#and there’s nothing I can do about it

[bitfruity]

actually i’m kinda glad that we can’t share the OF content on here cause my dash would be bombarded with kä spitting on the dildo and hä squatting on it

and i honestly don’t think i could mentally handle that

[nowshesdoingitallthetime]

[rosicheeks]

🤒

[isdalinarhot]

I think you guys can keep a secret. Or at least won’t be snitches about it because you have no way to. But I want to be dead most of the time! In fact it is only when I am drunk that no part of me at all wants to be dead! And I suspect that above all is the reason I like drinking so much! Because it’s a nice vacation from wanting to be dead! And like I’ve been hospitalized numerous times for trying to kill myself but I don’t think being in the hospital helps any. But my parents don’t fucking understand that drinking is the only goddamn reason why I’m not dead yet and they’ll say shit like it is NOT OK to use our money to buy $27 worth of drugs!!!‼︎ to which I will say I am unemployed and nobody will hire me and I have no money and I need this to not become miserable. And I can’t quit because quittting makes your depression worse before it gets better. And if it gets worse I will end my life. So I can’t fucking risk it. But nobody gets it! Everyone thinks I do this for fun! I don’t! I do this because I’m fucking miserable and this is the only thing that works!

[dr-lizortecho]

me: has a million and one projects

also me: but the echo 2x10 scene with top surgery scars

[ghostzzy]

i just feel fucking horrible

[bixels]

As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.

[napping-sapphic]

take your clothes off and get on the bed what no we aren’t having sex right now we’re cuddling and pressing every inch of skin together as close as possible for the next six hours

[underthemoonglow]

I have this memory of being maybe 16 and going to school when a friend asked me “are you okay?” I couldn’t even answer, I just cried. Ten years later nothing has changed, except school is now work.

My triggers may be different but my anxiety has never changed, it just lurks in the shadows when I think I might be doing okay, only for a stupid ass thing to trigger me and then I become a robot for the rest of the day because I can’t function properly.

Nothing has changed. How depressing is that.

[afterplaidshirtdays]

I don’t remember being this deeply (like deep in my soul) sad about previous breakups

so what the hell is different about this one

[the-evil-lovable-simp]

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

[neon-danger]

just watched I Saw The TV Glow and I will never be the same again

[bowserphobia]

when I hear bowsers voice in my head it’s either his Super Mario Sunshine cookie monster voice or it’s the guy from the Ignorance is Bliss music video (but the slightly pitched up version I accidentally watched instead of the real version)

[rosicheeks]

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[pangur-and-grim]

every time I say “starting nooooow I won’t have any major expenses” something HAPPENS! there’s raw sewage backing up from my drains, and apparently the plumbers will need to break the floor and the wall to get to the pipes and fix it.

if the cat stuff hadn’t wiped out my bank account, this would be annoying but manageable. as it is…..I’m going to try to get everything up in the store for Friday.

[mthevlamister]

It’s morning, and we’re better, but somehow we’re not