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bluequeerio · 2 months ago

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someone said thinking abt their fictional blorbo helps them sleep at night and same

this app genuinely makes me feel less lonely

#blue for thought #fictional crushes #idk sometimes I just feel like no one will ever love all of me #even my gf #When my parents see my scars from picking they basically just call me ugly #and tell me I need to fix myself #I don’t wanna imagine what they’d do if they saw my scars from cutting #also sick of feeling even more alone after venting to my gf sometimes like lowkey some of my friends listen better 🫢#ultimately ik it’s up to me to get better #but lately I don’t wanna focus on that #I just want a hug 😫🫂#I hate feeling like the bigger person in my relationship like I’ve protected my gf from harm before #but would she do the same for me?#im not sure but my blorbo would 😌

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slavhew · 2 months ago

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thinking about how dean's hair got darker and he got paler from skipping missions + how probably the most he smiled was when hank was telling him abt those

#vbros #the venture brothers #venture bros #dean venture #hank venture #byron orpheus #pete white #rusty venture #admin draws #fanart #the ones in the bottom are olllddd i was waiting to continue my rewatch and draw more and its been like a month since those #the other ones i just finished rn lol #shocked i havent drawn orpheus yet and he was a bit of a rough adn tumble but i got him quick enough #while listening to a video essay about buffy #ive been telling myself i need to draw 21 soon and im just as intimidated so . we'll see how i fare if i dare #squarish guys are hard for me to draw its why i dont draw brock alot lmao #FML I MESSED UP THE NAMES IN THE CAPTION. ITS 1 AM #if anyone sees that 1 rb that got in before i realized and fixed it. no you dont i mean didnt

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rystiel · 5 months ago

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i feel like poolverine easily could’ve been one of those “they’re flirty but it’s mostly unserious” situations, and for most of the movie yeah they were extremely gay, but wade’s been like that with other guys and it was never treated as a serious type of relationship before. they’re willing to die for each other, but even then the romantic aspect of their relationship could be glossed over because it’s a superhero movie, that’s just what they do, and they’re working together to save a whole timeline—it’s not just about them. but then the movie doesn’t end with them saving the day and moving on. i think this’s really the part that sells poolverine as a genuine relationship to me… logan’s leaving, and wade calls for him. he can’t stand to let him go. then he introduces him to his family, and logan stays. he doesn’t really need to stay, but they’ve both decided they’re better off with one another than without

#don’t get me wrong #wade and vanessa are going to end up back together again if there’s ever another deadpool movie #and then he’ll lose her again for whatever reason #because that’s just how it goes #ignore the fact that logan tells wade to talk to vanessa and i’d be convinced that the ending was supposed to imply them being canon tbh #not gonna delude myself into believing poolverine will ever be genuinely and seriously canon #but shippingwise #i think this’s why i’ve latched onto poolverine despite some of the similarities between cable & logan #with cable it was never gonna be serious #despite it being fun to ship them and enjoy their dynamic #but #with logan… storywise… it makes so much sense for them to be endgame #they both were at terrible points in their lives and really needed each other #not just to fix each other’s problems. but they needed someone who was so on their own level that they could fix each other #not in a healthy way. but #yknow #anyway #idk i’m kinda rambling about nothing here #deadpool and wolverine #deadpool #wolverine #wade wilson #logan #um #logan howlett #<- ….i guess #poolverine #deadclaws

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adhdandcomics · 4 months ago

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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:

does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies

#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked #has been just so. mean about it #not even intentionally #not always at least #but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things #that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person #ever had #this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame #idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it #see it as a personal choice to be late #and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t #you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general #and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices #it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for #bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing #and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves #and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else #there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month

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trappedinafantasy37 · 3 months ago

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"Minthara is so abusive to the player" *INCORRECT BUZZER NOISE*

Minthara would literally go to fucking hell for the opportunity to personally beat the absolute shit out of the person who actually did abuse you. She will throw hands with gods and devils just to avenge you.

And you will not be able to convince her not to.

#bg3 #baldur's gate #minthara #minthara baenre #evil murder kitten #when i'm having a bad day - i just remind myself that minthara would definitely have some things to say about my parents #i would literally have to hold her back from knocking their lights out #well... id hold her back from one of them. she can have free reign of the other #all you gotta do is whisper a name - and babygurl is gonna go fix it #within 48 - 72 hours - your abuser will go missing under mysterious circumstances #and you do not even need to tell her to do this #she will do everything she can to ensure you can sleep at night knowing your abuser is gone #and can never touch you again #and if you still have doubts - just remember that she made an oath (a divine vow) *to you*#in which she will never harm you nor allow harm to come to you #and to quite literally seek vengeance against all those who have harmed you #ya'll can miss me with your minthara hatecanons and your poorly misunderstood readings of her and the comments taken outta context

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motoriks · 4 months ago

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dipping my foot into the fandom with some outfits for they :)

#batman #tim drake #cassandra cain #stephanie brown #ough posting arts everyones favorite and hitting it off with such bangers as contextless lineups :thumbsups: i have to force myself to actu #tully draw them someonhow. otherwise id just imagine drawing them for the 100000ths time. its fun tho :))#(nno you cant totally tell its my first time drawing them)#anyhow just some notes cause i like sharing!#forever torn about casses clothes because i am at war with if shed only wear practical clothing with no excees clothing to always be prepar #d for a fight or to go with more comfy clothes because shes finally free and settling in with the reality that she dosent always need to fi #ht #stephs a bit to pastel but i think she should get to have fun she needs it my babygirl is unwell probably but im sure a cute shirt and funk #bracelets will fix her #also please apprictae tims shitty tshirt its so silly to me #also yes skating protective gear and while i think he also wouldnt use them its also so funny to me so like fight me you know #anyhow!#the giirrrllllsss (plus tim)

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sciderman · 2 months ago

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Oh man I really hope Lefty wakes up soon. Seems like the lack of cortisol is really hitting you hard. 'Bout ready to start a cult to the Adrenal Gods to make things better for you.

Hope you feel better soon!!

thank you anon!! i am not doing well but i really appreciate your kind thoughts!! please please pray to the adrenal gods. pray for me.

#sci speaks #feeling absolutely horrid. but trying so hard.#everyone tells me i look so good for someone who is medically depressed. but. i do not feel good.#i feel very very bad.#keeping it together and doing my work and making all the appearances i need to. but something like a puppet.#don't know what the fix is. will talk to my doctors on thursday.#i'm talking to a therapist and he's sweet. i hope we get somewhere.#i know i feel awful but i do feel proud of all the things i'm doing to try and pull myself out of this.#it reminds me that. i care about myself a lot. and will do anything in my power to feel well again.#will exhaust every avenue until i'm good again.

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nipuni · 1 year ago

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The weather this morning was pleasant and below 25ºc for the first time in months!! so we went thrifting, here are our finds!! I can't wait to style them for autumn 😊

#Nips photos #personal #SOON 🍁🍂🍁🍂#I can't wait for this summer to end #it's been a really bad one with eveything that happened I really need a fresh start I feel so stuck #autumn will fix me I tell myself #nips blogs

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beanghostprincess · 11 months ago

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Luffy not knowing about Zoro promising Sanji to kill him if he ever ends up losing himself makes me go feral because that's something they can only know about. Because Zoro's respect for life and death goes beyond anything, and Sanji knows he understands. Sanji knows that if somebody has to kill him, it's him.

And I don't even think it's because Sanji assumes Zoro's opinion of him is hatred and it would hurt less for him to do this, but because Sanji knows only Zoro would be able to treat the promise as it is. Because he would put Sanji's wishes before any feelings he has for him. It's not that Zoro doesn't care, but I think he respects people's ideals and decisions to the extent of being able to kill Sanji if he so desires.

That being said, he'd do it if there's no other way to fix it. If it's either dying or living as an emotionless machine, which is the same as dying for Sanji, Zoro would fulfill his promise. And there is just... Something about Luffy not knowing. Their captain. The man they're devoted to the most as if he were their God. Luffy doesn't know. It's something only the captain's wings are aware of and the thought of these two keeping this from Luffy until the end is just insane. Not even trying to make it romantic here, but the bond and respect these two have for each other is crazy.

Maybe it's the poetry of it all, too. Somebody like Zoro, who has looked at Death in her face multiple times and said "no", ending Sanji's life, who wants to give in to death to not experience a fate worse than death for him.