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i wrote an interactive poem for my girlfriend in 3 parts. she said you need to read it.
go here: take only the final quiz or take all 3. i don't mind. it's sad, though. this is a poem about choice. about fate and mental illness and how love fits inside of all of it. this is a poem about a long dark hallway. mostly this is a poem about mango sushi rolls.
good luck. i love you. despite it all, i'm hopeful.
#uqiz#she said i need to put it up here lmafo#something something feel free to send me 5 dollars towards my next sushi roll run#poetry#experimental poetry#there's no specific like warning on this except that im not doing well n therefore it LEAKS into my writing lol#the realllll shit as an author is like ohhhh fuck i write so much better when im mentally unwell lol#:( why cant i be sane AND rational. why does my creativity gotta stem from suffering.#(bc when im not suffering im outside saying YIPPEE and kicking my heels lol)#IF YOU SAW THIS BEFORE I CLICKED THE RIGHT LINK NO YOU DIDNT#hey btw if you're experiencing an error idk what's up with that bc it still loads on my end.#i'll look into solutions but sorry :(#hi friends: i have no idea why sometimes the links break for random people.#it might be a chrome/firefox/etc thing but i will say that the links still work on my end AND i still have people taking each quiz.#so i know it works .... i have no idea what the exact solution is - maybe reload it if urs isn't working?#sorry im not good at coding :(
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I don't know if words can comprehend how much the Arcane quote "Is there anything as undoing as a daughter?" hit so hard if you apply Arthur Lester to the quote. He has been thoroughly undone by his daughter, as have so many characters in Arcane. But have any of them really felt the throes of misery Arthur went through after Faroe's passing?
In this essay I will...
#i wanna write something about it#but idk how to mix those medias to focus on that#maybe I'll write a comparison essay for funsies#or a specific crossover au#idfk#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#faroe lester#arcane#arcane league of legends
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Does anyone else hc that Nightmare can like, absorb his tentacles back into his body sometimes? Like the way Stitch does with his extra arms?
#UTDR#UTMV#Nightmare Sans#I just realised earlier I've been just kinda assuming this as fact and I don't know where it came from#cause I don't think it's canon and I can't think of seeing it anywhere else#So maybe it's just me idk#Anyway it's something I wanted to be more prevalent when I was doing the truce au comic (which if I ever work on again I'll probably restar#cause I didn't really know what I was doing and there's stuff I wanna amend)#But the idea was that at the start of their attempted truce the tentacles made Dream uncomfortable#(Not only because Nightmare often used them against him in battle but also it's something different about his brother from his#childhood memories and it was jarring to see his one constant be changed)#He didn't say anything about it but obviously Nightmare could feel it#So whenever Dream was around I would make a point of drawing him with the tentacles sucked in#It was his little unspoken effort to make the truce work. because he wanted it very badly but would rather die than admit it#(or try to figure out why)#But over the course of the truce Dream would notice and start encouraging him to have them out and be himself#Showing Nightmare a little acceptence because despite the differences that's still his brother#You ever write six times more in the tags than the actual post lol#These are the DVD extras of the post you have to go looking for these#Director's commentary of my silly little thoughts :3#Anyway thoughts?
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Regulus' Beautiful Boy
Regulus passes softly and peacefully in the middle of the night, like the outpouring tide, and wakes up the next morning in his childhood bedroom.
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After death Regulus becomes his own imaginary friend and gets to see his beautiful boy again even though he knows he can't save him he tries to give him just a little more love.
#i don't know how this compares to the first one#but i dont know i thought i had something to say maybe i didn't maybe this was pointless#im also having a weird little day but uh idk#im feeling awful about everything i write and a lot of things feel awful right now but hey sad james brings me home or whatever#anywa y#i thought i hated the first one and now it's like my favorite thing i've ever written so maybe i'll like this one too#or maybe i'll delete it time will only tell#it's also midnight right now#i dont know man im tired#hug your friends that's all this fic is asking you to do#jegulus#regulus black#james potter#the marauders#jegulus fic#fic: His Parents' Beautiful Boy
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thinking about steeljaw and ravage on the lost light with my added headcanon that steeljaw was an early-war decepticon sympathizer that was brainwashed by the institute. thinking about it so so hard.
#transformers#maccadam#maccadams#transformers art#tf art#transformers fanart#tf fanart#transformers idw#idw transformers#idw tf#tf idw#idw1#tf idw1#ravage#idw ravage#tf ravage#transformers ravage#steeljaw#idw steeljaw#tf steeljaw#cassetticons#transformers cassettes#maybe i'll eventually write something for it idk#the fact that the institute used to brainwash people needs to be brought up more please please
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jin ling, having done some stupid shit: my uncle's gonna kill me!
lan sizhui, serenely: it's ok, your other uncle's a necromancer
#hey bitches i'm back and tentatively looking to enter a new fandom space#first post into the mxtx assorted fandom i can't believe it's something this stupid /lh#fun fact this is the first fandom i've entered that i am actually intimidated by#like idk why maybe bc it's a larger fandom or one more established? like what are the rules here /silly#anyway i might end up writing something for this. i'm also back from having disappeared idk if i'll be here consistently but we'll see#mxtx#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#jin ling#lan sizhui#has this been done? if not i'm disappointed in this fandom#i say as if i have any experience with said fandom#look man this is stupid as shit but it wouldn't leave my head#grandmaster of demonic cultivation
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i went to a ceramic class for the first time ever today and it was sooso much fun oh my godd ↓↓masterpiece below

IT'S NOT GLAZED . OBVIOUSLY anyway i really like how it turned out i'm pretty proud of myself hehehehe also i had to add the cat creature........ i had to.......... it does have a tail too btw you just can't see it:3333333 he's just a little guy!!!!
#next week we're gonna go back and finish our little creations#buuut yeah#idk i like it#i really wanted to make it square lmao#don't ask me about the practicality i live to have fun alright#i wasn't actually gonna add the cat but then i had more time and i had some leftover clay#and i was like hmmmmmmmmm#this is missing something Mickey™#sjevshhwhdhwehahs#it's so cute he's gonna keep me company while i drink coffee:333333333#ok but i'm so sleepy now😭😭😭😭#wahhh i wanted to write#for satoruuuu:((((((#okok maybe i'll play a little that'll wake me up a little#surely#mayor of loserville
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the way i look at supernatural, there's a slight but monumental difference in how sam and dean see themselves. it's the difference between guilt and shame.
sam sees himself as containing something evil, something bad inside of him that is compelling him to do harm. and he literally does have something inside him—the demon blood that shapes his destiny. sam prays for salvation and redemption and he believes he can be saved because the thing inside of him can be taken out, and if it's taken out he can be good again.
dean sees himself as being something evil, an inherently bad person whose very existence causes harm. dean represses himself and his individuality because he doesn't trust himself to make his own decisions, because those decisions will inevitably be harmful. he resigns himself to a life of killing and harm, and he can't be saved because you can't extricate the evil from his very being.
sam does evil, and dean is evil. and this slight difference is symbolized even in their mythological roles: sam is lucifer's vessel, dean is michael's sword. containing vs being.
#supernatural#sam winchester#dean winchester#it's just something that i'm always keeping in mind when i look at this show and analyze it and especially when i write them#the show supports this interpretation very well and i'm impressed how they do it despite the differences being so subtle#idk i'll bet a lot of people see this too and i'm not saying anything particularly new#but as with most of the things i post: i haven't seen it before so i'm putting it out there lol#also i've just been thinking about this a lot for the past few days. maybe writing it will get it out of my head ffs#spn posting#.txt
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So this is a sequel to this post mainly because there was some crucial details in the finale that I missed, but this is specifically going to be focusing on Parrot rather than Evbo, although Evbo is still going to be part of this whole theory. Lets start.
[Transcript Start] Evbo: -My iron sword, so their swords will never break. Thats why I have to get out of here, so that I can prove to people that there is a way out! Obviously, to do that, I need to make it to level 4. But its a bit tough to do that, since theres no way to rank up apparently. Parrot: ...Wait, what do you mean theres no way to rank up? Evbo: Oh yeah! I probably should've mentioned that every time I try to rank up to a golden sword- Woah, getting up close and personal. But..yeah, theres no water at the bottom, I've died-
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This exchange to me, at first, read as rather inconspicuous. Other players have killed Evbo before, or straight up hit him. So it didn't particularly click with me that this was something to pay attention to, but it was a bit weird considering how Parrot is first characterized. His whole introduction with Evbo and Tabi, and him talking about the iron sword layer being peaceful, and trying to protect Evbo's immortal identity, being depressed and isolating himself in a mansion.. It seems odd that this would suddenly shift when the situation becomes "Theres no way out" and him almost getting violent here, like every other character in the series. But he shows restraint in his anger rather than lashing out. Good right? Well... Next time we "meet" Parrot the implications are less than ideal. We learn he is a bow, and that he attempted to tell Evbo this, but the message about Tabi's betrayal got through to him too late. Then something else happens. Evbo, post betrayal and probably wanting to let off some of the stress that has most definitely been bubbling under the surface, Kills the entire iron sword layer. Or atleast very heavily implied that he did, along with Parrot's help. In Evbo's words, he "Killed all the people that were against me." which could either mean like, two people or the entire layer, and I don't think Evbo was particularly keeping track of the "bad" iron swords that came into his cell depending on how populated that layer actually is. The way someone would typically twist this, is that Parrot is willing to do terrible things for his friend's safety and comfort. Which is fine, but hear me out. Considering that Parrot got very close to snapping at Evbo back in episode 4, and was pretty absent throughout the arc where Evbo trains until he gets to the diamond sword layer, and then out of nowhere, helps with a murder spree despite him being one of the more peaceful residents? One that doesn't appear to get into fights, nor is seen going into Evbo's cell for kills? Evbo lets something slip near the end right after describing the massacre that he and Parrot did together. Parrot says:
"I will do my best to make a difference in this world."
Now, this sounds good in theory. Great, even! But consider the stuff we learned from him up until this point, the tiny details that you could easily miss or disregard entirely. Now, what does that phrase imply? Especially with the surrounding context being Evbo and Parrot killing a layer together?
What difference does he intend to make in this world? We don't get more than what Evbo tells us in the narration, but he does mention that he isn't willing to see Parrot just yet, and needs to piece his feelings towards him. What went down between these two that went unseen that left Evbo not wanting to talk to him let alone see him? Fishy, fishy, fishy.
#pvp civilization#pvp civ spoilers#pvpciv#trying to make up for the lack of good quality posts sorry chat#but also what the fuck#i thought at first the whole evbo killing the iron sword layer in a fit of resentment was a fanon thing#but no thats straight up just implied and i somehow missed that entirely#and more importantly PARROT?#parrot helped?!#and he says THAT right after evbo is done brushing over the fact that they did a planned massacre?#this is fucking sketchy dude!!!#this is villain talk!!!#these mfs are NOT morally good people they are plotting some shit#more specifically i think parrot is the one plotting something actually bad#evbo is a dog that parrot brought along to help out with kills#and well. lets just say i have some theories on who parrot actually is#but im keeping them to myself because maybe?? they'll turn this right around and i'll look completely fucking stupid sob#i guess i can share a sillier? one because it could make for a good au i guess#parrot cult leader arc#like he organized a whole group and its like. religious worship of whoever they think the chosen one actually is#and well. lets just say. parrot might be up there#idk just a fun idea maybe ill write something about it#sympathytea overthinks#<- im not sure why the post doesnt show up under this tag but im not fixing it
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a few days ago i finally got around to watch queer on the cinema (incredible film, i could talk about it for hours). On my way back and for the last couple of days i haven't been able to stop thinking about a 48-55 yo zoro living on a rather peaceful island. He's part of a queer/gay scene, doing some underground fights and going bar hopping and messing around with younger boys until one night he spots this gorgeous tall young blonde that turns his world upside down, yet he doesn't seem to reciprocate his feelings (or mere attraction) at all :)
#zosan#black leg sanji#roronoa zoro#maybe i'll try and draw something or write it idk.#its been a moment between me and zs but god this film wrecked me in the best way possible. The come as you are scene hit so hard#i cannot shake it out and the second i thought of older zoro and younger sanji i knew it was over
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once again thinking about how one of the biggest reasons it feels to me that buddie could go canon is that no one makes jokes about them being together
#something something they dont make jokes about it cuz its not a joke#this makes sense in my head but idk how to explain it properly#was gonna write my thought process in the tags but I'm struggling to even do that so maybe I'll come back to it#rambling about 911#911#buddie
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I drew Bob’s Burgers as my little ponies :D
#bobs burgers#my little pony#my art#linda belcher#bob belcher#gene belcher#louise belcher#tina belcher#for the kids I couldn't decide on cutie marks I was happy with so they are just blank flanks for now#my general ideas are for tina an open book because a) she's an open book and b) her beautiful writing/journalling#gene something to do with noises and music - initially I thought of his megaphone thing but idk#and for louise something like a throwing star (or some other weapon) with a heart on it but that's kinda lame#anyway maybe I'll come up with something and draw them again later
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I'm noticing an uptick in comments complaining that most of the current WIR fandom content is Turbo instead of the other characters and, like... you guys know you can search other characters by their specific tags, right??? Or exclude Turbo from search results by temporarily blacklisting him in your filtered tags?
Idk, it's just weird to me to be discouraging towards people making fandom content just because it's not the specific content you want to see, like, it's ok to want to see other content, but complaining about how other people aren't catering to your tastes enough instead of just making the content you want to see yourself is kinda bad vibes, y'know?? (And that's not to say that I think those comments are intended out of malice of course, I really don't think they are, I just wanted to point out that it can come off as a little entitled, as well as discouraging towards people who just want to draw Turbo, which is something that should be fine if that's what they want to do. Fandom should be fun for everybody, and there's lots of tools available to curate your experience with it!)
#Wreck It Ralph#It also doesn't help that there was a solo Fix-It Felix drawing literally right there only a few posts down from one of these posts and-#-it went ignored?? Like people are going to draw more of the characters you want if you actually show appreciation towards those posts guys#Also this isn't towards any one specific person it's a complaint I've seen like four times in the past few days and I'm like ???guys???#Like heck the entire reason I started writing a Candybug fic was because I couldn't find any SFW fics with him as a Cy-bug#So I was like “Oh ok then I guess I'll just do it myself” lol#And then there's that person who was like “I want more Ralph+Vanny content” and then drew an AWESOME VANELLOPE LIKE??#This is something I also noticed a while back with people making passive-aggressive posts about artists that don't draw Turbo chubby#Like it's ok to not vibe with that but what do you gain from making people feel bad about how they do things y'know?#Be the change you want to see in the world!! Create art for the other characters you like!!!#The one thing we all have in common is our ability to create! So if you can't find the kind of things you want to see from others then-#-try making it yourself! It's lots of fun and then you can also provide more art for other people who might be looking for what you were!#Idk maybe I'm just overthinking things I have no idea lol#I just feel like risking discouraging or making people feel bad about just creating Turbo stuff isn't the way to go about it
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It's been six months since I finished Endwalker and I still don't feel like I have fully processed Ultima Thule. Like I still don't think I can fully articulate what I feel about it.
#this is not necessarily an expression of dislike#but that i have always felt somewhat ambivalent about where it falls thematically#and i have been sitting with it a long time trying to decide if it works for me or not#(something i think it is healthy to do btw you are not required to form a hard opinion two minutes after finishing a complex story.#but that's another discussion lol)#i still don't think i have an answer#and i want to have one!#idk maybe i'll try writing my thoughts out and see if something crystallizes#ffxiv stuff#endwalker spoilers
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I generally don't make posts like this, cause I don't wanna start an argument or disagreement, but I do find the "Is Hyde really a person?" discourse, a bit odd...I know it's a comic, and maybe I'll be proved horribly incorrect but...
Does he have emotions, with personality traits and preferences? Yes.
Does he insist he's a person? Yes.
Then he is, in fact, a person.
#and if you disagree...lets not discuss it because I'm not good with fandom discussions XD#idk...i feel like if something say's they're a person than they're a person XD but that's just my code i guess#and i'm not trusting Franky because she's made this mistake already with her corpse son. and still can't read people well enough to know th#major violation of privacy she's currently doing to both Jekyll and Hyde#maybe i'll be proven wrong but i don't think so#cause i recall an OLD hyde drawling from Sage about how much she loved a certain scene from the musical because it was like Hyde was-#fighting for his own person hood. and thus i feel like that's where the theme is going#if the plot was just “well actually he was never really a person.” i would have the same outta body experience i did after watching-#multiverse of madness#like that just feels incompatible with the rest of the comic#BUT i'll respect whatever writing choice she makes :)#(but i will make a fix-it-fanfic to heal my heart if that's the case XD)#the glass scientists#glass scientists
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i do have a pitch for an episode of the x files where the agents are tasked with trying to solve a huge art theft. scully is convinced it was for normal art theft reasons (reduced sentencing for prisoners revealing their location, or perhaps the hubris of a very wealthy private collector) whereas mulder is convinced aliens are making a collection of earthly culture to enhance their understanding of the human species. i just haven't come up with the plot twist that makes them BOTH wrong yet!
#perhaps a fic i shall write someday#i just really love learning about art heists and tracking down missing works#hmm let me know if you can think of what REALLY went down#“why would they deal with an art theft?” the FBI does handle these things but tbh idk i'll need a reason for THEM to do it#maybe there's an x file about the isabella stewart gardner or something#the x files#txf
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