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I gotta know,
how's my boy Error!sans doing?
also are things picking up since the last time I checked?
he was sitting at least 4 submissions last i remember.
#and someone submitted me the internš#i appreciate the sentiment#i still havenāt been paid.#official destroyer tournament 2023#officialdestroyerduel2023
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BakuSquad Drabbles: If They Had A Crush On You
BakuSquad x (Female) Reader
NSFW, 18+
Characters: Bakugo, Kirishima, Denki, Sero, Mina
Warnings: Mentions of smut (masturbation, electrostimulation, kissing, general horny thoughts.) Reader with female anatomy and pronouns. My terrible use of Spanish.
A/N: I am not Spanish, nor have I ever taken a day of it in my life so pls forgive me if I messed up the beautiful languageš
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Bakugo was NOT a pervert.Ā
Hothead? Yes. Slowly-coming-out-of-the-closest? Yes. But he was not a pervert.Ā So why did he find himself having so many restless nights thinking about your face?Ā
The blond would frequently wake up to sheets soaked in sweat and slick palms that emitted his caramel essence.Ā
The way you smiled at him for less than a second when he handed you a pencil, or the casual manner in which you wiped sweat from your brow while sparring with Uraraka was so enticing to him.Ā
Perhaps it was because for only the third or fourth time in his life, someone wasnāt afraid of him, and that scared him. If he hurled insults at you, you would simply throw him back a grin, a toothy one that matched his own, as if you were telling him you knew he didnāt meant it. You were his equal and he respected you, maybe even worshipped you.Ā
Walking down the halls, if you were to accidentally bump shoulders, Katsuki would internally die a little, and turn a deeper shade of red than Ejirouās hair.Ā
For some reason he would be overcome with the need toā¦apologise?!
You were his kryptonite, exposing all of his weak spots.Ā
He was in deep. And he didnāt know if he wanted to get out.Ā
Katsuki was fucked.Ā
Maybe he wanted to be, if you were down ;)
The red-head had always prided himself on being manly, and it hadnāt taken long for him to figure out he was harbouring strong feelings for you.Ā
Your loyalty to your friends and your willingness to drop everythingās for them at a minutes notice had initally peaked Eijirouās interest. It was a very manly quality to have.Ā
His longing had only grown from there.Ā
Kirishima fondly remembers one day when he wasnāt in class, and during the lunch-break there was a pounding at his dorm room door. He was sick, it was really only a sniffle but Aizawa advised him against getting the rest of his classmates sick.Ā
He opened his door to find you, out of breath, having apparently run all the way from the classroom. You somehow had managed to find tissues, soup and an assortment of medicines along your fast-paced journey, with help from Recovery Girl.Ā
His heart was fluttering around you constantly from that day onwards, and he knew he couldnāt keep blaming lingering cold symptoms forever.Ā
His friends had caught him staring lovingly at you from across the room on more than several occasions, and smacked him out of his trance, as good friends did. But not before Mina got a few photos of the ālover boyā to show you later.
If he wasnāt going to step up and ask you out himself, she would do it for him.Ā
Denki WAS a pervert.Ā
Lately the two of you had been partnering up for training exercises, and his filthy mind had wandered. It was inevitable, you had boobs and were breathing.Ā
As you dodged his attacks, he couldnāt help but wonder what would happen if you hadnāt.
If you submitted to them willinglyā¦asked for themā¦begged for themā¦
He had a crystal clear image of you underneath him, any time you trained. Naked and begging him to run his volts through you. In his mind, it made your toes curl and your nipples impossibly hard, and that wasnāt the only hard thing around.
When the thoughts got too much for the horny teen, Kaminari reverted back to blaming an over-usage of his quirk. Often this backfired on him however as you came even closer to him to run your fingers through his hair, knowing that it had helped him feel more grounded on occasion.Ā
It was common knowledge that recently, Denki, in his infinite wisdom, had developed intense stomach aches whenever he overused his quirk, which he obviously needed to see Recovery Girl for.Ā
Alone.Ā
Really, it was just an excuse to hide his boner from you and make a quick getaway, before either shamelessly rubbing one out in the bathroom or trying to coax it down enough to see the nurse.Ā
Unfortunately Denki could be a little clueless. You had felt something poking you in the thigh the first time you trained together, you decided to start wearing shorter skirts from that point onwards.Ā
Sero is a confident man. He knows he likes you and he suspects that you like him, but he needs to put that theory to the test.Ā
In the beginning he starts out slow, with only a word or two whispered so low youāre not even sure he said anything.Ā
Then the long-haired teen decided to use his powers for good.Ā
He calls it experimentation, and the way you blush after he breathes so softly just below the shell of your ear, he calls that data.Ā
āData which must be collected again and again.ā
The phrases too begin innocently enough, but Hanta knows how to get what you both so clearly what.Ā
āCariƱo,ā he purrs to as you reach for a snack.
āWhat does that one mean?ā You squeak back, meekly. He finds it completely intoxicating.Ā
āIt means āsweetheartā, but thatās nothing compared to what Iāll be calling you later, mi dulce princesa.ā
You practically bend over for him right then and there, and the cocky, smiling fool knew it too.Ā
The tension between you two was more electric than anything Denki could produce, and it was driving Sero just as crazy as it was driving you. His lips spent more time attached to your ears in those few short weeks than they did apart from them.Ā
The taller boy was completely enamoured with the way you melted simply from his words.
Needles to say it didnāt take long for the two of you to start dating, and Sero kept up the Spanish.
Thoughts of you came to Mina often, but especially at night. When she was getting ready to slip her fingers below the waistband of her nightwear, inching them closer to where she so desperately wished it could be you touching her instead.Ā
It felt like it should have been wrong, the two of you were friends, but you were close. Closer than she saw a lot of her other friends act. But the way it felt, the way she felt about you, overpowered all that negativity.Ā
Ashido pictured your smile, your collarbones, your hands, and if she thought about it hard enough, she could almost feel the ghost of your lips against her skin.Ā
Your plush body against her own. It edged her closer and closer to her release.
She was practiced at this, having had the same desires for many a night. She knows just what vision will get her over the edge.Ā
Mina pretends itās your voice in her ears instead of her own laboured breathing, coaxing her on, telling her you love her too.
A few more talented flicks of the wrist has your name on her lips like a symphony.Ā
Later that night, as she does every other, the bubbly girl curls up to a teddy bear you gifted her, which still holds your scent.Ā
Youāve never understood why she blushes the first time she sees you each day, but Mina knows that each night will be the same as the last until youāre hers. Thatās the only secret sheās ever kept from you.Ā
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#bnha bakugou#bnha#bnha smut#bnha ao3#bnha au#my hero acedamia#my hero x reader#my hero#bakugou x reader#bakugou fluff#bakugou x you#bnha bakugo katsuki#bakugo#bakugou#bakugo smut#kirishima headcanon#kirishima fluff#kirishima x y/n#bnha kirishima#mha kirishima#kirishima smut#denki imagine#bnha denki#denki x you#mha denki#kaminaridenki#mha kaminari#kaminari x y/n#kaminari x you#denki kaminari
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You have an interesting outlook on Nakshatras. I have Moon + Ketu in Rohini Nakshatra .. can you tell me something about it?
I am more about inward journey and wanted to empower myself via that direction only.
Hii
The whole point of it is, the less you ask others about it the better. Esp with ketu.
I constantly get asked about ketu placements, like 90% of the time I get asked about something it's a ketu placement, and at this point I gotta write I as a disclaimer on my blog š cause I see no point in describing a ketu placement, just cause it's so personal and internal. I really have no idea what it's like to have ketu in rohini, I have ketu in jyeshta. Ofc, anyone can find the associations and find out what that might be like but ketu is felt, not analyzed, right? Eventually, you will have to analyze it ig, but on your own. I really do mean that, I've said this to everyone who's asked me about ketu.
One thing I can tell you tho is that moon is exalted in rohini, but ketu is debilitated.
PS(edit): I am not lazy, I can easily write long paragraphs about any ketu placement, but I truly do think that even if it resonates, it will disorient the native more. Ketu is literally the place where you have to set your own rules, I just don't know how it will help anyone to give the autonomy of their deepest, most primal, intimate, internal and raw self to someone else by submitting it to the interpretation of others, as opposed to resisting the urge to define it prematurely and experiencing it for yourself.
I wish you the latter
#vedic astrology#astrology#nakshatras#astrology observations#sidereal astrology#astro notes#astrology tumblr
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Hello there. This is so embarrassing, but about a year or 2 ago I submitted an ask for a fic, found it, and now have lost it againš It's an ao3 oneshot au where the skaters are mages and compete in magical Grand Prix. After blowing the magic gpf, Yuuri the wild magic user got drunk, turned Victor into a poodle, and the rest of the fic is them going to Hasetsu to find a way to turn Victor back without causing an International incident, and ended with a magic battle between the two yuris. I've tried looking for turned-into-poodle stories on ao3 but so far none of them are the fic I'm looking for. I am very grateful for the help you gave to find the fic the first time round. And tho I feel bad asking about the same thing again, can you please help me find this fic? Thank you so muchš
I hope someone else can help.
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OMG SHUT UPPPPPP!!!!! I just saw your account under studyblr and I canāt believe I found someone with my DREAM major. Please tell me how you like it so far (if you want)!!šš
Hi friend!! Sorry I haven't answered this, actually the same day you sent this I got dropped from the vet clinic I was interning at so that's the main reason I haven't answered yet lol, because I've been trying to process that for the past few days (and also had finals to deal with :P )
But just to clarify, I'm not a vet tech just yet - I have two years left of school unfortunately before I can graduate and take the VTNE but I can tell you how the program is going at least!! I'm about to start my fifth semester (out of 9) and it's gone pretty well so far, though my study motivation has gradually dropped throughout each semester so I'm gonna really try to lock in this coming semester lol. Whenever you start, DEFINITELY make sure to study a few hours a day!! Especially because there is a ton of information you have to learn, and it can be difficult to remember it all, so I think the best thing is just to review it over and over and over till you're pretty much sick of it. (Something I haven't been doing a great job at, but I definitely need to because before I know it I'll be taking the VTNE, heh). So yeah, definitely be sure to study A LOT!!
Also, the program I'm in is an online one, which...I would NOT recommend doing online tbh (could just be my experience though :) . I chose online because I thought it might be less stressful/expensive, and it's definitely more affordable, but the program I'm doing (and most online vet tech programs, from what I understand) requires you to take what they call "mentorships," and in each mentorship you have to film and submit a certain number of videos with ultra-specific criteria. This also means you have to find a vet clinic willing not only to teach you, but to also let you film videos with signed supervision from a DVM or LVT, and as an introvert that has been a nightmare š The clinic I was interning at was...not the best environment, especially for a student. I started seeing and experiencing a lot of red flags the longer I was there till they finally dropped me without warning, so my experience in the field so far has been pretty sour and discouraging. However, I'm currently seaching for a new clinic that will be more healthy to be in, so I'm not giving up or anything!
But, I will say, vet med is a super difficult field to go into mentally, emotionally, and physically. I follow a ton of vet tech accounts on instagram and have read a lot of things about it online, and have therefore discovered that most techs don't last long in the field before burning out. LVTs are in super high demand right now because so many of them burn out quickly due to rotten clients, toxic workplaces/bosses, super low pay, compassion burnout, trauma from abuse cases and euthanasias, and a whole lot more. I knew this before I started my program, and still it was really, really hard to get used to, along with my first experience being in what I would probably say it's safe to call a toxic clinic. I guess it was a good thing I had such a terrible experience straight off because now I'm prepared for any similar experiences in future, but again, it's a really tough field to be in. I'm not saying this to scare you off or anything! Just that it's going to be really difficult some days, and you're going to come home sobbing at times and won't be able to shake images from your head for a while. But they do fade, and they do get better, and you grow and learn from them and become even more inspired to help. And there are definitely a lot of great clinics out there, so not all of them are toxic either :) (though I've heard many are because of stress/overwork/burnout, so I imagine you do have to be choosy in finding a good one)
But anyway, my very little experience in the actual field itself so far was mostly fun aside from all the above. In the few months I was at that clinic before it really started going downhill, I was shown various procedures/tests/etc and got to do a lot. I did very much enjoy all the things I got to do, and I think you will too, so keep working towards it! I'll have to make an update post sometime once I've found a better clinic, and I hope this post hasn't scared you off at all š
Just again, I would (personally) recommend finding an in-person program to do, because that way you'll be doing all your stuff on-campus instead of having to call/email all these random clinics till you find one that's willing to accept/teach you (unless you're an extrovert who's okay with that, lol, or unless you want a more affordable option!). Anyway, I'm sorry this is so wordy and rambly and I wish you the best of luck in your studies (ļ¾āć®ā)ļ¾*:ļ½„ļ¾ā§ If you have any more questions feel free to send them! :)
#lizzy answers#i feel like i didn't answer your question at all im so sorry š#i ended up deleting a bunch of my answer bc it turned into me being angry with the clinic i mentioned#and im currently trying to forgive them for how they treated me so ranting about everything they did would not help me do that lol#and i doubt anyone wants to read all that anyway XD
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I called this mutual friend today and holy shit my housemate's behaviour is somehow even worse than what I experienced...
I will tag this as 'housemate drama' in case anyone wants to filter it out cause god knows there will probably be more where this came from
- they plagiarized my friend's cover letter for a managerial position at our school, promised they would give my friend a job if they got the position . when my friend expressed concern cause they were submitting an application for a job at the same place, my housemate was like "oh don't worry that position closes in a week so you have time to rewrite your cover letter :)"
- once my housemate got the position they were like "actually I don't like how it'll look if I hire my friend so even if you're the most qualified person who applies I'm still not gonna hire you"; proceeded to try and sabotage my friend's entire hiring process by ranking them as low as possible (my friend got the job cause everyone else on the hiring panel wanted them)
- my housemate also literally did not ask HR about how to deal with a conflict of interest, just decided that they had to prevent this friend from getting the job in every way possible.. even though this friend is financially independent (and my housemate! is supported by their parents!) and relies on students loan/whatever income they can scrape up...
- tried to get this friend to apply for another position instead which was 10 more hours a week; turns out they were doing that cause they wanted to prevent ME from getting the job since I was the most qualified candidate at the time (I didn't go for the job cause I didn't want to work with them... Good decision)
- when my friend wanted to hire me as a volunteer for their service, my housemate tells them that they are forbidden from doing so; when my friend is like "you can't do that", my housemate is like "well actually I'm your boss so yes I can" (very much not how that works!)
- my housemate only hired the other person at the service cause they thought the person wouldn't cause issues for them
- they have been reported to HR within 2 months of having this position lol
- insisted on having a date with this girl AT MY FRIEND'S APARTMENT. my friend leaves to give them privacy. literally 10 minutes later my housemate decides to leave with the girl they're on a date with.. while leaving the apartment completely unlocked and also leaving all their shit there. my friend tries to call them back cause they have an exam the next day and need to go to bed and my housemate does not respond. my friend ends up having to call the girl they're on a date with to force my housemate to come pick up their shit (which takes way too long)
- when my friend tells my housemate "hey that wasn't okay I feel like you aren't respecting my time" my housemate blames it on being neurodivergent and starts crying... does not change their behaviour lol
- still believes they did nothing wrong when they made everyone cry at my gathering.... and then proceeded to make of ppl for crying. Said the reason I sent them a stern message setting boundaries (your behavior was inappropriate and made everyone uncomfortable; also we literally verbally told you this and you ignored it) was cause I "had it out to get them"
- also constantly bragging about how they're the chillest person ever btw. and how they've done so much internal work and they've healed so much. they roll out of bed onto a yoga mat and listen to bird noises for an hour. they've done all the internal work (which means they're better than you btw) and they don't need therapy cause they do shadow work and journaling š even though they have literally frequented someone's favorite study spot before just to ruin it for them (super super chill behavior) (this is sarcasm)
- they literally STILL LIVE WITH ME.
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(sorry for confusing language, everyone in this story uses they/them pronouns lmao)
apparently the housemate I've been having issues with has told our mutual friend they're gonna "turn everyone against me" and force me to move out... also apparently would update said friend on literally everything they saw me do and only talk about me... I literally haven't spoken to them in months and they always just ignore me when we see each other (even though I say hi cause I'm nice) like bruh..
joke's on them though cause literally everyone who knows me is on my side :)
#cy says stuff#personal#housemate drama#RANT !#im sorry yall but i will be ranting about how horrible this person is because DAMN.#they are genuinely a cartoon villain#and that is not even covering the shit they did to me last year or my other housemates or my other friends#or even everything they did to this poor person oh my god š#they loooove taking advantage of nice ppl. absolutely love jt#plz don't worry for me though#all my other housemates know the situation and are very disgusted by their behaviour#having the testimony from the mutual friend really cemented for us that this person is never going to change#esp considering i told them exactly how their behaviour was harming other ppl and they decided to do the exact same thing to this friend#like damn some ppl never learn#also honestly i have so many good ppl on my side i am not worried about what they have to say about me or whatever they're planning to do#cause for the most part they're all bark and no bite#and whatever bite they have is literally just like. highschool mean girk behavior LMAO#im like babes do you think you're the first emotionally abusive person ive ever met?? lmaooo
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HELLO your post ab killers w their s/o moaning someone elses name in their sleep? absolute brainrot šš if ur down, could u do the same scenario but for joey, the oni and the nemesis? My brain is overflowing thank u so much for the delicious content ššā¤ļøāš„ā¤ļøāš„ā¤ļøāš„
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DBD Killers' Reaction to: You Moaning Someone Else's Name in Your Sleep, pt. 2
part 1 here (Herman, Michael, Danny, Frank)
Character(s): Kazan Yamaoka, Legion Joey, Nemesis
Kazan Yamaoka:
"Evan, oh,"
Kazan doesn't need to hear you for the second time to catch on.
Evan.. He tries to remember.
Evan.. MacMillan?
'The coward of an heir to the MacMillan estate?'
You could simply not be imagining such a dishonorable man on top of you.
Reminded of the killer's pathetic past with fury gripping at his collar, Kazan can hardly keep his hand from grabbing the futon your body is laying on.
All those lives had been sacrificed and still, the prized estate of the man you were fantasizing was basically in ruins still. What a waste. Not like it could ever share the charm of the Japanese family estate, anyway.
The weak man or his weak traps, cowardly weapons, Kazan considers them, do not stand a chance against a warrior like himself, one that was from a powerful bloodline unlike him.
The heir of MacMillan is no match for me or you, at least in Kazan's book, or rather his big Kanabou, the powerful and studded samurai war club.
Had his infamous wraith and a desire to uphold traditions not taken over, he would've let out a roaring laugh that fit such a demon like himself.
Unfortunately, he didn't. His world views were more or less tied to the time period he had lived in. which meant Kazan couldn't even begin to explain how unacceptable your behavior was.
Inappropriate, looked down upon, shamed. Unlike him making you scream with pleasure in the padded unsprung style of bedding, again and again, for you were more or less his.
Partaking or dreaming of pre-marital sex out in the open might have been disregarded and a no source of concern for lower classes like you came from, but Kazan was from an upper class and so were you now.
Kazan had already messed up once when he was alive while trying to regain any amount of honor, and a non-formal relationship with someone not worthy of his family name would show him the pattern continued even in this realm. After all, affairs weren't supposed to be based on romantic attraction, and ashamed as he was to admit it, this one was.
You would learn to submit to the head of the Yamaoka house, in every way possible, if you knew what was best for you.
Joey:
"Ah, Philip,"Ā
Joey had been more or less impartial about your past, and most definitely not a saint himself, but he probably didn't need to put it into words why it was wrong of you to dream-fuck your ex-boyfriend right beside your present one.Ā
I mean, that was indeed your ex, right? He must have been. Joey didn't know anyone named Philip, as far as he remembered.Ā
Later on, his forgetfulness would result in what could be defined as one of the most embarrassing moments of his life.
"Do you guys know a Philip?"
Frank turned towards him, itching the forehead part of his mask. "No. Why?"
"No reason."
"Right."
"I think I do," Susie cut in between them, "That's Wraithy."
"Wraith..y?" Joey questioned, repeating her.Ā
"Yup. Wasn't his name Philip, Jules?"
Julie nodded, and Frank seemed to remember it too then. "Yeah, he's Philip. Why are you asking?"
Joey's chill exterior was evaporating at a fast pace as he came to the realization, leaving its place to an abnormality, also known as passive aggressiveness.Ā
"No reason."Ā
Regretting ever asking, he left without a second word.
"You owe me one, Frank."
"Shit. Yeah, whatever. I really thought they were having a threesome. Can't blame a guy for thinking of that first, can you?"
Joey hadn't left soon enough, resulting in him hearing their last words. A.. threesome?Ā
Like hell, Joey replied internally.Ā
If anyone thought he didn't get jealous just because he wasn't as possessive as any other person, they couldn't be more wrong.
It didn't take a lot of effort.Ā
Seeing the skull mask behind one of the many trees around the campfire, you jumped up and away, leaving your friends a with a bullshit sounding excuse.
"Hey," you greeted him, and Joey gave a nod. Being quiet was a normal quality of him, although the reason was not a part of his identity for once. You started putting a distance between the survivors, going deeper into the dark woods.
"How are you?"
"Confused."Ā
"Confused?" His first ever words had taken you back by surprise. "Uh-huh."
"About?.."Ā
Joey's unusually matter of fact behavior was already successful in making you nervous, but his steps next to you suddenly stopped.Ā
"I'm trying to figure out if you have a thing for guys who can't keep a job."
"What?" You blinked.Ā
"Y'know, me." He stepped closer before continuing, "And 'Philip'."
And you thought you were intimidated initially. Instinctively backing up and bumping against a half rotting tree, you tried to make sense of this weird subject. "What are you even on about?"
Joey was close to ripping out a chunk of the tree behind you, instead he scolded you, getting rid of the space between your bodies. "You can't be that forgetful."Ā
"I'm not being forgetful."Ā
His curved blade suddenly hit the old trunk, and you let out a yelp.Ā
While the sharp weapon had missed any vital area, a bunch of your hair was caught up in it, making escape rather painful.
Actions had been always louder than words for Joey. This time they were clearly telling you're not allowed out of his sight, or rather, palm.Ā
"Was this what he was doing?" The words were spoken into your neck as his free hand wandered up your midriff.
His fingers were cold. Far too cold for your warm skin, but that was the last sensation you could pay attention to while they pinched a nipple, earning him weird squeals from you.
"Joe- please,"Ā
Struggling to make out words for what he was up to so out in the open, you let out something comprehensible at last.
"Please what?"
Your begging softened the way he was feeling you up for a second while he brought his covered forehead to yours.
"I only have a thing for you," you promised, but the sentence had come out like a reminder, one he secretly needed, still not more than your body, for the time being. "You know I belong to you and you only,"
"Yeah," he agreed casually, "You better know it too."
Nemesis:
"Chris, ooh,"
Nemesis couldn't grasp the meaning of the strange sound that left your sleeping form.
The only logical part of it had been the name to him, it was one he was familiar with.
S.T.A.R.S..
Ex-member Chris Redfield, colleague and friend of Jill Valentine.
The sound after that, however, wasn't really something he could make sense of.
It wasn't pain, as he more than knew how to inflict that, yet had never had the pleasure of hearing something along the lines of ooh.
Whatever it was, your mannerisms were odd to say the least, and the mention of a person of interest to him raised suspicion, so it didn't matter if he didn't exactly know what to make of it.
First things first, his hands would land on your body to shake you out of it.
How could he have known that this would backfire on him greatly?
Even programs had their limits, and he seemed to be at his when your noises only amplified on impact, and the first confusion he felt was nothing compared to the present.
Then he received his first and only hint. "Touch me, ah-"
Finally, discerning the situation, he scooped up your body in an instant, giving you a small heart attack. You suddenly opened your eyes up in the air, being carried to somewhere unknown on his shoulder like you weighted absolutely nothing.
While your heaviness was by no means acknowledged, your back was.
Your behind was presented with a loud smack. Aware of his own strength, he was going to make reality better than whatever scenario you were just in.
Punishment wasn't his goal, not yet at least.
He was simply pursuing your naughty dream for now, it was what he was made to do, after all, but you were in for more delicious stings either way.
Who knew copulating with the enemy had some painfully good consequences, and even former humans could be jealous?
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a secret of truly epic dumbass proportions: so there's this piece of paper I had to use to get into my CIE (cambridge international examination) but after my exams were over, I told my brother (WHO FUCKING KNEW MORE THAN ME ABOUT THE EXAMS BECAUSE HE'S GIVEN THEM TWICE THERE'S NO REDEMPTION FOR THIS BITCH) that I was going to burn my statement of entry (that's what the paper's called) and he went "yeah cool" so because I'm not a fucking QUITTER I burnt it and when I told him that he was like "WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE ARE YOU CRAZY YOU IDIOT FUCKER YOU NEED THAT FOR YOUR RESULTS"
Anyways. Assistance to murder him is appreciated. Also appreciated would be someone who told my parents what I did without getting me murdered, and bullying my school admin into sending me an email of the backup copy BECAUSE I KNOW THE SCHOOL HAS ONE. I'm a fucking dumbass I hate myself
HELP NOOOO DHAKDHKDHDUFYF
THIS IS SO CHAOTIC CAN U LIKE SUBMIT THE ASHES šššš
Send me a secret
#no bc why didnāt he say smth š#if he doesnāt help get a second copy Iām down to murder#asks#zuha tag#secrets
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I hope you don't mind me answering this in a reblog because oh my god!!! I am not going to be able to contain my thanks in one or two comments :') do I mind a long reblog?? You might just have made my whole month with this -- seriously!! I never dreamed someone would make a live reading thread of one of my fics (and that I'd get to read it, at that)!!
Where do I even start?? Aa you've seriously made me so happy haha
(under the cut because we all know me & my rambling lmao)
I'm so glad the scene about Rose being hurt over Dorothy's dismissal worked well!! She swallows a lot of cuts and barbs in the show, and I really wanted to explore that in writing sometime: I tried to convey a sense that she doesn't mind the hurtful comments so much as the reasons behind them -- reasons she doesn't outwardly show understanding of, but I'm sure she must internally, or she wouldn't be this forgiving of her girls time and time again! She hurts for Dorothy and shows it in the only way she can (shrinking back in her seat) because they all know it's useless to call her out on her evasive tactics.
Seeing the line about Dorothy's walls in your reblog made me so happy!! I added it almost as an afterthought right before publishing & I really really like it -- so I'm very glad it works!
The horizontal thing was one of the first lines I wrote for this haha. It felt important to include some Blanche commentary! š
The Disney princess comparison is actually thanks to that one post you made ages ago!! I think most of us concluded that she had the elegance of a princess but the poise (and eyebrows š) of an evil queen, and I guess the image stuck with me! I don't think Rose could even consider the idea of Dorothy being related to evil in any way (even aesthetically) so grown up Disney princess popped up as a result!
Blanche loves her wives SO MUCH too :')) & yess!! I listened to so many Sinatra songs to find the perfect one haha. The lyrics fit them so well imo!
Oh yeah I broke my own heart more than a little with Dorothy's reaction too š she loves and trust Blanche and Rose completely, but she can't quite trust love yet -- if that makes sense?? She deserves the world (and she deserves to know it) š
Aa thank you!! Blanche is so much fun to write!
šš glad you enjoyed Rose's side track. It happened randomly and I figured I might as well go for it š
That bit about touching Dorothy's heart at last was actually also a bit of an afterthought, and let me tell you I rewrote a part of the fic just to manage to squeeze it in š it feels very important to illustrate both Dorothy's emotional journey, and Rose's understanding of it!
Omg I have reasons behind the kiss between Rose & Dorothy in the end and I'll take the opportunity to share them here (so sorry for rambling š you've made me very very happy & I ramble when I'm happy sjhdfs)
Anyway!! That final scene where Dorothy separates herself from Blanche and walks over to kiss Rose wasn't supposed to be there at first. I wrote it anyway and considered cutting it a few times, because I feel like from a technical pov, the first ending (the one that ends with "It's magical ā and Rose's hands seem to play all of their own accord now, allowing her to get lost in the moment.") would've been a lot better. But this is a character study more than anything, and when you consider characterisation first and foremost, this one works a lot better for me.
It's kind of symbolic of Dorothy's unparalleled ability to get it together again. It shows her getting back into her preferred position: in control. She loves being wooed the way Blanche did, she really appreciates it, more than she even realizes, I think. She even submitted to the moment eventually (because it was lovely!! And, as we can clearly see from Rose's observations throughout, she needs it, to be shown just how much she's loved) but she snaps back afterwards, and she regains her composure in record speed. And I think that's integral to Dorothy's character -- and very important to include, for the whole thing to come full circle?
(Not to mention the fact that Rose deserved a little kiss after her extraordinary piano playing under these circumstances lol)
Thank you so much once again: seriously, I wrote an insanely long reply and I still can't express just how much your commentary meant!!
did I finally manage to write a brand new fic? I sure did!! with many, many thanks to the lovely @eeblouissant for inspiring me with these beautiful drawings of Blanche dipping Dorothy (and the incredibly sweet follow-up with Rose playing the piano, after our chat about this scene!!) I hope I managed to do it justice ;)
Summary
When Dorothy mentions sheās never been dipped before, Blanche and Rose decide to take matters in their own hands.
#oh & of course!! you inspired this + motivated me to finish something i started for the first time in months. it's definitely for you!!#let it be known i'll be in a great mood for the rest of the day at *least* haha#I don't think i have much to add in the tags that i didn't already say in the post (that's new. i know!) other than *thank you so much*#seriously!!
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