finally turned his head to watch Swansea drag Jimmy’s body away. The older man didn’t look the Captain in the eye.
“Very lucky.”
Curly watched as Swansea dragged the former pilot away, Anya entering soon after. That’s odd… She already took care of his injuries, didn’t she? She looked tired. And sad.
Anya looked at him. For a very long time. He looked away.
“...Try to get some sleep, Captain.”
She reached behind Curly’s head, fluffing up the pillow a little before she took her old seat next to him.
Curly didn’t move. He didn’t look at her. He tried to breathe as quietly as possible. Because… Well, if he moved, it might break whatever spell has come over the Med Bay.
Anya was back…
The days carried on like that. Anya was back at his side. She wasn’t as chatty with him as she was at the beginning but… She seemed at ease.
You know why.
She carried on with her duties. She changed Curly’s bandages, cleaned him, and brought him more IV calories… Curly didn’t know how she’d managed that, he had zero faith that Pony would have packed something that helpful. She had something about that, long ago. Something about how Swansea rigged the fabricator.
She even started chatting with him again. Just a little bit. But it was something. Something to listen to that made Curly feel like he wasn’t just a pile of raw meat on the table.
She even became the one to give him his pain killers.
When she first approached him with a pill bottle, Curly hated how much he flinched. Anya just looked at him, her eyes full of sadness and regret.
“It’s… It’s okay now, Captain. I can manage this.”
She was far more gentle in giving him the pills than Jimmy was. She sat him up, she eased his mouth open, she was careful and delicate with her fingers. She even gave him a glass of water to help it down.
Curly trusted her. He knew he shouldn’t, knew he didn’t deserve to feel at ease around her, but he did. She very easily could have made this all more painful than it needed to be, and she’d have the right.
But she never did.
She set him back down as gently as she lifted him up. Yet Curly still felt ghosts of hands on his neck. Of fingers probing the back of his throat. Of nails digging under his bandages. He watched her for movement. For signs of vengeance.
But nothing ever came of his watching.
She read her books quietly. Listened to her music and smiled. She laughed when Daisuke poked his head into the Med Bay. She didn’t tense up whenever the door opened anymore. She looked happier than even before the crash.
Take responsibility
He wished he could feel as at ease as she seemed to. Curly heard the metal doors slide open, a familiar, gruff voice filling him with dread.
“Anya, please, take some time to rest.”
“Swansea-” Curly could see Anya standing a bit behind him. She looked worried. She was wringing her hands together, her gaze flicking between the older man and the captain.
“I promise. You know I’m good for it.” Swansea had his back to Curly. He wished he could see the expressions on his face. Or, maybe it was better he didn’t.
She held eye contact with Curly for a very long time before she finally nodded.
“...Okay.”
The door closed again, Swansea taking a deep breath, before finally turning around.
The two men stared at each other for a long time. Curly was certain he could hear his own heart beat picking up speed.
“...Anya needs sleep. You need meds. I’m filling in for her.”
Please no…
Curly watched as Swansea strolled over to the desk with the pain killers. He looked at the bottle intensely.
“Paracetamol? This shit is for fevers. Joint aches. You can’t be getting much from this, can you?”
Curly waited a few moments. For what, he wasn’t sure. Maybe for him to dump the few painkillers he had down the drain. Or maybe for him to threaten him.
But it didn’t happen.
“Whatever helps, I guess. That’s what Anya said.”
Swansea turned back around, a pill in his hand. His expression looked generally bored. Maybe annoyed.
I hope this hurts
Curly couldn’t help but start to shake.
Swansea hated him. Granted, for a good reason. But Swansea hated him, and was now approaching him with a pill.
“You’re real lucky Anya has a soft spot for you right now.” He sighed, rubbing his eyes with the heel of his free hand. “You got us into this fucking mess. And now we’re taking care of you. Isn’t it the Captain’s job to take care of the crew?”
I hope this hurts
Swansea was standing over Curly now.
Curly knew what Swansea looked like. He’d been looking at that tired face for almost 8 years. He knew what he looked like. He knew his receding hairline, his full face and thick neck, his pot belly and stocky limbs.
So why did his hair suddenly look longer? Why did his face and limbs suddenly look thinner?
“Whatever.”
Why did his eyes look so empty?
“I hope these make you fucking feel better.”
I hope this hurts
Jimmy was standing over him. He was smiling his empty smile and standing over him, reaching towards him. Of course. Of course Anya killing him had to be a dream. He couldn’t escape it that easily.
He couldn’t dodge responsibility that easily.
Take responsibility.
There were hands on him. A voice talking to him.
No, no, please no…
He flailed his limbs. It wouldn’t help, it never did, it only ever made things worse, but he had to do something. He couldn’t go back to this nightmare. No matter how much he deserved it. No matter how much he knew Anya’s gentleness was too good for him. He couldn’t go back.
“...urly! Curly! Stop!”
Suddenly he was being held. Tightly. A hug? Anya?
He could smell something metallic, something like oil and sweat.
Swansea…
Curly froze in Swansea’s grip. The man was hugging him. Or maybe he was trying to hold him together.
“Are you done?”
Curly couldn’t see his face. And he wasn’t about to lift his head to check.
“Stop fucking staring at me.”
He couldn’t place the tone in Swansea’s voice. He wasn’t sure when he got so bad at reading people. Then he felt the ghosts of hands on his throat. Maybe he was never good at reading people.
The captain then realized he was asked a question.
Answer the question, you won’t be hit as hard.
Curly nodded, his body still slightly shaking.
Swansea’s grip gently released, an arm moving to support his back to keep him sitting up. The engineer seemed to be feeling for something. His fingers traced along his side, feeling his ribs through the hospital gown.
“Jesus…”
Curly didn’t know if he was meant to respond to him. He usually had to guess with Jimmy, but he at least knew what to expect from Jimmy.
He didn’t know what Swansea would have in store.
Gently, although not as gently as Anya, Swansea tilted Curly’s head back and opened his mouth. The captain couldn’t help but flinch again.
“Hey. Curls. Look at me.”
Curly shook his head.
“Can you look at me?”
Take responsibility
Curly slowly turned his eye to finally look at Swansea. The man’s expression was harsh but… something seemed tempered. Softer than before. Frustrated, maybe conflicted.
“Look, I don’t know what he did to you. Fucked up shit, probably, if you were freaking out that badly. But I’m not him. Yeah, I’m pissed at you. But I’m not going to hurt you.”
Curly still didn’t move. The two looked at each other for a long time.
“Can I give you your medicine now? It’s probably not doing too much, but hey. It’s something, right?”
The captain waited for Swansea to move. Get angry. Say something about how ungrateful he’s being. To do… Something.
“Gotta give me a nod, bub.”
Curly hesitated another moment before nodding. Swansea sighed, nodding back. He tilted the captain’s head back, gently feeding the pill down his throat, and helping it down with some water. Swansea wasn’t as delicate as Anya. But it was probably due more to his broad and callused fingers than… malice.
Swansea set him back down softly, making sure his head reached the pillow.
“Goodnight. Get some sleep. Daisuke’s been working on something for you. Won’t tell me what it is, but says it’s going to be ‘super important.’ Whatever that means. So… I guess be ready for that.”
Curly was only half listening. A part of him was still waiting for the other shoe to drop. For Swansea to say that one last thing to make sure he remembered his place in the pecking order.
But he didn’t.
“...Jimmy’s not here anymore. You can relax a little.”
And he left.
Curly listened to the static buzz for a long time. He felt tears stinging the side of his face long before he realized he was crying.
He swallowed the sobs down, even though it hurt his chest. He clamped his mouth as closed as he could manage, until his teeth hurt.
He had only just gotten this small blessing of peace.
He was not going to ruin it by bothering them anymore.
#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#my writing#fanfic#my fanfiction
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Also me again, can u make a pantalone x reader where they have a daughter? Some fluff perhaps or whatever you want tbh i don't mind. I love your fics!!
Spoiled Rotten
Summary: Pantalone spoils their daughter Rosaline with extravagant gifts, like a diamond tiara, which annoys his wife. She scolds him for overdoing it, and he agrees to scale back (a little).
A/n: Whaa, thank you fro reading my fics :)))
It was morning in the Regretor's Estate, Pantalone and his daughter sitting on dining table, and the scent of freshly baked pastries filled the air. Rosaline, in her "golden" chair, happily swinging her legs, while chewing on a macaron.
Pantalone, leaning against his chair, helding up a tiara made with sapphires and diamonds.
"And this," his said, his voice smooth as slick, "Is a gift I commissioned just for my little princess. Handcrafted by the finest jewelers in Fontaine."
Rosaline's eyes lit up like stars, her chubby hands reaching out to grab the tiara, "It's so shiny, Daddy! Can I wear it now?"
"Of cource, my little star" Pantalone said happily, placing the tiara on her head. He adjusted it slightly, before looking at his daughter, "Perfect, you look like you belong on throne of the teyvat itself"
It was very sweet, if not for the fact that you were standing in the doorway with your arms crossed, watching your husband spoil your daughter as if mora grows on trees. (Well, maybe it did for him, but that wasn't the point)
"Pantalone," you called,
He turned to you with that innocent smile, the one he always used when he knew he was caught doing something you weren’t going to like. “Yes, my dear?”
“Do you really think giving a six-year-old a diamond tiara is normal?”He blinked, in confusion. “Why not? It suits her perfectly, doesn’t it? Look at her; she’s glowing.”
“Yeah, she’s glowing because she’s wearing something worth more than half the properties in Liyue.” You stepped further into the room, gesturing to the tiara.
Rosaline, sensing the impending lecture, slid off her chair and clutched her new tiara protectively. “Mommy, don’t take it away! Daddy gave it to me!”
“Oh, sweetheart, I’m not taking it away,” you reassured her, crouching down to her level. “But you don’t need a tiara to be special, okay? You’re already the most amazing little girl without all the sparkly stuff.”
“But it’s sparkly and pretty,” she argued with a pout, her big eyes doing their best to convince you.
You sighed, defeated, and glanced back at Pantalone, who was now conveniently pretending to inspect the macarons as if this whole thing wasn’t his doing. “Pantalone.”
“Yes, my love?”
“You can’t keep doing this. She’s gonna grow up thinking this is normal, and then what happens when she’s older? What if she expects a tiara every Tuesday?”
He chuckled softly, moving closer to you and gently placing a hand on your shoulder. “She’s our daughter, my dear. She deserves the best. Besides, I’d rather she expect Mora than heartbreak.”
You rolled your eyes but couldn’t help the small smile tugging at your lips. He always had a way of sweet-talking you, damn him.
“Okay, philosopher. But maybe next time, try showing her you care in ways that don’t involve jewels.”
“Understood.” He pressed a light kiss to your forehead, but you knew better than to believe him fully.
“Also, we’re putting a limit on these extravagant gifts,” you added, poking his chest for emphasis. “One ridiculously expensive thing per month. Maybe.”
“One per quarter,” he teased, earning a glare from you.
“Month, Pantalone.”
“Fine, fine,” he relented, laughing as he raised his hands in surrender.
Rosaline, ran back to Pantalone and tugged on his pant leg. “Daddy, can we have tea now? You promised we’d have tea with the new set you got me!”
“Of course, my little star.” He scooped her up effortlessly, twirling her around as her laughter filled the room.
#10diamondz#genshin#genshin impact#genshin impact x reader#pantalone#genshin pantalone#pantalone x reader#panatalone fluff#dad!pantalone'
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Am I a bad Swiftie for not initially being offended by Taylor only ranking second for Billboard’s Artist of the Century? No, of course not. While I personally think the world of her and believe that she would have deserved to win, I accept that there are different metrics to be considered, and that she isn’t the only amazing artist of our lifetime. It should also go without saying, that the vitriol of some Swifties towards Beyoncé was not only disproportionate, but absolutely despicable.
HOWEVER. When the details about the Billboard video came to my attention, I was shocked and disgusted, and unfortunately suddenly convinced, that their snub towards Taylor, and their approach of announcement was 100% deliberate. Nothing in this world can convince me that this was an oversight. Not now, not something like this.
Do you know what I think this was? A taste of what is to come, a glimpse into the future, and I can already say, I fucking Hate It Here.
Please guys, we need to stand behind our girl. We barely have the slightest idea of what she’s about to conjure up, but something is coming for sure, and she needs our support, if that’s how the industry is gonna react to it. 🙏
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i love when women in bollywood movies call out their shit husbands and then get the deserved apology
#i mean i wish it wasn't so common to have a wife expected to be meek and happy that her husband has a job and buys her stuff but anyways#i'm watching rock on (2009) and i love sakshi <3 like she is a little bit doubtful of herself at times but usually she knows what she wants#and what she deserves and she's gonna stand by that!!!!!!#<- also from yesterday plane drafts
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Is it really the craziest thing in the world if Gwen was/is dating Hobie? (And get your minds out the gutter for a second y’all 🙄)
I know Miles and Gwen have their lil boop boop or whatever but Gwen was literally gushing over Hobie to Miles. Pav knows something
I think the jealousy thing with Miles and Gwen is just because they’ve both been in limerence for 2 years. Yearning for what could’ve been or in love with the idea.
That’s dead now since Gwen betrayed him. 🤷🏾♀️
Hobie obviously don’t fuck with Miguel but he clearly stays around for Gwen and friends. I wouldn’t be surprised if she had a crush on him and would constantly go over his place and feel comfortable enough to leave her things. Two years is a long time and a couple dozen missions is ALOT of missions.
Why do people insist on big-broing Hobie? That’s her man and they go together real bad. He’s clearly attractive in looks and personality. They said it in the art book: “ he’s pretty deep-cut and fascinating—older boy who is pretty easy for most girls to have a crush on”.
Gwen is a sag woman with a roster🔐 don’t be a hater 🤨
My girls know. We don’t just leave things with stinky dopey jupiter niggas for no reason unless we LIKE THEM.
#ellomerants
#I know I talk a lot of shit on gwiles and ghost punk but that’s just because I’m black and I’m always gonna root for BLACK LOVE#but way back when#I was a Gwen girl DOWN#stop playing with her#she deserves love#at the end of the day I’m a girls girl#atsv#btsv#miles molares#hobie brown#gwiles#ghostpunk#she keep a roster#SO WHAT?!#now the snow bunny thing#the producers gon have to figure that out cause…#y’all know where I stand#flowerbyte#prowlerbyte#black love
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I genuinely think this is an anagram that she might have seen somewhere near her and took it as her name (don’t talk to me I am sobbing)
Cause like it’s Project Apple yk? So it could be : Apple N___ 1-A , like successful experiment 1-A but she mistook it as IA
#or maybe the last A stands for Apple#either ways I am gonna murder those scientists for what they put her through 🔪🔪🔪🔪#poor baby 😭😭😭#she deserves the world 🥹#I wonder if she like the spelling Ania more?#anya forger#spy x family#sxf#sxf manga#sxf spoilers#my post#sxf anya#spy x family manga#spy x family anya
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welp since some of those shitty leaks turned out to be true, those rook's rest leaks are going to end up being true and from the very bottom of my heart i wish c*ndal a very never get work adapting anything again i hope by the end of this your reputation is worse than benioff's and weiss's because it's all you deserve.
#tbd#anti ryan condal#anti hotd#hotd critical#pro team green#AEGON AND AEMOND WORKED AS A FUCKING TEAM.#VHAGAR WENT FOR MELEYS BC MELEYS WENT FOR SUNFYRE'S THROAT#never forget what they're gonna take from you#every fucking thing in this show is an accident except for the actual fucking accident i fucking hate the never ending r&nyra targ-ryen wan#she is not dxny and she will never be dxny#you woobify the textbook example of an ancestor that she's supposed to aspire to be better than#also aemond would never intentionally try to harm aegon#even if he was furious bc that's what family does they fight but they still stand by each other#also as if one of them isn't literally grieving the death of their child rn#at this point you know what i hope it gets worse bc this mf deserves to be called d&d 2.0#idk cryan condull are you an only child?? do you not know how family dynamics work??? ffs#and we still DON'T GET SUNFYRE FUCK OFFFF#WHERE IS HE#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon spoilers#hotd leaks#none of this brothel shit ever existed in f&b it was shovelled there to create the needless conflict between brothers who loved each other#bitches really think they're cooking with one aemond comment about the crown while they're burning down the entire fucking street#because brothers don't snark or roast each other ever /s#he still never tried to seize power and stayed loyal to his brother.
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so, i work with my grandma right? and she's apart of the senior team of ladies who've been there no less than 25 years. when i tell you, i went in with one grandma and wound up getting adopted by like 3 more....
#the main manager was kinda a bitch at first#she was gonna make me quit my first week ngl#but i finally got to the point where i said im tired of people fucking with me at EVERY job i go to.#imma start standing up for myself#and when i did- the entire atmosphere changed#everyone is so sweet and loving#i dont go many days at work without food bc someone feeding me lmao#be it a meal or little snacks#i feel like if my grandma wasn't there and not only that but the most senior member of the team- they might've treated me differently#so idk i guess this is almost like nepotism#but HEY what can i do?#i deserve a healthy work environment even if i didn't earn it from merit#worknonsense
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what do you consider the heart of californication? like really carries through the series & makes it compelling
thank you for this question, i really love it. to me, it's a number of things, starting with that the show cares deeply about hank and takes him seriously in a way that the culture doesn't. in a way, yes, he's their dog and pony show with the funny one-liners and the salacious pull. but the arc of the series is unequivocally aligned with him and his desires and his needs and his values.
hank wants to be with his family, wants to be better for them, wants to not let them down- and the show needs him to fail at all of those things. for the dog and pony of it all, for their viewership and for their thesis and for the food in their mouths, but it simultaneously feels bad that he is failing. simultaneously knows that this isn't what he wants, and that it's sad. and it can be as simple as a dream sequence or a look or a quiet final scene, but every single episode is ultimately going to remind you that everything you're laughing at is a loss.
which, like i said at the top, speaks to a level of respect that the show had for the character that is just gone in discussions of the series. they take the time to recognize that he is missing something. he is losing something and he is without everything that means anything to him, this is the cost. equally important, duchovny respects that character and understands the same.
i was listening to an interview last night (trish you heard this) where he was speaking with some podcast dudebros and one of the hosts said that he always wanted to be just like hank moody, and then he made some "bad decisions" and got there, and he doesn't like it. and duchovny said that every time people come up to him saying "i'm just like hank moody," he says "i'm sorry."
men watch and they want to be just like hank moody and women watch and they want to fuck hank moody so bad, and all of you miss what the source comprehends: that it's an irreparable deficit.
other than that, i feel like what roots that show is that it really isn't all that cynical. not in the way that it could be. and the show believes in hank.
there is a lot of kindness and hope (often false hope) that runs underneath most every relationship and interaction and dynamic in the series and i really really appreciate that about it. it's like in the pilot when hank is being mean and he wants marcy to yell at him and she just says "go home, honey. sleep it off. tomorrow's another day."
there's always a little bit of understanding and grace amongst the crazies and i think there's something really special about that
#gave up on this <3 you're gonna pick up what i put down. i trust#people on this show love each other. that's the heart of californication#at the end of s3 when one of the women that hank had slept with (felicia) says 'it's all done with great affection' about#them dragging him to HELLLLLLL all day lol#'come here. be happy in new york.'#and she goes back in to her husband. happy and laughing#that's just one of my favorite scenes because everyone on the show wants the best for each other#and it isn't just people being lenient and softer than deserved with hank#he is extremely loving to family/friends/random women#and all of the characters are so good and thoughtful to each other#it's nice in a way that stands out in a sardonic comedy that's reduced to 'tits and ass'#there is so much compassion and care cycling through everybody#that's what carries the series for ME. and i don't think i could really explain it further#even random scenes like lew ashby coming into the bathroom to talk to becca when she's sobbing and won't let her mom in#there isn't any reason for him to do that. it isn't because he wants to fuck karen. it isn't because he's a particularly charitable person.#it's because it's his buddy's kid and he wants her to feel better#i don't think there's a character on the show who wouldn't do that for bec or for the core 4 or for mia#but anyway i know what you mean and i think those things are mainly what grounds it#that it's ultimately compassionate and that it respects its lead#californication
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#Delete later#Don't read this if you're a fan of kagami cos today I'm feeling livid about her behaviour and actions in s5#Everything that salters claimed alya would be is exactly what kagami was#I feel like the reason I'm so pissed is cos I've had bitches do that to me in my school days too#Marinette gave her so much and this is what she got in return#She had her important secrets told to the person who helped the enemy and whose morals didn't align with hers#She made this girl a fucking superhero and brought her into her friendship group#AND THIS IS WHAT SHE GOT IN RETURN LOL#And the worst thing for me is that I don't see anyone talking about it and being like#Uwu kagami is such a helpless lonely girl uwu#FUCK HER#Don't get me started with the way she bitched at adrien for not standing up to gabriel at the end of s4#She was terrible to both adrinette!!!#Alya and nino deserve a better fanbase#Adrinette deserves a better fanbase#If you're a fan of kagami that's completely fine and you're well within your rights to love her no matter what#But I will forever be pissed at her for this so don't expect any fanart or fics about her from me#I won't draw or write her unless she's needed for a plot or whatever#And don't worry I'm not gonna write salt about her or anything like that#And any of my work that involves her will stay in a positive or neutral light because we don't need more negativity in this fandom#I know this is a long rant but I'm just so annoyed#It just hits close to home for me#Cos I've been in Marinette's position#Lol
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lmaoooo found out today that my 2 “colleagues” (that’s honestly a too nice of a word for them) complained about me to our boss that apparently i don’t work hard enough and often just sit around doing nothing :)
#can you believe these backstabbing bitches??????#i am absolutely livid#like the audacity these bitches have who the fuck do they think you are???#and now my boss wants me to be more forthcoming towards them like bitch wtf??? why should i be nicer to them or help them knowing that they#talk so poorly about me behind my back????#they’re so full of themselves and act so childish#like they could’ve just come up to me and talked to me about it like adults but nooo they run to the boss lmaoo#no wonder the boss doesn’t care about keeping me if he’s told what a bad worker i apparently am#and i only found out what they said about me from our lead pharmacist at least she was nice enough to tell me the truth#and now i’m crying again goooodddd fuck this job fuck these bitches i don’t deserve this!!!!#like i try so hard and put in so much effort but they really have the audacity to claim i just sit around#well i wonder what they’re gonna do once i quit since they always complain that they already do everything it shouldn’t a problem for them#right?? :)#like this is honestly so crazy to me bc so many people have already quit recently bc the working hours are absolutely horrible and now these#2 are making everything even worse like i already didn’t like going to work there but now i absolutely loathe it#to work with people and act nice with them knowing they they’re spewing such bs about me#and one of them was so nice to me today like how fake can you be?????#at least have the decency so say those things to my face and not talk behind my back like a school girl#fucking cowards!!!!! i really cannot stand them anymore i need to apply for other jobs asap#but i’m so scared that i won’t find anything else#but this job is seriously damaging me both physically and mentally#god please please please let me find a better job where i’m treated with respect please please please#i can’t do this anymore#i hate how much i’ve cried bc of this job and these horrible people already#☁️
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I will never forget that article from a woman who compared looking after her child to being straight up being r*ped. What is wrong with some people?
#txt#this is a statement somebody woulda made on this hellsite 7 years ago#'i have no ownership over my body' what does playing with your bby have to do with you being s*x*ally a**aulted?????#it has to do with the 'women's suffering is normalized' bullsh*t a$$ narrative#i wanted to beat the b*tch who wrote the article i´m not gonna lie#it was f*cking disgusting#she really compared looking after a bby to f*cking r*pe#i can't stand you heffas. i really can't#these kinds of 'takes' piss me off to a level you can't imagine#if i had the chance to meet that woman i'd take her child away from her. she's insane#some women do not deserve to be mothers#and she was one of them#like imagine if her son were to discover that article when he grows up#he is gonna feel like f*cking sh*t and it's all thanks to the victimhood mentality of his mother#the victimhood narrative has become another way to get attention. let's be real. many women LOVE this sh*t#nah. f*ck that b*tch and the c*nts who agree with her even a tiny bit
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new pinned post image hehe <3 now everything feels cohesive and my brain feels much more at ease looking at my blog :' ) i've also!! edited my muse pages, so the current primary muses are chiyo, rin, cyrillo, bronwyn, and yuzu. my other muses have been distributed to the secondary and tertiary lists. and i've added a note to my primary list that specifies chiyo as my main muse as she's the loudest out of everyone these days!
#if i knew how to make fancy edits then i would do something that focused on fantasy BUT!!! i've wanted to feature chiyo for AGES!!!#i've wanted her in the spotlight and i've wanted to make something nice for her and even though my banner and pinned post#are simple they're still nice and it's what she deserves <3#she's just!! such a special character for me and the character i will forever and always return to#i said that years ago and it still stands true :' ))) even if i take a break from her i always go back and i'm always thinking about her#she just!! brings me so much joy and i'm gonna hold onto that rather than feeling bad about focusing on what interests me y'know?#and no one's made me feel bad!! it's just classic people-pleasing thoughts asdfg#anyway i'm smooching y'all and thanking you for sticking around <3#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Smeagles is like if not that kind of girl and bury me in black had a beatuiful baby girl And she was transgender
#cause we're all just drowning all just drowning. All along the coast they're waiting all along the riverbed#I'm gonna set myself on fire nevermind I want you to set me on fire I want you to set me on fire. You wanna see what my insides look like I#bet im not fucking pretty on the inside#one good turn deserves another a sister a brother mother a father. GET FUCKED. just give us war worn ive been calling you all week for my#SHOTGUN. pick up the phone PICK UP THE PHONE FUCKER.#cause I'm her kind of girl. and she's my kind of boy.and if you cast her out well then I'm a sinner born. so say goodbye to all my friends#I fell in love with her again. MY BABY. CAUSE IM NOT THAT KIND OF GIRL.#You under stand
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im so emo about shelby. the wilds gave us such a good representation of what growing up religious and gay is like. how they teach you that jesus is love but jesus wouldn't love you. what growing up as a girly girl and realizing you're gay is like. the yearning for your best friend, blurring the line between friendship and love and not knowing how to deal with a lesbian situationship you basically created in your head. how cruel you can be when you desire so loudly it reflects in your acts and yet refuse to act on that desire.
#SHELBY GOODKIND.#tbh if yj is about hunger then the wilds is about love#leah loves too much too loudly too all over the place. its both her greatest flaw and her biggest quality#shelby can't stand her way of loving. can't stand what and how she loves.#fatin doesn't know what love is bc of her parents. doesn't allow herself to love and prefers superficiality instead#nora's betrayal is an act of love#rachel thought love was a result of achieving and succeeding and has to be earned#toni's anger is a result of love. shes so full of love shes choking on it & cant really stand that weakness bc the world doesnt deserve shi#martha's love is so pure theres no way the world can earn it. the world is only gonna disappoint and she has to deal w that#but maybe yj is about love too. just the more twisted aspects of it#the animalistic part of love i suppose#anyWAY shelby. shelby
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