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inkskinned · 1 month ago
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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paigelts05 · 10 months ago
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Octoling Cassie and Inkling Gregory [FNAF x Splatoon]
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https://www.deviantart.com/paigelts05/art/Octoling-Cassie-and-Inkling-Gregory-FNAFxSpltoon-1046617579
Published: May 4 2024
I've been playing a lot of Splatoon 3 lately, and with me seeing some parallels between RUIN's VANNI network and Splatoon 3 Side Order's memverse, and with me being the original TalesVRWorld theorist, and with Smollusk being a better version of the mimic, I started thinking.
And that meant I just had to draw what FNAF's kid protagonists would look like as a squid and octopus.
Based on canon hairstyles, Gregory is an inkling and Cassie is an octoling.
Cassie's hair was super easy to translate to octoling, and the style I drew was based on the 'pony' and 'tentacurl'.
Gregory's was a bit harder, but the inklings 'bead head' style was close enough to base a Gregory hair style off of.
I can definitely see Cassie as a duelies main, and whilst Gregory seems like the inkbrush kinda squid, I think a splattershot or jet squelcher fits a bit better.
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ur-local-chaos-gremlin · 4 months ago
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i treat the internet like i would treat the Faewilds
do not tell anybody your name
be polite at all times
do not accept gifts
do not ruin other's places
words can be twisted, do not believe everything you are told
you are all Fae unless deemed otherwise
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y2khaos-archive · 10 months ago
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just for sillies i streamed fortnite to a couple of friends with a mere 5% graphics resolution. this is my artistic rendition of me (as ascendant midas) at 5% resolution in lavish lair's vault, in which not a single object loaded in for a solid 5 seconds
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my-fancy-hat · 4 months ago
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just watched someone stream first playthrough skipping mary's alleyway monologue on purpose., i feel sick
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ralexsol · 1 year ago
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wish there was a way to meet people who actually have similar general interests and enjoy taking part in those interests with other people
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featherdawn · 2 years ago
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I've fucking cursed myself with an animatic idea that I never made and now any song that's about the way the internet fucks with ur psyche gets automatically associated with monika in my mind
#monika ddlc#doki doki literature club#the original idea was welcome to the internet by bo burnham and was mostly focused on her epiphany#and now ive got you liked this (okay computer!) by will wood and the internet has ruined me by wilbur soot on my list#the latter is funny bc im very opposed to animating her with a love song#i dont want to reduce a character arc about cosmic horror and derealization and the desperation for human connection down#to “girl sad boy dont love her so she kill girls boy love” thats so fucking lame#but i could make tihrm work#if i ever got MOTIVATION#but anyways. long rant i have many thoughts but dobt wanna derail my own post#thinking about like. monika discovering everything about our world through the internet and more importantly. social media#and so her worldview is gonna be warped by default#social media conditions people to view others not as people but as faceless entities#its not “10 000 people saw what you wrote and agreed with it/found it funny” its “your post got 10 000 likes”#its not that the person re arguinh with is a human influenced by their environment and upbringing its that theyre shitty by default#or alternatively its not that the person ur arguing with is someone with an influence on the real world its just a troll here to piss u off#things like doxxing. suicide baiting. threats of violence. child porn. theyre all things that we know are bad but happen regardless because#the internet is anonymous. its ok bc subconsciously the person isnt really human. theyre just another faceless user#this must affect how she views her friends#after all. theyre less than just users. theyre ai#it doesnt matter if theyre no different than her. it doesnt matter if the things shes doing are horrible#people on the internet have done similarly bad things to other humans. its fine. shes not a bad person. its fine.#deleting her becomes the equivalent of learning the stranger u sent gore to is your neighbor who uve had pleasant conversations with#the brutal realization that its not a faceless entity. its a human being you know and love. and youve done horrible things to them.#god i really need to make a video essay on this huh#if u read all of this character analysis mwah ily
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moderatelydelusional · 2 years ago
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I get nervous doing adult things bc what if I do it wrong and I lose everything?
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ifithasafandomimapartofit · 2 years ago
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Girl help how do I get into stardew valley
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peachiesnake · 5 months ago
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i think i will play ffxiv today :)
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always-a-slut-4-ghouls · 1 year ago
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Senior cat aging is so wild. Never know what’s gonna happen next. My family has two cats that grew up together, mine and a sibling’s, who have been seniors for a year or two now. My baby boy is about the same as he was when he was just an adult, the cat he grew up with seems twice as old. They are literally the same age. The other one is only like a month older at most
#emma posts#not me trying to absorb the information i just learned from the other cats vet visit#hehe nope. not in denial. I’m totally processing this and not just trying to cover it up with jokes in person#anyway. some of this has to do with his age affecting him already#but he also got an injury while outside#this is why I’m more weary about when my cat goes in the yard during visits#I can hover over him like a hawk in the apartment#i can’t do that on the farm#if my brothers cats get to go out my cat WILL find a way to sneak out#I’ve been starting to harness train him but he didn’t like the car and I’m worried i might have ruined his impression#but my cat is fine. doing super well. it’s… not my cat that I have to process info on#I don’t even know what I’m thinking about this#my feelings are confusing#I don’t know if I want to just dump this info on friends who know this cat#but strangers on the internet have no connections so… I guess I’ll just vague post here#tw animal injury#it might get worse but it hasn’t happened yet#I love animals and i love cats but my family had a confusing relationship with this cat#he loves people but is paranoid and bullies younger cats#well. he did. until they grew up and he got old#he won’t even eat and he’s already been losing weight. it’s not good. but it’s not my decision in the end#he’s not my cat#and I’m honestly. guilty. great full that I don’t have to decide this#I missed two months of therapy appointments due to random events so I’m gonna be dropping a BOMBSHELL the end of this month omfg#hopefully something good also happens that I can surprise my therapist with?#if it was my cat I think I’d be contemplating… well. my parents let me get him because of my depression#so… let’s just leave it at that
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boxoftheskyking · 7 days ago
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Might I give some advice:
Not everyone has (or needs to have) the energy to thoughtfully respond to republicans on the Internet. You do not have to do that.
But some people do, and can. And I think we gotta let them.
An example:
I have a former teacher, I'll call her Grace, who is an incredibly kind woman in her 70s. Devout catholic, had voted for various parties over the years, but has been pretty strictly democrat over the past 15-20 because that aligns with her values of kindness and service.
She shared a post about the pope's recent letter and expressed that she agreed with his concerns about how trump is treating immigrants. A friend of hers commented a long paragraph basically saying "dear Grace I care for you but I don't understand how you can be a Christian and a democrat. Blah blah abortion blah blah gender blah blah drugs."
Grace replied "I'm very busy right now but I am going to respond to you soon with my thoughts". When she did it was an incredibly generous, rational monologue that connected with this person's humanity, their shared religious values, and made a beautiful case for why she supports who she does. I didn't agree with a good half of what she said as I am not a Christian, but the result was an expression of values that I think put her on the side of justice and compassion.
The person replied and thanked her and said she had a lot to think about. It was probably the best case scenario for a Facebook politics conversation
You know what came very close to ruining it? A bunch of (mostly younger) people piling on with "fuck you you racist maga pos" and "no one has to explain anything to you, go to hell" etc etc. Even after Grace wrote that she intended to reply herself.
I watched this republican respond to all the easy, quick insults by saying "this is why I don't think any democrats can be Christian, this is how you all speak to me." If Grace hadn't put so much work into writing her response in a way that was tailored to fit this person, I would not be surprised if that person left Facebook doubly certain that Christian nationalism is the way to go.
I'm not saying we can't cuss out jackasses. I'm not saying everyone needs to respond to bad faith arguments like Grace did or use their time like she did.
But this was on Grace's Facebook page, and interrupted the work she already volunteered to do. Just so these individuals could feel like they "did something" and got a shot off at an enemy.
I think that's selfish and childish and unproductive. They could have said anything they wanted in their own space, but they made grace's job harder for no fuckin reason. And then "loved" her reply and said "that was beautiful Grace, thank you for sharing your thoughts"
Like... Buddies. Pals. If someone volunteers to scrub the toilet fucking let them.
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crazy-hazy-sims · 18 days ago
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PLEASE READ THE UPDATE AND THE REPLIES AND THE LAST REBLOG BEFORE I TURNED OFF REBLOGS BEFORE ACCUSING ME OF SPREADING MISSINFORMATION!!!! this post was written before steam realized they had the wrong tags on i agree though pirate EA games <3
As someone who knows alot about piracy please Pirate the sims 1 and 2 because the new rerelease has denuvo tacked onto it and that mf will kill your computers and drain your wifi
let me explain what denuvo is
in short its "anti cheat" code thats only purpose is to complicate the game code so badly that it makes it near impossible for pirates to reverse engineere the game and pirate it, ofc this is not true and Pirates can crack many versions of denuvo it just takes time
so essentially it does nothing but ruin your computer
how?
This extra slop code is integrated into the code of the game so it runs every single time you launch the game and on top of the code slop that games are made of that make your compute heat up and use up ram denuvo code is running ON TOP, using more ram AND internet, forcing offline games to go fully online When the games previously didnt need an internet connection at all.
It has been proven so many times that it cause issues from longer load times to frame rate drops, denuvo's code slows everything down and almost always performance improves by like 50% after denuvo is removed by developers.
There are games that were completely unplayable like they wouldn't even launch because of denuvo, and the company claims this is not their fault and that people should upgrade their computers so this wont happen.. yeah right
Essentially with the reveal that EA didn't fix anything about the sims 1 and 2 and just released them as is but with denuvo attached they literally sold you code to keep you Connected to their servers and force you to not be able to share anything with anyone and forcing the games to preform 50 times worse than their 25 year old selves...
So please dont buy a program that will kill your computers and ruin your games and allow EA to be permanently Connected on your computer thats posing as the sims 1 and 2!!!!
Please please just pirate these 2 games!
Also even though sims 4 is free also Pirate that shit its not worth paying over 1k dollars in dlcs when hslf od them do not work
Update the denuvo tag on steam was a mistake on EAs part it has been confirmed that they dont have it (proof in the REBLOGS) my point still stands though :
PIRATE EA GAMES PEOPLE its literally the better choice for your poor computers
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fullhalalalchemist · 2 years ago
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URGENT: Congress about to pass a mass censorship and surveillance bill under the guise of "protecting children"
May 13 2023
The Senate has been in a "do something!" mode regarding children's online safety. They're using this as an excuse to push for widespread internet censorship and surveillance. The EARN IT Act, has a slimmer chance of passing with widespread opposition and some senators saying they won't vote for it. TLDR;The real threat is actually KOSA (s.1409), the Kid's Online Safety Act, which will mass censor and surveill the entire internet by giving all 50 state attorney generals the power to remove content that is "harmful" for kids, and force you to upload your govt ID online to access the internet. I'll explain how it works below the action items but it's absolutely urgent that anyone who likes having a free and open internet fights back. It's all hands on deck, because this has so much public support it's insane:
HOW TO FIGHT KOSA
CALL YOUR REPRESENTATIVES & THE COMMERCE COMMITTEE
This is a link to the Senate Commerce Committee phone numbers and a call script to read off of. (202) 224-3121 connects you to the congressional hotline
Opposition is getting drowned, and these upcoming weeks will be heavy for lobbying and they're using young people to do it. We NEED to show these senators that young people are actually opposed to this and don't want it.
2. Sign these petitions
Open Letter Against KOSA
Petition 1
Petition 2
Petition 3
Petition 4
Resistbot: Text PHJDYH to 50409
3. Spread the word.
The opposition is getting absolutely drowned online. Dove has nearly 100k signatures to push for KOSA. Influencers on tiktok are pushing for this without ever having read the bill. Fucking Lizzo is sponsoring it. If you have twitter, reddit, tiktok, are in any community, SPREAD THE WORD, PLEASE.
Here is a linktree with all the above petitions for easy shargin: Link to linktree
HOW KOSA WORKS
First, KOSA pressures platforms to install filters that would wipe the net of anything deemed “inappropriate” for minors. This means instructing platforms to censor. We saw how these filters impacted websites firsthand with tumblr in 2018, with not only blocking all adult content but also sfw queer content such as suicide hotlines, art archives, wiping out entire blogs because they had queer fandom related posts, etc. Places that already use content filters have restricted important information about suicide prevention and LGBTQ+ support groups. KOSA would spread this kind of censorship to every corner of the internet. And who gets to decide what is and isn't harmful for minors? Oh don't worry, just every single state attorney general and the FTC, which is appointed by the president. You know, the same attorney generals that just banned gender-affirming healthcare under the guise that it "ruins mental health" of minors. This is why the Heritage Foundation was one of the first to sponsor the bill because they can use it to censor trans content, and Senator Marsha Blackburn of Tennessee is it's co-author.
Second, KOSA would ramp up the online surveillance of all internet users by forcing websites to use age verification and parental monitoring tools. Yup, that's right. Now every single person who wants to access the internet has to upload their govt ID online to third party apps that get hacked all the time. You queer in a red state? You undocumented? You an activist? Have fun getting all your online activity and metadata attached to your govt ID.  
Over 90+ human and LGBT rights groups agree that KOSA is dangerous and updates to the 2023 version won’t and can’t address the big problems with the bill. This bill has MASSIVE bipartisan support, and the authors Blumenthal and Blackburn (yes, that Blumenthal that's pushing the EARN IT Act, and who also sponsored the RESTRICT Act and SOPA/PIPA if you remember) are using the tragedy of mothers who lost their kids to online harassment and young adults who've been traumatized online to lobby for it, and got Dove the company to use a bunch of influencers to push for this under the guise it prevents eating disorders...I wish I was lying. There are already 30 co-sponsors.
It is all hands on deck. I'm dead serious when I say if this bill is passed it is the beginning if not end of the open and free internet.
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reveriebae · 8 days ago
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Unveiled temptation
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pairing(s) : Song Mingi x reader
word count : 5731
summary : You swore you’d never meet an online friend in person—until Mingi. One secret visit to his performance, one photo sent without a word, and now he’s found you. And tonight, he’s going to ruin you.
genre : smut
warning(s) : dominance, obsession, mild possessiveness, public teasing, and explicit language. Expect manhandling, desperate pacing, and overwhelming pleasure. Let me know if I missed anything!
A/N : this fic is my favorite one this far. I hope you guys like it🥺🫶
Minors do not interact, 21+ only!!
🪐smut under the cut 🪐
You had always been careful. Always drawn lines you refused to cross.
The internet was a playground, a place to connect, but it was never supposed to be real. You had rules—clear, solid ones that kept you safe. No meeting people you knew online. No getting too attached. No blurring the lines between fantasy and reality.
And yet…
Mingi.
It started with a simple follow. Then the occasional like on your posts. Then came the conversations—long, winding ones that stretched across midnight and bled into early mornings. His words were addictive, pulling you in deeper than you should’ve allowed. He was confident, but never pushy. Smooth, but not rehearsed. He made you laugh, made your stomach flutter with the way he spoke so easily, so casually, yet always with just enough bite to make you wonder if there was more behind his words.
And there was.
You knew it when he sent you a video of him playing guitar late one night.
"I play here every Saturday," he had texted once, sending you a picture of a dimly lit stage. "You should come watch me sometime."
Your answer had been immediate. "I don’t meet people from online."
His reply had come just as fast. "One day, you will."
It sent a shiver down your spine, the kind that came not from fear, but from the way your pulse picked up at the thought.
And now, here you were.
Breaking your own rule.
The bar was warm, filled with the hum of conversation and the deep strum of a bass vibrating through the air. Dim lights bathed the wooden floors in a soft glow, casting long shadows against the walls. The scent of alcohol and faint traces of cigarette smoke lingered, mixing with something earthy and familiar—something that smelled like leather and musk.
Your eyes flickered to the stage.
And there he was.
Mingi.
You had seen him in photos, watched his videos, but nothing compared to seeing him in person. He was taller than you had imagined, broader. The loose fit of his black tee did nothing to hide the way it stretched over his shoulders, his sleeves pushed up just enough to reveal the veins trailing down his forearms.
But it was his presence that stole your breath.
He wasn’t just playing. He was feeling the music. Fingers dancing over the guitar strings with practiced ease, head tilted slightly as if he were lost in the rhythm. His lips parted, brows furrowing slightly in concentration, his body moving with every note. He wasn’t just good—he was mesmerizing.
Your grip tightened on your phone.
You shouldn’t.
You really shouldn’t.
But you did.
Lifting the device, you snapped a picture of him mid-performance.
His fingers curled around the neck of the guitar, his head tilted back slightly, a sheen of sweat on his jawline catching the light. He looked unreal.
Your heart pounded as you typed out the message.
"You look good up there, rockstar."
You hit send before you could overthink it.
And then, you waited.
The song ended. The bar erupted into cheers and applause. You watched as Mingi pulled out his phone, his sharp gaze dropping to the screen. His thumb hovered over the message.
Then, his head lifted.
And he looked directly at you.
Your stomach dropped.
You knew the moment he recognized you.
His eyes darkened, his lips pressing into a firm line as he shoved his phone into his pocket without replying.
And then he moved.
Fast.
Your breath hitched as he pushed through the crowd, weaving between bodies with laser focus. People tried to stop him, patting his shoulder, talking to him, but he ignored them all.
You panicked.
Your heart hammered as you scrambled to stand, but it was too late.
Mingi was in front of you.
Tall. Intimidating. Gorgeous.
He didn’t say anything at first, just looked at you. Long and hard. As if he were seeing right through you, as if every conversation, every teasing text, every moment you had shared online had been leading to this very second.
“You just had to break your own rule, huh?”
His voice was deeper in person. It sent a shiver down your spine, something dangerous curling in your stomach.
“I—”
“Come with me.”
It wasn’t a request.
Before you could process what was happening, his fingers wrapped around your wrist, warm and firm. He didn’t give you a chance to argue, guiding you through the bar with a grip that wasn’t rough, but commanding.
You should’ve pulled away. You should’ve protested.
But you didn’t.
Because deep down, you had wanted this.
The drive to his apartment was silent, tension so thick it could be cut with a knife. Mingi’s hands gripped the steering wheel tightly, his jaw clenched. You stole glances at him, at the way his fingers tapped against the leather, at the way his throat bobbed when he swallowed hard.
He was holding back.
And you weren’t sure if you wanted him to.
When he finally pulled into the parking lot, neither of you moved. The air inside the car was heavy, thick with anticipation.
Then, Mingi exhaled slowly and turned to you.
“You’re really here.” His voice was quieter now, almost disbelieving. His eyes dragged over your features, slow and deliberate, memorizing you in person.
You swallowed. “Yeah.”
Silence stretched between you.
Then, something in him snapped.
In an instant, he was on you.
His lips crashed against yours—hot, demanding, desperate.
You barely had time to gasp before he was kissing you deeper, tongue sliding against yours with a hunger that made your head spin. His hands gripped your waist, pulling you onto his lap, and you melted against him, fingers tangling in his hair.
“You have no idea,” he growled against your lips, “how long I’ve wanted this.”
His fingers dug into your skin, possessive, needy.
You whimpered.
And then, he devoured you whole.
The heat of his body seeped into yours, his large hands gripping your waist as you straddled him in the dimly lit car. His lips moved against yours with raw hunger, as if he had been holding back for far too long. Every brush of his tongue, every nip of his teeth sent a delicious shiver down your spine.
Mingi was possessive.
Not just in the way he kissed you, but in the way he touched you—like he was claiming you.
His hands roamed over your thighs, gripping the flesh beneath your dress, kneading, teasing. His breath was hot against your mouth when he pulled back, his gaze dark and unreadable.
“I should take you inside,” he muttered, his voice rough, strained.
You nodded, swallowing hard, but didn’t move.
Neither did he.
You could feel the hard press of his length beneath you, the way his fingers flexed against your hips, holding himself back.
“Mingi…” you breathed, your hands still fisted in his shirt.
He exhaled sharply, a muscle in his jaw ticking. “If you say my name like that again, I might just take you right here.”
Your breath hitched.
The idea of him not waiting, of him losing control right here in the car, sent heat pooling low in your stomach.
But then he groaned, tilting his head back against the seat. “No. Not like this. Not in a damn car.”
Before you could say anything, he tightened his grip on your waist, lifting you effortlessly off his lap. Your legs wobbled when your feet hit the ground, but he was already out of the car, grabbing your wrist again.
The walk to his apartment was a blur.
Your heart hammered against your ribs as he led you down the hallway, his long strides quick and purposeful. He was tense—like he was forcing himself to keep a leash on his desire.
And the moment the door shut behind you, that leash snapped.
You barely had time to take in the dimly lit apartment before you were pinned against the wall.
Mingi’s hands were on you in an instant—gripping your hips, your waist, sliding up to your throat. His chest pressed against yours, his breath heavy, ragged.
“Do you have any idea,” he murmured, voice dangerously low, “how long I’ve wanted to get my hands on you?”
Your breath came out in a shaky gasp. “Then do it.”
His pupils dilated. His lips parted.
And then, he did.
His mouth was on yours again, but this time, it was different.
Slower. Deeper.
He wasn’t rushing anymore. He was savoring.
The kiss was a drug, intoxicating and thorough. His tongue teased, exploring you with a patience that made you ache. He pulled away just enough to nip at your lower lip, smirking when you whimpered.
“You taste just as sweet as I imagined,” he muttered, voice husky.
Your fingers tangled in his hair, tugging slightly, and he let out a low groan.
“You like teasing me?” he mused, pressing his thigh between your legs, applying just enough pressure to make you shudder.
You bit your lip, trying not to moan, but he noticed.
“Oh, baby,” he breathed, amusement laced in his tone. “You need me to ruin you, don’t you?”
Your body burned at his words, the sheer dominance in his voice making you tremble.
Mingi leaned in, his lips ghosting over the shell of your ear.
“Then let me.”
And that was all the warning you got before he lifted you into his arms and carried you to his bedroom.
Mingi’s bedroom was dimly lit, the warm glow of a single bedside lamp casting long shadows across the space. The moment he set you down, you barely had time to register your surroundings before he was on you again.
His hands found your waist, fingers digging in just enough to make you feel small under his touch. His lips hovered over yours, teasing—so close, yet refusing to give in completely.
You whimpered, tilting your head up, trying to close the distance.
He smirked.
"That desperate already?" His voice was a low drawl, dripping with amusement.
Your cheeks burned, but you refused to back down. "You're the one who dragged me here."
Mingi hummed, tilting his head slightly. His silver chain glinted under the low light, drawing your attention to the sharp cut of his collarbone. You swallowed hard, resisting the urge to reach out and run your fingers along it.
But he saw where your eyes landed.
And he used it against you.
His fingers reached up, wrapping around the cool metal of his necklace, tugging it slightly as he let out a thoughtful hum. "You like this?" he mused, rolling the chain between his fingers before letting it dangle loose again.
Your throat went dry. "I—"
He didn’t let you answer.
Instead, he leaned in until his lips brushed against your ear. His breath was warm, teasing. "Say it," he murmured. "Say you like it, baby."
Your pulse pounded. You hated how easily he could unravel you with just a few words.
"... I like it," you admitted softly.
Mingi chuckled, the deep sound vibrating against your skin. "Yeah? You like my silver chain?"
His hand suddenly grabbed yours, guiding it up until your fingers wrapped around it. The cool metal pressed against your palm, stark against the warmth of his skin.
"Then hold onto it," he whispered. "While I ruin you."
Your breath hitched.
Before you could process what was happening, his lips crashed into yours again—but this time, it was hungry. Deep. Possessive.
You gasped against his mouth, and he took advantage of it, his tongue slipping past your lips, claiming you without hesitation. The kiss was messy, all heat and need, his hands roaming down your back before gripping your ass, pulling you flush against him.
The bulge in his jeans pressed into your core, making you whimper.
He growled, nipping at your bottom lip. "So fucking soft," he muttered, dragging his hands up your body. His thumbs brushed over your hardened nipples through the fabric of your dress, and you shuddered.
Mingi smirked against your mouth. "That sensitive, baby?"
You bit your lip, trying to hold back a whine, but he caught your chin between his fingers. His eyes darkened.
"Don't you dare hold back on me."
Your heart stuttered.
Mingi was playing with you. Teasing you, drawing it out just to watch you fall apart. And it was working.
His hand moved to the straps of your dress, slowly sliding one down your shoulder. Then the other.
The fabric pooled at your waist, exposing your bare chest to the cool air.
Mingi inhaled sharply, his gaze devouring you.
"Fuck," he muttered, almost to himself. "You're even prettier than I imagined."
His fingers trailed down, ghosting over your nipple—but not touching. Not yet. Just enough to make you squirm.
You whined softly, arching into him, and that was exactly what he wanted.
His lips curled into a smirk.
"Needy little thing," he murmured. "I should make you beg for it, shouldn’t I?"
Your eyes widened. "Mingi—"
His thumb finally brushed over your nipple, rolling it between his fingers.
You gasped.
He chuckled darkly. "I’ll take my time, baby. Don’t worry."
His mouth lowered, lips hovering just above your skin. You could feel his breath, so close, but he still didn’t touch.
The anticipation was torture.
"Mingi, please—"
His teeth grazed your nipple, just barely, and your whole body jolted.
He groaned. "Shit. You're so fucking sensitive."
Your fingers tightened around his silver chain, and he felt it.
His head snapped up, eyes burning into yours.
"You like that, huh?" His voice was darker now, rougher.
Your breath came out shaky. "Y-Yeah."
Mingi exhaled sharply, his restraint hanging by a thread. "Then let me see how much you can take."
And with that, his mouth latched onto your nipple, sucking hard.
A strangled moan left your lips, your back arching as heat shot straight to your core.
Mingi growled against your skin, his hands gripping your thighs, pressing you down onto his lap where his cock was already hard against you.
Your fingers pulled on his chain, making the silver dig into his throat.
Mingi groaned.
"Oh, baby," he rasped. "You keep doing that, and I’m not gonna last long."
But that was a lie.
Because Mingi wasn’t anywhere close to being finished with you.
Mingi's grip on your thighs tightened as he continued to devour your skin, his mouth moving from your nipple to the soft expanse of your chest. He was taking his time, teasing you, making sure you felt every brush of his lips, every graze of his teeth.
But it wasn’t enough.
Not for him. Not for you.
The way your fingers clenched around his silver chain sent a shudder down his spine, a deep groan escaping his lips. He loved it—loved the way you pulled at it, the way you held onto him like you needed him to keep you steady.
“You like playing with my chain, baby?” he murmured, his voice thick with desire.
You nodded, your breath shaky. “Yeah…”
Mingi smirked, his eyes burning into yours. “Then keep holding onto it. I wanna feel you pull when you can’t take it anymore.”
Before you could process his words, his teeth sank into the soft skin of your breast, just enough to make you gasp.
The sting melted into pleasure as he soothed the bite with his tongue, lapping over the mark he’d just left.
Your body arched into him, desperate for more, but he wasn’t done teasing you yet.
His hands trailed down, gripping your thighs before suddenly flipping you onto your stomach.
You barely had time to react before he was behind you, pressing you into the mattress. His chest was hot against your back, his breath fanning over the shell of your ear.
“Look at you,” he murmured, his hands sliding down your sides. “So eager… so fucking desperate for me.”
Your cheeks burned at his words, but you couldn’t deny it.
You needed him.
Mingi knew it too.
His fingers trailed lower, just barely brushing over the damp fabric between your legs. You jolted, a choked whimper slipping past your lips.
He chuckled darkly. “You’re already soaked, baby?”
You bit your lip, trying not to beg, but Mingi wasn’t having it.
His free hand wrapped around his chain, pulling it taut against your throat as he leaned in close. “Use your words, sweetheart,” he murmured, his lips grazing your ear. “Tell me how bad you want it.”
Your fingers tightened around the cool metal, your body trembling beneath him.
“Mingi… please.”
His grip on the chain loosened just enough to let you breathe, but his fingers slipped beneath your underwear, dragging over your soaked folds.
He groaned. “Fuck. You’re dripping for me.”
A broken moan escaped you as he slid one long finger inside, slowly, teasing you, curling just enough to make your stomach tighten.
Your grip on his necklace tightened.
Mingi smirked.
“Oh, baby,” he purred, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. “We’re just getting started.”
Mingi’s breath was hot against your skin as his fingers moved achingly slow between your legs, dragging through your wetness just to tease you. His touch was barely there, like he wanted to see you squirm before he gave you what you wanted.
And you were squirming.
Your hips rocked against his hand, silently begging for more, but he only chuckled.
“So desperate, baby.” His voice was deep, smug. “I barely touched you, and you’re already this wet?”
Your cheeks burned, but you didn’t deny it. You couldn’t.
Because he was right.
The way he was controlling you, the way he was dragging this out, made your body pulse with need.
He brought his lips to your ear, his silver chain brushing against your skin as he whispered, “You like being teased, don’t you?”
You whimpered. “Mingi, please—”
His fingers pushed in deeper, curling inside you just enough to make your breath hitch.
“Fuck,” he groaned. “So fucking tight.”
You gasped, your grip on his necklace tightening, making the cool metal press into his throat.
Mingi felt it.
And it made him lose control.
His other hand yanked your hips up, pressing your ass against his clothed cock. You could feel how hard he was—throbbing against you, barely held back by the fabric of his jeans.
“Feel that, baby?” He grinded against you, his breath shaky. “That’s what you do to me.”
Your body shuddered at the sensation. The thick length of him pressing against your soaked heat was torture, but he still wasn’t giving you what you needed.
And he knew it.
Mingi chuckled darkly, pressing a kiss to your shoulder as his fingers continued to fuck you slowly. “You’re so cute when you beg.”
His lips trailed down your spine, his pace never changing, just keeping you on the edge, making you ache for more.
Then, suddenly—his fingers were gone.
A desperate whimper slipped past your lips as you turned your head, ready to protest, but the words died on your tongue when you felt his hands on his belt.
The sound of metal clinking filled the room.
Mingi smirked. “You’re gonna take all of me, right, baby?”
Your heart stopped.
Then raced.
You swallowed hard, nodding.
Mingi chuckled, reaching for his silver chain again, rolling it between his fingers before grabbing your wrist and wrapping it around your palm.
"Hold onto it," he murmured. "And don't let go until I'm done with you."
And then—
He pushed in.
The stretch was intense—a delicious, burning sensation that had your lips parting in a silent gasp. Mingi groaned low in his throat, feeling how tight you were around him as he buried himself inside you, inch by inch.
"Shit," he muttered, his fingers gripping your hips with a bruising force. "You feel that, baby?"
Your nails dug into his silver chain, the cool metal pressed against your burning skin as you gasped, trying to adjust to the sheer size of him.
"Mingi—"
He pulled out just enough before slamming back in, making you cry out.
He grinned.
"That's it," he murmured, rolling his hips deeper, making sure you felt every inch. "Let me hear you."
His pace was slow, almost torturous, dragging out every sensation, every pulse of pleasure until you were whimpering beneath him. He loved it—loved how your body clenched around him, loved how you held onto his chain like it was the only thing keeping you grounded.
"You're so fucking tight," he groaned, his fingers trailing up your spine. "Taking me so well, baby."
You tried to move your hips, desperate for more, but his hands held you down.
"Uh-uh," he clicked his tongue, amusement lacing his voice. "You don’t get to rush this."
He leaned down, his body pressing against yours, his silver chain cool against your heated skin. His lips brushed against your ear, sending shivers down your spine.
"I'm gonna fuck you slow," he whispered, thrusting deep. "Until you're begging for me to ruin you."
Your breath hitched.
Mingi chuckled darkly. "And baby?"
His pace suddenly snapped.
"You will beg."
The sound of skin slapping against skin filled the room as he fucked you harder, the slow tease replaced with deep, merciless thrusts that had you gasping for air.
Your fingers clenched around his chain tightly, the metal digging into his throat, making his groans deeper, rougher.
"Fuck," he growled, his hips snapping forward. "You love this, don’t you?"
You couldn’t even speak—all you could do was moan, your body completely at his mercy.
Mingi grabbed your chin, turning your head so his lips brushed against yours. "Say it," he demanded, his eyes dark with lust. "Tell me you love it."
Your voice was shaky, breathless. "I—I love it."
Mingi groaned, his lips crashing against yours in a bruising kiss as he drove into you harder, his silver chain dangling between you, cool against your sweat-slicked skin.
"You better," he muttered against your lips. "Because I'm not stopping until you’re ruined."
Mingi’s hand was still gripping your chin, forcing you to look back at him as he thrust deep inside you, each stroke hitting the spot that had your toes curling. His silver chain dangled in front of your lips, glinting under the dim lights of his apartment, teasing you like he knew how much it turned you on.
“You keep pulling on it,” he murmured, voice dark, teasing. “You like my chain that much, baby?”
You whimpered, unable to form a proper response with the way he was fucking you senseless.
Mingi’s grip tightened. “Open your mouth.”
Your lips parted without hesitation, your breath shaky.
A slow smirk spread across his face. He took the chain between his fingers and dragged the cool metal across your tongue, making you taste the mix of sweat and heat from where it had been pressed against his skin.
“Good girl,” he murmured, his thrusts never faltering. “Suck on it.”
Your eyes rolled back as you closed your lips around the chain, the taste of metal and him flooding your senses while he slammed into you from behind.
Mingi groaned, his head falling back. “Fuck, you’re so filthy for me.”
His hand slid lower, wrapping around your throat, tightening just enough to make your breath hitch. His grip wasn’t harsh, just enough to make you feel lightheaded—drunk off him, off the way he was completely owning you.
“You like being used like this?” he rasped, his pace merciless. “Being my little toy to fuck however I want?”
The way your body clenched around him told him everything he needed to know.
Mingi growled. “God, you’re so fucking dirty.”
One of his hands slid down, slipping between your legs, rubbing you in tight circles that had your entire body trembling.
“You gonna cum for me, baby?” he taunted, his voice dripping with pure sin. “Gonna cum while sucking on my chain like a filthy little thing?”
Your whimpers turned into cries, the mix of his cock, his hand, his chain pushing you right to the edge.
Mingi felt it.
“Fuck—do it,” he groaned, his hand tightening around your throat. “Cum for me, baby. Make a mess all over my cock.”
And with one final snap of his hips—
You shattered.
Your entire body convulsed, your vision going white as waves of pleasure crashed over you. Mingi cursed, feeling you clench so tight around him, and before he could even pull out, he was right behind you, spilling inside you with a deep, guttural groan.
For a moment, all you could hear was heavy breathing, the sound of your heartbeat pounding in your ears.
Mingi leaned over you, pressing a slow, possessive kiss to your shoulder before whispering,
“Next time, baby… you’re gonna swallow something else.”
Mingi barely gave you time to recover. Your body was still trembling, your breath uneven, your skin slick with sweat—but he wasn’t done with you. Not even close.
He pulled out slowly, watching with dark, hooded eyes as his cum dripped out of you, coating your thighs.
His tongue clicked. “Look at that,” he murmured, dragging his fingers through the mess he made. “You’re leaking all over yourself, baby.”
You whimpered, your body over-sensitive, but Mingi didn’t care.
He brought his fingers to your lips.
“Clean it up.”
Your breath hitched as you stared at him, dazed, but when his brows lifted in expectation, you obeyed—your lips parting, your tongue flicking out to lick his fingers clean.
Mingi groaned, his cock already hard again.
"Fuck, you’re so filthy," he muttered, his silver chain swinging as he grabbed your jaw, forcing you to look at him.
"You want more?" he taunted, pressing his cock against your entrance, rubbing it against your aching heat. "You think you can handle another round?"
You nodded quickly, desperate.
But Mingi wasn’t convinced.
“Beg for it.”
Your breath shuddered.
"Mingi… please," you whimpered, shifting your hips to try and push against him. "I need it. I need you."
His smirk was ruthless.
"That’s my girl," he murmured, and before you could brace yourself—
He slammed into you.
A sharp cry left your lips as he bottomed out in one thrust, stretching you all over again, but this time—there was no slow build-up.
No teasing.
Just pure, raw, animalistic fucking.
Mingi's hands gripped your hips, pulling you back to meet his thrusts as he fucked into you with no restraint. The sound of skin slapping against skin filled the room, the headboard banging against the wall with each brutal stroke.
His silver chain dangled over your face, brushing against your parted lips.
"You take me so fucking well," he gritted out, watching how your body shuddered beneath him. "You're just made for me, aren’t you?"
Your moans were incoherent, your body pushed past its limits, but you didn’t care.
You wanted more.
Mingi’s hand snaked around your throat, forcing you to arch your back as he pounded into you harder, his cock hitting deep, bruising places that had you screaming.
"You wanna be ruined, baby?" he growled. "Then take it. Take every fucking inch."
Tears pricked your eyes, the pleasure too much, too overwhelming, and yet—you still wanted more.
"God, you’re squeezing me so fucking tight," Mingi groaned, his voice strained. "Gonna cum again, huh?"
His fingers slid down to your swollen clit, rubbing you relentlessly.
"Cum for me," he ordered. "Scream my fucking name when you do."
Your vision blurred, your body seizing up as you came violently, your entire form shaking beneath him.
Mingi followed right after, groaning deep in his throat as he filled you up again, making sure you felt every hot drop.
And just when you thought he was finally done—
He smirked.
"Hope you’re not tired yet, baby," he murmured. "Because I’m still not finished with you."
Mingi barely gave you time to breathe. Your body was still twitching, completely spent from the last orgasm, but he wasn’t finished.
Not until you were soaked.
Not until you were dripping down your thighs.
"You’re shaking, baby," he teased, dragging his fingers down your spine as you collapsed against the mattress, your legs weak, your body wrecked.
But that didn’t stop him.
He grabbed you by the hips and flipped you onto your back, his silver chain dangling over your face as he leaned in close.
"You got one more for me?" he murmured, voice deep, low, dripping with sinful promise.
Your eyes fluttered open, dazed, lips trembling. "Mingi—"
He smirked, his fingers trailing lower, parting your thighs as he spread you wide open for him.
"Yeah," he murmured, watching you, eyes filled with pure lust. "You do."
And then—
His mouth was on you.
A loud, shattered moan tore from your lips as Mingi's tongue flicked over your swollen clit, the sensation sending a violent shudder through your body.
But he didn’t stop there.
No, he was hungry.
Desperate.
His tongue was relentless, licking, sucking, his lips wrapping around your clit as two thick fingers slid into your dripping entrance.
"Fuck—Mingi!" you gasped, your hands fisting the sheets, your legs trembling as he pumped his fingers into you, stretching you open all over again.
His pace was brutal—each thrust of his fingers curling against that sweet, devastating spot deep inside you.
You screamed.
Mingi groaned against you, the vibration sending shockwaves through your core. His silver chain brushed against your inner thigh, cool against your burning hot skin, adding to the overwhelming sensation.
"You gonna cum again?" he murmured, his voice filthy, his fingers slamming into you even harder. "Gonna make a mess for me, baby?"
Your entire body locked up, the pressure building so intensely that you could barely breathe.
Mingi chuckled darkly, sensing it.
He pulled away for just a second, his fingers still moving ruthlessly as his eyes locked onto yours.
"Cum for me," he demanded, his voice like pure sin. "Fucking soak my fingers."
And then—
You snapped.
Your back arched off the bed, a broken scream ripping from your throat as hot liquid gushed from your body, completely drenching his hand, his wrist, the sheets below you.
Mingi groaned, watching it happen, watching the way you squirted uncontrollably, your body convulsing beneath him.
"Fuck, baby," he rasped, his fingers still working you, dragging out every last drop until you were begging for mercy.
But he just grinned.
"You’re so fucking dirty," he murmured, bringing his soaked fingers to his lips, licking them clean. "And I love it."
Your entire body shuddered, completely wrecked, but Mingi wasn’t done.
He climbed over you, his cock achingly hard again, pressing against your soaked, sensitive heat.
"You think you can handle one more?" he murmured, his silver chain dangling over your lips, his eyes dark, hungry.
Your breath was still shaky, but you nodded.
Mingi smirked.
"Good."
Your body was wrecked. Your thighs trembled, your breath came in ragged pants, and the sheets beneath you were completely soaked from what Mingi had done to you.
But he wasn’t done.
Not yet.
Not until you were crying for him.
Mingi sat back, his silver chain glistening with sweat as he ran his tongue across his lips, watching you struggle to catch your breath. His cock was hard and throbbing, still slick from your release, and the way his eyes darkened sent a shiver through your already-sensitive body.
"You did so well for me, baby," he murmured, his voice low and dangerous, the kind of voice that made you drip even when you were spent.
"But," he continued, gripping his cock and dragging the thick tip through your soaked folds, teasing you until you whimpered, "I’m not done until I’ve ruined you completely."
And before you could even brace yourself—
Mingi slammed into you.
Your scream echoed through the room as he bottomed out in one brutal thrust, stretching you all over again. Your walls were already achingly sensitive, but Mingi didn't care.
He wanted more.
His hands gripped your thighs, pushing your legs back until your knees nearly touched your chest, folding you in half as he fucked you deep.
"Look at you," he groaned, his silver chain dangling over your face, brushing against your lips. "So fucking wet for me. You love being used like this, don’t you?"
Your answer was a broken whimper, your body already on fire.
Mingi’s grip tightened, his pace brutal, unforgiving, his cock hitting spots so deep it made your vision blur.
"You’re gonna take every inch," he growled, his voice pure dominance. "Gonna cum on my cock one more time before I fill you up, baby."
Your mind shattered.
Mingi’s hands slid down, one wrapping around your throat while the other slipped between your legs, his fingers rubbing tight, ruthless circles on your swollen clit.
"Come on, baby," he taunted, his silver chain brushing against your skin as he pounded into you. "I want to feel you lose control. I want you to scream my name."
You were so close.
Your body tensed, your breath caught—
Mingi smirked.
"Cum for me, baby. Soak my cock."
And then—
You snapped.
Your body convulsed, pleasure exploding through you as your orgasm hit you with a force so strong you screamed his name, your walls clenching, trembling, your entire body writhing beneath him.
Mingi groaned loudly, feeling you squeeze around him, and before he could hold back, his grip on your hips tightened and he spilled deep inside you, filling you up with hot, thick cum.
His thrusts slowed, his breaths ragged, his silver chain swinging as he leaned down, pressing his forehead to yours.
"Fuck," he panted, his voice wrecked, his lips brushing against yours. "That was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen."
Your entire body shuddered, overwhelmed, wrecked, but completely satisfied.
Mingi smirked, pressing a slow, filthy kiss to your lips before whispering,
"Hope you weren’t planning to walk tomorrow, baby. Because you’re not leaving this bed."
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keefechambers · 1 year ago
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I wanna be blunt about this ongoing James somerton suicide threat issue but I don't want to connect it to my IRL Twitter to comment on the dogshit takes I'm seeing there or the good and well meaning but maybe too kind takes I'm seeing here.
Obviously, I hope that this is a false alarm cry for help fake threat. Yes, it would reinforce that Somerton is a self-centered egomaniac who can't handle consequences but that's preferable to dead.
But I work in local news and let me tell you something. I've covered half a dozen family annihilating murder suicides and heard hundreds of men making suicide threats over police scanners and a huge swath of these don't happen because they're depressed or because people are mean to them on the Internet. They're punishment. A person with an enormous amount of entitlement towards people around them gets backed into a corner and they punish the people closest to them by killing themselves or threatening to kill themselves.
No one wants to talk about this feature of suicide because...you want to help people who are struggling and guide them away from this path and being blunt about the fact that sometimes people die of suicide as a consequence of their own shittiness towards the world does not really help actively suicidal people. But suicide rates are higher in men not just because they have higher rates of untreated mental illness (a societal issue we must address for the sake of all) but because some people, often men, use suicide (but more often the threat of suicide) as a tool of abuse and control.
I'm not saying somerton is like, an icky abuser bad guy, he's just a run of the mill grifter scumbag, but his actions in the past show a clear pattern of escalating behavior that aligns with this.
Somerton gets called out -> somerton alleges physical threats of violence against himself and his fans rally around him supportively -> Harry calls somerton out in a bigger way -> Somerton says he's hospitalized but there are inconsistencies with the story but no one wants to talk about that because you wanna be nice-ish about a guy who just tried to kill himself and now he's trying to be framed as tragic but it doesn't really stick -> somerton apologizes again but his apology is rightly called out for lies and manipulative framing as well as his continuing attempts to profit off the community he betrayed -> James posts a suicide note publicly putting the onus of his own suicide on the loss of his friend Nick who he repeatedly threw under the bus and now everyone is rallying to say nice-ish shit and wring their hands in concern over poor james -> indefinitely repeat this vicious cycle forever until he actually does die or finally gives up and gets real, intensive therapy and a day job.
Thats not to say anyone's concern is misplaced, it's 100% better for him to be a living scumbag than a dead one. He deserves the chance to grow and learn and have a life outside of youtube.
But you don't have to portray this as the action of a sad depressed man who got bullied off the Internet. It's manipulation, whether he intended to go through with it or not and whether someone intervened or not. Not denying that internet bullying is a thing, I'm sure there were some people who were shitty directly to James but he made the choice to not unplug from this and to try and keep being a public figure rather than taking care of himself. He could have deleted Twitter, blocked anyone who was an asshole, gone to therapy and tried to move on with his life but if he'd deleted his channel he'd have lost monetization... Can't have that, right? So he posts some apology videos so his channel stays active and then complains about how ruinous this is while never trying to take real accountability.
But the reality is that people would have forgotten about him so quickly and maybe his job prospects would've been impacted but...that's on him, and that's for him to figure out but it's not actually life ruining. He chose to continue to engage knowing he'd get backlash and hate and he'd feel worse and worse and things would never get better without the time and space for people to forget.
He made the choice to make a public spectacle of his own alleged suicide. That is the action of someone who wants to put the weight of their suicide on someone else's shoulders and is morally wrong. He can be held to account for that, alive or dead.
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