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#i think one of my surgery incisions is infected#and im a bit concerned about it cause i dont really know how to tell#it just looks more red than the others#and the scab is different#plus ive been having random stabby gut pains for the last few days#and today has been the worst#plus now im feeling nauseous#and slightly feverish#so yeah i dont know what to do#my mom is super into natual remedies#which i don't really trust#but also because of that i dont really know what to do#or how to go about getting medical help#plus#the last few times i asked my mom to take me to a doctor or instacare#she freaked out at me#so i dont really want to ask her for help#ugh#i think im spiraling now and that isnt helping#anyways#l3o vents
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The thing about Ashton saying "WHAT DO YOU WANT" is that I really do understand that they are coming from a place of great pain and a genuinely awful life (and the Arch Heart doesn't really give a good answer either, which is similarly frustrating) but we keep getting this answer throughout the campaign, if not for the Arch Heart at least for other deities, and it's that most simple and also frustrating of answers: consistent effort.
Why did FCG catch the eye of the Changebringer? consistent, repeated prayer, even if it wasn't perfect and could get kind of silly or even annoying to others. Orym is not a worshiper of the Wildmother, but he still repeatedly has reached out and tried to talk to her in good faith (pun unintended). And looking back at others from past campaigns, we learn of their ongoing service - in the cases of those who are introduced as already faithful, often from a young age (Pike, Caduceus, Jester though her deity is not one of the Prime/Betrayer pantheons). Both Vax and Fjord made considerable sacrifices of their own without promises from the gods first, in addition to smaller, regular moments of worship in the course of their stories.
I've never loved the line about there being no atheists in foxholes, because frankly I think it's unfair to atheists and paints them as selfish, fickle, and spineless when many atheists are none of those things. But I do think that a lot of the anti-god arguments fit into that sort of philosophy, that the gods are only to be paid attention to in the moment of great and desperate need and neglected otherwise, and we've seen the attendants of temples repeatedly say that isn't how it works; it takes time. The gods don't necessarily answer a single yell off the cliffs of Zephrah or a single visit, but they do see the repetition and respond to that.
I think everyone in the fandom, regardless of how they feel about the gods, understands there's not going to be a quick easy painless fix to this mess once Ludinus set it in motion, but I do think a lot of people expect there to be a lot of quick fixes to other things (in the story, in fandom, and in real life). And yeah, it does suck that Ashton, having a terrible time, might have had more luck had they prayed or gone to the same temple regularly for a while without necessarily seeing results...but it's also very real. You do have to take your stupid mental health walks regularly for a while (let alone your meds) before there's a payoff. you do still need to do the dishes while you're depressed or sick lest they pile up and make things worse. consistent effort that doesn't always have immediate satisfying results is extremely unglamorous and also it's how you have to do basically everything in life. Even in a time of crisis you need to avert the crisis and then get back to the slow and consistent work of fixing it and improving things in the aftermath.
#i don't want to go too deep into this bc i do not want to call out people who are perfectly nice#but i get anon asks sometimes that seem to be looking for like. a magic bullet (none of the asks i got today to be clear)#hilariously corellon mx. i'm bored let's change it up and break the rules is maybe the worst god to ask even though they want it too#this is also like. also without going to deep into my personal religious experiences i dislike the Signs And Epiphanies narrative#like. it is not about that for me and it never has been and a lot of my discomfort when i was younger was about that#cr spoilers#critical role
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a little while ago @linafoxoficial challenged me to draw Sun as HUGE as i could so...
i'm taking it one step further (:<
i challenge y'all to draw Giant Sun
ALL AROUND THE WORLD!
i'll tag a few people, but there's no obligation! this is just some silly fun (:
@starriegalaxy @vacantfields @inkydoughnut @nikolliver @thatmooncake @normal-about-the-dca @oobbbear @sulfadimethoxine @cookiiemancer @cacaocheri @scribbyizback @ren-054 @endu115 @eggcromancer @ohno-the-sun @imclou @aquacomet @horrific-dunce @haruka-636 @zamjd @vodyaniks @ghosteii @strawberrytamii @cosmog-mcgee
and anyone else who wants to join!
it's okay if you're not used to drawing buildings and backgrounds, neither am i 😂
i did a little comic, but feel free to do whatever's most comfortable for you, as long as it's Giant Sun in all his anxious, big-nosed glory standing next to a landmark of some sort.
(PLUS, lina's birthday is coming up in May, so this is a like a fun little gift for lina as well!)
so here's lina's Giant Sun in... Toronto! 🇨🇦
now go! send Giant Sun across the globe!
#Giant Sun around the world!#world domination baby!#fnaf sun#fnaf dca#dca fandom#Giant Sun#i don't actually live in Toronto#i can't do the city life#but i go there for work often#i went today actually ha ha...#and i have absolutely been stuck in traffic because of a Blue Jays game#on multiple occasions#it's the worst#but the image of Giant Sun next to the CN Tower was too fun to pass up#crab art#traditional art#bright colours
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#this might be the most scribble thing I post here yet bahahahahahahahahahahaaha#I still like how the hands turned out even though I didn’t finish them😇#but it’s pretty messy and the hands might be the only part I like🥲#but since this blog is my art journey documentation here you are#I was pretty busy today so no good art but maybe tomorrow we’ll see#I am preparing things to FINALLY answer my asks🥹#& if you tagged me in anything I actually have been meaning to respond!!!!!!!! my notifications are the WORST and so confusing on here😵💫#and I’m technology grandma…#hope u all have had an amazing day !!!! 🫶#my brother in law has been fishing and catching SO MANY sargo#(sargo = sea bream for the animal crossing playing English speakers😙)#AND ITS LITERALLY SOOOOOOOOO DELICIOUS !!!!!#i cook it in the weirdest way possible#you just have to gut the fish and cut off its fins etc#then you put it in a wet salt bed and cover it up…cook it for 30 min…AND VOILA ITS DONE !!!!!#I don’t add any spices…NOTHING…and this fish literally has the taste and texture of crab covered in butter#LIKE…😳 it might be my favorite food/fav thing to cook these days bc it’s so easy and fresh caught fish is just delicious😫#well that was my grandma cooking show of the day👩🍳#now you know how to cook sargo a la sal 👩🍳#also going back to the drawing🥹 I just love these two so much…#I love thinking of sweet moments…most of my angst is confined to writinc😆#the chapter I’m writing right now is SO ANGST DEPRESSING (sorry Eloise)#it will get better…I promise…#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc
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It’s a little outdated since I’ve cleaned it up more, but here’s a very small clip of the animation
(Don’t expect the rest of the animation to be that smooth lol, I like to indulge myself a little with bits and bobbles of smoother animation)
#working on this has been slow going because low motivation hooray#also I have so many other ideas bouncing around in my head so it can be hard to focus on it#but I’ll be cleaning it up a lot more today!#one of the worst parts about animating something for so long is that the way you draw the characters changes#but that’s fine#inconsistency is my specialty 👌#isat#in stars and time#in stars and time Siffrin#isat siffrin#Siffrin isat#siffrin in stars and time#animation#celery scribbles
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#bang chan#christopher bang#bbl pst#selfies#god i needed these so bad you have no idea#today has literally been the worst day of my entire life
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Not yours? Give credit, link to the original source, reblog the original post, don't just use it.
Want to use it? Ask before you take it, even with credit. Some people don't like reposting their art/stories.
Someone says no? Respect them and their choices for their Media.
Just please have some respect for the créative minds or they will not even want to share.
#About Ren#Today has been draining in the worst way#Just please#Respect people!!!#Respect the craft!!!#EASIEST THING#Fic recs or links to the original source are fine#Reposting is not.
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"i'm gay" "i'm straight" "i died on the cyclone" okay???? it's clear i'm the top of this class????? these folks here?????? well?????? they pump the gas?????????
#guys am i doing it right#sorry if someone has already done this-#i tried my best to see if it had been done already but im on the worst hotel wifi ever rn and also tumblr searching is very difficult#i've been thinking about ocean o'connell rosenberg too much today#ride the cyclone#rtc#ocean o'connell rosenberg#bagel thoughts
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They finally did it everybody they said the thing!!!!!!!
"How much do you love Charles Xavier?"
"HOW DARE YOU ASK ME SUCH A QUESTION???!!!??!!?!!??!!??!!!"
HE SAID THE THING !!!!!!!!!!
#snap chats#top five most famous moments in cherik history congratulations anon im glad youve seen it in real time ...#i should rewatch that episode. and the christmas one. and evolution's christmas episode...#i wanted to doodle a silly comic about 92's christmas ep <- has been wanting to do this since like what october#i dont think ill be able to do it ... so tragic....#anyways this moment is still peak to me i gotta watcht this scene again AT LEAST#i think i got it in my twitter bookmark underneath like. ninety bullshit posts vJAELKVJAERKLJ#i at least know the timestamp on the actual ep so ... 'snap you know the timestamp' i know the timestamp i am severely unwell#i have an addiction to being able to quote exact sources for things. oops.#my eye is so fucking itchy guys my baby lady darling dearest gave me lovely kisses but she does not know i am greatly allergic to her#it is worth it tho ... is this not what love is ... enduring the worst to cherish trhe bestt ... my fucking. EYE#also wait yk whats funny. so my favorite poison ring's like latch was weird#it was just really flimsy so the ring would keep flapping open but i dropped it today#and now its fixed. make it make sense i hate science
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in the same vein as that recent terror post. season 2 should have just been crew shenanigans. like yeah we all died and it was horrible but before things got crazy we did some wild shit to keep from being bored
also the episodes should absolutely have the same emotional depth and bandwidth and punch
major points:
-james fitzjames and dundy historically accurate pillowfight
-george hodgson practicing an instrument (woodwind?) and driving the rest of them bananas. maybe people start hiding his clarinet or w/e in increasingly weird hard to find places
- peddie and the ‘where the hell have all of our ointment and oils and lubricants gone’ adventure (spoiler: theyve been used for distinctly nonmedical purposes)
- billy gibson and the stewards versus endless laundry. maybe they have a minor revolt about it
- chefs diggle and chefs wall cookoff contest
- cornelius hickey tries to enjoy his day off and shirking his work only to be roped into stupid menial stuff and unable to escape (jopson et al know what they’re doing)
- irvings watercolors and singing classes keep going terribly wrong
- a day in the life of: Fagin the cat, Neptune the dog, Jacko the capuchin
- please feel free to reblog with your own ideas these are cute to think about
#maybe ill draw them????#if ive got time. i have tests today#pomodoriwhines#the terror#the terror amc#george hodgson: *stomping around the terror* WHERE IS MY CLARINET. literally everyone else on board: ‘oh no. how tragic’.#meanwhile it’s been strapped to the underside of the drawers in CFDVs bunk on the erebus#(des voeux doesnt know its there. when someone tips george off charles has one of his worst evenings to date#(george has stolen the clarinet back and waited for des voeux to go to bed before playing it loudly with poor breath controll right outside)
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btw tw for talking about abuse
I've seen a lot online about how the game never mentions Caterina's abuse of Lucanis while he was growing up (being beaten and starved, which is mentioned in the Wigmaker Job) and I think there's a small mention to it if you're a crow (when asked, he says it was torture training under the first talon and that he resented her for a long time)
And while I do think part of the reason why this isn't brought up is just due to how sanitized this game is when it comes to the crows, I think I do understand why in world wise it's not possible to just be like hey lucanis, fuck your grandma.
It's really hard, loving someone who hurts you. Because you know they're hurting you and yet, you still love them. It's even harder when they're family.
Because its not like Lucanis doesn't know that she hurt him. He says so himself - he hated her, he resented her, and althought I do think him 'justifying' it by saying that at least it prepared him for the life of a crow, at least he still admits that it happened.
But the thing is that despite all this shit, she's still his grandmother. And like, yes, blood shouldn't excuse justifing this behaviour, I feel like it's cultural. Idk how spain or italy works when it comes to family, but here in brazil, you'll hear so many stories of physical abuse happening in families, and its still a situation like Lucanis - i hate them, i resent them, i love them, they're my family.
It's a...complicated situation and I think Lucanis's situation is made worst by the fact that he only has two family members alive and that he cannot let go of.
She beat him, she starved him, he hated and resented her, and he was afraid of dissapointing her, even if in her eyes, i don't think he could. I mean, he comes back an abomination and she still tenderly says 'my poor boy' when you rescue her in the Villa.
All in all...it's tought and I think that it would not be Rook's place to suddenly make Lucanis want to kill his grandma bc he wouldn't. Sorting out those feelings is something he has to do himself, and i'l almost glad the game doesn't make rook do a therapy session with him to talk about it.
#its complicated ok#i've just been thinking a lot about this#bc of my relationship with my mom#and coming to terms that i may be experiencing verbal abuse from her#and the very complex feelings i have in regards to her#so i kinda understand where lucanis comes from?#and why its not adressed in game#this is something lucanis has already come to terms with#there's not a lot you can do about it#maybe after caterina died he would think about it#but its not something that can just be 'solved'#in fact i think if caterina straight up died it would be worst#at least with her alive he could have some time to like fucking properly deal with these feelings#idk i'm not defending caterina#i'm just saying its complicated#idk i just see some posts about 'making lucanis realize all the shit caterina did and go kill her'#and i'm like idk if that would do anything for him#btw don't come for me this is a complicated topic and i did my best to express myself in the wretched language that is english#and when i talk about the cultural part#its bc more than once here you'll have people “brush off” that their parents did those things to them#bc its like...'its been so long and its made into the person i am today and there's not much point in dwelling on it'#it may not be the healthiest thing ever#but sometimes its what you have#sometimes you can't think about it too much if you just want to get on with your day#sometimes its does it even fucking matter its so in the past now#anyways#tw talk of abuse#again DON'T COME FOR ME#lucanis dellamorte
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for anyone wondering, what about Han Sungsoo? 🤔 it seems that he hasn't been the CEO of Pledis since early 2022, the role until now was filled by Lee Dahye, a former VP for Bighit. HSS has still remained in the company but was demoted to an internal director
if you're wondering how you missed this, don't worry, there was never an official announcement! 🙃 carats had to find this out more than a year after the fact by doing some digging
but now Lee Dahye is being replaced by Kim Yeon Soo, who's the original VP of Pledis before they were acquired. He's the one that appeared on SVT Club, and he has historically had a good relationship with Seventeen. the way I always thought of it is Nu'est was HSS's project group, where Kim Yeon Soo oversaw the creation of svt. after the acquisition, he was put in charge of Hybe Labels Japan. it seems now he will remain in that position while also taking over as Pledis CEO
personally, I don't know what to think of this yet. on one hand carats have always had a positive view of Kim Yeon Soo, and he's always seemed to have a close relationship with svt. and I would say I'd rather have him in charge than a hybe plant
but the timing of it is very convenient. this is pure speculation on my part but with Seungkwan's Instagram post recently and all the stuff going on with hybe, it wouldn't surprise me if hybe was bringing in Kim Yeon Soo to try and appease the members (and possibly other Pledis employees). it definitely feels like they're trying to appease /somebody/ with this move, and I can't see it being the fans since most carats didn't know about Lee Dahye being the CEO in the first place. so I can only assume it's people within Pledis they're trying to appease 🤷♀️
#i didnt post about lee dahye directly when i found out bc i still wasnt totally sure if it was true#even though the evidence seemed to be pointing that way#although im pretty sure i remember posting a vague rant about hybe when i found out lmao#its interesting bc even after the acquisition even though i hated hybe#i felt it was still better for the members to re-sign and stay in pledis#bc where else would they go that would still have the resources to support them? especially when they seemed to be doing okay under hybe#even if i didnt like the company#but now i really do hope they leave#idk where they go or if it means they cant promote for a while or if it means they cant use the svt trademark and branding anymore#but all my worst fears about hybe have been proven true and i wouldn't be upset at all if they just left#which is not something i ever thought id say#like my ideal is that pledis could break from hybe all together but i know thats unrealistic#and its so frustrating bc i know its just a company but pledis has had such a rich and unique history of not only artists#but creative directors producers and other employees#but its been changed almost to the point of unrecognizability now#even nana who was with the company for 15 years left which says a lot#even the people who were loyal to pledis despite everything have started to leave#what does that say??#anyway im home sick today so i had time to rant#might turn rb's off later but ill try leaving them on#melia.txt
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Zedaph: Do a back flip
Tango jumps, swirling slightly to the left, making a ehh-ke noise when landing.
Zedaph: That was pitifull.
#hermitcraft#a quote#Tango tek#zedaph#lackey run everyone#always hilarious#I was today years old when I realized that Zedaph doesn’t number his Hermitcraft episodes#note:I have been watching him since season 7#the archivist in me is crying right now#zedaph Hermitcraft season9 episode worst! assistant! ever!!!#video 34 in his Hermitcraft S9 playlist tho#mod evil rat#pls don't judge me by my interpretation of Tango’s noises#he has a lot of them and everyone hear a diferent thing I swear
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Randy Random is really trying to get the Jones' Boys some company...
Mechi knows when he's outnumbered.
Looks like we'll be rushed off our feet making bedrolls for a little while!
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#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#randy random will not win this fight#I refuse to add more people to this colony#we're saving ourselves for androids and our immediate family#but we are far from monsters#so offer aid we must#even if we don't want to#Perhaps Quinn and Flapjack and Skippy can walk Kristy to Arewll?#or start a new outpost alltogether...#Arwell IS getting a bit crowded#we'll see#I have had possibly the worst day of my life ever today#so if you feel like sending me ideas for things to draw to distract me... Please do <3#hope your day is better than mine has been#love you all <3 <3 <3
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not to be mushy, but sometimes I see my little underdogs on this show, and they’re just so tired from the game and they’re having a moment of being down and they’re ready to throw in the towel, and I sit behind my screen saying “there’s a lot of game left to play, don’t give up just yet” and then in my life, I’m just having a period of being extremely down and I’m just so ready to give up on everything and I don’t know, there’s a lot of life left to live
#bb26#falling in love was just the worst choice I’ve ever made#because admittedly I am not good for anyone right now I’m a mess#so I just keep having like that moment from the bear like WHAT DID I THINK I WAS GONNA BE IN A RELATIONSHIP IM A FUCKING PSYCHOPATH#kimo is having a day where’s he’s been talking about finding someone all day and I can tell tubina has kinda reignited that want in him#he wants a partner he wants love#and I truly think he deserves it and I hope he finds it#but yeah just relating to kimo a lot today
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