#and theres a sequel but lets go one step at a time

[electricpurrs]

and whats the name od the webcomic . huh

17776 is a webcomic that takes place in an utopic distant future where human beings have stopped dying, and now have been alive for thousands of years after all of humanity's problems have been solved, and they must seek new purposes. its also about american football. its complicated

you can read it here ^ i deeply deeply recommend 17776! its pretty short (you can binge read the first part in one sitting) and i deeply appreciate it as a piece of art, i think it tells a story because it has things to say and wants to use this format to express them. its funny, its moving and just a very special little thing that exists, i think. i really think everyone should check it out at some point!

[marictheirins]

know your enemy fallacy unlocked in my brain so ive played 10hrs of datv after snapping & the review isnt looking good. ive limited spoilers to just one minor one but look at thyne own risk my honest review thus far---

this game is optimized worse than early access bg3, whole environments just dont load or even unload as i run around sometimes stuff not loading for minutes at a time. i have collected loot from chests locked away clearly from places im not meant to be because the damn wall never loaded sooooooooo

dragon age 2: the sequel right down to varric clearly telling the story like he's written it already. this is not a benefit for me, thats a big negative

the prologue is incredibly disappointing after inquisition's MASTER CLASS in how to begin a game. i could literally play by play moment by moment go into why the prologue of inquisition is one of gamings best openings but haha its funny rook beat up people in bar because bad ass teehee

actually the writing overall has taken a step backwards, most quests are uncreatively predictable & the dialogue is flat & lacks any sort of life. its giving MMO quests.

the combat is fun but it doesnt work half the time with the game forgetting the mouse buttons or number buttons exist ive died twice solely because i couldnt actually attack bc the game didnt register i was clicking my mouse or pressing hotkey 1

custom character gets reset at random & i have to reload the game several times for the game to spawn the correct edited character

i would love to care about neve but its hard to give a shit when her voice actress doesnt give a shit about delivering her lines. bellana's actress over acts and thats fine considering her character but these two have scenes together and its soooooooooooo embarrassing to see which actor cared and who wanted a paycheck

actually it feels like 70% of the various cast of npcs are just flatly reading the script & its violently immersion breaking not to mention the game treats the player, the protag, AND the npcs like they are stupid. rook parroting information to a character who parrots it back is not effective or good writing thats just repeating the same words several times so the player doesnt forget, addled by this happens in scenes back to back multiple times about any major plot point which wastes time & paints me, the player, as too stupid to pay attention when i was told the first time

$80 for 40hrs of main story. youre joking. supposedly theres 60-80 overall if you 100% it but the main story can be beat in 40 flat. for eighty goddamn dollars.

so far this has been a mid tier triple a game with dragon age packaging, it took about 4hrs before i actually felt like i was playing a dragon age game vs a copycat styled game. over the shoulder camera sucks im so over this goddamn pov. it plays, looks, & feels like a sony ip in a bad way. god of war last of us resident evil ass controls camera and gameplay.

its jank, the animations glitch & ragdolling just happens, hair textures muck up, again my enVIORNENTS DISAPPEAR. despite running on ultra bc my rig can handle it the textures & some of the models are plain ps3 looking, not nice at all not a loading issue they are just poor assets.

corridor simulator. i sure love that we finally broke free of the curse origins put on da2 where we had repeat maps long hallways & got to never explore bc dai was more open world & while some of the maps were too big we have regressed to going in a straight line, limited exploration, & each widdle level gives you a chest as a pat on the head because we are playing a very pretty platformer :)c $80

why do i have health pots in boss battles, is this a zelda

companion ai is nonexistent & the tab to open the spell / ability menu to tell my companions to do their job is clunky & invasive & in previous games companion ai let the party fend for themselves just fine why does harding have to be told to heal me when any mage in origins 2 or inquisi just already knew because low health trigger

rook is just hawke again. 3 options for dialogue red purple green dont fix it if its not broke i guess but the inquisitor had more options AND the warden had tons of dialogue choices to really flesh out a character. multiple origins are nice but whats the point of these elaborate backgrounds that are constantly mentioned by both rook & npcs if i didnt get to see or play these events. it feels like im playing someone elses character or that rook isnt a player protag its just the character you play vs one you create

f to jump, not spacebar ???? thats not how video games work bioware even you know this because spacebar to jump is the default in inquisition you absolute morons

if you survived this far heres some positives, the first being that i heavily enjoy the legacy characters popping up to support various factions maevaris tilani the bad bitch that you are i gasped when she walked into frame & i could recognize her INSTANTLY which dai failed to do with its legacy cameos like teagan fiona hell even loghain and alistair are uhhhhh not great so im glad we took greater care in making these characters more identifiable

sorry, lucanis hot. im a stupid bitch who likes the crows leave me alone.

it is pretty, i will give it that its a pretty game. the artstyle is a hit or miss tho

i like when rook smiles its the same smile animation the inquisitor had in dai its very cute

transmog is cool ig

u can call solas an asshole within the first hour of the game and that makes up for negative number six bc its my review and i make the rules

im not having fun. like honestly im not. this game is disappointing but im at this point willing to finish the main story at least to get the lore and closure i want from this franchise. this game is this odd thing that doesnt fit in the series & is vastly different from its predecessors in what i see is a detriment. gaider and weeks are VERY different directors and have split this franchise in two for better or worse. while i love dai its not perfect and started the stray away from the formula leading into scary new territory but at least it felt like dragon age. veilguard just feels generic and boring as any EA or ubisoft title out there it feels like a product im aware im playing a product instead of a game. that hurts the most honestly

[bluegalaxygirl]

Celestial Wedding (ZoLu X Reader) P16

Plot: Reader gets taken as revenge for Luffy and Zoro's defiance against the Celestial Dragons, they were just going to kill her to make an example but now theres a wedding????.

Warning: Bad language, PTSD, Drinking and Making out .

Thank you to @herwritingartcowboy for the suggestion. Reader is Female and a gunslinger, Zoro X Luffy X Reader, Poly relationship, established relationship.

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With all the food and booze now gone you noticed a shift in the atmosphere, Barto has been gone a while and with Luffy still hungry for meat and Zoro staring at his empty bottle you knew something had to be done before one or both of them went off. Standing up you get the attention of your two boys who look up at you with concern as you stretch your arms "I need to stench so might as well see if Barto's ok... lets hope he didn't fall down a well" You joke while looking across the blanket seeing Usopp and Chopper asleep next to each other after star gazing for a while before looking down at Luffy whose leg is slightly bouncing "Wanna join me?" You ask knowing he'll say yes. The captain smiles as he jumps up to his feet and take your hand with an enthusiastic nod "Bring back some booze and don't get lost" The Swordsman sighs looking up at you with red cheeks, you let out a laugh before bending down and kissing his head "Your the only one who gets lost" You whisper to him making the man grumble, but he doesn't have time to complain before you kiss his lips, he's tense at first not wanting to give in after such a comment but as your hand runs up his arm to his neck he hums into you starting to kiss back. "Don't worry Ro, we'll get you some booze... come one Y/n i'm hungry" Luffy pouts as you finally pull away from the swordsman only for the man to clear his throat and look over at his captain. Knowing what he wants Luffy walks over and leans down placing a kiss on his first mates lips, It was short since the captain was desperate to get something to eat but Zoro seemed satisfied.

Walking through the crowd of people Luffy lead the way holding your hand as he guides you, it wasn't long before you could smell food and you know right away that its Sanji's cooking, "Her cooking is the best" A male voice you sort of recognized calls out through the crowd soon followed by a slight sequel "Oh Darling, i'm so glad you think so" Braking through the sea of people you finally spot who those voices belong too, Sai and Baby 5, the two stand next to Sanji's cooking station talking with the slightly love struck cook as Baby five clings onto her husbands arm and then there was Barto. The poor guy must have been standing there this whole time, leaning on the table he rubs circles into it with a pout unable to get Sanji's attention "There you are, i was getting worried" You call out as Luffy pulls you over to the cooking station, there's no food on the grill but there is a small plate of food which Luffy goes to grab only to be smacked on the hand by Sanji who's holding a spatula. Barto's cheeks go red at your voice while turning in shock "I-i'm sorry miss-" You stop the rooster by placing a hand on his shoulder "Don't be, I'm guessing Sanji's been distracted this whole time" You let out a small giggle as you watch the cook talking to Baby 5 with hearts in his eyes. She may be married but that won't stop the blonde from fussing over her, you also couldn't help but smile at how happy she seems. "Y-yea, i tried to ask for some more meat for Mister Luffy but i don't think he heard me" The rooster looks down feeling bad for not doing what he came out here to do but you understand the situation.

Luffy goes to reach for the food again only to get hit again "Luffy knock it off thats for the lady not you" Sanji finally snaps staring at his captain who sighs and steps away from the food. "Can you go and get some booze, I'll deal with the food" You whisper to Barto who happily nods before heading off to do so, while keeping hold of Luffy hand you step closer to the table looking over at the plate of food "You did such a good job Sanji, like always" You giggle getting the cook to notice you, "Y/N-Chan, i'm so sorry i didn't see you there" Sanji starts to panic his cheeks going bright red but you shake your head slightly and wave your hand "It's ok, I was just hoping for some more of your delicious food" You smile getting the cook to start throwing food onto the grill, you turn to look at Sai and Baby five "Although according to Sai's crew, Baby five might have you beat, so i might have to try hers instead" You smile making Sai hold his head high while his eyes look down at his blushing wife seeming very proud of her. "Thank's Y/N, that's so sweet" She clings to her husband not sure what to do with that kind of compliment from another woman. "I'm sure the lady's cooking is amazing, but she deserved to relax so I'll make you some food Y/N-Chan" Sanji smiles his eyes turning to hearts as he looks at the blushing black haired girl. "Make sure you put more meat on" Luffy grins wide as he walks over to the table, his hand still in yours but lets his arm stretch as not to pull you away from talking to Sai and Baby five.

Sanji nods at his captain throwing more meat into the grill while you entertain his guests, he doesn't want the two especially the black haired girl to feel left out or unimportant as he cooks, there is slight worry in you since Luffy's starting to drool and will most likely get hit again by the cook but you focus on the two in front of you. "I'm glad i found you two, i wanted to thank you and your crew for coming to help, i really appreciate it" You bow your head a little at them making the two smile at you, Baby 5 blushes more before stepping closer and taking your free hand, it was a little jarring at first but you soon relax since she had no ill intent "I'm more than happy to help" The thanks you gave her seems to warm her heart making her feel important and needed, it broke you a little though since you know she always feels useless even though she's not. "There's no need to thank us, you've helped us out in the past its only right to pay you back. Plus, it's not right to be forced into marriage" Sai states as his arm goes around his wife's waist pulling her away from you since you did seem a little uncomfortable with her touch. "Although i have to say that dress looked really cute on you" Baby five smiles as she cups her cheeks thinking back to the pink dress, you jump a little at her words the memory of the dress making you a little sick. You try not to think about it but your hand's squeeze into fists almost crushing Luffy's hand in the process who turns with a questioning hum to look at you.

Sai notices your tense shoulders and shifting eyes so squeezes his wife's side getting her to realize "Oh no... I'm sorry i didn't mean to upset you" She panics tears starting to well up in her eyes but you shake your head as Luffy steps closer his hand squeezing yours in comfort. "You didn't upset me, its just that dress was really uncomfortable and showed a bit too much skin for my taste... Looks can be deceiving" You give a nervous laugh getting the woman to calm down and wipe the tears from her face. Once you relax and let your grip loosen on Luffy's hand the captain pulls it away to warp it wound your waist "Thanks guys for the help getting my Muffin back, but we should get going" Luffy smiles at the two pulling you a little closer to him as his other hand reaches out to grab the fresh plate of meat from Sanji. You go to protest since Barto isn't back yet and you don't want to leave him but then the rooster's voice calls out "Miss Y/N, Mister Luffy, I got the sake" Barto runs over with a crate of sake bottles, relief flows through you glad that you won't be leaving him behind "Thanks Barto. Thanks again guys.. I'll see you later Sanji." You call out to them as Luffy lightly pulls you away his hand now back in yours "See you later Y/N-Chan" Sanji calls after you as the three wave goodbye to your small group. Barto this time leads the way back through the crowd, "You ok?" Luffy whispers to you as you stay close behind him in order not to bump into anyone, "Yea i'm ok now... It just caught me off guard" You squeeze his hand as the two of you follow Barto through the crowd.

A loud squeal along with heavy footsteps makes you jump while clinging onto Luffy's arm, the captains eyes widen at your tense and distressed state pushing you behind him as a large female giant runs over. "Y/N... It so good to see you" Gerd yells with a big smile on her face and her arms wide open only for another giant behind her to grab the back of her shirt stopping the woman from crushing you and Luffy in a hug. "Gerd, how many times do i have to tell you? Chill out" Hajrudin sighs forcing his crew mate to sit on the floor before bowing a little at you and Luffy "Sorry about her, she's had a lot to drink" Luffy relaxes and slightly turns his head to see if your ok, you take a few shaky breathes as you press your head into the captains back trying to calm yourself down from the sudden and loud entrance of the female giant. "You shouldn't scare Miss Y/N like that" Barto walks up next to Luffy with a scowl making the female giant pout while looking at the floor, you know she didn't mean to scare you, she's just excited and has had way too much to drink "I'm sorry, i just wanted to say hi... Oh! I brought presents" She suddenly jumps up making her captain sigh who grabs her shirt stopping her from rushing over to you again but luckily she didn't make a move towards you. Managing to clam down a little you peak your head up over Luffy's shoulder to see the female giant, her cheeks very red and her eyes glowing, She reaches into her pocket and pulls out a small bag "I thought you might like these, they'll help with your energy, and they taste like sweets, just don't eat them all at once ok"

The female giant holds out the bag but can't get too close with how hard Hajrudin is holding her shirt, Luffy's eyes light up at the thought of more food, but he managed to hold off on his reaction for a bit as you shift to move next to him. The captain looks you over and takes your hand seeing your still a little panicked "T-Thanks Gerd" You smile up at her the best you can while reaching out and taking the bag from her "And thanks to you and your crew for coming to help" You step back getting closer to Luffy, so he can look into the bag of candy that you open for him. "It's no problem and i'm sorry again for her actions... Let's go Gerd" Hajrudin sighs pulling his female crew mate back away from you, She doesn't resist but pouts again crossing her arms over her chest as her captain drags her away "Bye Y/N" She calls out with a small wave, you wave back before closing up the bag of sweets and tying it to your belt "Are you ok Miss Y/N?" Barto asks after you take a breath to calm yourself down, Luffy's arm goes around your waits knowing your still anxious "Yea, lets just go" You whisper keeping close to Luffy as Barto once again leads you back to the others. As much as it was nice to see everyone and get a chance to thank them, it was a bit too much right now, Luffy seemed to sense this, so he pulls you a little closer "If you want we can head back to the Sunny" The option was something you couldn't refuse, as much as you didn't want to pull Luffy and Zoro away from the party, you were tired and there was too much going on around you for your mind to handle.

You nod at him as you grab his hand thats around your waist pulling it tighter around you "We'll get Zoro and then head back ok" Luffy smiles at you before placing a kiss on your cheek, it wasn't long until the blanket came into view, Barto runs over calling out to Zoro before slamming the crate down causing Usopp and Chopper to wake up with a fright "There you are, i was getting worried" The swordsman grabs a bottle of Sake while his eyes stay fixed on you and Luffy, "We ran into some others on the way back, sorry for the wait" Barto rubs the back of his head feeling bad for keeping Zoro waiting, Usopp leans over and grabs a bottle for himself before leaning back while Chopper looks up at you with concerned eyes "Are you ok Y/N?" The doctor asks seeing you gripping onto the captains arm thats around your waist "Oh! Yea, just tired" You smile at the reindeer who nods "We're gonna head back to the sunny" Luffy smiles mainly at Zoro who nods before standing up and making his way over to the two of you "Here babe, I'll carry you" The swordsman puts his arms around you as Luffy lets you go letting the green haired man pick you up, wrapping your arms around his neck you lean into Zoro while placing your head on his shoulder. "Captain mind grabbing some sake" The swordsman asks now that Luffy's hand is free but stops when seeing the captain starting to shove some meat into his mouth, Zoro can't help but let out a laugh at it "It's ok Mister Zoro, i can carry some back to the Sunny for you" Barto jumps up happy to help but Chopper stands up and walks over to the crate grabbing two bottles.

Zoro turns to look over at Barto about to say no when he spots Chopper walking over to him with some sake "I'll do it, i'm tired too so i should head back anyway" The doctor smiles up at the three of you as Usopp lays back down and pats the spot next to him "Come on just relax, you've been running around like a headless chicken" The sniper sighs while tilting his head to look at Barto who quickly nods and makes his way over. "Bye guys" You wave at the two as Luffy and Chopper lead the way back to the Sunny, Clinging onto Zoro you press your face into his neck feeling much safer "Did something happen?" The swordsman whispers to you, he can tell your still tense, but he doesn't know if its because of physical or mental pain. You sigh while gripping onto his shoulder "I'm fine, everything's just... too much" You whisper not sure how to put it into words but Zoro seems to understand, his grip on you tightens a bit, it didn't hurt since he made sure his hands are on your uninjured areas "I've got you, your safe with me and you had Luffy with you. We'll get into bed and do what ever you want" He whispers to you while placing a kiss on your head but keeps an eye on Luffy and Chopper in order not to get lost. The two in front were talking about something he couldn't hear as Luffy finished off the plate of meat he's been craving for so long. "Thanks Zo, I love you" You kiss his neck earning a hum of content off the swordsman "I love you too baby" He whispers back leaning into the kisses you start placing all over his neck.

Walking into the Sunny Chopper turns to the three of you and holds out the bottles of Sake to Luffy "I'll take the plate to the kitchen for you" The doctor smiles up at Luffy who thanks the reindeer with a pat in the head before exchanging the plate for the Sake "Thanks Chopper, night" Luffy smiles before heeding off to your room, Zoro gives a nod to the reindeer as he carries you off to your room "Night guys, I'll see you in the morning" The reindeer calls out after the three of you as you wave to the doctor as he heads off to the kitchen, Luffy opens the door to your room and turns on the light letting out a sigh of relaxation as he places the Sake bottles on the side next to the bed before flopping back onto the bed. "That was fun" The captain smiles looking over as Zoro walks around the other side of the bed while giving a simple hum in response. "Sorry you had to leave so soon" You give your captain a sad smile, happy that he would leave the party for you but also sad that you pulled him away so soon "Nah, don't worry about it. Plus it just means i can spend more time with you two" Luffy smiles sitting up as Zoro lowers you down onto the bed before kissing your forehead "I'll go anywhere you two are" You giggle at it while pushing his shoulders away "And where ever the booze is" You comment making the swordsman grin before leaning down and placing his lips on yours "You know me so well" He whispers against your lips before pulling away to head round the other side of the bed, Luffy scoots over to be in the middle while putting an arm around you and pulling you into his side.

With a relaxed sigh you snuggle into the captains side while rapping your arms around his waist and placing your face in his neck, Zoro sits on the bed and pops open the bottle of Sake before leaning back on the bed starting to drink it. Luffy pouts since the swordsman didn't come as close as he wanted so tugs on Zoro's sleeve, the green haired man lets out a sigh before moving closer letting Luffy wrap his arm around his waist "Needy" The swordsman mumbles under his breath making you giggle a little, it is true that Luffy gets quiet needy but it's been a while since its just been the three of you with no one else around so you understand. Luffy can't help but let his big smile show while holding you both to him, it doesn't matter that he's missing the feast since he has the two of you all to himself plus you managed to get some meat for him, so he can't complain too much. "I love you two" The captain suddenly says after a long relaxing silence, lifting your head up from his neck with slightly tired eyes you place your hand on his cheek pulling his face to look at you "I love you My King" You smile up at him before leaning in and placing your lips on his for a short kiss knowing by the look on Zoro's face that you'd only get one, Luffy tries to kiss you again but is pulled away by Zoro who had put his Sake to one side in order to pull the captains face to him "I love you My Captain" Zoro mumbles against Luffy's lips before kissing the man, the two hum as the swordsman pushes his tongue into the captains mouth letting it roam around. Placing your hand on Luffy's chest you lay your head back on his shoulder while starting to kiss his neck.

Zoro soon pulls away watching as Luffy pants a little for air but has a huge smile on his face, The swordsman runs his hand over your cheek getting you to stop kissing the captains neck and look up at him "I love you baby" The green haired man leans in placing his lips on your but before he can shove his tongue into your mouth you pull away earning a confused look "I love you Hunk" You whisper against his lips before kissing his lips earning a hum of satisfaction, Luffy smiles at the two of you while leaning closer and kisses the swordsman's shoulder as you place your hand on Zoro's cheek pulling him in a bit more. Zoro shoves his tongue into your mouth not wanting to wait anymore but you happily open your mouth for him letting your tongues meet as Luffy kisses up the green haired man's neck to his ear "I love you My Swords master" The captain whispers earning a hum and slightly shivers from Zoro at the nickname but the swordsman refused to break the kiss despite the slight blush and flustering feeling. Luffy leans over to you placing his lips on your shoulder and kissing up to your neck then to your ear before whispering into it "I love you Muffin" You break the kiss from Zoro since you need air but your now able to see the bright red blush on the swordsman's cheeks along with a satisfied grin, The captain kisses your cheek wanting your attention so you turn to face him while cupping his face. The big smile on his face seems to get bigger at your touch, despite his eagerness Luffy waits for you to make the first move not wanting to hurt you or make you anxious again.

It's a sweet gesture and one you can't thank him enough for, without warning you crash your lips onto Luffy's earning a surprised him from your captain before he relaxes into the kiss, Zoro chuckles while slowly laying down pulling Luffy with him and in turn you as well. Laying slightly on top of your captain you don't break the kiss instead you nip at his lower lip asking for more which he happily agrees too, with his arm around your waist keeping you slightly on top of him Luffy slips his tongue into your mouth as you open it for him. Zoro lays his head on the captains free shoulder while closing his eye relaxing into the cuddle while letting you and Luffy make out but soon you have to pull away for air by placing your hand on the captains chest and giving it a light pat. Luffy giggles a little into the kiss before letting you break the kiss, his eyes look up at you as you pant for air with red cheeks but your eyes never leave his while your thumb rubs his cheek. Zoro wraps an arm around your waist interlocking his fingers with Luffy's hand thats around it while letting out a slight grown wanting you to lay down so the three of you can cuddle and hopefully fall asleep. You lightly kiss Luffy's lips one more time before laying your head down on the captains spare shoulder coming face to face with the swordsman, you peck his lips lightly while cuddling into the two and letting yourself relax. "Get some rest Muffin" Luffy whispers after placing a kiss on your head "You too My Swords master" The captain chuckles a little placing a kiss on the swordsman's head as the man shivers again at the nickname.

[disneyanddisneyships]

💧 DROPLET - random angst headcanon

All of ur ocs

Oh god... this is gonna take a while.

Furcalor: the reason she hates men is because of how she's seen women be treated throughout the centuries, and how before she knew she only liked girls, she made the mistake of dating a guy

Roxxie: she's a kind heart. Always has been. But when she was a kid her mother berated her for it. She was yelled at for being kind to a stray hellhound (maybe a new oc of mine) her mother yelled at her because this is hell and no one should help anyone.

Cordelia: if her parents were to ever meet Chaz, they would probably hate him so much ththey'either order Cordelia not to be with him,, or they'd cut all ties with Cordelia because of him and then make it seem like her fault.

Aella: her divorce was rough as shit. Her husband was a manipulative asshole, and the worst part is that her kid still has to see him on weekends. She cries on those days.

Aponi: the first time she slept with alastor because he was in heat, she thought he loved her because of the things he said to her while they were... ya know.... but later when she saw how he acted around other demons in the colony she overthunk everything so much that she didn't eat for two weeks.

Ella: ella has panic attacks about the war. She will have bad flashbacks of Alistar dying at the same time asEli. Sometimes the nightmares take it a step further when she turns around and sees that everyone has died. She wakes up (or comes back to reality) almost inconsolable most of the time.

Mia: the first time she and loreley got into a fight, she cried so hard because she thought loreley was going to leave her. (Bb girl has abandonment issues)

Alistar: he wanted to bad to contact ella when his father was abusing him because he wanted his best friend back. But the first few times he tried, ella made no effort in return, and he sunk further into madness.

Eli: Eli is very scared that ella will leave him. Every time they get into a small fight he starts crying and apologizes because he doesn't want her to dissapear.

Loreley: she's so so so scared of Mia getting hurt..... it took everything in her in the sequel to even let Mia go on the adventure. Loreley is the daughter of hades, theres people after her. She gets scared that they'd find her one day and use Mia against her.

Deena: Deena's tail used to be a bright blue, and her skin used to be a normal shade. but when she watched her sister die, everything changed. (Think of that one scene in the movie "trolls" where branch just.... gets darker)

Alruna: she almost lost her father in the war. Now she has constant nightmares about it.

Eve: eve carries the burdens of all of her friends. She never accepts help for herself. One day she has a sensory overload breakdown in her shop. Alone.

Clare: even though they bicker and fight, she still loves her brother.... so when he banished her off of his ship it hurt like a bitch. and that's why she stole it from him..... she lives with the thought that he hated her and would never forgive her.

Jacob: while Jacob does like the read, sometimes he just... wants to go be a normal person, pet a dog, hang out with his friends....

Carol: after she got married, she rarely saw her father. One day her father came to visit and he spotted the bruises on her arms and face.... he didn't do anything

Eathan: the day he and Carolyn broke up when they were young was the worst day of his life. He was so in love with her, and she ended it as if it meant nothing. He promised himself he'd wait for her.

Rosalyn: thus bb has abandonment issues. So sometimes when she wakes up alone in the bed and alistar isn't there she'll start to cry because she thought he finally left her. Onky for him to walk in with breakfast in bed for her.

Hope: has anxiety passed down from her parents. (The genetic kind. Wooooo) and she was alone when she had her first anxiety attack.

Caspian: when he found out Clare stole his ship he was livid, but when he found out she didn't come back WITH it? He spent weeks searching for his sister on any island he could find. He never found her.

[dollarstoreartsupplies]

saw ur post about Danny from escape room and omg agreed I need more people to talk about him with he's so underrated

NO LIKE ACTUALLY THOUGH!!!!

I genuinely love him, he's so harmless and genuinely excited to be there, it's like textbook-first-death-you-care-about-to-get-you-invested, but I think it would be fascinating to see how the story would progress if he had lived longer. He doesn't get much of a chance to realize this isn't just a super fucking good escape room and I'd love to see how he'd react to another person's death, or the more morally-questionable puzzles.

Would he step up to the plate in a Zoe sort of way? I feel like theres even a possibility he'd cling to the concept of it just being a normal escape room for WAY longer than he should as a way to cope with all the fucked up shit happening.

Because if you think about it even his personal tragedy/survival event (while also being SO FUCKING SAD OHHH MY GOD??? how old was he??? was he a kid??? when did this happen?? if someone remembers if it's says how long ago HIS ENTIRE FAMILY DIED let me know) is incredibly passive.

He definitely saw his family post-death but unlike a plane crash or a mine cave or any of the other tragedies in he has never actually seen anyone else in the process of dying, and I think that would be SO interesting to explore.

Like is that why he likes escape rooms so much? Because it's a way to solve 'impossible' puzzles and clever-your-way out of problems in a way he never got a chance to because he was probably asleep when it happened?

(I also wish we got a slightly closer look at how Ben feels about his death. Because it's really no one but Minos' fault but if the blame had to be pointed to another player it's on him. And he's already got a complex about that shit. Danny is a significantly more sympathetic/guilt complex kind of murder than Jason.)

He's just SO interesting as a character, especially because his death is the only non-preventable one. Theres no way to out-think being dragged under ice in a freezing current. I know the whole game is about luck but it's entirely unfair in a way that I can't even imagine would be particularly entertaining for the people watching at home and I WANNA KNOW WHY! Was he always going to die first? Did they underestimate how good at escape rooms he was? Was it a shock value death to keep all the rich viewers who bet on the safest-winner invested? Was it just because he brought a phone when he wasn't supposed to?

Like (second movie spoilers) but especially with the Amanda reveal in the second movie I'm shocked more people aren't talking about the possibility that he's not actually dead at all!

Because why would Minos kill him? If they want to force people to make escape rooms for them wouldn't Danny be their first choice? He's smart, he loves escape rooms, it would be perfect!

The only real explanation is just that it has to do with personalities and who would be most likely to actually go along with them, but we don't know nearly enough about Danny to think that he wouldn't.

Like?? He kind of seems like the easiest of the first movies cast to manipulate in this situation!! He's the youngest, he's naive, and I don't think he's got the kind of Zoe-backbone that would rather die then spend his time building escape rooms which is what he's passionate about.

If I'm being entirely honest I am not going to believe anyone is dead unless we see the body.

Like, in the first movie who are the only two we don't see the actual body of?

Amanda and Danny.

Amanda is clearly a good person to have on your evil-escape-room-murder-game team as it's shown in the sequel, and like I said DANNY KAHN IS LITERALLY THE PERFECT PERSON TO HAVE ON YOUR TEAM. WHY WOULDN'T THEY KEEP HIM IN THEIR BACK POCKET?

((It also makes sense with the sequel, where we don't see a lot of the bodies. The ONLY person's body we actually see is Theo; Nathan falls into the sand, so does Ben, and we know how that worked out. We kind of hear Brianna and Rachel but we don't SEE them. And the might mean nothing, but if you think about it- it tracks, in a tournament of champions, best of the best, you'd want to hold on to as many as you can.))

I'm veryyyy interested to see if this comes up in the next one, I honestly do not think it will, but I definitely think it's a plot line that could be INCREDIBLY interesting to go down.

[daedalusdavinci]

Halquius Fic Recs

listne. listen. this ship is underrated. its so fucking funny. but theres like nothing in the tag (last i checked) so here are MY recommendations that you should definitely read because theyre so funny and also please

Second Chances

by @mtjester

Lil Hal never said anything about what it meant to be the AI avatar of the God of Heart. After he and Equius had split, everyone had assumed he would go back to Dirk and serve as a sort of spirit companion, the hyper-perceptive Shades of the God of Heart. But to that, he had simply responded, “Nah.” He stayed firmly on Equius’s face, and Equius asked him no questions about it.

its peak. its everything it needs to be. theyre both perfectly in character and perfectly obnoxious and enable each other completely and totally, and they are so fucking funny about it.

Drawing Up Blueprints

by mtjester

Equius has begun work on Lil Hal's body, but the project proves to be more complicated than either of them had anticipated.

the sequel to the above, so obviously its just as good

Black Horse

by Corvid_Knight (@knight-of-heart-and-art on tumblr)

Instead of continuing the discussion, Equius just nods and steps back again, off the edge of the parking lot and into the margin of grass around it. He reaches up and wraps the silver chain half around his hand, drawing the pendant on the end out from under his shirt, letting you see that it's a simple silver ring, maybe three inches across. It looks almost familiar, you think, but you don't have time to run down exactly why it's familiar before Equius closes his eyes and the reality of this particular dollar store parking lot shimmers, warps, and changes. Hal gets stranded in a dollar store parking lot and meets a guy who's willing to help.

had to give this one a quick reread and it is still so good, can confirm. its demonstuck, which, is an au ive always loved, and while its part of a series i think it works just find as a standalone bc i certainly dont remember reading the rest. theyve got a really fun back and forth in this one and hal is every bit of a shameless flirt as he should be, love that for him

[engeorged]

My Stories

BRAND NEW The Sugarman’s House - A Halloween entry in The Obi Saga, Ben goes hunting for more of the fae and finds himself in a dark wood in the Black Forrest. Is that ginger he smells?

NEWEST The Conference Part One & Part Two - Based on the story One Day, where each new chapter is a year apart. Kit, a painfully shy introvert decides to step out of his comfort zone and take a job in a large company. At the companys annual conference he meets a large than life character who has a tendancy to eat a lot.

NEWISH Harry’s Stag Part One and Part Two - Harry is getting married soon and his best friends in the world have decided to take him on a bachelor party to remember. Little does he know that they have a secret plan which will lead to Henry getting much bigger. (Inspired by an old story called ‘Binge’ expanded)

NEWISH The Weight of the Stars - My first attempt at Sci Fi! Cassian longs to travel to a different planet to escape his miserable existance on earth. The only hope is the new interstellar travel technology, but theres a catch! To travel, he needs to gain weight, and fast.

BRAND NEW The Bear and the Mountain - High achiever Jamie goes off to find himself in the mountains on a hike, but after a nasty accident leaves him stranded he is rescued by a tall muscular woodsman who proceeds to look after him very well indeed

Awakenings

BRAND NEW A series of short stories about someone’s gainer or feeder awakening.

I - The Sculptor

II - The Taste of Freedom

III - The Film Festival

IV - The New Coach

V - The Type

VI - The Invitation

VII - The After Game Party

The Influencer

The Influencer: Milo (Part One) - With nowhere to go in life, Milo attempts to make it as a social media influencer. With illustrations by @badoobers

The Influencer: Will (Part Two) In the second instalment, Milo establishes himself online and bumps into an old friend at a school reunion. A friend who has changed a fair bit. With illustrations by @badoobers

Part three and four to come!

Stand Alone Stories

Please Feed the Bears A collaboration with @fillthattank with @badoobers artwork. Newly ex teacher Dan goes travelling in America and after a change in his circumstances he gets a job in a theme park that’s not quite what he thought it was.

Continue Dans story here where you can interact with an ai chatbot programmed to be Dan at the end of this story.

In Good Hands? Yann the scientist visits a suposedly haunted house to record supernatural activity and what he finds there is not what he expected.

Let Me Tell You About Jackson - a new story in collaboration with @swolescruff where posh boy Jackson learns a little something about life

The Birthday Meal - collaboration with @badoobers - A guy thinks everyone has forgotten his birthday and takes himself out for a meal. On arriving home, he realises his mistake.

Gainer & Feeder CHATBOTS

My character.ai Profile: @engorgeyou

CHATBOTS CHATBOTS2 CHATBOTS3 CHATBOTS4 CHATBOTS5 CHATBOTS6 CHATBOTS7 CHATBOTS8 CHATBOTS9 CHATBOTS10 - links to my ai chat bots - just an experiment but these are new characters to you to feed or enjoy!

Spicychat.ai bots:

NSWFCHATBOTS1 NSFWCHATBOTS2 NSFWCHATBOTS3

The Obi Saga

Obi’s Place - collaboration with @badoobers Trucker Ben finds a place to stop for breakfast and meets a very interesting waiter. (maybe a sequel in the works if you guys like it!)

Aster’s Maze -Sequel to Obi’s Place in collaboration with @badoobers. Ben goes searching for Obi and discovers a little more than he bargained for in Greece

Santa's Otto a Sequel to Obi's Place and a Prequel to Aster's Maze (both below) On his search for answers Ben stumbles across what might be actually Santa! Looking at Santas instant gut, Ben has some questions.

The Letters

Dear Nate - sequel to Dear Alex. Nate sends his own confession

Dear Alex - short story about an unusual apology

Taking the Plunge

Part One Part Two Part Three

A new story about a guy exploring gaining for the first time. Inspired by a conversation with @beefedup

The Restaurant

My first ever gainer fiction, written 15 years ago!

Part One Part Two Part Three

Happy to take requests and if I like it, I’ll write it!

Other Blogs

I also have a few other non gainer blogs:

@blokesinthebath - a bunch of men in the bath

@mensthroats - just exploring the beauty of a nice muscular neck

@bridge-of-thighs - a plethora of thick meaty men’s thighs

@handsoffsnakey - a niche collection of men holding their junk!

[urcuteharrington]

after hours at family video💌

pairing- steve harrington x fem! reader

summary- after hours at family video tend to get a little hot and heavy…

word count- 1k

warnings- smut!, public?, shitty plot again lol, language

a/n- steve got a new job this season and i had to make a sequel to one of my favorite fics i wrote. also requests will be open by the time this fic comes out so come chat with me🫶🏻

masterlist

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i get off break and walk to the front where i see steve talking on the phone and robin placing the return vhs to the 'go-back' cart. "hey y/n can you put these back while i get ready to clock out?" robin says as she hands me the 'go-back' cart. "sure, enjoy your break" i say and start separating the movies by genre. "oh believe me i will, this one has been driving me crazy" she says pointing at steve. he rolls his eyes and she walks towards the back.

as i start finishing the 'go-back' cart i see steve hang up the phone. "so it's just you and me closing tonight" i say to steve as i place the movies on there designated shelf. "yeah, robin should be leaving soon so when she leaves tell her to flip the sign to closed." he says as he walks towards me. steve leans up against the shelf and i catch his gaze "hey did you want to rent a movie and head back to my place babe?" i say to him finishing the last of the movies. "yeah, we can do that" he says as he smirks placing his hands on my hips. leaning in he kisses me softly and my hands move to his chest.

before we could deepen the kiss the back door is heard opening. "god finally i can leave" she says as steve and i quickly pull away from each other. i lean up to steves ear and whisper" theres more of that after closing" i say as i push the 'go-back' cart to the front counter. "well we will see you later robin..." i say as i wave her off," oh can you flip the sign to closed on your way out please" i say as she walks to the front. "already one step ahead of you" she says laughing while waving bye.

"so the store is all ours" steve says as he walks back behind the front counter. his hands move to my hips caressing me, "i suppose it is harrington" i say as i push the cart in its original spot. in one swift move he spins me to face him and leans in to kiss me. our lips quickly meet and we walk back until my back is against the back of the front counter. his lips trail down to my neck making me softly moan "steve", his warm breath tickling my sweet spot as he begins to toy with my ass. his hands squeezing and massaging my ass while sucking on my sweet spot leaving a gorgeous love bite.

"steve are you sure you wanna do it here" i say breathless as he moves up and starts toying with my breasts. "i can't wait" is all he can mutter out. the thrill of getting caught makes my panties soak in arousal. his lips trail down as he lifts my shirt up and starts leaving small hickies on my breast.

my hands roam his body and soon reach the large bulge in his pants begging to be free. he puts a hand on my cheek and kisses me deeply. his other hand unzips my pants and places a finger over my hear. "already so wet for me" he whispers to me as he plays with my clit. "fuck steve" i moan as he starts rubbing circles on my clit while kissinb me deeply. "let me hear you love, don't hide those pretty noises" he says while smirking into the kiss.

"i need you now y/n" he says as he turns me around. my body leans against the counter and i can only see the front door. praying no one catches us i feel my pants fall down to my ankle and hear him unbuckle his pants. the sweet sound of his zipper becoming undone makes me grow impatient. his hands place themselves perfectly on my hips as he slowly starts entering me.

our moans echo in unison as he fully enters me." god you're so fucking tight baby" he moans throwing his head back. his thrusts slow and steady making my back to arch and my lips let out his favorite words. "fuck steve you-ure so big" i moan as he hits my g-spot repeatedly. my breasts bouncing while his finger tips dig deep into my waist. he leans forward whispering " you're being such a good girl".

the lights are dim and only the sound of moans, groans, and skin slapping can be heard echoing throughout the store. his cock burried deep in my cunt hitting my g-spot. 'fuck' leaves as a mear whimper as he runs a hand through his hair. "you're so fucking beautiful" he moans out, " takin' me so fuckin' good", he continues and slaps my ass leaving a tingle run through my body.

"you feel so fucking g-ood wrapped around me" he says while letting out the most beautiful throaty moans and groans. one hand snakes around my hip and finds my clit. rubbing my clit while fucking me raw from behind making my eyes roll back. "you take me so well" he says as his thrusts get faster and deeper. "steve p-pleas-e im close" i say as i feel myself become tighter around his cock.

"cum for me baby" he says as i reach my high, my mind foggy "i'm gonna c-cum" he says as he pulls out cumming on my ass. we catch our breaths for a second and he leans forward kissing my cheek and whispering "you took me so well" making me smile.

he grabs a tissue and cleans the cum off me, helping me clean up. we pull up our pants and try to look presentable. "before we go we need to delete the camera footage, just in case" i say laughing i comb my fingers through his hair. "oh and also i get to pick out the movie for tonight" i add while walking to the back. "thats if we even watch the movie" he says muffled under his breath and a cheeky smile attached to it.

[satoruvt]

couldn’t fake it if i tried

pairing → joshua hong x reader

genre → fluff babyyy, slice of life, canon compliant (?) ↳ tags: fashion stylist reader!, established relationship kind of not really, like established fwb? but also not because theres feelings, joshua being a tease as always, reader freaking out for a sec and shua being like “ok” LOL, what if instead of hoshi on the han river walk w/ josh it was U, cute shua, dating (?!), i love him so much guys. ohhh, a lot of hand holding, one kiss

song inspo → ohhh in my room by chance pena but the title comes from so far so good by eden!!!!!

warnings → none i think!

a/n → do u guys think i have too many shua fics im starting to think maybe i do. also this is a kind of sequel to crash and burn this time... not required to read but it’d be nice if you did :] some things will also make more sense if you know it!

“What are we doing out here?” You whisper to Joshua, trying to hide your face in the hood of your sweatshirt. He shrugs, skip in his step as he walks next to you.

“Walking,” is what he responds with, and you want to kill him.

To be honest, you aren’t even sure how you got out here with him. You aren’t sure how he’s gotten you to do anything, but since that first… encounter (your downfall, if you’re being honest) Joshua has made it very difficult to say no. You didn’t expect anything to come from this – you don’t know much about idols’ dating lives, but you know everything is best kept under wraps – but the morning after the first time Joshua asked for your number, and then he kept texting you…

(Normally you shrug it off, ghost them if they’re a little too persistent. But Joshua is just the right amount of charming and sweet and devious all at once, and you’re weak.)

It’s not like tonight is the first time you’ve ever done something with him. A couple weeks ago he came over to your apartment, take-out in hand. A few days after that he sent you a cheeky message asking for your fashion advice (and you know it’s your job, but still. You do not need to freak out over the way he was definitely flexing his arms in the mirror selcas he sent, trying to show you two different shirts he was considering for the day). You’ve called multiple times by now, and sometimes he’ll sit with you in your office while you work if he finishes his schedule early.

You’ve just… never been out with him. For good reason.

“What if someone sees us?” You hiss at him, tugging on his sleeve quickly. He stops and you turn him around, fussing about his hair. You try your best to tuck it into his cap, black strands sticking out everywhere.

“No one’s gonna see us,” Joshua says, holding your wrist to stop your micromanaging. You huff, making the tiniest mental note of how easily his hand wraps around your wrist. “It’s late, we’re fine.”

He lets go of your arm and starts walking again, and you have no choice but to follow him, catching up to his long stride. “You say that now, but soon enough Dispatch pictures are gonna come out and the caption is gonna be SEVENTEEN’s Joshua spotted on a late night date with mystery person!”

Joshua laughs, too loud for your comfort but too pretty for you to tell him to stop. Then he shrugs, hand brushing yours between the two of you. “I’m pretty sure both of us are old enough to date without needing permission.”

And he’s right, but still. You’re hesitant for so many reasons. Both of you are always so busy, and Joshua is famous, and the last relationship you had ended… bad. You’ve grown so comfortable with Joshua but you’ve grown comfortable in private, because neither of you deserve all the anxiety and stress.

You want it, though. You want Joshua. You want the title, and the confidence, and everything.

“Are we?” you ask, casting a gentle glance towards him. You can hear the Han River lap gently at the shore. “Dating?”

You feel a little embarrassed about asking like this instead of just being an adult and bringing it up literally any other time, but then again, maybe now is as good a time as any. The two of you walk slowly past a streetlight and it boldens your shadows, side by side.

“Do you want to be?” Joshua asks in return. You purse your lips.

“I asked you first.”

He snorts at you and you roll your eyes, but smile just the same. He stops the two of you on the walkway and tugs you (gentle, tender) to him so you’re face to face, hands clasped together in between your bodies. Your heart beats a little faster.

“I like you,” is what Joshua says, and when you meet his eyes they’re shining. “I want to do whatever you want to do.”

You try to ignore the absolute fire on your face, flushed like a high schooler at his confession. Crickets sing around you and the world is warm and Joshua is brighter than any stars you could hope to see under Seoul’s city lights. Words don’t find you.

“I like you too,” you say, because it sounds like enough. You hope he can’t see how flustered you are, hope the distant streetlight and your hood hides your embarrassment.

Joshua nods, smiles. “I know,” he says. You slap his hands away from yours and he laughs, refusing to let go of you, fingers intertwined tightly. He tugs you closer, closer. You don’t fight it. “Seriously, though. Whatever you’re comfortable with.”

You hum. “It’ll probably be hard, huh.”

“It won’t be easy,” Joshua confirms, scrunching his nose. You run your thumb over the back of his hand. “But I trust you. We can try, at least.”

It’s not blind optimism, and you’re grateful. You wonder why you spent so long thinking about it when he makes it seem so easy, and you trust him, too. Your heart practically sighs in your chest, and it’s not your fault you can’t hold yourself back from kissing him.

(Not this time, at least.)

Joshua smiles against your lips, one of his hands cupping the side of your face. It’s your own little world, filled with twinkling stars and the smell of summer air. He is warm and real and worth the risk, and you’re starting to think that maybe you are, too.

[bonnymori]

01 | 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫... 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭?!

chapter 01 / chapter 02 / chapter 03

Word count: 1250+

Synopsis: During a particularly boring afternoon, a muscly man with a purple worm around his shoulders has made his way onto your house- literally, smashing through your window- and, subconciously, onto your life.

Contents/Warnings: (1) Fushiguro Toji x gn!Reader, theres also Gojo cat as your cat!! (2) Reader finds Toji's worm cute; i'm sorry if you don't just skip that part (3) There's some cursing but I promise next chapter won't

A/N: I have a lot of drafts and this is the most normal looking I've got... so let's post it first ehehehhsjhd- Also, I'm remaking the structure of the posts (Megumi's one-shot is updated with the very same visual as this!), hope it looks less unorganized! Thank you for reading <3

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To think you'd let such a stranger barge into your apartment- actually, you would never imagine such a comeup. But here are we.

Right in front of you there is a man. Raven locks, black shirt, white baggy pants - is that a purple... gut, intestine thing around his chest? - and a pair of imacculate ballet shoes on his feet. The dude is knocked out cold, it seems that he barely made it through your window, only to come head first against your floor tiles. Now you have drops of blood all over the floor and counter- and, a bleeding man.

You can't tell which task will be more grueling to solve.

Because you have a working brain, of course the man comes first. No matter if your window is broken, and a handfull of glass shards adorn your countertops. And now you've accidentally stepped upon one- just then you realise the man's back must be feeling like a bed of thors- or shards, over being dragged through the floor.

So you throw his arms - which you notice, has a few cuts here and there - over your shoulders, and picks him up in a one-person carry; barely, his torso is against yours and legs are dangling on the floor, this guy must weigh the double you do. It feels like you're carrying a fridge.

From your peripheral, you can see Satoru paddle to the kitchen's doorframe, probably wondering if you were preparing a meal for him or whatever.

"I'll be back in a moment, Ru." He meows a reply, dragging his mountain of fluff back to your couch- you're certain he's taking your spot, while it's still warm.

Thankfully, it doesn't take long for you to reach the bathroom, dropping the man leisurely upon your fluffy mat. Beside all the cuts, the man has already a plentiful share of permanent scars, and none are of your business, you don't care. It's like cleaning and stitching up a old doll full of tears, by the way you're able to maneuver his limbs; you're glad he's still unconscious.

But the thing around his shoulders is not.

In a blink of eye, it jumps from his shoulder to yours, attaching itself to your back and nestling upon your shoulder. When you glance down at it, it feels like a weird looking parrot.

"Hi?" You ask, it looks back at you. "Are you like, his pet or something?" It doesn't talk, just gazes at you through half lidded eyes; so you give up on short talking it, not knowing what you expected yourself. "Let's go finish my movie then!"

You join Satoru on the couch, the cat rapidly making room on your comfortable lap; and the man forgotten, snoring soundly on your bathroom.

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A sequel and half movie later, you hear a loud thud coming from the kitchen. Even though you're aware there's a strange in your house- the sudden sound still naturaly jolts you out of your seat.

"UGH- Goddamn it-" Next comes a colorful list of slurs; a sigh makes way out of your mouth.

You round the corner, pointing a accusing finger to the strange man, who's laying on your floor again. "No cussing on my house."

"Why didn't you even clean this floor, it's loaded with glass shards."

"I wanted to finish my movie afternoon before doing so. Besides, what made you smash through there," You point to the ruined window. "to here." Then, to the kitchen floor. And finally, motioning to your whole apartment.

That was a interesting question, he expected a "Who are you?" or "I'm calling the cops!" call.

"I don't need to explain you shit."

"Think of it as an retribution, since I patched you up, answer my question."

"No."

"That, or you'll pay for my window."

A sigh. "Fine. I was being chased."

"You're a criminal, then?" You questioned.

"Yes." A devilish grin made its way to his face, showing canines and stretching the small scar on the corner of his mouth.

"Alright, just don't get me involved then."

Toji is familiar to that sort of outcome. Sometimes people man up, people weaker than him. But he knows he's intimidating, and he absolutely loves to play with the attitude of those who challenge him.

Forgetting the shart carving on the sole of his feet, he walks up to you efortlessly, towering over your frame.

"Well, are you not scared to have a criminal inside your house?"

"No, I'm not defenseless. And, you're bleeding. Again."

"Shit." Toji sits down close to the wall where it's safe, twisting his leg to bring the injured foot up to his face. He easily plucks the reddened shart between thick digits, and throws it far away from him.

Meanwhile, you bring your first-aid kit up to him, setting it down near.

"Here, use this."

"..."

"I'll do it for you then." You wasted no time, reaching for the line and thread. Once everything was stitched, you wrap a bandage around his foot, then pats it finished. "What's your name?"

"Fushiguro Toji."

"I'm L/N Y/N, lost all your bite huh?" You tease.

Casually ignored. "Why do you have a first-aid kit? Most people don't have it on their houses."

"I practice muay thai, it's useful both for me and you."

"Right. Have you seen my worm?"

"Well, make yourself at home, until your feet gets better. And yeah, your worm jumped at me like those surprise music boxes, and now it's on the couch with my cat. It's been watching movies with us."

He was beyond curious, because the worm didn't have a thinking mind nor knew what even meant to watch something. Toji limped to the doorframe, eyes widening once he spotted the worm wrapped snuggly around your very fluffy cat.

"That's some cute shit."

"The worm is gross."

"I think it looks cute."

"You're batshit crazy."

You stretched your limbs. "Whatever, let's waste some more time watching TV."

Toji sat down - mind you, taking a handful of space you were not content with - once you picked up "both" animals to make room. He thinks you're weird, seeing the fact you didn't question what the hell was that giant-purple-moving worm, and for letting in a random guy inside your house. You do fight a martial art, though, but most people wouldn't have such confidence on him - a dude build like a truck.

There's some survival show playing in the background, yet he's beyond bored watching it, so he settles in questioning your questionable manners.

"How are you so chill about everything?"

"Oh well," You seemed focused on the show, surprisement showing itself once you turn to him. "I see these things in a daily basis, so it's really no big deal after a while."

"Curses?"

"Yep."

"You-"

"I'm going to clean the kitchen. Also, I ask you once the skies darken, to leave my house."

"..."

"Is there a problem?"

"I got no hideout out there."

"Suuure you don't." You sighed. "Alright, the couch is your best option; if I hear rumbles at night, or if you steal me or something, I'll be the one chasing you."

"Right, have fun cleaning the blood stained kitchen."

"The audacity." You left with a smirk, shaking your head.

Although you're weird, so far, you're also the most interesting individual Toji has come up to par with; something in this house prickles at his skin to stay. Plus, the fluffy cat laying on his lap is very cute aswell.

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[uwurakax]

boy, i need you ♡

pairing: akaashi x reader ♡

genre: angst // cheating // minimal swearing // suggestive (not explicit) ♡

summary: he knew it was wrong, every fibre of his being told him it needed to end with you. so why couldn’t he bring himself to do it? ♡

♡ sequel to ‘boy, i hate you’ - read the first part here ♡

word count: 2k ♡

author’s note: warning, not proofread or anything! wasn’t planning on part 2, but then it was brought up and i thought “hey i can work w a 2nd pt”. reader has no gender mentioned - but again ig default fem if theres vibes here? idk. also have a note at the end so there’s no spoilers here haha. excuse the crappy writing as always - my 2am brain refuses to work at any other time ty for coming to my tedtalk that no one cares about ✌️ ♡

♡ (inspired by f.u by little mix) ♡

unfaithful

/ʌnˈfeɪθfʊl,ʌnˈfeɪθf(ə)l/

adjective

1. engaging in intimate relations with a person other than one’s regular partner in contravention of a previous promise or understanding

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Akaashi couldn’t say exactly why his infidelity started. Honestly there was nothing inherently wrong with your relationship. You were amazing, loyal, kind and everything he could ever want in a partner. He supposed at one point he was like that to you. Not anymore though. He could never be like that ever again. Not when he found comfort in the arms of another. Another that wasn’t you.

Akaashi knew it was wrong. Wholeheartedly he wanted to free you of the unforgivable. Did he take advantage of your sweet behaviour? Deep down inside, he knew he was. The cheap thrill of loving somebody else while you waited patiently for him back at home. Back at the home the both of you had made together. The home that he had inadvertently tainted with the presence of another. 

This is the last time.

How many times would he tell himself that? That the momentary pleasure he got from her was just that. That he’d stop before it went too far. 

Over a year later was already beyond what was classified as ‘too far’.

He couldn’t kid himself into thinking it was just a brief lapse in judgement anymore. Not when he didn’t stop. It wasn’t fair. It wasn’t fair to you in the slightest. How could he do that? To the one he promised to love. The one to always be there for you, care for you. To do everything a good boyfriend should do. 

To never, ever be the reason for your tears.

He knew he didn’t have the right to feel this way. It was selfish. Completely and utterly selfish. But when he’d come home and find you there waiting for him, while he was whispering sweet nothings, words that should’ve only been reserved for you, to somebody else just minutes prior, he couldn’t help but feel his heart ache. Akaashi, ever so observant, noticed that you stopped faking your smile. He remembers the first time he saw it. 

5 months after his unfaithfulness began, something he swore that’d happen just once, he saw the look on your face. The warm smile you had greeted him with just earlier that morning before he left, was now gone. This smile wasn’t as bright, and the shine didn’t reach your eyes. He didn’t like this smile. It was beautiful of course, because it was from you, but he didn’t like how fake it was. You had given him some half-assed excuse.

“I’m just a little tired Keiji”

He knew you too well. Knew you were lying to him, but he couldn’t bring himself to press on further. Day after day, your smile continued to drop. Further and further, until it was some terrible imitation of the one he had fallen in love with years ago. No matter how much you tried to hide it, he would always notice the slight redness in the whites of your eyes. Dark and puffy under-eyes that you tried desperately to conceal. The tone of your voice, no longer lively and cheerful. He supposed after a year, you just didn’t want to pretend to be okay anymore. 

This will be the last time.

He’d break it off with you. His silent promises to spare you from anymore pain. The guilt ate away at him, feeling the nausea rise in his stomach. You deserved someone better than him, someone who would treat you the way you should be treated. He used to be that guy. Where did that man go? What happened to him? He supposed he didn’t have the right to be that person anymore.

He was always so tense thinking on what to say to you. On how to finally admit his wrongdoings. Whether you knew of his actions behind your back, finally voicing them out would be the nail in the coffin. The confirmation that he was indeed doing the things that you were suspecting him of. Perhaps thats why you could never ask or actually push forward with it.

Because even if you knew, with great certainty, you could deceive yourself into thinking he was still the boy you had fallen in love with all those years ago.

Akaashi only received a fleeting moment of peace from his thoughts of you when she was around. He absolutely despised it. It was despicable how he could find a sense of safety in her arms. It should’ve been you, only you. It was wrong. Completely and utterly wrong, and yet he couldn’t help but think it felt right. It was wicked and evil, there was no other way to put it. Her hands. Her kisses. Her touch. All the moments with her made him forget about you, if only for a brief period. The gentle feel and traces of her were like invisible tattoos, covering all the places you had marked, kissed and touched.

It was all just too intoxicating for him. From her silky smooth hair to the softness of her skin. However, when he ran his fingers all over her body, he couldn’t help but think of you. God he was pathetic. So, so badly he knew it was wrong. He already had you, had your love, had everything you had to give. So why would he run for comfort to her, only to end up wishing it was you instead? It didn’t make sense, and he couldn’t understand it at all.

“Keiji, why don’t you stay the night?”

“I can’t, I’m sorry”

“It can’t keep going on like this. You guys should break up. Then you wouldn’t have to keep going back there, and then you can finally stay here with me. Isn’t that what you want?”

No, it wasn’t. It was probably the reason why he’d never stay over with her. Because he always wanted to come home to you. If he didn’t want to stay with her, if he didn’t sleep in the same bed with her, if he didn’t want to hold her hand - everything he wanted to do with you - why did he still do it? Why! Why! Why! It constantly plagued his mind. He was just selfish.

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And so, Akaashi sat in his car, with his grip on the steering wheel, thinking of the words to say. He knew he needed to be delicate, but firm. To the point, but not blunt. ‘This will be the last time’, he says to himself. The last time he thinks of the words to say. The last time he sits in his car contemplating about everything. The last time he has to hurt you. He’ll let you go, let you cry, even let you throw any object in reach to let out your frustrations on him. Just as long as he didn’t have to hurt you anymore. With a shaky breath, he unlocks the car door and steadies himself. He makes his way to house you both shared, hand on the handle as he closes his eyes. It’s time to face the music.

He quietly opens and closes the door behind him, setting his belongings on the dark oak table sat next to the door. He hears you in the kitchen, your feet padding around on the tiled floor. He makes his way there and freezes. You’re slaving away in a large t-shirt and shorts just a bit too big for you. They’re his without a doubt. You hear his shoes clicking against the floor and turn around to face him.

“Welcome home Keiji”

He hated that the gleam in your eyes was gone, and that your lips had to form a smile way too forced. He hated what he had done to you.

“I’m making your favourite, it should be ready in about 10 minutes”

With that, Akaashi loses all composure. He steps forward, his long legs carrying himself towards the stove top, situating himself behind you. He reaches around to turn it off, and moves the pot to the next hotplate. You turn around to question him, only to end up surprised at how close he was. You’re flustered, and he can easily tell how nervous you are at the way your eyes dart at anywhere else but him.

The temperatures rising in your body, and you swear that Akaashi can feel it steaming out of you. He closes the distance quickly, and soon enough your tongues are fighting for dominance against each other. He was in such bliss, it was like your lips were moulded to be with his. In moments like this he could forget. When your touch covered the traces of her. When your taste overwhelmed hers. He wanted you imprinted on him again. But he knew, knew that soon enough, he’d wash it away with his mistress. A continuous cycle of you and her. Disgustingly selfish.

This will be the last time.

The last time he takes your hand. The last time he has the pleasure of kissing you. The last time he undresses you. He takes his time, drinking in your form under the moonlight. Not even the darkness could overshadow your light. He knows you do the same, your eyes focused on him now. You push him forward so he falls back on the plush mattress. Why would he ever think about anyone else? He knew this had to be the last. The last time he’d let his eyes fall over you. He needed to save these moments in his head so he’d never forget.

The last luxury he’d have of you.

So he’d soak it all in, ingrain it forever. He needed to remember it vividly so he could look back. Look back at the idiot he was for ever hurting you in this way. He didn’t deserve you in the slightest. He thought that if he could capture every last detail, it could be the least of his karma. To miss what he took for granted.

How many times had he thought that himself?

And at the end of it all, he’ll just lay there. In the bittersweet afterglow of the love you two had shared. He’ll close his eyes and prepare himself to lose it all. Lose you. You think he’s asleep as he’s so still and his breathing so even. You’ll comb your fingers through his hair, just like you always do, and mumble quietly about your devotion to him.

“I love you, so much Keiji”

You pray he doesn’t hear you, but he does. As clear as day, you whisper confessions of love and admiration for him. He knows he doesn’t deserve it. Not in the slightest, not at all.

But the gentle kiss you place on his lips has him reeling, and his resolve cracks. He can’t do it, because he’s just that selfish. He knows that in the end, it won’t be the last time. He’ll go through it all again. The guilt will eat him alive. The feel of bile on the tip of his tongue no longer phasing him - he’s gotten used to the taste. He’ll break your trust, again and again, and then carelessly attempt to put the pieces back together, just to shatter them more. It’s cruel, he knows this. He wishes you’d just insult him. Cuss him out. Do anything, but show him love over and over. He loves you, he truly does, and he knows how horrific it is to do this to somebody you claim to love. He just wants you to hurt him, tell him what a disgusting asshole he is, how he’s a piece of shit, a waste of space. Any and everything you can think of.

But you don’t.

And while you continue to show him affection, he’ll drown in the abyss of despair that he, himself put him in. Because during these moments he could pretend that you actually loved him. That you didn’t know of his cheating ways. That he wasn’t touching you with the same hands that held someone else.

So tomorrow it’ll all start over, and the cycle will continue. He’ll keep on breaking your heart, and you’ll both pretend to be okay with it. No matter how many times he told himself it would be the last.

He hoped that one day he wouldn’t be such a coward. That he would finally cut the strings that tied you both together and just end it. Akaashi knew it was wrong, but he was just that selfish and hypocritical.

extra: IM SORRY! i know this probably wasn’t the part 2 that was wanted but 🤟😭 i couldn’t help myself! pls give any akaashi merch hugs and kithes 🥺🥺 my friend told me this mad him mad at him (i was going for sad, so im sorry if you get angry 😭) 💕✨ tysm if you read it 💝

[werewolfcave]

The Creeper Wife Dreams

The following are a set of dreams I had. The first was in the summer of 2019, the sequel and the 3quel happened in April of 2020.

Creeper Wife Dream 1:

-It starts with Kat (a friend of mine at the time) and a Minecraft Creeper with realistic human titties laying in a bed together

-The two were married and went about a domestic life together, what you would expect a normal married couple to do

-Notably at one point in the dream they were watching a movie and Herobrine broke through their window, stole their popcorn, and clipped through the wall

-Anyways as the dream went on, Creeper Wife started growing a ripped as hell human body but still had the creeper head

-And throughout the whole dream Creeper Wife only spoke in Creeper Hisses... Until the very end

-When she turned to her lovely spouse and said "Goodnight honey" iN A FUCKING FINAL PAM VOICE AND THEN I WOKE UP

Creeper Wife Dream 2:

-So it starts out with Creeper Wife becoming part of what is essentially Men in Black and forms a team to take down Nagito Carmaeda (Nagito fused with Lightning McQueen)

-And it should be noted that Nagito Carmaeda looks like Lightning McQueen recolored to look like Komaeda and also has the hair

-The team consists of Creeper Wife, Herobrine, Hatsune Miku, and Zipper the Bunny (Animal Crossing)

[Piece of context: this dream happened during the Egg Event in Animal Crossing]

-This team takes a journey to find Nagito Carmaeda and it's set up like a Marvel Movie fused with whatever the fuck Cars 2 had going on and the Hobbit

-It gets kinda blurry during the journey but like I remember specifically that it was revealed that Zipper was apparently a professional parkourist and a playboy and there is a roof chase scene

-So once they get to their destination we find Nagito Carmaeda giving a raw ass speech to a crowd

-The speech went as such:

"For so long we have been mawled by the jaws of despair. A tearing into our flesh that threatened to end our entire race. Some say that this has been justice served to us, those who have caused the Earth itself to weep oil into it's waters and split it's own flesh open with a single shudder. But I think that's bullshit. We have been letting ourselves be thrown to the wolves time and time again, under the false pretense of sacrifice for the greater good, by ones who speak only lies. They have been making us believe we are stepping stones on the path to a future that is not our own. They have been tainting the hope we all hold inside us and draining it out of us from every orifice. So today is the day we finally stop giving in, today is the day we use our words as our weapons, and tomorrow we use our hands to make a better future."

-Then it cuts to inside BIG BEN LIKE A JAMES BOND MOVIE

-THERES A GUN FIGHT AND CARMAEDA JUST HAS A GUN FLOATING NEXT TO HIM LIKE HE'S A GMOD MODEL WITH NO HANDS

-AND IT GETS SUPER INTENSE

-THEN ZIPPER GETS RUN OVER BY CARMAEDA AND DIES

-THEN THE FIGHTING STOPPED and they all realized what had happened and Carmaeda starts talking about how he regrets his actions and such

-aND THEN I HEARD A GUNSHOT AND Y'KNOW THE GUITAR RIFT EITH THE ARROW THAT SAYS TO BE CONTINUED FROM JOJO? YEAH THAT HAPPENED. THE BULLET STOPPED RIGHT INFRONT OF CARMAEDA'S "FACE" AND THE DREAM ENDED

Creeper Wife Dream 3:

-Nagito Carmaeda, now missing and eye and wearing an eyepatch, is being interrogated

-During the interrogation it's revealed Nagito sold his soul to the Cars™ and apparently he wasn't the only one (he is very cryptic about this though and doesn't say who else did)

-During it Herobrine decides for funsies to beat up Nagito Carmaeda after he starts going on a hope rant

-Minecraft oof noises and boom Nagito dies, drops exp, and a rabbits foot and a fire charge.

-Then there's silence

-sUDDENLY I HEAR VROOMING NOISES AND GUNSHOTS AND SCREAMINF AND APPRENTLY NAGITO'S SPAWN POINT WAS IN THE UPSTAIRS LOBBY AND HE ESCAPES THEOUGH THE WINDOW

-They lose him. Creeper Wife falls to the ground in defeat.

-It then jumps to Zipper's funeral

-At Zipper's funeral there is his wife (Raku-chan from Nyan Neko Sugar Girls) and his 3 kids (all of which wore miniature Zipper suits, and one sounded like Bryce Pappenbrooke)

-The funeral went kinda like this Tumblr post but instead of Space Jam it was "Thnks Fr Th Mmrs" by Fall Out Boy:

-Then Chiaki Nanami was giving the eulogy and somewhere in there was "Today we press F to pay respects, but tomorrow we press W to move forward"

-After the funeral they burned Zipper's body (put it on a Pyre and Hatsune Miku shot a fire arrow at his body) then with his ashes they made a vinyl of Bubblegum KK

-They filled Zipper's suit with glitter and blew it up (it should be noted that inside Zipper's suit was the New Leaf Player Character. Apparently when a new game came out the player character of the previous game would become Zipper)

-Phil Swift was at the after-party and flex sealed the coffin closed then Chiaki and Chihiro used it as a kayake

-Then it time skips to the team getting a debriefing by Nick Fury and they head to Route 66

-There's some lore sprinkled in that regular cars are like if you gutted one of the living cars which is a bit fucked

-So remember when I mentioned that others had sold their souls to Cars™ as well?

-sO I HEAR HAJIME FUCKING HINATA TALKING IN A SOUTHERN VOICE AND THERE HE IS FUSED WITH FUCKING MATER

-HAJIME HIMATER TRIES TO PROTECT CARMAEDA FROM THE GANG

-THEN KOKICHI WHO IS FUSED WITH THE LIFTER DUDE (GUIDO) SUGGESTS THEY HAVE A DUEL (Carkichi if you will)

-THEY AGREE TO THIS IDEA

-IT CUTS TO CREEPER WIFE AND HIMATER HOLDING MUSKETS

-Hatsune Miku starts singing that duel song from H*milton

-1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10- two gunshots ring out

-Creeper Wife is hit by Himater's bullet.

-Our protagonist is bleeding out in Hatsune Miku's arms, and she brushes the vocaloid's hair out of her face and dries her tears

-Creeper Wife smiles one last time before her life fades away

-Hatsune Miku is left sobbing, holding the arms of her lover

-Then... all of a sudden... Creeper Wife's body starts to glow

-Then it starts to levitate

-Suddenly there is a burst of energy and Creeper Wife is now all gold

-She has gone Super Saiyan

-She blasts Himater, Hajime and Mater unfuse

-She then blasts Carmaeda and they unfuse

-Komaeda's first words after being unfused are "what luck-" then gets run over by Lightning McQueen (he survives)

-Creeper Wife looks down at them all gold and glowing and says "Throwing your life away for something as simple as money may be necessary in this state of the world, but that doesn't mean it should stay this way. Fight for a way to make sure no one should have to suffer the fate of the whims of capitalism."

-Then, infront of everyone, Creeper Wife ascends to godhood

-It then starts playing out like Act 7 of Homestuck but it gets cut off half way through

And that my friends, is the Creeper Wife Dream Saga

[colorfulmetaphors]

rewatched all of mauls TCW eps last night (with a friend; thank you sam ily) and am just marveling at the Maul Appreciation journey because

the first time i watched them i was like ok yes this dudes vibes are off the charts terrible love that in a man good aesthetic good voICE GOD good dialogue etc. and then i started digging into all the EU stuff and with everything i learned/read that casual hey this character is cool feeling became hey what the fuck. HEY WHAT THE FUCK (wrath of darth maul) hey what the fuck?????????? and pulled him out of my usual “this is a character in a narrative” approach to media and let him just Be because THERES SO MUCH to him. i remember soon after i finished the show for the first time, i went looking for playlists and for a bunch of them i was like?????? i dont see how this applies but okay. and then listening to them later after i knew more i was like OH SHIT YEAH. i get it now. it’s not that TCW does bad?????? but it only scratches at the surface and bless witwer for giving us those extra spidermaul lines to tie him together more… so now rewatching it with all the context is entirely different from the first time and each expression means so much more than the haha angy guy go brr… i love him so much and i kinda love that the fullness of his character exists outside his canon presentation. it’s like a weird blessing? (for me, will explain below)

it’s why i don’t want more content lmao fenris voice what does disney touch that it doesn’t spoil. (im very bitter about the sequels, from a writing perspective) and based on my own experience and on seeing other people’s (fandom; some comics; one novel i forget which) interpretations of maul, it’s VERY EASY to see the red/black color palette and welcome to my twisted mind sequences and vengeance quest and write the simplest aggressive edgelord version of him.

id hope it wouldn’t happen but if it did it would make me so sad, because FOR ME the most important part of the media i enjoy is the writing. far above (far above) ((far below)) anything else, because i want to break things down and analyze them and you didn’t connect shit them, if the writings no good i cant engage in the same way. i think thats generally very different from most fandom? based on what i can see, it seems most people are able to pick around what they dont like or use fanfiction to fill in blanks or fix stuff. and i dont think thats bad. it’s cool. but it’s not for me. i need the source material to be tightly woven so i feel like it’s fine to step out and venture across it. half the fun for me is learning about the creators and how they approached the project. it’s me being able to say oh witwer loved this character so he added depth by including the aforementioned spidermaul lines about the sith code and mauls introduction to the jedi/sith history. i need to know that if i go digging im going to find intention and care and attention to detail so i can have fun unearthing those details. it’s CRAFT more-so than narrative or character. thats how it is for me. i kinda wish it wasn’t because it feels very no fun allowed but over a decade in fandom and i haven’t been able to change it.

a simplistic (and not even necessarily the same as mine; just one with no depth) canon interpretation of maul would feel like someone dumping a bucket of water on a sandcastle ive built in my driveway after precariously hauling the sand from distant beaches with my toddling chunky child hands. (i built this man up from a cave! with a box of scraps!) and i would not be able to rebuild that image of him because then his presentation would exist in the “this must be included because it is now law” zone rather than the wild west of the EU. i WANT more maul content but i also dread more maul content. gonna laugh at hope and attachment for maul getting in the way of accepting maul. sidious meme voice ironic.

anyway. i feel that the Journey is ending with: im graduating him into baby youre my forever girl status and building a glass display case to keep him separate, just on the chance i need it. i think the buzz will start to fade soon but hes firmly planted

[zoeygnome]

After watching Frozen II for the second time, I realized some things that seriously made me mad. This is going yo be a bit of a rant post, but before I begin I want to explain something.

No one can make a perfect movie. And sequels are ESPECIALLY hard. What they made here was beautiful, the animation was gorgeous and the team worked hard. These are my opinions as an individual so PLEASE dont see this as an attack, insult, or critisism made to harm.

My biggest issue with the Frozen series is Anna and Elsa's relationship. As we know, they were separated after their parents death. This would cause them to be close in their later years, but they feel so close its unrealistic.

Sisterhood is precious, and their relationship feels so forced. In the second movie, we see them come apart. Elsa insists on preventing any danger from harming Anna, while Anna insists on staying by her side. Until Elsa pushes her away. I felt like this was a big step- finally, their first argument! One they would overcome, emotions everyone would be able to understand!

Then they had Else almost die, so apparently all was forgiven. Their relationship doesn't feel healthy- it doesnt feel natural. Compare their relationship to Barley and Ian's, from Disney's Onward.

Anna and Elsas parents both passed, while Ian and Barley still had their mother. Still, they miss their father deeply, and you see that true remorse throughout the movie. Ian inherited the potential to use magic, while Barley did not.

This brings them CLOSER. Any other sibling pair would be spiteful, jealous of the other! This is a similarity Anna and Elsa have, but both have been so neglected, they have different independences. For example, Anna's independence is driven by her stubborn nature. While Elsa's independence is driven by her motivation.

Anna deserves much more. She too was separated from her sister, but SHE DIDNT KNOW WHY. I guarantee you, she thought it was all her fault as time went on. No parents, no sister, she was alone. THIS is why shes so dependant on Elsa, and thats why Christoph feels neglected by Anna. Mind you, in the original script, Anna was supposed to reject Christophs proposal. (Which would have left the series at a standstill because now theres literally no reason to watch the series? It also would have destroyed Christoph, after seeing how much Anna means to him in his kickass song, Lost In The Woods.) (Though lets be honest, a spinoff movie on Christoph? Yes please! Imagine if he found a strong, confident woman that protected him and gave him the love he deserves. That... Would make a hell of a plot.)

My thoughts aside, this was just a stupid post I chose to make. My ramblings may noy make sense but let me sum it up for the sake of anyone who reads this.

I feel:

-Anna deserves more, as a sister, a person, and a character in the series.

-Anna never asked to be queen, so why did she become queen near the end? Christoph doesnt seem like a king type, but he is a king;

-Anna and Elsas relationship feels REALLY forced. Its like the writers dont have siblings.

-Anna is too dependant on Elsa, which is devastating because I liked her character.

-THEY GOT OVER THEIR PARENTS DEATH MUCH TOO QUICKLY.

-Their parents death was not realistic, to be fair, this is a disney movie.

-Compared to Barley and Ian (Onward), Anna and Elsa look like SHIT in my opinion (Though to be fair, it isnt fair to compare two different movies.)

Altogether, I feel like Disney could have done so much more for Frozens sequel. The first movie was decent, but I felt no connection to the characters. Aside from the lizard, Christoph, and Sven.

I hope you find someone better than Anna, man. Goodness knows you deserve a gorgeous strong viking princess or something. 😂

[horansqueen]

AM Conversations : chapter 55

A Niall Horan fanfiction ; rated MA 

(FINAL CHAPTER)

CHAPTER 1 || CHAPTER 2 || CHAPTER 3 || CHAPTER 4 || CHAPTER 5 || CHAPTER 6 || CHAPTER 7 || CHAPTER 8 || CHAPTER 9 || CHAPTER 10 || CHAPTER 11 || CHAPTER 12 || CHAPTER 13 || CHAPTER 14 || CHAPTER 15 || CHAPTER 16 || CHAPTER 17 || CHAPTER 18 || CHAPTER 19 || CHAPTER 20 || CHAPTER 21 || CHAPTER 22 || CHAPTER 23 || CHAPTER 24 || CHAPTER 25 || CHAPTER 26 || CHAPTER 27 || CHAPTER 28 || CHAPTER 29 || CHAPTER 30 || CHAPTER 31 || CHAPTER 32 || CHAPTER 33 || CHAPTER 34 || CHAPTER 35 || CHAPTER 36 || CHAPTER 37 || CHAPTER 38 || CHAPTER 39 || CHAPTER 40 || CHAPTER 41 || CHAPTER 42 || CHAPTER 43 || CHAPTER 44 || CHAPTER 45 || CHAPTER 46 || CHAPTER 47 || CHAPTER 48 || CHAPTER 49 || CHAPTER 50 || CHAPTER 51 || CHAPTER 52 || CHAPTER 53 || CHAPTER 54

NOTES:

-one chapter is her pov, the next is his. -5.2k -im sorry, i never proofread, i hate it. -there WILL be smut. but not only smut. -this is a romance, comedy, smut story. -for the summary, check my MASTERLIST.

- if you want to be notified the sequel is posted, message me!

- note for this chapter: i mean, this is it. this is the end. not really because you all know theres a sequel but its still super big to me. ive been writing for 22 years and its the very first time i finish a real story. im super proud of this story and it has over 220k words, which is something i’ve obviously never done before. im also super happy to post this last chapter on the same day Niall’s second album comes out. idk why i just think its cool lmao! 

i would appreciate so so soooo so much your comments for this chapter but also what you think will happen in the sequel or what you want to happen in the sequel. also, anything about the characters, the storyline, the ending... honestly, whatever comes to your mind about this story, good or bad, comments or suggestions... please send it to me! thank you!!!

okay so here it is. :D

Chapter 55 : Her FINAL chapter

OLIVIA

I ended up rushing outside and walking as fast as I could. It took me a few seconds to realize it was pouring outside but it didn't really matter. Nothing really mattered. I was crying but I was still walking fast, letting the tears fall down my cheeks and the sobs getting out of my mouth without shame. It was only after about 10 minutes of walk that i realized I didn't even take my car but when that realization came to me, I still didn't give a fuck.

I was mad at Niall for hurting me and mad at myself for making him the center of my universe for so long. I was so lost without him. I didn't know where to go or what to do. I didn't know who I was, who I wanted to be... I didn't know how to breathe or how to live. I was so pissed at myself for giving one person so much power over me and I hated it. Niall could live without me, he could breathe, he knew who he was and what he wanted, and he had proved it only a few minutes ago. And that made me realize that I was completely wrong about love. It isn't to make one with the person you love. Your lover shouldn't be your other half. Even if the thought sounded incredibly romantic, when you took the time to think about it, it was ridiculous. I was someone without Niall, I just didn't know who yet.

That simple concept made my heart jump in my chest and I started running. I ran fast, feeling my backpack hit the bottom of my back with every step. I ran as fast as I could until my throat burned, until my legs hurt. The sound of my feet on the cement as it echoed on the walls of the houses around seemed to go in rhythm with the beatings of my heart and when I'd run in a pool of water, I heard it splash on me until the bottom of my sweatpants were soaked. In fact, when I stopped running, I was completely drenched and totally out of breath. I stopped because the person I was looking for was standing only a few meters away from me. He was panting too, I could see his chest raise up and down quickly as he tried to catch his breath and my eyes roamed on him until I noticed locks of his hair stuck on his forehead because of the rain. He was soaked too and I swallowed hard. Seeing him so vulnerable made me realize that's probably how I looked too. I felt my own hair stick to my face and my shirt to my back.

"Olivia."

He had talked a bit louder than usual, trying to make his voice reach me despite the distance and the noise of the rain hitting the paving of the sidewalk where we were both standing.

"I was... I was going to see you." he explained, still panting. "I just... I needed to talk to you. I was sitting on the couch and I just... I rushed out."

My legs had brought me to him while his were also bringing him to me and that thought made me sob. I brought my hand to my mouth to stop it until I saw him start crying too. He was literally weeping in front of me and I wanted to run to him and take him in my arms but I was motionless, like stuck in quicksand.

"Olivia, I got a girl pregnant." he added even louder in-between sobs.

I kept staring at him and swallowed with difficulty again before my lips parted.

"Niall broke up with me."

I don't know how long we stayed just away from each other, standing in the rain but at some point, I felt a shiver run across my back and after half a second, I was in his arms. He held me close, his arms wrapped around my neck and his forehead leaning on the top of my head. He smelled good, he felt great and when he cried again, I squeezed him tighter against me.

The rain kept falling over us but neither of us cared. We just held onto each other while everything was falling apart around us and we were each other's only hope. He brought me inside after a while and let me borrow some clothes, leaving me alone in his room to get changed. I took my clothes off and used the towel he gave me to dry my body. I quickly put his sweatpants and shirt on and started rubbing the towel in my hair as I walked very slowly around his room.

It was modern and classy, just like him, and I always liked the nice and soft carpet he had picked. I let my feet brush on it as I reached the other side of the bed, suddenly curious. There was a bunch of pictures in his room, pictures of his family and friends but there was one small frame that was turned face down on the bedside table. I took it and stared for a few seconds at the smiling faces of Louis and Eleanor, feeling myself tear up again. Two love stories were now ruined and over and I didn't understand what exactly had happened to us.

I sighed and put the frame back exactly where it was before going to the bathroom and hanging the towels behind the door. I came back to the room and smiled slightly as I pushed a pile of dirty clothes on the side and went back to the living room. Louis had made tea and mine was waiting for me on the coffee table. He was sitting down and I noticed he had changed too. His hair, unlike mine, was almost dry already and when he felt my presence, he turned to me and made a quick head movement to incite me to get closer. I breathed in and joined him on the couch, taking the mug with both hands to warm myself a bit before bringing it to my lips.

"Lady grey." I whispered, the left corner of my lips rising a bit.

"With a cloud of milk and no sugar." he added. "Your favorite."

I turned to him and tilted my head.

"Sugar ruins tea." I pointed out as he answered my smile.

"It does, darlin'."

I loved Louis. Everything was so simple with him, even more than with Harry. Perhaps the fact that Louis and I were only friends helped too. I was never only friends with Harry, and I was never only friends with Niall. There were always some romantic or lust feelings involved. I stared at Louis and blinked a few times before taking a few more sips of my tea. The hot beverage warmed my whole body but couldn't get rid of the persistent ache in my heart, unfortunately.

"Do you think it'll always hurt like that?"

"Yes."

It was not the answer I expected and he probably read it in my face because he moved a bit to sit better and face me. I was desperate for human contact and I just wanted to cuddle him but I waited, the fingers of one of my hands playing nervously with the fabric of the couch.

"He's your soulmate just like El is my soulmate." he explained and I could swear I heard his voice crack. "It'll hurt forever."

I swallowed again but felt a tear run down my cheek without wiping it off.

"What are we gonna do, Louis?"

He looked down at his lap and sighed loud. We were both sad and lost and we had no idea what to do with our pain. I moved a bit closer and grabbed his hand on the back of the couch. Immediately, he squeezed my fingers with his.

"I don't know, Liv." he admitted, shaking his head. "And I don't think we'll find out tonight."

I nodded, keeping his hand in mine, as a bunch of thoughts invaded my mind. Would I see Niall again? Would I even be able to be around him without crying or hurting? That didn't seem likely. How would I react when i'd see him with an other girl? Whether I still kept him in my life or not, i'll know about the girls he dates since it'll be all over the net. Niall is discreet, it's true, but he can't hide forever. Plus, we have a few common friends, including Louis.

"Why didn't you fight?" I heard, taking me out of my thoughts. "That's not you Olivia, you always fight for what you want."

I sent him a sad smile and shrugged, running my thumb on top of his hand as I stared at it.

"I saw his face, Louis. It was not a random decision. It was well-thought. It's something he had in mind for a while. I couldn't have done anything about it."

An other moment of silence and I licked my lips.

"Is it Briana?" I wondered in a low tone, looking up only to see him nod slowly. "Is she gonna keep it?"

"Yes."

My heart jumped in my chest. "When did you find out?"

"A week ago."

I raised my eyebrows up in surprise, a bit hurt that he hadn't told me before but I also knew I was the first person he told and that made me feel special. I shouldn't make this about me, it was selfish of me, but it felt good nonetheless to have someone who trusts me, loves me and wants me in his life.

"What are you gonna do?"

Louis sighed again and moved on his seat without letting go of my hand.

"The best I can." he shook his head, still avoiding my eyes. "I'll be the best father in the world."

His answer made me smile and I tilted my head, staring at him. There was something about Louis, something strong and rough. He was a hard-shell with a soft core and it was probably the only thing we didn't really have in common.

"There's no doubt you'll be the best father on the planet."

His lips curled as he kept staring down and I started thinking about Niall again and that time we had talked about having kids. I felt something stir in my stomach and swallowed again to get rid of the nauseous feeling hitting me. I didn't want a family with anyone else and I closed my eyes, trying to mourn the perfect life I've always wanted.

"I wish I had kissed him one last time." I whispered, feeling more tears coming to my eyes. "I missed that chance. I miss how he tastes, how he smells. I miss him."

"You would always hope for 'one last time', Liv. You'd always want an other 'one last kiss'."

He was right but I didn't tell him, instead, I looked down and sniffed before licking my lips.

"I don't even know why he broke up with me. He just said he was not ready to commit, that he knew we'd last forever and he was not ready for that. To me, it makes no fucking sense. When you love someone, you don't care about the other people you could sleep with, you don't care about your freedom because you are free." I tried to explain, getting a bit worked up. "I didn't stop him from doing anything, did I? Was I a crazy, jealous, controlling girlfriend?"

This time, I looked up when I felt Louis move closer. His eyes found mine and he blinked a few times, letting go of my hand to cup my face. I could feel his breath on my face and my lips parted.

"Some people are ready to do anything to prove to themselves that they're not trapped." he let out slowly and in a low tone. "It's on them. Not on you."

My eyes roamed on his face and my heart skipped a beat. I loved that man so much and he deserved so much better than all this pain. I felt his thumbs brush gently on my skin and nodded slowly. Louis always said what he thought when you asked him for an opinion and he always told you things you didn't want to hear but needed to. That, we had in common, that's why this friendship was so real and raw, and also why we got along so well. We were also not touchy or easily offended, which helped.

He moved back a bit and I felt his fingers brush my face as they slid down.

"I know we'd normally get drunk off our asses, but i'm too tired to get pissed. Tomorrow?" His eyebrows raised up and I just nodded. "You can take my bed, it's more comfortable. I'll take the guest room."

"No Louis, it's fine I can-"

"Shut up, princess." he cut me quickly, frowning even more this time. "You take my bed and that's it."

I felt my lips curl and just nodded. He winked at me and smiled before getting up and I followed him slowly to his room. I watched him grab the covers and gripped his elbow quickly.

"Louis, I'm not disgusted by your sheets, you don't have to change them."

He sighed and looked at me for a few seconds before nodding.

"If you're hungry, you take anything in the kitchen, if you need meds or anything, it's in the bathroom. Basically, take anything you need okay? It's all good with me."

I nodded and he pushed the covers before I sat in bed. It took me a minute or two but I finally lied down and brought the blankets on me, feeling tears coming to my eyes again. I didn't want to be alone, it scared me like hell, and if I was about to cry all night, I didn't want to do it by myself.

"Goodnight, Olivia." he just said, turning the light off as he walked out.

Something jumped in my stomach and I sat up quickly.

"Louis!"

He turned around to look at me and our eyes met. I held my breath and licked my lips, unsure if he could see me in the dark but I could clearly see him because of the lights from the hall, illuminating him.

"Please, stay, okay?"

It seemed like I waited an hour just looking at him, waiting for him to reject me but in the end, he nodded and walked away. He turned the lights off and I watched his shadow walk back into the room. My eyes followed him as he got around the bed and under the covers with me. I turned his way and moved closer without touching him and he did the same as we remained silent. I blinked a few times until I got used to the darkness and finally sighed loud.

"Can we spoon?"

"We can spoon."

I turned around, untwisting my shirt and he waited until I stopped wiggling to wrap his arm around me. I closed my eyes and for a few seconds, I imagined I was in Niall's arms, in his bed, but the fantasy was hard to keep. The truth was, it didn't feel the same because Louis was not Niall. No one was Niall.

"I wish I was with El right now. I wish she was the one pregnant with my child." Louis whispered, probably trying to convince himself that the girl he was spooning was the girl he was in love with and not his best friend.

"I wish I was with Niall, right now. I wish he loved me more than his freedom."

"I don't know how to deal with the pain, Livi." he whispered, his voice cracking despite how low it was. "I don't know how to get back up and move forward."

"I wish I could help you but I don't know either."

"I just want to ease the pain." he let out quickly. "At first, getting drunk and high worked but the more I do it, the less it works. I could beg you, Livi, help me."

My heart started aching and I shut my eyes tight as I swallowed.

"I've always dealt with pain the same way, and it's a very very bad way, Louis." I confessed, shaking my head. "It's toxic."

"Tell me."

I rolled on my back and he stared down at me, his hand now laying on my stomach. I wanted to move it away from me but the way his pinky brushed against the skin of my stomach did something to me, something it really shouldn't do.

"I don't know, Louis."

"Does it work?" he asked, and despite how dark it was, I could see hope in his eyes.

"Mmhm." i just answered, now daring to talk.

"For how long?"

My lips parted and I shrugged. "A few hours, it depends."

"I'll take a few painless hours." he insisted. "Please."

Slowly, I reached for his hands under the covers and slid it up on my stomach. I couldn't believe I was doing that and I knew I risked a lot. I risked the only strong friendship I had left. Whether we did anything or not, it could make things awkward between us and that thought was scary as hell. I had lost Niall, I couldn't bare to lose Louis, too. Right before his hand reached my breasts, I pushed it away and shook my head. I was not ready to risk that.

"Forget it, it's a bad idea." I closed my eyes, trying to get my heartbeats back to a normal pace.

"Fuck no."

My heart skipped an other beat as it jumped in my chest and I felt his hand move back to my stomach. His fingers brushed on my skin and I felt my eyes flutter. I didn't know why, but I wanted this.

"That's how you deal?" he asked, raising his eyebrows. "Fuck the pain away?"

"Pretty much, yes."

"You said you slept with nine persons in your life but it wasn't true, right?"

Slowly, his hand traveled my stomach and I just shrugged slightly.

"Only nine that mattered." I explained in a whisper. "The others don't count. It doesn't count if I don't know your name."

"You know my name." he murmured, moving his face a bit closer. "Do you want to make it ten?"

I sent him a smile and chuckled very low. Fuck yes I wanted it, but the fact that he did too was laughable.

"You can close your eyes and pretend i'm someone else." I just let out, licking my lips again. "I won't be mad, I know i'm not your type."

"Who said that?"

I brought my hand to his face and pressed my palm on his stubble.

"I've seen the girls you fancy." I shrugged again. "It doesn't matter, it's just to push the pain away for a while, yea? We'll be best friends again tomorrow, right?"

"And we'll never talk about it again if that's what you want."

I laughed a bit, feeling suddenly nervous, and moved my hand in his hair. I felt my fingers slip in it as I pushed his head my way gently.

"I heard i'm not so bad of a lay so, just leave the lights off and you'll be fine."

This time, he's the one who laughed.

"Are you gonna imagine i'm Niall?" he asked, making me frown.

"No!" I let out a bit too loud. "I want to forget about him for an hour, that would be counterproductive."

"Then why do you think i'd want to imagine someone else?" he asked again. "You think so low of yourself all the fooking time, Olivia."

By then, his hand had reached my breasts and I noticed it was under my shirt. He ran his hand on one and I felt my inner thighs throb so hard I almost whimpered.

"Okay, we can try, and if it doesn't work..."

"It's already working."

My lips parted slightly and my eyes roamed on his face. He moved closer but it's only when his lips pressed on mine that I closed my eyes. Slowly and gently, his lips parted mine and I never thought I needed affection as bad as I did. It had been only a few hours since Niall broke up with me but I felt so lonely and craving this intimacy with someone was not something that should surprise me. Louis was not anyone, anyway, and sharing that with him, although a bit awkward, felt better than I thought, even if I had never really thought about it before that night.

I thought he'd be more the impatient, rough and cheeky kind of guy but his hand traveled so slowly on me it took everything in me not to beg him to go quicker. I felt his fingertips brush against my nipple and my whole body started throbbing. I was desperate to be touched, desperate to be loved, desperate to feel alive.. and Louis was doing just that.

I sucked my stomach in when his hand ran down but spread my legs when he slipped his hand in my sweatpants. My back arched immediately at his touch, his whole hand pressing on my pussy until I felt two of his fingers slip inside me. This time, I held my breath and tensed as his mouth left mine. He brushed his lips down my neck and I slipped my hand in his hair. He smelled good, he tasted good, and I tried to suppress the image of Niall that quickly came to my mind without much success. I started tearing up and swallowed hard but when Louis brought his lips back on mine, I relaxed suddenly.

"I know you like it rough and hard but this is not what we need tonight, is it?" he whispered, his lips brushing against mine as he talked.

I shook my head and brought his closer, crushing his lips against mine. It should have hurt but it made me lust him even more and I let my hand travel to his neck and down his chest until it reached his sweatpants too. I heard him groan low and it made me feel dizzy. I pressed my hand on the front of his pants and felt him grind against it as my lips parted again and I started panting. I was excited and impatient but I didn't know if it was because of what I was about to do with Louis, or if it was because I knew I wouldn't feel pain for a while. Perhaps it was a bit of both.

I felt him move my pants down and helped him, pushing them with my feet at the bottom of the bed. I took my shirt off quickly as he did the same and after I pushed his pants down too, he quickly moved on top of me. I spread my legs and ground up without thinking, feeling his hard cock press on my inner thighs but I held my breath when he started kissing down my neck and chest. He gave a special attention to my tummy and it surprised me a bit but I couldn't seem to relax at all, feeling suddenly insecure. I wanted to tell him he didn't have to do that, that we could just make out and fuck, but his lips pressed on my pussy and I let out a curse word. I thought he'd go fast but he moved his lips and tongue so slowly on me that I felt my eyes roll back. I slid my hand under the blanket and found the back of his head only to press his face more on my pussy. I started seeing spots behind my eyelids and I knew I was getting close. I felt one of my legs start shaking and gripped his hair tight when an orgasm hit me hard.

"Oh my god!"

He didn't stop, he kept moving his tongue on me for a while, even after I relaxed, and I enjoyed the post-orgasm attention. He finally got back out of the covers and kissed me again, his mouth leaving an aftertaste of my orgasm on my own tongue.

"Mm, lay down okay?" I whispered, allowing our mouths to part briefly. "Your turn."

His kisses were getting more passionate and impatient and when he let out a low "No", I frowned.

"No?"

"I can't. Not now." he whispered again, kissing me harder. "You taste fookin' good, you know that?"

That confession made me smile and made my heart jump at the same time. I lost my smile when I felt him push himself slowly inside me and wrapped my arms around his chest as I moved my knees up.

"Oh god, fuck me." I whispered, feeling him smirk against my mouth.

"That's the plan."

I chuckled and he pushed himself completely inside me, making my head move back as I whimpered. I was impatient and I ran my hands on his back as I ground up again to feel him deeper.

"You feel... so fucking good."

He didn't answer, he just kissed me harder his elbows leaning on the mattress on each side of my head , and I brought my hands behind me on the wall to move in motion with him as he started thrusting in and out of me, slowly at first but quicker and harder until I felt close to an other orgasm.

"Oh fuck i'm gonna cum again." I murmured, bringing one of my hands to his hair again.

"Do it princess, cum for me, I want to feel you clench around me."

His words and his voice made me reach my peak immediately and I started shaking beneath him, my lips parted as his reached for my neck. He started biting me, amplifying my orgasm as I felt him reach his. His thrusts became unsteady and rough when he tried to push himself deeper before he just stopped moving. I could feel his body tremble slightly and when he finally relaxed, I kept my eyes closed. I was on the verge of tears and I was not even sure why.

Louis rolled away from me as we both lied down on our backs, watching the ceiling. I was suddenly scared that it had changed something between us, something that meant that we could never go back to that friendship we had.

"It worked. I'm not in pain right now." he admitted as I shut my eyes tight for a few seconds before opening them again.

"I'm okay too."

He found my hand between us on the mattress and squeezed my fingers tight. I didn't know if this was a good idea but it did serve the purpose and for now, that was going to be enough.

"Why didn't you want me to blow you?"

He chuckled and finally turned his head my way. It took me a few seconds but I did the same and when our eyes met, I realized he was smirking and it made me smile.

"You said it only stopped the pain for about an hour, yea?" he asked, making me nod and frown. "I'm keeping it for round two. If you're willing, of course."

I let my eyes roam on his face again and I smiled more, bringing my hand to his cheek.

"I am."

                                         --

Surprisingly, we ended up having sex a few times on that night, in-between a few hours of slumber and cuddling, and when I woke up, I turned around in bed to hide my face from the sun only to realize he was not in bed anymore. I kept my eyes close and my heart started aching again but I breathed in deeply and finally sat up and rubbed my eyes. I was still naked and searched the bed for my clothes before I actually found them on the floor, and quickly put them back on.

I walked to the kitchen with a yawn as I pulled on my hair without much success. Louis turned to me and smiled when our eyes met.

"Nice hair, princess." he chuckled. "That's what your sex hair looks like... Interesting!"

"You're such an arse I swear." I grimaced, amused, as I let myself fall on one of this chairs. "Are you really making breakfast?"

"Bacon, eggs, and toasts." he explained, putting a plate in front of me. "Nothing too fancy."

I let out a laugh when I noticed he made eyes with the eggs and a mouth with the bacon, making him smile more.

"You're an idiot, Tommo." I just said with a chuckle. "But thank you."

"For the breakfast?"

"And for last night."

He stopped moving completely but stared down at his plate and suddenly, I felt extremely guilty. I had ruined things between us just like I was scared I had and I swallowed hard. I couldn't lose Louis, I couldn't handle losing him.

"Shit, you regret it, don't you?"

He looked up and his eyes met mine before he frowned and shook his head a bit.

"Olivia, we had sex five fucking times. You don't regret five fucks that happened on the same night." he pointed out, making me breathe out the air I wasn't even aware I was holding. "I just thought we wouldn't talk about it anymore, I thought that's what you wanted."

It took me a few seconds to answer and I just licked my lips.

"It happened. I don't regret it. And I sure as hell won't forget it." I explained, shrugging a shoulder. "I'm just scared it'll change things between us."

"It won't. You're my best friend. That won't change."

I sent him a small smile and nodded, feeling a bit relieved. I knew I would be sure that nothing had changed between us only after a few days of hanging out like we used to but I trusted Louis and I knew he'd tell me if he thought things were different now.

"What are you gonna do now?"

We had both heard and asked this question a lot in the past 12 hours but I just sighed again, shaking my head.

"I'm just gonna... survive for a while I guess." I explained, taking a sip of my coffee. "And then i'll just... i'll work on myself. There are so many parts of me I noticed when I was with Niall, so many things I felt, so many flaws I have... that I need to work on. I think that's what i'll do. Work on meself."

When I looked up at my best friend, he was smiling. Not smirking the way he usually does, but sincerely smiling and it made me smile too.

"I know I always call you 'princess' but... you just turned into a 'queen' now."

I laughed and rolled my eyes. "Why? Because of what we did last night?"

"No, silly!" he chuckled and rolled his eyes too. "But what you just said? That's wise. It's actually inspiring me."

"Then let's both do that." I suggested. "We need to take care of ourselves, do things we like, work on us and... and find out who we really are. Who we are without them, as a whole... as complete human beings."

He tilted his head and his eyes became smaller as he studied me.

"Let's do that, queen." he agreed with a nod, making me grin even more. "Love you."

"Love you too."

[dahniwitchoflight]

fucking, god, he called his ship Theseus. Oh god im not ready to face this epilogue stuff in actual visual form oh jeesus

Dirk, Dirk pls. no one can take you seriously now that we can actually SEE your Villain-Sona. 

oh god, the second hand embarassment is real.

Alright so there seems to be like, a tinge of Rose existing as her own person, doing things that Dirk dislikes, but its in conversation only, so it seems facetious.

The other true thing though is the narrative is entirely Dirk’s perspective, and Dirk is exactly the kind of person who would absolutely love and believe he was capable of subsuming another person’s soul and idealogy entirely, but we went through this deceit in the epilogues with John and Roxy as well, with John’s unquetionaing hold on reality and what is canon also seeming to have an unconcious warping effect to whatever John thought was important, but Roxy gave a good point of how do you even know you did this and i didn’t choose it or wouldnt have chose it? you dont

So we could see that being repeated here, either as a parallel of that or a subversion, remains to be seen

“ Speaking of which, I think it's time I started undoing some of the more egregious mistakes this story has been subjected to over the years. Yes, I'm talking about that guy. The other orange one. Remember him? Vriska got stalked by him a bit and it was uncomfortable for everyone concerned. Anyway, the point is that he fucked up big time, and I'm here to clean up the horseshit. It's time to get this story back on the rails, back to what it was always supposed to be. I know it, and you've somehow always known it too. There was something else, some other route that Homestuck was meant to take but then didn't, a way that wouldn't've spent so much time dicking around with stuff nobody cares about. Like seriously, why did we all have to sit through talking about everyone's most intimate and private feelings for two hundred thousand fucking words. That would never have happened in Act 1. Where did it all go wrong? “

lol the andrew hussie is peeking through a bit here, so Homestuck2 is gonna be the exact thing I figured a sequel would be, its going to be a sort of retelling of the story, but its gonna flip the importance for certain things in the opposite directions, so right here its saying Homestuck is a story with a layer of importance on the characters themselves and their mindsets and how they lived in the environment they found themselves in, with the lore and the conceit of the story being a huge creation story more of a backdrop than the focus

so Homestuck2 is going to be a more "creation story” focused more on the sburb lore, buts its going to have less of a focus on the characters (perhaps even to the detrimnet? maybe characters will seem strange and out of character? but he kinda already made that feeling i the audience with the epilogues, thats what that intended effect was)

and neither one i think will turn out to better or worse than the others, theres definitely going to be benefit and downsides for both, but its not hard to see that Homestuck1 is the story that Hussie wanted to Tell, and Homestuck2 is how he’s changing it and telling a different story than he originally would have in the first place

not that hes changing Homestucks orignal story at all, but now hes telling a decidedly different one

Thus far, even though I understand Dirk’s basic mindset being “Hussie’s story sucks im gonna tell a BETTER one” and deciding that he alones gets to decide others will is unquestionably villainous train of thought, like why cant we let the characters just decide for themselves what kind of story they wanted to have and be genuine..

I AM dying of curiosity to see what sort of lore and information were going to get out of this, especially with the twist of that sort of focus being brought more into view, it’s a tantalizing glimpse of something very sexy that im into...

WORLDBUILDING :p

The World of Homestuck to me, HAS always been more infinitely exciting and interesting to me than the characters themselves, even though i liked them fine, they werent the reason why i kept reading the story for sure

Anything little thing we get about sburb or the world system out of this im happy with, regardless of what happens to the characters

(Would that be considered a villainous mindset if I was in canon? maybe ^^; good thing im not lol it does give off very “evil mad scientist morally corrupt experiments” kind of vibe lolol)

“ Look, I know what you're all really craving. I've been studying canon—or rather, what's left of it—and I think I've found it. The critical moment, in the wake of which everything started to take a nosedive into the protracted, endless slog of sheer insufferability we got saddled with near the end. This was the single most crucial error in the process that led to the present situation. The day when the story was wrested screaming from the arms of its readers like a bawling infant and carried helplessly away, from then on to be raised according to the whims of a masochistic menace with no thought for you, the common fan. “

I do have to laugh at this though, because your not wrong??? but also, it was inevitable that a story that started out like homestuck and was written like homestuck and ended like homestuck would inevitably turn out the way it did

it was a communal product of the screaming masses that turned into a singular mans story, it was unfortunately going to lose something to everyone, because everyones ideas couldnt all coexist in one canon at the same time (thats what outside of canon is for)

and then Dirk does something I DIDNT expect him to do

“Channelling my full potential as an ascended player of Heart, I expand my consciousness to commune with the boundless force of collective willpower that is the internet. My mind floods with its divine potency, a million formless cries coalescing into a sequence of discrete, formal instructions. It is a maelstrom as chaotic as it is deafening. And yet from this formless, uninterrupted spate of hard, unembellished data, a single suggestion takes form, as if bubbling up from a vast, infinite ocean of possibility. It is a whispered prayer to a compassionate god whose ear attends faithfully the will of his believers.Ok, let's see what you chucklefucks came up with.“

instead of entirely subsuming other’s will like a villain would, he has instead opened up his heart and conciousness to absorb the ideas, suggestions and wills of the masses, he is literally trying to bring back the act1 flavor of homestuck by taking suggestions, be he is ironically doing something no different than hussie did by curating and choosing which one to respond to

hah! he really does think he is the hero of this universe with Hussie as some sort of villain. 

So Hussie has probably intentionally curated this idea of himself as “Author Villain” who drives the story seemingly into mud by seeming to reject and upend the audiences expectation rather than curate them and bringing forth the best out, 

this happens with the epilogues undoubtedly, 

and this environment has gown a character from inside the story to step out and try to “oust” him from this position and instead tell a “good” story one that “everyone” wants, but is in fact detrimental to the story and world that the characters inside it themselves wants, which is was Hussie curated the whims to in the epilogues instead of the audience

So maybe this will be a “good” story, and hit all the marks for what the audience wanted originally, but there is no benevolent force to make sure a happy ending exists for any of the characters inside of it, because what the characters want doesnt matter anymore, only the lore does