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goddessofroyalty · 7 months ago
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Now I have watched Season Two I can confirm that how Isha fits into Zaun Family will be one of two options (switching depending on what I think fits better in the thing I'm writing/rambling about at the time):
She is the final Vanco pregnancy and is born maybe a year or so after the Season One Act One incident. Jinx nominates herself the Best Big Sister Ever and Vander and Silco who are so busy decide that, actually, that's fine, if Jinx wants to look after her most of the time she can. Silco does tell Sevika to make sure his youngest two daughters don't accidentally get themselves killed.
Jinx finds Isha and brings her home one day and the rest of the family have to basically pry out of her that she didn't kidnap someone's child but this is an orphan who is now hers. But once that's established then sure Jinx now has a kid.
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mona-risms · 21 days ago
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whats goodie gang its the mira headcanons anon. i gotta say THANK YOU FOR THE FOODDD. also im back for more bc i fear your writing absolutely blew me away.
anyways may i request nsfw headcanons for mira w/ an afab reader? and kinda random but perchance could you throw a strap in there somewhere? okay bye (lifts up arms floats away into the sky)
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◆ MAIN COURSE: sub!Mira x dom!afab!Reader
◆ TYPE: NSFW, romantic
◆ ALLERGEN WARNINGS: None I think??
◆ NOTES: First off I'M GLAD YOU LIKED IT and second off I love her too bro I gotchu 🫡
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OH MY GOD. I LOVE YOU. I love anyone who reqs afab reader actually BUT STILL.
Okay. OKAY. First off other people may say that this woman would prefer the dominant role BUT. This is a sub character blog. And I swear I have justification for Mira okay I swear I do
It's the fact that before she got into HUNTR/X, she's never really fit anywhere. Not with people in society, not with friends, certainly as hell not with her family. Before them, she thought that she'd never have a place where she could just.. belong, and honestly something like that can get ANYONE to feel like they're on some sort of constant survival mode as she refuses to let anyone see any sort of vulnerability that they may use against her
But then there was HUNTR/X, the people she considers the family she doesn't even wanna lose, no matter what. And then there was you. You, who gave her the time, the space, the understanding, instead of dismissing her for her unsavoury bluntness or thinking that she was nothing but a very prickly problem
I think your first time together wouldn't be until like. A bit later in the relationship, I think give or take around 6 months. Being in a relationship w her in the first place already means she trusts you more than most, but getting intimate with each other? First of all, an idol's schedule is BUSYYYYY idk if there'd be any time for that kinda thing, especially not when you're considered the Top 1 K-Pop unit. Second of all?
"We don't have to do anything, if you don't want to."
The words barely register in Mira's brain, the sound and sensation of her own heartbeat overrideing any other senses she had. When it does, however, her head snaps to look at you dead in the eyes, having to look up slightly due to your position—she was sat on the bed, with you having slipped into her lap in the midst of a particularly heated make-out session.
"Huh?"
"Your face," you lifted your hand up to tuck a few strands of pink hair behind her studded ear, "you look scared. We can stop."
She felt her heart squeeze, and a tingling heat in her core. It wasn't because of the way you dragged your hand from her ear.. to ghost her jaw.. before settling on her chin as your thumb lightly traced her bottom lip, though it did help a lot. Rather, it was moreso due to the way you had looked at her—years of living like you were nothing but a problematic inconvenience because your presence was too loud, and yet there was just this person who was willing to wait and listen anyway instead of walking away.
You looked at her like she hung the moon, what the hell was she supposed to do about that?
"No, it's--" The idol cleared her throat before trying again, her voice smaller than both of you had ever expected, "I'm not scared, just.. you're not.. going to think I'm too much to handle after this, right? I've never really done anything with anyone."
"Never let anyone get close enough?"
"Fuck you," there was no anger in her words. "..Yeah."
You just let out a hum, as if the two of you were discussing the weather rather than sex. And then you shook your head as your hand then went from her chin.. down to her the middle of her chest, "I'm not going to think you're 'too much', but we both know you'd rather see it than hear it. So." And you push lightly, "Lie down. Let me demonstrate."
A traitorous blush coated Mira's cheeks, the colour visible within the moon's glow. The light push couldn't ever be enough to knock her down, but she let herself fall back anyway, her hair sprawling behind her like a halo.
She finds herself enclosed within your arms a mere few seconds later when you crawl over to hover above the cool beauty, your lover. And in that very moment, when you duck down to trace kisses down her body while clothes are slowly discarded from both of your bodies, it feels as if the two of you are the only people in the world.
"Instead of 'too much'," you continued when you finally reached the apex of her thighs, wet and glistening, "I'll make sure you feel like you're mine instead.
Mira feels as if she really belonged.
Anyway proceeding to the actual NSFW hcs :3
Start off with Mira's part on this post bc I feel the need to address it again thank you
I think she'd absolutely ADORE soft sex actually. Listen throw away kinks for a second, right. She's gone without care for so long just bc her being a 'problem chold' and being outspoken would def equal to not needing any proper emotional care bc why would she need that? Clearly she can handle it all on her own, right? WRONG she actually needs to be taken care of. Finger her while holding her close so that she can cling to you, even after she cums all over your hand
Apart from that though honestly I feel like she'd be into bondage and acting like a brat. There's something about pretending to struggle and resist—emphasis on the 'pretending' bc be so fr all three girls could snap anyone like a Kit Kat bar thanks to their training—that has her thighs squeezing together. It's like a form of reclaiming I guess? Since everyone else thought she was too much trouble, and yet now she's sprawled on the bed and even the punishment for being a bad girl's sweeter than sin for her
Turnoffs........I don't think she'd enjoy titles much, like 'mommy' and such. Genuinely not for any reason apart from she personally isn't into it, which honestly fair enough girl. Idk if she'd enjoy petplay either, or degredation in general—it has her getting her hackles raised so fucking fast. Light degredation woukd be fine, esp when it's later on in the relationship and she 's more than comfortable with you now. But not too much yk
Creamer and someone who's definitely REALLY into overstim. Anyway
Also? A size queen actually 😄
Whenever Mira jokes by going full deadpan, sometimes you can't tell whether she's being serious or not. And that's perfectly fine, because either way it was usually going to end up entertaining one way or another.
You didn't think it'd apply to a talk about dildos, though.
In the midst of aftercare after a particularly taxing session, the lazy topics between you had somehow migrated to the talk of toys; the type the two of you would like, making fun of toher specific toys, and then...
And then there was the sizes.
You brought up getting your girlfriend the biggest, the most monstrous, the most diabolical strap you'd ever find. And her answer?
"Do it."
You really, really weren't sure if she was joking or not.
..Until today, when in the middle of eating her out, she reached underneath her bed just to reveal a blank box that held.. well, the exact thing that Mira's cunt now tried to hold onto despite you pistoning your hips over and over.
It wasn't the biggest, or the most monstrous, but it was definitely diabolical. You had to open her up slowly with a lot of lube, stretching her out with one finger.. then two.. then three, making sure that she could at LEAST take the start. The rest? The two of you decided to work it out as you went. ..Though it didn't feel like there was much 'figuring out' being done, not as if you were complaining—Mira's nails clawed at the sheets as she let out a series of sultry moans and curses under her breath, all while she moved her hips as if she were on some very enthusiastic autopiloting.
Her speech was jagged at best and utterly incomprehensible at worst, but she clenched on your strap as if it were something real—it couldn't even do so properly, not when it was already stretched out as is.
And you could never forget the stunned face she made when you put it on.. and the way her body shook as she came for god knows how many times now as she buried her head in her pillows in an attempt to shut herself up.
JUST SAYING AFTERCARW IS SO SOSOSOSOSOSO IMPORTANT TO HER!!! She gets so endearingly quiet as the two of you just lay there for who knows how long. And she'll also ask if you wanna get anything to eat/get delivered. AND she'll ask you if you wanted anything before she passed out for a nice nap
It just turns into a cuddle sesh and honestly? What more could anyone ask for?
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lovegoodlane · 8 months ago
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Pursuing the Prefect - 4
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Warnings: none? No sexual content, only angst/arguing
Summary: Fred struggles to patch things up with his prefect after a disagreement (stubborn Fred)
A/N: The next part as requested. No smut this time, didn't quite fit the storyline. Let me know what you think!
Link to part 1, part 2, part 3
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It was Saturday morning, and you tore through your drawers trying to decide what sweater to wear to Hogsmeade. It was early November, and the cold air was starting to become brutal. 
You settled on a burgundy one, pulling it on over your head and inspecting your reflection in the mirror. You hadn't picked out a pair of pants yet, so you were stood in just your sweater and knickers.
Your eyes wandered down to your thighs where you could still make out the outline of where Fred had left love bites. It made your stomach turn. You hadn't spoken since Thursday night when you disagreed about going on a date during the Hogsmeade trip.
You tried to force it out of your mind, grabbing a pair of jeans and pulling them up your legs. You checked your reflection again, deciding to pull your hair up into a pony tail. 
You heard a knock at your door, answering with "come in!"
Beatrice peeked her head into your room. "Almost ready?" she asked, clearly excited for the day ahead.
You exhaled, studying your reflection once more. "Almost ready," you replied. 
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It was colder than you had expected. You bundled up with a puffer jacket and put on a pair of earmuffs, knowing that you were going to be frigid walking from shop to shop. 
Beatrice linked her arm with yours. "Where should we go first?" she asked. "I think we should get some chocolate frogs, they're my favorite."
Cho had decided to skip out on the Hosgmeade trip, so it was just you and Beatrice today. You were still struggling to handle Cho's snappiness, so you didn't mind having some one on one time with Beatrice. 
You wandered into a sweets shop, looking at all of the candies they had to offer. Sweets weren't really your thing, but Beatrice's weakness was chocolate. Every time you went to Hogsmeade, she always bought chocolate.
Beatrice had picked out a couple of chocolate frogs and some truffles, making her way towards the register to pay for her treats. You waited for her, peering out the window to see the other students who were exploring the shops. You caught a glimpse of red hair through the window, making your stomach flutter.
You really wanted to talk to Fred, but you had no idea how to approach him. A public relationship made you feel uneasy, but the more you thought about it, the less miserable it sounded. You wanted to be with Fred, and people were going to find out at some point. 
The silence between you two was palpable, and Beatrice picked up on your change in mood yesterday at breakfast. You explained the situation to her, and she sympathized with you, but she brought up some important points.
"But don't you like him?" she had asked you once you were in your dormitory for the evening. "You've been spending more time with him and he clearly makes you happy."
"I just don't want other people to be so nosy about us being together," you explained to her. "Fred is incredibly popular, meaning that everyone will suddenly be looking at me. I don't need that kind of pressure."
"You thrive under pressure," Beatrice argued. "Fred isn't asking you to declare your love from the rooftops. He just wants to be able to hold your hand in public and not have to feel like he's hiding something. He probably feels like you're ashamed of him."
Beatrice's last comment made something click, and it had been floating around in your head ever since she said it. Even now standing in the sweets shop, you felt guilty about the possibility that Fred thought you were ashamed of him. That couldn't be further from the truth.
Yes, you and Fred were admittedly pretty opposite, but that didn't matter to you. You were a prefect with perfect marks and he was a troublemaker that focused on anything but his academics. It seemed like you two couldn't be more different, but somehow the pairing just seemed to work. Opposites really do attract.
Beatrice approached you, her bag of sweets in hand. "Where to next?"
"I want to get a couple of new quills, I need to replace my old ones," you answered, heading for the door. 
A wave of cold smacked you as you exited the shop, causing you to cross your arms in an attempt to preserve your warmth. You and Beatrice walked together down the cobblestone path, heading toward the quill shop.
You entered the shop, a familiar scent and warmth overwhelming you. You visited this shop every time you came to Hogsmeade, as you loved their quills and were willing to spend your allowance on them.
You browsed their selection of quills, deciding on one hawk feather quill and one eagle feather quill. Beatrice hung back by the door, relatively uninterested in quill shopping. She was more interested in sweets and trinkets.
You paid for your quills, giving your quid to the shop owner. He packaged them up for you, giving you a small package to tuck into the tote bag that you had slung over your shoulder. 
"Why don't we grab some butter beers? I could use a break from the cold," Beatrice commented as you headed toward the exit.
You linked arms with her as you two set out for the Three Broomsticks. On your way there, you noticed Fred with his group of friends. He was goofing around with George, Angelina, Lee Jordan, and Alicia Spinnet. 
You locked eyes with Fred for a moment, a blush forming on your cheeks. He looked away first, pretending like you weren't even there. This caused your stomach to sink, as you could tell that he was still upset from your conversation on Thursday evening.
Fred was disappointed. He was hoping that you were less concerned about your reputation, but after shooting down his proposal of a Hogsmeade date, he wasn't so sure. You were willing to sneak around with him, but public acknowledgment of your involvement was somehow a step too far. This didn't sit well with Fred.
He knew that he was being immature by ignoring you, but he didn't know how else to deal with his feelings. It was a complicated situation, and he felt that you wouldn't understand his perspective. You two ran in two completely different circles, meaning that your lives at Hogwarts were nothing alike. This created a certain tension that Fred didn't know how to bridge. 
You and Beatrice walked past the group, entering the Three Broomsticks and finding a booth. You settled in, unzipping your puffer jacket and removing your earmuffs.
"Are you and Fred still not speaking?" Beatrice asked, unzipping her own jacket.
"No," you replied, clearly dismayed. "I think we're both too stubborn to admit our feelings. I know that I let him down, but he needs to acknowledge that my fears about dating are relevant."
"Why do you think he's so upset about you not wanting to be on a date together in public?" she asked, taking off her jacket and setting it in the booth next to her.
"What you said about it seeming like I'm ashamed of him made a lot of sense," you answered. "Fred seems confident on the outside, but that's not always the truth. Him and I have opposite priorities and different reputations. I think he might feel like I'm nervous about tarnishing my reputation by being with him, but that's not true."
Beatrice reached across the table for your hand. "Then what is true, love? I think you need to work that out with him."
"I like him a lot," you admitted, your cheeks flushing. "He brings out a different side of me. I get so focused on my marks sometimes that I forget to let myself have fun. He loves surprising me and being spontaneous, I think he's exactly what I've been missing in my life."
"Wow, that's....a lot," Beatrice replied, letting out a breathy laugh. "You need to tell him that. He probably has no idea that you even feel that way."
You shrugged. "I know. But things feel impossible right now. He clearly doesn't want to talk to me."
"Since when have you been afraid to approach someone?" Beatrice questioned. "You always stand your ground, sometimes I wonder how you didn't get sorted into Gryffindor."
Beatrice gave your hand a reassuring squeeze. You were grateful for moments like these. Beatrice never judged you for anything.
"I'll try to talk to him today, then," you decided. "How about I get us some butter beers?"
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You and Beatrice had finished your butter beers and decided to simply stroll around Hogsmeade until a shop caught your eye. You walked past a number of couples, trying not to sneer at the way they seemed infatuated with each other.
As you approached a trinket shop, you noticed Fred and his group lingering nearby. The shop was known to sell a number of joke toys and all around bizarre things, so of course the Weasley twins were interested. You watched as Fred demonstrated to his friends the magic of the exploding pen he had just purchased.
You took a breath and looked over to Beatrice. "I'm going to see if he'll talk to me."
She gave you a reassuring pat on the back as you stepped toward the group of Gryffindors. Fred noticed you approaching, and he averted his gaze.
"Oi, hey there prefect!" George greeted, causing Fred to punch him in the shoulder.
The other students in the group snickered, enjoying Fred's embarrassment. Your nails dug into the palm of your hand as you clenched your fists, trying to maintain the courage to speak to Fred.
"Fred, do you have time to chat?" you asked.
"Uhm, not really," he brushed you off. 
It felt like a stab to the heart. He was suddenly so cold toward you. That wasn't the Fred you knew.
"You need to make time," you replied, willing yourself to sound assertive.
The Gryffindors stood there in shock, not believing that you would stand up to Fred like that. Fred huffed at you.
"Fine. I'll be at the Hufflepuff party tonight," he said, finally meeting your eye for a moment.
You tried to keep his gaze, but he looked away. You felt so defeated. 
"Alright, I'll see you then," you answered, offering the group a tense smile and nod before turning back toward Beatrice.
You felt like you couldn't reach her fast enough, your breathing becoming more rapid with each step you took. You were panicking. Everything you thought was true about Fred was unraveling before your very eyes. 
"What happened?" Beatrice asked, noticing the frantic look in your eyes and pulling you to sit on a nearby bench. She wrapped an arm around your shoulder, attempting to comfort you.
"Fred just...he's acting so...I don't understand," was all you managed to get out before frustrated tears began rolling down your cheeks.
"Love, take your time," Beatrice soothed, leaning her head against you.
The Fred you knew was assertive. He wasn't afraid of conflict and he always spoke his mind. Fred was kind and thoughtful, and he had done everything he could to make you feel special. But all of that had changed over the matter of a couple of days. 
"He barely even looked at me," you sputtered out, wiping the tears as fast as they fell. You hated crying. It made you feel weak. Your stubborn streak hated giving in to your feelings.
"I'm trying to make things better, and he's acting like he doesn't have time to work things out," you explained, trying to slow your breathing. 
"I'm sorry. He's being a git, there's no excuse for that behavior," Beatrice said.
"I thought he cared about me. A few days ago he wanted all of Hogwarts to know we were together, and now he doesn't even want to speak to me," you said, exhaling to try to gather yourself.
It was confusing. Fred had never sent you mixed signals like this before. He was always very clear about his intention to woo you and make you his girlfriend, but that didn't feel so clear anymore.
Fred's group of friends walked past the trinket shop heading toward the Three Broomsticks. They didn't seem to noticed you and Beatrice, as the bench you were sat on was tucked around the side of the shop. 
Fred and George were at the back of the pack. You were crossing your fingers that they would keep going toward the Three Broomsticks and not see that you were crying on a bench. But of course, George happened to look over his shoulder and saw you.
He stopped for a moment, crinkling his eyebrows and cocking his head to the side as he tried to evaluate the situation. He noticed your splotchy face, and it was clear that you had been crying. He turned to Fred, pulling him by the back of his coat.
"What?" Fred said, sounding frustrated. George motioned toward where you and Beatrice sat on the bench. You tried to shrink yourself, not wanting to speak to Fred in this moment.
"I think that's your fault," George said, referring to you in your upset state.
Fred nodded, muttering something else to his brother before he began walking toward you and Beatrice.
"What do you want, Weasley?" Beatrice challenged, her voice sounding fierce. She was trying to protect you.
"I just...we need to talk," Fred replied, sounding guilty.
Beatrice looked at you, and you nodded at her to tell her that it was okay. She stood up, giving Fred one last glare before walking off into the trinket shop to give you some space.
Fred sat on the bench, a wide space between the two of you. It felt like you were worlds apart. Just two nights ago, you were in his bed crying out his name. Now you felt like strangers.
Neither of you wanted to start the conversation, but you just wanted to get it over with at this point.
"I'm so confused," you said, sounding small. "You told me that you would never stop pursuing me and now you can't even look at me."
"Birdie...." Fred started, but nothing else came out. He didn't have anything to say.
"I know that I hurt you when I said I wasn't ready for a date at Hogsmeade. I'm sorry for that, but I didn't say no because I'm ashamed of you. I said no because the last time I was dating someone, everyone had an opinion on it. When we broke up, I could hear people whispering about me in the hallways. I don't like that," you explained.
You still weren't looking at each other, choosing to look at the ground instead.
"I don't know how to feel, Fred," you confessed. "You have spent the past couple weeks convincing me that we should be together, and we have one small disagreement and you don't even want to speak to me. That's terrifying, and that's not the kind of person that I thought you were."
Fred laced his fingers together in front of him, considering what to say to you. You were right. The way he was reacting was out of the usual.
"I'm sorry, birdie," he finally said. "I just...when you said no, it felt like proof that you thought you were too good for me."
"But Fred, I have never once said that to you," you said, turning to look at him. "You know that I don't think that. We're different people, but neither of us is better than the other."
Fred sighed. Once again, he knew that you were right.
"I know. I get in my own head sometimes. I guess it's just the way that I feel about myself. I feel like you're better than me, and I've been trying to find ways to prove that you think that too," he said, sounding defeated.
You dared to reach across the bench to hold his hand. He let you.
"Freddie, it's not possible for me to think something like that. I'm sure that people will say that you're too good for me. Every girl at school would be chuffed for the chance to date you. You're cracking at quidditch. You know how to make anyone laugh," you listed out. "There are things that you will always be better than me at. And I am better than you at other things. But that doesn't mean that I want to compare us to each other. It only reminds me of why I admire you and the ways that you inspire me to want to improve myself."
Fred finally looked at you. It seemed like he finally understood. The soft look that you were familiar with had finally returned to his eyes. 
"I'm so sorry that I made you upset," Fred said. "I was being a git. I didn't know how to handle my feelings, so I just tried to ignore you. Clearly that didn't help either of us."
You nodded your head in understanding. It felt nice to be able to talk like this again after over a day of silence and turmoil. 
"Will you let me make it up to you?" he asked, squeezing your hand that was still holding onto his. A hopeful smile played at the corners of his mouth, causing your own smile to spread across your lips.
"Alright," you agreed, leaning your head onto his shoulder. You still probably needed to work a few more things out before all could return to normal, but Fred was making steps in the right direction. You knew that you tended to hold grudges, but you wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt.
Free scooted closer to you on the bench, wrapping his arm around you. "Is it too late for that Hogsmeade date?" he asked, a light chuckle punctuating the end of his question. "You and Beatrice can join us at the Three Broomsticks. We're going to get lunch and have butter beers."
"Bea and I already had butter beers," you confessed, leaning into his warmth. "But she always loves chatting up Gryffindors. I'll see if she wants to go."
You stayed like that for another moment, cuddling on the bench before going to find Beatrice inside the trinket shop. 
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You and Beatrice were going to the Hufflepuff party tonight, and you felt nervous for some reason. Not nearly as nervous as you were when you were getting ready for the Gryffindor party, but being with Fred in a semi-public space was brand new.
Beatrice had once again lent you a t shirt of hers, cropped just enough to hit along the waistband of your low rise jeans. She was perfecting her makeup, stationed at her desk while you stood in front of the full length mirror.
"Are you really doing this again?" she teased, referring to your struggle with getting ready earlier today. "It's just Fred. I'm sure he thinks you look great in anything. Or rather, maybe he'd prefer it if you wore nothing at all."
Beatrice chuckled deviously at you, and you picked up a pillow from her bed and threw it at her. This just made her laugh even harder. You cracked a smile, knowing that there was probably a bit of truth to her statement.
"This is the first thing we're doing together where other people can see," you said, sounding stressed. "I don't want to be the topic of gossip for the next week."
Beatrice turned in her chair to look at you. "I know love, but that's just what it's like to be with someone like Fred. He's always up to something. If you want to be with him, you'll have to get used to it."
You huffed. "You're right. It's just...being with Adrian was so peaceful. No one batted an eye until we broke up."
"You've never been someone who likes when things are easy," Beatrice commented, raising her eyebrows knowingly at you.
You shook your head at her, smirking because she was absolutely correct. You loved a good challenge. This usually meant in your academic life rather than social life, but you would try to embrace the uphill battle nonetheless.
"Let me at least put some lip gloss on you if you're going to be despised by every girl at Hogwarts for the next week," Beatrice joked, getting up to join you at the mirror.
You let her put the gloss on your lips, something sparkly but not over the top. You pressed your lips together, checking your reflection with satisfaction. "I think it's time to party," you declared.
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You and Beatrice wandered into the Hufflepuff common room, already packed with upper year students. The music was loud, and most people were dancing in the middle of the room. Fred spotted you immediately, joining you and Beatrice near the entrance.
"You look....I have no words," Fred commented, chuckling and shaking his head. It made him flustered when he saw you out of your uniform. Especially when you wore shirts that showed off a little bit of your stomach. 
"Thanks, Freddie," you replied, taking his hand and giving him a grin. 
"Oh yuck," Beatrice joked, sticking her tongue out. "Why don't you make yourself useful and get us some drinks? We're going to hit the dance floor."
Beatrice eyed Fred up and down, waiting for him to depart to get drinks. He looked at her for a second, seemingly unsure if she was serious. She gestured toward the makeshift bar, prodding at him to fetch the drinks. He obliged, turning on his heel toward the bar.
Beatrice looped her arm through yours, dragging you to the dance floor. "I know you've got some moves, little miss prefect," she joked. "Let's see those hips move."
You scoffed at her words, scandalized by the idea of dancing in such a way. You always just did a simple sway from side to side, dancing wasn't your personal specialty. 
You tried to stay on the beat, hesitantly moving your hips from side to side. "Alright! Get it, girl!" Beatrice encouraged, giggling with you as both of you danced.
You felt a hand on your waist, and you instinctually leaned back to meet the person behind you. "I missed you, Freddie," you joked as you danced up against him.
"Freddie?" the voice asked. It was not Fred's voice.
You turned around to find Adrian behind you instead of Fred. You felt your face heat up instantly, embarrassed at your actions. You had assumed that it was Fred coming back with your drink.
"Adrian--" you started, unsure of what to say.
"You've got to be fucking kidding me," he said, his voice raising in volume. The other students at the party began to stare at you, only making the situation feel worse.
"You've been shagging Fred Weasley?" he asked, almost yelling at you. Everyone definitely heard it, with conversations coming to a halt to watch the confrontation.
It felt like your voice was stuck in your throat. This was a scene from your nightmares. All eyes were on you, and your private life was being exposed for all to see.
You saw Fred over Adrian's shoulder, still hovering near the bar where he had a drink in each hand for you and Beatrice. He met your eyes for a moment then looked away, assuming that you were going to deny Adrian's allegations.
You cleared your throat, trying to gain some semblance of composure. "So what if I am?" you replied, squaring your shoulders.
"You've lost your bloody mind," Adrian said, shaking his head and laughing.
"Might I remind you that I have something called free will?" you shot back. "You don't own me. Now fuck off and mind your bloody business."
You crossed your arms, a fire burning in your eyes as you stared Adrian down. He huffed, seemingly unable to find a snappy reply. He pushed past you, exiting the circle that had formed around the two of you.
Everyone was still staring, and instead of staying in the middle of the crowd, you headed toward Fred.
"Fred, I'm so sor--" you started before he cut you off by slamming his lips into yours.
Fred pulled you into the kiss, one hand cradling your head and the other wrapping around your waist. You hesitated for a moment before returning his kiss, trying to ignore the attention that was on you. 
For some unknown reason, the other students began to cheer. You pulled out of the kiss, absolutely confused by the commotion. Then you realized that they were cheering for you and Fred.
You had just stood up to Adrian, which is something that almost no one would fathom doing. And you were snogging Fred Weasley, everyone's favorite prankster. It was a combination that inspired awe in your fellow students.
"Want to get out of here?" Fred asked, leaning close to your ear so you could hear him.
"Please," you said, holding his hand. He led you through the crowd and out the door, heading straight for his dormitory.
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snoopyhq · 4 months ago
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Hi it's me again I'm glad to hear that also I have a request so my request is a Vander x wife reader where reader and Vander are in an argument is not two bad but it's still a little argument and the kids think their parents are going to be in a divorce until Vander and the reader explain that they're not going to be a divorce and it's all fluff at the end what do you think sorry to bother you by the way. 😊
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type: vander x wife reader
summary: a couple's spat inadvertently has the little ones worried about the future of your family (but it all ends up alright)
word count: 993
a/n: had one of the best days ever with my friends today, i can't even be sad about my bum ass ex anymore. everyone cheer!
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Goodnight, Vi. Goodnight, Powder. Sleep tight girls.
You quietly close the doors to the children's room. Once you were certain they were safely tucked in and asleep, you made your way back to the room you shared with you husband.
There was always the faint scent of bourbon in the air, an inescapable thing given that you two ran a bar together. You sink down on the mattress and let out a weary sigh, closing your eyes. A tired smile graced your face as the familiar brush of stubble and soft lips brushed against your cheek.
"Have you thought more about it?" he asks, settling down beside you.
You chewed the inside of your cheek.
"I did. I'm still not happy about it."
He nods, waiting for you to continue.
"They're still so young, Vander, and even if we do end up agreeing about it? Is it safe. What if something happens and we aren't there to help them?"
"I know they're young, and your worries are valid, love. But we can't hold them back forever. They'll be in good hands and living a better life than we can give them here," he replies.
He was thinking ahead for the future. You both want the best for your children, and what Vander was proposing would be the most favorable outcome. You couldn't help but oppose it, even if a deeper part of you agrees. As you mull over your options, the sudden image of your kids floated across your mind.
How tiny they were, swaddled in the layers of threadbare blankets, their small fingers reaching for yours. Powder's watery eyes when she wanted something and knew you would fold. Vi's subtle look to you for approval as she did her best to wrangle her rowdy siblings, especially Milo. Claggor's sweet smile as he hovers around you, always eager to help.
These images sent a sharp pang through your chest, and you found yourself suddenly consumed with a crushing dread.
"No, Vander. We can't let them go to Piltover. Absolutely not!"
You got up, throwing the blanket off. You pace in circles back and forth, shaking your head adamantly.
"No more arguments. I've made up my mind."
"Wait. You can't just give a definite no without discussing it more with me. What's changed?" now he was standing up too, wanting to understand, and you tried not to raise your voice.
It wasn't fair to get so up in arms like this, you knew. You had never believed yourself to be much of the parenting type, but ever since the kids came into your custody, you had developed a fierce protectiveness that extended beyond any realm of explanation. Was this how your parents felt when they had you? You could only hope. They weren't around to ask now, and you were determined to never let the children wonder what you are right now.
You don't remember everything you said next, but you do remember it leading to something heavier. Neither of you could separate personal feelings from the argument, and it got bad. Bad enough that it sent Powder, who had been lurking outside, straight to Vi, panicking about how,
"They're fighting, and Vander sounds so mad," she sobbed. "We're being sent away to Piltover!"
"To Piltover? Are you sure that's what you heard?" Milo scoffed.
"Yes! Why would I lie about that!" Powder shouts, on the verge of completely crumbling.
For once, he didn't have anything mean to say back.
"We could go ask them right now," Claggor suggests, even as the tremor in his voice gives away his belief in the worst.
Gathering up their courage and best brave act, the kids marched to your bedroom and let themselves in. That stopped you and Vander, and you were faced with four little faces, each one unable to look you in the face.
"What's wrong?" you asked, kneeling to be eye level with them.
"If you're going to send us away, at least let us decide where we want to go," Vi speaks. Always the leader.
You and Vander exchanged confused looks.
"We're not sending you away Vi," Vander says gently. "Why would you say that?"
In the background, Milo scowls. I told you so, his body language read.
"I heard you! Vander wants to send us to Piltover," Powder exclaims, her hand tightening in Vi's.
"We'll stop getting in so much trouble. Don't send us away," Claggor blurts out.
What? Oh, no.
You and Vander immediately gathered up the kids, two in each of your arms, and held them close. Whatever harsh words you wanted to exchange with each other could wait. Right now, the precious beings you were cradling were much more important.
"No one's going anywhere. You kids, your dad, or me. We just had to talk about something important, that's all," you explained.
"Talk about what?"
"Something that can be discussed when you're older. We want your input on it too, but it's not time yet."
"So you're not splitting up? Right?" Milo asks, trying his best to sound nonchalant.
You stifled your laugh.
"No dear, Vander and I aren't leaving you or each other anytime soon."
"Or ever," he adds, kissing you and earning a round of 'eughs' and 'bleh!'.
That's when you finally laughed.
"Ok, that's enough excitement for tonight. Everyone back to you room," you started to escort them out, but none of them budged. Not even Powder, who had let go of Vi's hand and was now standing firm on her own.
"I see how it is," you smiled. "One time only. Come here."
It was a tight fit, the six of you piled onto one bed. There were a flurries of complaints and kicking limbs, but eventually, everyone settled down. You and Vander faced each other while the children slept, sandwiched in between. Safe. Protected.
"We'll talk about it again later," you whisper. "But not tonight."
"Not right now," he agreed.
"Goodnight, Vander."
"Goodnight, love."
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mono-dot-jpeg · 6 months ago
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born from another timeline - jayce, viktor
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summary; "viktor, wake up, hexcore just dropped a hot person" - jayce, probably
genre/extra tags; oneshot, fluff, comedy, maybe some angst, is this considered isekai /j, amnesia?, zauntie! reader, different timeline! reader, the almost too good to be to be true timeline, hexcore knows everything, magic curses, can be seen as romantic or platonic, half baked ending, im sorry this can seen as ambiguous ending
word count; 1.3k
a/n; it's time for some silly silly writing. im changing up some of the request to be a little more interesting. im not great at interpreting long requests like this bc they can be a lot for me, and sometimes, with requesting in excitement, they can have some parts that dont make sense. but i still hope it's enjoyable. also i have no idea if my addition to this request made sense but i was too committed so. enjoy :)
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you don't remember a fucking thing. all you know is that something called a hexcore spit you out, and now you're floating in the air with two really hot people. and you're undoubtedly panicking, and they're panicking too.
generally, a lot of panic.
when you finally manage to stop floating, the situation settles a little bit. at least for the two men that were floating with you.
"how did you get here?" but unfortunately, you had to be questioned. which was reasonable, you would probably do the same.
a yordle creature is trying to question you and your origins, but your mind can't seem to conjure up anything that would be a viable answer. "i.. don't know. but where exactly am i?"
the yordle, heimerdinger, informs you that you are in piltover and introduce you to viktor and jayce as well.
"piltover.. i definitely didn't know that this was piltover because i've never been around there."
"do you remember anything about your home?"
"not much. but i'm from the undercity." you answer. and that leaves the young scientists to ponder why exactly the hexcore brought you here. was it really that powerful to just teleport people from the undercity to piltover?
nothing seemed to be clicking. and so, they decide to escort you back to the dark lanes of the undercity.
but when you reach the bridge, viktor can spot the shine of confusion in your eyes.
"wait.. this is the undercity, right?" you looked over at the glum streets. "but.."
"but what? it always has been like this."
"this isn't.." you head pulses with pain as a memory tries to break through. "the undercity wasn't like this. it was-" before you can even speak about your home, it feels like you have the wind knocked out of you. your breath heaving as you cough near uncontrollably. jayce and viktor are quick to offer a hand to help you. jayce holds you steady, and viktor offers a hesitant but gentle hand. "it wasn't like this.." you can only mutter as another cough tickles your throat, threatening to come out. it doesn't take long for the two men to come up with a different thought instead.
"i don't think you're from our world." viktor said slowly.
"but i'm from runeterra, i live in zaun, i know that much." you get a little defensive. "and i know that, this isn't the zaun i live in."
"i think it's much more different than what v is saying. let's just head back."
viktor should've realized sooner as a zaunite himself. you didn't wear any worn-out dirtied clothing or had that scent of undercity smoke and gasoline that always permeated around the lanes. you were different from the undercity he knew.
with enough convincing to heimerdinger, he agrees to let you stay in piltover, but viktor and jayce would have to be responsible for you. which admittedly feels a little offending as you're not any kind of irresponsible pet or kid, but you wave off the annoyance for a more pressing problem.
"i'm from a different timeline?"
"it sounds crazy, i know." jayce immediately tells you, just seeing the incredulous look on your face. "but it seems like the most logical conclusion. you said you were from runeterra, you were from the undercity, and that the undercity you know doesn't look the way our undercity does."
"it could be entirely possible that you can even be from a different universe in general, ehh... i suppose that would be like a timeline, too." viktor sucked in a breath through his slightly clenched teeth as he tried to wonder over the details of what counted as a universe or timeline.
"the point is, this isn't the runeterra you know. and we don't know how to get you back."
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and so you basically had a reset button on your life, now living in a world that was close to yours.. but not quite.
heimerdinger had concluded that there was some sort of magic binding on your memories, not allowing you to speak too much detail of them. and there seemed to be no loopholes for it. you would be stuck like that for an unknown amount of time.
that was concerning, to say the least. but not as concerning as trying to remember that this isn't the world you know. you're not meant to be here. but you'd be lying if you said that you weren't curious about how this world functioned compared to yours.
you were naturally really interested in the hextech. and it seemed like the hexcore was interested in you, it spit you out into here after all.
"do you think the hexcore is the reason i can't talk about my home?" you asked the two scientists as you stared at the core of magic and science.
"it would make sense. in a way. it's the only magic you've been exposed to. and directly in contact with.. obviously." viktor said with matter of fact tone.
it seemed like it was the only somewhat reasonable answer. and there was only one solution to you; live this new life. you don't remember everything that happened in your old life, and even if you did, you'd be coughing up your lungs before you can get a word out about it.
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alternate reality and timelines really aren't fun, you realize quickly. you live in this.. new piltover and zaun and it's.. really off-putting. like knowing that everything is fine, but your mind is telling you that there's something just so wrong.
your identity blends in just enough with the support of viktor and jayce. but you don't feel right. viktor easily can sense that feeling of isolation. he understands it too well. it's the face he's seen on multiple zaunites like himself. when they don't know if they really belong in this world.
he tugs you away into his side of the lab as the gentle whirring of the hexcore hums with life, mocking you that you have no way home. jayce had left to pick up some dinner for you three, and you stayed behind for the sole reason of not having anything better to do (and maybe even keep viktor company).
the look in his sharp amber eyes is hesitant before he speaks. "how are you feeling?" he asked within the ambiance of the lab. he doesn't look at you, turning to mindlessly fiddle with his work-in-progress hex claw.
you shrugged halfheartedly with a hum, "i don't know. it just..." you let out a sigh. "it doesn't feel right."
"what doesn't?"
"being here." he lets you continue if you want, stopping his tinkering to look at you. your eyebrows furrow with a frown on your lips. "i don't know. maybe i'm just being delusional."
he pursues his lips, trying to find the right words to say. "i'm sorry we can't find a way back to your home." he said softly. "i can't imagine how it feels like to live in a world so similar but so different from home." he takes your wrist gently to guide you to an empty chair next to him.
you sit down slowly. he looks at your disheartened face.
"i'm not great at comfort like this. jayce would probably do much better than me right now. he gives a great hug." he laughed weakly, trying to lighten the mood. "but i'm not going to sit back and let you be alone on the pain." his eyes swirl with warmth. you can tell he's trying his best to comfort you.
"do you think.. we would ever meet back in my timeline?"
before viktor could answer, the door opens, revealing the golden boy himself.
"i got us some dinner!" his smile oblivious and bright, unware of the heavy air as his presence seems more bright than the setting sun.
you don't feel like you belong in plitover, but you know you belong with viktor and jayce at least.
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terry-perry · 1 year ago
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Hey, I see you're looking for Alastor request to write him better.
Could I get Alastor x F! Reader where they're constantly flirting with each other until someone shouts just kiss already which takes Alastor off guard enough for the reader to sweep in and kiss him, then as he kisses back she gets dragged off to is room. The rest from there is up to you :)
Inspired by the writings of F. Scott Fitzgerald
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"Do you think I ought to bob my hair, Alastor?" Y/N asked the distinguished demon by her side as they shared a few drinks at the hotel's bar. Husk busied himself by wiping some glasses, refraining from rolling his eyes as the pair continued with this back-and-forth.
"I'd look rather darling with such a hairstyle, don't you think?"
"An absolute dream, my dear," Alastor responded, regarding her more intently than usual.
He wasn't sure what it was, but something about her was especially vivacious that night. Perhaps it was the way she seemed to make a bit of effort to be on his level for the dinner-dance the hotel was hosting to celebrate its grand re-opening. Like with many of the antics that go on in the place, Alastor stood passively by, subtly scaring those who came close to him.
Then he spotted her.
He liked how becoming the dark red dress she wore was and how It set off her unnaturally shadowy eyes. Let's not forget about the way her hair glistened so! It was almost like the stars were woven into it.
"You know, back when I was alive, having such a hairstyle would be considered immoral, sinful," Alastor remarked, shamelessly reaching out to twirl a few strands of her hair around his sharp nails. "It was a sure and easy way to attract certain attention."
She took in the way his eyes floated towards hers, but not before making their way up slowly from her legs. Had he been anyone else, she would've disregarded his remark with a brutal slap (perhaps with something worse if she were in the mood). But this was the Radio Demon she was speaking with.
She knew she had him right where she wanted him the moment she stepped in. If her attire hadn't drawn him in, then it was definitely all the attention she gathered from the other party guests who would offer to dance with her. Each one that would head her way with enthusiastic determination would have Alastor's eye twitch before he finally decided it was his turn to cut in.
After that, she was his and no one else's. After all no one would dare be stupid enough to steal the Radio Demon's dance partner.
"Well, it's a good thing we're in Hell then," Y/N said, going as far as laying a hand on the normally touch-aversed Alastor's knee. In this case, however, a glow settled almost imperceptibly over him.
Their eyes met completely, and they stopped talking entirely as they stared at each other. It wasn't until an irritated voice intruded on their space and made the glow fade away.
"For fuck's sake, will you two just get it on already?!" Angel Dust screeched from the Y/N's other side. "This was amusing for a while, but you've been dancing around each other all night. The party ended hours ago, and you still haven't even kissed yet."
An awkward silence followed this. Alastor looked at Angel, eye twitching once more. He wouldn't understand that a classy lady like Y/N deserved to be wooed properly. She's, no doubt, heard every practiced line known in this side of the Pentagram. And she certainly wouldn't react well to such bold actions like hot kisses and heavy petting.
Alastor opened his mouth to explain as much when Y/N grabbed a hold of his face and placed a big kiss on his lips. He would've been more shocked had it not felt like such blissful oblivion. It was better than any glass of rye he had ever drank. He kept a stronghold of her, his claws piercing the small of her back while his other hand took hold of her hair.
They eventually released one another, going back to looking at each other.
"Forgive me," she managed to say between heavy breaths. She kept her bold smile on as well as a tight grip on his lapel. "You've got an awfully kissable mouth."
And with that, the glow returned along with a desire to finish this upstairs.
"About fucking time," Husk uttered, watching with Angel the way Alastor dragged a giddy Y/N to his room.
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wzrd-wheezes · 2 years ago
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The Engagement Arrangement - Sirius Black x Reader/James Potter x Reader.
Hey!!! Can I request an arranged engagement with James because they grew up in wealthy families and they're close friends but as she gets to know the boys better Sirius falls in love with her? Mutual pining with obstacles with be the death of me.
AN: after actual months of writing this fic, it's finally finished. I posted the first part of it months ago but decided to finish the fic and repost it as a complete work. i'm so fucking proud of this and i really hope you enjoy it. this is the longest thing i've ever written so please please please give it a reblog and let me know what you think. ily <3
Contains: some angst, a lot of fluff, pining, swearing and just general good times haha. enjoy!
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The engine of the car hummed quietly causing the window to vibrate as Y/N rested her head against the glass. She fiddled with the hem of her dress as she gazed out of the window, the trees a blur of red and orange as they whizzed past. 
“Will you stop fiddling with your dress!” Y/N’s mother snapped, whipping her head around to glare at her daughter, “I won’t have you at the Potter’s house with your dress all creased, what will they think of us!?” 
Y/N only murmured in response, barely paying attention to her mother’s nagging as she smoothed her dress out. The car pulled to a stop on the gravel driveway outside of the Potter’s manor. The autumn sunlight beat down on the vast lawns and bounced off of the ornate windows, casting patterns on the driveway. She sighed as she got out of the car, mentally preparing herself for the afternoon at the Potter’s.  
Coming to the Potter’s house for lunch wasn’t a frequent occurrence, yet every time their car pulled up outside, Y/N filled with dread. The lunches were alarmingly boring with her parents talking tirelessly with Mr and Mrs Potter. The Potter’s had a son, who Y/N was yet to meet as he attended a boarding school. Y/N’s mother had explained to her that James had been sent to boarding school as he was rather unruly, and they were trying to get him to settle down. However, now that he, like Y/N was 18, had finished school and returned home. 
Mrs Potter greeted them graciously at the front door, giving her parents a hug and Y/N a squeeze on the shoulder. She led them into the sitting room and began to bustle around making tea. Y/N perched on the edge of the sofa, trying to avoid crumpling her dress and infuriating her mother again. Just as she had done in the car, Y/N stared out of the window, her eyes drifting over the garden that seemed to sprawl for miles. Leaves floated down from the trees, landing in a pile on the floor before being dispersed by the soft breeze.  
“Nice of you to finally join us, Son.” Mr Potter spoke, easy smile resting on his face. Y/N was pulled out of her daydream, her eyes darting towards the door where a young man was standing, leaning lazily against the door frame. His hands were tucked into the pockets of his slacks, the top button of his shirt undone and his dark curls falling messily into his eyes. 
“Mr and Mrs L/N.” he nodded, “Nice to see you both again.” 
“Ah, James.” Y/N’s father exclaimed, “It’s been a while! You must have grown a good few feet taller since we last saw you.” 
“My career as a dwarf never really took off so I decided to just let it go.” James joked, earning himself a disapproving look from both of his parents. 
“James,” Y/N’s mother swiftly interjected, “You haven’t met our daughter, Y/N. She’s just finished school as well. I’m sure you’ll both get along well.” 
“Nice to meet you,” James grinned, stepping into the room and shaking Y/N’s hand. Y/N just smiled back at him, unsure of what to say. Her mother harshly nudged her leg, urging her to reply. 
“Yeah. You as well.” 
James plonked himself in the armchair in front of the window that Y/N was previously looking out of. She frowned slightly, annoyed that he was obstructing not only the view but also the distraction from the torturously boring conversation that their parents were having. The two teenagers sat silently, every so often glancing up at each other. One time, James rolled his eyes and mimed putting a gun to his head, Y/N had to try her best to stifle a laugh. Clearly, she didn’t try hard enough as she was shot another one of her mother’s infamous disapproving looks. 
“James, dear, why don’t you go and show Y/N around the gardens while we talk? We have some important business to discuss, and it will be terribly boring for you both.” James’ mother suggested. Y/N let out a sigh of relief and eagerly stood up, grabbing her jacket from the coat stand. 
For the first few moments, they didn’t speak a word to each other, just silently making their way through the hall towards the large front door, buttoning up their coats as they walked. It was only when they were out of earshot that James finally spoke. 
“I didn’t think it was possible to die of boredom, but I genuinely think I was close.” He said dramatically.  
“We were only sat in there for half an hour.” Y/N said, raising an eyebrow at him.  
“Yet it felt like an eternity.” 
James pushed open the front door and they were greeted by the crisp autumn air. Their breaths clouded in the chill, damp air and they both wrapped their coats a little tighter around themselves.  
“What d’you reckon they’re talking about?” Y/N asked, “What’s so important that we can’t be there to hear them discuss it?” James shrugged, staring up at the cloudless sky. 
“Who knows? Probably just boring adult stuff. I tend to just tune it out whenever they start speaking.” Despite his nonchalant response, there was a hint of wistfulness in his expression. It was almost as if the thought of having a genuine adult conversation with his parents seemed utterly foreign and unappealing to him. 
“They’re probably just sat moaning about us.” Y/N laughed, “That’s what adults do when they get together, isn’t it? Moan about their children?” 
“Nah, not my mum and dad. They genuinely think the sun shines out of my arse.” James chuckled. 
“Didn’t they ship you off to boarding school because you were too ‘unruly’” Y/N said, making air quotes with her fingers. James’ cheeks flushed at her comment and he let out an awkward chuckle. 
“Yeah, that was a bit of an exaggeration on mum and dad’s behalf. They made it sound like I was some feral child. In reality, I was just a normal kid who liked to have fun.” 
Y/N felt a bit guilty for poking fun at him about the boarding school ordeal. It seemed to be a bit of a sore spot for him, despite how flippantly he brushed it off. 
“They didn’t have to be so dramatic,” James continued, “But it’s all in the past now. I’m back home and everything’s fine,” He shrugged, the smile returning to his face. Y/N wasn’t quite so sure how accurate that statement one. 
They chatted as they walked through the gardens, comparing their school experiences, talking about their upbringings and their parents. Y/N felt sad that James had been away for the majority of their childhood, it would have made the many dinners with their parents a lot less painful if she had had someone her own age there to speak to.  
 The more time that Y/N spent in James’s company, the more she realised just how much they had in common. They had similar senses of humour, enjoyed engaging in sarcastic banter and had a mutual disdain for the social niceties that dominated their families’ get-together. For his part, James enjoyed speaking with Y/N as well. Unlike with the adults in his life, he didn’t have to keep up an exhausting façade. He could be frank with her and didn’t have to worry about offending her with his snarky wit. 
The conversation turned back to the topic of their schooling. Y/N described her school life and her friends, while James told stories of pranking students and teacher alike, and generally being a nuisance. James had a twinkle in his eye as he recounted some of his more mischievous antics. It was clear that he had no regrets and was, in fact, quite proud of all the trouble he had gotten into over the years.  
“I’m pretty sure I was on my last chance before they got rid of me,” he admitted as they walked back to the house, “In our final year, my friends and I were planning to pull a big stunt during exam week, it would have definitely gotten us kicked out. Only, my friend Peter ended up talking us out of it in the end. Probably for the best.” As he finished speaking a hint of regret crossed his face. 
When they finally returned to the house, having been gone a good hour or so, they found their parents still sat in the same spot they were in before they had left. It looked as though time had stood still while they were outside. 
“Ah, there you two are! We were just about to send someone out to find you! We really need to talk to you both, if you wouldn’t mind sitting down for a moment.” Mrs Potter smiled. James sighed inwardly and shot Y/N an apologetic look. Just when he had been enjoying himself, their parents’ demands had sent him back to reality.  
“We’ve been discussing the future,” Y/N’s father began, “And now you have both finished school we believe it’s time to start making preparations for the future.”  
Y/N and James both leaned forward in their chairs, intrigued by what their parents had to say. James let out a nervous chuckle, not sure what Y/N’s father meant by that.  
“Preparations for the future?” he repeated, turning to look at his own father, “What do you mean? Like, getting involved in the family business or something?” 
“Not particularly.” James’s father said. 
“You’re both intelligent, young individuals with bright futures ahead of you. The pair of you both come from good families, and we think it’s time that the two of you started settling down.” Y/N’s mother explained. 
Both Y/N and James sat there in stunned silence, their minds racing to try and figure out exactly what their parents were talking about.  
“You’re not saying what I think you’re saying, are you?” James asked, not wanting to believe it, “You’re seriously suggesting that at the ripe old age of 18, we get married to each other?” The words were out of his mouth before he had even fully formed the thought. 
“That’s ridiculous!” Y/N exclaimed, “You can’t just arrange our romance like we’re some sort of commodity. That’s absurd!”  The notion of being forced into a relationship with James with utterly foreign to her, especially since they had only met mere hours ago. Mrs Potter looked at them both with a stern expression. 
“This isn’t something that we’ve considered lightly.” she said, in a tone that left no room for argument, “We believe that the two of you will make a wonderful couple, and with time may even grow to love each other.” 
“There is much more than that to our proposal,” James’s father said solemnly, “It’s not just about romance. In this particular case, settling down is more about stability.” 
James and Y/N just stared at each other, feeling the full weight of their parents’ decision bearing down on their shoulders.  
“But what about what we want?” James snapped, gesturing to the two of them. 
“At the end of the day, this isn’t about what you want.” Mr Potter shook his head, “This is about your families and their futures, not just your own selfish desires.” 
The statement hit both of them hard, and for a moment, the two teenagers were completely stunned. Their own family was more important than their own happiness, their own dreams. The harsh reality of their situation slowly began to sink in, and the weight out the responsibility felt nearly too heavy for them to bear. 
James paced back and forth across his spacious bedroom, seemingly unable to settle in one place. His fists were clenched tightly at his sides as he tried to wrestle with the situation that they had been forced into. Y/N was watching him, lounged on the edge of his bed with a mug of tea in her hand. 
It had been a few days since their parents had broken the news to them and they had since decided that it would be a good idea for Y/N to move in with the Potter’s. It was as if her parents couldn’t wait to get her out quick enough and had all of her things boxed up in a matter of hours. 
“What do you think of all this?” he finally asked, stopping in front of her. She raised an eyebrow, taking a sip of her drink. 
“Are you joking?” she scoffed, “You have to be joking. ‘Settling down’. Are you serious?” She sat so that she was upright, putting her mug down on the bedside table.  
“Are our parents mad? Have they actually lost it? Who proposes something like that to teenagers these days?” She could barely hide her incredulity. 
James sighed, feeling like his head was going to explode from a sudden rush of confusion and emotions. It felt so surreal, like this was some kind of elaborate joke that their parents were just waiting to reveal the punchline of.  
“I mean, you seem great and all and sure, we get along well enough, but is that really a solid basis for deciding to spend the rest of our lives together?” He raked a hand through his unruly hair. In his mind, there was no possible way they could make this situation work. 
“If it wasn’t so ridiculous, it would be hilariously tragic,” she sighed, rubbing her eyes in an attempt to ease the onset of a headache. 
“My friends are supposed to be visiting for a few weeks.” James said, sitting down on his bed, “I suppose they’ll make me cancel now you’re here. Y’know, with them wanting us to spend time together and all.” 
Y/N shook her head, feeling a surge of sympathy for James. He’d mentioned earlier how much he was looking forward to seeing his friends again and she couldn’t help but imagine how disappointed he would be if he had to cancel on them.  
“That’s a pain.” she said, “If it was up to me, I’d leave you alone to do whatever you like. I mean, fuck it, why not just let them come over anyway? If we’re getting married then I’m going to have to meet your friends eventually.” a sort of half-smile crossed her face as she looked at James. 
“Really?” he asked, turning to face her, “You wouldn’t mind if they still came over?” 
“Not at all!” 
“Wicked.” James grinned, “I’ll have to try and convince mum now.” 
Somehow, James managed to convince his mother to allow his friends to stay and they arrived a few days later. w fresh faces around. The two boys bounded down the driveway and tackled James into a somewhat clumsy hug, lanky adolescent limbs all over the place. James laughed and greeted his friends fondly.  
“So, this is the future wife then?” one of James’s friends grinned as he introduced them, “I’m Sirius. Pleasure to meet you. I’m sorry that you have to marry this prat.” 
“Not as sorry as I am.” Y/N mused. Sirius was just as tall as James but had a slightly more slender build. His dark hair falling straight down to his jawline, unlike James’s messy curls.   
“It’s a rough deal, I’ll admit.” The other one said. He was taller than both James and Sirius and awkwardly held a hand out for Y/N to shake as he introduced himself, “I’m Remus, by the way.” 
“Thanks for the condolences.” she laughed, “I’m Y/N.” 
James seemed to loosen up a bit now that his friends were here. Y/N had barely seen him smile the last few days. He’d spent the majority of his time moping around the house trying to come up with a plan to get them both out of this mess. 
They decided to go and explore the surrounding countryside, the boys were keen to show Y/N the places that they had gone when they were growing up. James had said he felt too cooped up in the house, like they were constantly being watched by his parents and was eager to get out.  
They meandered around the grounds of Potter Manor, the boys occasionally sharing anecdotes about the summers that they used to spend at the Potter’s. Sirius pointed out the tree that James fell from when he broke his arm when he they were 12. The boys all looked at it fondly like it was one of the seven wonders of the world.   
Sirius and Remus, much like James, were charming and playful and Y/N was pleased with how well they managed to mesh with her sense of humour. She realised, over the course of the afternoon, that Sirius had a particular way of speaking that made her heart flutter. There was something about it, deep, silky and rich like melted chocolate. A certain kind of gentleness to the way his voice carried that felt like he could make whoever he was speaking to feel as if they were the centre of his attention.  Y/N felt a pang of guilt in her stomach as she tried to push the thoughts of Sirius from her mind.   
As the sunlight began to fade into the afternoon sky, the group made their way back to the manor. Y/N knew that they would soon be sitting down for dinner, but she wasn’t quite ready for their afternoon to be over quite yet. She had gotten to know the boys better and was having fun hearing the stories of their school days. The idea of going back to an awkward dinner with James’s parents was unsettling. 
Dinner was a bit of a bust; James’s parents were once again preaching the joys of settling down young and the importance of family and tradition. James seemed to be trying his best to get through the meal without any trouble, occasionally shooting an apologetic look at Y/N. Sirius and Remus sat awkwardly opposite them, doing their best to dodge the Potter’s invasive questions about when they themselves would get married. 
Every so often, Sirius would nudge Y/N’s foot with his own under the table. It first started when Mrs Potter made a comment about wedding dresses, but as dinner went on, it became more and more frequent. He would tap his foot against hers, then when she would look up at him he would pull a face or wink at her. She tried her best to focus her attention on the food in front of her, but it was hard not to be distracted by Sirius’s constant prodding under the table. The gesture felt flirty, and despite her efforts to resist, she couldn’t help but look back at him every time they made contact.  
The first time that Y/N and Sirius were alone together was a few nights later when Y/N got up in the middle of night to get a drink. She was restless and unable to sleep, still not used to the unfamiliar house that she was now living in.   
Sirius was already in the kitchen when she got in there, hoisted up on the kitchen counter, dimly lit from the small stream of moonlight that shone in from outside. 
“Mrs Potter will kill you if she sees you sitting up there.” Y/N whispered. Sirius snapped his head round to look at her, clearly not expecting anyone else to be up at this hour. He rolled his eyes and chuckled. 
“Let her try.” he said, not seeming too worried about the potential consequences of his behaviour. He stayed put on the counter, looking down at Y/N with a mischievous grin.   
“On your head be it.” she shrugged, grinning at him, “What are you doing up so late anyway?” 
“Couldn’t sleep.” he shifted his legs so that he was now sitting cross-legged on the counter, “What about you? Doing a bit of late-night wedding planning? 
Y/N laughed and rolled her eyes. She had spent so much time over the last few days trying to resist his playful flirting, but he was making it increasingly difficult. With every smile and joke, she felt herself warming up to him. 
“Oh, of course,” she scoffed, “I was just about to draw up the first draft of our wedding invitation.” 
“Well, if you need a hand writing them out then I’ll have you know that I have lovely penmanship.” 
“I’ll keep that in mind.” Y/N said, “But I’m hoping it doesn’t get that far.” 
“How are you feeling about everything?” he asked gently, his face becoming more sombre. 
“I mean, James is lovely and all but...” her voice trailed off for a moment, “I’m not in love with him. I don’t want to marry him, and he doesn’t want to marry me.” 
Sirius just nodded, for once in his life at a loss for what to say. Y/N crossed the kitchen, grabbed a glass from the cupboard and filled it with water. She pulled herself up onto the other counter, opposite Sirius. 
“Y’know, I nearly ended up marrying my own cousin once,” He said bluntly. Y/N spluttered, nearly spitting her drink out. “You think yours and James’s families are mental? You should try meeting mine.” 
Wait, what?” she asked, looking at him in disbelief.  
“Yep. Old fashioned family traditions. Similar situation to you and James. They wanted me to settle down and get married and move out of the family home.” he said, “Guess that’s one thing we have in common then. Our fucked up families.” 
Y/N couldn’t help but laugh at Sirius’s crassness, but she felt a sense of validation knowing that someone else knew exactly what she was going through. 
“Yeah, I guess it is,” she said with a small smile, “So, what happened? How did you get out of the marriage?”  
“I ran away. Came to live with the Potter’s for a few weeks until school started again. I didn’t tell them exactly why of course. James and Remus knew and obviously thought it was hilarious.” his smile quickly faltered, “Haven’t seen my parents since.” 
“Well, I’m glad you escaped.” Y/N said softly. She could see that the situation with his parents was still very raw and painful for him, as much as he tried to brush it off. 
“Yeah, me too.” 
They stayed in the kitchen chatting for hours. Y/N told Sirius about her childhood and her school years and he exchanged stories about his childhood before he ran away. They only realised how much time had passed when a small chink of sunlight streamed through the window.  
“Shit. I didn’t realise the time.” Y/N gasped, hastily standing up. 
“Time flies when you’re having fun, eh?” Sirius grinned, he slid off the counter, crossing the kitchen to stand in front of her, “I’ll see you in a bit.” 
His comment made her face flush and she hoped that he hadn’t noticed it in the dim early morning light. She quickly composed herself and nodded at Sirius. 
“See you,” she said, trying to ignore the feeling of butterflies fluttering in her stomach. 
Y/N and James seldom spent any time alone together with Sirius and Remus staying at the Potters. Secretly, she was grateful, it was nice to have a bit of a buffer between her and James sometimes, his two friends seemed to make the whole ordeal a lot less awkward.   
“Are you busy?” James asked, suddenly appearing at her side in the kitchen the next morning. She hadn’t even heard him walk over. His voice caught her off-guard, and she jumped slightly, turning back to face him. 
“No, why? Is everything okay?”  
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you jump.” he said quickly, “Everything is fine. I just wanted to...talk. To you.” James’s tone was more solemn than normal, his thick, dark eyebrows knitted together seriously. 
A long moment of silence passed between them before Y/N eventually nodded and followed James. He led her upstairs towards his bedroom, firmly shutting the door behind them. He gestured for Y/N to take a seat but remained standing himself. Her eyes widened in anticipation as he took a deep breath.  
“I’m not really sure what the best way to tell you this is so I’m just going to come out and say it.” he began, “I overheard mum and dad speaking last night and well... they’ve set a date for the wedding.” 
Y/N felt like the wind had been knocked out of her. She had been enjoying the lull in the situation and felt like she had momentarily forgotten that anything had been wrong. James’s words hit her like a ton of bricks, and she slumped back in her seat, feeling completely stunned.  
“W-what? When?” 
“Next month.” James said with a pained expression, “It’s fast, but it seems like it’s the only way to satisfy our parents. They’ve set a date, so... I guess it’s happening.” 
He crossed the room to sit next to Y/N on the bed. He took her hand in his and squeezed it. Y/N looked down at their intertwined fingers, it was the first time that they had ever really touched each other. She was suddenly painfully aware of how close James’s body was to hers. They were sitting side by side, their legs touching and their hands together. A wave of heat washed over her, and she forced herself to meet James’s gaze.   
James, for his part, was trying very hard to keep his emotions in check as well. He grabbed Y/N’s hand without really thinking about what he was doing, in his head it just felt like it was the right thing to do. He held her gaze for a moment before finally speaking again. 
“It’s ridiculous, isn’t it?” he said, his voice softer now. Y/N nodded slowly, unable to look away from him. She looked down at their hands again, her lips parted slightly as she searched her head for words.  
“I don’t know...” she finally said, “I don’t know how to feel.” 
“I understand.” he nodded in acknowledgment, “This isn’t what either of us wanted.” He paused for a moment, releasing her hand from his and raking his fingers through his curls.  
“I know the situation is shit and I know that we haven’t spent a lot of time together.” he continued, “But that doesn’t mean that I don’t enjoy spending time with you. I mean, like... as a person. I don’t know, maybe if we got to know each other a little better it’ll all be okay.” 
Y/N was taken aback by the way that James spoke so openly and honestly about his feelings. He didn’t sound like the angry person he was the first time they spoke about their marriage. This side of him was entirely different and she liked it. Despite everything that was going on, she felt strangely comforted by the way he was speaking so candidly. 
“I feel the same way. I suppose we don’t really have another option, do we?” said smiled sadly, “I know it’s going to be hard, but I’m sure we can get through this together.”  
“We can always divorce, eh?” James chuckled. Y/N let out a laugh, caught off guard by the way James quickly slipped back into his normal jovial self. 
Over the next few days, Y/N spent most of her time avoiding James’s parents, in hopes that if they put off seeing them for long enough, they might just forget about the wedding all together. The four of them would try and spend as much of the day as they could outside of the house, often wandering down into the town or to the pub. Y/N’s late night conversations with Sirius had become a staple of her stay with the Potter’s and she found herself looking forward to their nightly rituals more over the next few days. She had quickly got used to sneaking down to the kitchen in the early hours of the morning. Their conversations had become increasingly more intimate, though for some reason, she still hadn’t broken the news to him about the date of the wedding.  
That night, she met up with Sirius after everyone else had gone to bed, slipping out of her room and making her way down to the kitchen. The house was silent and still, and she felt a rush of excitement as she laid her eyes on Sirius, him staring back at her with a wide grin.  
“I was wondering when you’d be joining me.” Sirius said calmly. Y/N returned the smile, taking a seat on the counter. Though, tonight, she strayed from her usual spot on the opposite side of the kitchen and sat next time him. 
“You’re quite predictable, you know?” she teased, “the last three nights you’ve been in the kitchen, maybe you ought to start changing it up a little.”  
She adjusted her position on the counter, trying to make herself more comfortable. Sirius smiled back playfully and for a moment, they just sat in companionable silence. Just as it had happened earlier with James, Y/N noticed the way that Sirius’s knee was touching hers. Although, this time she didn’t feel the need to yank it away, she just let it rest against hers.  
“James told me the news.” Sirius stated, “It’s shit.” 
“Yep.” Y/N laughed at his bluntness, “In less than a month I’ll be a married woman.” 
“You don’t like him very much, do you?” 
“It’s not that I don’t like him – I think any girl would be lucky to have him. I mean, he’s lovely and all but...” her voice trailed off. 
“You just don’t like him like that.” Sirius finished for her.  
Y/N hummed in response, her eyes trailing down to where their knees were touching and then back up to Sirius’s eyes. He was looking straight back at her, as if his eyes were searching hers for exactly how she was feeling. The moment felt charged, and she couldn’t bring herself to look away from him. She knew he was waiting for her to say something and she was quickly overcome by a wave of self-consciousness that left her unable to speak.  
After what felt like an eternity, Sirius’s hand inched its way over until it was hovering over her knee. Slowly, but surely, his fingers placed themselves over her own.  The heat between their two bodies was almost unbearable. She could feel her heart racing and she was almost certain that if he listened hard enough he would be able to hear it. Her fingers instinctively tightened around his. 
“I just really don’t know what to do.” she found her voice after a moment, looking up at him.  
Once again, his eyes locked with hers for a moment before they fluttered shut, his body angling towards hers, head tipped down and his lips brushing against her own. Instinctively, his hand reached up to cup her face, thumb stroking across the softness of her cheek. After a moment, she pulled away, her focus on his lips for a fleeting moment before forcing herself to look away. She felt like she had just been electrocuted, feeling dizzy with the rush of emotions. Sirius, for a few moments, looked like he was too stunned to speak. He looked down at their intertwined fingers and quickly drew his away. 
“I should go.” he said, sliding down from the counter. He barely looked at her before swiftly making his way out of the kitchen. Y/N didn’t move, just stared after him as he left, her hands stayed where they were on the counter, her fingertips still tingling from Sirius’s touch. 
They managed to avoid each other for the rest of the week, their brief moment of intimacy being pushed to the back of both of their minds. Y/N was doing her best to avoid thinking about Sirius, and Sirius was trying his best to avoid thinking about Y/N.  
James had spent an awful lot of time by her side over the last few days, and while she appreciated the distraction, every time James spoke to her she got a horrible sick feeling in her stomach. She felt like her heart was being ripped into two, feeling torn between her attraction to Sirius and her engagement to James. 
You’ve seemed off the last few days, is everything alright?” James asked one afternoon as they were sat together in the living room. Y/N looked up from the book that was resting on her lap. 
“I’m fine.” she said, “How come you haven’t gone out with the others?”  
“Remus wanted to go to the pub and I didn’t fancy it.” he shrugged.  
“You’re not just staying here for me, are you?”  
“No.” James laughed, “Not just staying here for you, no. But I would like to be spending time with you.” 
Y/N felt the blood rush to her cheeks and she looked back down at her book, trying to avoid James’s gaze.  
“I’ll be spending a lot of time with you for the rest of my life. Might as well start getting used to it.” he grinned.  
“Hey, mind if I ask you something?” James asked after a few moments of silence. 
“Go ahead.” 
“I was just wondering, if we hadn’t been forced into this whole engagement thing, how do you think you would feel about me?” 
Y/N froze, uncertain of what she should say. She wanted to be honest with him but she didn’t want to hurt his feelings. Her mind flicked back to the conversation she had had with Sirius and the kiss they had shared. 
“I...” she started hesitantly, her eyes still avoiding James, “It’s hard, isn’t it? Maybe if we had met in another situation it would be different but...” 
“You don’t have to lie to me,” James said, his voice gentle, “I know that none of this was how it was supposed to happen and I know that there are a lot of things about this situation that you don't like, but I think that we could still be happy together.” 
She couldn’t help but feel overwhelmed by the guilt that suddenly washed over her. Even if they had met under different circumstances, she still wasn’t entirely sure that things would have worked out between them. She just didn’t see James like that. She had tried to ignore it at first, but to her, it just felt like it was a fact that there was no romantic tension between them. But, to say that would be heartbreaking, so instead, she just stayed silent. 
“Y’know, Sirius said I’m mad.” James sighed and Y/N looked at him quizzically, “He thinks I’m daft for trying to find a way out of this marriage. Said I’d be lucky to have a girl as good as you.” 
“He did?” 
“Yeah, he thinks you’re great.” James moved to look at her properly, taking the book from her lap, closing it and placing it on the table so that she was forced to give him her full attention.  
Y/N immediately felt nervous as she met James’s gaze. Her breath caught in her throat, feeling even more vulnerable no that there was no escape. She was forced to look directly at James with no distractions. 
“He’s right as well. Although, don’t tell him I said that because the smug bastard would never let me live it down.” James chuckled. He moved his hand to cup her chin, shifting her face to look at him, “You are great. You’re funny, you’re smart, you’re gorgeous. I mean, if the circumstances were different then I feel like-” 
“James, don’t-” 
Before she could finish her sentence, James had leaned forward, his lips colliding with hers. Y/N let out a gasp of surprise. She felt his hand tangling into her hair, the other moving down to her waist. It was like she was stuck, just sat there, allowing James to kiss her. Her body was completely overtaken by confusion.  
“What the fuck.” a voice spoke. 
Both of their heads snapped around to the doorway. Sirius was standing there, arms crossed over his chest, Remus at his side. Sirius’s expression was unreadable, and Y/N quickly pulled away from James, sinking back into her seat. 
“Ah, so this is what you two get up to when we’re not around.” Remus grinned, “No wonder you didn’t want to come to the pub with us.” 
James’s face flushed red and he awkwardly scratched the back of his neck, smiling nervously. A hot wave of embarrassment flushed over Y/N and her eyes frantically flicked between James and Sirius. Sirius’s expression didn’t change, and for the first time, she noticed a certain edge to his stare. It didn’t seem like he was going to say anything at all, but he kept his eyes locked on her. 
Y/N didn’t know what to say. She couldn’t tell if she was more angry with herself for letting the kiss happen or embarrassed at the fact that they had been caught. She looked back over to Sirius, his jaw was clenched and any trace of the usual playfulness in his eyes had gone. Without saying anything, Sirius walked away and they heard the faint slamming of his bedroom door.  
“What’s his problem?” James asked.  
“Dunno,” Remus shrugged, “He’s had a few pints. You know what he gets like.” 
That night, Sirius didn’t show at their usual meeting place in the kitchen. Y/N sat and waited patiently, hoping that he would turn up so that she could explain herself to him. She wanted to tell him that it was James that kissed her, that it meant absolutely nothing to her. Her heart sank as the morning light started to stream into the kitchen and she realised that Sirius wasn’t coming.  
For days, the only time that Y/N would see Sirius was when they ran into each other at the table during meals or on the stairs. Sirius avoided her eyes when they passed each other, not even giving her a chance to speak to her before disappearing. She didn’t know what to do. She kept trying to catch his eye whenever she saw him, willing him to look at her, wanting to explain everything. But, every time, she felt as though her words would be meaningless.  
She didn’t even want to see James now. Whenever he tried to talk to her, she would avoid him and go out of her way to prevent being alone with him. It wasn’t James’s fault, and deep-down Y/N knew that.  
One night, as Y/N was on her way upstairs to bed, she ran into Sirius. He was on his way out, taking his coat off the hook in the hallway when she suddenly caught a glimpse of him. She tensed up as he looked at her, scared of what he was going to say, but all he seemed to do was stare, that same cold expression that he wore when he saw her and James kiss.  
Before she could say anything, Sirius turned around, slid on his coat and walked out of the house. Y/N watched him walk away, managing to stop the front door before it slammed shut behind him. Not even bothering to put her coat on, she slipped on her shoes and hastily followed him up the driveway. 
“What are you doing out here? Go back inside, you’ve not even got a coat on. You’ll freeze.” Sirius said bluntly when she managed to catch up to him. 
“I don’t care.” Y/N pressed, “Will you please just speak to me? You’ve been avoiding me for days!” 
“Well, I’m sorry that I don’t feel like speaking to you after I walked in on you kissing my best mate.” 
“I’m engaged to him!” 
“You told me you didn’t love him!” 
“I don’t!” 
“Then why did you kiss him?” 
They were stood facing each other now. The chilly night air nipped at Y/N’s bare skin, making the hair on her arms stand up. She could feel frustrated tears stinging her eyes and she fought hard to hold them in. 
“He kissed me.” Y/N’s voice came out strained, “I wish he didn’t. God, I wish he didn’t. I don’t know why he did it. It just happened. I don’t know – maybe he just wanted to see if there was anything there.” 
“And was there?” Sirius asked, his eyes still cold. 
“Not on my part, no.” Y/N admitted, “Not like there was when you kissed me.” 
Sirius stopped at that. His eyes locked on hers, his expression softening for the very first time. His eyebrows raised slightly, and his frown eased.  
“You mean, the kiss with me really meant something to you?” 
Y/N nodded; a shy smile crept over her face as she thought back to their kiss. The way that Sirius’s lips had felt so different to James’s. Softer, more passionate, it had just felt right in that moment. 
“Of course it meant something to me. I thought it had to you as well,” her smiled faltered for a second, “but then after you left straight away and you avoided me for days. I thought you regretted it. Then the kiss with James happened and...” 
“I did regret it. I regretted it because you’re engaged to my best friend and I'm the bloody fool that decided to fall in love with you.” Sirius’s brows furrowed, “I just felt like I fucked up. God, you’re getting married.” 
Sirius raked a hand through his hair, his head tipped back. He looked up towards the sky, the inky, dark night sprinkled with stars. He sighed and then looked back at her. 
“I just wish we could have met under a different circumstance.” he said sadly, “without everything being so complicated.” 
“Me too.” 
She couldn’t help the aching feeling in her heart. Feeling as if the world was so cruel to throw them together this way. His eyes locked on hers, a deep well of sadness in them. 
“We should go back inside; you’ll catch your death out here.” Sirius said, placing a hand on her arm and trying to guide her back to the house. 
“Where were you going anyway?” she asked, “When you walked out?” 
“God knows.” 
They walked back to the house in silence, the only sound being the creaky stairs as they made their way back to their bedrooms. She could feel the tension in the air, like they both wanted to say something but couldn’t. When they reached the top of the stairs, without saying anything, Sirius placed a gentle hand on her cheek and turned her to face him. 
Gently, Sirius pulled her towards him, sliding one arm around her body so her chest was just brushing against his. His other hand moved up to cup the back of her neck, his fingertips brushing gently against her skin. He pulled her in closer and she tipped her head back to look at him, their lips just inches away from each other. 
He didn’t wait a second longer. His lips found hers, pressing against them as he kissed her deeply. One hand slid down to rest on her waist, the other tangling in her hair, pulling her body flush against his.  
For the first time that night, Y/N wasn’t thinking about all the complications, she was just basking in the moment, happy to feel the electricity between them once again. The kiss was much longer than their last, much more passionate. Y/N ran her fingers through Sirius’s hair. Every inch of her was pulled towards him, desperate to cling onto him. She wanted it to last forever, her arms wrapped around his neck, his body melted against her own, her lips on his. She would have given anything for time to stand still. 
All too soon, the kiss ended. Sirius’s lips moved away from hers. Their breathing was loud in the silence. The two of them stood there for what felt like an eternity, both refusing to look away. 
“What do we do now?” Y/N asked softly. 
Sirius paused before answering, his eyes flicking back down to her lips. He opened his mouth like he was about to say something but no words came out. Instead, he just tilted his head down and kissed her again, sweetly this time. 
“I’ll do whatever it takes if it means I get to do that again.” Sirius whispered, his lips still touching hers. 
“But what about James?”  
Her question brought them both crashing back to reality. Sirius let out a deep exhale as he looked away.  
“Let me worry about that.”  
James was in the kitchen the next morning when Y/N went to get breakfast. Much like herself, he was an early riser and was sat at the kitchen table when she walked in. The golden glow of the sunlight lit up the room, bathing James in its warmth.  
“Morning.” he smiled, looking up at her. His voice was still thick with sleep and his curls were falling messily over his forehead. 
Y/N smiled back despite her stomach churning with anxiety. She had spent most of the night unable to sleep, replaying last night’s events in her mind. Despite James being completely oblivious to what was happening with Sirius, she could barely stomach being in the same room as him. 
James kicked the chair out that was opposite from him, gesturing for her to take a seat. She wanted to refuse, to distance herself from him as much as possible, but she couldn’t.  
“You’ve been avoiding me.” James addressed. She felt her heart immediately drop. Her eyes darted across the room, looking anywhere but back at him. 
“I could say the same.” she retorted. James raised an eyebrow at her and leaned back in his seat. 
“You kissed me.” The words had fallen from her mouth before she had even realised what she was saying.  
“I did.” An amused smile tugged on his lips. Y/N’s stomach heaved at the way he was acting so casually about it. 
“Why did you do it?” 
“To see if we both felt anything.” he shrugged. 
“And did you?”  
“Would it matter if I did?” 
It was her turn to raise an eyebrow at him. He was acting so nonchalant, and it was driving her insane. James just chuckled, amused by her reaction. 
“Let’s suppose I did feel something. Would that affect anything?” he probed. 
Y/N looked away from him again, she was speechless. Her head was reeling from everything that was going on, all the conflicting emotions. A few weeks ago her and James were planning away for them to get out of the engagement, and then he kissed her and now, he seemed unfazed by the whole situation. 
“It wouldn’t.” he answered for her, “Because you didn’t feel anything.”  
For a moment, the whole world seemed to freeze. Her eyes widened, shocked at how blunt he was being with her. She couldn’t deny it. She hadn’t felt anything. He was right and she hated that. 
“Fine.” she admitted, feeling her throat clench up, the words just barely forcing themselves out, “I didn’t feel anything. What were you expecting? That you would kiss me and-” 
“That there would be fireworks and we would both realise that we were actually madly in love with each other?” James said dryly, “I’m not stupid. I don’t know what I was expecting.”  
Y/N sighed and rested her head in her hands. She closed her eyes for a moment, trying to process everything that had just been said.  
“I’m a good kisser, right?” he teased, breaking the silence, “I mean, you have to give me that. It wasn’t completely awful, was it?” 
“No, it wasn’t completely awful.” Y/N cracked a smiled for the first time that morning. The atmosphere between them felt lighter. She felt herself relax a little, her smile growing wider. It was nice to be able to laugh a little, even if it was due to the awkwardness of the situation. 
“Did you sort everything out with Sirius?”  
“What?” Y/N spluttered, nearly choking on the intake of breath. 
“C’mon, I’m not thick.” he smiled, “All this ‘you’d be daft not to marry her’ nonsense. He couldn’t make it any more obvious.” 
Y/N’s heart felt like it was beating a million times a minute, the blood pumping through her body as she tried to think of a way to get her out of speaking about Sirius. 
“I didn’t... we didn’t... nothing happened.” she stumbled over her words. It was clear that she was terrible liar because she only managed to keep it up for a few seconds before she let out a massive sigh. 
“You’re the worst liar I have ever met, you know that?” James laughed.  
She sighed again, realising that she had no choice but to come clean. James was right – he wasn’t stupid and his suspicions were spot on. 
“Fine.” she groaned, “We kissed. Twice actually. We’ve met up a few nights, down here and we just chatted and-” 
“You like him.” James said. 
“I like him.”  
Neither of them said anything for a few minutes, both of them just stewing in the silence. Y/N tapped her fingers anxiously on the table, trying to think of something to say. 
“I’m sorry.” she decided on. 
“Don’t be sorry.” 
Y/N felt completely lost. He didn’t seem angry, or disappointed. He seemed almost understanding and she couldn’t wrap her head around it. She looked up at him, slightly surprised by his reaction. 
“You don’t care?” she asked incredulously. 
“Nope.” he smiled, “I think I always knew this would happen eventually. I never really believed in the arrangement. I mean, you’re great and I do like you but I don’t really want to marry you and you don’t want to marry me either. So what difference does it make that you like someone else?” 
“But your parents have booked the wedding.” 
“Fuck the wedding. I don’t care.” He said with a dismissive wave of his hand, “Our parents care more about the wedding than we ever could. They’ll get over it. They’ll find someone else for me to marry.” he finished with a laugh. 
Y/N felt like all the weight had been lifted off her shoulders, like she could breathe properly again for the first time in weeks. James was being so mature about the whole situation. She had been worrying for absolutely no reason, convinced that her entire world was about to come crashing down. 
“So, what do we tell our parents?” she asked. 
“Let me figure that out.” James said sitting up straight, “I’ll speak with both sets of parents, and we’ll see where it goes from there. In the meantime, just act normal. They don’t think that there’s anything wrong.” 
Y/N distracted herself while James was speaking to their parents by making her way up to Sirius’s room. She knocked gingerly on his door. He didn’t answer for a few moments but then she heard a shuffling sound and the door creaked open. 
Sirius looked like he had just woken up, his jet black hair slightly tussled but still perfect looking, plaid pyjama bottoms hung low on his hips. Y/N found herself staring at him for a second to long, her eyes scanning over his shirtless torso, taking in the sprinkling of tattoos that she hadn’t seen before. 
“Are you going to come in or are you just going to stare at me all day?” a cocky smirk spread across his lips. He stepped to the side, allowing her to enter his room and shut the door behind her. He leaned back against his bed, his eyes wandering over her, not bothering to conceal the fact that he was watching her as well.  
Neither of them spoke as they drank each other in. Y/N’s eyes darted around the room, noticing for the first time all the little details. The posters that had be messily taped to the wall, the stacks of books by his bed, even the smell of the room, all the subtle hints of him. 
“I told James.” she said, breaking the silence. 
“It’s a bit early to be dropping bombshells like that.” his mouth was curling up at the corner. 
“We don’t all sleep in ‘til noon,” she teased. Sirius just rolled his eyes at her. 
“D’you think I slept at all last night?” he nudged her, “How did he take it?” 
“Better than I expected, actually. He said he knew something was going on between us anyway. Said you spoke... highly of me.” she said, choosing her words carefully. 
“Oh, yeah?” he leaned forward, resting his chin on his hand, eyes sparkling mischievously “What did he say?” 
“That you said he’s daft not to marry me.” 
Sirius snorted in amusement, leaning back on the bed and crossing his arms. 
“I was that obvious, was I?” he laughed, “I guess he’s not as thick as I thought he was.” 
“I think it was more obvious when you stormed off when you walked in on him kissing me.” she joked. The pair of them laughed at the thought of Sirius’s dramatic exit. “He didn’t seem bothered at all. I mean, we both agreed that this engagement was stupid. It’s just an excuse for our parents to get involved in our lives. There’s no real reason for us to get married.” 
“So, what now?” he rested one of his hands on her thigh, “the marriage is off, I’m assuming. So, what’s the plan – we run away into the sunset together?” 
“In a perfect world, I would love to do just that, but we both know it’s not going to be that easy.” her smile faded slightly, “James is breaking the news to our parents. God knows what he’s going to tell them.”  
“Well, I suppose we just have to wait and see.” 
He pulled her towards him, letting her head rest on his chest as he wrapped his arms around her, embracing her properly for the first time. She felt like she melted into him, simply just existing in his arms. Sirius rand a hand down her arm, taking her hand in his and bringing it up to his lips. He pressed a soft kiss to her knuckles, letting it linger for a few seconds. 
Every sense of her body seemed to come alive all at once. The scent of his skin mingling with the like smell of his cologne, the sound of his breath and the feel of his gentle touch running over her skin. She felt herself get lost in the moment, forgetting the past and ignoring the future. For now, she felt content. 
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coffeeghoulie · 7 months ago
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after midnight
late nights in Dew and Aether's nest.
Explicit, 1.9k. Contains a sleepy handjob, aftercare, and just gross domestic fluff.
this was supposed to be a quick little thing to take my mind off of things and it turned into four pages. just how it goes lmao.
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Dew takes great pride in keeping his hearth warm. Aether's vessel doesn't run anywhere near as warm as his does, nose and fingertips and toes freezing when he gets into bed.
"Long day, starshine?" Dew whispers, curling up against his mate's side. Aether groans softly, stretching as he settles into their bedding. Their scents are baked into the sheets. This is theirs. His arm curls around Dew's shoulders, pulling him flush to his side.
"Not really, but still glad it's over," he says, turning to look at Dew. His eyes glow soft and purple in the low light of their room, the worn fabric of his sleep shirt soft under Dew's cheek. "Glad I'm here."
Dew cracks a smile, hooks a thigh over Aether's hip in an attempt to get closer. "Where you're meant to be," Dew hums, smile curling a little possessively. He presses his face into the crook of his neck, rubbing his cheek over his matescar for a moment.
"Yeah, where I'm meant to be," Aether laughs softly, and Dew feels it more than he hears it. He yawns, almost cat-like with the way it bares his fangs, glinting in the low light, and settles more firmly into the crook of Aether's arm.
Dew trills contentedly when Aether's tail winds around his own, hand heavy and solid against the small of his back. He slings his own arm over Aether's chest, feels his heart beat under his palm, takes a deep, shuddering breath of ozone and the faintest bit of antiseptic.
Their bodies press together like magnets, the matebond between them like a compass needle; Dew'll always be able to find his way home by it. Not that he ever wants to be far from his mate. Not willingly. But he knows, if it ever happens again, he'll know exactly how to return to Aether's side.
"Love you," Aether yawns. It bares his fangs, thick and sharp and dangerous, inches from Dew's face. Anyone else would flinch instinctively. But Dew purrs, rubs his cheek against Aether's collarbone.
"You too," he whispers. They float in a haze between sleep and wakefulness, and Dew's entire world reduces down to the careful arrangement of bedding that makes up their hearth. He is safe, his mate is warm and content, and they can indulge in sloth and rest until they're sated.
Dew's not quite sure when his eyes open next. The room is still dark and warm. His head rises and falls where he's using Aether's chest as the most comfortable pillow. There's something half hard pressed against his shin, where his leg is hooked over Aether's hip. He isn't sure what wakes him, but the low, budding scent of Aether's arousal is a likely suspect.
"Aeth," Dew hums, soft, careful not to break the peaceful little bubble they find themselves in.
"Mm?" Aether says, voice low and rumbly in his chest. His eyes don't open, but his hips press up slightly into Dew's.
"You want some help?" Dew offers, rubbing his cheek against his collarbone, worrying at the fabric of his shirt.
Aether turns to face him. Slow and still heavy with sleep, it takes effort. But those violet eyes crack open, peering down at him and glowing in the darkness. "Never gonna say no to you, darling."
Dew smiles, lazy and fond, and shifts until his face is pressed into the crook of Aether's neck. His hand, still resting over Aether's chest, trails down until it reaches the hem of his shirt. He cards his fingers through the coarse hair covering Aether's belly.
Aether groans as his hand teases downward, head rolling back into the pillows of their hearth with a soft groan. Dew just smiles, rucks up the hem of his shirt. "'m not gonna be mean, Aeth," he whispers into the column of his throat.
He wills his magick to his palm, raising the temperature slightly as he plucks at the waistband of Aether's boxers. His head presses further back into the pillows with a rumbling moan, baring his throat as he lifts his hips just enough for Dew to pull them down to his thighs.
The groan Dew pulls from Aether's lips when he wraps his warm hand around his half hard length is music to his ears. He presses his mouth to the column of his throat as he starts to stroke him, pressing soft kisses to his pulse. In any other situation, the pace Dew sets would easily be considered teasing. But here it's perfect, warm and slow and just enough to let the pleasure build like the tide coming in.
"Mm, fuck," Aether rumbles, low and quiet. Dew nuzzles at his jaw, thumb teasing at his slit to smear the pre beading there down his shaft. It's enough to smooth his strokes, and Aether groans again at the slide.
"That's it, starshine," Dew mumbles, breathing in Aether's scent, thick on the roof of his mouth. "Just want you to feel good, lemme take care of you like you take care of me."
Aether twitches in Dew's hand at his words, fingertip tracing the prominent vein along the side. Dew bites his lip, feeling himself start to perk up in interest, but he ignores it to listen to the way Aether's moans are broken up by soft chuffs. He pulls Dew a little closer to his side, hand fisted at the small of his back and holding onto his tank top. "Dewey," he breathes, eyes struggling to stay open as he looks at him.
"I've gotcha, big guy," Dew hums, feeling the purr start to kick up at the base of his throat. His other hand worms under Aether's head, just holding, blunt claws scratching lightly at the nape of his neck.
Aether chuffs louder, going completely boneless and relaxed. Just how Dew wants him. He relaxes so quickly that if it weren't for Aether's groans, Dew would have thought he'd fallen asleep on him.
Not that he'd blame him. It's been a long day, and it's late. Dew scratches at the nape of his neck just to hear him chuff louder.
"Just feel good f'me," Dew purrs, soft and low. Aether nods a little, violet eyes squeezed shut.
Dew startles a little when something touches his tail, but he almost whines when he realizes it's Aether's own wrapping around his. He strokes him a little faster, gives him a little more pressure.
The hand on the small of Dew's back moves up his spine until Aether has his fingers tangled in Dew's hair. He doesn't pull or tug, hand big enough to cup the entire back of his head. Dew purrs loudly, leg still hitched over Aether's.
"Fuck, darling," Aether groans when Dew twists his wrist just right at the tip of his cock. Dew smiles, leans up to press his forehead to Aether's. So close they breathe the same air.
"Yeah, that's it," Dew whispers. "Just feel good, baby."
Aether nods, their horns clicking together with the motion. "M'close," he admits, and Dew snakes his hand down even further to cup his balls for a moment, feels them start to draw up to his body.
"Like this?" Dew asks, lips brushing over his as he resumes his slow, lazy strokes. "Or do you want more? Anything you want."
Aether shakes his head, fingers tightening slightly in Dew's cornsilk fine hair. "Just want you, love," he whispers, the faintest furrow appearing in his brow, fangs sinking into his swollen bottom lip.
"You have me," Dew promises, eyes not leaving Aether's face. Drinks in every detail. Watches his nose scrunch up just a little before the pleasure makes his face go lax. His cock pulses in Dew's hands, cum splattering over his knuckles and the thick hair coating his belly.
Dew works him through it, savors every shiver and huff of breath until Aether's fingers tighten almost to the point of pain in his hair. His cock gives one last twitch, sticky and wet with release, and slowly begins to soften.
Aether just breathes, chest heaving, holding Dew close as he comes down. Dew makes no move to pull away, just ducks his head down to press his lips to Aether's pulse once again. He feels it hammering, blood and quintessence moving throughout his body, before slowly start to come back to its baseline.
They stay there, wrapped in each other's embrace, until Aether's cum starts to cool and dry, sticky and unpleasant. Dew lets go of Aether's dick, letting it rest against his hip, and starts to pull back from his embrace.
Aether makes a wounded noise, eyes flying open. "Nope, stay," he tries to persuade, a little quintessence seeping from where his fingers still touch Dew.
Dew shakes it off, laughing softly. "I'll be right back, you big softy. Don't wanna leave you all messy."
"Oh, come on," Aether grins mischievously. "Just the other day you said you wanted to-"
"Ah!" Dew cuts him off, laughing as he climbs out of their hearth. "None of that. Be right back."
He ducks into the bathroom to wet a washcloth, calling on his magick again to make it a comfortable temperature. Just as quick as he left, he's back, standing over Aether sprawled out in their hearth.
Aether's eyes open sluggishly, twin points of violet in the dark. When he sees Dew, his fingers twitch like he's trying to make grabby hands, too exhausted to put in the whole effort. "See?" Dew says as he starts to clean up the mess he made. "Said I'd be right back."
Aether chuffs softly, fingers still twitching as Dew cleans him up, pulling his boxers up and the hem of his shirt back down. "Thank you, darling," he mumbles, well on his way back to sleep. Dew just smiles, staring at him. It's nice to see him relaxed and sated like this.
He throws the washcloth in the general direction of their hamper and crawls back into their hearth. Dew presses a kiss to Aether's cheek before curling up against his side once again.
Aether pulls him close with one strong arm, the other reaching down to where Dew sits half hard against his own hip. Dew swats him away lightly. "'m alright, starshine," he murmurs, watching Aether struggle to stay awake. "Return the favor some other time."
Aether chuckles, fights to keep his eyes open as he stares down at Dew. "You sure, baby?"
Dew gives him another kiss on the cheek. He reaches up to trail a fingertip down the bridge of Aether's nose. Huffs a soft little laugh as Aether's eyes cross when he follows it. "I'm sure, Aeth," he says, settling happily into the crook of his arm and purring up a storm.
It's not long before sleep takes Aether in its hold once again, chest rising and falling deep and even. Dew, selfishly, stays awake a little while longer, just to watch. Aether's peaceful like this. Relaxed and warm and safe in the hearth that Dew made for him.
Dew shifts until his head is tucked under Aether's chin, mindful of his horns. Like this, he can hear Aether's heartbeat, steady just like him. Dew smiles, purring as he gets comfortable, and lets himself follow Aether to sleep.
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pedge-page · 2 years ago
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Plushies 3 - Cluster
The plushies continue!! Follows Puppy
Joel Miller x F!Reader - everyone takes a bath! And introducing Teddy Jr
Plushies Series Masterlist
Can be read as stand-alone
Warnings: unprotected sex, bathtub sex, stuffed animal humping, language, pet names, Daddy kink, squriting, derogatory names (lots of slut/slutty), one mention of reader's period
18 + ONLY
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Joel was staying over the night again, kissing down your neck as you led him to the bedroom. You plopped down on the duvet, reaching to undo his jeans as he stared down at you with dark eyes. He fell down on top of you, bringing your lips back to his.
"Little pussy needy all day, huh? Just dying to get me in your bed already," he breathed against your neck, licking at your pulse and down the v neck of your shirt to nip at the top of your breasts.
You tug his hair back up to you to swallow his insaitable tongue. His fingers intertwine with yours as he dragged them over the sheets, above your head to keep them pinned.
His brows furrowed, pulling away. He looked above you at the rest of the bed. "Where are they?"
You're left breathless, wondering why he had stopped. "What?"
Joel leaned up away from you, scanning the rest of the room. There was a disturbing lack of certain somethings that he had gotten so used to seeing and throwing off your bed (and occasionally playing with.) "The..." he started squeezing his hand like pumping a air press, looking for the word.
"....plushies?"
He nodded.
"They're taking a bath."
He looked back down at you. "They're what?"
You giggled, pushing him off you and leading him hand in hand to the bathroom.
Joel followed you skeptically. As you drew open the shower curtains, he stared down with absolutely nothing flowing through his mind.
"See?"
Indeed he did see. A shit ton of sopping wet stuffed animals shoved in your bathtub soaking in a water like it was the Olympic water dancing team.
"Wh—just." He held out his hand in a stop-gesture. "Why?"
"They're taking a bath, Joel."
He blinked at your completely serious face. "Baby, we need to have a serious discusion about your mental state over these things."
"Joel they're DIRTY. Plus my in-unit washer can't handle bulk items so I gotta wash all pillows and blankets and ... them, in here."
Both physically wash and spiritually: a sort of purification too with the horny adventures you had been sharing with them because of Joel.
Joel's eyes were glued to the happy sea of colors, dead eyes mixed smily faces swirling around in the water, beckoning him.
He rubbed his thumb over his top lip, his tongue ghosting the trail. "Strip."
"Excuse me?"
"Strip, dirty girl. You need a cleanin', too," he said, pulling the edge of your shirt over your head.
"Joel, I'm not..."
"Shut the fuck up and get in the tub."
You zipped your lips and followed his command on instinct. Joel watched you hungrily while slowly pulling his jeans down. Once you were both naked, he titled his head towards the tub. "Get in," he smirked.
Jaw clenching, you do as you're told dipped your toes in. Luckily the water was still warm since you had just thrown them in there before Joel came over. You wiggled between the heavy plushies that were floating around before submerging your lower half fully. Joel scooted in behind you so that his hard cock was resting right against your lower back.
"Joel , this tub isn't exactly a two seater."
He ignored you and stroked your hair possesively, kissing the back of your head with his eyes closed. He began rubbing your shoulders and neck, making you lean further against him in comfort. "Feel good, baby?"
You hummed contently. His callous hands continued their soft rub over your neck, collarbone, shoulders, arms, down to chest and finally settling on your breasts, cupping them in his massive palms with a firm squeeze. His thumbs flicked against your pebbled nipples, the whiskers of his face dancing along your cheek as he kissed and sucked.
You moaned lowly, rolling your head. "Senitive."
"Mmm I know, you get like this before your period huh? This little body needs a spa day, angel." The constant press of Joel's chest against your back and the heavy plushies floating around you felt soothing like a full body massage.
Joel seizes a small beanie baby snake from the tub and drapes it over your face, covering your eyes. "Joel, what the f���"
"Shhhhh. Let me relax you."
He continued to press his fingers all over your wet body, over the valley of your breasts, down your naval, swirling his fingertips over your belly before lightly dragging back with his nails.
He fished one soaked animal and placed it on your chest, then another on your thighs and stomach. You feel the weight of their water soaked fullness pressing against you.
"They're all so wet, honey." His fingers slipped lower until they were inching to the insides of your thighs. He patted the little fat of it twice, signaling you to lift it up and spread. His warm hand wrapped around your calf and placed it over the edge of the tub, exposing your cunt under the water.
His digits pressed into you pussy, making you hiss. "Haaaahhh, wet down here too?" His tsked you.
"'S just the water."
"Baby girl, I can feel the difference. Your little pussy is gushin'." You couldn't see him, but you could feel his hot breath against your wet skin, prickles of his beard brushing your cheek, his nose nudging your ear. "'M just tryin to relax you. Don't know why you're gettin' all turned on from your little friends in the bath with you. Horny little thing."
Your hand went around his wrist as he swirled your swollen clit, teasingly dipping just his fingertips into your hole.
"Want it, daddy," you piped, turning to kiss the tip of his nose.
You whined when his hand left the space between your legs, but it was quickly followed by a loud moan when you felt something soft replace it. He dragged your favorite teddy bear between your legs, rubbing your pussy against it, the hard eyes occasionally slipping betwen your folds and nudging your clit. "Someone's here to play with you."
Yoy bit your lower lip, rocking your hips against the solid press of the drenched plushie. Of course it's this one, the bear Joel bought you on your first Valentines together. You could feel the distinct ridge of its patterned dotted nose. Each movement of his hand chruned through the water, punching into you with small humps and flat palmed rubs through the heavy fabric. The added weight of the ones on top of you heightened your senses all over.
He watched from your neck, the way your chest seized and stutted at each breath, tits jiggling against the two plushies he has planted there, the water pouring from them and dripping over your body back into the pool below. He kept one hand resting firmly on your spread knee so that it stayed over the lip of the tub, keeping you spayed out and pliant for his view.
He had almost forgetting ache of his cock, straining uncomfortably against your back. "Sit up," he whispered. You obliged, lifting your butt up from the bottom of the tub just enough so that he could position himself right below you, his member pressing right at your hole.
The snake plush and others fell off your body as you glanced down, waiting for the inevitably drop on to his perfect cock. "Daddy," you warned.
"Take your seat."
You slid down on his cock, head thrown back over his shoulder as he filled your guts.
"Perfect fuckin' fit, tight pussy needed Daddy's fat fucking cock, didn't she?"
Before you could begin bouncing, Joel grabbed a few wet plushes and began dragging them over your body like a sponge, rubbing over your sensitive nubs and down between where you two are joined. You started grinding down on him, hands on the wall and lip of the tub to keep you steady as you impaled yourself.
He pressed your teddy bear between your spread legs, rubbing it against your clit while he fucked up into you. "Whole family watchin' you get dirty, baby."
Thr obscene sound of the water splashing from his movements filled the air. You watched their beady eyes conveinently float to all stare directly at you while Joel pumped you over his length.
"P-please don't say it like that."
He smiled behind his back, pushing the face of the bear closer, its hard nose running along his moving length and your entrance. "Oh f-fuck, Teddy!"
"Tell Teddy you love him."
"I -I love you..."
"Teddy," Joel finishes. "The whole thing now." He continued to guide your waist with one hand up and down, slowing increasing your pace until his tip was smacking that sweet spot inside you he knew like the back of his hand.
"L-love—oh God yeah right there! Right there baby!! Fuck yes-love-- Love you-" you cried out as your orgasm approached—"I love you, Daddy!"
"Oh fuck—dirty fucking girl—ain't cleaning shit. Gonna fuckin wreck this slutty pussy with my cum. Like having Teddy rub his fuckin face on ya? Bet you use it when I'm not home, humping him between those gorgeous thighs, riding his face. Teddy ain't gonna fill your slutty pussy up with his cum like Daddy can."
He fisted the bear tightly, rubbing at ridiculous speeds against your clit, water sloshing back and forth in the tub. You tip toes stuttered to hold you up as your climax crashed, your moans echoing in the bathroom.
"That's it, that it sweet girl, cum on Teddy's face and Daddys cock, workin ya so good, sweetest little tight cunt ever." He continued to man handle you like a doll, fucking up into you with precision to get to his own orgasm while simultaneously extending yours.
He felt the familiar twitch inside you. "Oh shit, you gonna squirt? Nasty girl, always soakin her little plushies. Spray you fuckin pussy juiced all over them!"
You squeezed your eyes shut and let it out, Joel removing the bear so you could gush out over the heads of all your stuffed animals helplessly bobbing in the water.
Your legs give out, collapsing down on the full length of his dick as deep as possible, both of you gasping out suddenly as Joel's cock unexpectedly throbs, releasing his seed deep into your womb. "Holy—holy f-ffuckkkk" he wrapped his arms around your body, holding you tightly as he pumped his hips a few final times before fully emptying himself inside you.
You both breathed heavily, the ripples of water slowly fading to stillness.
"Bath water ain't gonna cut it now, babe. You're gonna need a priest and holy water to get these fuckers clean."
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This ones just a bit longer, Sorry!
Next: Teddy
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jscrawls · 4 months ago
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i will hold off on stealing your dog in exchange for addams reader adopting phantom reader ( phantom ) and then having the addams family meeting them.
THE READER-VERSE EXPANDS-
There's a lot of things you can't prepare for in life, whether you're a superpowered godlike being or a genius billionaire with the intelligence and willpower to rival the amazons. You can't prepare for all things unknown.
So that's how (name) Addams found themselves taking care of a poltergeist that apparently isn't quite dead yet.
It'd started with things shuffling around the manor, like something was scuffling in there when you weren't looking. Then the scratches on the ceiling alongside green fluid oozing from cracks in the walls. It was delightfully odd!
You hadn't had a good demon in the home in a while so of course you pulled out your scrying crystals and attempted to talk to them, no bite.
You attempted a little blood letting next, still nothing. That's.... Different, but hey maybe they're playing hard to get?
When you hunted down the old Hasbro ouija board on top of one of the shelves you heard something in the room, good! Maybe this is what that wanted.
Just as you set up the board and hovered your hands over it, something knocked your hands away and flipped the board over. You looked up to see a teenager in a black and silver suit, floating above the ground? What an odd form for a demon or spirit to take!
"hello there! I'm guessing you're my little house guest?" You lean back on your threadbare couch with a wide grin on your face, eyes locked on the slightly translucent figure in front of you.
They frown and pout their cheeks out at you as they eye the Ouija board. "You! Stop doing all.... That! Do you know how infested your house is? This is the worst patient nest I've seen since-are you listening?"
You look up from the ambient green goo you'd been trying to scoop up into your hands, blinking innocently at the demon-ghost-creature
"oh yes! I'm just rather curious why you're leaking everywhere."
Their mouth falls open and their brows furrow angrily. "I-i am NOT leaking anything i..."
They suddenly materialize a pair of legs and.... Glow for a second? You blink and a now solid looking teenager is standing in your living room, now wearing normal human clothing. They look extremely upset too, huh...
"you-stop playing with the ectoplasm!" They're practically stomping their foot on the floor.
You don't stop playing with the ectoplasm.
"that's quite a fun little trick! I remember the days when I used to transform in balls of fire... Now I settle for hot baths to remind me of my youth..."
You sigh wistfully in reminisce as you trail your fingertips through the goop - ectoplasm as it's called.
"umm... Are you a ghost or spook, by perchance?"
"me? No, not yet my dear. For now I'm counted among the living... Regrettably. Now care to tell me where you came from? All things evil and ghoulish are welcome here my dear, so make yourself comfortable and do tell!" You giggle like a deranged person as you finally pull your hands away from the ectoplasm, wiping them off on your pant legs before rapidly patting the couch beside you in invitation.
The teen shakes their head and looks away from you, eyeing the living room and flipped over ouija board to avoid your creepy stare.
".... That's a complicated question."
You hum in response. "Is it? Or just an uncomfortable one."
The teens head quickly snaps up to look at you, brows pinched together and eyes wide like a scared rabbits. For a moment all they do is stare at you as you wait patiently, after a moment they step around your coffin table and drop on your couch loudly, grunting as a spring digs into their back.
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You gesture grandly between the kids and teenager with wild swings of your hands as they come face to face. "these are your new cousins! Wednesday and pugsley, kids, this is the newest Addams! Play nice you three, don't get too wild with the crossbows and poisons! Save that for when you play outside okay?"
Phantom perks up at the mention of poisons just as the other two do, the look in Wednesdays eye scares them enough that Phantom looks genuinely disturbed and latches onto your hand as you go to brush past. "W-wait! don't just-"
You pat all three children's heads as you walk away to let them mingle, you find yourself seated next to Morticia on the love seat.
"you look tired and worn down, (name). Parenthood suits you well." She says calmly while knitting something. very poorly
You hum as you lean back with a sigh, listening to phantom transform seemingly to avoid becoming part of target practice for the kids.
"you're too kind Morticia, I hadn't realized how much I needed a soul sucking little leech in my life until I got phantom..."
Morticia nods her head as she holds up her work, a black onesie sized for a baby in her hands. It somehow has three legs.
"the horrors of children give you a certain glow, don't they."
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| m.list |
A/n: phantom is @viilan Danny phantom! reader they're writing if y'all were curious 😁 not dropping their lore cuz they're not mine so go check them out! 💜💜💜
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juniperpyre · 3 months ago
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anyway this is the future smut from somewhere on lsd wc: 718, rating M, jily, obviously, lily POV, D/s vibes in a v sweet, exploratory way, a little bit of spanking this isn't edited so there's some dialogue that's kinda placeholder but it'll do
[they're in lily's bed. they had been fucking. lily is lying on her stomach and james on his side, i think propped up on his elbow]
Lily started to move to face him. 
James slapped her ass, lightly, and said, with a slight smirk, “Don’t move, princess, I like looking at you like that.” 
She lay back down, arm folded under her head for support, feeling a flutter of pleasure from low in her belly. 
“Okay, baby,” she murmured. “Whatever you say.” 
“You’re being so sweet.” James brushed the backs of his fingers on the side of her face. “You said you wanted me to be rough with you.”
“Yeah.”
She wasn’t sure the reason, but she felt like it would make her feel better. 
“I think you want me to take control, too, don’t you, princess?”
Lily tucked her head into her arm. 
“I do.”
“Don’t be embarrassed, baby. I like it, that’s all that matters.” James ran his fingertips over her spine. “Are you gonna be good for me, so I can give you what you want?”
“I’ll be good for you, James.”
He squeezed her ass, then slapped it. James positioned himself behind her, out of Lily’s sight, grabbed her hips and pulled them up. Lily propped herself up on her elbows and James spanked her again, hard enough for Lily to make a noise of surprise. 
“I didn’t tell you to get on your elbows, princess. Stay down.” He rubbed over where he’d smacked her. “Tell me if you’re uncomfortable, okay?”
“Okay,” Lily breathed. 
She’d already been turned on, but she was starting to feel excited in more than one way. James hadn’t really been rough with her before, or so dominant. 
She felt him at her entrance and drew in a shuddering breath when he pressed into her again. 
“You look so good stretching around me, princess. With your ass in the air like that, so perfect, and you’re all for me.” 
As he spoke, James pushed himself fully inside her, pulling her hips against him to take her hard, and Lily let out a gasp of a moan. James set a slow, hard pace, moving her with him and grunting with each thrust. His fingers dug into her hips, firm, possessive. 
Lily tried to match him, but it was all she could do to lie there and take it, to let herself be fucked into the mattress, gasping with his thrusts. Her body became feather light, the only feelings the burning pleasure where James’ body met hers and the soft pillow her face was buried in. 
“That’s a good girl, taking me so well. Such a filthly little thing, asking me to fuck you like this. So good for me.” 
“Your good girl, please,” Lily whined. 
“Oh, fuck, baby, yes, you’re my good girl, Lily, my princess, you’re mine.” 
“I’m yours. I’m yours. I’m yours.” She wasn’t sure why saying she was James’ sent an electric surge through her, straight to her center, setting her on fire. “I belong to you.” 
Lily could tell James liked when she said that, by the way he sounded, the way he moved inside her. Pleasing James had, somewhere between when he made her come earlier and when she told him “Whatever you say,” become her only goal. Everything else floated away. 
One of James’ hands slid from her hip down her back, settling between her shoulder blades with light pressure. Lily whimpered into the pillow at the soft, tingly sort of pleasure his touch in that spot gave her; she hadn’t even known that was a spot. 
“You feel so good, baby,” James groaned, still fucking her hard and deep. “You’re so tight like this, princess, your ass looks amazing, God, I love being inside you.”
“I love having you inside me.” Lily’s words came out in uneven pants. “I love—fuck—you’re so much better, so good, James, I was made for you, made to take you.” 
“Yes, you were, baby, you take my cock so perfectly, my pretty girl, I love the noises you make when I’m stretching you open on it.” 
Lily whimpered with his next thrust, and James groaned from so deep in his chest it almost sounded like a growl. 
“Fuck.” He slid his hand from her shoulder blades to tangle in her hair and pushed her head into the pillow. “Is this what you wanted, baby? For me to hold you down and fuck you?”
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The biggest, brightest, gaudiest display in all of Indiana
Written for the @steddieholidaydrabbles, day 5
Prompt: domestic fluff
Rated: G
CW: one slight mention of PTSD
Tags: Post Vecna; everybody lives; pining; Steve Harrington has a crush on Eddie Munson; Christmas
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It's starting to snow by the time Steve gets home, white flakes floating in the headlights of the beemer like balls of cotton. It crunches under his feet as he sloshes towards the front door. 
Even with Christmas more than two weeks away, they've been swamped with customers lately, the cold wind and unending snowfalls luring people inside. Now, away from the buzz, the world seems quiet. Peaceful, covered under its white blanket. 
Except Steve still hasn't learned to trust that peace. Even after more than a year, even with El assuring them time and again that it's over, they've won, … he still flinches at sounds in the night, looks for escape routes and things to fashion into weapons when entering a room. He isn't sure he'll ever stop.
He shakes his head to chase away the thoughts as he scales the steps to the front porch. He isn’t sure where they're coming from. Probably a combination of stress and the looming depression that always hangs over him at Christmas time, when all of his friends are with their families and he's left in this big, empty house, alone. He’ll take a shower, heat a microwave meal, and see what's on TV, that will-
The front door is unlocked. 
He's certain he turned the key not once, but twice before he left. 
Steve slides into the dark entrance hall on silent feet. He passes the umbrella stand, eyes scanning his surroundings, and his hand finds the hilt of the nail bat. There's a creak from overhead, like feet on floorboards. 
The attic. 
The hatch is gaping open as he creeps upstairs, the foldout ladder down. 
He holds his breath and inches his way upwards, rung by rung, bat clutched in one white-knuckled hand. 
"Hello, Steven," growls a voice, and he abruptly comes face-to-face with a grimace full of too-large teeth. 
Steve yelps, slips on the ladder, and goes sprawling on his ass. The nail bat rolls off into the shadows. 
"Oh, shit!" Another face appears behind the monster. One haloed in a mane of dark curls and crowned by a fuzzy Santa hat. "You okay, man?" 
"Fuck," Steve curses, clambering to his feet and rubbing at his sore butt. "Eddie? What are you doing up there?" 
Eddie rolls his eyes and flashes him a toothy grin. It tugs at the scar on his jaw, the one he claims looks totally metal but hides under his hair most of the time. The one that Steve wants to map with his lips.
"Picking up that drill Wayne wanted to borrow. Told you I'd swing by after my shift at the garage." 
Steve settles down on the dusty floorboards and frowns. "Wasn't that at noon or something?" 
Like he doesn’t know. Like he hasn't memorized all of Eddie’s shifts. Only stopped dropping him off and picking him up every day because Eddie told him to stop. No satanic panic mobs left, no need for a bodyguard.
Eddie cocks his head in confusion and glances at his watch. "Why, what time is i- … whoops. Guess I got side-tracked." 
He shakes the monster- which, upon closer inspection, turns out to be a life-sized nutcracker. Its red-cheeked, too-wide smile mocks him and Steve just barely manages to not flip it off. 
Instead, he looks over the cardboard boxes around Eddie, all in various states of unpacked-ness. String lights coiled in thick tangles, dusty elves and reindeer and sugar canes. 
"Dude," Eddie says. He's pulled several colorful baubles from somewhere and is looping the strings over his ears. It looks ridiculous. It looks adorable.  "You never told me you're hiding Santa's village up here." 
"Didn’t even know we still had this," Steve mumbles, pulling the nearest box closer. It contains the huge neon letters spelling MERRY XMAS. "It's been forever since we got them out. Way before-"
He trails off. The words hang unspoken in the stale air. 
"I always wanted this, y’know?" Eddie says. His fingers are tracing Rudolph's shiny nose. "The whole shebang with the lights and the decorations and the music. Only so much you can do at the trailer." 
Steve hums vaguely, watches the way Eddie’s eyes crinkle, how the tip of the Santa hat flops into his face, and represses the urge to brush it back, trace those dimples with the pads of his thumbs. 
Eddie is looking at him with big, expectant cow eyes. 
"Huh?" 
"I said," Eddie repeats, sways into his space. "We should totally do it. Get all this stuff out. The biggest, brightest, gaudiest display in all of Indiana." 
Steve bites back a laugh, ignores how his stomach flutters at Eddie’s huge, excited grin. 
"I dunno. Sounds like a lot of work for just me." 
"Yeah, about that …" Eddie’s smile dims and his gaze drops. "I've been meaning to ask …" 
He starts to pick at his cuticles, so Steve habitually reaches for one of his hands to stop him. 
"Ask what?" 
Eddie sucks in a breath, and the next words rush out on the exhale, all at once. 
"So Wayne sort of took the holiday shifts because a guy got sick, so it'll just be me, and I thought …since you'll also be … alone, y'know, maybe we could …" 
"Eds," Steve says. The flutter in his stomach is turning into a hurricane. "Are you asking if I wanna spend Christmas together?" 
"What? Nah!" Eddie winks at him. "As if you'd deny me, please! I'm asking if we can get your ridiculous light show out." 
Steve snorts a laugh, chest warm and tingly and bright. "What, all of it?" 
"Hell yes, all of it," Eddie throws his head back and cackles, almost losing the hat. "It's gonna be our year, big boy!" 
They stay up in the attic for a long time, bickering and joking and unpacking boxes upon boxes of sparkly decor. Outside, the snow continues to fall. 
Steve hopes they'll get a white Christmas. 
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Part 2
All of my holiday drabbles
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misteria247 · 15 days ago
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A bit of a note here before y'all read this! First! There is character death in this, as well as some descriptions of blood. However they're not too graphic but I wanna throw the warning out there just in case. Second! I'd like to apologize if the characterizations of people are iffy or seem strange. I don't usually write for characters like Bill and with my Tired parole officer Paz and her bastard charge Bill au, it's one of those figuring things out and testing possibilities of how they react in the future. And third! This isn't anything canon to the actual storyline of my au, it was more like a fun project to get back into writing longer pieces and trying my hand at different characters. Anyways please enjoy!
It was like any other morning. Full of sleepy yawns and the smell of coffee and something delicious being made. Gathered in their kitchen, the two friends enjoyed each other's company. Pacifica taking sips of coffee out of one of her favorite mugs while she made breakfast. Bill was perched on the counter, making jabs at her lack of taste when it came to said mug. She shot back at him with ease, the duo falling into the comfortable swing of things. They'd developed a routine of sorts, with them having meals together and exchanging words of wit and sarcasm. It was something they both enjoyed.
"Are you sure you don't want to come to work with me? You know Lazy Susan wouldn't mind."
The blonde asked, handing the dream demon his meal. Bill rolled his eye, waving her off.
"YEAH, I'M SURE PLATINUM. I WANT TO HAVE A DOWN DAY TODAY."
Bill said digging into his food. Pacifica gave a somewhat grossed out look at watching him eat before shaking it off and sitting down as well.
"Well, alright then. I might be a little late getting home tonight, just a head's up."
She replied, earning a noise of acknowledgment from her roommate. They finished up shortly afterwards, and Pacifica grabbed her purse and house keys, getting ready to head out.
"See ya later, Bill! Have a good day today, okay?"
The blonde called out before shutting the door behind her. Leaving her mug on the counter and Bill alone to spend his day relaxing.
Pacifica packed up the last of her things, a bag of pastries in her hand as she bid Susan a goodnight and a call of seeing her tomorrow morning. Earning a call back from the older woman, Pacifica bid one last farewell and began to make her way home. The cool evening air greeted her, the sounds of her heels on the sidewalk clicking away as she walked. A small smile on her face as she held the bag.
'Bill's gonna love these! It took me forever to get this recipe right!'
The cheerful mood she was feeling though was cut short. A horn, blaring and loud startled her. Whipping around towards the sound, her blonde hair swishing with the movement. Dark blue eyes went wide as time slowed.
The last thing Pacifica Northwest saw was two bright lights coming onto the sidewalk, barreling right for her.
It had started out like every other morning. And just like every day, come evening as always the front door would open and Pacifica's call of I'm home would chime out for him when he decided to stay home on occasion.
This evening didn't go that way.
Bill had been messing with Pacifica's things, eye on the clock as the time ticked by. A feeling of unease settling over him the more late it got.
'WHERE IS SHE? SHE'S NEVER THIS LATE.'
The question nagged at him, making his skin itch as he got more unsettled by the lack of his roommate. So when the sound of frantic knocking came from the front door Bill felt relief at the sound. She must have forgotten her keys and got locked out. Floating towards the door, the yellow being opened it.
"WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG LLAMA-"
His inquiry stopped short when he finally saw who was on the other side. Dark brown eyes, wide and watery, greeted him as Mabel Pines stood there. As soon as she saw him, Bill felt his chest sink.
'SOMETHING'S NOT RIGHT....'
"SHOOTING STAR? WHY ARE YOU HERE LLAMA DIDN'T MENTION YOU'D STOP BY-"
"Bill......Bill it's......oh God, it's awful-! Pacifica's.....Pacifica's-!"
Mabel's voice cracked, her eyes now leaking tears as she began to sob. It scared him.
"SHOOTING STAR. WHAT HAPPENED TO PACIFICA?"
"She's......She's gone. Bill, she's gone..."
At those words, this once normal day was ruined, and Bill's home suddenly disappeared in the blink of an eye.
The day she was buried, it'd been sunny. The smell of the flowers filled the air, the sun's rays warm and comforting. Birds chirped and sang, the picture perfect look of a beautiful spring day. Bill hated it. He didn't say anything during that funeral. A funeral Priscilla and Preston had turned into a huge spectacle. People who weren't friends of Pacifica were there. None of them wanted to truly pay respects to the person it was for. And those who truly cared stuck close together. Bill being one of those people.
It'd haunt him that day. The way Fiddleford had just crumbled when he saw that casket, Dipper's brokenhearted look of despair, Mabel's sobs, and Stanley's somber expression of grief. And Ford's grief, held just like his brother's, save for the looks the older man sent him.
Bill ignored them.
He ignored the questions of how he was doing.
He ignored the stares and condolences.
They didn't matter.
Not when everything felt so much more hallow. Not when the world seemed darker, less vibrant. Not when he suddenly felt so alone. He remained stoic and quiet the entire time, his eye unblinking as he watched her slowly be taken away from him forever. Bill Cipher stayed at that cemetery, even when the last attendants began to head out. It was only when he was the last one there that he'd finally broke down.
Pacifica was gone.
She wasn't coming back.
No longer would he hear her voice call his name, no longer would he see her smile, no longer would he feel that comfort from her.
Once again, he was alone.
Just like back then.
Bill ended up spending the night with her tombstone.
Time never had meaning for Bill. Is was something that flowed and bended together, a wave of colors and shapes and voices and such. The dream demon stared blankly at the mug on the counter, forgotten and untouched much like everything else in the apartment. It was quiet, this place. The silence all encompassing and present all over the apartment. Nothing had been touched since that day.
Bill didn't have the heart to put her things away.
The apartment, once full of life and warmth that had been built over the last few years, now sat dark and still. A museum of persevered items and trinkets from a time long gone. All that remained was the stale air and dusty things that sat within this mazolium. The curtains were drawn shut in an attempt to keep the world from coming in. To protect the last pieces of her from the inevitable.
He couldn't let it happen.
He couldn't let what was left of her, of his family be eased. Packed away in boxes or given away to loved ones or strangers.
Bill continued to stare at the mug, her favorite one. It was covered in glittering gold patterns of the stars and constellations. An impulse purchase that ended up becoming something priceless to her.
He used to tease her constantly about her mugs. Would even break a few of the ones she didn't particularly care for.
'WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE TO TELL HER THAT HER MUGS COULD LOOK NICE.'
His chest let out a painful twinge, his hand mindlessly going up to touch the brooch. A piece of her he carried with him everywhere. In the hopes that maybe if he clung onto her memory, it'd bring her back.
'SHE ALWAYS CAME BACK......WHY WON'T SHE COME BACK......PLEASE PACIFICA COME BACK.....'
He should have gone with her to work that day. Should have stayed by her side. If he'd been there, he could have seen that horrid metal death trap, could have protected her from the ending she'd gotten. Broken and bloody on the sidewalk, the vehicle speeding away, and that bag of pastries soaked in crimson and scattered everywhere.
Had she died immediately? Had she called for him?
He thought about it, how she'd died alone. Probably afraid and in pain. And he hadn't been there when she'd needed him most.
'I'll be there for you, Bill. Even when the world's against you, you'll always have me.'
'EVEN IF I'M A MONSTER? EVEN IF I EARNED THE HATRED I RECEIVE? THAT'S PRETTY STUPID OF YOU LLAMA.'
'Maybe so... but that's what friends do.'
He'd let her down. Had led her to her demise by being around her just as he'd done with.....
He didn't want to remember.
Not that.
A knock broke the silence.
Bill tore his eye away from the mug, staring at the front door.
He had his suspensions on who it was.
After all, he'd been doing this ever since the funeral.
"Bill, Bill, could you please let me in? Everyone has grown concerned about you. May you please open the door?"
The voice, deep and familiar and painful, came from the other side. Muffled by the wood separating them. He didn't want him here, didn't want him near him. Not when everything he cared about became ruined around him.
If he lost him too, just like how he lost her.....he'd break.
He couldn't do this again.
Couldn't bear this grief being doubled when he was drowning now.
He ignored the man on the other side of the door.
Stanford Pines stood on the other side, his chest tight as he got no response. Every day for the past month, he'd made his way to Pacifica and Bill's apartment. Every day, he knocked on their door, fighting the grief of coming to this place. A place that belonged to his grand nephew's beloved and his grand niece's closest friend. It was difficult, and the wounds were still raw and bleeding from losing one of their own. And now Ford feared they might lose another one.
"Bill......I know this is hard. We....we all know how hard this is. We loved her too. We miss her just as you do, you're not alone in this Bill. We, I understand how you feel-"
Ford was cut off by the door opening, and he felt his breath leave him. Bill Cipher did not look well, his eye had bags under them, his yellow hue a bit dulled from staying in the dark for so long. But the thing that really showed it was Bill's gaze. It was cold, distant, and broken. And it was glaring, right at him.
"YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL....? I DON'T THINK YOU DO SIXER. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL."
Bill's voice, soft and chilling, came from the crack. Ford felt hurt and slight anger at his words. Not liking how the dream demon didn't seem to realize that he wasn't the only one grieving deeply over Pacifica.
"Of course I do, you're not the only one grieving over her! I have, and so have the others. We loved her too-"
"NO YOU DON'T!"
Bill's snarl cut him off.
"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, YOU STILL HAVE YOUR FAMILY. YOU HAVE FEZ AND SPECS AND PINE TREE AND SHOOTING STAR! YOU STILL HAVE PEOPLE TO COME HOME TOO! WHO WANT YOU AROUND! I HAVE NO ONE. PACI-"
He choked on her name, sorrow rage and despair in his voice.
"SHE...SHE WAS MY FAMILY. THE ONLY ONE I HAD AND SHE'S.....SHE'S GONE. JUST LIKE EVERYONE I'D EVER DARED TO CARE FOR. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND A DAMN THING SIXER, NOT REALLY. SO STOP SAYING YOU DO!"
Ford stared at Bill, shocked by his outburst. He saw his expression, the building up tears that he refused to let fall. The look of a broken man who lost everything.
".....You're right. I don't know that exact feeling. But I do know the pain. I know the ache of not having her with us anymore. Of going to call her only to remember that I can't reach her anymore. I know that I loved her like one of my own, and I understand that grief. Of having something so important be missing."
As he spoke, he'd gently pushed the front door open more, giving him enough space to step into the apartment. Bill hovering backwards to finally let him in, his expression unreadable. Ford gently reached out, his hand brushing against Bill's. He felt him flinch. The triangle stared at him, not speaking at all. It was as if he'd shut down.
Stanford felt his stomach sink.
He'd feared this.
And he had no idea how to fix it.
".....JUST LEAVE ME ALONE......FORD PLEASE...."
It was said so quietly that he'd nearly missed it. But it was the name that had made him catch it. Bill rarely used his name, and he never said please.
It was devastating to realize just how broken Bill Cipher had become.
"Bill...."
"I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE. I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS. I JUST WANT PEACE."
Ford felt Bill take his hand back, the air now colder and distant and tired. The scientist wanted to argue, wanted to scream for Bill to listen. It was terrifying, feeling the distance between grow. To be shut out.
And he didn't know how to help him.
Or if he even wanted to be helped.
Somewhere, deep within the cosmos, where stars, meteors, and lights of pink, blue, and green decorate the endless inky depth. A being resides. It swims through this sparkling lake of stars, its large eyes reflecting the lights. From the beginning, it has stayed within this swirl of galaxies. Watching over its inhabitants in a detached kind of way. Only intervening when necessary.
One of those moments was when it'd been summoned by the last Euclidean. On the brink of death, he called to it. And it responded. For eons, it kept him imprisoned in a place meant for healing. However, the longer he stayed. The worst he became. The being, in an attempt to save him from becoming lost, sent him to a place. A home surrounded by trees and strange beings. Protected and cared for by the Llama zodiac. It watched as they grew close. As he healed, the light of hope now aflame. But now....
Axolotl stared at the image of Bill Cipher. It's all seeing eyes taking in the dimmed look of the triangle. It was a look that resided on those who died. The flame that once burned, the flame of hope, extinguished. It stared at the timeline, the ending for these two being one of many. An ending that had broken one of them beyond repair. It watched, curious as the Sixer zodiac tried to reach him. Even after that day where he confronted him. Watched as he tried to keep the entity from becoming completely lost. As the other zodiacs, grief stricken and heartbroken, tried to keep him afloat. Not wanting to lose another one of them.
All their efforts were met in vain.
Bitter words, fights and snarls or broken quiet stares where all they were met with.
Bill Cipher was spiraling.
All his progress, gone.
It was time to intervene once more.
Bill didn't say a word when Axolotl came. He sat in the bedroom that was once the Llama zodiac's. Holding onto her favorite pillow that she had in life. A blank stare from a lone eye met two pure black ones.
"Bill Cipher......it is time to come back with me."
It spoke. Bill stared, not reacting. There was no reason to react to the inevitable. No reason to be upset with the ending to his story. Not when his story was doomed to be like this.
Alone and surrounded by death.
There was no point.
Not anymore.
It was another morning. White walls and padding greeted him. Just as they did every morning. Just as they did every night when he went to sleep. The orange jumpsuit itched, but he was used to it. He reached up to the brooch, the gems that had been carefully placed sparkling dimly in the white lighting.
He swallowed the sorrow and despair as he recalled the sounds of her laughter and smile.
She was no longer here.
Hadn't been in......
He couldn't recall.
He couldn't remember her name either.
It had been a very, very long time since he'd been brought back.
He only remembered that she was family and that he loved her.
And that, just like the blurry phantoms of blue and red that haunted him in his dreams, she too now resided with them.
Just like everything else.
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mvnsvng · 8 days ago
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Since the 60’s
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Pairing: Lee Minho x Han Jisung
[ What you’ve missed: Prologue, Chapter 1, Chapter 2. ]
Chapter 3.
The apartment smelled faintly of old smoke, sugar, and something like dust and dish soap. Jisung stood near the doorway of the small kitchen, hands tucked into the pockets of his trousers, eyes flicking from the sink to the radio on the shelf. Something about the place felt too quiet, like it was waiting for something to start.
Minho poured two cups of coffee and passed one over. Their fingers brushed briefly.
"Terrible?" Minho asked.
Jisung took a sip, winced slightly, and grinned. "God-awful.
They both laughed softly — not loud, just enough to break the silence around them. Minho leaned against the counter, nursing his mug, unsure what to say next. The sunlight caught on Jisung's blond hair, turning it almost white at the tips.
"So," Jisung said, swirling the dark liquid in his cup. "You survive the rest of your birthday?"
Minho gave a dry smile. "Barely. My mother pulled me aside three different times to remind me that I'm 'not getting any younger.' She might as well have drawn up the wedding invitations herself."
"And your girlfriend?" Jisung asked casually, though he wasn't looking at Minho when he said it.
"She's..." Minho hesitated. "She's fine."
Jisung raised an eyebrow but didn't push. "You seemed a little... off last night."
"I was tired," Minho said too quickly. "Too much wine."
Jisung nodded slowly. "Right."
Another pause settled between them — not uncomfortable, exactly, but heavy. The kind that left things unsaid floating just above their heads.
Minho couldn't stop himself.
"What did you mean?" he asked quietly.
Jisung looked up. "When?"
"On the balcony. That question."
Jisung tilted his head, as if weighing whether to answer honestly. He set the mug down on the counter, took a breath, and said, "I think some people just... live the life they're told to. The one that's expected. But there's a part of them that never really showed up for it."
Minho stared at him. "And you think I'm one of those people?"
Jisung smiled, soft but not unkind. "I don't know you, Minho. Not really. But you didn't look happy last night. Not even when you kissed her."
That hit like a stone to the chest.
Minho looked away, his grip on the coffee mug tightening. "You've got a sharp eye for someone who only met me yesterday."
"I've had to learn to read people," Jisung said simply. "When you grow up hiding things, you get good at spotting what other people are hiding too."
Minho looked at him, really looked at him — the easy confidence, the carefully chosen words, the distance in his eyes.
"You're not like the rest of your family," he said, more to himself than to Jisung.
Jisung gave a crooked smile. "God, no. I'm the disappointment. The wrong son. The quiet scandal they pretend doesn't exist."
He said it like a joke, but there was no real humor behind it.
Minho didn't know what made him ask the next question, only that it came out before he could stop it.
"Are you seeing anyone?"
Jisung blinked. "That's forward."
Minho's ears burned. "I didn't mean— I was just—"
Jisung held up a hand, stopping him. "No. I'm not. Not in any way that would be safe to talk about in my house."
Silence again. But this time, it was electric.
Then Jisung picked up his mug, downed the rest of the terrible coffee like a shot, and set it down. "Thanks for this," he said, voice softer now. "And for not pretending."
He pulled the black Zippo lighter from his jacket pocket and held it up. "Turns out it was in my coat after all."
Minho raised an eyebrow. "So you lied."
Jisung smirked, already heading toward the door. "Call it a reason to stop by."
And then he was gone.
The door clicked shut behind him, and the apartment fell into a sudden stillness.
Minho stood there for a long time, the bitter taste of coffee still on his tongue, his hand warm from where the mug had been. His eyes drifted to the spot where Jisung had stood only moments before, like maybe if he stared hard enough, the space would fill again. But it didn't.
Instead, he heard the world outside. A car horn. A dog barking. The slow ticking of the wall clock.
Minho pressed a hand to his forehead and exhaled through his nose.
He didn't want to feel this way. Not today. Not when he should be writing thank-you notes and visiting Yichu and helping his father at the shop like he promised he would.
Instead, he wandered to the record player in the corner of the living room and dropped the needle onto a vinyl. Static, then melody. Blue Moon filled the space — slow, echoing, rich with something lonely.
He sat down on the couch.
Tried not to think about the way Jisung had looked at him. Or how easy it had felt to talk to him. Easier than it had been with anyone in a long time — easier, even, than it had ever been with Yichu.
Minho thought of her face, her soft eyes, her gentle voice on the phone that morning. She didn't deserve this. She deserved someone who could love her fully, not someone who stared too long at strangers on balconies and questioned everything he'd built.
He leaned his head back and closed his eyes.
And somewhere between the music and the cigarette smoke still clinging to the curtains, he drifted.
The sound of knuckles tapping the door woke him.
He sat up, disoriented for a moment. The record had long stopped playing, and the sun had shifted across the floorboards. He glanced at the clock.
12:47 p.m.
Another knock.
He rose, running a hand through his hair, and padded barefoot to the door. When he opened it, he wasn't sure who he expected — maybe Yichu, arms full of sandwiches and soft concern.
But it wasn't her.
It was his mother.
She pushed past him without so much as a hello, setting a small bag on the counter.
"I brought soup," she said briskly. "You sounded half-dead on the phone this morning."
"I didn't call you," Minho said, confused.
His mother waved a hand. "Your girlfriend did. Said you were out of it. That's what happens when you drink like a college boy." She turned toward him. "And she says you didn't come by to see her today."
Minho sighed and rubbed at his eyes. "I just needed a quiet morning."
"Well, you've had it. Now eat, and then go see her. That girl loves you, Minho. She's good for you. You don't want to throw that away because you got... moody."
Moody. As if that was all this was. A passing cloud.
He opened the bag, more out of obligation than appetite, and lifted the lid from the container. Soybean stew, thick and fragrant. The kind his mother always made when he was sick — though this time, he didn't feel ill. He just felt... hollow.
"She wants to move in," he said, voice low.
His mother looked pleased. "I know. And she should. What are you waiting for, Minho?"
He stared down at the bowl. "I don't know."
"Then figure it out," she said sharply. "You're not a boy anymore."
She started gathering stray napkins from the counter, like tidying would somehow fix everything.
"You should've seen your father at your age. Already married. Already had the business under his belt. And here you are — hiding in your apartment, sleeping through the middle of the day, like you've got all the time in the world to—"
"I said I don't know!" Minho snapped, the sound startling even himself.
His mother froze. Turned. Looked at him for a long moment.
He swallowed, then said, more softly, "I'm just... not sure this is the life I want."
There was a beat of silence.
And then she said, without missing a breath, "What other life is there?"
Minho didn't finish the soup. He waited until she left — with a huff, and a promise to "check in tomorrow" — and then he sat alone at the table.
What other life is there?
He didn't have an answer. Not yet.
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theriseofashclan · 2 months ago
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OPTIONS — SECTION ONE
You have selected: Options!
The menu screen dissolves and a new screen appears in front of you: "Options" floats at the top, slightly transparent, and a dialogue box with the words "Would you like to view the tutorial?" written inside. There are two options: Yes and No. The No option is greyed out.
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You have selected: Yes!
The screen fades to black and the word Tutorial appears at the top. It's slightly transparent, though you can still read it. Beneath that, a void, dark and looming.
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At first, all that surrounds you is darkness and silence, like a void. It's not uncomfortable or suffocating, though. Instead, you feel warm and almost fuzzy inside; the feeling reminds you of the heat of sunlight through your fur.
A flicker of light appears in the distance. The longer your eyes linger on it, the brighter and larger it grows until, at last, a ticked orange tabby with significant white colouring appears. They're smaller than you, and look younger, too. Their bright cyan eyes stare up at you with awe and curiosity.
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BRAMBLEPAW: It's you! It's really you! After all this time, I thought you were never comin'!
Hah! You should see your face! I'm just kiddin', I knew you'd come. That's kinda one of the cool things about this. Huh? Oh, I'm from StarClan!
As soon as they notice the panicked look on your face, the cat waves their paws in a placating gesture, trying to calm you down.
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BRAMBLEPAW: Woah! Calm down! Don't worry, you're not dead. This is just our way of sendin' messages to you Clan-dwellers. And my message is really important, so you gotta listen, okay?
Remembering what the elders had once told you about your ancestors in the stars, you decide that sitting and listening to whatever message this little cat has for you seems like the best option.
You settle in the grass—which appears silvery and almost ghost-like—and curl your paws beneath you.
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YOU: All right, I’m listening. But, before you tell me anything, can I know your name?
The cat stares at you, their head tilted slightly as they process your request. Their eyes narrow just slightly, contemplating for only a moment before grinning, the smallest set of teeth bared in your direction.
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BRAMBLEPAW: Sure! We’re friends after all, right? Well, not friends. But y’know what I mean! I’m Bramblepaw!
I've been here a while now, longer than you've even been alive! I know, spooky, right? Oh! Right! My very important message! Listen carefully, now!
The Clan cats can't tell you this themselves, so they're lucky I'm here, but they need your help. Don't ask how I know, you'll only make this more complicated and I have limited time already!
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BRAMBLEPAW: There's one Clan in particular I want you to keep your eye on. It's kinda your destiny so you can't say no!
They're called ForestClan and they're super important to the future of the Clans!
You'll be watching them from the sky, and all you have to do is help them make big decisions. What? Don't worry about it! You can handle it! StarClan wouldn't have picked you if they thought you couldn't!
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The air grows cold around you and Bramblepaw's voice begins to fade into the distance. They give you a bright smile as their small body dissolves into twinkling stars.
As you continue to stare into the space where the strange young cat once was, your head starts to feel fuzzy. An unfamiliar feeling fills your body and you feel wiser than before, as though you know things that a Clan-dweller like you shouldn't...
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NOTES: We are OFFICIALLY BACK!!!
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casualaruanienjoyer · 1 year ago
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Hi Stella!
Some AruAni post-canon fluff, BUT featuring your resent wonderful arts in their 1930's clothes :)
Anna omg, you are killing me with this one😭😭 absolutely adorable.AAAA THANK YOU
Will you Marry Me?
"Come on dear, we'll be late!" Armin grabs an issue of today's newspaper as they quickly walk past a busy stand.
"You try running in these!" Annie sighs, one hand being pulled by his while the other holding onto her hat. "Besides, it's your fault that we're late!".
They had approximately 2 minutes left before their train departs, and are incredibly relieved to see that it's still there when they reach the platform. They rush into a carriage and occupy the first vacant seats they can find, happy that the train is quiet.
Armin laughs.
"I'm so happy we made it!" He takes her hand in his, playing with her gloved fingers. They sit across from each other, a small coffee table to the side.
"I wasn't going to let you leave the house like that" Annie relaxes into her seat, enjoying the pampering.
"Like what? You didn't like my moustache?" Armin teases, lifting a finger under his nose. This gets a laugh out of Annie.
"It doesn't suit you! Besides, you're too young to be rocking a moustache like that. I prefer a clean shave". Her hand cups his face and he leans in, kissing it.
Things have been like this for a while. Living post war was difficult for the longest time, with Armin being busy all the time and Annie taking care of her father. But over time things settled, and they were able to fully enjoy being with each other.
Armin never knew being in love would be so beautiful. Things weren't always this easy... with a past like theirs. Thankfully, Armin was a very patient man.
But there's one thing he can't be patient about anymore. And that certain thing rests in a little box in his pocket.
Today is the day he would ask Annie to marry him.
A couple of hours later they arrive at their destination, which is a small seaside town not far from where they live.
Armin wanted today to be special, so they visit the local botanical gardens, stroll along the pier, have a nice romantic dinner (and dessert), all ending with a walk on the beach. Of course he would ask her by the ocean.
"It's so beautiful" Annie says, gazing at the strong waves. She gave up on wearing her heels long ago, now hanging from her fingers. She enjoys the coolness of the sand between her toes as they walk along the beach. They had a lovely day, and she feels peaceful.
"Yeah..." Armin responds, gazing at her instead. They're holding hands and Armin's eyes dart between Annie and his pocket. When would be the right time? Maybe now?
"I want to try it" she mutters, catching Armin off guard.
"Try what?" But she's already heading towards the water.
"W-wait!" Armin follows, abandoning his shoes between small sand dunes.
Annie dips a toe into the water, and once she learns it's warm enough, she steps in further. Turning around, she waves at Armin, who was busy rolling up his trousers. "It's warm!"
Armin smiles to himself, but when he stands upright it's already too late. "Annie-!"
SPLASH
"Gah!" She gets hit by an unexpected wave. Although not big, it was strong enough to make her loose her balance and fall to her knees. Her clothes are now completely soaked, her hair undone and her hat floating away somewhere. Armin hears sobbing.
"Oh no" he rushes over, hand reaching out to help her up. "Are you ok?"
She takes his hand, but instead pulls him hard enough for him to fall into the water. "Woah, what was that for?!" Beside being completely soaked, his sunglasses also disappear off somewhere, never to be seen again.
Annie snorts, then starts laughing wholeheartedly. Armin's eyes widen and his heart skips a thousand beats.
He feels so lucky to be here with her, like this. Who would have thought a day would come where they can relax like this, no worries on their minds.
Well, there's one thing Armin is a bit worried about.
"Annie..." Armin reaches for his pocket, nervously.
"Yeah?" She replies between laughs and giggles.
Armin clears his throat, blushing and shifting in the shallow water to kneel before her. He pulls out the small box (now also damp) and slowly opens it, revealing a delicate ring decorated with a blue stone "Will you... marry me?"
Her laughter stops abruptly, so abruptly that she chokes and starts coughing. Her face turns red.
"Are you ok?!" Armin leans over, patting her over the back. This didn't go at all like he had planned.
"YES!!" She shouts a bit too loudly. "Yes" she says again and her arms fly around his shoulders, pulling him in a tight hug.
"Yes to being ok o-or...?" He asks, pulling away to look into her eyes.
"Yes, of course I want to marry you!" She smiles, kissing him deeply.
Armin's heart explodes.
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