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blah blah blah something about using my own writing in edits and people reblogging them like my words are good enough to be shared or whatever. yeah.
#the Susan edit to ‘window seat’ is circulating again#those words are so personal but I gave them to Susan#and people liked it 🥹🥺😭#anyway I’m not exactly self-depreciating when it comes to my writing#generally my songs and poems are things I’m proud of#I do think my words are good and meaningful enough to be shared#but!! just!!#I do so appreciate when other people think so too
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Tampa Bay Buccaneers Team Reporter Casey Phillips: So you and Gronk got your 90th touchdown connection against Atlanta [Tom: Yeah!], which puts you second all time in the NFL. Why is he the guy you have this connection with?
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Tom Brady: He's hard not to have a connection with...he's so easy to like, be his teammate, to throw the ball to 'im, from a quarterback aspect. Just like, the connection we had since the beginning of our relationship, you know what I mean? He got picked when he was pretty young to come play together with me in New England and I think that position [the tight end] is so like, critical to the success of a quarterback because that throw to him is always available; you know, he's always a tough matchup to defend and then you put his incredible athletic ability and athleticism, uh, his speed; all the things that matter, but then there's an intellectual part that people don't see because they always think that Gronk is soft all the time but Gronk is a very very smart player, [and] person; he has very high awareness of everything, so we've been able to play together for a long time and do some really great things together and ummm...he just continues to blow me away. I mean, with all the stuff that he does as a player and how I seen him like, you know, go from a 20-year-old, 21 year-old kid to now, you know, he's just...he's so mature, [is] such a professional and...he LOVES football. He loves playin' and competin'. I think we're all...this team loves him as they should because he's just an amazing guy.
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Tom Brady talking about his Relationship with Rob Gronkowski // via the Tampa Bay Buccaneers YouTube Channel // Sunday, December 19th, 2021
#YES I realize that these are photos of them from their Patriot days and this quote is from their Tampa Bay era!!!#The quote fits with the images though and is a testament to how long they've been *like that*!!!!!! 🤩😍🔥💯💗💞#I wrote down what Tom said verbatim!!!#He loves Rob so SO much and SO deeply...#Excuse me while I go scream and cry and bang on a wall!!!!!!!!!#They are GOALS fr FR!!!!!!!#And now commentary on the last picture:#They are MARRIED ok; like the way they're holding on to each other and literally in each other's personal space?!?!?!?!#PLEASSSSEEEEE 🥺🥹😭🤧💗💓💞❣️❣️#Even in the first two pictures you can EASILY TELL how they're just in their own little world together despite all of the cameras and other#people around them!!!!!!!#I wanna know who took these photos 👀🧐🕵🏻♀️...what did they see that isn't on camera?!#Alright...that's all for now <3#(((Anyway...!!)))#Tom Brady#Rob Gronkowski#New England Patriots#Tampa Bay Buccaneers#Tom/Rob#Rob/Tom#Gronkady#TB12#RG87#throwback!!#tampatom12.posts#babes#love
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continuing off this sketch here, decided to draw the little guy herself—
her name is violet, she loves naps and making tunes with xylophones <3
#ghoap baby#doodles#my art#do you ever draw someone so adorable that i makes you scream like . physically. because thats how i felt with this one#babies are so hard to draw idk how people can do it . the main fear i had was it being uncanny valley since you know babies are#just ?? scrunkly . so squishy#anyways!! i think i did a good job though 😤🥹 my friend lovers her and thats what matters to me!!#i cannot wait to make her in sims — her full name is violet elaine mactavish !! shes just a little guy 🥺#neil busting out tunes ..but its just violet . musician in the making you heard it here first#i will draw more of her with soap and ghost for sure !! its just more practice and i need to also practice drawing soap because everytime i#doodle him i feel like everything is off for some reason . its jayce all over again in where i feel like im not doing him any justice#just more refrence work 😭😭 we will get there i promise
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New pfp and look of your blog? 🤭🫣🔥
Hehe, I forgot to drop this 🏃♀️💖
Stelle and Caelus' expressions always kill me along with Blade cuz wtf 😭🙏🧍♀️
QUEENS NEVER CRY‼️‼️‼️🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🙏🙏🙏🫡🫡🫡🫡
#SWHWAA THANKS YOU 🥺🥺🥹🥹🙏🙏🌹🌹‼️‼️‼️#alos yeah i love how stelle and caelus r like two diff people even tho they're like the same person— ITS FUNNY TO ME OK#QUEENS NEVER CRY GUYS!!!! 🫡🫡🫡‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#argenti looks so cute while riding his bike 🥺🥺🥺 i wanna hold him jn my hands and squish his cheeks real tight bc of how cutie he is chibi#chibi sized argenti :3#AND LMAO#BLADE'S FACE MADE ME SMILE SO WIDE CUZ OF HOW HILARIOUS IT IS MY CHEEKS HURT 🥹😭😭😭😭😭#bro is not beating the chad allegations😭😭‼️‼️#silver wolf looks done like. damn these kids r.#..... uhm#:>#man i love these stellaron hunters and their shenanigans i hope they dont get bench pressed <3 /jk#thedemises; inbox#inbox#ask#hsr#hsr stellaron hunters#stellaron hunters#kafka hsr#kafka#silver wolf hsr#silver wolf#blade hsr#blade#stelle hsr#stelle#caelus hsr#caelus#trailblazer hsr#trailblazer
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🥺 i started pokemon soulsilver again today & it just hit me out of nowhere how growing up i used to always pick literally any name aside from my own because i hated when i’d see it on the screen. but now without hesitation when that keyboard and the little flashing cursor and the _ _ _ _ _ _ blank space for a name appears i reach for my real name without hesitation.
that’s one of the ways i figured out that this was the right name for me. i wrote it in the crook of my elbow with a blue ballpoint pen every day and i also played pokemon with the game calling me casper over & over & every repetiton was like being pulled out of the fire it was like the kind of kiss that happens so fast it leaves you blinking, craving, swaying onto your heels. it’s just one of those things that makes me feel so unexpectedly seen, now - the way i type out my name when i’m asked for it without thinking, because i finally have one that doesn’t hurt to hear
#i’m playing this literally so i can have a crobat again because. i’m normal 🥰🫠😌❤️❤️🥹#but yeah. hit with it from the most bizarre direction like wow i have a name and people use it and that’s really really nice 🥹💖#personal#also soulsilver is baby i’ll update u guys when i have my little zubat following me around. my future crobat 🥺😭💖💖💖
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i want to thank you all for organizing these little fic exchanges because even if this fandom is alive and well, with them we get a sudden influx of fics and it is really a treat for us ❤️❤️❤️ (a reader who wishes they had the talent to write)
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this is THE kindest, most thoughtful ask, anon - thank you so so much for taking the time to send it!! <333 it makes me smile so much to hear that all these events are doing what i always hope they will: creating a little flood of content that's a treat for everyone! that's all i've ever hoped to achieve with any of these events & exchanges, and it means the world that it's happening!!
so anon, you really are MOST welcome ❤️ but it would be terribly remiss of me if i didn't give a shoutout to the incredible people who have worked on all of these events with me - @boxboxbrioche, @welightitup, @redyellowstupid, @duquesademiel, @wolfiemcwolferson, @river-ocean - because all of the piarles events i've been involved in have been team efforts in the best way, so any thank-you to me absolutely has to go to all these wonderful people as well. i'm tagging you all here because to me, it's messages like this one that make all the admin and nonsense so well worth it - and i hope you all feel the same way ❤️ LOVE YOU LOADS!! and love you too, anon - thank you so so much for this very kind message, i really do appreciate it so much more than i can say!! <3333
#asks & answers#anon#lovely lovely anons ❤️#WAHHHHH this was so kind 😭🥺#it also takes me back to how; just more than a year ago; briony and i first met and we were like#''wouldn't it be so lovely if we could create a little community of piarles people who all love the ship & create content together?''#and then we met tia and with her by our sides we all three got the ball rolling...#and look where we are now 😭🥺#like tia said last night: it's like that hamilton song 🎶 look at where you areeee look at where you started 🎶#and 🥹#it means the world honestly#so truly: thank you SO SO much anon ❤️❤️❤️#this ask means so much <3333#ALSO! i know you said you're a reader and you don't really dabble in the writing side of things#but our piarles server (the Calamars Club) is open to EVERYONE who loves piarles!!#regardless of whether you're a writer#you are MORE than welcome to join just to be a part of a place where everyone loves piarles#& to get the info about alllll the events and exchanges even quicker; ofc 😉#so yeah! if ever you do want to join us; anon - just shoot me a personal message and i'll be delighted to send you the invite link#🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️#thank you again for this lovely lovely ask!!
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thank you for the historical au seb
this is for you
005 DO YOU WANT TO KILL ME!?!?!?! DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE!?!?!?!?(positive) I AM GOING TO CRY YOU ARE GONNA KILL ME WITH THIS 🥹 I'M GONNA SOBBBBB!!! I'M GONNA STARE AT THIS FOR 5 HOURS THANK YOU THANK YOU THANKNYOU!!!!
OH MY GODDDD!!!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕🥹🥹🥹🥹🤧🤧🥹🥺🥹🥹🤧🥹🥺🥹🫡🥹💕😭💕💕
HE'S SO CUTEEEEEEEE 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I LOVE THE WAY YOU DREW HIM!!!!!!!!! You drew him perfectly 🥺🥺 grumpy little boy king Sebby 🥺🥺 and his fluffy hair and huge clothes 🥺🥺 all curled up 🥺 Omg the robe!!!! Hehe im glad the little hearts I put didn't go unnoticed!!
#YOU'RE TOO SWEET!!!! seriously this is gonna make me cry 🥺🥺🥺🥺#i was just talking about how i feel very inspired bcs its my au so im the only one feeding myself#BUT THEN YOU COME AND FEED ME 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#DANKE DANKE DANKE DANKE!!!!!#drawings that make me say “JUNGEEEEEEE”#i absolutely love thw way you drew his clothes!!!!! so perfect!!!!!!!!#actually the way you drew this really reminds me of engravings from back in this era#like literally looks exactly like some of the references i have saved!!#so thank you for that particular brainrot!!! bcs im like OH MY GOD NOW I HAVE ART OF HIM THAT LOOKS VERY SPECIFICALLY ACCURATE#but seriously the robe i am absolutely obsessed oh my god.....your understanding of fabric folds oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!#kissing him kissing him kissing him 🥺🥺🥺🥺#im so glad you like the au btw!!!! its a lot of fun!!!!!#i mean i was very glad to have people join the narrative but gifted art oh my god??????? thann you!!!!!#i wish i could be more concise but you have murdered me with this and im also sick as hell 😭#catie.asks.#sebastian vettel#boy king au
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My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽
#gosh it’s gonna be a long day and I’m running on two hours of sleep again#i only get the chance to work at night because I don’t have ✨privacy✨#and I’ve been going to bed late and waking up even more tired than usual and my mom’s been scolding me for it#and now I’ve had to tell her what I’m doing and I feel like I just gave another piece of me away again#everything I am everything I do has to be for other people#im so tired when will I give my last piece away 🥹#this was to make ME proud of ME I was doing it for myself and now I feel like it’s for her#and then she’s going to tell my dad and now it’s for him too#also I can’t even cry about it because she HAS to know why I’m upset#she keeps glancing up at me and talking to me in bits#all I have left is my emotions 🥹#anyhow sorry to start the day off so gloomy and depressing I have literally nothing to be sad about I’m very privileged#sorry you guys see me being a baby constantly 🥺 I really do have a good life and shouldn’t be complaining#here’s to a better day for us all#melifails#now i feel like a jerk subjecting you all to this😭 sorry sorry let’s move on#im gonna be a busy bee hopefully I can squeeze in a time for a nap#😭 I don’t waaaaaannnnnaaa sit for hours in the California heat MAYBE with the sun hitting us in the face#our football field is NOT kind in this way#hopefully my sister gets the shady side but even then the sun will hit us in the face eventually just not as long#im !!! excited!!!! I bought ice cream for today 👏🏽 I originally bought choco chip and minto moose tracks?? my sister loves mint flavor#so I bought mint Oreos too so she can eat them with her ice cream 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽#i assume we’re getting take out of some sort so that; ice cream; and uuuuuuu I don’t remember anything else I bought; my best friend did#bring us snacks yesterday!!! pretzels and cookies!!! so that!!!#okay brain no work no more I gotta get dressed love you muah muah muah
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Elaina lets her baby brothers play with her raccoon plushie to soothe them when they're crying
🥺🥺 Elaina gets really distressed when her baby brothers' cry, specially if its when she's playing with them or watching as Lexa nurses them. She hates it. They aren't criers so it makes her even more alarmed and she has come to learn that her little raccoon seems to help soothe them, they'll just grab it and snuggle with it. She always gives it to them, no questions asked.
Lexa whispers to her that's probably because it smell like her and they know their big sister will always make sure they are okay. Elaina looks very pensive at this and replies that she thinks they like it because they think it reminds them of Lexa too.
The idea that her daughter and her sons all gine comfort in a little stuffed animal that they associate with her? It just makes Lexa all warm 🥹
#letter opened#au: light#😭😭🥹🥹#lexa barely wears her war paint in the tower anymore#war council still happens once a month and then she uses it or official heda business outside the tower#its clear when she uses it people still have this slight apprehension and fear of her almost#but not her kids#they ran to her all happy and just see their mom with some fancy makeup#and the fact the racoon toy they find so much comfort in resembles her like that? spirits 🥺😭🥹
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as much as i laugh at all the jokes about us as atiny taking over coachella, PLS BE KIND TO NEW ATINY THAT DO COME FROM THIS EVENT 😭🤣 idk if that was a given or not but gatekeeping is a funny joke but lets all be friends
#its just new people to introduce to the fandom like we've been here for a bit but im sure you can still remember when you first saw the boys#and went 😧 they. are. the. ones.#and this is SUCH A BIG STAGE like metaphorically because blackpink went last year as the FIRST FEMALE KPOP group do you know#how much that meant to me bro tell me why i was bawling my eyes out and i wasnt even there#and to have our boys 🥺🥹😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 im already tearring up this is gonna be so flipping sick#ateez#coachella 2024
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I love your tags on my GIF sets... always SO damn on point. 😂💕
thank you 🥹🥰 and now i’m playing the uno reverse card to say thank YOU for making such wonderful gifs for me to obsess over and spiral about!!! they are always so gorgeous and i appreciate the work that you do 💕💕
#my immediate response to seeing something happen in a game: running to tumblr to see the gifs so i can put it forever on my blog 🥰🥰🥰🥰#gifmakers (& all artists really) are truly the primary producers of the tumblr ecosystem y’all are how we stay FED#the backbone of society fr fr. kissing every single creator on this webbed site (with consent) on the mouth#liv in the replies#gordiemeow#also may i say that the drw hivemind is like no other i love y’all sm 💕 wingies my beloveds#and then not EVEN. i have butterfly heart hands. like i know it’s silly but i also experience so much joy every single time#somebody tells me they read my tags let alone that they like them it made!!! my entire day!!! 😭🥹💕🥰🥺#am i aware they are the cause of probably at least one person blocking me yes lol (found that out trying to reblog a dewey^2 fancam) yeah#but also. i’m being lovingly so Enabled &also EYE like to read the novels people write in the tags so it’s a win-win. mutualism (literally)#😭🥰🥹💕‼️🗣️‼️🥹😄 <- live reaction to me seeing this. i’m having a very ‘can’t tell if my words are conveying enough joy’ day so i’m making sure
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FLOATY STEDDIE FJEKZJFLEKZ WHAT THE FUCK DIO WHAT. How am I supposed to go on with my day after this. Why are you so good at conveying emotions like I'm breathing them in? God, I love this. I love them. I love how soft they are, their soundtrack, the little fairy lights. My favourite lines: "Steve’s nose is scrunched a little with that smile that Eddie’s not even sure Steve’s aware of, and his dimples tell a story of their own tonight. A story of contentment rather than joy or amusement." But I could quote so many more; the cold breeze from the rain, the way Eddie has to whisper because he can't say the words outloud. "right now it serves to give the word perfect a new melody" hey Dio how. How do you do it? I love this and I love you. Sorry for being incoherent klfzefkz my heart is so full and I'm floating a little myself omg fkelzflez thank you for sharing this with me today!!!!
🌷 the fic: floaty steddie hours
hdhdhdgs EXCUSE ME!!! 🥺😭🤍 i’m!!! my heart is full!! i’m just so happy you liked it??
hugging you so so tight!! thank you for reading, thank you for rambling at me, aaah 🌷🤍
i wish i could answer your questions of how, but all i know is that i just have a whole lot of thoughts and feelings and then somehow they turn into words idk it’s so lame 😭
#when i tell you that over the course of writing this i was suddenly so ✨sad✨ that i can’t just. write fluff?? and had a mild freak-out#about that because like. i like this little one and it’s floaty and that’s fine but damn how do i get the floatiness outta there?? yknow?#idk if this makes sense and i don’t wanna be that person that reacts to compliments and rambles with ‘no but actually—‘ so i’ll shut up but#goddamn 😂😭 ANYWAY AAAH I’M SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT!!! 🥺🥰✨🌷🤍🫶#holding you so tight friend!! 🥹#nice people being nice to me#🤍#i wanna say more thanks i wanna say moooore but i *do* feel like the most annoying person so tag rambles it is 🤓
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My friend came over today and brought me cat food, lunch, my birthday present, AND flowers for me. My other friend came over Saturday and Sunday nights and brought me and my parents dinner, plates, and silverware so we wouldn't have to wash up. My old church was texting my mom for updates. Many of my friends, online and irl, have sent me well wishes. My parents took the day off to drive up Thursday and help me recover all weekend. I'm just--oooh I need a minute
#personal#I feel so loved by so many people important to me#I used to get upset when my old friends stopped telling me happy birthday#but now i realize it's about the people who DO stick around and care for you when you're ill or sad or celebrating#I wish my friends and family lived closer. And I wish I had more friends in the area I could hang with#and of course I'd like to date#but man...🥺🥺🥹😭😭😭😭😭
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— 🥀❣️
#leg.txt#i want to learn how to gif SO BAD 🥀❣️✨😖#im daunted by it aksjzjjz which is why i havent but ! i really want to!#and also me being lazy AJJZZH 🥀🤡#it does ease my anxiety that there’s guides and im sure i can ask if i have any questions so it’s nice 🥀✨🥹#and im so excited to try when i do !!!!!! 🥀✨🥺#me giving myself more work for my little leg brain bc i like to overwhelm my own psyche akzjjzhz#but also life update ive been doing house things and cleaning my room and im quite proud of the leg brain for that 🥀✨🥹#ye olde psyche hasn’t been at its best for a long time so it’s nice u know?#*personal#i want to make a few for ilmra and yelena and a few clowns 🥀✨😭#and the house/family edits I’ve seen people and my mutuals look lovely to create IM FEELING INSPIRED 🥀✨😭#my mutuals are so talented and inspire me and are the loveliest souls ever 🥀❣️😭
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DEATH UNTO DAWN ON SPOTIFY 🥹🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#pls. listen. it has the tea ost n the nier collab n sorrow of werlyt n eden.#it has so many osts dear to me uwahh i've been waiting. so long 😭😭#looking at the album properly now that i'm back home from feeding the cats. help one of them even followed me from the#lower ground lvl to. 2nd floor HFLAKSJFLKSD. those cats. r very dear to me :<#back to ffxiv though. not only w ^^ but there's also hearthward.. ishgard my home. oh my god#n then. danshig naadam iirc? the 'a __ air __' around the start. my fav frontlines map hehe. i miss frontlines honestly#oh my god the scions & sinners stuff too 🥺#spotify wrapped w to the edge at the top fr. OH MY GOD THIS MONTH#W KH FINALLY. YK ON SPOTIFY 😭 riku n dearly beloved those osts mean so much to me hehe n then#FFXIV NOW TOO 🥹#so weird listening to these on spotify. this means i can remove a lot of my mp3s now that i downloaded from yt hdkfajsdkfl#i remember yk? IM GNA CRY SO BADLY I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE#I MISS. EDEN SO BAD IT HURTS. i miss raiding w my friends i miss laughing w them i miss calling n then. clearing. together.#i miss meeting new ppl. n. oh that one silly friend i still rmb those compliments man he made me attached for a bit i can't deny that but#IT'S JUST. FOND FOR ME TO LOOK BACK ON NOW.#n then. with this is just. endless small reminders of what i love in life so much. yk these memories these people these emotions n thoughts#all these stories. fuck. i feel like. a kid again n it's. smth i've missed lately. it soothes me so much n comforts my heart n soul n mind#sweet serenity oh how i missed you. yk that. that certain peace even though the world around me may be. yeah#even if the apocalypse wld come to test us all or smth i know that. the love i just have for. life wld. yk always return.#i'll always keep it close no matter how much it'll fucking hurt.#i love ffxiv so much i really do it just. yeah for the past few years has become one of my homes fr. always gives me comfort#always makes me remember myself again yk? hdflasdjflkd.. i miss emet-selch can you tell one reason why he's. rlly special to me#like bro he's. i mean. i find him. oh god how to put this i find him attractive fuck it but uh. his uhm. form as solus is.. he's#ffxiv shb grandpa simulator jokes for a reason 💀 but my bro i loved you ever since i knew you EMET-SELCH HE'S JUST. SO#SO ANNOYING. FUCK. PROMISES TO KEEP RN JUST MAKES ME EMOTIONAL ALL THE TIME. THE ORCHESTRA MAN#i want to write so much but. my mind is such a mess rn. but it. i feel better. i remember again. it. hdlfajsfkdjf :^) 😭#i. have sm to write. but i just wna cry i'm overwhelmed again but it's bcs i love. ffxiv sm 😭😭 imy n ilysm not just ffxiv but. everything
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IRIS I AM LITERALLYABSJXNID XOMF 😭😭😭😭 i love him . thank u . i love him . i loooooooooove him . i ran out of tags iris but him asking for ur socials if numbery is uncomfy? the cherry on top he is literally the dream . the respectful boy to ever . and i need him . want him . NEOOOOOOOOOOOWWW
in a world of boys, he's a gentleman
summary: a creep walks up to the shake stand window. your favorite customer scares him off. (college au!iwaizumi x you)
wc: 1.9k
cw/tags: college!au iwaizumi, creepy dude but he gets scared off don't worry, buff iwa gets nervous around you
note: so there's a protein shake stand like right outside my school's gym and that's where the inspiration for this little brain fart came from. also this is wholeheartedly dedicated to @shotorus my favorite iwa simp. i really hope you like this, it's my first time writing for your man but it most definitely will not be the last :D
likes, replies, and reblogs are appreciated <3
You didn’t anticipate finding a gym crush outside of the student rec center. Yet, there he was, every day at 5:00 passing the stand and every day at 6:30 ordering his usual, strawberries and bananas with chocolate protein powder. It’s a wonder how strictly he stuck to his schedule and you made it a point to have his order queued up in the system by the time he got to the window. To your detriment, it seemed that your infatuation had become obvious enough to your usually-oblivious coworkers.
“At this point, I think you took this job just to ogle him,” one of your friends points out as she runs a colander of fruit under the faucet. You give her a lighthearted glare and she flicks a few water droplets at you. “I’d guess you like seeing him more than the tips that other guys put in the jar. You really do so much for this company,” she says patronizingly and you roll your eyes. She had a point; you tended not to notice the phone numbers written on dirty napkins or social media handles hastily drawn on dollar bills. None of them interested you. None of them, except for the dude with a body like a Greek hero that made you want to get kidnapped by some mythological being.
“I just think he has a nice physique; is that such a bad thing?” She shoots you a skeptical look and you turn away sheepishly to check the clock. Thirty seconds to 6:30. “He should be here in a little bit,” you say quietly to yourself, hoping she doesn’t hear. It’s a nice sentiment, but ultimately futile.
“You’re counting down the seconds? Man, you’re worse than I thought.” She pats your shoulder sympathetically as she passes behind you and you lean your hands on the register counter.
“As if you’ve never had a gym crush before,” you fire back.
“You’re supposed to actually be inside the gym to have a gym crush,” she reminds you and you groan. “Why don’t you just switch your shift so you can see him while you workout?”
“I tutor before this, remember? Plus, I need to be able to charm the evening regulars so I can keep paying rent,” you admit. She nods in understanding and a glance at the clock shows ten seconds until 6:30. Your other usuals had come and gone for the day: the guy in the blue tank top that only seemed to work his forearms and biceps, the girl with the silly socks that had the most muscular calves you’d ever seen, the two frat bros with their backwards caps and arrogant voices. It hits 6:30, however, and your favorite regular isn’t behind the glass. He isn’t anywhere around, you realize. You can’t help the frown that draws the corner of your mouth down and, when you look to your coworker for support, she merely shrugs before grabbing a tub of powder from the top shelf. “It’s odd that he isn’t here yet.”
“Only you would think that,” she teases and you refocus on pulling up his usual order on the payment screen. “Maybe he got sick. There’s that frat flu going around right now.”
“Why would he be in a frat, though? And also, he’s definitely the type to wipe the hell out of every machine he uses.”
“If he uses machines; personally, he strikes me as a free weights-only kind of guy.” Before you can reply, a knock on the glass startles you back into customer-service mode. The man in front of you looked relatively normal, but the way his eyes looked you up and down several times made your stomach queasy. It wasn’t the first time creeps had checked you out through the window, but maybe you were feeling a little extra vulnerable waiting around for a regular who didn’t even know your name. Avoiding the man’s intrusive gaze, you shakily pull up his order, swipe his card for payment, and let him know that his shake would be ready soon.
“I have a question,” he says slowly before you can run and hide in the back. “What time are you out of here?”
“I’m not done for a while,” you state vaguely, praying that he wouldn’t ask about the remaining two and a half hours of your shift. “I work until closing.”
“I can come back and get you when you close.” His voice makes your skin crawl and his eyes feel like knives on your body.
“Excuse me?”
“Let me take you out to dinner. A nice looking person like you shouldn’t be alone at night.” Your heart drops into your stomach and your feet remain rooted to the floor, terrified in place. Was he gonna try to do something after you were off?
“Look, I’m not interested in any–”
“Hey, man. Are you done ordering yet? You’re holding up the line,” intrudes a voice that feels like a warm blanket wrapping around your shoulders. Somewhere between his usual order time and the creep asking you out, your favorite little crush came to stand in line to pay. His shoulders seemed extra broad today and the muscle of his biceps flexed under his compression shirt as he crossed his arms over his chest, staring daggers down at the guy who was freaking you out. He’d never looked so handsome, all sharp jawline and flexed muscles and piercing eyes. The creep recoils and scurries away, allowing you to take a deep breath that helps relieve some of the tension in your forehead. By pure muscle memory and running on adrenaline, your fingers swipe over the tablet and pull up his usual order before he can even say hello.
“Strawberry and banana with chocolate protein powder, right?”
“Yeah, that…that’s mine,” he says, slightly taken aback by the lingering expression of panic on your face. While he eyes you warily, you swipe his card and hand him his receipt, suddenly desperate to just disappear into the back for the rest of your shift. “Hey, are you okay?”
“What? No, yeah. I’m fine, totally fine,” you lie and give him a weak smile. His eyebrows furrow slightly and you can feel him try to analyze you, but not in the dehumanizing way as your previous customer. His eyes searched your expression worriedly and you caught him biting skin from his lip in concern. “It’s just that the guy before you was being a little weird.” Calling him “weird” was an understatement, but you didn’t want to inconvenience him more than you already have. “I’m fine, really.” He watches you for a moment more and then nods, murmuring a thank you under his breath and finding a spot to wait for his shake.
“This fell on the floor by the trash can,” he says plainly when he walks up to the pickup window after you call out his drink. The creepy guy hadn’t left the area yet, so your fight or flight instincts were still going haywire. Your gym crush, however, momentarily takes your attention by subtly sliding a dirty piece of paper across the counter to you as he picks up his cup with the other hand. “Thanks; I’ll see you tomorrow.” Before you can blink, he’s gone, leaving you with a cryptic folded message that makes your head spin. You sputter out an awkward farewell and hastily unfold the piece of paper.
I’ll be studying in the computer lab until the stand closes. If he’s still bothering you, come find me and I’ll walk you to your car or your dorm or wherever. -Iwaizumi Hajime
A sturdy rectangle of plastic falls from the paper and you stare at it in disbelief. It was an ID card for the university’s after-hours patrol division with his picture, full name, and student number printed on it. Iwaizumi, you echo mentally, you’re too good to be true. And, true to his promise, he’s a respectful distance away and stands with his hands in the pockets of his sweatpants at 9:00 when you lock up the shake stand. You’d lost sight of the creep an hour after Iwaizumi picked up his drink, but the paranoia didn’t leave your body and you’re only able to relax when he approaches you.
“This is yours,” you say, handing him his ID card with a small smile. “Thank you for looking out for me.”
“Of course. I’m sorry you had to deal with him,” he replies regretfully, uncomfortably adjusting his water bottle tucked into the crook of his elbow. “None of the guys at the gym like him. He’s always hitting on girls and giving them weird looks.”
“Looks like he was forced to look outside the gym, then,” you laugh lightly, feeling the tension release from your shoulders as you walk next to Iwaizumi in the direction of the parking lot. “Did your drink still taste okay? Or did my nervousness make it taste funny?” When he chuckles, it sounds like sunshine.
“It was just as tasty as it always is, thank you. You’ve really figured out how to make me the perfect drink every time.”
“Anything for my favorite customer,” you say without hesitation and your face feels like it’s been lit on fire. To your surprise, however, it seemed that Iwaizumi was just as flustered by your words. His eyes widen and his pretty mouth gapes a little bit, blinking rapidly to fix the short circuit in his brain. “I just hope he doesn’t come around here again. He makes my stomach churn.”
“Yeah, I get that,” he forces out and he’s silent for a while until your car is in sight. “Hey, sorry if this is super off-base, but do you wanna workout with me sometime? I can change the time I go but, if it means you don’t feel scared by that guy anymore, I’ll gladly rearrange my schedule.”
“You want me to workout with you?”
“I’d like to meet you for lunch sometime, too, but I figured I’d start with baby steps,” he admits, running a hand nervously through his hair while you fish your keys from your bag. “If you don’t want to, that’s totally fine–”
“No, no, I’d love to,” you reassure him and he looks visibly relieved. “I’ll change up my shift so you can still go around the same time you usually do, and I can just meet you outside. I’ve been needing a new spotter since mine picked up extra shifts in the library.”
“Great, yeah, awesome,” he says, a little dumbfounded by how eagerly you would give him a chance. If he was being honest, he’d wanted to ask you your name for months since you memorized his order, but he didn’t want to come off as pushy and ruin his chance with you. “Do you, uh, mind if I give you my number? Or I can give you a social media handle too if you’re not comfortable sharing your number.” God, he’s so good. He is so, so good. “Can you let me know you get home safe?”
“I will,” you promise. “Thank you for everything, Iwaizumi.”
“You can call me Hajime, if you want,” he offers softly and the fondness in his voice makes your heart flip. “Iwaizumi is fine too. Anything is fine.”
“Right,” you smile. “Well, goodnight, Hajime. Get home safe.”
“You too. Talk soon, okay?”
“I can’t wait.”
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