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Iâm Sorry (Rafe Cameron)
Description: Rafe didnât tell the Pogues that Y/N (his wife and their ex best friend) (and JJâs ex) would be on this trip to get the crown with them.
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Rafe didnât tell the pogues that his wife, their ex best friend, would be on the boat. JJ and her dated for a while but things didnât work out and she ended up in the arms of Rafe Cameron.
The pogues disowned her after they found out that she was dating him. She was heartbroken and Rafe put her heart back together. She was with him while he stirred the boat. The others outside the door talking about them.
She knew that they didnât trust Rafe and they probably didn't trust her. She didnât blame them but she had hoped that this would make them see that they could trust them, mostly her. âRafe, Y/N.â John B said the coupleâs names.
They both turned to look at the group that was by the door. âHey guys.â Y/N said but her voice was quiet. She hadnât talked to them in so long and to hear her name fall from his lips was crazy. âWe just want peace.â That would have been simple until JJ decided to punch him.
Y/N felt rage through her body at him doing that. Almost like JJ had always wanted to do that, probably has. âREALLY?â Y/N yelled at him. âI donât trust him, none of us do. Not sure if we even trust you.â He said. That had hurt her a lot.
She wasnât the reason their relationship ended, it was him. Rafe fixed her and sure he wasnât the best guy but it was enough for her. âIâm not the one who fucked you over JJ, you fucked over me.â Y/N said.Â
Y/N waited for Rafe to wake up. It was a battle but she convinced them not to tie him up. She had food and pain killers waiting for him. He woke a few hours after the incident and looked around, âHey babe. I brought you some food and painkillers.â Y/N told him.
He was pissed and wanted them off the boat after that but again Y/N had to convince him not too. âHe punched me. Letâs not pretend that this is just about me not being trustworthy.â Rafe said to her as they ate. Y/N raised her eyebrows.
He was probably right. âYeah well that was 3 years ago, Rafe.â She was over it and was even ready to forgive him but JJ didnât feel the same. Maybe JJ was still in love with her after all.Â
The boat started to rock like crazy causing them to get up and see what was going on. It was a disaster waiting to happen. The boat was crashing into the water and flooding. âGuys whatâs going on?â She asked. âThe storm.â Kie said. Y/N managed to make her way to where John B was.
JJ and Sarah are also there. It was bad, so bad to the point that Y/N ended up in the water. âY/N.â JJ yelled and grabbed a raft and threw it in the water. âIâm coming.â He yelled and jumped in the water after her.
Rafe got there just in time to see them get covered by a big wave. He screamed his wifeâs name and Sarah managed to hold him back so they didnât lose more people.Â
Rafe was crying and freaking out. The others had hope that they would turn up but Rafe had lost too much. They all felt bad and guilty that they treated them like that and realized that they arenât bad people. Y/N never was and she might be dead. Sarah couldnât help but cry.
Maybe it was the guilt or the sadness but she was crying so hard. Rafe was thinking about it so much. His wife was most likely dead and JJ jumped in after her. If they were alive he couldnât even be mad about it. What if JJ had saved her life but what if she realized that she still loved him?
Rafe was deep in thought that he didnât realize John B looking out in the distance at two people. âGuys.â Everyone looked over at the two people walking towards them. Rafe jumped up and ran to them. As he got closer he saw his wife and he laughed in relief.
She saw him and ran to him as well until they collapsed on the ground in a hug. Both of them were crying and saying that they love one another. JJ watched as the couple kissed and laughed in relief. He saved her life and though she was thankful, she was not going to leave rafe for him.Â
âI saved her life.â JJ tells the others as they all sit around the fire. âAnd I am thankful for that JJ.â She said to him. He couldnât meet her eyes, why was it that he thought she would love him all over again now? âThanks for saving her.â Rafe said to him.
Everyone was shocked by that but also it made sense. Y/N was his wife after all. Rafe wanted to be mad and yell at him but he couldnât. She might not be alive if it wasnât for him. But the thought of JJ and her together sickened him. Rafe wasnât an idiot and saw right through JJ.
He knew that JJ was hoping for her to love him again and thatâs what scared him. What broke him out of his thoughts was her yawning in his arms. âWell, Iâm tired. Goodnight guys.â She said. Rafe followed her to where she was sleeping and laid down next to her. He pulled her body right up against his and he felt her snuggle up against him.  Â
Hearing that Sarah was pregnant actually made Y/N happy. She knew that John B and Sarah would be good parents and she was very excited for them. Rafe and her wanted kids but Rafe was scared. He never wanted to treat his kids the way he was treated.
Sure he loved his dad but it wasnât a hidden fact that he wasnât the greatest dad. But Rafe had no reaction to hearing that Sarah was pregnant. Y/N wanted to ask him about it but they really had no time. When Rafe almost got arrested for something the others did, it slipped her mind.
And Rafe had a lot of questions for her when they were walking around. âDid he try anything after saving you?â He asked after buying them clothes. âNo. We barely talked.â Which was true. She thanked him and even hugged him but besides that they didnât talk. âDid he tell you that he was still in love with you?â She looked at him like he had three heads. She shook her head, âNo because he isnât.â Rafe wanted to argue that factor but instead asked another question.
âDo you feel anything for him after that?â âRafe, what?â She asked. âHe saved your life and did something I couldnât.â She rolled her eyes and huffed. Whether he was going to admit it or not she knew that was his worst fear. âRafe, I can assure you I donât love him. I love you.â She tells him.
Before he could respond he notices someone and pulls Y/N with him up against the wall. The people were talking about Groff. They listened and figured that he was close by.Â
Rafe didnât wanna leave her alone so he bought her a four wheeler and told her once he has Groff to speed off with them. She nods and waits for her man as he kicks some ass and gets Groff. Before Groff could say anything to her they drove off. She followed Rafe to wherever it was that he was headed.
She got off the four wheeler and Rafe immediately started to question Groff. Groff didnât even get to say anything to Y/N with how Rafe was questioning him. Groff didnât have the money anymore but he had the map to the treasure. Y/N gasped when they started fighting and Rafe took those things from him.
The Pendant was beautiful. Y/N couldnât wait to wear it but that slipped her mind as Rafe pushed him in the well. âHAHA CHECKMATE BITCH.â Y/N bit her lip, finding that hot but knew it wasnât the right time. He handed her the pendant and she put it on. âIt looks beautiful on you.â He winks at her. She smiled at him and he looked at the map. They had a long way to go.Â
âYou know it was really hot when you pushed Groff into that well.â She said to him. He looked over at her and smirked, âMy wife is a freak.â She laughed at him and shook her head, âAnything you do I find hot, Rafe.â He looked back at the map as they walked.
âYeah well I would love to fuck you right now after hearing that but we gotta get our money first.â She sighed. It was truly unfortunate that they couldnât. âGive me the pendant.â He says and she takes it off and hands it to him.
He tries to read the map with it but gets frustrated. âHere.â She said and took the necklace from him. She used to do this treasure hunting stuff with the pogues all the time. He smiled as he watched her figure it out.Â
Rafe, who had the map in his hand, held up his hands as they were held at gunpoint. Y/N also held up her hands and looked at her husband, nervously. âLet her go she has nothing to do with this.â Rafe tries but they donât care. âDrop the map.â Rafe nods and announces that heâs doing it slowly.
Y/N couldnât look anywhere but her husband, missing her old friends ready to shoot the guys holding them hostage. It was in a flash of a second that Sarah shot at them and Rafe took Y/Nâs hand and they ran. The pogues followed them. Rafe picked Y/N up and ran faster. She told him to wait as she saw the pogues but he didnât listen until they barged through the door. âNext time weâll let you get shot.â Kie tells him but Y/N thanks her. He sets Y/N down but still has the map. âGroff didnât have the money.â She says to the others.
âHand over the map.â Y/N looks at Rafe knowing he wouldnât go down without a fight. âRafe, baby give them it. They know what they are doing.â He looks at her, âYou also know.â While that was true this was their fight now. âDad would want us to work together.â Rafe was about to break. He believed that Sarah killed him. Y/N didnât. âRafe, they are willing to work together.â Y/N tries but he yells at Sarah saying that he couldnât trust her because of Ward. âDad died saving me. I was gonna die.â Y/N felt tears in her own eyes. âYouâre so quick to blame me for everything.â That was true. âYouâre gonna leave me just like everyone else in my life has besides Y/N. Sheâs the only one keeping me going. Youâll ruin that. Heâs trying to ruin that.â Rafe pointed at JJ.
JJ stayed silent as Sarah talked to him, âIâm all you have.â âBaby look at me. Sheâs telling the truth. I know them baby, they arenât bad people. Nothing will ever come between us.â Her heart broke at the sight of him crying. âWeâll still get our cut?â Rafe asked Sarah. âYes.â He goes to hand her the map but she pushes it away and she hugs him. Y/n smiled at the sight and rubbed his back as he tried to hold back tears.Â
âHun, Iâm going down there to stop them.â âNo.â âRafe, they are killers.â Kie said to him. He looks at the two of them. âIâm a killer too.â He says and if he said that at any other point, she would have been so turned on but right now they were on a mission. Kie and Y/N couldnât really see JJ but kept telling him to hurry up. He was trying but he was going to find it no matter what.
Y/N kept looking behind her hoping to see Rafe but she couldnât. She couldnât lose him and this was making her think she would. âJJ we have to go.â Kie yelled at him. He was reaching into the eye of the sand statue and it looked like he pulled something out but she couldnât be so sure.
The sand was everywhere. She heard yelling and cheering from him and smiled to herself. He got the crown. A few minutes later he showed them the crown and they all hugged. It was a nice feeling, one that she missed. They ran down to get the others and Y/Nâs mind was on her husband. She had to make sure he was okay.
She yelled his name as she looked for him but gasped as she saw Groff. She hid so he couldnât see her and he grabbed Kie. Y/N had to cover her mouth. She was hoping that he wouldnât hurt her but of course he was willing to trade her for the crown. They were so close.
Y/N watched as the trade was made and sighed in relief. She was glad her friends were okay. Sure she wanted the money back but their lives were and always will be more important. She turned to go find Rafe but heard Kie gasping. Y/N turned around and her eyes widened, her heart dropped and her soul left her body. Groff had stabbed JJ.
She didnât care anymore and ran over to him as Groff ran off. She thought about chasing him but didnât want to get killed. âJJ.â She cried and he looked at her. For once since they reunited he looked at her and he didnât look mad. Kie and her helped him to the ground.
âYouâre gonna be okay. We will get you out of here.â Kie said. JJ gave them a smile, âItâs okay.â âJJ we can get you help.â Y/N tells him. He looks over at her, âY/N Iâm sorry that I messed up with you and never gave you what you deserved.â âJJ I donât care about that stuff.â He could barely get out words but he had to tell her, âKie I never told you my wish.â Kie was crying.
âJJ itâs okayâŚâ âI have everything I could ever wish for right now.â He holds both of their hands. âMy best friend.â He looks at Kie. âAnd the woman Iâll always love.â He looks at Y/N. Y/N starts crying harder. âI love you both.â He said and his grip on their hands weakened. He was dead.
The others started showing up and everyone was crying. Rafe showed up and saw Y/N put JJâs hand in his lap. He couldnât even feel relief about this, nothing about it was. He wasnât jealous or mad cuz for once he knew that she was his and that no matter what they were together.
He got on the ground with her. âHey.â He said and she collapsed in his lap crying for her friend. âItâs okay baby. I understand and I promise you we will avenge him.â He whispered to her. One thing she learned about being married to Rafe Cameron was that he kept his word. Especially on Revenge.Â
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enhypen x gn!reader | vulnerable moments
enhypen showing vulnerability in your relationship genre. fluff, some angst, hcs + established relationship cw. none!
heeseung
your boyfriend nearly laughed in your face when you suggested to give him a bath. âiâm not 80â he drawled, causing you to roll your eyes. heeseung had been complaining about his body being a bit sore so you wanted to help him feel a bit better.
âlet me take care of youâŚyou never do.â you pouted, pushing heeseung in the direction of the bathroom.
âis this just a plot to get me to take my clothes o-â you shut the door in his face, telling him to get undressed. you had already prepared the bath tub for him, knowing that even though he would probably protest at first, you would get him in there somehow.
once heeseung called you back in, you giggled at the sight of him surrounded by bubbles. he looked relaxed, despite fighting the idea before.
when you knelt down next to the tub, you began to run soap over his body. you stopped to massage his shoulders a bit and heeseung hummed with content.
âdidnât know i was at a spa today.â heeseung joked, causing you to pinch his side. he yelped and turned his body to face you, a shocked expression on his face.
âshush, hee.â you giggled, turning him back around to continue washing him. after you were done, you handed heeseung a towel and walked out of the bathroom to give him privacy. for the rest of the night, you decided to pamper him. even doing his skincare which heeseung appreciated very much. he relaxed into your touch, smiling up at you as you applied lotion to his face.
âi love you alot, you know?â heeseung spoke up before placing a light kiss on your hand. you smiled back at him.
âi love you too.â
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jay
âwhy do you always act that way around him?â you sighed, facing your boyfriend who looked just as upset as you were. the two of you had come back to jayâs apartment after meeting up with some friends, one of them being a guy that jay didnât like. he claimed that your friend actually had a crush on you, he may have been right but at the moment you were too upset to care.
âit doesnât matter if he likes me or not, im dating you!â you exclaimed, tired of the argument that wasnât going anywhere. jay was fuming, pacing back and forth across the kitchen floor.
âit does matter! what if you see how great he is after hanging out with him so much? what if you see how much better he could be for you than i am.â he replied, his voice cracking a bit. all anger you once had suddenly vanished and instead you felt sad. jay was jealous, sure, but only because he hadnât felt secure in your relationship.
you wordlessly walk over to jay before wrapping your arms around him into a hug. he immediately reciprocates, not being able to stay mad at you for very long.
âsometimes i feel like iâm not good enough for you.â he mumbles, his grip still firm around your waist. you pull away slightly to look at his handsome face, smiling at him reassuringly.
âyouâre more than enough. youâre everything to me, jay, please donât ever forget that.â
jake
jake was sure he was in heaven, his head resting on your stomach as your fingers ran through his hair. jake let out a few low hums, his eye closed as he basked in the feeling of having you with him. the boy was fully relaxed and completely at your mercy, but he was comfortable. jake always felt comfortable around you, enough to even let you baby him a bit.
âyouâre so tired, huh? had a long day?â you asked softly, your voice nearly a whisper but your tone was as if you were speaking to a small animal. jake knew his friends would have a a laugh if they saw him like that, responding to your words as if he werenât a fully grown 21 year old.
âmhm.â he hummed in response, snuggling his head impossibly deeper into your hoodie, the one that smelled like your sweet perfume that he adored so much.
sunghoon
you walked into your boyfriendâs room, expecting him to be sleeping or playing a game on his computer. you didnât expect to see him simply staring out his window, playing with his hands idly.
âsunghoon?â you broke the silence, causing your boyfriend to look at you with a sad expression. you immediately rushed over to him, sitting next to the boy on his bed.
âwhat happened?â you ask, brushing a loose strand of hair away from his eye. sunghoon takes a deep breath before explaining everything to youâ how drained he was, how at times he felt as if he wasnât good at what he did. he poured out his heart to you, telling you exactly how he felt. he suddenly became choked up, his eyes watering with unshed tears. and then, sunghoon began to cry.
you froze, not knowing how to react considering that you had never seen your boyfriend cry before. he tried to cover his face, but the way his shoulders shook and the sounds of soft cries filling the room showed that he was truly upset. the sight broke your heart and you immediately pulled sunghoon into your chest. he wrapped his arms around your waist, crying into your shirt.
âitâs okay, itâll be okay.â you mumbled softly as you ran your hands through sunghoonâs hair to comfort him.
sunoo
towards the beginning of your relationship, sunoo had been very hesitant with affection. you two would hold hands and exchange soft kisses, but he hadnât been one for cuddling and long hugs.
one day, to your surprise, sunoo decided that he wanted to be extra close to you. the two of you were resting on the couch watching a movie and you had decided to lay down. sunoo laid down behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist burying his face into your neck. you tensed at the sudden action, not expecting your boyfriend to cuddle you. sunoo thought you were uncomfortable and went to pull away.
âno! you can stay like that- i was just shocked thatâs all.â you spoke up, placing his arms back around your waist.
âim sorry that i havenât been as affectionate.â sunoo sighed, tightening his hold around your waist. you smiled and pushed yourself further into him, feeling warm and comforted in his embrace.
âdonât apologize, sun. i love you regardless.â
jungwon
jungwon appearing at the doorframe of your dark room did scare you a bit. he had just stood there quietly, similar to horror movie characters before they attack their victim.
âyou okay?â you asked your boyfriend before sitting up from your bed and turning on the small bedside lamp. a frown was evident on jungwonâs face, his eyes glossy.
ânot really.â he tried to crack a smile, which looked like more of a grimace. you extended your arms, a silent invitation for jungwon to join you. the boy slowly trudged over to your bed, plopping himself down on the mattress, half of his body ontop of yours.
jungwon explained everything to you, how he felt and how his mental health had been affected recently due to his stress. you listened attentively, letting him rant to you, even if some of his words became a jumbled mess. as soon as he was finished speaking, he slumped into your body, the weight of his bottled up feelings had finally been released.
you ran your hand across his back and held him close, feeling happy that he decided to open up to you. during your relationship so far you had never had such talks with jungwon. but it seemed as if you were turning over a new leaf.
riki
he just couldnât take his eyes off you. you were so gorgeous, adorable, prettyâ any similar word riki could think of. you looked up at your boyfriend, dropping the lego piece that you were holding in your hand. usually riki looked away when he caught you staring, but this time he met your gaze.
âwhat?â you asked sharply, not meaning for it to come out that way but you suddenly felt self conscious due to his eye contact. riki didnât take your tone to heart, simply shrugging his shoulders.
âi love you.â he mumbled, still looking at you from across the set of legos you were both building. you paused, your stomach exploding with butterflies.
âi love you a lot and you mean everything to me. i know i probably donât say it often, but i just wanted you to know. i hope to be by your side for a long time.â riki added on, suddenly becoming shy and looking away. you smiled before crawling over to riki and pulling him into a hug. the boy had never been so open with you before but you appreciated it greatly.
âi love you too, ki. i promise to be by your side for a very long time.â you replied, pulling back slightly and holding your pinky out. riki looked down at your hand and chuckled before linking his pinky with yours.
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Losing your memory
Pairing: Young! Coriolanus Snow x fem!Capitol! reader Summary: He used to be your Coryo. Now he has become the man you don't know. The Plinth heir. The future president of Panem. You pray every day to forget about the sweet boy you fell in love with, on whom you could always count. To forget who he was and lose the memory of the past. Just like he did. Well... not exactly. Unfortunately for you, he still wants to remember you. Inspired by: "Losing your memory" by Ryan Star Word count: 7,2 k ~â˘â¤â¤â¤â˘~ Coriolanus Snow's Masterlist ~â˘â¤â¤â¤â˘~ Main Masterlist ~â˘â¤â¤â¤â˘~
You've been avoiding him ever since you found out he was back in the Capitol.
A month ago, this news would have aroused great joy and ecstasy in you. Your Coryo is back home. He managed to shorten his exile and gain Dr. Gaul's favour again.
But the man who returned from District 12 was not your dear friend or lover. This wasn't your sweet Coryo, with whom you walked hand in hand to school. This wasn't the boy you shared your lunch with. This wasn't a boy who cared about your well-being above his own. This wasn't a boy who joked about snobbish children spoiled by the richest people in Panem with you and Sejanus at the end of the day. (Although he talked with them, trying to keep up good appearancesâhe used to call that one of the responsibilities of being Snow.)
The man who came back was Coriolanus. The new Plinth heir. The shell of someone you knew. The ruthless, cold pet of the mad creator of the Hunger Games you despised.
Sejanus' death didn't hurt you as much as the transformation of Coriolanus from the person closest to you into someone you barely even recognized. And from the tearful, sad, resentful, and disappointed stories you heard from Tigris, you had an accurate picture of the man who took your Coryo's place.
And you hated him with all your heart.
Especially after what he promised you when you stayed at his apartment for one snowy winter night.
You lay wrapped in the various blankets and quilts Coryo and Tigris could find. It was winter, and they didn't have much money for additional heating, so they mostly walked around the house in several layers and slept under piles of clothes.
You didn't know about that that night.
Tigris lent him her quilt so that he wouldn't have to be ashamed of the poverty his family had fallen into since you were supposed to come to sleepover with him after the argument with your parents.
Cuddling up to your blonde boy, you tried to fall asleep, listening to his heartbeat. You frowned at the sound of it being a little faster than usual.
You lift your head and look at him carefully. His gaze is distant and thoughtful as he lazily draws patterns on your back as he presses you against his chest.
"Coryo?" you whisper, cupping his cheek in your hand tenderly and forcing those blue irises you have loved so much to look at you. "What's wrong, sweetheart?"
He sighs long and presses a kiss on your forehead, the tip of his nose stroking your hair, as he is inhaling your scent. "I just... I just think about the fact that you deserve so much more. My grandma and Tigirs deserve much more than... this." he says with disgusting pointing at the room you were in.
"This..." you say, clasping your hands together and pressing a tender kiss to the back of his hand. "Is more than enough. You are all I need. And one day, when you are President of Panem or any other important figure in the Capitol, none of you will lack anything. This is a temporary state. You are too smart to be anything less than great, Coryo. You know it."
You see him hold back tears. He pushed your head onto his chest to rest his chin on your head. He is not crying. He almost never cries. But you know how close he is to it by the slight quiver in his breathing.
"I know I don't show it often enough... but you mean... everything to me. I can't imagine how I would go through these all without you by my side."
"I love you, Corio. Just promise me you won't forget this. What you went through, what you experienced. Don't forget your struggle. That's something you should never be ashamed of." he tenses at your words but leans in to kiss you passionately and hungrily. Putting all his unexpressed emotions into action and into that kiss that warmed you more than any blanket or radiator could ever.
"I promise. I will never forget how you kept me sane. When you were the only shelter I could go to and the only support that could bear the boundlessness of my troubles and doubts. How you were my only moonlight in the worst of my darknesses." you laugh softly, recognising part of his words.
"Quoting poets will get you nowhere, Coriolanus Snow." you say teasingly, rubbing your nose against him, at which he chuckles, licking his lips.
"Well... I've learned that in some situations, it gets me somewhere. And it's a very cold night tonight, don't you think? I can't let you freeze to death." he says as his hands go under your shirtâactually, his shirt that you stole from his closet.
"Well⌠I guess there's nothing left for me⌠but to place myself under your solicitous care." you sigh softly as he pins you underneath him, making sure the cocoon of blankets is still tightly wrapped around the two of you.
"I couldn't have said it better." he whispers and presses his lips against yours, stealing your breath countless times. He pulls away just a little to say against your lips, "You're mine. We belong together. No matter what."
He makes you shiver as you eagerly agree to everything he says. You don't realise how, in the future, you will curse every single intimate, sweet moment you shared with him.
Ironically, you realise how deep he has gotten under your skin the moment he returns to the Capitol, and you have to avoid him, not when he is sent into exile.
It was probably because when he was gone, you were too distraught to bother leaving your room, opening the blinds, or wiping the tears that somehow kept leaking from your eyes to notice how almost every place reminded you of him. If you could, you'd go back in time and tell yourself there's no point in crying over the asshole he's become.
Although maybe you already felt that your Corio was leaving, and it was a way of mourning him?
Anyway, you saw him everywhere. Not Coriolanus. Coryo. He stalked you in the library, the park, the cafe near the academy that you two and Sejanus liked to go to, and of course the Academy itself. Kudos to your parents for not letting him into your house. At least he didn't pollute your room with memories of him.
Involuntarily, you wonder if he also sees you, for example, in every corner of his apartment. Or maybe he renovated it beyond recognition to erase all traces of his past?
You didn't know.
And you didn't want to know.
The information about him that Tigris gave you when you met her at your house when Coriolanus was at the university for classes was sufficient.
Just because it didn't work out with her cousin didn't mean you would abandon your only real friend. And just because things didn't work out with her cousin didn't mean she would stop (more or less subtly) encouraging you to go back to him.
"We talked about you." she says, making adjustments to your dress that she made for your birthday party thrown by your parents. Another one of the unpleasant responsibilities.
"You and your grandma?" you ask, trying to avoid HIM as a topic as much as possible.
"No. Me and Coriolanus." she says, pinning something to your waistâsome decorative strip of fabric or somethingâyou're not sure; you're too focused on the window and the bustling city as you are trying to ignore her words. "You know⌠I think⌠I think I saw in his eyes⌠the old Coryo. For a brief moment, but⌠maybe if you came back to him, he would come back to himself too."
"I'm sorry, Tigris, but I think he went too far on his path to simply go back to who he was. Surely not because of me."
"I understand⌠I just really miss him." she says it in a soft, broken tone, and your heart breaks at it. You hug her with all your strength, uniting with her pain that you also felt so deeply.
"Me too." you whisper in her ear as she cries into your shoulder.
Tigris was a very strong woman. She always impressed you. You wanted to be as strong as her. But even the toughest had to cry sometimes.
After all, there comes a time when even the snow melts... even if only for a little while.
You held him tightly in your arms as Corio cried into your chest.
His grandmother fell ill. Hard. Without a doctor, she definitely wouldn't be able to get out of this on her own, and they didn't have the money to pay for one, let alone the medicines.
Your boyfriend spent the whole day planning, thinking, and getting any money, but it was not enough even to buy the cheapest antibiotic.
However, you didn't expect that after you found out it all from Tigris and ran to him as fast as you could with the chicken soup prepared by your servants and all your pocket money, he would start crying.
Coriolanus Snow cried like a little baby.
You handed the money and soup to Tigris, who, after feeding up their grandma, quickly ran out with her to the doctor. At that time, you were holding your boyfriend in your arms in the other room, who simply fell apart from his helplessness.
"Shh⌠it's going to be okay, Coryo. She will live, falsify that stupid hymn and hate me for not being enough for you just as she used to." your attempt to comfort him didn't help. If anything, he only cried more, holding onto you tighter and tighter.
"I should be able to take care of them... I should be the one taking care of you, not the other way around. I'm pathetic and weak. I'm not worthy of being called Snow."
"Hey, my sweet boy, look at me. You are strong. You are the strongest man I know. You are looking after me all the time; you literally give me everything you have, the last piece of your food, to keep me happy, safe, and full when I forget to bring a damn second breakfast from home or don't have time to eat something. You love me, and I love you, and that's how it works. We care about each other. And I have never, ever regretted being with you. Because what we have⌠is more valuable than anything else in this world. I trust you implicitly, and I will always be by your side. You are not alone with your problems and suffering. Not as long as I am here."
"But for how long will you stay? For how long will you endure with me?" he asks, and after one look at those a little red from crying, beautiful blue iris, you answer without a shadow of hesitation.
"As long as you love me and I can trust you. As long as I breathe. As long as I am in your mind and heart. I am not going anywhere, Coryo. Money can be earned, but what we have... you can't buy it. What I feel for you is more dear to me than any treasure in this world and I will never exchange it for anything else." you promise, stroking his hair tenderly to help him calm down.
You should've then wondered why he doesn't agree with you then. Why doesn't he say that he also feels this way and that he also values you more than money, glory, and honours?
But he blinds you by telling you for the first time that he loves you.
And you cling to him, wiping the tears from his face with your lips and foolishly believing that your love is pure and eternal.
Like a driven snow.
You knew this day would come someday. The day you let your guard down. But you hoped it would take a little longer before you came face-to-face with Coriolanus.
You are completely unprepared for this. You just freeze like a deer in headlights when you see his face at the end of one of the university's corridors as he walks forward, looking for something in his bag. Before you can even think about running away, he looks up, probably feeling watched, and his blue, icy eyes meet yours.
You both stand there transfixed, looking at each other, taking in the changes in your appearance since the last time you saw each other, which was after you broke up with him, when you saw how tenderly he treated Lucy Gray and how comfortable he was around her. And after someone politely informed you that he had kissed her.
"Y/N!" Coriolanus calls out to you and takes a step towards you, but you quickly step back and run through the crowd of people to get away from him. Unfortunately for you, he doesn't give up that easily. He never does. "Y/N! Wait!"
You have no intention of doing so. You run as fast as you can, bumping into several students along the way. You don't even bother apologising; you just run, hoping that Snow will stop being hot on your heels. Which, by the way, was a miserable dream after how fit he was after his training and the time he spent as a peacekeeper.
On the way, you notice a woman's bathroom and immediately run into it. You lock yourself in a cabin, thanking God or whoever is up that you managed to get an empty cabin and hide in it. You hear his quick footsteps and the door opening, followed by the screams of other women in the bathroom. You sigh in relief as you hear him obediently leave the room.
You're not leaving, though. You are not stupid. You know he's waiting at the door for you to come out. You decide to wait here until the end of the break between classes and hope that he will drop the idea of continuing to chase you and talk to you, and he will attend the lecture instead.
As the bathroom begins to empty, you realise that the next lectures must be soon. You stand silently on the toilet seat, listening carefully, waiting for the right moment to emerge from your miserable hiding place.
Just as you are about to reach for the doorknob, the bathroom door opens. You shiver as you hear heavy footsteps echoing off the tiles of the empty bathroom. And you think that you can smell the subtle scent of roses in the air.
"Come on, Y/N. I know you're here. I just want to talk."
Said the snake moments before eating the bird alive.âyou think, mentally mocking how gentle he was trying to present himself. As if he could still be your Coryo.
"I have time. I can play hide-and-seek with you, if you want to. After all, you always liked to play this when we were kids. And you always lost."
You roll your eyes, listening carefully to his footsteps. He was opening the first cabin. You were in the middle oneâthe one a little closer to the door (and him).
"We'll have to talk eventually. You can't avoid me and ignore me, no matter how good you are at it lately. Let's stop this ridiculous, childish behaviour and go talk over coffee and some of your favourite cookies at the cafe near the academy. Just like the good old days. Well, this time all your orders are on me. What do you say?"
You would have snorted if it hadn't immediately revealed your hiding place to him. How dare he invite you to the place where you, he, and Sejanus spent the most time? To the place where your first unofficial date was.
He wanted to manipulate you, to make you believe that your Corio is still there and lives behind the façade of the rich, arrogant asshole he has become. But you knew better. His eyes told you everything you needed to know.
Even without Tigris' help, you realised that he... was a completely different person. He turned into somebody you only used to know in the past.
"Seriously? Still nothing? So you prefer the hard way, then..." he says, opening another cabin. You wait patiently for him to come to yours.
You breathe as quietly as you can, trying not to let him know which cabin you're in. You listen to his slow, measured steps as, with the incredible confidence and calm that is typical of him, he opens each cabin door, moving inexorably towards you.
Your heart quickens, beating madly, when you see his shoes in the whole, under the cabin's door. He reaches for the door handle, and before he can open it, you push the door against him with all your strength.
You hear him curse, taking a few steps back in a daze and holding his nose. You take the opportunity and run to the exit of the bathroom as fast as you can, not looking back.
"Fuck! Y/N! Are you insane?!" he shouts, running after you.
You reach the door just in time and slam it behind you, sprinting out of the university. You get in your car and drive away with your tyres screeching. In the rearview mirror, you see him leaving the building and following your car with a furious glare.
"I can't believe you invited Snow." you huff, fixing your makeup in the mirror. Your father is buttoning his cuffs, and your mother stands next to you, also putting the finishing touches on her appearance. "You hated him when we were together."
"He is an ambitious and clever boy. Plinth did well to make him his heir. You should reconsider whether he really is that bad. This match would have opened many doors for us. Not only among Plinth's allies but also among Dr. Gaul. God knows how she favours this boy. Who knows? Maybe one day he will be president of Panem."
"If so, I will run away abroad." you say it bitterly, putting your lipstick back in your purse and adjusting the necklace around your neck to make yourself look perfect.
"Don't be stupid. Snow wouldn't be so bad for you. Since you are our only child, we must marry you well. Make sure your husband doesn't blow our fortune in a week. And Snow is a thoughtful boy. He wouldn't let you live below the poverty line."
"And he's quite handsome." your mother adds, straightening your father's tie. "Still, he's not a womaniser. I heard he turned down the... special attention of Crane's daughter and a few other Capitol's girls. I guess he's been alone since your breakup."
"Hmm. Great. He wouldn't cheat on me with other snobs in the capital, but he would fuck with whores in the district. The perfect candidate for a husband." you scoff, walking with them to the next room, where the photographers were waiting to take a photo of you together.
âLanguage, Y/N. You are a lady. Besides, it is not certain whether he and this Lucy Gray actually had something between them. After all, she's a woman from the district.â your mom says this, smiling for the cameras.
The flashes blind you a little, but with your father's and mother's hands on your shoulders, you somehow manage to keep your pose, fake, pretty smile, and opened eyes.
Your father thanks them and leads you out of the room and into the corridor leading to the great hall where the ball was to be held.
"And even if he did, it's good that he had some fun. It will make him appreciate the treasure that you are and see that you are irreplaceable." he says, taking the box out of his pocket. He hands it to you with a warm smile. "Happy birthday, my treasure."
"We've already given her..." your father shushes your mother. You send them a confused look as you open the medium-sized box.
You find a tiara there. A small diamond tiara.
"It will match your dress perfectly." your father says proudly. You nod and walk to the mirror to put it on, despising the object in your hands with all your heart. You may look like a princess, but you've never felt so... disgusted with yourself before.
This feeling intensified even more when, after a toast and receiving wishes from several of your friends and more powerful families, you managed to sneak out to the balcony. Not long after you, all the single, young men of the richest family on the Capitol entered, with Coriolanus among them. They each took a cigarette and started smoking, gossiping about the events of the weekâŚ
And their topic of conversation was exactly what you were afraid of when you got that fucking tiara.
"Have you seen this? I bet they're pure diamonds. Old Y/L/N wants to marry her off so much that he's using every trick possible."
"He doesn't need to do much. She is beautiful in her own right. But this character⌠it's easier to train a dog than such a stubborn cow."
"What Snow? Are you now regretting that the Capitol's Diamond slipped from your hands? I heard she wants nothing to do with you. How unfortunate that it happened at the moment when you started to count in the eyes of the elite, and now you really have any chance of grabbing this precious gem for yourself."
The Capitol's Diamond. You shudder, thinking about the nickname you've been given.
That's what they called you. The sole heiress to your parents' fortune. Diamond of the Capitol, the best match in the city, with a dowry greater than any other woman. Anyone who won your hand was guaranteed to reach the top and success with your family's connections, your charm, beauty, and brain. And these vultures knew it perfectly well.
You were curious how the new Coriolanus would react.
Your Coryo only took advantage of your position in society when he had to. He didn't ask you for money or for you to convince your father to whisper a good word about him here and there. Maybe it was because of his pride; maybe he really didn't care. You have no idea. But Coryo despised that term as much as you did. You wondered if that had changed as well.
"I'm still in the game." he replies evasively, sipping his drink. The others laugh and he frowns in displeasure.
"Sure. Because the way she ran away from you today when you approached her with a gift says exactly that." they mock him. You see him clench his jaw, glaring at them coldly as he considers his next move.
"Enjoy it while you can. Your good mood will end when our cat-and-mouse game is over and the Capitol's Diamond hangs proudly on my shoulder." you huff, shaking your head in disbelief. You come out of hiding, and all the men on the balcony tense up and look at you in surprise.
Especially Coriolanus. Suddenly everyone is staring intently at the garden of your estate, too shy to look at you. Except Snow. He drills a hole into you with his gaze as he thinks of a way to undo what he said.
"Gentlemen." you scoff, walking past them and ignoring Coriolanus' glare. "For your information, I would rather live in one of the districts than marry any of you. Enjoy the party." you add sweetly, walking back to the ballroom.
The party is in full swing. You are talking to Thomas, using a sweet boy in a shameful wayâto scare other men away from you. Just as you expected, they started flocking to you like flies to a fire.
So you chose the least spoiled of them. Thomas was nice and funny; you had a good time talking to him, and dancing with him was even better.
He wasn't rich; he wasn't part of the cream of society. You were really starting to enjoy spending time with him. And most importantly... he looked nothing like Coriolanus. He was nice for the eyes, but his dark hair, eyes, and sweet, shy personality made him drastically different from your ex. So he was the perfect break from your dramatic love life. Boring, nice change.
You danced to a waltz with him. He held you gently, close but respectful, not invading your personal space. He was a perfect gentleman. The man of your dreams.
If only Coriolanus' icy eyes weren't focused on both of you like a predator waiting for its prey to stumble, you would be able to enjoy Thomas' company to the fullest.
You are with him at the buffet, sipping drinks, when suddenly the last person you expected to meet here approaches you.
"Mrs. Plinth." you whisper in shock as he stands in front of you.
She looksâprobably the way she feels. Nice on the outside and devastated on the inside. The dark circles under her eyes cannot be fully covered by makeup, and the deep black of her dress is a clear reminder of what she is still going through.
You can't imagine the pain he's going through right now. And you wonder why the woman decided to join her husband for your birthday party. Since Sejanus' death, she has rarely left their apartment.
"Y/N. Can I steal you from this young man for a moment?"
"Of course." you say, not even looking in Thomas' direction as you and Mrs. Plinth walk to one of the empty living rooms in your mansion. You close the door behind her and point to the couch. "Can I get you something to drink? Or to eat?"
"No. There is no need, darling. I just⌠I just came here to give you something." she says, pulling a thick letter out of her purse. "I⌠the letters from Sejanus are still reaching us. The flow of information between the districts and the Capitol is⌠very heavy and long. Especially when the peacekeepers are now checking every one of his correspondence. He sent it to you. Or rather, he wanted you to send it to him. Or rather, he wanted you to have it, just in case he couldn't⌠I'm sorry."
Your heart aches with sadness, seeing her on the verge of tears. She probably has no one to talk to about her son except her husband. After all, Sejanus was a traitor of PanemâŚ
"He was a wonderful friend. The best one somebody could have. I could always count on him. Thank you for... taking the trouble to give me a letter from him. That... means a lot." you say, fighting the urge to hug the woman. The Capitol is not famous for acts of tenderness, mercy, or compassion. You had to keep up a facade. Always.
You take the letter from her and walk her to the exit. You give her one sympathetic lookâeverything you could afford in your positionâand close the door behind her.
You sit on the couch and open the letter with trembling hands, trying not to look too closely at the way he wrote your name on the envelope. You know that will remind you of how you taught him how to decorate letters in his first days at the Capitol. Because everything here had to be perfectly beautiful. Even the fucking handwriting.
A bracelet falls out of the envelope and onto your lap. It is not particularly beautiful or sumptuous. It is a simple strap holding a peg-shaped pendant with some black, crushed stone placed behind a piece of glass.
You place it on the coffee table and open the letter with trembling hands. You already feel that after all this you will have to fix your makeup, which you will probably ruin with tears, but Sej's letter cannot wait until the end of the party.
Y/N, If you are somehow reading this letter, it means that I am not at your 20th birthday party, which makes me very sad. (You know how I love celebrating in your garden away from these Capitol's snobs.) Coming back, you know that I wish you all the best (along with Coryo. He's too big of a stick up his ass to write to you, even though he misses you and can't stop thinking about you. Take pity on me and write to this stubborn idiot, because I don't think I can stand another tirade about you and your perfection. Seriously. Our boy is getting mad because of this despair. I don't recognise him at all.) So, my dear friend, I wish you the best. I don't have any trinkets, interesting books, sweets, or anything suitable as a gift here, so I hope you'll be satisfied with what I came up with. I am not a poet, so don't laugh at me. I shall hear... or not. I made the bracelet, which you've probably already seen, myself. And that stone that is inside (and I hope it survived) is coal. I wanted to give this to you as a symbol of who you are to me. Everyone sees you as a diamond, something precious and beautiful. But for me and probably other people close to you, you are something more. This shiny diamond facade hides carbon. A simple coal, an ordinary soul like many others. But you made something more out of that ordinary coal. You are a diamond. Indestructible, the most durable of all. The purest form, preserved among the other gems and stones of the Capitol, because that's what all these power-hungry assholes areâcoals that have decided not to change, to choose what is easy for them. I hope now you can see why I liked that nickname for you, diamond. So I hope you always stay true to yourself. No matter what. That's what I learned here, and I want to pass it on to you. Although I hope that by then the three of us will meet again in the Capitol. Do not wait for us both, Sejanus P.S. I miss you too.
You fold the letter and put it back in the envelope. You wipe away the tears that remain on your cheeks with your hands and take a few ragged breaths, trying to calm down.
You freeze when suddenly someone's arms wrap around you. The scent of roses hits your nostrils.
You get up from the couch like you've been burned and push Coriolanus' arms away from you. The feeling of sadness quickly turns to anger and pure fury as you stare at Snow.
"What the hell are you doing here?" you growl through a clenched jaw, extremely glad that there's a couch between you, or you'd hit him. And it was easier for you to explain your tears and smeared makeup than your red knuckles.
"Sweet, kind Plinth, giving you thoughtful gifts from beyond the grave. You love the dead Sejanus so much and ignore the living me. It must be hypocrisy on your part, don't you think? You accuse me of forgetting about Sejanus when you treat me so shamefully, worse than a dog. Should I die so that you can finally stop giving me the silent treatment and running away from me?"
"Believe me, you don't want to hear what I have to say to you." you huff, taking the bracelet and the letter. You hide them in the bodice of your dress and go to the mirror to fix your smudged makeup.
"You do not have to do that. Your boy isn't at the party anymore anyway." he says, standing so that you can see his reflection in the mirror.
"What?" you ask in surprise, turning to face him. You both stare at each other. In fact, you're only now getting a chance to take a good look at him. And you notice with dissatisfaction that the bastard found out from Tigris what your dress would look like, and he chose a suite so that both of you would match. "Where is Thomas?"
"Your little boy toy? Do you think he's enough of a distraction? That he can replace me? That he'll make you feel what I feel? Maby, that he can even protect you from me? Only I know you. I'm the only one worthy of your fucking attention and affection." you push past him, but he grabs your elbow.
"Touch me again and I'll cut off your hand and shove it down your throat." you growl, breaking away from his grip.
"Such aggression⌠I don't remember you from this side." he mocks you and tucks a strand of hair behind your ear. You step away from him and cross your arms, staring at him defiantly.
"I will ask you one last time. Where is Thomas?"
"Let's just say that your mother and I caught him stealing your jewelry. We were merciful enough to solve the matter quietly. You will never see that garbage on the ball or any gala again. Certainly not on yours."
"Were you the one who framed him for this?" his silence and the calculating, self-proud look of the cat that caught the canary (or, in this case, the snake that choked the mouse) tell you everything. "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" you ask furiously.
You want to move past him, but he pushes you back, making you bump into the wall. He closes the gap between you in one step, pressing his chest against yours.
"You're mine. You've always been. You shouldn't lead this loser on or give him false hopes. We both know we will end up together."
"I broke up with you." you remind him, not caring about his intimidating attitude.
"A mistake I intend to fix." he says, leaning towards you.
His nose brushes against yours, and you shiver. You lift your leg, trying to kick him in the groyne, but out of the corner of his eye, he sees your sudden movement and grabs your thigh in a tight grip. If it weren't for the thick layers of material, he would probably leave bruises.
"You... you have nothing to fix. There is no longer us. I don't even know you anymore, Coriolanus."
"Don't." he growls at you angrily. You can see the desperation and madness in his eyes at the fact that you're using his name and that you wrote off your relationship. "It was always you. You were always mine, Y/N, and I was always your Coryo."
"Things are changing quickly. We are not the same, and now we have nothing in common, nothing to talk about."
"We have EVRYTHING to talk about. I still love.."
"DON'T!" you interrupt him. He freezes. You rarely shout, especially at him. That's why he takes a step back before putting on his impassive mask again. "Don't even say that. You have no idea what love is. Sure, you may feel attached and even desire me at some point, but you have no idea of unconditional, true love. So for old time's sake, leave me alone."
"What about you? Do you think you are so holy and blameless? That I'm the only bad guy? You lied to me. You promised you would stay with me, no matter what."
"I promised it to my Coryo. Not to you, Coriolanus. My Coryo died in District 12 with Sejanusâmaybe even in the Hunger Gamesâwhen you let Dr. Gaul brainwash you in the name of fame, money, and position. You think that old hag didn't tell me why Sejanus is dead? That I don't know that your songbird has disappeared? That I would believe that Highbottom just got high or drank himself to death?" he clenches his jaw and fists at your words. You can see how furious he is, but he holds back, still controlling himself.
"Everything I did, I did for us. For you. For Tigris and Grandma." you laugh, wondering who he's trying to foolâhimself, you, or both of you at the same time.
"No. You're doing it for yourself. Only for yourself, Coriolanus." he gets even more angry and pins you to the wall again. His cool blue eyes are raging with rage, and you try hard to push away the feeling of fear he has stirred in you.
"Do you want a reason to hate me? So you and Tigris can still gossip about my madness? Then maybe I should let this old man pursue her and sell her as a wife to one of them for good money."
"KEEP HER OUT OF IT! It's Tigris, Coriolanus! Tigris! The woman whose sacrifice you owe your entire fucking life to! A woman who went out of her way to give your ungrateful, selfish ass something to wear. Who sacrificed the love of her life in the name of maintaining the façade of Snow's wealth?! You can give a damn about me, Sejan, and even that little songbird of yours, but if you fucking ruin the life of your cousinâthe only goddamn person who still cares about youâI promise you, in memory of OUR dead friend, that there won't be a fucking hole where you could hide from me."
You stare daggers at each other, both openly expressing your resentment towards the other. You have no idea why he still cares about youâis it because of your money, position, or some sick fantasy he has in his head, or maybe he actually still cares about you?
You don't think about it when a more important issue arises.
Suddenly, he grabs your face in both hands and pulls you towards him, greedily kissing you as he connects your lips after a very long time of separation. He caresses your lips with his and kisses you with such fervour as if he craves you like a hermit starving for water.
And for a moment, you feel like you were with Coryo, when all that mattered to you was the other one, when you could get lost in each other, forgetting about the rest of the world and the worries that were waiting for you.
And that's exactly what he's doing now. He makes you forget about anything but him.
You can't help but moan into his mouth as he presses his body against yours. When he releases his strong grip on your cheeks to grab you around your waist and press you against his body, his leg is between yours.
He kisses you more hungrily, groaning too at the familiar warmth of your body against him and the feeling of your soft, silky skin pressing against him. The scent of your perfume mixes, creating a perfect combination of roses and your favourite flowers. Your hands automatically go to his hair as you hold on to him and press him to you. You don't like the gel on your hands from his hair, but you ignore this new, irritating feeling by biting his lip.
You don't think at all. As well as Coriolanus. You both just kiss each other, your tongues joining, as you both let your desire for one another take control of the situation.
You only come to your senses when your lips break apart. You gasp, trying to breathe again, as he fucks your exposed collarbones with kisses. Your brain comes back to you as he leaves a hickey on your neck. He bites you, making you moan so needily that a wave of shame washes over you with his tongue, soothing the bite. You push him away from you and place your hand on your chest, trying to regain control over yourself.
"See? We belong together. There is no other way, Y/N. We are all we need."
"Bullshit." you gasp, trying to ignore the possessive, smug feeling blooming in your chest when you see his messy hair and your lipstick smeared on his lips. "Since you are that good in losing your memory, then forget about me too."
"I can't. I just can't. You think I haven't tried? That you don't haunt me every damn step I take? Everything I have and everything I know is saturated with you. With the memory of both of us. I forgot about what I had with that songbird and my friendship with Sejanus, but I simply CAN'T forget about you. I haven't spent a single damn day without thinking about you. NOT EVEN ONE. And I know you felt the same way. Do you know why I didn't kill that stupid boy who was clinging to you? Because I knew it would make you hate me even more. I was alone without you at 12, and you know how it ended. You are my conscience. Without you... there's nothing holding me back. Without you, there is nothing to distinguish me from the Hunger Games tributes. I have no borders, mercy, compassion, or anything that makes people human beings. And Gaul knows it. That's why she told you all of my crimes; that's why you're paranoid now that I'm someone completely different. But it's still me. I. Am. Still. Your. Coryo." he says it firmly, taking a step closer to you with each word.
"Don't turn me into a fucking cricket for your Pinocchio. I am not, and I do not want to be your conscience. I will not take part in your lies, games, and manipulations." you say as you both stare at each other, neither of you wanting to concede to the other in any way.
"I will have you. One way or another, but I will. Even if it is the last thing I do, I will have you by my side. Just where you always belonged. I promised you to be my First Lady. And I intend to keep that promise."
"You must become president first. And believe me, I will do everything in my power to prevent that from happening. Maybe you can't forget about me. But I can. I do not need you. I never needed you. How ironic to be able to lose the memories of everyone except the girl who will be the end of you, isn't it, CORIOLANUS?" you mock him, a smirk on your lips, making him a promise.
You walk past him, and this time he lets you go, knowing full well that he won't do anything more with you today. At least he got his kiss and a little taste of you, a reminder of the reward that awaits him when everything finally falls into place. When he finally has you in his arms and is at the top of Panemâhis rightful place.
"The game has just begun!" he shouts after you, staring at you as you head towards the bathroom to touch up your ruined makeup. It gives you satisfaction to think that this bastard will probably have to clean himself up after your little make-out session, too.
You think that maybe Gaul was right about the Hunger Games being the whole world. But the reality was that there could only be ONE winner.
And among the people of the Capitol, only you and Coriolanus had a real chance of winning. It has always been like that. And even lost memories that do not want to go away so easily are proof of this.
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honestly im so glad to be graduating bc i cant handle school anymore i need to get the fuck out of here but i am genuinely so sad to be leaving the place i work at on campus like ive been involved there for over two years now as either a volunteer or staff and its been probably one of the best parts of my time at this uni and im just so sad to be leaving and like you explicitly have to be a student to volunteer or work there so i literally am not allowed to be involved with it anymore once i graduate and im just so sad. i would totally continue volunteering if i could but alas
#weâre revamping the intern situation like adding more interns for next year going forward#bc it was literally just me (paid intern) + my supervisor on the back end of things#which is. a lot for only two people#especially when one of them is hard limited to only 8 hours a week#so weâre adding a few unpaid interns (for academic credit) to help out#so this week weâre doing interviews#i sat in the interview today with my supervisor to know like how to do it#abd then tomorrow im gonna be alone interviewing the girl who will be taking over my position#AND IM JUST SO SAD LIKE IM INTERVIEWING MY REPLACEMENTâŚ.#and i was discussing the change in my position w some of the volunteers today#and they were all sad to see me go too like none of them knew i was graduating apparently đđ#so theyre like YOU WONT BE HERE NEXT YEAR?? đĽşđĽş#LIKE NO I WONTTTT IM SO SADDDDD#brot posts#and im literally organizing the whole summer volunteer cohort right now too but i wont be able to like#see it through becauss im leaving right when the summer session begins#like im emailing them about the volunteer orientation that i wont be attending. bc its the day after i graduate#i mean my supervisor said i dont âhaveâ to go which implies i could#but like i wont be allowed to oversee the summer volunteers in the actual summer session#so i feel. strange. attending their orientation. and then never seeing them again#like hi everyone im brot im the previous staff member overseeing this place. you wont ever see me again after this#and my replacement wont be starting till the fall so like lol
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When You're Lost, Just Look For Me
Summary: Youâre not always good at asking for what you need. Luckily your bandmates know when you need a little extra love and are there to support you.
Word Count: 2.5K
CW: mentions of: neglectful family, periods, little bit of online hate
This story is set in the 1D days, and therefore Liam is a main character just like the other boys. Wanted to give a heads up in case anyone wants to avoid stories with him in it.
AN: When the news broke last week I wasnât sure if I was going to continue writing, and really didnât know what I would write about if I did. But then Passing Contact doubled in notes so I took that as a hint that itâs what people might want to read right now. So I decided to write a part 2 in hopes that it can help people in any way.
I have a couple other ideas for stories of reader x one direction that would also take place back when they were touring, but if you have any requests please let me know
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Itâs a day off in a random hotel room in a random city in the United States. Of that youâre sure. But you're not sure of much else at the moment.Â
Youâre thinking back to the past few days. Youâd messed up your backing vocals on stage, and had to re-record your parts for the next album because you just could not get it right. Numerous rumors were being spread about you being spotted with random boys, leading to renewed comments calling you all kinds of nasty things.Â
Youâre still in your pajamas, which you realize somehow consist of a pair of Louisâ sweatpants, one of Zayn's t-shirts, and a sweatshirt Liam had given you a week ago that you have yet to return. You think about texting one of them to come hang out, but you donât want your glum mood to bring them down. Instead you turn on the TV and wrap yourself in all your blankets.Â
Itâs what you always did as a child when you were sad. Your family was never open with their emotions, and affection made them uncomfortable. From a young age you knew that going to your parents for comfort would end with rejection. So youâd learned how to comfort yourself.Â
The blanket nest barely does its job today, and youâre still lost in your thoughts of self doubt when a knock at the door startles you.Â
For a second you think about ignoring it, but odds are the person knocking wouldnât just go away. So you pull yourself up and open the door, seeing Niall there waiting for you.Â
âHey, havenât heard from you today, wanted to see what youâre up to,â he says.Â
Youâre hit with a wave of embarrassment, not wanting to admit that you've been wallowing all day.Â
âJust taking it easy,â you reply, âCatching up on sleep.â Itâs believable enough, none of you sleep too well on the bus and this is your first hotel bed in over a week.Â
âI hear ya, think I slept twelve hours straight,â Niall says with a laugh.Â
Knowing that heâs hoping for an invitation you step aside and motion your arm, silently asking him to join you in your room. You glance around quickly, glad to see everything is neat except the bed. You hope that he doesnât judge the mess of blankets, and considering he just kicks off his shoes and climbs into your bed, you assume heâs fine with it.Â
âWhat are we watching?â Is his next question so you sit on the other side of the bed and pass him the remote, allowing him to scroll through the channels until he finds some nature show that looks mildly interesting.Â
You stare at the screen but youâre not focusing on it. Youâre more focused on Niall just a couple feet away from you.Â
During a celebration after the first tour, where youâd all indulged a bit with some drinks, youâd let slip about your family and your reluctance when it comes to physical affection. They listened and then made it a goal to help you be more comfortable with hugs, and hand holding, and all kinds of friendly contact.Â
And it was nice. Youâd always known that babies could be touch deprived, but youâd learned that adults can be starved for human touch as well. There was no doubt that you fell into this category, so getting random bouts of touch and affection from your band members had been healing in a way.
But lately things have been so crazy that everyone has been focusing on themselves. Plus youâre older now, not the teens that you were when you started the band. As people in your early twenties, the casual physical affection has dwindled.Â
The boys seem to be coping with this, as though they havenât even realized that the group hugs and cuddle piles have stopped. But youâve noticed. And youâll be the first to admit that you miss it.Â
Now especially, with all this stress and disappointment weighing you down, you canât help but desire a hug, one so tight that you can just burrow into one of the boys for a little while and feel safe and loved.Â
But even though Niall is right there, you canât bring yourself to ask. You canât even move closer and get rid of the space between you. Because it was always the boys initiating the contact. Youâre nervous to try, terrified that you might get rejected.Â
Niall can tell something is going on with you, but heâs not sure what. Heâs never been the best at navigating other peopleâs emotions so he calls in backup by sending a text to Harry who arrives a little bit later. He brings lunch with him, and youâre grateful for that since youâve barely eaten all day.Â
The three of you sit together at the table to eat. The food is good, and youâre grateful that Niall and Harry are talking to each other because you donât have much to add right now. You donât realize the way theyâre watching you, communicating their worry through pointed looks.Â
When lunch is done you all head back to the bed and put on a movie. Youâre sitting against the headboard, Niall on your left and Harry on your right. And somehow, theyâre still not touching you. At this point youâd take a brush of their arm against yours. Anything to help you feel less alone. And yet, you canât bring yourself to lean closer to either of them. Itâs maddening.Â
âY/N,â Harry says, catching your attention.
âYea?â
âWhatâs wrong?â he asks.
âNothing,â you reply, not even sure why youâre lying to him.
âWe know something is bothering you,â Niall adds.Â
You take a breath before spilling everything thatâs been going on. They listen and reassure you and while you do feel better after talking with them, thereâs still that part of you thatâs so on edge.
âWhat do you need?â Harry asks.
You think about it for a moment and say, âWhat I need is for people to stop judging me.â
âThatâs a fair point. But I want to know what you need right now. From us.â Harry says.
The thing is, he knows the answer. Heâs already aware of what would make you feel better. But he wants you to say it. He wants you to be comfortable to voice your needs with him and the other boys.Â
Finally you blurt out, âI just need a hug.â
âThatâs not it,â Harry says.
Now youâre confused. Itâs what you want. You tapped into all your bravery to even say that. And now heâs telling you thatâs not right?
âYou want something more than that. Need something more than that,â he adds.Â
You think about it for a moment and you realize that heâs right. A little hug isnât going to cut it.
âI need someone to hold me,â you say quietly. âI need to be held.â
Neither boy hesitates now, and you end up tucking into Harry's side with Niall wrapping around you. They hold you tight, hands gently rubbing your back or arms to soothe you.Â
Itâs not often that you allow yourself to cry, but you do now. You heave out a sob and feel their arms tighten around you. They stay like that until your sobs turn into tears before finally drying up.Â
âThank you,â you say quietly once youâve calmed down fully.Â
âOf course, YN,â Niall says. âWeâre always here for you. Whatever you need.â
âWeâre in this together,â Harry adds. âAnd we take care of each other. Always.â
Their kindness, and comfort has you feeling so much better, but you remain in their hold just a bit longer. It feels so nice to have this type of physical contact after so long without it.Â
The three of you eventually get cleaned up and join the rest of the boys for dinner. You end the day feeling so much better than you did at the start, and you know itâs thanks to these boys you call family.Â
But despite how nice it felt to be held, thoughts of doubt and embarrassment fill your mind in the weeks that follow. When you look back at that afternoon you first think about how good it felt. And then you begin to feel weak that you even needed to be babied in the first place.Â
You vow to be stronger in the future and not ask for that again. They have their own things, they donât need to be taking care of you too. At least, thatâs what your parents had always said.Â
Tour continues, and one night you all have to stay at the venue for a while after the show. Security said something about it being unsafe to travel just yet, but you were too tired to listen to the details.Â
After more than an hour of hanging out backstage you finally get the all clear to head out. But in that time youâd practically fallen asleep on the sofa. You have zero desire to get up so you sleepily raise your arms and look at Liam whoâs standing before you and say, âCarry me.â
He chuckles, and a sweet smile appears on his face. Without even saying a word he leans down and slides an arm behind your back, the other under your knees to scoop you up bridal style. You sling one arm around his neck and hold on as he adjusts his grip to make sure you are secure.Â
Once back on the bus he tucks you in, straightening your extra blanket and placing your stuffed cat in your arms. He runs a gentle hand through your hair until you fall asleep, once again feeling so safe and loved.Â
A couple weeks later your period hits, and for some reason this month is especially bad. Itâs day two of non stop cramps, and as much as you try to keep this a secret from the boys, they always know when youâre feeling particularly bad.Â
Louis is the one to find you curled up on the couch. He brings chocolate, pain relievers, and some tea thatâs supposed to help. Youâd never heard of it before, but apparently his sisters swear by it.Â
When nothing helps right away he lays down with you. His hand goes to your stomach and begins to rub, somehow soothing more than just the pain. Once your cramps finally go away you turn so that you're facing Louis. You tuck your head under his chin and he puts his arm around your waist to keep you close.Â
It should be strange, being so close to him. But it just feels right, just like it does with the other boys. You let yourself enjoy the comfort as Louisâ hand rubs gentle circles on your back.Â
Not only are your cramps gone, but the feelings of sadness and anxiety that usually come with your period are gone too, all thanks to Louisâ compassion and gentleness.Â
A few days later you're sleeping in your bunk when a nightmare hits. Itâs one that you used to get all the time, but now only comes when youâre extra exhausted or stressed. And with it being the last couple weeks of tour, youâre both of those things.Â
You wake up gasping, adrenaline coursing through your body. You hoped that you were quiet and didnât wake anyone else, but a moment later Zayn appears and asks if youâre alright.Â
âIâm fine,â you reply. âJust a dream. Iâm good now.â
But of course these boys can read you like a book. And Zayn immediately knows youâre not fine.Â
âScooch over,â he says, and you listen. As soon as thereâs room he climbs in the bunk with you. He lays on his back and pulls you so your head is resting on his chest.Â
You get comfy but you canât help but feel bad. These bunks are small, uncomfortable for just one person. Definitely cramped with two. Â
âYou donât have to stay. Iâll be fine,â you say.Â
âNonsense. No one should be alone when they donât have to,â he replies.Â
You can't argue with that. The two of you hold each other close and fall into a peaceful sleep. Heâs still there when you wake up in the morning and you snuggle closer, taking advantage of his comforting touch.Â
When tour ends youâre a weird mixture of relieved and sad. It had been exhausting, but so wonderful.Â
And you have to admit to yourself that youâre going to miss the boys. Itâs only a couple of weeks apart before you come back together, but youâll be back home with your family during that time.Â
And youâre realizing that theyâre not really family to you.Â
Zayn, Niall, Louis, Liam, and Harry are your family. They care for you in ways your own parents never did. And youâre going to miss that while youâre all back home.Â
The boys know how you feel about going to stay with your family. Thatâs why they plan a night in rather than going out to party. You have some drinks and pizza, and spend the evening reminiscing about the past months you had together.Â
The later it gets, the more glum you feel. You know the goodbyes are coming soon, and that puts a damper on your mood.Â
Liamâs the first to notice how quiet youâve gotten. He sits next to you on the couch and gently nudges you with his shoulder.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â He asks.Â
You donât want to bring down the party, but you canât ignore his pleading eyes so you reply, âIâm just going to miss you guys.â
He nods but continues to look at you, knowing thereâs more to it. Sighing you add, âAnd you guys are so happy and so warm. At home everyoneâs cold and distant.â
âWhat can we do to help?â He asks. A memory pops into your head. Another hotel room when you were feeling down. You know exactly what you need. And youâre no longer scared or embarrassed to ask for it.Â
âI need to be held,â you say.Â
âI think we can do that,â Liam says before once again picking you up and announcing, âCuddle party on the bed!â
He gently tosses you onto the plush king bed and in no time youâre surrounded by your boys. Thatâs how the six of you sleep that night, all snuggled together in one big pile.Â
Youâve never before felt so safe, so loved. And youâll forever be grateful for the opportunity you received that brought you close to these boys. Because they are the ones who taught you what love truly feels like.
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AN: While I was working on this a butterfly landed next to me and stuck around for a while. Brought me a bit of peace.
To my readers, I hope youâre all doing okay, and if you need someone to talk to know that Iâm here and willing to talk!
#harry styles x reader#louis tomlinson x reader#niall horan x reader#liam payne x reader#zayn malik x reader#one direction x reader#one direction fanfiction
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Is it casual now?// Ellie Williams x fem!reader
summary: you and Ellie had a âcasualâ thing until she decided to ghost you and replace you. your friends decide that the best way to get over her is to get under another woman.
warnings: jealous ellie, abby is the revenge, reader is barely surviving her first wlw heartbreak, she/her for reader.
a/n: if u cant tell im obsessed with chappell roan.
It was your fault. Sleeping with Ellie Willaims was your fault.Â
Ellie was notoriously known as the toxic one, and you knew that. But you were like a moth drawn to a flame, you smiled at her when your eyes met hers too many times at the party. You allowed her to flirt with you, and encouraged her to make out with you at the backseat of the Uber.Â
She told you she liked you, and that you were the sexiest girl she was with, but it was all casual and no attachments, it was just having fun.
You knew that deep in your heart, and you liked it because you werenât looking for anything serious and simply liked the sex and the flirting without any attachment. You liked being able to sleep with anyone you wanted, you liked being able to flirt with anyone, no one blowing up your phone and no one requiring your time and care.
You liked it all.
Until Ellie wormed her way to your heart. It was truly your fault, all of your friends told you that a âCasualâ thing with Ellie was a recipe for disaster.Â
You didnât care, you were happy to be the one occupying most of her time, you were simply happy to be the one that got to meet her dad or Joel as she liked to call him, you were ecstatic being the only one to know how much of a big nerd she really is, to be the one to hear her sing, to be the only one that knows how to make her laugh when sheâs sad.
That is all until she decided to replace you.
The sight of Ellie with another girl, the two of them were on the couch, the girl sat on Ellieâs lap and giggling into her neck as Ellie whispered things you never wanted to hear in her ear. Just seeing them like that made your eyes burn, and your breathing turned short and despite wanting to peel away your stare from them.
You couldnât.
Your eyes were glued to them, your vision turning blurry by the second and your stomach turning sick, you didnât drink anything at this party so you cannot blame it on the drinks no matter how much you wanted to.
In your trance at them, Ellie turned to stare at youâmustâve felt your burning look. You wanted her to push the girl away, to stand up and walk to you and lie to you that itâs not what you think it is. You wished for her to tell you any lie, to pretend like she wanted you just as you wanted her.
You wouldâve believed it all, you would have succumbed to her and allowed her to take you to her bed and you wouldâve allowed her back into your heart.
But none of your wishes came true. While maintaining eye contact with you, Ellie pulled the girl closer to her.You could feel the bile rising to your throat, and you ran outside the house party and threw up into one of the bushes.
Some part of you is grateful that your wishes didnât come true, that the next day you didnât wake up naked in Ellieâs bed. Because it makes hating her a lot easier.Â
âItâs a good thing you two ended that weird casual thing you had,â Leah told you on the way to the cafeteria after class. âI donât know about you, but if the person I was fucking with no strings attached made me meet their parents, Iâd run.â You sigh and roll your eyes at her words.
âIt was never casual, maybe at the beginning but it quickly escalated to something very codependent. Iâm glad it ended, though.â She added, taking the booth seat.Â
âOkay, can we stop airing out my dirty laundry for once? I was wrong and you were right, is that what you wanna hear?â you scoff at Leah. The woman grins and nods, âthatâs exactly what I wanted to hear.â
You sigh for the millionth time on this day.Â
âIâm glad you admitted that Iâm right, because from now on youâre going to do exactly what I tell you to do.â Leah said, then her eyes falling to something behind you and waving. Before you could look over your shoulder to what sheâs looking at, or more rightfully, who sheâs looking at, she holds your arm and stops you.
âYouâre going to flirt hard with Abby Anderson, and youâre going to dress as a slutty cop when you go to the party this weekend with Abby.â
You open your mouth to ask who the hell is Abby Anderson and why does Leah think she can boss you around like that, but she cuts you as she speaks urgently. âYou are a whore, act like it.â before you get a chance to feel offended at her words, you hear Jordanâs voice as he greets, âhi babeâ
He rounds the table to sit at the booth, he presses a kiss to Leahâs forehead. She grins into it, and from the corner of your eyes you see a new figure, you turn to look at a tall blonde woman. She pulls out a seat and then turns to look at you when she notices your look.
âHi, Iâm Abby, Jordanâs friend.â You blink, taking in the sight of the tall, blonde woman who just introduced herself as Abby. Her gaze is steady and confident, her smile is charming and polite.
âNice to meet you, Iâm (Y/N)â you reply, forcing a smile as you try to mask your confusion. Leahâs instructions echo in your mind, and you're not sure how to react. Who is this Abby Anderson, and why does Leah seem so intent on orchestrating some kind of encounter between you and her?
Leahâs so obvious as she says with a knowing look directed to you, â(Y/N), this is Abby Anderson,âÂ
âHi Abby, Leah tells me a lot about you.â you lie.Â
Abby chuckles, and nods, âshe told me about you too. She has a knack for thinking all the lesbians on campus know each other.â
As you burst out in laughter at Abbyâs comment, Leah feigns innocence as she asks, âyâall donât? I know all the bisexuals on campus.â
Jordan leans back, his arm draped casually over the back of the booth, watching the interaction with a keen interest. "So, you guys ready for the party this weekend?" he asks.
Leah comments, throwing you another look as she said, â(Y/N)âs been looking forward to it,â she says, shooting a grin at Abby. âShe never attended a frat halloween party.â
Abby nods, and looks at you, âItâs pretty fun, any thoughts for a costume?â Her voice is smooth, and it grounds you even when you glance at Leah thatâs glaring at you.Â
âUhâŚâ you hesitate, glancing again at Leah that kicks your leg underneath the table. You finally answer, âuhmâŚIâm going as a cop.â
âNo way! Iâm going as a prisoner.â Abby said with pure surprise, and when your gaze falls at Leah and Jordan that are pretending to not have known. You also stammer as you try to lie, âwow, I had no idea!â
âWhat a coincidence, truly.â Leah says.
âYou two should go together.â Jordan comments, and Leah claps as she affirms, âoh yes thatâs such a good idea! That way you two wonât look like single losers, no offense.â
âNone taken.â Abby says with an amused grin, then she tilts her head to you and asks, âso, what do you say?â
âSure.â You nod.
As the night of the party approaches, your nerves begin to bubble up, and it's not just because of the skimpy costume Leah convinced you to wear. The real source of your anxiety is the possibility of running into Ellie Williams.Â
She attended all the parties, she never missed one. You on the other hand stopped attending them after the one you saw her at weeks before with that other girl in her lap. After that, you swore to never see her again. Which was easy, considering you had memorized her schedule like the back of your hand.Â
The idea of seeing her at the party, mingling with others and having fun, twists your stomach into knots.
âWhenâs Abby picking you up?â Leah asks, her voice coming out of the speaker of your phone.
You stand in front of the mirror, adjusting the police costume's accessories for the umpteenth time, trying to focus on anything other than the potential encounter. âIn five minutes, you on the way the party?âÂ
âYeah, Jordan is in the car with me.â She answers.Â
You take a deep breath, trying to steady your nerves. âCool, Iâll see you guys there,â you say, forcing a smile that Leah canât see.
âHey, you'll be fine," Leah reassures, her tone softening. "Remember, this party is about you having fun and maybe getting to know Abby better. Don't worry about Ellie. If she shows up, just ignore her. You've got this."
You nod, even though she can't see you, and glance at the clock. Time seems to drag and race simultaneously, your thoughts racing ahead to every possible scenario that could unfold at the party. The memory of seeing Ellie with another girl, looking so carefree and happy, still stings. It was that moment that made you realize it was time to let go.
A knock on your door startles you out of your reverie. You quickly grab your phone, ending the call with Leah. "Abby's here. I'll catch you later."
"Have fun, (Y/N)!" Leah calls out before you hang up. You take one last look in the mirror, smoothing down your costume and taking a deep breath.
When you open the door, Abby stands there, a grin on her face. She's in her prisoner costume, complete with fake tattoos on her arms. She was wearing a short sleeved orange button down, the first five buttons left open and giving you a good look into her chest. âHey, Officer,â she jokes lightly, her eyes crinkling at the corners. âPlease donât arrest me just yet, I have a party to attend.â
You laugh, though itâs tinged with nervousness. âIâll let you off the hook just this time.â you reply, stepping out and closing the door behind you.Â
The drive to the party is filled with light chatter, Abby doing most of the talking. She seems at ease, excited for the night ahead, and her energy is contagious. You try to focus on her words, on the fun you're supposed to be having, but a part of you can't stop thinking about Ellie.
Itâs truly the pinnacle of loser behavior as your friends always tell you, but you canât help it. She plagues your mind, and everything about her haunts you.
As you arrive at the party, the music and laughter spilling out from the house only amplify your anxiety.You and Abby climb the steps leading up to the door, and enter through the wide door. Your eyes scan through the dim lit room with the red and green lights. The music pulses through the room, a steady beat that seems to synchronize with the thrumming in your chest. You scan the room, your eyes darting from group to group, hoping to spot familiar facesâor perhaps to avoid one in particular.
"Wow, it's packed," Abby comments, leaning in close to be heard over the music. Her presence is comforting, a steady anchor in the sea of partygoers.
You nod, your eyes still searching the room. Suddenly, you spot Nora and Mel in one of the corners, engaged in an animated conversation. They're dressed up too, Nora as a pirate with a makeshift sword at her side and Mel as a witch, complete with a pointed hat and a fake broomstick.
A wave of relief washes over you at the sight of your friends. You nudge Abby and point in their direction. "There are Nora and Mel," you say, a genuine smile breaking through your earlier anxiety.
Abby smiles back, nodding. "Let's go say hi."
As you and Abby approach Nora and Mel, their faces light up with recognition. Nora waves excitedly. "Hey, Abby! (Y/N)! Over here!"
Mel, grins widely, âthere you two are! We were wondering when you'd show up." She gives you both a quick hug. "And look at you, Abby! Going all out with the prisoner theme, huh?" Nora hands you a drink that you down, hoping it will calm down your nerves.
Abby laughs, her eyes twinkling with amusement. âThanksâ she says as sheâs glancing at you, "and (Y/N) makes a pretty convincing cop, don't you think?"
Nora nods enthusiastically. "Absolutely! You two look great. Perfect match for the night." She takes the empty cup from you and places it somewhere else. Eager to find another drink, you take the red cup from Melâs hands and down it too.
A new song starts playing, and as you recognize the song from the beginning of it. Noraâs eyes widen and she pushes you and Abby to the direction of the dance floor, âthis is (Y/N)âs favorite song! You two should dance together!â
It doesnât take you long to figure out that Leah most likely roped Nora into it too. The mission of getting you to get laid by someone new to get over your weird feelings for Ellie.
It seems like your friends are determined to push you out of your comfort zone tonight. Abby, ever the good sport, grins and shrugs. "Well, if it's your favorite song, we have to dance," she says, her eyes twinkling with amusement.
Caught in a case of mild embarrassment, you let yourself be led to the dance floor. When you reach there, you kick out all the embarrassment out of your head, and then turn around as you bring Abbyâs hands to rest on your waist from the back.
Itâs a dangerous game youâre playing, but if your friends are so eager for you to sleep with Abby, you might as well do that. Itâs probably the tell-tale signs of you being tipsy but the idea of making out with Abby seems like a good idea right now. You like her just enough, and she seems to like you too.
With that, you start grinding your ass on her. Abby leans in close, her breath warm against your ear. "You're a pretty good dancer," she says and you can hear her teasing grin.Â
You smile back, feeling a flush of warmth to your cheeks and neck as one of her hands on your waist roams underneath your tits.
âDo you like my costume?â you ask, your hand resting on her own and you tilt your head to the side to allow her to press her face to your neck. She breathes in your perfume and whispers back, âI love it.â
Youâre about to whisper the same line you used on Ellie when she saw you wearing that tiny scarlet dress she likes in that first party you met her. I wore it just so youâd sleep with me. But your eyes fall on the very same Ellie Williams.
Standing right to the side, and glaring at you like you were the one that cursed her with seven years of bad luck. Her piercing gaze sends a chill down your spine, and any playful mood you had vanishes instantly. The weight of her stare is too much, and instinctively, you pull back from Abby, the space between you widening in an instant.
Abby, sensing the shift, looks at you with concern, âsomething wrong?â
âIâI need to go to the bathroom.â you lie, and then take unbalanced steps towards the stairs to use the upstairs bathroom. Your mind races, unsure of what to do next. The party, the music, and the laughter all fade into the background as you enter the toilet.
You allow the cold water to sting your hands as you canât really wash your face.Â
But before you can fully collect your thoughts, the door swings open, and Ellie steps in, closing it behind her with a quiet click. The small space suddenly feels even smaller, the air charged with the unresolved tension between you.
Ellieâs eyes are a mix of emotionsâanger, hurt, and something else you canât quite place. She takes a step closer, her jaw set. âWhat the hell was that?â she asks, her voice low but intense.
You swallow hard, feeling the weight of her gaze. You rest your hands on the sink as you scoff, âwhy do you care?â then you push your weight back while turning around to face her, âyou moved on, and Iâm trying to move on.â
âIs that what it was? Moving on?â
You hesitate, the words sticking in your throat. You want to say yes, to tell her that youâre over her, but the truth is, youâre not sure. Seeing her now, the intensity of your feelings crashes over you like a wave, and you realize that moving on is much harder than you thought it would be.
âActually, itâs not moving on. We were never something, it was never that deep between us.â You say.
You feel your heartbeat accelerating as you stare at her, before you stepped closer to the door and invade her personal space, âbaby, no attachment.â you use the same words she told you that last night you slept with her.
Without waiting for her reaction, you turn and push open the bathroom door. You walk out, the noise of the party flooding back in, a stark contrast to the tense silence of the small room. As you step into the hallway, your heart races, the adrenaline from the confrontation making your pulse quicken.
Forcing yourself to keep moving, and trying to put as much distance between yourself and Ellie as possible. You promise yourself that night that you wonât allow her to take up one thought of your mind.
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Constellations
Azriel x Fem!Reader
Summary - Azriel can't allow himself to stand on the side lines anymore and watch as yet another male tries to take you away from him.
Warnings - oblivious reader and Az, angst, pining, Az and Nes being cuties, smut, p in v, oral (f receiving), lots of fluff, flirting
There were constellations in your eyes.
That was what everyone had said when they'd first met you, alluding to the clear fact that you were a deep daydreamer whenever you sprang to topic, which was more often than you'd think.
Prythian bowed to you, everyone in every nook and cranny in any court knew who you were. A shining star in a court of nightmares.
Every one of the High Lords held a special affection toward you, often asking you to leave Rhysand and the inner circle and join them instead. Helion had made a point of his fondness by making a comment about how other-worldly you looked in Day Court gold, and then later on teasing Rhys about how he would one day succeed in his desire.
Everyone could beg and plead for you as much as they wished, but none of their affection could rival how Azriel felt about you.
Azriel was your shadow. Wherever you went meant that the Shadowsinger stalked not too far behind. He would sit with you and hum whilst you ran your fingers through his hair, each touch sending lightening soaring through his soul. He would walk around Velaris with you endlessly if it meant that he could see that almost childlike wonder in your eyes when you looked at the same restaurant or bookshop that had surely seen a thousand times before. He would soothe away your nightmares, allowing his shadows to pepper your skin in sweet pecks as he held you, and he would let you get close enough to soothe him when his own demons plagued him.
That's why, when he stood to the side of the room with a whisky in hand, did he want to tear apart the male who dared to speak to you. Helion was no regular male. But, as you giggled at one of his flirtatious jokes and rested your hand on his chest, Azriel became sure that he could make him scream like one.
Helion was visiting from the Day Court and it was the last night of his stint, so Rhys had suggested that you all go to Rita's, to relax from the toll of the week. The High Lord in question needed access to a couple of special tomes in one of Velaris' archives, you and Rhys had agreed that the tomes were too valuable to allow outside of the city, so Helion had to come to you. Like all he wanted was another excuse to be around you.
Azriel couldn't blame Helion for it.
Azriel believed that you were the most precious thing on the planet. 500 years of friendship and you stunned him more and more each day with your anecdotes and the innocent chatter that always filled the room.
"He's really trying this again?" Nesta asked, appearing beside him at the railing, wanting to take a moment away from the family madness before Cassian dragged her to dance for the fifth time that night.
"Can you blame him?"
The top three buttons of his shirt were left untethered, exposing that rock hard muscle beneath that was ink kissed and shimmering. Azriel couldn't stop looking at you, you were wearing that dress that you loved so much, sheer white and glittered in fine crystals, a low scooped back that fell perfectly on your figure. It was the only thing that could truly take his breath away.
"When are you going to tell her that you love her?" Nesta gazed at you, she'd never admit it but you were definitely her favourite, she held a special spot for you in her heart, just how everyone did really. "You need to tell her," she turned to him and he peered down on her with a sincerity she'd never seen, "She's incredible, Az. She's not the kind of girl you let get away. Go and love her before someone else does."
"She deserves better than me, Nes," his sad gaze lifted to you, you were starlight and he was shadow, you were pure and he was horribly tainted, and he couldn't have his darkness snuffing out your light.
Nesta gently pulled his sight from the dancefloor, making him focus on her by keeping her palm grazing against his cheek, "You're not a very good spymaster if you can't see how she looks at you."
Azriel didn't know what to say, he just knew that he had to get to you. He rounded Nesta and descended onto the dancefloor, barging past the grinding bodies with you in his sight, sipping your drink and smiling brightly at Helion who was stood far too close to you. You always felt Azriel looming, his shadows curling around your ankles always being a tell-tale sign that he was close.
Your eyes followed the trails of his shadows until you found their owner, your brows furrowed at the urgency he wore whilst he kept glancing at Helion with a tight jaw. It was unsettling.
"I need to speak to you," he pleaded, taking a step closer to you and you had no choice but to look up at him, to let those rippling pools of hazel drown you.
"Az, is every-"
"Please," he cut you off, reaching for you but not quite touching, like he was waiting for your agreement so that he could whisk you away.
You had never seen Azriel look so pained, so pleading and desperate. Without a word to Helion, you nodded and Azriel's fingers slid around your wrists, pulling you into a whirl of colour until you stood on a floor that you recognised and Rita's faded away.
The cabin was warm, everything was in place and tidy, that scent burning wood and orange that clung to the cabin flooded your lungs and made you shiver with delight. You had always loved the place, how perfectly small it was for a lone escape, where you could watch the snow fall from the bay window with a hot chocolate in hand and blanket wrapped tightly around your legs.
It took you a moment to centre yourself, and when you turned, you saw Azriel stood there, head hung low and wings drooped but relishing in the comfortable warmth of where you both were, "What's wrong, Az?"
The only light illuminating the cabin was from the fire, that crackling beast that sent gold and orange light roaring across the space, it welcomed in the faint glow of the moon that spilled onto the floor like an old friend.
"You can't go with Helion," he told you, well, more blurted at you.
"Go with Helion?" You asked and he nodded, anger bubbled in your chest, "Why would I ever do that?"
"He's wanted to take you from us for so long," 200 years to be exact, "Who could blame him, you're the most incredible thing that Prythian has ever made. I thank the Mother every day for you."
"What?"
"Please let me finish," he hated cutting you off, he hated being the reason that you were silenced, "If you speak now, I'll never be able to say what I have to say, what I need to say."
Azriel watched your face soften, the anger that threatened to boil over now evaporated, he watched you move to the sofa and sit down, patting the empty space beside you. He didn't know how you did it, how you could make someone feel so comfortable and heard, he thought about it as he took the seat beside you and heaved in a deep breath, curling one of his wings around you as if he was scared that you'd bolt.
"I love you, Y/N. I love your kindness, how you've never been scared of me. I love the way your eyes sparkle when you're talking about something you're passionate about. I love how you scrunch your nose when you're deep in thought. I love the way you bolt through the streets of Velaris before solstice to make sure everyone is as spoilt as possible. I love you, Y/N. I love everything that you are and everything that we can be, I can't lose you, I don't know who or what I'd be without you."
"There is no one who knows you like I do. I know that you sneak an extra spoonful of sugar into your hot chocolate before Nesta can catch you and tell you off," you smiled softly, "I know that you secretly hate shopping with Mor but would much rather suffer than tell her and take some of her spark away. I know that you can never tell Cassian that Nesta is your favourite unless you wanted to see him sulk for weeks," a soft laugh flew from your lips, "I know you're the reason that Rhys, Cass and I turned out so well, you're the only person we couldn't bear to disappoint."
Not once did you stop looking at him as he spoke. He loved you. Azriel really loved you.
"You love me?" Azriel nodded gently, "But, what about Elain? I thought..."
"Me and Elain?" Azriel's eyes were frantic, "No, Y/N. Gods no. You're the only one I've ever wanted, I tried to love someone else, I tried to love Mor, and maybe on some level I tried to find that with Elain. But no one could ever compare to you, anyone who isn't you aren't worth it."
Silence filled the air, that warm, golden hued air. Azriel was trying to read your mind, to figure out what you were thinking when you started laughing, tears pooled at your bottom lids and one blink sent them flowing down your cheeks. Azriel shuffled closer to you, taking his thumb and wiping away your tears before they dripped from your chin.
"We're so stupid, Az," you sniffled, letting him cradle your face in his hands and continue to wipe away any tears that fell from your eyes, "How could we be so blind?"
"What do you mean?"
Tilting your head to the side, your eyes sparkled, just how they did when you looked at or spoke about something you loved, then you felt it, that tension that had always tugged at your soul snapping into place, clouds of grey became clear sunny skies, and a golden thread soared across it and thrummed with yearning delight.
"I mean," you tugged on that thread, you watched his eyes widen and fill with disbelief, "That I love you too. So much."
"You're my mate," he confessed in a whisper, the bond sprouting into full bloom around you, like you could both see the tendrils of thread sewing your souls together.
Azriel's breath fanned across your face, hot and laced with the scent of whisky, the tip of his nose ran down the slope of your own, and you felt his lips lie millimetres away from yours, you watched his eyes search your soul before flickering downward to the place he craved to touch. Anticipation pulled at your chest and swelled in your stomach, and every bit of doubt vanished when he closed the gap and pressed his lips to yours.
It was like everything fell into place, like the world only began to make sense in that moment. Azriel's lips moved against yours hungrily, the sweep of his tongue into your mouth once you had granted him permission to taste you was enough to make your knees go weak. Heat pooled between your legs and you scrambled to be on top of him, the hem of your dress hitched around your thighs as you rested into his lap.
"Please, Az," you breathed between starving kisses, "I need you."
Azriel's hands moved from the back of your neck and the small of your back, reaching around to grip underneath your thighs, so dangerously close to where you needed him to be. He lifted you, not once breaking the connection of your lips, locking your legs around his waist as he carried you to the bedroom.
"I'm not making you mine on a couch," he lay you on the bed and climbed on top of you, running his fingers down the sides of your thighs, making your back arch as he peppered kisses down your neck, sucking and nibbling on the skin he found there.
You squirmed beneath him, itching to rip his clothes off and allow him to take every part of you, "Please," you whined into his hair, his hand palming your breasts and lips attached to your earlobe, making soft moans fall through your stumbling mouth.
"Tell me what you want," his voice was so deep that it made goosebumps rise across your skin, it was sultry and dark, it matched the shade of his eyes when he pulled away to look down on you with swollen lips and tousled hair. "I'll give you everything."
"I want you."
It was all he needed to hear in order to tear your dress in two and take your hardened nipples in his mouth, sucking and biting on them gently, swirling his tongue around the sensitive nubs of nerves that had you gasping and eyes rolling to the back of your head. You felt like your body was on fire as he kept moving downward, littering kisses down your stomach before resting between your thighs.
The cold air against your core made you gasp again, he ran a finger down your soaked folds and moaned, "You're so wet for me," his voice vibrated against the inside of your thighs, "So perfect," he mumbled before his tongue dragged a line up you, and then again, and again until you were a blubbering mess fisting your fingers through his hair.
Azriel flicked his tongue against that familiar bundle of nerves, curling his tongue around it and sucking on it gently so that he didn't overstimulate you. Stars crept in to the sides of your vision, that hot white heat building in the pit of your stomach, "Don't stop," they were barely coherent words but he heard you and kept his pace, teasing a finger around your entrance before slowly pushing it in an curling it upward.
It sent you toppling off the edge. That white heat burst from you, loud cries of his name flew from your lips and your hands gripped his wrists, stars poured into your eyes and Azriel pushed you through your high.
Too lost in the mind shattering orgasm he had just given you, you didn't feel his hands ran up your back and lock around the back of your neck, you didn't realise that your torso and head were propped up in his arms or see his wings flex above you, "Angel," he cooed, he clenched his hands into your hair and pressed his lips along your jaw, "Let me take care of you."
Azriel was bare before you, his length solid and resting against your thigh, "Make me yours, Az."
Azriel growled, his eyes darkened with possession, "Tell me if it's too much and we can stop," you nodded breathlessly and he kissed you again, harder this time as he pushed himself inside of you, your walls still quivering and pulsating around him.
Once he was pushed to the hilt inside of you, he groaned, it was deep and guttural, the most incredible sound you'd ever heard. Azriel gave you a moment, and you tapped his shoulder lightly to get him to move, you were needing him to move, it was getting too much. Your soul was burning with desire and you needed him to satisfy it before it completely ignited you.
Your mate thrusted into you, the roll of his hips reaching angles you didn't know existed, he took your nipple in his mouth again, growling as his pace quickened and the sound of slapping flesh and declarations of love filled the air.
"You're so beautiful, Angel," his lips found yours again and his movements became sloppy, "I'm so close," he felt your warmth tighten around him, ready to milk his cock as high pitched mewls exploded from your lips, "There she is, my perfect mate."
Azriel's fingers wound in your hair, pressing your forehead to his as he slammed into you, riding you both through those searing hot highs and continuing the long strokes as you both fell down, "I'm yours, Az. I'm all yours."
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Love can be overwhelming | poly! marauders x reader
angst
word count: 1.4 k
CW: mention of abusive household
tag list: @reggieswriter @call-me-mishi @moonyxoxo
part 1, part 2, part 3
Losing a Quidditch game usually resulted in James and Sirius taking their anger out on you, which you didnât mind at all, but today was different. This time, Remus wasnât going to leave you with the boys, Sirius was clearly upset with you, and James was probably going to be pissed for the loss.
You took a deep breath, taking Remusâs hand in yours and going straight to your dorm, waiting for your other boyfriends. You were pacing the room in front of Remus, the anxiety eating you alive; what you hated the most was the fact that you knew for sure that Sirius was mad at you.
âIâm an awful person, Rem, I couldnât give Siri the attentions he needed when he was in painâ
âThatâs right, you didnât!â Sirius entered your room, James behind him. âI thought that being in a polyamorous relationship meant that I could count on three people when I was sad, instead you left me with poor James, do you want to stop this relationship now? So that you and Remus can go live happily ever after?! What the fuck, Y/Nâ
You felt your breath quicken, you knew that if he kept this up, you were going to break. âSirius, you have to understand that- â
âNo! None of that, I donât want to hear it! You know what, Y/N? Youâre just as heartless as everybody says, I was just too blind to see how the rumours were true.â You felt a pang to your chest, you knew that Sirius didnât mean what he was saying, but it hurt you still. You spent your whole life battling against the fact that you usually didnât know how to show love to the people you cared about, but you thought youâve been good to them, you thought that all your efforts were seen. âYou donât give a fuck about other peopleâs wellbeing; you didnât even ask me what happened! If we lost today, it was all your fault, youâre a self-centred-â
âKnock it off, Black. You donât get to treat her like that! Just because your family is treating you like shit doesnât mean you have to make everybody else feel what youâre feeling.â
âRemus, youâre the one to talkâ You whipped your head in Jamesâs direction. âYou are the reason behind this mess, if you could control your stupid instincts everything would have been fine, and weâd be here celebrating our victoryâ
He scoffed. âYeah, because itâs my fault if you both suck at Quidditch, isnât it?â They kept on bickering, but you werenât listening to them anymore, your mind too focused on Sirius words. You hated yourself for not being enough for them, maybe Dorcas was right, maybe you should have thought about it before diving headfirst in a poly relationship; you werenât even sure if you were made for a relationship, period. Â
âWhat, Y/N, too focused on yourself to care about our feelings?â
You decided you had enough, you needed time to think, and Sirius anger wasnât helping you at all. âYou know what? Yes, I am, because the ones who were supposed to love me just treated me like everybody else. So go fuck yourself, next time youâll need me, Iâll be goneâ You stormed off their dorm, running to your room and casting a spell, leaving them behind.
As you were about to start sobbing, Dorcas entered the room, sighing as she saw you on your bed. âYou were right, Cas, maybe Iâm not made for a relationshipâ
She shook her head, hugging you tightly. âShh, donât think about it now, okay? Tomorrow youâll have time to process all of this, now you just have to rest.â She started scratching your back, singing a lullaby, and you found yourself falling in a deep slumber.
âHey, Y/Nâ You mumbled something, covering your face with the duvet. âY/N. Itâs 2 P.M., you have to start studyingâ
That made you sit up so quickly, you felt dizzy. âShit, the testâ How could you be so dumb? Sacrificing all of the work you put to ace this test for a stupid fight was really pathetic, even for you.
âYeah, the test, listen I finished your notes and made you some flashcards, now you just have to start studying, but first you should eat-â
The idea of seeing the marauders made you physically ill. âI donât want to go-â
âYes, I know, I brough you some foodâ She shook a paper bag in front of you. The fact that she spent her morning doing your work and even brought you food made you feel really close to crying, and she noticed it. âNope, no more crying. I know you, youâre about to thank me, donât do that! Iâm your best friend, I love you and this is nothing, okay? I just want you to be happy, and I know you will feel like shit if you donât pass this test. So, start studying, okay?â She kissed the top of your head. âI got to go, Marleneâs waiting for me. Love you, bye!â
She left you on the bed, staring at the now closed door.
You looked at the sandwich: she knew you too well, if she didnât bring you food you wouldnât have eaten, but since she brought it to you, you felt guilty.
You pulled out your flashcards and started eating, you could be heartbroken, but you wouldnât allow yourself to fail for your stupid feelings.
Meanwhile, Sirius just woke up. His head was feeling heavy, but most of all, he was regretting every single thing he said to you. Deep down, he knew that you were just trying to be there for everyone, and that it wasnât an easy task. Remus didnât control his instincts; he couldnât blame him for being clingy.
âSomeoneâs decided to grace us with his presenceâ The werewolf was looking down at him, his brows furrowed: he knew that look, he was mad.
âIâm so, so sorryâ And just like that came the tears. Remus was stubborn, but if there was something that made him cave, that was his loversâ tears, so he hugged him close to his chest. âI was awful to you yesterday, Y/N is going to leave us, I know it, and I hate to be the one to do this to you. If you want to leave me I will understandâ
James scoffed. âLeave you? You really think we are this heartless? We know you didnât want to act like that, Sirius. We just want to know what is happening, and then weâll go and apologize to Y/Nâ
Remus scratched his head. âThing is, I donât know how we will get to her. I went to her room earlier and Cas was about to physically fight meâ
âShe wonât fight us, Rem, for Godâs sake weâre Y/Nâs boyfriends, she canât stand between us. Back to you, Sirius, can you tell us why you acted that way?â
The long-haired man sighed. âItâs just- You know how awful the relationship with my family is, and I know itâs wrong but when I get their letters I donât want to talk about it, I just expect everyone to know how Iâm feeling and what to do about it. So, when she wasnât there for me this time, I lashed out. Rationally, I know that Remus wasnât being clingy because he didnât want to share her, but because he gets super protective during the full moon. I hate myself for treating her that way, for using her weakness against her, but I didnât know how to communicate how I was feeling, so I just took my anger out on her, in the wrong wayâ He chuckled sadly. âIf I was her, Iâd break up with me.â
James shook his head. âSheâs too good for her own good, Sirius, you know she wonât ever leave you. But weâll have to talk it out, you know? Youâll have to be vulnerable, and I know itâs difficult, but youâll have to try for usâ
Sirius nodded, everything for you. James pulled out the map, but as soon as he saw your name, gasped.
âWhat? What have you seen?â
âY/N is in the infirmaryâ They exchanged a look, running out of their dorm room.
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can I ask a blurb of post prison spencer and sunshine reader? She works in the BAU as the media liaison and when she rescues him in the episode 300 he looks at her and is like angel? Am I in Heaven?
spencer reid x sunshine!reader. fluff/hurt/comfort. also angst if you squint. i shouldâve just slapped smut in here to make it a quinfecta! 0.5k words. gn!liaison!reader. set during '300'.
a/n: thank you for sending me back into orbit by getting me to rewatch those two episodes. i need spencer reid biblically. unfortunately that's not what this blurb is about. but i was audibly barking every time i pictured him. i am terribly sorry for keeping you on edge about when this was going to be posted </3 i wasnât sure how happy i was with it for the longest time. thank u for the request âĄ
spencer reid who accepted his fate the second he was taken hostage. because honestly, the likelihood of his team finding and rescuing him in time was slim to none, and he had lost wars to hope too many times before.
spencer reid who tried to stall his death with a speech, trying to dull the uncomfortable ache in his chest thinking nobody was coming to save him. maybe he could lie his way into believing his team had found him, and he would picture their faces before he inevitably died.
spencer reid who definitely did not expect the awfully loud gunshot â one, then two â ringing throughout the air, followed by panic and yelling. who wished he could've been relieved to see each face of his team slowly appearing in his view, followed by more gunshots, and the promise that he was safe.
he had already accepted death.Â
but, spencer reid who's entire facade changed the second you came into view. no gun in hand, because you never were expected to need one, which was even more horrifying to him than the fact that he had been milliseconds away from his own death.
spencer reid who stared at you like he was but a planet and you were the sun he was orbiting, something he knew he'd get teased for later. but right now you were here and he was watching you attempt to unbuckle each leather strap holding his limbs into place, strained laughter escaping him every time you failed because your hands were shaking so hard.
spencer reid who's face fell when you finally met his gaze to get the leather strap holding his head in place, and he could see the tears brimming your eyes and he could hear the sniffles you were intaking to keep your emotions at bay. an achingly painful contrast to the facade he was used to seeing on you.
spencer reid who asked "what's wrong?" and who's heart ached when your response was "i thought i was going to lose you". spencer reid who's heart probably shouldn't have then stuttered like that in his chest at your admission, and he definitely shouldn't have allowed the rush of hope at your words.
but, worse than that, he realised he had accepted his death without thinking, and if he died, he was leaving you and perhaps that was worse than any situation he has been in before, in all fifteen years he's at the bureau.
and you, who's vision was awful from the tears you were attempting to keep at bay, yet you stared at him for a beat, taking in every graze and bruise on his face the best you could to commit them to memory, before wrapping both arms around him and pulling him into you. spencer reid who sobbed in your arms; a scenario you had never even considered the possibility of because spencer reid did not cry anymore, and prison had fractured him in ways you cannot even begin to comprehend. but he was here, and he was crying again, and sad sight or not, he was feeling.
spencer reid who thanked you over and over again for finding him, because no, he really didn't want to die.Â
your reblogs and replies are always appreciated dearly âĄ
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success life story âĄ
heyy i'm here to share about my success story, the beginning is only before i started manifesting and about when i just started, all my success are on the very end of the blog, so feel free to skip directly at it if you're not interest by all the rambling !
have a good read â
michiko is so pretty, i've literally been told so many times i looked liker <3
the old story that i donât live in anymore
okay so before i didnât hate my life, at all, but i just found very dull and so poor of entertaining like it was just too fucking regular and repetitive.also a bit depressing. i thought of myself of such an unlucky girl before and i was like affirming all the fucking time that i was unlucky and guess what? everything really used to go the way i didnât want it to go every single damn time and iâd be like i knew it im so unlucky boo-hoo.
same for the money i would just go every single fucking day rambling to my friends how poor i was and how i wanted money so bad and the same story every single fucking for days, weeks, months.
i really wanted a new appartement and my own room cause i used to share same room as my sister and it really was getting on my nerves, i had no privacy and place for myself. the apartment was small, my mum always kept complaining about it and then she would argue about my dad about it but the reason why we couldnât move out despite trying for several months was cause my dad had whole lotta debts and my mom had a really low paying and hard job she was exhausted and, it was quiet hard to see them being this unhappy and they still tried their hardest to make us happy so i really wanted to get back at them.
about social life i had very few friends and barely went out, i'd say probably one time a month. and i really wanted to get that life of the party, and those big ass friends group and also i was crazy desperate about having black friends cause i am black and literally the only black out here without none of black friends and i felt pretty left out like wtf am i the only black girl with no black friends cause all of them (that's so dumb tho.. ) were friends and gets invited to the most fun hangouts and i was embarrassingly jealous of that and also complained a lot about itâŚand kept asking tf was wrong with me.
STRONGLY on this one : i wanted a relationship so bad and i kept hating and being sad to those couple on tiktokâs. one time i actually cried cuz i wanted a boysâs love so bad like i was craving it so bad. i was in such despair state before..cringy ahh â ď¸
i used to be rlly insecure about my looks too even tho at some moments i felt more confident, i kept comparing myself and waisting dozens of minutes enumerating my "flaws ". i knew about manifestation but not really about law of assumption , for me manifesting was really all about listening to subliminals, method and scripting. we all once knew that phase yeah? i used to manifest from time to time but then would just give up again,since i was not seeing results and so on. so useful wow.and then thereâs the others things like mediocre grades, poor family health, just constant tiredness and fatigue feeling,
tw : mention of being depressed,sh,ed, : felt empty like life had absolutely no meaning, suicidal thoughts, tried to end by over-consumption of medication, self-harm and bulimia, constant complaining and NEGATIVE ONLY mindset.
but now, NOW i tell you ever single thing iâve just listed changed completely like every single damn thing iâve just listed is no more, itâs out of the date, dead, buried and no longer existing !
it clicked
then at some point at my life i was just like. yk what? fuck i just wanna change it all. then i really like really got into it all over again and for good. no more 1 week i try then giving up cause i ainât seeing no ÂŤÂ results .
i watched hours and hours of ppl talking about loa (iâm not saying you should do this at all itâs just that i was very under-informed and wanted to know everything about loa)on youtube, shoutout to rita kaminski and hyler who really put me into it and informed me. then i started reading nevilleâs pdf books, and tumblr blogs, kinda overconsuming but i liked getting myself informed.
and then thatâs where everything started and that i got aware of all the power i actually hold. all the things i actually can do just cause of my mind. i wrote down all my wishes in present tense ,like every single aspect i wanted to change/have in my life. and i started fully living in the end like really got myself into and at first of course, wavering from time to time in the beginning. it was pretty easy for me since i was used to manifestation.but what i didnât do before is persist no matter what and thatâs what was really tricky for me in the beginning to persist no matter what and not just give up to bullshit 3D. but when i kept moving forward no matter the 3D and made it facts the only my 4D matters and everything has already happened, ALL and every single wish down to the last one flowed into my life. ONE by ONE every single hour of the day i would get my manifestations down to the last letter i wrote in my notes.every single thing
success storyy
in a matter of few weeks like really 3 week-ish like- 1 month max.
starting off LUCK iâm extremely lucky now every single time i play gambling activities i win. iâve won insane amounts at scratch cards i think iâve won in total more than 5â000$. JUST FROM SCRATCH CARDS.and before i started i NEVER EVER WON. now whenever i play thereâs not one time that iâll win absolutely nothing even just a small prize
won huge lottery prize (from 200 to 12k the biggest iâve won yet)
winning a gambling games, either online or dice rolling luck,bets, bingos etc.. its literally insane every one keep telling that i literally has got godâs blessing (iâm the god guysđĽ°)
financially freedom, my parents upgraded jobs and iâve got lots of incomes + the money my parents give meÂ
all the debts my dad had, he got rid of ALL of them and when i tell you mf had a lot of emâ ď¸
move out in a new huge ass condo which is a duplex (like really like i wrote it itâs actually scary how powerful we are..) IâVE FINALLY GOT MY OWN ROOM and weâre getting my desired furnitures and decorating the house iâm so grateful
friends and popularity i think biggest shock for me is really this. like my social life has gone from very paisible to completely fully booked and passioning life. like seriously iâve been to more parties, concerts, birthdays, and hangouts during the last 2 weeks holidays than in my entire life
got lot of new friends, healthy relationships and quality time passed on lots of fun activities and sm memories
black groups friend. WITH AN S.so thankful to myself to be this good a manifestation i litteraly got into a black friend group of girls and iâve never felt more at my place and understood this much. and these girls know the black group boys (when i tell you that 2y ago they were the person that i wanted to be close with so bad..also theyâre really hot and funny lol)so we hung out with them and i was literally so highlighted and became pretty much friends with all of them !!Â
my man. HELLO I LITERALLY MANIFESTED MY DREAM RELATIONSHIP? when i met him i didnât actually realize right on the spot that he was exactly how i wanted him to be and reading back to when i scripted out all the things i wanted at the beginning, everything matched. heâs literally physically and mentally the man of my dream LIKE REALLY. weâre no bf and gf YET cause itâs just a little soon but we see each others super often and we have the best relationship ever i swear itâs giving wattpad. the flirting is crazyyy.
dream bod.from head to toe my desired body. heavy on the lower body all for that azz and wide hips.ive got smooth and clear skin and smell good all the time!! litteraly flawless face + got my braces which suits so much and dimples
plenty of vacations (went to ibiza, usa and dubai )
lenient parents they use to be so strict before i swear its crazy they let me go so easily now, i can hangout without asking 3 days ,like they accept even if i've gotta go in the next hour or if wanna go on trip that's in another country. i can come back home so much later too
attractive & magnetic aura + being really charismatic (everyone i met keep telling me iâve got this thing that really makes them want me, get closer to me)
good grades without doing much
perfect self-concept - as i kept living 24/7 in the state of wish fulfilled, my self concept only got better making me really know what iâm worth and never wavering/ going back to the old story
whole ass pc set up
all of my desired skincare/makeups/shoes/clothes
and so much more...
outro
i hope y'all liked my blog and that it motivated some of you to NEVER GIVE UP cause y'all are reallyy some powerful mfs and y'all already got all of yours desires !!
Ë ŕźâĄ âď˝ĄË honey kisses, shayama
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I had sort of a crack idea of what would the non-human twst boys do if their crush or s/o was allergic to them? Savanaclaw and Octonivelle with like the fur allergy and seafood allergy. Maybe diasomniaâs s/o has some sort of fairy allergy? Sorry if this is too silly for you to write, itâs alright if you donât đ
I LOVE THIS BECAUSE I'VE HAD A SIMILAR THOUGHT i'm allergic to cats and i'm like...man what am I gonna do around Grim BUAHAHA...this is a great idea. Nothing is too silly to write my friend!
Non-human Twst boys reacting to a S/O who is allergic to them!
featuring: Savanaclaw and Octavinelle!
general warnings: gender neutral reader, not really proof read \
TW: None! just fluff. and allergies.
Leona
The first time you sneezed around him, they didn't know it was literally BECAUSE of him. This was until you two took a nap together for the first time, and when you woke up he saw your face...Oh, brother. Your eyes were puffy and red, congested, and your nose leaked like nobody's business. He genuinely felt bad about this, but wouldn't let you in on his true feelings/emotions. Without understanding the cause (though he had an inkling) he immediately took you to the doctor.
"They're allergic to me? What kind of shitty nonsense is that?!"
Leona invested in the most expensive of healthcare for you. Allergy pills and whatnot, because he wasn't about to sacrifice his lovely naps with his significant other. No amount of allergy is gonna stop him from getting what he wants, and that is your affection.
Ruggie
"Sooo...basically you're saying you're allergic to me? Cause' im part heyena?"
"It's a little more complicated than that. It's more like...animal dander? I guess?" You didn't seem to certain in your answer either, it was more or less a guess since...well, there wasn't half beast half human where you are from. You can only make an educated guess on why you're so allergic to him based off of the information you had back at home.
Ruggie is honestly so sad about this. He can't afford to get you any treatments or medical help with this, so you two just have to be careful. He does manage to get his hands on some special washing products (probably legally) and takes extra care of what he eats, and how clean he his. He's consistently brushing his hair and cleaning his ears.
"Man i'm such a simp. What's wrong with me?!" ...He isn't used to bending backward for people. But seeing you so sick around him, hurt him even more than his pride, so he of course would do anything to make sure you're as comfortable around him as possible. Ahh...the power of love <3
Jack
He gives me the "I must stay away from you for your own good," Type. Although this doesn't last very long. Jack is incredibly loyal, and he's far too attached to let you go. There's times where he would try and keep a distance (much to your annoyance), but when you began sneezing and itching your eyes you knew he was somewhere nearby. Jack is protective like that, but it pains his heart to see you so sick because of something he cannot control.
He does both a mix of what Ruggie and Leona does. He took up extra part-time jobs to afford good allergy medication for you, the entire works. Pills, eye drops, nasal sprays, breathing treatments...He also invests in high-quality shampoo and conditioner to help rid of his dander and hopefully reduce the amount of shedding he has.
With the amount of hair Jack has, he is CONSTANTLY brushing it and it is CONSTANTLY shedding. He does EVERYTHING under the sun to control this, all for you. Although... this is a partnership! You told him that a relationship goes two ways. You love him regardless of how itchy you may get, and you equally chip in to problem-solve.
You're both loyal to each other until the very end, no matter what trivial matters may get in your way <3
Azul
He knew before you two started dating that you had a severe allergy to seafood, so he made it a point to avoid you. But...that didn't stop YOU from coming to HIM. It was one of the things that drew him towards you, the way even though you were gaining a rash you would still wrap your arms around the back of him. Although it wasn't as bad in his human form, he was always terrified what would happen if he were to unleash his original form.
But worry not! We are talking about the literal king of potionology. He finds a remedy very quickly, and you trust him...a little too fast. He is astonished when he says;
"Take this...the second you drink this your allergies will be something of the past. But be warned-" You grabbed it out of his hand and chugged it. He stared at you with his jaw slacked open, his face turning a deep shade of hot red when you throw yourself onto Azul and place a big fat kiss against his cheek.
He imploded. But hey! his potion worked! He tried to get you to give him some sort of paypack, but you mentioned that your form of payment was in that kiss.
He now demands kisses every time he makes the potion for you <3 It's kind of a silent agreement. He just stares at you after you're done drinking it, and whenever you feign ignorance the point upon his lips is far too obvious.
Jade
The first time you broke out in hives, he remained completely calm. Jade is rather smart, and he understands your allergy must be because of his disposition as a mer-folk. Although in human form, he couldn't help but notice the way you would hide your rashes either behind makeup or by bulking clothing. He was amused by this for a moment, but when he saw it worsen he couldn't help but become worried.
"Why would you go so far for me? what do you gain by allowing yourself to become sick?" When you replied with a blush that you simply liked Jade, thus his shock soon turned into action. He excused himself for a few days to climb mountains and collect the most effective of flowers and medicinal remedies for allergies and put together a potion that you were able to take to alleviate your symptoms.
He isn't the vice house warden for nothing! His talents and magic prowess truly aided him, albeit in a way that was seemingly selfish. It was all worth it for you, though.
But he does use you as an example during a class project in potionology, having you stand up in front of the class while he compares your allergies before and after taking the potion.
He got a 100% in the project. And a Significant other. A win-win for everyone!
Floyd
Floyd is much smarter than he lets on. The moment he hugs you from behind and touches your arm, he notices the rash right away. He eyed it with a frown, and without saying anything he let go of you much to your dismay, leaving you to your lonesome for a few days on end.
You had to admit you missed Floyd, his silly jokes and way of talking, his unpredictable personality, and the attention he would often give y you. While sitting at the table during a free period, your head was propped up against your hand and a sad sigh escaping your lips.
"Ehhhh? Why is shrimpy sitting here all alone? Didya miss me?" A familiar voice teased as arms wrapped around you and something akin to a vegetable drink set in front of you. You gasped and smile up at the tall male, who wasn't wrapping his arms around you as you were used to, typically ignoring the itching of your rashes. He convinced you to drink what he sat in front of you, and although you eyed it with suspicion, you sighed and drank it in one gulp and tightly shut eyes.
Nothing happened. You turned to look over at Floyd, about to question the purpose of making you drink the (surprisingly tasty) smoothie-like liquid but were quickly interrupted by lips pressing against your own.
The kiss caught you off guard and you began to panic, talking about your allergy...before you realized that nothing was happening. No rash, no itchiness, nothing.
"Seeeee? It's a potion. I made Azul make it for me. Now I can touch you as much as I want," He smiled proudly. However he managed to convince Azul would forever be beyond you...
He forgets to give you the potion sometimes, only when you two are cuddling and a rash or itching pops up do the both of you realize it's time for a dose.
Ya'll are so silly for each other <3
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Did I Do Good? / Nanami Kento
tags/warnings: (18+), age gap (reader is 22 + nanami is 32), infidelity, smut, blowjob, pet names (little lady, baby) daddy kink, mention of wife, bimbofication, reader used to be stripper/sex worker, black-coded reader
âKento Nanami, you lucky bastard.â His co-worker slapped a hand on his shoulder much to his surprise. âPlease tell me sheâs got a sisterâŚâ He couldnât remember the guyâs name but he knew he was hating the way he was eyeing you. The guy was swaying and slurring his words, licking his lips.
He wasnât even this protective of his wife. He internally cringed at the thought.
None of his colleagues brought along anyone, using this business trip as an escape. He brought you. But in a way you were his escape, an escape from it all.
He just brushed off the comment but really it was hard to do especially since your arrival and what you were wearing:
A frilly hot pink skirt that hugged your hips and that was a tad bit short and constantly raising paired with a very tight light pink corset that made your breast look ever larger than they were. Even the high boots you were wearing that made everyone look at how long your legs were was making him uncomfortable. You even decided to get your hair done in a new style: long black pin curls that flowed heavenly down your shoulders. He watched multiple men wave at you and talk to you while you giggled and typed on your phone.
He didnât want anyone staring at you.
He wanted to lock you up in the room. But he knew that was too much, this trip was all youâd been talking about for the past month since he causally mentioned it in passing.
âKenny baby are you serious? Weâre going to New York?â Your voice was so high pitched and happy even though he wasnât planning on bringing you at first.
It was a business trip. With you around he barely got any work done. Heâd find a way to have you milking his cock with that pretty pussy even if youâd only just woke up instead of scheduling his meetings, attending his meetings or anything.
âYeah baby,â He watched your eyes light up in such delight and with a squeal you wrapped your arms around his neck. âBut this is an important business trip for me, so I might not be around as much as you like⌠but Iâll give you your favorite card of mine to have fun with, youâd like that yeah?â
You pouted a bit, âI mean sure but Iâll be so sad without you,â
âIâll try to get out of all my meetings a bit early so that I can at least make it to one of your fashion shows after your shopping spree, yeah?â
You pulled back to smile at him and nodded before kissing him all over. âOkay Ken.â
It was warm and he knew you dressed appropriately but fuck he didnât like how everyone was looking at you like a piece of meat. Even he was.
You skipped slightly back towards him with the keycard in hand. âPenthouse suiteâŚooh, youâre spoiling me, Ken.â You told him, biting your lip. He knew what that meant. He smirked and wrapped an arm around your waist and pulled you close to him.
âWell, Iâm going now.â He quickly told his coworkers and dragged you to the elevator.
âKen! Youâre so rude!â You playfully glared at him. You turned back to his coworkers and waved, âBye, see you boys soon.â
He could practically hear them swooning and didnât bother to look back as he heard them saying your name and âgoodbyeâ.
When the elevator door finally opened, he hurried to step inside interrupting your waving.
âYou like making me jealous?â His eyes were intense as he stared down at you. He quirked a brow, âYou think itâs cute? Funny?â
âKento, youâre being too serious.â You whine a bit, trying to look away from his narrowed and intense eyes.
âOf course Iâm being serious, youâre being flirty with everyone here, how do you think that makes me feel?â
A deep sigh is released from you and itâs the most frustrated heâs ever seen you. âYou know they think Iâm your wifeâŚâ
âIs that so wrong? You know what you mean to me. You know how important you are.â He cups your face and makes you look at him.
âWhen am I gonna be your wife?â Your eyes bore into his. You had only been dating a year and some months but you already saw a future with him and you wanted nothing more than to be with him forever.
His eyes softened but the elevator doors opened up before he could answer and you slipped out of his grasp. âYou know how complicated that is. But I promised you remember? I have always kept my promises with you, little lady.â
He had always kept them. He took care of you, moved you into his place, even turned his office into your own personal walk in closet. He gave you things that you could only dream of.
But that wasnât all. He gave you much support in anything, helping you with any assignments even when he had work bright and early. He was always there, he was a big comfort to you and it was easy to fall in love with him.
You almost wanted to kill his bitch wife. When you met him he was nothing but depression in human form. Itâs only now that his eyes arenât so clouded and that his smiles are real.
You inhaled deeply and shook off all your bad mood. âYouâre right. Youâre mines as I am yours, thatâs all that matters.â
He did a small grin before he took you into his arms and hugged you tightly like he hadnât seen you all day. âYouâre too good for me you know that?â
It was something he almost always told you. But really it was the opposite. He made your world so much brighter than it had ever been. You truly felt at peace with him and didnât have to worry about anything at all.
You wanted to him.
âI wanna suck your dick.â
His expression fell almost too quickly. âNo, baby.â He chuckled. âBut we can make love for the rest of the day and then maybe my coworkers will finally realize that Iâm being nice enough to let them meet you but even nicer to hear those pretty little moans of yours all night.â
You did a shy small but rolled your eyes. He never let you give him a blowjob and with a dick like his it was criminal. Your mouth was watering just thinking about having his cum in your mouth but it probably would never happen.
It was the one thing you hated about him. He never came in your mouth, on your face or really anywhere. He didnât want to defile you. He liked how pure you looked. Even though he seen you in your absolute filthiest.
âPlease, daddy.â You touched him through his pants and he twitched. You didnât call him daddy often but whenever you did, it was even harder for him to say no to you. âI just wanna a taste of your cum on my tongue.â
Maybe this was how you ended up with the bruised knees from being on the floor as you wrapped your sweet lips on him.
His cock was very pretty. A bit dark with a slight pink tip, very thick and long. His hair trimmed and clean, you were throbbing just from looking. You placed small kisses to his head before you did small licks all over him. With a moan you took him deep in your mouth.
His toes curled and he did his best not to grab your hair. There was some much slurping coming from your very wet mouth that he couldnât bear himself to look at you. But when he finally decided to look, he couldnât look away.
âYou look so good on your knees.â His voice was completely wrecked and his eyes were burning inside of yours. His eyes narrowed when your hands squeezed at his balls before taking more of his hard weeping cock into your mouth.
He could feel your tongue tracing every vein and it was getting harder to stay quiet. Hollowing your cheeks, you swallowed around him, feeling hot all over your body.
Swirling your eager tongue over his slit, âJust⌠just like that, youâre doing so good.â He was whimpering but still managed to give you enough praises to last a lifetime.
He jumped when you touched his hand and put it in your hair. âI-I canâtâŚâ He could barely contain himself now. He didnât want to hurt you.
You sucked harder, bobbing your head before he finally took over. He was harsh. Very rough. Between his hips thrusting into your mouth, his tight grip on your hair forced you to stay in place.
He was using you and you couldnât help but to enjoy it. Saliva dropped from your mouth and down your chin but you didnât mind. You took him out of your mouth for a second.
âI want to be covered in you Ken, please? Cum all over me.â You knew he was close, could feel him throbbing and pulsing in your mouth. He muttered a small fuck when he heard you say that. He couldnât believe just how nasty you were, wanting him to come all over you.
But he did want to see it. He wanted to see that you belonged to him. To see himself all over you. He stood up, standing over you and with his big hands he rubbed himself in front of your face.
It was erotic, the way he stared at you with such dark lust. Moving his hand up and down, slick coating his hand and wet noises all over the room. He swallowed before he let out a long and loud groan and finally came.
White warmth painted itself all over your tongue and some over your face. You swallowed, letting every bit of him flow down your throat.
âDid I do good, Kento?â His cock was still hard as he stared at you, his face reddened. He didnât want to let you know just how much he enjoyed that.
âIâm going to make you my wife as soon as fucking possible.â
You smiled, cum still stained on your face. But you couldnât have been any cuter.
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Blind Date || Theodore Nott x Reader
Warnings: swearing, Draco trying to play matchmaker Summary: Y/N and Theo's friends set them up on a blind date, not knowing they've secretly been dating.
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Theodore Nott did not go on blind dates, never felt the need to. He liked to believe that he could pull any girl he wanted. After all, who could resist that handsome face and Italian charm?
So, it came to him as a surprise when he found himself seated at Madam Pudifootâs tea shop, sipping earl grey from a dainty, white teacup. He had been sitting at an intricately decorated table, looking like an idiot for the past fifteen minutes, waiting for his date.
Theodore wasnât sure how he had let his friends convince him to go to this. He wasnât sure why he had. He had a girlfriend for godâs sake- not that his friends knew. So, it really wasnât their fault, he supposed.
His eyes scanned his surroundings, noticing all the lovey-dovey couples seated around him. He was painfully aware of how sad his situation looked. A handsome young boy sitting alone at a table for two in a restaurant full of happy couples. He groaned internally. Where the fuck was his date?
Just as he decided to leave, the door of the tea shop was thrown open. He turned around to see what the commotion was about and saw none other than his girlfriend. Y/n L/n.
Her eyes were blown wide, chest panting as she tried to catch her breath. Theodoreâs face lit up as he saw her. She looked gorgeous - out of breath and absolutely gorgeous.
Y/nâs eyes locked with his as she scanned the crowd and a confused look crossed her face. Muttering apologies to everyone, she made her way over to him.
âTheo? What are you doing here?â She asked, sitting down across from him. Her cheeks flushed at the sight of her boyfriend. He grinned, offering her some tea.Â
âIâm here for a blind date.â
She scoffed in amusement, taking the cup. âMe too.âÂ
They sipped their tea, eyes meeting as they did and a burst of laughter erupted from them both. Their friends had set them up together! The absurdity of the situation hit them like a spell gone wrong.
The couples around them looked over at the unexpected outburst, eyebrows raised in part curiosity and part irritation. Theo and Y/n couldnât stop their laughter, though. This situation was just too funny!
Y/n wiped away a tear, her smile wide. âBloody hell. This is not what I had been expecting.â She shook her head.
âNeither did I, love.â Theo agreed, his laughter dissolving into a warm smile.
Their friends had no clue they were dating and had decided they would be the perfect match.
âClearly, those idiots donât know us as well as they think they do,â Y/N replied, chuckling. âBut itâs kind of sweet.â
Theo nodded, his eyes gleaming. âHow about we head somewhere more⌠comfortable?â
Y/N smirked, rising from her seat. âI know just the place.â
Leaving Madam Pudifootâs behind, they strolled through the chilly streets of Hogsmeade.Their cheeks turned deep red as the cool night air hit them.
As they approached the Three Broomsticks, Theo couldnât help but press a gentle kiss to Y/nâs forehead. He grinned as he remembered the moments the two had shared. The stolen kisses, the shared laughter and the secret dates, all kept hidden from their friends.
They found a cosy corner in the pub and settled in. The atmosphere was a nice change from the tea shop. It was all lively, with sounds of clinking glasses and cheerful banter filling the air. The couple ordered butterbeer and raised their classes for a toast to the turn of events.
Back at Madam Pudifoot's, their friends all sat dumbfounded. Draco, the mastermind behind the date, gaped at Theo and Y/n as they got up and left together.Â
âShiit. Did we miss something?â Pansy asked, nudging Dracoâs side. She glanced around at the others who seemed just as confused. Blaise shook his head, grinning. âLooks like the little lovebirds have plans of their own.â
With that, the friend group left the tea shop, deciding to head to the Three Broomsticks to celebrate with butterbeer.
As Theo and Y/n continued to enjoy their company, a group of familiar faces burst through the door. They spotted each other, surprised faces morphing into amusement.
Mattheo sauntered over to the couple, a teasing look plastered on his face. âWould you look at what we have here? Care to explain, lovebirds?â
Theo and Y/n exchanged humoured looks before bursting into laughter again. It seemed that their friends had accidentally created a reunion instead of a blind date.
âWeâve been dating for a year, you oblivious idiots.â Theo exclaimed, wrapping his arm around a giggling Y/n.
Draco pouted, turning to Pansy. âI think we might need to brush up on your matchmaking skills.â
Pansy raised a brow at him. âBitch, you mean you need to brush up on your matchmaking skills.â
The group rolled their eyes as they continued bickering. Squeezing in, the Slytherins joined the couple in their booth and The Three Broomsticks became a mere backdrop.
Enzo raised his butterbeer in another toast, âTo surprises and these two lovey-dovey shits.â He winked. He was met with cheers and smiles from the group. Theo and Y/N exchanged a glance, their hearts swelling with happiness.
As the night drew to a close, the group left the Three Broomsticks. Theo and Y/N walked side by side, their fingers entwined.
âIâm glad this happened. We donât have to be a secret anymore.â She whispered to him. He nodded, squeezing her hand. âMe too, love. Me too.â
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pairing: 14th doctor x reader & 10th doctor x reader
rating: E
notes: no gender or age given for reader, just that you last saw the doctor fifteen years ago. thank you to @mcganns for being my beta!!
This too shall pass.
It was a sentiment that you had to cling onto when he left, because fuck knows it was the most painful thing youâd ever felt. And youâd run away from actual explosions before. Big ones, in space! Supernovas which could eat entire planets while you hung onto the side of a little blue box.Â
And yet none of it even begins to compare to when he fucking left you.Â
He said it wouldnât be forever. Well, he shouted it at you as you fell out of the TARDIS. There was a time explosion, and you got rocketed back to your little flat in the middle of Hackney, on Earth only a few days from when heâd picked you up â but in your reality months of adventure had passed.Â
Youâd not really settled back in, certain that he was going to come and rescue you. But then days turned into weeks into months and you finally accepted that the Doctor had abandoned you.Â
So you went back to it all. Your mundane little existence before a mad, brilliant man had whisked you away. Your boss was a bit miffed that youâd gone AWOL but you were their best employee so they couldnât afford to let you go, all you got was a slap on the wrist and a command not to let it happen again. The people you loved didnât really seem to notice your absence that much, which stung; you couldnât blame them though. Youâd probably not miss you much either.Â
The Doctor. He made you feel special in a way nobody had before. Like you were the centre of a whole, giant, fantastic universe, and he adored you for it.Â
Still.Â
No point mulling that over again, is there?
Fifteen years. Things did get better. You moved on eventually. But you still find your thoughts drifting back to him every once in a while, and that fragment of time you spent totally utterly in love with each other. When you think about the way he kissed you, without realising it you end up touching your lips.
No. No. Stop.Â
The singing of the kettle snaps you back into reality, and you pour yourself a hot cuppa. Ah, tea. The antidote to everything. You go to turn the radio on for some company as you shift into your morning routine when you hear a knock at the door.Â
Probably the postie. Heâs a bit early today, you think, but make no more of it as you undo the latch and open the door.Â
Your heart stops.Â
Because there he is, of course.Â
Older. Weathered. Not the young man you once knew but a grownup version of him, as exhausted by life as you are.Â
You drop your mug. Quick as a flash the Doctor grabs it out of midair. The tea sloshes onto the floor but at least nothing gets shattered.Â
He goes to look up at you, but his attention is drawn back to his hand.Â
âI bought you this mug years ago,â he says, utterly amazed.Â
You shut the door in his face.Â
Well, you try to, anyway. But he sticks a foot in between the door and the frame, with one of those stupid Converse he always wears.
âI know youâre angry, I know. But please let me come in.â
Itâs such an absurd statement you find yourself laughing, a high and desperate noise.Â
âAbsolutely not!â Actually, no. Thatâs not enough. âHow dare you. Why are you even here?!â
âBecause I wantedâ I needed to see you.â
You still want to slam the door on him, but thereâs a desperation to his voice that gives you pause. And when he looks at you with those sad, puppy-dog eyes? Those eyes as lined with age as you are?
Fuck. Youâre so weak.Â
So thatâs how you find the Doctor sitting at your kitchen table with a cup of tea in front of him. You lean against the counter, defences still up, eyeing him from over the top of your mug. He drums his fingers against the tablecloth.Â
âI like your house. Your calendar is nice, I enjoy the kitten motif.â
âDonât,â you spit, slamming the mug down and sloshing tea onto the floor, âdonât you dare. You donât get to waltz back here and start telling me âoh, I enjoy your furnishings, havenât you made a nice little life for yourself since I abandoned you!â I let you in to speak your piece, though god knows why. Say it and be done.â
The Doctor looks deflated. His shoulders sag, mouth falls. You take a moment to properly look at him. He seems⌠tired. Tired in a way you never knew him to be when you went on your adventures. Part of you wants to offer comfort, but the other part of you wants to withhold it maliciously. Anything to make him feel the way you felt.Â
âI looked for you,â is what he settles on, heavily. You didnât expect that, and it knocks you.Â
âWhat?â
âI did. After the explosion, I tried searching all over the galaxy for you. I didnât know where - when - youâd ended up. I scanned and scanned but something stopped you from appearing on the TARDISâs sensors. I think⌠the amount of artron energy emitted during the blast somehow cloaked you.â
You say nothing, your silence an invitation for him to continue his explanation.Â
âIt took years. Literal years, for me. Every spare moment I had, I dedicated to looking for you. Head buried in the circuitry of the TARDIS, trying to fix whatever was hiding you, gave myself a couple of nasty shocks too. And, when I finally tracked you down, Iâd regenerated.â
You blink. Right. Yes. Heâd explained that, but youâd never seen it with your own eyes. The same person, a different face.Â
âI didnât know if youâd want to see me if I didnât look like me. But I had to try anyway, didnât I? So I came here. To your house. I got myself all ready for it, knocked on your door⌠and found that you were married.â
Your fingers grip the counter.Â
âOh.â
âHe seemed nice. Loved you a lot, as you deserved. And I couldnât tell you I was back, could I? I saw you pottering around in the kitchen, making the tea - you were always the best at making tea - and you were happy. How could I ask you to leave that all, uproot the life youâd made for yourself, just to jump back in the TARDIS with me? How could I be so cruel? I couldnât, could I. So I left again. Tried to move on. Like you did.â
Youâre crying now. You can feel hot tears slide down your face and soak into your jumper.Â
âOh, Doctor,â you manage. You want to tell him so much. It feels like it might burst out of you. But instead you settle on:
âWhy now?â
He smiles thinly.Â
âBecause somehow I got this face back, and I wanted to see you. I wanted to be selfish for once.â
You find yourself at the table, on the wonky chair opposite him, sliding your hand over to cover his. Itâs rough and warm. Just like you remember. He says your name with reverence, but like it pains him.Â
âI never stopped loving you. Ever. Through it all, every adventure, I knew it wasnât complete because you werenât there. It just wasnât the same without wonderful, brilliant you,â he admits. He sounds defeated. It breaks your heart â or, actually, it might just put it back together again.Â
A beat passes. His confession lingers in the air, heavy, thick and choking like smoke from an untameable fire.Â
âHis name was Simon. He was a baker. He was lovely, actually⌠and we got divorced two years ago.â
The Doctorâs brow furrows.Â
âYou⌠what⌠why?â
âBecause he knew there was someone else I never really let go of. Someone else who, despite everything, I still loved.â
He looks you in the eyes, and you see something glimmer there that you long since gave up on.Â
Hope.Â
And then, suddenly, youâre kissing.Â
Itâs like nothing has changed. His lips are still rough and searching on yours, a hint of tongue giving away into more the deeper you entangle. He sits you up on the table and steps into the space left by your spread legs, and between each kiss he says your name. Itâs full of adoration but lined with desperation, too.Â
Like the kisses he gave you the first night you laid together, on a bed in his spaceship floating across the galaxy. When he buried himself inside you and you felt his two hearts beat in rhythm with your own.Â
âDoctorâŚâ you manage.Â
Fuck. You need him. You didnât realise how badly you needed him. You didnât realise a piece of your soul has been missing this whole time, fucking torn out of you and leaving a jagged hole in its wake. And him, back, telling you he loves you and always has? Youâre patched together like kintsugi.Â
Your Doctor is the molten gold you need.Â
âPlease. I need toâŚâ heâs so desperate he can barely get the words out, but you nod; heâs undoing the belt buckle of your jeans and pulling them off like theyâre silk. When his thin waist meets yours you cross your ankles behind him and lock him into place, and his hands - a little fumbling, a little nervous to be mapping out the plain of you again - begin to trace your chest. You lean into his touch to let him know yes. This is okay. I want this. Make me whole again.Â
His warm, rough palms slide under the hem of your shirt and lift it easily over your head, the only break in a while you take from your kiss. You let yourself grab his tie to bring him closer. Heâs fully dressed still and youâre almost naked; you remember how he used to like that, enjoy feeling a bit more put together than you. Cheeky blighter. Still though, as his suit scratches your skin, you canât say you donât agree.Â
However. In this instance he has far too many clothes.Â
You tug at his jacket and he knows what you need, letting it fall to the floor with his tie and waistcoat following it. He ruts against you as he unbuttons his shirt a bit, not the whole way, but just enough for you to feel the warmth of his chest. Heâs so skinny. Youâve always been a bit worried that, on one of your rougher days, you might snap him in half. You still are now, actually.Â
Cupping his face in your hands you let your thumbs caress his cheekbones. Your Doctor. Older but the same. Just like you.Â
You can feel him more than half-hard against your leg. No more time wasting. You need him. You need him, you need him, you need him.Â
It doesnât take long to undo his fly and have him in your hand. Youâll always be glad he chose this human anatomy. Though youâd love him no matter how he looks, thereâs something wonderful about his cock as it is here. He lets his head fall forward onto your shoulder with a moan if your name.Â
âOh⌠youâreâŚâ
âMmm hmm,â you agree, a genuine smile passing your face for the first time in god knows how long. Heâs just the right length and on the thick side, and you know what a delicious stretch he is when he pushes inside of you. You canât wait to feel it again. A couple of pumps and heâs ready, dripping precome and a ruddy red. Another time youâd bend down and taste him, remind yourself what a Time Lordâs cock is like. But now today. Well, not now.Â
You lay back, readjusting yourself so he can push your underwear to the side and find your entrance. A couple of fingers - those long, delicate, clever and cunning fingers - press inside you and test you out. Youâre ready for him. He makes a choked noise in the back of his throat as he realises and you laugh, properly, throwing your head back.Â
âCome on, Doctor. Show me that youâve missed me.â
He used to never shut up. And now heâs stunned into a desperate silence, lining up with you and pushing in as he does his best to make you feel what heâs been feeling too.Â
A loneliness is fixed. He slides home inside you and your hips meet, the both of you letting out a long and ragged breath. You sit there for a moment, locked in the most intimate embrace, and just feel each other. You fist your hands in his shirt. Heâs here. Heâs real. You feel him trace his palm up your back as if you assure himself of the same thing.Â
Slowly he begins to move. It is a long and lovely drag, his cock hitting all the points you missed being touched, and when he feels you gasp he goes harder. The Doctor nuzzles into the skin of your neck, nestling to the warmth of you there, and you hear him repeat a mantra both of your name and âI love youâ.
Over and over. As if the two phrases are inextricably linked.Â
Youâre so full. Youâre so light. Everything feels perfect in this moment. And when he reaches between your bodies to touch your sex, push you to the edge, you know youâll climax for him embarrassingly fast.Â
When you come you see stars light up behind your eyes. The sky, the unfiltered and untamed sky takes you over. The Doctor says your name one final fine and releases inside you, his hips riding it out as if to savour every second in the sweet grip of you.Â
He canât look at your face when he asks you. He says it from the safety of your shoulder where his face is buried, because if you say no you know his heart will shatter.Â
âCome with me, in the TARDIS again. I know I shouldnât ask you to leave your home but⌠you complete me, you know. Always have.â
âLeave my home?! Doctor, donât be daft. This is just a house in bloody Hackney. Youâre my home.â
You pull back to meet his gaze. Heâs tired, but bright. His eyes twinkle. And thereâs the Doctor you know.Â
âAnd of course,â you continue. And, as the smile engulfs his face and he lights up, âitâs not like Iâm doing anything else, am I?â
This time, when you go AWOL from your job, you never come back.Â
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kiss it better
pairing(s): jack hughes x fem!reader
summary: jack's injury takes a toll on his and y/n's relationship, when tensions come to rise. emotions get the best of them and, feelings are hurt and tears fall. but that's nothing a little kissing or more can fix.
warnings: smut 18+ (idk what happened..), lots of angst, emotional reader and jack. cussing, fluff, cuteness, use of pet names and y/n.
wc: 3k
authors note: hi my little loves!! i'm back with another jack fic... no surprise! BUT this is my second back to back upload. look at me. i wrote all of this in one day, BOOM. anyways! this one was a little emotional to write, i'm trying my hand at writing angst, i love angst. i wasn't going to write smut but HEY IT JUST HAPPENED LOL. so hopefully you guys enjoy!! reblog and like if you enjoy <3 as always much love!!
happy reading <3
The devils had a rough year, everyone knew it, with their season ending in a heartbreaking way.Â
Jack had an even tougher year, his season being filled with 2 injuries that led his season to end early, so he could undergo shoulder surgery. We all knew this was coming, it was only just a matter of time.
This time it hit Jack harder than the times before, he felt like he let his team, fans, and family down.Â
Resting and recovering wasn't something Jack liked to do, heâs always been a go go go person, always doing something, always on the ice.Â
 Jim and Ellen went with him to Colorado for his surgery, I stayed back and waited for his arrival back to Jersey. When he arrived back from Colorado from his surgery on Saturday, everything was fine. The first few days had been pretty easy for Jack, sleeping for most of the time. Only getting up to eat, shower, with my help and take his meds.Â
He had been home for a week before tensions in our home started to rise.Â
I woke up to a loud noise coming from the kitchen I think, rubbing my eyes quickly. As I lifted up out of bed, I turned to Jack's side of the bed, to see that he's not there.Â
Quickly slipping on my slippers I make my way down stairs, to see Jack in the kitchen trying to fix himself a bowl of cereal. As I make my way further into the kitchen I see that the milk is spilled all over the counter on the floor, with the bowl also on the floor broken into pieces.Â
I hear Jack mumbling words under his breath that I can't quite make out, but I'm assuming none of them were things I wanted to hear.Â
Jack spots me before I even open my mouth to speak. âShit i'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to wake you up,â he says, looking at me.Â
â I just wanted to make myself breakfast, but I can't even do that.â His head hung low as speaks. I could hear the sadness in his voice.Â
âJack it's okay, I promiseâ I say, making my way towards him. âLet me clean this up, and then I'll make you something, okay?âÂ
âNO!â Jack says loudly, the raise of his voice catching me off guard. âNo, I can clean up my own mess. I made it.âÂ
Taking a deep breath, trying to choose my words carefully, I can already feel the tension in the room rising.Â
âAt least let me help,â I said quietly, not wanting to upset him. âI don't need your help y/n.â Jack says aggressively, âyou've been helping and taking care of me all week.â he says as he turns to grab a towel to clean up the spilled milk.
I stood there in shock, Jack had never talked to me like that before. Anger and sadness ripe through my body. My head is telling me to fight back, but my heart is telling me not too.Â
Im hot on his heels, following behind him, âjack.'' I called out his name, his back turned to me, as he began to clean up the mess. I get no response, âJack'' I say again but a little bit louder this time, which still doesn't get a reaction from him.
My head is beginning to win, now wanting to fight back. I go to grab the towel out of his hands, throwing it in the sink behind me. Grabbing his hip, to turn him towards me so I can look at him.Â
His eyes are locked on the ground, not looking at me. âJack.â I try again for the third time. âTalk to me, what's going on?â softly saying to him, bringing my hand to his chin to lift his face up, to look at me.Â
Jack is quick to rip his face from my hand, âi don't want to talkâ he says looking straight at me now. Tears of anger, sadness, frustration swimming around in his eyes. âI'm going to clean up my mess, and youâre not going to help, leave it alone.â he says sternly at me.
My eyes are beginning to fill with tears of my own, not wanting to cry in front of him, not wanting to speak and argue with him to make the situation worse. I nod at him and make my way out of the kitchen, tears falling on my face as soon as I do.Â
I just wanted to help him, be there for him, he needs someone right now even if he won't say it. I know this is hard on him, mentally and physically, but that doesn't make his actions okay.
All of these thoughts are running through my head as I make my way to our shared bedroom. Making my way to the closet, deciding to start getting ready for the day, there's no way I'll be able to sleep after this.Â
Tears are still falling on my face, I want to go back down there and say something, help him, talk to him, give him a hug. Do anything that I can for him, but I know he doesnt want that right now, he made that very clear. The situation is already tense enough.Â
While getting ready for the day, I decided to give Jack space today. It seems to be what he wants from me right now. The tears have stopped falling for now, but my thoughts and feelings haven't stopped wandering.
I hear Jack enter our room, as I finish up my makeup, my body instantly tenising up, taking a deep breath I make my way out the bathroom. Grabbing my jacket, my back turned to him, there's so many things I want to say to him but I keep them to myself.Â
I can feel Jack making his way closer to me, his front facing my back, his hand sliding on my waist.Â
âBabyâ he quietly says, the sound of his voice making me nervous. Taking a deep breath, I turn to face him, my eyes beginning to water again. Our eyes locked, I can tell he's been crying. I want to reach out to him, but i don't, scared of his reaction.Â
Jack's hand is still on my waist, pulling me slightly closer to him. I'm the first to speak, I can't handle the silence anymore. âI'm going to run a few errands, I'll be back in a few hours. Text me if I need anything "I say softly, looking at the ground.
âI want to talkâ Jack speaks again, I internally scoff at him, so now you want to talk.Â
âI don't want to talk to you right now jack.â I say, making my way towards the bedroom door. Jack followed behind me, âthat's a little childish don't you think? walking away, when i'm trying to talk to youâ he says a little louder this time.
Anger is flowing through my veins, hot angry sad tears are now falling down my cheeks. âYou don't get to speak to me like that.'' I say a wip my body around to face him. âYou don't get to decide when we talk, or when I want to talk to you! '' I say with a voice full of venom. âYou didn't want to talk 45 minutes ago, when I tried to talk to you. So yes jack, I am walking away. I have things to do. I don't want to be around someone who treats me like shit when Iâm trying to be there for themâÂ
My voice is losing its battle of being strong, my emotions are winning, as my voice begins to trail off. I'm not stopping there, quick to cut off jack as he opens his mouth.Â
âActually, we are going to talk now.â I say, throwing my jacket on the ground. âI am trying my best to be the best I can for you right now. As much as you won't admit it, you need me right now, you're so stubborn that you won't let me. Let me be there for you, let me help you, we are in this together, stop acting like you are doing this alone.âÂ
âI know this is hard on you in so many ways, I'll never know what you're going through, but let me be there, talk to me. This isn't easy on me either, seeing the person you love the most in pain and you can't help them.â I'm beginning to sob at this point, trying my best to get everything out that I want to say. I'm not sure if I'll have the strength to do it again.Â
Taking a few steps, to stand in front of Jack, grabbing his face in my hands, tears also streaming on his face. He leans into my touch this time, instead of pulling away.Â
âI love you so much, don't push me away, please.'' I say staring in his eyes, looking for a response. Instead of words, Jack pushes his lips to mine, the kiss surprising me, knocking me off my feet almost. My hands never leave his cheeks, our mouths moving in sync, in a passionate kiss.Â
Jack pulled away first, lips swollen, our chests both rising. âI'm so sorryâ Jack begins â I'm so grateful for your help and love during all of thisâ âthisâ he gestures to his shoulder which is sitting strapped up in a brace. âThis is dragging me down. I hate it. I can't do anything for myself, i feel so bad when i ask for help im scared that I'm annoying you.â he says, âyou'll never annoy me, Jack.'' I say while running my finger under his eyes, wiping away the tears.Â
âThank you for being here for me. I do need you, I'll always need you.â he finishes, before I have the chance to speak, jack is reconnecting our lips.
 Walking us back towards the bed, where he sits on the edge, his free arm urging me to sit on his lap. I pull away quickly, â Jack, I can't. I don't want to hurt youâÂ
âYou wont hurt me baby, what's hurting me is you not being on my lap, kissing me. Now get up hereâ he says with a smirk, pulling my body down to rest on top of his.Â
Once I'm settled safely on his lap, Jack immdentially pulls my face down, to reconnect our lips together.Â
Our makeout session is picking up, our hips grinding together, lips moving frantically together, jacks tongue slipping into my mouth, clashing with mine.
We haven't been this close in awhile, I've missed his body, his lips on mine. With another roll of my hips, Jack pulls his lips back groaning, throwing his head back.
Giving me the perfect access to his brace free shoulder, kissing and sucking on exposed skin of his neck. His grip on my waist tightening as our bodies move together.Â
âBaby, I need more. Please.â Jack whines out to me, âI need to see you, I want to feel you, please, pleaseâÂ
I pull back from his neck, his eyes filled with desperation. âAre you sure? I don't think we should, your shoulder, I don't want to hurt you jack.â I can see his heartache when I say those words to him.Â
âBaby, I'm okay. I need you so badly, fuckâ he says breathlessly as he beings to move our hips together again. I moan, as Jack connects our lips again, his hand sliding under my shirt, urging me to pull it off. In a quick motion I pull it above my head, leaving me in my bra.Â
âOff. off. I want it off baby '' Jack says pulling at the straps of my bra. I reach behind me to unclip it, throwing it somewhere behind me.Â
Jack is quick to grasp one of my nipples into his mouth, sucking and lightly biting it, the sensation causing me to moan out from above him. âFuck Jack, yes fuck.â our hips moving at a quicker space, the dampness between my legs growing by the second, I can feel Jacks bulge swell benenth me.Â
âJack.â I moan out as he sucks and licks both of my breasts. âJack i need more fuck, but i dont want to hurt you.'' I whimper. âI know baby I can feel itâ he says in between the kisses his trailing up my neck. An idea pops into my head as his lips are about to meet mine again, I pull away. âmove and sit up against the headboard.â I say to him, Jack's eyes widen in surprise.Â
I get off of him, and he quickly makes his way to the top of the bed, his back resting against the headboard.
I began to unzip my jeans, pulling them down my legs along with my underwear, leaving me completely bare in front of him. I began to crawl to Jack on the bed. I reached him, grabbing the waistband of his sweatpants, pulling them down his legs, leaving him bare.Â
I take in his state, eyes swimming with lust and love, pupils blown, chest falling, lips swollen. He looks beautiful, brace and all.
Wasting no more time, I sit myself back down on his lap, his cock resting warm and hard against my inner thigh. âHiâ I said to him, âIs that what you wanted? Want me to kiss everything better?â I say, grabbing the base of his cock, lifting up so I can align myself with him.
Without warning I sink down on Jack's cock, the both of us groaning at the same time. I'll never get used to the way Jack feels inside me, the burn between my thighs feels dealicious, I want more. I need more.Â
âFuck baby.â Jack whines out, his free hand grabbing my waist harshly. âI need you to move please.â âlike this?â I say as I raise up slightly and slide back down on his cock.
âYes, like that baby, fuck. More. More.â Jack says as he's looking up at me, so desperate and needy.Â
I decide I'll stop tourchoring the both of us, as I lift off of him completely and sink down again. The action causing me to throw my head back in pleasure. âFuck jack you feel so goodâ i say as I begin to ride at him at a slow pace.Â
âFaster, fuckâ jack groans from below me, getting tired of the pace he begins to thrust his hips to mine.Â
âRight there jack pleaseâ. The angle of this thrusts hits my clit perfectly, causing shock waves to crash through my body. I can feel myself beginning to get tired, needing something to grab on too.Â
Grabbing the headboard behind Jack, I lift myself off of him, and sink back down, putting all of my weight into the headboard, to create more leverage.Â
The new movement causes my whole body to shutter. glancing below me, Jack's head is leaning back against the headboard, eyes closed, mouth open moaning below me.
As if he can feel me looking at him, he opens his eyes, pushes himself off the head board and takes my left nipple into his mouth, his eyes remain on mine.Â
I began to speed up my movements, causing the whole bed to move below us.Â
âFuck right there baby.â Jack moans out to me, his hand moving from my waist to the back of my neck pulling it down to connect our lips.Â
Moans spilling out between the both of us, I can feel the coil starting to build in my stomach, as our hips meet.Â
âJack fuckâ i moan out i a throw my head back, now resting my hands on his hips.Â
âI can feel you clintching around fuck baby.â âim almost there fuckâ slamming myself harder down on his cock.Â
Jack trailing his hand down the front of my body, stopping where weâre connected, his fingers finding my clit instantly, pinching and rubbing it between his fingers.Â
âOh my god, fuckâ I drop my head to jacks neck, still working myself against him.
âDon't stop, don't stop.â I yell out to him, I can feel my legs beginning to shake
âBaby I'm about to cum.â Jack lifts his hand from my clit, forcely grabbing the back of my head, smashing our lips together, teeth and tongues clashing.Â
One last snap of our hips, and I'm cumming. My head dropping to Jack's shoulder, incoherent things are falling from both our lips as we chase our highs together.
After a few seconds I gained enough strength to pull myself up. I can feel Jack's hand rubbing up and down my back.Â
I sit back enough to fully look at him. Our chests falling quickly, trying to catch our breaths. âThat was the hottest thing I've ever seen.'' Jack says to me, his hand moving to push hair out of my face. âDid so good for me babyâ I smile at him, before I'm quickly pulled back into reality when I remember his shoulder.
âJack. your shoulderâ i say frantically, âare you hurt? I knew we should have done this. Oh god "I say as I'm trying to push myself off of him quickly.Â
âHey hey, baby I'm fine.â Jack says as he grabs a hold of my face, his eyes locked with mine. âHell, I'm more than fine. I'm great, all because of youâ he smiles fully at me.Â
My nerves settle a little, as I look over at him to make sure he's actually okay. Jack laughs at my concern as his face follows my movements. âBaby i promise i'm okayâ he chuckles out to me again.
âOkay sorry, for caring about you.â I sigh dramatically out to him. âHey now, none of thatâ he says, pulling my face closer to his again.Â
âCome kiss me better.â he whispers out before connecting our lips.Â
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warnings: none rlly, all fluff :3
@lampylamperson HOPE U LIKE IT !!
a/n: omfg this man IS TOO DAYUM FINE. am I back in my animated men phase ??
The last thing you expected while you waited for your husband to return, was for him to bring a giant kaiju baby with him.
You were sitting on the couch downstairs, your head being held up by your hand as you watched crappy tv shows, when you heard a loud banging noise from outside, you snapped your head up, to see kenji finally swimming in.
The door opened, and water flowed underneath Kenji as he slid onto the floor. âMina! Emergency analysis.â He said quickly, you furrowing your eyebrows at his suddenness. You stood up, going to his side.
âScanning for injuries.â She said, he breathed shakily, turning to look at you and back at Mina.
When she got to his hands to scan, he held them close to his chest, as if he was hiding something.
âKen, this is very strange. According to my readings, you have a⌠a second heartbeat?â
âNo. Itâs not my heartbeat, Mina.â He moved his hands to reveal a pink dragon looking thing.
You gasped, eyes going what. âWhat⌠is that? Oh my god, Ken, is that a fu-â
âYep, itâs the end of the world.â He interrupted, sighing, sitting up, the baby sliding down his body and to the floor. Your eyes were blown wide, in pure shock at the huge kaiju you had in front of you.
The baby looked curious, following Mina around as she floated.
âUm⌠is it okay?â
âShe, ken. The infant is a she.â
She climbed all over Ken, trying to get to Mina with little giggles. You tilted your head to the side. âSheâs kinda⌠cute.â You murmured.
âHer breathing seems normal. Reflexes okay. Heart rate seems slightly elevated, but-â
Ken grabbed her again, holding her in his hands. âJust give me the bad news.â
âI have absolutely no specific data on infant kaiju physiology.â
âWait, Iâm sorry.â He chuckled, putting the baby down. She eyed you curiously, and cooed a few times at you, reaching out. âIâm sorry. Didnât mom and dad program everything they knew about these things into your electric brain.â
She began to walk towards you before Ken grabbed her again, pulling her towards him making you laugh when she had a little sad frown.
âShe is not a thing, Ken. And weâve never seen an infant kaiju. In fact, no one has.â
âGreat, super helpful.â He said sarcastically. âYeah, I think Iâd be better off asking Siri.â He retorted, you rolling your eyes.
âI mean, Minaâs not the one that brought a giant freaking kaiju baby home, Ken.â You pointed out, he rolled his eyes and turned to you.
âWell, we have to figure something out. We canât raise a damn⌠kaiju baby.â He told you, putting the baby back in front of him and groaning in annoyance when his color timer started beeping again. âGreat.â He sighed, looking back at the baby when he realized something.
âUmâŚâ he chuckled. âWhy is she changing colors?â He pointed to her.
âMaybe you should ask Siri.â Mina retorted, making you stifle a laugh.
He chuckled. âDo not start, Mina.â He pointed at the robot in front of him.
âIf I were to guess, Ken, Iâd say she has imprinted on you.â She began to chew on his color timer, he quickly stood up and shook his head. âNo. No. No, no! No, no, no!â He plucked the baby off of him, holding her out in front of himself. âAre you saying-â
âYes, Ken. She thinks you are her mother.â
You had to laugh now, he bumped his head up onto the roof, letting out a yelp.
âI- I am not built for this! Iâve got a life. A title to win!â He groaned. âYou do something nice and now Iâm babysitting a giant- pink lizard thing!â He shouted. âWeâve gotta get it out of here.â
âAnd where would we put her?â You asked with a quirked eyebrow.
He groaned, looking down at you. His timer started beeping again. âOh! Oh, oh, oh, weâll take her to kaiju island!â
âUnfortunately, Ken, no one knows where to find it.â Mina points out.
He sighed, looking down. âCome on!â
The beeping on his timer became more rapid.
âKen, it would be very bad if you changed back right now.â Mina said, as if he didnât already know that.
A large burst of light and he was falling back down to you, you watching him thud onto the ground with a grunt.
He stood up, stretching before turning back to the baby behind him. He chuckled nervously, waving. âHiâŚâ
The babyâs face changed, her smile turning into a frown as she began to sob out, she let out a screech, large beams of light and energy coming from her mouth.
Kenji screamed, turning back to you and ducking down and grabbing you, pulling you flush to his body as he rolled over. All his cars had fallen, causing him to gasp out. You winced.
âWhat the heck was that?!â He shouted at the baby, you both standing back up, Ken still in front of you.
She let out more circles of energy, causing the both of you to run.
âSheâs scared of you.â Mina spoke.
âScared of me? Sheâs 20 feet tall!â He exclaimed.
âShe doesnât know you, she only knows ultraman!â
âMina! Containment unit!â He yelled when you both had to continue dodging her attacks while running.
âWhich one?!â
âThe biggest one!â He shouted at her, you both finally panting and turning around when her screeching had stopped and there was no more attacks.
She was now in a giant glass container, her hands and claws on the glass, cooing with a sad face. Kenji sighed in relief. âOh, God.â
You sighed as well, hitting your husband on his shoulder. âYouâre cleaning this place up.â
âOh, seriously?â He murmured, looking around.
âHey, youâre her mother, not me.â You teased.
He groaned and shook his head at you. âIâm not her mother.â
âShe thinks you are.â
He just rolled his eyes, lightly shoving your shoulder. âI hate you sometimes.â He murmured.
âYou love me.â
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