#and the pain was heaven
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so i know i should’ve left this to be discovered while y’all read the final draft but this was to good not to share so:
*the word covered by the pencil button is “said”
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#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#and a special shout out to danmei cosplayers because you know this pain
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vent art i drew of karkat with IBS
#lord in heaven please take all my stomach pain away double it and give it to karkat#homestuck#karkat vantas
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"Isn't it easier to hate one person than a whole group?" Xie Lian shouldering the burden of hatred and selflessness 🦋 | Heaven Official’s Blessing S2 Ep10
#tgcf#tgcf spoilers#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#mxtxnet#tgcfedit#mine#tgcf: gifs#gifs: donghua#when XL said empty worthless nonsense I felt like he was talking about himself and I cried a little#this episode was SO painful oh my god#especially this scene was so so hard to watch
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The fact that Xie Lian is often unable to hide his pain from Hua Cheng, like when there's a needle stuck in his foot, is to me what shows most how deep their love for each other goes.
Xie Lian feels so safe with Hua Cheng, so understood, respected and loved, that even his body fully knows it and is unable to hide anything from Hua Cheng because it doesn't feel the need to.
#and this obviously applies to things other than physical pain as well!#i love hua cheng so much. his respect for xie lian's pain means everything to me#and i love that he's willing to go 'against' xie lian if that's what's necessary to protect him from getting harmed#especially because that isn't something hua cheng always likes to do#catching myself automatically unmasking that i'm in pain around certain people (or even almost being unable to mask it all)#is one of the best feelings in the world to me and i loved seeing that in tgcf so much!#i could talk about the topic of pain in tgcf and cry about hualian all day lmao#tgcf#tgcf thoughts#tgcf spoilers#heaven official's blessing#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#my thoughts#cw pain#cw physical pain#cw chronic pain#cw injury
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gettin a lil close on the ox cart there huh guys!!!! get a room!!!!
#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#tgcf#heaven officials blessing#my art#they are healing my bones#my aches my pains#gone bc of them
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Idk if you've ever seen it, but I imagine Machete coming to Vasco in his dreams like bambi's mom does to him in bambi 2. Just this beautiful golden field they played in, shining butterflies haloing Machete who isn't sickly, isn't in pain, a healthy beautiful dog but still undeniably himself. Looking at him with so much love and kindness, even though his mortal form is gone, he's been so truly blessed. Gives Vasco the strength to go on.
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#oh for heaven's sake you can't put that image in my head /j#“isn't sickly isn't in pain”#“gives Vasco the strength to go on”#anonymous#answered#Vaschete scenarios#isn't this more or less what many people experience after losing a close loved one?#hoping to receive some kind of sign that the deceased person is okay wherever they are and hasn't completely abandoned them#and getting that postmortem dream visit can ease the grieving process significantly#I don't know I feel like I've heard the same thing from multiple people
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Love it when my favorite character is also my favorite to draw
[ID in plain and alt text: digital art page of xie lian drawn 3 times against a pastel yellow background with an orange grid. On the left is him with both arms behind his back looking sheepish, eyes upwards avoiding the camera with a guilty smile and sweat drops drawn next to him. On the top right is xie lian with a similar sheepish expression, hands waving in front of him. On the bottom right, he bends his neck and head forward looking to the side with a judgemental open mouthed frown, one pointer finger resting on his chin. End ID]
#xie lian#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#tgcf#my art#im a main character enjoyer but usually theyre a pain to draw looking at u phoenix wright and naruto spiky ass mfs
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There's a disabled angel in good omens 🥺
#listen im only in episode two and i know there's some drama going down but im focusing on this lol#i love that not only do they show the angel using a wheelchair and being ambulatory#but they also visibly show them miracling innaccessibility issues so that they Can still use the chair#instead of just getting rid of the disability#part of my is conflicted bc im like... there's disabilities in heaven? and that makes Me sad bc my disability is hell and painful as fuck#But getting rid of disability in fantasy is eugenist crap and showing that god made a disabled angel is a net good thing#while it personally makes me sad to think if there was a heaven i could still be in pain all the time#not all disabilites are bad and need to be cured we're a wide spectrum and we've been fighting for disabled rep esp in fantasy for ages#it's objectively good my personal feelings about my own disability aside#part of me thinks it's cliche to say 'you were made perfect' bc they're an angel But it's not we literally havent had this type of rep lol#anyways it made me happy to see#and im so glad it's a power chair user that's ambulatory it's important for abled ppl to see that#anyways y'all keep your drama and spoilers off my post im not far in and im only talking about this shoo#oh also!! love the fantasy hover chair they use in heaven specifically too i wish we had that it kicks ass#p
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If you were truly as evil as you like to paint yourself, you would've done that. Nah. That's the trouble with you lot. You don't just see things in black and white. Sometimes, you've just gotta blur the edges.
#goodomensedit#goedit#good omens#good omens spoilers#aziraphale#crowley#ineffable husbands#edits#tusermyra#jameszmaguire#the parallels were sick and twisted#sick and twisted i tell you#the unadulterated joy on aziraphale's face throughout the whole season every time he saw crowley#contrasting SO MUCH with the post-kiss confusion/pain#i literally wanna kword myself cause david and michael really gave us everything in terms of performance#it was a crescendo with the perfect peak#heaven once again confirmed most toxic work place in the universe#rs: hereditary enemies
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SNIPPET OF THE KISS SCENE BECAUSE I CANT STOP SCREAMING
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Aiden ripped himself away, his lungs clamoring for air. “You– you’ll get sick,” he gasped desperately.
Her eyes were erratic. He’d never seen her like this before, a girl of unrestrained want and raw desire. It was a totally different side of her, a side he embraced entirely.
Her hands curled around the fabric of his t-shirt, just below his collarbone. “I don’t care,” she said and then their mouths met in a flurry of hungry kisses and it was pure bliss once more.
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STOP I CANNOT- IM DYING- PLEASE SEND HELP
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Everyone I know who's into Chinese dramas (sample size: 3) got into them through The Untamed/CQL. At the same time, the Untamed/Mo Dao Zu Shi fandom seems to be larger than the fandom for all other C-dramas combined. So I'm curious about people (in an English-language fan space like this)'s relationship with C-dramas!
#Sorry for switching between The Untamed and CQL in the poll. Keeping the answers short enough was a pain. :/#The Untamed#Mo Dao Zu Shi#Chen Qing Ling#MDZS#CQL#poll#Douluo Continent#The Wolf#Word of Honor#Begin Again#Love Begins at Marriage#Oh! My Emperor#Battle Through the Heavens#Love Between Fairy and Devil#Take My Brother Away#Till the End of the Moon#The Longest Promise#Blood of Youth#Joy of Life#Wulin Heroes#<- just tagging every C-drama I can remember watching off the top of my head#original#The Screen Foxes#Wish I could remember the English title of that romcom starring Zhang Haowei but I think the Chinese title translated to#Master Please Take Care of Yourself
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When the story is over. When evil is defeated. When he's happily married. Xie Lian BETTER get head and breakfast in bed every single morning for the rest of his immortal existence.
#mxtx where did the pain begin#and why do you cope with it by putting ancient chinese jesus through an industrial strength juicer#please i just want to talk#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#tgcf book 6#mxtx#xie lian#hualian
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Doctor Who Series 9 is kinda peak yeah Maybe I'll color this in fully, who knows
#doctor who#12th doctor#series 9#heaven sent#hell bent#face the raven#clara oswald#hahahaha i am in the best kind of pain#fanart#dekheadart
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maybe i'm just a sad lil shit that needs to make everything extra depressing but. just consider. sam only figuring out he's in love with dean after he dies. no, actually, in the moment he dies. right then and there. he's closer to him than he's been since they were younger, sharing dean's last breath with him, and in the moment he feels like he's the one about to die and he feels dean's heart slowing to a stop and his features softening as if he's just falling asleep and he thinks i want to kiss him.
shit.
i want to kiss him? what?
and then dean is gone, completely gone, and the pain takes over everything and he can't really think or feel anything past it.
but give it 2 to 3 days, sam still feeling lost and trying to figure out who he is without his brother, for real this time, so he allows himself to think about him. about them. and he remembers wanting to kiss him.
and, yeah, that's when he realizes he loved dean way more than he was supposed to, or even allowed to.
that makes him suffer even more, the aching sadness now wrapped with guilt, and longing, and regret, and all that could've been but he didn't realize he wanted it to be in time. and would it matter if he had? would that change anything? did dean ever feel the same? would he just hate him if he knew?
sam will never know.
#wincest#samdean#but guys. he will. he will know.#them in heaven finally confessing <333#sadness and pain#supernatural 15x20#tumblr wants to fight me today
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Realizing Xie Lian got his (bad) cooking skills from his mother - as they were royalty and did not know how to cook, their cooking skills are more cooking ✨️feelings✨️
Realizing that Xie Lian's dishes are all extravagantly named just as his mother named her dishes, and she did so because all dishes in the palace were given a name and just because they're not in a palace and fine dining, why should food naming conventions stop?
Realizing that while Xie Lian's terrible cooking and dish names may be funny, they're also a reflection of his love for his mother and the way he keeps her memory alive.
Beautiful, dark humor at its finest (and most painful)
#tgcf spoilers#spoilers#i just finished the scene where ruoye is born and I'm so devastated#and to be honest I completely forgot about the reason why xie lian names his dishes#and rereading that part made me realize the sadness and pain behind the humor of XL's cooking#many realizations ughghtb tgcf is SO complex and brilliant and#macy speaks#tgcf#xie lian#heaven official's blessing
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