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actually i’m kinda glad that we can’t share the OF content on here cause my dash would be bombarded with kä spitting on the dildo and hä squatting on it
and i honestly don’t think i could mentally handle that
#i think it would actually break me#i see it enough when i close my eyes#i don’t need to see it everywhere else#i’m coming to the realization that every day of this month will be consumed by khä of#and there’s nothing i can do about it#käärijä#häärijä#khäärijä of#khäärijä calendar#day 3
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i become the worst version of myself when my neighbors are loud at night tbh i actually feel bad
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#I hate this so so so much#it’s only the first day and I haven’t been watching that much#but I’m already sick of watching things#I’ll probably throw on a movie soon but gotta figure out what movie#if you had covid#what did you do to pass the time?#also any home remedies or over the counter meds that really worked for you??#give me all your covid advice pls#I feel like absolute shit#and there’s nothing I can do about it#I’m so bored and lonely#my friends aren’t replying which sucks#just laying on the couch and staring at the ceiling#fun stuff#gotta make dinner sometime too#idk how I’m gonna do that#shut up rosie
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I think you guys can keep a secret. Or at least won’t be snitches about it because you have no way to. But I want to be dead most of the time! In fact it is only when I am drunk that no part of me at all wants to be dead! And I suspect that above all is the reason I like drinking so much! Because it’s a nice vacation from wanting to be dead! And like I’ve been hospitalized numerous times for trying to kill myself but I don’t think being in the hospital helps any. But my parents don’t fucking understand that drinking is the only goddamn reason why I’m not dead yet and they’ll say shit like it is NOT OK to use our money to buy $27 worth of drugs!!!‼︎ to which I will say I am unemployed and nobody will hire me and I have no money and I need this to not become miserable. And I can’t quit because quittting makes your depression worse before it gets better. And if it gets worse I will end my life. So I can’t fucking risk it. But nobody gets it! Everyone thinks I do this for fun! I don’t! I do this because I’m fucking miserable and this is the only thing that works!
#negative#suicide#delete later#idk man idk everything sucks has sucked and will always suck#and there’s nothing i can do about it#drunkposting
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i have never been in rarepair hell before
#my brain is 90% fashav/kotallo#and there’s nothing i can do about it#and they’re not even the rarest pair#i just think they’re neat and also everything i want to be#h#god i wish i could write#or draw comics or something
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me: has a million and one projects
also me: but the echo 2x10 scene with top surgery scars
#transmasc max has been stuck in my head for dayssss#and there’s nothing I can do about it#roswell new mexico#max evans
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i just feel fucking horrible
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#i’m so ridiculously miserable at work it’s making me lose my mind#i need to talk abt it and i’ve talked out all my irls#but i just have to suffer for four more weeks#and i wasted my whole summer#and there’s nothing i can do about it#maphware
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#i told myself I wasn’t going to do posts like this anymore but here we are#please ignore#i truly don’t understand what I’m supposed to be living for#I’m tired and sad and so so broke and I have no energy or motivation or inspiration to do ANYthing#I’m trying really hard to convince myself that this is all worth it but like??#the math ain’t mathin#i don’t get to experience love or intimacy#I’m in a job that I’m so sick of but I don’t have the energy to try to find a new one#especially because I don’t even want to work to begin with#i can’t get myself to focus long enough to read or write#i literally come home from work and just stare at the ceiling#or I’m running myself ragged doing colorguard bullshit#i don’t want to do any of this anymore it’s so boring and overwhelming at the same time#and like the world is literally falling to shit around us?#and there’s nothing I can do about it#i just don’t know if I’ll ever find something that makes life worth living#gosh everything seems so pointless and hopeless#I’m not even sad really just so fucking disappointed in myself and this dumb little life#and now what? how am I supposed to fix this? what can I even do?#i have no money no support no back up plan nowhere to go nothing to do#I’m just stuck here with no way out because I’m so alone and mentally I’ll and honestly just so discouraged#i keep thinking that I’ve found my new rock bottom and then someone throws down a shovel and tells me to start digging#i have no idea where to go from here#i keep trying to just take it a day at a time but days just keep coming and going and things get worse not better#and I fall further and further behind#and I’m simply just not strong enough to do anything about anything#I’m OVER this
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take your clothes off and get on the bed what no we aren’t having sex right now we’re cuddling and pressing every inch of skin together as close as possible for the next six hours
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#sometimes you just need to be CLOSE ya know#also i went to bed really early last night and slept So Well#and i just woek up and im still realllll sleepy#which is why i seized the chance to post this#because i get too shy and embarrassed to whenever i try to do it when im not half asleep#pointign and laughing at fully awake me rn🫵#lmao loser ass🫵🫵🫵#now it’s posted and there’s nothing you can do about it#im gay and i like sleeping
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I have this memory of being maybe 16 and going to school when a friend asked me “are you okay?” I couldn’t even answer, I just cried. Ten years later nothing has changed, except school is now work.
My triggers may be different but my anxiety has never changed, it just lurks in the shadows when I think I might be doing okay, only for a stupid ass thing to trigger me and then I become a robot for the rest of the day because I can’t function properly.
Nothing has changed. How depressing is that.
#mine#depressing life#i hate it here#i want to scream#depression sucks#mentally exhausted#i want to kms#anxiety#and there’s nothing I can do about it#I feel so fucking alone
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I don’t remember being this deeply (like deep in my soul) sad about previous breakups
so what the hell is different about this one
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#lately I’ve been waking up in such a numb funk#like it feels like my head is in the clouds#and there’s nothing I can do about it#smoking weed helps a little bit#but then I go into a different type of fog#at least that one I can control#this natural one is annoying#also gives me a headache#I’m exhausted and want to go back to bed#but I know if I do I’ll be in even more of a funky funk#idkidkidk#shut up rosie
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#( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)#the trap door#berk#the trap door berk#I’m sorry#i’m a simp#and there’s nothing i can do about it#I’m a monster fucker#muffled sounds#sound like a gag
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just watched I Saw The TV Glow and I will never be the same again
#there’s still time#but not forever#and there’s nothing i can do about it#neon speeks#adventures of neon
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