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feeling emotional about elaina nolastname today
#…and everyday#critical role#the legend of vox machina#tlovm spoilers#tlovm#tlovm s3#tlovm s3e9#vox machina#vex'ahlia#vax'ildan#elaina#the twins knew love guys#they knew true parental and unconditional love#and it was ripped from them#like the twins’ bond is so special to me#and you just know that elaina nurtured that and was an example for that#she loved them#and taught them the importance of love#and they grew to embody it#(after a hurdle or two)#i love them#i love her#this was entirely brought on by the sequence towards the end of episode 9#perfect music#perfect animation#laura’s softness in elaina’s words and liam’s anguished yells#just excellent#still thinking about it a week later#also brought on in part due to an edit i saw on tiktok of the twins and elaina’s words to birthday cake by dylan conrique#just all the feels
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This family talks with their hands all the time and it’s lovely
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Since the Fearless Year of shadow wouldn't be complete without my contribution lol, I'll be publishing my fanfiction, Takotsubo, on AO3 on December 19th, one day before the movie's release. Make sure to check it out!
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Summary:
An accident happens, leaving Maria in the sickbay, and Shadow distraught.
And Gerald finds himself in the very familiar seat of being the parent to two distressed children.
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#love that every single media they’re in highlights this#ark siblings#shadow and maria#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog fanart#dark beginnings#sonic x shadow generations#gerald robotnik#gerald's journal#shadow learned to express affection via handholding from Maria and Gerald don't @ me#shadow and Maria#it’ll be mentioned eventually in the story but for the impatient#I went with the HC that shadow didn’t usually wear gloves when he was still growing#the inhibitors yes but not necessarily the gloves#he began to wear them consistently as he neared ‘adulthood’#because Gerald and Maria knew how important a cultural thing it was for many animals on earth#and since they’re the ones who taught him all these little things#they wanted to give him that#so when they all go to earth#shadow isn’t left out or made fun of by the other hedgehogs
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uuuuh yeah, i’m a little sick of romance being treated as the only type of love that matters, so yeah, get headcanoned as aro/ace
#Sorry this is largely a reaction to the whole ‘u can’t hc viktor as aro/ace bc disabled people’#Cus it’s treating the actual problem like a monolith#There’s FOR SURE a pattern of disabled characters getting hc’ed as aro/ace#And one should def look deeper into where that hc comes from and if it may or may not be rooted in ableism#THAT BEING SAID if arcane didn’t teach you anything else it should’ve taught you that all types of love are important#And can fuck u up#Love between sisters#Love between a child and their parent#Love between lovers#love between situationships#love between whatever the fuck vik and jayce got going#All of them are equally constructive and destructive#So when i say ‘jayce and vik have smthn going on besides romance’#I fuckin mean it#Is it friendship? Is it romance? It doesn’t fuckin matter#It was so strong it transcended TIME AND SPACE#It fucks WAY harder than regular romance#So yeah fuck you#My boys can in fact be aro/ace AND have a bond that exploded into stars#Without it being labled as ableism without any nuance whatsoever#Arcane#jayvik
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oh merrill...
#I LOVE YOU MERRILL YOU MAKE ME INSANE#she did something mountainous and nobody cared. she reversed the effects of the blight with blood magic!!!#the lengths she went to to try and rediscover elven history...marethari how could you blame her when you were the one who taught her?#you told her how important elven history is#can you blame her for listening#i think isabela would understand.#merrill did something people didn't want her to do#and just like that people turned on her#her whole clan wanted her dead and the party slaughtered them..........augh#the banter between merrill and fenris after you kill the elves...fenris have you no heart#fenris! she LOVED THEM she did it ALL FOR THEM#you know what it's like to be betrayed by family#you know what it's like to kill the people you loved!!#yes i am talking about his sister#i believe he loved her#oh merrill.#merrill is so empathetic and powerful and perceptive. if you think she's stupid YOU are the stupid one#she might be the only one in da2 that knows what's going on#she is so? kind. even when people (anders and fenris) treat her like a child to be chastised#anyway. temporary companion amell who learns of what merrill's doing to fix the eluvian#and realizes that blood magic could hold a cure to the calling#my amell is like. neutral good. but it's been so ingrained in her that blood magic is dangerous and bad that she shies away from it#her holding a dagger to her hand squeezing her eyes shut and slashing her hand open#blood pours and circles around her like a hungry animal#dragon age you haunt me like a wronged spirit that craves to be heard#merrill#merrill art#dragon age#peren procreates#calm down per
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Plant Daddies stand up!
If he ain't taking care of your plants, does he even love you?!
Taking care of plants is a love language for men who never got enough love when they younger. It's seeing something tangible come from their patience and tender touch. It's seeing something grow and bloom because they learned to care for something in ways they were never cared for in a low stakes, no pressure situation.
It's about love.
Give me a boy with his plants, and I'll show you his heart.
#unknown#unknown the series#manner of death#our dating sim#kinnporsche#this is about vegas#because he was a plant daddy#boys who have a hard time loving#will learn through plants#plants won't abandon them#they won't hurt them#but they will bloom with their care#and that's important to people who are afraid to care#and believe their love will harm others#since that is what they were taught#vegas was the ultimate plant daddy!#and y'all can argue with the wall if you don't agree
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Hey, you're being lied to about what fitness constitutes. If you can't work in an hour-long crossfit slog, but you can work in a five-minute walk, then that is still fitness. If you can't use your legs but you can do arm circles every now and again, that is still fitness. If you're moving around at work, that's still fitness. It can be intentional or incidental, but here's the best part: your body doesn't care if you're dedicating specific work-out times. It doesn't care if the "only" fitness it gets is your nine to five on your feet. It doesn't care, fitness is fitness is fitness. Some of us do it differently, but the end result is more or less similar.
If you can do any type of fitness safely, your body isn't going to care if you're doing it like an Olympic athlete or if you're just a casual.
#fitness#gentle reminders#i hate hate hate the idea that fitness must be done Intentionally and in a Hegemonic Way#like... fitness is whatever you make of it and whatever you do#your body isn't going to be like 'well you walked for fove minutes but you didn't do shoulder presses at the gym so it doesn't count 😊'#if you want more specific forms of fitness then SURE you might want to do more specific exercises and activities#but if your goal is overall movement for however much if your body then... you don't Need to be THAT specific#and your goals may be specific for only parts of your body and that's GREAT!#a wheelchair user may for example do more arm exercises so they can use a manual chair for instance...#...and to many people i've noticed they don't think it 'counts' because the chair user isn't using 'all' of their body...#...but it's like... using your arms in non-powered chairs can be really important so like. it's still fitness.#you don't actually have to equally focus on everything if you don't want to or can't#all this to say that fitness is Not hegemonic and you don't need to feel shame about what you do or don't do#even a tiny tiny TINY amount is significant and matters <3#this is definitely something i've gotten more passionate about since becoming a ~gym bro~#because you see just how different people are and what they want out of fitness#and it's taught me a lot more about my own disabilities and how i work with (and even against) them to find balance#this is what i love about those fitness video games too! because they're often made to be engaging and fun!#i LOVED just dance as a kid and that was fitness merging with video games (and i loved video games (still do!))#and i HIGHLY recommend people get video games like just dance or that one nintendo ring game because of these elements!#it combines the comfort of home with movement with engaging music/story/video game elements#and things like that make me believe in peace and love and care on planet earth <<3
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i really like the point percy makes (and that vax eventually agrees with) about civilization during their conversation about westruun after umbrasyl was killed — a city built by very people's hands deserves preservation and saving as much as those same people leaving in it.
«the death of the city is such a blasphemy. it is the murder of the dead. and i am horrified.»
«building will give them [people of westruun] something to do. and if the dragon comes back, they will be safe underground. and if the dragon doesn't, we have saved thousand of years of inspiration and life. it's... you can't just abandon something like this! there's too much here.
vax: otherwise, what else are we fighting for?
otherwise, it becomes our friend pike from nowhere.»
it's such a beautiful point about history and culture being as important to keeping human civilization alive as saving lives of people. preserving knowledge build into the walls of cities can become a new starting point, a foundation that the new generation will be built upon, more equipped and smart. and just not entirely faceless. remembering the culture is important, it's an identity, it's a customized dress that tells about the roots of beliefs and explains people's behavior. it's a wisdom carefully interwoven into the tale of creation of this specific piece of the world.
the culture is important.
and percy being the one who lost overnight his whole family and his town knows about it more than a man of his age would want to. the history of his family was inseparable from the culture of whitestone and one of briarwoods' goals was to tear it down in the most cruel way. to smear the de rolo's name in their own blood and dirt and render their town faceless and hopeless, only useful of their own vicious plans.
and it now makes so much sense to me personally why vax was so determined to use pelor as a symbol of hope, spreading it as a signal everywhere he went. he understood it, too. he saw pieces of whitestone culture being destroyed and wanted to bring them to life in people's hearts in the form of symbolism carried over in spoken word. and yes, he wanted to help percy. yes, it was done for the rebellion. but one doesn't cancel the other. and in my opinion, it wasn't just about percy defeating the briarwoods but more about percy being a still alive and standing piece of whitestone history and culture that can be and should be a symbol himself.
a symbol of rebirth of the culture that there used to be, a culture attached to the de rolo family and hence attached to whitestone.
i just find all of this incredibly compelling in terms of character building and in terms of simply being a human being serching for what's important in life.
#vax being a child of two cultures and yet not belonging to any of them#really does appreciate the importance of culture being important for other people#and percy just has so much wisdom at times like this#he might have not been trained to rule as he said himself but he definitely is a keeper of knowledge#he loves history and culture and languages and he just can have westruun lose all of that#because that's what he was taught to love and he does#i just love it#it's such a beautiful conversation#may c1 watch through#ep 56#percy de rolo#vax'ildan#percival fredrickstein von musel klossowski de rolo iii#vax#vox machina#critical role
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BLUE EXORCIST FANS
im here to show you:
baby yukio and shiemi
#this is from salaryman exorcist#once again more propaganda for salary man exorcist the sorrows of yukio okumura go read it NOW#the translations got picked up after like....... 10 years probably and its slowly filling in missing chapters but its still out of order#ill take what i can get tho its a gag manga the only thing order does it coincide with the actually blue exorcist manga#tho there are some 2 part chapters where the first part is missing unfortunately#anyway this chapter is about how middle school yukio accidently taught shiemi to say 'dog shits in public' in english#OH if someone remembers from before when i was listing my favoite chapters i really like the one where they go to play pool#and yukio just makes up the rules cuz he doesnt know them but they all expect him to#really makes him look like an idiot i love him#i also like bon's birthday chapter but idk ive already brought that up#its prolly why i bring up salaryman exorcist in passing the most cuz its what i associate with kinzou shima#him trying to fucking murder shima in cops and robbers with a giant ass rock#anyway none of this is actually important#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#yukio okumura#shiemi moriyama#salaryman exorcist
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The weight of the world is a heavy burden
Especially for a child
(Or, in slightly less dramatic terms – I imagine that the first of her past lives that Avatar Suiren [who is the Avatar after Aang instead of Korra in my AU, and also Ghazan and Ming-Hua’s daughter] gets to talk to is Yangchen, because she is too plagued by memories not her own [including Jetsun’s death, fun fact]. And Yangchen wouldn’t want another child to go through what she did on their own)
(Or maybe someone just needed an excuse to draw @katkastrofa’s latest obsession in a context that interests them as well, just in time to maybe cheer her up a little? You can’t prove anything)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#Avatar Suiren AU#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#yangchen#original character#sotrl suiren#if you’re wondering what the context is. Suiren is around 8 or 9 here. already having revealed herself as the Avatar to her parents#and it has been Hard. because as much as they try to maintain a sense of normalcy for her. it’s clear that things have changed#they never accounted for their daughter turning out to be the Avatar. they hoped Aang dying on the night she was born to be a coincidence#all of their plans now have to be rethought and put on hold because her safety is more important than anything else#she is never blamed for anything. she is still just as loved. yet there’s now a heaviness in their gazes whenever they look at her#the Avatar as a concept should not exist. it is too much power and responsibility for one being who is ultimately human#that’s what Suiren was taught. so what do those teachings mean if she’s the Avatar?#basically.. a whole lot of cognitive dissonance and she hasn’t even been alive for a decade yet#and all her life her head was filled by strange memories and dreams. fragments of lives not her own. sometimes nightmares#and usually her mama would comfort her through it but tonight… she just wants to be alone#so she wanders off. not too far. but enough that she wouldn’t be heard. and just softly cries#because it’s too much. because she doesn’t want to be the Avatar. why her? why not anyone else?#and as she whispers that she wishes she wasn’t the Avatar. her mind is assaulted by memories of previous Avatars saying the same thing#it really is a never ending cycle of too much burden being placed on a single person. but that realisation is anything but comforting#she begs for it to stop because that grief of life over life spent pushing a boulder uphill is just Too Much#and before she knows it. it ceases. only to be replaced by a blue glow visible even through closed eyelids#and a feather light touch of hands on her face. it doesn’t feel exactly like human hands by virtue of belonging to a spirit#that helps her relax a little. reminding her of mama’s touch. she looks at the person who appeared before her. her mind supplies the name#‘Avatar Yangchen?’. she whispers. but the woman is nowhere near as stoic and peaceful as she’s shown to be in every depiction of her#she looks.. sad. concerned. as burdened by grief as Suiren herself is. she’s not just a legendary figure from a time long gone#not yet another past life Suiren would never measure up to. she’s… human. capable of human emotion. just like Suiren is#I’m not sure how their conversation goes and have no inspiration to come up with anything. but I just wanted to draw them interacting
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It's crazy to think how altered my perception of all this would be if they showed us the full story between Malleus and Lilia before they showed us the full story between Silver and Lilia
#it's getting late and I don't think I can properly expand on this but#maybe I would have felt just as betrayed for Malleus as I am now for Silver if we saw the story between Lilia and Silver after theirs#they both need Lilia to tell them that he loves them and to tell Lilia that they love him#they both deserved so much more from him and they were both lied to#but I think both stories on their own with how they are expressed#give the impression that Malleus/Silver are the most important thing (singular) to happen to Lilia#and obviously that Lilia was the most important thing to happen to them#it's hard to say because that's not the story we were ultimately given#but regardless the more I think about it the more firmly I come to the conclusion that there is no most special boy#Malleus taught him to love and Silver taught him to be loved#Lilia told Malleus to stay alive no matter what and Silver told Lilia to stay alive no matter what#and now Lilia has to learn how to be loved by Malleus and how to truly love Silver#twst book 7#book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7
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a while ago i accidentally bent a g.pangolin electrode (those things are made of gold) the world was covered in conductive gel time is passing unreal lvls of quick they know my heart is yours
#a mark per line. i want to learn how to play the santoor linguistic communication is a two way process. candle dances like theres someone#burning in it. both listeners and speakers need to adjust for successful communication. give two examples of how listeners might adjust to#speakers. a quick rum picks you up. speakers assimilate. speakers adjust to mispronunciation. my cat is guarding the living room#my friend is stuck in abstraction hell. how might speakers adjust to listeners? laziness leads to permanent language changes and neonates#recognise the rhymes their mothers sang to them before birth. we know this because we have a way to quantify familiarity. i wonder if my#heart too would slow if i heard your voice . are you free on the 7th? i'd love it if youre there even for a little bit.#he said i dont know when ill see you again. ill see you whenever you want. i have an exam the next day and an event i'm not going to#full of beautiful monsters. shes taking her girls instead. shell be on her motorbike overclocked. from 7 hours to 9 days after#birth neonates can habituate to basic 2d shapes. i was in your living room in some latent space between solid and not. ive grown#complacent and overfilled and lazy in their warmth. my friends keep me alive and undervolted. too much sun to care for the important things#that arent you. she escapes to a small town with a book alone for meditation. she tells me she cuts fabric for the girls blood in their eye#i wish you never met my lips. shes back in lancaster. hes back from her cave full of velvet and rivers and sand#go on girl punch like you mean it#kick like i taught you.
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'poor heroic tragic saint jiang cheng' is actually my favorite jc misinterpretation it is just so fucking funny. I'll watch the man advocate to abandon a group of political prisoners to mass murder, constantly yell about his issues, threaten his nephew and everyone else around him, and abuse his power to intentionally trigger his traumatized brother bc he's mad at him and I go online and see posts about how he's so strong and noble and a great parent/leader despite suffering so much. LIKE
#did he at one point have good intentions and noble goals? yes#did he suffer? oh yeah#did he sacrifice? and was it a secret? you betcha#did this make him into a stoic hero who never talks about his own suffering but just supports his people/protects his nephew? no fucking wa#that man is so self-centered and fixated on his own grievances that he spent over a decade trying to permakill his brother#AFTER HIS BROTHER ALREADY COMMITTED SUICIDE#and he taught his sister's son to hate their brother even KNOWING how much jyl loved wwx and how much she considered them all family#bc he's more interested in his own gratification and his own anger and grieve rather than jyl's wishes or her own legacy#or even jl's happiness. fuck#but all we see is him being a dick to jl and constantly reminding him that his parents are dead and it was wwx's fault#he IS protective of him and I love the zidian scene but that's buried under the bs he puts him through#AND THIS IS A GOOD THING!! HE'S A GOOD CHARACTER!!#and it DOES make him a good foil to lwj!! which is an important part of the text!!#ppl will take the exact opposite of what a story is trying to say smh#cql txp
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i think something people forget about pink diamond is that she had compassion for life long before she went to earth
the pebbles assume steven is pink not because of his gem or aura but just because he says ‘hello’ and ‘thank you’ to them, a basic common courtesy that nobody else has given them in thousands of years
in steven’s pink visions, blue is yelling at pink about the little bugs she let loose on homeworld. when one of them is found in her cell, she is quick to check it’s okay before helping it out of the room. even before encountering humans she valued organic life.
even the garden, the setting of pink’s cruellest moment, is proof of her care for organic life. Unlike every other part of homeworld, the garden is teeming with plant-life, which was kept healthy enough that it continued to grow even after pink abandoned it. the only other homeworld structure that tends to organic life is the human zoo. who’s to say the garden wasn’t another attempt by the other diamonds to placate pink after she expressed concern for the life on one of their colonies? or maybe pink picked the plants herself from the many different colonies she visited and grew them there.
pink wasn’t perfect. she had a bad habit of acting on her emotions and impulses without considering the consequences of her actions, and she hurt a lot of people because of it. but she considered all life precious and worth protecting, it just wasn’t until she had a colony of her own that she fully understood that the expansion of homeworld was intrinsically linked to the destruction of life, and the moment she realised that is the moment she stood against it.
#steven universe#su pink diamond#this post is almost 5 years too late lol#like padparadscha by the time my thoughts have found their way from my brain to my mouth the moment is long gone#but a hot take is a hot take even if it’s been in a slow cooker#i just think people are sleeping on the pebbles and the scene with the little rainbow catipillar#there always seemed to be a sentiment that pink was an inherently cruel person and that she didn’t care about anything before earth?#and that her care for life was either superficial or out of left field#but something my brain keeps rotating round is that she was always like this she always cared for other life forms but never took them#seriously. she always cared about them but never really paid close attention to how they were. and it was something she learnt off of the#other diamonds who treated her exactly the same as she treated everybody else. they loved her but they didn’t understand her and they#never made an effort to change that. and they never thought about how their actions made her feel or whether she was responding to their#own outbursts and emotions. and she never considered how her actions would make other people feel.#she didn’t think how her screaming would hurt volleyball until it happened. she didn’t consider how all-encompassing her orders to spinel#and pearl and potentially garnet were. she didn’t think about how spinel would be hurt by being left behind and quite frankly i do think#she completely forgot spinel existed once she became preoccupied with saving earth which is horrible but also makes total sense for her#character who from creation was taught that other gems were worth less than her and that they existed only to serve her or her fellow#diamonds; and as somebody who was used to the concept of being left behind and abandoned whenever the people she cared about got bored#or annoyed with her. it hurts but it’s a part of life to her. what she didn’t consider js that her words are law and she left spinel with#no free-will. she left pearl physically unable to share important information and solve the problems she left behind.#and she doesn’t consider how her death will make others feel - she doesn’t think the diamonds will care that she dies but they do and they#murder all of her friends except for two. she thinks the crystal gems will be fine without her if she says goodbye to become steven but#they aren’t and a good portion of the show is about the gems grief and how it creates an unstable environment for steven to grow up in#consistently pink diamond was taught her feelings didn’t matter and was made to feel nobody cared about her if they weren’t compelled to#and that compiled with the privileged position she was formed into made her an insecure spoiled brat who had no comprehension that her#choices could hurt people around her#did she ever even consider that the diamonds were grieving her? or did she think it was just another action of violence to exert control?#i don’t think i’ll ever be over pink diamond#funnily enough steven has a similar problem e.g. sadie’s talent show and when connie was upset he gave himself up to homeworld#but that’s a discussion for when i’m not at tag limit lol
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When Mitski wrote “I will wash your hair at night/ And dry it off with care/ I will see your body bare/ And still I will live here” do you think she’d been thinking about Donna and Dick while writing it?
#For any weird Donna/Dck shippers NO NO NO in a purely platonic way#no but seriously I know that fro some reason canon doesn’t really delve too deep into their relationship and it’s mostly fanon and that sho#but to me I think it’s the relationship so obvious it can go unsaid like how the first few Disney movies’s princes didn’t speak cuz their#actions spoke for them y’know? to me dck and Donna’s friendship is one that’s such a universal constant that it only needs to be seen a han#ful of times to be understood. and to me those handful of times told me that their relationship was that of a sister and brother’s (cliche)#but honestly these 2 r the kind to be able to stick with each other through ANYTHING and have. when no one else was allowed to see them for#who they truly were in their complete unfiltered selves they saw that in each other and they stuck by one another#because of that their bond is unbreakable the kind of bond built when you know the other will never even think of abandoning you.#Their relationship is so important to the both of them because before it they’d each thought they needed to always hide a piece of themsel#to be wanted even when it came to those closest to them. their friendship to each other taught them that people could know and see who you#completely and still love you and stay by you. their friendship built their ability for friendship with the other titans then their ability#for love in general. they’re each other’s safe space.#dc comics#comics#robin#dick grayson#donna troy#wonder girl#troia
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actually super excited to start learning scottish gaelic
#thank you university of redacted i love you for still bothering to teach it#as a celticist and a linguist a language basis for understanding your area is so so important#plus all my professors seem to be relatively proficient in it#so i aspire to that tbh#especially since some of them are clearly self taught#thomas.text
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Semi continuation to the ask about shadowpeach not thinking about the fact they might have been trapped simultaneously. I understand them thinking the other purposefully abadoned them NOW, in present times with all the bad blood. But seriously how in all the years they were trapped, how did they not think 'hey maybe the reason my loving mate isnt rescuing me is because he actually cant. Im being punished, why not him'
(comes crawling out of the chap.4 document covered in blood and picks this ask up off the kitchen table) ........... uhhhh oh okay. yes. okay
in chapter 4 (SOBS AND CRIES) this will be vaguely explained. maybe? I don't know anymore. but also uhm.
A lot of this has to do with, like, expectations. We know, since this was from Wukong's perspective, what he thought about Macaque even if he's being all "I hate you, you suck!!" right now. He fucking is impressed with Macaque's powers and takes him seriously in every fight. He knows Macaque can't be underestimated. He respects his abilities and magic. He thinks it's cool that Macaque can teleport anywhere! In the Mate Day flashback, he DEADASS thought Macaque just...made a new shadow spell out of the blue. I don't know if I've made this clear, but it is difficult to make new spells.
Wukong held Macaque in a high regard. He was the only one (and still is) who can stand toe to toe with him, after all.
And we all know Macaque thought Wukong could do anything. He's the MONKEY KING. Sun Wukong! Able to beat celestial armies and stand up to gods! He's invincible! He gets whatever he wants! Past!Macaque saw all of this and got it into his head that .. there is nothing that can stop Wukong.
When you have those expectations, you're left with this feeling of... "Why isn't he here???? He can do anything... I've seen it. Why isn't he saving me?" Because you don't think of them being beaten. That's not feasible in that mindset. Incomprehensible. It's also a very childlike notion but they were young then.
It's grappling with the fact that the person you thought was all-powerful and amazing...isn't. Everyone has limitations. No one is perfect. People are going to disappoint you. A person cannot be there for you 24/7 and expecting that is unrealistic.
Also, in chapter 4, you'll see why Macaque wasn't...thinking about that as much. He had other stuff going on.
For Wukong, since we know his story and that he was under that mountain for a while, he did do some thinking...but he just didn't want to believe it. He couldn't...see that happening. Not Macaque.
I think it's clear by this point that...both of them have a hard time coming to grips with the truth.
#constellations fic#ask#anon#i know from a reader's perspective this is probably frustrating#and you're thinking 'cloud is making them stupid on purpose'#I don't think I am. I think that...when you are dealing with a first love and someone that's immensely powerful#it's easy to fall into that 'they're invincible' mindset#and when it comes to young love there's this like...feeling of just thinking everything's perfect#when it's not. there's problems. there's things that need to be worked on#past!shadowpeach to me is puppy love...it's the beginnings of something beautiful but it's not as deep and founded as it could be#and they've each built up this ideal of the other#they see each other in this really dangerous and specific way#maybe that ideal...is part of the reason why they fell in love#not saying that it wasn't legitimate; it was#but just that there were a lot of feelings that went into that love that they weren't aware of and didn't know how to explain#they were beautiful together and their love was real#but it was by no means perfect#no love is#but it was the start of something. it was meaningful and important.#and it taught them lessons that...they're still unpacking now#idk if you've ever had like...this built up ideal of a person come crashing down#but it's a gut wrenching feeling#even if you know you were in the wrong
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