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i wrote an interactive poem for my girlfriend in 3 parts. she said you need to read it.
go here: take only the final quiz or take all 3. i don't mind. it's sad, though. this is a poem about choice. about fate and mental illness and how love fits inside of all of it. this is a poem about a long dark hallway. mostly this is a poem about mango sushi rolls.
good luck. i love you. despite it all, i'm hopeful.
#uqiz#she said i need to put it up here lmafo#something something feel free to send me 5 dollars towards my next sushi roll run#poetry#experimental poetry#there's no specific like warning on this except that im not doing well n therefore it LEAKS into my writing lol#the realllll shit as an author is like ohhhh fuck i write so much better when im mentally unwell lol#:( why cant i be sane AND rational. why does my creativity gotta stem from suffering.#(bc when im not suffering im outside saying YIPPEE and kicking my heels lol)#IF YOU SAW THIS BEFORE I CLICKED THE RIGHT LINK NO YOU DIDNT#hey btw if you're experiencing an error idk what's up with that bc it still loads on my end.#i'll look into solutions but sorry :(#hi friends: i have no idea why sometimes the links break for random people.#it might be a chrome/firefox/etc thing but i will say that the links still work on my end AND i still have people taking each quiz.#so i know it works .... i have no idea what the exact solution is - maybe reload it if urs isn't working?#sorry im not good at coding :(
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I don't know if words can comprehend how much the Arcane quote "Is there anything as undoing as a daughter?" hit so hard if you apply Arthur Lester to the quote. He has been thoroughly undone by his daughter, as have so many characters in Arcane. But have any of them really felt the throes of misery Arthur went through after Faroe's passing?
In this essay I will...
#i wanna write something about it#but idk how to mix those medias to focus on that#maybe I'll write a comparison essay for funsies#or a specific crossover au#idfk#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#faroe lester#arcane#arcane league of legends
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jin ling, having done some stupid shit: my uncle's gonna kill me!
lan sizhui, serenely: it's ok, your other uncle's a necromancer
#hey bitches i'm back and tentatively looking to enter a new fandom space#first post into the mxtx assorted fandom i can't believe it's something this stupid /lh#fun fact this is the first fandom i've entered that i am actually intimidated by#like idk why maybe bc it's a larger fandom or one more established? like what are the rules here /silly#anyway i might end up writing something for this. i'm also back from having disappeared idk if i'll be here consistently but we'll see#mxtx#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#jin ling#lan sizhui#has this been done? if not i'm disappointed in this fandom#i say as if i have any experience with said fandom#look man this is stupid as shit but it wouldn't leave my head#grandmaster of demonic cultivation
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thinking about steeljaw and ravage on the lost light with my added headcanon that steeljaw was an early-war decepticon sympathizer that was brainwashed by the institute. thinking about it so so hard.
#transformers#maccadam#maccadams#transformers art#tf art#transformers fanart#tf fanart#transformers idw#idw transformers#idw tf#tf idw#idw1#tf idw1#ravage#idw ravage#tf ravage#transformers ravage#steeljaw#idw steeljaw#tf steeljaw#cassetticons#transformers cassettes#maybe i'll eventually write something for it idk#the fact that the institute used to brainwash people needs to be brought up more please please
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Does anyone else hc that Nightmare can like, absorb his tentacles back into his body sometimes? Like the way Stitch does with his extra arms?
#UTDR#UTMV#Nightmare Sans#I just realised earlier I've been just kinda assuming this as fact and I don't know where it came from#cause I don't think it's canon and I can't think of seeing it anywhere else#So maybe it's just me idk#Anyway it's something I wanted to be more prevalent when I was doing the truce au comic (which if I ever work on again I'll probably restar#cause I didn't really know what I was doing and there's stuff I wanna amend)#But the idea was that at the start of their attempted truce the tentacles made Dream uncomfortable#(Not only because Nightmare often used them against him in battle but also it's something different about his brother from his#childhood memories and it was jarring to see his one constant be changed)#He didn't say anything about it but obviously Nightmare could feel it#So whenever Dream was around I would make a point of drawing him with the tentacles sucked in#It was his little unspoken effort to make the truce work. because he wanted it very badly but would rather die than admit it#(or try to figure out why)#But over the course of the truce Dream would notice and start encouraging him to have them out and be himself#Showing Nightmare a little acceptence because despite the differences that's still his brother#You ever write six times more in the tags than the actual post lol#These are the DVD extras of the post you have to go looking for these#Director's commentary of my silly little thoughts :3#Anyway thoughts?
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i went to a ceramic class for the first time ever today and it was sooso much fun oh my godd ↓↓masterpiece below
IT'S NOT GLAZED . OBVIOUSLY anyway i really like how it turned out i'm pretty proud of myself hehehehe also i had to add the cat creature........ i had to.......... it does have a tail too btw you just can't see it:3333333 he's just a little guy!!!!
#next week we're gonna go back and finish our little creations#buuut yeah#idk i like it#i really wanted to make it square lmao#don't ask me about the practicality i live to have fun alright#i wasn't actually gonna add the cat but then i had more time and i had some leftover clay#and i was like hmmmmmmmmm#this is missing something Mickey™#sjevshhwhdhwehahs#it's so cute he's gonna keep me company while i drink coffee:333333333#ok but i'm so sleepy now😭😭😭😭#wahhh i wanted to write#for satoruuuu:((((((#okok maybe i'll play a little that'll wake me up a little#surely#mayor of loserville
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the way i look at supernatural, there's a slight but monumental difference in how sam and dean see themselves. it's the difference between guilt and shame.
sam sees himself as containing something evil, something bad inside of him that is compelling him to do harm. and he literally does have something inside him—the demon blood that shapes his destiny. sam prays for salvation and redemption and he believes he can be saved because the thing inside of him can be taken out, and if it's taken out he can be good again.
dean sees himself as being something evil, an inherently bad person whose very existence causes harm. dean represses himself and his individuality because he doesn't trust himself to make his own decisions, because those decisions will inevitably be harmful. he resigns himself to a life of killing and harm, and he can't be saved because you can't extricate the evil from his very being.
sam does evil, and dean is evil. and this slight difference is symbolized even in their mythological roles: sam is lucifer's vessel, dean is michael's sword. containing vs being.
#supernatural#sam winchester#dean winchester#it's just something that i'm always keeping in mind when i look at this show and analyze it and especially when i write them#the show supports this interpretation very well and i'm impressed how they do it despite the differences being so subtle#idk i'll bet a lot of people see this too and i'm not saying anything particularly new#but as with most of the things i post: i haven't seen it before so i'm putting it out there lol#also i've just been thinking about this a lot for the past few days. maybe writing it will get it out of my head ffs#spn posting#.txt
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once again thinking about how one of the biggest reasons it feels to me that buddie could go canon is that no one makes jokes about them being together
#something something they dont make jokes about it cuz its not a joke#this makes sense in my head but idk how to explain it properly#was gonna write my thought process in the tags but I'm struggling to even do that so maybe I'll come back to it#rambling about 911#911#buddie
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I drew Bob’s Burgers as my little ponies :D
#bobs burgers#my little pony#my art#linda belcher#bob belcher#gene belcher#louise belcher#tina belcher#for the kids I couldn't decide on cutie marks I was happy with so they are just blank flanks for now#my general ideas are for tina an open book because a) she's an open book and b) her beautiful writing/journalling#gene something to do with noises and music - initially I thought of his megaphone thing but idk#and for louise something like a throwing star (or some other weapon) with a heart on it but that's kinda lame#anyway maybe I'll come up with something and draw them again later
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I'm noticing an uptick in comments complaining that most of the current WIR fandom content is Turbo instead of the other characters and, like... you guys know you can search other characters by their specific tags, right??? Or exclude Turbo from search results by temporarily blacklisting him in your filtered tags?
Idk, it's just weird to me to be discouraging towards people making fandom content just because it's not the specific content you want to see, like, it's ok to want to see other content, but complaining about how other people aren't catering to your tastes enough instead of just making the content you want to see yourself is kinda bad vibes, y'know?? (And that's not to say that I think those comments are intended out of malice of course, I really don't think they are, I just wanted to point out that it can come off as a little entitled, as well as discouraging towards people who just want to draw Turbo, which is something that should be fine if that's what they want to do. Fandom should be fun for everybody, and there's lots of tools available to curate your experience with it!)
#Wreck It Ralph#It also doesn't help that there was a solo Fix-It Felix drawing literally right there only a few posts down from one of these posts and-#-it went ignored?? Like people are going to draw more of the characters you want if you actually show appreciation towards those posts guys#Also this isn't towards any one specific person it's a complaint I've seen like four times in the past few days and I'm like ???guys???#Like heck the entire reason I started writing a Candybug fic was because I couldn't find any SFW fics with him as a Cy-bug#So I was like “Oh ok then I guess I'll just do it myself” lol#And then there's that person who was like “I want more Ralph+Vanny content” and then drew an AWESOME VANELLOPE LIKE??#This is something I also noticed a while back with people making passive-aggressive posts about artists that don't draw Turbo chubby#Like it's ok to not vibe with that but what do you gain from making people feel bad about how they do things y'know?#Be the change you want to see in the world!! Create art for the other characters you like!!!#The one thing we all have in common is our ability to create! So if you can't find the kind of things you want to see from others then-#-try making it yourself! It's lots of fun and then you can also provide more art for other people who might be looking for what you were!#Idk maybe I'm just overthinking things I have no idea lol#I just feel like risking discouraging or making people feel bad about just creating Turbo stuff isn't the way to go about it
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It's been six months since I finished Endwalker and I still don't feel like I have fully processed Ultima Thule. Like I still don't think I can fully articulate what I feel about it.
#this is not necessarily an expression of dislike#but that i have always felt somewhat ambivalent about where it falls thematically#and i have been sitting with it a long time trying to decide if it works for me or not#(something i think it is healthy to do btw you are not required to form a hard opinion two minutes after finishing a complex story.#but that's another discussion lol)#i still don't think i have an answer#and i want to have one!#idk maybe i'll try writing my thoughts out and see if something crystallizes#ffxiv stuff#endwalker spoilers
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I generally don't make posts like this, cause I don't wanna start an argument or disagreement, but I do find the "Is Hyde really a person?" discourse, a bit odd...I know it's a comic, and maybe I'll be proved horribly incorrect but...
Does he have emotions, with personality traits and preferences? Yes.
Does he insist he's a person? Yes.
Then he is, in fact, a person.
#and if you disagree...lets not discuss it because I'm not good with fandom discussions XD#idk...i feel like if something say's they're a person than they're a person XD but that's just my code i guess#and i'm not trusting Franky because she's made this mistake already with her corpse son. and still can't read people well enough to know th#major violation of privacy she's currently doing to both Jekyll and Hyde#maybe i'll be proven wrong but i don't think so#cause i recall an OLD hyde drawling from Sage about how much she loved a certain scene from the musical because it was like Hyde was-#fighting for his own person hood. and thus i feel like that's where the theme is going#if the plot was just “well actually he was never really a person.” i would have the same outta body experience i did after watching-#multiverse of madness#like that just feels incompatible with the rest of the comic#BUT i'll respect whatever writing choice she makes :)#(but i will make a fix-it-fanfic to heal my heart if that's the case XD)#the glass scientists#glass scientists
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interconnected young númenórean OCs:
oruzîr: native of romenna from a faithful family, loosely associated with the brotherhood. he's taken when random people are being picked off the streets in Romenna in retaliation for a joint assassination attempt on Sauron and Ar-Pharazon (the loyalists are filtered out, of course, but he's very much not) and killed-slash-sacrificed. I am not giving any details but, uh, it's not pleasant by any means because of the whole "collective punishment and deterrent against treason" facet.
he also becomes the basis of a lot of númenórean/gondor-arnorian folklore about dead people appearing to their kin in dreams (together with gorlim from the first age probably) because he does. more than once, and all with namo's permission, he's just waiting for his best friend to arrive in the halls and there are those whose spirits can be raised by the appearance of someone who died well and is now a given value of okay.
angrod: yes, his parents chose a random name from the histories, next question; on a day to day basis he goes by something adunaic. taken on the same day as his best friend and for the same reasons, killed a few days after him. one of the people oru did talk to in dreams, they leave the halls together.
ireth: oru's cousin and other best friend, born and raised somewhere beyond romenna. her family moved to pelargir a few years before the other was killed, because the situation in númenor was getting too bad for their liking and that's probably how she survived everything that happened. also talks with oru in a dream, raises a symbolical grave for him in her garden which becomes something of a local curiosity/chapelet in later days. her letters regarding the post-mortem conversation are probably the best preserved account of the whole idea. childhood friend to several members of the brotherhood.
dirên: youth engaged to avalêzrê, very deep in illegal activities. he is killed while leading a fugitive "traitor" to the coast.
khamil: dirên's younger brother, raised by him after their parents passed on from illness, 14 at time of death. in the absence of a dirên to question he is unfortunately arrested by the king's men and brought to the temple where in dire circumstances he manages not to reveal the names of any of his brother's co-conspirators. I feel guilty for killing him off because lil bro is the same age and I realised that's actually a kid when I put the two together.
avalêzrê: she's the unofficial leader of a group in romenna that calls itself the brotherhood for lack of a better name and consists of several "full-time" and several looser affiliated members. their goals are non-military, they mostly occupy themselves with the collection of medical and financial support, preservation of art and culture, as well as passing on messages for whoever among the faithful might have need such service.
tirithon: core member of the brotherhood. taken by sauron, he is unable to keep many of the others secret under interrogation. sacrificed soon after.
azgabar: friend of tirithon betrayed by him. he holds no grudge and forgives him in the halls before they go on.
azrathel: sole survivor of the brotherhood, former neighbour of oruzîr and angrod. she meets and becomes a friend of ireth after the downfall.
súrion: an acquaintance/loose friend of azrathel and one of the people who came up with the assassination plot. if he ever learns about the azrathel-ireth-oruzir connection it's going to be awkward, especially as he's probably going to meet ireth someday. ("your cousin kinda died instead of me, and tbh neither of us should have died but uh if anyone here committed treason it was not him and maybe I should have predicted the outcome")
#this probably pins the speaker of my last númenor fanfic as azrathel really#also idk if I'll be able to write anything more for them cause uh. I declined to share anything about oru's manner of death#but I did come up with something and now I can't unsee it when I think about him#and I can't really say 'no that's not what happened' either because sauron very much WOULD do that#also this is why i say I'd prefer to live under hitler than pharazon; when the nazis did retribution they at least put people to the wall#(also yeah I know they did worse things too AND it's me coming up with the Númenor stuff mostly#but in my defense antiquity-ish despots were big on gruesomeness)#tw human sacrifice#tw death#tw implied torture#tw child death#<- writing about númenor comes with a ridiculous number of these thought the above are the ones I use most often#*sighs*#oruzîr#angrod of romenna#ireth#dirên#khamil#(have I given the youngest of the victims a name that is one letter off from the name of my brother who died in childhood... yeah it seems.#maybe I'll change it because this is awkward)#avalêzrê#tirithon#azgabar#azrathel#súrion#númenor#my post#Silmarillion#silm
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i do have a pitch for an episode of the x files where the agents are tasked with trying to solve a huge art theft. scully is convinced it was for normal art theft reasons (reduced sentencing for prisoners revealing their location, or perhaps the hubris of a very wealthy private collector) whereas mulder is convinced aliens are making a collection of earthly culture to enhance their understanding of the human species. i just haven't come up with the plot twist that makes them BOTH wrong yet!
#perhaps a fic i shall write someday#i just really love learning about art heists and tracking down missing works#hmm let me know if you can think of what REALLY went down#“why would they deal with an art theft?” the FBI does handle these things but tbh idk i'll need a reason for THEM to do it#maybe there's an x file about the isabella stewart gardner or something#the x files#txf
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Mmm concept that at some point in trying to get Devineax to see things from her perspective, Julia describes Carmen not unlike a stray cat. Explaining that the more he chases her, grabs at her and tries to collar her, the faster she will run.
But if he just sits nearby, leaves out something good, takes affection when offered and then critically; lets her go, then Carmen will always come. Showing up on balconies, in living rooms and in passenger seats.
Anyway, Devineax has a chance encounter with Brainwashed!Carmen they banter, he gives her snacks, tricks her into talking about geography a bit and then lets her go.
Then a confused, scared but back-to-normal Carmen appears on his balcony, meekly asking if she'd hurt anyone.
edit: this post is still circulating so I'll just link the fic right here
#carmen sandiego#ankh speaks#carmen sandeigo 2019#carmen sandeigo netflix#idk if I'll write this but other ppl are welcome to the idea#maybe throw in something about how in their desperation team red is chasing her now#and devineax of all people has figured out how to wait for the red cat to come home
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more ice cream shop au for wip Wednesday, featuring Shinsou learning a very important lesson: if you want to carry out a secret matchmaking scheme, don't involve Kaminari
#it's been an ice cream shop au kind of week#i almost posted a Sad-ish Snippet from this fic today but i felt like it would be giving plot things away#believe it or not: there's a plot!#i mean as much as there can be idk maybe i'll post the sad one too#liza writes#shinsou hitoshi#aizawa shouta#kaminari denki#not putting this one on twitter bc i haven't posted about this au there yet and unlike tumblr i can't like.#link to the rest of the snippets/context??#idk i still don't really get twitter and it scares me a little#i always feel like i'm doing something wrong#but i did repost one of the fourteen days of mha fics there and that was really fun!!#q#ice cream shop au
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