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ghost-of-you · 2 years ago

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The way i got the notification for Michael's post on my watch in the middle of my pt session and now i have to pretend I'm normal about Michael and moose for 40 minutes. Send prayers.

#i am screaming internally #and ready to hyperventilate #doing great 😃😃#i'm rambling

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captain-flint · 1 year ago

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megamindsupremacy · 1 year ago

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I need more leaning into that whole “Jason was raised by wolves” thing. Make that boy feral. I know I’m not the first person to have this thought but Jason when he gets to CHB should be just off the shits. I can allow him being normal at Camp Jupiter because of the enormous pressure he was under to act proper as a son of Jupiter. But once he’s at CHB he has none of the memories and all of the instincts of a dude who was raised by a) his sister b) a pack of wolves and c) a child army. The venti attack him on the bridge and it’s like a flip switches in his head and he goes straight for biting Dylan in the arm and then trying to rip him apart with bare hands.

#mads posts #Jason grace #pjo #tlh #hoo #heroes of Olympus #Camp Jupiter #riordanverse #annabeth lands on the bridge ready to find Percy #sees Jason. covered in blood. cheerfully helping leo up from where he fell over in shock.#piper is hyperventilating because what the FUCK did her boyfriend just DO #Jason doesn’t see anything weird about what just happened. not one thought in his pretty little brain #containment maintained

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foxy-kitsune · 4 months ago

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i'm just gonna stay quiet and not comment on these.

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the-apocalypse-is-cancelled · 4 months ago

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#just a few more hours and itll all be over #i can do this #fuck #fuckkkkkkk #this is do so hard #okay im gonna go shower before my hyperventilating gets worse #fuck. i dont feel ready #how do i do this right #fuuckkkkk

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chirpsythismorning · 2 years ago

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The way they framed surfer boy pizza with Mike in s4 makes me optimistic about the prospects of smalltown boy agenda actually

#byler #stranger things #mike wheeler #something about the van scene is so visceral…#the way the shadow of boy passes behind him #the back window is blurry but then boy becomes clear after Mike sees the painting until will says it was from el then blurs again #the way he’s sitting directly in front of it after rink o mania bc his mind was on Will (boy) and not El (girl)…#also the two snack (bar) references in s4 with byler looking incriminating in the frame…#idk smalltown boy agenda is low key still in the running I feel like #in general it's going to be crazy being a byler and seeing the duffers hint about stuff that only we understand #like with that Dawsons creek reference recently #Redditors are out of our league atp #like if smalltown boy was even referenced at all subtly in an obscure ass way…#we would be hyperventilating like okay it’s happening #and everyone else would just be like what?...#same with the milkvan break up in early s5… like we know from a story standpoint it’s guaranteed..#but no one else is ready for that…#s5 fandom experience is gonna be really satisfying for bylers that’s all I’m gonna say!#also the promo has to really ramp up positively for byler if they expect to pushback all the criticism successfully #there’s going to be a lot of homophobia and claims byler only happened bc of fan service #that’s why I do think they’re going to have no choice but to change their tune #bc it would be weird to go from not considering byler a possibility at all to surprise they're canon #they definitely want people to root for them while watching the last season!#s5 promo is most likely going to be like s4 but a little more intense #it’ll be HILARIOUS seeing people try to downplay obvious evidence #like if hypothetically they dropped a character teaser with all the characters and mike got one with smalltown boy in the background...#we would be on the floor #and all the redditors would be downplaying it like it means nothing!!#tbh I think byler would have to literally kiss for those still convinced there is zero evidence to actually consider it a possiblity #like they are 100% convinced there is zero evidence... and I just can't take that seriously..

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11oh1 · 7 months ago

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I get see Bad fuckin Bunny live tomorrowww!!! Que sentimiento mas hijoeputaaa coñooo 😩😈🖤

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peaches2217 · 5 months ago

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Me on Saturdays, vibrating with excitement while at work or on the town: Fuck yeah! Shot day! I can’t wait until 4:45!

Me at 4:45 that same Saturday, with all of my supplies laid out, realizing I do in fact have to stick that long-ass needle into my thigh once more: Fuck. Yeah. Shot day. Fuck.

#tw needles #what’s kept me sane with needles in the past is convincing myself that I’m not scared of them in the slightest #then by the time the nurse is ready to do their thing and the fear and anxiety kick in it’s too late to back out anyway #so my only option is to just breathe through it and try to relax and then it’s over with #that’s more or less the approach I’ve taken with my T shots. I don’t remember how uneasy needles make me until I’m prepping my syringe 😅#my hands shook a lot more than normal today and I almost had to back out and try again with a new needle #but everything worked out fine! now to decompress with some yoga before I go into a fit of hyperventilation.#peaches screams into the void

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harmonytheme · 5 months ago

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that spoiler post got me tweaking big time

#about to start hyperventilating I’m so serious #I know there’s been a couple Brendan mentions in 2023 but 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲#telling Lucas about him #calling him his first love are you kidding #like he was obviously but bro 😭#I’m not ready #anon did we manifest this together or what

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huepou · 7 months ago

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I JUST SAW THE KR RAWS…. OH MY GODDDD…….. eating my first rn

#tang zhan the man u are…..#I CANT WAIT FOR TANG BO #ACTUALLY NEVERMIND IM NOT READY YET #i was hyperventilating #THE DIMPLES… CRAZY

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astrolaurical · 1 year ago

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Namjoons latest insta photo dump and this is the last picture??????

#brb hyperventilating #i’m not ready #namjoon #rkive #bts

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demadogs · 2 years ago

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i love all the queer film parallels to byler but get the 13 reasons why one out of here i did not write a ten page paper my freshman year of film school on how mentally damaging that show was for you to remind me it exists when im tryna enjoy my fun little 80s gay monster show

#i have a thing with blood so ive never once watched the suicide scene instead i listened to the descriptive audio #and why the mother fucking fuck did they have her do it in the most visually graphic way possible #i also had such a fucking panic attack in s2 when the kid was getting ready to shoot up the school #like full on locked myself in the bathroom hyperventilating #i hated so much that they showed it from his point of view #i have major anxiety about shootings especially school shootings and that just sent me over the fucking edge WHAT WAS THE REASON #i think i watched it around the first anniversary of parkland and i was already stressed so that did not fucking help #i refuse to believe that show is even remotely inspired by anything in stranger things be fr its fucking horrendous #i didnt watch past the almost shooting scene and i never will #fuck that show #byler #‘’film school’’ pff its a regular college with a film major #i aint THAT cool

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 8 months ago

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I had a dream that it was moving day and I hadn't packed anything, my parents were in the city to help me move and I wasn't prepared at all, and it didn't inspire me to work on cleaning and packing but it did make me super anxious so. That's something.

#it was more terrifying than most of rhe nightmares ive had tbh #(in the dream) i was out relaxing at a park in the nice weather and my parents suddenly appeared and asked if i was ready to go #and i was so confused because its march and im moving in may. but in the dream it was suddenly may #so i like rushed back to my apartment and was trying to get my shit together but im super not prepared to move right now #i woke up fucking hyperventilating because i was so anxious at the thought of not being prepared to move lol #in my defense. that happened last time i moved kind of #i was moving by myself. and the day i had to move i wasnt fully packed and i had to get rid of a lot #it was an hours long endeavor and it really sucked to try and get my stuff together #that was actually such a bad dream. moving is going to suck because I'm moving with a dog a rabbit and two rats #and then all of my shit. and a lot of my sibling's shit. and then driving it eighten hours #eighteen hours with four pets and all of our stuff. and its just me and my dad for those eighteen hours. im gonna die #fuck i have to get packed. im moving in oess than two months. that time sneaks up on you #and then suddenly its moving day and you havent packed anything and its taking hours longer than expected #i think i have trauma from my last move tbh

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fern-thee-otter · 1 year ago

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I AM SEATED FOR SUMMER 2024

#holy shit #holy sh!t #holy shiiiiiiit #i am hyperventilating rn #HOLY SHIT IT WAS SO GOOD #AND EUNHYUK'S ASS IS COMING BACK #i cannot fucking wait that much #wait- i waited for a year for aib2 #sweet home 3 wouldn't be too far away #BUT HOLY SHIT AM I READY FOR IT?!#sweet home #sweet home kdrama

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collinnmckinley · 6 months ago

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Seeing adler in that new hairstyle, jacket, 90s style sunglasses... yeah... i think im ready (not really) fuckfuckfuckfuckduckduckdydkdfuckfuckfuckfuckfucjfuckfuckfuckduckduckdudkffjduhdhevsjsvnwbwh

#jay talks #IM NOT READY #*hyperventilating*#cod with jay

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago

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#ok. ok. in less than 8hrs i have to get up and drive to the airport. and thats ya kno but im trying to b ok abt it #like im not crying and hyperventilating. ive made the drive lots of times. its just. when i have to drive anywhere it morphs into #r u ready? ur gonna cause a horrible accident destroying multiple lives in the process. r u ready? and im like no i hate that stop #so that makes it hard. and im not a bad driver. it just terrifies me thst i space out and become non reactive. like thsts not good. be #reactive pls. i just hate it. and this means i also have to drive back as well. while probably horribly jet lagged #bleh. itll b fine. unless it isnt. but itll b fine. im just scared that something will happen and i wont b able to leave. i cant even b #excited abt going on vacation bc i cant think past the possibility of something preventing me from getting to ohio bc if i let myself get #excited then it wont happen. which is magical thinking nonsense but its how it feels. ugh. dont think abt it. itll be over in 24hrs 🤞#knock on wood. idk what im gonna do while traveling tho. what am i gonna think abt? what to draw? what to plan? idk #the bad part of traveling is thst i cant take all my markers 😫 me and my 500 shitty alcohol pens lol #ill either draw a lot bc im not working or very little bc ill actually be happy for a while #oh god. my boss just sent an email. i wanna ignore it. let me rest.#bleh. last time i flew home i wanted to cry when i landed lol. well see if that happens again #i feel like i was more depressed then but im more fucked up now. but like im also more functional. well. sorta #ugh. i should finish packing #unrelated #its so funny to me when i get homesick like lol bitch u wanna go back to ohio????

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