#and they talk

[bentnotbroken1fanfiction]

Sneak Peek of my Fadel having Nightmares fic.

Fadel. 

“Fadel.”

Wait…that voice…

“Stop.

It's…

“Fadel, stop. it’s me.”

All at once his senses come alive. It’s still dark, but it’s the darkness of reality, not the red tinged shadows of the dream. He can hear someone pleading with him, can feel a hand holding tightly to his wrist, fingernails cutting into his skin. His eyes focus and he realizes that he’s straddling someone…no, not someone. 

It’s Style. 

He has Style pinned to the bed and oh fuck…his knife is pressing against his throat and the only thing keeping it from drawing blood is Style’s own strength keeping Fadel at bay. 

“Shit.”

“There you are,” Style says, voice soft as he stares up at him, eyes going from frightened to relieved.  “Welcome back.”

How can he be relieved? Fadel had almost..

He lets it go like it’s burned him and then he’s up and off the bed in two seconds flat. 

“I’m sorry. Style, I’m so sorry.” he says, breath coming out in quick gulps. How could he do that? How could he pull his knife on Style? If he hadn’t woken up he could have….Fuck. He almost…

“It’s ok, Fadel.” Style is saying, now kneeling at the edge of the bed and reaching towards him. “I’m ok. You didn’t hurt me.”

“But…” He can’t breathe…it hurts…”I could have killed you.” He chokes out, hands coming up to pull at his hair. He can’t do this. He can’t. Not again. He claws at his face, ignoring the tears he feels there. He can’t lose someone again. He can’t be the one…he can’t… 

“You didn’t.” Style insists, sliding off the bed and coming closer. “Come on, Fadel.” Long fingers wrap around his own and bring his hands away from his face. “Please. Don’t do this. Breathe for me ok?”

Breathe.

He needs to…

He does, he breathes and cries and let’s Style pull him into his warm embrace.

[fulltimesapphic]

“I wanna write a stolitz fic”

But you have assignments. Like a lot of them

“But stolitz fic”

No you can’t fail this class stop it

“But- but”

NO *sprays with water bottle* bad.

[cademygod]

why is half the transformers movie focused on romance

bro there are robots that turn into cars right there that is so fucking cool

[noccolibroccoli]

So I had a hysterectomy today (hooray!) and I brought along my stuffed orca, Shamu, as a comfort object. And everyone i interacted with during my pre-op was like "Oh! Who's this?" so I was telling them all about him, how he's been with me since I was 9 and gone on every single vacation and road trip, and they were telling me about their own stuffed buddies (one lady said she still has hers after 40 years!) and all of this while I was signing consent forms and providing a list of the things I'd brought with me, you know, small talk.

So then a nurse comes over and goes "Okay, I've got some stickers I'll put on your things so we know they're yours" and I'm like "OK cool" so she puts a sticker on my coat and stickers on my bags of clothes and then she turns to Shamu and I'm like "oh I guess he gets a sticker too"

But no. She pulls out a hospital bracelet that's an exact copy of mine and slaps it on his tail, like so:

And i was delighted by this, so I took a picture to send to my friends, who were equally delighted, and were cracking me up with their reactions (like so:)

Anyway, they take me back and put me under, and when I awake groggily a few hours later it takes me a minute to get my bearings, so I don't notice Shamu at first. But then I realize he's tucked up next to me in the gurney, so I grab him, and my hand touches gauze.

And I'm like "huh?" so I look at him and I realize

They gave my fucking orca a hysterectomy

[yupokaysuremhm]

op turned off reblogs but I want this forever

[suffering-and-misery]

adhd executive dysfunction sucks bcuz im just sitting there and my brain is like

YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME

no work done no rest gained. literally no point of this at all

(to everyone who reblogged, donate and share @olagaza's initiative!)

[spiribia]

we do need to revisit the wording of "you can't have your cake and eat it too" because i don't think it clearly enough conveys that it's more that you can't simultaneously retain a cake and also get to consume it (which would render you cakeless). for years i was like But why not....it's my cake....?

[thegeekgene]

Someone at an old job asked why I wanted to write up the meeting minutes for our team and I said 'i wanna control the narrative' and they were like 'what' and I pointed out that no one was gonna remember what we said in six months and so my interpretation of the meeting would dictate the assumed reality of what happened

"none of you ever send corrections when I offer the draft so y'all have consented to my version"

"we don't read that shit"

"you must trust me implicitly to create our shared reality that's so sweet"

That's how several coworkers decided I was a supervillain and how I learned several coworkers didn't understand record keeping as like a CONCEPT

[what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom]

hey, I was just at "things got better" island and everyone there is talking about how excited they are to meet you

[schizosusie]

okay so i work in the deli of a grocery store, yeah? and today i got this guy who came up with his two twin children, around five years old. he walks up to the counter, carrying one kid in each arm, and loudly goes "oh, no, i forgot what i wanted!" and turns to the boy in his left arm and, in a perfect blues clues style voice, goes "caleb, do you remember what i wanted?" and the boy goes "half pound of yellow cheese!"

i, obviously, say "you've got it little sir!" and slice up half a pound of yellow american cheese, handing it to the little boy, who looks it over, nods, and tucks it in his lap.

then the man goes "well, we can't just have cheese on our sandwiches. but what else can we put on there?" and the little gurl in his other arm goes "half pound of ham!" so i nod and say "yes ma'am! what kind?" and she points at a random cut of turkey, so her father nods and says "like she said, honey ham!" i cut half a pound of honey ham, hand it to the little lady, she looks it over, nods and puts it in her lap.

then the man goes "now, what should we have for the side?" and the kids both simultaneously start cheering "macking cheese!!!" and the man spins on his heel and marches off, presumably to find the macking cheese.

later, the little boy comes wandering back to the counter while his father looks on and loudly and proudly proclaims that he wants to know where the mustard is. i point him to the correct aisle, he nods, says "thank you mister deli woman" and walks away.

[vamprisms]

me: you literally have a disorder. this is symptoms

me: no perhaps my soul is rotten

[jingerpi]

popular YouTube channels are great and informative until they make a video about a topic you're informed on and then the house of cards comes crashing down as you realize how utterly wrong they are about most things

[tolerateit]

[kitcactusart]

Feel free to print and distribute this image

[skarsgards-bill]

Andrew Garfield talks to Elmo about grief and the passing of his mother