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nevaronn · 6 months ago

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The slowburn is clawing at the inside of my head but the 5+1 is SO CLOSE TO BEING DONE

As it is, Im going to a streaming party for DCI so I'll just have to sit in a dark auditorium coming up with new story ideas as Carolina Crown blows my eardrums out

#ikkayumi #ao3 #fic writing #ikkaku madarame #yumichika ayasegawa #bleach #the slowburn #i hate writing slowburn #tubiaf #tangled up [branches in a flood]#5 + 1 fic #listen #my brain is a mess #and theres nothing i can do

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catbuspass · 8 months ago

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Steves really freaked out becuz of not being in the house ive been in for nine yrs and its making us rlly sick :o(

#ppl want to have did so bad but not if it means being 100% incapable of controlling or helping ur emotions #ughhhhh #i cant calm down #and theres nothing i can do #and theres stuff to move

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lycanstonebutch · 1 year ago

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Bruh wtf do u do when everyone u care abt wanna kill themselves and are miserable and unhappy like indont think a single person around me wants to live and theres nothing i can do abt it except hope i dont wake up to them having killed themselves and i cant blame any of them for it either cuz this world fucking sucks but idk man seeing the ppl you care for and love constantly wanna die and being completely entirely helpless and useless to it is idk

And to be clear im not saying that in the like woah i expect love to cure someons depression type of way cuz thats fucking stupid to think

I just mean it in the way that being stuck in a world where everyone you care about is miserable and wants to die but you have the normal feeling of "i want you to be okay" bcuz you love them it starts to make you feel absolutely helpless

#like life sucks and everyone around me wants to die #and theres nothing i can do or say thats gonna change that bcuz im powerless in the grand scheme of things #sure i can offer a temporary bandaid ig #but overall no ones not gonna wamna kill themselves bcuz of me #so literally all i can do is just hope no one kills themselves amd atp #even that seems selfish lol #like life is just so miserable #and theres nothing i can do #just have to accept thay everyone aroubd me is unhappy and wants to die and hasnt felt genuone happiness in years and that #i cant do shit abt it #that i can never truly make the ppl i love fulfilled or happy bcuz this world sucks ass #depressing

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ourlordapollo · 2 years ago

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#man i just feel so bad for my parents #im really not given to grudges or vengeful thinking #like yes it was their own negligence that got ringo killed (and the driver— it takes 2 to make an accident) but i just cant imagine #the trauma of that #watching your beloved dog die right in front of your eyes and knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt that it's YOUR fault. you did this to him.#my mom is crazy enough as it is and im TERRIFIED she's going to slip further down the path of self destruction #and theres nothing i can do #ringo was one of the last things she had left #i feel fucking awful. im so sad.

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hertwood · 4 months ago

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what if kyles scared of the thunder 😭😭😭😭

#AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO #she speaks #kyle the cat

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cherriegyuu · 8 months ago

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had a small break down today... i have no ideia how i'll manage the next three months

#i feel like jm on the verge of loosing my job #and theres nothing i can do #i offered to work from home #explained that for 90% of my job all i need is a computer with internet #the other 10% is taking calls and talking to the randoms that suddenly pop up #honestly it doenst even amount to 10%#id say maybe 5%#and the girl that works with me could handle it #but yeah #i wont get approved

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a-tired-bass · 9 months ago

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I want a lot of things, but right now the thing I want most of all isn't going to happen

#and theres nothing i can do

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goldenblueomens · 1 year ago

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at this point i'm praying my professor sees how mentally deranged i am and gives me pity marks for my assignment bc holy fuck it's bad yall

#literally the biggest pile of garbage ive ever written #and theres nothing i can do #like im editing it now and #my brain just cant see any way to fix it #its so bad its unrepairable at this point #prayer circles for my grades #can u imagine how embarrasing it would be to get kicked out for being too stupid pls i cant #it might happen honestly #who let me in to grad school

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itmethebee · 1 year ago

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Wow I hate existing sometimes

#Everything feels so hard #nothing seems like its ever gonna work out #and i am entirely powerless #and theres nothing i can do #i hate everything #i j want one thing in life that i dont have to fight tooth and nail for #hard reset pls #i wanna cry all the time #im trying so hard to be the strong one #but im cracking #i am aware im shouting to the void #but like thats all ive got rn #i also sometimes feel like im the only one putting in effort and trying #like i know thats mean but i feel like im always trying to find a solution #and im the only one whos actually trying to do things for us #but i j keep getting shot down #i j wanna feel like im worth it #like im not the only one trying #and for them to put in effort #people have been all talk my whole life #i j want someone to match their actions to their words #j small things #if you say you want to do something just do it??#idk #maybe i should just be alone #why does no one in my life take responsibility for anything #stop making excuses #if somethings important to you show it #part of me feels like im j waiting for them to finally realise ghat unless theyre willing to do anything and theyre not its futile #and im j breaking my own heart because they dont want to change anything and i don't know if they ever will and it hurts

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bloominglegumes · 6 months ago

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tf one orion scribbles,,,, hes just a little guy,,,,,

#my art #op in the new trailer;;hes such a menace i love him so bad im going to cry like just think about it he goes from that to becoming #stoic somber optimus prime with the weight of the universe on his back and the guilt of losing his best friend not to death or distance but #from each of them making just a few choices that butterfly out and slowly pull them apart and theres nothing they can do im so so normal #tf one #orion pax #d 16 #optimus prime #megatron

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partlypluto · 1 year ago

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you haven't felt like that person in so long

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lotus-pear · 3 months ago

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the dialogue choices in this game should be more diabolical

#i love akechi but i sometimes i wish you could bully him like no matter which dialogue u pick it sounds like ur flirting back w him #“i'm going to be completely honest with you. i've always hated you” why can't u say smt unserious back #like “sorry i have a snatched waist and correct opinions on everything.” or like “ur loss lmao”#hate playing darts with this bitch bc i play on a steamdeck and i don't have a fucking gyroscope so like #it's trying to replicate how the joycons or pro controller would throw AND ITS SUCKS SO BAD #like i just see akechi get a hat trick every single fucking time with three bulls in a row and meanwhile im struggling to line the thing up #and then after u finish he's like “hmm i see. that's an interesting way to play it” WHAT THE FUCK THERES LITERALLY NO STRATEGY HERE SMARTAS #I JUST MISSED. IM NOT STRATEGIZING. THERES NOTHING “INTERESTING” ABOUT IT.#i hate going to penguin snipers so much i hope i can get this stupid game on switch so i can actually rank up akechi's baton pass #and not waste like 1000 yen every night bc i refuse to not let a party member be on rank 3 #akechi fuck yourself why can't we play 501 like we do with everyone else. why do u have to make everything abt this stupid rivalry #im gonna kms i hate akeci and i hate darts #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5 #p5r #goro akechi #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #shuake #akeshu #lotus draws

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mysfitalyss · 2 years ago

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#me venting #im having such a rough mental health time #to the point of nearing crisis #and theres nothing i can do #my stress levels are unbearable #ive got too much going on in my life #i want to step back and not be in this position anymore #i thought i was happy here #im not happy anywhere #i cant take it anymore

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dudescape · 8 months ago

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My phone bill ($120) and rent (~$560) are due in 2 days and I still have not received any kind of help.

I've gotten one paycheck so far but most of it went to food and gas. My rent is due on the 16th. I have no internet, my phone is all I have. I live in an RV, so I might just have to pack up and live on the road for a while. As far as I know, there is no public dry camping in Texas. I am going to probably have to live in a Walmart parking lot until I am asked to leave every Walmart in the area. I am worried about losing my job.

apparently your 20s are all about hard lessons n shit. I thought my discord account was going to be deleted, and someone impersonated the discord staff and kept telling me to send money in increments of $150 to "prove my innocence" with my bank information. I have already reported it to the FBI scam department and called my bank, and they can't refund any of it to me.

I just got scammed out of $980 and now I can't afford rent, gas, food, phone bill, etc.

Please help me out, even a few dollars helps

$ 0/800

$KINGcrispp

#i also am not getting my account back #they just emailed me like “theres nothing we can do”#which means when my nitro renews ill probably be suddenly down 100 bucks and unable to do anything about it #luckily thats not for several months i think #but i wont be able to see it coming #and theres nothing i can do #i want to kill myself more than anythint #this rifle keeps fucking telling me how easy it would be #and iwant to know its comforting embrace

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ruporas · 1 year ago

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