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learning curve part 4
alexia putellas x reader [& r's nephew] will has a better day at school, and r continues to spiral. alexia tries to help. will takes a rough fall at the park. angst & fluff!
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Will’s backpack thumped against his back as he sprinted towards you and Alexia. Your girlfriend had insisted on joining you in picking Will up for school, just as concerned as you were about him having another bad day. He zoomed towards the two of you, and just as you were about to bend down and open your arms for him, he called Alexia’s name, his gaze fixed on her.
“Ale, Ale I did it!” He shouted excitedly, leaping into her arms as she lifted him into the air. “I made a friend!”
“Of course you did!” Alexia replied. “I’m so proud of you.”
Will beamed, squirming in Alexia’s arms as he reached for you. You smiled back, brushing off the anxiety you were now feeling wash over you in favor of holding Will tight against you.
“So proud of you.” You echoed, more than relieved at the difference in how Will had come out of school today versus the day before.
“His name is Jordi, and he’s 5 like me and he likes dinosaurs! And he only speaks Spanish and-and Cat-a-lan but I used my Spanish words and asked him to be my friend and he said si! And si means yes!” Will rambled, once again squirming, this time to be let down. You placed him on the ground and he reached for both your hand and Alexia’s, still rambling away about Jordi and his cool blue shoes
You and Alexia exchanged amused glances, starting in the direction of the car. Will was practically skipping in between the two of you, until Alexia asked a question.
“Mi niño, did you understand your teacher more?”
At this, Will’s forehead crinkled, and his skipping slowed to a walk. “No. She talks really fast. And I only know some of the words she says.”
“That’s okay! It’ll take time to adjust.” You reassured him. “The important thing is that you try your best.”
“Sí, cariño. And maybe speaking more Spanish at home could help?” Alexia added, opening the back passenger door and lifting Will into his seat. You watched as she buckled him in, at how her brows furrowed in concentration and how she raised a hand to try to smooth the messy way his hair sat. There was a glint in her eye as she shut the door and chastly kissed you on the lips, a glint that told you she had an idea.
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Will had been exhausted from his day at school, falling asleep on the couch even as he insisted he didn’t need a nap. Less than twenty minutes after you tucked him in under a blanket on the couch with a snack, he was out cold. You’d retreated to the bedroom to fold laundry, and to try to get your emotions under control.
It wasn’t that you were bothered that Will and Alexia were bonding, not at all. It made your heart melt, made everything feel warm in a way you’d never experienced before. Alexia was perfect, everything you could have ever asked for in a partner you were raising a child with. There was just something… something about how easily Alexia loved that made you doubt yourself. Alexia was whole, and you were…well, if not broken, missing a piece. What she’d grown up with, you’d never experienced. She knew family, and you didn’t. And you weren’t sure how you could be enough for Will when you didn’t know how to be a part of a family.
“Mi amor?”
You jumped, dropping the shirt you were trying to fold back on the bed. You turned, finding Alexia standing in the doorway, her face twisted with concern. She moved closer, reaching for you.
“What’s up?” Forcing a smile, you allowed your girlfriend to grab one of your hands and cradle your cheek with the other.
Alexia didn’t reply right away, her eyes flitting over your face as she studied you. “Are you okay? You seem… I don’t know, something seems off.”
You allowed yourself to lean into her, pressing your face into the cozy sweatshirt she was wearing. She wrapped her arms around you, kissing the side of your head a few times.
“I’m okay. I think I’m just trying to adjust.”
Alexia hummed her understanding, her hug still tight as she spoke. “That is understandable, completely. It is a lot.”
“I’m just so… so worried about him and all of this and–”
“Tia?” You and Alexia broke apart, finding Will in the doorway where Alexia had been standing just moments ago.
He had woken, apparently, now shuffling adorably into your bedroom where you and Alexia stood. He was sleepy, rubbing his eye with his fist.
“Hi bud,” You smiled, feeling Alexia’s eyes on you even as you crouched down to Will’s level and opened your arms. He moved closer, stopping just short of giving you a hug.
“What’s for dinner?” He wondered.
You laughed, standing and ruffling his hair. “I’m not sure–”
“Dinner will be here in a little bit.” Alexia interrupted, winking at you mysteriously and heading back out to the living room.
Will looked at you, confused, and you shrugged, moving to follow Alexia.
Alexia’s idea entered the house with a flurry of activity, both Eli and Alba carrying two bags each, containing what you assumed to be dinner.
Alexia lifted Will into her arms, the boy growing a bit shy as she reminded him to say hello. You greeted Eli and Alba, too, grabbing some of the bags and leading them into the kitchen.
“Sorry about the mess, I would have cleaned, but Ale didn’t tell me anyone was coming.” The kitchen wasn’t really messy, but it wasn’t clean enough to meet your standards for guests.
Eli tutted, unloading several dishes from one of the bags as Alba disappeared into the living room. “I told her to tell you! She does not listen, she never has. Anyway, mija, it is not messy in here, do not give it another thought.”
You smiled at her gratefully, allowing her to pull you into a hug. Eli was a good hugger, made you feel relaxed in a way you normally didn’t when you had guests over. Whatever she’d brought with her smelled incredible, and you weren’t sure you could put into words how relieved you were to not have to worry about cooking dinner.
“Tia!” Will shouted from the living room, his voice much too loud for the indoors but he sounded so excited you didn't mind.
“Go!” Eli encouraged, gently pushing you in the direction of the living room. It always amazed you, how overwhelmingly kind Eli always was to you. She’d been that way from the first time she’d met you, and it had all clicked, that day. Alexia was the kind, perfect person she was because of the people that had raised her. Eli treated you like her own even when you and Alexia had just gotten together, and now, she was bringing dinner and doting over Will like he was her own, too.
Walking into the living room, a small stuffed dinosaur was waved in your direction, Will skipping around excitedly with his new toy in hand. “Tia! Look what Alba got me!”
Unlike the first time he’d met Alexia’s family, Will was already completely out of his shell, the quiet shy version of your nephew nowhere to be seen. Alexia and Alba were sitting on the sofa next to each other, sporting matching grins and you couldn’t help but think about how much they looked alike. The same smile, the same eyes, the same mannerisms. It reminded you of Leo, of how everyone always asked if you were twins. Pushing away the pang of hurt at the reminder, you bent down to get a closer look at Will’s new toy.
“Wow! That’s so cool, buddy. Did you say thank you?”
Will nodded, his brown hair flopping onto his forehead as he did so.
“He said thank you in Spanish.” Alexia said proudly.
“I did! Alba said she’ll help me with my Spanish, Tia!” Will informed you, grabbing your sleeve and pulling on it as if he couldn’t contain his excitement. He looked so genuinely happy, you could have cried. You settled instead on giving Alba a meaningful look and mouthing thank you. Alba just nodded, gesturing to her sister next to her, and you knew then what Alexia’s plan had been all along. Alba was a teacher, could help Will with his Spanish much more effectively than either of you could. Your girlfriend… was one of the most thoughtful, intentional, and kind people you’d ever met, and as you returned her smile, too, you made a note to tell her so later.
Alexia gestured you over to her as Alba headed into the kitchen to help her mother, but you hesitated.
“I should help your Mami–”
“No! You two stay right in there!” Eli shouted from the kitchen.
Alexia shook her head fondly, wrapping an arm around you as you joined her on the couch.
“Next time you invite people over, tell me in advance.” You murmured, barely audible as you felt Alexia tense next to you.
“Sí, of course. Sorry. I wanted it to be a surprise but I should have told you. I will not do it again.” She promised, squeezing you closer to her and pressing a kiss into your hair.
“Thank you.” For whatever reason, you hadn't been very mad at Alexia to begin with, recognizing that she’d just been trying to do something nice to take some of the pressure off you for an evening. You knew that, and you believed her when she said she wouldn’t do it again.
The house felt so full of life and love, it was easy to let your mind wander to dinner alone with Leo at the kitchen table. He’d always tried his best to cook if no one else was doing it. He also always made sure you ate your vegetables, even when he was just a few years older than you and hated them just as much.
Alexia nudged you, and you forced the memories away, following her gaze over to your nephew. Will was sitting on the floor in front of the coffee table, just admiring his new dinosaur.
“He is so sweet.” Alexia murmured, pulling you in closer to her as you both watched him. You hummed your agreement, marvelling at how excited he was over another plush dinosaur. He already had dozens, but he treated each new one like a special, one of a kind, toy. Will was so thoughtful, and though you knew it didn’t make much sense given the short time he’d been living here, you liked to think of it as bits of Alexia rubbing off on him.
“The sweetest, most wonderful boy.” You replied, gesturing Will closer as he looked up and blushed, realizing you were talking about him. He brought his dinosaur over, leaning into you as you kissed the top of his head.
“Does your new friend have a name?” You asked, and Will gasped, realizing he hadn’t, in fact, named it yet.
“It has to be a good one. What about… Albert?” Alexia suggested, her lip twitching as she imagined her sister’s dismay at the name. Will didn’t dignify that idea with a response, which made you almost laugh.
The small boy looked intently at the stuffed animal for a moment, staring into its eyes as if waiting for it to say something. Finally, he looked up with a grin, squishing the dinosaur to his chest in a hug.
“Franklin!” Will said excitedly. “His name is Franklin.”
“Franklin!” Alba cheered, appearing and holding out her hand for Will to take. “Un nombre perfecto. Do you want to help me set the table?”
“Yeah!” Will replied, getting to his feet and grabbing Alba’s hand. You and Alexia watched incredulously, as he normally dragged his feet and complained when he had to set the table.
“Now, cari, what do we need for dinner?”
“Umm… we need… platos!”
As Will and Alba around the corner and into the kitchen, you leaned further into your girlfriend, inhaling deeply.
“She’s so sweet to do this. And your Mami bringing dinner. I just… they’re so thoughtful. They didn’t have to do all this.”
Alexia frowned, tucking your hair behind your ear and tilting your face in her direction. “Of course they did. This is what family does, amor.”
Something about the way your girlfriend was looking at you, like she couldn’t understand how you didn’t understand. This is what family does. You weren’t sure what a family did or didn’t do because you’d never really had one. Mortifyingly, your eyes began to sting with tears and you tried to stand, blinking rapidly.
“Hey, hey, come back.” Alexia insisted, tugging on your hand until you sat back down next to her. “What is it?”
You sighed, your chest feeling tight, and Alexia’s concern only seemed to grow, her eyebrows pulling together and her lips pursing.
“I’m just not used to this. Having people that care.” You explained shakily, your voice breaking. It was a massive understatement, but you weren’t sure how to put everything else into words. The midfielder frowned further, her thumb brushing a stray tear off your cheek. You leaned into her hand, into her comfort, even though you weren’t sure you were worth it.
“Well, you will need to get used to it. Because they care, and I care. You have a family, both you and Will have a family.” Alexia insisted, her voice so earnest you could have cried again. Instead you just buried your face in her neck, feeling her arms snake around your back and hold you tight.
Alexia was always so convincing, your fears and anxieties almost all went away. Almost.
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Alexia could understand that you needed some time to yourself. It made sense; the transition from living in a relatively quiet house with just her was quite different from living with a 5 year old. As Will got more comfortable, he grew more energetic and loud, and it was a lot to adjust to. You’d seemed on edge all morning; something was clearly off, and Alexia assumed you just needed time alone, in the quiet.
So, with a soft kiss to your cheek, Alexia informed you that she was taking Will to the park for an hour, and she wanted you to relax while she was gone.
Alexia was right. Something was off. But the issue wasn’t that you needed time to yourself. You were… drowning in insecurity and doubt. It had been lingering in the background ever since Will came to live with you, but in the past 24 hours it had grabbed you by the throat. You didn’t want to feel the way you felt; you didn’t want to be jealous of your girlfriend who was just being an incredible person and treating your nephew as if he was her own.
But here you were. Fighting back tears as you curled up on the couch, thinking about how you were failing. Alexia was the only thing keeping you and Will afloat. You weren’t enough, and you weren’t sure how you ever thought you could be. Alexia knew love and family and warmth, and those were all things you’d only gotten a glimpse of as you’d grown up. You’d learned independence, learned to be quiet. You’d learned not to show weakness, to push your feelings down until they exploded.
What came naturally to Alexia was not instinctual for you. When Will cried, you never really knew what to say. When he refused to eat his vegetables, you didn’t know how to get him to eat them. When he’d had a nightmare, you hadn’t even woken up. Alexia had. Alexia always knew what to say and what to do. It made sense that Alexia was better at this than you, but it wasn’t fair to Will that he was stuck with one functional, emotionally intelligent adult, and you.
You weren’t sure how to be better for him, how to be what he needed. You weren’t sure what you’d done to deserve Alexia in your life. Most of all, you weren’t sure how to keep going when you were so confident that you were doing everything completely and entirely wrong.
Wallowing in self pity on the couch for an hour seemed like the best possible option, though, given the circumstances. At least with Will safely with Alexia, you could be sure you wouldn’t mess anything up.
Alexia, meanwhile, was trying to decide whether or not she could still do the monkey bars at the playground. She was pretty sure her feet would touch the ground, but if she bent her knees… it might be possible. Watching a kid play at the park was pretty boring, it turned out. She kept an eye on Will as her mind wandered, his soft blue quarter zip making him easy to spot. She’d found herself really enjoying buying him the most adorable clothes.
With little nikes, small sweatshirts, and everything in between filling his closet, Will had more than enough choice in his wardrobe. He always seemed to gravitate to the softer things, which is how he found himself a quarter zip that was all soft and cuddly on the outside. He thought it made his hugs better.
Will was an only child, and pretty independent as a result. He could entertain himself, play by himself and be completely content with just his imagination to keep him company. He’d darted up the stairs of the playset as soon as Alexia had let go of his hand, already imagining the wood chips under his feet as hot lava and the other kids as monsters. But then, a rather tall ‘monster’ bumped into him right at the top of the stairs, and sent Will tumbling down into the ‘hot lava’.
With a yelp, Will landed in the wood chips in a heap. Alexia saw the whole thing from her spot on the bench next to the playset, yet she forced herself to remain frozen for a moment, waiting to see if Will would pop up uninjured.
When he did sit up, though, he was cradling his arm close to his chest, tears already beginning to stream down his cheeks as he looked around frantically for help.
“Alexia!” He cried, ignoring the hurried apologies of the boy that had pushed him and the stares of the other kids that had stopped to stare. Alexia was off her bench in a heartbeat, sprinting across the playground to the small boy.
“Hey, hey, I’m here. You’re okay.” Alexia soothed, crouching down next to him, hands hovering anxiously over his small body. “Tell me what hurts.”
“My-my arm.” Will sobbed, turning his whole body away from Alexia when she reached out to take a look. “Don’t touch! I want my Tia!”
Alexia was practically frozen with fear. Did she call you? Her Mami? An ambulance? The military? She didn’t know how bad this was, didn’t know how to help Will when he was so insistent that she not touch him. The poor kid was hysterical, gasping for breath in between his cries. Alexia forced herself to focus; she could call you in a moment. Right now, she was the only one here and that meant she had to know what to do. There was no other option.
“Cariño, look at me.” Alexia instructed softly. Will peaked at her, still warily holding his arm close to his chest. “I will not touch it, bebé, I promise. I just want you to look at me and try to take a deep breath, vale?”
Will hesitated, but the frantic feeling in his chest, like he couldn’t get enough air in, made him turn further towards Alexia. He did as she instructed, forcing himself to take a deep breath. Then another. And another. Slowly, his chest stopped stuttering and he didn’t feel so scared anymore. Alexia was with him; there was nothing to be scared of.
“Hurts.” He whimpered, allowing Alexia to gently brush the tears of his cheeks with her thumbs.
“I know it does. You’re being so brave, so so brave. Can you let me see your arm, sweetheart?”
Will frowned, leaning away from her once more. “No. Don’t touch.”
Alexia suppressed a sigh. Though she wanted to scoop him into her arms and head straight home, or maybe to the hospital, she didn’t. “I don’t have to touch it–”
“No.” Will cried stubbornly. “I want my Tia.”
Though the tears had never really stopped, Alexia could see them gathering in the boy’s eyes rapidly once again. The park was only a block away from home.
“Okay, bebé. Should I call your Tia and have her come here? Or should we go to her?”
Will didn’t even think about it, sniffling as he wiped his nose with his sleeve. “Wanna go home, please.”
Nodding, Alexia got to her feet, wincing at the feeling of woodchips falling from where they’d embedded themselves in her skin. She had no idea how she was going to get Will home when he wouldn’t let her touch him, but as soon as he got to his feet, his face paled. Silently, pleadingly, he lifted his good arm and looked up at Alexia. She didn’t hesitate, carefully lifting him, taking care to keep his injured arm away from her body, so it wouldn’t be jostled or bumped. She’d taken a single step in the direction of home before Will gave a soft cry at the movement. It was going to be a long walk home.
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Alexia’s text was brief.
Will fell, hurt his arm. Bringing him home. Might need a doctor.
Brief, yet sent a chill down your spine and a wave of anxiety washing over you. The park wasn’t far, and you hadn’t seen the text right away, so Alexia should be arriving with Will… any minute. Sure enough, you could hear his loud sobs from down the hall as soon as the elevator doors opened. You rushed to the door, throwing it open just as Alexia turned the corner, awkwardly holding a very squirmy Will in her arms. The fluorescent lighting of the hall made both Alexia and Will look oddly pale, though that could have just been the situation.
“Tia! I want my Tia!” Will whimpered, still holding his arm close to his body even as he tried to escape Alexia’s grasp. Your heart was racing as you took in the scene in front of you, panic and fear like you’d never felt it before squeezing your chest.
In the time it had taken for Alexia to walk from the park back to your building and up to the apartment, Will’s pain had seemed to only increase, every step torture as she fought back tears of her own. Every step, every cry from Will was tearing at her heart.
“She’s right here, cariño.” Alexia promised, walking closer and carefully placing Will into your outstretched arms. You were careful not to bump his arm, and he curled into you immediately. His small body shook with sobs as you carried him back into the apartment.
“It hurts, Tia, it hurts.”
“I know, baby. You’re being so brave.”
You settled on the couch with him sideways on your lap, his tears soaking into the fabric of your shirt. Completely at a loss of what to do, you looked helplessly at your girlfriend. Somehow, though, she seemed more panicked than you, wringing her hands together as she sat on the edge of the wooden coffee table.
“Okay. Okay,” you said, trying to calm yourself and your nephew down. Leaning back you tilted Will’s face up to face you. His eyes were red and puffy, her lip quivering sadly as he cried. “Can I see your arm, Will?”
Very hesitantly, Will nodded, finally extending his arm away from his chest. His hand was trembling, but there was no obvious bruising or swelling, no odd bumps that would indicate he’d broken something. Alexia leaned closer, until her head was almost bumping into yours. You waited until she was done studying Will’s arm, and she looked up at you. No words were needed for you to know Alexia had come to the same conclusion that you had.
“Can you wiggle all your fingers for me?” Will did as you asked, moving his fingers and then rotating his wrist. There was only a small wince as he did so, but his range of motion seemed completely fine.
“I don’t think it’s broken, bud.” You declared.
Will sniffled. “It doesn’t feel broken,” he said weakly. You and Alexia smiled at him, Alexia’s hand gently running through his hair as he leaned in closer to rest his head against your chest.
“Does it still hurt a lot? Or does it feel better now?” Alexia asked.
“Better.”
At this, you finally relaxed, letting out a deep sigh. “I’m so glad. That was pretty scary, huh?”
Will nodded into you, his hand grabbing a fistfull of your shirt. He seemed so small in that moment, and the feeling to protect this little boy was so strong you could have fallen over. You held him tighter, pressing a kiss to the top of his head.
“But you’re okay now. We’ve got you, buddy.”
Alexia hummed her agreement, tucking a blanket around Will as he relaxed into you, his eyes fluttering shut. It was no surprise the day had tired him out, and you were more than happy to act as a pillow for him if it meant he wasn’t in pain and he wasn’t crying any more. Alexia slid onto the couch, pulling you into her as Will began to drift off.
It was only an hour later, once Will had completely fallen asleep in your arms, that you had a second to breathe and think. Alexia’s chest rose and fell rhythmically and you allowed it to calm you, with your body reclined back into hers. Her breath was warm against your ear, one of her hands gently rubbing up and down Will’s back.
“He just wanted you.” She murmured finally. The sun was about to dip below the horizon, a soft orange light washing over the room, making the moment feel even cozier. You were fighting sleep yourself when Alexia spoke, but you turned your head slightly, confused. “When he got hurt. He just wanted you. All the way from the playground back here, he just wanted you, amor.”
You weren’t really sure what to do with that, or what her point was. It made you feel better, at least, that Will had wanted you, not that you were happy he’d gotten hurt. But you didn’t understand what Alexia was trying to get you to see, especially because you hadn’t your insecurities with her.
She seemed to sense your confusion, kissing your temple gently. “He loves you. You are so important to him, and you are doing a great job. You must be, if he relies on you so much, no? When he was hurt and scared, he wanted you to make him feel safe. He needs you.”
You felt a tear slide down your cheek as you took in her words, letting your head fall back onto her shoulder. Alexia could read you like a book, and you shouldn’t have been surprised to know that she’d known what was going on in your head all along. That’s what made her such a perfect partner to do this with, you supposed. Will loved her, yes. But she loved you, too, and she always knew what you needed to hear.
“Thank you.” You whispered back finally. It was stark, the contrast between how you’d felt before Will and Ale had arrived home to now. With Will soundly asleep in your arms, and Alexia holding you close to her, everything felt less overwhelming.
Laying there, watching the sun set over the city, everything felt an inch easier. Step by step, Alexia had said that the day you brought Will home. One day at a time. With your family.
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:) have a few more thoughts for this series but i'd love to hear whatever you're thinking. i hope you enjoyed 🫶🏻
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Jokes aside, it does seem like Paul was kind of the little cook of the group, even as teenagers:
““Yeah yeah, it’s all very well, Paul,” muttered John. “Just because your Dad played in some old time music hall in the thirties doesn’t mean we should go on stage wearing white coats. People will think we’re a bunch of fairies.”
“Wait a minute, John, I’m burning the toast.” Paul, clattering about in the kitchen, seemed oblivious to John’s emphatic statement. He then came out of the kitchen with a pile of buttered toast on a large plate for the ravenous horde waiting.
“What did you say? I couldn’t hear you properly; oh, the white coats, is that what you’re on about? What’s your problem with that? Look John, it’s about time we started smartening up our image because we can’t go on looking like a gang of ruffians just dragged off the streets,” retorted Paul. “We must look professional – we’re on the stage, in the public eye, and appearances are important. If we start looking the part then perhaps you may even be able to get your chords right.” Paul said this last point in a jovial manner, not wishing to rouse John’s temper, as he knew even after short acquaintance with John that he could soon ‘fly off the handle’ if provoked.
John seemed unperturbed by the insinuation that Paul was making about his professionalism (or lack of it). There was a silence for a couple of minutes as we all munched on our buttered toast. “Yeah okay – but white coats? I can’t see myself in one of those. Anyway, where would we get them from?”
“Never mind that – Nigel will sort that out. Look, it will be you and me up front from now on as main guitarists and vocalists so it’ll look good, the both of us wearing the same gear. It will be white coats, white shirts and black bow ties – the rest of the group can wear white shirts and black bow ties.”
John still seemed undecided and looked to me for support. “What do you think, Len?” he asked.
“I think the answer lies in the soil,” I said, trying to bring a bit of humour into what seemed to me a contest building up between two strong personalities, each having been used to getting their own way. Continuing in a none-too-serious vein, “But then again I think that you two don’t need us anymore, we’re has-beens.” […]
“Come on, Len, be serious for a minute. What do you think?” repeated John, who was by this time desperate for support. “I honestly think it’s worth a try and it will probably improve our image,” I said half-heartedly.
Suddenly John resorted to his lighter mode. “Ooh, eh! We will look smart. Why don’t we hire a limousine and dress up as undertakers instead?” he quipped.
“Don’t be thick, John, we’d all have to wear black for that,” Eric Griffiths suddenly interjected.
“Okay, we’ll all be in white then – it’s agreed,” said Paul. John then started up with a song that had recently been popularised: “A white sport coat and a pink carnation, I’m getting dressed up for a dance.” With that John did a little dance around the room. The Quarrymen Committee had arrived at another major decision without too much rancour.”
— Len Garry, John, Paul and Me: Before The Beatles. (1997) (X)
When We Was Fab: Inside the Beatles Australasian Tour 1964 by Andy Neill and Greg Armstrong
I’ve stolen this off a Facebook group but feel it needs to be seen on tumblr.
#sorry if this diverts the original post but it made me think of this!#maybe it's because once Mary passed away the boys kind of had to fend for themselves; Jim did cook—#but I'm sure Paul also had to start taking on some of the domestic chores. so being domestic comes more natural to him#tho it is kind of amusing to imagine Paul running around the kitchen with a little apron on#meanwhile ig George didn't want anything??? idk sounds unlikely but i could be wrong#John didn't have the issue with the question inasmuch as how it was said lmao#the answer is probably yes. yes Paul probably cooked for him often#anthology of mclennon#john lennon#paul mccartney#george harrison#husband and wife
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I saw you do vi nsfw headcannons can we get Caitlyn nsfw headcannons please
of course bimbosbutterflies2026! <3
men dni!
caitlyn kiramman x reader
content: AFAB/fem!reader, fluff, nsfw/smut, mentioned to prefer fems, breeding STRAP but not literally breeding since we lesbian asf, spanking, overstim, fingering, spit, crying
characters: caitlyn kiramman
writers note: been waiting for this one!!
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caitlyn kiramman sfw & nsfw headcanons
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SFW -
ugh she’s so sweet, she’s just the prettiest lil thing
she’s so touchy and loving— she definitely has the most motherly touch ever. like when you cuddle or hug you, you feel genuinely safe
she’s such a sweetheart, I feel like despite it all she’d prefer a femme over a masculine woman, she would love seeing you in skirts and cute tops.
I feel like this goes hand in hand with this ^^ but you would share clothes, she would loveeee when you wear her clothes.
she thinks you are adorable when she gets home from work or when she sees you wearing her shirt or some of her pajamas.
so extremely clingy. she must be attached to you as if she is apart of you
loves being a genuine girly girl with you— but don’t get me wrong, not in a friendly way.
she wants to paint her nails and then MAKE OUT.
she’d love being the little spoon but she really couldn’t care either way— just as long as ur touching in any way she couldn’t care less. she js fucking loves you
she’s the type to still kiss you if your sick— she doesn’t give a FUUUCK what you have, she’s kissing you.
her love languages are physical touch, words of affirmation, and acts of service
bro the key to her heart is of course physical touch,
but if you like.. do the dishes? or mop? or like take care of her while she’s sick or smth like that she’s fucking…— she goes crazy for you.
she’s really into kissing, she loves both receiving and giving them. forehead kisses, cheek kisses, neck kisses, she loves it.
she’s possessive and protective, but juusttt the right amount.
she would get jealous fairly easily, I feel like
cheap ramen dates even though you and me both know she can afford so much more
which of course you’ll have fancy dates often
but couch nights where you just share a big ass bowl of buldak
she’s cultured and she’d try to get the same noodle so you and recreate the lady and the tramp scene
her parents love you btw
her mom was hesitant at first because she’s cassandra kiramman but yk
her dad loved you IMMEDIATELY. accepted you as his daughters girlfriend asap
her mom got around to you but yk how she is
I mean she never disliked you but YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYING !!
anyways
doesn’t matter what you cook or how well you cooked it (as long as it’s edible) if you made it for her she will eat it, and she will tell you its amazing
I’m so sorry but I had to bring this up—
I CANNOT stop thinking about how fucking sexy her british accent is
she knows you love her accent so she’d say certain things a “certain” way sometimes just to get you blushing n stuff.
like let’s say your cooking or something and she’s like “can I put it in now?” referring to an ingredient
I love her and she’s perfect and I love her and she’s perfect
moving on to nsfw!
NSFW -
a tease, thanks for coming
high sex drive
everyday for her is ovulation day
fuck.
like I said, she can be pretty possessive— will NOT share you. she wants you all to herself
caitlyn— I think we have all agreed upon— is a dominant leaning switch.
she can get pretty rough in bed, your cervix is usually bruised and you are usually all fucked out, but I’m sure you don’t mind
definitely has a breeding strap and has actual literal genuine urges to get you pregnant
takes her work stress out on you after a long day.
just walks in the door and puts her hand up ur skirt/down ur pants, kissing on ur neck and running her fingers through your hair as she strips you
fucks you like the sole purpose of ramming into you is to prevent you from walking
“yeah? letting me take my anger out on you? such a fragile little thing, hm?”
“look at your legs, they are shaking, love. all for me?”
“you can take it, can’t you, darling?”
“such a good little slut for me.”
she needs to know that what she’s doing is making you feel good
which usually you have no problem doing since she literally makes you cry out of pleasure sometimes
but she needs to hear you. she needs to hear your moans and whimpers and whines.
spanks you when you make her jealous
gets REALLY jealous whenever men flirt with you, it pisses her off so bad.
of course she still gets angry when a woman does it but when a MAN does it.
^^ caitlyn will fuck you until you are crying and exhausted
sometimes by the end of the night you literally cannot feel your hips
she’s so mean :(
won’t let u cum :(
she’ll let you cum after a few hours..? yes, plural.
but when she finally lets you cum, she overstims you.
“c-cait.. I— can’t.. fuck..! please!”
“awh, yes you can, darling.”
“mmm, isn’t this what you wanted?”
“wanted to cum for me so bad, didn’t you?”
bosses u around as if she owns you
“spread your fucking legs.”
“what a whore you are.”
spits on your pussy
let me elaborate on the spanking—
spanks you til you cry
“i said count.” as she lifts her hand and places a harsh slap to your ass.
“a-ah! …tw-“ you wince, “twenty four.. thank you…”
“good,” she smirks “then you can take ten more, hm?”
you nod as tears stream down your face
“what was that? couldn’t hear you, darling.”
“yes..— yes ma’am—“
“what a good little slut, yeah?”
occasionally ties u up, placing a vibrator to your clit as she coos at you, kissing your forehead
“mmmh, you’ve been so good for me..”
“that feel good?”
“fuck.. look at those tits.”
loves eating you out, it’s fucking blissful for her
it’s honestly for her pleasure too—
your clit on her tongue is heaven for her
the little sounds you make too, and the way you dance and squirm as she sucks on your clit.. fuuuuckkkkk.
her motivation to get up in the morning is the taste of ur cunt in her mouth
loves it when you eat her out too
tugging on your hair and bucking her hips into ur mouth
“fuck— darling, so good.. mmm.. don’t stop..”
“yesyesyesyes!! haaah— gonna make me cum.”
marks you
leaves little bite marks and hickeys on your inner thighs, hips, n neck.
wants all of piltover & zaun to know your hers
may be a mean dom at times— but there is a difference between fucking n making love, kay?
slow thrusts as she whispers how much she loves you in your ear
“ur doing so good,” as she places kisses all over your face, “love you so much, darling..”
holds you while she fingers your cunt
“sweet girl,” she tells you, “cmon, cum for me, okay?”
she loves you so much, she just has to remind you… uhh— aggressively? sometimes?
————
I would be so happy to do a part two of this, i absolutely adore sharing my headcanons— nsfw or sfw. love u cait (my wife)
remember— u can request anything! :))
#arcane#fluff#smut#x reader#arcane fluff#arcane request#arcane smut#arcane x reader#caitlyn kiramman arcane#caitlyn kiramman x reader#caitlyn come home the kids miss you#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn kiramman request#request anything#caitlyn kiramman x reader hcs#caitlyn kiramman headcanons
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Teacher’s Pet—Professor!Nicholas Chavez x Student!Reader
summary— Teasing your professor finally reaches a breaking point after you wear a short skirt showing a skimpy thong and a butt plug. Based on this request.
warnings— teacher/student relations, cunnilingus, face fucking, degradation, praise kink, nipple play, anal with butt plug, sir/professor kink, unprotected sex, creampie.
a/n— this was in my drafts for so long, finally had the motivation to finish <3
It was a typical day in Professor Chavez's class, or so you thought. You'd always had a flirty back-and-forth with him, teasing him during lectures, your flirtatious banter leaving the rest of the class in the dark. But today, you had a plan.
You wore a black skirt, one just a bit shorter than usual, the fabric clinging to your hips and drawing attention to your figure. And something you knew he wouldn’t expect—a cute little butt plug paired with a black thong that hugged your ass. As you entered the lecture hall, you caught his eyes briefly flicker to your legs before quickly returning to the board. But you saw it. The subtle shift in his posture, the slight tightness in his jaw. You knew exactly what you were doing.
Throughout the lecture, you couldn’t resist. You purposely opened your legs in your seat, letting the fabric of your skirt ride up a little more than usual, your eyes occasionally meeting his over the top of your textbook. The sexual chemistry was palpable, but neither of you acknowledged it openly—at least, not yet.
Then came your favorite part. You feigned dropping your pen. You let it fall from your desk, watching it roll across the floor, all while you locked eyes with Nicholas. Slowly, you bent over, positioning yourself just so, giving him an unintentional—and very intentional—view of your ass. Only he saw what you wanted him to, the sexy thong, the butt plug, daring him to take it out and replace it with his cock.
You felt the eyes of the entire room on you, but it was his gaze that held your attention. The way his pupils dilated, the slight flush of his neck, the tightening of his shirt sleeves, he was trying to keep his composure, but you could tell he was fighting it.
When you sat back up, you could feel the electricity between you, a buzz in the air that made your heart race and your stomach flutter. You didn’t need to say a word. You knew he could feel it too.
Later that afternoon, as class was dismissed, he wasted no time in walking toward you. His steps were deliberate, his usual professional demeanor replaced with something else.
“You’ve been trouble today,” he muttered, his voice low and husky. He wasn’t looking at you, but you could tell he was trying to hide a grin.
You tilted your head, playing innocent. “I don’t know what you mean, Professor.”
He stepped closer, his breath barely a whisper against your ear. “Don’t act coy with me. I saw what you were doing.” His hand brushed against the small of your back as he guided you out of the lecture hall. “You’ve got my full attention now.”
His words were a promise, a challenge, and a reminder of the playful tension you’d been building all semester. You placed your hand on his biceps, looking up at his large frame with big doe eyes, “Is that so, professor?”
He chuckled darkly, his tongue darting out to lick your lips, “It is. And we’re going to take care of you somewhere more—private.”
You reached his car after trailing behind him as to not raise suspicion, the air clouded with anticipation. “You can’t just tease me in class and expect to leave it at that,” he said, almost amused.
You smirked. “I didn’t hear you complaining.”
He didn’t answer right away. Instead, his hand cupped the back of your neck, pulling you closer, his lips brushing against your ear. “You’re playing with fire, and I’m not the type to let things slide.”
The drive to his apartment felt like it took forever. Inside, Nicholas closed the door behind you with a soft click. The playful glint in his eyes was gone, replaced by something darker—something just for you.
The moment the door clicked shut behind you, he didn't waste a second. He was on you, pushing you up against the door with a fierce urgency, his lips crashing against yours. It was a kiss full of hunger, as if he couldn’t wait another second to feel you. His hands roamed over you with possessive intent, tracing the curves of your body, his fingers skimming along your plump ass.
You responded with your hands gripping the collar of his shirt, pulling him closer as you kissed him back, equally fervent. There was a certain roughness to it, as if every moment of restraint had been building up to this. The heat between you was undeniable, and you couldn't get enough of him. His hands slid down to your hips, feeling the curve of your ass through the fabric of your skirt, pulling you flush against him.
“You have no idea what you do to me,” Nicholas breathed against your lips, his voice low and full of desire. His hands moved over your body with a possessiveness that made your breath catch. “You think I didn’t notice you teasing me all day. You fucking knew what you were doing.”
You couldn’t find words, only the frantic movement of your lips against his as you pressed yourself into him, feeling his hard cock against you. He moaned, clearly not able to hold back anymore.
He dragged you toward the couch, his grip firm on your wrist, pulling you down with him. You landed on the plush cushions, breathless, and before you could even adjust, he was on top of you, his mouth on your neck, trailing fiery kisses down your skin.
“Tell me you want this,” he murmured, his voice sending a shiver down your spine. He moved with an intensity that matched the heat of the moment, every touch making you feel more and more like you were losing control.
You nodded, barely able to form coherent words, your hands gripping his shirt, tugging it off as you kissed him desperately. “I do, sir,” you managed to whisper. “I want this.”
His eyes darkened, a satisfied smirk playing at the corner of his lips. “Good,” he said, voice almost a growl as he kissed you again, his hands moving down your body with purpose. The moment felt like it had been a long time coming, and there was no holding back now.
He pulled away, his hands moving to your skirt as he slid it off, revealing the subtle hint of your undergarments underneath. His gaze darkened even further, the sight of the buttplug in your ass and the thong making his breath catch. He took a moment to steady himself, clearly fighting the urge to devour you whole.
“God, you’re a perfect little slut,” he murmured, his lips trailing down your body, pausing just above the waistband of your thong. “I’ve been imagining this all day, you knew exactly what you were doing, didn’t you?”
You couldn’t respond, only feeling the heat rising between you both. Nicholas gave a low, approving hum before he leaned down, his lips brushing against your skin in gentle kisses before pulling back just slightly. His hands roamed over you with admiration and intensity, as if you were the only thing that mattered in that moment.
The world outside of this room, the teasing, the class, everything else faded away as he focused solely on you, making you feel desired and wanted in ways you hadn’t imagined.
“Dropping that pen just to make sure I saw you—such a desperate little whore.”
You squirmed under his gaze, your cheeks heating. “I wasn’t—”
“Don’t fucking lie to me.” He cut you off, his hands gripping your thighs firmly. “You wanted my attention, didn’t you? Well, now you’ve got it. Let’s see if you can handle it.”
Before you could respond, Nicholas hooked his fingers under your skirt, tugging it off, baring the soft skin of your thighs. His breath was hot against your skin as he pressed a line of kisses along the inside of your legs, moving closer, his eyes never leaving yours.
“You’re going to sit there and take this,” he growled, his hands spreading your legs further apart. “No more teasing, no more games. Let me hear you.”
You gasped as he kissed higher, his lips brushing over the thin material of your thong. He grinned at your reaction, pulling the fabric down with excruciating slowness. “So needy. Bet you’ve been thinking about this all day, haven’t you?”
“Maybe,” you whispered, your voice barely audible.
Nicholas smirked, lowering his head. “Good. Then let me give you what you’ve been begging for.”
His mouth moved against your wet pussy, the sensation drawing out a strangled gasp as your hands gripped the edge of the couch. His tongue traced slow, deliberate patterns, and you could feel him smirking against you when your hips bucked in response.
“Stay still,” he commanded, his tone sharp but teasing. “You don’t move unless I tell you to.”
You whimpered, nodding, and he chuckled darkly. “That’s a good girl. Let me hear how much you need this.”
“Fuck, sir, need it so much,” you mewled.
His tongue continued its assault, your legs trembling and your heart thumping in your chest. A loud gasp erupted from your lips as you felt his tongue swipe over your other hole and the butt plug in your ass before he moved back up to your pussy.
Every movement of his tongue felt like a slow unraveling, and you couldn’t hold back the moans that spilled from your lips. He looked up at you, his dark eyes filled with a dangerous kind of satisfaction. As his tongue sucked on your clit, he gripped the butt plug, fucking your ass with it before pushing it all the way in once more. “Cum for your professor. Show me how much you wanted this.”
Your body reacted, hands gripping the fabric of the couch, your body trembling under his touch. Nicholas didn’t stop until he was satisfied, pulling back just enough to smirk at your flushed, dazed expression as you finished squirting on his tongue.
“You belong to me,” he said softly, pressing a kiss to your thigh before pulling you into his lap. “Don’t forget that.”
Your trembling body slid off his lap and onto your knees with purpose. You threw off the crop top you had on, revealing your bare chest, nipples hard in anticipation. Determined to show him just how much of a slut you were, you began unbuckling his pants, pulling it down along with his boxers in one swift motion.
“Fucking hell. C’mon, choke on my dick,” he urged. With your gaze locked on his, you spat on his cock before taking him down your throat. You bobbed your head steadily then went all the way down, settling the tip of his cock in your throat as he clutched a cushion for support. You hummed in content at his reaction, bobbing your head faster but using even more tongue. Saliva and pre cum dripped down your chin, staining your tits and your hands went to them, groping as you sucked his dick using no hands.
“You’re such a fucking whore. You should see yourself, filthy fucking girl,” he rasped.
You stared up at him, hair sticking to his sweaty forehead, head tipping back the deeper you went and his hand clutching the cushion. You were having a bit too much control and you reveled in it before he his fingers tangled in your curls. He bucked his hips in your mouth before he started thrusting, the sounds of your gagging willing him on.
“Yeah. That’s it baby, fucking choke on it,” he groaned.
You dragged your tongue and your lips across his shaft as your mascara ran down your cheeks and you stared up at him looking like a shell of your former self. Your fingers reached down, fucking your ass with the butt plug as you got even wetter from him fucking your throat.
“You look so fucking hot baby, now get ready. Swallow my cum like the obedient student you are.” Opening up your throat and sticking your tongue out, you swallowed his cum as it spurted down your throat. You relished in its salty like taste, bobbing your head slowly.
“That’s my girl,” he cooed, letting go of your hair and using his thumb to smear your mascara all over your face. “You look so pretty like this.”
He gave you no time to savor the compliment, instead, he dragged you by your curls, shoving you onto the couch. “I’m gonna fuck you the way you deserve. In the way you so desperately crave.” The stretch was burning as he positioned himself in front of you, thick cock invading your walls. You cried out at the intrusion as he began to move with a purpose. The couch shook each time he pounded into you, and all you could do was moan, your ability to form coherent words leaving you.
He filled you to the brim, cock stretching you more than anyone else ever had. By the time he was finished with you, your pussy would be stretched to accommodate the sheer size of him—if that was even possible.
“Fuck. After every class, I’m taking you back here or I’m fucking you wherever I see fit. This pussy was made to take my cock,” he groaned. He thrusted into you faster now, and as you looked down, you could see the outline of his cock moving in your lower abdomen and it sent you over the edge.
“Oh God, professor,” you cried, a stream of liquid exerting from your body and soaking him and the couch below. He continued fucked you through your orgasm, drawing every single cry and drop of cum from out of you.
“I’m not done with my pussy yet,” he growled. You squealed as he held under your thighs, lifting you up and impaling you right back on his cock. His lips captured yours in a ferocious kiss, teeth clashing, tongues battling and your hands running through his hair.
He brought you into his bedroom, gliding over to a large glass window. He opened the curtains, turned you around and shoved you against it, his cock finding its place back inside you. You could see your breath against the window as you moaned, his cock repeatedly slamming against your g spot.
“Taking it like such a dirty fucking girl. You know anyone that passes by or looks out their window will see me fucking you right? Is that what you want?”
Your pussy throbbed against him and you reached down to rub your clit as he continued relentless. “Y-yes professor,” you rasped, “that’s what I want.”
“That’s a good whore.” His hand snaked around your neck, pounding into you from behind and your legs wobbled, feeling another impending orgasm.
“You’re not gonna cum without my permission this time. Fucking beg me,” he growled in your ear.
He didn’t need to tell you twice. “Please professor, please let me cum. I wanna cum for you, please sir,” you mewled.
He littered kisses on your cheek, his thrusts angling deeper. “Of course baby, cum on your professor’s cock. Show me how much of a good slut you are.” Your body shivered and if it wasn’t for his grip on you, you would’ve toppled over as your release came crashing down.
He didn’t give you time to rest, instead, he lifted you up again and threw you onto his plush bed.
“Put your legs over my shoulder,” he said, tone leaving no room for defiance.
As soon as your legs flung over his shoulders, he was plunging into you deep. Your fingers gripped the thin sheets below as he you felt him brush against your cervix with each thrust. It was almost too much. His hands found your nipples, pinching and pulling them as he pounded into you, sending even more ripples of pleasure through you.
“You feel me deep in your guts baby? You fucking belong to me now. Every single part of you. No one else could fuck you this good. This deep” Each word was emphasized by a deep stroke, and you felt as though he would tear you apart.
“I need you to cum with me, baby. Cum for your professor while he cums inside your tight fucking pussy.” Your back arched from the bed and Nicholas bellowed a guttural moan as his cum spilled inside you. It triggered your own climax and you squirted all over his cock and his sheets, your ragged pants filling the room.
You moaned as he pulled out of you, feeling his cum ooze from your pussy. He collapsed beside you, pulling you on top of him as he kissed your forehead and wiped your tears.
“You did so well baby. I’m so proud of you.” You were too fucked out, having no energy to respond so you just snuggled into him. “I meant what I said. You’re mine and I’ll be fucking you after every class.”
You loved the sound of that.
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My Desire - Slight Yandere!Nogitsune!Wooyoung X Tall!Chubby!Reader
Slight Yandere AU, Idol AU, Fated Lovers AU & Nogitsune AU - First Person POV
Genre: Mature, Smutty Themes, Fluff, Wooyo being a simp
Pairing: Wooyoung X Tall!Chubby!Reader (Implied OT8 X Reader)
Rating: 18+ MDNI
Words: 1,975
Warnings: Wooyoung has a dirty mouth and is very needy, Inexperienced!OC, tooth rotting fluff, lots of pet names (Beautiful, Angel, Goddess). This is a Yandere story, it will contain themes such as stalking, violence, obsession, possessive natures, and just general overall creepiness and swearing. You have been warned.
A/n: This is one of the most recent scenes I wrote in a purely self-indulgent fic for myself. It's been really therapeutic to write, and I really liked the direction this scene was going in, so I thought I'd share the little tidbit with all of you. I know it's not much, but right now, I'm focussing on writing for myself just to get back into the swing of things. This is my comfort, but I hope others can enjoy it, too. As always, feedback is greatly appreciated! I hope you enjoy!
Hours later, I feel consciousness returning to me once more. The sunlight streaming in from the windows warms my skin, and I nuzzle closer into Wooyoung. A soft smile tugs at my lips, already feeling his thumb brushing tenderly against the skin of my lower back.
“Good morning, Beautiful,” His voice rumbles out, still heavy with sleep.
I hum, stretching lightly beneath the covers before blinking my eyes open to look up at him. “Morning, Wooyo.”
His free hand slides up my body, moving to cup my cheek. A soft kiss is placed atop my forehead before he’s pulling me upwards, pressing his lips to my own eagerly.
I cannot help the smile that tugs at my features as I giggle, attempting to pull myself away from him.
“Wooyoung,” I mumble against his lips. “I need to brush my teeth.”
A loud whine escapes him, his arms wrapping fully around my waist. In an instant, he rolls us over, settling himself between my legs as his tongue flicks teasingly at my lips.
“Less talky. More kissey,” He mutters, holding me even closer.
My hands slide up his bare sides, feeling him shiver beneath my touch. It makes me smile, wrapping my arms around him as I part my lips.
Eagerly, he slips his tongue into my mouth. His one hand slips beneath his shirt that I’m currently wearing, splaying his fingers over my side. A soft moan escapes him as he feels my bare skin, parting from my lips to begin placing soft kisses along my jaw and down my neck.
“You look absolutely stunning in the morning light, My Goddess,” He breathes out, nuzzling his face against my neck affectionately. “I could never tire of this.”
Wooyoung pulls away to gaze deeply into my eyes, his own shining in admiration. Gently, his thumb resumes tracing over my skin as he smiles down at me so lovingly.
“One of these days, I’d love to wake you up by making love to you softly.” His eyes flick lightly between my own, his free hand coming back up to cup my cheek. “Every hour of every day, I wish to show you my love. Make you feel it with every movement I make against you.” He leans in, brushing my nose with his own as he sighs blissfully. “Show you how sincere I am about you, and lavish you in everything I have to offer.”
My breathing deepens slightly, his words going straight to my core. I cannot help the way warmth blooms inside of my chest, gazing up at him softly as I trace my hand over his spine.
“I would like that very much,” I whisper, swallowing lightly.
“Just you wait, Angel,” A brilliant smile stretches across his features, his eyes crinkling at the sides. “I plan to give you the world, and so much more.”
My heart flutters, a gentle smile tugging at my lips. “One day, I hope to be able to do the same.”
Wooyoung brushes some hair off of my forehead, his expression turning much softer. “You already have.”
A wave of emotion floods through me, and I immediately wrap my arms fully around him. I pull him into me, hiding my face in the side of his neck as I hug him tightly. I even go so far as to wrap my legs around him, my heart beating frantically inside of my chest.
“Thank you, Wooyoung,” My words come out muffled against his skin. “This means more to me than you’ll ever know. You mean more to me than you’ll ever know. I appreciate all that you do, and all that you’ve done. I know it’s only been one night, but this all just feels so natural to me. I’ve never felt this comfortable around anyone before, and that’s all thanks to you.”
I feel him wrap his arms around me, holding onto me just as tightly as I hold onto him. His face is buried in the side of my neck, placing a tender kiss atop my pulse before squeezing me affectionately.
“I’m happy to know I make you comfortable.” He hums, keeping his voice low. “All I’ve ever wanted was somebody to love unconditionally. To be able to make them happy, and provide for them. To see them look at me in the same ways I look at them, sharing our lives together and being with one another through everything.” He swallows, pulling away to stare deeply into my eyes. “I’m glad it’s you.”
I smile up at him, bringing a hand up to cradle the side of his face gently. “I couldn’t have asked for anyone better.”
Wooyoung’s eyes pulse with golden veins, his lips tugging upwards before he’s leaning in to place them upon my own.
The kiss is tender and slow, Wooyoung pouring everything he is into it as he holds me close. The passion and care I can feel exuding from him makes my head spin, my heart thumping wildly in my chest.
Again, his hands slip beneath the shirt I wear, thumbs tracing over my sides as he deepens the kiss.
A soft whine leaves my throat, his hips grinding lightly into my own. I can feel him getting hard again, his cock twitching against my core. It makes my heart flutter, warmth coursing through my veins.
“You make it hard to want to leave this bed…” I mumble, moaning softly as he nips at the side of my neck.
“Funny,” He hums, glancing up at me through his lashes. “I was just about to say the same thing.”
Slowly, he rolls his hips into my own once more.
“We should-“ I choke on a gasp, my lashes fluttering in bliss. “We should probably get ready for the day…”
“Mmmh…” His hands slowly push my shirt further upwards, nosing his way down my body and beneath the covers. “Five more minutes…”
The material of his shirt bunches around my waist as he begins placing wet, open mouthed kisses along my stomach. His fingers trace over my sides, low groans escaping him as his fangs come out to tease at my flesh. With each love nip he gives me, he purposely laves his tongue over the marks, his breathing deepening.
“What do you say, Angel?” Turquoise eyes with those captivatingly vibrant golden veins flick upwards to meet my own. “Am I allowed to have my breakfast in bed?”
A pleasant shiver caresses my spine. His words go straight to my core, feeling myself clenching around nothing. I can already feel my clit practically pulsing, my chest rising and falling dramatically at the mere idea of what he’s offering.
Patiently, he waits between my legs. Even though his eyes are dark and hungry, there is no denying the tenderness that still shines through. His touch remains soft, his hands lightly caressing over my sides as a gentle expression pulls at his features.
My lips part, nodding my head in confirmation. “Okay.”
A pleased smile stretches across his lips as he leans in to place a lingering kiss against my stomach. Soft hums escape him as he nuzzles against me, tilting his head upwards so he can meet my gaze once more.
“Remember, Beautiful, one word of discomfort from you and I will stop.” Wooyoung keeps his voice steady, and full of care, staring at me so tenderly. “I never want to push you too far, or make you uncomfortable.”
“I remember, Wooyo,” I smile softly down at him, my heart warming at his thoughtfulness. “I’ll let you know if it gets too much. I promise.”
He grins, his eyes crinkling in the corners as he nods once. “Good Girl.”
My breath hitches, involuntarily clenching from his words. I can feel my cheeks heating in response, noticing how Wooyoung quirks a brow up at me.
“Oh?” A wolfish grin stretches across his features. Slowly, he trails his hands down my sides, sitting up on his knees as he slips his fingers beneath the waistline of my sweats. “Does My Angel like it when I call her that?”
My cheeks are on fire, and I end up averting my gaze to the side shyly. “A little…”
“It’s okay, Angel,” He coos, teasingly sliding his hands back up my sides. “There’s no reason to be shy about your desires with me. I want to know each and every one of them so that I can fulfill them all.”
A few of his tails emerge from beneath the covers, pushing them back so that the comforter falls to the ground. The soft blackness of his fur contrasts the morning sun, shining beneath the light as they flick through the air happily behind him.
“Will you let me?” His gaze flicks up to my own, his fingers back to toying with the waistline of my sweats. “Will My Beautiful Angel let me touch her? Will she let me trace my tongue over every inch of her delicious pussy and make her drip down my chin?”
“Wooyoung-“ I gasp out his name, clenching hard enough to feel myself beginning to leak down my thighs. My hands grip onto his arms tightly, nails digging into his skin as I begin to squirm beneath him.
“Do you think I could make her squirt? How long do you think it would take me to do that?” He hums, his tongue darting out to wet his lips. His gaze is fixated on the apex of my thighs, slowly beginning to tug my sweatpants off of my body. “How loud do you think I could make her scream my name using just my tongue alone? Would she sit on my face until I made her legs give out?”
“Fuck-“ My voice catches in my throat, my head spinning from his words alone. My breath is beginning to come in small pants, my whole body shaking in need.
“How sensitive could I make her?” Agonizingly slow, he pulls my sweatpants down my thighs. He tugs them upwards, lifting my legs in the air and holding them steady as he finally slides the material completely off of me. Quickly, his one arm wraps around my legs, resting them over his one shoulder. Turning his head, he places a kiss against the side of my knee. “Would she let me spend the entire day between her legs, worshipping her until the sun finally sets, the moon and all of the stars filling the night sky?”
“Wooyoung, please-“ My hips lift slightly, eyes pleading as I meet his own. My lips are parted, pleasure coursing through my veins with every word he speaks. I don’t think I’ve ever felt this desperate in my life, feeling as if I’m about to spontaneously combust if he doesn’t put those words into actions sooner, rather than later.
“Lay back and relax, Beautiful,” He hums, gripping my legs beneath each knee and slowly beginning to part them.
Golden veins pulse within a sea of blue, a low groan escaping him as he sees just how wet he’s already made me. His tongue darts out to wet his lips, pushing my thighs apart gently as he begins to lower himself towards my cunt. Fluffy black tails dance in the air above his head as he leans in to nudge his nose lightly along my glistening slit.
A shudder wracks his entire body as he takes a deep breath, breathing me in fully. His eyes flutter shut, a loud moan escaping him as his grip on my thighs tighten.
“I want you to watch me,” He breathes out, eyes flashing open and locking with my own. There’s a darkness swirling within. A primal desire that shines right beneath the surface, desperation and lust all mixing together in a pool of love. “I want you to do nothing but enjoy yourself as you watch me enjoying you.”
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College AU Sevika x reader
A/N: I havent posted a new chapter since last year hihihi. Sorry I had to make that joke
In all seriousness, sorry for making yall wait for so long, ive been doing a bit shit.
One last thing, Im very scared of mischaracterising my girl Sevika so please let me know if i write her in a way that does not seem right🙏
this chapter has a reference to reader having long hair.
(only semi-proofread)
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You’re abruptly awoken by Sevikas alarm going off, you hear her groan before hearing some rustling. You’re just about to get up to turn the alarm off yourself but then it stops ringing. The bed creaks and Sevika groans again, then yawns.
You turn in your bed, facing her now instead of the wall. You crack one eye open slightly, trying to savor the sleepiness you were still feeling. “Morning” you say, voice just above a whisper. “Morning” she replies, voice gravelly yet soft. “I’m sorry did I wake you?” she asks.
You shrug your shoulders. “Why are you up so early Sev?”
You had given her the nickname ‘Sev’ a little over a week ago and she hasn’t told you to stop yet, so you were going to keep calling her that until she did.
“It’s really not that early,” she says. “but I wanted to go to the gym before class.”
“Oh yeah, forgot you’re a gym bro,” you joke. She rolls her eyes but a small chuckle escapes her lips. “Also waking up early is good for you.”
You roll your eyes at her. “Sure” you say before turning back around to catch a little more sleep. You listen to the subtle sounds of her getting ready for the gym before drifting back into a comfortable sleep.
You’re once again woken up against your will, this time by Sevika opening the door and entering the room. “Are you still asleep?” Are the first words that come out of her mouth. You open your eyes and are met with a shirtless Sevika. She's wearing a simple black sports bra and black sweatpants. The t-shirt she was wearing earlier is now draped off her waist, one end of it tucked into the front of her waistband, the rest hanging loose.
Her giant arms and impressive abs are on full display and you can’t help but admire them. She starts making her way over to her closet. “As a matter of fact, I was just about to get up” you lie. You sit up and the blanket falls off of you, the cold air of the room suddenly hitting you. You shiver, quickly pulling the blankets up to your chin.
“Sev, could you grab me a hoodie from my closet please, it’s freezing in here.” you ask her. She turns towards you. “Dude you’re so dramatic, it’s not that cold” she says, walking to your closet anyway and grabbing a plain dark green hoodie. She throws it to you and you thank her.
“I’m gonna go shower quickly, do you wanna get breakfast together?” She asks, once again rummaging around in her closet, presumably looking for something to wear. “Yeah sure” you reply. “I’ve gotta call my grandma in a bit though, she’s very serious about our weekly calls, especially now that I'm at college and can’t visit her as often,” you add.
“You’re really close to your grandma right?” she asks. You simply nod.
You’ve been really close to your grandma for as long as you can remember. When you were very little you were over at your grandmas all the time, when your mum was at work, shopping, going out with friends. And both you and your grandma absolutely loved it.
As you got older you just got closer and closer, coming over for a cup of tea, baking cookies together, preparing Christmas dinner and all sorts of other fun activities. You told her everything. So she was naturally sad to see you leave for college. You had promised to call her at least once a week, if not more.
She had also said she’d come ‘break you out of that joint’ if it ever got too much. She’s the sweetest old lady and you love her to death, and so does your mother. Sometimes when you call her you’ll hear your mother coming in to visit grandma, so you stay a little longer, gossiping with both of them and telling them how much you miss them.
“That’s cute” she says, you think you hear a slight hint of sadness or disappointment in her voice but you shrug it off. She grabs all of her shower stuff and heads out the door. You get up out of bed and stretch your arms out over your head. You grab your phone from your nightstand and go to your grandma's contact, clicking the little phone button and calling her.
The harsh beeptone starts playing, indicating that you were, in fact, calling your grandma. After it goes off a few times she picks up. “Good morning darling, how are you?” a slightly scratchy voice sounds from the phone. “Hello grandma, I’m doing alright, how about you?”
“I’m doing alright darling, how's college? Are you and your roommate getting along?” She asks, “Yeah, she’s really nice, and a good roommate too. She cleans up after herself, isn't too loud. And another bonus, she doesn’t mind my endless yapping.” You say, finishing with a small chuckle. “I told you you’d be alright, how’s that boy of yours, Ekko?” She asks.
Ekko has been around your grandma's house many times as well while you two were growing up.
“Yeah he's good too grandma, and he's not my boy” you say sternly. “That's good to hear darling, I’ve always liked that boy. When you two were little you were attached at the hip.” She says with a little laugh, remembering all the shenanigans you and ekko got up to back in the day.
“Yeah, I’d say we still are” You laugh. You put the phone back down on your nightstand, and tap the speaker button. Sevika never takes very long to get ready, so you want to be close to ready when she returns, so you can leave for breakfast quickly.
You open one of the drawers under your bed, the one with all of your pants in it, and happily chat away with your grandma while trying to find the right pair of jeans for the day. She talks about some of the neighborhood gossip. Your grandma seems to know everyone in town and also everything about everyone, so gossip sessions are always fun with her.
You pick out baggy light wash denim jeans to wear for today, also grabbing a black belt from the drawer. You close the drawer and lay the pants and belt down on your bed. You then open the second clothes drawer and grab a tight, black, long sleeve shirt. You also lay this down on the bed, then make your way over to the closet. You grab a dirty grey colored jacket and also lay that down on the bed.
You get dressed, tucking the long sleeve into your jeans and throwing on the jacket, zipping it up about halfway. You're still on the phone with your grandma while doing your hair, you let out a few frustrated grunts. “What's wrong dear?” She questions
“My hair is being SO annoying right now, I just want to wear a high ponytail but there's bumps every time I put the elastic in.” You groan. “Just wear your hair down,” she replies, probably with a shrug. “No I can do it,” you say. Trying one last time to put your hair up, you brush it all back and grab it with one hand, plucking out two little strands of hair to frame your face. You slide the elastic off your wrist, twisting it around the ponytail. You almost cheer when you see you finally succeeded.
You sit down on your bed and just as you do, Sevika walks in. “Hi, I’m still on the phone with my grandma if you wanna say hi.” you say. “Hi miss y/l/n” she says. “Hello dear”
“I’m assuming that means you have to hang up then?” She asks, clearly a little disappointed. “Yeah sorry grandma” you reply. Sevika had started getting ready almost as soon as she had gotten back from her shower, and somehow she was almost done already.
“I will talk to you later grandma, have a good day” you tell her, she tells you to have a good day too and you hang up. Putting on your jewelry as a finishing touch before heading out to grab breakfast with Sevika.
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It’s Nice to Have a Friend - Jschlatt
Part 5
Masterlist
Reader has been lonely their whole life. They have never been in a relationship. They don’t understand why no one will love them but their best friend, Schlatt has always been in love with them.
Schlatt sends you a text telling you that Aztro and Mika have invited you to join them all for a night at a karaoke bar. They were performing in New York, but coming a day early to hang out. You were excited to not only meet the Sleep Deprived crew, but also go out. It had been a while since you went to a bar and got drunk. Maybe you would meet someone. Maybe your soulmate would be there watching you sing.
All of these thoughts are the reason you spent hours getting ready. Your apartment looked like a mess from the amount of times you changed your outfit. You also spent what felt like hours perfecting your makeup and hair. You finally decide on a tried and true going out outfit of yours. One that makes you feel good in your own skin. You take a look in your full length mirror, actually liking what you see.
You hear your doorbell ring and make your way over to it. You open the door to see Schlatt. He has dressed up himself wearing a tan corduroy jacket over his signature black shirt along with a pair of nice blue jeans. “You clean up nice,” you tell him.
Schlatt looks up at you and he just stares for a minute. “You don’t look too bad yourself. Are you ready to go? I ordered an Uber,” he finally lets out.
You follow him out into the cold New York air, waiting for the Uber to arrive. “Have you got your songs planned for tonight?” You ask him.
“I’m not singing,” he says.
You look at him in disbelief. “We are going to a karaoke bar. You are singing. I know you can sing, so don’t be worried about that.”
He gives you a soft smile. “I’ll think about it, but I’m going to need a lot of liquor before I do any karaoke.”
“Deal,” you tell him as the Uber pulls up. You both hop in the back seat.
Thankfully, the ride isn’t too long. The Uber pulls in front of the bar and you both step out. As you walk in, Astrid and Mika walk over to you. “You must be (Y/N), I’m Astrid and this is Mika. We have heard so much about you,” Astrid introduces.
“Nice to meet you both. You are all a lot taller than I was expecting,” you tell them, feeling a bit tiny. Schlatt was still the tallest out of all of them.
“We were going to take some shots. Do you want to join us?” Mika asks.
You nod, making your way to the bar. Schlatt follows closely behind you. “What’s your shot of choice?” Astrid asks you.
“The strongest tequila they have,” you tell them. “Schlatt will want whiskey.”
Schlatt nods. “Also I’m not telling you what to do, but please be careful with tequila. Last time you had tequila you were dancing on tables.”
“Shut up. I was only 21. My brain has fully developed now.”
“I’ll take tequila shots with you (Y/N),” Astrid says.
After about two shots, you are starting to feel tipsy. “I’m going to pick a song,” you tell Schlatt. He throws back his third shot of whiskey.
“What song are you going to sing?” He asks you.
“It’s a surprise,” you whisper to him. The reality is you weren’t sure what song you wanted to sing. You were just going to look at the list and see what song pops out at you.
You walk over to the book to look at the list of songs they have. You choose to look at the Taylor Swift list of songs first. You’re surprised by the selection they have, including some from The Tortured Poets Department. You ultimately find the right song. You sign your name to go next along with your song choice.
They call your name to go up and you hear Schlatt, Mika, and Astrid all cheering for you. You wait for the words to start before singing,
Summer went away, still, the yearning stays. I play it cool with the best of them. I wait patiently, he's gonna notice me. It's okay, we're the best of friends. Anyway.
I hear it in your voice, you're smoking with your boys. I touch my phone as if it's your face. I didn't choose this town, I dream of getting out. There's just one who could make me stay. All my days.
From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes. I waited ages to see you there. I search the party of better bodies. Just to learn that you never cared.
You're on your own, kid. You always have been.
Schlatt’s eyes don’t leave yours as you sing. He continues to focus on you as he takes more shots.
I see the great escape, so long, Daisy May. I picked the petals, he loves me not. Something different bloomed, writing in my room. I play my songs in the parking lot. I'll run away.
From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes. I called a taxi to take me there. I search the party of better bodies. Just to learn that my dreams aren't rare.
You're on your own, kid. You always have been.
From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes. I gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this. I hosted parties and starved my body. Like I'd be saved by a perfect kiss. The jokes weren't funny, I took the money. My friends from home don't know what to say. I looked around in a blood-soaked gown. And I saw something they can't take away.
'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned. Everything you lose is a step you take. So make the friendship bracelets, take the moment and taste it. You've got no reason to be afraid.
You're on your own, kid (ah).
Yeah, you can face this (ah).
You're on your own, kid.
You always have been.
As the song ends, you bow and walk back over to the table. “That was really good. You went basic with Taylor, but it was good,” Astrid tells you.
“Thank you,” you say, taking a shot of tequila to calm your nerves.
“You did amazing, Toots. You’re so talented, but why that song?” Schlatt asks you.
“It’s a song I relate to a lot. You know being on your own and all. I saw it on the list and knew I should sing it.”
He nods. He gives you a hug and you tense up a bit. He must be really drunk to have hugged you. He pulls away from you. “You know I’ll never let you be fully alone right?”
You give him a sad smile. “I know. Thank you,” you sigh. “Anyway, no more sappy shit. Are you drunk enough to go sing?”
“Might need some more.”
“You stay here, I’ll go to the bar and get us some,” you tell him, getting up from the table. Mika and Astrid are at the karaoke book finding a song.
You make your way to the bar. “Can I get two shots of Fireball and a tequila sunrise?” You ask the bartender, handing them your card.
“You can put that on my tab,” you hear a voice say beside you. You turn to see a blonde man beside you. “It’s under Fletcher.”
“You don’t have to do that. I can pay for it myself.”
“Don’t worry about it. Add a corona to that as well,” Fletcher says, turning to face you. “I’m Max Fletcher. You sounded amazing up there. I’m a bit of a swiftie myself.”
“I’m (Y/N). Thank you for the compliment and the drinks.
The bartender hands you the shots and your drink. “No judgement at all, but are all those drinks for you,” Max asks, accepting his corona.
You let out a small laugh. “No, the shots are for my friend.” You look over to the table expecting to see Schlatt, but he’s not there. You look over at the stage and see him making his way up as his name is called. “Actually he’s going up to sing.”
“Oh that’s cool. So he’s only a friend right, not a boyfriend?”
“Just a friend,” you tell him as you start to hear the beginning of the song, Creep.
“Well if that’s the case, here’s my number,” Max says handing it to you.
“This song is for a friend of mine,” Schlatt says, before the song starts.
“Thanks,” you tell Max before taking the drinks back to your table. Your eyes meet Schlatt’s as he sings.
You wonder what friend he is talking about. Maybe Astrid? Maybe Mika? You weren’t sure.
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
Oh, oh
She's running out again
She's running out
She run, run, run, run
Run
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
You feel your heart swell as he sings. It’s just a song right? He doesn’t really feel that way about himself. You still don’t know who he’s singing to until you realize his eyes have not left you the entire song. It’s probably because he’s most comfortable with you. Nothing else.
Schlatt makes his way back to the table and shoots both of the shots. “You were amazing. Your voice is perfect for that song,” you praise him.
He smiles at you. “Thank you. Did you hear the beginning?”
“Yeah I did and if Astrid doesn’t feel the same, that’s her loss,” you tell him.
“Astrid? It wasn’t about her,” Schlatt says, worry covering his face.
“Oh who were you singing about then?”
“It was,” he starts, but stops himself. “Never mind. It was just a song. I thought it would sound good with my voice too.”
You smile at him. “Shocked you didn’t sing Sinatra, but Radiohead works well too.” You take a sip of your drink.
“Who was that guy talking to you earlier?”
“Some guy named Max. He gave me his number. I’m not sure why though,” you admit. You thought maybe it was for Schlatt when he realized you weren’t dating him.
Schlatt gives you a look. “(Y/N), please tell me you’re joking right?”
“What?” You ask, raising your eyebrow.
“He obviously gave it to you because he thought you were cute,” Schlatt says, muttering something under his breath.
“Wait really? Oh I didn’t realize that,” you laugh at yourself.
Schlatt laughs a bit too. “I’m going to grab more shots. I’m not drunk enough. You just sit here and watch the people sing.”
Schlatt returns after a while. You’re not sure where Mika and Astrid had ran off to, but at least your best friend was still here. You and Schlatt are so drunk you know you’ll both feel it in the morning. After a few shots, the two of you are a giggling mess.
“You know my friend (Y/N)?” Schlatt asks, obviously very drunk.
You let out a giggle. “Yeah I know them, they are pretty cool,” you say.
“Yeah they are cool. They are also so intelligent and so funny and so goddamn talented in everything they do.”
“That’s so sweet. I’ll let them know.”
“Can I tell you a secret?” He whispers to you.
“Of course,” you whisper back.
“I’m in love with them.”
“What?” You ask not sure if you heard him right. You obviously misheard him.
“(Y/N), I’m in love with them. And you want to know the most pathetic thing? They will never love me back. No matter what I do, they will never love me the way I love them. Sometimes I imagine us together in a house with the cats just loving each other. Maybe raising kids. We’d get married in a catholic cathedral like they have always wanted. I would do anything to make them happy and they will never feel the same.”
Tears start feeling up your eyes. “Jay,” you let out. You don’t know what to say. You’re at a loss for words. Everything is starting to make sense. The cuddling, the kiss on the forehead, his wariness about Ted, the way he always does whatever you ask, and even his freaking boner. He didn’t sing Creep for no reason, he sang it for you. You take a look at him and you start crying.
“Are you okay?” Schlatt asks, still very drunk. His calloused thumbs wipe a stray tear from your face.
“I’m fine. I think it’s time for us to call an Uber,” you tell him, trying to wipe away your tears.
You walk outside, carrying behind a drunk Schlatt. You see Mika and Astrid sharing a joint. “Are you going home already?” Astrid asks you.
“Yeah. Schlatt almost passed out at the table,” you tell them.
“Have you been crying?” Mika asks, accidentally blowing smoke in your face.
“No, this happens when I drink a lot,” you lie.
They both nod. “Do you need help with him?” Mika asks.
“No, I got him. It was nice to meet you both. Enjoy the rest of your night.” The uber pulls up and Schlatt sleepily follows you.
As soon as you both get in, Schlatt’s head finds your shoulder. It takes everything in you to not cry more. “Are you able to take me home after I drop him off? I’ll pay you extra,” you ask the driver.
“Just put your address in the app and I’ll pick it up. No extra charge,” the driver tells you.
“Thank you.” You hear Schlatt lightly snoring on you. You smile at him. You’re so conflicted in your thoughts. Obviously you love Schlatt, but do you love him the way he apparently loves you? You’re not sure. You’ve never thought about him that way. He’s always been your best friend, just out of reach. He was never someone you would consider.
The Uber arrives in front of Schlatt’s apartment. “C’mon Big Guy,” you wake him up. Schlatt follows you out of the car. “I’ll be right back out. I just need to put him to bed.”
The driver nods at you as you drag Schlatt to his bed. “(Y/N)!” He cheers, when he realizes you are the one carrying him along. “Are you staying?”
“Not tonight. I have work in the morning,” you tell him.
He pouts slightly at you as he gets in his bed. As he pulls his shirt off, he gets under the covers. You tuck him in and place everything on the nightstand that he will need in the morning. “Night, Bub. Get home safe.”
“I will. Good night, Jay,” you tell him. You go downstairs and thankfully the Uber is still there. You thank the driver as he drives you home.
When you finally arrive, you make sure to tip the driver well. You quickly rush upstairs to your apartment. When you get inside, the tears start flowing. You go to your bathroom and wipe off your makeup. Once you get in bed, you think about the future of you and Schlatt. What does his confession mean for your friendship? Do you feel the same way? Why did he have to tell you when he was drunk off his ass? You go to sleep knowing that tomorrow an important conversation needs to happen.
A/N: ahh this one makes me so sad!! Sorry I live for Angst. I already have most of the next part planned as well. Thank you for all the support and as always hope you enjoyed!!
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It's Cold
Summary: It's cold on the island your crew has sailed into and Zoro refuses to wear his jacket.
Content: Gender-natural reader, Zoro being stubborn, set on the Thousand Sunny, Brook mentioned, Drum Island and Zoro's happenings there mentioned
Word Count: 1K
A/N: It's snowing in my part of the world and after seeing one of the prompts from this prompt list, I had to write this little fic. I hope you all enjoy!
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Your crew had yet again landed on an island perpetually thrown into winter. An island with winds so frigid it cut through the skin, knee-high snow that would make any journey monstrous, and a cloudy, gray sky that never seemed to have met the sun.
And yet Zoro still refused to put a jacket on.
“It’s cold, Zoro.” You huffed, thrusting his coat out for him to take. He crossed his arms tight over her chest in refusal. You could already see the bits of skin his short-sleeved shirt didn’t cover growing red from the biting wind.
“This is what you call cold?” He scoffed. “This is nothin’.” He brushed you off with a shrug of his shoulders.
“Not cold?” You bit just as sharp as the cold at him. “You’re one big fat liar.” Zoro narrowed his eyes at you.
“Am not.”
“Are too.” You childishly shot back as you all but lunged at the swordsman. Zoro gave a gruffing growl as you tried to wrangle the jacket onto one of his arms. Zoro moved and you held on tighter, the swordman all but swinging you around with him.
“Hey!” Zoro shouted, tossing you off in a not-so-gentle way. “Knock it off.”
“No. Not until you wear a jacket.” You huffed back, the cold air turning your words into a could of white before you. Zoro watched you, his annoyance growing with every second that ticked by.
“Not gonna happen.” He insisted. “It’s good for endurance.”
“Not when you're getting hypothermia on top of it.” Zoro rolled his eyes at you then.
Rolled them.
Like he thought you were being over dramatic.
“You remember Drum Island?” You stabbed a finger into his solid chest. “Remember how you got lost in sub-zero temperatures with no shirt on? Remember how you whined like a baby about how cold--”
“I did not whine like a little baby.” Zoro huffed, smacking your finger away. “I don’t need a damn jacket.”
You watched Zoro for a long moment.
A moment you took to shoot dagger-sharp eyes his way. Eyes full of dissatisfaction of his continued stubbornness. Eyes that had slowly but surely begun to make Zoro squirm.
“Stop that.” He gruffed at you.
“Stop what.” You shrugged, slinging his jacket over your arm neatly.
“That look on your face. Stop it.” You shook your head, starting for the rest of the crew waiting for you two, already having made it to land.
“What look? I have no look.” Zoro gruffed once more before quickly making his way to your side.
“You want me to wear that jacket.” You shrugged.
“Yes. It would make me very very happy if you did but what can I do about it? You have said no over and over again. You win. I don’t care anymore.” Zoro all but ground his teeth as he continued to follow you off the ship, Brook’s Yohohoing laugh floating up their way.
You looked calm.
Too calm.
A calm you would never feel unless he put that jacket on.
It was suspicious…but a pinched twitch of your lips told him you were far from calm.
“It’s not that cold.” He huffed, scratching the top of his green-haired head.
“It's very cold.”
“Maybe.” You glanced up at him, brow cocked.
“Oh?” Zoro grit his teeth, dark brown, near black, eyes glancing away from you.
“Snow is cold. There’s snow.” He muttered.
“Good job! You're right.” You said in mock cheery praise. Praise that was very much done condescendingly. Done to make him feel stupid.
Zoro wasn’t stupid….not all the time.
“Well, now I’m really not gonna wear the damn thing.” And you shrugged it off. Like you really didn’t care now.
“That’s fine.” And Zoro watched as you placed the jacket on the railing of the Sunny just before you started for the gangway. It stopped Zoro right in his tracks.
“Wait--you’re just gonna let me go off without a jacket?” You nodded, climbing up onto the gangway.
“Yep.” You gave the word a nice pop.
Zoro froze completely then. Like he was now refusing to even leave the ship.
“But it's cold.” You paused in your exit.
“What?” Zoro gave a dramatic grumble.
“You damn well heard what I said.” You turned on your heel then, leaning forward a bit as you cupped your ear.
“I really didn’t. You’re gonna have to speak up.” Zoro gave yet another grumble as he looked away from you. He crossed his arms, all but ground his teeth and--
“It's cold.” You couldn’t help the satisfied smile that pulled to your lips.
“That it is. And…?” You pulled your hand from your ear only so you could egg him on.
“I’m not gonna wear that jacket 'cause it's cold.” He huffed, looking back to find you now sporting a deep frown.
“Then--”
“I’m gonna wear it to make you happy and to stop you from looking at me like that.” You felt your heart give a little start at his words. Words he didn’t really find to be that big a deal but meant the world to you.
You hopped down from the gangway, grabbed the jacket, and held it open so you could help Zoro put it on. He huffed, but let you slip the furr-lined jacket onto his thick arms.
“It does make me happy.” You sweetly said. A sweetness that seemed to melt the hardness from Zoro’s face.
You zipped his jacket up, but instead of letting the metal zipper pull go, you yanked him down so that he was on level with you. His dark eyes widened the smallest bit at the action. Eyes that seemed to grow even wider as you nuzzled the tip of your cold nose against his, which was annoyingly warm despite the cold surrounding you both.
“Thank you.” You smiled, finding a small dusting of pink had begun to coat Zoro's cheeks just how the snow coated the Sunny’s deck.
“Whatever.” He grumbled, eyes glancing away from yours looking all too cutesily shy.
More Like This: Are You Mad? {Zoro x gn!reader}
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WHATEVER YOU LIKE
pairing: nicholas a. chavez x black!fem!reader
summary: nicholas spoils you rotten on your special day.
contains: fluff, romance, nudity, a little suggestiveness (they get interrupted), nicholas spoils reader, love, happiness, kissing, mild swearing, tears of joy.
a/n: my first birthday on tumblr! i’m ready for chapter 2️⃣6️⃣! 🥳🎂
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the morning of your birthday arrives and you’re woken up by the aroma of all your favorite breakfast dishes along with a cup of coffee served on a silver platter by your man, nicholas, who sauntered in your shared bedroom wearing nothing, but an apron and white briefs. at the sight of his attire, the grogginess you usually felt every morning had departed as your face heated with laughter. nicholas couldn’t help, but to catch the contagious disease of your smile before he gives his one of many birthday wishes.
“happy birthday, beautiful!” he enthusiastically chimed, placing the tray on your lap. you excitedly squeal out your gratitude by planting a peck to his lips and squeezing him into a bear hug. you start to pick up a strawberry and put it in your mouth, but nicholas promptly stopped you, taking the fruit and guiding it towards your mouth.
“nope, you’re not gonna lift a finger—unless it’s to get your nails done for your party tonight.”
your face heated as you took a bite, humming at the sweet, fresh taste. it was as if they were freshly grown and nurtured right before they were served on your plate. the mention of the party that was thrown for you made your stomach engage in somersaults. this was first birthday with nicholas and he wanted to go all out for you this year by organizing a grand soirée in your honor. he made sure everything was in order from the invitations right down to the cake. nicholas flashes a toothy grin.
“that good, princess? you want some more?”
“mhm.” you giggle after swallowing and opening your mouth to allow nicholas to feed you the rest of your breakfast.
“only what’s best for the birthday girl. eat up, gorgeous. you got a long day ahead for you.”
you thanked him with every bite as the food was delectable beyond words. when you were done, he placed the tray aside and took your hand to lead you out the comfort of the sheets. you were caught off guard when you felt his hand swoop under your knees, his burly arms securely held you up as he started towards the master bathroom.
“just what do you think you’re doing?” you giggle out as he placed you on the counter near the sink, you swing your legs back forth while you watch him gather two bottles of soap, body scrubs, and an african net washcloth before turns the warm water on in the tub.
“like i said, you got a long day ahead of you and i want to make sure you feel special for every second—now which one would you like? vanilla coconut or lavender?” he inquires holding up the two bottles, you made your choice and he squirts some of the contents within the running water. as the white suds began to rise, nicholas steps over to the counter, standing in between your legs.
“arms up, pretty.” he kindly instructed, fiddling with the hem of the oversized t-shirt of his that were you wearing. you do as you were told before he swiped the garment off to reveal your bare upper half, it wasn’t long before your cotton shorts and satin bonnet were removed. nicholas had to take a step back. his brown eyes raked your figure, but not in a “i’d like to ravage this piece of meat” sort of way, but there was a glint of pure appreciation that made him feel warm as he examined every inch of your body, it was just so stunning the way it is. sometimes, he’d had to pinch himself to see if he was dreaming. he’s seen you naked before, but with each glance, there’s always a look of pure love in his gaze. the longer he stared, you were starting to get bashful, the heat of embarrassment rose on your melanated face.
“nicholas, is everything okay?”
“nothing it’s just— you are breathtaking.” nicholas sincerely confessed, returning to his position between your legs to rest his hands right on your hips. being the lover boy that he is, he planted kisses on every inch of your face. when his lips reached yours, they obviously lingered for a minute before he sprinkles his affections on your neck. with your hands gripping onto his shoulders, you flutter your eyes shut and sigh to throw your head back before they open, cutting to the still running water. the bathtub was filled to the brim. as much as you wanted to go further on this counter, you couldn’t risk for the bathroom to be flooded on day such as this, so you tapped on his nicholas’ shoulder, signaling for him to halt.
“nick—nicholas!” you said without too much panic as the bubbles got higher.
“hmm?” he murmured against your skin as he reached your chest, his hand coming up to give a squeeze to the plush skin.
“babe, the water!” your frantic tone caused him to move away from your body.
“oh, shit!”
once he took a glance at what you were talking about, he hastily strode towards the tub to adjust the faucet, stopping the water to flow any further. nicholas turned to you and it was a pause of silence in the bathroom before you started to giggle, his own laughter following suit. the sound of your giggles filled the bathroom, creating a warm and cozy atmosphere. nicholas leaned against the edge of the tub, a playful glint in his eyes.
“well, that was almost a disaster.” he said, shaking his head with a grin.
“you’re damn right. we got a little too carried away.” you quip, chuckling as you run a hand through your hair.
“i mean—can you blame me? you were just sitting there in all your naked glory, i just couldn’t resist.” he replied, raising his hands in feigned surrender. with that cheeky grin, he stepped closer, the air between you crackling with an electric tension.
“mm-hmm.” you wittingly hummed, titling your head as you matched his gaze. “alright, romeo, let’s focus on the bath first before we turn this into a water park.” nicholas chuckled, his gaze lingering on the natural bronze glow of your face. “okay, okay, bath first. i guess i need to save that gift for later.”
you playfully roll your eyes, but your face still heated at what he was referring to. he took a step back again, this time to hold open his palm. you turned to the tub, the warm water still inviting. “allow me, pretty.” he said, smiling as you took his hand. with deliberate steps, he lead you to the tub. you put one foot in and the other before warmth of the bubbles enveloped you, and you let out a content sigh as every muscle within your body began to relax. nicholas observed you, his heart swelling with affection. you caught him staring again, you lean up against the edge with your arms resting on top of the tub. “well, are you just gonna stand there or join me?”your voice broke him out of his trance. it was like clockwork as removed his own clothing before joining you, the water splashing slightly as he settled beside you. nicholas reached to grab the washcloth and body wash before he squirts the liquid in the cloth, giving it a good white lather.
“c’mere, my love. let’s get you clean.”
you smiled, scooting backwards to bring yourself closer to him. as he began to gently scrub your skin, you felt the tension ease between you. “ah, that’s nice. thank you for this, nick. this means a lot.”
he paused, to peer into your eyes over your shoulder. his expression serious for a moment. “of course. y’know i’d do anything to make you feel special on a day like this—you deserve it.” ugh, this man—the pure sincerity in his voice made your heart flutter. you leaned in closer, your lips almost brushing against his. “y’know make me feel special every day.” you softly whispered, your breath mingling with his. in that moment, it was just the two of you, surrounded by the warmth of the bath and the gentle sound of water. nicholas closed the distance, capturing your lips in a soft, lingering kiss, in which you eagerly returned. as you pulled away, both of you were smiling, the laughter still dancing in your eyes.
“okay maybe we should keep the kissing to a minimum before we get behind schedule.” you teased, your cheeks flushed. as nicholas was getting you clean, he raved about how this was only the beginning of what he had planned for you to prepare for your party. he would send you a list for all the places to go where you get the proper pampering to be clean and polished to death.
“first, you’re gonna drop by the spa to get the full relaxation package. then, you’re gonna head to local nail spot you like to get whatever you want—full set, pedicure, brows, it doesn’t matter. after that, you can take my card and go an unlimited shopping spree—”
“woah, woah, woah! hold on. nicholas, isn’t that gonna cost too much? you don’t have to—”
now it was his turn to cut you off, turning you to face him and placing a finger on the center of your pouty lips.
“baby, listen. i’m doing this because i want to. i’m doing this because i love you. you deserve the most beautiful things because you’re the most beautiful person i’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing. i obviously know you’re not with me for the money nor fame, but at the end of the day, i want to show my favorite girl that she’s cherished. y’get what i’m saying? let me do this for you.” as he finished his speech, his eyes never left yours when he brought your hand upon his lips to plant a searing kiss to it. by the look in his eyes, you could tell he wasn’t playing around. conceding, you smile.
“nicholas, i—oh my god.” you try to muster the strength to speak, but you find yourself getting choked up. most birthdays had been shit. it wasn’t about not getting presents nor a party, you were just missing the joy that everyone should have on their special day. the joy of laughter, the joy of love, and most importantly, the joy of connection. fortunately, you found that with nicholas and those words he spoke made it all clear for you. he gave you a look of concern, instantly cupping your face hands, the pad of thumbs wiping away falling tears.
“baby, what’s the matter? if it’s something i said then i’m so—”
“no, no. you did nothing wrong! these are happy tears.” you chuckle out of slight embarrassment, “m’just not used to being spoiled like this—by anyone, but i want you to know that your love is better than any spa, makeover, or shopping spree. they’re all fantastic, but they can’t compare to this.” you confess, laying your hand on the section of his chest where his beating heart is. “i appreciate everything you do for me, nicholas.” you pause to lean in and place a tender kiss on his lips. “i love you so much.”
nicholas wraps his arms around your sud covered body, bringing you in closer to his.
“and i love you more, sweetheart, don’t forget it. just know that with me, you can have whatever you like and i mean whatever.”
you giggle a bit, thinking he’s exaggerating, but that same serious glint from earlier never left his coffee pupils.
“okay, okay. fine! just don’t go too crazy, nick.”
you both chuckle as you continue to listen to the glamorous itinerary he set out as he got you cleaned and ready for your next chapter of life.
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omg since you`re doing minifics inspired on taylor's songs, can u do you belong with me? its my favorite song <3
you belong with me
omg I love this idea and this song <3 it’s such a classic taylor song that reminds me of my childhood :( this is going to be sooo fluffy and predictable but idc these are fun to write!
warnings: none! just fluff
you and luigi were best friends ever since childhood, now in college together. he was always your person, he knew you better than anyone else. as you had gotten older, you’d began to realize you had feelings to be more than just friends. you had always kept your feeling to yourself though, never expecting him to reciprocate.
“You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in my room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like”
“baby, I can’t right now I’m studying with y/n,” he mumbles into his phone one late february night. you try not to listen to his conversations with his girlfriend but it doesn’t help that she’s blowing up his phone.
“you know that y/n and I are friends, nothing more. we’re just studying that’s all,” he quickly glances to you, you return a small smile.
he sighs as he hangs up the phone, you can feel the tension in the air.
“you can go be with her lu, you know, if she needs you or something,” you begin packing up your things to leave,
“no, I’d prefer to be with you instead,” and his smile is what makes you stay. moments like these made you wonder if he’d want you in that way,
“ ‘Cause she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time”
a couple weeks later, while sitting at a cafe on campus studying, you see luigi and his girlfriend walk by. he looks amazing, he’s laughing, his skin is glowing, and of course she was on his arm. she wore heeled boots, a denim mini skirt, a navy knit sweater, and her blonde hair cascaded down her back. she was the leader of the alpha phi sorority, how could she have anything in common with lu? you sat there with envy, deep down you knew that you knew him better than anyone else, he was indeed your best friend. seeing her laugh at his jokes, ones that you had probably heard before. instead of going back to studying, you sat there daydreaming 'bout the day when he wake up and find that what he’s looking for has been here the whole time.
“Oh, I remember you driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're 'bout to cry
I know your favorite songs
And you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me”
you heard erratic knocking at your door,
“y/n, open up, it’s lu,” you unlock the door and see him standing there, his eyes bloodshot red.
“lu, what happened? are you okay?” he rushes in for a hug, gripping onto your sweater and breathing in your scent, it’s so comforting to him. “she cheated on me,” he sniffles.
“I caught her with another frat member,” he releases from your arms.
“I’m so sorry lu,” you try to console him before he interrupts you,
“is it weird I’m kind of relieved? I don’t even know why I’m crying,” he chuckles, which his confession is full of truth because you had only seen him cry twice before.
you both sit down on your bed, placing your hand on his forearm, rubbing back and forth.
“do you think love her?” you blurt out. luigi’s eyes meet yours, thinking for a moment.
“I don’t even think I liked her half the time,” which makes you chuckle.
“oh cmon, she is the definition of perfect though,” which you can confess, because she is everything you aren’t. luigi places his hand where yours lies upon his arm still, he slightly squeezes it. “well now I can spend more time with you, anyways could you hug me again? I think I need it,” he looks at you with pleading eyes. oh you were so far gone.
“If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know, baby?
You belong with me, you belong with me”
by the time spring formal comes around, your feelings have expanded times a thousand. you and luigi had been spending every waking moment together, your friendship had reached new heights. tonight you would be luigi’s date to upenn’s spring formal, even though you were technically only going as friends, you had never been so nervous.
you weren’t one for dressing up but for this night you went all out, a short navy blue silk slip dress with a twist front, and a pair of white kitten heels with a bow. you’d even spent hours trying to figure out how to achieve the perfect blowout, wanting to look your best. finalizing your look with lip gloss, you heard a knock at your door. you open your door and see luigi standing there, your breath got caught in your throat looking at him, he looked perfect. dressed up in a full suit and tie, with his tie colour matching your dress. you were both looking at each other up and down, not even sure what to say. you’d never seen him this silent.
“let me just grab my purse, you look great by the way,” trying breaking the awkward tension, you wanted this night to go perfectly.
as the night progresses, you grow more urgent to confess your feelings to luigi. a battle in your mind that you wish you weren’t having on a night like this, but his hand grazing your lower back and his wandering eyes were making you a lost cause. was ruining a friendship worth coming clean with your feelings?
you were both tipsy and walking back to luigi’s dorm, finally alone together. your heart starts to beat faster than it ever has before, maybe it was just the tequila. “lu, i have something to tell you, I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately,” you blurt out, almost not understanding what you were doing. you stop in your tracks and he looks back at you, up and down.
“can you picture it? you and I?” his eyebrow furrows, eyes dotting between yours and your lips. “i-i guess, but you liked […]” you step back almost in shock that he is imagining the same thing as you.
“I don’t like […], she’s not you. I’ve known you since… forever. you’re basically home to me, I can’t imagine being with anyone else,” he steps forward and pushes back a piece of hair behind your ear. “but wouldn’t us being together ruin our friendship?”
“we can’t be friends anymore though, I’ll always see you as something else. I only want you,” he confesses, “we should try this, don’t you think?” he steps closer placing a hand to your cheek, leaning in, you nod up and down to give him permission, because you’re far too nauseous to speak. his lips softy melting into yours, then pulling back to look at you. you both quickly go back in for another passionate kiss, his tongue prods at the seam of your lips and you open up for him. you both moan into each others mouths then pull apart, realizing you are both still outside. you both start laughing, luigi pulls you to his side and you begin walking. “you know, my family has been placing bets on when we would start dating,” he chuckles. “what? no they didn’t,”
“actually they starting saying that in high school we would,” you walk back to luigis dorm wrapped all around each other. you two always belonged together.
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Oh dang, it’s been a while since I’ve been tagged in one of these!
Nickname: My nickname is my actual name, Mel. I had it changed legally lol.
Zodiac: Scorpio
Height: 5’1
Hogwarts house: I despise JKR, but Hufflepuff
Last thing I googled: I don’t actually use Google, I use Ecosia. Probably something Gotham (2014) related.
Song stuck in my head: Verbatim by Mother Mother
How much I sleep: I slept until 3 today, so do with that what you will
Lucky number: 13
Aesthetic: I like to think punk, but lately it’s just been casual in mostly all black
Dream job: Right now it’s activities assistant at my current place of work
Wearing: An MHA shirt with pink sweatpants I wear for painting
Favorite instrument: Violin, I used to play it
Favorite song: Wolf In Sheep’s Clothing by Set It Off
Favorite author: Does AO3 count? Kidding, probably JRR Tolkien
Favorite animal noise: Cat activation sound “mrrr!”
Something random: I’m a huge collector. Plushes from my favorite media, stickers, keychains, pins and buttons. I love collecting. And I’m starting to collect figures now, too. I just don’t have room for them.
I tag: @hipsterurl @untitledpresentations @oceanswaves13 @basilthepotato43
Thanks @thomas-the-goat-of-satan for tagging me💞
Nickname: in a shocking turn of events, Izzy. And occasionally in my youth iz-whiz
Zodiac: virgo
Height: 5'5
Hogwarts House: Gryffindor
Last thing I googled: "underground season 2 cast imdb" I couldn't remember where I'd seen an actor before; he was in Dynasty and also found out Matt from glee was in it and I don't think I would have recognised him
Song stuck in my head: WOW! by Big Mood and Varsha Vinn
How much sleep: recently like 8 hours because uni is on winter break but when I actually have stuff in the morning then like 5 hours because I don't go sleep until like 4
Lucky number: don't really got one but 44
Aesthetic: idkkkk You know how there's meant to be birds that'll take random shit and have a cute little collection in a pile somewhere, well if that counts then that
Dream Job: I'm having to have an actual think about what I want to do with my life and tbh would love to be a big time lottery winner who doesn't have to do anything as I have no want to be productive for just myself
Wearing: light blue shorts, dark blue top I did a DIY on to turn it into a cropped tank top, and a jacket with a bunch of cat/avenger puns (e.g. Lokitty, cat widow, iron mew)
Favorite instrument: violin is pretty funky to listen to
Favorite song: Blind as a bat by Meat Loaf
Favorite author: tbh no idea but Ian Rankin I quite like as I'm a slut for crime books and he's got a shit tone of them
Favorite animal noise: probably a cat purring, in particular my cousin's cat
Something random: I've had life guards called on me twice and both times I've been totally fine👉👉
tagging: @dumb-ass-biatch @homrade @lemememeringue @good-night-space-kid @nightlightprinx @ultrafluorescent @cafehearts @dustttosidechicks @chamomilesaway @snailmills and anyone else who wants to😘😘
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From Chapter One
And now, FINALLY:
Chapter 7: Crawl
If there was a spy, he was thoroughly fucked. Even without a spy, the fact that Snape knew he was allegedly spying for Dumbledore meant he was thoroughly fucked. The fact he knew that Snape was allegedly also a spy was fraught with danger. Too many lies spinning in the air at once. He had been reckless with his life since the age of sixteen, and the risks he took had escalated dangerously since he had taken on the Red Lion persona.
Aside from him being a show-off and a fool who was always going to get himself killed sooner rather than later
For once, Snape was right. Even a stopped clock tells the right time twice a day.
All he could do was what he had been doing for years now – try to shield them all from the truth and keep them safe, while trying to bring Voldemort down from the inside. And this prophesy? When it came to prophesies targeting Lily Evans, the Red Lion would stop at nothing to keep her safe.
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Holburn station was relatively quiet that Saturday evening, but still too busy for her liking. Too many muggle shoppers laden with groceries, Woolworth’s bags; mothers with grumpy toddlers; two idle teenagers humming The Police’s Can’t Stand Losing You, looking bored. She tried to look bored too, drumming her fingers over her thigh, scuffing her desert boots against the pavement, other hand holding her wand in the large pocket of her brown duffle coat, transfigured to look like a small paperback. She pulled the red corduroy newsboy cap over her eyes. The Tube arrived. She looked around, frowned, and shook her head, tapping her watch with irritation. If she was being watched, she was clearly waiting for someone to show up, someone who was late.
“Hurry up, Riddle,” she muttered under her breath, scanning the platform once more.
A few minutes later - a tall, blond man with long straight hair and a formal gait in a satin purple coat, wearing sleek, polished black Oxford brogues – a hippie vibe with a sartorial one. Odd. Another man, with dark tan skin and ruffled black hair wearing an orange Ramones t-shirt and a pair of 1920s inspired (original?) black and white patent dress shoes – she recognised him immediately. They were walking towards her, hadn’t seen her, yet.
No time like the present. Opening the book, she stepped out and walked straight into them.
Oh, sugar, I’m terribly sorry, I wasn’t look- Potter, James Potter?” Her eyes widened comically.
James Potter and his fellow Death Eater froze.
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LEAVE A MESSAGE AFTER THE BEEP for boyfriend dreamies
♡a voicemail for mark˚ ⋆。
“i keep listening to songs i haven’t heard in forever, not since i was a kid or teenager, and they transport me back to that time. suddenly, i’m wearing pink converse and jean shorts and the t-shirt from my summer play. it’s saturday, and i’m sitting on the stairs waiting for my friend to arrive, sunlight all over the walls. we wanted to have a sleepover, but there’s church in the morning, so she’ll stay as late as she can, probably until we’re dozing off on the couch watching one of the dvds she brought. naturally, i have to think about you because music wraps around your life in a way it never will for me. we’ve probably talked about this. maybe the conversation took a different shape before, but what’s a song that takes you back? what’s a time you miss and revisit through music? do you have time to think about those things? your life is go go go, and i’ve made silly wishes on eyelashes about peering into your head. i’m a reminiscer, and i know not everyone is, but you’re a creative. you’re a writer—music wraps around your life in a special way, so the idea of nostalgia visiting rarely seems unrealistic? but i guess i can’t know until you tell me. i see it often. i see it when i’m out without my glasses. the distant view is blurry, and suddenly, there i am, riding a bike, pink converse on. what shows up in your blurry nostalgia view?”
♡a voicemail for renjun˚ ⋆。
“babyyyy, i had the best time tonight. i feel like i’m covered in stars. areum’s parents have this sprawling backyard, so we collected a bunch of blankets, packed a picnic basket, and stayed out for hours beneath the most beautiful willow tree i’ve ever seen. i wore linen pants and a bikini top—your favorite one. i had a cardigan too, just in case, but the weather was perfect. i really needed to get out of the city. i know you know that, and i wanted to call you because… hmm sometimes i feel like my life is strung together by reminders. reminders of you and other people and things i love. reminders of our beginnings and all the sweet milestones along the way. i think my love could light up all the stars, more stars than i could ever see with my own eyes, enough stars to make a path between your hometown and my own. i’ll bring you back a jar of stardust. it’ll be empty… you’ll think it’s empty. sometimes magical things are invisible, or they just glow in the dark. anyway, it’s late, like 3 am, and i’m honestly glad you didn’t answer. as badly as i want to hear your voice, you should be asleep. i hope this voicemail makes you smile in the morning. i’ll send you some pictures too. see you on sunday. MWAH kisses *giggles*.”
♡a voicemail for jeno˚ ⋆。
“i’m going to my mom’s tomorrow, and i keep thinking about the drive. i rented a car… you know all of this already, but i guess it’s just present in my mind again. i’m staring at my luggage right now, and the entire thing feels wrong. i’m sorry if this sounds horrible, but i’m so used to you leaving. i’ve gotten really good at that. i’m good at being alone. i made sure i love my apartment and feel at home in it when you’re away because i’d fully unravel or find myself at your place more often than i already am if didn’t love it… stopping by to water all of those plants you don’t actually have. anyway, yeah… it just feels weird. i feel like you should be coming. i keep thinking about driving together: which one of us would pump the gas? who would run inside for snacks? what would we talk about in the car? would you drive halfway or drive all the way because you know i’d rather not if the option’s available to me? i know i’ll be fine. i’ve driven long ways on my own before, but it’ll be weird. i’ll be in a guest room. i don’t know what color the comforter is. i don’t know if i’ll like the sheets. my mom knows i’m weird and particular, but will she remember that when she’s fluffing up the pillows? what will i do when i can’t sleep? i love my mom. i haven’t seen her in months, but i close my eyes and daydream about being with you. i yearn for you in the stickiest of ways. it probably falls off of me too and hangs thickly in the air, gets stuck to the bottom of people’s shoes. i’d apologize if i knew, but i’m all caught up on you you you... i’m saying all of this, but i know this trip will be good for me. i know i’m not dependent on you, but last year was one of your busiest yet. and pride isn’t a question—i’ll spend my entire life being proud of you, but i can’t pretend there weren’t nights when the missing was so palpable i couldn’t sleep, so i read or baked bread or watched my toes wrinkle in the bath. it would be good for me to sleep at my mom’s, wake up to a new view, share breakfast, and simple conversation. i know i need the rest. i know everything will be fine.”
♡a voicemail for haechan˚ ⋆。
“if you told me the grass and the trees and the streets are all white, i would believe you. it’s like a blizzard out there. i’ve never seen so much white in my entire life. honestly, it’s kind of freaking me out, making me feel claustrophobic. i look up at the sky, back down again, and nothing changes, apart from the shapes and the saving grace of traffic lights—at least their colors are still clear. could we get by with just green, red and yellow for the rest of our lives?… some food for thought. anyway, it’s snowing *laughs*. i’m on my… third? tea after a few hot chocolates as well. no food so far today, just warm drinks. last time it snowed, you made kimchi jjigae and we ate in front of the window. do you remember that? we brought over my coffee table and the pot, bowls, and rice… i stopped listening to your story, all zeroed in on a snowflake. i didn’t look away until you kissed my neck. that’s quite a dangerous superpower: you have me at will with kisses, but i trust you with my weakest point... it wouldn’t be the same if i make kimchi jjigae and eat in front of the window without you. i should sit at the dining room table or maybe even the kitchen island—give myself a break from all the white. hopefully, i can still see you tomorrow. maybe you can kiss my neck again and tend to a few of my other weaker points… i love you.”
♡a voicemail for jaemin˚ ⋆。
“i want you to come over right now, and i know that you can’t. i also know that i might not see you for a couple of days, but i want to do nothing with you. i wish it didn’t feel silly… or embarrassing to want. i don’t know why wanting is so uncomfortable for me to share, especially because i’ve wanted loudly with you already, over and over again… but i guess i just wanted you to know. i painted my nails and went to the grocery store and chopped bell peppers because if they’re already prepped i know i’ll be more likely to eat them. i hung up some pictures in my room, and i kept thinking about you when i’d step back to make sure each one was straight. you would’ve done that part for me. i want to do everything together, and i don’t want you to feel bad because we can’t. that’s not why i’m leaving you this. i just know how happy it makes me feel when you express your want for me, in small ways, in spontaneous ways, in sexy ways… in uncomfortable ways, when you just want to be held, when you just need me to listen… it never ends with you. it never ends with me. we’re these entities that constantly move together and around each other, and i know i can get where i need to go without you, but it’s so much more fun when you’re here, and we’re in motion together. i’m making tea, and i think i’m going to drink it on the balcony. i’ll have to put socks on and a coat, but i want to hear the traffic noise and look down at people by themselves or in groups walking around and existing. i was existing for a long time. i felt really disconnected from living, but i knew i wanted to—to feel like i was living again. i just wasn’t quite sure how to get back to that place, but i was starting to figure it out when we met. on our first date, i felt like i struck gold. it was in your smile and your laughter, and this feeling that embraced me because all of a sudden i wasn’t nervous. i had only said your name out loud three times, but it felt so comfortable in my mouth. i remember leaving and whispering it to myself over and over again, and i couldn’t help but hope it would become a name i’d say for the rest of my life. so i’m going to drink my tea and enjoy this beautiful city we live in. i’m going to fold laundry and plan dinner. i’m going to think of you and get excited about the next night we fall asleep together.”
♡a voicemail for chenle˚ ⋆。
“i made it through the list of movies you left me. that sticky note is cute by the way. i like the border of little bears wearing scarves. where’d you get it? i almost threw it out on accident yesterday when i was cleaning my kitchen. now it’s living on my fridge. i taped it down on every side so my cleaning, autopilot fingers can’t attempt a second disposal… when you get this, i’d love some more movies. i’d ask for a horror film, but the idea of watching anything scary without you sounds worse than unclogging the shower drain or some other unpleasant household chore. oh! i went out this morning with chaewon, and she’s dating someone new. i started talking about hosting a dinner before i could really think it through. would you host another one with me? no pressure. chaewon told me not to even mention it to you, something about bad luck… she needs to wait a couple months before bringing them around all of our friends—has to pass 60 days of dating. there’s something romantic about a dinner party to me, though. maybe it’s just the wholesome quality time with my favorite people and knowing you’re only a look away. i don’t know if you remember, but you would always trail your fingertip up and down the back of my arm and kiss my cheek every time you got up, never wanting to interrupt the conversation but noticing the glasses in need of more wine. *groan* everything you do turns me on… ridiculous. do you even have a clue? no, i know you do. *sigh* g’night sunshine.”
♡a voicemail for jisung˚ ⋆。
“that fight was gross. i had to shower as soon as i got home, and the clothes i was wearing are already in the washing machine. are you ok? i know we tried to make it pretty again, but it felt ugly even at the end, and your eyes were so red. i hate seeing you cry. i love it actually… seeing your emotions, but never when it’s like that. i was so close to going to your favorite restaurant and picking us up something, but i know you need some time. but, if you listen to this, you can text me if you’re hungry, and i will go to your favorite restaurant. i can leave the food outside or just in the entryway, unless you’re crying again when i get there. then, i will take off my shoes and hug you, and i won’t stop until you at least hug me back. i’m so sorry. i don’t… most of the time i don’t feel insecure, but sometimes it comes out, and it takes this ugly shape that looks alien to me. i hope it looks alien to you too. i don’t want to be that way often enough for it to become familiar. tell me if it ever does. the idea alone makes me feel sick to my stomach. please text me at least. ok. dammit, i don’t want to hang up. i keep thinking you’ll pick up—”
#nct dream drabbles#nct dream imagines#nct dream blurbs#nct dream fluff#nct dream angst#nct dreams scenarios#nct dream x reader#nct dream x you#nct dream reactions#nct dream fanfic#nct dream headcanons
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Hello!!
For the Spotify Drabble, I’m going for 29 with Wilmon of course
Hiii since someone already asked for 29 I randomized it and got 69 which is
The Bitch of Living: Spring Awakening OBC
Which made me giggle a bit bc it’s a fitting song for the number 69 but mostly bc of divorce fic. But I think it’s too obvious to write a drabble about that one esp when I’m halfway into chp 6 sooo I guess let’s continue the scene from the cheating university au that I couldn’t finish last night.
read more below
Wilhelm can’t keep his eyes off of him.
Simon knows it’s a little mean, because he’s trying so hard to play the perfect boyfriend card, but when they are under the spinning colors of the dance floor, surrounded by the energy of moving bodies and the vibration of bass he makes sure Wilhelm can see what he’s doing.
Maybe it’s a little bit of a power trip, knowing that he can command this kind of attention from him. Maybe he is being a little insane taking things this far but the full brunt of Wilhelm’s attention is like a drug in his system and he’s not able to rationalize it.
He almost feels a little bad even, when he sees the other man staring, a hand on his girlfriend’s waist as she drinks something from the bar. They are swaying to the music, but Simon knows Wilhelm is too distracted to pay close attention to her.
Feeling bad is stupid though. This is the Crown Prince, it’s not like he doesn’t have plenty of opportunities to sleep with whoever he wants. He’s sure Karolina isn’t exactly monogamous either considering how all of these people spend so much time drinking and doing party drugs at exclusive VIP events.
Rich kid problems don’t exactly garner much sympathy from him.
It kind of makes it seem like all of Wilhelm’s friends are assholes, but Simon thinks he likes Felice who is his best friend. He hasn’t spent enough time with her to really know, but she’s been nice to him—extremely nice which could be fake for all he knows considering how the others regard him. Madison is kind of cool, she’s disgustingly wealthy as well but somehow gets away with not caring about showing it off. Maybe it’s because she’s foreign or maybe it’s because she’s a little …odd anyway. Simon doesn’t know.
What he does know however is that Wilhelm is staring right into his soul at the moment and he feels completely on display. His top is translucent but he might as well not be wearing anything with the way Wilhelm is undressing him with his eyes.
None of these people here know. None of his friends know what they’ve been doing the past few weeks. And they never will.
This kind of anonymity is hotter than he had expected, it almost him feel like they could do anything—get away with anything at all.
One day Wilhelm will move on to someone else to fuck in secret, and Simon will be left with a hilarious story and blackmail material if he ever needs to use it. (That’s a joke. Kind of) but for now Simon doesn’t want to wait around for an appropriate time. He feeds off of the fact that Wilhelm wants him in the present, it’s heady and addictive and it’s so satisfying to see how he’s got him wrapped around his finger.
Simon lets the man that’s been eyeing him closely come closer, lets him spread his large hands over his hips and waist and pull him in tight. Keeps eye contact with Wilhelm as they grind on the floor.
He knows he’s shameless, but it’s worth it to see Wilhelm’s reaction, the way his eyes widen. Simon wets his lips and leans his head back just for good measure as the man rocks into him, says something inaudible in his ear.
Simon doesn’t care. He only cares about the vein in Wilhelm’s jaw when he clenches it. The way his Adam’s apple moves as he swallows like he’s parched. He feels a smirk curl up the corners of his own lips, imagines the lips on his neck as if they were the others.
That seems to be the limit. Once the stranger Simon is dancing with starts to slide his fingers under his shirt and kiss his neck.
He watches as Wilhelm inevitably excuses himself from Karolina, who leans in to say something and strides off toward the bar.
Wilhelm waits all of three seconds before he makes a beeline for them, reaching out to take Simon’s arm. “Can I talk to you?”
The touch lights a fire in his stomach, turned on but mostly annoyed. Yes he’s been teasing him, but that’s not an okay to grab him. Simon isn’t his.
“Um what are you doing?” He says, pushing away from the man who gives a vicious look in Wilhelm’s direction before his eyes widen in recognition. Simon looks between them and feels the tension, Wilhelm’s eyes are dark, his mouth set in a tight line.
The stranger decides it’s not worth it, especially when he notices the black suit in the background. Simon raises an eyebrow as he slinks off.
“You can’t just grab me—“
The other man frowns, “Sorry but—can we just…can I talk to you somewhere quieter?”
Simon focuses on his face. His brow has a light sheen of sweat and his hair sticks to his forehead in places. There’s a flush on his cheeks and Simon sees the way his chest is rising and falling. “What do you have to say Wilhelm?” The words are a challenge, waiting to see how far the Prince will go.
Wordlessly he reaches out and grabs Simon’s wrist, stepping into his space as he pushes Simon’s hand against him. Simon’s eyes widen, stomach swooping with a twist when he realizes.
He’s hard.
There’s something so purely euphoric about knowing he’s this worked up just by watching him. Simon finds himself smiling, a short laugh caught in his throat as he looks around. No one is looking at them, it’s too full and their bodies are too obscured by the crowd. He presses against him pleased to hear the hiss from his lips. “Wow. You really should be careful. Anyone could notice.”
Wilhelm’s expression is unreadable but Simon sees the way he lingers on his lips, the stutter in his breath. He wants to kiss him, Simon knows, but he won’t do it here.
Not where everyone can see.
“VIP room.” Wilhelm groans, “Come with me.”
He almost wants to roll his eyes. Of course the Prince would have access to one of those. Simon was fully prepared to fall into one of the bathroom stalls. The idea of hooking up in some plush party room at an exclusive club, with hundreds of unsuspecting people in the vicinity is very appealing though.
“Lead the way then.”
#I might be persuaded to write more if I get the right song#hehe#spotify wrapped drabble#young royals#wilmon#simon yr#wilhelm yr#cheating student au
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Button ups are queer culture and i do not care what else you think!
Mike wheeler in the yellow button up undone and over a T-shirt is literally so queer coded, they may as well put him in jorts, i know it’s not the same time period but he so for real right now because this f4g canonically put this together as an outfit.
stranger things costume designers really said: “what’s the gayest outfit we can give him?” because no matter the hurry he was in, remember he left the house wearing this.
he put the purple shirt and shorts on and went ‘you know what’d go really well with purple? yellow’ so then it was the minion button up and then the fuck ass hat and glasses and not even socks and shoes
my man is in jandals 😟 flip flops even.
because yeah, you haven’t seen your girlfriend in a year and instead of… you know, dressing similarly to the other on screen encounters we have of your gay ass dressed well normally? what happened to the t-shirt and shorts? he didn’t have to wear his hellfire shirt, of course. that’d be rude because his ass saw a metalhead with tattoos and long hair and joined his D&D club after not playing D&D with his best friend for like… ever? (i know what you are wheeler.)
i saw someone headcanon that Max convinced Mike this is what people wear in california. This is why i don’t think this is the case;
Keep in mind, Max has been avoiding everyone since Billy’s death and started seeing a shrink. She probably had bigger issues than going out of her way to gaslight Mike into wearing… this.
I just don’t believe anyone for that matter convinced him. This was a conscious decision.
Mike also got on the plane to California and looked around and still decided the fit was fire? This was the fit he’d show up to greet his girlfriend with?
He got off the plane, had to go through customs and all that. He had the time to stuff the button up in his bag or take the hat and glasses off,
But no.
Now, as a gay mlm man i can confirm button ups are peak fashion in summer, @danni-california101110 can confirm the fit i’m about to show you is one i actually was going to wear
ok. but like i said, i’m a gay man. i’m a boy kisser (not really, no boy would want to kiss me)
Mike Queerler is supposed to be meeting his girlfriend he hadn’t seen in a year.
but guess another gay icon that comes to mind who also wears button ups over shirts? it wouldn’t be maybe…
another finn wolfhard character? who is also in love with his best friend?
Button ups are queer culture, fight me
Because for me, whenever i search up “masc outfits” or “masc summer outfits” on pinterest, there’s these fruity guys in button ups!!
Also do not forget about my pookie Rodrick Heffley from the live action Diary Of A Wimpy Kid
he is not getting out of this because there is no heterosexual explanation for this man.
So button ups are queer culture, and i’m right because im always right.
Mike Wheeler is gay, he wear button ups over a t-shirt
gay, end of story.
#byler#mike wheeler i know what you are#mike wheeler is gay#mike wheeler kinnie#mike wheeler#mike queerler
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Stars in Her Eyes, Part 2
Part 1 here
*reads old decrepit spell book* “if you write the trauma in the fic, maybe it will fix it in post” hmm yes of course of course.
More of whatever the hell this is turning out to be. I looooove Price and I waaaaaannnttt him to fix me and you and all of us together. The worms in my brain won’t leave until it happens!
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“Well, you’re cleared for field duty.”
“Hooray.” A listless response.
A huff from the nurse. As she cleaned up, she paused. “I know I’m generally pissing in the wind when I say this, but maybe a woman will believe me this time. Take care of… whatever’s on your mind. The head trauma, the noise, the explosions, it wears you down. You don’t need old demons eating away at what’s left.”
As you got up from the chair you paused. “What do you mean? I’m fine, I’m clear, right?”
“The, wait, shit hold on maybe I’m wrong. You’re the one with the concussion, reports of hallucinations in the field.” She said, flipping through your chart. “Yeah, reported by your captain. May want to ask him about it before you—“ A click of the door closing. “—go back out there. I don’t know why I thought this would go any different.” She muttered to herself, getting ready for the next patient.
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You thought that was a dream. You were SURE that was a dream. Shit shit shit. No fucking wonder they came to see you so often. Gaz brought flowers from all of them. Soap brought cookies and his loud mouth. Ghost brought complaints from the nurses, saying he “lingered too much” and “wanted reports that didn’t belong to him”. Price however brought nothing. Radio silence there.
You made it back to barracks a little before dinner. A shower and refresh from everything. Sneaking into the shared break room, angling to see if anyone was mad, worried, feeling… wrong about you. You’ll fix it. The last thing you wanted was them thinking you weren’t anything less than capable. Surely you weren’t perfect after this. But capable. That was achievable.
“Oi, look who’s back amongst the livin’!” Soap jumped up first and came to check you out. As rough and tumble as he was, he put the breaks on, opting for grabbing you by the shoulders instead of picking you up. “Thought we scrambled you somethin’ fierce this time.” He said, grabbing your chin and giving you a once over.
Huffing, you slapped arms away and composed yourself. You did offer a smile as you smoothed out your shirt. “Morphine cures all wounds, cognitive and otherwise.”
“So I heard.” Gaz’s voice behind you, alongside Ghost as they entered. His smile could stop traffic you thought to yourself. “Thanks for the flowers.” You said quietly. “Anytime.” He replied, gently rubbing a thumb across your knuckles.
Ghost took a big, typical stoic stance against the counter, arms crossed. Eyes big and soft for you. Oh. He’s worried? That never happens, you thought, a needle of panic through your chest. A big, warm hand on your shoulder. “Price wants you in his office when you can. Glad you’re back.” The tail end was more of a rumble than words.
The panic bloomed as three sets of eyes stayed on you. Too much, you thought. Too much care, too much consideration. You were the one who was supposed to worry, not them. You fussed with your nails, looking down. “Thanks for the help, guys. I’m, I’m sorry.”
“We���re a team, it’s what we do. Now go, he’s waiting.” Ghost demanded.
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You shook your ankle absentmindedly. Sitting on the couch in his office. The same sick feeling in your throat and nerves as the principals office. He waved you in, cigar in hand, on a phone call with papers and documents strewn around. Life didn’t stop for him, you thought. You took to staring at the back of a framed photo, disassociating about who could be on the other side, listening to the drone of his voice. A loved one? A sibling? No, he never talked about brothers or sisters. It’s warm in here. Smells like him. Maybe you would too when you left. Maybe he—
“Sergeant.”
A gasp left your chest as your eyes refocused. Just silence, now. A cigar now crushed in the ashtray, the last hurrah of smoke and scent and spice wafted in the air. Relatable, you thought.
You cleared your throat. “You wanted to see me, sir.”
His eyes roamed over you. Again. And again. Like he was lost in his own thoughts. “You back with us?” He finally grunted.
“More or less.”
He stood up, a little too quickly. Made your heart beat a little too loudly in your ears. Made you feel like you were in the dark room again. The fear and the unknown smothering everything. “I’m sorry about the mission, it was my fault, I wasn’t there, I wasn’t—“
A raised hand. The rambling died in your throat as he made his way over to you. Two bourbons poured, one placed in your hands. A seat taken next to you. The crystal tumbler cool in your hand. A gift for his 10th year in the SAS. Back to the silence.
You two had always navigated the silence together. Normally it was more comforting than this. A quiet nod of understanding in a debrief. A roll of the eyes in a meeting. Notifying that there were enemies in the area on missions. He always knew you better than you knew yourself it seemed. That’s why he was the captain. He did this for everyone. Didn’t he?
The hassle of talking about it, this, whatever this was, never reared its head. Rules, optics, whatever the excuse was. But he knew. What you were. What he was. A lit candle in your dark room. One you held with both hands when the dark was too much. Whispering and praying it would stay this time. A prayer to a deaf god, you thought.
Maybe not so deaf after all. He swirled his glass in his hands, staring straight ahead. “I didn’t throw you away. I need you to know that. More were coming, I needed you elsewhere.”
A grip in your chest. A swallow of your drink. “I know. I was distracted on the mission, I know that, but I had it handled, I should have been there to have your back.” You rushed out.
You feel a hand in your hairline, and for a moment, you’re back in that room. Half a room. Humming, praying to your deaf God. “I’m sorry about your head.” He rumbled out. “Does it still hurt?”
“Not as much as you leaving.”
A broken sound comes from him as you close your eyes and finish your drink.
A flurry of motion. Your glass taken from your hand, his arms bringing you in, fighting, grunting, till stillness as he pins you on your back, holding your cheek in his palm. It’s been too long since he’s seen your stars.
“Tell me about the song.”
“No.”
“It can be an order if you want.”
“No.”
“… please.” His resolve breaks and you see desperation in his face. “Jesus, let me fucking take care of you like you deserve, tell me about the bloody song.”
“It was someone else’s mom.” You say, returning his gaze, tears flowing freely now. “You read my fucking report. Home was shit. So were the parents. It was another girl, she, she hurt herself playing. Her mom came over and sang the song to her. If, if I hurt myself, I just got another be—“ a hiccup shakes your chest. “I sing it to myself since… no one did it for me.”
Price expected something like this, but his heartbreak took him by surprise. The tear that rolled off of his nose onto your face broke the spell, his hands now wiping away the tears and the pain. And for the first time, you let him. You let him see it all. His candle now a fire in your dark room. With any luck he’ll burn it all fucking down, you hope.
#john price x reader#john soap mactavish#kyle gaz garrick#simon ghost riley#cod x reader#cod#cod modern warfare#my work#angst#more of it this time sorry bestie
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