#and so yearning and lost
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I'm feeling really angsty tonight (post-vacation comedown maybe?) and can't stop thinking about my 'they go back to the Arctic' fitzier fic.
Cause like...actual Francis Rawdon Moira Croizer was Not Particularly Good at being on land. He fled to the Arctic again partly because of that and, one assumes, partly because of his heartbreak via Sophia Cracroft.
And it's astonishing how many real life Arctic disaster survivors WENT BACK. They couldn't live in regular society anymore, and there was something that just...drew them back, inexorably.
It's the PERFECT setup for a Francis POV angsty pining unrequited doomed-in-love fic where he attempts to flee from James, his heartbreak, and his own inadequacies/failings by taking another commission to find the Passage, and he tries like hell to avoid taking James with him but James is strangely persistent and public/official sentiment seals the deal. James will be his second, and as it turns out the love isn't quite as unrequited as Francis thinks...
Anyway I've been collecting quotes that fit The Vibe and here's what I've got so far:
“I believe that every man who has once learned the secrets of the wild polar wilderness and its savage joys will always long to return to it, finding there a spell, an inspiration, that makes all other kinds of life seem insipid.” ~Frederick Cook, Atchinson Globe, 18 Sept. 1897 (tumblr post link)
God, God, what do I do after so much survival? - Traci Brimhall, Vive Vive (tumblr post link)
“I went into the desert to forget about you. But the sand was the color of your hair. The desert sky was the color of your eyes. There was nowhere I could go that wouldn’t be you.” Into the Sands, as quoted in Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides
#i'm working on something else at the moment but this one...it calls to me...#especially when i feel like i do tonight which is basically 'not a person'#and so yearning and lost#anyway.#my fic#fitzier#the terror
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SHERLOCK | Martin Freeman as John Watson
#he was so lost and isolated at the beginning of the series it was heartbreaking to watch#I have a special fondness for the moment mycroft and john first encounter each other#his body aches with a yearning for something beyond#the soldier inside him craves the adrenaline and chaos of battle#martin freeman#john watson#sherlock#a study in pink#sherlock bbc#bbc sherlock#benedict cumberbatch#mf/serial
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Without ever touching his skin,
how can I be Guilty As Sin?
#this is so. so. so incredibly self indulgent#I know this is out of character and he’s NEVER wear that and he’d NEVER yearn like this I know. suspend your disbelief#I get too lost in the music that’s my justification#total drama#total drama noah#td noah#total drama cody#td cody#cody anderson#noco#total drama noco#td noco#Starry makes art#you’ll get a finished drawing later I promise. for now this is all I’ve got
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Metro 2033 would be a stellar novel if the latent homosexuality among rough survivor men from Russia would not just be implied.
Just let them kiss, fuck, aye, hold hands even.
#they are all so gay#artyomwas so gay for Daniela#also the amount of daddy issues this plot has#artyom exclusively follows older men’s orders#he is so lost without#name a woman in this story level impossible#grimmwriting#metro 2033#metro exodus#metro last light#mlm yearning#mlm thoughts#mlm
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anyone else stuck feeling like a wounded deer all the time or is it just me haha
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the way i wanna experience showering with someone :') not even in a sexual way, just like helping eachother with our hair, giggling and joking bc theres barely enough room to scoot around eachother, getting soap in our eyes sharing soft kisses-
#like sorry i need cheesy shit in my life😭#GIMME FLUFFY COUPLE ACTIVITIES#(and yknow maybe a bf to do them with)#ALSO HI IM BACK FROM THE DEAD#work has been horrible#anyways if ur still reading this hello#also you lost the game :)#FUCK SO DID I#fml#mlm thoughts#gay mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#t4t mlm#mlm#mlm and nblm only#t4t yearning#mlm yearn#t4t#shower#shower thoughts#apparently
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i still can’t believe they used the instrumental to cigarette daydreams for this mission like that was honest to god attempted murder by insomniac. the song, the nostalgia for the kids they were before emily and ben died and harry got sick, the warm autumn colors, the reunion patching together a pivotal part of peter’s life at a time he literally needs it most after getting fired from brooklyn visions. and in the scene before this, peter’s remembering may’s lesson about maintaining balance in his life then boom the return of one of the people who keep him rooted in life outside the mask when it’s so easy to breeze by it. first act of sm2 i love you.
#also the yearning for something lost in the lyrics to cigarette daydreams…#several people in the insomniac writer’s room were not playing about parksborn#there are times when I feel this game was shorter than the first and wish we’d had more in the third act#but one thing I really appreciate is how much they commit to Harry’s friendship with Peter in the time they’re given#we don’t know him in the first game beyond the research station messages#and they bridged that gap so well similar to how they developed peter and otto before everything also crumbles in sm1#can you tell I’m replaying rn and experiencing a lot of emotions again#wish I could’ve bottled up and saved my first reaction to this mission in October bc whew#the song floored me#parksborn#peter parker#harry osborn#marvel’s spider-man 2#spider man 2 ps5
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have you drawn any timjay? 👀👀
I have! Most of it can be found under the #mh jam tag on my blog, but I've got a couple favorites here :]
#i had a bunch of tags talking about how jam is like 99% yearning to me#but then tumblr decided to break and I lost all of them#so you don't get my thoughts anymore <3#local cryptid answers#guest star anon#opaline yellowjackets
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I don't want Jason as a declawed version of himself, all 'murder Is Wrong' and part of the batfam, but I also don't want him as an evil 'I blow up schools and shoot people for fun' villain.
I also once saw someone say a big part of the divesiveness here comes from how Robin!Jason and Red Hood!Jason are practically different characters. If you want villainous Red Hood, you make Robin Jason more aggresive, angrier, you make him more like what he'll become as an adult. And if you like Jaybin, you explain his murders and mistakes as side-effects of the pit and make Red Hood nicer and more agreeable, like how he wss before.
But I feel like both are a disservice to his character, but the 2 extremes of him are also really hard to reconcile.
#my dc posting#dc#jason todd#jaybin#red hood#disclaimer; i havent read lost days yet and am not a huge comics reader#this is mostly abt the fandom side of things#i rly yearn for more balance#he wasnt an angry homicidal incredibly disobedient robin. and hes not a saintly good person as red hood.#yknow???#idk#ig i just wanna see more abt just how fucking horrifically the trauma of dying n being replaced n everything else#changed him so drastically#I feel like my jason todd fic rec list does a pretty good demonstration of my favourite type of Red Hood tho#trauma can change u rly drastically but like th#idk theres nothing rly specific no point im kinda just Wondering and Pondering abt him. as one does
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I would burn the remnants left of my soul to keep you warm, even if it meant my downfall, because without you? I'm as lost as the wind: bitter, and never knowing which way to go
#mlm yearning#gay yearning#t4t mlm#gay thoughts#oh to have a love so fierce#I'd let the world burn for you#forever lost without him#I don't even have a him
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Thunderweave where Gale stays in bg to help Rolan rebuild the shop + they dance around their giant obvious crushes on each other for weeks until they finally end up kissing. Somehow they manage to still misunderstand each other for another week or two.
Gale dropping a stack of books because Rolan rolled his sleeves up and exposed his forearms. Gale noticing Rolan forgets to eat when he’s wrapped up in a project or really busy so he starts leaving lovingly prepared meals on his desk at regular intervals.
#I want to write fics about them so bad but my brain only works in very short bursts anymore#Rolan is a little emotionally clueless and Gale is just lost in The Yearning™️#they’re both genius magic prodigies but fumble romantically#thunderweave#Gale/Rolan#bg3#I just think about these two a lot#there’s like 4 people into them as a ship :’)
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Nick drives me fucking crazy because the first chapter was literally just “Gatsby’s not like other girls :(“ STOP SUCKING HIS DICK HES IN LOVE WITH YOUR COUSIN!!!! HES DOWN SO BAD ITS PATHETIC!!! Nick stop being a funky gay dude challenge IMPOSSIBLE.
#he’s weird and always lost tho so I mean kinda real#but me writing this gay book about a man and publishing my yearning out into the world?#couldn’t be me#anyway back to your regularly scheduled tags#the great gatsby#tgg#nick carraway#the great gatsby nick#jay gatsby#daisy buchanan#???#idk if she counts but she can be here#natsby#natsby’s great but consider…one sided natsby#HA who am I kidding that’s practically canon L#(I’m gonna sit in a corner and cry now thinking about how Nick went to Jay’s funeral and not Daisy#and soak all my tears out like a sponge before letting them all out again)#:3
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My little sister is just cusually humming Nothing Else Matters by Metallica while cutting the potatoes and she doesn't know.
She just doesn't fucking know.
#widower arc#for those who wonder#that's what it reminds me#destiel#deancas#castiel#dean winchester#spn 13x01#Lost & Found#before the destiel brainrot#it also was a song that reminded me that guy I had a crush on#that old unrequited yearning#so not really a joyful song for me to hear on this fine sunday afternoon#my personal experience with destiel
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Xiaoyao...
Lost You Forever (2023) - EP 25
#lost you forever#cdramaedit#cdramasource#asiandramanet#asiandramasource#dailyasiandramas#dramasource#chineseartistsinc#cdrama#yang zi#tan jian ci#asiandramaedit#it's in the qq#mer gifs#it's all in the eyesssssss#the damn yearning#y'all this is gonna get so tragic#we know#stillllll.... crying.#this is what makes this ship so good#the unspoken..#i wanna gif all their scenes help
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im watching season 2 again
#elfo went to hell and luci lost his immortality all for bean all for the love of it man#bean tried to recreate them bc she missed them so much in maru#and shes a bad person and she messed up so many times BUT THE LOVE SHE YEARNS FOR IS RIGHT THERE#whatever man whatever (in tears)#disenchantment#luci disenchantment#bean disenchantment#disenchantment part 5
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-Open your eyes. -I won't! I won't give you a reason to kill me in the future.
Lost You Forever (2023) - Ep. 8
#lost you forever#Eternally Yearning For You#cdramaedit#chinese drama#cdrama: lost you forever#cdramagifs#tan jianci#yang zi#xiang liu#wen xiaoliu#helloooooo this is the first time ive watched a drama with tan jianci and i can see why everyone is obsessed with him#his character is so scary but he's also so hot yall#i'm just a girl. i can't help it#also i love seeing these kernels of him trying to be gentler#also this drama brought me back from a dry giffing spell so thanks#it's great because it also reminds me of Lost Track of Time which makes me wanna go back to gif it#jina makes gifs#jinaLostYouForevergifs
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