#and to ramble even More i feel like im a picky eater but in a bit of a different way than usual
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cabbagecrunt · 2 years ago
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to ramble on a little more i think stuff like sausage and kielbasa is like. some magic meat that will make any leafy green taste good if cooked with it. my mom has been able to convert me to both a kale and a brussel sprout liker by cooking them up with sausage. what's next? asparagus?
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rauberrauber · 2 years ago
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line up baby
wanted to make a sort of ref for everyone so i can keep track of everyone's designs, heights, etc
side hcs below cuz i wanna ramble lol
fyi any links are just for pictures to help visualize what im trying to say
also add to these with ur own i love reading hcs :]
general:
the sides work with a kind of cartoon logic (kinda like who framed Roger rabbit) which is what their shape shifting and such is, they can survive pretty much everything, dont bend to reality type thing
i also dig playing around with the idea that they just arent human, they dont need to eat, sleep, even breathe or blink if they dont wanna. They just play more human around thomas so they dont freak him out (everyone but remus at least, dude doesnt give a fuck lol) they all have their priorities regarding that kinda stuff. like logan doesnt eat or sleep almost at all (there r exceptions tho obvi (crofters))  while patton rly likes to cook and bake so why not eat the stuff you make? meanwhile remus eats literally anything he can find
they can also float if they wanna, same thing where they just dont around thomas. this came about me just imagining remus consistently floating around in the mindscape instead of walking for whatever reason? so yeah they can do that
theres a core mindscape and a ‘dark’ mindscape, that sorta works like the upside down from stranger things (as in the dark mindscape is like literally upside down and mirrors everything, like this)
everyones also got their own unique doors to their rooms. logans is very sleek and modern, pattons in more childlike and almost vintage, romans resemble castle doors while remus’ is more like a dungeons, virgils is typically angsty teenager with tons of posters and ‘keep out’ signs, and janus has tons of locks on his
design wise the core sides have straight teeth and fluffier hair while the dark sides have sharp teeth and rougher(?) hair (since changing, virgil has vampire-esque fangs)
logan:
square rimmed glasses
loves the rain
unintentionally fidgets with his clothes, always adjusting his glasses or rolling his sleeves up and down or messing with the buttons or his tie
playing more into the whole ‘sides dont have to eat thing’ he finds food kinda nasty lol, again only rly eats stuff thats very good to him (ultimate picky eater basically) patton has tried and failed many times to get logan to try and like new foods
roman was the one who got him to try crofters
watches those long ass video essays about random topics on youtube for background noise
patton:
round glasses and heart eyes
has roller blades/skates! specifically these ones that retract the wheels. good way of getting energy out (even if hes super clumsy with them)
tallest + dad bod
tons of bandages, kinda playing around with the phrase ‘broken heart’
him and janus play video games together (both of them are terrible lol)
definitely listens to dad rock/dad music
roman:
starry eyes!
crown can float on its own (same w/ remus’)
has one of these couches in his room to dramatically faint onto
him and remus dont share a room, but they have a sort of portal to each others rooms if that makes sense. a big mirror but instead of reflecting, its showing into the other room and only the twins can go thru
wants to be his own side after the split
roman and remus pierced each others ears when they were younger
virgil:
decently tall but slouches a lot which hides it (slouching hes shorter than the twins but still taller than janus) also rarely stands or sits straight at all so it kinda shocked the core sides when he showed them how tall he rly was (queue roman being mad cuz hes actually the shortest of the main four lol)
has stereotypical emo hair and still has some purple dye in it
hot topic skeleton fingerless gloves and muddy sneakers (idk why it just feels right)
tons of random bruises
draws his nails black with sharpie
listens to metal music to calm down. remus got him into a lot of numetal, screamo kinda music when virgil was still one of the others, it was one of the few times theyd hang out and virgil wasnt 100% freaked out by remus
definitely experimented with scene fashion when thomas was a teenager
drinks tons of energy drinks
janus:
shortest ha
yellow eyes
bow wrapped on his hat
long flowy cape and heeled shoes with spats (thats what theyre called right?)
uses the staff from pof as a walking cane
speaks fluent pig latin, remus and logan are the only ones who can somewhat understand what he says (remus cuz hes been around janus so long, and logan wanting to research and understand whatever the hell janus is saying) it also has always drove virgil up the wall cuz hes never been able to get it, janus will start speaking it just to annoy him
only rly relaxes when by himself, always kinda putting on a mask with the others and thomas, regardless of how trustworthy he considers them
constantly coming up with proper plans and schemes, typically wouldnt let remus near them with a 10 foot pole (affectionately)
knows how to lockpick
scared of the ocean
remus: 
broken crown
eyes can go all crazy, pupils can be different sizes and such (there was a cartoon that did this where the eyes would go red and have a ton of rings around the pupils like spirals kinda? i cant find a pic of what im rly visualizing rip i hope that makes sense)
ton of rings (one of em is an eyeball ring)
is like half an inch taller than roman and will never let him live it down
enjoys all the ‘bad’ disney/pixar movies. (cars, home on the range, etc) and like unironically enjoys them. prolly started ironically to mess with roman but he genuinely find those ones the best and cant fathom why theyre disliked (totally not self-indulgent cuz some of those movies are my favorites)
comes up with random weird plans and ropes janus into them whenever possible, janus plays along best he can
somewhat wants to fuse back with roman (even if hes unsure why)
remus and virge used to make fun of roman together all the time
remus is the one who gave virge his septum and gages
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onlynatureknows · 9 months ago
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The Slow Eater Symphony
Many people take the next bite of food before chewing & swallowing the bite they already have in their mouths. All without even realizing. & all the while asking others, why. we. eat. so. slow.
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I bet you’re wondering, what the h*ll is this girl rambling about? Well, let me explain. I’ve been a slow eater my entire life. Not just a picky eater, but a slow eater. I think starting off as a child who was picky / uninterested in food literally shaped the ~way~ I eat. I must chew and swallow one bite before allowing another to enter my mouth. Thus, leaving me in last place as other food loving toddlers shoveled piles of who knows what into their mouths. My daughter eats the same way now, and yes she is a very. very. slow. eater.
but you see, I never really examined my eating process until a friend mentioned it to me in high school. “Diana, you eating so slow! Why you eating like that?” I thought everyone ate this way. I thought maybe im just chewing slow, I do have a small jaw. Some people think im trying to savor the food, but really how savory is a high school lunch? After further examination I realized, people are really shoveling food into their mouths without a second thought! Of course, I set out to test the method of the fast eating food shovelers. Every now and then, especially when i hear, “Hurry up stop eating so slow!” I will employ the shoveling method. Consciously making sure that i chew just enough to allow for a fresh bite to enter. Not fully taking in the first bite, not being present with it, not allowing it to complete its course, to settle with me. Then, on to the next! And repeat! Until the task is complete.
Now i wonder, what do you people do when the bowl is empty? The plate is spotless? Not a crumb in sight. When there is no. next. bite. Must you grab another plate, or reminisce in what was? Well, that sounds like a miserable cycle.
Living in Yesterday’s Tomorrow, is it not Enough?
I say all this to say: silly silly humans! Humans are always after the next thing. Whatever (or whoever) that may be. Always reaching, searching, scoping for something “new.” Notice i didnt say something better, or even something special. Just. something. new. Always looking at what others have, what we could have, what we should have. Always thinking about our wants & desires. Always more, more, more. Never realizing that we are living in yesterday’s tomorrow. Living in a young girl’s teenage dream. Living in a teenager’s adult projections. Living in an adult’s retirement fantasy. Living in answered prayers. And yet still, we fail to nurture what we have. Instead, we hold our palms open, our eyes beady, and put our heads out the window for more. Why? Are we so empty & so lost that we have no capacity to be content for more than 5 seconds? Yeah, i give it 5 seconds. 5 seconds before you feel the urge to reach for that next bite. That fresh new bite, of the same. exact. meal. But its a new bite, right?
I presume this tragedy stems from the condition of believing that we are our own Gods. Yes, we humans are a mirror of creation. Our manifestations and our great love is tribute to that. But this condition i speak of, this “always seeking” mentality, can only be tribute to confusion. But anyhow, what do i know? On to the next!
always,
<3
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alabastermask · 17 days ago
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im already vegetarian for a couple of reasons, and here’s my two cents. you’re 100% right. i am not vegetarian for health reasons or for animal rights reasons (thats a whole conversation for another time). i am vegetarian because a) i don’t like the texture of most meats/poultries/fish (i consider all to be meat) due to sensory issues and b) i have ocd and constantly worry that my meat is raw or contaminated in some way (the recent recalls have been great for that :))) /s). i am a very picky eater, to the point where i would definitely consider it disordered eating, if not any one specific eating disorder. i also hate the smell of cooking food and find it difficult to consistently prepare food. i have a very limited diet, and i rely heavily on prepackaged and processed foods. when i decided to stop eating meat (and poultry, fish, etc.) the number of meals i could rely on shrank from relatively few to very few. (i am aware that this is a problem. i do not have any interest in resuming eating meat and am not looking for advice on the subject). so yes, you are correct. no longer eating precooked meat would take away a lot of your food options.
my unsolicited advice on this is to not give up on precooked meat entirely. you will most likely have to reduce the amount of precooked meat products you eat, but that doesn’t mean you need to get rid of them entirely. keep an eye on recall lists, know how to spot potential contamination, and prepare food in a way that reduces risk (ie cook meat thoroughly). additionally, try to work out a system to prepare meals when you do have energy in order to save them for when you don’t. if you’re living with some who enjoys cooking or has more energy for it, see if you can swap with them. my friend has been making herself a week’s worth of breakfast burritos and then freezing them, and that seems to work for her. if you can find someone to support you with meal prep, even better.
and my other bit of advice is to not stress the healthy label too much (easier said than done, i know). culturally, we have such a skewed idea of what eating healthy looks like. if you are eating food that nourishes your body and makes you feel good, i say that’s healthy. for me, simply eating food at all is a win, and so therefore food— any food— is healthy. i don’t know what healthy will look like for you. i don’t know what you like to eat enough to recommend recipes. but what i will say is this: your mental health is just as much a part of health as your body. prepackaged meats that save you energy ARE healthy for you, and giving them up entirely may not be the best option for you. if you decide to do that, i do have other suggestions. but given what you are saying, i think the best course of action is to reduce but not eliminate precooked and prepackaged meat.
i hope this was helpful and not just the useless tired ramblings of a deranged food consumer. i also hope my unsolicited advice is not rude, if this was just a vent post and you weren’t actually looking for a response i can take this down. anyway good luck on the food front; i should probably go to sleep
genuinely the idea that I will just have to give up precooked meat forever is terrifying. I rely on precooked stuff with meat for dinner most of the time. going vegetarian would make getting protein and eating dinners that are filling so much harder, especially with the fucking nut allergies. like sure a veggie based dinner is healthy but I just know I'm gonna end up snacking on a bunch of junk food afterwards bc I'll still be hungry :/ figuring out what to eat for dinner is already hard enough. having outside pressure to restrict what I'm eating is just gonna make it harder.
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xxtoothachexx · 3 years ago
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hi i’d like to request a matchup please!
i’m 5’0 with shoulder length semi curly brown hair, with blue eyes and lots of freckles. i’m bi so i’m good with girls and guys :)
I have an INFP personality type and my zodiac is a sagittarius. I have slight social anxiety and can be very anxious and shy when first meeting someone, but after being around someone for a long period of time i begin to feel comfortable and talk more around them. I’m pretty sarcastic and crack a lot of jokes, and I over share a lot without realizing. I’m pretty insecure about myself and feel anxious that I annoy people a lot. I’m very non judgemental and pretty oblivious to a lot of social cues as well. I tend to talk a lot or go on a rant about something if Im interested in it, worried about it or enjoy it. I have a horrible memory and often forget things. Im terrified of bugs too. I have an extremely hard time being vulnerable around someone and I also have some trust issues. I’m also a picky eater though I will try something before deciding if I like it or not. I also really love cats! I really love listening to music, occasionally drawing although I’m not that great at it and I love nature, animals and sunsets as well. I hate math with a passion. My love language is quality time, so just spending time with a person I care about is more than enough for me! That’s about it, sorry if this was too long. Thank you and I hope you have a great day <3
hello, thank you for calling in and participating in the event!! I match you with Kyojuro Rengoku
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Rengoku was so bright and bold when you first met him it was kind of intimidating but he has such a welcoming and protective aura to him that drew you in. He’s patient with you getting used to him
He loves loves your humor, even the dumbest jokes will get him to laugh. He especially loves when your own jokes gets you to laugh, it’s so cute
He’s very clear with his love and how much you mean to him, so there’s no room for you to feel insecure in the relationship. He always has so much love in his expression whenever you just talk to him
When you’re just rambling about something you have his full attention, even if he had no idea what you’re talking about, Rengoku just loves the sound of your voice and how excited you are about what you’re talking about
Sometimes he can be pretty oblivious to social cues so the two of you are just two peas in a pod, it’s kinda funny but at least you’re not alone!
And he’s a perfect person when it comes to having trouble opening up. He’ll never force you, he’s patient and constantly reassuring you to make sure you’re okay and comfortable. He just wants the best for his love
Rengoku threw his head back and let out a hearty laugh at the little joke you’d made. You couldn’t help the loving smile creeping across your own lips at how sweet he was. He bumped into you playfully and smiled down at you. “I love you.”
“Yeah yeah, not as much as I love you.” You reached up to ruffle at his hair and he ducked down, your hand just barely missing his headful of blonde and fire red curls. You jokingly gasped in offense and he laughed again.
You sidled up closer to him, pouting and he leaned down to look at you. His wild eyes were filled with such a pure and sweet love for you and you couldn’t keep pouting, deciding to lean forward and peck him on the forehead.
He opened his mouth to say something but cut himself off rather quickly. “Look!” He pointed further down the street and you followed where he was pointing, catching a glimpse of a bright orange tabby cat lounging in the sun.
The both of you sit by the cat, petting it while it happily purrs at the attention. It’s adorable to you and it’s fur is as soft as velvet, the tags on its collar jingling as Rengoku scratches behind its ear. A random thought crosses your mind and you can’t help but laugh.
“Would you still love me if I was a cat?”
“Of course dear, I’d buy you the best cat house to live in.”
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itstittycitybaby · 4 years ago
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V with a S/O who has ADHD HCS
A/N: my adhd has been messing me up lately so here we are lmao. this is kinda based off of me but i will try to be more inclusive for anyone else that has adhd. honest to god as im writing these im starting to tear up and wanna cry LMAO
Warning: talking about ADHD. Normally I wouldn’t put a warning for something like this, but I have trauma that is tied to my ADHD. So for anyone else with ADHD that gets triggered by RSD or the symptoms talked about here, I advise you to skip this post. Thank you and stay safe!
I think we all know by now that V is very supportive and loving
ADHD is something he might understand the basic concept of but doesn’t really know how to help with
You’re gonna have to sit down with V and explain to him some of the behaviors that comes with having ADHD
Like hyperfixation, RSD, maybe some sensory issues etc.
V will be understanding and will try to be there for you
Interested in something new? This man will listen to you ramble about it and rant for hours. He’ll actually stay engaged too!
“I’m not annoying you with this am I? If you’re not interested it’s fine really.” “My darling, I love to hear you speak. Especially when you are delighted about something.”
He will not taunt you for being excited about something or make fun of you for anything you might do
One of my many fidgets is pacing for hours on end. Literally just walking around my place all day every day. 
Any fidget you have V will not mock you for it. 
Either from pacing like a mad man, messing with your hands, patting your thighs, whatever it is this man isn’t going to judge you
Though, if it’s a fidget that’s harmful V will not be okay with that
If you have RSD (Rejection Sensitive Disorder), V is going to be a bit surprised at your outbursts and concerned
For me I cry whenever this happens so if you do cry V is going to be worried
That is until you explain to him what the cause is
He’ll still be concerned but will try to understand
With RSD you tend to be more sensitive to people’s behaviors and emotions
If V seems upset with you or makes a light hearted joke about you, you’re gonna overthink about it
He doesn’t mean it to be harmful he’s used to playful banter
If V sees that it’s bothering you though he will apologize and won’t do it again
If you have any sensory issues V will be careful not to overload you
I am very sensitive to touch and how things feel. I am a picky eater because of this and I am very picky about certain blankets, clothes, or anything that involves touch
V is going to make sure that whatever foods, blankets, or anything you cannot stand, isn’t at the shadow gallery
He won’t make you eat stuff you can’t eat, he will give you whatever blankets you’d like
V wants you to be comfortable and wants to help you whenever your senses do overload
Same thing with hearing sensory: V is quiet in general so there’s not too much to worry about
However if there’s a certain noise that triggers you or bothers you he will refrain from making that noise
I think anyone else with ADHD has that one memory or experience of being told you’re too annoying/obnoxious 
Usually this comes from excitement or just being happy in general so you can’t really focus on too many things besides that excitement or whatever activity you’re doing
V find it endearing; he loves to see his darling get excited about something even if they’re being a bit too loud
He also doesn’t want to deflate you
People with ADHD hyperfixate on something(s) and it’s all they can think about
So whenever you get into something you block out everything except the thing you’re fixating on
You forget to eat, sleep, shower, any self care is out the window along with the time that passes
V will gently prod you to eat and take a break
He knows it’s not your fault you literally just forget 
If you have trouble focusing on something V will either make you step back and breath for a bit until you can grasp it with a clear head
Or he’ll make you coffee so you can focus more and then carry you when you crash right after
ADHD is something that isn’t seen as important or worthy of talking about. It’s gotten better but there’s still room for improvement. I encourage you to learn more about it and if you are interested my inbox is always open! I didn’t go into it as much but this post is very long. There’s a bunch of stuff I didn’t mention which I’m sorry for. This was a bit triggering for me to write because of my trauma ADHD has caused. So anyone else out there that deals with the same thing (ADHD or not), I see you and I hear you. You are just as valid as the next person and I hope that you are not hard on yourself. 
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storybookprincess · 4 years ago
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LIV. DO YOU KNOW HOW MY HEART FUCKING /LEAPT/ WHEN I HEARD YOU SAY "DAZAI OSAMU" HOLY SHIT I CANT BELIEVE THIS FIRST BANANA FISH AND NOW BSD LIV BESTIE I CANT TAKE IT IM GOING TO PE R I SH- (love, fireflower, 1/?)
okay i might end up rambling but i have SO MANY feelings about this show even after yelling about it to the friends i've gotten into it and mblaksdnasdsaknfadfakfhwneiaundlsdfjksadfasd look. look the writing may be scuffed at times but l o o k. dazai PHYSICALLY hurts me okay. god(wont spoil anything dw)... its only been 2 eps but i trust that you see the Angst:tm: as well and *melts* (-ff 2/3)
ANYWAy im so so so ecstatic to see you interested in him and bsd and i really sincerely hope you enjoy!!! obligated warning for some skewed writing but bsd is one of those anime where canon is a chocolate box and we're the picky eaters. and by that i mean GENEROUS AUDIENCES STAY WINNING BABY. the characters and dynamic potential make it all the worthwhile :DDD again, i LITERALLY CANNOT WAIT for you to continue this anime and i hope you have fun!!! (-love, fireflower)
(hi fireflower here again) SKADHASKDFJS RANDOM NOTE NO NEED TO REPLY TO THIS BUT I MISSREAD YOUR POST IN MY EXCITEMENT AND THOUGHT YOU SAID EPISODE TWO INSTEAD OF TWO DAYS WHOOPS ANYWAY IGNORE THAT LOVE YOU
(yes hi hello fireflower again im doing that thing where i send an ask and then remember ANOTHER thing i wanted to say sorry for the spam) ON THE TOPIC OF SONGS- there is one song is particular called I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young that just- fits dazai to a tee. i will Cry 🥺. if you haven't gotten the full picture of his backstory yet it might not mean as much/anything to you but please please give it a listen once you do <3 it singlehandedly murdered me (there are amvs to it too bkasdnaslkdfsl)
akjdflkasjfkajdsfoiaejw fireflower i need you to know that when i opened tumblr & saw that i suddenly had five asks i was like “oh my god, what did i do wrong & who’s mad at me???” so seeing it was instead fangirling about bsd was quite a relief lol!!!!!!  for context, i just finished s2 (yes, i watched 24 episodes in the span of approx 3 days i am INHALING this show) but GOD i love dazai i love atsushi i love kyouka i love kenji i love alll of them i am going INSANE.  i know what you mean about parts of canon being iffy but i agree--i’ll carefully select the bits i like & disregard the rest bc the parts that are good are SO GOOD.  also YES i know that song and YES given dazai’s backstory it fits PERFECTLY i have so many emotions XD  i think i’m gonna do one more ep before bed tonight & try to finish the series tomorrow bc i am in turbo content consumption mode lol!!!!  feel free to dm me if you want to talk about the show (esp given that we are both found family aficionados the armed detective agency found family potential is SO GOOD) bc i’m going insane & would welcome the chance to scream about it with someone!!!!!!  thank you for sharing this excitement with me it really made me happy!!!!!! xo
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httpjeon · 6 years ago
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— 02. bunny blues: conflict | yoongi & jungkook
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yoongi/reader/jungkook | angst | hybrid!au
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wordcount: 3.9k
contents: jungkook is a dick now im sorry, um bullying?, jealousy
― synopsis: maybe jungkook isn’t as happy as he thought he was
note: reader is a bunny hybrid, kook is a dog hybrid, and yoongi is a human!
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blog masterlist ɪɴᴅᴇx: 01 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08
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"I've found a place for you," It was the first time he'd spoken to you all day -- and it was 7pm. His tone held none of the warmth you were used to, it was cold and detached.
Your reply was a simple 'really?' as you didn't really know what else to ask. You were sitting in your bedroom, except it resembled nothing like it once did. All your belongings were gone except two outfits and one pair of shoes. Your mattress didn't even have your pastel pink sheets on it -- he had only left you with a single blanket.
Part of you wondered when he became cruel but, it could be worse.
Right. It could be worse...
"It's the coworker I told you about," He expanded upon his previous statement, leaning against the door frame with his arms across his chest. He held an almost defensive stance. You must have look quite pathetic sitting in the middle of your empty bedroom playing with a single sock because you felt his place a comforting hand upon your head. "He owns another hybrid so you won't be alone when he works and they're both really nice. Yoongi will be able to provide well for you,"
You didn't offer a response this time, merely pulling a thread out of your sock causing the fabric to frustratingly bunch up. As you straightened it back out, you heard Namjoon sigh and remove his hand from your head. Your ears flopped over your head in response to the loss of contact...of comfort. You heard him begin to walk away, several steps before he stopped once again. You felt his eyes on you.
"I'm really sorry, _____,"
When he shut the door, you buried your face in your knees and cried; all alone in your barren bedroom that was once filled to the brim with love.
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As you stood in the little apartment Yoongi and Jungkook owned, you were surprised. Namjoon owned a two story house so this little space was so different. However, it was quite cozy with blankets and pillows thrown about. Two soothing scents mixed together but was being tainted by Namjoon's. His was a scent you were beginning to hate -- it made you feel sad. You had been briefly introduced to the two of them but it didn't ease the awkward tension that filled the space.
Despite your growing anger and disdain towards him, you still found yourself hiding behind him and clinging to the back of his shirt. His warmth and strong muscles beneath his shirt gave you a sense of protection.
Yoongi stood in front of Namjoon, holding a little packet of paper you didn't even realize Joon had been carrying. Jungkook was peeking over the back of the couch, his butt in the air with his fluffy tail wagging happily along with two fluffy ears twitching atop his head.
"She has a pretty specific diet, different to what Jungkook would eat," Namjoon explained as both he and Yoongi looked over the papers. It took you a moment to come to terms that Namjoon had actually created a care guide for your new owner -- an actually sweet gesture. "She's a pretty picky eater, actually, so you can't just slop anything together and feed it to her. She uhhh...she really likes Romaine lettuce, it's her favorite. I usually give the centers to her as a snack since they're really sweet -- y-you can just save them when you feed her and it'll be fine like that. I think she prefers them as a snack,"
As you listened, you noticed that Jungkook's tail stopped wagging and his ears were flopping sadly. Namjoon's voice was no longer strong and detached, instead it was shaky and watery -- mixed in with small sniffles.
"She doesn't like cabbage at all, she'll just refuse to eat it if it has it...also no broccoli, it makes her feel sick," Namjoon sniffled again, his body stiffening when you reflexively hugged him from behind at his distress. "You should keep some protein powder on hand for when she gets sick. You can sprinkle it on her food and it'll help her bounce back faster. If she starts running a fever she turns into a bit of a crybaby. She really hates loud noises so at bathtime you should fill the tub with her out of the room otherwise she'll get scared, and at bedtime you should play rainy mood or something because she really can't sleep in silence her ears are too sensitive, you know. Also she--"
"Namjoon," Yoongi cut the unending rambling off, causing Namjoon to go silent. "Do you really want to do this?"
There was a beat of silence before Namjoon seemed to sober up. His back straightened and he sighed.
"I have to," After he said those cold words, he pulled your hands off from around him and released himself from your embrace. Turning around, you noted he had in fact been crying -- his cheeks were still wet and his eyes were red. As you gazed up at him, you saw his lips trembling as he fought himself from crying again. Leaning forward, he pressed his lips to your forehead one final time. "Goodbye sweetheart,"
He breezed past you and was gone with a simple slam of the door. Yoongi floundered for a moment, unsure of what to do when he saw your eyes begin to water and your chin start to wobble.
"Hey don't cry!" You were suddenly embraced strongly by the puppy hybrid you hadn't even noticed get up from the couch. "How about we go get your room set up! Hey," He paused, looking around you. "why don't you have any things?"
"Oh," Your shoulders slumped and Jungkook squeezed you reassuringly. "Joonie got rid of them because he thought I was going to a shelter instead,"
"Well," Yoongi sighed, scratching his head. "We'll have to do some shopping anyway for your food. I suppose we can go another day to get you some clothes and belongings as well,"
"I'll show you to your room anyway!" Jungkook took your hand and dragged you down the hallway. You looked over your shoulder to see Yoongi staring at the papers Namjoon left. "It's right across the hall from my room, see! And Yoongi-hyungs is all the way down the hallway so I'm closer to you, if you need me any time!"
As you stood in the bedroom, you noticed it was smaller than your old one. The walls were white instead of pink and the floor was wooden instead of carpeted. That was going to be annoying because you sometimes slept on your floor -- it was cooler down there after all. The mattress was completely bare and it was simply on the floor and not on a frame. There wasn't even a dresser and you found yourself tearing up again.
"W-Why are you crying? Don't you like it?" Jungkook panicked, hovering over you as he didn't quite know what to do as you cried into your hands.
"What's the matter?" Yoongi gruffly asked as he entered the room, alerted to the problem from Jungkook's freak out.
"I-I don't know, she just started crying!" Jungkook whimpered, hands still hovering above you as if he wanted to touch you but too scared of upsetting you.
"It's alright, Kook," Yoongi soothed, petting the pup's hair. "She's probably just overwhelmed, isn't that right honey?"
You nodded into your hands when he addressed you. He pulled you into a hug and you buried your face in his neck. For some reason, you found yourself comforted by his scent and quickly spit out what was wrong.
"I-I compared it to Joonie's room I-I'm sorry," Both men in the room stilled when you choked out the confession.
"It's alright, there's nothing wrong with that," Yoongi cooed, stroking your hair softly. "It was what you knew and this is different so you're gonna compare the new to the old, yeah?"
"Y-You're not mad?" You whimpered, pulling away from his chest to ask. He nearly cooed at how cute you looked, eyes wide and teary with a small pout on your lips.
"No, not at all," He smiled, a cute gummy smile that immediately brought a small smile to your lips.
"U-Um what should she wear to...like bed?" Jungkook asked somewhat awkwardly, breaking up the soft bonding moment between you and Yoongi. The older pulled away from you and you took the moment to dry your eyes on your sleeve.
"Well, you don't have anything to sleep in and I assume you don't want to sleep in that dress," You nodded and he placed his hands on his hips. "I suppose you can wear something of mine to bed tonight, yeah?"
"Why not mine?" Jungkook pouted, making Yoongi laugh and ruffle his hair.
"We both know you don't like sharing your clothes, pup, but thank you for trying, that's very sweet," Jungkook shakily smiled at Yoongi's praise. "I'll pick something out for you real quick,"
Yoongi vanished down the hall and you plopped onto the bed, giggling when the mattress made you bounce. When you looked at Jungkook, you noticed his body was completely still and he was spaced out staring at the door.
You started to ask if he was okay when Yoongi entered the room once more. He was holding some dark colored clothes and you pouted a bit -- you never wore dark colors. You didn't voice your opinion, however, as he was nice enough to lend you his clothing.
"They'll probably be a little big on you, but you shouldn't mind. They're soft and smell nice at least," Yoongi chuckled, placing them on the bed beside you. "C'mon Jungkook, let's let her get changed. ______ we'll be in the living room waiting for you, okay? You remember the way?"
His concern immediately had a smile lighting up your face and you nodded. Yoongi's eyes followed your bouncing ears and he reached out, about to pet them before settling for just patting your head. Sometimes humans were scared of touching your ears, you noticed. Joonie was never like that.
You shook your head of that thought before pausing to make sure the two of them didn't notice. Luckily they were both walking out of the room now. With a soft click of the door, you were alone again.
When you exited the room, you wandered down the hallway to find them both sitting on the couch. They both turned to look at you and you grinned. You had put on Yoongi's long sleeved sweater but since it fell to your knees, you decided not to put on the sweatpants.
"Aren't you adorable?" Yoongi cooed, taking your hand and looked you up and down with a grin. "Isn't she precious, Kookie?"
You barely noticed the halfhearted smile Jungkook gave but no actual verbal reply. Yoongi didn't seem to notice either, still beaming at you swimming in his shirt. However, when you yawned, Yoongi cooed again and pet your head.
"Jungkookie will get you a blanket and a pillow and then you can get some sleep okay?" You nodded eagerly and smiled at Jungkook who pursed his lips in response to you. Cocking your head to the side, Yoongi furrowed his brows and looked at Jungkook. "Go on, Kook,"
The pup heaved a sigh and got to his feet, breezing past you as if you didn't exist. You missed the way Yoongi's jaw clenched and his brows furrowed as you bounced after the other hybrid.
By the time you reached him, he was already pulling the things you needed out. Holding your arms out, you let him pile the soft fabric into your hands before he shut the door with a bang -- making you yelp in surprise and drop everything.
"Jungkook!" Yoongi came in, immediately scolding his hybrid, who immediately bowed his head in submission. "Namjoon said you have to be quiet, her ears are more sensitive than yours, you know? You scared her!"
Jungkook didn't supply an answer, his tail sagging behind him as Yoongi picked everything up for you and grabbed your hand to lead you into your room. Jungkook followed, standing outside the bedroom as he watched his owner set your bed up, laughing and smiling with you.
Jungkook's heart filled with jealousy, eyes squinting when Yoongi would pet you or take your hand in his. When you were finally tucked in, Jungkook nearly turned red at the sight of you hugging Yoongi and rubbing your nose against his in a soft bunny kiss. Just as Yoongi kissed your forehead, Jungkook turned on his heels and stomped to his own bedroom -- slamming the door which was followed by a yelp from you.
It didn't take very long for Yoongi to storm into Jungkook's room, hands on his hips and look not happy.
"Why are you being a brat?" He hiss to the hybrid, who only huffed into his pillow. "You agreed to let her stay here!"
"Yeah but I didn't agree for her to wear your clothes and for you to kiss her," Jungkook snapped, voice muffled by his pillow.
"You're jealous?" Yoongi sighed, running a hand through his hair. "She's adjusting Jungkook, things will mellow out soon. Stop being a brat, you're going to make her uncomfortable and the last thing we need is a stressed out bunny -- she could get sick. So be polite and nice to her, be her friend, alright?"
He didn't wait for a response before he stalked out of the room. Jungkook belatedly realized he didn't get a goodnight kiss like you did and it only made the jealousy burn deeper into his heart. He shouldn't have felt it but when he agreed to have you -- he didn't account for the fact he'd have to share Yoongi's attention too.
Perhaps he wasn't as ready to share as he thought he was.
At the first light of sun, you were being awoken with soft pets to your ears. Opening your eyes, you smiled and nuzzled into the touch.
"Oh so you do like it?" Yoongi asked, grinning when you nodded happily. You noticed he was dressed in a t-shirt and jeans; he also smelled really nice. "I put your dress beside you, it's freshly washed and it should be warm from the dryer. Put it on and we can get going, alright?"
At your okay, he gave a little pat to your head before standing up and leaving with a soft click of the door. You sat up in the bed and stretched with a small moan. You had slept really well, the mattress was extremely comfy even if it was on the floor.
After throwing on your dress, you bounced out of the room and into the hallway where you were met with Jungkook. You beamed at him, missing the cold glare he gave you before he spoke.
"Your hair is gross, fix it," Your smile disappeared along with him down the hallway. The happy, cheerful tone from yesterday was long gone and replaced with detached distance.
Yoongi came out of the bathroom just seconds later, pulling his zipper up before pausing and laughing.
"You got a little bedhead, come here," Your smiled returned when he held his hand out for you.
You liked holding his hand, it was nice.
Standing in the bathroom, you giggled at your hair -- it looked like a rats nest. Yoongi fished a comb out of the drawer and set to work combing the knots out.
"You ever do your hair yourself?" He asked you, combing the ends of your hair out.
"No, Joonie really liked doing my hair pretty so I never really did it!" You replied happily, loving the feeling of him touching your hair.
"Well maybe we can teach you to do some styles on your own one of these days," He finished combing your hair and put the comb down when a proud smile. "I don't have any ties or anything to put it up, I hope you don't mind,"
"No it's okay!" You beamed when you received little ear rubs.
"Come on!" Jungkook snapped from down the hall, followed by a little foot stomp.
Yoongi sighed before smiling at you in the mirror. Taking your hand, he led you down the hallway and past Jungkook who trailed behind. They both quickly learned that you didn't know how to tie the laces on your shoes either and Yoongi took that opportunity to coo about how cute you were.
Yoongi was really nice, you decided. He made you feel happy.
As you looked at Jungkook, who was glaring down at his owner with his arms crossed over his chest you wondered why he was in a bad mood. Maybe the new scent of yours mixing with the familiar one had altered his mood for the day. You hoped he would cheer up while you were shopping!
Except, Jungkook only seemed to get more and more irate as the minutes ticked by. You were holding Yoongi's hand, letting him guide you to the correct aisles.
You were practically vibrating with excitement when Yoongi allowed you to choose the things you liked. There were so many soft, pastel colors that left you beaming in happiness.
"I'm going to pick up something from the dog section," Yoongi told you, releasing your hand and patting his grumpy pups head.
"What do you think of this, Kookie? It's so cute!" You asked, holding up a soft purple sweater.
"Don't call me that," Jungkook grumbled, not even looking at you. "And it's ugly,"
"Oh," You felt your ears and shoulders sag in response, merely putting the garment back on the rack. "Okay,"
Yoongi returned a moment later, holding a pair of jeans which he put in the cart as well.
"They're your favorite pair, Kook, I noticed the ones you have no are getting worn," Yoongi explained, earning a simple nod and half hearted smile. "Oh, this is cute ____!"
You followed him to where he was touching the soft fabric of the purple sweater you picked out moments before.
"I-I don't really like it..." Yoongi nodded and put it back, but you couldn't help but stare at it again.
The shopping trip ended without a hitch and you ended up with several bags stuffed full of clothes, shoes and even a couple toys Yoongi let you grab. It was a pain to carry them inside as the clothes were also included in grocery shopping you'd done together.
Later on, Jungkook was watching a nature documentary while you sat on the couch -- watching but not understanding nor retaining what you saw.
"Hey _____, why don't you try on some of your clothes for us!" Yoongi called from where he was beginning to make dinner for the three of you.
The idea had you bouncing to your feet excitedly. You rushed to your room, nearly tripping over Jungkook in the process.
You had meticulously put your clothes away when you got home. You didn't have a dresser so some of your undergarments and t-shirts were still in bags. But you had put your dresses and other nice clothes in the closet.
Yoongi had to help you out putting some of them on the hangers. Namjoon had usually put your clothes away for you, so you didn't exactly have much experience in keeping articles from falling off.
You hurriedly put on your favorite piece from that day, eager to show Yoongi and Jungkook how nice you'd look in it. You didn't bother pairing it with shoes, you were much too lazy for that.
"Look how cute you are!" Yoongi cooed the second you appeared, taking your hand in his and leading in a little twirl. "Isn't she, Kook?"
Your eyes met Jungkook's, eager to hear him compliment you after he had been so cold to you all day. However, the smile disappeared from your face when he simple gave you a once-over with a noncommittal grunt.
At least he didn't say it looked ugly?
Yoongi continued to praise every outfit you showed up. But it wasn't long until dinner was ready and he told you to put your pajamas on.
Now, you had gotten some PJs while shopping but you still slipped Yoongi's sweater on. When you arrived in the kitchen, taking a seat in front of the veggie-based dish Yoongi had made for you, he ruffled your hair.
"Why are you wearing that, silly girl? You got new PJs, remember?" You nodded, your ears flopping over your head from the force.
"But I like your sweater more! It smells really nice and it's cozy!" Yoongi's ears burned red at your words, but you completely missed it.
"Y-You can wear it as long as you'd like then," He whispered, nearly choking as he hurriedly shoved a spoonful of his pasta in his mouth.
However, as you ate, you felt Jungkook's eyes burning into you. You tried to ignore it, but every time you met his eyes you sunk deeper into your chair. You shoveled the rest of your food into your mouth, eager to get away from the tension.
If Yoongi sensed it, he didn't show it or say anything.
You sighed as you crawled into bed, cuddling into a new, soft stuffed animal you had gotten. It felt nice to sleep with something again again after Namjoon had gotten rid of all yours.
You were just about to sleep when your door creaked open, bringing you back to consciousness. You sat up, rubbing your eyes to adjust to the darkness. Jungkook was standing there, silhouetted by the dim nightlight in your room.
"Koo-Jungkook?" You muttered, sitting up in your bed staring at him now.
"You're being annoying," He growled, sounding more aggressive than he had all day.
"W-What?"
"You're clingy, you've been here for like three days and you're already begging for attention," He continued, holding nothing back as he voiced his opinion. "No wonder Namjoon-hyung was so eager to get rid of you. If you're not careful Yoongi-hyung will get tired of you too. He doesn't like people clinging to him like you've been. On top of that, he's never going to love you like you want him too. He's mine, not yours,"
You didn't offer a response, twiddling your fingers over your blanket. His presence was almost as stifling as the pressure his words put upon you.
Clingy...that's what Namjoon had called you.
You couldn't help it, it was your nature. You got attached quickly and maybe you did go overboard but you didn't think you were making Yoongi uncomfortable. But Jungkook definitely knew Yoongi better than you did.
If Yoongi were to get rid of you, you'd be sent to a shelter you were sure. No one would take a bunny who'd been rehoused three times. If you wanted to keep your new home, all the nice things he'd given you and a cozy bed to sleep in, then you'd have to fix yourself. Fix how clingy and needy you were.
You could do that.
You didn't realize you were crying until Jungkook scoffed.
"Crybaby," He muttered before leaving with a quiet click of the door.
You held your sobs in until you heard him enter his own room across the hall. Finally alone, you curled in on yourself and cried into your stuffed animal with only the white noise of the fan above you accompanying you.
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Match-Up : Ikemen Sengoku
@nad-zeta
Hi there love! I hope you are doing well! Can i please request a ikemen sengoku matchup. ^0^
❤🥰 i am a aries, infp, Hufflepuff female 🦊 i am shy and difficult to get to know (apparently it took me 2 months to start opening up to my friends, ooops), i tend to bottle up my emotions, my friends would likely describe me as incredibly stubborn, gentle, kind, over dramatic, goofy and fun loving. I am pretty aloof and blunt, i like i will 9/10 times tell you to your face how if feel about you if you ask 🙈once u are part of my inner circle i am playful, teasing, i am an extremely sarcastic person that makes snarky remarks under my breath and my kind of humor is a bit of dark and self deprecating. I will definitely be the person making jokes at inappropriate times and something about inappropriate things (its one of my coping mechanisms) 😂 I love my friends and family and will fight anyone how threatens them, although when it comes to me you can do or say anything to me and i wont do anything (I honestly cant stand up for myself). I swear like a sailor although i am trying to get that under control, however the road rage is real.
i love nature and animals (i love my lil bunnies and dogs), i love working out/going to the gym #gym is life (it is one of my coping mechanisms and has helped me slowly overcome an eating disorder)😂
i enjoy cooking (i am now officially a chef), wine tasting (fancy way of saying getting very tipsy of different wines most nights), spending time with friends (especially if there is tea to be spilt) although i do need lots of alone time to recharge my social battery, i like conspiracies, reading, writing (Fanfics and im busy with my Masters in nutrition >“<), romcoms, and  sleeping. As much as i love spending time outdoor i also enjoy lazing around the house being a lazy potato. I definitely zone out and daydream all the freaken time
I tend to blush easily which i hate 🙈 My face will give away what i am thinking. i enjoy my own alone time and i definitely dont like crowds and loud sounds (ie you will never find me in a club). I am a picky eater despite my degree in cooking (i basically only eat candy, carbs and protein), i love cuddles although i look like someone that wouldn’t. Ive been told i come across as calm and confident, while in truth on the inside i am really scared and insecure.  I am incredibly awkward when it comes to boys and have been told my sarcastic comments are x100 when i talk to them (oops).
I am very go with the flow, and i never burn my bridges 🙈 i am very forgive and forget🦊, like no matter how badly you hurt me.
🙈 Thanx so much dear ❤ Sorry if this is TMI🔥Cant wait to see who i get matched with 🌈🎀
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oh chica, i absolutely adore you just by this description.
i definitely had a fun time sorting out who i think would best compliment your personality & it was most certainly a tough one to settle on but in the end there must only be one~
i  hope you enjoy it!
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↪  GUIDELINES
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ー SHINGEN TAKEDA : TIGER OF KAI
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after long debate i can see you and shingen as being a very favorable pair.
for starters, while you might not believe it you do have some very parallel personality traits (especially those based on your star signs!!).
you both have a rather optimistic disposition and a value for honest because shingen has never lied he just avoids answering questions.
additionally, you are both very difficult to get to know, as you have a tendency to bottle up your true feelings or are too shy and reserve to open up.
besides you being a beautiful woman, that would intrigue shingen even more. he wants to know why lies behind that quiet & guarded mask, to see what’s in your mind.
your dark humor & self-deprecating jokes would certainly concern him at first, especially because a “goddess such as you should never doubt yourself”.
i feel like what you said on being awkward around the menfolk would make you somewhat resistant to his flirt.
and by resistant i mean you turn red in a full blown blush and completely withdraw on yourself. you’d be lucky to get out a thank you or might completely bat the compliment off with a snarky comment ( and we’re on the inappropriately timed jokes too! ).
everything he learns about you is something new and surprising & he would be absolutely enthralled with you.
you’re a chef from your time? he’d love to watch you cook and savour whatever meal you’d be so generous as to let him taste.
you love to write & read? conspiracy theories? he would ask you all about what you read, what you’re interested in writing, and even indulge you as you ramble on about your favorite conspiracies.
then there’s your protective nature.
you take insults or things against you without batting an eye, but the moment someone insults him or any of those you care for, suddenly a warrioress comes out in you like he’s never seen.
you’re shy one day and another you’re so straight forward with him, he values that courage, even if you do not see it, and how honest you are. he admires honesty.
finding out you swear like a sailor would surprise him the most.
he has such a fondness for this young, gentle, and very fun & loving women and sudden she’s in the garden, profanities leaving her mouth in a never ending string after stubbing her toe ( can’t tell me that it doesn’t hurt enough NOT to swear ).
this man would have to do a double take just to make sure his eyes & ears weren’t deceiving him.
shingen would absolutely tease you about that later, how such an angel could have such strong words.
your passion and dedication to your work is something else shingen would find admirable, as he understands having a love of something you do & the beauty of being able to create it.
he is super attentive & always watching over for you and your moods.
you’re upset? he can see it in everything you do.
tired out and need a little you time? he’ll arrange for you to be undisturbed for a time and offer to bring you sweets to snack on & a book to enjoy your alone time with.
you are his angel of beauty and kindness, his goddess of ever compassionate forgiveness, and everything he comes to hold so dearly, meaning he will shower you endlessly with compliments & gifts if nothing more than to see you smile.
at kasuyagama you’re the castle’s mediator, as your personality seems to lean more towards peace & calm.
all that really means is you end up stopping shingen from teasing kenshin & keeping kenshin at best you can from being overly stabby.
i have to throw in that dates would be of the utmost importance to shingen with you.
he would have to take you to ever possible tea house to get you to try all of his favorite sweets and he would absolutely be abusing the fact you love them to against you to indulge you both.
yukimura would not be happy with either of you for constantly eating sweets & junk because it’s bad for your health and you need actual food to survive.
all. the. snuggles.
you have a favor for a calm & quiet atmosphere, so i can see you and shingen spending nights on the terrace in the cool evening air to admire the stars & moon.
correct me if i’m wrong, but you trapping shingen for morning cuddles? just five more minutes then you’ll let him go not really.
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busket · 7 years ago
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Ok so got a few questions about Aita cause i really, realllllly wanna fucking nail his characterization down. Also what i was thinking of just doing as a single one shot has morphed into something that has enough meat for like????? Several chapters i think???? So i mc-have to know some shit about this good good boy: 1)what is his biggest fear? 2) whats something thats made him laugh? 3) now that he has the opportunity to like LIVE and figure out who he is as a person, what is a hobby PT 1
PT 2 that you could see him picking up/what interests might he find himself having? 4) fucking how legit would it be for him to low/high key crush on the lonk man?
1. the joke answer would be HORSES but his real greatest fear (after he leaves the yiga clan) is being found by them and having to pay for what he’s done. of course link is always target #1, but since he betrayed them to help their greatest enemy, he knows he’s target #2. the yiga clan instilled a lot of fear in him about what happens to traitors
2. i dont think very much would make him laugh, he’s still got a very serious personality after all. but old habits die hard and he probably has a mean sense of humor, laughing at other’s misfortune and pain, as long as its not serious. that probably comes from the yiga clan over emphasizing strength and ability, and those who make mistakes and get hurt are subject to ridicule, just an overall lack of compassion. but maybe one time link has done something and gotten hurt kinda bad and aita’s first response was to laugh at him but link was like “thats really mean :(” and aita stopped laughing and felt like a jerk. a learning moment
3. hes really curious about cooking, i think the reason the yiga clan loves bananas so much is because its the only sweet thing they really have access to in the gerudo highlands. not that bananas grow up there but they’re probably easiest to steal. aita is kind of a picky eater at the start but he starts learning to enjoy trying new things. even if its the most common thing like a baked apple or stew, the yiga clan didn’t have it. he also still enjoys fighting, i think he was probably a pretty talented foot soldier as a yiga, everyone was sure he’d grow to become a blademaster one day. he’s got a wide variety of weapon training like link does, enough that he can pick up p much any weapon and use it effectively. but obviously he’s just not as skilled as link
4. real legit. links pretty much the first person to ever show him kindness and compassion and basically shatter his bleak worldview. his whole life the yiga clan told him that ganon was the way towards freedom and happiness, and the royal family and the hero wanted to destroy that so they could keep a hold on hyrule. he was told that if he was weak the hero would kill him in an instant, that he was cruel and unmerciful. but then when he faced the hero and lost, link brought his unconscious body to safety and made him a meal. the more times he encountered link to try to kill him and link continuously showed him mercy and compassion, he started to realize that it was the yiga clan that was cruel and unmerciful, that they would kill him if he was weak, not link. anyway im rambling, aita isn’t good at expressing his feelings but he definitely feels something towards link. he probably just thinks its respect for link’s strength, or gratitude for showing him a way out, but it goes deeper than that and the boys just too emotionally blind to realize it
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tbzmari · 7 years ago
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3, 18, 21, 49? 💖
3 - Has Bangtan influenced your life in any other way? 》 im still new to all of this but sure i can say so.. they make me smile when most of the times no one else can.. ive met people through them and got closer to people because of them
18 - Which member matches with your personality the most? 》 its a mix between jimin and kookie.. weird but let me explain.. i see myself a lot in jimin but when i hear jk talking about how he finds it hard to meet new people i relate a lot so i guess them two.. idk my friends are the ones who should be telling you this lmao 
im doing 49 first bc 21 is long af check it below the keep reading thing i fyou want to
49 - What kind of concept would you like to see in the future?  » man idk ill be pleased with whatever they give me im not a picky eater when it comes to bts concepts
21 - Name the feature you like the most about each member! 》 oo so ill speak about both physical and personality for each of them.. im sorry if i ramble and dont make any sense i just love them too much
 Kay so.. 
 •Jin~ 
  - physical wise i think everything about him just stunns me.. although i think his gaze is like a killer for me, he is the God of Visuals..
   - personality wise i love how he is the most caring and considerate person.. he puts the members before him and never complains until he cant anymore which even if i dont find that a healthy thing to do i admire him for doing so bc like thats hard af to do it takes a lot of selflessness which Jin clearly has torwards everyone.. that ep where the fight between him and tae happened was amazing bc we got to see how he really feels sometimes about being the oldest and keeping the aura and the mood always up ..man i love him
 • yoongi ~
   - physical wise: thAT GUMMY SMILE I MELT .. no no his gaze, ugh man idk.. no wonder hes so high up my bias list 
  - personality wise: hes so hardworking and just pushes through and honestly the amount of time he spends working is just amazing to me.. hes so talented and caring and gentle man these are hard for me bc honestly i love everything about each of them.. i digress.. yoongi is just that member who in the beggining always got me curious.. before i watched all the shows theyd done or the bts run eps i always though of him as the mysterious member, the cold and shut off one and hes nothing of the sort.. hes a soft and caring person who cares in a way people normally dont get and he deserves everything and more.. 
• hobi ~ 
  - physical wise: his smile.. hes the sun.. the whole sun who lights my days up im soft.. hes in a competition with yoongi and kookie for my bias wrecker position
   - personality wise: his upbeat and uplifting aura just takes over me.. hes so precious i just want to spend my blue days with him so i can just feel better idk like if i feel bad i usally listen to Hope World bc its such a good mixtape and like who would’ve known that he wasnt really into rapping in the beggining like hes so talented im amazed just by his existance what is he doing to me..
 • namjoon ~
  - phsical wise: those dimples man can he get any softer.. yes he can and when he does he gets me soft too
  - personality wise: our leader is such an amazing human being.. like where else can you find a genius lyricist, amazing rapper, cheerful babyboy who just brings us joy and whos gorgeous and damn namjoon is all that do we even deserve him? probably not yet hes still blessing us with his existance and talent and we should just love him for that
• jimin ~
  - physical wise : his eyes damn my baby boy can just look at me with them and ill be gone for good like does he know what he does to me i dont think so 
  - personality wise. okay here we go, let me tell you about how i love the fact that hes always there when they need someone like he cares so much and worries so much about all of the other members  and i just want to hug him and tell him to care of himself aswell bc sometimes he needs to be told hes an amazing human being and that he deserves the universe .. let me just tell you how happy he makes me like, he can smile and ill be gone with joy hes so precous and angel like can i get one of him please i just i really really love him.. lol can you tell im jimin biased
• tae ~
  - pysical wise: can i really choose? everything about that man is perfect like ??
  - personality wise: now this boys is so pure like not in a sexual way but like an overall way he has such pure intentions towards others like the way he makes friends with other people so easily amazes me.. hes so kind too ik i say this about everyone of them but its true theyre all so caring in their own way and im so glad i stan this kind of people bc really bangtan is out there changing peoples lives everyday and they manage to stay humble to their core and i just love them im rambling again okay so just know my taehyungs favourite feature is his pure intentions torwards the world
• kookie ~
- physical wise: his cheeks.. hes such a bun i love him with all of me i just wanna squeeze his face all the time
- personality wise: when he talks about how much he respects hus hyungs and how their pain is his too just makes me love him more and more.. hes such a good younger brother like how can someone be so pure and full of good intentions.. hes such a good boy i love him
damn i really talked a lot.. just know i love them all a lot equally they just make my days better which sometimes is saying a lot 💗💗💗
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Maxx Danziger x Reader “Maxx Tries Something New”
Ok! Here we go. You can already tell by the title what this is based off of. At least I hope you do. If not, Go on youtube and type the name of this fic in to the search bar. Enjoy! (Feel free to change any of the names in my fics. I use them so I don’t have to constantly type Y/N)
(Lara’s POV)
     Maxx was currently setting up the camera for Set It Off’s newest youtube video. The fans never really got to properly see or hear from me so we figured we would throw me in this video. He finally sat on the edge of the bed and pats beside him. I scoot up and he begins to record.
     “What’s u-” Maxx began as he was cut off by me sneezing.
     “Oh. Bless you love” He says as he turn back to the camera as I laugh at his reaction.
     “What’s up you guys, So here’s the situation. I was a very, very picky eater growing up. And by that I mean I had like, Pizza, Hotdogs and that was it. I haven’t had like 99% of the food on planet earth. And by haven’t tried most food I mean like, I haven’t had strawberries, I haven’t had a kiwi, I’ve never had a pear before. Almost any vegetable on Earth.” Maxx says as he talks about how little food he eats.
     “On the plus side, He is extremely easy to buy food for. You want in to the store and then walk out of the store. That’s what food shopping for Maxx is like.” I say as I laugh and he turns and laughs and nods along. He knew that statement was extremely true.
     “True, True. So as i’m speaking to you right now, the rest of the guys are at a grocery store getting a ton of food, weird food probably, for me to try for the very first time. We figure it’s a new year, it’s 2017, year of new experiences, and because of that, i’m gonna try some food.” He says and then turns off the camera then turn to me.
     “Why am I letting them do this?” He asks. I just shrug and laugh at him. He then just leaned back on the bed and turned the television back on. He slowly made his lazy ass up to the pillows and laid back.I just laid next to him and he pulled me close so I was cuddled in to his side. Throughout the course of the wait my phone would occasionally go off with Cody texting me about how crazy they look with just one of everything they got and how Zach dumped most of the stand of pistachio's in the basket even though they aren’t buying them.
     I then texted Cody to pick up some cookies for Maxx, after he eats the food they got him and he obviously thought it was a good idea knowing Maxx’s love for chocolate chip cookies. The last text I got before they left the store was that they bought something that was so foreign that they couldn’t find the code for it. Maxx and I where still cuddling and Pistol had made her way on to the bed at some point as well. That’s when I hear the front door open. Maxx was too lost in the show to even hear it so I just stayed. I then hear profuse chopping and yelling which is quite obviously Cody cutting things. Oh boy, here we go.
     So eventually the guys make there way upstairs and tell us that they got the food. As we get up to go Zach proceeds to mention how he wishes he cause Maxx jerking off and they walked in on him. To which I reply.
     “ZACH! GET YOUR OWN MAN!” And everyone just busts out laughing. When we get to the kitchen they ask Maxx what he thinks they got. “Ok. So I assume you guys got some sort of fruit. Some sort of vegetable. Something fucking disgusting and yeah I think all the others are going to be fucking disgusting.” He says as Cody replies with, “Your honestly not far off at all.” and Maxx just smiles and goes “good,great” as they all laugh.
     “Ladies and Gentleman! Welcome to Maxx tries something new.” Cody says as I sit next to Maxx and he goes, “here we fucking go.” And we all just laugh.
      They all huddle and point to a plate and bring him a kiwi. “Ooooohhh, Your going to like this one babe.” I say and he just looks and goes, “So do I eat this slice or....” to which I must point to the slice of kiwi. He eats the kiwi and he just goes “Hmm, That’s pretty good. That’s not bad at all” He says and puts up the ok hand motion.
     They once again huddle around the counter and then bring another plate with a green pepper on it. Maxx’s immediate thought to it being “WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!” and we all can’t help but laugh. “I honestly can’t tell if that’s a vegetable or meat” and then picks it up and goes “it’s a pepper for sure.” and then continues to examine it.
     “BABE! Jesus Christ it’s a food not a fucking painting just eat it!” I yell and then he just stares at me with a fake shocked face and a smile and then bites into it. And according to Maxx the pepper “Tastes like water”. I just put my hand over my face as the guys laugh at him. “What is this?” He asks. Cody had to once again establish that “It’s a green bell pepper.” With Maxx immediately following with “It’s ehh”. I couldn’t help it. I just grab his head and press it againt my chest and he just lays there as I pet his head and laugh silently at him. “You heard it the verdict is ehh” Zach says as they all join in on the ehh part.
     Once again they huddle and all I could hear was “ I don’t even know what the fuck it is” from Zach. I lean over to Maxx and say “I don’t think your going to like this one babe.” I say as he turn and smiles at me. “Thanks for the warning baby girl” He replies as he kisses my cheek and the guys put it on the table. They all do a quick awww and then Dan puts a weird ass fruit and yells ‘OW’ repeatedly. 
     “That shit looks more like a weapon than i food” I say as I pick up my arm and make it look like i’m throwing something. Zach laughs along with the guys and goes “Your going to have to eat it with a spoon.” Once again, Maxx’s first reaction to it, is to compare it to a plumbus from Rick and Morty. And then says “I have no fucking idea what this is” As he waves his hands around with the fruit.
     “If you had to name this, what would you name it?” Cody asks. “Spiky no no plant” Is all Maxx says before Cody tells us that it is called a ‘Horned Melon’.
     Maxx digs right in causing it to make a nasty sound and all the guys to yell and laugh about the noise it made. After he tries it he claims that it’s like eating tadpoles and picks up the fruit and squeezes it making it seem like it’s talking and says “Im going to give this one a zero.” and everyone to laugh along. (Im so sorry im rambling. It is 6:15am and I am watching the video as we go. Im going to skip ahead a bit.)
     Within the next maybe 15 minutes of laughing and funny comments, Maxx had tried, Tuna or as he calls it “Cat food”, A pear, Which he liked but nicknamed it “the boogieman” from nightmare before christmas or an apple that just woke up one say and said “Whatever”, and Sour Kraut or “Onions that gave up” which he almost died from.
     Then Cody starts talking about how they kinda put him through hell and they knew he wasn’t going to like everything so they got something to as they said “Soften the blow”. And Cody turns to me and nods. They has told me where they put them through a text message so I just nod and Maxx looks kind of confused but excited. and goes “Is it more sour kraut?!” and they all joke about how it was more sour kraut. I get up and go to the fridge and get the cookies from the top which I had to get on my tippy-toes to get. 
     “So your lovely girlfriend suggested that we get you...” He starts as I turn around and he yells “OOOOOOHHHH SHIIITTTTTT! I have had those before.” and then goes for some cookies. “Do I get to keep the lovely lady as well?” He asks as I sit down next to him again and he puts his arm around me then pulls me to his lap. The guys just laugh and nod informing that he can indeed keep his girlfriend. And he then screams “BEST PRIZE EVERRRRRR!!!!” and then stack 2 chocolate chip cookies to make a cookie sandwich. He takes a bite throws it on the table and yells “100! ALL DAY BABY!” and throws his hands in the air. Then they did the whole outro thing.
     After they finished they talked for a few minutes and then me and Maxx head to our room by a well timed yawn on my part. Maxx then grabs me by the waist and throws me over his shoulder and begins to walk up the stairs as everybody yells a goodnight. Maxx throws me on the bed and then pushes my legs so that he can lay down. I just take off my pants leaving my in just a shirt and Maxx takes off his shirt and pants, as the man always has on skinny jeans and then gets under the covers and pulls me close. “Man, You really where the best prize today” He says as he wraps his arm around my waist and puts his head in to the crook of my neck and breathes in. 
     “Ehhh, I think the cookies where better.” I reply as I wrap my arms around him. (They are facing each other. Its kinda like a hug) “Yeah right. The difference between you and cookies are that they will eventually go bad. But you, you will always be perfect” He says as he then flips on to his back leaving me to lay on top of him.
     “You are so corny” I say as he just smirks and goes “Sorry, but i’ve never eaten corn. How corny can I be.” (I don’t know if he’s never had corn or nah) I just laugh and lay my head on his check. Little did we know, the guys where behind our door recording what we where saying and where going to edit that into the video.
     God. How could anybody not Love Maxx Danziger.
(Hope you guys liked it. I know I rambled and I’m so so sorry but I got distracted and before I knew it this was so long. But anyway I should probably get sleeping it’s almost 7am and I haven’t slept yet. Much Love Guys)
                                                                                        ~Astral
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unproduciblesmackdown · 5 years ago
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oh thank you for the spare asks im appreciative
Sunrises or sunsets?
they’re both neat but i’m more nocturnal and def not a morning person so i only see sunrises if i’m up that Late rather than up early and like, i like the colors of sunsets more, and twilight and stars coming out and if it’s the right place and time that fireflies come out, that’s fun too. morning fog is kind of fun though. but yeah sunsets
Do you use sarcasm a lot?
honestly i don’t really know lmao i don’t think so......like, i use it a nonzero amount? but not that much. and like, i usually pick up on it when other ppl are being sarcastic, even if it’s like, double-sarcasm where they’re trying not to let You know they’re being sarcastic, but i feel like what usually happens is that i’ve had the problem on my end where i’ve been like oh this is me being sarcastic, but then other people haven’t picked up on it.....really idk at this point i’m like well usually who needs it. you can either just say what you mean or else Commit To The Bit harder than you usually do when being sarcastic. but there is always a place for it. what a meandering answer lmao i will always live up to the promise to be kinda dull and too rambling
Are you a picky eater?
nah.........i Do do the thing where i’ll eat the same thing ten trillion times, but like, i’ll also pretty much eat whatever. there are some Texture Probs sometimes but i’m a little more flexible on that than i used to be. and then everyone’s feral till it’s time to be feral but i operate on possum rules and it’s like oh someone left behind pizza crusts like they’re 4? someone tried to throw away this salad (in a container...) or i found this stuff on the ground outside at 3am (in a container...) well i’m Hungry and have yet to die
Do you wear a ring?
i technically have a few but not really unless i’m just really accessorizing...it’s all like, they slide around and get out of alignment, and you have to keep it in mind while you’re trying to actually Do Stuff with your hands, and finding ones that fit well enough is like, jesus christ. but i Do have that fun impulse-not-impulse 3am purchase of an fancy lotr ring replica that was delivered like literally by 8am b/c they actually shipped out from a city like 15-20 mi away and probably didn’t send a million out every day, right? i mean i don’t wear it on my hand though, what a waste, of course it’s a necklace. but that’d still count i guess
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