Hey, I love your Wattpad fic From work, with love so much! Do you think you’ll ever finish it? I just really want to know what happens next in Addy’s and Dylan’s story!
Oh sweet nonnie I’m so glad you have enjoyed fwwl and have found me on here! I cannot apologise for my lack of updating that series enough and the short answer is yes I will be finishing it. Fwwl means a ridiculous amount to me and I want to do it justice for you guys and for addlan!
The long answer is I had a really rough, grief filled 2021 where I lost my grandma and 6 months later I unexpectedly lost my mum. Last year I was working through a lot to heal from the devastation feeling and unfortunately writing was not that outlet for me. I could never calm down my anxiety or focus enough to think of anything and if I managed to write something I absolutely hated it. I’ve been writing more these last 5 months but I still don’t feel like what I’ve written for fwwl is good enough. Part of what’s so difficult is I reread the series to try to get me back into the world and there’s SO FUCKING MUCH I want to change around in the first 12 chapters. There’s so many more scenes/events over those years that I wish I had done that I had originally thought about but my outline got lost in the craze of quarantine, working from home and the posting schedule I was trying to keep. All of that to say my adhd brain won’t shut the fuck up when I’m in chapter 23 about how the beginning of the series is a rushed dumpster fire and it needs fixed before I can keep going.
I’m trying tho, I promise! I’m in a much better headspace than I was last year and writing is coming to me easier, becoming a healthy outlet for me again. I don’t want to promise a release date and let you down, especially since work has been insane this last month and a half, but I do hope to start posting again soon. I want a few chapters completely done so I can post twice a week when I do get back into the swing of things.
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Y'all I know that when so-called AI generates ridiculous results it's hilarious and I find it as funny as the next guy but I NEED y'all to remember that every single time an AI answer is generated it uses 5x as much energy as a conventional websearch and burns through 10 ml of water. FOR EVERY ANSWER. Each big llm is equal to 300,000 kiligrams of carbon dioxide emissions.
LLMs are killing the environment, and when we generate answers for the lolz we're still contributing to it.
Stop using it. Stop using it for a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g. We need to kill it.
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