#and then blaming me saying that she wouldnt want to do anything for me if im being a certain way

[agayconcept]

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[goomyloid]

Player.

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PLAYER WTFDYM.

(love your art + the concept btw)

(thanks!)

ahaha yea that line. it made a handful of people go "?" lol

i didn't mean anything specific by it. obviously worse implications are there, but personally i think it's kind of negated by noelle being a (relatively) passive person and not actually wanting to hurt kris in any way (save for like, shocking or slapping some sense into them). so its easier for me to think of it as like "Waow noelle could idk kiss kris or something idk!"

i said it in a comment on twitter somewhere, but the sad part is that kris probably wouldn't blame her for whatever she does choose to Do to Them (hypothetically) (it all goes back to guilt over what 'they' have put her through) (even if noelle wanted to beat player-kris up to get her frustration out or something, kris would probably be like 'yea that's fair')

the longer i think about this comic the more i think it's an interesting commentary on the player's view of kriselle. a sort of "slamming my touys together to make them kiss" kind of attitude that a lot of people (including me lol) have. it's not meant to say like, This Is Bad Don't Do This, but more so like, "wouldnt it be crazy if the characters could see how we felt about them lmao"

[deliajackson]

I saw on the PJO side of TikTok cause I was trying to find some book Percy Edits.

And I saw something saying about Annabeth that said "Annabeth is too good for Any Man, Annabeth Is too good for Percy".

And I just started laughing, like I wanted to comment something but I honestly knew that if I did I was definitely gonna get Attacked.

But I found that TikTok very funny because they seriously thought Annabeth was too good for Percy when In Reality it's the other way around.

Like she should be Lucky she's even dating Percy cause if Percy even had a ounce of Self-worth he would know that he deserves better than Annabeth and CAN do better than Annabeth.

Like most of this fandom doesn't understand how much of a Catch Percy is and it annoys me so much

Like he's So far out of Annabeth's league it's not even funny

Imo he's way out of Everyone's League but what do you think about that?

.... What I think is a little bit sensitive.

Look, I really don't like how media portray "feminism" and how that media actually shaped how people especially girls herselves should act and behave.

From early 2000 to here, "feminism" media is about making the woman be a badass/extra intelligent/rude - while passing rude as girlbossing - who doesnt need any help - especially if it comes from a man - and reduce the man to either "stupid boyfriend who cant do anything without her"/"in dark romance they are sanctified because they would commit genocide but he wouldnt harm the girl and do everything she pleases"/"vile stupid idiot sexist who needs to be beaten up by the strong girl mc"

It is literally 50/50. Men are not equal to his partner in those relationships. They are bellow their girlfriend in literally... everything. In other words.... They are used as plot devices to prop up the female mc. It is as boring as the girl being only there to be what drives a man in the narrative.

Like. Their entire personality is reduced to that. And while sometimes that may work in the story, as you know a character in which the purpose in the story is especifically to haunt the narrative like how Epic treats OdyPen - all the new media is streaming this kind of thing and yelling "we are feminist".

No. You are just playing with sexism and believing you are being woke.

It is annoying. It is bland. It is cheap.

Why that long discourse? Because Fandom and Riordan since HoO is making Percabeth and especially Annabeth fall into this category. Where her flaws are not treated as flaws, actually they are praised. She doesn't grow, she acts worse then when she was 12 in many ways, especially regarding her treatment of Percy. Percy is always at fault, and Annabeth is always in the right. The entire dynamic of Percabeth is basically Percy trying to appease Annabeths feelings and insecurities and fears while they are in supernatural adventures, and when it comes to Annabeth, Percy always has to sacrifice something for her, while all of his own traumas are put in second place and in return Percy is mocked, disrespected and physically assaulted, guilty blamed many times by someone that should care for him as much as he cares for her.

For godamm sake, Riordan made Percy incapable of tying his own shows and Annabeth needing to speak up for him, because according to Annabeth Grover and Percy were in awe in Hecates presence because she was a goddess in WoTG.

(You know, the same Grover who is the lord of nature and lived around Dionysus since he was born. The same Perseus who fought gods, titans and giants, who looked at the face of many gods and treats them either as friendly (like Hermes) or openly passive agressive. Perseus who was named Praetor and directly responsible for the fall of Typhoon in the Last Olympian. The same Percy who saved her life from primordials and monsters down in Tartarus. It is the first time in my entire life I see a MC be devolved so terribly on page only to prop up his own girlfriend in the narrative) I will stop here because talking about wotg is bad for my mental health.

In a relationship both people have to deserve each other. It is not about who is stronger. Who is smarter. Who comes from which family. It is about what they do for one another, what they do with each other and put it on the balance. They have to respect each other. They have to cheer each other up. They need to be each other safe place. Where they can be themselves free of cruel criticism, but still be able to grow and envolve to the best versions of one another. (I am highlighting "cruel" because that is important. I am not meaning construtive criticism.)

I will say it till my dying day: PJO Percabeth (the five original main books) it had everything to be a great couple. There were problems, of course, but they could easily - and I mean easily - be solved with the right narrative decisions. They had everything to be as great as hiccstrid in term of the relationship development and (as important as the other) individual development.

From HoO ahead: Annabeth doesnt deserve Percy and Percy deserves someone better.

[bro-idkwhatimdoinghere]

Oh Billy… (part 2)

pairing- Billy hargrove x y/n

a/n- This is my first ever P2 so enjoy. Find Part 1 (here) enjoy!!

849 words!!

It had been weeks. Weeks since you had spoken to Billy and he had no idea why. Each day he would walk into the halls of Hawkins High with a hope that you would come clean and tell him why you started to ignore him. However he knew deep down that you would never do that and it hurt him , it hurt him to know that your friendship didnt matter to you as much as it did to him.

It had been weeks before you had spoken to him and it started to kill you inside each time you had to brush him off and run away from your locker. You knew that it was causing him hurt but you just couldn’t forgive him. If he wanted any forgiveness he would have to own up to his mistakes and apologise to Dustin. Sadly, you knew that it might never come to that.

When walking back into his house he was met by an angry Max. ‘Max what do you want’ he grumbled as he pushed past her to get into his room. ‘You hurt my friend’ she said in a stern voice ‘you shoved him into a locker and embarrassed him infront of everyone. What is wrong with you’ she muttered as he slammed his door in her face. Why should he care about one of her little friends, it was just a joke and everyone knew that, he thought to himself. ‘You really upset Henderson Billy’ she said with a sigh.

‘Henderson, did you just say Henderson’ he exclaimed grabbing her by her collar, ‘Yes Billy, get off me’ she shrugged him off and walked off. Billy knew that he had been a dickhead, he knew that he would get his karma one day but he always hoped and dreamed that you would still be with him, laughing and holding his hand the whole way through. But you weren’t, you were the one causing him this pain but it was his own fault, he had no one else to blame accept for himself.

In that moment he knew that he had to make things right, the ache in his chest only grew as he got into his car and drove to your house. Should he have gotten you flowers, should he have prepared a song maybe to tell you how sorry he was. No, he was overthinking you would hate that, you would kick him out and never even spare him a second glance. He wouldnt be able to bear that.

Working up the courage to knock on you open it and look up to meet Billys eyes. ‘What are you doing here, I thought i made it clear that i didnt want to have anything to do with you anymore’. That hurt Billy, it hurt him more than he would have expected, how could he live without you. You had been the ray of sunshine in his life, he couldnt let you go, no he wouldnt let you go.

‘I came here to apologise to Dustin, your brother’ he said while staring into your eyes. ‘Billy what’ you say in an annoyed tone’ you want to apologise?’ ‘Yes’ he states ‘it was wrong of me to push him into that locker and i cant live without you’ he admits. You look up at him with curious eyes’ what do you mean?’ ‘I mean i have spent the last few weeks trying to get you to notice me gain, its been hell, you are the only person that i can stand to be around. Your the only person i want to kiss, i want to hold your hand and do all that relationship stuff with you. Only you.’ His speech made your heart stop. He wanted you like you wantsd him, Billy Hargrove the most sought out person in Hawkins wanted you. 

‘Ive missed you B’ you say while walking closer to him ‘but i need you to apologise to Dustin and he has to accept it or else i wont forgive you’ you say meeting his eye-line. Dustin came down the stairs and met Billy. ‘Im sorry for pushing you into that locker is was uncool of you and i would like your approval to date your sister’ ‘Hmmmm, you drive a hard deal but i know how happy you make her and she has been sooo sad the past few weeks without you so, apology accepted’ he stated walking past you both to get to his bike.

‘So you have been sad without me’ he said in a cocky tone while walking you back into your house. ‘Well as i remember you came to my house begging for an apology so i would say that you missed me too’ you say smirking at him. ‘Oh shush’ he whispered as he kissed your lips. You deepened the kiss and tugged on the ends of his hair. You break the kiss and smile up at him, ‘God your cute’ you say smiling up at him. ‘Your lucky i like you’ he says while kissing you again.

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[hiraethminds]

This is a tangent, I'm here to entertain with needless rambling

The deep rooted hatred for taco I see in the II community genuinely concerns me. Especially since those people tend to be Mephone "apologists"(For lack of a better word, I love Mephone don't get me wrong) despite how taco is the "active" side of the coin to his "passive". The connections between them are there trust me Im connecting the dots. Ive connected them.

I understand that she's done bad things, but blaming her for her shortcomings when she doesn't and never had the same support group to change as Mephone did makes me a little ehh.. Getting upset because Microphone showed her support in the new episodes simply because you don't like the ship(I understand why people wouldnt but thats not an excuse to deny her anything), and because Taco doesn't know how to change yet and you refuse to see her as anything redeemable. I'm not big on shipping, thats not the point of this tangent, but Taco finally having someone to support her and help her change is a GOOD thing. Microphone was being the bigger person there, she was being mature and thoughtful because Taco clearly needs the help. The fact that people continue to deny Taco any kind of growth even if she goes about it in the wrong way makes me deeply uncomfortable. Because the moment any character does anything bad that isn't HER they don't say anything about it. She was shunned by her peers because she was playing the game and continued to 'play the game' so to speak.

Theres a deep rooted hint of misogyny in the way they treat her, but I wont yap about that you dont need to read allat.

I understand people have reasons for not liking characters! That's ok. But I've seen them actively go out of their way to harass people that DO like Taco and actively criticize enjoying her character.

They tend to take it as defending her actions. Which is not what's happening. I don't think oscommunity could handle vriska is all I'm saying.

Feel free to not answer this I just need whatever little imp is telling me to scream about it to get out. go draw a taco dis is driving me crazy

Thank you for dumping this in my inbox bigbarf200, I feel like a wise confidant.

okay so I don't interact/observe with the wider ii community (Mainly cuz i like playing with my touys without being bothered) So this information is so Interesting to me!!!

As you mentioned, the hate might stem from misogyny (and by the way, I’d love to read your essay—talk all you want, my friend!). This is a societal issue that affects every part of life.

That said, I also think some people might dislike her simply because she’s a hustler and stubborn. When she has a goal, she’ll do whatever it takes to achieve it, even if it means crossing into morally gray areas.

holding Mepad hostage > hijacking the show

lying and deceiving objects with good intentions > winning s1

seriously hurting Fan > winning Mic immunity

as you said in the greater scheme of things, she's genuinely done horrible things. But if you just accept that at face value you are missing out on such an amazing character. You have to consider her perspective and the circumstances of her birth (especially in a story like ii!!) to fully understand and come to an option on her. But I digress this is baby level analysis so ill move on.

people who think Mic being friendly towards Taco post e14 is out of character are misunderstanding Microphone as both a character and thematic device I think

that's literally the only rational reason I could think of as to why people would be mad about taco and mic being on good terms???

so yeah, these haters just sound like crazy irrational people who have a lot of pent-up emotions. crazy

anyways ty!!! I feel like I didn't have alot to add since, as stated, these people are just incredibly irrational. but its nice getting an earful of whagh the fuck the community is like. here are soem taco drawings for the occasion

[patriarchy-academy]

I came across this yesterday, and there are several things I would like to say about this. I feel the sentiment this lady (and apparently many other "urban feminists" out there) has shared reflect a lot on why they are single and nothing is moving forward in their personal lives.

Firstly, contrary to what she is telling herself, I am willing to bet money that most men she dated were not turned off by her "ambition". Rather, if you read between the lines and see how she has projected the image of herself, she comes off as someone who is obsessed with her job, her career. She is sending out a clear signal that nothing is more important to me that my "leadership coaching", you definitely wont be, and my family and children will come lower in priority. Any man serious about finding a long term relationship will see this as a red flag.

Second, and perhaps reinforcing the point above - what on earth does it mean to find a "career oriented husband"?? A husband is someone with whom you build a relationship, a family. You share emotions, pains, values. You raise children together (i wouldnt be surprised if this lady thinks children are a hindrance to her career development). What does being "career oriented" have anything to do with that? In fact, wouldnt a career oriented husband be exceptionally bad at being a husband in the first place? She has made this sound like she is looking for a business partner, not a life partner. And the results are showing that.

Lastly, would like to address the comment from WSJ - "growing divide in education and career prospects". This is referencing the fact that on an average, woman are moving ahead of men in terms of degrees and jobs (well, so much for glass ceiling huh?). Ok, and this is a problem for these ladies to get married why? Ohhhh wait, I guess thats because when you become an empowered independent woman, you want to find a richer, more educated, higher earning husband, instead of saying clearly that should cease to matter now?

Dating is hard. It is hard for women, and it is also hard for men. The reason it gets harder each day is that people like this come with their priviledges and demands. Their entire dating persona is based on "what can i get out of this". They come with their vision of "lets find a man who will seamlessly fit into my life without needing any changes, adjustments, sacrifices from myself". They look for someone who will just give them whatever they need as a stepping stone to their success story with no intentions or thoughts put into the question of "and what do i have to give to this relationship".

I am sure these words will sounds as upsetting or bitter to some. There is no bitterness in this, as a man I am extremely well educated and extremely well earning. But someone needs to have the courage to call out delusional thinking for what it is. This lady is going to find herself single for a long long time if she keeps this up - as is apparently "the majority of American women", because they have bought this delusiuonal story as their life goal.

Callout to the girls who read my blog - for all those who are telling you to put yourself and your career first - see firsthand where it has led for them. They are now reaching the point where the consequences are startign to show, and obviously, in classic modern feminist style, their reaction is to blame everything and everyone else except pausing to think "what am i doing wrong in this and what should i take accountability for".

Good luck New York ladies.

[crispysongkid]

"3 Nights"

In wich we see a Game Nigth, a Mourning Nigth and a New Nigth in Dr Phosphorus View point and no particular order. Enjoy! @asherashedwings Dinner Is ready

Phosphorus couldn't sleep. He never could nowadays but this was a diferent kind of insomnia. He felt weird. He kept looking and looking at the vacant bed on His side. At His nigthstand, where they let him keep a small plate of him. It was awfull. To remember what happened.

He knew he had enjoyed it. He knew (thanks to Nina) that His last words where of Joy and satisfaction. He Heard him laugh, hard enough to make his bones shake.

But he still missed him. Not the fiery and active longing he felt for His family and His life back, of course. It was More.....like if in one of those ridiculously big puzzles a corner piece was lacking. If you just looked at the big picture everything was there, everything was working. But you cant tear your eyes off the unfinished corner because you know it shouldnt be empty.

Something should be there. Someone, even.

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Phosphorus was having a bad nigth. Again. Like the last nigth and the nigth before that and surely the next nigth too.

They "forgot" to bring enough food for all of them, and his stomach was roaring for food, he didn't get enough. The carnage in the cafetería had been awfull. He was sure he would be fine of course, nothing left to eat in His Bones unless you want to get a really bad aftertaste (radiation poisoning) but still gross to see and dificult to access food himself.

Imagine his surprise when he felt a metal hand on his shoulder.

"Doctor, you should get to safe terrain. Civilians shouldnt be in a warzone"

If he still had eyelids, he would have blinked confused.

"You do know mi skin Is everything-proof, rigth Tin Man? Did the war finally start to affect you? Like, more than it already has?"

G.I simply said "It's protocol Doctor."

Then he walked off. In the way out, he grabbed Nina's arm to get the hell out of there. She was the most vulnerable out of them in a situation like this, so she followed.

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He didn't want to admit he missed him. It was silly. They didn't even had a relationship that close. He knew he was gonna get rebuild, restocked and retouched until he was in even better condition than the last time.

But a part of him wanted some More time. A quieter time. To mourn him. To cry for him, even. A Time that passed More slowly, to carry the sadness across all the hours, letting it rest in every minute. A Time where you can sit and think, and blame, and anger, and understand.

It was silly. Dr Phosphorus couldn't cry, he knew it for a fact.

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His stomach was growling at him, like it was scolding him for getting no food. He felt weak and ligtheaded. Maybe that's why he was doing so badly in his weekly game nigth with G.I.

"Why did you do that?" Phos asked "At the cafeteria, I mean. Not that card you just played, wich Is just petty" He drew +4 from the deck

"Also, another one" G.I played another +4 "And Uno"

"Oh fuck off, you big can of beans" He drew +4 cards from the deck again "But seriously, why? Nina was in much More danger than me, with all her pacifist junk and her thin skin, and you went to get her second!"

G.I didn't say anything for a while. Phosphorus was sure he wouldnt answer and was about to start another round.

"Well you already won, so should we do a second or-"

"I'm not quite sure why, doctor. It's not on my directive to behave like this. I dont have, how should I say it, the preparation I usually do have for other things, like killing nazis."

"I do know nonethless, that I wanted to make sure my friends were safe. And you are my closest friend, since Miss Nina Is new here. Is that a satisfactory answer to you?"

Phosphorus sighed. "I guess. One would expect you to know that kind of thing at this point in your life, you know?"

"My apologies. Emotional inteligence has never been my strong fort. Another round?"

G.I reached for the cards. His fingers where sligthly melted, from touching Phosphorus shoulder. He felt a bit guilty about that.

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Dr Phosphorus couldn't cry. But he did and he cried acid, poisonous like His grief

He was sad and angry. Oh, so very angry. He was furious, in fact. He could smell the sour smoke of fire burning fabric, he could see the room, the empty room he shared with G.I iluminate with the ligth of His pain.

He was angry at that Damn Circe, she killed him so mercilesly. So effortlesly, and that's what Made him so mad. He didn't matter to her. She would never think twice about him, she would never feel guilty, she would never even remember she killed that robot. That kind, and Smart, and sometimes petty robot that was much more than an obstacle in her path.

And, why lie at this point? He was mad at himself because he didn't stop it. He didn't react on Time, he didn't warn G.I, he didn't do anything! He just stared as his friend was blown to bits!! All he managed to do was burn Circe to bits and by god would he give His rigth arm to do it again.

That doesn't matter anymore. G.I isn't here and Alexander is.

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"Like hell I'm gonna let you deal those cards. I know you count them Tin Man" Phosphorus joked and started dealing. G.I laughed and then silence for a while.

"I'm sorry by the way. About your hand" He pointed at the sligthly melted fingers.

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"I'm sorry G.I" Alexander murmured "I know I Will see you again. But I'm still sorry"

He felt awfull. Just as awfull as how he felt when His family was murdered. Just that this Time he was the murderer. It was His fault G.I was dead. And now. What could he do? What could he do?

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"No problem Doctor. Even through my hand motions Will slow down for a while, it's in optimal condition to kill nazis!"

".....Can you stop calling me Doctor? We are friends you know"

"Phosphorus then?"

"Still doesn't feel great.....call me Alexander. Or if you want-

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"-Alex!"

Phosphorus turned around, slowly. He saw G.I sitting next to his bed. He probably was charging until recently.

"Yeah? Whats the matter Terminator?"

G.I tilted His head. "Are you alrigth Alex?" He hesitated and said "I know you dont like talking about your feelings but...." He sighed

"Miss Bride told me what you did to Circe. And she also told me you were "mopey" after I was disabled. That change of demeanor wouldnt happen to be because of me, wouldnt it?"

Phosphorus looked down. He felt so incredibly observed, like this was the most important test of His life. He could tell the truth or not. The corner was already integrated. Why couldn't he understand the full picture now? It was a simple choice. And an obvious one. Why did it scare him so much then?

"If I did cause this change.....I apologize. I'm not good at talking about this, but I have seen my boys at Easy Company like this sometimes...." G.I sat on Phosphorus bed "Usually after one of our one of our comrades was killed. And, if it's worth anything" He placed His hand on Phosphorus shoulder "It wasn't your fault. I wouldnt change what happened for anything, Alex"

G.I wasn't supposed to smile, just like Phosphorus wasn't supposed to cry. But he did, and the Doctor felt a warmer fire bloom in His chest.

"Better me than you. I'm quite fond of our friendship"

Oh. Oh. So that's the full picture then

"Me too Tin Man. Me too"

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Hoo boy this was a journey. I'm fucking tired but happy. I know it's rushed in some parts but I'm very happy with the result. Thanks for reading! (And thanks to Ash for all their enthusiasm about these silly goobers. Could have never been able to make it without it 💗) REBLOGS ARE APRECIATED

[sentience-if]

#i'm a bit surprised no one's been upset at val

oh i can talk about how mine for sure is

Val leaving Io made my MC feel so hurt, especially since she also doesn't like the Religious and didn't want to come here but made to anyway. she doesnt see why he could not have ran out with her hand in his. as a result, once she found him and got say her accusatory "You left me", she left. and she wanted to Val to follow her or stop her or something, but Val didn't (for justified reasons, i wouldnt have stopped Io in Val's place either)

i think something between them has been broken now, likely irreversibly. she might grow to like him again and even have some trust, eventually, but i think Val has been labeled as "would leave you" forever in her mind. i dont think she'd trust Val with her life anymore. i think anytime Val might joke "Have I steered you wrong before?" that there will be a sour, accusatory silence. my Io went from "shame there's no Connie-Val poly in addition to the Klaus-Val poly, because i camt imagine her ever NOT loving Val" into, "well, it's a good thing theres a Klaus-solo route and also that Connie's route never had an option to be poly with Val, bc idk if Val can get Io to that point of love again"

which i do wonder if that makes my Io especially vulnerable, in the sense that someone else can now step into Val's "place" and be a lot less good-intentioned about it. bc my Io had been nigh co-dependent, had been "I don't exist without Val", and now something has just shattered where my Io has now very rapidly developed abandonment issues

and the realization that Val does know where Io came from in the sense of the ending revealing Val saw who Io was before Io's current form?? that is not helping. that is making things actively worse. that is now "oh. so you didnt tell me, so you kept me at arm's length in a way i didnt see that you were, because you were scared of me. you didnt take me with you because you were scared of me. like all the stuff in-between where i was Becoming A Human Being didnt matter, even when i didnt remember what i used to be, because you DID remember. and you kept it from me. because you were scared of me." in a very.......... uhhhhhhhh

have you ever seen Fruits Basket?? im internally comparing Val to Kyo's mom. that's how my Io sees Val now, basically. albeit Val is less extreme than Kyo's mom, obviously

if youve never seen Fruits Basket, this is a spoiler, for sure, but it would also give context(?). Fruits Basket has a scene where Kyo can turn into this monstrous creature anytime he takes off this bracelet. and his mom was ashamed that he could do that, that he could transform like that, but she didnt want him to know that (but he did) so she kept saying stuff like "You're so adorable, I have to keep you all to myself" and "It's okay. It'll all be okay because I love you. That's why I don't want anyone else to see you, to look at you. Nobody look at my son, he's all mine. You're just so cute. I can't help it" and "I'm so proud to have you as my son" while also never letting him go outside or be around others, and even said "No, honey, you're as human as anyone else. You turn into the form sometimes because of evil magic. Not because there's anything wrong with you. You turn back to normal soon after, right? That proves you aren't a monster. It's okay, I promise, I'm not scared at all" and he would think back in recollection and go "Liar. You were scared, weren't you? That's why you checked dozens of times a day to make sure my bracelet was still on". she used love to be in denial of what was happening. eventually, the denial and unspoken shame and self-silenced fear and whatnot became so bad, she "unalived herself". and Kyo's dad blamed Kyo for that (like a dickhead) while also saying "She loved you. Your mother loved you more than anything else in the world". Kyo would come to say (to himself, to the memories of this) "Stop it! Stop it, you're wrong! Don't force that kind of 'love' on me, I don't need it, I don't!". and when he remembered that his mom would say "Sweetheart, I love you. I would die for you, you know that, right?" his internal response to that memory was "Why did you always say stuff like that? How can you love someone when you never acknowledge who they really are?"

now, years later, this gets further addressed via Tohru. as Kyo meets this girl named Tohru, and has a real connection with her but is hesitant about getting closer even though they already are close. because Tohru doesnt know about Kyo's monstrous form. his mother's death impacts his need to keep Tohru in the dark, but other people know Kyo's secret form and force him to reveal it to Tohru without her havung any idea of what is happening and without his consent. he runs away, and Tohru ends up following him. he tries to push her away, even causing her shoulder to bleed because of his claws, and she does initially walk away before realizing, if Kyo didn't come back with her, she'd probably never see or hear from him again; and then turning around and hugging his arm as he thrashes around for her to let go and run already. she begs him "Let's go home, please! We have to go home, right now!" to which he replies "No! Just go away!" and she says "No!" back and he yells "Don't you get it?!" and she says "No, I don't!". she continues, "I'm scared. Even though I know that's your voice, it doesn't sound like you. You're in a form I've never seen before. It scares me. But scared or not, I want to understand. If you need to talk, I'll listen. If you need to be selfish, I'll let you. I want to help you, the way you've helped me. If you're feeling hurt or scared or weak, tell me. I want you to tell me so I can face it with you. Because I want us to keep living together. I want to eat with you, study with you, worry with you. I just want to stay with you, Kyo." to which Kyo replied, transformed back to his human self again, in a mix of words to Tohru and internal monolog "The thing is, if she didn't love all of me, my mom, that would've been fine. Or, even if she were scared, I would get that. Because being scared would've meant she was looking at the ugly part of me. But she never did. My mom used 'love' as a way of avoiding seeing the truth, to avoid even thinking about it. But, I wanted her to understand. I just wanted her to say 'We'd face it together', I just wanted her to say she wanted to stay. Even back then, I knew it was stupid. A kid's dream that would never come true. Because who would ever say something like that to me? That's what I thought, until... Tohru." and he goes back home with Tohru to face everyone again, and keeps Tohru a close part of his life

so, my Io sees Val now as more of a Kyo's mom than she does a Tohru. obviously Val isn't AS BAD as Kyo's mom, vut i think you see my point?? and so now my Io is looking for "her Tohru", so to speak, albeit not conciously. and she no longer sees Val capable of being that. so her love for Val can only go as far as, well, as far as Val can, really. it doesn't bridge the gap between them. no matter how badly Val might insist their own love can bridge it (but it isn't, maybe it can't) or how much Val wishes my Io's love could bridge it (but it won't. it used to. but now she's too scared of being abandoned again after getting her hopes up). and so my Io's every route has Io and Val being "almost"-in a relationship, as close to being in love as two people refusing to label it can be, before this effectively ends the romantic side of their relationship. i guess that means Val is her situationship? that feels weird to put on Val, but yeah. and maybe Val can turn this into a "second chance romance" and "be her Tohru" and bridge the gap, in the sense that idk how you plan to progress and am not a mind-reader and therefore cannot say "never again" because "never say never" and whatnot

but yeah. that's where my Io is right now. very upset and feeling very unlovable. and maybe Connie or Klaus can fix that (i do also love Kat and Ira, but i dont think my Io does, so im currently not playing either's route but maybe that'll change! thatd be nice!!) or maybe Val can fix it. but not right away

but yeah!! cant wait to see how the story goes. im in shock at how damaged my Io and Val's relationship is, how my Io is basically scared of Val and sees them as.... "a flake" feels inaccurate but that kind of same "dont buy into Val's promises so much, you'll only get disappointed. Val means well. but Val still left me behind when push came to shove, Val still omitted all this from me" of self-restraint. she feels very much like a kid who got her hopes up only to be let down, kind of like a kid with a deadbeat dad who promised Disneyland but he never shows up to take her and instead he stays at the bar(?) but not quite. but does that make sense?? not angry, not resentful, just feeling very stupid

but, yeah, add another tally in the "Ios who are upset with Val" box for me lol

ohoho the ANGST the DRAMA this is good food thank you. I've seen parts of Fruits Basket in that I had a roommate that watched it a lot but yeah I can definitely see the parallels

Val will get a chance to fix it but I think I'm definitely going to have to write a route where Io does not forgive them. And for an Io who turns to Connie or Klaus instead- that would sting Val so much, in equal but opposite ways. It's probably a very good thing that Klaus wouldn't want to hurt Val because you're right, it would be really easy to take advantage of Io's emotions right now, and I wouldn't put it past him

oh and as to your second ask re: not gendering Val- genuinely don't worry about it haha. I just use they/them for Val (and Connie) in asks because i don't want one to seem more canon than the others. I don't mind if readers pick one

[coriphallus]

A little rant on patch 6 and the implications for bg3's future

Okay, bear with me for a sec its gonna go somewhere eventually. My first bg3 run (thats spammed here on this blog) i played ascended astarion/dark urge romance where i picked the reject bhaal and become the absolute ending.

as it was my first playthrough on release i was vibrating off mt seat and i didnt really have elaborate HCs or anything, i was just doing a quick evil run until the bugs get sorted out. i didn't think much beyond "yes this dude would want the shiny stones for himself"

first time i saw astarion enthralled, i was confused. he asked me to do it, he was quite insistent on it since the beginning of the game. i was confused for a couple of hours, digesting the entire game i just played. Then it hit me; the game was calling me out. it was telling me ive been stupid for not having seen this coming and at that point i felt awe.

it was right, everything pointed to this, it was right in front of my eyes all i needed was to connect the dots that the game laid out quite visibly and i was just too caught up to see.

'well my durge would never do that' didnt matter because thats exactly what the companions thought. Gale thought the powers of an insatiable weave wouldnt corrupt him, that he'd stay true to himself, shadowheart thought shar had blessed and her she'd guide her, that she could be her true self under her influence, astarion thought he'd be free, that he'd cherish the bond he'd made with the player but at the end of the day power reveals; and when that power is acquired through the corpses of thousands its quite evident that Absolute power corrupts absolutely. IT WAS IN THE FKIN NAME.

it was a shining bait i was so focused on getting my hands on that i didn't look back to see the mountain of corpses i had to step on to get there. the game was telling me 'HEY LOOK AT EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE TO GET HERE, LOOK AT WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL THE OTHERS WHO THOUGHT THEY COULD ACHIEVE THIS, DO YOU THINK YOU'D HOLD HANDS AND SING KUMBAYA WITH YOUR FRIENDS AFTER ALL THIS?'

just as there was never an option where frodo could stab saurons flaming eyeball and sit on his throne with the ring on his finger and sam at his side, there was never an ending i could get my 'happy ending' the way id like it to. i wanted frodo to remain in middle earth and have some peace in the end, i didnt understand how he was 'too changed' to remain and sam wasnt when i first read the books. i was angry even, that i didnt get what i wanted. it wasnt like tolkien haphazardly put together an ending out of his ass bcs he didnt know what to do with the characters, its not that he didn't think while writing that the fans would hate it, he wrote a story that achieved its catharsis by reaching its narrative conclusion. it couldnt have done that any other way. it was deliberate. i may not have understood or agreed at the time but it was the story he wanted to tell, and it wouldnt be one of the greatest stories ever told if the writer wanted to please a 10 y/o like myself.

it was never out of character for my durge at all, i was just blissfully avoiding the NARRATIVE.

months later we get this absolute narrative abomination:

and all i can say is im worried.

im worried bcs this is a clear disrespect to the story they've written, im worried bcs if they can do off with huge plot elements and beats such as this just like that it shows a lack of commitment to their own plot and if a huge Point of the game can be treated like a minor mistake than what else can? was is just a lack of oversight that laezel gets killed under vlaakith? can it be waved off if enough vlaakith loving gith players come together and shout loud enough that they want to ride alongside their queen with their gith gf?

what part of the game is tangible to hold on to, and after two years worth of patches that are made to appease the fans at the expense of the story, will it still be the game i fell in love with?

i dont blame the fans for wanting, i blame the devs for delivering. that they could sacrifice the integrity of a pretty straightforward story bodes ill tidings for the future of this game.

yes i wanted this feature, but i was glad i wasn't given it. i may have been confused and slightly miffed that i didn't get to reign supreme with my evil bf, but i immensely respected the game that could call me out on it. i wish they could show the same respect to their own writing.

[ilovechubbieguys]

Chapter 3🍓

-lmk if you guys have any criticism i love criticism as long as its respectful!! Enjoy! Chapter 2 here!

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"Blake?.."

He turned around with a sour look on his face. I mean god he looked so diffrent i had no clue it was him.

I mean can you blame me! Its been 5 years since high school. Im shocked he recognized me to fast.

Theres no way hes still mad?! He knows i had nothing to do with any of that. Right? I mean ya i was there but iiii didnt do anything. That was all jenny and her boyfriend. I was simply a bystander. Kinda.. not really.

I do feel bad now that i think about it... he didnt deserve that. No one does. God i was such a little bitch in highschool

------------epic flash back memory------------

Jenny: heyy blake

Blake: oh uh hey jenny

Jenny: i wanted to ask you something

Blake: uh ya sure whats up

Jenny: did you have a date to prom yet?

Blake: no, no i dont why

Jenny: oh ok great! You know my friend y/n?

Blake: ya ive seen her around

Jenny: well she was wondering if youd go with her!

Blake: wait really?

Jenny: ya here ill put her number in your phone!

Blake: ok sounds good

--------end of epic flashback memory---------

Long story short it was all a joke. I stood him up at prom just for the fun of it...

I know im an asshole but i couldnt say no to jenny shed ruin me! She was the most powerful girl at school

And ive changed! I could never do somthing lile that to someone now.. i just hope i can make him see that

I walked back to the living room and saw issac was back but blake had left. I dont blame him between his getting yelled at by tanner and being faced with his highschool bully i wouldnt be shocked if he didnt come out till i left.

After a while of talking me and tanner ended up in his room taking turns taking hits from a cart tanner swore was his.

We where talking about everything and everything, you know high thoughts. Suddenly the door bust open "TANNER DO YOU HAVE MY NEW C-" it was blake

He stopped dead in his tracks staring at me, cart in hand mid hit. I froze up not knowing what to do. Was i smoking his cart right now...

I swear im gonna kill tanner.

"Tanner. Is that my cart shes hitting right now."

"Maybe..."

"OMG IM SO SORRY TANNER SAID IT WAS HIS"

"Just keep it i dont want it now that its been anywhere near you"

What. Did he just call me dirty..😧 i looked over at tanner "im gonna kill you."

Some time goes by and i decide i should go apologize to blake and not just for the cart. Tanner told me which room was his and i knock on his door.

*knock knock*

"Blake? Its y/n"

I dont hear a responce so i go in. Hes sitting at his desk playing seige. I take a look around his room. Rugs on the wall? Thats an interesting choice but i liked it.

I asume he didnt hear me so i walk up to his chair and tap his shoulder lightly trying to not scare him.

"Blake?"

He pulls the left side of his headphones off his ear but doesnt turn to you, to focused on the current match hes in.

"Hey blake i just wanted to say im sorry... and not just for the cart. Which i will replace.."

He doesnt say anything but you hear him sigh "ya like id believe that." Fair point

"Im serious blake i dont know why i was such a bitch in highschool you didnt deserve that..." i tried to sound as genuine as possible

"Well you where a bitch and thats that. Now get out"

Oh my god. He is impossible and ya sure im a better person but im still not gonna put up with disrespect "listen blake im trying here ok which is alot better then nothing at all" you say matter of a factly. I notice he had died in his game as his screen lit up red

He stood up from his chair and turned to me "ya hallelujah your a saint, a changed person thats great bye" he got pretty damn close to me for hating me and all

Ill admit him being this close to me made me relize he really was cute... maybe if he didnt hatw my guts hes a nice guy who knows..

But i sure as hell am not giving up this easily.

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GUYS ILL ADMIT THIS CHAPTER WAS NOT THE BEST IM SORRY 😭😭I GOTTA BUILD CONTEXT.

[cat-autism-wizard]

five times danny's english class learned that he was phantom (and one time he had to reveal it)

3 - Mr. Lancer

it was after a big ghost attack at casper high. it was sadly during mr. lancer's lesson. he didnt know what those poor kids would do in the exams if their educations kept on getting interrupted by the ghost attacks. but right now they had bigger problems to dealt with, like running for their lives.

lancer made sure everyone in his class made it out of the class and making sure everyone was out of school. it was a procedure he had to use so much that everyone knew what to do. of course it didnt mean he doesnt follow it. he still makes sure he follows it line by line. and no matter how many ghosts attacked the school, kids were always terrified which made it harder to count them. lancer didnt blame the kids of course. he was feeling bad for them if anything else. those kids were just teenagers and they shouldnt live through this again and again.

lancer tried his best to keep the terrified ones calm and lead everyone to outside. it was the hunter ghost attacking and phantom was already fighting him. no matter what those lousy ghost hunters say lancer trusted phantom to protect them. he saw him saving his kids countless of times.

after everyone was outside he counted his students. only one was missing. daniel fenton. when he spotted one of his friends he decided to ask her.

"ms. manson, i couldnt see mr. fenton do you know where he is?" just for a tiny second lancer saw a little panic flash in the girl's eyes.

"uhh yeah he is with tucker." sam blurted out. lancer could tell she was lying. he was a teacher for almost 15 years, he could tell when a student lied to him.

"great then you wouldnt mind accompanying me see mr. foley and mr. fenton right?" sam cringed to herself probably scolding herself for her bad lie.

"sure" she said with a fake smile.

they walked towards tucker as he was dealing with his phone. no fenton to be seen.

"mr. foley have you seen mr. fenton anywhere?" lancer talked before sam ever could.

"uh yeah he was with sam." tucker said without looking up his phone. only when he heard sam cleaning her throat tucker decided to look up. sam glared at tucker.

"uh did i say sam i meant to say pam" tucker tried to play it off.

"we dont have a 'pam' in our class mr. foley." lancer sighed.

"if you kids didnt know you couldve just said so. he might still be inside im gonna check before he gets hurt." lancer said as he start to head back inside. when both sam and tucker tried to stop him or run inside before him but lancer stopped both of them.

"ms. manson, mr. foley i understand that youre worried about your friend but if you step inside now, you will be suspended for a week." did they really care? no, but they were both smart enough to know that could damage their school record and neither of them wanted that.

not getting a reaction, lancer went back inside to look for danny. he searched almost everywhere but he was nowhere. the only place he didnt check was the hall of his class which had a fight going on. lancer carefully headed to his classroom. then he heard phantom saying something about 'souping the ghost' which meant it was probably safe for him to go there and thats what he did.

he expected to see phantom, yes but what he didnt expect to see was phantom looking so worn out. he looked like he was about to pass out. as lancer was about to thank him and ask him if hes alright glowing rings appeared around phantom's waist. then he transformed into danny fenton.

what. lancer couldnt believe his eyes. he was terrified. he was terrified of the fact that wes was right. what he was more terrified was that danny fenton, a 14 (soon to be 15) year-old kid was fighting and protect them all from the ghosts while trying to pursue his education as well. lancer wasnt easy on him either since he would always be late or fall asleep in the class. now he knew why.

danny was barely staying on his feet. he was tried. before he could fall lancer caught him. a fear set in danny. as lancer realized that, he started to scold him.

"so you were here. youre so lucky that phantom was around mr. fenton. you cannot wander around the school when theres an attack. if i catch you next time like this there will be consequences." with that danny was relieved. he was stressed about the next time because there will be a next time but at least lancer didnt know his identity right?

lancer forced fenton to stay in the infirmary for a few classes. danny whined at first but he was fast asleep as he relaxed when lancer made sure he wasnt going to be called absent in the attendance.

after that day lancer tried to give danny slightly more time on his works and when in detention, he gave him somewhat of an extra class knowing he fell asleep in those lessons.

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[bratbarzal]

https://www.tumblr.com/bratbarzal/780449296958062592/popping-in-to-say-that-i-do-think-she-should-have

ayo who TF is trying to claim barzy and co. are bullying anyone 🤨🤨🤨

i said it once, and i’ll say it again but angrier: GETTING CALLED OUT FOR SHITTY BEHAVIOR ISN’T BULLYING! If your boss fired you or you got dismissed from university because you were plagiarizing or using ai for your work THAT WOULDNT BE BULLYING YOU ABSOLUTE DUMBASSES, THATS CALLED THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR OWN DAMN ACTIONS. Yall need to grow tf up and start living in the real world and not your little high school musical ass world where you blame every bad thing that happens to you on “cliques” and “bullying”.

I can't change their perception of me and that's fine, but the asks about being a "clique" and expecting better were sent before I ever made that post about the stolen writing. the immediate assumption from them that we were even talking about that situation indicates a preempted opinion of me anyway.

I completely acknowledge the shitty timing. I completely acknowledge that it can be exclusive to post sometimes about chats happening in private, but I'm allowed to have friends. I'm allowed to vent about things on my own blog, and post about whatever I want.

I'm a big girl, if I have a problem I will come out and I will say it - as I did yesterday. I'm angry and I'm annoyed and tbh it's moreso with the way people have been responding to this than anything else rn!!

I'm seeing other writers get heat about posting about it when it impacts us all!!! people are so afraid to state the obvious, and saying that we should gentler and more considerate about how we're handling this, but throwing the bully word around and singling people out for their responses to a hurtful situation is just plain stupid!!

[apexdetmerr]

reasons why YOU (yes, you) can headcanon andrew detmer as trans

this is just a list of kinda ftm things about andrew and also a mini rant about how his life wouldnt be all that different

his voice is described as scratchy, and prone to breaking (script). um u guys see what im seeing right

wears a grey zip up hoodie, half zipped, so much that it became what steve remembered him by. that could totally be interpreted as a dysphoria hoodie. by me. im the only one who says that.

i mean, just look at him?? ps. i know I cheated with the flag, he's literally blue in that picture.

a lot of people call him "detmer" rather than "andrew"!! idk if its a regional thing but where im at you call people, even the ones you dont like, by their first name

extra angst for his bullying and stuff "no man, you look pretty" - wyane, while slapping him

im a trans guy and i say hes trans so hes trans

i dunno i feel like adding a trans headcanon doesnt do much to his character besides adding more angst

so, like, ever since he came out (which, id assume he did, whether it was his doing or not) probably around 8th-10th grade, his life has just been worse. transphobia was very much a thing in 2011/2012, and andrew is like, already a loser, hes got a big target on his back. matt and karen are probably the only people who'd call him "andrew", and one of them is his dying mother and the other just. kinda doesnt wanna be seen with him?? being seen talking to the trans freak would be social suicide. everyone else mostly calls him detmer

but, when he gets powers he also gets a few friends. matt and steve, two depictions of total masculinity, dont mind being seen with him. theyre teenage boys, theyre all a little mean, but they arent calling him names or whatnot. its good for andrew, he finally has what he wants, friends and validation

idk how monica would go, but he didnt throw up on her in the script soo. he couldve brushed her off, or she knew but decided to go anyways only to end up being thrown up on just the same, anything goes

when richard finds andrews camera, in that scene in the basement, his "just you being a loser. you think these people are your friends?" kinda means something else. richards words come off a little more like "you think you fit in? that they really see you as a guy?" erm, yeah richard isnt the best dad

then steve dies, his best friend is dead, and he blames himself for it. matt kinda goes back to treating him like he did before, his best friend is dead too, he blames andrew too. this is kinda where andrews apex predator mindset starts to go into overdrive

yada yada this man is transgender cuz i said so

wait! they don't love u like I love u..

[flunkett]

ive been watching alot of video essays by other autistic people, like patricia taxxon and tensai productions and every single one brings me to tears.

i was diagnosed late, later than my brother, one because i was born a girl and two because my brother fit the stereotypes to a tee whereas i just didnt.

my brother was "difficult" and loud but i was "easy" and quiet so my mom never thought to test me. never had to worry about me because i was the good kid yanow? but it wasnt that i was "shy", i wouldnt grow out of it, i communicate differently, that wouldnt change. i act different to the others around me.

i was lucky as a kid to have a friend who looking back was also likely neurodivergent so i didnt care too much about the fact i was different up until maybe 5th class. then i began to wonder why nobody but my friend really liked me? i think i blamed it on my friend, which i wish i didnt do, but i for the most part thought i was normal, it couldnt be me right? then we lost touch once we graduated primary school and upon starting secondry i realised oh. its me.

id look at people talk with their friends that they somehow managed to magically make the first day and id feel a seething, sick, jealousy within me. like that pit in your stomach you get when you do something wrong. itd make me so angry, id want nothing more than to scream at them for just laughing in my vicinity. then i made a friend and for whatever reason she has stayed my friend for five years despite my flaws. despite my disorder. and i couldnt be more thankful.

i believe i was diagnosed in second year, my friend said it was a shock at first but "made sense" and i agree, it does make sense. im autistic. i wish i remembered more of my childhood but from what i do remember there were definetly signs. not just in the way id communicate, but the way i held myself, the way id move and walk, the way id play, the way id obsess over things. i dont know if i would have liked to be diagnosed earlier like my brother, he was put in a special class and from what ive heard from him it was anything but helpful. teachers who clearly didnt know how to handle neurodivergent kids, making things worse, all that stuff. but i cant say being in a class of people who just seemed better than me was any more helpful.

idk what my point is, there is no tldr here i jus wanted to talk abt my autism because i dont feel i do enough

[pumpkinsy0]

Idk how to explain this so hopefully it makes sense and you see the vision. hc's of Pony being terrified of Tim especially when he goes over to their house to hang out with curly??

i ABSOLUTELY see ur version anon do NOT worry, strap in

•ponys scared to do ANYTHING at that house when tims around, he wants to get a snack??? curly has to go get it, and if curly says “hey tim pony wants a snack” ponys appetite is just gone IMMEDIATELY

•sometimes ponys wearing curlys shirt that was a hand me down from tim so while ponys wearing it tim goes “is that my shirt” and ponys MORTIFIED

•tim unknowingly glares at pony and it makes pony so uncomfortable, tim dont even mean to do it thats just his resting bitch face brah

•when tim speaks to curly in kreyòl and he hears his name i just know ponys bouncing his leg nervously, bc whats he saying about him😕😕

•curly does that thing where he makes pony ask tim if he can stay over bc “he wont say no to u” and pony literally has to be SHOVED into tims room to ask, even then hes stuttering and not looking at him, tim dont even care fr he just says “sure whatever”

•dont even get pony started on when the shepards argue bc its canon that they yell and throw things, poor ponys just sitting in the room looking at the trinkets in curlys room

•pony and curly are accidentally loud sometimes and tim walks in telling them to stop and it doesnt work on curly but it DEFINITELY works on pony because he damn near doesnt speak after that, hes seen what tim can roar out hes not trynna be part of that, chrly just tells him not to worry tim wont do shit

•and then pony argues that he wont do shit to HIMMM because hes his little brother, but he wouldnt hesitate putting pony into a ball shape and bouncing him all across the neighborhood till they reached his house and kick him into the window of his bedroom

•funny thing is tim actually likes pony, he thinks hes a good kid, ponys just terrified to be around him cause hes like 6ft as an 18 year old for NO reason

•SOMEWHAT UNRELATED but when curly mad he looks a LOT like tim just more unhinged and pony is even more terrified of both of them like my god

•once pony accidentally ate one of tims leftovers and he was PISSED cause he was so hungry and angela, the GOAT that she is took the blame bc she knew he wont be as mad at her, however it was still bad for pony bc now he was st the debt of angela

[jazzyblusnowflake]

Is there a ship you DON’t like? From what I've seen you seem to like many, even J x N from what I understood!

hmm. good question uhhh XD k here we go uh.

i dont usually like to talk about ships i DONT like because i dont wanna ruin anyone elses experience- its just unnecessary and unless somone asks me specifically i wouldnt share.

[also under cut cuz i ramble alot lmao]

can you tell im very enthusiastic about shipping and character dynamics? 🥺👉👈

now codegold and Jenvy and fullcompany or Luzi or Vhad even are all crackships, hell even Jessa is almost in the crackship area because some of the characters involved are either not fully developed or did not have any significant screentime and its up to the fan/consumer/writer to make their own assumptions and character developments.

i vibe with almost... most crackships? lol, because the fact that they are between characters who have very little canonical and/or meaningful interactions, therefore as a writer i get to think and develop my own interactions where... things yknow... "DEVELOP" XD like how some ppl take backgeound characters from mlp and give them and entire lore and backstory XD

like J and Tessa and even Thad who were very one dimensional and barely there. we cant even talk about J cuz liam straight up assasinated her entire poor fucking character. she has no rhyme or reason or purpose for doing any of the things she did thats why its not easy to like her for the sake of liking her.

meanwhile everyone likes villains like azula, idk catra, bill cypher, invader zim- not necessarily cuz they "have backstories" but because they made SENSE in their respective settings and what people KNEW of them. J.... J makes no sense 😭 Liam essentially didnt give us anything on her for us to connect any dots about her- especially not after somewhat hyping the character up to be AS important as the other cast but then she was just... literally tossed in the scrap dump of the planet. also Thad and a bit of Lizzy and Doll- ive been trying to develop them for a few weeks now for my MD re-writing plans and it has been HARDDD they make no sense in a setting where everything is just for gags and jokes.

but i digress- what i mean to say is- i like crackships cuz i get to MAKE the characters as i enjoy them >:"3 i love writing and doing character studies!

this all being said... i dont blame people for disliking a ship. for some reason shipping characters from shows fucking takes away years of your life- esp when you see one you dislike and your brain cant even bring a goddamn reason for why you hate the ship in the first place- so i genuinely advise people who dislike a ship to just avoid it- breathe XD maybe block the tags- dont interact so the algorythm doesnt try to bother you- tell your friends to not talk about it with you maybe- and overall internet hygiene- you dont need to try and convince yourself to like it unless you want to- but dont bother others about it.

and with all this being said now the ships "I" personally dislike are...

Vizzy, Noll, and Khori....

.....yep.

i wont elaborate on WHY i dislike them so much to the point that i had to unfollow some people just to maintain my sanity, but the thing is sometimes brain isnt convinced with "logic" so big whoop 🤷‍♀️ such is life. hope people who enjoy them have fun tho<3

hope this was helpful 👌