#and the muses were screaming at me

[theunknownmasks]

Billie Eillish - Chihiro (slowed+reverb)

[spiderwarden]

I’ve been bad but hear me out. If Tav/Durge was a day or two late Minthara would have found the Grove.

[arkhamcalamity]

ASSIGNED AFFECTION LANGUAGE

CONSUMPTION OF A HEART UNLOVED

Here’s a dining table, here’s a set of plates. Here’s your heart, red and bursting with love. You have tried to love people all your life, but no one seems to understand you. Your own mother perhaps forgot to teach you how to protect yourself, maybe people whom you trusted chose to look the other way when all you wanted was a hand full of love. All you want is someone to take from you, all you want is someone to dig in your heart and eat it and kiss you afterwards - bloody and red. You want them to tell you that you are what they have been looking for, you want to be the one who ends their hunger.

A KNIFE CALLED GRIEF

You have left your house, you have left those people behind, but what are you going to do about the memories which have taken root in you? You can run but not without them. You want someone to sit with you on this cool marble floor while the sun burns everything. You want them to cut your rotten heart and theirs too. You want to sit with it in front of you, let them see you with all your flaws, which haven’t been your fault but you have been made to believe so, and you want them to love you anyways. Because you know you’d do that for them.

stole from the beloveds @king-crane @sanguine-salvation and @babydxhl tagging: @maximummuses (for maps?) @volucerrubidus @dementedspeedster and u

[sillyfreakx5]

i think i sometimes get codependent with my hyperfixations. like when im immersed in it it's the best feeling in the world, but when im forced to be away from it without any distractions i start feeling shit, my brain is anxiously buzzing, im practically trembling and i honestly just want to cry

so anyways LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT HOMESTUCK !!!!

[umberpath]

The Island of Dr. Moreau (1996) doesn't hold up to the book at alllll

[ofthecedartree]

𝐂𝐄𝐃𝐀𝐑 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐋 .↶

This is a roleplay blog portraying Cedar Oriel, a Love & Deepspace OC. This is created for entertainment purposes only. I (the admin) am in no way, shape, or form associated with InFold PTE LTD. or the Love and Deepspace franchise. PLEASE READ THIS POST BEFORE INTERACTING.

"𝑰𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒂𝒛𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒃𝒚𝒔𝒔, 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒚𝒔𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒈𝒂𝒛𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖."

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𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎

The following are information about the muse, Cedar.

GENERAL

Cedar (she/her) is an OC based on the Love and Deepspace franchise. She does NOT follow the MC plotline of the franchise, and is centered around her own story.

🔗 ABRIDGED INFO / COMPLETE INFO

— AGE: 24 — BIRTHDAY: August 24 — SIGN: Virgo — RACE: Human — EVOL: Fire — OCCUPATION: Waitress, Horror novelist —

PERSONALITY NOTES

Black cat energy.

Cedar often comes off as snarky or mean, due to her frequent sarcastic comments and more obviously cynical attitude - especially outside of her waitressing hours. She’d roll her eyes and glare often, and she doesn’t have the friendliest exterior.

But she means well, she does, really. She just doesn’t know how to express her thoughts and emotions in a more pleasant way, so she tends to default to sarcasm, especially when something happens that she doesn’t like.

In truth, she holds a lot more emotions in her chest than she lets on. She’s gullible and easily riled up, and whatever “calm, unbothered” vibe she may give off initially would often disappear the more you get to know her. It’s only due to her desperation in “controlling” these emotions that her cynicism tends to prevail instead, but she’s learning to be healthier with her expressions.

OTHER TRIVIA

— Nicknames: Cece, Ceddy, Ced, Woodie, Gaia, etc. — Hobbies: cooking, writing (horror novels) — Likes: Books, writing, cats, horror, gore, coffee, rain — Dislikes: Rude customers, obnoxious noise, fire — Virgo sun, Scorpio rising, Capricorn moon. Chiron in Aquarius in the 4th house. — She’s written two horror novels so far, under her pen name Ash. Both books have been well-received, but not so much to consider herself particularly famous. — "We Live In Your Walls" depicts the story of a child who finds a crayon drawing of a strange family — it's inscribed with the words, we live in your walls. — "‘Til Death Do Us Part" depicts the story of a woman who suddenly finds herself waking up in someone else’s body every morning — and each day ends with her being stalked and killed by the same murderer in black. — She’s not particularly secretive with the people around her of her identity as Ash, but her persona as an “author” remains mysterious to her readers. Her co-workers know, and she writes often during break times at the diner. Really, if you ask her, she’ll just tell you with a shrug. — She doesn’t like nicknames, at all, but never truly does anything to stop anyone from calling her by any. — She has almost started several fires at the diner due to rude customers getting on her nerves. Almost. They stop immediately when they see sparks.

APPEARANCE

Main Face Claim: Kim Suyeon / Sheon (Billlie)

— Height: 154cm + 5cm heels — Hair: Waist length, wavy, chestnut brown with blonde peekaboo highlights — Eyes: Long, narrow, red — Makeup: Dark brown eyeliner, dark brown mascara, pink eyeshadow, pink lipstick, pink blush — Fashion: Long silhouette—crop tops, long skirts, mary janes

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒

The following are tags that will be used across the blog.

out of character — when the lamp blows out. ooc.

suggestive posts — cw. suggestive.

explicit posts — cw. explicit.

queued posts — queue're not alone.

reblogs — from the silence comes a scream. (reblog)

prompts — and then there were none. (prompts)

answered — we live in your walls. (inbox)

roleplay — once upon a time

thoughts — look behind you. (musings)

𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒

The following are interaction-specific and verse-specific tags.

main verse — ablaze; main.

lore and background remain the same. love interest: gabriel.

au verses — through the veil; au.

lore and background may change. love interests may vary.

gabriel — my gabriel. of flames ignited; for you i burn.

cheshire — cheshire; the space around me is filled with you.

[lunaetis]

good morninggg ... pupper is awake ... to a FULL WALK DOWN MEMORY LANE. CORVIIS !!!!!! IT HAD BEEN SIX YEARS HOW DARE YOU.

[reticent-fate]

Being a fictive of a D&D character from a campaign that both:

takes place in a niche setting (but at least it's not a homebrew one)

has had less than four sessions with the most recent one being 7 months ago

it is extremely jarring Suddenly Being Awake and not having an outlet for my entire identity. Like, what the fuck am I supposed to do about the plot hooks our system left for my DM that are just. Stuck in me.

Ourgh.

It's so fun being part of a system that splits at the drop of a pin.

Sometimes.

[oneiro-nautical]

...

[hismercytomyjustice]

[mcnstersvsaliens]

b.o.b. tag dump

👁️ / what do people scream when they see you coming ? // b.o.b. / ic 👁️ / you were dating derek too ? that two timing jerk ! // b.o.b. / musings 👁️ / i forgot how to breathe ! don't know how to breathe ! // b.o.b. / about 👁️ / thinking that we'd someday be together again ; it's the only thing that got me through prison // b.o.b. / music 👁️ / cake and balloons for lunch ? it's gonna be the best day ever ! i love you guys // b.o.b. / likes / aesthetic 👁️ / the resulting goop gained consciousness ; and became an indestructible gelatinous mass // b.o.b. / visage 👁️ / please tell me he's slowing down ! // b.o.b. / starter call

[orangetintedglasses]

"Wha-- sh-shut up, why would we need an excuse??" Vash swatted him back with a look-- a pout with a pointedly irate furrow of the brow --which fell off when the elderly woman stopped in front of them and offered them a smile.

Was he ashamed of the marks? No, not really; the sparks of warmth that hit him low in the stomach when he saw them made it difficult to really care. But would he die on the spot if Luida saw them, and that look of something knowing and soft she was wearing soured into something that meant he'd be getting dragged off by the ear later? That was a lot more likely.

"Here you are... I was wondering where the two of you had wandered off to." she said, a note of laughter in her tone at their new position. Vash scratched the back of his head.

"Yeah, sorry... we needed a bit of a break."

"I understand~. How are the two of you feeling now?" she tilted her head. "Dinner's nearly ready, and since some of us are going to be eating in the cafeteria together, I wanted to extend the invitation to join us. But if you still need some time, I could ask them to save some for you."

Wolfwood scoffs, gently swatting at Vash's hand as he readjusts his shirt, "What's the matter, Blondie? Ashamed of your own handiwork?" He can't say he's ever been one to be ashamed of his activities—not that he's ever had anyone to be ashamed to. People being nosy can be annoying though. Maybe embarrassing.

Weighing it in his mind, yeah, he would feel a bit embarrassed if Miss Melanie saw how bitten up and bruised and messy he looked. Embarrassing Vash sounds tempting though...

Whatever. Shirt back in place. Buttons unbuttoned to the collarbone. Presentable. Hickies (mostly) hidden. There might be some that are visible, maybe on the back of his neck. He doesn't keep track of these things.

"Alright you impossible teenager, what's our excuse this time? Got lost? Had a picnic?"

[spiderwarden]

People talking about Drow upbringing as if 4 year olds by Drow equivalency wouldn't be chomping at the bit to start their training.

[foldingfittedsheets]

One of the most memorable speeches I've ever heard was given at my beloved's graduation. They attended a pretty crunchy school natural medicine. They went for acupuncture but they also had many degrees including nutrition, naturopathic medicine, and most importantly to this story: midwifery.

The common consensus across campus was that the midwives operated on their own frequency which is a nice way to say they were usually really weird, even by the standards of a pretty alternative crowd of people. Not weird in a bad way. But weird nonetheless. They straddled the boundary between life and death and it changed them.

I had never experienced a midwife before the ceremony which is why I didn't think anything of the fact that a midwife stepped up to give the graduation speech. My friends nearby had a stir of repressed amusement and elbowing each other which did puzzle me slightly.

The speech began as a story, which I heartily approved of. The midwife related an experience in which a woman told her that during her first birth she had screamed too much and used up her energy in that instead of pushing and the midwife, to the collective masses assembled to watch a solemn ceremony, said, "I told her this time she would need to scream with her vagina."

The audience was slightly stunned by this, myself included. I scanned the crowd to see dropped jaws and wide eyes. It was such a bold statement to make in an academic setting and no one quite knew what to make of it.

The midwife continued unperturbed.

She related that many dads didn't know what to do during the birthing process and that this particular dad chose to chant over and over, "You're gonna be huge, you're gonna be huge," as his wife screamed with her vagina to birth their child. The midwife mused that she didn't know if he was talking to their child or his wife or if he even registered what he was saying in that moment.

Then the subject strayed toward how the student body had strained and striven toward this goal, this endgame that was the result of sleepless nights, hard work, and camaraderie. The speech seemed to have moved onto more solid ground and traditional graduation reminiscences. The crowd settled, thinking the worst had passed.

But as the midwife wrapped up she said, "As you go forth into the world, pushed out by this noble institution to help the masses, just remember one thing," she paused and the audience held their breath while the beat drew out before she finally whispered:

"You're gonna be huge."

There was a roar of astonished laughter as her speech neatly tied their graduation into a metaphor for being birthed unto the world and we finally understood the point of her anecdote.

The speech lives in infamy in all our collective memories. Years later my beloved's dad will still be like, "Remember that bizarre graduation speech?"

And it was. It was bizarre. But I'll say this. I've attended a lot of graduations, and I don't remember any of the speeches half so well as I do that one.

[angelxcz]

“𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐨𝐧.”

ᥫ᭡. jjk men making you cum through your panties

characters; gojo, toji, geto, nanami, choso

content; smut, daddy kink, thigh riding, vibrator use, pussy eating, needy choso, petnames, praise

gojo finds it so cute how wet your are for him. when he crawls in between your legs to see the wet spot on your panties he smirks. his hands gripping both your legs and spreading them apart. “i think we can have some fun like this.” licking a stripe up your clothed pussy.

you became a moaning mess when he kept licking hungrily at the soaked fabric. groaning into you as he let his tongue taste your sweetness, occasionally stopping to suck at your sensitive clit with a hum. you mewled, your back arching off the bed as you reached down to grip his hair. “f-fuck, satoru.”

gojo grunted, placing a small kiss to your clit before lifting his head slightly to smirk up at you. “wonder if i can make that pretty pussy squirt just from this.” wasting no time before getting back to sloppily licking and sucking.

“nngh- ahh, satoru—” you whimpered, your toes curling as your head fell deeper into the pillow. yes. yes he could make you cum just from this. “o-oh- cumming! ‘m cumming.” you cried, your body shaking as your pussy gushed. squirting streams of your sweetness into gojo’s awaiting mouth.

you breathed heavily in an attempt to catch your breath. your body jerking when your boyfriend teasingly slapped your sensitive cunt. “shit. didn’t think it’d work.” he mused.

toji makes you squirm for the entire day before allowing you to get yourself off. kissing you softly with a smirk as he watched you desperately rut your hips back and forth on his thigh. the huge wet spot on your panties rubbing off onto his skin as you moaned and whimpered. “t-toji, nngh- daddy.” you mewled, gripping onto his shoulders in an attempt to speed up your pace.

“that’s it doll. that’s a good fucking girl” he groaned, “ya look so hot when you’re all desperate to cum.”

you could only let out a cry, your pussy clenching around nothing when your eyes met his. a string of shaky high pitched whimpers falling past your parted lips as you neared your high. “o-oh f-uckk— ahh, ‘m cumming. daddy ‘m cumming.”

“s-shit, go ahead doll. make a mess f’ me.” he breathed, his cock straining against his pants as he watched you fall apart. your head falling back as your body trembled, your back arched and your moans broken as you messily squirted in your panties.

the liquid drenching your boyfriend’s thigh as you continued to grind onto him. you let out a satisfied breath, your puffy folds sticky and wet with your slick as you cane down from your high. “t-thank you daddy.” you bit your lip, toji grinning before taking hold of your waist and pinning you roughly onto the couch. “my turn.”

geto loves fucking you. but he also loves seeing you fall apart under a vibrator. holding you against his chest, your legs held up in the air by one of his hands while the other pressed the toy to your clothed clit. the loud whirring filling the room as pleasure shot through you.

“nngh- o-oh shit— suguru.” you mewled, attempting to arch your hips as the strong vibrations were sent directly into your clit. “f-fuck.”

geto watched with a smirk as you moaned loudly, your eyes filling with pleasurable tears when he pressed it even further onto the sensitive bud. your breathing sped up, head falling onto his chest as the wet spot on your panties grew bigger.

your eyes rolling back and your whimpers becoming shaky as you neared your orgasm.

“there we go. look at that. look so pretty like this.” geto cooed, bringing his lips down to neck as your body began to tremble. your eyes rolling back and your mouth hanging open in a silent scream.

“that’s it- give it to me.” your pussy clenching around nothing at his words before you were cumming uncontrollably, your back arched as your squirts seeped through the fabric and onto his thighs. geto only groaning as he kept the vibrator in place. “good girl, now give me another one.”

nanami sometimes likes to make you cum with his fingers on your clothed clit. laying you down on your bed and pressing his lips to yours while his two fingers rubbed small circles on the bud. the blond man swallowing your moans and whimpers as your back arched.

you let out a small cry when nanami started to kiss down your chest. settling his mouth on your breasts with a groan of his own. sucking one of your nipples into his mouth while he twisted the other with his free hand.

“ahh- kento,” you moaned softly, letting out a string of pretty whines as you grew closer and closer.

“that’s it sweetheart, cum for me when you’re ready.”

you could only mewl, your lips parted in heavy breaths as his skilled fingers worked you off the edge. your body jerking slightly as you shakily breathed his name. letting out another moan when his teeth grazed your nipple.

nanami smiled as you came, feeling you wet your panties with your slick as your body quivered shortly. you panted, nanami coming back up to press his lips onto yours. “gonna fuck you so good now sweetheart.”

choso is needy. so when you tell him he can’t stick it in for reasons he didn’t bother understanding, he finds another way. thrusting needily into the fabric of your panties as he moaned, his precum adding to the wetness of the fabric.

“nngh— f-fuck, so good.” choso whimpered, his hips moving rhythmlessly in attempt to make himself cum. something that he could do even without contact. “b-baby- ahh, does it feel good baby?”

you nodded with a mewl, feeling your boyfriend’s tip bumping into your clit with each of his thrusts. his parted lips and teary eyes making your pussy clench as you moaned out. “feels good baby- nngh— really g-good.”

choso smiled down at you, his hands growing weak as he came closer to spilling. his body laying flat onto yours before he buried his face into your neck. his drool coating your skin as his cock desperately rubbed against you.

“baby,” choso breathed, “i’m so close- are you close too?”

“mhm!”

“f-fuck, ‘m gonna cum- let’s cum to- ahh— together okay?” he let out a high pitched mewl.

you nodded with a cry, your back arching as you made a mess in your panties. drenching the fabric in your wetness making choso groan. his eyes rolling back and his body trembling as he came, the sticky substance spurting onto your clothed cunt as you both panted. “again, please.”

[infinitethree]

OOC::

I've had this done for about a week and have struggled to do a writeup (or even choose) the top ten most Day songs, so...fuck it, here's the link for just the playlist.

As of the writing of this, Day and Daz's full playlists are both at 811 songs. This is of course fucking insane to put onto youtube one by one, hence why this is a heavily culled selection.

Daz's playlist went down to 284. Day's went down to 321.

You might notice one of those is significantly bigger than the other! That's partly because some of the songs I cut from Daz's playlist were cut specifically for being a lil weird-- usually in the context of those songs being about sex or romance. They weren't used that way for him, but it still made me uneasy to throw those into the mix.

Day, by contrast, has a lot less of that kind of thing. There's definitely significant overlap between him and Daz (both musically and as characters), but much less of the sorta angry break up song type deals.

These two are hands down the biggest playlists I have. I have full branch AUs, with multiple characters, that have a fraction as many songs. Inn/Creepypasta has 378 unique songs, for instance!

I think the next playlist I do might be Perce, because he's rapidly grown on me. Lil nerdy menace has a lot of competition-y songs that are fun. His full playlist is 344 songs. Aster is 544 and Theo is 384, though I do want to do them eventually.

(Vio is 192, Lee is 61-- too many depressing/emo songs that vibe not at ALL with the sunshine boi.)

Oh right and I also threw this together. It might seem a little familiar, and there's a reason for that. :)