#and then blaming me saying that she wouldnt want to do anything for me if im being a certain way
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i am so deep in my feelings right now, i both sad and mad enough that i cannot sleep
#ive been angry oscillating between angry and sad pretty much the whole day#i had a rare saturday off and i feel like i wasted half of it for my mom and she didnt appreciate it#i wanted to take her to somewhere new for brunch and a cool bookstore and to get our nails donw#and she drove like 30 minutes in the wrong direction and wouldnt listen to me and tried to blame it on me#im not allowed to be sick on my own. she has to be sick too. if i have a headache so does she and worse#if im nauseous in the afternoon she 'threw up' that morning. she'll say its something we ate even if we ate nothing in common#ive broken our in hives that keep popping up and the whole day she was acting as if she was itchy too AND dizzy.#we had to stop multiple times because she was so dizzy. im not saying she was lying but it stopped her from cleaning#she didnt want the original breakfast place near the bookstore and salon and when we got to the second one it was closed#found a third but she didnt want to deal with parking. went to option 4 and she didnt like her food.#she also kept asking me what she was getting instead of just ordering herself. 'what was it that i wanted? yes can you tell her i want xyz'#(and let me just say i have 0 patience left for people who cant do anything themselves. helplessness is a hard hard no for me#we didnt go to the bookstore or the salon and shes like oh okay tomorrow. i told her i had plans and shes like oh you always make plans#with your friends and none with me. Girlfriend. what are we doing right now?#went home to try to clean up our apartment and got overwhelmed when i realized i have to do everything myself because she no help#while she laid down and watched pitch perfect for the 1000th time#im also trying to figure out how to tell an ex friend i dont want them back in my life because theyre so much work#but i dont have room in my life to have that conversation. im also probably going to start looking for a different job soon#i just want my parents gone. my apartment furnished. free time. and a vacation.
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#sigh#another day another medical gaslighting incident#-.-#i s2g i cant remember the last time i had a consult that wasnt just some dickhead ignoring every symptom / word i said#and then blaming all my chronic illnesses & disabilities on sleep / anxiety / weight / being trans etc#dude wouldnt listen to anything other than the sound of his own voice#and Insisted on putting me on a medication i am not remotely comfortable going on bc of oast bad reactions to similar ones#literally was like 'well u can do what i say or u can just figure ur life out and stop being stressed and sedentary all the time'#BUDDY#a) im disabled. being sedentary is not a choice and becoming un-sedentary is not an option#b) my chronic migraines and fibromyalgia r not because of stress. yes stress can make them worse sometimes#but anxiety does not cause or create severe physical conditions and disabilites. ur ridiculous. this is ridiculous#c) 'fixing my life' will not fix my chronically ill and disabled body. what a wild thing to say who tf gave u ur license#and why do u have a job at a pain clinic that specialises in chronic illnesses and disabilities. tf#d) its wildly irresponsible to insist on a medication that's from a family of meds known to cause bad side effects / reactions in a patient#and then ignore them when they tell u they r not comfortable going on that medication bc of that#and then to refuse to discuss alternatives and demand a 'my way or the highway' approach to care#and end in telling the patient they do not care about their health if they don't blindly do as u say when u dont even know them#fuck u dude#i care more about my health than u do. u have known me for 3 minutes and 20 seconds and barely skimmed my file. fuck Right off#and lastly#e) ur a dismissive discriminatory asshole and there's not a chance in hell i will trust a word out of ur mouth#when all u did in that 5 minute appt (THAT U WERE 73 MINUTES LATE TO) was gaslight tf out of me and blame me for all my disabilities#get fucked bro#ur as much of a shithead as every other doctor i've dealt with at that clinic#like the one who put me on said bad medication which caused me to lose half my hair#and then ghosted me as soon as i called to inform her of that and request a med change. its been 8 months & she still refuses to contact me#i've left over 10 messages. i ended up having to go to my GP and a dermatologist who both said to get off that medication asap#which i did. but the telogen effluvium (hair loss due to meds) STILL hasnt bounced back so now im close to balding bc of that shit doctor#and now u want me to go on a med known to cause that even WORSE just bc u feel like it regardless of my well-being? Nah. no. fuck that 🖕👋
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Decimation.
Youve been stealing back millions of eggs from Grizzco for years. And in a single night, they took it all back.
How does it feel to face a possible extinction?
Uhh lore abt Grizzco and the salmonids below!
So in my interp, Grizzco started somewhat small, bc back then Grizz and...an associate... were doing everything by themselves. When his associate went nuts, and almost ended the world by driving the nearby salmonid nations nuts as well, Inkadia launched Project Piranesi. (More on that another time.) Grizz had to think of another way to get those eggs..
…how perfect was it then, that Inkopolis, a fairly new city, was having a bit of a salmonid problem?
Grizz inserted his corporation as part of the damage control along the run routes. it only grew from there.
he expanded to the Splatlands later, though admittedly the folks there were more adapted to the salmonids compared to Inkadia. Its not as strong a hold but Splatsville and its surrounding establishments appreciated the extra precautions Grizzco provided.
Neos born fighting for her life and for her clans. Its why shes so aggressive and finds it difficult to be anything but. If shes not angry, fighting for her clans to have a life of peace…for a present and future where she can live -- what is she?
she and 3 arent so different, in that regard.
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Grizzco says that the last 7 big run locales had "unusual magnetic readings" and in my world that just means THEY DAMN PUT IT THERE!!!!
They intentionally put something there to confuse the migrators and to steal the next generation -- and the Inkfish? Ofc theyd fight for their homes.
The Splatlandians TRIED to avoid the routes when they built the city after thousands of years of observation. Sorta like the dykes and canals some cities build next to swelling rivers.
Another comparison is that the big runs are just like other natural calamities in the eyes of the nations. Its like a flood, an earthquake, a typhoon. Hell its somewhat announced that way too. The infrastructure is built with the runs in mind. The powers that be have built countermeasures.
*I say try bc some sleazy/unaware corporations still built along those routes bc of the cheaper land/other "economical reasons."
And then Inkadia just wasnt aware at all, being a newer city compared to the ancient splatlands.
Grizzco intentionally causes property damage for bigger gains. Theyve been suffering a "shortage" thanks to Neo3 and the platoon's banditry. In a bid to take everything back and more, they decided to make the biggest event in the Splatlands the salmonid's next target.
They know that EVERYONE will show up to it.
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I think seeing that counter keep ticking up gives Neo3 a sense of creeping dread. Thats the number of eggs she put back in the sea. And more. All done in a single night. All her work, down the drain.
The platoon does manage to get a LOT of it back but god. What about the fallen runners, who were supposed to get to the actual spawning grounds?
Those lives disrespected and their bodies unable to feed the spawn. (Theres only so much the survivors can drag back.)
I wonder too, how many of those runners arent there for the runs at this point. They are there to kill.
Ticked off by the persistent attacks and the misdirection. As Polyphemus says in Epic, "Take from you what you take from me."
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After multi-magnetic field disruptors in the biggest run, these salmonid have had enough and want to hit back. I wouldnt blame them...god, I wouldnt blame them
The salmonids have never resorted to kidnapping any inkfish. Theyve killed. Yeah. Part of the whole running ceremony. But it was always just a part of that.
To actually go out of their way to fight instead of spawn? Thats different. In the grand run, inkfish may notice that some bosses arent dropping golden eggs. Bc they were never here to spawn. Theyre here to drag every inkfish they find into hell.
Subsequent big runs may end up with more and more of those eggless bosses.
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Happy 700 mil!! I HAD MANY NEO3 AND SALMONID THOUGHTS. THINGS ARE GETTING SO FUCKED UP IN SPLOONWORLD. The platoon as a whole is trying to restore peace between the Splatlands, Inkadia, Octaria AND the Salmonid nations, but unless Inkadia and the Splatlands change (COUGHS mostly Inkadia), nothing can really be done.
This is the shit 3 fights for. That harmony is what they dream of. The whole world rests on their shoulders and they press on, ever forward.
#UHHH DESPITE MY RAMBLING HERE I CONGRATULATE EVERYONE FOR GETTING THAT QUOTA!! LETS KEEP GOIN GOIN GOIN#I NEED THOSE SCALES.#splatoon#splatoon fanart#agent neo 3#neo agent 3#big run#grand big run#grizzco#salmonid#opal owl’s nest#have fun with that slice of worldbuilding!! its so fuckign messed up
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This is a tangent, I'm here to entertain with needless rambling
The deep rooted hatred for taco I see in the II community genuinely concerns me. Especially since those people tend to be Mephone "apologists"(For lack of a better word, I love Mephone don't get me wrong) despite how taco is the "active" side of the coin to his "passive". The connections between them are there trust me Im connecting the dots. Ive connected them.
I understand that she's done bad things, but blaming her for her shortcomings when she doesn't and never had the same support group to change as Mephone did makes me a little ehh.. Getting upset because Microphone showed her support in the new episodes simply because you don't like the ship(I understand why people wouldnt but thats not an excuse to deny her anything), and because Taco doesn't know how to change yet and you refuse to see her as anything redeemable. I'm not big on shipping, thats not the point of this tangent, but Taco finally having someone to support her and help her change is a GOOD thing. Microphone was being the bigger person there, she was being mature and thoughtful because Taco clearly needs the help. The fact that people continue to deny Taco any kind of growth even if she goes about it in the wrong way makes me deeply uncomfortable. Because the moment any character does anything bad that isn't HER they don't say anything about it. She was shunned by her peers because she was playing the game and continued to 'play the game' so to speak.
Theres a deep rooted hint of misogyny in the way they treat her, but I wont yap about that you dont need to read allat.
I understand people have reasons for not liking characters! That's ok. But I've seen them actively go out of their way to harass people that DO like Taco and actively criticize enjoying her character.
They tend to take it as defending her actions. Which is not what's happening. I don't think oscommunity could handle vriska is all I'm saying.
Feel free to not answer this I just need whatever little imp is telling me to scream about it to get out. go draw a taco dis is driving me crazy
Thank you for dumping this in my inbox bigbarf200, I feel like a wise confidant.
okay so I don't interact/observe with the wider ii community (Mainly cuz i like playing with my touys without being bothered) So this information is so Interesting to me!!!
As you mentioned, the hate might stem from misogyny (and by the way, I’d love to read your essay—talk all you want, my friend!). This is a societal issue that affects every part of life.
That said, I also think some people might dislike her simply because she’s a hustler and stubborn. When she has a goal, she’ll do whatever it takes to achieve it, even if it means crossing into morally gray areas.
holding Mepad hostage > hijacking the show
lying and deceiving objects with good intentions > winning s1
seriously hurting Fan > winning Mic immunity
as you said in the greater scheme of things, she's genuinely done horrible things. But if you just accept that at face value you are missing out on such an amazing character. You have to consider her perspective and the circumstances of her birth (especially in a story like ii!!) to fully understand and come to an option on her. But I digress this is baby level analysis so ill move on.
people who think Mic being friendly towards Taco post e14 is out of character are misunderstanding Microphone as both a character and thematic device I think
that's literally the only rational reason I could think of as to why people would be mad about taco and mic being on good terms???
so yeah, these haters just sound like crazy irrational people who have a lot of pent-up emotions. crazy
anyways ty!!! I feel like I didn't have alot to add since, as stated, these people are just incredibly irrational. but its nice getting an earful of whagh the fuck the community is like. here are soem taco drawings for the occasion
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I know it's like 10 in the morning, but I can't stop thinking about Wade still being a massive flirt at the mansion. No staff is safe.
So I have this oc insert, right? (Similar to Carly), except her power is that she can absorb energy forms and nutrients in order to heal others by giving their bodies what they need to quicken the healing process. She can fix papercuts in 2 seconds and gashes that are less than 1 inch deep and 3 inches wide within 30 seconds, 6 inches a minute, and so on. The deeper it is, the longer it takes because that's multiple layers of replenishing. (She can't regrow your leg but if you get shot or stabbed she can probably fix you up in a couple of minutes)
You'll still have a scar, but at least you'll be okay, and you won't hurt for long. Her mutation bassically allows her to reporoduce healthy cells, not by replacing them but rather giving them what they need to heal themselves. This applies to burns, brusies, some diseases, and spotted infections, meaning a certain someone is in her office often.
A bit too often...
Now.. keep in mind that because of her powers, her weight fluctuates quickly depending on how much she uses it (COUGH kinda like fatgum COUGH) if you get my drift so sometimes her clothes are too tight or too loose for her. Realitivly (and for the ladies 😌 I got you lesbians!! I see you!) Her body is "thicker" as one would say seeing as she needs to store this energy for emergencys.
I just imagine Wade coming to bug this poor woman, jumping up on the table like, "I got a booboo 😁 can you fix it? You ARE the school nurse, right?"
She asks where and he's like "Well. You know. Down. No, down. Double down."
Until she just blinks at him all fed up like
What's even funnier is that she's hard of hearing so when he first came to flirt with her after meeting her she just stared at him dumfound as he goes through all the lanauges he knows before taking it as a challenge, so now most days when she hears him coming she either pretends she can't hear him or takes her hearing aids out.
Which is really funny because it gets to a point where she's just sitting here eating a sandwich and Wades trying his damndest to flirt in broken Portuguese.... Last week was Russian. What's even worse is that she was born and raised in the US, and her first language is English.
Warning: Sad under here but also funny.
Tw: Eating problems, Wade talks about being underweight, cancers a bitch.
I always thought about Wade and how his body is too big for someone who is experiencing cancer 24/7. How his muscle is even made of cancer cells, and I wonder about his joints, if the cartilage between there and the fat within the muscle/tendons/ skin too?
@bougiebutchbitch made me think about it with scientific cancer talking. Blame them for your sad not me /jk give me all the credit for the sad, I love being known as "That one guy who writes really sad shit but its so fucking good" anyway-
Eventually, he starts telling her stuff that would concern most people, that he wouldnt dare tell his friends because its too vaunerable, thinks he doesn't even want to tell Logan because he physically NEEDS to talk to someone but is too afraid. And seeing as he assumes she doesn't understand him what so ever, tells her stuff like how he's trying really hard to keep his weight maintained, but he just CAN'T keep anything down or in him long enough. It's like the moment something is in his gut, the cancer takes every ounce, and immediately, he's starving again, feeling malnourished, and as if he didn't eat at all.
And while Logan doesn't judge him for it, he's gotten various comments about it before. That he eats too much, that he eats too little, that people can feel his ribs, how they "didn't think he'd be this thin" how his strength "dosn't match his body." And it's something he can't really do anything about, but now they're at the mansion, so he's getting meals, a lot of them, but now Logan is wanting him to gain some weight. But he can't. He's trying so hard, and he just... cant. Between the involuntary vomiting induced by the nausea that comes along with stomach and throat cancers, it's a miracle his ribs aren't visible anymore.
"Im used to starving- thats not the point. I starved as a kid, starved in the army, starved as an adult. I've been there, done that, but this place always has so much food, and the kids in Remy's class work so hard to make it, but -" He choked up, making a whining sound. "It's not that I don't want too.. I swear.. I just... can't. I never could. By rights my metabolism should be dead, but it just never stops."
By now, he's fingering at his pants, gripping his jeans, and is semi hunched over, trying not to cry in front of her. He has no clue why he's telling her this, actually. Maybe for sympathy? Maybe because he thinks she could fix him? Or maybe because he knew she wouldn't say anything in return. Either way, he's trying to keep the tears where they belong, but they're being disobedient. Wiping them, he figures fuck it and keeps going.
"I just don't.. I don't want him to be disappointed in me. He loves me so much, and I know that. Sure, deep down, I wonder why, but what if.. what if he doesn't? What if he leaves because I can't because I'll look like this forever? It's not my fault. I can't do anything about it - I... I don't want him to think i'm not trying... because I am trying. Really hard.." He sniffles and notices that she's looking at him, quickly making a joke. "Heh.. you don't have a problem like that, though, do you?"
Wordlessly, she puts her hand on his stomach, looking away as she tries to at least help for today. It wouldn't last. It never did for him. She couldn't "cure cancer" but she could replace this areas cells with new ones so it would take longer for the other cells to infect them. If she could temporarily give him relief enough to eat something and be proud about it? (Just enough to stop his whining?) That would be good use of her energy.
At first, he flinches, thinking she's had enough of him and now is smacking him away only to pause, feeling odd on the inside. "What the hell are you do- Wait a second, you understand me!?"
As a ploy, she shakes her head, only to instantly regret it when he gasps. "You do!! Why didn't you tell me!?"
So, by helping a coworker with an upset tummy, she now suffers the fact that he now KNOWS she understands him and blabs about anything and everything to her. He finds it comforting because she does the same thing that Logan used to do before they started dating. He would act like he's ignoring him but heard and litsened to every word.
If Logan is busy, this is where he spends his lunch, in the nurses office like a chump who can't make friends at any other table, yapping to her about his kids and their progress, telling her the plot to my little pony, complaining that puppins threw up on his pillow today, giggling because next week is his and Logan's first anniversary and hes so nervous about it but he planned this big thing.
She dosn't say a word, letting him rant, responding with head tilts, shrugs, nods and shakes of her head.
"Wait- are you even litsening?"
She nods.
"Why don't you talk?"
"...."
"Can you talk??"
She nods again.
"Do you just not like to talk?"
A shrug.
"It's probably because she's tired of you harassing her."
Wade gasps and squeals happily the way he does every single time Logan came to "deal with him" when he was being disruptive to someone else's work.
"Why are you in here again? Leave that poor woman to her work before she puts a restraining order on you" He teases.
"Oh come on. Ciara, tell him that you love it. Our little talks, yeah? Theyre the highlight of your day?"
"The highlight of my day is when you leave." This is the first sentence she says to him. He gasps drimatically with his hand on his chest, offended. "Oh NOW you can talk!??"
A nod.
"*Bunny fuckin' bitch.." he grumbles as Logan takes him away.
"Cancercock...." She mutters back.
Logan stifles a laugh, looking away from Wade's dropped jaw. "I TOLD YOU THAT IN SECRET!!"
*If you made it this far, congrats! He calls her this because Jackrabbit's (Her daughter Cherri Harper) father is a is a rabbit mutant. She's of Deer mutant descent, which is how she gets her tail and abnormal ears Fawn (Ciara Garcia) has Waardenburg syndrome, which causes her deafness, loss of pigmentation in hair skin and eyes, and her arm growth adnormalities.
#finding home#finding home au#ocs#original character#Fawn#Caira Garcia#jackrabbit#Cheyenne Harper#Harry Harper#the runner#x mansion#x men#x university#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#deadpool#wade wilson#deadpool 3#the Wolverine#wolverine#wade has cancer#Wade that woman will kick you#so sassy#tw eating issues#disordered eating cw#its not his fault#Waardenburg syndrome
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ableism in mha
okay so i was scrolling and i came across this post and it helped me reorganize a lot of thoughts ive been thinking sense i first started mha. ive always been not a fan of izuku getting ofa in the first place as it felt to me as it almost completely erased any meaning of his backstory. it felt like such a plot armor/mary sue moment but in the end i got over it, assuming that most likely he would loose it at one point (i was right but we'll get to that later).
after he enters UA its almost as if his entire past is just like- not important?? i have plenty of hcs about his suppressed trauma and if you read into a lot of the situations he goes thru in the manga i can see it but is not blatantly said/expressed that he struggles with a complex from how he was treated as a child.
in the end mha becomes a manga mostly focused on some sort of version of not judging a person by their cover. The fact that a technically "villainous" quirk does not make someone a bad person.
now ofc this is totally true. no one should be overlooked or declined rights or decency because of the quirk they have. this lesson is a valid one.
the analogy i have made up in my head is this.
people who are born with "hero-like" or "useful" quirks, for example: bakugou, todoroki, hawks etc are beautiful people
(for the context of this metaphor ignore the fact that beauty is complex and is in the eye of the beholder just roll with me)
and then you have the people with "useless" or average quirks that are just average people
and then you have people like toga or shinsou with quirks that are seen as inherently dangerous. quirks that are unable to be used for good. those are the ugly people.
now obviously we shouldnt discriminate people just because society says they are ugly. there is no doubt in that and it is a tragedy that it happened and still happens.
however
20% of the population cannot even fall onto this scale. the quirkless. aka the disabled. they are not even seen as being worth a label on the scale because they are so disgusting and strange that no one wants to remember yhey exist.
i wouldnt be as upset by the lack of talk about quirkless people if izuku wasnt quirkless, if the first arc of mha wasnt izuku struggling with the fact that no one in the world cares about him but his mom and that not even her believes he can achieve anything because of his disability.
the whole set up was izuku wanted to be a hero DESPITE his disability. even though truly he thought it was impossible. he didnt work out, he didnt try and do anything to become a hero because he believed everyone was right. that what society had been telling him his whole life was true and he couldnt be a hero. but he wanted to despite that. that was the hook of mha. at least for me.
a bullied lonely boy with a disability achieves his dream despite society. despite being told at every turn that he couldnt do it. he said he can and he does.
but thats not what happened at all.
instead some pillar of all that is heroic drops down from the sky and magically cures his disability. and suddenly hes just a normal kid.
and suddenly we forget all about midoriya izuku and how hard it is to be quirkless. how much quirkless people struggle. how many of them must commit suicide because of yhe seeming completely normalized harassment of them in everyday life.
and i dont want to blame izuku for this because in the end hes a kid with trauma who just wants to fit in. its frankly quite obvious that he whole heartedly agrees with bakugou and everyone else from his past that yeah quirkless people are useless.
the way he treated Melissa in the movie broke my heart. he belittled her like it was second nature and while he obviously had no malicious feelings toward her because of her quirklessness he sees her as a second class citizen. hes surprised that she is able to achieve things despite her disability. that she manages to be happy in a world where she isnt "normal".
and again in the long run i dont truly blame izuku for feeling this way. like everyone he is a product of his environment.
again, however:
i do blame horikoshi
do we need to be nicer to people with villainous quirks: yes ofc
but your manga isnt about that. your manga is about someone whose seen as even less than that. you can address both issues.
having bakugou break down about izuku becoming quirkless was good but that was pretty much all we got.
and what happenes when izuku looses ofa?? he gives up on being a hero.
how the hell does that make sense
everyone in japan knows this boys name. he is considered a top hero. and he just drops off the face the hero scene?
hatsume exists??? izukus face has been in her boobs TWICE for gods sake. yaoyorozu can make things out of thin and are they had to wait 8 years.
izuku is too smart to not think of that.
it would take hatsume 3 days max.
and ignoring that whole point again hori is pushing the idea that bakugou and everyone from aldera were CORRECT. that yeah u were right to think the quirkless of useless cause like they cant do anything :3c
izuku has had NO growth this whole manga. all hes learned is how to hit things how to kick things and awww kacchan sad :(((.
nothing about believing in himself. nothing about how he can be a hero despite the odds. nothing even about the power of friendship helping him to overcome.
im just like wtf hori.
#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha#my hero academia#izuku midoryia#midorya#critical#negative#tw ableism#ableism#quirkless midoriya izuku#mha 430#bnha 430#mha manga#bnha manga#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#mha manga spoilers
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A little rant on patch 6 and the implications for bg3's future
Okay, bear with me for a sec its gonna go somewhere eventually. My first bg3 run (thats spammed here on this blog) i played ascended astarion/dark urge romance where i picked the reject bhaal and become the absolute ending.
as it was my first playthrough on release i was vibrating off mt seat and i didnt really have elaborate HCs or anything, i was just doing a quick evil run until the bugs get sorted out. i didn't think much beyond "yes this dude would want the shiny stones for himself"
first time i saw astarion enthralled, i was confused. he asked me to do it, he was quite insistent on it since the beginning of the game. i was confused for a couple of hours, digesting the entire game i just played. Then it hit me; the game was calling me out. it was telling me ive been stupid for not having seen this coming and at that point i felt awe.
it was right, everything pointed to this, it was right in front of my eyes all i needed was to connect the dots that the game laid out quite visibly and i was just too caught up to see.
'well my durge would never do that' didnt matter because thats exactly what the companions thought. Gale thought the powers of an insatiable weave wouldnt corrupt him, that he'd stay true to himself, shadowheart thought shar had blessed and her she'd guide her, that she could be her true self under her influence, astarion thought he'd be free, that he'd cherish the bond he'd made with the player but at the end of the day power reveals; and when that power is acquired through the corpses of thousands its quite evident that Absolute power corrupts absolutely. IT WAS IN THE FKIN NAME.
it was a shining bait i was so focused on getting my hands on that i didn't look back to see the mountain of corpses i had to step on to get there. the game was telling me 'HEY LOOK AT EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE TO GET HERE, LOOK AT WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL THE OTHERS WHO THOUGHT THEY COULD ACHIEVE THIS, DO YOU THINK YOU'D HOLD HANDS AND SING KUMBAYA WITH YOUR FRIENDS AFTER ALL THIS?'
just as there was never an option where frodo could stab saurons flaming eyeball and sit on his throne with the ring on his finger and sam at his side, there was never an ending i could get my 'happy ending' the way id like it to. i wanted frodo to remain in middle earth and have some peace in the end, i didnt understand how he was 'too changed' to remain and sam wasnt when i first read the books. i was angry even, that i didnt get what i wanted. it wasnt like tolkien haphazardly put together an ending out of his ass bcs he didnt know what to do with the characters, its not that he didn't think while writing that the fans would hate it, he wrote a story that achieved its catharsis by reaching its narrative conclusion. it couldnt have done that any other way. it was deliberate. i may not have understood or agreed at the time but it was the story he wanted to tell, and it wouldnt be one of the greatest stories ever told if the writer wanted to please a 10 y/o like myself.
it was never out of character for my durge at all, i was just blissfully avoiding the NARRATIVE.
months later we get this absolute narrative abomination:
and all i can say is im worried.
im worried bcs this is a clear disrespect to the story they've written, im worried bcs if they can do off with huge plot elements and beats such as this just like that it shows a lack of commitment to their own plot and if a huge Point of the game can be treated like a minor mistake than what else can? was is just a lack of oversight that laezel gets killed under vlaakith? can it be waved off if enough vlaakith loving gith players come together and shout loud enough that they want to ride alongside their queen with their gith gf?
what part of the game is tangible to hold on to, and after two years worth of patches that are made to appease the fans at the expense of the story, will it still be the game i fell in love with?
i dont blame the fans for wanting, i blame the devs for delivering. that they could sacrifice the integrity of a pretty straightforward story bodes ill tidings for the future of this game.
yes i wanted this feature, but i was glad i wasn't given it. i may have been confused and slightly miffed that i didn't get to reign supreme with my evil bf, but i immensely respected the game that could call me out on it. i wish they could show the same respect to their own writing.
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big ass vent about my teachers, people around me and everything idk
this is my last school year and only now i can say FUCK these teachers and people, theyre horrible at their job, horrible at being decent people, i just despise them. i was blaming myself all these past years but NO its not my fucking fault im not doing well at school, it wasnt my fault i couldnt speak the language decently enough when i had just gotten out of a war and i should not have gotten yelled at and mocked and made to feel stupid all the time. i literally got no help at all. all this time only one teacher truly helped me and didnt treat me as if im dumb and never made me feel bad about things i couldnt help. she already left the school since idk how many years though, and good for her honestly because shes too fucking good for them. i dont hate all my teachers, there are nice ones and there are ones i feel indifferent to. but some just make me hate this place and this language and everything about my life SO MUCH i just despise them
like my literature & language teacher told me a week ago that i had no potential to pass the literature exam because i wouldnt understand as a foreigner and didnt have enough knowledge or something but hey maybe i WOULD have had enough potential if you werent such a useless bitch who never helped me all these years and only mocked me and made fun of how badly i was doing. dont try to act like youre being helpful by telling me in the MIDDLE of the last year that theres no hope for me to pass the exam that i have to pass to get into university, and because of something i cant change. its not like youre actually gonna try to help me, all youre ever good for is talking shit LIKE JUST STFU IF ALL YOURE GOING TO DO IS MAKE ME FEEL WORSE THEN SHUT UP. she in particular pisses me off so much because literally for the past 3 years she never once did anything besides talk to me as if im stupid and literally make fun of the way i speak or behave all the time. not just her, many other teachers would mock my accent or straight up yell at me for not understanding. and im not talking about now, my language skills are decent enough now but in my first years when i needed help the most all they did was make me feel like shit. just how much of a FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT DO YOU HAVE TO BE TO ATTACK A KID WHO JUST LEFT A SHITTY THIRD WORLD DESTROYED COUNTRY BECAUSE THEY CANT YET MASTER YOUR LANGUAGE????
im sorry but i just actually despise this language and this whole place so much now. the language itself is complex and beautiful, yeah, but they didnt give me 1 reason to love it. how the hell do they want me to like their language when EVERYTIME i spoke in it i got made fun of or criticized? and then they also pick on me for being quiet like no matter what i do i can never be treated with bare minimum respect.
thats the thing that hurts the most. it doesnt matter where i go, i will never get to live like a normal person. why do i have to choose between not living but surviving in my country, and being treated like i dont have a brain and not worthy of respect outside of it? its actually crazy because i genuinely wish i could go back to being a kid in my country. despite everything. i dont know how, but somehow i didnt feel as shitty as i do now. maybe because i was a little kid, or maybe because back then whenever it would get really bad at least i would have hope that at some point im going to leave and it will all get better once im in a different place. right now though i have no hope at all. i cant return to my country, this place isnt that good either even as a country and its only getting worse, and i dont see a point in going anywhere else. i have literally no idea where i could go and i dont want to keep reliving the foreigner experience. i just want someone to take me out this earth completely
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five times danny's english class learned that he was phantom (and one time he had to reveal it)
3 - Mr. Lancer
it was after a big ghost attack at casper high. it was sadly during mr. lancer's lesson. he didnt know what those poor kids would do in the exams if their educations kept on getting interrupted by the ghost attacks. but right now they had bigger problems to dealt with, like running for their lives.
lancer made sure everyone in his class made it out of the class and making sure everyone was out of school. it was a procedure he had to use so much that everyone knew what to do. of course it didnt mean he doesnt follow it. he still makes sure he follows it line by line. and no matter how many ghosts attacked the school, kids were always terrified which made it harder to count them. lancer didnt blame the kids of course. he was feeling bad for them if anything else. those kids were just teenagers and they shouldnt live through this again and again.
lancer tried his best to keep the terrified ones calm and lead everyone to outside. it was the hunter ghost attacking and phantom was already fighting him. no matter what those lousy ghost hunters say lancer trusted phantom to protect them. he saw him saving his kids countless of times.
after everyone was outside he counted his students. only one was missing. daniel fenton. when he spotted one of his friends he decided to ask her.
"ms. manson, i couldnt see mr. fenton do you know where he is?" just for a tiny second lancer saw a little panic flash in the girl's eyes.
"uhh yeah he is with tucker." sam blurted out. lancer could tell she was lying. he was a teacher for almost 15 years, he could tell when a student lied to him.
"great then you wouldnt mind accompanying me see mr. foley and mr. fenton right?" sam cringed to herself probably scolding herself for her bad lie.
"sure" she said with a fake smile.
they walked towards tucker as he was dealing with his phone. no fenton to be seen.
"mr. foley have you seen mr. fenton anywhere?" lancer talked before sam ever could.
"uh yeah he was with sam." tucker said without looking up his phone. only when he heard sam cleaning her throat tucker decided to look up. sam glared at tucker.
"uh did i say sam i meant to say pam" tucker tried to play it off.
"we dont have a 'pam' in our class mr. foley." lancer sighed.
"if you kids didnt know you couldve just said so. he might still be inside im gonna check before he gets hurt." lancer said as he start to head back inside. when both sam and tucker tried to stop him or run inside before him but lancer stopped both of them.
"ms. manson, mr. foley i understand that youre worried about your friend but if you step inside now, you will be suspended for a week." did they really care? no, but they were both smart enough to know that could damage their school record and neither of them wanted that.
not getting a reaction, lancer went back inside to look for danny. he searched almost everywhere but he was nowhere. the only place he didnt check was the hall of his class which had a fight going on. lancer carefully headed to his classroom. then he heard phantom saying something about 'souping the ghost' which meant it was probably safe for him to go there and thats what he did.
he expected to see phantom, yes but what he didnt expect to see was phantom looking so worn out. he looked like he was about to pass out. as lancer was about to thank him and ask him if hes alright glowing rings appeared around phantom's waist. then he transformed into danny fenton.
what. lancer couldnt believe his eyes. he was terrified. he was terrified of the fact that wes was right. what he was more terrified was that danny fenton, a 14 (soon to be 15) year-old kid was fighting and protect them all from the ghosts while trying to pursue his education as well. lancer wasnt easy on him either since he would always be late or fall asleep in the class. now he knew why.
danny was barely staying on his feet. he was tried. before he could fall lancer caught him. a fear set in danny. as lancer realized that, he started to scold him.
"so you were here. youre so lucky that phantom was around mr. fenton. you cannot wander around the school when theres an attack. if i catch you next time like this there will be consequences." with that danny was relieved. he was stressed about the next time because there will be a next time but at least lancer didnt know his identity right?
lancer forced fenton to stay in the infirmary for a few classes. danny whined at first but he was fast asleep as he relaxed when lancer made sure he wasnt going to be called absent in the attendance.
after that day lancer tried to give danny slightly more time on his works and when in detention, he gave him somewhat of an extra class knowing he fell asleep in those lessons.
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ive been watching alot of video essays by other autistic people, like patricia taxxon and tensai productions and every single one brings me to tears.
i was diagnosed late, later than my brother, one because i was born a girl and two because my brother fit the stereotypes to a tee whereas i just didnt.
my brother was "difficult" and loud but i was "easy" and quiet so my mom never thought to test me. never had to worry about me because i was the good kid yanow? but it wasnt that i was "shy", i wouldnt grow out of it, i communicate differently, that wouldnt change. i act different to the others around me.
i was lucky as a kid to have a friend who looking back was also likely neurodivergent so i didnt care too much about the fact i was different up until maybe 5th class. then i began to wonder why nobody but my friend really liked me? i think i blamed it on my friend, which i wish i didnt do, but i for the most part thought i was normal, it couldnt be me right? then we lost touch once we graduated primary school and upon starting secondry i realised oh. its me.
id look at people talk with their friends that they somehow managed to magically make the first day and id feel a seething, sick, jealousy within me. like that pit in your stomach you get when you do something wrong. itd make me so angry, id want nothing more than to scream at them for just laughing in my vicinity. then i made a friend and for whatever reason she has stayed my friend for five years despite my flaws. despite my disorder. and i couldnt be more thankful.
i believe i was diagnosed in second year, my friend said it was a shock at first but "made sense" and i agree, it does make sense. im autistic. i wish i remembered more of my childhood but from what i do remember there were definetly signs. not just in the way id communicate, but the way i held myself, the way id move and walk, the way id play, the way id obsess over things. i dont know if i would have liked to be diagnosed earlier like my brother, he was put in a special class and from what ive heard from him it was anything but helpful. teachers who clearly didnt know how to handle neurodivergent kids, making things worse, all that stuff. but i cant say being in a class of people who just seemed better than me was any more helpful.
idk what my point is, there is no tldr here i jus wanted to talk abt my autism because i dont feel i do enough
#i love jinx because shes neurodivergent like me#i also believe my autism affects my queer identity and is probly why im a furry but i dont have the words fr that rn#personal#autism#autistic
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Idk how to explain this so hopefully it makes sense and you see the vision. hc's of Pony being terrified of Tim especially when he goes over to their house to hang out with curly??
i ABSOLUTELY see ur version anon do NOT worry, strap in
•ponys scared to do ANYTHING at that house when tims around, he wants to get a snack??? curly has to go get it, and if curly says “hey tim pony wants a snack” ponys appetite is just gone IMMEDIATELY
•sometimes ponys wearing curlys shirt that was a hand me down from tim so while ponys wearing it tim goes “is that my shirt” and ponys MORTIFIED
•tim unknowingly glares at pony and it makes pony so uncomfortable, tim dont even mean to do it thats just his resting bitch face brah
•when tim speaks to curly in kreyòl and he hears his name i just know ponys bouncing his leg nervously, bc whats he saying about him😕😕
•curly does that thing where he makes pony ask tim if he can stay over bc “he wont say no to u” and pony literally has to be SHOVED into tims room to ask, even then hes stuttering and not looking at him, tim dont even care fr he just says “sure whatever”
•dont even get pony started on when the shepards argue bc its canon that they yell and throw things, poor ponys just sitting in the room looking at the trinkets in curlys room
•pony and curly are accidentally loud sometimes and tim walks in telling them to stop and it doesnt work on curly but it DEFINITELY works on pony because he damn near doesnt speak after that, hes seen what tim can roar out hes not trynna be part of that, chrly just tells him not to worry tim wont do shit
•and then pony argues that he wont do shit to HIMMM because hes his little brother, but he wouldnt hesitate putting pony into a ball shape and bouncing him all across the neighborhood till they reached his house and kick him into the window of his bedroom
•funny thing is tim actually likes pony, he thinks hes a good kid, ponys just terrified to be around him cause hes like 6ft as an 18 year old for NO reason
•SOMEWHAT UNRELATED but when curly mad he looks a LOT like tim just more unhinged and pony is even more terrified of both of them like my god
•once pony accidentally ate one of tims leftovers and he was PISSED cause he was so hungry and angela, the GOAT that she is took the blame bc she knew he wont be as mad at her, however it was still bad for pony bc now he was st the debt of angela
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AITA for telling my bff what my ex said about them?
I had broken up with my ex 6 months beforehand and didn't talk about it with anyone but my mom and therapist for that amount of time. My friends knew it effected me pretty bad but didn't pry when I just wanted to keep it private. My ex was very long distance and didn't have many friends, so I introduced her to my irl friend group so she could have some people to talk to virtually at least. I didn't want me wanting to break up be the reason for our friends to pick sides or anything like that.
Now long story short, my ex was not happy I was ending things. She got angry saying I wasn't allowed to do this, telling me how she'd lie to our friends about me to get them to leave me as alone as she was. She gave me an order of names based on how likely she thought they'd believe her. She made "rules" for the breakup that I would still have to talk to her daily and keep an eye on her mental health so she didn't "do something stupid" and how it was my fault she was like this.
I have had previous close relationships where I felt responsible for peoples lives so I agreed. I may not have wanted to be with her romantically anymore, but of course I wanted her to live and move on and be happy. Over the months I was listening to her talk about her declining mental health, her refusals to seek professional help, her angry speeches about how I was living my life, etc. One of these speeches was about my bff and about how she blamed my bff for our breakup. And how if I didn't talk to my bff I would still be dating her. (untrue of course, if anyone blame my mom and therapist lol)
One day, my bff came over for the first time in ages for some one on one time rather than a group hang out. Our schedules were always just all over the place. I listened to her tell me about some life updates, and then she brought up how weird it was that my ex had recently started dming her wanting to be closer friends. Bff made comments about how she thought it was funny because why would she want to be closer to the person causing me grief for this long.
At this point, my mind had gone through the cycles of fearing that my ex had gotten to my bff on her list of "friends to lie to to take her side" and also shock and relief that my bff was able to tell how bad my emotional state had been for months without talking to her about what happened.
I just broke down crying
After some comfort from bff, she asked if I wouldnt mind telling her what happened and I ended up telling her.
Now my bff was pissed at my ex after I told her everything. The next day she had written an angry message to my ex defending me, and told me about it. This had me panicking more because I was scared of what my ex would do.
It turned into my ex berating me for telling my friend that "she hates her" in reference to the blaming her for the breakup because it was something she didnt feel anymore (unlikely, she had told me like 2 weeks before this she still felt that way) so I was just trying to ruin her friendships. she ordered me to tell my bff i was lying about everything
I had grown so tired of this, so I said no. I told her I only told my bff the truth and she made her own opinions. I was not responsible for that. and I told her finally that I was not responsible for her at all and thought it'd be better to go no contact.
At the same time, my bff had removed my ex from our group chats (without me telling her i was gonna go non contact, but because she thought itd be good for me) and apologized for sending the message to my ex as it was just causing more drama.
It still eats me up sometimes though. Was I the asshole for telling my bff what my ex said about her? Given, I could have just told her the exact details of the breakup without what my ex said about blaming her after the fact. Given the heightened emotions of what brought the conversation up, I just let it all out.
What are these acronyms?
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Is there a ship you DON’t like? From what I've seen you seem to like many, even J x N from what I understood!
hmm. good question uhhh XD k here we go uh.
i dont usually like to talk about ships i DONT like because i dont wanna ruin anyone elses experience- its just unnecessary and unless somone asks me specifically i wouldnt share.
[also under cut cuz i ramble alot lmao]
can you tell im very enthusiastic about shipping and character dynamics? 🥺👉👈
now codegold and Jenvy and fullcompany or Luzi or Vhad even are all crackships, hell even Jessa is almost in the crackship area because some of the characters involved are either not fully developed or did not have any significant screentime and its up to the fan/consumer/writer to make their own assumptions and character developments.
i vibe with almost... most crackships? lol, because the fact that they are between characters who have very little canonical and/or meaningful interactions, therefore as a writer i get to think and develop my own interactions where... things yknow... "DEVELOP" XD like how some ppl take backgeound characters from mlp and give them and entire lore and backstory XD
like J and Tessa and even Thad who were very one dimensional and barely there. we cant even talk about J cuz liam straight up assasinated her entire poor fucking character. she has no rhyme or reason or purpose for doing any of the things she did thats why its not easy to like her for the sake of liking her.
meanwhile everyone likes villains like azula, idk catra, bill cypher, invader zim- not necessarily cuz they "have backstories" but because they made SENSE in their respective settings and what people KNEW of them. J.... J makes no sense 😭 Liam essentially didnt give us anything on her for us to connect any dots about her- especially not after somewhat hyping the character up to be AS important as the other cast but then she was just... literally tossed in the scrap dump of the planet. also Thad and a bit of Lizzy and Doll- ive been trying to develop them for a few weeks now for my MD re-writing plans and it has been HARDDD they make no sense in a setting where everything is just for gags and jokes.
but i digress- what i mean to say is- i like crackships cuz i get to MAKE the characters as i enjoy them >:"3 i love writing and doing character studies!
this all being said... i dont blame people for disliking a ship. for some reason shipping characters from shows fucking takes away years of your life- esp when you see one you dislike and your brain cant even bring a goddamn reason for why you hate the ship in the first place- so i genuinely advise people who dislike a ship to just avoid it- breathe XD maybe block the tags- dont interact so the algorythm doesnt try to bother you- tell your friends to not talk about it with you maybe- and overall internet hygiene- you dont need to try and convince yourself to like it unless you want to- but dont bother others about it.
and with all this being said now the ships "I" personally dislike are...
Vizzy, Noll, and Khori....
.....yep.
i wont elaborate on WHY i dislike them so much to the point that i had to unfollow some people just to maintain my sanity, but the thing is sometimes brain isnt convinced with "logic" so big whoop 🤷♀️ such is life. hope people who enjoy them have fun tho<3
hope this was helpful 👌
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reasons why YOU (yes, you) can headcanon andrew detmer as trans
this is just a list of kinda ftm things about andrew and also a mini rant about how his life wouldnt be all that different
his voice is described as scratchy, and prone to breaking (script). um u guys see what im seeing right
wears a grey zip up hoodie, half zipped, so much that it became what steve remembered him by. that could totally be interpreted as a dysphoria hoodie. by me. im the only one who says that.
i mean, just look at him?? ps. i know I cheated with the flag, he's literally blue in that picture.
a lot of people call him "detmer" rather than "andrew"!! idk if its a regional thing but where im at you call people, even the ones you dont like, by their first name
extra angst for his bullying and stuff "no man, you look pretty" - wyane, while slapping him
im a trans guy and i say hes trans so hes trans
i dunno i feel like adding a trans headcanon doesnt do much to his character besides adding more angst
so, like, ever since he came out (which, id assume he did, whether it was his doing or not) probably around 8th-10th grade, his life has just been worse. transphobia was very much a thing in 2011/2012, and andrew is like, already a loser, hes got a big target on his back. matt and karen are probably the only people who'd call him "andrew", and one of them is his dying mother and the other just. kinda doesnt wanna be seen with him?? being seen talking to the trans freak would be social suicide. everyone else mostly calls him detmer
but, when he gets powers he also gets a few friends. matt and steve, two depictions of total masculinity, dont mind being seen with him. theyre teenage boys, theyre all a little mean, but they arent calling him names or whatnot. its good for andrew, he finally has what he wants, friends and validation
idk how monica would go, but he didnt throw up on her in the script soo. he couldve brushed her off, or she knew but decided to go anyways only to end up being thrown up on just the same, anything goes
when richard finds andrews camera, in that scene in the basement, his "just you being a loser. you think these people are your friends?" kinda means something else. richards words come off a little more like "you think you fit in? that they really see you as a guy?" erm, yeah richard isnt the best dad
then steve dies, his best friend is dead, and he blames himself for it. matt kinda goes back to treating him like he did before, his best friend is dead too, he blames andrew too. this is kinda where andrews apex predator mindset starts to go into overdrive
yada yada this man is transgender cuz i said so
wait! they don't love u like I love u..
#chronicle#chronicle 2012#andrew detmer#steve montgomery#matt garetty#my post#trans andrew#ill fix this later
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Weiss watched Penny pace around again, though she had to admit she was worried too. The way Ruby shut down after being told what happened to her, how she and Penny were rushed out of the room not even a minute after, being told they werent allowed to visit her until the General confirmed it… something didnt feel right about any of this with Ruby. All the words she wanted to say to comfort her wouldnt leave her lips no matter how much she tried. Her heart ached as she watched Penny, knowing just how she felt about Ruby.
“This is all my fault,” Penny said as she finally sat down. “I just had to tell her what happened to her and she’s going to hate me-”
“She’s not going to hate you because you told her she died. Besides, its not like she’d blame you for it. No one knew she’d run in the way and I’m sure she’d do it again if she was given the choice. She loves you just as much as we love her.”
“Yeah but-”
“No buts!” Weiss sighed and got up to hug Penny, almost relaxing against the synthetic skin. “We both know how Ruby is. She’s protective of both of us.”
Penny let out a soft sigh and pulled away from Weiss. “And if we’re never allowed to see her again?”
“We will be.” Weiss nearly jumped as the grimm alarms went off again on her scroll, another call to defend Mantle from the grimm. She pulled her scroll out and dismissed the alarm. “Looks like we’ll have to talk about this later. Mantle needs us.”
“I’ll meet you out there.”
“Are you sure? Maybe getting out there will help you. And we can go see your father once we’re finished. Who knows, maybe he’ll know a way to help Ruby.”
Penny paused for a moment. “He did work on her to keep her alive.”
Weiss nodded with a smile and took Penny’s hand. “If General Ironwood wont tell us what’s going on with Ruby, then I’m sure he will.”
“Alright.”
Weiss gently pulled Penny out of their room and towards the hanger to get onto an airship to get them out to Mantle. Her hand moved to reach for Ruby’s, only for her to stop and look to see Ruby still not by her side. It was a habit that she never could drop, always looking to Ruby to make sure she was doing the right thing. And today she wanted that comfort more than anything.
Still, she entered the airship with Penny and held onto the bar as she waited for the pilot to bring them to the grimm. She kept hold of Penny’s hand as the airship took off, almost squeezing to let her know she wasnt leaving. She spoke again as the drop doors started to open, her voice quiet as if she was trying to reassure herself.
“I promise, we’ll find out how to help Ruby.”
Penny gave her a small smile. “I know.”
Weiss slowly let go of Penny’s hand as she took off, her own heart raced as she took a breath and took a step off for her own landing strategy. The rush of the air reminded her of her first day at Beacon, launched off a cliff for an impromptu landing strategy. Once she was sure she had fallen for long enough, she started to create a few glyphs for her to slow her descent before turning them into solid platforms for a stairway down to the streets.
When she finally hit the pavement of the streets, she looked up in the air to find where Penny was. A smile crossed her lips once she found her and used her glyphs to start pushing forward to meet up with her. She could hear the grimm sirens in the streets going off as she got closer to the grimm, heart racing as she made sure she was ready for anything. She stopped once she saw the sabyrs that had made their way through the hole, her body relaxed as she watched Penny overhead take on the grimm. But what caught her off guard was hearing her name by a familiar voice she hadnt heard in months.
“Weiss?!” Yang called out. “Is that you?”
“Y-Yang?” Weiss took a breath as the dust and ash from the grimm settled, her legs shook as she finally caught the faces of her friends. Yang, Blake, Jaune, Nora, and Ren all there down there street. Finally, she took a step forward as if she didnt believe what she saw until that step turned into a run as she practically fell into Yang’s arms. “Its you. Its… its really you!”
“It is, Ice Queen.”
Weiss paused for a moment when she heard how tired Yang sounded, then slowly pulled away as she felt a mechanical hand rub her back. She slowly pulled away to get a good look at Yang, finally noticing the bags under her eyes and how messy her hair was. In fact, once she really got a good look, all of her friends looked disheveled from the journey they’ve been on. Then, she noticed one of Ruby’s cloaks draped over Yang’s shoulder, tattered and ripped as her fingers went across it. “You look like you’ve been through a lot. But… who’s the kid?”
“We did cross an entire continent to get here,” Jaune admitted as he sheathed his sword. “And that’s Oscar. We… have a lot to explain. Though, I cant say we expected to see you here after your father took you back to Atlas.”
Weiss nodded and gave her friends a soft smile, glad to know they were alright as Penny landed behind her. “He doesnt exactly approve, but since its Atlas, he allows me. Penny and I have been keeping Mantle safe along with Ruby-”
“But Ruby’s dead,” Blake interrupted. “We all saw what happened to her.”
Penny put a hand on Weiss’s shoulder and whispered to her. “Should we tell them?”
“If we dont now, then we’ll have to later,” Weiss quietly answered as she pulled away from Penny. “Ruby’s alive. She wasnt feeling well a few hours ago but-” she groaned as she heard her scroll go off in tandem with grimm sirens. She shut off her alarms and put her scroll away. “I’ll explain more later. Looks like there’s more grimm to take care of. Want to join?”
Yang smirked and readied her gauntlets. “Of course!”
Weiss nodded and started to make her way towards the grimm sirens until she saw red rose petals in the air above her. Weiss stopped once she saw Ruby land between her and their friends. “Ruby! Our friends came-”
“Stand back, Weiss,” Ruby said as she readied her scythe. “They’re wanted for stealing an airship and putting citizens in danger by wielding weapons without a proper huntsman license.”
Yang slowly lowered her gauntlets and took a step closer to Ruby. “Weiss was right, you’re alive. We can explain everything-”
“Take another step closer and I will use force to bring you down,” Ruby interrupted again. “Drop your weapons. I wont ask again.”
Weiss put a hand on Ruby’s shoulder. “Ruby, they’re our friends, your sister. Dont you recognize them?”
Ruby went quiet, almost as if she had started to scan them as she stared at each one. Finally, she lowered her scythe for a brief moment to press a button on the communicator in her ear. “Proceed with capture.”
“Ruby!” Weiss yelled out as she was pushed away from Ruby, unable to help her friends as she watched them get caught in gravity bolas sent towards them. Even as she saw the Ace-ops collect them, her body wouldnt let her move.
Clover walked over and offered her a hand up. “Are you alright, Weiss?”
Weiss took Clover’s hand and stood up. “Those are my friends. You have to let them go!”
“I’m afraid we cant. Stealing an Atlas aircraft, holding weapons without a huntsman license, putting civilian lives at risk while attacking grimm, and that’s without the report we received from Argus about putting the city in danger by disabling the radar. They may be your friends, but right now, they seem more like terrorists.”
Weiss tried to push past, only to be held back by Clover. “At least let me talk to them! I’m sure its a misunderstanding!”
“Your job is to keep Mantle safe from grimm. Let my team handle the human threats. Besides, dont you have a siren to take care of?”
Weiss huffed, but backed down as she watched Ruby and the Ace-ops gather up her friends. Had it been any other team besides the Ace-ops, she’d rush in to free her friends, but the Ace-ops were not a fight she wanted to pick. Nor did she want to fight Ruby either. Instead, she sheathed her weapon and started to make her way towards the grimm siren, turning back as she heard the airship her friends were loaded up into take off.
“You take care of the grimm,” Penny said as she took off after the airship. “I’ll talk to Winter and see if she can help them!”
Weiss smiled a bit. “I’ll make sure not to take too long!”
#rwby#ruby rose#rwby ruby rose#weiss schnee#penny polendina#yang xiao long#clover ebi#drabbles#protectors of atlas au#protectors of atlas
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tw: sa lolololololol
tldr: white men are the shitstain of humanity
THERES NOOOOO WAY just watched a tiktok (so perhaps not accurate i did a quick google search and couldnt find anything but like… everyone tries to hide shit that the US and europe have done lolol) abt how comfort women in korea altho ‘liberated’ by the us were still used by american soldiers after they kicked the japanese out and then all the people in the comments are like well duh oxford study!! like cant help it if asian women are throwing themselves at us smh! cant help it that asian women are hot!! its not our fault lol theyre the ones that come after us! im white and its so easy to date asian girls in my experience!!
BOIIIIIIII WHAT THE FUUUUKCKKCKCKCKCKC the oxford study is literally not. real . like its so disgustinf to me as an asian woman like this is why i coukd neveeeer date a white man and hello? in the entire video did u not comprehend what comfort women were?? these women are NAUT throwinf themselves at american men bffr they were SEX SLAVES. ur ltr saying oh shes a prostitute so her consent doesnt matter bcs its ltr her job like MEN DONT UNDERSTAND CONSENT . they say they do but they dont and thats why sa and sexual harassment stats are actually likely severely underreported bcs like tmi i was sa but like im not gonna report that bcs . personal choice wtv but i doubt he thought it was sa and i myself didnt realise why i was so uncomfortable during it until after it ended and i called a friend bcs i was . yeah and he asked me if the guy had asked to do this first and i was like . oh! he didnt! and i didnt want to make him feel bad and say stop! like its wtv im revisitinf that when im like 50 idk but the point is men dont understand consent and it SHOWS
and white men talkinf abt how asian women just throw themselfes at rhem is soooo just . sooooo like im going to go to america and buy a gun like breh wtf . firstly, thats so self-centred erm i have lots of asian friends most of them hate the asian men in the dating pool here which is why they wouldnt mind dating a white guy . secondly, the fetishisation of asian women ??? it absolutely disgusts me some of the men in these comments blaming the hyperfeminity in asian culture that makes them more attractive to heterosexual males like HUH????? what kind of incel hole did u crawl out of wtaf. YES i can admit that there is white-worship within asian communities simply bcs they are more successful (and they are more successful bcs of systemic racism lol) but that does not make it okay to treat asian women like theyre ‘easy’ and boast abt how many asian women youve been able to fuck like if the demand wasnt there? the supply wouldnt be either. the demand being white mens fetishisation of asian women and the supply being asian women. its like porn. if men didnt demand porn to the extent that they did, maybe porn wouldnt exist and we could live in a safer world were women werent raped everyday on screen for the sexual pleasure of other men. thats a whole other rant tho i hate porn and only white liberal feminists are pro-porn bcs theyre stuck in 2nd wave sexual liberation feminism (simone de beauvoir who spearheaded 2nd wave feminism voted for age of consent in france to be 13 btw) funnily enough, the only type of feminism men agree with.
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