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i love how even in my own brain ( thinking about the good mom ) that i forget kristen has a good mom too , it's just that she plays this double secret life so well that even i , the writer , sometimes forgets that she has a mom , dad , and older sister. and that the only one of them that has actually caught wind of kristen , by accident , is her sister. it's far less a double life like a cheating husband hiding his family , but more so like witness protection program in which she vehemently doesn't want kane to ever go back to that house and harm her family so she plays the long game so he'll never , never think he'll need to use them against her.
#[ 𝐜𝐡. ] - the switchblade‚ 𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐮𝐬 .#and to be quite honest#if she shows off s/os in main verse#it's because she absolutely trusts they can not actually be a victim of kane's#other verses he's probably just dead tbh
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I am having rolling panic attacks about getting assessed I don’t think I can do this
#it makes me so upset#but I’ve started having panic attacks when I go to the grocery store#so I am indeed thriving#ed but not sheeran#atp it’s essentially I recover#or I die#and to be quite honest#it’s a tough choice
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"si su artista favorita les dijera para coger no lo harían???" Claaaaro ese fue el único error de Hachi. El único.
#and to be quite honest#Me cae bien Hachi#Creo que es un buen personaje y aunque no seríamos amigas sería agradable tener una persona así en la vida
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need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago
(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)
#my hands are still shaking to be quite honest i could not put a lot of effort into this.#but like. brain. why did you do that#literally i have been like hopelessly obsessed with de nonstop thinking abt it for the past couple of days it is Scaring me#it is terminal its soooo fucking chronic#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#for anyone who wants to know i bumped into some guys car that was stopped for a school bus. i think my brain errored and thought#my foot was fully pressing down on the brake pedal but it wasnt.#i am like 99.99 percent sure neither of us had any major damage to our cars but we still filed a police report just in case#because insurance do be a bitch. dudes back bumper was scratched lightly and my front license plate has a dent now#also literally my first ever car accident that ive had ever yippee yay
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bro has not slept for a week .
#billford#standford pines#bill cipher#the book of bill#gravity falls#comic#stump art#he sped up my mind when it was sluggish#and sped it even more up when it was anxious .#to be quite honest he just kept speeding my mind up . kind of like the minecraft cart physics update#the two years before bill even fucking brought up the portal haunt me . what kind of stupid shit were they talking about that entire time
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i’m just a ten cent copy of people far more advanced than me
#persona 5#p5#p5r#persona 5 royal#sumire yoshizawa#kasumi yoshizawa#sumire#kasumi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#joker persona 5#idk if i like this one to be quite honest but im still postin it baby!!#i need to draw sumi more#though when i do i end up putting the poor girl in psychologically distressing situations#soda art
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What never came across in either translation or the drama is that JGY spoke in kindergarten teacher voice (the one people often say the use to pacify angry customers) almost all the time, esp during guanyin temple.
#mdzs#jgy#i have never quite captured that aspect when i wrote him i'll be honest#it doesn't come across the same way in English
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"zombiecleo won real life" is a very funny string of words and the fact that they not only mean something but also are true is hilarious to me
#real life#life series#trafficblr#zombiecleo#real life spoilers#also a funny string of words to be quite honest#my brain words
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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#lbh#sqq#i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss#the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently#and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything#it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg#as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it#everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person#each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it#at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same#and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical#because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING#aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying#but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line#anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series#i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix#i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship#bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once#bizarre#my art
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these guys
#my best friends in the whole world. to be quite honest#hal 9000#wheatley#glados#sal 9000#portal#2001 aso#2001 a space odyssey#2010 tywmc
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sometimes I think of all the on-the-surface warm, well-meaning but deeply ineffectual advice and attention john gives harrow through harrow the ninth (make some soup and get some sleep! get a hobby! don't be so hard on yourself! self care harrow! as long as I need take no actual responsibility in this relationship whatsoever I would have loved to be your dad!) set up against the stark truth that with his other hand he has been staging her attempted horrific murder again and again and again like a living nightmare on the logic that it will 'put her down or fix her'. and then I find that I wish there is a hell. a special hell where twitch streamers turned necromantic death emperors go
#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#john gaius#harrow the ninth#this is why I don't buy john as misunderstood and initially well-meaning AT ALL#this is a pattern you see with him again and again and again -- right down to his interpersonal relationships#(and indeed it's in the more grounded interpersonal relationships you can most clearly see him as he is I think#the fantasy death empire of a thousand years doesn't register quite as viscerally because it's like. heightened; not quite real#but the emotional violence and manipulation that surrounds him? oh boy that is EXTREMELY real and scarily well-observed)#there's a premeditation to so much of what he does (contracts with planets that only end 'in the event of the emperor's death' anyone?#yeah john we get it you're hilarious and I wish you weren't)#the greatest trick john ever pulled was making anyone think he's just a lil guy. what does he know he's only god#when you first read the book the complete callousness of the other adults is so horrible that john seems like an oasis of care#(though you start to get this uneasy feeling when that care never seems to translate to like... relief or soothing or resolution)#and it makes it feel almost obscene when you find out what's actually going on#it's the mercy & augustine enabler hour but at least they're completely honest in their cruelty there#while john is -- well he sure is being john huh#this is just me being angry with him btw philosophically I don't think this is how the story will or should end#(with john slam dunked right into hell that is)#it's just... harrow is so vulnerable. and what he does to her is so insidious and fucked up#john is very deeply human. unfortunately the capacity to quite simply suck so much is deeply human too
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HAPPY NEIL BANGING OUT THE TUNES DAY!!!
I usually don't manage anything more than a doodle for this international holiday, but this year Neil gets the colored, shaded piece he deserves!!
#neil banging out the tunes#btw i really enjoyed drawing neil and i have pet portrait commissions open#so if you like this drawing and have rats/know someone who has rats#please consider commissioning me 👉👈#commissions open#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#animal art#rats#oh also he's playing out of touch#to be quite honest not for any tumblr reasons as it's not thursday#it's just my absolute favorite song#my art#fetch me neil#april 13#4/13
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thinking about cuteness aggression but with james and sirius.
james adores cute things. he's the type to see a cute plushie and immediately buy it because he likes it and he likes having something soft and nice to hold. so surely it's no surprise that he takes a likeness to your cuteness except what you should've realised beforehand was that he was most definitely a squeezer. and with his toned arms from all his athleticism, it was sure to knock the breath out of you every time you succumbed to one of his attacks. luckily, there is a pattern, his cuteness aggression strikes when you're in oversized (his) clothes and if your cheeks are full of a sweet treat. he just thinks it's so cute how soft you look and before he knows it, he's captured you, mid speech, in his arms and giving you an affectionate squeeze as he rubs his cheek against your own, cooing softly about how you're the sweetest and most adorable person to ever exist. he doesn't release you until the next morning when you need to go to the washroom, although very reluctantly because he enjoys being cuddled up in bed.
sirius has a different way of displaying his cuteness aggression and you're quite sure it has everything to do with his spirit animal. he gets random urges to nip at you when he thinks you're looking extra cute. his favourite places to leave a little bite are on your cheeks and thighs, your most supple areas that he adores. he just can't resist it, and it surely doesn't help your case that when he's in one of his episodes of gently nipping at you, you let out the most adorable and delightful giggles he's ever heard that just spurs him on to continue his ticklish attacks. he's obsessed with you and just loves leaving little marks to show how you grab a hold of his heart. (although he's absolutely on board if you reverse it on him and start biting him instead)
#ˋˏ ❀ — mimi speaks 🤗 ˎˊ#i think sirius is a biter#and james is a squeezer#and that's canon idc#james potter x reader#sirius black x reader#james potter fluff#sirius black fluff#harry potter x reader#harry potter headcanon#james potter headcanon#sirius black headcanon#does this count as prongsfoot x reader?#i'm quite into prongsfoot if i'm being honest#anyway these are are just some of my thoughts
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dream visitor
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#néphos#bg3 tav#astarion x tav#the emperor#...is there also#bg3 spoilers#drawings#comic#something something. i started an astarion origin run and without hesitation made his guardian look like néphos#then i thought about it. and then i lost the plot i'll be quite honest with you. Anyway#SIGH. hopefully this one shows up for other people. hi
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4 MINUTES (2024) I 1.03 "I didn't think you were like this. Like what? Like this..."
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#userfaiza#userrlaura#uservix#userrlana#tonkla#win#win x tonkla#wintonkla#tonkla x win#jjay patiphan#fuaiz thanawat#thai drama#bl series#thai bl#after this episode i feel that 'the woman was too stunned to speak" meme because whew girl....#jeez louise tonkla is kinda self destructive tho#but i kinda get it: he's grieving and korn ignoring him must sting extra hard#but win seems to be quite self-destructive as well if we're being honest....#also tonkla's sleeping with win is not only because he's sad and wants to distract himself#it's also maybe a way for him to punish korn.... like 'look what i'm doing while you're not here' kinda stuff#but im still rooting for them to fall in love bc that would make things EXTRA complicated soooooooooooooooo#plus kinda interesting how he's acting completely different with win - he's not faking anything the same way he does with korn hmmmmmmmmmmm#and i kinda respect win just going with the flow tho - my man was not complaining and doing whatever he was told#love that tonkla kinda looks like the mafia boss and win is his boytoy - surely this doesn't mean anything....#mywork
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content warning: blood
Loyal to a fault
bonus + other versions:
Bonus:
Alt:
the words on Ghost's body reads:
LOVE (level of violence)
it takes a monster to destroy a monster (poorly cropped i apologize)
Loyal Dog
Vēnor (Latin verb for hunt, chase)
this is something very different to what I usually do I hope yall don't mind....also this was me when I was sharing this with my friends...because priceghost/ghostprice dynamic really gets a grip on me
#im gonna be honest when I first drew this months ago I didnt intend for it to get this bloody#all i wanted was Price holding a leash to Ghost#there's#so much feelings i have for this ship that i cannot articulate#I have a friend on twt their handle is bearcvck and jesus they have the best priceghost fics/drabbles ever#should check it out if you want >:3 they also do ghoap#idk i have my own thoughts with this piece but no matter how I write it it doesn't quite bring out what im trying to say#so if you want I would love to see your interpretation of this piece!#not the best thing i've made bcuz they're both very stiff in terms of posture#learning curve still to do non-chibi rahhhh but im trying and that's what it matters#tumblr pls dont bonk me i've covered Ghost's tatas with words PLEASE#gummmyart#doodle#priceghost#ghostprice#captain john price#simon ghost riley#price x ghost#ghost x price#john price x simon riley#simon riley x john price#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#cod#cod mw#scheduled
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