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Need to hold someone captive for 5 hours (minimum) while I talk about Ayre and why she's so awful but it makes sense because she went though some of the most horrific shit imaginable and did what she could to keep herself going
#but she#was captured#along with most of her friends#and watched them die#horrifically#begged for her life#to anyone who would listen until her vocal chords were torn#died#was brought back to life by an evil creature but not enough to heal the injuries#and when she returned to civilization was fired for not immediately returning to work and disowned for being robbed#was left deeply traumatised and homeless for many years#and ALONE#left racked with survivors guilt#and her entire life toyed with and used and misused for other peoples gain#and shes so angry and bitter#and now halryn has to try and pick up the pieces#and she has so much misplaced anger towards him#but is so desperate for Love and to prove#shes capable#and worthy of him
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Obsessed with how Lottie is one of the only Yellowjackets who is not mean to or annoyed by Misty. I’m not saying she’s exactly friendly to her but at the very least she’s polite and non-judgemental. Even when she’s dismissive or exasperated it doesn’t come off as an aversion to Misty herself (like when faced with Misty’s aggressiveness towards her in s2). In s3 ep2, Lottie even awkwardly hugs her and attempts to comfort her about Nat’s death and her own guilt. It’s even funnier because Misty is often annoyed, suspicious of and weirded out by Lottie,
#i actually think there’s more to talk about regarding this….#lottie as the antler queen in s2 and misty as someone desperate to be liked and admired who feels good in proximity to figures like nat or#jackie—in s3 we see she confided in shauna who is being set up as someone who everyone is frightened and wary of someone who could actually#usurp nat…#but when lottie is unhappy with the sacrifice of javi misty gets angry and cruel her losing her good opinion of lottie#i’d need to rewatch because I’m definitely missing and forgetting alot but yk very interesting#also thinking about shauna here…. lottie as someone she wanted overtake and show dominance over but lottie does not play shauna’s games and#it leaves shauna bitter and frustrated knowing she can’t win against her with violence and anger#lottie ofc steps down so shauna has no longer reason to feel challenged or threatened by her#but hmm…. adult timeline with callie is shaping up to be veryyy interesting#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#yellowjackets season 3#yj s3#yj spoilers#lottie matthews#misty quigley#should i tag ship? it is ship to me….#mistylottie
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and her, over there, with that fat baby. cold, cold, cold, and she'd walk it up and down the street with nothing but a big, pink bow on its bald head so everybody can tell it's a girl. like i care. parading it around in the little outfit, not dressed for the weather, nah. with pockets. what's a baby got pockets for? what's it gonna keep in its pocket? a knife? it's ridiculous.
hard truths (2024) dir. mike leigh
#hard truths#hard truths 2024#mike leigh#marianne jean-baptiste#michele austin#david webber#tuwaine barrett#ani nelson#sophia brown#id in alt text#filmedit#filmgifs#moviegifs#movieedit#dailyflicks#fyeahmovies#cinemapix#ogifs#films#first time making a film gifset bc i wanted to reblog a gifset for this film and i didnt see any :) <3#i watched it a couple weeks ago and i keep thinking back on it#i watched it the same day i saw the last showgirl which ended up being a cute double feature#smth smth women in their 50s reckoning with where they are in life#in hard truths she's so bitter and angry and unhappy and she just makes it all compound on herself#and in the last showgirl she is happy and doing what she loves but maybe that's not enough#v fun movies. id def recommend giving hard truths a watch <3 really fascinating character study#hardtruthsedit
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Does Wesker have a favorite dish from the Philippines?

I think he’d like lechon.. or like sinigang, maybe even kare-kare.
#homegirl got so angry she whipped out the tagalog and ilocano#WESKER why would u blame ur own son😭😭😭😭 low blow wdf#i love asks like this.. yes… project the philippines onto him..#resident evil#albert wesker#oc x canon#resident evil oc#fengshuispeaks#fengshuioc#biohazard#oc#re oc#biohazard oc#jordan manalang#jordsker#thank you for the req !! <3333#I feel like Wesker has a preference for bitter foods so anything like that is good with him
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homura (after a whole movie dedicated to the mechanisms of her inner psyche and set in a world that is literally her subconscious, populated by little dolls that are the manifestation of her emotions and self-hatred, after a whole movie where we get to see that she loves and cares for her friends and above all she deeply loves madoka, after the most heartbreaking scene in the history of anime where she realises madoka never wanted to sacrifice herself, after sacrificing herself to try and keep madoka’s wish alive anyway and keep her safe from the incubators, after being saved by madoka and feeling undeserving of it yet again, after finally giving up on trying to preserve madoka’s wish and creating a universe in which madoka can be happy and her friends too and the incubators eat shit, after showing how much she hates herself for it): i’m evil! i’m a demon! i’m evil incarnate!
people: yeah that checks out, homura is evil.
#people see a traumatised teenage girl who hates herself and decide she’s evil. i’ll nevet forgive people who slandered her#especially that dude who made that video with over 1mil views about how homura was never a good person…..#i watched it years ago and it still makes my blood boil. i remember making angry posts here lol#it fueled me to make my homura defense video essay tho so. one good thing#UGHHH i’ll forever be so bitter about this tho. like u have 0 media literacy skills.#madohomu#madoka magica#homura akemi#pmmm#mine
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TES fest day 6: abandoned
In the grief of supposedly losing her brother, Lilanwe certainly made some choices. She joined the Worm Cult, becoming a much more cold and cynical person. Granted, it wasn't entirely Auredil's fault for what happened to him, but I don't know that she'll ever really forgive him for leaving her behind.
#yans art#tesfest24#elder scrolls online#lilanwe#like man lily and auredil's story is so fucked when I think about it now (in the best way. I love drama)#siblings who grew up relying only on each other and get pitted against each other by gods#she loses him and finds him and loses him again and refuses to accept that he's really gone while everyone around her tells her to let go#it becomes an obsession that drives her further away from people who care about her and she becomes angry and bitter#and she turns to this lone crusade against the worm cult. just hunting as many of them down as she can#just this vicious cycle of revenge and death which -chef's kiss-#also just the contrast between the two of them and her feeling like she's living in his shadow#her being an ex-agent of the worm cult who can never truly make amends#and auredil being meridia's champion who sacrificed himself to save nirn. thus dying a hero and absolving himself from the aftermath of tha#understandably she's resentful!#thanks for coming to my tedtalk
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yeah yeah trick weekes says whatever about it not making sense that solas couldnt sneak off THEY FAILED TO CONSIDER that maybe he just is ass at it when he gets invested. much like. the whole fucking rest of the romance where he COMPLETELY fails to resist until the breakup.
anyway.
im personally of the opinion that he's more liable to slip up - fail at sneaking, accidentally reveal details, contradict himself - when he actually makes bonds with people. which is why after trespasser he goes and lives alone in the lighthouse for ten years but i digress.
and i think "that", the bonds tripping him up, should be reflected in his exit from the Inquisition. you're enemies or neutral, yeah he just vanishes. there's nothing to keep him there, nothing to interfere with his plans and intentions. you're (ex)lovers? i think he still would pull back purposefully and probably vanish, but there would be definite hesitation. he would have to force himself to do so, because fuck, he wants to stay. he wants to be close to you. but he also, crucially, knows that you have a dangerous sway over him, so he MUST disengage. if you're friends, it takes him some effort. because he does like you, he doesn't want to do what he has to, it's been so long since he had people who were friends to him, and he doesn't have to force himself away because he's in too deep. he knows you would worry about him. he might not be willing to give anyone the truth - but he would owe you a goodbye, at the very least. especially if you weren't the type to try to convince him to stay.
#solas#solas dragon age#dragon age: inquisition#da:i#solavellan#if you squint#idk. romance has way more volatility to it than friendship and kinship. it tends to blow up and make people more angry and bitter#but i think parting on good terms that are later revealed to have been false terms is a massive gut punch#like ive gone into it before but revallen is not the type to let his friends just. go. without doing something#he's too traumatized. thats why he has his goodbye habit of giving them a kiss laden with a protection spell before letting them go#because he let his wife go without one and she was killed#so he's observant of the signs of someone leaving#he would notice solas's absence immediately and chase him down.#even for goodbyes that are hasty and one sided you will get a kiss - forehead or cheek or hand - and that protection spell#otherwise he cannot sleep at night#and on solas's end - he does not want to admit it but i do think he likes it. he likes having the bonds of friendship and kinship#even if they must be short lived. even if only for a moment. i think he knows he must keep himself apart but he longs for them#and cannot force himself not to#he may not even realize that he's relenting but he does. even if only a little. even if only long enough for a kiss and a fond goodbye
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Melanie King deserved better in a lot of ways, but I've decided one of them is that she should've been born a decade or two earlier and gotten the chance to meet Gerard Keay.
Imagine if, instead of being snapped up by Elias for having "a life shockingly lacking in any meaningful connections", she could have made contact with the only person around who's both just as isolated and angry, and equipped with the setting's one and only productive plan to do something about it. Gerry's bookburning is one of if not the only bits of real, tangible good succeeded at in the course of this story - something not even Gertrude's many sacrifices managed to fully achieve. He took terror out of the world. He prevented who knows how many people from experiencing Leitner's horrors, and he did it with a flaming abandon that would have validated all of the anger Melanie sought a home for in that bullet when it had no other.
Those two couldn't have saved the world, but they could've ripped a damn good hole in the things that tried to claim it before it went out, and I think they would've both been much happier for it, especially Melanie. Just imagine what could have been, if they'd gotten one long road trip crusade together instead of facing the world alone save for whoever thought them handy as a tool. Imagine Melanie during season 4, on the road and able to funnel all her restless rage into something that actually deserved it. Going wherever she wanted at top speed instead of being stuck with containment and waiting, being able to say "it's not bloody fair" and get a "damn right it's not" in agreement instead of distraction and pushback from people more preoccupied with stopping the things they'd already had their own time to process. Gerry burning books in a Tesco parking lot with Melanie as lookout. Melanie kicking the pile hard first before he lights it up. The two of them helping each other touch up their roots in a rest stop bathroom. Just Imagine.
#statements of the void#tma#melanie king#gerard keay#they are both so important to me in different ways#gerry steeped in this shit since childhood and all the phases he's clearly gone through to cope with it#melanie left unawares until much farther in than a lot of the people we meet but used to fighting and kicking and biting for anything#and everything she wanted#every victory a bitter bare-toothed struggle#that was worth it#until suddenly oh; the world is doomed; and there's nothing you can do about it other than roll over and give in#that's the only prize she got#for a life of shoestring clawing her way up to what she wanted and who she wanted to be#no WONDER she was angry#and no WONDER Gerry was morbid#and also angry#growing up knowing that horror and knowing a mother who would only ever be proud of you if you fed it#fucking hell. I need to make an AU immediately#they deserved to meet and be each other's allies#I don't remember now if she ever even got to know he existed#probably not#tma is so right place wrong time like that#orz#man
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missing the maribelle/tharja family unit today. i think maribelle would be elated to have a daughter. she meets noire for the first time and she goes “do you play chess? violin? ride? drink tea?” and noire goes “no but im really good at throwing up in a bucket” and maribelles like “oh!!!! okay!!!!” i think she finds noire’s talisman persona charming. chrom is like “um maribelle can you please go get your daughter… she’s terrorizing the camp” and she goes “shes harmless! why do you hate women?” and he never speaks on it again. i think tharja needs a kid that will beef with her and i think brady is 100% the guy to do it. i think she looks at him and goes “what is your problem” and he flips her off. she tries to curse him but he spins his staff ninja style deflecting them back at her. he serves tea to his moms but he spits in tharjas and she knows it. and then she drinks it because it pisses him off. brady could come to love her at some point but it will not be easy and it will not come without a lot of work and a lot of arguing and i think i need some more parent/child conflict in this game. awakening gets one f bomb and its hidden in the random tharja brady PC support where he just goes “FUCK YOU” Tharja and Brady attained support level B.
#ann plays awakening#ann writing paragraphs#they are my favorites…#and like. besides the big four of the awakening kids#brady and noire have always been my favorites…#i like to think about this family a lot even if i dont talk about them quite as frequently#i wish i had something to write about for them like contained into a fic but i dont have any ideas that could get me that#far#just little thoughts about what i want to see#brady and tharja especially like i understand why noire loves tharja i do#curses aside thats still your mom who raised you and protected you#and everyone processes trauma and grief differently#but i think brady would be a fun counterbalance bc i think he would be pissed!!#rightfully so!!!#i like to think that while his talent for healing magic comes from maribelle#he only really took it up after maribelle died because there was no one else to protect his sister#and i think noire wouldnt mind taking the brunt of tharja’s cruelty if it meant her brother wouldnt#like god… they could be the cutest siblings ever#and the saddest.#also i j think that the parent child conflicts in this game are lacking#you have gerome and cherche but thats entirely one sided and its bc gerome is scared not bc of any malice#severa is a little bit harsher just because shes severa but the same thing goes down with her and cordy where shes just scared.#and a little bitter bc of the chrom thing but mostly scared#and its like. cherche and cordelia didnt even do anything wrong anyways. tharja did and someone should call her ass out!!!!!#i love tharja btw. not a tharja hate post but i think it would be fun if she was forced to confront her potential fate#by looking at the direct consequence of her future actions (angry son who hates her) if she doesnt change#JUST SAYING#whatever anyways. tharjabelle family unit hit post
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Sleep deprived hot take of the night: Maki from jjk is Izuku Midoriya from a quirkless!Izuku au
#ok so theres a specific checklist in this genre and maki hits all of them#'quirkless'? check#extremely smart and powerful? check#bitter and angry towards the society that holds up the corrupt heroes/sorcerers? check#green hair? check#like she has it all#bnha#jjk#boku no hero academia#jujutsu kaisen#mha#my hero academia#maki zenin#zenin maki#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku
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Was confiding to my mom yesterday about how torn up I am about my best friends leaving soon (they have a move date now so it feels real) and how I'm probably going to fall apart and be kind of a mess for a while. She commented that I've always really struggled with loss and that when I was little and she'd take me camping, she'd encourage me to go play with the other kids on the playground and I'd always refuse because I didn't wanna make friends with someone who I was never going to see again lmfao
I don't even remember that but now I'm just laughing about the idea of little nihilistic eight-year-old me who didn't want to form attachments to anyone I was just going to lose anyway
#i also just think it's funny that a lot of my mom's biggest struggles with raising me centered around my emotional depth and sensitivity#i'd have these big feelings that she struggled to talk me down from#because id always have such concrete reasoning for feeling the way i did#one instance she likes to bring up a lot is how when she split up with one of her ex boyfriends and we moved into our own house#he got to keep the dog and i was MAD just absolutely angry and bitter and beside myself#so my mom got me a puppy for my birthday which only upset me even more#i accused her of trying to replace the old dog and told her to give the puppy to the ex boyfriend and bring me my real dog#she was so taken aback by it because that's not the sort of thing she expected from a five year old 😭
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Folaryn Fenn???
My beloved priness with every disorder
Fola is a blood hunter for a dnd campaign that ended up not happening cuz the DM's ex wife went insane and stole and sold all his stuff (the divorce hadn't gone through so technically it was communial property).
ANYHOO! Fola means blood in Irish, and ryn is derived from the irish word "rí", meaning "king". So essentially she's a blood ruler. And Fenn comes from the word Fen, which is just a marsh/bog/wetland. Because she grew up near one.
She's a drow but... wasn't always...
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people with blue eyes staring at you meme but it's actually everyone to me. man stop looking at me. there literally no need for that. that's why i always side sit
#lmaoo there's this guy in uni who used to think i liked him because i Refused to maintain eye contact with him#i'd only talk to him in a 3/4 angle. and then one day he brought it up wink emoji and i told him No. i just didn't like looking at his face#looking back LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#but he deserved it. Annoying guy. he was my arch enemy. every conversation i had with him made me more bitter and Angry#he loved explaining movie plots to me and then it's like. donnie darko. man idk i've watched donnie darko. yeah i know shakespeare#man he pisses me off so much i'm angry just by typing this. anyway. yesterday i saw a friend and she kept looking into my eyes#and i was like wowww haha! what's that for. let's not do that!
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5 times. As of today, I've read Project Hail Mary 5 times, and each time, I've happy-cried at the ending.
It's one of those endings that really makes me feel emotional. After a lifetime of fear, fear of being rejected and fear of dying, Ryland Grace makes the decision to sacrifice his life to save his best friend. He had the option to turn around and go back to Earth; nobody would have known. He could have lied about everything, and lived his life as a hero back home. But it was his love for Rocky, his best friend, that made him face the fears that always controlled him and turn the ship around.
Then, he lives quite a number of years on Erid. The high gravity deteriorates his bones, and likely shortens his lifespan by a lot, but he stays. He had the option to leave safely years prior, but he chooses to stay. Even after finding out that humanity survived and Sol has returned to full luminance, he still isn't sure about leaving. Maybe he will one day, but not right now. Because he has people he cares about, and Erid may not be where he's from, but he sure as hell made it his home.
I'm going to sob again. If they change this ending in the movie, I'm going to STORM out of the theatre and never look back.
#project hail mary#andy weir#ryland grace#rocky#project hail mary movie#I love them so fucking much#And just the fact that his love for Rocky outweighed how angry and bitter he was towards Stratt#Stratt got exactly what she wanted but Grace couldn't care less#As long as Rocky was safe#Someone needs to take this book away from me before I cry again /lh
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Taylor returning over and over to the falling through the ice accident in the Bolter—everything to me
#like. just. the shock of it all#there’s something about Taylor where her experience of life is so ….. brutal#like I don’t know how else to say it but it just is. life is not easy on her it is always ready to CLOBBER her#and in a way she’s not easy on life. there’s some kind of magnets/opposite poles stuff where she’s just always drawn to the worst things#to feeling them and experiencing them and almost ??? creating them#like I don’t mean to overstate it. and I know she has a family who loves her (thank GOD)#and also she’s very practical and industrious about creating this very Instagram worthy life full of Fine Things and a Fun Time#and of course all the resources in the world at her disposal to create all the trappings of it#whether it’s a celebrity Fourth of July party or the eras tour#and she’ll do it and love it. but as all the best critics know and point out the most fascinating thing about Taylor is always the music#and it’s where all the weirdness and stubbornness and difficulties of her life. her a c t u a l longings her actual fears#her actual terrible awful experiences that she charges headlong down the paths of#is set free! and it’s breathtaking in the most shocking way#like falling through the ice! I always say the first thing that always hits me about a Taylor album is the bitterness#just this blast in the face. and her music is so gentle! in so many ways#and the packaging is so appealing and her voice is so soft and expressive and there is none of that weird experimentation#even musically (remember when she shut down imogen heap for putting a minor chord in clean she was like absolutely not. I’m obsessed)#(with that moment forever)#but like. so much of Taylor’s packaging and life and HER really does SEEM so basic or ordinary or just rich girl ordinary I guess#she likes basic things and wants basic things. but also she is so hungry so restless so angry so wounded the rich internal life is CHURNING#all the time. every second. and it’s spectacular to watch and also I will worry about her until the day I die#or just—-I don’t know. it’s going to be spectacular and it is sometimes going to be awful#but she will keep furiously writing her way through it!!#there IS such a woundedness to her. and it makes me love her so much because it’s packaged in such a way people think it must just be#whining or privilege. but it’s not! it’s just. the human condition and Taylor’s own flaws#okay I’ve lost the plot here a bit in my ramblings but yeah the ice metaphor. insanely perfect
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