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Guess we're talking about millie being preggo I originally didn't want to discuss this, I wanna talk about stolitz lol. Unfortunately I forgot this fanbase is filled with misogynistic scum, so let's talk about millie.
First off, she didn't cheat, she's not having an affair, she didn't get assaulted, and she's not selling her body for money.
It's stupid that I have to say any of that, but if any of those statements are things you genuinely believe you need to take you're misogynistic beliefs and shove them and afterwards get away from my page.
You know what is going on with her... she's found out she's pregnant which is not always a happy thing, nor should it be. Having children uproots your entire life, and changes everything. The way people think about you and the way people see themselves.
We have already established multiple times that millie is a character that only sees value in her strength and abilities.
Now, let's get into the moments in the episode and the things that are foreshadowing the pregnancy reveal. If people perceive the only sign as the one where she is throwing up and when she lashes out at moxxie there's more. When the client comes in a blitz initially declines the offer both moxxie and millie too absorbed into sinsmas wrath to notice the reason why. Moxxie even laughs and goes "really?" They're not paying attention, which is actually out of character for millie (ie hormones) millie is usually really on point and supportive when it comes to Blitz and his emotional needs.
After she throws up, we get this small moment at the window where she's not even looking at the scene. She's no feeling well she wants to get out of the cold, and we can also see the concern in moxxie as he looks at her.
Then there's this moment and it works well to reestablish that millie loves her job, and it also works to show she's no all there emotionally. Everyone including moxxie her husband is walking away, but millie wasn't in that moment that everyone one else had. So she's confused and upset, which is understandable.
This results in her lashing out again.
She insults moxxie, and of course immediately apologizes, and she doesn't even know why she responded that way. Millie is usually pretty well in control with the exception of seeing Chaz and later in happy campers (which was justified) and ghostf*ckers (also justified) are the only times she gets upset and lashes out.
Moxxie once again is not upset he's just concerned, he knows something is wrong, he just doesn't know what it is.
Want to take this moment before the in episode reveal to talk about how hard it is to rewatch these two scenes knowing that millie is preggos. The stress is real omg.
Next this scene of millie deciding to use guns is also interesting because it might be setting up for season 3. If millie keeps this a secret for a long time in season 3 I can see her doing more long range killings in the future. At least until she decides what's she's going to do.
I love that she decided to talk to her sister, and I also love the small detail of their mom being the first to notice something is off.
This is a hard transition for millie because she loves the life she lives, and she loves her husband. We hear her say in ghostfers that's she's happy, we've also seen their lives be uprooted already. Now millie feels like after finally finding stability things are ruined again.
#helluva#helluva boss#hb#helluvaboss#hellverse#vivzieverse#helluva boss sinsmas#helluva boss millie#helluva boss moxxie#sinsmas#hb millie#hb moxxie#millie and moxxie#helluva boss analysis
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Hey! Glad that more people who love Zenless are here on tumblr. And I’ve been loving some characters but I’m trying to see if i really like Harumasa. So mind helping me out with some headcanons?
Harumasa with a dragon thiren reader who works a bookshop (and secretly is a proxy) who can summon wings, a tail, and a horn✨
Just general headcanons on how this relationship would be!
Harumasa x Dragon Thiren!Reader
Warning: none, not proofread!
Note: my ass had to skip and skimp through some parts so i was genuinely confused what a Thiren is then i found a post on reddit explaining what it is. Thank you for requesting and having patience!
At first he doesn't look like a guy who would visit a Bookshop so often but he does read books sometimes rather than the papers in office.
After hearing from yanagi that you keep some of the best books around the sixth Street oh well he had to visit
Though you keep your tail and wings hidden most of the time you wear a cloak around you a short one to keep it over your head to cover the horns it's energy consuming to hide them all the time.
You keep your bookstore in the vintage style! It's a good change of place without electronics around. ( A big ass lie)
Of course you were surprised by the first visit of yanagi even and now him got you thinking you might get behind the bars soon.
You really haven't done anything bad being a proxy quite the opposite you have helped people get out of the hollows and often retrieve lost items as commissions.
Your H.D.D is hidden in the storage room which is also filled with different type of books.
And The siblings are also in your contacts it's never bad to have back ups!
Although he was confused why you had your head covered he didn't question it.
He doesn't know why he found himself often around your bookshop it was almost alluring in a peaceful way.
He doesn't read much he often comes here to seek a nap on one of your reading places yet he has the membership to your shop.
Even your bangboo has become all familiar to him, it always knows it's him when there is only one knock on the door. ( He is too lazy to knock twice anyways lol)
Though your cover as a proxy didn't stay for long under his sharp eyes.
Well it's a whatever case now as you and the siblings were excused as a proxy by miyabi herself.
He never outright told you to show him what you actually are but he definitely hints at it sometimes.
And not to mention those pick up lines he drops every now and then from the books and movies he had watched.
Well of course there is nothing to hide from him now anyways. He was amused he has seen many thirens, an oni a cat, wolf and shark. However seeing a dragon was really amusing to him.
Get ready for the absolute amount of ridiculous questions to be asked. He is not holding back.
He definitely read about dragons in the books you have after that of course and his nap time at the shop is more peaceful than ever now.
He might have asked to see your tail sometimes out of curiosity. Feel free to refuse if you don't wanna go that far. But if you let him see he is amazed how well you hide yourself.
He says the horns on your head add to your charm.
He never saw you fight but he has you running around in your bangboo beside him in the hollow.
He definitely takes his power naps with your tail warped around him.
He has read about dragons banishing evil and bringing good luck so now you are named as "Lucky Charm" in his contacts. Only his lucky charm.
#harumasa zzz#harumasa x reader#asaba harumasa#zenless zone zero headcanons#zenless zone zero x reader#harumasa asaba x reader#zzz x reader#zzzero
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(ノ≧∀≦)ノ ‥…━━━★ MASTERLIST [PT. 01 ] FOR Y'ALL HOTTIES 🍥🎀
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⚠️ Some posts are older ones in which I wasn't that well-known about manifestation and may contain some limiting beliefs! If you see anything you don't like or relate just avoid it!
My first ever post which is just perfect 😭
🍥just like the sun and the moon!
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🎀 RAMPAGE !
🍥 overthinking positively
🍥zero efforts and I still WIN
🍥 vaunt coz my life is getting better
🍥 just easy like that!
🍥 oh! SHE'S THAT GIRL😭💋
🍥 LAUGH AT THE UNDESIRED CIRCUMSTANCES
🍥 self concept
🍥 miss me?
🍥 stubbornness
🍥 side effects of being perfectionist
🍥WHATEVER I DO IS TOP TIER
🍥 I AM THE EXAMPLE THAT MIRACLES ARE REAL
🍥IT'S ALREADY DONE.
🍥 I manifested every shit
🍥 EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE!!
🍥 I just realized how perfect I am
🍥 LOGIC? IN THE TRASH!
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⭐LIVING IN THE END!
🍥 how to live in the end and what is it?
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🍓 MANIFESTING SP!
🍥 two people manifesting same sp? WHO GIVES A FUCK. THEY ARE YOURS.
🍥 sp is yours. THEY ARE CURSED TO BE YOURS.
🍥 tips?
🍥 two people manifesting same sp[celebrity] ? (Yes same question as first one and same answer but i added coz why not lol)
🍥 MANIFESTING DP WHO KNOWS MANIFESTATION + 3P (THIRD PERSON)
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💮 MULTIPLE SP's !
🍥 manifesting multiple sp
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🍧 CHALLENGES/EXPERIMENTS!
🍥 7 days challenge
🍥 REPETITION CHALLENGE
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🎨 NOTHING NEW.
🍥 you are the creator
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🎞 ALL YOU EVER NEED PT. 1
(Divided into three parts!)
🍥 basically advanced mindset
🍥 GOD/GODDESS ROUTINE
🍥 God mindset
🍥 ACCEPTANCE
🍥 SATISFACTION
🍥 Customizable mindset
🍥 manifesting "bigger" Stuffs
🍥 life on easy mode
🍥 TIME DOES NOT MATTER
🍥 TIME ISN'T REAL
🍥 REVISING
🍥 MAKING MANIFESTION SIMPLE
🍥 being delusional and getting everything
🍥 how to "deal" With anxiety, anger or jealousy
🍥 When in doubt what to do?
🍥 "big stuffs"
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🎞 ALL YOU EVER NEED PT. 2
🍥 motivation
🍥 how to "ignore" 3d
🍥 what to do if you don't get results??
🍥 blanket affirmations
🍥 all about manifestation!
🍥 time crunch
🍥 rewriting your life!
🍥 PERSISTENCE = KEY
🍥 Ruling your reality
🍥 IT'S MINE BECAUSE I SAID SO!
🍥 What to do if 3d is delaying??
🍥 What is transition period?
🍥 developing self concept!
🍥 placebo effect
🍥 revision
🍥 Making it simple!
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ALL YOU EVER NEED PT. 3🎞
🍥 MONEYYYYYYY
🍥 wanna give up? Don't give up. Simple.
🍥 beauty and confidence!
🍥Panicking for what??
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🩰 BEAUTY & YOUR PERFECT LIFESTYLE
🍥 south Asian beauty
🍥 CLASSIC HOTTIE
🍥 spoiled
🍥 manifesting physical appearance changes
🍥 Perfect smile + no smile lines affirmations!
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❗ REMINDER
🍥 self concept to boost your ass
🍥 subconscious has no eyes. It's a damn bitch controlled by YOU. YOU DECIDE.
🍥 beliefs and opinions!
🍥 fated to win
🍥 unbelievable manifestations really??
🍥 LIE & TRUTH.
🍥 Limitless
🍥 STOP RESTRICTING YOURSELF!
🍥 Notes
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🏊🏻♀️ FUN WAYS TO MANIFEST!
🍥 Do stuffs you love and get your manifestations too!
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⭐ DO IT LIKE SERIES!
🍥 Do it like JENNIE!
🍥 Do it like MIN YOONGI!
🍥 Do it like JUNG HOSEOK!
🍥 Do it like RIHANNA!
🍥 Do it like SONG JIA!
🍥 Do it like JANG WONYOUNG!
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🍪NEW YEAR NEW ME SERIES :
🍥 PHASE 01
🍥 PHASE 02
🍥 PHASE 03
🍥 PHASE 04
🍥 PHASE 05
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🌷 My own success stories!
🍥 IMAGINARY PEOPLE? NAH NOW THEY ARE RIYAL🗣️
🍥 Didn't expect but ain't surprised ahh success story
🍥 HOW I MANIFESTED MY SP WHO LIVES FAR AWAY FROM ME!
🍥 For me and also for others!
🍥 My man again
🍥 my cousin sista's success
🍥 I WANT IT I GOT IT (SP)
🍥 My man is just obsessed with me
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With lots of love,
ADILYNN YURI🤍🌷
#adilynn loves you🌷⭐#self concept#manifestation#affirm#affirmyourreality#neville goddard#loa#subliminals#affirm and persist#wavering#shifting#reality shift#reality shifting#shifters#shifting community#shiftblr#shifting blog#shift#loa assumption#pinned post#pinned intro#masterlist#manifesting tips#master manifestor
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remember those sonamy for sonic 4 ideas? here they are i couldnt wait
So, now that Amy is definitely confirmed, based on the after credits scene in Sonic 3, I have some silly thoughts about how Sonic and Amy's relationship could unfold in Sonic 4.
So, first, I think their general dynamic would definitely change. In pretty much every other form of Sonic media, while it has changed a bit recently, Amy is shown as constantly chasing after Sonic despite him avoiding most of her advances anyway.
Now, movie Sonic is definitely not as mature as the Sonics in other medias. A huge part of his continuous character arc is that he's still a kid, a kid that doesn't really know what he's doing.
And here, we have Amy, which, from the very small amount of her character that we've seen, at least seems like less of a damsel in distress. (It reminds me of how they changed Princess Peach's character in the Mario Movie.) In contrast to the story of Sonic CD, we see Amy saving Sonic from the many copies of Metal Sonic.
Now how exactly does this make their dynamic different? Well, if you take an immature Sonic, and put him in the same room as an Amy that needs less saving than the usual, the firsthand difference is undeniable. Thus why I think their dynamic would be reversed in a way, at least, that's what I want to happen.
I have a feeling Sonic would be "chasing" after Amy, but more so in the way that he's constantly trying to impress her. He'd probably get into some unsavory situations due to his most likely failed attempts at this, prompting Amy to have to make sure he doesn't keep doing stupid things.
Amy herself wouldn't understand why Sonic kept getting himself into trouble like that, much less that he did it for her, until she sought out some third-party information.
Speaking of (I never really mentioned anything related but just go with it), I haven't talked much about Amy's own feelings yet.
So we know about a possible tiny fraction of her character, and while that's not a lot to go off of, I don't see any harm in forming early ideas based off it.
When Amy, presumably, met Sonic by saving him from the Metal Sonic copies, I don't think she would really think too much of him at first. As soon as he actually started talking, though, she'd find interest- I wouldn't wanna take away the part of her that probably falls in love way too easily.
Unlike the usual Amy we're probably all used to, she wouldn't show her feelings that much. She'd have the occasional giggle at Sonic's attempts at impressing her, even if she didn't know that was why he did it. For all she knows, that's just what he's usually like! Until she inquires with Tails- she learns that she's somewhat special to the blue blur.
I might just be projecting, with the weird way my own feelings work, but I think Amy's little crush on Sonic would skyrocket at that information. Sonic, the guy she only really had a small crush on, was trying that hard to win her over? Admittedly, that was pretty cute in her eyes.
After that Amy would definitely be more forward with Sonic, causing the latter to be a little confused and wonder if a certain two-tailed fox said anything...Guess you can't even trust your best friend with secret crushes anymore, sigh.
If they ended up together, if we were to ever get so lucky, I don't think either would really change how they act around each other, other than holding hands occasionally and maybe a few kisses here and there. Sonic is still adventure focused, though how much he likes Amy is sometimes painfully obvious. He'd gain a little confidence boost if they became official, but overall, if they went on any dates, they'd be dates to kick Eggman's ass for the thousandth time.
That's all I have for now, I'm gonna let the brain worms rest LOL. Thanks to anyone who actually went and read my yapping session
#distracted shadow rambles#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#sonamy#sonic movie#sonic movie 3#sonic movie 3 spoilers
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'' BROKEN TO FIXED ,,
|| pairings: hawks x gn!reader / keigo takami x gn!reader
|| warnings: getting broken up with (not by hawks), not specified gender for ex, no use of y/n
|| this is very self indulgent since i js went thru a break up 😭 hawks my one true love LMAO
|| word count: 0.9k
|| You and Keigo had been friends for a few years, ever since he debuted in fact! You'd gotten in contact with him after your friend from highschool, Miruko, or well Rumi, invited you to some hero party. And there he was! You two hit it off pretty easily, becoming close friends in the process, much to Rumi's dismay. (She loves when her friends get along! Just don't forget about her lol!)
|| After that party, you both stayed in contact. Everyday, you'd visit his agency with small treats or take our food for lunch! Some for his sidekicks too! Everyone absolutely loved you. And that didn't exclude Keigo.
|| Keigo never said anything, honestly he was scared. You were one of his only friends who wasn't a hero or wasn't using him. He didn't wanna ruin it! So he kept his feelings hidden. Despite his confident, playboy persona, he was in all honesty a nervous wreck, especially around you. You never really paid any mind to it, it was pretty amusing afterall.
|| Things... Changed after you got a partner though. They were pretty nice, honestly they seemed open to be friends with your friends as well! But Keigo on the other hand... He always made excuses on why he couldn't hangout if you mentioned your partner would come along, or he'd ditch last minute with the excuse of hero stuff. You didn't really mind, he was a hero for crying out loud!.. But you missed him.
|| Whatever, if he didn't wanna be friends, it's fine..! You and your partner stayed together around a year and a half. You thought, this is the person who'll stay with me! Despite some ups and downs, and... Having to defend them against your friends, it'd work out!
|| But you were wrong. Even after all the ups and downs you both experienced.. They left. Saying that they still loved you, but they weren't in love with you. That they still cared, but it wasn't the same. You swore it was working. Maybe you were just being dumb again.
|| You first tried to call up Rumi, she was one of your closest friends afterall, but she was busy, probably on a mission or on late night patrol. So, after much hesitation, you called up Keigo. God, you felt like you were making a mistake. After so many times of saying "They're a good person!" or "I love them, really" it felt embarrassing to call Keigo. But.. He picked up.
|| "Birdie! Heyo, how's it going?" Keigo chirped out as he picked up the phone. He had just been watching some movie on his tv, due to not having to work, for once. His carefree attitude soon enough dropped the second he heard sniffles on the other hand. You explained what happened, that they broke up with you, and that you just.. Needed someone to listen. He stayed silent for a few moments, you thought he hung up.
|| Knock knock. What the? You look over to your balcony window and it's Keigo, hair a mess, a bag of presumably ice cream and food in it, and he was still in his sweatpants and messy looking shirt he probably fell asleep in. You quickly rushed over to the balcony window and opened it up. Your cheeks flushed and stained with tears, eyes puffy and hair a mess. It looked like you were the one who flew around the city.
|| "Keigo?" The second you said his name he embraced you, wrapping his arms and wings around you in a safe caccoon. Rubbing small patterns on your back as you sobbed into his shirt. God, this was embarrassing. But it's exactly what you needed. You and Keigo stayed in that position for what felt like an eternity, you sobbing into his shirt, rambling on about who knows what as Keigo rubbed your back in silent comfort.
|| After a while, you found yourself on your couch, a bowl of ice cream in hand as a blanket overed you with an extra layer of Keigo's wing over your shoulder. It was nice. You rambled about how shitty you felt, how you felt like your life just ended, how you're going to miss your partner as Keigo sat there, listening. At one point you asked if he had anything to say, and for once he didn't. He just wanted to be there to help you.
|| He pushed his feelings for you aside in order to comfort you. Honestly, he felt guilty for not being around when you were with your partner, but dwelling on the past wouldn't change anything. What mattered was you and to help you move on.
|| The days after your break up was.. Rough to say the least. You'd be to groggy to even get out of bed, you used up more than half of your sick days to stay out of work, and Keigo, surprisingly, was there for most of it. Of course, he had to be a hero, obviously he was the number two hero. But everytime he had even a five minute break he called you up and made sure you were okay.
|| He'd bring small gifts and snacks to help cheer you up, sometimes some of it was from Rumi as well! It was sweet and helped you off your feet. His support meant everything to you.
|| Now, Keigo wouldn't tell you about his crush on you just yet, obviously that'd be a.. Pretty bad move on his part. Avoid you a bunch for the past year then move in on you after a bad break up? Terrible idea. So for now, he'd settle for being your best friend. Unaware that you were slowly developing feelings for him as well.
did i make this js cz i got broken up with like one or two weeks ago? yeah. but SHUTTUP!! hawks my pookie.... my one true love........
also early merry christmas to whoever celebrates, i might be making a small dabble of diff mha characters spending christmas with you (platonic or not) idk! SMILES!
#mha hawks#bnha hawks#bnha fluff#bnha x reader#bnha#bnha headcanons#hawks x gn reader#hawks x gn!reader#hawks x male reader#hawks x reader#platonic#friends#hurt/comfort#keigo takami#mha takami keigo#takami keigo#keigo takami x reader#hawks headcanons#break up#x gn reader#mha#mha x gn reader#mha x reader#mha x male reader#hawks#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#headcanon#comfort
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well, this took much longer than it should have lol
y'know how on the last one i said i was really shit at backgrounds? yeah i had to redraw it like 50 times lol (and it wasn't helping that i accidentally put the darker red part the same layer as the light cream and didn't realize until after i had finished :'] )
anyways, masumii palette doodle. funnily enough i ended up just. using a different palette than originally planned and it made it so much easier for whatever reason. but i'm really happy with this one too! glad i could finally figure out a pose i liked :]
#shook arts#oc shiz#masumii (oc)#maaan i had other shit to do tonight lmao#ah well i can speedrun that stuff. maybe.#oh yeah commentary on the drawing. uhhhh-#lots of blood iconography with masumii. wonder why :] (the reason is very obvious)#a littel unfortunate that her hair ended up covering her neck (though that does work symbolically tbh) bc i kinda wanted her scars(?)#showing but. ah well#i was gonna put blood dripping from her hand/and or face (like the sketch i posted yesterday) too but. i forgor#and then i didn't really wanna change it so. i didn't lol#was attempting to make her pose more closed off to parallel how open takoshi's is#because that also kinda represents parts of their character really well too#like takoshi is super desperate to find/let in anyone he can truly trust and open up to about his problems#despite being very terrified of doing so#while masumii is very hesitant to let others in both because she fears getting hurt by someone/getting someone she cares about hurt (again)#and because her self esteem is so far in the gutter that she doesn't think she deserves to have anyone care about her#ok anyways now that i've spent another 30 minutes writing all of this i can finally get to the other shit i have to do lmao-
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Backstory End!
Now we have the reason why Sunny's family moved to Paldea and her motivations for being a champion. It's nice that our character became champion for Nemona but I'd say aiming for such a high status should have some more backbone to it aside from "Some girl I'm neighbors and classmates with told me to do it so I just did."
What do you guys think of childhood friends Hop and Victor? I think it's cute u3u) <3 They're gonna come back for post-game shenanigans! And yeah, one of my fave gen 8 mons is the Sizzlipede/Centiskorch :D
#also if you noticed that the brush type changed halfway#it definitely did#im sorry i didnt like the brush i started with but i didn't wanna redo it#so its just there#also what the fuck is up with hops hair why is it so hard to draw the bangs things#my boy really said onion era /j i love him lol#pokemon nemona#pokemon victor#pokemon hop#pokemon sword and shield#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scarlet#pokemon scarlet OC#pokemon scarlet sunny#pokemon#nemona#hop#victor#galar#paldea#sword and shield#scarvio#sizzlipede#pokemon sizzlipede
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Replaying DAI with my beloved Ghilana Lavellan (2024 edition) <3
#her hair is supposed to be white. and i swear it looked whiter in character creator. but it's definitely light blonde lol#i could change it with the save editor like i did with her eyelash colour but#i don't really wanna mess with it#so ig shes blonde now ����♀️#oc: ghilana lavellan#just replayed da2 before this (i play with default femhawke but with amber eyes and no blood mark)#didn't feel like replaying dao bc i've played it so many times lol#shar.jpg#dragon age#dai#lavellan#inquistor lavellan
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i'm sure it's been said but i feel like both Raxtus and Ronodin can be argued as "the only gay kid in the family and consequently shunned/rejected" and it's like. so weird bc Mull is so Mormon he'd probably rather eat his shorts than even acknowledge the possible existence of gays but
i mean. Raxtus literally has a fairy form. he's a fairy dragon.
Ronodin was just emo lol
and they both get so thoroughly rejected and sidelined by their families their whole lives and it turns Raxtus into an awkward but basically decent guy who runs back to the approval of his family once he's performed masculinity/violence enough to be accepted, only to then realize that he's basically just being used and still not fully trusted/accepted and having to betray them to save his real friends
(who sadly are probably actually homophobic but that's ok bc they're not dragon-phobic so that works out for him)
while Ronodin's like "fuck it. chaos and murder then!" and can you really blame him? he spent his entire life trying to conform to the "right" (in this case, Light) way of life, started spending time with the outgroup and learned to question things, then was told he was "too corrupt" to remain in his home
like. the symbolism is right there.
it's so funny, because sure Raxtus isn't a bad guy, but Ronodin definitely is and he pretty much gets sent to a type of hell at the end of Dragonwatch
and while Raxtus gets kind of a happy ending, like, him becoming an effective killer in a war and being accepted by his dad for being Good At Murder in the first Fablehaven series is presented as a happy ending. if Celebrant didn't wind up being the main villain for Dragonwatch, that probably would've been the end of it! gay kid learns how to soldier and is finally accepted by his homophobic family bc he's finally aggressive enough for them to love him
(i mean i have MANY issues with Celebrant being the main villain later and the reasons he's framed as bad but like. that's a separate rant lol)
the queer reading is right there. but also it's very bad and you can tell completely unintentional. or at the very least highly repressed. idk man i don't look into Mull as a personal individual bc i doubt i'll like what i see and i don't care that much but Dragonwatch was SO MUCH MORE MORMON than Fablehaven already was and it's so weird, seeing the fingerprints of it all over.
i feel like he either has a new editor or he's been doing this for long enough and sold enough books that he has the clout to veto changes made by editors or SOMETHING, bc i feel like? he's gotten worse?? and more unfiltered?? that or something happened and he's like. even more religious than before or something idk
like fablehaven was just kinda generic/bland fantasy with some fun ideas for magic items/powers/one sentence character premises, with just a hint of sus Mormon ideology, and then Dragonwatch just went. Full Mormon.
but then there's somehow even more weirdly queer shit. like. he's repressing so hard he's approaching queer from the other side??
idk man i wish this deeply mediocre man's writing wasn't a formative piece of middle school reading, leading to me still giving more of a shit than i really should over questionable children's literature now
#i mean it seems like his wife may or may not have divorced him between the series's so maybe that had something to do with it#i didn't look too deeply into it i just kinda guessed from his about the author blurbs wording changes#also wtf was up with the weird borderline piss/humiliation kink thing in the latest candy shop war book?#like. that was. that was not funny at all if it was meant to be comedic. like the execution was SO BOTCHED if so#and if it wasn't??? it was just????? UNCOMFY???#sorry i'm tired and kind of delirious and for whatever reason this man's writing's squandered potential still haunts me#like genuinely if i ever publish original fiction there's a good chance it'll be fanfic of this with the serial numbers filed off#like 'MINE I'LL DO IT /RIGHT/ OK GIMME'#fablehaven#dragonwatch#i know ronodin is overrated and like. yeah he's not really a sexyman to me but he IS still compelling as a character#i think he's funny i wanna be his therapist#like stereotypical him lying down on a chaise longue thing#but also i reserve the right to make fun of him so like. not a very ethical therapist lol#get it all out queer boy let's get you to a gay club and find some fairies who WILL accept you#just cool it with the murder and the manipulation a bit y'know
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Don't mind me. Just adding more gray hairs on Roquefort lol. I love me some asymmetrical eyebrows 😌
#myart#Hi-fi Rush#Hi-fi Rush Kale#Hi-fi Rush Roquefort#Bruh Ik Roquefort is short but I didn't know he was THAT short lol#So uhh ignore their height difference in the second pic XD#Also look at their hands#I didn't notice Roquefort's hands in my refs lol#But I didn't wanna change it cuz his hands looks really good haha#Anyways I just had the sudden urge to draw an fictional old man <3#Hope yall like him ;)#And Kale too lol#BUT yall didn't come here for him did you?? Jk jk
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buttered noodles 💫💛🍜
#just me hi#it's just a Lot of butter cuz i don't like having pasta sauce w/ parmesan (something wrong w/ that idk hfbshv) so :3#i was thinking of putting garlic in it but idk if that would be good... do i wanna take the risk.. i mean you can't really go wrong with#garlic... Hmmmm....#//oh yea i am definitely gonna switch up my main blog theme ehe :3#and maybe my rb blog's theme too cuz i liked it when the colours were matching lol#maaaybe to blue.. i don't remember if i've ever had a blue theme so this might be the first blue theme ehe :3#i just like to have an Image for the banner so i need to figure out what i'd like that to be.. hmnmnmnmnm!#//alright you know what i'm gonna put garlic in this one second lolll#okay i put black pepper and garlic in it's not too bad :)#prolly shoulda put more salt in too cuz i'm craving it. salt <3#/having spaghetti cuz the meal is actually supposed to be eggs and i cannot have that lol#some people are upset about this! like my dad. and my brother who is making the food lmfsh#i didn't know food was being made i am innocent in this !! probably anyway#like nobody is more displeased by this than me dude. i wish people could actually like. describe what some foods taste like so that i could#actually see why they like them#but you ask and they say 'what are you talking about? it's just egg' but 'Just Egg' SUCKS dude what is Your Egg like. pretty please kfshvjg#and grapefruit? grapefuit sucks but my mom likes it and i can't understand Why#and i wanna ask what it's actually like and why she likes it but she only says 'idk it's good with salt' what does that MEAN#how does the taste change?? how would you describe it before that ? clearly it was good enough before the salt or you wouldn't have tried i#with that!! i just wanna know !!!!!#dark chocolate ?? Please ??? do you like the taste of restrained anger and resentment cuz that's what it tastes like lmao ???#Coffee ??????? i can't understand coffee without a bajillion tons of sugar (+ other things) masking the taste how do you. Deal#not even deal- Enjoy !! how are you enjoying it !!! Why !!!! and why does everyone think i'm trying to convince them it's bad when i ask#LMAO--#like i'm not trying to say it's bad i'm trying to figure out how it's good please. Please Man lmfvshjfvhgfks#okay so clearly i have thoughts on all that LMfvshgjhfs#bitter stuff sucks and i barely like sour stuff Sometimes. food is all around good though so lol 👍#//alr i'm gonna. [starts scooching away]#i am almost out of tags (rip unlimited tags i miss you so bad hfsvh <3) edit: i ran out LMFVHS ; TOODLES !!
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girl who is not going to be okay (i need to phone the gp to chase up a missing prescription)
#:)#two weeks ago i gave them a letter requesting a dosage change on the order of my hospital consultant#and they said 'oh yeah it should be ready for you in 2 or 3 working days' which didn't happen#but my regular prescription runs out in like two days time and the pharmacy hasn't received any info for almost a month#so like. my regular prescription isn't being processed and my new dosage never got dealt with so. very cool situation#do you know how Awful it feels having to make phone enquiries every single month about my meds because there's always problems#i don't wanna chew them out for not being good because my gp has a budget of 50p but like. it's updating a prescription dosage#why is this so hard for anyone to actually do effectively............#to make matters worse when i gave them the letter they said 'our other services are slow but we are still really quick with prescriptions'#like lol. lmao even#maybe they're withholding my prescription because i have bad vibes. maybe it's my destiny to just explode and die......
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Don't know why, but I decided to use these two DR bases to make some new outfits for some of those OC sprites I made a while back...plus one more! The full credit for Cherry's sash goes to this link; it's the coolest thing ever tbh
#cherry makes/repairs plushes specifically#but she'd be called the ultimate seamstress just cause it flows nicer#i mean she Can sew clothes too she just usually doesn't#man she looks weird without her ears LMAOOOOO#i don't entirely love the colour of peggy's overalls#plus there should really be more colour variation on her tools#but i was trying to keep the palette simple rip#and i didn't know what other colour to do for the overalls lmao#i did go v hard on her tho#i kinda forgot i was supposed to be doing rough sketches at that point and just went all out AKJSNVDFN#francine's outfit is unoriginal of course but it'd fit well in the setting#sanit's smock would ideally come down lower but i rly like the little manicure set on the belt and didn't wanna hide it lol#and then for alika i rly didn't want to change her fit too much#but i made it more clearly basketball themed#i'd like her to have some bracelets too but her sleeves would cover em so#anyway! i should have been sketching other things in the time it took to make these but i had fun!
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#U Have No Idea How Much I Miss Her.#i need to start actually drawinf again its been a hellish 6 months#its really easy to just fall out of the habit of it#i used to obsess over never being someone who just suddenly stopped drawing for weeks/months#it scared me. like a core part of my identity would have to change for that to happen or would be changed by that happening#and then once i didn't draw and wasn't drawing i felt like i needed something to violently change about myself to get me to start doing it#again. but i didn't need that i just drew something again and that was it. like that stretch of time didn't happen#drawing is just an activity you can choose to do or not do and there are no consequences for whatever decision you chose to take but it felt#so serious to me it is like i viewed it like death#which i was right about in a way but mostly in how death is just a thing that happens and that it wont be that sudden and insane#you will just be and then not be just like how you weren't and now are. its just like me drawing or not drawing lol#but that comic of ht papyrus by jnpie where he's looking at the puzzles he used to make and wondering if he'll ever do that again. or if he#wants to. its like that feeling. it always sticks in my mind#i have like a fear of thinking about when i will no longer care about something i care about now and its so weird when. realize i stopped#wanting to do something and caring about it and. i feel nothing on account of no longer caring about it lol. but i know that past me#is currently looking forward at me now and terrified. this is unrelated to that comic a lot but its like. thinking about how i will change#words#mine#IM NOT TAGGING THE ART bc i wanna actually finish some of these pieces tbh and like they are just the backdrop for my thoughts...#feels so hashtag tumblr to talk to yourself about some vague ass feelings or situation that no one else will look at ugh thats like#The tumblr experience. but i love reading other's personal posts and tags though..
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Tag Game
Tagged by @the-average-procrastinator
1. Are you named after anyone? Not on purpose, lol. I happen to share a name with an ancestor and my parents didn't realize it until I was like 2 days old and my grandma told them.
2. When was the last time you cried? Probably around a week ago.
3. Do you have kids? No but I'd like to adopt someday
4. What sports do you play/ have you played? I did gymnastics when I was 5 and archery when I was 13-14
5. Do you use sarcasm? Frequently
6. What is the first thing you notice about people? Usually hair or clothes. I have trouble with faces so I kind of latch onto other characteristics to tell people apart when I'm new to a group.
7. What's your eye color? Blue
8. Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings, it bothers me when there isn't one
9. Any talents? I get a lot of compliments for writing, knitting, and being naturally good with animals, so I guess those count
10. Where were you born? Midwest United States
11. What are your hobbies? Video games, visual novels, writing, fishkeeping, knitting, comics, biking, editing videos, and reading
12. Do you have any pets? Two, technically five. I have a calico cat named Marie and a veiltail betta fish named Aurora ("Rory"). I also do roughly 80% of the work for my brother's goldfish: Cornelius, Hermione ("Hermey"), and Clarice. In theory I'm supposed to take the goldfish when my brother goes to college, but in practice I'll probably end up getting custody of them when I move out.
13. How tall are you? 5'10"
14. Favorite subject in school? free reading time I liked music, literature, and art. When I was homeschooled we did a cultural studies unit that I also really enjoyed.
15. Dream job? Author, someday. Right now I'm content with my silly little fanfics, but I have original stuff that I'd like to publish later on. I wanted to be a veterinarian for years but realistically I don't think it would be a good fit for me. I'm looking into vet tech certification instead but right now I'm working a little outside of the field to make sure its what I really want before committing to the program.
Tagging @firstfandomfangirl, @of-winter-and-summer, @return-of-the-trinidude, @manda-kat, @caitlin-snow-leopard, @redhatmeg and anyone who feels like doing a tag game
#tag games#yes the goldfish are named after rudolph characters no they were not christmas presents#they originally had *extremely* weird names until my brother decided to randomly change them one day (it wasn't christmas time then either)#it's really cute though i'll give him that#couldn't remember who seems to like these so i just grabbed a bunch of people from my notes#you can ignore this if you don't wanna do it or go ahead if you want to but didn't get tagged lol
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i had such an awful day today but luca is so cute on stream rn lol
#man. u ever get really disappointed with how ur friend acts.#like she's my best friend and how she acted and treated me today doesn't change the fact that i love and care about her#but i know she's better than this yet she does it anyways and that's what hurts the most#ik it's her depression and stress making her act out like this but i didn't deserve that#man#i thought abt texting her bf and asking him if she's actually communicating with him#but at the end of the day it's not my fault she refuses to act like an adult#she just reverted back to her hs habits and it's so frustrating. like it's been years. i thought we were past this. we SHOULD be past this#all i really wanted was an apology for her shutting me out today and making me stress bc i thought i did something wrong#instead of actually communicating and just telling me she's upset#i walked on eggshells all day today bc i didn't want to set her off#sigh#anyways#enough me dumping in public#luca's 3d streams are always so interesting i like seeing his body language and how he carries himself#he's talking abt his jobs when he was a teen lol#so cute. kithes him#he's so boyfriend today#i wanna sit on his lap and play with his hands while he tells stories abt when he was younger#sol.txt
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