#and they bite (metaphorically and literally)
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there’s something inherently grotesque about love. it’s not the soft, pastel-colored thing hallmark would have you believe. love is sharp teeth and bloodied hands. it’s hunger—actual, visceral hunger.
we “devour” each other with our eyes. we “consume” each other’s attention. we talk about “aching” for someone, about feeling “empty” without them. love songs croon about addiction and obsession, about needing someone like a junkie needs a fix. calvin harris and the disciples literally sang, “i want you to breathe me in, let me be your air.” love demands consumption, down to the bare bone.
the cultural shorthand is clear: desire is hunger. and hunger—real hunger—has always had a dark edge. maybe that’s why the cannibal keeps showing up in our stories about love. hannibal lecter and clarice starling’s hypnotic dance of intellect and temptation. armie hammer’s scandal that felt like the logical end point of his sexy, “aristocratic” image. netflix’s fresh, where sebastian stan plays a charming man who dates women only to harvest their flesh. and let’s not forget our beloved twilight—edward cullen, sparkling like a disco ball, warning bella, “you’re like my own personal brand of heroin.”
what is love if not the urge to consume? the desire to take someone so deeply into yourself that they become a part of you—biologically, spiritually, metaphorically. and what is heartbreak if not hunger pangs when that person is gone?
cannibalism makes an excellent metaphor because it’s all about boundaries—or the lack thereof. loving someone means letting them in, letting them get so close that the lines between you start to blur. but what happens when that intimacy turns dangerous? when the hunger isn’t mutual? when one person is the predator and the other is the prey?
jeffrey dahmer didn’t kill people because he hated them. he killed them because he couldn’t bear to be alone. he wanted to keep them close, permanently. it’s completely horrifying, yes, but also tragically relatable. anyone who’s stayed up all night rereading texts from an ex, anyone who’s memorized someone’s spotify playlists just to feel connected—congratulations, you’re already halfway to dahmer’s basement.
romeo and juliet, the classic tale of doomed romance, hinges on mutual destruction. they consume each other until there’s nothing left, literal poison sealing the deal. it’s the same story in wuthering heights. heathcliff doesn’t just love cathy; he wants to haunt her. when she dies, he famously cries out, “be with me always—take any form—drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss where i cannot find you!” romantic? sure. but it’s also deeply unhinged.
maybe that’s why vampires, zombies, and other flesh-eaters keep showing up as metaphors for desire. they’re embodiments of hunger without limits, love without boundaries. they remind us that intimacy is inherently risky. to love someone is to hand them a knife and hope they don’t use it.
but the truth is, we want them to use it—just a little. we want the vulnerability, the ache, the bite. we want to be consumed. after all, what’s the alternative? to be alone? to keep your heart under glass, untouched and pristine? no one writes sonnets about that. no one makes movies about lovers who stay politely detached.
maybe cannibalism is the perfect metaphor for love. it’s a bit unsettling, sure, but so is the way we talk about relationships. soulmates. twin flames. two halves of a whole. it’s all just a pretty way of saying: i want you inside me. not just physically, but spiritually. i want to know you so deeply that the distinction between me and you dissolves.
and isn’t that a little terrifying? isn’t that what keeps us awake at night? the knowledge that love will either complete us—or consume us whole.
so eat your heart out. or let someone else do it. either way, bon appétit.
#dark academia#writing#writings#female writers#essay#personal essay#essay writing#my writing#writers on tumblr#literature#lit#girlblogging#girlblog#female hysteria#dark feminine#hell is a teenage girl#love
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Very deeply annoyed by the fanon idea that Talia treated Jason like a pet or a tool when he was catatonic, because when you actually read lost days you can clearly see that Talia is literally the only person who looked at Jason while he was catatonic and still saw a person and treated him like a person while everyone else around her (Ra’s and the doctor she hired) was ready to dismiss Jason as an empty shell
#As much as I do use the dog owner and dog metaphor to describe their relationship at times because she did very much pluck him off#the streets and rehabilitate him like one might a stray puppy. Talia doesn’t actually dehumanize him in that way. She’s literally the only#one who believes and treats him like he’s still sentient. If Jason is Talia’s pet than Talia is the type of owner who is dropping 10k on#their 18 year old dog’s cancer treatment when everyone is telling her that it’s hopeless and that she should just put him down#‘Promise you’ll treat me like I’m a dog with a bite history and you’re the last white girl with a savior complex on earth’ type shit#that’s her poor little meow meow right there have some RESPECT#And stop basing your idea of Jason and Talia’s relationship off of fanfic and that 10 second clip from young justice#Jason Todd#Dc#Also this goes back to my other post about people being unwilling to believe that Talia is capable of genuine kindness for some reason
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Crowley: tempts God's favorite creatures with a fruit 😈🐍🍎
Crowley: is immediately tempted with a fruit 😳🍑😰
#god: now kithh#crowley stepping on the very rake he set down yet again. rip#(shakes fist at sky) damn you frances mcdormand!#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#good omens#literally crowley's movements even parallel eve in the gif#like he moves towards az in the same moment eve moves towards adam#for protection. companionship#to take the 'eve biting the apple' metaphor and run with it:#crowley Literally fell first#and kept offering that knowledge until in 1941 az definitely fell harder
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Crackship of the day: countess Rosalia x Lilian 'Lily' York
#it can be enemies to lovers#when they realize claude is more dangerous to their charges/daughter figures#rosalia wants the throne for jen#and will do anything to get it#which incurs lily's protective insticts over athy#and anger#rosalia finds lily abandoning her status to play nanny to a forgotten princess a waste#they will snip and bite (metaphorically and hopefully literally later)#but they do it as elegantly as noblewomen brought up to#they are the devil x angel pair#lily york#lilian york#wmmap lily#wmmap countess rosalia#wmmap rosalia#wmmap#who made me a princess#sbapod#suddenly became a princess one day#crackship#rarepair
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i need him inside of me.
#🦔#metaphorically#literally#theoretically#i want to eat him#i want to take a bite out of him#or like have him in another way#if ykwim#teacher crush community#male teacher crush#teacher attachment#teacher crush#tc community#male teacher#tcc feelings#teacher love#teacher x student#teacher crush blog#teacher crush confessions#cannibalistic#masochistic#sadistic
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I need to suck a dick SO BAD
#🥀#if i do not get a boyfriend soon I'm going to start biting people when i get cranky#i have no one to keep me on a leash (metaphorically. i don't think I'd be into that literally)#rAAHHGHH
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i still haven't gotten real baghera and rivers interactions have i........... like the barest of interactions......... a drought........... i was so fucking curious...... i am still so curious............ twenty minutes of conversation and i would be fed forever............ i'd never ask for anything again.... baghera wasn't even there when bolas was doing the whole hostage situation she was off doing her own thing.......... i'm so curious........... i want to know..... what would the dynamic be........ how would they interact............ i'll never know.............. crying...........
#qsmp#if they've interacted somewhere and i just missed it somehow i will be punching the table#and i mean like a conversation bc i have a vague memory of baghera introducing herself to rivers maybe????#but like a CONVO not just hi bye YOU KNOW#you know what i mean. you know.#i'm pretty sure there are tags on my blog from pre-rivers saying:#'god i hope rivers can join (...) i'm so curious what her and baghera's dynamic would end up being'#and i sincerely hope the answer isn't 'nonexistent lol' please 😭 don't do this to me#literally one twenty minute conversation so i could chart a trajectory i'll never ask for anything again#this is a personal curiosity i'm just very interested in people and how they interact and the myriad of dynamics that form it's fascinating#rivers and baghera's personalities are really interesting to me in their own ways#what can i say i like throwing ingredients into the test tube and SHAKING THEM TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS#shut up vic#block game brainrot#there are no metaphors it's just 4 am and i'm grieving the gaping holes in possible interactions#also i just watched a slimecicle qsmp vod those always leave me somewhat unhinged. you get it. you understand.#long tags#((also rivers who speaks french and baghera who's picking up spanish SCREAMING can i hear ONE person on this smp who isn't a native speaker#say something in french that isn't PETITE BITE or VOULEZ VOUS COUCHEZ AVEC MOI))#((i don't even have a personal stake in that battle tbh i'm not a native french speaker but sometimes i try to think of someone outside-#the 'french' w their translations box set to french and man. i come up empty. and it makes me bummed))#((i get why i think but i'm still a bit bummed. would be nice to see the french speakers hearing a nonnative speaker in their language))#((i think it would be funny if rivers spoke french to one of em. etoiles esp would be funny))#(((if anyone's curious i'm avoiding specifics abt rivers bc i'm terrified of being wrong bc My Spanish Is SHIT)))#(((i certainly have thoughts but rather than Be Permanently Wrong On The Internet i will hold them in my chest and one day Die)))#damn these really are long tags hahahahahaha 4 am..............................#anyway tl;dr i will never not be curious how rivers would interact w the smp as a whole i get very excited seeing her log in that's the pos#((and if anyone's worried no i don't message in twitch chats and i deactivated my twitter a year and a half ago lol))#REMINDER THAT IT'S FOUR AM SORRY IF THE TAGS ARE UNHINGED AND FULL OF BAD TAKES I CAN'T BE HELD RESPONSIBLE
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*comes out of the milgram mv covered in blood*
W-Well, I didn’t expect that to happen
#spoilers for cat but#I DIDNT EXPECT THE CAT METAPHOR TO RESULT IN HIM LITERALLY BITING THE BIRD#TURNED INTO A FUCKIN WERECAT MY GOD#THE SONG WAS BANGER THO GREAT SHIT WILL PUT THAT ON REPEAT KICKED MY LEGS AS I GIGGLED EXCITEDLY#well my casino predictions were wrong but hey at least I still have anime jazz *shrugs*#side note: his wife looks really cute!?!? especially in her uniform like AAAAAAAAAA#AS PER USUAL I DONT UNDERSTAND SHIT#I wanna date these prisoner’s dead spouses#milgram#milgram kazui#milgram cat#kazui mukuhara#tw caps
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#so i just thought of something and needed to clown for a second#you know that episode “just one bite”? where squid secretly loves krabby patties?#so i might be reaching but#what if that episode wasn't actually about squidward's feelings towards krabby patties#but rather his feelings towards.... spongebob?#HEAR ME OUT#throughout the entire episode#he's so dramatic about not letting anyone#(especially spongebob)#find out that he actually likes krabby patties#but he's like... IN LOVE WITH THEM#madly in love#and the more he denies it#the harder it becomes for him to get what he wants#until he literally EXPLODES from his love for the stuff lmao#like i said in my masterpost: squidward will admit his true feelings when it really comes down to it#idk#just wondering if it isn't a metaphor for his love for a certain sponge 😉#squidbob#squidward tentacles#squidward#spongebob#spongebob squarepants#sbsp#tragic clowning
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leviathan!charlie also takes care of the weird plothole about her going from “hunting & hunters are scary and dangerous wtf get away from me” to “oh wow murdering people is soooo fun, guys!!! i just wish it was more magical!!!” because in this scenario it is not her going into hunting and somehow being in complete denial of the bloody reality of it, but her actually regressing to more violent tendencies in order to keep in contact with the Winchesters, who are basically the only friends she has.
leviathan!charlie who teamed up with them to take down dick specifically so that she would not have to act like she did in purgatory and could find a new life, but inevitably being drawn into the black hole of hunting/winchester-related violence. leviathan!charlie who sets out like vampires can to feed on animals…. and the occasional asshole, but that one shaky spot on her moral ground gives her room to backslide into seeing the monsters she hunts as just more assholes to eat (regardless of the fact that they are her!!! she’s a monster too! she just got lucky siding with sam and dean first!) leviathan!charlie who tries to hold onto the humanity she painstakingly taught herself, but the longer she’s around the winchesters, the harder it is to be anything but a monster.
#leviathan!charlie is both a comedic and a tragic concept btw. the same as regular charlie.#i never bought that her reading the spn novels was enough to convince her that Hunting Good and Cool. especially when she kept getting hurt.#but her clinging to hunting to cling to sam & dean (her literal only friends and connections that we know of)?#yeah. that i can see.#and with leviathan!charlie it becomes even worse for her. because how much of her is useful as a hunter. and how much will become too much#for sam & dean not to hunt her.#leviathan!charlie 🤝 castiel: if we fuck up too badly our best friend will kill us. and we might just let him.#oughuhhhh dark!charlie & good!charlie who are. basically the same as in canon. except that dark!charlie uses leviathan methods of killing#openly. and good!charlie will not eat anything. she’s fucking starving herself.#and what im saying is that Dean cuts dark!charlie’s head off to keep her from going inside the house instead of breaking her arm.#it doesnt kill her but its just. its an awful thing. sam inside watching as good!charlie bites down on the good!wizard guy and kills him#and then the skin on her neck rips open and she screams in pain and fear as she comes apart#sam gingerly carrying both her body and her head out to dark!charlie in the same state#dean staring at what he’s done….#and charlie both metaphorically and literally putting herself back together…#leviathan!charlie#charlie bradbury#spn
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worst thing about being disabled is that now I am fully and completely aware of exactly how much I am worth to everyone I know. And it is not a lot!!
#like. it gets to me. A lot of the time it’s ohhh your life is priceless and. Well. Okay I did just see you put a price on it though.#like. It’s not always blatant but the laziness comments get to me. The stupid comments get to me. The money comments also get to me.#Either all life is precious or I am a drain on society. you cannot have both.#Why is my life worth less than twenty dollars. Better yet why are YOU gambling with MY life. wear your FUCKING masks.#like I’m usually fine bc I simply do not have the capacity for any more shit. I am existing in less dimensions than most ppl and Not Aware#And then when I am better I experience two entire years of Concentrated Cosmic Horror before I fold back down into being two dimensional#Cosmic horror? Eldritch horror? I DONT ACTUALLY KNOW. what I do know is that I straight up Do Not believe in the soul anymore bc of this!#like I’m horrified!! It is literally horrifying. If I still had all of me I could write some deeply fucked up metaphor but rn what I’ve got#Is like. okay so I’m supposed to be like. A galaxy on the inside folded into a person shape. Right#there’s stuff happening in there. three to five trains of thought at once etc. etc. and that is not what I have anymore. what I have now is#like. One planet and a white dwarf. not even a neutron star. And everything else went out so gradually that I didn’t really notice but#I woke up one morning and it’s not there and then I got into the habit of not looking up bc that’s a lot of work and I have to keep paintin#galaxies on the ash of this stupid little planet. And then I experience random bandaid treatment and Have The Knowledge again and.#I get to experience Plato’s allegory of the cave in REAL TIME and involuntarily!!#It really does suck that the only time I am able to comprehend the magnitude of my loss is when I’m not experiencing it!! bad times!!#I’m tired of being agreeable. Wear masks. Petition for air purifiers in public spaces. Or I start biting for real#if you notice I’m dealing with long covid a. BADLY. you’re right!! Gold fucking star! I challenge ANYONE to deal with The Bullshit actually#I’m not going to let myself be martyred for the fucking. Economy. Bull FUCKING shit.
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Hiram covering the costs for Fred's funeral must have been a huge deal for you.
okay yes. but why do i detect a tone of judgment!!
#THAT WAS SO FREAKISH OF HIRAM. I'M RIGHT#the sicko implications of paying for the funeral after his role in deteriorating their relationship...it's like he's GLOATING#'or he's remorseful' is what varchie would want to weigh. and it's so so sick of him ahhhhhhhhh SCREAMING BITING#going back to s2 the only times archie really sets firm boundaries with hiram are around his dad#obviously the big desk-knife office confrontation but also midseason when hiram gave archie that car in front of fred#controlling man thing to do. veronica literally had the means and was about to pay. he didn't need to be involved at all and knew it#he did it to flex that he's still powerful. it shows off his access to information and funding. so much for the fbi asset seizures!#and ofc going back to the whole convo about how rvd characters often can't meaningfully sever ties with their abusers#it says they're not done he's not going anywhere (message to archie and veronica both)#they blocked his number so he started mailing amazon packages to their home address. metaphorically. is a reading that's possible#hiram lodge#archie andrews#veronica lodge#hirarchie#hiramaissance#i won't ever forget the experience of watching this episode#sobbing through to the end and then getting hit with a hirarchie breadcrumb. rvd is so indecent (complimentary)
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I fucking love werewolves they’re sooo versatile. they can be serious or silly or even sexy. they can be a metaphor for literally anything. creature of all time methinks <3
#regarding metaphors I’m particularly fond of them being used as one for disability but as previously iterated literally Anything goes#they’re about queerness. anger. generational trauma. Otherness. transformation/change. (loss of) control. repression. fearing yourself.#the lines between humanity & monstrosity (and blurring thereof). just really fucking wanting to bite someone. etc etc etc#elli rambles#lycanthropy
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Current insanity level: coreographing mental amvs to All-American-Bitch
#im in the pits besties#gritting my teeth and chanting im grateful all the time#as i hear the worlds dumbest men talk about apis all wrong#im so normal im sooo normal and not even bursting with misplaced rage bc of period hormones#come closer#i dont bite#i prommy <33#literally holding up my tiefling oc like a squeaky toy and banging him againt the metaphorical wall#for catharsis#txt.wav
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How do you need to be touched?
Cautiously
your teeth are bared, as they have been, your jaw aching for so long as growls slip free. you always have to defend yourself. you lash out in fear. you need someone who does not shrink back… a hand falling slowly to your shoulder, however briefly, in a reminder that you do not have to lunge. there is no danger here, now.
I answered all but one question different from my other blog... got same result?? but both are VERY ic as much as the answers were so.... ??? but it works???
Stolen from my other blog \o/ (originally from @sanguine-salvation for other blog but still) Tagging: @priceforeverything @ubcs @outbreaksurvived @manufactoredxbyxdesign
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i think about this line from rwrb a lot
#laying in bed on my stomach blasting olivia rodrigo because im sad#my dad is my dad he's so tiring to live with god my tongue is (metaphorically) bleeding from having to hold onto every thought#and feeling i have yk bite my tongue etc#and my mom. calling me like 5 days after she left for the first time just to ask about why my dad said what he said to her#and then angrily shout and complain about him to me#like. im tired. of these stupid fucking pathetic excuses of adults#i want parents real parents i can't believe god hates me so much that i feel like i have 0 inspite having 2#like. when my mom complains 'i can't believe he did this how can he even do this doesn't he see me as a human?? '#and i just listen quietly because#yeah. he doesn't. he literally said it to you in front of all of us when i was 18.i begged you to divorce him when i was 17#how is it surprising anymore obviously he's horrible he's a fucking sociopath#but you cared too much about society to leave him so just bear with him then#you doomed yourself and me with you not that you even care#every major decision he has taken in the past 5 years of my life have directly contributed to my depression#doing this degree i begged not to not sending me to college not sending me to the classes i wanted and then moving me here#so fuck you ugh fuck both of you honestly#i hate that i can't even say anything because it's literally pointless ive already said it 500 times and it doesn't matter#i don't matter really they'll fight and make up and fight and make up and continue to ruin my childhood and adulthood and they'll#die thinking oh we were such great parents#well fuck u i hope i never have to speak to you again when i move out
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