#and then whenever u do get them u either rely on them too much or they eventually move on

[luv-again]

hopefully this full moon bullshit ends soon so I can go back to being comfortable with my aloof disposition and total detachment from human life instead of being overly upset that 'I don't have close friends anymore/at all' and 'wah wah wah I'm severely, unhealthily lonely'

[tomomiisasleep]

notes on Harryanthe which I am crazy about, in HtN

this dumb little interaction just stuck with me. I mean they're almost always high-strung in the detailed plot, like in almost every one of the Ianthe-centered scenes one of them is in some kind of pain

but I know they have chill moments. mundane moments. petty arguments, like the one in the post scrips of the letter. And I so badly want to read those!!

anyways. I'm gonna start collecting scraps here.

you might have given Ianthe Tridentarius the pleasure of opening the note labelled Upon the death of Harrowhark Nonagesimus. Your only hope for that note was that it contained a single sentence along the lines of, Get what joy you can from my corpse, you devious bitch, but it was written by a previous self and you could not risk a guess.

Harrow: what if I didnt hate her and that makes me wanna have a lobotomy yeah that makes sense

Once, vilely, from Ianthe; she had ensconced you in fat and rolled you down the hallway out of danger, and still laughed whenever she thought about it.

ok this is just Ianthe being a little pest, but it also means that she talks about this and laughs in Harrow's face, which makes her a little bitch, but also like it means they often chat and Ianthe would be like: Yeah today I tried the theorem on apples again, but I tweaked it by directing the flow of thalergy from- hey Harry do u remember the time I saved your life hahahahahaha

The mockery you endured for needing her proximity was exquisitely painful, but humiliation was steadily becoming your existence whole and entire.

I want to know what exactly this mockery entails

It had been very nicely matched to the original until she had ceased using it altogether, and the difference was more pronounced each day. Unconscious of your critical eye, she scratched fretfully at the line until red hives appeared.

Ianthe squirming under Harrow's gaze for once

She was in a filthy mood, if she was wearing that thing, with her arm exposed.

Harrow has been keeping tabs on the state of her arm problem ever since she first woke up on the Erobos. Same as how Ianthe has been keeping tabs on the results of her lobotomy.

she said, blue eyed, those oily little freckles glittering almost pinkly above the dress. They reflected the red rims of her eyelids. You thought that she had been crying.

yeah stare at her eyelids Harrow, and sniff her discreetly all the time, sweat musk vetiver am I right (also have I expressed how crazy it drives me that she wears masculine perfume??????????? no well IT'S SO *faints*

You got better autopsies of her encounters with Beasts than you did from your own, as Augustine was wont to explain significantly more to her than either he or Mercy did to you.

Ugh why why why in this whole book I have not seen them talk shop with each other even once??? Except Harrow showing off after making the arm. Harrow has discussions with Pal all the time in GtN. clearly she trades notes on necromancy with Ianthe frequently. but no, gloss over Ianthe's intellect and just write her freak(fond) moments

You had once been fool enough to recommend that Ianthe take them down, at which point she had rustled up another from the bathroom and hung it in pride of place above an overpainted dresser.

love her

“Oh, heaps,” said Ianthe, who appeared not to have taken offence at your rejection. It was so impossible to tell, with Ianthe. “I made it. It’s vile.”

Maybe she really doesn't care about the rejection or even likes it, but "so impossible to tell" kinda hints that, well she might be hurt,maybe, there just isn't any proof

It was not a connection formed of any mutual admiration; if anything, the more you saw of Ianthe the less likely you were to mistake her for likeable. She made herself like an overdecorated cake: covered so thickly in icing and fondants and gums that it would take serious excavation to find any bread. As a necromancer she was a genius, though you thought she relied too much on shortcuts and circumventions. She had an exceptionally fine mind. She was not afraid of rigour.

If Harrow doesn't have the hots for her at least I do.

Honestly on my first read I took stuff like "not likeable" and "“Tell me to stop breathing,” she said. (“I have, on multiple occasions,” you said.)" at face value and actually thought Harrow genuinely hates her and is forced to interact with her because there's no one else. Which is true. But she's also very attracted to her and I kinda overlooked it at because I thought those feelings were mutually exclusive. And they're not. which I'm obsessed with.

Or she won't think Ianthe's beautiful and note details about how she dresses all the time.

Seriously Harrow's special fixation on "how Ianthe's clothes make her look" is hard to ignore.

for example:

The mother-of-pearl made Ianthe’s hair a lurid yellow and threw up all the mustard tints of her skin; her face was blotchy, and her eyes were sleepless pits. She looked like shit.

The skirts and waists were all beautifully cut for someone of a different height and body type than Ianthe possessed. They were tight where they should have been loose and loose where they should have been tight. They looked like her burial clothes, and she looked as though she had emerged fifty years after that burial.

she answered after a long, scuffling minute, with sleep in her eyes and her hair in dilute whey tangles over her neck and shoulders, wearing a bewildering short garment of violet chiffon.

The back was open, and you could see the fine dents of her spine—her bleached skin bluer and sweeter against the pallid gossamer—and the twin blades of her shoulder blades looked strangely nude and vulnerable to you.

Ianthe was training in her nightgown—a grisly floor-length concoction of pale golden lace that made her long, limber body look like a green-veined mummy

a lone wax figure in pale purple chiffon, tall and colourless—except in the greasy metal of her bone arm, which the lights rendered all the colours of the rainbow.

Ianthe rose soundlessly to her feet, and the long skirts of her nightgown—a brilliant ruffled canary-yellow silk that made her look like a formal lemon—rustled restively around her calves.

Note that Harrow focuses on Ianthe's clothes for how they shape Ianthe's appearance. in contrast:

she ignored your sister, whose pallid eyebrows had shot up so fast and so far that they were in danger of breaking the atmosphere. Mercymorn wore a long slip of peach-coloured silk, and her white Canaanite robe was tucked over her forearms and had slipped entirely off her slender, aggrieved shoulders. She had scraped her hair into a merciless and shining coil at the back of her head, and she had no eyes for either of you.

Obviously Mercy is SUPER HOT here, if Ianthe's reaction means anything. But Harrow only describes her clothing and not how she looks. Same with Augustine's party outfit.

With Ianthe, it's always: she's wearing ..., which makes her look gross. And I did not understand at first but now I know and feel stongly that Harrow is totally into her gross-hotness. well at least I am. the grosser she's described the hotter she is.

[frogiwi]

HIIIII KI ✨🥰🫡 7, 18, and 27 pleas for the more fic writer asks !!!

HI HIDEY ILY

7. your preferred writing fonts

OUGH. SORRY I KNOW U ARE TYPEFACE ENTHUSIAST. HOWEVER I JUST USE GDOCS DEFAULT ARIAL..............

18. if you keep them, share a deleted sentence or paragraph from a published fic

DO I KEEP THEM? pause while i go look through some docs LOL

OK I FOUND SOME. i found a lot actually but i got bored of rereading them so i'll go with the first one i found which i had entirely forgot about, deleted from my first makichi fic, right in front of my eyes

“Do you trust those guys?” Chihaya blinks. Sure, he does. Loathe as he is to admit it, Kiyomine is as much of a monster as ever, and Kaname improves at a pace far beyond any true novice could. Todo’s performance had been questionable in their last game, but Chihaya’s willing to give him another shot to prove himself because he’s shown results before. Yamada is as reliable as ever, even while they iron out the kinks in their lineup. They have good senses, and what some of the group lacks in skill, they make up for in enthusiasm. They’ve settled into a good routine, and they’ll only get better from here. “Outside of baseball,” Makita tacks on belatedly.

so.... i wrote this fic back in july, so i don't really remember any of my thoughts outside of the notes i have in the doc. but these lines happen during a conversation chihaya and makita have after the second round of the summer tournament in first year, when makita asks chihaya to meet up. the fic is about, like, exploring how the shitty things makita said to chihaya came from a place of hurt and rejection rather than from hating chihaya or resenting him, and about chihaya learning that makita didn't resent him but just wanted to be friends with him. it's about reconciling, to put it simply. it's a short and sweet one too. i think the reason the above passage got cut is twofold

a lot of my early bouba wips have this thing where i. have the narrating character (chihaya or todo, p much) kinda... reflecting on the composition of the team and thinking a nice (and/or snarky) thing about each person. idk why i did it so much. we get it, the team is full of earnest weirdos who are great at baseball or are learning to be great at baseball. the show told us that already, move on. i think the reason this came up in this fic is bc makita has noticed that chihaya is actually friends w his high school team while he wasnt friends w anyone on his and makita's old team, and makita wonders why they weren't good enough. so chihaya thinks about his team and why he's friends with them. i think this paragraph just didnt feel like it really added anything by going specific though. none of these things are like, things makita or others on the old team didn't have tbh. but then to my second reason

"outside of baseball", now that i think about it, doesn't make sense at all in a fic about chihaya. bc 1) we know that one of his biggest problems is trusting people, which is presented to us through the lens of baseball and how he would only rely on himself in crucial moments, rather than being presented to us in terms of his social life in general, and 2) makita doesn't care about things that aren't baseball, and he wouldn't care about whether or not chihaya trusts his team outside of it. he WOULD care so much about whether he trusts them in baseball, bc he didnt trust makita or the rest of that team. but i dont think ANY of this occurred to me when i cut it. but now that i reflect on it i'm glad i did LOL

ok anyways idr what i was talking abt. i found a TON of cut stuff for the todochi/makichi cheating fic too but it was all boring. no wonder it was cut AHAHA

27. your favorite part of the writing process

HM.......... i think..... ok, i don't have much of a "process" other than: write whenever my brain and hands allow me to until either i get hopelessly stuck, or i finish it. if i get stuck i go to some trusty friends and gather thoughts and i discuss deeply with my beta (THAT'S YOU!). and then i work on it more and finish it. editing is generally minimal.

so that said, i think my favorite parts are

when i have an idea take hold so strongly that i spend a day writing multiple thousands of words and end up with a solid chunk of really good shit, ESPECIALLY if i was just endlessly rotating it in my head before but never writing words other than notes. what's better than coming back to ur doc the day after a writing fever like that and seeing all this shit that wasn't there before. IT SLAPS.

actually, having beta discussions is probably my favorite part. it's so fun every time to absolutely dissect the shit out of the plot, or a character, or a paragraph, or even just a sentence. i feel like how i think about writing has transformed so much in a short time bc of this part of the process and it's also made me better at identifying my own goals and intentions etc. it's really fun to really get into it for hours and come out of it with a page full of notes to start plugging away with. i've never stayed stuck after we do this so it really is the best thing ever

ok this got rly long as always but these ones were interesting and took some thought (other than font....) so THANK U ILY

✍️ fic writer asks

[taintingimagination]

Nathan Explosion • NSFW Alphabet

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Author's Note: Nathan won the poll! Luckily I already had his written out so I can update or whatever to it. Next up is Dick Knubbler...

A = Aftercare: Only known to you, and maybe his bandmates - not really - he's a softie. He won't go out of his way to spoil you, but he'll stay behind to cuddle/spoon.

B = Body Part: Your hands, mainly how small they are compared to his. Nathan finds enjoyment in holding them in his palms ... and watching you give him handjobs. On himself, his arms.

C = Cum: In your mouth or on your stomach. He's hesitant about procreating so he won't finish inside you unless he's wearing a condom.

D = Dirty Secret: Nathan, despite hating the idea, wants to breed you. He's the most territorial of his significant other, maybe even a little more than Toki or Charles.

E = Experience: Nathan was a jock in high school and likely had a handful of girlfriends, but never went the full way with them. Being the lead singer of Dethklok, he has many groupies. Therefore, plenty of experience, but he'll treat you more special than a groupie.

F = Favorite Position: Nathan fantasizes about putting you in a mating press. He enjoys being on top at all times, but will let you cowgirl.

G = Goofy: Nathan's serious scowl translates into the bedroom too. While he does enjoy himself, he's not one to think this is a fun pastime if he cares enough.

H = Hair: Absolutely feral down there, he only trims when it gets uncomfortable.

I = Intimacy: Nathan is a gentle giant. He'll take great care of you and show you a lot of intimacy. He isn't a man of many words, so he'll show you he loves you with actions.

J = Jack Off: Nathan masturbates regularly, just like the rest of his bandmates. He sometimes jacks off over you.

K = Kinks: Nathan's biggest kinks are size and breeding, though he rarely talks about that last one. Dominance is a must for him. He's pretty vanilla as he's indifferent or turned off by other kinks.

L = Location: The comfort of his own bedroom. Sometimes, he'll have you cock warm him while you two are in the studio by yourselves.

M = Motivation: Jealousy is a great motivator. Whenever the band or some dildo flirts with you, his possessive instinct comes into play. Something he won't mention to you: he absolutely adores seeing you in small or tight clothes despite the stares you may get.

N = No: Hitting you, he absolutely won't allow it. Nathan refuses to do anything that will hurt you intentionally.

O = Oral: Don't let this man tell you going down on a girl is gross, because this man eats pussy like life depends on it. He doesn't mind if you give him oral, he prefers it actually.

P = Pace: Believe it or not, he actually enjoys taking his time, being slow, sensual, and rather gentle. If he's in the heat of the moment, he can get rough.

Q = Quickie: Nathan is okay with quickies but they aren't a usual thing for him.

R = Risk: Nathan is indifferent to experiment, he'll only try something new when it's suggested to him.

S = Stamina: Nathan's stamina is insane. If he was given the chance, sex would last from the night way into the afternoon of the next day. It's almost animal.

T = Toys: Nathan also won't admit that needing toys in the act makes him insecure. He would rather use what nature gave him instead of the either of you relying on battery powered plastic or silicone.

U = Unfair: Nathan is a subtle tease. While he doesn't do much foreplay or verbal teasing, there is teasing with this man.

V = Volume: Nathan makes a couple of grunts, he's the quietest one out of the band in bed.

W = Wild Card: Nathan has been asked to appear in several adult magazines early in his career. He was unsure about it at first, but the band encouraged him. Looking back at it now, he's still unsure how to feel about it, saying he feels like a prostitute.

X = Xray: He may not look like he gets bitches, but honey that dick was eleven inches. /ly

Anyways, Nathan is eleven inches and no one can convince me otherwise.

Y = Yearning: High most of the time, if not all the time.

Z = Zzz: Referring back to his stamina, he could go all night into the next day. He won't fall asleep after sex, but he will by cuddling you. He adores seeing you so peaceful and pure sleeping - it's comforting.

[mister-ancunin]

IM LISTENING u can use this ask as an excuse to yap abt yume and/or yumetoru as much as u want the stage is yours my friend 🎤

YAYYYY THANK YOU SYLVIA !!! sorry this took 3 days… one person audience lets go . ahem [takes the mic]

beware this got a little long

Yume lore drop

Basic

⟢ his first name is Kiyoyume 

⟢ Yume is a Special Grade 1 Jujutsu Sorcerer

⟢ His CT revolves around dreams and manipulating them. The gist is that he has the ability to invade a target’s mind and put them in a dream-like trance when they fight. He can then use the targets’ deepest fears, insecurities, weaknesses against them in various ways. This trance can also induce a phenomenon similar to sleep paralysis. Yume’s Domain Expansion creates a field of his own whim, basically an enclosed area where imagination is his only limitation. It’s more complex but I’ll put this here for now xx.

⟢ Since Yume’s abilities are heavily relied on mental capability, there is a limit to how much he can use during a certain time. Otherwise he risks insanity due to the lines between his imagination and reality blurring to the point of indistinguishability 

⟢ Yume (ironically) has really bad insomnia

Okay history time

⟢ Yume was part of Masamichi Yaga’s class and a fellow student of Satoru, Suguru, and Shoko. For the first half of first year, Yume was often seen interacting with Shoko rather than the other two. Their similarities in overall personality as well as interests rendered them as good friends, later leading   to Shoko introducing him to Satoru and Suguru. 

⟢ Although Yume went about the situation with incredible hesitance, their meeting went off without a problem. Even with the high contrast in Yume and Satoru’s personalities, it was clear that they connected without a hitch. The four of them became good friends and continued to stay in touch outside of class as well. 

⟢ There’s a lot more I could go into but I’ll leave their school lore at that lol

⟢ Unlike Toru who obviously continued on to hone his abilities after graduation and worked as a Jujutsu Sorcerer, Yume took a step back from the sorcerer world and ended up pursuing a career in professional fashion photography. Photography was Yume’s primary career for a long while before he started missing the action that came with being a Sorcerer. After a couple years, he switched to a balance of both sorcerer and non-sorcerer work. 

⟢ This half-and-half lifestyle seemed to work incredibly well, allowing for Yume to do what he liked while keeping touch with his friends. 

Official introduction

⟢ Yume is officially introduced in Jjk canon a little while after Nanami’s first appearance. While Yuji was with Nanami to investigate the whole Junpei//Mahito ordeal in season 1 episodes 9-13, Toru had gone to go find Yume among his other tasks during the time. 

The two of them stayed in touch after school, but since Yume was constantly travelling for either photo shoots or missions from the higher up, it was mainly through online connections. 

Toru eventually convinced Yume to return with him to watch the Sister School Exchange Event in season 1 episode 14. That is when he makes his first screen appearance alongside Utahime.

Housing ?? idk what to call this . extra

⟢ Because of the fun Yume ended up having and realization that he missed getting to hang out with Satoru like they did as kids, he decided to pause his photography career to work as a sorcerer full time. 

⟢ It had been the most impulsive decision of his life, but Yume was incredibly happy with the results. Since it happened so suddenly, he ended up staying at the Technical College with Satoru. It was originally something temporary, but since Yume was constantly out on missions, it became a more permanent residence. He didn’t mind too much, considering he was right on campus for students and got to be with Satoru whenever their rests overlapped. 

[gluion]

your moots as tbz members <3 💌

FML okay i have been avoiding this for a while because i feel like i dont have enough knowledge to assign my mutuals to a tbz member </3 SORRY ANON IF U THOUGHT I WAS IGNORING IT! HOWEVER i will attempt to do it with the oomfs i think i'm close to :DD

@haet-sal as sunric

okay i have this joke with lacey that i call her sunwoo for the reason that she jumps into like how many different topics but the reality is that like she is also very eric coded whenever i talk to her </3 she's like the clingy (/pos), shoulder i can rely on, always makes me laugh. thats why she feels very sunric coded to me!

@i520cm as kyuric

LORD ipah is just so extroverted and also an oversharer like eric but has the temper of changmin LIKEEEE ITS ALWAYS SO FUN TO BULLY IPAH IN THE SERVER IM CRYING BUT SHE IS SWEET AS THE TWO!!! everything she says is actually iconic

@winterchimez as sangyeon

i say this not bc ally is sangyeon biased but holy shit like with her interactions she really just does give me sangyeon VIBES. idk abt yall but its gen so strong... does anyone see this... like she is as reliable and as sweet as sangyeon </3

@sungbeam as kevin

talking to duckie is how i imagine talking to kevin would be like. also she is just as sweet and talented as the guy?? and duckie is genuinely so FRIEND SHAPED. like you know how you look at ppl and go like wow. they are so friend shaped i would love to be friends with them. AND ITS TRUE!!! like every convo with her is as chaotic and still as nice <3

@wuahae as bbangmil

THIS IS MAINLY BC OF ALL OUR CONVO ON ANIME AND WEBTOON but i feel like talking to cat is similar to talking to younghoon <3 like she's very humble and always tries to help out. she's also someone who likes to offer a shoulder if anyone needs it <3 but also she does give a bit of hyunjae for how she bullies ipah LMFAO

@stealanity as jacob

MATTY IS A SWEETHEART LIKE IDK ABT YALL. I SEE MATTY AND JUST THINK THIS IS JACOB </3 SHES A SWEETIE but also she's also just as chaotic as jacob <3 like whenever she messages the gc its either her coming to some kind of chaotic mess or her joining in out of the blue like yall will never really know !!!

@justalildumpling as hyunjae

BROTHER IDK ABT YALL BUT J IS SOOOOOO HYUNJAE CODED LIKE. ITS SO FUNNY BC THE FIRST TIME J LIKE FINALLY STARTED TALKING IN OUR SERVER, ITS BEEN LIKE UTTER CHAOS. AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO NOTICED THAT DFGUSYGYUFSG also i imagine her laughing style to be just like hyunjae's also HELP!?!?!? and how she bullies ipah is SO CRAZY. j and cat ultimate duo im afraid! and also just like talking style wise, i feel like its similar to his

i tried my best </3 tbf i feel like i need to get to know so much more ppl too </3 but this is just for me :DD

[scorchrend]

if u would like to share ur marx thoughts…… and make us all feel physically ill alongside u…….. this random anon is very much interested in hearing 👀👀👀

thats the problem istart feeling physically ill because i cant verbalize what i'm thinking it;s that bad. but since you asked this might be the push i need. UHHHHH marx thoughts. what are my marx thoughts it's like rummaging through my junk clearbook where everything is just placed anywhere and everything gets lost i do answer better and more coherently with specific questions.. btw.... hehe. Love Questions okay. random thoughts go

marx is a really attention seeking guy. thrives out of getting a rise from other people. pre super star though, i don't think he has any real friends despite being a common sight due to his tricksterisms and funny things. i don't think he's done this in canon really, but personally i like to make it so that marx used to work under dedede. you know. big castle, you think it has cool stuff, should give pretty good benefits to staff right? but then kirby's dream land happens and hes like Bro this Sucks and skedaddles. so yeah no meaningful relationships

i like the idea that marx is friendly with kirby pre kirby super star, but i don't think it's a relationship that can really be described as "friends" more than "staying on good terms and excitedly saying hi whenever you see each other, have a little small talk, and go separate ways." i mean, to kirby, they're friends. i don't think marx knows this when he asks kirby for help in milky way wishes, he's relying on kirby's helpful nature the trust is just kind of a bonus. as for why marx soul is like that i dont fucking know man these are random ass thoughts

thing is i think marx genuinely thinks kirby's a cool stand up dude especially after kirby's dream land but i think he just got Sooo Fucking Pissed thats why mww happens or whatever but i'm not sure either since i'm just spitting words. whatever his reasons are they always change in my head, marx is an enigma to me Even as a local marx enjoyer

as for his relationship with magolor it's the average They meet after Marx Blows Up and magolor is in the area and like Damn well i'm not gonna leave that guy out there am i. then bla bla friends (menaces) and puts the idea of nabbing that crown from landia. less of an intentional thing you know, but even if marx blew up he still kinda had something to show for it you knoe. the wings and the nova power. i can't say why they'd part ways (i don't know either) but basically before that they enjoyed some weird shit like pranking randos maybe Way Too Hard

anyways, after they part ways, marx probably goes planet hopping for a bit but eventually settles back on popstar. guys got the wanderer bones in him but i really think he thinks life on popstar is swell. he wanted to rule it for a reason i guess?? also the nearby planets he can fly to are Pretty Empty. I think.i actually genuinely don;t inow what im saying though im making a lot of this on the spot

reason for thinking marx has been hiding out on planet popstar: he's readily available in kirby star allies from the first dream palace. i know the dream rod summons them but like for my purposes i think it's just kinda like YOU. COME HERE.

okay but you know who else is in wave 1 that's right rick kine coo and gooey. i think they become friends. i think they're marx's first real friends (if you count them becoming friends while marx is disguised? they keep it up even after they find out. trying to be the kirby they want to see in the world or something.) like i got a little idea where its kinda like Damn i kinda wanna Fuck Up Everything but then he experiences laughing With people and not just Laughing at or Being laughed at and is like Fuuuckkk this is kindasick actually. UGH plans POSTPONED!! he is still 100% a shithead though these improvements dont really happen until marx drops his disguise after he meets magolor again (between rtdl and dream collection)

as for marx and magolor's reconciliation i feel like it's really smooth at first while magolor recovers from an arduous warp or whatever but when magolor starts showing discomfort at the ... hobbies marx has there starts to be tension because marx starts feeling like magolor is ignoring him and doesn't want to associate (even if magolor does want to keep being friends). however they deal with that is still up in the air but it required a lot of arguing, magolor apology to the dream team, marx blowing his "presumed dead" cover just to cover for magolor on something, etc. stuff that shows both parties really value their friendship even after they've changed and paths diverged quite a bit. fyi their arguments are so fucking bombastic because they WERE so SIMILAR that any insults they toss at the other is a double edged sword, and evidences some kind of self loathing

for marx's relationship with kirby i honestly think they're chill. but ofc marx exasperates kirby at times.

also marx has to get hisinfo from somewhere so i think he does in fact read stuff. only stuff interesting to him but he does read and when he does he Reads reads. thats how the Loser hatched his plan regarding nova anyways. somehow taranza finds outabout this and hes like Oh my god someone who understands media. Marx vehemently denies this (but cannot resist screaming at other people who have shit takeaways from x book he likes) (Marx has opinions on notoriously polarizing character Eon based on historical figure Aeon Hero) (not anything i consider important just something funny)

i could go on forever but for now i think my brain is all worded out. not even sure if any of this makes sense. here you go anon. enjoy.

[novy2sirius]

thank you for replying and i love your blog btw!

it seems being nice doesnt get us far anymore yet we are taught things like manners and politeness or doing nice acts does get us fsr but it just means ppl can be meaner in response but those also dont seem to matter once people log in online all hell seems to break loose even if that sounds dramatic af. idk i think the issue is that when we r bored we have to look for sometning else to read or watch bc theres nothing physical abt whats online we r just oggling at what others are saying or doing online and reacting or overreacting to it. when none of it should matter in the long run but we overuse these devices as though they no longer have an off button as tho people couldnt just put them down long enough to have a normal thought, reaction or feeling without the internet deciding it for them.

so with every other hobby or interest now having a toxic side of the internet attached to it doesnt help anything either cause these devices seem to have given reasons for people to hold too much opinions of things that are quite irrelevant really

some say its bc theres no consequences anymore and that is very true but also maybe bc there isnt a break or an in etween rest period from the internet. screens are everywhere even if u go outside theres screens selling u stuff u dont want nor need or others are always on their phones and so on. i just dont get it anymore we cant put these down but we cant keep away from the sites or platforms so we cant truly be happy without having to consume something to do with social media and its driving me nuts if we dont have a social group of our own (for personal reasons or past situations ), honestly i want the internet gone but so much nowadays is relied on an internet system and its like ppl are so pessimistic and gloomy online and take it out on others or what have u

for instance u could in the good ole days put away the newspaper, put down the ipod or flipphone whenever u didnt need to use it 24/7 or couldnt bc it was harder to write paragraphs on those small devices, now its like we are constantly flooded with distractions and general negativity or junk entertainment that we dont want to be consuming and we need to always keep in touch with someone. its also like all the basic gadgets have become littered with features most often including the internet like we arent escaping it we are consuming it... over and over again in different forms

(i lowkey wouldve loved a longer pre internet era) really wouldve done better without this nonsense of having to be online and communicate online to stay up to date on things i dont even care about in the first place. sorry for rambling thanks again in advance for replying and i agree with your reply too.

i will be honest the only reason i’m kind to rude ppl isn’t bc i feel sad for them cuz ik it’s projection majority of the time but it’s bc i believe in karma. i just don’t want to create any negative karma for myself so i kill ppl with kindness

i agree w what u said abt the internet also. there hasn’t been a break so ppl haven’t experienced a reality without social media and need to touch grass sometimes 😭

thank u btw! i appreciate it 🩵

[nerdstreak]

I am extremely late but who cares being late is cool 😎

I looked over the songs you put in your pyg!au playlist, they're cool! Whenever you have the time and energy, I'd love to listen to why you chose the songs you did and what they represent! Whether it fits a personality trait, a story beat, or is just something you or Con.nor would actually listen to

(I enjoy making playlists myself, even if I don't do it much, and I do genuinely want to hear you ramble about it)

ok,,, i suppose i could Go Off a little bit abt my song choices thank u,,,

but its still gonna be under a cut ok here we go

let you down: so this is p much connor's general feelings as he progresses through the cases, not succeeding enough to learn about deviants. since hannah is a part of cyberlife, he has another face besides amanda to put to any disappointment he feels is being directed towards him, even if she's never expressed that. this really culminates in the next chapter :3

all these things ive done: connor knows hannah is one of the very few people he can go to, also "ive got soul but im not a soldier" hits

beneath the mask: both of them sort of mask themselves and are afraid of showing their true selves around others

cold heart pnau mix: first verse is def connor catching feelings, also i just always like some good good elton on my playlists (another contender was goodbye yellow brick road, and while its not on here i like to think thats a song they like slow dancing to)

divinity: some future-y porter robinson and the simple lyrics fit well enough

i hear a symphony: PERFECT deviancy song no one can change my mind

i really wanna stay at your house: more future-y techno, definitely more of a 'songs they like to listen to' vibe than strictly plot-related

in her eyes: CHAPTER 4 NAMESAKE LETS GO it was called that originally because the first scene of 5 was supposed to be part of it and really played into the lyrics and emotion of the song

instant crush: more synths!! and again more vibes of just putting all your trust into one person you love

iris: WHEN EVERYTHING'S MADE TO BE BROKEN, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW WHO I AAAM!!! a recent addition thanks to my best friend having never heard the song before reminding me it fits for them

just the way you are (the less cheesy billy joel one): neither of them would change a thing about the other :)

lay all your love on me: who doesnt love some abba, plus like hell either of them are gonna share devotion to anyone else

like real people do: self explanatory waaaaa this song is just so soft

mr blue sky: hey you with the pretty face, welcome to the human race!! blame the prtl fic absolutely lol, but dammit if it doesnt fit both my favorite blue robots

once upon a dream: a small spoiler, but hannah did dream about connor before she went on to finalize his design

past lives: sort of an overall connah song with all the verses i have for this ship, finding each other and being intrinsically linked in every universe

rhinestone eyes: more of a beginning-of-the-ship song, where feelings are more distant but there's still that spark of attachment

somewhere only we know: before hannah started on the rk800 project, she was starting to get a bit jaded working for cyberlife, but he sparked her passion again and now wants to rely on him, and in turn he relies on her too, someone that can listen without judgement, just as he does for her

steal the show: purely put it here cuz that one scene in elemental made me think of them :)

yellow: gentle vibes of wanting to do anything and everything for the other person

you might think: no matter how other people might judge an android/human relationship, neither of them truly care what others think in the end, because all they need and want is each other

[royaleofury]

First of all thank you for the game 💗

My question is who is my future spouse ?✨️

( foreigner, personality, characteristics anything)

Initals-Riya 🦋♑️

Moon sing : libra ♎️

You have my permission to read me 🧿✨️

Thanks and love u ❤️

Thank you for participating 🌸

Cards I got for you: Ace of pentacles, 9 of cups and the magician .

Personality wise, your fs seems very smart and intelligent. I get this feeling of a person who was a nerd in high school. They are someone who wants to excel in their career and increase their finances with time. The magician correlates with acs of pentacles, as they may be someone who wants to be perfect in everything they do and therefore, they work hard whenever they take up a project or work. They maybe someone who avoids conflicts at every point of their life. Conflicts are just not their thing. It's very rare for them to hold grudges or get angry and do something that's can lead to unwanted consequences. But just because, they do not like conflicts, do not mean that they will not take actions when it's most needed. People like your fs should not be messed with. Either they are the most calm person or the angriest in the room.

Your fs seems to be satisfied with what they have. They do not have eyes for the treasures of other people. Emotionally and physically, they have everything that they wanted and ask for no more. They also like to keep in check the emotional needs of other people around them. They may also have good friends around them whom they trust and rely on a lot. Things like betrayal from friends or family, is not common for them. Rarely, they experience things like these.

They seem to have bits of everything. It's like they are above average in whatever they do. They may not like being average or below average in anything they do . I am also getting that they are a great manifestor. Whatever they wish for, comes in their life easily. It's easy for them to get their prayers heard by God. They may come off as someone who doesn't like sharing things much. They do not ask for things of others and do not want to share their things too.

Let's pull out some cards for them:

Cards I got : 2 of pentacles and 3 of pentacles

Your person seems to have lots of pentacles energy meaning they may have lots of earth placements as well as dominant mercury and Gemini placement. Your person has been through the highs and lows of life and therefore, they know how to balance them well. I am also getting that their job may revolve around being a mediator between two parties or clients. They are flexible with their schedule and not rigid.

With 3 of pentacles, they work hard a lot and the reward of their hardwork is always given to them. The traditional 3 of the pentacles card , shows 3 people in it, which again may describe how your person may be involved in jobs where they have to become a mediator and transfer information from one person to another. They learn very fast and easily apply those to their work.

[jyvnho]

Heyy, could u make ateez as boyfriends headcanon, plsss?

ateez as boyfriends.

. . . warnings : mentions of showering together in yunho's, san being a walking thirst trap

. . . pronouns : they/them

박성화 . . . park seonghwa

. . . the type to love you with everything in him

seonghwa is a gentle yet dedicated lover, never shying away from letting you know just how important you are to him and just how much of his heart you occupy

he would always make sure that you are comfortable with everything — the spot you sit in at a restaurant, the people you are surrounded by, and the environment you're in

this boy loves quiet cuddles in the mornings or late at night — the type of cuddles where you both quietly whisper back and forth about whatever is on your minds

little things seonghwa does :

tucking away fly away hairs

tracing freckles, moles, or dimples on your skin

always making sure he's in contact with you in some form or another

calling you two-three times a day when he's away (morning, lunch, and before bed)

sends you cute little photos whenever he has the time (be it a photo with the boys, a simple selfie, a landscape photo, or even pictures of little notes he writes you)

김홍중 . . . kim hongjoong

. . . the type to admire you when you're not looking

the embodiment of absolutely smitten — hongjoong and his heart eyes can be spotted from miles away so it's evident to all that you're the one he's gonna grow old with in the future

hongjoong loves to share things with you — the clothing if the two of you are close to the same size, accessories (his jewelry is your jewelry), and so on and so forth

the amount of photos hongjoong has of you simply sipping on a drink while looking out the window, scrolling through your phone in the corner of his studio, or even ones where you're brushing your teeth or sleepily rubbing the sleep out of your eyes is truly heartwarming

little things hongjoong does :

looks to you for inspiration for songs (hongjoong has countless songs written for you yet has not released them)

changes his background weekly (and it's always a photo of you)

either buys or makes matching bracelets for the two of you

sends you little updates through text about his day (from what he eats, a new song he heard, or a cute dog he passed on his way to the company)

pulls you back to bed when you try and get up before him

정윤호 . . . jeong yunho

. . . the type to make sure you know how loved you are

yunho is quite literally the softest ball of energy that you could ever have as a boyfriend — he offers the best cuddles, the best advice, and certainly the best kisses

he relies a lot on physical affection, so having yunho as a boyfriend is quite physically demanding (he demands hugs and kisses 24/7)

relating to the physicality of yunho, i do think he'd be quite comfortable physically around you — he may invite you to shower or bathe with him since he finds the thought of relaxing with you and showing that vulnerable side of himself to you to be the best way to show you how much he trusts you

little things yunho does :

likes to stuff your face into his chest when he hugs you (he practically engulfs you with his own body)

when he's asleep next to you, he cuddles impossibly close (he's the big spoon and you're his teddy bear)

so perceptive about his surroundings that you're never put in the line of danger when you're with him

nose and forehead kisses

arm swinging when the two of you walk together

강여상 . . . kang yeosang

. . . the type to love all of your imperfections

he's not the most outwardly affectionate since he thinks a little too much about what others think (he's not embarrassed of you, but he finds the attention flustering)

yeosang always reassures you when you have worries about anything — in some sense, he's your biggest supporter and cheerleader, urging you to do what feels right to you and to do what makes you happy

he would introduce you to his family pretty early on (after he knew that you were the only one for him) and whenever he can go out to visit them, he always makes sure you're by his side

little things yeosang does :

is always there for you to vent to and to wipe away the tears that fall

plays with your fingers and any rings on them (constantly fiddling with your hands)

lays his head on your shoulder and cuddles into your neck when he's stressed or tired

back hugs, where he can just walk up and cuddle into you without disrupting you too much, are a must with him

while he doesn't do it too often anywhere else, yeosang would let his cute giggle out almost every time he's in your presence

최산 . . . choi san

. . . the type to protect you with everything he has

san is constantly finding correlations between the world around him and you — the flower he saw on his walk looked almost as pretty as you, the lyrics of a song made him think of your first date, or how seeing dogs in the park made him think about adopting a dog with you

we all know he's a little tease, so expect him to go from sending you cute and or goofy pictures throughout the day, only to switch up on you and send a thirst trap at noon in between practice and vocal lessons

he's not aggressive per se with others, but he is a bit more careless — around you, however, he treats you as if you're made of glass (he's so scared to accidentally hurt you that he refrains from playfighting and all that jazz)

little things san does :

makes playlists that remind him of you

is constantly giving you his clothing (he loves seeing you in his stuff)

he shows you off to the moon and back — san is a proud boyfriend

anywhere the two of you are going in public, he's making sure that he never leaves your side (if he has to, his manager or one of the boys are staying with you)

tries to correlate his outfits with you (even if it's just a small pop of colour)

송민기 . . . song mingi

. . . the type to always make you smile

at the beginning of the relationship, mingi held back a little on his more loud and goofy side and opted to be quieter and gentleman-like (totally gave you whiplash when yunho rolled up for the first time and forced mingi to show his true colours)

the dude is tall... yet he doesn't seem to quite grasp that yet — there's been a few moments where mingi underestimated his own strength and size (you've been bumped around quite a bit

he runs to you first whenever something big happens — he got noticed by his idol, his song got approved by the head of the company, ateez won an award (you're the person he wants to celebrate his successes with)

little things mingi does :

sends you mini vlogs when he's away from you (he sends you so many that you could publish an hour-long video a day)

shares his food without a second doubt

loves loves loves to tickle and poke at you (all so he can see you smile)

kisses on your collarbone or shoulders are normal for him to do

plays with your hair when he's stressed or worried

정우영 . . . jung wooyoung

. . . the type to bring a spark of excitement to your life

facetime with his parents always end up coming to you — he tells them about all of your accomplishments, your likes and dislikes, and the little things about you that he adores

doesn't go super public with your relationship since he wants to protect you from potentially rude fans however all of his idol friends know basically everything about you (and how much wooyoung loves you)

you may be drowning in affection — every ounce of love he has for you comes pouring out through his actions

little things wooyoung does :

affectionate biting. everywhere. 24/7

never lets you get up in the mornings

whispers things to you when you're supposed to be quiet just to try and make you laugh

his photos are just filled with cute and or goofy photos of you

encourages you to take risks with him — scary rides, new foods, new places, etc.

최종호 . . . choi jongho

. . . the type to support you through everything

jongho takes your health super seriously so he can be a bit overbearing in some ways — but he does it with the best intentions (making sure you're eating full meals, you're taking breaks during work, and that you have time to take care of yourself however you see fit)

he likes to talk about the future with you — where he'll be with ateez in a few years, how he and you will change, and how you and his relationship will progress (he's brought up marriage a few times yet doesn't push the subject too much)

encourages you to befriend the boys — he trusts them and you with his life so he sees no problem with you getting close to them (in all honestly, he wants you to be close to the people he considers family

little things jongho does :

affectionate taps — taps your back, your shoulders, your head, etc.

looks at you like you created the universe (literal stars in his eyes)

sends you weekly paragraphs telling you how much he loves you and how proud he is of you and everything you do

expect jongho to be very protective of you — yes that means around the boys as well (he knows they can be clumsy and quite aggressive without meaning to)

cuddles with him are so soft (he can be either the small spoon or the big spoon, he has no preference)

taglist — @squiishymeow // @blaqpinksthetic // @enhacolor // @icywhatim // @genderlessflower // @odetoyeonjun // @ja4hyvn // @one16core // @blaqpinksthetic // @kyungm1ns // @skepvids //@sunoo-bby // @enivivs // @maknaeontopwoah // @s5onghwas // @weusteezmakes1team

[kaveuh]

HELLO EIII congrats on the milestone ^^ you totally deserve all of them、your writing's *chefs kiss*

I WILL STOP ASKING FOR CHIAKI AND KANATA ONCE FROM YOU 😭 so may i ask for ibara & yuzuru (separate obv) + A, G, H, J and W thank youuuu sending u many kisses and inspooo ーdarlingnon

a/n — AHH TY DARLINGNON MWAH 🫶🫶 i got too carried away with ibara me thinks.. IMSORRY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HWHFHFJA live love laugh ibara saegusa he’s my silly

IBARA SAEGUSA [ a, g, h, j, w  ] sfw alphabet

a = affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection?)

ibara isn’t overly affectionate. he’ll allow you to hold hands with him in public, but he isn’t fond of being extremely lovey-dovey outside of your home.

speaking of how he is in private, ibara definitely allows himself to be more vulnerable around you inside closed doors. he’s definitely a little, just a little bit more touchy. by that i mean MORE touchy… he legit acts like your husband. bro’s hugging you from behind while you’re doing something in the kitchen, laying his head on your lap while letting you play with his hair, or even taking baths together. ☹️

poor boy doesn’t know how to show affection properly, so most of the time it feels awkward (for him), but he’s trying.

g = gentle (how gentle are they, both physically and mentally?)

ibara tries to be gentle in both ways. he’s to being closed off, so naturally being in a relationship is new to him. though he isn’t entirely gentle and would accidentally say harsh things, he ends up apologizing (with a badly written note) in the end. 

as for physically, it’s pretty much the same. there are times where he’d accidentally grab you harshly, 

h = hugs (do they like hugs? how often do they do it? what are their hugs like?)

ibara is either a good or bad hugger, there’s no in between. though, he’s rather awkward when it comes to physical affection and is unable to initiate it himself without feeling embarrassed and such, he usually relies on you to do all the affection. 

at the same time, if we ignore his stiff and awkward body whenever he touches you, ibara is extremely cuddly, a cuddle material perhaps. he LOVES playing with your hair!! when you point it out, he’ll act like he was just trying to get something out... like what are you talking about.. LMAO

again, is a sucker for back hugs </3 he prefers giving it, since he gets stiff and freeze if you ever do it to him (poor lad HAHA). idfk man he’s so touchy i start tearing up thinking about it mWHEHE. i don’t think he’d mind if you surprise him with a biiiiig hug! instead, he’d honestly love it.

j = jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when they’re jealous?)

he’s also one of those who you can’t tell if they’re jealous or not, because he looks the same all the time. ibara doesn’t get jealous easily, but when he is, it’s more funny and adorable than scary ngl LOL

he definitely sends dirty looks towards hiyori (or anyone in general) if he starts to get way too close to you for ibara’s liking. it’s honestly funny because at the end of the day, he’s the one who gets clingier, not you. 

w = whole (would they feel incomplete without you?)

yes. 

ibara would act like it doesn’t really matter. but guess what? you’re his whole entire world. you’re the only one he opened up to the most, the only one he showed his vulnerability to. it would be such a shame if you had suddenly disappeared from his life. 

literally his heart will be so broken. even if he doesn’t lose you, thinking about it makes his heart shatter and start he’ll overthinking about everything, questioning what he would do without you in his life.

YUZURU FUSHIMI [ a, g, h, j, w  ] sfw alphabet

a = affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection?)

compared to ibara, yuzuru is quite affectionate in his own way. he’s not hesitant to show his love and affection in public, but at the same time, he doesn’t do it as much considering how professional he is. 

yuzuru shows his affection through brewing you tea every morning, bringing you some homemade food that he had made, and leans more towards words of affirmation. he loves showering you with compliments and constantly reassures you.

g = gentle (how gentle are they, both physically and mentally?)

yuzuru is extremely gentle towards you— both physically and mentally. he’s too kind to even dare to insult you, or become aggressive towards you.

the way he talks to you is so… soothing. his voice is soft and careful as the last thing he wants, is for you to feel uncomfortable around him. his touches are also delicate and gentle, as if he was treating you like fragile glass.

yeah overall he’s just too polite and elegant to be rough LMAO

h = hugs (do they like hugs? how often do they do it? what are their hugs like?)

HUGGING YUZURU?! a dream tbh. bro is the best hugger, i’m not gonna lie. he’s so sweet and gentle towards you and its so AHHHH he’s honestly the best </3

he’s not used to hugs, but he loves giving you them! unless you’re in public, then he’ll give a small side hug. yuzuru just feels like a whole pillow tbh, and he will act like it if you want him to. he’s like your personal cuddle bug now HAHAH

j = jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when they’re jealous?)

nah, not really. yuzuru trusts you way too much. he’s not the type to get jealous over some random person attempting to woo you or anything, he knows you’re his and he’s yours. the only time he’ll ever get jealous is if you’re spoiling tori way too much, maybe, or he wouldn’t really care.

THOUGH IF HE IS JEALOUS��� expect a lot of cuddles when you’re behind close doors. he’ll start acting like that one clingy koala partner and refuse to let you go until you give him more attention.

w = whole (would they feel incomplete without you?)

yes. yuzuru had grown attached to you, if he ever lost you, he won’t show it, but he will feel a little less happier. just like ibara, you’re one of the only people he will show his vulnerable side to.

thinking about losing you makes yuzuru already feel empty inside. he’s scared, horrified even. you complete him and he knows that full well, if he ever loses you he won’t be able to love the same way ever again.

[lunarfleur]

Omg mick I just saw ur ask that u sent to Lee abt highschool sweethearts with Soda and I NEED more of your thoughts on that if u have more

Okay okay you got it!!

Highschool sweethearts with Soda hcs

Warnings:mentions of death

Tagging: @juneberrie | @sparklenarniawizard | @sophie-i-guess13 | @whyareyouhere66 | @sluggmuffin | @ilovejoekeeryy | @collieflower215 |

This is x gender neutral reader!

(I made this into a hc post because I am LONG overdue to make content)

Okay so I was think about you maybe being his tutor?

Because we all know he struggled with academics before dropping out

Or maybe you were just a friend who was in his classes

Either way, you guys saw each other often enough to fall for each other

Soda was pretty popular in school, despite being a greaser

So if you weren’t well-known before, your reputation definitely spiked after you and Soda went out for the first time

You’re probably close with Steve as well, and most likely Two-bit

Soda introduced you to his family once you two were official

Like he got to call you his lover and he almost immediately asked you to meet his family

It’s safe to say his family liked you

You were definitely there for him when his parents died

Slowly, once Soda began to forget about the pain of losing his parents, you became part of the family

You’re like another sibling to Pony, one that he can rely on and go to for anything

Pony’s grateful for you

I like to believe that Pony’s pretty aware of the world around him

He knows that losing Mr. and Mrs. Curtis left a mark on Soda that changed him forever

Soda won’t let himself heal, so he just forgets about it

Pony likes knowing that, whenever Soda realizes that he can’t just forget about it, he can go to you without having to worry about being vulnerable

Even more so, Pony knows he can go to you, as well

He knows that whenever something is bothering him, he has one more person he can go to without the fear of judgement

Because there’s no way in hell you’re going to be Soda’s s/o and judge his family

Soda cares about his brothers more than anything

He wants to be with someone who understands that, someone who can learn to care about them just as much

As for Darry, it’s kind of the same thing

He worries about Soda a lot more than Pony

Soda bottles things way too often, and his pride gets in the way of ever letting the worst things go

Darry likes that Soda has someone he trusts enough to actually be weak around

And he likes having someone else to take the boys off his hands

We all know Darry could use a break

Soda dropped out of school not too long after his parents’ death

If you dropped out as well for some reason, or you were already a dropout, people still remembered you guys as that couple

Golden boy and his sweetheart, if you will

You can expect to hear random kids your age on the streets asking each other, “what ever happened to them?”

If you stayed in school, Soda wouldn’t have a problem with it

He’ll ask Two-bit or Steve to make sure you get to your destination safely if he’s working

If he isn’t he’ll pick you up himself

You’ll visit him at work when you can

Even though school didn’t work out for him, Soda still wants to take you away

He’ll do just about anything he can to make sure you guys stay together

[gogolstoelicker]

Hi! I loved your headcanons for BSD character mcs!! If it's alright with you, could I request the dorm leaders and vice dorm leaders with a fem! mc who is like Kunikida? (Idk why but the image of mc yelling at Leona to do something productive reminds me a little bit of Dazai and Kunikida's relationship)

Dorm leader + vice dorm leaders with a Kunikida!MC

warning(s): -

notes: LET'S GO OP I WAS ABT TO WRITE FOR KUNIKIDA MC BUT IT COMPLETELY LEFT MY MIND SO THANK YOU

•sorry its late tho JSNJSJS

You're very professional and diligent when it comes to your job. You constantly feel the need to organize, gather and schedule everything, which makes you come off as strict and harsh.

A trustworthy and loyal detective, your coworkers rely on you because of your authoritative capability and responsible nature.

Ability: The Matchless Poet (or Lone Poet i forgot), allows you to make objects written on the papers of your notebook come into existence. However, it does not work on objects larger than the notebook.

Riddle:

with your ideals and his rules, you guys can surely make the whole nrc cower in fear!

like they're in the cafeteria and they saw riddle? "i hope im not breaking any rules rn😥"

they're about to skip class and they saw you? "ah nvm, skipping is never an option😅"

you guys probably get along REALLY well

talking about the rules, ur ideals and how everyone is not following them

probably kins each other too at some point

you guys are now best buddies

like the whole school will always see the two of you hanging out once y'all have free time

i have free time today, hey wanna go to this unbirthday party?🤗

i have free time, wanna hang around, i made tea🤗

Trey:

oh sevens, another riddle😥

oh well trey dealt with riddle, so he knows how to deal with you too

tries his best to calm u down whenever some students pissed u off by ruining ur schedule

or anything u organized honestly

tells u to relax for a bit too

following a strict schedule everyday AND having to deal with the first years ruining ur schedule by accident AND not allowing urself to rest much???

he's right there next to you, trying to bribe you into resting

or threat idk🤔

it didn't work most of the times so

so he just have to be that one passive aggressive friend so you would rest or smth

did it work? sometimes if he tried harder

"u wouldn't want to ruin ur own schedule by passing out or anything right?^^"

"that's why i have enough sleep and exercise everyday"

^ur daily conversation probably

Leona:

if it's not for the fact that you're a lady, he would never listen to you lol

ruggie is forever greatful to have you around

bc as soon as u start telling leona off to stop skipping class and do something productive, he actually got up and do it

i mean he may looks like he's ten seconds away from ripping someone's throat out but at least he tries‼️

he actually leaves the class once he sees that you're not there but shhh

sometimes if he feels extra nice, he'll actually stay in the class

but he'll sleep in it LMAO he REFUSED to study

don't get him wrong, he appreciates that you even went out of your way to scold and sometimes motivate him to show his full potential but

he's a lazy lion at heart, you won't be able to get him to do anything

one time that happened again and someone snitched to you

leona is now forced to listen to your few hours lecture and how it does not fit ur ideals for him to not study

literally leona the whole time:

Azul:

oh you definitely got feed by his lies LMFOAOAOA

even azul himself is surprised by how naive you could be

BUT this only means MORE advantage to him👓✨

the amount of lies he fed u everyday...

its like that annoying scam seller that came knocking on ur door everyday

or those who tried to promote their "religion" cult on the streets

either way, that's how azul looks like to u everyday

he's sly so he probably made it seemed like smth good until jack just

pulls u away from azul so u won't get roped into some weird deal that won't benefit u at all

he ALWAYS finds a loophole in ur ideals so he can just

idk not follow but follow ur ideals at the same time?

Jade:

he doesn't really mind you that much? as long as you're not nagging him about something of course

which is lowkey rare bc u approve of him apparently🤔

like attitude, style and how he handles work? P E R F E C T. CHEF'S KISS

while u do like how he's on time for schedule and actually gets his work done, u don't really like how uh

scheming he can be😥

but oh well he's from octavinelle, u cant do much about it so u just avoid him

he's actually quite amused that u even approve of him

he didn't know he could fit ur ideals but now that he knows, you know he will never let it go

now u have to deal with a 191cm tall man looming over u and teasing u subtly nonstop

if he hace free time that is since hes usually busy with monstro lounge and floyd's antics🤔

Kalim:

u crying bc he reminds u of ur annoying coworker

him being happy meeting jamil's best buddy

yes i said best buddy what about it

he actually liked to listen to ur rant abt ur ideals

i mean he may not understand it fully but he's willing to listen!

literally dragged u to his parties

yes, u dont like parties. yes, u have works to do

but u gotta relax and have fun sometimes prefect so let him drag u to have fun!

cue u standing in the corner with a glass of juice in hand

"what do people do at parties?" u may ask

and then u see kalim absolutely eating up the dance floor and having fun

oh.

he would even try to drag u to dance with him

goodluck trying to get away from said party

Jamil:

cries heavy tears

it's tears of happiness btw

fiNALly! someone who can take his place to take care of kalim once in a while!

the gods have finally heard his prayers after all this time, he's so happy

sometimes, he would even hang out with you just because

well if you're both not busy that is🤔

he's mostly busy with kalim's shenanigans and you have your day planned out already so

so if u both EVER have a free time, you guys would hang out‼️

with kalim tagging along ofc bc he can't really leave him alone

him being even more happy bc u don't have this favoritism towards either of them and actually treats them equally

and not treating him like kalim's shadow

him to u probably

Vil:

ah yes, probably got along too

he agree with ur ideals here and there

esp if it have smth to do with having good posture and how to present yourself better

might even ask to read through some of it

who knows, he might get a nice advice here and there

he would also give u some advice

u writing it down on ur book and trying to achieve that exact same thing the very next day

and vil wiping a single tear that left from his eyes bc omg!! that's his student!!

/hj

he does feel a sense of pride and is actually very proud of himself and u a little whenever u listen to his advice

probably the one to do ur makeup if he have spare time just so he can make sure u look the absolute best💯

overall, could be best advice buddies but both are too busy to hang out too🤗

Rook:

caught him following stalking a someone

so now he's in a lecture abt how that's wrong

he is kind of like 🤩 when he first saw u

who is this strict prefect he may ask🤔

it's you🤩‼️‼️

while he does not follow u around daily, he does sing praises to you whenever u two crossed paths

welp there goes ur schedule😔you're 10 seconds late bc of him😔

actually doesn't mind his praises, u just wish he wouldn't tell u in the middle of the hallways

probably one of the first ones to find out about your ability

with rook and his stalking investigation skills, he can and will find out everything‼️

him cornering u sometimes just so he can tell u more praises

u shaking and crying bc u just wanna go through ur schedule and this is the 5th time he stopped u this week and it's only monday

Idia:

a victim of u

in a good way i think🤔

ortho is probably the one whp introduced y'all

you, who saw idia , rolled up your sleeves and tried to make him have a healthier lifestyle

ofc u won't drag him out

it's just u whipping out a 100 slides powerpoint with your ideal book in hand telling him how much negative impact it would have living the way he is and ways to improve

he's shaking and crying bc u did this everytime you guys meet in his room

how do u even get in his room? i don't know either

he would sometimes roll his eyes here and there when u go on ur daily lecture

probably also saw u pull out some items from ur book bc u have to outline smth in the powerpoint to prove ur point

and he just goes🤨😮⁉️⁉️

it's a magic book⁉️⁉️

found out u can also pull out a gun from that and decided to listen carefully to your lectures from that day on

Malleus:

well he doesn't mind how strict u are with urself and others

he thinks its a rather good quality to have

he, as a future ruler, can surely learn a thing or two from u

u sobbing bc there's finally someone who's willing to go with ur ideals after riddle

he listens to u really well, he even tried to his best to follow it!

but there are times he would tell u to relax for a bit too

u must've been tired🤗come with him for a walk to rest ur mind🤗

u rejecting it bc its supposed to be ur bedtime

u going with him anyway bc he somehow convinced you

with sad lightnings bc he was sulking LMFOAOAOA

Lilia:

peepaw is always there to tell u to relax!

you'll get burnt out if u keep putting ur 100 into everything and putting urself into some strict schedule, take a break sometimes

found out how naive u could be

u could now see lilia growing horns and devil's tail

there's not a day lilia won't trick u

be it for his own amusement or for u to rest

like maybe he would make up some lie like

"in nrc, if u don't rest for a few hours, you'll surely get cursed by the great sevens for ur ideals to never come true"

cue u having tea time with lilia as rest, eating cookies and chatting away

it's a gamble if it's homemade by yours truly or brought from Sam's store

if it's made by lilia, then u can scold him once u made a trip to the infirmary🤗

probably tried to help him around in the kitchen so he could make better food

he appreciates it but his cooking, in fact, did not improve at all

in fact, its ur headache that improved bc of how many times u have to stop him from putting random ingredients in

[debestest]

ur turn on the rarepair ask!! what do u like abt ur fave dimitri ships <3

im so sorry for the late response (especially if this was for fic writing 😭 )

But!!! I think my top faves are dimivain and dimilix :3c (sorry that i ended up talking about non rarepairs too LMAO)

dimivain - i think their personalities would work well together 🥺 dimitri is someone who doesn't judge others and tries to see the good in them as much as he can. And sylvain is someone who has been judged, whether it's based on his actions, appearance, or the façade he puts up. Dimitri will accept and understand him. And from Dimitri's side, he's used to people wanting things from him, and not getting to know him. I think Sylvain wouldn't care about formalities or status, and if he's interested in Dimitri then he's going to want to get to know him. And if dimitri puts up walls, he'll break them down. But sylvain's perceptive and sensitive to how others feel, so he'll give space if dimitri needs it, but still let him know he's there for him. Dimitri might not be great at expressing himself at first, especially through words, but he's always genuine, and that's something sylvain needs in his life. But I think they're both able to be themselves and feel safe and loved and accepted 🥰 also sylvain is very fun and can be energetic and upbeat, which balances out dimitri's calmness and quietness. sylvain can talk and dimitri will always listen to all of it happily. they're both each other's sun <3

dimilix - different dynamic here 😅 but! dimitri can tend to overthink, lose sight of his goals, and be indecisive. Felix is his rock, guiding him and not allowing any bullshit. Dimitri can always rely on him, and Felix will always be there for him. They might not be able to express themselves in words until they're more mature, but Felix's devotion is clear and so important to dimitri. Felix doesn't ignore his flaws and will call out his behavior, which might seem hurtful, but it's better than everyone in dimitri's life ignoring his struggles or self destructive behaviors. if dimitri's in a bad place, felix will pull him out of it by force. He can also take one look at dimitri and tell how he's feeling and what he's thinking. But dimitri is also very loving and kind, and he understands the things felix leaves unsaid. He'll show affection even if felix treats him coldly. If felix is upset and says he wants to be alone, dimitri can tell when he doesn't mean it, and will at least be near him so that felix can feel his company. A warm hug from dimitri can help make felix feel better <3 i think they would do anything for each other if they had to.

I think dimicalude is nice too. claude starts out by teasing dimitri but he soon gets curious about him and wants to know more. and suddenly dimitri's actions feel very endearing and he finds himself feeling affection for him. Dimitri wouldn't understand what claude wants from him, but he always appreciates some company. claude talks and he likes to listen, especially when the stories are so exciting. he quickly gets used to claude's presence and enjoys his warmth. he might worry that he's too boring, but whenever he speaks claude gives him his full attention and is interested in what he has to say, and dimitri feels like he can actually open up to someone. i think claude would make very romantic gestures, and he'll make dimitri fall for him. they're also both nerds and would have long intellectual conversations that are only interesting to them 🙄 but they would both enjoy a friendship and relationship where they're together because they like each other, and not because either of them has anything to gain

[gokartkid]

do you have any thoughts on the trend from some fic recently to always make alex "less than" his partner? he either retired early, gave up on karting, never raced, or any other scenario you can think of. it happens in aus too, where he's the failed artist or whatever. it seems very unfair given he's one of the most motivated drivers on the grid and reeks like implicit bias, but maybe i'm reading into it too much 🤷

omg i DO think about this all the time anon!!!! ur so smart. i will give my little thoughts. (under the cut, it got long lmfao)

i think there are a lot of things to consider here. theres the career based angle, where alex DID get dropped from rbr, spend a year out, come back in a williams, which surface level leads to this failed-at-something image right. i think that does lead to a (sad) characterisation that doesnt look at his motivations/drive like this is the guy that in F2 didnt know if hed be ABLE to race….literally race by race contract! he HAD to place. (and he did!) so that... for me, is important to remember when i write alex.

and then i think re: implicit bias, with how white f1/f1blr is i am always thinking about the white/non-white ship impacts.

it kind of gets meta because what we’re doing all the time is basing our portrayals off of the media that is portraying THEM right….  and its like if they are already approaching alex in a racially biased way (which: think the yuki effect of oh just a silly no commitment guy) (media is also rlly good at doing this in not-obvious ways if u are not looking for it) then obviously that trickles down into fic… inevitably! the media was incredibly cruel to alex when he was in rbr. compare that to georges williams-to-mercedes treatment, to charles in sauber and ferrari... yeah.

characterisation is never going to be perfect! its just fic! i think where it becomes dicey is if your characterisation relies on racial tropes that ur implicitly feeding into LIKE asian people not being seen as emotionally vulnerable compared to their white counterparts, like ignoring the ways that alex IS a very hard worker (think the spreadsheets! the amount of work he did as a reserve!) (what im rlly saying is taking a look at why you find a narrative of alex failing interesting, is not a bad thing. why is it not compelling to think of alex as the winner and the other person as the loser? etc.)

like for instance in chalex/galex/wotever alex ship, when its the other person being overly emotional, or needing emotional support, it is interesting! because why is alex the manic pixie dream girl esque guy? why is he the one fixing them/causing growth in them etc. at perhaps a lack of his own growth?

on a personal level, whenever i write alex i find it the most compelling if he IS at his low, of having maybe failed, right, but always paired with him working and striving towards something more, showing that he has that ability.

the tragedy isn't that he failed because of his OWN shortcomings, the tragedy is that he HAS what it takes and yet nothing aligned to allow him to show that.