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… I’m rocking a sweatshirt and wishing for winter to return.
I'm genuinely curious, I don't wear sunscreen unless I'm gonna be in the sun all day or I just put some on my tattoos
Also like throw in the tags what you call it because I know it's one of those things that changes depending on where you grew up
#I don’t go outside much in the summer#bugs and weird ass smells and the sun is too bright#and the sun NEVER goes down#I like winter. it’s dark. it’s cold. I get warm in fuzzy blankets. I watch the snow fall. I step outside to breath in the cold air#it hurts my lungs. but I love it. the burn.#I hate summer. I really do#bees come out and wasps has stung me#I’ve fallen off a scooter and needed stitches bc my head was bleeding#my ex tried to drown me in a pool. girl I have problems#serious problems.#I hate summer#counting down the days to snow fall#also wear sunscreen. people’s skin flake off. its disgusting. protect your body. love your skin
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(check the tags for more and also the tag for other fics in the story!)
athena, scowling as she gets bullied into marrying the people she pined over for the last 1000 years, suddenly realising something: wait a minute
odysseus: what?
athena, frozen: wait a damn minute you know what this gives me rights to do
penelope, also realising: oh fuck yes
odysseus: I don't like the sound of whatever's happening here what are you two fucking talking about?
athena, grabbing the marriage wine and tossing it back, then kissing her new wife and husband and handing penelope a spear as she picks up a mace: we'll be back shortly, you can start celebrations without us.
penelope: do u have anything that can start a fire
athena, pulling out an old contract and scanning it before throwing it over her shoulder: yes. are you scared of heights or can we fly.
penelope: fucking bring it I've waited years for this moment
zeus: where are they going
hermes, picking up the contract: they're going to... Ogygia? Oh fucking shit they're going to fucking kill Calypso- hey, hello, WAIT-
#odysseus disappears midway because athena plants one on him so hard his soul evaporates#(strategic to make him stop from coming after them and also from passion she forgot to hold back for once)#(and also shes maybe possibly in love and cant wait to get vengeance on Calypsos bitch ass who hurt him so much for so long)#penelope has had to deal with calypos afteraffects for literally the rest of their lives. from flashbacks to odysseus inconsolably crying#at her feet for forgiveness some days even though shes always said frim the first moment that it wasnt his fault#the rest of the gods have to chase them down to prevent them from eternally torturing calypso (goddesses cant die <3)#athenas blazing mad and sick with guilt and horror. she couldn't attack before because it would be seen as an attack from olympus#but as a wife! as two wifes! no political implications there no holds barred calypso gets her ass BEAT#but also pls imagine them chasing her and gods chasing them round and round the island while screaming#odysseus wavered like 17 times on whether to ask hermes for a lift there or not but goes in the end#their honeymoon in truth ends up being on ogygia#athena lovingly and seductively teaching penelope how to fillet a person both of them covered in ichor#odysseus with a hand over his mouth blushing grinning tears in eyes torn between turned on and terrified to be back and crying coz they lov#him that much.#((he goes to her just before they leave in the cave she used to drag him to. she can barely hold herself up and hes shaking to approach))#((but he's stronger now. settled and satisfied and content. he kneels by her and sets down bandages next to her.))#((i told you i was married he says. and because his truest weapon is his tongue- if youd just listened i wouldve found us both a way out))#she sobs and he leaves. the scars will never fade fully but he feels lighter as he steps out into the sun where athene and pen are waiting.#bloodsoaked and being shouted at by hera but smiling at him widely and gleefully as he approaches. takes a hand each and presses him btwn.#he squeezes back with a smile and leans into them. his beautiful horrifying wives#odypenath#odypenetha#odysseus#penelope#athena#odypen#odyath#penath#epic the musical#love in paradise
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"mormonism is american exceptionalism" has gotta be my least favorite anti-mormon take out there like you could talk about literally anything and THAT'S what you're going with????????? like you can talk about our weird relationship with manifest destiny and colonisation (extremely valid talking points!!!!!!) but to act like some kind of specific allegiance to the united states as an institution is inherent to our doctrine is so..... silence......
#me logging on to the internet tm to be called a dangerous cultist for the tenth time this week#like have y'all not considered that maybe our church has developed cult-ish practices because we keep being called satan spawn???????#and that fuels our collective insulated persecution complex as a faith minority? like let's just sit down and have a conversation about why#somebody's faith might be meaningful to them and the human reasons why they hold onto it-- and help them extricate that faith from fascism#that would be a million times more helpful and constructive for everyone involved#to put it in simple terms: being mean to mormons will only produce more mean mormons :/#making mormons feel like they're in danger will make mormonism dangerous#this goes for literally any community under the sun#saw a take the other day that missions are meant to train missionaries to be scared of the world outside of the church#like??????#we're never gonna solve the actual problems with this church/institution/cult if y'all keep saying nonsense like this 😭😭😭#oh my gosh 😭#vent over
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hello can anybody hear me hello. for the love of god hello
#john lynch’s face goes through like 10 microexpressions during this scene#they way he conveys a sudden wave of grief will never not murder me on the SPOT#its like. he knows if he hesitates for even a moment then he'll lose his nerve#he doesnt even hear the last thing griff says to him before driving the misericorde into his heart#if everyone hadnt been watching wolfstan i 100% believe he would have laid down in that field with griff#for how long? well probably forever. truth be told#and the fact that they're surrounded by tree stumps. the fact that griff dies in a field of tree stumps#nobody FUCKING look at me im going to become deranged#anyway watch black death#sun in any empty room#black death (2010)#black death 2010
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this song and whatever the fuck is going on with chip and the abyss
#my post#'half-awake soaking wet fever dream people screaming bloody murder' literallyyyy the kuba kenta nightmares#'you dont understand. you cant understand it' ME WHEN I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT ANY OF THIS IS SUPPOSED TO MEAN#'youve been invited' chips only goal the last 10 years has been to find arlin. the abyss kept him. maybe to lure chip in? IS ARLIN BAIT???#'youre at the party' party in the hole in the sea yaaay#'and its a place youve seen before' of course chips been the the hole in the sea before. but he doesnt remember going in. but he mustve#because he went under the same way drey did! so whether or not he remembers chip has seen the abyss#'youre with your people youre not alone' hes connected to it all in ways i dont understanddd#'you are the party!' HES A PART OF IT. SOMEHOW.#'its not a nightmare' like how kubas nightmares blended into reality!!!#'you notice that the suns not rising and the birds are dead/ theres only dust on the floor where people were before' THE BLACK SEA <33#'and the dream wont leave your head' chip never left the midnight rose. he died in the hole in the sea and never moved on. hes stuck in tha#moment forever.#'you need a drink/ half-empty bottles in the sink down the drain' remember when he drank that Questionable Liquid from the hollow bartender#'you wanna cover up your eyes but theyre already shut so tight' chip with his eyes squeezed shut as the midnight rose goes down.#'a whisper in your ear only you can hear' WELCOME HOME.#guh. can anybody hear me#Youtube
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very normal meat ball images hes fineeeee hes fine.
#thinking about what happens when he pushes himself too far and his aether kinda goes haywire LOL#its not like he even had that much to begin with the light DID NOT help at all.#its fine he usually never gets like this . most of the time its fine neough just seeping out of the scar on his face or down his back#canis (oc)#diet dr pepper#but also. guy who is associated with the sun when turning into a being made of light: surely i will not become a flashbang#actually mental image of yshtola pumping him with aether and then carrying him around as a flashlight. really funny
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have had a bit of my crash after flying too close to the sun this past week and you know what, it’s very annoying and also very good for me in a stabilizing way.
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See, part of my issue with socializing is I am a very particular person.
And the particular type of people I would get along with are also particular people.
And we're all so fed up with everyone else that we all stay home.
So I cannot find them.
#you know how media will portray someone who makes desperate attempts to get a date? thats gonne be me with friends soon.#im getting older my body is shutting down i need to make a friend before the sun starts setting on my ability to reference memes#its so rare i come across someone that im like im gonne keep this one that im gonne start arranging meetcutes just for friends.#carrying around hot coffee just for this purpose. never even drinking it. it goes cold every time before i find anyone to befriend.#and of course i have to have some elaborate lucille ball-esque scene instead of just being chill
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#vent#vent post#cw negative#Seven’s Public Diary#wish i wasn’t so fucking worthless and useless and stupid and selfish and mean#i am just so goddamn sick of my own bullshit. but i never change#i’m so tired of being weighed down by my 56492 mental illnesses. i don’t like being like this#my sleep schedule is so fucked up again and im tired of this constant cycle#this constant fight and endless effort to stay on a goddamn routine#all i want for christmas is a goddamn consistent sleep schedule#i hate sleeping through the day and being up all night but it’s like my body was fucking built for that or something#i don’t like it!! i want to be an early bird who goes to bed at 8pm and wakes up before the sun rises!!! but im the exact opposite!!!!!!!#i wish i just didn’t need to sleep at all. that would be the ideal. so many problems would be solved.#no i Really wish i just had the ability to fall asleep and wake up whenever i actually Want To instead of my body calling the shots#fell asleep at 9 this morning and im so mad that i didn’t get up when i was woken up at 11#a 2hr nap would’ve been fine and i would’ve made it through the rest of the day and been able to fucking sleep again tonight#but noOOooOoOo i had to give in to the allure of my warm cozy bed and fall back asleep for 9 more goddamn hours#now once again im too awake and rested to be able to go back to sleep. but once morning rolls around im gonna be exhausted again#and i’ll either give in and attempt to take a ‘nap’ and it’ll turn into a 12hr sleep again#or i’ll have to like. walk laps around the fucking house just to keep myself awake through the day#and i’ll be super irritable as a result and make everyone around me miserable too#but everyone is already beyond fed up with my issues and behavior. rightly so i guess. so i lose either way#god there was so much stuff i was gonna/supposed to do today#i don’t know how much longer they’re gonna put up with me being such a deadbeat#you think that’d like. motivate me to get my shit together or something but no. i’m addicted to being unconscious i guess#sleep feels so fucking good. until i wake up. which is funny bc it’s all nightmares and stress dreams anyway. why do i even enjoy sleeping#i guess bc for the first few hours after waking up i experience some modicum of relief from my other mental illnesses’ symptoms#like a soft reset.#and it’s the Only thing that gets rid of my migraines so god forbid i get one of those bc then i Have to sleep regardless of the time of day#anyways! :) that’s enough whining for one vent post. time to go do something productive
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Had to go digging around to find this old relic on the left, but I saw @glamfellens do this and thought it would be fun!
5 years of art improvement, from 2018 -> 2023 ✨
#I was barely even doing digital art in 2018#and what I did do was whatever I could sneak in the down time of my Graphic Design class bc they had a free drawing tablet I could use#I remember drawing the left of Neve and being like ��i have peaked I will never draw anything better than this”#goes to show as an artist you never stop growing :3#my art#sun-marie art
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terribly sorry for progressively getting more and more annoyed and tired with jn. this show kinda gets a lot more exhausting on a rewatch when you know its not going to get better
#i think what happened when it was airing was that like. it was the direct successor to sun and moon right?#and that was a show EVERYONE shat on when it got revealed. the setting the art change the shift to a goofier style etc etc#but then it aired and aside from some hiccups while adjusting the first few eps- sm turned out to be a joy of a show#not just for a casual watch- you can tune on most episodes without context and just have a pleasant time bc its a cozy show#but also if youre more into the battle scene bc this series kinda goes hard on them#and while the episodes had a goofier tone to them the episodes never felt like they were talking down to its audience#everyone brings up the deaths and how maturely they were handled but seriously- they didnt need to go that hard on the minior episode#and yet- it took fans a long time to really come around to it and stop giving it bad faith criticism#the most popular youtubers were finding every excuse to shit on it and mock the fans#so i think when jn was announced with another slight art shift and a different format- i think we all got a little defensive over it#like hey sm had hiccups too! jn just needs some time to grow into itself and find its footing#and we had no reason to think it wouldn’t. like there were some red flags like how mimey was handled and some clickbait episodes#but we got genuinely nice episodes back then too! the scorbunny eps were neat and ash and gohs intro eps are great#the pichu opening is REALLY strong and i thought it showed a ton of promise for the show#the leon and eternatus stuff was being set up#so i waited for jn to pick up and waved off a lot of criticism as bad faith bc hey. ppl were ruthless to sm and forgetting that we do have t#to work with the limit that its a childrens series. which is fine.#but well…… suddenly we’re in the final arc and its not better. its worse. holy shit did it get worse#episodes like the drizzile one were now the exception. not the rule.#most episodes that are pleasant on a first watch became an absolute slog on a rewatch#the ‘’fanservice’’ feels more like a marketing ploy than an attempt to respect the characters. the production value was a goddamn mess.#entire arcs went unresolved#so it gave me rose tinted glasses until it all fell apart at once for me at the end#but now i have the joyful experience of watching the whole thing through knowing damn good and well it gets worse. yay#echoed voice#jn lb
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"For someone who heals up by sleeping, you really don't do enough of it, Oniichan."
Touya's not so content to spend his nights in a box when there's a whole world to wander (and an annoying little brother to deal with).
#demon slayer#my hero academia#touya todoroki#shouto todoroki#mha#Todoroki: Demon Slayer#Nezuko is a baby angel never done anything wrong Touya's picked violence every day of his life#they are not the same#The moment the sun goes down he's out and everyone else's problem#Questions welcome btw just if anyone's curious#Sketches
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U know ur in a funk when ur listening to glad you came
#the sun goes down the stars go out and all that counts is here and now#the universe will never be the same im glad u came....#the ver im listening to is more brotish than my memories
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What if the episode of Thenas Mahd Wy‘ry was stronger this time? Gil fighting her and trying to calm her down for many hours? What if Thena wakes up the next day and sees Gil laying and still sleeping beside her, very exhausted and injured. But as soon as she touches one of the deepest wound on his arm his eyes opens but he can’t move because he is sore, exhausted and in pain but trying not to show it to Thena? Her taking care of him and his wounds and him apologizing.
Give us your best hurt,comfort and soft thenamesh :)
Gil pried his eyes open, even that causing a certain amount of ache in him. His bones felt like they were screaming, his skin was on fire from head to toe. He half expected to be faced with the merciless Australian sun, but he was under some sort of canvas. He did his best to look around him, finding a lot more than just barren wasteland around him.
There was a canvas tied over him, to protect him from the sun, not that he could get a sunburn anyway. A linen sheet was thrown over him and there were a few vessels of water sitting around him in no particular arrangement.
They had only gotten the house built recently. They weren't exactly rich in supplies.
"Don't move."
Thena padded over to him, her feet bare in the sand and her hair billowing around her shoulders in the breeze. Her dress danced around her ankles, although it had a few more rips and tears in it from their fight.
She knelt down beside him, holding yet another mug of water in her hands. She leaned over to get a better look at him. She was frowning.
"Hey," he smiled at her, although even that took some effort on his part. He couldn't believe how sore he was--how exhausted he felt. This fight must have really done a number on him.
He could remember it starting like always, him and Thena fighting it out as her eyes washed over. It was a fierce one this time, he recalled. He didn't know what had set her off, but she was as deadly as always. It had taken hours, he knew that. It was much like the fight they had endured when first arriving on this continent.
Thena was silent, as he might have expected. She had never been a talker, and Mahd Wy'ry didn't exactly encourage her to start voicing her feelings.
Gil sighed as she helped tip his head up, letting him lap up just a little water at a time. She laid him down again, and he mustered the energy to turn his head. "How long have I been out here?"
He could practically see Thena trying to force the words out. Sometimes it took a little nudge for them to form properly. He just missed her voice.
Thena looked around, counting the cups she had left beside him instead of bringing back to the house with her. Her lip wobbled faintly before getting out, "four...almost."
Three days he had laid out here. Three days Thena had been caring for him out here, drained of strength and energy just as much as he was, if not moreso. He looked at her again, seeing that anguished expression that came over her after every episode of Mahdness.
His hand felt like it weighed too much for even him, but as soon as it so much as twitched Thena picked it up in hers, eager to see to his every want and need. He smiled, "you been taking care of me?"
She nodded. Her hands tightened around his. "I did this."
"Hey," Gil frowned, but her tears took to the air and hit his skin like rain. He missed the rain.
"I'm sorry," she whispered, looking down at him as if he were already lying in his grave and she had been the one to put him there. This had happened a few times since Tenochtitlan, and their departure henceforth.
He knew it was hard on her. Not just whatever the condition itself made her endure, but he knew that it was hard on her to fight him--to see him like this, by her own doing. He couldn't imagine it. If he woke up from a sleep and discovered that Thena was hurt because of him?
He would rather Arishem just take him away.
"Hey," Gil whispered again, pulling her down to him by letting his hand become heavy again. She leaned over him, her head resting on his chest as she truly and genuinely wept. He moved his other hand to her back, holding her as best he could. His poor Thena. "It's not your fault."
"It is," she whispered again, only because she didn't have the breath to scream. Her hand grasped a handful of his shirt, clenching it desperately.
"Well," Gil paused, rubbing her back. He wasn't going to just lie to her about it. "That doesn't mean you have to cry over it."
Thena at least lifted her head and looked at him. He wouldn't have blamed her for giving him the look she always gave him when he told a particularly silly joke. But she shook her head at him, "it seems all I am able to do for you in this state."
Gil brought his hand up to her cheek in a newfound wave of energy. She held it with her own to support him. "That's not true. I mean, look around."
Thena's eyes dropped again, her other hand still on his chest, "felled by me, you mean?"
"No," he chuckled, determined to wipe that worried look off her face. "I mean look at what you've done for me here."
"You brought all this from the house, right? You didn't have the strength to carry me inside so you set this up, for the sun, and the wind? And you brought me all these cups of water to keep my strength up."
He could imagine her, dragging her heavy feet back and forth and back and forth. Bringing things from the house as needed just for him.
Thena's eyes changed slightly, but he took it as a good sign. "You do so much."
For her--he did so much for her, was what she was saying. She was thinking about how he would care for her after an episode. He would carry her back to bed, or perhaps in front of the fire, let her sleep it off. Sometimes in his arms, if she was still particularly fragile. He would cook her things that were gentle on her stomach and braid her hair for her.
"I'd do it again," he was quick to assert as Thena leaned away from him. He wanted to pull her back to him, to have her settle against his side again. But she tugged up the sleeve of his shirt, then checked his ribs, then prodded his thigh. He groaned as she tested the worst of his sensitivities. "Easy, Sweetheart."
Thena breezed right over the endearment, leaving his clothes rumpled. She turned, still crouched, having to gather a little strength in order to stand properly and make the short trip back to the house.
He was right, she had no more strength than he did after their fight.
She returned with yet another thing of water, but he saw the steam coming off of it. It was boiled. She dropped to the ground beside him again, holding the scalding hot clay in her palms. "It will sting."
And it did. Gil hissed as she poured the boiling hot water over his cuts and wounds. Even if they were made with Cosmic Energy instead of human steel, they were still cuts, and they had to be cleaned. Ajak wasn't here to heal them.
Gil's eyes shot open as he heard the ripping of cloth. He looked over at Thena, but blushed to find her tearing the skirt of her dress apart. He looked back at the sky in favour of the length of long, pale leg staring him in the face. "You don't have to."
Thena ignored him again, using the linen of her dress to wrap around his wounds in place of any real bandages. They really did need supplies--and new clothes, now.
Gil sighed as she wrapped another scrap around the wound on his thigh. Maybe it was for the best to get her out of the dress she had been wearing since Tenochtitlan. He would go out and find her something new--something lighter, for the hot weather, here. Something pale and pretty, just like her.
Thena, now with her knees exposed to the sun, folded them under her and laid over his chest again. "Better."
He nodded, moving his hand to her back again. "We should get you inside."
Thena shook her head before burying herself away from the sun in his chest. "Rest. Here."
"Okay," he sighed, his eyes also falling shut again. Maybe when he woke up again he would have the strength to move them both inside. "Just for a little while."
Thena sighed, all but purring, leaning over him, half seated on the ground beside him and half laid over top of him. She gripped his shirt in her hands, as if scared he could vanish if she didn't. "Just for a little while."
#Thenamesh#just them and Australia#in the early days#I had this idea of Thena just...doing her best#she's not the natural caretaker of them#so she's stuck with poor Gil#just lying there#practically comatose#and she's not strong enough to lift him#she can barely walk#so she's like okay...what does he need?#and one thing at a time she's like...he needs water#and just like...gets one single cup of water at a time#rather than something bigger#the sun is too bright so she gets out the canvas sheet and ties it to the corner of the house and a post in the ground over them#One night she sees Gil shiver#they only have like two blankets so over Gil it goes#because also of course she's been sleeping out there with him#sleep inside without her Gilgamesh? never#so she just lies down with him there#in the dirt#under the sun and in the howling wind#because she can't protect him from herself#but anything else in the universe?#come and try it#the Goddess of War dares you
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Does the Tugs ending theme make you feel every emotion know to mankind or should I go to therapy
#this is tugs#shitpost#like it’s so joyful and celebratory sounding but at the same time so much like#like the feeling of leaving your grandparents house as the sun goes down and knowing that at some point you will do that one final time#and then never again.#Don’t even get me STARTED on Across the Sea and the sizzle reel version (jk doing it anyway)#Across the Sea feels more “complete” with the vocals and everything but yea see above#And the sizzle reel version is less impactful imo but THAT PIANO AT THE BEGIINING is so so good#funnily enough I think I may prefer John Hayes’ version over the one from the Castle Vision reel#Although idk if the Castle Vision theme or the one from the legit sizzler are the same or not so take this with a grain of sat#anyways listen to any of these while gazing out at a beautiful sunset it’ll do you some good
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one of the best things about spotify wrapped is the moment when a song you had on repeat six months ago pops up and you fall down the musical hyperfixation rabbit hole once more
#as i slide ruby friedman’s cover of you’ll never leave harlan alive back onto perma-repeat#wheeeeere the sun comes uuuuup about ten in the morning (and the sun goes down about three in the day)
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