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both sqqs use their fans asian-mom-slipper-style
also shang qinghua totally dodged that via tripping
#this animation is so old but op never got to finish it cause her pen broke#she only decided to post bcs ao3 is down#and she misses drawing for the fandom#now that shes gone through every liujiu fic under the sun#and feels devoid of purpose#also this 100% goes for both shens#scum villain#svsss#shen qingqiu#svsss fanart#sqq#shen jiu#shen yuan#shang qinghua#scum villain's self saving system#sqh#my art
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tommy must live in a perpetual state of confusion over buck
do you think the longer buck allies the more tommy realises that "oh, he really is like this but he's definitely some flavor of queer"? because i see tommy maybe gently testing buck's jealousy to see what it'll take to make him break
oooookay once again this is not a snippet (sorryyyyy) but is more me attempting to understand wtf is going on in tommy's head throughout all this that he keeps "sure, okay"-ing himself into ridiculous situations with buck, so apologies for just unloading the contents of my brain on you
there are a few things i've been chewing on in terms of figuring out how tommy reacts to the buck of it all, which i hope will make it make sense that i actually don't think tommy pushing or testing for jealousy is on the cards in this fic (although i do love the idea!)
so first of all, this is a younger tommy than we've seen interact with buck in canon (of course), so whatever happened to make him Like That in the breakup hasn't happened yet (and won't, because i am a slut for a HEA). he's newly out and in my experience, a lot of newly out people, particularly people who are a bit older have something of a second adolescence. so yeah while this means he's incredibly horny (horny enough to let a self-proclaimed straight guy give him the absolute best sex of his life) it also means he just wants to have fun!! and buck is SO. MUCH. FUN. he's spent so long so tightly controlled that he's trying really hard to just go with the flow.
second, when i say newly out tommy, i mean newly out. like, it's one thing to "stop lying about who i am" - to me, there's a non-zero chance that just means "stop making up girlfriends" rather than "actually grapple with the life-long process of coming out (again and again and again)". so in my head (and it might come up in the fic, idk yet) the scene early on where he tells buck he doesn't want the cute girl's number because he's gay is probably one of the first times he actually said the words out loud. which ties into...
third, we know tommy was work friends with sal (at least and again, don't know that it'll come up in the fic but for the record, he 100% had a monstrous crush on him, like it made him ILL how much he wanted sal, i will hear no arguments), and that he developed good - again, work-based - friendships with hen and chim, but i feel like for a deeply closeted guy under dadt with a shitty childhood buck might be his first actual friend who knows all of him and likes him. spends time with him. doesn't care that he's gay. actively supports his gayness. doesn't recoil and in fact actively encourages tommy to talk about it. so i think tommy is just...deeply, deeply grateful for this confusing train wreck of a man
fourth, while i think there are definitely times that tommy thinks "he...he's flirting with me, right? is something gonna happen here?" this is a guy who has spent his entire adult life not looking at that kinda thing. not letting himself wonder if a guy (particularly a friend) is into him. or really, even if he's into them. he's really, really good at compartmentalising, and buck's pretty insistent that he's straight, so tommy's taking that at face value. hey, buck makes compelling arguments ("tommy, straight men have prostates too!")
aaaaand there we have the contents of my brain as it relates to one tommy kinard. even in my own incredibly stupid AUs, i am frankly obsessed. i want to gnaw on him. i'll settle for having buck do it instead.
#bucktommy#my writing#sorta#allying too close to the sun#the tommy edition#welcome to my ted talk#obviously this is dialled up to eleven for the benefit of a ridiculous fic but story time:#around ten years ago i had this friend - gorgeous and cool and SO AWESOME - tiny part of me was down bad from the second i laid eyes on her#funny and flirty and interested in my dating life. told me she'd slept with a couple of women. and straight.#that word from her own mouth to my own ears. every now and then i'd think#“hey this seems...kinda charged. i wonder... nah she's straight she said that with her own literal mouth”#so i was genuinely entirely happy to be her friend#like no qualifiers no “what ifs” just “god i'm so glad i know you”#anyway we're married now#c'est la vie say the old folks it goes to show you never can tell
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me: *is having a bad brain time* me: *checks time* time: *is dark-thirty* me, at my own brain: oh you little bitch
#thank fuck for the person that said never trust your brain once the sun goes down#my brain is being a squirrely bitch rn and is going into time out about it
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hello can anybody hear me hello. for the love of god hello
#john lynch’s face goes through like 10 microexpressions during this scene#they way he conveys a sudden wave of grief will never not murder me on the SPOT#its like. he knows if he hesitates for even a moment then he'll lose his nerve#he doesnt even hear the last thing griff says to him before driving the misericorde into his heart#if everyone hadnt been watching wolfstan i 100% believe he would have laid down in that field with griff#for how long? well probably forever. truth be told#and the fact that they're surrounded by tree stumps. the fact that griff dies in a field of tree stumps#nobody FUCKING look at me im going to become deranged#anyway watch black death#sun in any empty room#black death (2010)#black death 2010
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this song and whatever the fuck is going on with chip and the abyss
#my post#'half-awake soaking wet fever dream people screaming bloody murder' literallyyyy the kuba kenta nightmares#jrwi thinking#'you dont understand. you cant understand it' ME WHEN I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT ANY OF THIS IS SUPPOSED TO MEAN#'youve been invited' chips only goal the last 10 years has been to find arlin. the abyss kept him. maybe to lure chip in? IS ARLIN BAIT???#'youre at the party' party in the hole in the sea yaaay#'and its a place youve seen before' of course chips been the the hole in the sea before. but he doesnt remember going in. but he mustve#because he went under the same way drey did! so whether or not he remembers chip has seen the abyss#'youre with your people youre not alone' hes connected to it all in ways i dont understanddd#'you are the party!' HES A PART OF IT. SOMEHOW.#'its not a nightmare' like how kubas nightmares blended into reality!!!#'you notice that the suns not rising and the birds are dead/ theres only dust on the floor where people were before' THE BLACK SEA <33#'and the dream wont leave your head' chip never left the midnight rose. he died in the hole in the sea and never moved on. hes stuck in tha#moment forever.#'you need a drink/ half-empty bottles in the sink down the drain' remember when he drank that Questionable Liquid from the hollow bartender#'you wanna cover up your eyes but theyre already shut so tight' chip with his eyes squeezed shut as the midnight rose goes down.#'a whisper in your ear only you can hear' WELCOME HOME.#guh. can anybody hear me#Youtube
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have had a bit of my crash after flying too close to the sun this past week and you know what, it’s very annoying and also very good for me in a stabilizing way.
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just had the worst day ever and it’s not even 2pm. computer can you show me dick winters later before i actually fucking explode…
#you WILL catch me and episode five once the sun goes down and there’s no longer a glare on my tv. trust#until then. well i’m taking off this goddamn christmas nail polish. sick of her ass#oh wait all is not lost i forgot about my coke zero…. after work i got a huge drink as a treat… my vanilla coke zero… 🩷🩷🩷🩷#oh but then i have to. get this. finish laundry#yeah we’re still doing laundry. i’ve been doing laundry for a week. more even#i keep being almost done but then i have more#laundry has never been this sisyphean ever before. it’s dire#can i say something honest and real. earlier i spilled something on my sweatshirt and the thought of having to wash it is making me tear up
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See, part of my issue with socializing is I am a very particular person.
And the particular type of people I would get along with are also particular people.
And we're all so fed up with everyone else that we all stay home.
So I cannot find them.
#you know how media will portray someone who makes desperate attempts to get a date? thats gonne be me with friends soon.#im getting older my body is shutting down i need to make a friend before the sun starts setting on my ability to reference memes#its so rare i come across someone that im like im gonne keep this one that im gonne start arranging meetcutes just for friends.#carrying around hot coffee just for this purpose. never even drinking it. it goes cold every time before i find anyone to befriend.#and of course i have to have some elaborate lucille ball-esque scene instead of just being chill
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#vent#vent post#cw negative#Seven’s Public Diary#wish i wasn’t so fucking worthless and useless and stupid and selfish and mean#i am just so goddamn sick of my own bullshit. but i never change#i’m so tired of being weighed down by my 56492 mental illnesses. i don’t like being like this#my sleep schedule is so fucked up again and im tired of this constant cycle#this constant fight and endless effort to stay on a goddamn routine#all i want for christmas is a goddamn consistent sleep schedule#i hate sleeping through the day and being up all night but it’s like my body was fucking built for that or something#i don’t like it!! i want to be an early bird who goes to bed at 8pm and wakes up before the sun rises!!! but im the exact opposite!!!!!!!#i wish i just didn’t need to sleep at all. that would be the ideal. so many problems would be solved.#no i Really wish i just had the ability to fall asleep and wake up whenever i actually Want To instead of my body calling the shots#fell asleep at 9 this morning and im so mad that i didn’t get up when i was woken up at 11#a 2hr nap would’ve been fine and i would’ve made it through the rest of the day and been able to fucking sleep again tonight#but noOOooOoOo i had to give in to the allure of my warm cozy bed and fall back asleep for 9 more goddamn hours#now once again im too awake and rested to be able to go back to sleep. but once morning rolls around im gonna be exhausted again#and i’ll either give in and attempt to take a ‘nap’ and it’ll turn into a 12hr sleep again#or i’ll have to like. walk laps around the fucking house just to keep myself awake through the day#and i’ll be super irritable as a result and make everyone around me miserable too#but everyone is already beyond fed up with my issues and behavior. rightly so i guess. so i lose either way#god there was so much stuff i was gonna/supposed to do today#i don’t know how much longer they’re gonna put up with me being such a deadbeat#you think that’d like. motivate me to get my shit together or something but no. i’m addicted to being unconscious i guess#sleep feels so fucking good. until i wake up. which is funny bc it’s all nightmares and stress dreams anyway. why do i even enjoy sleeping#i guess bc for the first few hours after waking up i experience some modicum of relief from my other mental illnesses’ symptoms#like a soft reset.#and it’s the Only thing that gets rid of my migraines so god forbid i get one of those bc then i Have to sleep regardless of the time of day#anyways! :) that’s enough whining for one vent post. time to go do something productive
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Had to go digging around to find this old relic on the left, but I saw @glamfellens do this and thought it would be fun!
5 years of art improvement, from 2018 -> 2023 ✨
#I was barely even doing digital art in 2018#and what I did do was whatever I could sneak in the down time of my Graphic Design class bc they had a free drawing tablet I could use#I remember drawing the left of Neve and being like “i have peaked I will never draw anything better than this”#goes to show as an artist you never stop growing :3#my art#sun-marie art
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It's long past time that my bottle girls moved outside and started adjusting to life as real sheep. Since they've outsmarted the pasture gates in their endless search of mom (aka me) thanks to their small size, they're hanging out in the most overgrown pheasant pen, which is extremely secure, so they're absolutely safe and have an endless source of grass to munch. The pheasants are confused about the situation, but it's a plenty big enough space for them and two little lambs.
#personaljournalposts#sheep#lamb#lambs#jacob sheep#jacobs sheep#hbfarm#the helicopter mom in me wants to rush out and bring them in once the sun goes down. but i know this is what's best for them.#and the spare room they've been stinking up lol#they've spent most of the daytimes outside the last several weeks but never overnight just in case
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U know ur in a funk when ur listening to glad you came
#the sun goes down the stars go out and all that counts is here and now#the universe will never be the same im glad u came....#the ver im listening to is more brotish than my memories
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Does the Tugs ending theme make you feel every emotion know to mankind or should I go to therapy
#this is tugs#shitpost#like it’s so joyful and celebratory sounding but at the same time so much like#like the feeling of leaving your grandparents house as the sun goes down and knowing that at some point you will do that one final time#and then never again.#Don’t even get me STARTED on Across the Sea and the sizzle reel version (jk doing it anyway)#Across the Sea feels more “complete” with the vocals and everything but yea see above#And the sizzle reel version is less impactful imo but THAT PIANO AT THE BEGIINING is so so good#funnily enough I think I may prefer John Hayes’ version over the one from the Castle Vision reel#Although idk if the Castle Vision theme or the one from the legit sizzler are the same or not so take this with a grain of sat#anyways listen to any of these while gazing out at a beautiful sunset it’ll do you some good
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can you spend a little time time is slipping away away from us so stay stay with me i cna make make you glad you came THE SUN GOES DOWN THE STARS COME OUT AND ALL THAT COUNTS IS HERE AND NOW MY UNIVERSE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME IM GLAD YOU CAME IM GLAD YOU CAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#guys idt you get it the sun goes down the stars come out and all that counts is here and now my universe will never be the same. im#basically yeah. literally not as good as i remember lidtening to it However imagine being 11 years old sitting with yr sibling singing#along and hen you do its literally the best song ever. the sun goes down the stars come out if you get it you get it if you dont you dont!!
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and if i say that glad you came by the wanted serves more cunt than anything onedee put out.
#like. THE SUN GOES DOWN THE STARS COME OUT AND ALL THAT COUNTS IS HERE RN MY UNIVERSE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME IM GLAD YOU CAME ;)#rambles
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ahaha what if in my cursebound au i make morro unlock her dragon by realising shes a girl
#IT WOULD HAVE LAYERS OBVIOUSLY TO IT#morro wu#like not just Gender(tm) but also the fact morro had the time to sit down and think about themself as something other than wu's weapon#and green ninja to be#and this being like a glass ceiling breaking point to rebuilding her identity as something outside of it#forcing morro to sit down in the sun with wind blowing at her face so they can realise she doesnt even wanna be a fighter anymore#and she goes to be a tattoo artist in njg city#by girl i mean like girl adjacent because youll never catch me making my genuine blorbos have a binary gender sowwy#*#cursebound au
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