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guillermo came into the warehouse to "charge his phone"
because "charging it in the car will kill its battery" which while its certainly an excuse to come in and check on nandor, isn't it interesting that his excuse involves him just sitting in his car outside the warehouse instead of going literally anywhere else?
#bro could've gotten a hotel or gone home or hung out at a cafe to charge his phone#but nope he sat there in the parking lot of the warehouse#waiting for an opportunity to see nandor#until it didn't happen#and so he made the opportunity himself#guillermo de la cruz#nandor the relentless#wwdits spoilers#wwdits#nandor's army#nandermo#wwdits s6
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Beings and entities, @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are has once again approached me with an amazing concept, so we present to you... a fusion, Steven Universe style! we're calling him Charwin because we can't be creative all the time.
AND there's lore. It's us, of course there's lore.
I tried to include it in the comics themselves, but basically, there was a case of dissappearing ghosts. Just like Esther, the people behind this were trying to use the pure energy to their advantage. These rocks are supposed to amplify the energy, but it kept resulting on the ghosts dissipating. The boys were captured and experimented on (yes that's horrifying. Not pictured here because... the reverse verse is angsty enough, so I wanted this one to be a bit more fluffy), but since they both went through Hell, they're stronger than your average ghost, and the rocks stayed on! The fusion was an unexpected side effect.
Plus he can make a weapon appear! it is just an oil lamp though.
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#charwin#yes i shamelessly just used ruby and sapphire as their respective rocks#it suits them okay?#i kept drawing the wrong gem on the boys so if that tells you something...#charwin is constantly hugging himself because he is made o-o-o-o-of lo-o-o-o-ove#oh niko thought this might be a good opportunity for a boy she knows to understand his own feelings better#it wasn't#charwin has complicated feelings about himself because they love each other but edwin has a lot of things he dislikes about himself and#charles thinks he's a bad person#so this is all a mess#are we calling this one fusion au?#fusion au
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The fact they keep referencing Eddie’s lying on the show and in interviews has me giggling and kicking my legs and twirling my hair.
It’s almost like we’re meant to read into the fact Eddie’s not always being truthful - with himself and others. Almost like, I don’t know, him going to confessional and telling a priest that he lied to everyone in his life and then later him telling that same priest that he’s straight might possibly be showing us Eddie not being truthful with himself or others!!
#queer Eddie is coming#the lying aspect of Eddie’s arc is so interesting to me#because they’re really exploring all the different ways you can lie#and ultimately lying has been shown to be something ingrained in Eddie - right from childhood#and I hope they explore why that is a bit in these next few episodes#as a part of his rebuilding himself - so he gets to a point where he chooses to stop lying to himself and embraces who he is#and let’s the world see that#heteronormativity is the biggest lie there is - but Eddie’s getting out#and it’s funny- because we see him being his most truthful with buck - and that’s a loud choice to be making#especially in these last few episodes where we’ve seen him being more honest and truthful with buck than ever - and the way they sits#in counterpoint to everything else happening in his life#Eddie staring out loud that he has to stop lying - that’s telling the audience that there’s more and bigger deeper set lies going on#that it’s not just about the specific lies he’s made in the episode. lying to oneself is invariably about queerness when it’s used in media#it’s a common trope and one that does offer a lot of potential and opportunity!#911 spoilers#911 abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie
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i killed. i murdered. i'm nothing like these sleepy people here… nevertheless, you can actually be grateful? bastard… i’m saying… thank you. because you spilled blood, you saved all of these people’s lives. i couldn’t have done it without you. (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#participated in altades' dance collab :3 very grateful for the opportunity and many thanks to them for organizing this!#there was a lot of vw arc choices... but i went for the leonof arc bc it's a dear vw moment to me#i think a lot of the leonof arc further breaks down vash's ideology and for the readers - together with ww- to learn that his ideals aren't#pure naivety and that vash knows he's at an odd standpoint with himself. he's criticized ww for shooting rai-dei just prior when ww had don#so on the behalf of vash but here he thanks him for killing on behalf of his home and its genuine. bc vash's presence - although it's not#his fault - he was the reason leonof and gray had gotten to the ship and killed people there. that's the guilt he has to live with and#despite his anger he'd still resolute not to kill. meanwhile ww just did what he had to - beating down on a seemingly immortal monster but#at the core made up of many lives he had to take and i feel as the fight dragged on - his own mentality waned. committing active carnage#while remembering the orphanage... and bearing that guilt alongside the words vash left with him during rai-dei's death#only for vash to thank him afterwards what he's done and for apologizing for pushing his beliefs on ww when he had no solutions of his own#anyway. i just have so an immense love for this arc bc they just got around to appreciating each other in weird ways. though ofc its still#weird and confusing for ww bc every new info on vash it'll just be strange to him as someone who's human#ruporas art
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Here's my piece for the Counter-Pale Resistance zine! The song used is "Von" from the anime "Terror in Resonance" though the original song is sadly not on youtube. The covers of the song on youtube are still very good if you'd like to listen to them.
Please consider checking the project out; everyone worked really hard on it. And a hearty thank you to @de-fanzine-cpr-pale for organizing everything. The zine looks amazing!!
#art#disco elysium#pale_ fanzine 25#zines#harry du bois#disco elysium spoilers#insulindian phasmid#digital art#ok those are the organizational tags done#in this i wanted to express the hope inherent in disco elysium while also maintaining the despair of the past present and future.#harry knowing he can do something because of shivers but not knowing what to do. being overwhelmed#the world is so big. and it will end in 22 years. harry's life is already so big on its own#but he is pressed taut against the world-tape. he is made of the world#he cannot turn away from it just like he cannot turn away from himself#it's terrifying. it's desperate. it's the only hope left#the phasmid gave me such a feeling of awe + hope in a world headed towards destruction. it's not over yet. something beautiful has happened#something beautiful will happen#where things grow; where things are able to grow: there is hope.#terror in resonance touches on these themes as well; i also recommend watching it if you can find it#ok ok i won't go on anymore people can look at the symbols and speculate if they like. kim is there though. and also behind the camera#trapped behind his (camera's) eyes...#thank you for reading!! this was a wonderful project to contribute to and i'm grateful i got the opportunity!!#it took so long to make this not look christmas-y lol. red + green with snow really has that connotation
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👀 and 💭 for Coostruck ^^
>>> kirby ship ask game here જ⁀➴ ♡!
9. 👀 What do other characters think of their relationship? Do they approve or disapprove? and 11. 💭 Do they have a favorite memory involving their partner? + an anonymous ask for 18. 💓 How did they tell their friends that they were together, or is their relationship a secret?
well, i wouldn't say it's his favourite memory, but...


he won't be forgetting it anytime soon. kind of a continuation of this and this!
for an avian this is tantamount to your boys finding that super secret book of terribly cringe poetry and song lyrics you've been writing about one specific person. nuclear event for coo "i'll just keep it all bottled up right here and then one day i'll die" the owl.
*✩˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ valentines shipaganza masterpost ✩˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ⋆˙⟡
#asks#my art#my comics#starstruck dee#coo kirby#rick kine and coo#gravitational collapse#🎀💖#actually been sitting on this one for a year but this was a perfect opportunity to finish it!#with this coo rises to a special shipaganza position of being the only participant to have Two Comics!!#great work buddy! now to see if you can be normal about it for a Second! 😂#i want to clarify that this is not like... a physically intimate thing that he's embarrassed about. it's just Really Cringe.#and it's only Really Cringe because he's been fervently denying feeling a thing about anyone ever.#rick will be like “starstruck looks cute today” and coo will be like “WHO'S STARSTRUCK!!!”#otherwise it would be the chillest thing ever. rick and kine would be his wingmen or they'd all go out together. like it's whatever!#it's only embarrassing because coo himself has made it embarrassing. mola mola sized L#oh yeah uh!! those are my designs for them i guess!!! rick is small (compared to kine) but he's not Crazy Tiny like a real hamster#(even though i drew him looking a bit more like one for fun).#but i figure he must be something similar to daroach. alien rodent!#ANYWAY. coostruck nation eating really great this february!#i've been feeling quite productive!! thank you everyone for engaging and being so supportive!!
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I had Illario thrown into Crow Jail because what he did was a bit much, but I'm being 100% real when I say I'd still show up every few days to break him out and go the fantasy equivalent of Wendy's with him. I'd bring him back afterwards so it's fine. No one has to be alarmed. I don't think he's beyond redemption and I'd like to hear his side of the whole story over a fantasy frosty.
#illario dellamorte#he is so messy#but he is ultimately the ideal crow - exactly what he was made to be by his superiors#so i cant really stay mad at the guy#id like for him to get the opportunity to make genuine friendships outside the crow environment#and also the opportunity to make new choices for himself
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Bethesda: *creates a very two dimensional villain who is apparently just evil for the sake of being evil, but also gives him weird tension with the LDB*
My delusional arse, as a writer: this man is an affection-starved, closeted gay man who has convinced himself that the only way he can be respected is by wearing the Thalmor uniform and the only way he can protect himself is by seeking power.
He probably only joined the Thalmor because he wanted to be seen as intimidating and not to be messed with (i.e, he wanted people to leave him the fuck alone), and because it would give him an excuse, a ‘beard’ if you like - because the Thalmor are very particular about reproduction, it makes sense he’d use it as a cover.
Even the Thalmor don’t like him (probably because they suspect him, or at the very least feel like something’s ‘off’) because they sent his colleague to Markarth with backup, and yet sent him to Winterhold alone. He’s also not at Elenwen’s party.
He gets nastier and nastier the more inhospitable people are towards him (take his bedroom at the college, for example), and his behaviour with the eye is textbook behaviour of someone at the end of their tether.
The sad part is that the poor bastard likely hates his job and wants to leave the Thalmor, but knows that the only way one leaves the Thalmor is in a box. So he resigns himself to his fate and decides that if he’s going to go out, he’s going to go out with a bang, and he’s going to be comically camp whilst doing it because this is his last act.
… Give me a week and I could fix him. I feel like the entire time he was just inwardly screaming to be loved and wanted, he needed someone who would fight to know him, and resist his attempts to evade vulnerability.
#skyrim#tesblr#thalmor#altmer#ancano#college of winterhold#just imagining him being excited to come to skyrim because it’s away from Alinor#and him thinking that perhaps it’s an opportunity to be a little more true to himself#only to realise he’s made all the wrong decisions and now everyone hates him#my poor baby#my poor sweet darling boy#leave him alone he’s never done anything ever#be nice to Ancano#just the tragedy of realising that nobody will ever love you so you choose to pursue power#only to then realise that you were wrong
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actually it's kind of funny how people will say Alex's fatal flaw is that he 'doesn't ask for help' and that it's his determination to handle things on his own that leads to his deterioration and eventual death when his whole introduction to the present-day timeline was a very literal cry for help that simply went ignored
#N posts stuff#like even if you think alex was lying throughout the entirety of season 2 and he was waiting from the Moment jay showed up#JUST to kill him (Which again i don't think makes much sense when he could have killed Tim & Jay immediately instead of#breaking Tim's leg. anyway) EVEN IF alex spent that whole time lying it doesn't actually change the fact that he would have at least#been Pretending to Ask For Help and if he wasn't lying then he was Literally Asking For Help and it doesn't Actually matter#what intention Alex had because the text is Ambiguous about Alex's honesty during season two; what isn't ambiguous is the way#other characters (specifically Jay) respond to him; like yeah - S2 Brian/Tim were never in one million years going to help Alex with shit#so sort of any argument that brings up Tim as someone who asks for/offers help is borderline meaningless in this era of the series#Jay had the 'opportunity' to help Alex (and i'll get back to that in a sec) but DIDN'T - Jay wasn't Interested in actually offering Alex#'help' bc Jay is ultimately curious about Answers and 'Offering Help' and 'Getting Answers' are two Wildly conflicting goals#Jay thinks Alex has answers and when Alex doesn't Offer these 'Answers' to Jay on a silver platter Jay gets pissed off and paranoid#and starts Stalking Alex bc he thinks it's 'Suspicious' that Alex won't give him the Answers (that Alex probably doesn't Actually have)#ANYWAY. ultimately this post is about how it's absurd when people argue#that individual character choices could have made a difference in the way this series played out - specifically wrt Alex#because EVERYONE in this WHOLE series are being affected by influences outside of their control ; including Brian Tim and Jay#so it's silly when people are like 'if ALEX had just made a different choice For Himself this could have all been avoided' WRONG.#bc Ultimately there's not really a way to 'help' someone else out of this situation - Tim tried and failed Repeatedly#the comics proved he even failed with Jessica - like MH isn't a horror situation where you can kill the big bad#'getting help' is a meaningless argument - what would successfully helping or getting help even look like? anyway.#the sub argument of this post is that Alex's biggest 'sin' is that he doesn't perform emotions the way other people want him to#like Alex is a character with a kind of flat affect - instead of LOOKING scared or grieved he LOOKS bored or angry#and everyone judges him based on that - so Alex is 'Suspicious' he's 'Lying' he's 'Guilty' but all of these deductions are predicated#on the belief that Alex isn't reacting to his circumstances the way a 'Normal' person would - so it MUST all be an act and so he's guilty#so everyone treats him like he's guilty until the end of season two when he's like 'Fuck it FINE i'll be guilty then' and so it goes#not a self-fulfilled prophecy but being Cornered Into a prophecy and then Blamed for it - SAD. anyway
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The talent of Casey Stoner and the ambition of Valentino Rossi
The most famous quote in MotoGP history contains a truth about Casey Stoner and Valentino Rossi.
An advertisement said that power without control is useless. The same goes for talent without ambition . Two abstract units that have been used together for a decade when talking about MotoGP riders. Specifically since that April 3, 2011 when Valentino Rossi fell with the Ducati in Jerez and dragged Casey Stoner, who at the end of the race said to him: “Obviously your ambition outweighed your talent". The phrase, said with irony by the peculiar Australian pilot, was not only true. Unintentionally, he was x-raying the essence of the Italian pilot and the contrast to his own . Being two of the best pilots of the 21st century, one has nine world titles and the other only two. A difference of seven world titles that cannot be explained by the difference in talent, but rather by ambition. Rossi's ambition has always been boundless . His life revolves around motorcycling in general and victory in particular. However, if there was one thing that Stoner had boundless, it was his talent for riding a motorcycle. Stoner decided, almost a decade ago, to leave MotoGP and pursue other ambitions more related to family and a peaceful life. A perfectly respectable decision and as valid as any, but one that makes it clear that his ambition as a rider was never in line with his talent . Casey Stoner 's victories and titles were the result of his formidable talent for going fast on a motorcycle. A talent so extraordinary that it allowed him to achieve many triumphs with ease and to become MotoGP world champion without apparent effort when everything was going his way. Rossi, on the other hand, is still on the grid at the age of 42, fighting against riders who were not even born when he was already world champion. With his talent undeniable, if there is one word that defines the career of 'Il Dottore' in motorcycling, it is ambition. Going beyond logic, challenging the limits. Not being satisfied even when being the best. When he was winning titles without breaking a sweat with Honda, he decided to go to Yamaha because his ambition wouldn't let him settle. And when he had already won more world titles than anyone else in the premier class with Yamaha, he decided to go to Ducati with the ambition of being the first rider in history to be champion with three different brands. The creation of the Academy and the Sky VR46 are explained in the same way: he also wanted to be a vehicle for transmitting knowledge. His ambition for motorcycling is such that it overwhelms his own body and he has to make room for himself in others. And this also explains why he gives up a golden retirement: for the ambition of achieving more. One more podium, one more victory. So, yes: Stoner was right. That day, Rossi's ambition outstripped his talent. But not just that day: every day for the past 25 years. If it weren't for that, the Italian would have a few less titles and would have spent many years watching the races on TV. Because talent alone can lead you to glory, but it is a fleeting glory. It is the mixture with ambition that makes you eternal.
April 2021 (emphasis from the original article)
#yes yes i too disagree with a lot of this article on casey's behalf yes yes there's some glaring omissions. italian article it's whatever#and obviously not somebody completely up to date with their Lore. this wasn't casey accidentally x-raying their rivalry#this was a recurring theme of their rivalry that both of them both played into and pushed against#the 'ambition took control over his technique' line post laguna 2008 has apparently been lost in the annals of history#like it wasn't a spur of the moment thing... it was casey's opportunity to twist in a knife he hadn't been able to stick three yrs earlier#but at least it is a rare acknowledgement that said famous quote directly outlines the contours for one of that rivalry's big tensions#//#brr brr#//ht#i only have one source for that 2008 quote which usually would make me dubious but like. it's from a 2008 article from a v reliable site#and it's way too similar to the 2011 line to be wholly made up. casey preempting himself three years earlier so it *has* to be real#but apparently i'm the only person to have made that link!! immediately recontextualises jerez 2011 and yet#doesn't anyone else find that interesting. doesn't that make anyone else go 'huh'. doesn't anyone else. doesn't anyone. doe
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... I recreated Rowan to do a whole second run with him and I have no regrets.
#look i want to be more intentional with his dialogue & story choices now that I know who he is#i was flying by the seat of my pants the first time#(this is not an excuse to romance dorian again)#(or maybe it is. what's anyone gonna do about it)#could i use this opportunity to retcon my mistake with Clan Lavellan? yes. will i? no. because i'm horrible#also i changed his appearance like 4 times before i got to Skyhold last time so...#it's nice to have screenies of him looking like himself in the early game#i'm sooo pleased with how he came out I was worried i wouldn't get him perfect. but i did!#comically large ears and all (to stop the hair clipping but now they're part of his Lore)#i started that run with my female Trevelyan too but uh. i made her a warrior and the combat is horrific#might delete her and restart as a rogue. also change how she looks. i accidentally made kristen stewart#no hate for kstew she's hot and all but it wasn't my intention lmao#anyway this is a rowan appreciation post. love of my life. my twinky inky#inky: rowan#brooke talks dragon age#my ocs
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re: "good girl" i think they say it once randomly as a joke and its just one of those things that gets him wayyy more than they expected it would. so now its their secret weapon and they use it very sparingly and every single time he gets super embarrassed about it but it works ill tell you what.
#HES MY PRINCESS IDEK.#i dont think it happens naturally all that much because theyre usually in the business of calling each other names and being mean#so i think this would just be a random night where theyre on top and just think it would be really funny. to yank on his leash and call him#a good girl after bullying him into doing something. and well i just think it would get him is all i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwww#i havr a lot of thoughts on the matter but i will stop for now#but the tldr is that with each other they tend to switch frequently and are always fighting#so i think itd take someone else being in the picture for hog to even realize how much he likes being a good boy :3#and i also dont think fish would be good at straightforward domming in the way he would want and they both know that#so its something he keeps between him and rat mostly. please dont ask me questions abt jrs sex life i have too many opinions on it#anyways. i think even tho fish knows theyd be bad at that they still feel left out so sometimes they go watch. they dont get anything out of#doing that theyre just sort of taking mental notes#all of this circles back to i think fish has always been the more sexually experienced of the two. and romantically.#i dont rlly think hog is a guy who dates i dont think hes ever been that and i dont think he made much time for hookups#(i think its cute if hes a virgin when they meet but 🤷 im not solid on it)#but i think for him hes just only ever fucked this one person and they do a LOT of stuff and it gets the job done so hes just never really#tried anything else. but. and again i have too many opinions on this but i think rat wouldnt be into their usual shteeze#i think hes a bit of a freak in his own way but the blood and weird anger issues is just not doing it for him most of the time#but i do think if given the opportunity he would LOVE to be The Boss for a little bit so i think he and hog can explore that together and it#will work out beautifully for them. this is great because i am not into strict d/s dynamics like that but i know in my heart that hoggy#would be. and i cant do that for him#again i think fish would be butthurt about this. mostly in a 'why didnt u tell me so we could try this :(' and he would go#'because you would suck at it and wouldnt like it' and they go oh. right. well im still mad#ANYWAYS. circling back. i think the good girl thing would be something fish knows that rat doesnt. and idk if theyd tell him or not#because i do think if they tell him he is using that for evil hog is going to be a good girl forever and ever. rat doesnt have the patience#to space it out the way fish does. which idk maybe thatd be good for hog he could work through some stuff...#but on the other hand i think its fun if they DONT tell him and just bust it out sometime when all 3 of them are doing the deed. or whatever#because again they mostly like how embarrassed he gets about it and i think he would be reallyyyy flustered by it#^ this is essentially part of my fantasy about spitroasting my beautiful wife until he cries just so everyone knows#idk i just think when he lets go of himself hed be a very cute and kind of needy subby bottom and i think hed be really easy to fluster#about it and i want it so bad
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Look man I just think it’s a shame that Lon Chaney Jr’s horror film debut usually gets cut from the roster.
#also I understand this is the rare pair of all rare pairs#but god I’m fascinated by the potential dynamic of Dan McCormick (the man-made monster) and Frankenstein’s creature#because their fascinating inversions of each other?#like Dan is this good hearted circus performer who’s taken the various tragedies of his life in stride#(from his backstory of being an abused orphan to right when the audience meet him when he’s the sole survivor of a horrific bus crash)#only to get his mind melted when some mad scientist figures out that Dan’s apparently immune to any sort of damage by electric shock#who then takes advantage of said mind-melt to make him kill the only doctor who might have saved him and to turn himself over to the police#go through the entire trial unable to defend himself and then be PUT TO THE ELECTRIC CHAIR#walk out now that he’s juiced up enough on electricity to function#stumble through the woods killing and terrorizing people because he’s physically incapable of touching anything#kill the mad scientist behind it all and then kill himself by draining all the electricity from his body#which all seems just kinda like excellent set up for SOMETHING with the creature#if only because with the creature’s modern electricity thing pairing nicely#with Guy who needs to be charged with deadly amounts of electricity to function#like I don’t have coherent thoughts but it feels like it’s got so many fun opportunities.#my art#man-made monster#universal horror#lon chaney
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do you think stewy is old money rich?
yes i doooooo i think stewy’s family (and im sure this is the assumption we’re supposed to make) comes from a long line of very wealthy generational wealth. still not at the level of the roys considering the roys are supposed to be one of the richest families in the world, but very wealthy. im sure they lost a chunk of it in the revolution and after they immigrated, but again, remained very wealthy. i do however think that stewy now is the richest he’s ever been
#i was debating on whether its plausible for stewy to be an actual billionaire or not#but a some google research uncovered a jordanian immigrant private equity ceo who’s worth almost 8 billion largely self made#and according to his profile in forbes he became ceo of his firm when the former ceo killed himself.#and he stepped in to seize the opportunity to ensure continued and improved success for their clients#which is the most stewy thing i’ve ever fucking read so yes stewy is a self made immigrant billionaire#ask#anon#m
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the drama that would have been averted with a few proper conversations between michael and tommy
#20000x more realistic for their characters for those conversations to have never happened tho :)#i sort of feel like i can feel the twisted bitterness tommy would taste when thinking about michael#that deep knowledge it could have been averted but every opportunity to have done so slipped by. poison cousins indeed#i do get interested the show had tommy kill michael; if it was really about redemption i think tommy would have lowered the gun. not fired#and just left michael there#michael living or dying made no difference to the jack-scam at that point#and if tommy thought he himself was gonna die then would it really matter killing michael (maybe to protect arthur?)#(but still: silly to kill michael and leave gina and jack alive if the motive was protecting the family)#killed michael just because michael tried to kill him. and that was the final nail of grief/loss and consequent disposal#tommy's vague hope that he'd show up and michael wouldn't try to kill him: shattered
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(Really long ask ahead i’m sorry!) I think your thoughts on dick and his similarities vs differences to bruce are so interesting! Personally i’m wondering how much of NTT played an influence on this kind of characterization bc i’ve never fully finished ntt but i read like nearly all the pre-80s batman 1940 issues lol and dick very much was portrayed as more idealistic than bruce in some ways while more no-nonsense (? For lack of better word) in other ways, like when it comes to batman easing up a little on selina for romance reasons LOL. Though ofc dick totally turns into - well, a dick - in team books, as i grow older i find myself far more compelled by a potential story of an 18 yr old who seemed to have the whole weight of the world on his shoulders (by his own perception) and breaking under his own impractically strong sense of duty and sky-high expectations for others, then realizing as he grows older that it doesn’t have to be that way esp after seeing the perspectives of characters like kory, wally, joey, roy, etc. Like personally as someone who never really had a huge interest in NTT anyway, i’m surprised at how desperately people want to hold on to the characterization of dick when he was 18-19 and never letting him grow past that, like it’s so difficult for me to believe that at age 25 he would be the same uptight controlling kid that he was at 19. Maybe i’m biased though bc i was like one of those insufferable INTJ internet stereotypes as a teenager, and while that worldview did bring me achievements i’m proud of like the fact that i’m in med school rn studying what i love, i still know that at age 22 i have changed SO much from when i was 18 and i can’t imagine any reasonably mature or normally-functioning person (let alone someone high-functioning like dick) not doing the same lol. Especially since dick is the kind of person who would literally die if he’s not constantly growing and evolving past his faults bc of his insufferable perfectionism, idk how he’d be willfully blind to the negative effects of his worldview in early NTT and refuse to grow from there. He even has a quote that’s like “i’ve spent years as a student of my own behavior” which i always found highly encouraging bc i know he really does want to improve himself even at his worst. It reminds me of that Marcus Aurelius quote: “if someone can prove me wrong and show me my mistake in any thought or action, i shall gladly change. I seek the truth, which never harmed anyone; the harm is to persist in one’s own self-deception and ignorance.” But what are your thoughts? (Thank you for reading all this 🥹)
oh i absolutely agree! i cannot tell you how many times i think about the person i was a couple years ago and who i am now like i cringe so much omg.. maturity is an ever persistent process even if we don't recognize its effects immediately and it absolutely is crazy to think that anyone would remain in such a static state of mind for several years on end. esp when like you said dick is someone who wants to be better! so despite his several hypocrisies it is nonetheless in his best interests to look internally and analyze and evolve. and i feel like that very much could have happened had there been any actual segue between dick's breakup with kory and his re-entry into the batfam. i don't think there was much of a connection between these two sets of writers at all and so what you got is what felt like two very distinct parts of dick's life that didn't necessarily reveal a bridge point. so it's not entirely unrealistic that dick may grow to be the person (at least to some extent) that bat canon portrayed him to be in the years that followed but i certainly think as it stands it felt unearned and like all of his issues explored in ntt were conveniently swept to the side without any semblance of closure (albeit i do think some of these issues are addressed in outsiders '03 but in that dickheaded way that winick explores things generally. so i'm not sure it's the kind of closure people actually want). it's very sad and ig that's what people cling to more than anything. it's not that they're opposed to him growing to be a better person but that they're opposed to a version of dick who feels like he sprung out of nothing
#ironically enough i Do think dick going back to gotham after the kory breakup made sense#like when something that big happens in your life what are you going to do. seek the advice of the one person you look up to more than anyt#ing right. but marv wolfman complicated things by writing bruce the way he did so rather than bruce playing an active part#in guiding dick through some of his issues and mistakes he instead became dick's burden to bear through extensive post knightfall trauma#and i mean you all know i Love knightfall. i really do it gives me brainworms upon brainworms#but i wish there had been just one moment. like after it was all over. that bruce and dick actually got to talk and like#discuss dick's problems yknow#i get the feeling they didn't delve much when writing prodigal bc they had to set up the next arcs and stuff but it's like#come on. come on. they could've afforded it. if dick really had to come back to gotham for a temporary stint where he tried to find himself#than a proper conversation with bruce about what he was going through should have been a part of that#bc i do think working with bruce's new cavalry of three teen heroes (tim / steph / cass) would have borne wonderful opportunities#for dick to grow as a leader and peer considering his ridiculous expectations of others and how this would measure up against teenagers#but the problem is that bat canon decided he was going to magically gel with everyone bc he was emotionally more well adjusted than bruce#was. like ok. ok. whateverrrrrrrr#like idk it's so funny they were given a dick with a plethora of issues and instead of using any of that ammo they were like nah#we're going to make our lives harder and give him new problems manifested out of thin air. totally makes sense. bullseye#outbox
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