#and trying to fix my sleep LMAO
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Oh oof I slipped and hit them with dark and serious beam. 😣
#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#Steven Universe#This had been WIP for almost a year and has been edited a bit some days ago#I did not pick up on it now to see if I can edit further though. I'm just going to leave this at that#This was inspired by a dream I had about watching a post-apocalyptic(?) anime movie about two survivors going through their lives#Apologies if that one was yapped before in this blog. Trying to keep repeating statements already mentioned before is a habit I hope to avo#Anyway. It was almost a dialogue-less movie. actually not sure if the characters did say anything#The movie doesn't explain stuff to you. You just got dropped in a world and experience with the main characters for a few days#In the dream after watching that movie I went to Tumblr (naturally. Lol) and theories about it popped out#And there was a connverse cross-over fanart of it. Lmao#One of the main characters was EXTREMELY calm and stoic. And the connverse AU version of it was that's because Steven is in a comma and his#Pink mode activated as a defense mechanism against the creatures around while in such a state. 😭 So Pink Steven from Change Your Mind#And like. Oh? What if he's conscious? He's just watching his body have a mind of it's own and he can't control it? That's kinda terrifying#And of course like most of my dreams about shows I enjoy. I woke up before I could dream more about it. 😵#my shiz#skedoobles#SU#SU AU#also implied Pink Steven I guess#pink Steven#I rage-stopped drawing this because I know what needed to be fixing but the fixing I've been doing isn't fixing it. Lol#I'm specially frustrated with Connie's bangs and eyes. And like. Man. I'm just going to stop it right there before I make it worse.#It does make sense she has a bad haircut given the dream's setting. But it was not decided that was exactly what this drawing is about.#Also I'd imagine Steven to be having a full beard if that was the case.#Anyway enough yapping I have to get some sleep. Lol#Ohmygod just realizeddd. the in-dream movie sounded like I was describing 'Angel's Egg' jshsjajdbdjfbskkd Haven't seen that film in a while#My dream's movie had a Studio Ghibli artstyle and pretty colorful. But I would actually really like the somber vibes in Angel's Egg#for this AU though. 🤔🤩🤩
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Trying to kick my art block by doing the opposite of an easy drawing
#click to enlarge ofc#guess the century! lol.#i try to give them a big mix of styles from different cultures and decades because i feel like they would pick clothes/armour up and#hang on to them for as long as they can. it's also definitely not accurate but i do my best#this was going to be a tiny comic too. i should sleep instead lmao#siggy draws#all the clothes and the weapons.... why do i do this to myself#.......but it's fun and i love it#fighting the self-hate demon by posting this#things i'm going to fix: nicolo's quiver which is not in fact filled with crossbow bolts oops#also the length of those arrows...#yusuf's shoe that's falling off#and many more things
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(´。• ᵕ •。`) 💜
#ITS ONLY ONE DAY LATE IN PST TIME OK#lelouch lamperouge#lelouch vi britannia#code geass#doodle#finally i can sleep#i have been trying to fix my sleep schedule but the only time i have for art are from 10pm-2am lmao heLP
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so this was never going to see the light of day but i heard it was princess day and i dozed off before I could draw the thing I actually wanted to post, so here
i am OBSESSED with the classic barbie movies aksjwj the princess and the pauper is my fave one out of all of them, but yeah here's Paula as Annika and Mammon as Aidan that I did a while ago to mess around with coloring
#star is drawing#obey me mammon#om mammon#obey me mc#obey me oc#mc paula#arghh im always afraid of posting things#but yeah that's why the brush is like that akdjwj i found a pencil one i liked#because I was trying to mess around and not worry about it being perfect#i also liked being able to layer the colors for the dress that was sick#im so exhausted I don't take naps because then I can't sleep#but i just- fell asleep after doing my daily tasks early#hopefully I can draw what i actually wanted to draw tomorrow#ALSO i never realized I didn't have an ask box open err that's fixed now#yap to me about any of the poly trio tbh#also shout-out to like the five people who saw this before i posted it lmao
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the fact is that pallas is sososo scared of agnes wanting them to be good and agnes wanting them to be better that they get completely blindsided by the reality of the situation (<- agnes wanting them to do self care)
#pallas: oh nooo she’s gonna find out my Deep Dark Secret she’s gonna try to Change Me and then i’ll have to kill her#agnes: i am begging you to drink water please for the love of god#it’s not like agnes is 100% cool with pallas being a violent murderer it definitely makes her upset on principle#but she very much has an attitude about it that’s like. well there’s nothing i can really DO about that. so.#and like she’s right#ALSO she does very very much like that pallas is extremely dangerous to everyone except her she thinks that’s so fun#but you know what she doesn’t fucking stand for?? their awful sleep schedule. that has to be fixed lmao.#wip: ghost story#pallas and agnes
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Well, this is fun.
Here I'm practicing with Blender, attempting to create my first outfit mod for a video game (fitting one model over another) and oh boy, this is hard.
I have so much more respect for modders and animators now (not that I ever doubted the hard work behind all this, but still).
#personal#this is already my second model attempt after spending hours on another and then realizing i had fucked up and i could no longer fix it x_x#but as frustrating as this has been#and there's still so much that can go wrong and i'm really not looking forward to that *sweating*#i am actually kind of enjoying doing this too. in a really masochistic kind of way i guess#i've wanted to try something like this for a long time already#and i really want to see what i can come up with#(or see how fast i can crash the game. or split this model into thousand of pieces. or transparent. or invisible. anything is possible xD)#it's exciting#it's almost 4am though maybe i should try to get some sleep lmao
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One minute til' midnight (more design-accurate sketches below)
Yeah y'all know the drill by now, this fine specimen from this wonderful story by @patchwork-crow-writes
#i wasn't going to sleep until this was done#i didn't realize it was already two in the morning though good lord#i guess that means I technically missed my goal but oh well#i did it; and compared to how i was faring this time last week...#...that's more than what i can ask for#it's very messy please don't zoom in lmao i beg#it was a nightmare trying to fix the little mistakes my dying hand made earlier this week#so after a certain point i stopped trying haha#this is by no means my best work and has almost none of the stuff i learned last year in it#but the motivation for this was spite and i think just finishing it is good enough for now >:)#yippie#see i wasn't initially planning on drawing any more for this story buuuuuut#i started this on my birthday and had to put it away because of school#and i'd be damned if i didn't finish it before school started again
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oc post will be tomorrow, sorry i just haven't had the art juice today
in the meantime have a very awkwardly cropped screenshot that makes it very obvious who it is
...i have just realized that it also just. says who it is on the schedule.
welp.
too bad i'm posting this anyways
#shook wips#i would just bum-rush the rest of it tonight but i gotta go to bed#im trying to fix my sleep schedule finally lmao
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Tech product guides trying to troubleshoot your issues: lol have you tried turning it off and turning it on again 🧐 I'm not going to read any of the things you said you did, if it doesn't work then get fucked. Go to settings and click this option that you said isn't even there anymore
Reddit: here's some actual helpful suggestions on where to find settings that can fix your problem. We're more reliable than google search. Except for when we just tell you to buy new hardware instead of trying to fix your problem
Some obscure tech blog article from 7 years ago: i *google ad* gotchu *google ad* *google ad* *troubleshooter you never knew existed* *google ad* *solution to your problem*
#tell me why i just spent the last four hours troubleshooting issues caused by NOT PLUGGING IN ESSENTIAL CABLES#in my defense i havent worked on the internals of a pc in seven years#but goddamn it was infuriating that the solution to my problems was to plug in a cable three times in a row#it's almost like i didnt have unnecessary cables in there and was keeping the extra one for a reason#but of course the fucking product site wont tell you this#i had to figure out i was missing the goddamn power cable from a youtube video on the bluetooth card installation#and before that i had to plug in a cable that my brother (the person who GAVE ME THIS MOTHERBOARD) said was unnecessary#like HOW did your computer function. mister sir this thing froze on startup without the cpu power supplement cable#extra support my ass#i would love it if msi motherboard installation guides mentioned the bluetooth cable too but noooo#may god help you if you ever have a bluetooth issue because ive had them plenty of times and they are fucking impossible to fix#this is why i quit robotics LMAO#anyways. rant over my pc is built now and the new setup is sooo pretty.#my brother did one thing right with this motherboard and that was installing ram with rgb leds 🥰#rainbow hardware my beloved#my old motherboard had these gorgeous leds and then they just stopped working :c i want more#at least this giant desktop is off my floor now. a tour group apparently was here while i wasn't on monday#(super pissed about that btw. if it happens again i will be tearing the office a new one bc we weren't even notified)#like i kicked that thing plenty just trying to walk around my room. it was right by the door. god wont save you if you break my shit#if someone else kicked that thing while in my apartment when i wasn't here. hoo boy#ok that's enough it's 6am and i finished my cocoa espresso three hours ago. i have two athletic classes today i need to sleep#imaginechats#<- new tag!! i might start rambling more#bc i love never shutting the fuck up 😄#it is a play on imaginecat btw if anyone was wondering. i go by that occasionally as a play on imaginealpha#less formal more cute nickname type thing
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okok i wanted to do more tonight but honestly? i'm impressed i wrote anything with how tired i am lmao. tomorrow!!! i'm comin' for y'all!!!! affectionately, ofc ♡
#we touched on some TraumaTM in my session today so brain's pretty fried#we're gonna try some emdr in an upcoming appointment so. kinda started some prep for that.#not gonna push myself to write more than i have. i'm working on figuring out that balance between avoidance & going way too hard lmao#still trying to fix my sleep schedule so maybe crashing early?? but yeah i'm. i'm love u all sm i hope ur monday was tolerable if not great#♡♡♡♡♡♡ i'll be back to mash all our lil guys our lil blorbos together again tomorrow uvu#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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Me doing baby damage to the final boss asking it to please die cuz i hate this fight already
#remnant 2#update! me and my brother got it first try the next night lmao#sometimes a sleep fixes all#idiotfulloflove#idiotfulloflove gaming adventures#video games#video game
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Having an extremely bad one tonight folks 👍
#like idek what to do at this point#idk what i need or want from anything#but it sure as hell isnt this#idk how to fix it#idk if i even can#i need help but i refuse the rare offers I get#i need more help than a lot of people and I feel i don't deserve any of it#and i freak out when people try so i think the people who care enough have stopped and that also feels bad#im not blaming them it just#im a mess#im a fucking mess and i have to livw with myself and i hate it#fuck!!!!!!!#lmao i need to knock myself out my brain will not let me sleep man
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#oh im so nervous lol#i made the decision that im gonna stay awake until i go to sleep tonight l#to try and fix my sleep schedule#but that means ill be awake for at least 35 hours#and i am doubting my ability to do it a little lmao#i cant imagine what im going to do for the next 12 hours
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i keep thinking about it and i really think the way Junebug finds out Guz likes them (because I'm an overthinking goober) is a drunk confession from him 😭
he probably gets really wasted one evening celebrating some sort of win for team skull and I'm sitting in another room where it's quiet and I'm doing something like reading or drawing, and he comes stumbling in because he misses me even though it's only been like less than an hour since he last saw me, and WAIT this is turning into an actual writing thing okay um uh - (1k words on the dot comin atcha)
Junebug looks up from their berry studies, grinning when they see what a mess Guzma is. "How're you doing there? You look a little rough around the edges," they tease, setting their book aside.
The man's face twists into a sloppy grin and he chuckles. "Nah, nah, nah, m'fine, m'fine. Jus' missed you, wanted to see ya...." He makes his (slightly stumbling) way over to the desk Juno's sitting at, before slumping down to the floor and leaning back against one of the trainer's legs. "Missed ya soooo much, missed seein' your face."
The face in question is now bright red, and Juno twists their head around to shield it from Guzma's gaze. "Sorry if I left too early, I just-"
"Nah, nah, not'n issue. Jus' like seein' your face. Havin' ya around." He leans back and sighs happily. "Makes me feel warm inside."
Face aflame, Juno sits for a moment, lost for words. "Oh, uh, I'm... glad I can... do that for you." He's not implying anything extra. You're just friends. This isn't anything other than a good friendship. Juno repeats this over and over in their head as Guzma settles even more heavily against them, leaning his whole weight against their leg now. Juno pulls themself together, the weight grounding them. "Guz, you're gonna knock us both over if you keep leaning on me like this. Here, let's adjust if you're going to hang out for a bit, okay? If you want to talk that's fine, but otherwise I'm just going to keep working on my studies here."
Guzma groans as he sits up, and Juno moves onto the floor over to the wall behind the desk.
Patting the floor beside them, they say, "Come over here, okay? Just don't crush the leaves in this bag; I'm sketching them out right now."
With another groan, he shuffles himself over to sit against the wall, before grabbing the bag Juno had held up from their lap. "S'bunch'a leaves?" he slurs out.
"Berry plant leaves," clarifies Juno. "I'm drawing them for some notes I have." They point to one of them, brushing against Guzma's hand as they do so, and say, "These one's are from the Oran plant; I brought them from home to compare with any I find here."
With a smile, Guzma grasps Juno's hand with his, carefully setting the bag down so he can bring that hand to trace the outlines of their fingers. Juno feels their face grow hot again, and they look away to the right. "Your hands are so small..." he muses, sounding almost awed.
Juno stays quiet, but turns their head back to look over at him again.
"I like your hands," he says decidedly. "Like 'em a lot." He looks up at them suddenly, a shy grin stretched across his face. "I like you a lot, too, the whole you. Every piece of ya. Nothin' I don't like." He raises a hand to place against their face. "Y'so pretty... 'n' small... like one'a my bugs..."
They can't help but laugh at that, and he laughs too, feeling them shake with mirth under his hand. "Your bugs are pretty?" Juno asks with a disbelieving smile.
"Not prettier than you. You're the prettiest bug around."
Juno laughs again, shaking their head and pulling away from him. "Guz, you're so drunk right now."
Guzma shakes his head, placing a firm but gentle hand on their face to turn it back to his. "Nahhh, I'm - ... well yeah, I'm pretty fuckin' wasted right now, I know that, I know." He laughs before continuing, "But I also know I like ya a lot an' I'm happy I'm finally tellin' ya. You really are the prettiest goddamn bug I ever saw, a little Junebug, and I'm so fuckin' glad I caught ya out in the forest that day or else the best goddamn thing in my life woulda passed me right on by!" He stares at their eyes earnestly, trying to convey just how real this all is for him.
As he talks, Juno's face softens, their eyebrows creasing up. "I'm glad I'm here, yeah," they say, pausing. They look down, opening their mouth to say more, glancing back up at Guzma's face, and then look back down as they shut their mouth again.
"Junebuuug," he says pleadingly. "You're holdin' out on me here, what're y'thinkin'?"
They shake their head, biting at their lip nervously.
He sighs. "Aight, aight, m'not gonna push ya. Lemme just sit here for a bit an' then I'll get outta your hair." He lets go of their face and leans back against the wall with another sigh. "Meant what I said though."
After a couple minutes of silence, interspersed by pencil scratches against paper, Juno finally asks quietly, "Which part?"
Guzma rolls his head around to look at them. "Huh?"
"Which part did you mean?"
He scratches the side of his nose. "Which part did I - oh, oh, wait, I gotcha. Am I really that drunk or did it just take ya forever for you to say anything?" He chuckles, slinging a hand over to shake their knee.
"Sorry, I was jus-"
"Don't worry about it, I'm just fuckin' with ya. You make it too easy!" He turns his body to face them properly and plants a heavy hand on their arm, still obviously drunk. "M'gonna say it again for you, really spell it out, aight?"
Juno bites at the inside of their cheek, looking up at him to meet his eyes, hands fidgeting.
He glances down to see that, and smiles, taking their hands in his. "I like you, Juno. An' I think you're a real goddamn catch. And I want you to stay here as long as you can, maybe forever, but I like ya and I like having you around." He pauses, searching for the right words in his alcohol-addled brain. "An' I'd give up a shit ton if it meant you'd be mine, y'know? I like ya a whole fuckin' lot."
#there was this person in highschool who I liked A Lot and . they liked me too it turned out#and we were both trying to do subtle flirting for OVER A YEAR AND A HALF. and neither of us made a proper move 😭😭#we found out we both liked each other just after they'd gotten a boyfriend so REST IN PEACE I GUESS#so i think.... i definitely would not get the hint fjdmls its gotta be a Solid Brick Thrown At My Head sort of deal for me to know LMAO#otherwise I'll just think I'm projecting fbfjdl#CANNOT BELIEVE I JUST WROTE 1K WORDS ALL OF A SUDDEN DHFJDLDL WTF#its now 12:30 midnight so its time to sleep omfg HELP. how did i just bang out one thousand goddamn words out of nowhere 😭😭#POSTING THIS BEFORE I GET TOO IN MY HEAD ABOUT IT. i did ONE quick read over to make sure it flowed decently and im NOT fixing anything mor#dandy.cmd#💜so good at being in trouble#junebug 🪲#💜a boy and his bug🪲#I'll figure out a tag for writings tomorrow fjfkfl for now GOOD NIGHT FAREWELL djdkdl#dandy.doc
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there's nothing quite like getting a text message at 1 AM that may or may not itself be a scam thing, about potential fraud charges on one of your cards. Fucking. Cool for me.
(I've got a reminder on my calendar to call the bank tomorrow when I'm awake and semi-functional and already checked the online banking for the card in question and can't find the supposed transaction? So I'm assuming the text itself is somehow potentially a scam and if not. I can't fuckin' do anything abt this rn when anyone who could help me is asleep lmao)
#text post#was just finally getting myself settled to try and sleep too#now i can feel the tension in my jaw and forehead and neck and like. not sleeping won't fix whatever this might be#but im certainly not as tired as i was five minutes prior to this lmao
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this precious angel aged up and im sad no
and kai finally got another promotion lmao wo w look at me not having sims max out everything by the time they're elders (or actually playing the same sim till they're elders...)
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#sims#the sims#simblr#ts4 simblr#ts4 gameplay#ts4 screenshots#Morino Household#im trying to fix my sleep sched#and this game is the only thing that will keep me awake lmao#morino household gen 2#ts4 legacy
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