#and the hair and the water omygod

[snoos-tattoos]

I'm obsessed

[anthea-writes]

Can you do Madeline Cookie x reader. Imagine Madeleine Cookie kisses Reader a lot of time

Of course! You have no idea how much I love Madeleine, ngl one of my comfort characters, anyhow, here you go! and thank you for requesting again!

They love hugging and giving you kisses at very random times, you might be sleeping, maybe reading or maybe you're fight practicing together, and he just randomly stops to kiss or hug you.

He looooves to play with your hair, he let's you play with his, but before he touches it lightly, makes braids, puts it in a ponytail. If you cut your hair he still loves it.

He's always been the one that gives more love and affection, so you decided to do random gufts for him which make him the happiest person ever.

" Madeleine! I got you a rock, look! It's shaped like a heart "

Madeleine, sobbing, crying " omygod i love it so much thank you darling "

He likes to keep all of your gifts in a place that is safe, when you give him flowers he starts planting them in a spot which is now full of diferent colors and shapes.

He knows you like spending time in the library, so he tries to read books he's seen you like, he also gives you food and water whenever you've been there for too long.

When he is too tired after training he likes to fall asleep in your arms.

Even if he has work or training to do and you know, he always tells you where he is going, and when he comes back he tells you everything.

He falls asleep when your reading with him besides you, he either sleeps on your shoulder or on your lap.

He likes drinking tea with you, even if you don't speak he enjoys your company a lot more than any other.

— 🗡️ —

Any recommendations or tips will always be taken!

[chocojjk]

Rain

“ohhh i would love to request something hmm okay let's see ideal date well how about a coffee shop date with my boi han from skz ? idc if it cliche (i love cliche ovjoijve)”

summary: barista! jisung x reader 

words: 1k

a/n: this was originally just going to be a date scenario but i felt a little inspired so now it’s an au lol. not edited, per usual. 

hope you guys enjoy it !

well, you asked for cliche

and ive been wanting to do a barista! au 

so... here we go 

its 12 am 

it was raining 

and the cherry on top of it all 

you had nothing protecting you from it, 

not an umbrella,,

not even a jacket 

and so you use your backpack as your shield from the harsh rain that was pouring harder and harder with every step you took

running into the first building you see, you find yourself in a coffee shop, quietly cursing to yourself as water pools around you 

“you look like youre having a rough time,” the boy giggles from behind the counter 

“tell me about it,” you sigh, frustrated at how your clothes kept sticking to your skin 

he disappears in the back for a bit as you lay your stuff down on an empty table  

no one was in the shop  and all you wanted to do was cry  

frustrated at everything that was currently happening  

and so you did  

you quietly broke down, still keeping in mind that you weren’t completely alone 

“maybe this could help,” the boy says 

“huh,” you say looking at him as you desperately try to wipe your tears away, embarrassed that he caught you  

and then you finally take notice of what he has held out for you 

a sweater and some sweats 

you cant help but let out a giggle at how unusual this situation is  

“are you sure its okay?” you ask quietly  

all he does is take your hand and lay his clothes on top of it  

“the bathroom is at the back, take your time” 

“thank you..umm,”  you look at his name tag “minho” 

“huh?!??” he says, a confused look on his face before it finally registers in his mind that he isn’t wearing his name tag and he lets out the prettiest laugh you swore you’ve ever heard  

“oh no! my names jisung haha, sorry my friend and i switched name tags today because we were bored,” he says, frantically explaining 

you giggle at his sudden outburst before excusing yourself to the bathroom to change 

his clothes were way too big on you, and you honestly look too funny but you were so thankful that you didnt have to deal with the wet clothes

making your way back out, you look out the window, noticing that the rain hasn’t stopped and it didn’t look like it was going to any soon  

the puddle of water you left behind was nowhere to be seen, all thanks to brown haired boy  

you notice jisung making a drink and you make your way over to him, starting a conversation  “are you guys always open this late?”  

“well, i was actually just about to close the shop but then you walked in,”  

“oh,” your eyes widen, “omygod, im so sorry!” you exclaim, making your way to your bag and mentally preparing yourself to step out back into the rain 

“where are you going?” 

“aren’t you going to close?” you ask  

“i already did,” he says pointing to the sign through the glass door 

“cmon, i made some coffee if you would like some” you make your way back towards him “are you allowed to do this?” 

“no but my parents own the store and im sure they’ll be more upset at me for making someone as pretty as you walk out in the rain at this hour 

your heart flutters at the boys comment  

giving him a smile, you take the seat in front of him 

“so, why are you out here at this hour?” 

“well,, i was studying for my midterms at the library down the street and completely lost track of time” 

“but that library closed like 3 hours ago?” 

“yeah, i got locked in, had to call someone to get me out,” you sigh  

he laughs  

that same beautiful laugh  

“i think thats the funniest thing i’ve heard all week,”  

“well im glad someone finds my pain enjoyable,” you retort, giggling along with him  

“do you want to talk to someone about it, i heard it really helps,” 

“hmm, not really but thank you,” you reply honestly 

“ok then, how about we play a game instead ?” 

“what do you have in mind??” 

“uhhhh, 20 questions?” he suggests and you roll your eyes 

“oh you’re one of those guys,” you teasingly say, a smirk making its way on your face  

“huh???” he says genuinely confused  

“you charm your way into people’s hearts just to play 20 questions,”  

you laugh  

not a small little giggle, but a genuine wholehearted laugh  

and jisung swears he’s never heard anything more beautiful  

“ok jisung, whats your favorite color?” 

for the next couple hours you guys just throw questions back and forth 

20 questions turning into 40 

until the whole thing was just scrapped away and you guys talk about anything and everything you could think of  

the rain has stopped but the both of you chose not to acknowledge it, enjoying each other’s company as much as you can  

and at 4am, your phone rings  

your alarm clock  

“omygod, i have class in 3 hours,” you say, surprised at how fast the time went  

“you wake up at 4am everyday?”  

“no but i was going to wake up a little earlier to squeeze in a bit of studying,” you say your shoulders slumping down as the stress of the exams start weighing on you once again 

“hey,” jisung says softly  you look up at him and all he does is ^^^(the gif above) 

you cant help but smile at the boys cute little antics  

“why dont you go home, squeeze in a little nap instead and freshen up yeah?”

“yeah, i should probably do that” you start packing your stuff away, slowly making yourself out  

“thank you for tonight jisung, i owe you a lot”  

he smiles at you, gummy smile and all  

“you can repay me by stopping by after your exam and telling me how it went?”  

“i was going to do that anyways to bring you back your clothes,” you say smiling at him 

“oh okay, then how about you repay me by letting me take you out on a date?” 

“omygod, you really are one of those guys,” you say laughing as he mirrors your actions 

“i’d love to go out on a date with you,” you reply  

“see you later?” 

“see you later.”  

[wincestisnotabuse]

Imagine sam flipping his hair lookin at his brother

Bro I killed for u

Oh u sexy beast huffing his chest smirking .. lookin through bangs wtih those innocent puppy eyes which has a sharp glint in them

Dean has a pressure against his lower belly moving down..down.. omygod he groans and groans.. heavy.. he needs something to pound against it ..the sound..slick *cchhak chhak* of stagnant water being punched again and again... that-that isnt water... that is the sound when Sa- haaam pounds ah ah ah

He stares at the man whose lips hang open panting and eyes ...hooded with intense lust and Dean's heart clenches with love

*u saved me .. you who promised never to murder ..who wanted me to stop murder and talk first.... you murdered, for me*

[221bshrlocked]

You and I (2)

Pairing: Bucky X Reader

Words: 3743

Warnings: Smut. Some angst...and NSFW gifs.

Summary: You broke up with your boyfriend and you try to distract yourself by listening to loud music and cleaning your room. Bucky lives on the same floor as you and hears the music. Curiosity gets the best of him.

A/N: Message me if you want to be tagged in anything. Let me know how my writing is pleaaaaaase

Tagging: @imgettingmarriedtobuckybarnes

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Previous Part

Sunrays came through the blinds of the window, making you shift and feel a solid body wrapped around you. Bucky’s arm draped over your body, his legs locking you in even more. You tried to move but there was no way you were getting out of his death grip right now.

“What’re you a fucking koala?” You whispered so you don’t wake him up. Then you couldn’t help but laugh because Bucky was basically a giant koala if you really thought about it.

“I’m a fucking nightmare doll. Not a koala. Koala’s can’t hurt you.” He groaned in his sleep, causing you to shake from laughter even more.

“You clearly don’t watch National Geographic. Koalas can b-”

He didn’t let you finish, laying lazy kissed on your neck. He noticed your reaction when he kissed behind your ears and kept doing it until you felt like jelly under him.

You turned around and looked at him.

“Seriously? It’s like waking up next to Ares or something. How do you look like that right after last night?”

You kept on complaining and huffing because you couldn’t tell if that was his sex hair or just his normal waking up hair.

“Really Y/N? You’re the one to talk. You look like-”

“Don’t say Aphrodite because I swear I know you’re lying.” You both started laughing.

“No I was going to say Hera but hey, Aphrodite works too.” His hands were roaming up and down your body.

“What? I’m not a raging bitch who hurts anyone her husband sleeps with!”

You both realized the mood switch and you hated yourself for making it awkward. He grabbed you closer, laying your head on his chest.

“Listen. What he did was unforgivable. Okay? It wasn’t your fault.”

“Well obviously it must have been considering I probably wasn’t good enough for him.”

“Y/N stop. Look at me.” When you didn’t, he grabbed your chin.

“You are perfect in every way. Every god damn way. And if he didn’t see that, then he’s a fucking moron.”

“Ok.”

“Okay good. Now that that’s out of the way, we need to get ready. Steve is going have my ass if I’m late to training.”

“Wait how am I supposed to get out?”

“Ummm through the door?”

“Y-you’re okay with me just w-walking out right now?”

“Shit there it goes again.” He kissed your head and grabbed your hand, getting you out of bed.

Grabbing you to make you stand in front of the mirror, you covered yourself, suddenly feeling naked.

“Doll. Don’t please. I need you to look at yourself. I was serious last night. I really like you and I want to give us a shot. If last night was just a quick fuck so you can get over that asshole, I totally get it and we can forget this ever happened. But if it wasn’t, I’d love to take you out on a date, go dancin’ maybe, go to the beach. You owe me nothing alright!”

You didn’t know when you started crying. You turned around to kiss him but he stepped back.

“Nuh huh we both have morning breath. Get your sexy ass in my bathroom so we can get ready.”

You smacked his shoulder while you were walking and he smacked your ass right after.

You got ready and made your way to the kitchen, a smile plastered on both of your faces.

Everyone took one look at you, and then they started exchanging bills.

“What’s going on?” You asked while getting something to eat.

“Nothing apart from me winning $300 right now.”

“Wait what?” Bucky looked at Sam then at Steve.

“Well I was telling them the both of you were going to get together eventually and they said no way...apart from Romanoff of course since we’re the only geniuses in this building.”

“You guys bet on us?” You looked at everyone and blushed.

“It was getting annoying Y/N. All the sexual tension between the two of you. It was bound to happen.”

“Believe me, I’m so glad it did.” Bucky kissed your cheek before walking out with Steve to the training room.

“Are we going to have to deal with this now?”

“Hell ya you are. You bet on us remember?” You grabbed a water bottle and went for a run.

The rest of the day went by quick, with you sparring with Nat and licking your lips every time your eyes laid on Bucky and the weights he was lifting.

 Bam.

 This was the third time Natasha kicked you on your back.

 “Seriously Y/N? It’s like you’re not even trying.”

 “Sorry I’m just-”

 “Distracted? Ya we noticed. Bucky over there almost killed me with the weights.” Steve walked behind you to get his water bottle.

 “Sorry I know it’s just the first day. I swear this won’t happen again.” You felt horrible and both Steve and Natasha noticed.

 “It’s alright. Just get it out of your systems and come back tomorrow.”Steve spoke a little louder to get Bucky’s attention.

 You nodded and left with Natasha.

 “So what changed all of a sudden? Wasn’t it last weekend that you spent with what’s his face?”

 “Why does everyone forget his name?” You shook your head and grabbed something to eat with her.

“Didn’t care to be honest. I was surprised you were still going out with him. Tell me”

“He cheated on me.”

“He didn’t.”

“Yup.”

“Where does he live?” Natasha got up all of a sudden and put a jacket on, asking FRIDAY to prepare a car for her.

“Omygod NATasha what the hell wait-”

“No he needs to learn a lesson!”

“Just fucking wait will you? He’s going to learn his lesson soon...tonight actually.” You made sure she wasn’t going anywhere before you sat down again.

“Are you going to make Bucky beat him up? I wanna watch!”

“Jesus the hell is wrong with you? No I won’t make anyone beat him up. I’m simply going to show him what he’s missing out on.”

“How?”

“Bucky and I are going to the nightclub tonight.”

“Ooooo I like that idea!” She was about to walk out when you stopped her again.

“Now where’re you going?”

“It’s about time we all took a break. Nothing juicier than watching some asshole get what he deserves. I’ll tell everyone to get ready.”

“O my god seriously?”

“Yes. Besides, it was about time we all hung out together.”

“Fine.”

 You finished your food and went to take a shower. When you walked out with nothing but a towel wrapped around you, you jumped when you heard the wiring noises of a machine. Looking around, you saw Bucky was laying on your bed, his mouth wide open and his eyes taking you in.

 “God you scared the shit out of me.”

 “Sorry doll. I just came to see when you’ll be ready. But damn I got so much more.” He smirked and you blushed.

 “Can you leave so I can change?”

 “Really?”

“What?”

“I had my dick buried deep in your tight little pussy yesterday and you want me to leave because you’re embarrassed.”

“No. I want you to leave so what I wear can be a surprise.”

“Can I at least pick out your lingerie?” He got up and walked towards you, playing with the top of your towel.

He was about to kiss you when you whispered to him. “Who said I’ll be wearing anything under my dress?”

He groaned and you enjoyed the reaction you got out of him.

“Now get out before we make everyone late.”

“Fine...but just so you know, I’m hurtin’ sugar. You can’t tell a man stuff like that then kick him out like a puppy.” He feigned a pained expression and put his hands over his heart.

“God you’re so dramatic.” You pushed him out and locked the door.

You looked through your dresses and remembered the one Wanda gave you as a gift. You never wore it before because it barely covered anything but you decided that it was now or never.

You could actually hit two birds with one stone. Make John jealous and make Bucky frustrated. Both good things.

You walked out and blushed when Natasha whistled at you. Steve blushed more than you and looked away, shaking his head at what Natasha and Sam did. Tony was practically drooling.

“Damn girl you’re sexy as hell. You sure you don’t wanna ditch that yeti over there for me?” He pointed at Bucky who just turned around and looked at you.

You looked up and instantly felt how wet you were. His smile faltered when he took your figure in. That dress left nothing to the imagination and hugged your curves perfectly.

“Alright out everyone let’s go. We don’t want to miss Jason getting jealous.” Tony yelled and motioned for everyone to walk out.

“His name is-”

“No one cares.” They all said at the same time and you laughed. It was just you and Bucky left

“Hey guys I’ll drive with Y/N alone. See you there.”

“Don’t do anything in my car Barnes or so help me God I’ll take back your arm.” Tony tried to look scary but Bucky just gave him the death stare, making him run away.

“Don’t worry I won’t let him.” You winked at Tony and he walked out.

You felt so self conscious under his gaze. It was too direct.

“D-do you l-like it?” You refused to look at him.

“Like it? Doll I fucking love it. There is nothing I want more than to rip it off right now-”

“Don’t you dare it was a gift. Wanda will kill me.”

“I gotta thank her then.” He trailed his arms up and down your figure.

“A-are you wearing any panties?” His eyes barely had any blue in them and you were trying to alleviate the pain between your thighs by rubbing them.

“No.”

“Good girl. Easy access then.” He grabbed your hand and walked out with you.

“What’ya mean easy access?”

“You’ll see soon sugar.” He winked at you and you felt like a schoolgirl, giggling all the way down to the parking lot.

20 minutes later and you walked into the club, wincing at how loud the music was. Bucky spotted where everyone was and placed his hand behind your back.

“Fuck.”

“What what?” You thought something happened.

“I just realized that there is no back to this thing.”

“Is that okay?”

“Stop asking that Y/N. It’s very hard to not fuck you in front of everyone right now. Actin all innocent will just speed up the process.” He playfully swatted your ass and you laughed again. Guiding you through the crowd, you sat next to Steve and started talking.

A couple of drinks later, you were on the dance floor with Natasha and Sam. You told Bucky that to make this work, he can only come to dance with you once John comes, which Bucky didn’t like, considering he wanted to be as close to you as possible at all times.

The song switched and you looked at Natasha, smiling and yelling at the top of your lungs once Shakira’s Chantaje came on. Natasha was sandwiched between you and Sam, humped by the both of you. You looked at Bucky and saw his jaw tense.

Boy was he angry. And it was sure going to pay off after.

You licked your lips and put Natasha’s hands on your waist. She obliged and figured out what you were doing. The song finished and everyone was sweaty but you loved it.

Sam said he was going to leave before Bucky punched a hole in him and you giggled with Natasha. Your laugh abruptly stopped however when you saw John walking in with a girl. You sensed Natasha tensing and held her back, silently telling her to just not do anything.

“You know what to do Nat.” She walked to the DJ and requested a song. He was a friend of Tony’s and put it on. You turned around and saw Bucky realizing what song it was. He stood up and was next to you in a matter of seconds, his hands roaming all over your body at the same time.

“Fucking finally.” He grabbed your neck and crashed his lips on yours. The kiss was so hungry, making your knees weak.

“I got you baby.”

You turned around and backed up into his chest, grabbing his hands and placing them on your hips.

The song was still starting and you ground your hips closer to his crotch. Grabbing his hair, you pulled his head closer to your neck and he started biting you. You moaned and knew he heard you when you felt his chest vibrate from growling with approval.

Nothing left for me to say There's no more wicked games to play It's time for me to walk away I am alright

 I feel like I'm on a high A new beginning that is my life I'm turning to the rhythm of the night I am alright

You started mouthing the words the second John looked at you. You maintained eye contact the entire time you were dancing with Bucky’s hands grabbing your breasts occasionally.

The music is making me grow and The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing There's no one here to break me or bring me down And no one here to hurt me or fool around

I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in We are at the end, no more stupid lies I'm better off without you here by my side

You shut your eyes to enjoy Bucky’s ministrations, loving how heavy his hands felt on you.

So now there is no longer you and I, you and I You and I, you and I You and I, you and I You and I

There is no longer you and I, you and I You and I, you and I You and I, you and I You and I

You opened your eyes again and saw how John was looking at you, relishing the confidence Bucky gave you just by his presence.

Don't care what other people say I know you fool around all day Now it doesn't hurt me anyway I am alright

And when the day turns into night I'm in the club forgetting you and I And when I think of how you treated me You proved me right

You gasped when you felt Bucky’s metal hand slither under your cloth and grab your breast. Giggling and pushing your ass into him more, you turned around and gave him a kiss that you would never forget in your life.

The music is making me grow and The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing There's no one here to break me or bring me down And no one here to hurt me or fool around

I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in We are at the end, no more stupid lies I'm better off without you here by my side

So now there is no longer you and I, you and I You and I, you and I You and I, you and I You and I

Bucky turned you around and pushed you into him. You gasped once he parted your legs with his thigh.

“I love you Y/N. And I’m sorry it took me so long and you gettin hurt to realize.”

You kissed him and loved how his arms felt around your back.

“I love you too James.”

The song was ending and you were still moving with Bucky. Being in his arms felt so right and you loved it. The song ended and you walked to the bar. Bucky ordered drinks and told you he was coming right back.

You felt an arm around you and smiled. But when you turned around, you felt chills all over your skin.

“The fuck do you want?” You turned around again and grabbed the drinks.

“I love that dress on you sexy. Would look even better on my floor.”

“As if!?” You raised your eyebrows in disgust.

“Well you had no problem practically having sex with that guy.”

“Ya...that’s cuz he isn’t you.”

“Come on I apologized already. You wouldn’t be here if you didn’t want me back.” He started grabbing you harder and licking his lips.

“Get off of me before I make you John. Or before someone else does. And I don’t guarantee you’ll be conscious if he does.”

“Come on Y/N let’s get outta here. I’ll make you feel so good. Like I always do.”

“Pfft you actually think you ever made me feel good. John you can’t be that stupid. You never made me orgasm.”

“Listen bitch. Either come with me quietly or you’ll regret it.” He grabbed your arm and squeezed hard.

“GET OFF ME JOHN!” You tried to pull away but the heels weren’t helping you.

“You probably were cheating with him on me weren’t you? Fucking whore I’ll show you how sluts like you get fucked. You’ll regre-”

He wasn’t able to finish. A metal arm grabbed his hair and pulled him backwards, making him fall on the floor.

“Hey asshole, when the lady says no, it means no.”

He got up quickly and tried to punch Bucky but failed...multiple times.

You tried to tell Bucky to not go any further but it was too late. Bucky punched him in the face, making him bleed instantly.

“She’s out of your league moron. Go fuck around somewhere else.”

“If you think she’s in yours then you’re delusional. Aren’t you a hundred years old.”

And it was like the straw that broke the camel’s back. You pushed Bucky out of your way, walked to John, punched him in the face, then kicked him in his gut, and when he fell over, your final blow was aimed at his crotch. He fell down, crying immediately from the pain of your heels kicking him.

“Like he said, go fuck around somewhere else dickhead.”

Steve and Sam came and asked you if everything was okay. By the time you turned around, Bucky was nowhere to be found.

“Fuck where did he go?”

You walked to Wanda and asked her to help you find him. She immediately sensed where he was and told you. He walked to the private rooms on the second floor.

You walked in and saw that he was pacing back and forth.

“James?”

“No Y/N. Get away from me.” He held out his hands.

“What’s wrong?” You were getting worried.

“Fuck why do you like me? I’m a century older than you...literally. Why are you with me?” He backed up and you sensed he was about to cry.

You stepped closer but he held his hands out again.

“B-because you’re Bucky Barnes. Because you’re the most gentleman I’ve ever met. Because no one ever cared about me as much as you do. Because you understand me and I feel safe in your arms. Because your touch makes me feel alive. Your lips feel like the universe on my skin. Because you love me with all my imperfections. You’re such a good man that I sometimes want nothing more than to repeat that constantly until you believe me. Because I fell in love with you the second I saw you and I don’t regret it. Because you’re the only right thing in this fucked up world. Because I feel like I can’t breathe when I’m not around you.” You were panting and saw his expression change.

You walked closer to him and he let you. You put your hands on his shoulders and kissed him on his cheek.

“Because I don’t know what I would do if anything happens to you.”

Your lips met his in a chaste kiss and you savored the heat radiating off of him. He slowly hugged you and kissed back. The kiss gradually became more intense and you were tugging at each other’s clothes. He turned you around and slipped the straps past your shoulders, nipping at your neck and massaging your breasts..

“James I need you. Please don’t tease.”

“As you wish.”

He turned you around and got on his knees, lifting your dress and attacking your cunt in an instant. You were trying to suppress your screams but he was relentless. He started fingering you, finding your g-spot in no time and making you come in a matter of seconds.

He stood up and unzipped his pants, rubbing his dick against your folds to get him wet. He slowly thrust in, relishing you tight you were and the look of pure bliss on your face.

“FUck doll you feel so good. So so good.” He kissed you to swallow your moans and set an agonizingly slow pace.

“God I love you Bucky I love you I love you I love you-”

You stared at each other while he was fucking in and out of you.

This was the most intimate moment you ever felt in your life.

Your breathing was hard and he was huffing, kissed your breasts and sucking on your nipples.

“I’m so close Y/N...come with me darlin’. Come with me.”

“Fuck James you feel amazing don’t stop.”

He slowed down even more, surprisingly making you come.

“I’m c-coming James sshit-”

You felt him come inside you and shivered when he was still thrusting and your juices dripped on your thighs.

You kissed again and he pulled out, smiling devilishly when he saw the state of undress and euphoria you were in.

He got a wet towel and cleaned the both of you.

“Come on dollface we gotta go.”

“Hmmm no I don’t want to move. Actually, I don’t think I can more right now.” You squealed when you felt yourself getting lifted up.

“Problem solved.”

“My hero.” You kissed his cheek and started to play with his hair.

“Unless you want to get fucked in front the team, I’d suggest you stop that right now.”

“What if I want to get fucked in front of everyone?” You whispered seductively in his ear.

“Ohhh you asked for it doll.”

[kangdan101]

questions tag :)

tagged by @hwangminyeo :’) lmao im sorry my life is so uninteresting but it was fun to answer these still heh

THE LAST

·        drink: water! Recently I’ve been trying to drink more water bc I am extremely dehydrated; i tend to drink like 1 cup a day (lol) stay hydrated kids

·         phone call: this morning!

·         text message: like one min ago I was just arguing with my friend whether or not our math teachers first name is jose or not (update: I was right, it IS jose xD)

·         song you listened to: ENERGETIC BY WANNA ONE!!11

·         time you cried: maybe like 15 min ago…????? Lmfao I was watching wanna one sing always and I got emotional (i cry about everything)

·         HAVE YOU EVER

·         dated someone twice: it’s hard to date someone twice if you’ve never dated someone at all lol (motae solo like minhyun)

·         kissed someone and regretted it: no

·         been cheated on: no

·         lost someone special: yes :’(

·         been depressed: yes. This last year was really really hard for me. Balancing dance and school and everything made me super stressed and I started to pull myself away from ppl :/ tbh produce kinda got me out of it lol and im 100% ok now

·         gotten drunk and thrown up: nope (lol bc I’ve never drank before hahaha theres so many things I haven’t done)

·         3 FAVORITE COLORS

·         Baby blue

·         Mint green

·         Peach pink ;)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

·         made new friends: yes

·         fallen out of love: no 

·         laughed until you cried: literally I laugh way too much for my own good

·         found out someone was talking about you: I don’t think so :o

·         met someone who changed you: yes, many of them! (esp kangdan tho)

·         found out who your friends are: yes :)

·         kissed someone on your Facebook list: yikes no

GENERAL

·         how many Facebook friends do you know in real life: mostly all my fb friends go to my school but I don’t actually know some of them? So I’d say like 70%

·         do you have any pets: I’d like to think my little brother Anthony is secretly a dog bc he resembles one and can get hella wild sometimes lmao

·         do you want to change your name: my name is legit the most basic Chinese name ever I know like 3 other people with the exact same first and last name and alskdjgowaei;lskdfj it gets on my nerves sometimes I always liked the name lilia / lily but in 7th grade I met this girl whose name was Philomena and its now my favorite name ever

·         what did you do for your last birthday: lmao I studied bc I had a hUge test the next day and your girl’s serious about her grades man

·         what time did you wake up: LMAO I woke up twice this morning: first time at 4:40 to catch WANNA ONE DEBUT and then went back to sleep @ 6 am; woke up again at 7:30 am for class

·         what were you doing at midnight last night: I was on tumblr watching everyone hype about wanna one it was gr8

·         name something you can’t wait for: finishing junior year + SAT shit :/ lol my junior year hasn’t even started yet but im so nervous I hope I don’t screw up and thinking about it is making my heart beat faster yikes (wish me luck guys hopefully im still alive by june)  

·         when was the last time you saw your mom: a few min ago~

·         what are you listening to right now: my little brother Anthony is singing shape of you and its not pretty lol (he’s eleven)

·         have you ever talked to a person named tom: I don’t really remember

·         something that is getting on your nerves: the SAT omygod I just really want it to be over and im SO NERVOUS also anthony’s singing is starting to bug me (he changed songs and now he’s singing gibberish and it’s very distracting)

·         most visited website: probably youtube/fb/tumblr

·         hair color: blackish-brown. my roots are black but the ends seem to be browning a lil? Probably since it’s summer now and the sun is working its magic 

·         long or short hair: medium length! Like halfway down my back???

·         do you have a crush on someone: nope & haven’t had one for like two years

·         what do you like about yourself: my monolids? But my mom wants me to get surgery lmfao also i like that i have a naturally high foot arch bc its helpful for dance :)))

·         blood type: a… I think?

·         nickname: name: sarah; nicknames: sawa, sala, salad, swisso (I promise this makes sense in context), moon, moonmoon (these make sense in context too lol)

·         relationship status: single mom of my 98 produce children and always have been lollll

·         zodiac: capricorn

·         pronouns: she/her

·         favorite tv show: descendants of the sun, suspicious partner, I hear your voice, once upon a time, produce aka a horrible show that hurts u in all sorts of ways (pls rec me some bc I wanna binge some tv shows before school starts)

·         tattoos: none atm but maybe when I’m older I want a tiny star, or a tiny moon, or maybe my Chinese name?

·         right or left handed: Right

·         surgery: I got eye surgery done when I was rly young bc the gland between my eyes and nose was blocked which basically made me cry ALL THE TIME (like even when I’d be staring at nothing)

·         sport: I dance! And I used to do rhythmic gymnastics but I had to quit bc school was getting too busy I miss rhythmic gymnastics so much u have no idea

·         vacation: I think I’m going to go out touring colleges along the east coast near the end of august!!!

·         pair of shoes: I wear my converse a lot as well as my nike free runs. But other than that my shoe collection is p limited rippp

·         MORE GENERAL

·         eating: just finished dinner

·         drinking: nothing atm xD gdi in the beginning of this tag I wanted to be more hydrated and look where I am now lmao

·         I’m about to: wash the dishes that we used for dinner

·         waiting for: the day I graduate high school so I can go to college and take classes I love and alskdgjaowlfkdsfj (lmao im such a nerd im sorry)

·         want: to eat some ice cream (I love ice cream)

·         get married: that would be a miracle tbh

·         career: high school student / summer school teachers assistant  THE KIDS I TEACH ARE SO LOUD AND WILD theyre legit animals everytime I step into the classroom i can’t believe these 8th graders are capable of such chaos

WHICH IS BETTER

·         hugs or kisses: I luv hugs and I luv kisses

·         lips or eyes: both???

·         shorter or taller: taller (its not hard to be taller than me lol)

·         older or younger: older

·         nice arms or nice stomach: I think…. Arms 

·         hook up or relationship: relationshiip

·         troublemaker or hesitant: jesus idk I’ve never dated so I really wouldn’t know alskdjgoalkdsfj (but i mean troublemaker is a gr8 song??)

HAVE YOU EVER

·         kissed a stranger: no that sounds scary :0

·         drank hard liquor: no

·         lost glasses/contact lenses: I LOsT MY GLAssES IN FLORIDA ONCE agldkgjaosdfkj I swear I put it down on the airport seat and when I turned around THEY WERE GONE I spend a good 2 hours looking for them but they legit disappeared :/ to this day I am still wondering where that pair of glasses went

·         turned someone down: yes

·         sex on the first date: no 

·         broken someone’s heart: i sure hope not 

·         had your heart broken: no

·         been arrested: no

·         cried when someone died: so many times

·         fallen for a friend: lowkey yes but they still don’t know about that

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

·         yourself: I try to

·         miracles: yes or else what will happen to me in the future I need miracles to carry me bc my luck is trASH

·         love at first sight: no

·         santa clause: maybe for the first few years but then I caught my parents

·         kiss on the first date: no

·         angels: idk actually… I guess?

OTHER

·         eye color: brown; I feel like my eyes have been getting lighter over the years bc the outside of my iris is like brown but near the pupil its more of a hazel

·         favorite movie: I have so many omg I luv spirited away, howls moving castle, the book thief, and I recently watched wonder woman (pls rec some movies too im always in the mood for one :D) 

im tagging anyone who wishes to do this! 

[that-quiet-girl-who-writes]

Broken~Part 13 (Jughead Jones)

A/N: I think this probably a boring chapter, sorry! I was trying to make it seem like time had passed. Gif’s not mine.

Summary: You slip, deep, into your mind and try to figure out why you ever avoided it in the first pale.

Pairing: Jughead x Andrews!reader

Word Count: 1111 (OMYGOD I didn’t do that on purpose, I’m really happy about that)

Warnings: Swearing, thoughts about death

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Archie took a deep breath. “Kevin just texted me and said that he found Jason's body in the river, with a bullet in his head.” 

The next morning, the three of us went down to the river. I hadn’t spoken a single word since Archie told me about Jason being shot. I could feel tears running down my face as I watched Jason’s body bag be brought up from the river bank. I wasn’t making any noise and I still couldn’t comprehend that he had been killed. Every time I said it in my head, it had no effect. Than I would word it differently and it would be like someone had knocked me back. I could practically feel the blow to chest.  I could feel fear running through my veins. That’s what it was, fear. Not sadness. I wasn’t sad that Jason had died. I was scared. Scared that I would be next or someone that I loved. Kevin was at the river with his dad. He saw me, came over and picked me up. I buried my head in his shoulder, still crying but not making any noise. I couldn’t hear anything. I was lost again. Why did this have to happen? I had been so fucking close to being okay again.

Jason was shot. Someone had shot him. There was a bullet in his head. A bullet that had ended his life. He had no more time here, no more chances to fix anything that he had done wrong. His life was over. And it scared me to think that the same thing could happen to anyone at anytime. There was no guarantee of my safety or anyone else’s.I don’t know how long I thought about it. All I know is that I didn’t know where I was going, I didn’t speak and I didn’t hear much of anything. It could have been five minutes, it could have been five hours. I couldn’t get images of his body out of my head.

I felt my body being moved around, pulled in seemingly random directions, but I didn’t understand what was happening. I could hear muffled voices, but I had no idea if they were being directed towards me. I could almost understand what I was seeing, but it didn’t even feel important anymore, so I didn’t bother trying to figure out the shapes in front of me. It was easier inside my head anyway. There weren’t any other people. There wasn’t anyone to bother me or judge the way I was. Even though I was almost only seeing images of the dead boy they pulled from the water, I would rather be here. The only thing bothering me about being here was the fact that I couldn’t figure out why I hadn’t just let myself become so closed off before. That made me want to bring myself out of this state. What if it was something important? What if it was worth it to stay in reality? What if this fucked up paradise in my mind was nothing compared to whatever I had been staying for?

I could feel something soft underneath me. I must be in bed. I wondered who had put me here. I couldn't tell I felt like it had been a long or short time since I was standing at the river’s edge. I didn’t care though as I was still focused on the question of why I had never let myself slip this far for to long. Was it something? Was it an activity? Was it a goal? Was it a place? A view? Was it someone? That was it. That made some sort of light go off in my brain. But why? It was someone. Did I have some sort of relationship with this person? Were they family? Family. I had a feeling that it was family. My family. Who was my family? My dad, my brother and my mother. My dad was taking care of me best he could, but I didn’t feel like I was staying just for him. My mom was gone, it wasn’t her. I had given up on her when she left. It may sound awful, but I didn’t think that I would ever be here just for her. Not after she had left anyway. My brother. Archie. That was making me feel something. Was I avoiding this for him? Why? Did I think he needed me? Was he in trouble? Yes, he was. He was in some sort of relationship that was bad for him although I couldn’t remember why. This didn’t feel like enough. It should be, it could be, but it just wasn’t. Was there someone else? What about my friends? Immediately, an unclear image of a dark haired girl popped into my head. She felt unfamiliar. Like I hadn’t known her for long. It couldn't be her. Another memory of the dark haired girl appeared, but this time she was sitting next to another girl. It was Betty. Wasn’t it? Betty couldn’t be it. I had always felt that Betty would be better off if she didn’t take care of me. Than a memory of Betty and Archie made it’s appearance. They were younger, running around in our backyard, while I sat on the porch and watched. They weren’t alone though. There was another boy. He was wearing a beanie and when I saw it, I felt my heart flutter. It clicked. Jughead. Jughead Jones. He was the reason I had been trying to avoid this fucking mess. He needed my help. His life was falling apart. Maybe he didn’t need me, but I wanted so badly to be next to him and at least try to help him.

I sat up, finally being able to understand what I was seeing, even if it wasn’t exactly clear. I could hear voices downstairs, so I stumbled down the steps. I could make out my dad at the door. Archie was outside talking to Jughead.

“He was just leaving.” I heard my brother say.

 I saw Jughead from the bottom of the staircase, just inside the door. Jughead. He was the reason I was here. Wasn’t he? I still felt loopy so I grabbed onto the railing and slid down on the steps, leaning against it. I made eye contact with Jug. When he saw me, I could tell there was a glimmer of hope in his eyes, but once he saw the far off, confused look on my face, the hope was gone and he turned around, leaving our yard. It was blurry and I wasn’t sure if it was entirely real. For all I knew, this could’ve been a dream and I was really still in my bed. Not that I knew that’s really where I was anyway.

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Why would anyone hate you for asking us to send u requests oh my god ur the best????? Okay so taegi! Jealousy? A lol angsty but ofc happy ending! And with HAPPY ending I mean there has to be a make out session yes. And like forrealz jealousy like something like flirting with someone else? (ofc not really flirting but misunderstanding maybe) :) if I didn't misunderstand that post tho omf also me! I wanna be a friend 😂😂

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Title: Stay

Word count: 3,852

Relationship: TaeGi, TaeJae

Characters: Yoongi, Taehyung, Minjae, Jimin (mentioned), Namjoon (mentioned), Hoseok (mentioned)

Rating: M - Mature content based on loads of swearing, violence (barely), make out scene that even nuns can read LOL, drinking

Summary: People handle jealousy differently but there is only one way to get past it and make each other stay.

“I think… I think Yoongi’s cheating on me.” Taehyung slurred,as he took one more shot. He seriously lost count after a few minutes, hours?Shit, he realized, he couldn’t even remember how long it has been since theyentered this fucking bar.

“Yoongi? Cheating on you? With what? I mean who? How? Dude’stoo fucking in love with you to even consider that shit. I mean look at you,fuck! Who wouldn’t be?” Minjae answered, barely even having the energy to lifthis head from the table to respond.

“This things… things… Just you… you just know…” Taehyung raisedhis voice in an attempt to prove his point, cause he knew he had a point. He blinked a few times as his vision got blurry. He tried to rub his eyes and he felt the back ofhis hand get damp. Fuck? Was he actually crying?

Minjae lifted his head from the table when he realized thatTaehyung was sobbing. His whole body was shaking as he hugged his legs closerto himself. Minjae immediately moved to sit beside his friend, bringing him intoa tight embrace, rubbing Taehyung’s back as his breath started hitching.

“I can’t…. He just… He won’t…” Tae started, failing to formany complete sentences as he tried to catch his breath. Why won’t the tearsstop? Tae wondered, as his body continued to shake harder under Minjae’s touch.

“SHhh…shhh…shhh” Minjae whispered into Tae’s ear as he triedto calm him down.

Taehyung felt his friend’s breath near his ear, sendingtingly feelings up his spine. How long has it been since Yoongi held him likethis? How long has it been since he felt secured and taken cared of?

Minjae used his thumb to wipe Tae’s tear and gently held hischin to lift Tae’s head up.

“Look at me. Look at me, Kim Taehyung.” Minjae said as heheld Tae’s face in both his hands. “Anyone would be lucky to have you. And ifYoongi doesn’t realize this then he is being a stupid asshole, okay?”

Their faces were now inches away from each other andTaehyung can feel Minjae staring at his lips.

“No, he’s just…” Taehyung answered as he shook his head, backing off a few more inches for safety. He was breathing more evenly now, the close encounter sobbering him up a bit. “Ibarely see him. He has been staying in his studio for hours on end and I knowfor a fact that he isn’t alone.”

“He isn’t? Who is he with? You’re not jealous of Namjoon areyou?”

“No! Fuck! Not Namjoon. That dude’s as straight as a plank.”Taehyung protested, pouring himself another shot of their neglected vodka,spilling some of the alcohol in the process.

“Nope, not Namjoon. Jimin.” Taehyung mumbled as he knockedback his head to take another shot.

“Ji who?”

“Ji… MIIIIINNNNN~~~” Taehyung dragged out, his eyesbarely open. “Tiny ball of sunshine from the fucking Shire. Fluffy as fuck!Always beaming and happy with a fucking smile plastered on his fucking face!Fucking hobbit.”

Taehyung ended dramatically as he paused to pour himselfanother shot.

“Tae, Yoongi isn’t exactly tall either.” Minjae offered.

“Fucking… pay attention, Minjae! We aren’t talking aboutYoongi! We… are talking… about Jimin.” Tae retorted, his hand waving his emptyshot glass in the air.

“Yes. Jimin. okay.” Minjae conceded.

“Jimin” Tae repeated.

Minjae raised both his hands to show surrender, “Okay,Jimin.”

“Why the fuck do you keep saying his name!? You fucking himtoo? Shit! You all gang banging the dude?” Taehyung said loudly, makingMinjae’s eyes open in surprise.

“Fuck. NO! Just… you were. Nevermind. Continue. So Ji…”

Taehyung glared at Minjae, daring him to finish what he wassaying.

“Shit. Just calm the fuck down, Tae. Not saying his name.Noted. So this…  DUDE… has been hangingwith Yoongi in his studio… to record? I suppose?” Minjae asked, his handslowly moving towards the now nearly empty vodka bottle. He really neededanother drink to process the whole thing, but seeing as Taehyung looked sodetermined to be plastered he knew one of them had to get sober.

“And I quote, ‘he has the voice of an angel’, end quote”Taehyung said sarcastically, as he made too many finger quotes.

“Who said? Yoongi?”

“No, fucking Hoseok. Who probably wants to fuck the hobbittoo. Good news for you, you might just get your first orgy, dude.” Tipping thebottle he was now holding towards Minjae.

“How the fuck am I part of this? Anyway, have you evenconsidered the possibility that he might just really be using his lips to singand not to blow your boyfriend?”

“Just sing? Just? Have you seen my boyfriend?” Taehyungasked with pure shock in his voice.

“Pale skin, brooding eyes, I don’t give a shit aura? Yeah,I’ve heard of his work.” Minjae drawled as he took a sip of water. “Of course Iknow Yoongi, Tae.”

“Well… then you know he is fucking sex on legs.” Taehyunganswered in a matter of factly tone,knocking back another shot as he felt like he made his point.

“Not my type.” Minjae murmured but Taehyung wasn’t payingattention.

“It’s just… it’s been weeks since we last had… well… sex.And I know Yoongi.” Tae said calmly. “We used to do it on a daily. But now?Now, he gets home, he falls asleep immediately, too tired to even respond to myquestions about his day. He gets up, bathes, takes his coat, and leaves.”

Minjae just sat in silence, feeling that Taehyung wasn’tdone with his story.

“One morning,” Tae started again, as he poured more alcohol inhis shot glass. “I asked him to check the jean designs I made for this class.He told me he’d look at them after his bath. But then his phone rings and Iheard him taking the call. He entered the other room and startedwhispering. I mean, why be sneaky and shit, right? So I tried to listen fromthe outside. And just… fuck… He sounded so sweet on the phone, praising andcalming down whoever was on the other end of the call.” Taehyung paused as helooked at the shot he was about to take.

“He didn’t even bother to say goodbye. He just took hisjacket and left while he was on the phone.” Taehyung felt his tears welling upagain as he downed the shot he has been holding. “It was like I wasn’t eventhere. He just walked right past me.” He bit his lips in an attempt to stop thetears from falling but they fell anyway

“He has been so secretive and distant.” Silent tears werenow rolling down his cheeks. “And I just miss him so much.” Taehyung almostwhispers as he rests his head on Minjae’s shoulders.

“Shhh…. Tae… It’s going to be alright… shhhh.” Minjae saidas he stroked Tae’s hair.

Tae looked up at him, the distance being too close forMinjae’s comfort. “I don’t want to lose him.” His drunk friend whispers as helooked at him straight in the eyes.

“I can’t lose him.” Taehyung mumbles as his head drops backon Minjae’s shoulders. “I can’t”

“You won’t lose him, Tae.” Minjae answered half-heartedly,knowing full well that he can’t make any promises for Yoongi. But he wasn’taround and Tae needed this right now.

Minutes passed as Minjae waited in silence as he feltTaehyung’s breathing even out.

Minjae somehow managed to pay their bill, hail themselves acab, drag both their drunk asses to the elevator, and eventually throw Tae onthe bed he shared with Yoongi. Funnily enough, the most difficult part wasgetting Tae to find his key to get them inside.

Once inside, Minjae thought it would be good for Tae if hewashed him up and gave him a fresh pair of clothes.

“Good for you, dude. But bad, bad, idea for tipsy me.”Minjae said to himself. He knew the temptation would be too much and he wasn’tthe type to take advantage of a vulnerable guy, no matter how in love he was withsaid vulnerable guy.

In the end, Minjae decided to just cover his friend with ablanket, making sure he was tucked in comfortably.

“Stay.” The voice came out so soft that Minjae thought hehad just imagined it. He looked back at his friend, whose arms were outstretched, trying to reach out to him.

“Stay.” Taehyung repeated needily and it was too much forMinjae to ignore.

He slowly walked back to the bed where Taehyung was and heldthe hand reaching out to him. Minjae knew this was a bad idea but this was justtoo much for him to fight. Yoongi was being a stupid prick and Taehyung neededsomeone. Minjae thought that maybe tonight, just for tonight he could be thatsomeone.

He moved to lie down on the bed, facing Taehyung whose armwas now draped across his waist.

“Yoongi.” Taehyung mumbled in his sleep and Minjae closedhis eyes, trying to imagine his friend saying his name instead. He moved to tryand lie comfortably but he felt Taehyung’s hold tighten when he did.

“Stay.” Tae whispered again as Minjae watched a tear rolldown his sleeping friend’s face.

He wanted to wipe away the tears with his hand but they weretrapped under Taehyung’s embrace at the moment, so Minjae did the only thing hefelt he could do. He moved in closer and kissed the wet mark that the tearleft.

“Yoongi.” He heard his friend whisper again as he felt awarm hand slowly cup his cheek, pulling him closer and Minjae could do nothingelse but brace himself for the impact.

Taehyung’s hand was now on his nape, pushing him to deepenthe kiss. The push was gentle but something more forceful was making Minjaemove forward. Taehyung parted his lips, allowing Minjae to kiss his lower lip.He has always tried to imagine how wonderful this would feel but nothing hasprepared him for this beautiful reality. Taehyung tasted like alcohol with aslight hint of his strawberry lip balm, and in spite of himself, Minjae wantedto taste it more. He slowly slid his tongue between Taehyung’s parted lips,licking every warm surface it touched upon its entry.

His freed hand was now placed on the other’s hip, pullinghim closer. He had to stifle a moan as Taehyung started grinding slowly but the friction elicited a deep moan from Taehyunginstead.  

“Fuck.” Minjae whispered breathily as he gasped for air,before diving back in. Taehyung’s hands maneuvered his head, enabling Minjae toexplore more of Taehyung’s mouth, tongues touching and playing with each other.

This all felt too much and at the same time not enough forMinjae. He slowly moved his hands to feel Taehyung’s warm skin above hiswaistband, fingers slowly dipping lower as he felt himself getting harderagainst Tae’s thighs.

“Tae!” Minjae heard the familiar low, gravelly voice beforehe heard the door slamming against the wall.

Minjae scrambled to get away from Taehyung’s grasp and getas far away from him as possible.Heavy footsteps approached thebed.

“Mother Fucker!” Minjae felt the impact he did not seecoming. His cheek throbbed and his neck creaked as the first blow hit him. Hestumbled backward, losing his footing, barely sobered up brain not fullyregistering what just happened. Before he could even stand he felt another blowas a foot hit his hip. Pain shot up from his hip to his whole body.

“Get out!” the voice boomed. “Get the fuck out!”

Minjae crawled-jumped-ran faster than he ever had his entirelife. Not having the time to look back at the mess he made and at the friend heprobably will never see again.

Taehyung woke up to a door slamming on the wall and all hecould see was a raged Yoongi. Eyes blown up in anger as he made a fist andstormed towards him.

“Mother Fucker!” He heard Yoongi’s deep voice and he wasfrozen on the spot.

He barely registered Minjae scrambling to get out of his bedwhen in a split second, Minjae was on the floor. He saw Yoongi reeling back tokick Minjae but he was too stunned to stop it from happening. He heard Yoongi’sboots come in contact with Minjae’s hip and looked to see Minjae wincing inpain. He was about to get up and stop Yoongi from further hurting his friendbut Yoongi just suddenly stopped moving. He was just looking at the floor, fiststill closed tight but he didn’t move to attack.

“Get out!” Yoongi yelled. “Get the fuck out!”

And Taehyung can only watch as his friend picked himself upand ran for the door.

He was just staring dumbly at Yoongi as he heard the frontdoor close.

“Explain, Tae.” Yoongi’s tone was flat, waiting for Taehyungto say something. Impatience got the better of him and he yelled out before hecould stop himself, “Explain! TAE!”

“I… I… was drunk.” Tae stuttered as he sat up clinging ontohis blanket.

Yoongi started pacing a few steps after hearing Tae’s response but he stopped again right by the footof the bed. “Holy shit! FU… You were drunk?! Is that the best you can do Tae?!”Yoongi’s hand gripping the roots of his own hair.

“I walk into OUR ROOM!! See you fucking YOUR FRIEND!! Andall you can say is that you were… DRUNK?!” Yoongi’s eyes were now fully blownout in anger. His jaw line jutting out as he gritted his teeth.

“I wasn’t fucking Minjae!! I’m not the one who has beenfucking around here!!” Taehyung weakly yelled in response as he knelt on thebed.

“Excuuuuse me? What are you trying to say, Tae?! Spit it thefuck out! Coz I swear to fucking God, I have no patience left right now!”Yoongi answered back, hands still in a fist on his side.

“You!” Tae managed to yell back, standing up to get out ofbed. “You, Mr. Bigshot Producer! Where have you been getting some? Huh?”feeling a bit braver as he towered over his angry boyfriend. His anger nowbuilding as he watched Yoongi stare at him in a confused rage.

“Where? Huh?” Taenudged Yoongi’s chest with his palm, pushing the latter a step backward. “CozGod knows you haven’t been around here long enough to talk, let alone fuck!Your little singing hoe got you tired every fucking night. We don’t even talk for you to know what I have been up to lately! Tell me, Yoongi! Is that bitch’s throatbetter than mine? Or is his fat ass tighter?”

“Fucking who? Jimin?” Yoongi rolled his eyes as he tested ifTae had more to say.

“Yes. Jimin, the ass you keep for yourself inside yourstudio.”

“You have no fucking idea what you’re talking about, Tae.”Yoongi said as he walked out of the room to enter their kitchen.

Taehyung followed Yoongi to the kitchen and saw the otherman opening a can of beer from their fridge.

“Enlighten me then, asshole! Don’t walk out on me during afucking fight!” Taehyung yelled.

“I needed a drink.” Yoongi answered, gulping down the beerbefore he continued. “I wasn’t exactly expecting to see my boyfriend making outwith his jerk friend the moment I entered MY bedroom.”

“Shhi… I thought he was you, okay?!”

“You thought?!” Yoongi chuckled sarcastically. “You… thoughthe was me. BRILLIANT! Did you at any point try to at least open your fuckingeyes while you were making out?” Yoongi spat out angrily.

Taehyung just stared back at Yoongi, not able to give ananswer to the question.

“Didn’t think so.” Yoongi concluded as he took another gulpof his beer.

“I was drunk, okay?” Tae yelled out again. “Only one head ofmine was functioning and unfortunately it wasn’t the one that could think.” Heended his statement almost in a mumble.

“From the looks of it, your mouth was working pretty wellthough.” Yoongi bit back.

“Fuck! Fine! I was wrong! I’m sorry! But it was an accident!Not like your premeditated sneaky escapades with that tiny squeaky singer!”Taehyung shouted, walking out of the kitchen to sit at their sofa.

Yoongi was quick to follow him, beer still in hand as hestood in front of Tae.

“Look, who’s walking out now.” Yoongi teased. “Was that it?Were you jealous of Jimin?”

Taehyung wanted to snap back, to push his anger further but hesaw that Yoongi was dead ass smirking at him now. Sitting down was a wrongmove, Taehyung thought, he knew that the moment he stopped standing over Yoongihe’d feel smaller again.

“Yes,” he replied meekly. “But it’s not unfounded!” He addedweakly.

“It’s not?” Yoongi titled his head and raised his eyebrows,smirk still on his face. “Tell me then.” He said as he sat down beside hisboyfriend.

“It’s just… you’re never around anymore. I have no idea whatyou’re doing most of the time. You pick up his calls so quickly when you’rehome but lately you haven’t even been answering mine.” Taehyung hated that hesounded like a whining a child. He could hear himself and it made him feel morepathetic. To make matters worse, he felt the tell tale stinging that precludedhis tears again. Fuck.

Yoongi was now looking at him with gentle eyes and he couldfeel the other’s hand resting on his thigh. Taehyung needed to stay focused totell Yoongi everything, so he decided to look at his hands as he fiddled withthem on his lap.

He could feel his tears start rolling and his breath washitching once more as he continued, “You never stay around even on the weekends.It was like you were at his every beck and call. You come home not smellinglike yourself. I cook you dinner and you just tell me you ate out with him. Igot an A+ for my last deign line, did you know? Of course you didn’t cause younever even bother to ask anymore.”

Taehyung decided to stop cause his voice was now breakingand it wasn’t helping his case at all.

“Are you done?” Yoongi asked, taking Taehyung’s hand in his and watched Taehyung just sniffle without a response.

“Please look at me, babe.” Yoongi begged and Taehyung lookedat him, rubbing his eyes a bit to prevent more tears from falling.

“Okay, first of all, I’m sorry for not explaining the wholesituation to you before it blew up like this. We’ve been together for more thantwo years now, babe. I don’t know, I was too secure that I thought you alreadyknew how much I love you and that you’d understand without me having to explain. I’msorry. I need to communicate things better.”

Taehyung nodded slowly, breathing still uneven as he waitedfor Yoongi to continue.

“And Jimin? Jimin is a trainee at the company. He isscheduled to debut soon but the whole situation is dependent on the song I’m making for him.The kid has been through a lot and I feel for him. The company has been naggingme about our progress but I want to make sure that all his hard work will payoff. Company keeps calling him, he keeps calling me. Kid’s stressed out of hismind worrying about this. I should have told you all about this sooner. I’msorry if you felt neglected, babe.” Yoongi held Taehyung’s cheek in his hand ashis thumb wiped away the last tears that dropped.

“And lastly.” Yoongi took Taehyung’s hand and held it to hischeek. Taehyung felt his boyfriend’s warmth and it helped in slowly ebbing awayall the anxieties he felt over the past few days. Yoongi then started kissingTae’s hand and Tae closed his eyes to relish the feeling. He missed this.He missed all of this.

“Lastly?” Tae asked.

“Lastly. I love you. I love you, Tae. I love all of you.”Yoongi placed his hand on Tae’s neck as he made their foreheads touch.

Tae giggled softly as he felt a tingly warmth at the pit of hisstomach, his body reacting to the touch he has been longing for.

Yoongi guided Tae towards his lips to a chaste kiss, bringingtheir foreheads together once more as they smiled at each other.

“I love you, Kim Taehyung.” Yoongi whispered as he broughthis lips towards Tae’s eyes.

“I love your dopey looking eyes that disappear when yousmile.” Taehyung closed his eyes and felt Yoongi’s lips on them.

“I love your nose and how you scrunch them when you’refocused on anything.” Yoongi then moved to kiss Tae’s nose.

“I love your neck and how sensitive you get when I kiss it.”His nose trailing Taehyung’s jawline as he slowly moved his lips to leave anopen mouthed kiss on Tae’s neck. Yoongi could feel his boyfriend’s adam’s applebob to swallow as he licked him from his jaw to his collar bone.

“I love your boxy grin and your sinful lips that somehowalways taste like strawberries.” Yoongi cupped Taehyung’s face in his hands andlicked the latter’s lips to force them to open. He bit on Taehyung’s lower lipplayfully as he moved his hand to firmly hold his boyfriend’s neck, moving himin sync with him so he could explore parts of his mouth he wanted to taste.

Yoongi’s lips again worked their way back to Taehyung’sneck. Biting gently on his jaw line before marking them the way he knew hisboyfriend wanted.

Taehyung moaned from the familiar feeling of pleasure anddecided he needed more. He swung his legs over his boyfriend to straddle him, settinghimself against the other man’s hardness. He puts his arms around Yoongi’s neckforcing the latter to look up at him.

For a brief moment he just stared at his boyfriend. Hisporcelain pale skin contrasting against his black hair, his eyes that were blownwith anger earlier were now hooded and lusting, his lips beautifully swollen from theirkissing. He is beautiful, Taehyung thought, and he is mine.

As if reading his thought Yoongi suddenly spoke, “You areamazing, Kim Taehyung. And I’d be the dumbest asshole in the planet if I let someone as talented, sweet, and caring as you get away from me.” He said as he smiled his gummy smile. “Repeat afterme, Tae. I am yours.”

“I am yours.” Taehyung repeated.

“And you are mine.”

“And you are mine.”

Taehyung lowered his head to kiss Yoongi and held on to himin a tight embrace, Yoongi’s arms around his waist holding him in place.

“Yoongi?”

“Yes, love?”

“Stay.”

“As long as you want me.” Yoongi answered back, as he kissedTaehyung a little more needily.

Taehyung felt warmth all around him as their night wore on.His senses were flooded with everything Yoongi and he wanted to bask in it for aslong as he can. He didn’t know how long what they had would last, but for now he was sure.Here is where he wanted to stay.

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I was tagged by @mattemaiden

WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE SONG(S) TO SING/HUM: It changes a lot, but I do end up randomly busting out some BTS songs and some ballroom dancing songs I don’t even know which ones (I used to hear them play on a barbie toy so). 

WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE FLOWER/TREE/PLANT (ALL 3 OR WHATEVER YOU HAVE AN ANSWER TO)? I love Wisteria (flowering vines) and Dandelion (flowering weeds) and Dogwoods and Sakuras (flowering trees). 

FAVOURITE COLOR(S): Lavender and Gray. 

WHAT DO YOU ALWAYS DOODLE (IF YOU EVER DO)? I’ve been doodling flowers. 

HOW DO YOU TAKE YOUR COFFEE/TEA? IF YOU DON’T LIKE THOSE WHATS YOUR FAV WARM DRINK? I mean I mostly drink cola, and water cause I need it, so... 

FAVOURITE CANDLE SCENT? I don’t really like a lot of artificial scents so I don’t know which ones I like.

SUNRISE OR SUNSET? Sunsets, cause I am awake for their beauty. Love the dusk it is my favorite time of day tbh. 

WHAT PERFUME DO YOU WEAR, IF ANY? 

WHATS YOUR GO-TO DANCE MOVE WHEN YOU’RE ALONE? I just do like... a white girl jiggle, sway. 

FAVOURITE QUOTE? "Those who matter don’t mind and those who mind don’t matter.” - Dr. Seuss. Also Albert Einstein’s “Don’t judge a fish’s intelligence on its ability to climb a tree.” 

FAVOURITE SEASON? It’s hard to choose between the flowers of Spring or the Leaves of Fall but since I was born in the Fall and the Fall has Halloween I’ma go with Fall. 

FUZZY SOCKS OR HOUSE SLIPPERS? Mmmmmmmm House slippers. 

WHAT COLOUR ARE YOU EYES? Hazel. 

WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE EYE COLOUR ON OTHERS? I don’t really... I guess light green since it’s the most rare. 

CHEEK, NECK OR NOSE KISSES? Cheek kisses, nose is too close and neck is too sexy. 

WHAT DOES YOUR HAPPY PLACE LOOK LIKE? In my head it’s a quaint pastel bright meadow with some sort of nice home to the side. 

FAVOURITE BREED OF DOG? Omygod I love CORGIS. 

CURSIVE OR PRINT? Print, dear god who can read cursive. 

SILK OR LACE? Lace is so pretty omygod I want so much lace. 

WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? Libra and Ox. 

FAVOURITE WEATHER? I like it to be kinda sunny but enough clouds that I’m not blind and also a bit of wind but not enough to blow my hair around. 

My tags: @morekawaiithanu @recolectora-de-palabras

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Lay Your Love Down

Pairing: Sebastian X Reader

Words: 763

Warnings: Hella fluffy!

Anon asked “can you do a seb x reader with him coming home from Atlanta and he finds you sleeping peacefully in bed and he slips into bed with you and he can’t fathom just how lucky he is that you’re with him and he realizes there that he wants you forever??”

A/N: Sorry this is late. Comments appreciated :) Message me if you want to be tagged in anything.

Permanent Tag List: @meganlane84

It was a quiet Thursday afternoon. Seb was coming in a few days and you wanted to prepare some things but decided to take a break for a bit. Putting your favorite sweatshirt on (technically it was his favorite one), you sat on the bed and started reading your favorite book. You could smell his cologne on the sweatshirt and kept on getting cozier till you fell asleep.

He wanted to surprise you. Knowing you’d probably try to do things to welcome him, he came a few days earlier.

It was your day off today, and he was so excited to spend it with you. Walking into your place, he noticed it was quiet, and there was no sight of you anywhere. Placing his stuff down slowly, he walked into the bedroom and saw you laying down on the bed wrapped in his sweatshirt.

You always loved that sweatshirt and he would purposely leave it just for you.

He stood in the doorway, arms crossed, just gazing at your sleeping form. You looked like an angel, your hair creating a halo around you.

He could look at you all day long and not get tired of it. The more he thought about how much you meant to him, the more he realized how much he loves you.

The smile he wore faltered when a thought intruded his mind.

Actually, it was a line from a play he took part in back in high school.

Love looks not with the eyes but with the mind. And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.

He loved you. Years ago, he would never have thought that he could love someone so much. The idea of completely giving your body, soul, and mind to another human seemed crazy. And it was not for the faint-hearted.

But it didn’t scare him. It was you. You were the x in this complicated formula. The one that can never be replaced.

And you were all his.

He walked as gently as possible and laid down next to you, pulling you towards him as close as possible.

You hummed and smiled in your sleep, not fully aware of what’s happening. It was such a good dream. Seb came and was cuddling with you.

“Babe.”

“Hmmm.”

“Y/n wake up. It’s me.”

“Seb? SEb? OMYGOD SEBY YOu’re back!!” You tried to jump up but he was holding onto you so tightly you didn’t budge.

“Ya sugar just for you. I came early just for you.”

“Will you at least let me turn around?”

He sighed and reluctantly let go until you rolled towards him. You cozied up in his chest, taking in his scent before kissing him. His lips were as smooth as river water and his kiss was as rough as the riverbank.

You pulled away and looked at him.

“Hi.”

“Hey.”

“So how did you get here early?”

“I wanted to surprise you, maybe spend today and tomorrow together, considering I haven’t seen you in weeks.”

“I missed you too…”

Neither of you spoke and you noticed the sudden shift in the air around Sebastian.

“Hey are you ok? Did-did something happen?”

He smiled and looked everywhere but you.

“Seb? You know you can tell me anything right?”

“Ya ya I just…I was thinking-”

“Uh-oh!”

“Funny. I was thinking…we’ve been together for god knows how long and I wanted to…what I’m trying to say is that- god why is this so hard?”

For a second, you dreaded what he was going to say but the way he was looking at you didn’t seem like he was about to say anything bad.

“I love you. I love you so much. It just amazes me that…you know we spend a long time apart and you’ve been with me through everything and never once complained. I mean how did I get so lucky? And it occurred to me that…I want to spend the rest of my life with you…if you’d have me.”

“I know it’s a lot to take in but-”

“Did you just propose to me Seb?”

“Well!”

You punched his shoulder and laughed at him feigning hurt.

“Seb. I can’t ever imagine spending my life with anyone else. I love you so much and I’ll always support you through everything.”

His smile made your heart flutter.

“Woohoo that was probably the most intense I’ve ever felt.”

“Ohmygah you’re so dramatic.”

“Babe I’m an actor…Dramatic is in the job description.”

You both started laughing, knowing this was what the rest of your lives will be like.