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Need to hold someone captive for 5 hours (minimum) while I talk about Ayre and why she's so awful but it makes sense because she went though some of the most horrific shit imaginable and did what she could to keep herself going
#but she#was captured#along with most of her friends#and watched them die#horrifically#begged for her life#to anyone who would listen until her vocal chords were torn#died#was brought back to life by an evil creature but not enough to heal the injuries#and when she returned to civilization was fired for not immediately returning to work and disowned for being robbed#was left deeply traumatised and homeless for many years#and ALONE#left racked with survivors guilt#and her entire life toyed with and used and misused for other peoples gain#and shes so angry and bitter#and now halryn has to try and pick up the pieces#and she has so much misplaced anger towards him#but is so desperate for Love and to prove#shes capable#and worthy of him
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*Married life playing in the background
This idea was probably funnier in my head
#sansmaeda#sansmaeda wedding#undertale#danganronpa#nagito komaeda#sans undertale#meme post#I swear there's a reason why not everyone attended in nagito's side#no one wanted to go in the first place#sdr2#fanart#so for the record:#Ibuki DID attend but could't stay put for 5 minutes so she got bored and left#Teruteru is still pretty angry and bitter at Nagito#Hiyoko couldn't care less and thought it was gross#Akane saw no reason to go since her main source of food wouldn't go (Teruteru)#And spoiler alert but Chiaki's fucking dead lmao#she would've gone tho#probably#Also pretend nagito's using really good foundation on his hand cuz I totally forgot about his metal arm
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homura (after a whole movie dedicated to the mechanisms of her inner psyche and set in a world that is literally her subconscious, populated by little dolls that are the manifestation of her emotions and self-hatred, after a whole movie where we get to see that she loves and cares for her friends and above all she deeply loves madoka, after the most heartbreaking scene in the history of anime where she realises madoka never wanted to sacrifice herself, after sacrificing herself to try and keep madoka’s wish alive anyway and keep her safe from the incubators, after being saved by madoka and feeling undeserving of it yet again, after finally giving up on trying to preserve madoka’s wish and creating a universe in which madoka can be happy and her friends too and the incubators eat shit, after showing how much she hates herself for it): i’m evil! i’m a demon! i’m evil incarnate!
people: yeah that checks out, homura is evil.
#people see a traumatised teenage girl who hates herself and decide she’s evil. i’ll nevet forgive people who slandered her#especially that dude who made that video with over 1mil views about how homura was never a good person…..#i watched it years ago and it still makes my blood boil. i remember making angry posts here lol#it fueled me to make my homura defense video essay tho so. one good thing#UGHHH i’ll forever be so bitter about this tho. like u have 0 media literacy skills.#madohomu#madoka magica#homura akemi#pmmm#mine
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TES fest day 6: abandoned
In the grief of supposedly losing her brother, Lilanwe certainly made some choices. She joined the Worm Cult, becoming a much more cold and cynical person. Granted, it wasn't entirely Auredil's fault for what happened to him, but I don't know that she'll ever really forgive him for leaving her behind.
#yans art#tesfest24#elder scrolls online#lilanwe#like man lily and auredil's story is so fucked when I think about it now (in the best way. I love drama)#siblings who grew up relying only on each other and get pitted against each other by gods#she loses him and finds him and loses him again and refuses to accept that he's really gone while everyone around her tells her to let go#it becomes an obsession that drives her further away from people who care about her and she becomes angry and bitter#and she turns to this lone crusade against the worm cult. just hunting as many of them down as she can#just this vicious cycle of revenge and death which -chef's kiss-#also just the contrast between the two of them and her feeling like she's living in his shadow#her being an ex-agent of the worm cult who can never truly make amends#and auredil being meridia's champion who sacrificed himself to save nirn. thus dying a hero and absolving himself from the aftermath of tha#understandably she's resentful!#thanks for coming to my tedtalk
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yeah yeah trick weekes says whatever about it not making sense that solas couldnt sneak off THEY FAILED TO CONSIDER that maybe he just is ass at it when he gets invested. much like. the whole fucking rest of the romance where he COMPLETELY fails to resist until the breakup.
anyway.
im personally of the opinion that he's more liable to slip up - fail at sneaking, accidentally reveal details, contradict himself - when he actually makes bonds with people. which is why after trespasser he goes and lives alone in the lighthouse for ten years but i digress.
and i think "that", the bonds tripping him up, should be reflected in his exit from the Inquisition. you're enemies or neutral, yeah he just vanishes. there's nothing to keep him there, nothing to interfere with his plans and intentions. you're (ex)lovers? i think he still would pull back purposefully and probably vanish, but there would be definite hesitation. he would have to force himself to do so, because fuck, he wants to stay. he wants to be close to you. but he also, crucially, knows that you have a dangerous sway over him, so he MUST disengage. if you're friends, it takes him some effort. because he does like you, he doesn't want to do what he has to, it's been so long since he had people who were friends to him, and he doesn't have to force himself away because he's in too deep. he knows you would worry about him. he might not be willing to give anyone the truth - but he would owe you a goodbye, at the very least. especially if you weren't the type to try to convince him to stay.
#solas#solas dragon age#dragon age: inquisition#da:i#solavellan#if you squint#idk. romance has way more volatility to it than friendship and kinship. it tends to blow up and make people more angry and bitter#but i think parting on good terms that are later revealed to have been false terms is a massive gut punch#like ive gone into it before but revallen is not the type to let his friends just. go. without doing something#he's too traumatized. thats why he has his goodbye habit of giving them a kiss laden with a protection spell before letting them go#because he let his wife go without one and she was killed#so he's observant of the signs of someone leaving#he would notice solas's absence immediately and chase him down.#even for goodbyes that are hasty and one sided you will get a kiss - forehead or cheek or hand - and that protection spell#otherwise he cannot sleep at night#and on solas's end - he does not want to admit it but i do think he likes it. he likes having the bonds of friendship and kinship#even if they must be short lived. even if only for a moment. i think he knows he must keep himself apart but he longs for them#and cannot force himself not to#he may not even realize that he's relenting but he does. even if only a little. even if only long enough for a kiss and a fond goodbye
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happy new year everyone! 8 days until i can see my therapist and tell her my girlfriend broke up with me even though last she heard we were amazing and doing great. crazy what three weeks and a girl with avoidant attachment can do x
#don’t reblog#im so angry with her#because i understand exactly why she did it but she’s an idiot#basically 2 years down the drain and for what??#askhqvqbqj#anyway ignore me and my broken heart#kt needs a diary#kt’s life#but actually happy new year#to everyone <3#im just bitter cause i keep seeing happy couples posting about their weddings and engagements this year and it makes me want to cry
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missing the maribelle/tharja family unit today. i think maribelle would be elated to have a daughter. she meets noire for the first time and she goes “do you play chess? violin? ride? drink tea?” and noire goes “no but im really good at throwing up in a bucket” and maribelles like “oh!!!! okay!!!!” i think she finds noire’s talisman persona charming. chrom is like “um maribelle can you please go get your daughter… she’s terrorizing the camp” and she goes “shes harmless! why do you hate women?” and he never speaks on it again. i think tharja needs a kid that will beef with her and i think brady is 100% the guy to do it. i think she looks at him and goes “what is your problem” and he flips her off. she tries to curse him but he spins his staff ninja style deflecting them back at her. he serves tea to his moms but he spits in tharjas and she knows it. and then she drinks it because it pisses him off. brady could come to love her at some point but it will not be easy and it will not come without a lot of work and a lot of arguing and i think i need some more parent/child conflict in this game. awakening gets one f bomb and its hidden in the random tharja brady PC support where he just goes “FUCK YOU” Tharja and Brady attained support level B.
#ann plays awakening#they are my favorites…#and like. besides the big four of the awakening kids#brady and noire have always been my favorites…#i like to think about this family a lot even if i dont talk about them quite as frequently#i wish i had something to write about for them like contained into a fic but i dont have any ideas that could get me that#far#just little thoughts about what i want to see#brady and tharja especially like i understand why noire loves tharja i do#curses aside thats still your mom who raised you and protected you#and everyone processes trauma and grief differently#but i think brady would be a fun counterbalance bc i think he would be pissed!!#rightfully so!!!#i like to think that while his talent for healing magic comes from maribelle#he only really took it up after maribelle died because there was no one else to protect his sister#and i think noire wouldnt mind taking the brunt of tharja’s cruelty if it meant her brother wouldnt#like god… they could be the cutest siblings ever#and the saddest.#also i j think that the parent child conflicts in this game are lacking#you have gerome and cherche but thats entirely one sided and its bc gerome is scared not bc of any malice#severa is a little bit harsher just because shes severa but the same thing goes down with her and cordy where shes just scared.#and a little bitter bc of the chrom thing but mostly scared#and its like. cherche and cordelia didnt even do anything wrong anyways. tharja did and someone should call her ass out!!!!!#i love tharja btw. not a tharja hate post but i think it would be fun if she was forced to confront her potential fate#by looking at the direct consequence of her future actions (angry son who hates her) if she doesnt change#JUST SAYING#whatever anyways. tharjabelle family unit hit post
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Sleep deprived hot take of the night: Maki from jjk is Izuku Midoriya from a quirkless!Izuku au
#ok so theres a specific checklist in this genre and maki hits all of them#'quirkless'? check#extremely smart and powerful? check#bitter and angry towards the society that holds up the corrupt heroes/sorcerers? check#green hair? check#like she has it all#bnha#jjk#boku no hero academia#jujutsu kaisen#mha#my hero academia#maki zenin#zenin maki#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku
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I think Fiona's betrayal makes way more sense and fits into the narrative better if you simply bump it to after the destruction of Knothole.
Like, in the actual comic it kinda comes out of nowhere, and it's heavily tied into the romance plot tumours and Issue 150. Fiona's actual character is barely important, she just disappears for five issues and comes back with a new personality, her old trauma in high gear again (but girl, if you're mad at Sonic for abandoning you, why the feck are you running off with Second Sonic Who Is Worse?), and an ideology that makes zero sense with her history ("You can't count on anybody" says character who has literally never been independent and will never become independent).
And the fallout is incredibly understated and after literally two issues nobody cares any more except Tails. And he's done caring after 179 closes.
Betrayal is supposed to be impactful.
But if you shuffle the order of the stories around, don't even change the actual content, then the whole thing becomes a buttery-smooth consistent arc and Fiona's character development, while not a good thing in the long run (Scourge literally would've killed her in 196 if his plan had succeeded, she traded the stunningly mediocre partner that was Sonic for a literal monster), actually makes sense and is front and centre in her story, instead of what we got, which is "Fiona ascends from background character to weird love interest to an accessory for Scourge who is defined entirely by Scourge."
Fiona being driven by her trauma to hate Sonic for leaving her behind is a reasonable angle, it's where she started in the Knuckles comic, but it's been so long since that was relevant to her character that dredging it up years after the fact in a different book would only ever be jarring. Unless, say, history repeated itself and all those wounds got opened up again.
Eggman drops out of the sky, razes her home to the ground, and shoves her in a prison to be used as fodder for one of his sick creations, just like Robotnik did all those years ago. Only this time, the prison is so small that she can barely even move, and the machine she's going to be fed into is much worse. It'll kill her, twice over, draining her life-force to power Eggman's machinery and wiping her mind for no reason other than "Eggman's a sadistic asshole."
She gets to see the effects up-close too, via Charmy's brain damage.
And while it's unnecessary, as I think the actual plot of the issues needs no alterations to make sense, you could nonetheless add a small scene during the rescue where Sonic saves Fiona from the Egg Grapes and says he won't make that mistake again. A small hope spot before it all comes crashing down.
Because it does! The arc ends with the Freedom Fighters standing triumphant over a wrecked Egg Beater. They could easily grab Eggman and drag him into the brand-new prison that Nicole put Mogul, Naugus, and the Hooligans in. They have turned their darkest hour into an opportunity to win the war... and they don't take it.
Eggman flies off, clinging to an Egg Flapper and doing the "I'll get you next time, Gadget! Next tiiiiiime!" bit, and the heroes just... stand there.
And that's where the (hypothetical) hope spot gets dashed. Fiona, already uncertain of her place in the team after 160-1, loses faith in them completely. She just lived through the worst experience of her life again and the heroes of this world are doing nothing to prevent another repeat.
It even makes her "You can't count on anybody" line actually have some weight. She genuinely feels like she's been failed by them, that she put her trust in these people and they still turned on her at a moment's notice, and they're not doing enough to actually save the world. It's like Scourge says in 172- she "wishes [Sonic] had a backbone."
And then, after all that, there's the big Fiona Betrayal Issue except now it's actually about Fiona and not just about giving Scourge a girlfriend, and that's followed immediately by the Sonic vs. Tails issues. There's no time to process what just happened, everyone's emotions are still extremely raw, and it boils over into a fight between brothers that's more about venting all those nasty emotions they've been holding in for a while now. Sonic has been through a lot lately, he just lost his home and repeated one of his few failures, and he's not long lost Tommy too. Tails is dealing with emotions that he's not mature enough to process properly and healthily, he grew up too fast, but not evenly. And at the end of the day, they're both still just kids.
I still think 179's ending is an overall horrible way to to resolve that plot thread, and further reduces Fiona to an object to be fought over, but I'm not heavily changing the content of the issues, only the context.
I've never been a fan of villain!Fiona, I've made that clear in the past. I like it as a step on a journey that results in her healing, but I found its start confusing and messy and the rest of the arc lacklustre and far too focused on Scourge, rather than Fiona herself. But I think putting it in this order makes it flow a lot better for me.
If I write Sonic stuff again, I'll probably do it with this as a headcanon of what went down in the 170s.
#Sonic#Archie Sonic#Archie Sonic Analysis#Archie Sonic Meta#Fiona Fox#Let Fiona be bitter and angry but have it be rooted in some level of truth#She's not just lying to herself.#Her resentment is rooted in a real hurt#She genuinely feels abandoned and betrayed by her friends and she's lashing out at them.#Just like Tails does in 178-179#Because at the end of the day#Sonic and Tails are still just kids#And so is she#So make her downfall a tragedy focused on her#And not just ''Wow she's mean anyway look at how cool and hot Scourge's new girlfriend is.''#No shade on Scourge (this time)#But he is a black hole that devours the character of everyone associated with him
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Okay, so: ATLA but Zuko has an animal companion too.
We see him on the ship, thirteen and freshly banished, visiting the komodo rhinos in the brig at night.
“You understand me, girl”
She’s the meanest of all of them but Zuko takes a liking to her.
Zuko: “Her name is Kudzu, because she grows on you”
*crew exchanging looks*
Zuko, glaring: “She grows on you!”
She’s also the chubbiest rhino because Zuko dotes on her and keeps sneaking her little snacks.
When he goes back to the Fire Nation in Book 3, he goes down to the stables at night to hang out with the komodo rhinos.
But none of them are Kudzu, and he misses her.
Azula: “You smell like a barnyard”
Zuko, sadly: “It’s not the same”
He’s reunited with Kudzu when his old crew attends his inauguration.
Jee: “we’ve brought you something”
Zuko: “KUDZU!!”
*hugging her, tearing up*
Jee: “she’s literally the worst animal I’ve ever met”
Zuko, sobbing: “I know, isn’t she wonderful?”
*bonus: Kudzu’s Lost Days segment, but she’s just eating hay and being bitchy*
#atla#zuko#she’s angry and bitter and he understands#also he’s been so afraid of his bending hurting someone in the aftermath of his scar#but Kudzu has fire-resistant skin#so she is friend-shaped#even if she is not—in technical terms—a friend
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people with blue eyes staring at you meme but it's actually everyone to me. man stop looking at me. there literally no need for that. that's why i always side sit
#lmaoo there's this guy in uni who used to think i liked him because i Refused to maintain eye contact with him#i'd only talk to him in a 3/4 angle. and then one day he brought it up wink emoji and i told him No. i just didn't like looking at his face#looking back LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#but he deserved it. Annoying guy. he was my arch enemy. every conversation i had with him made me more bitter and Angry#he loved explaining movie plots to me and then it's like. donnie darko. man idk i've watched donnie darko. yeah i know shakespeare#man he pisses me off so much i'm angry just by typing this. anyway. yesterday i saw a friend and she kept looking into my eyes#and i was like wowww haha! what's that for. let's not do that!
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I hope wicked act ii also does more oz geopolitics. john chu expand on the implication of fiyero and glinda's sham engagement being to tie the last ruler of the vinkus to the wizard's power, or the effects of public enemy number 1 being technically the governor of munchkinland or the relationship nessarose had to the emerald city
That would be interesting, especially because the Wizard’s goals of getting the nobility and leaders of different lands/countries on his side involves manipulating/playing nice with his enemy’s sister (Nessarose), his enemy’s best-friend (Galinda), and his enemy’s secret boyfriend (Fiyero), who all happen to be either from well-to-do families or in positions of high political power, and the Wizard would likely be willing to threaten them into compliance if necessary.
Nessarose especially is someone I feel for in that situation. I get that’s a very unpopular opinion, and I understand she makes some pretty terrible choices, especially in part 2, but imagine you lose your mother as a baby and everyone treats you different because you’re disabled and your sister is green and has unexplained powers. Then you go to school expecting things to finally be better for you and think a guy actually likes you, only to find out he actually likes someone else was lying to you the whole time about his feelings, your sister is now public enemy #1 and the whole country wants her dead, and also your father is dead now too. Now you’re made governess of an entire land as a college freshman, and your options are to declare loyalty to the dictator who wants your sister dead or put the lives of your small land at risk by declaring war against him, knowing full well you can’t protect your citizens on your own. The way Nessarose clung to Boq for emotional support and wouldn’t let him go was extremely problematic and abusive, I’m not saying it wasn’t, but I unfortunately do see how Nessarose became as messed up as she was. People labeled her as “wicked” by association with her sister, and while she was cruel, she was also forced to give away what was supposed to be her one chance at enjoying her youth to take on a political office during a time of turmoil after losing most of her family and being pressured to publicly come out against her one and only remaining family member. Admittedly, I don’t remember all the details of how that shakes out (it’s been a while since I read the book/saw the musical), but either way, you can see why it’s not a fun or easy situation.
#bods answers#I’m not saying what she did was right#I’m saying it didn’t come completely out of nowhere#and after seeing how cute Boq and Nessa were in part one and knowing how bitter and angry they become later#it just makes me hate the Wizard more#yes what they did was wrong but these are college freshmen who had their lives cut short so the Wizard could have his power trip#I want the deleted scene of Boq Nessa Elphaba Galinda and Fiyero having fun and being friends#they deserve to be happy. For five minutes before they all become cursed and/or evil and/or sad#Just give them five minutes#wicked#wicked 2024
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5 times. As of today, I've read Project Hail Mary 5 times, and each time, I've happy-cried at the ending.
It's one of those endings that really makes me feel emotional. After a lifetime of fear, fear of being rejected and fear of dying, Ryland Grace makes the decision to sacrifice his life to save his best friend. He had the option to turn around and go back to Earth; nobody would have known. He could have lied about everything, and lived his life as a hero back home. But it was his love for Rocky, his best friend, that made him face the fears that always controlled him and turn the ship around.
Then, he lives quite a number of years on Erid. The high gravity deteriorates his bones, and likely shortens his lifespan by a lot, but he stays. He had the option to leave safely years prior, but he chooses to stay. Even after finding out that humanity survived and Sol has returned to full luminance, he still isn't sure about leaving. Maybe he will one day, but not right now. Because he has people he cares about, and Erid may not be where he's from, but he sure as hell made it his home.
I'm going to sob again. If they change this ending in the movie, I'm going to STORM out of the theatre and never look back.
#project hail mary#andy weir#ryland grace#rocky#project hail mary movie#I love them so fucking much#And just the fact that his love for Rocky outweighed how angry and bitter he was towards Stratt#Stratt got exactly what she wanted but Grace couldn't care less#As long as Rocky was safe#Someone needs to take this book away from me before I cry again /lh
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something something as evil as he is about owning and subjugating her for eternity shes twice as insane about being the only one for him
#yugioh#ygo#art tag#seto kaiba#kisara#blueshipping#ill say it!!! I THINK SET'S SOUL HAS BEEN REINCARNATING NON STOP SINCE HIS FIRST LIFE. lost bitter. its so angsty because#hes destined for the same game same shame same loss for hundreds of lives. i think he had many wives many children#I KNOW IT SUCKS BLUESHIPPERS BUT LISTEN: none of those souls binds to him carried into the next. UNLIKE SOME INSANE WOMANS#WHO DECIDED TO ANCHOR HER SOUL INTO HIS BECAUSE HE WAS NICE TO HER ONE (1) TIME#kisara is more insane agenda. she just didnt have the screentime to show it!!!#as if any normal woman is suffering this guy for 5000 years for a single moment of kindness. miss me with that idiotic bs#only kisara is crazy enough for that smh#he had many wives and my sons and many families and his bitter angry long suffering soul only knew her light!!!!!!! shut up#anyway so i think we should be freaked by her coveting gaze
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Taylor returning over and over to the falling through the ice accident in the Bolter—everything to me
#like. just. the shock of it all#there’s something about Taylor where her experience of life is so ….. brutal#like I don’t know how else to say it but it just is. life is not easy on her it is always ready to CLOBBER her#and in a way she’s not easy on life. there’s some kind of magnets/opposite poles stuff where she’s just always drawn to the worst things#to feeling them and experiencing them and almost ??? creating them#like I don’t mean to overstate it. and I know she has a family who loves her (thank GOD)#and also she’s very practical and industrious about creating this very Instagram worthy life full of Fine Things and a Fun Time#and of course all the resources in the world at her disposal to create all the trappings of it#whether it’s a celebrity Fourth of July party or the eras tour#and she’ll do it and love it. but as all the best critics know and point out the most fascinating thing about Taylor is always the music#and it’s where all the weirdness and stubbornness and difficulties of her life. her a c t u a l longings her actual fears#her actual terrible awful experiences that she charges headlong down the paths of#is set free! and it’s breathtaking in the most shocking way#like falling through the ice! I always say the first thing that always hits me about a Taylor album is the bitterness#just this blast in the face. and her music is so gentle! in so many ways#and the packaging is so appealing and her voice is so soft and expressive and there is none of that weird experimentation#even musically (remember when she shut down imogen heap for putting a minor chord in clean she was like absolutely not. I’m obsessed)#(with that moment forever)#but like. so much of Taylor’s packaging and life and HER really does SEEM so basic or ordinary or just rich girl ordinary I guess#she likes basic things and wants basic things. but also she is so hungry so restless so angry so wounded the rich internal life is CHURNING#all the time. every second. and it’s spectacular to watch and also I will worry about her until the day I die#or just—-I don’t know. it’s going to be spectacular and it is sometimes going to be awful#but she will keep furiously writing her way through it!!#there IS such a woundedness to her. and it makes me love her so much because it’s packaged in such a way people think it must just be#whining or privilege. but it’s not! it’s just. the human condition and Taylor’s own flaws#okay I’ve lost the plot here a bit in my ramblings but yeah the ice metaphor. insanely perfect
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Conversations with another, smaller, weaker self.
#Textual.#ART TAG#vent#I suppose that's the best way to explain this one? It can be complicated. Very complicated. Both for Lord & for myself.#How do you explain to the younger weaker self— the child —that it wasn't their fault. How do you explain that people care & you're sorry?#Because it isn't your fault. It can't be hers. It was someone else's duty to keep you both safe. But they cut your hair & took your body—#& then they made you unrecognizable to anything that has ever existed.#You were a person once & they took the culture out of your blood to remake history. They took the language out & taught you something else.#Lord is a power fantasy as much as she is a painful catharsis. In another world she might have been a savior or a god. But she is angry.#She's angry & bitter & they cut her ears to round them out after cutting her open to make her human. How can she apologize for that?#lord starque#champagne starque#chinuk wawa#To translate loosely. ' 'I am so tired.' ' Who wouldn't be?
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