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Today I found out that a good friend of mine from work passed away suddenly.
He was a cool dude. Really cool, in fact. I remember going for lunch with him just after I'd been employed, and he said that he was going to leave the military if Canada re-elected the Conservative government (we elected the Liberals the next year). It was in that moment that I knew he was a good guy.
He was really into Star Wars. He had a Viper droid model about his desk, and every Christmas he wore a Star Wars themed Christmas sweater around the office. He also had other action figures tucked away in a display case in his office, from various fandoms. They stripped away some of the tough, disciplined military veneer he wore so well.
I'd often poke my head into his office to chat. He'd tease me about something, I'd tease him back, and then we'd inevitably start talking video games. He'd been doing a replay of Baldur's Gate 3. I think he was playing as a Warlock, and had just made it to Act 3. He also had a game he was playing through with his daughter. She had a penchant for playing as a maniac, which meant that the Grove never survived their first playthrough.
As I said, he had a daughter. I saw her back in April. She was nine? Ten? But I'll always remember her as a tiny baby, asleep on her dad's shoulder as he photocopied reports.
The last conversation we had was over an incident at work involving radioactive material (don't worry, its all good). We were joking about what kind of superpowers we'd like if we were exposed to too much radiation, like Spiderman was when he was bitten by the spider.
I'm gonna miss him.
#im so tired of mourning#and watching others mourn#and remembering death anniversaries#fuck December
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Bruh emotional support ghost kid? Well thats what they are calling him
Suicide cases in gothem are about to fucking plummet boiz cause this one weird blue eyes, black haired boy is now heading to your location.
How does he know where to be? Having a bad day and are all alone? No the fuck your not cause don’t turn around now but theres some shiny blue eyes coming at you from that dark ally. Oh shit hes here to drop some information about you and your lost loved ones that he should know. Oh god the closure. How could you have been afraid on this sweet, creepy, boy who just helped you find your way.
Meanwhile Danny is chillin in Gothem cause the GIW hate it there (none of they equipment actually functions in Gothem so it’s either super haunted or actually not haunted at all). Then all of a sudden he gets approached by a random ghost begging for his help because their sweet baby girl is about to do something horrible. Oops now all the ghosts are following their most loved ones around just to make sure they are there to rush to Danny for help when all else fails. Now hes getting to fulfil his protection obsession double time because one hes helping protect people from themselves and two hes protecting everyone in Gothem by stopping people from becoming villains for revenge. Plus he gets to see first hand how hes making a difference because all those people he saved are sending him some good vibes from all across Gothem.
Thank god he followed Jazz around so much to slightly absorb some of her phycology knowledge over the years. Plus it was actually pretty interesting so she gave him her old text books. Shes also helping him deal with the rare events where he can’t save someone. Just a moment too late or he stops them but they later succeeded in the hospital. Neither are his fault. Now only if he could convince his core of that.
Anyway why Gothem you ask? Amity Park would have been just as good tbh but imagine Batmans face when he finally gets to be face to face with the emotional support ghost boy. Why is he here? Bruce is fine. Batman is fine. Hes not gonna do anything crazy. It’s just a hard time of year. Around their death always gives him grief. But hes an adult and can manage it.
��You know they are so proud of you.” The boy states. As if it’s clear as day, even though it’s Gothem and never a clear day. Batman blinks at him, stunned for a moment. “What?” This boy can’t possibly know that. No one will ever know that, Bruce can only hope. “They see their home, full of such life. That big house that felt so empty, so cold, to them as well for years. Then you filled it with Family and Love like they had always wanted for you. They are so proud of what you have turned it into. Somewhere full of life and warmth.” A small smile graces his face as finally “you have made your parents so proud” and its all he can do to contain himself. Emotions are running high and sue him because he really did need to hear that ok. The boy suddenly looks to Bruces right with a confused face “aren’t all basements like that though?” Before Bruce can even get a word in hes gone. Just vanished before his eyes.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#dpxdc#dp x dc#batman#I just wanted to write danny walking up to the buggest toughest batman and make him cry tears of relief#danny is helping his subjects find closure while always feeding his protection obsession#let him be interested in his sisters word#also god imagine bruce just having a bad time of it cause is the anniversary of his parents death#than the ghost kid just walks up and tells him exactly what he needed to heat#yes they are proud of the word batman does#he knows he has saved lives#but what about him as a father#would his father be ashamed of his parenting skills#would his mother be discusted at how he treats his children#he always remembers his parents as good parents so he wants to do right by them by also being a good parent#anyone can risk their life for another but few can be a good father#actually it’s easy just love your kids and sont walk out and leave them with an insane bitch of a mother#dad im lookin at you#and dknt marry your fucking step sister dad#isnt our family tree circle enough. why must u follow in grandmothers footsteps#at least with him is marrage related aye?#oops im rabling about my daddy issues teehee
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Happy Birthday Five Nights at Freddy's
It's Fall 2014...
I was 12. A friend of mine and I were sitting next to each on the bus for a field trip. To pass the time, he started telling me about this new horror game, called FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDY'S. I was told the horrific story of the murder of 5 children and how their ghosts haunted strange animal suits. How their purple murderer was never caught. And how the animatronics would kill you and stuff your corpse into the same suits they lay stuck in. His stories and descriptions scared the living daylights out of me.... but I had never been more enthralled and mystified in my life.
"There's Freddy the Brown Bear, and a big chicken with wires coming out of her broken neck. One of the scariest ones is the Marionette. He crawls on the ceiling above you, ready to strike, waiting for the music box to end."
I had no idea what these "animatronics" looked like. So I let my imagination run wild. And I'm glad I did, because...somehow, someway, it led me here.
#blood#blood tw#body horror tw#tw animal death#I don't remember much of that friend of mine...but he had some crazy stories to tell. I hope he's doing okay#art#my art#fnaf#fnaf anniversary
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Happy 4th anniversary to Villains Are Destined to Die webtoon!🎉🎉🎉
#villains are destined to die#vadd anniversary#vadd cover#manhwa#webtoon#webcomic#please remember that the following titles are not official#death is the only ending for the villainess#death is the only ending for a villainess#death is the only ending for the villain
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Today marks 30 years since the F1 community [especially] lost Roland Ratzenberger... 🙏🕊
#roland ratzenberger#ratzenberger#formula1#formula 1#f1#f1 drivers#f1 legends#f1 1990s#formula one#remembering#death anniversary#rest in peace
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McCoy got the first dose of a cure and fell into a restless sleep. For a while, Spock stays at his bedside.
(For the World Is Hollow and I Have Touched the Sky missing scene)
I wrote this ficlet today three years ago, so I decided to share it again.
#spones#leonard mccoy#spock#star trek tos#my writing#ao3 date doesn't match because i put it there much later#the original was posted on tumblr#and i remember the date because i wrote it on deforest kelley's death anniversary#a strong spur of inspiration happened on that day
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there is not enough caffeine in the world to address how tired i am 🥴
#it's the 12 year anniversary of my father's death and i just couldn't sleep well :/#not to mention how fucking hot it was last night????#but yeah#the more time passes the more it kinda eats at me#it should be the other way around but my relationship with my dad was complicated and i'm still trying to process it#i used to post on fb about it every year but i can't handle the onslaught of his friends telling me what a great guy he was#and how well they all knew him and i never had that relationship with him#it's selfish but it hurts knowing i was like a stranger to him#i have so few photos with him and so few memories#most of them were on facebook which his ex wife didn't hesitate to delete the moment he died#also i hate thinking this way but he had a huge estate when he died like $500k or something like that with heaps of community donations#and from that i got... $1400...#it's pointless but sometimes i wonder if life wouldn't have been so hard if i had gotten some of that money :/#anyway despite all this i do love him and miss him#i can still remember the way his voice sounded when he would call out my name after not seeing me for a while#and he was the only one who would listen to me talk at length about steampunk and anime#when i did get to see him he would always try to share quirky things from his childhood with me#i miss him so much#i always thought i'd have a chance to connect with him when i was older but he died so suddenly the chance never came#the same with my brother#i wish i could talk to them one last time and tell them i love them
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psychologically preparing myself for the next episode by predicting the most upsetting things that could happen
#what if Louis purposely hurts himself?#what if Armand's mental vivisection of Daniel drives him to beg for a death that Armand then denies?#what if that underlying despair has remained with Daniel all these years even though he can't remember the event?#what if Louis is indeed doing this because it is the anniversary of Claudia's making (birth)?#what if Louis cries while Daniel is interviewing him?#what if Louis has forgotten some of the crucial specifics of that night?#what if it is finally confirmed that vampires can feel the effects of drugs and Louis is using this to numb his pain as he did alcohol?#what if we are given a horribly detailed portrait of how power truly operates in Louis and Armand's relationship?#what if Armand and Louis vow after this encounter to 'fix their relationship' by committing to even more unhealthy behaviour?#what if neither of them even want to do that fix but feel unable to do anything else?#what if Daniel didn't even have the opportunity to go down on Louis before his life was ruined?#Louis de Pointe du Lac#Daniel Molloy#Armand#Interview with the Vampire#Jagged Jottings
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happy decade anniversary to the first time I got depressed!!!!!! 🍾 🎉 🥳 🎊
#idk why i genuinely feel the need to celebrate but anyway#also i remember i got depressed bc 6 sep 2013 was when i got into music and my life changed and it was really fun and cool and good#and then 6 sep 2014 it was like. oh that was a year ago. i've been Alive alive for a year. time. wow. the passage of time. wow.#also the day before i was singing random stuff at school and my friend was like 'you're always so happy all the time' and i was like yeah#and then i thought about it like. am i??? am i actually happy?#also it was the day before the anniversary of keith moon's death and i fancied him when i was 14 so#also it wasn't the 60s and i wanted it to be the 60s so that contributed as well#many many factors. and then 14yo me had an existential crisis about time and everything 👍#and since then me and the depression and the time crisis and the constant need for a hyperfixation have been in some sort of toxic polycule#and who would i be without them <3#this isn't sarcastic btw i am genuinely celebrating the depression for some reason#idk why but i must romanticise not only the good but also the very bad or things will start to go to my head again#ramble#anniversary ramble
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well i think an nge au with vash would be fire. if u even care
#vash who is the grown up#nai who “died” a child soldier in the 2nd wave#as in they found the eva empty and its core was gone#love the idea of vash sitting down on his brother's 10th death anniversary#a day of international celebration#being the only one to mourn#and of course they make him get in the robot btw. for the 3rd wave#bc hes the only one with any eva compatibility#even tho he hates to sit in his brother's coffin#and the core is a child that only remembers violence and the angels keep telling him they love him and they're waiting for him#vash getting progressively more mech pilot insane... tasty. TO ME#milly and meryl are his govt assigned friends so he doesnt go crazy being a pilot#it helps to a Point#unfortunately the angels can reach him even whn he's not in the machine.#where does the machine end and vash start#why does the boy in the eva look more human than him#why is Everyone more human than him#the boy in the eva says 'take my hand. we'll fight like humans. teeth and claws. make it bleed until it stops'#also the supercomputer will be called LIVIO/RAZLO#for the reasons we all suspect
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Welp
#gerard's diary#just remembered tomorrow is the one year anniversary of us putting our cat down#animal death
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Ik I haven't been super active in the last few days, I hope to get back to it soon (in particular @applestorms awesome fem!L addition to my AU deserves brain space for my reply and also Halloween/L's birthday is drawing ever nearer), I just need to come out of survival mode first because this is a Bad Time of year. Sending love.
Don't read the tags if you aren't in the headspace for heavy shit.
#remember that post i made that mentioned my personal experience with sudden traumatic death in my death note analysis?#october fifth was the one year anniversary haha and its brought a lot of Feelings#also my mother is fully aware of this and is attempting to use it in her favor#its been a rough week#personal#trauma
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i am having fun rewatching bleach, and i honestly don’t remember it being this emotional & deep so early on?????????
#i love having a bleach brain rot <3#ʬʬ.sosa speaks.com#i’m like wasn’t it supposed to be more serious later on????#man it has been a while#granted i don’t remember it being this funny either like the silly moments be taking me out#but damn some of this other stuff makes me wanna cry (my eyes got teary)#like the thing with orihime’s brother#chad bonding with that kid yuichi when his soul was trapped ina bird#ugh and what GOT ME? what made me had to pause for a moment#was the first time they talked about masaki and what happened to her#it rained the day before her death anniversary 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#thinking about ‘everything but the rain’ and i fell to my knees crying get me outta here#this is so sad
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A twelve year love story, with many more years to come
(non looping gif version of part 3 below the cut)
#hm i should make an original art tag#destiel#destiversary#spn fanart#dean winchester#castiel#cw blood#cw death#non looping gif#wooo two weeks of destiel!! happy destiel wedding anniversary <3#i had fun and i hope you guys enjoyed and enjoy this :]#i am probably taking a break from making spn art after this. too many things on my brain queue waiting to be drawn#also yeah sorry i did skip s14. i could not remember anything to draw about it
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some of the things in the nd finale would have hit soooo much harder for me if the show runners weren’t dead set on convincing me it’s only been a year since the start of the show? like, really? 4 seasons packed into one year? all of that shit happened to nancy in one calendar year? sorry but I can’t believe it. everything with the claw and the historical society and everyone acting like they have to move away from each other would have made me so emotional if the show followed an irl timeline and it really had been a few years.
#nancy drew#also the fact that carson dated TWO people and got one of them pregnant#not even a year after his wife died???#jesus christ this man moves Fast#the finale was good but a lot of it loses certain emotional beats#when i remember it’s been like two weeks max#since the anniversary of kate drew dying#and since the pilot didn’t even take place on her death#means all 4 seasons have supposedly happened UNDER A YEAR#girl be fuckin for real
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Today, we remember Ayrton Senna (1960-1994) - 30 years after his death...
Although he may be gone, his spirit will forever live on in our hearts. 🕊🙏
#ayrton senna#senna sempre#senna#formula one#formula 1#f1#formula1#f1 drivers#formula 1 champion#f1 legends#f1 1990s#remembering#death anniversary#rest in peace
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