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Elain after Azriel hurt her feelings
#and they haven't spoken since..#honestly good for her#let's not forget when he underestimated her and Amren called him out on it#Lucien would NEVER#anti e/riel#elain archeron#pro elain#pro elain archeron#acotar
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(this post is about rain world vanilla only!!!!!)
Karma flowers being unable to spawn for hunter due to it being karmically imbalanced...
[thank you slugfish for showing me this also!]
Hunter broke the mold by switching to become a carnivore, something other slugcats don't seem able to do, and as a result is spiritually shunned and abandoned...
It's illness is likely related to the fact its eating meat too. I thiunk it has a prion diseases
#textadactyl#lore#hunter#rain world#I haven't seen this spoken yet and I just really wanted to mention it here#I like rot hunter but I might honestly start moving away from it in favor of karma imbalance/kuru hunter#I might elaborate on its relationship to nsh too in another post#esp since a lot of what I believe is mostly headcanon?#and also not based off dp.
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friend breakups are genuinely devastating especially homoerotic ones when neither of you know you're gay yet, which is just to say that i actually would NOT be disappointed if vox ends up canonically only having had platonic feelings for alastor, because there is little in this world that can psychologically fuck you sideways into deep, haunting loathing that you never forget more than falling out with someone you considered a best friend
#life ruining stuff for real#i still haven't forgotten my middle school girl bff and we haven't spoken since we were thirteen#that shit LINGERS#vox#alastor#radiostatic#voxal#hazbin hotel#op
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Hello, I am not dead– I have crawled out of my grave to do some art dump, so!! Yeah, some art dumping ahead :D
All ocs by @leonenjoyer69 :3



Oh and also, warning for Shirtless-ness and some blood
This is a work in progress, but. Siren Kell my beloved <33
#dustmint draws#the glass scientists#tgs#tgs fanart#robert lanyon#tgs robert lanyon#he's there on like the second one#oc: elias wright#oc: mind jekyll#oc: Henry a. kell#oc: henry kell#oc: “whole” jekyll#oc: “whole” lanyon#I have some other drawings but those are for another post because they're ocs of someone else#oh and also gonna drop a bunch of doodles of my guy Atlas– and re introduce him#oh god it's been so long since I've spoken about atlas here. i think the last time i went in deep about them#was when i still haven't changed his name– that was wild#*cough* anyways#oc: mind elias#LEOOON DROP THE MIND ELIAS LORE HERE. LEOON#oh and also technically that's not normal kell. that's Siren kell from the monster au– which is an au made from the sibling au#an au (monster au) of an au (sibling au) of an au– (og lanyon takes the potion au)#stuff is wild#cw: slight blood
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So I'm assuming a lot of us have seen the "Creators for Palestine" thing plastered on our YouTube homepage. I'd be willing to give them the benefit of the doubt if A. it wasn't giving to PCRF, which isn't a reputable charity and donations to it go into Hamas's pockets B. the literal first person on the list wasn't antisemitic tankie piece of shit Hasan Piker. I'm so heartbroken over so many of my favorite YouTubers on the list.
#even if it was actually useful and hasan wasn't there i'd be struggling to continue watching them since it'd remind me of the conflict#at least funkyfrogbait is still kinda safe? i heard they condemned 10/7 and shared some of jack black's reasonable takes#so even if they're participating they're probably not doing it out of hatred for israeli civilians or antisemitism at the least#literally so upset over kurtis conner. he genuinely might be shitty he kissed hasan on the lips and he's proud of it#i have a yootooz of him and for what#gonna watch pinely now bc i haven't seen anything from him about the war and he's jewish so i'm holding hope he's probably chill#leftist antisemitism#antisemitism#jumblr#lukas rants#hila has spoken
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Mumbo was thinking of good builders on the server and the first person he mention was joel, that is so sweet
#i miss jumbo beans#their bases are litellary one next to the other and yet they haven't spoken to echother since episode 1 😔#smallishbeans#mumbo jumbo#hermitcraft
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Oh boy my high school best friend just texted me out of the blue, do I come out to her or do I just exchange niceties?
#torn on whether I want to have a friendship with this girl because while I know she has some more socially liberal views#she was a military brat and proud of it and also right wing fiscally and VERY christian#but I haven't spoken to her since the pandemic started so IDK how her views may have changed
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just hit me like a heavy stone in my stomach that tomorrow will mark six years since my grandma passed away. six years ago last night i was the last person in my family to see her alive. fuck.
#medazzas personal log#was just thinking about how horribly her brother and his wife treated me and my mom during the last three months of her life#and then i REMEMBERED and now im just. a little bit numb.#also means its been almost six years since said brother and wife arranged a memorial service for her#without consulting me or my mom. the ONLY PEOPLE WHO WERE TAKING CARE OF HER FOR THE LAST FEW YEARS OF HER LIFE#i went to the service against my better judgment and accidentally made a fool of myself in front of extended family#and i haven't spoken to them since#fuck just thinking about it makes me exhausted how was it that long ago?
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birthdays are wild, people u have not thought about in years will be sending u dms on instagram
#i suppose to be fair i have thought about this person bc i watch all her stories#we just haven't spoken since we were about 16 lmfao#but that might explain why she messaged me#also. one of the like 4 people from my high school i don't totally hate now so that's a win#oh yeah. it's my birthday today <3 lol#im supposed to go get a cake (i volunteered) but idk where i wanna go for it yet#there's like 3 bakeries in town at this point im just gonna roll a die lmfao#bri babbles
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UHH REMINDER ALSO SINCE I HAVE BEEN SHARING A LOT MORE NEGATIVE THINGS LATELY that amid literally everything that's been going on, there are still things that you can do to retain control in your life in at least some areas!! not everyone can actively protest right now, not everyone has the means and that is OKAY! do what you can when you can!!
this post is a wall of text of me rambling about things you can do Right Now in your community or to keep yourself happy and motivated and going. it's a long one so it's going under read more. I also talk a lot more in the tags
i also use terms like Current Events a lot so I also apologize for the vagueness in some places!! I do not know if this will get flagged if I get more specific and my account has tried to go down twice now
#1: BONDING WITH YOUR COMMUNITY (WITH PERSONAL SAFETY IN MIND)
getting involved in your local community is a big big big thing I've seen talked about lately and I agree with that entirely!! the #1 best thing I feel like anyone can do right now is either volunteering at local support groups or getting involved in local activism
if you have a local community you can connect with for whatever reason then that's absolutely a good idea for both practical and emotional reasons. it can be for anything really, actually. reach out to friends, reach out to family, keep talking to people if you have the energy! it really does make a difference!
^ related to the above, if you can involve yourself in volunteer work, or mutual aid, or just helping others out in some other way, then absolutely do that! you can start with asking around, or searching up aid or other groups that may need extra help in your area, and go from there!!
I see a lot of people have been saying for months to organize and then absolutely no one ever explains how to organize, and if you don't plan on starting something up Yourself that is how you get involved. you find like minded people and you lend your hands. I just looked up "volunteers needed/mutual aid [insert town here]" and went off of that
and there are a lot of different places people might need assistance for. one example being food banks, pantries, are basically always accepting new donations -- if you have produce, not all of them will accept it due to safety regulations, but a local community garden might! libraries also will exchange more than books, and protecting libraries by showing involvement and interest in them is important now more than ever
local businesses, emergency aid if you have the certification, environmental work and disaster cleanup, assisted living areas, shelters, a lot of other specific areas I can't name right now. if you are physically able to seek out support and give back in turn (and if you aren't able to do one or both of these that's also okay!!) i highly highly recommend it. mutual aid especially goes both ways. do not be afraid to reach out for help, that is what they're there for
speaking of libraries!
#2: KEEP INFORMED
this can refer to a lot of different things, but on a federal and local level it is never ever ever a bad thing to keep up to date with what's going on. anyone trying to do bad things on a government level is relying on you not noticing or staying uninformed in the invent that you do notice. keep track of what's going on in your area and plan accordingly!!
keeping up with the news (and fact checking, always, because journalism isn't always ethically practiced), finding where your local city hall or equivalent is and staying up to date on local legislation, has always been important for safety and especially is right now. know how to determine a reliable source from an unreliable one, and know how to pick apart the difference between fact and misconstrued ideas spoken as fact. I'll probably make a post on that too at some point and link it here when I'm done
it is overwhelming to hear just how much is getting worse so quickly, but it's crucial that you don't allow yourself to become unaware, because that makes you easier to lie to. you do not have to work yourself to burnout or to a breakdown, please take breaks whenever you need to and put your own health first!!
but don't do yourself the disservice of not knowing what's happening around you. I want everyone to be as safe as they can, and to be safe you have to be informed
#3: FIND SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO (AND ALSO KEEP CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE EVEN IF IT'S IN SMALL WAYS)
staying up to date on current events has been overwhelming for me, but it also has helped me to maintain a sense of control in my life. and there are a lot of other ways to do that, too, and also give you sources of happiness and things to still look forward to! I'm listing what works for me but I'm sure there's infinitely more ways to pull that off
taking up or getting back into hobbies or interests is a very effective way to keep joy in your life, and this goes double if you're sort of stuck in your house like I am most days. you should get to do things that make you happy!! you deserve to still have things to look forward to!!!
I've also been personally using my interests to try to learn how to do more practical things that might help me and the people I live with; I'm a gardener so I've been working on trying to grow food, starting with sweet peppers. don't know if I'll end up needing that one day (or if my neighbors might, but as the economy completely fucks itself it could get very useful very fast), but having the knowledge and the means helps me feel more in control of what happens in my personal life, and it really has made me feel better and have a source of hope
I really hope that everyone who sees this is doing as well as they're able right now. saying all of this because I don't want to contribute to any ideas of complete hopelessness, if that makes sense. there are things worth getting up in the morning for and every one of you matters and you deserve to be happy. and I love you /p
even if you aren't utilizing your hobbies in that way (again, PERFECTLY fine, do what you need to forever), something like that might be useful for you, too! you can learn new skills or read up on all those things you already wanted to look into but kept putting off, you can carve out a little space in your world for Joy and for Whimsy if you don't have one already! it's good for you!! it's incredible in fact!!
#important#i don't usually write the srs posts myself since others are FAR better with their words than i am. it's the autism I know it is#but I haven't seen a lot of posts (or really any at all. to be honest) about what can be done about everything very rapidly going to hell#and when you see all of this constant awful news back to back and no way or means to protect yourself it's very very easy to feel doomed#and hopeless. and all those other things. and that's not good either. it's unfair to you#it's more productive and i feel like more helathy for your psyche if you use the updates we keep getting of Bad thing after Bad thing --#-- to prepare. to plan in advance and do what you have to do to be safe. your top priority right now should be protecting yourself#physically and emotionally! whatever that looks like for you#on top of branching out with my gardening I've also been slowly getting back into weightlifting (being disabled i Have to take it slowly)#and I've been researching first aid. i hope to take a class if I'm ever able#that's what works for me. your situation migjt be completely different. do what works for you right now#and remember you have support! you have people who are there for you! check in on your friends and let them check in on you!!#if anyone needs me for anything at all my dms and ask box are open. literally anything i dont care if we've never spoken before#protect yourself in any way you can and do not lose hope. there is so much worth living for even if i hate that we have to wait for it#you are IMPORTANT you are VALUED you are LOVED#you CAN make it. i know you can#you deserve! to be! okay!
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my summer 2024 situationship aka my friend of six years that i grew closer with and then got ghosted by the literal day after we got intimate randomly texted me this week to ask if everything is okay between us. and obviously no??? what the fuck. w h a t the fuck.
#like what. why are you messaging me when we haven't spoken since september#and i like hateee myself for this but i've decided to be mature about all of this and just let the message sit until i've calmed down and#then tell him that everything is fine. i'm so tired rlly#the way losing that friendship like that has changed my brain chemistry forever and he's asking if everything is cool. months later.#i would prefer it if we never spoke again to be HONEST
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in middle school, this girl confessed feelings to me in front of a looootta people. i asked my friend about it, bcs i didn't feel the same way, but she did it in front of like. Everyone. he told me that i just needed to "decide" if i liked her now. i thought it was weird — why would you decide to like somebody? was romantic attraction a switch i just hadn't tried hard enough to flip?
i "decided" that i did, because i didn't want to be a bad person for rejecting her in front of everyone
It took me a long time to realise that you shouldn't have to "decide" if you like somebody, & that i was just aromantic, not an edgy preteen who just hated crushes and romance because i was too immature to grow up like my peers did, or whatever
#this wasn't irl it was on a group call#the guy i asked it about was leagues older than me and plot twist he wasn't good to me#i wanna tell people i've never been in a relationship but i don't think i really can when i temporarily “dated” her#she was really weird. she'd record me whenever i talked and stuff to listen to later#after we broke up whenever i talked about a type of person i didn't like she'd think i was making jabs at her & drama would ensue lmao#glad i haven't spoken to any of them since#aromantic#asexual#lgbtqia#aroace#vent#not rlly a vent more of a reflection#but tagging as such just in case
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#bit of hep lore here that's kinda depressing so scroll down if this ain't your thing#i haven't spoken to my older sister K properly. ever. which makes sense as she's 12 years older than me and moved out at 15#i have like 3 memories that include her and one's our mother's funeral. so we're effectively strangers#but she wants for us all (the 4 children of our shared mum) to have a meal or drink at Christmas#and now i feel conflicted. do i go and talk to K and S (older brother) and B (younger brother) who i haven't spoken to since last Christmas#or do i not go because it's a long journey and i don't know what I'd say to any of them#anywayss this *just* got proposed to me like an hour ago#welcome to a 🤏 amount of my family stuff. it's a doozy being a part of it all#if you read all of this then you're a ⭐
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tron fic recs??👀
Hi there! I have to preface this by saying I mostly read (and currently write) Sam/Tron (or Rinzler depending on the fic). While I do read a bunch of just general Tron fic, I tend to have a ship I like and stick with it.
I am really enjoying Salvage What You Can by TooManyTeeth, more so the concept then some of the ideas. (I don't ship sam and quorra), but I can get over those for the concept of Rinlzer and Tron being in the same Grid and not the Same People, and Rinlzer finding out he's the 'evil twin' as the tags put it. I'm only on chapter 14, and there have been some moments that have down right broke my heart. Lots and lots of Rinzler angst.
Want some fluff about pre movie Tron and Clu learning swear words?? No Stupid Questions by bowiesinspace is the fic series for you! It's crack (in the since that it's silly, not you know. weird). and Just an all around fun time.
While this one has a bit of of Sam/Tron in it, the pov is Alan and it's not exactly about Sam and Tron, it's about how Alan feels, seeing and being around Tron, and is very very emotional. But also my second favorite fic in the fandom. And that is Mea Culpa by 2019-2020 (EnglishLanguage).
My first favorite fic is by the same author, and that is Genesis. I don't have words for this fic honestly. It's from Sam's POV, and it's about him coming back to a completely empty Grid. There are lines in this fic that literally left me gasping for air. It's almost GEN but there's hints of the fact that there will be something more between Sam and Tron.
I'll be a bit of a silly goose, and plug my own fic here, Whatever Here (That's Left of Me) part one has no shipping besides Lora and Alan, and is about Sam fixing the Grid from the other side of the screen, having a lot of family moments with Alan, Lora and Quorra and talking with Tron. The second part will be about Sam and 'Tron' falling in love. (which knowing me and my writing, means also at least two smut scenes). So if you just want to read part one that is a-okay with me!
Lastly, in this category I am recommending every single one of Solar_Siren's fictober collections. (and one Angstpirl challenge in there as well) There is a lot of different ships in here (Mostly Tron/Yori) and a lot of Uprising stuff. A lot of REALLY good fics in here.
and now the rest of these will all be just Sam/Tron.
for T rated fics,
Sam and Tron going on a first date, and it's not going as well as Sam would like but they have a good time. Falling in Tandem by bowisinspace (I also rec all their fics. they are all very nice. The kudosbot fic??? HUh?? Why am I emotional over a little ai?? *cries*)
Late Onset Digitalism by EnglishLanguage & Lobster_Emoji is not finished, but I really enjoyed this fic, and I don't think it ended on a clif hanger? I only read it the one time though. I still think it was worth the read. another Sam fixing the Grid fics, but with some fun twists.
We Are Pilots by shirozora is a CLASSIC samtron, and just Tron in general, fic. I read this fic once a year and its just. really good. Sam goes back to the Grid to try and see if Kevin left any clues on what he meant by 'Quorra will change the world' and instead finds Tron, and a Grid in chaos. (One small note is that, even though it's rated T there is some smut towards the end.)
E rated Fics:
First two are longer fics where the smut is only a scene or two. Last one is a smutty one shot.
Someone Has To Draw First Blood by dreamlittleyo is another classic. Kevin took Sam to the Grid when he was a kid, and only luck is the reason that Sam didn't go with him that night of the coup. When Sam shows back up as an adult Tron follows him out the Grid, and then they fall in love.
One Miracle at a Time by dreamlittleyo another 'Sam goes back to the Grid' fics. I haven't read this one in a while, but I remember really liking it. I should reread it soon. Maybe I'll do it tonight.
Patience, Sam Flynn by bowiesinspace (how many of their fics have i recced haha). Short one shot, it's very nice, I love the end cause they get very snuggly.
#hihi!!!#Dakota's fic recs#sanitizedagent8#hope you find something you enjoy!#sorry if samtron isn't your thing. I think at this point that are one of my longest running ships??#any way. doesn't matter haha. hope you enjoy!#or that there's at least ONE fic you haven't read and would like to read lmao#but uhh. since this is the first (I think) time we've really spoken. I don't know what you like to read oof.#oh well. Hope you have a good rest of your day!!#samtron#tronblr#tron#idk what to tag this as really
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It only recently occurred to me the fact it is likely a lot of you don't know who my actual main splatoon ocs are
#likely due to me having not posted about them in... i don't know how long#but like. the +autoboros guys. 4 of them. i need to bring them back#since there's a lot of people who've followed me over the past few months and i haven't spoken about them over the last few months#fun fact Boro actually predates Auto’s current design
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microdosing on killing myself by reading eruri fic exclusively for three days straight
#there is something so very delicious about how loud all the things they dont say are#what if duty brought u together and kept u apart#what if not saying all these things is killing u but saying them would kill u twice as fast#because u know u know u aren't making it out alive not both of u anyway and maybe never having it will be easier than losing it#its just sooooooo good#everything is so tainted by melancholy and death ♡#its just doom and tragedy and repression and yearning and denial and so close to the surface it might as well be spoken out loud#but it never can and never will#and thats how my bi yearly 3 day reading fics for a pairing i havent thought of in 5 years and will not think of again for another 5#breakdown is going#i haven't watched or engaged with snk since like 2017#but by god does eruri still have a hold on me#every few years i remember them out of the blue and its like lightning striking#txt.me
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