#and overall with how thats tainted it for me + how i want to stop trying to Make Up for not feeling romantic love by claiming-

[dyketubbo]

i used to be really into the love is what makes the world go round type posts but now that ive realized a lot of that was because i was trying to Make Up for being aspec all those posts just feel so bitter to me now

[gale-gentlepenguin]

Gale Reviews: Miraculous World: New York

(The following review contains spoilers, and if you would like to not be spoiled, I would recommend watching the episode before reading)

(I had to pause a LOT to get through this special)

-Oh s*** Cosmo bug and Astro Noir. That is so cool.

-Okay maybe its my audio, but their voices seem a bit deeper. No big, just something I noticed.

-Okay the yellow flower was cute. Good on you kitty.

- Also, side note. This is very nice animation. Very crisp.

- Marinette is moving on... kinda. Well, she is trying. Its not easy getting over someone you have a thing for. I guess that means Miracle Queen did happen and I will need to suck it up. But.... I am not moving on yet either.

- The puppet show was perfection. And honestly on par with what you would expect from middle school projects. (I almost thought it was the adults showing them and was like WTF)

-BACK THE F***. Madame Bustier is PREGNANT! PREGNANT?! I am so lost? What is the story!? Who is the father! Is she married? Is it artificial insemination! Is it the principal?

-Adrien so moved by Marinette’s outburst of Friendship. Marinette ‘Just a friend’ Dupain-Cheng is going the Tia Gardner method of friendship. Lol

-Marinette ready to fight and Gabriel just like ‘Yea sure whatever’ (Gabriel’s smile murders puppies)

- Kagami trying to cheer adrien up. If you love adrigami, get that juice. (That looked like a kiss kiss, but the angle seemed off, so I am not counting it that way.)

- Kitty Clicker is wonderful. This entire scene is gold.

-  Gorrilla doesnt like planes, poor baby

- Plagg, you are a devious little s***. I love you so much. As a writer, his dialogue on how to convince adrien is so devilish its amazing. Using technicalities to tempt adrien.

-Lukanette shippers get your juice... even if it was still tainted a bit by Adrien inclusion. You still get a kiss.

- Okay, can we appreciate that Adrien is also having the same amount of trouble as Marinette moving on, but also include Guilt into the equation? I love this because you KNOW Chat noir is going to get an ear full later.

-Marinette has totally moved on from Adrien.... Oh my poor sweet little girl. You havent. You havent even a little. This ride is litterally the reverse of Startrain and its amazing. Alya is NOT helping. Also, give the person that drew Marinette’s Daydreams a f***ing raise. They earned it

-Marinette pulling herself OUT of the situation. Now adrien is slightly bummed out. Well i am sure that this is the last awkward experience with Adrien she will have. It isnt like the two of them will get lost in NY together... thats whats gonna happen isnt it?

-Marinette walking past all the couples sleeping together. JULROSE GET YOUR JUICE!!!

-Ah yes, nothing like watching the sunset with your good friend. Yes, you good pal, Adrien. Who is Just a friend. Wow, the realization that Marinette used the word friend in this movie more times then Adrien did in the entire series so far. (Or at the very least close)

- Adrien, STOP! Marinette is trying to move on from you! Stop making it so damn difficult for her. (I am not serious, i am eating this s*** up like Sushi)

-Nino confirms he loves Adrien. ADRINO COME GET YOUR JUICE! But yea, I feel alya and Nino’s pain. So they are going to help them both.

-Adrienette hugs. Yes, good.

-And thank goodness for Techno Pirate! Saving everyone from awkwardness by trying to bring down a plane... thats heading for NY...

-OH SWEET! BATMAN RIP OFF AND Captain Marvel rip off! And their sidekicks, Robin rip off and... Medusa girl? Okay Neat.

-Jokes aside, Majestia and Night Owl are boss as hell.

-Wow, I know that Ladybug and Chat noir got powerups now. But these United Heroes make their powers look so bland in comparison.

-Get rekt France!

-ADRIEN! DONT USE YOUR PHONE ON AN AIRPLANE! Well, unless he is using the in flight wifi, then he good.

-How come New York has a f*** ton of superheroes in this universe? America really gets all the cool stuff regardless of what fictional universe your in.

- Why are the superheroes so keen on watching over Marinette’s class? Do they know? Do they know Marinette and Adrien are there? Or is it like they just want to prevent an international incident. PLEASE LET IT BE THE LATER.

- I have only had Aeon for 15 seconds and I would violently murder anyone who harms her.

-Oh my Sabrina! GET YOURSELF AN AMERICAN BOY! ... And Chloé is going to ruin the fun. Oof tough break roomies.

-The entire class! I cant even! Not even a second after the door closes they out to party on the roof!

-Aeon, “See? They are made for eachother!”

- Damn, now that’s some guitar playing! Plus Her design is boss as heck. America really just has better versions of EVERYTHING.

-American boy basically snuck in to see Sabrina! GET IT GIRL!

-HOTDOG SUPERHERO! WITH MAGIC HOTDOGS!!!!!! BEST NEW YORK EVER!

-Nino and Alya be tag teaming this!

-Wow Zag, you stuffing me full of Adrinette goodness. Gorilla is a beautiful sunflower.

- Marinette and Adrien havent been in the US 24 hours and they already have two shippers of them. Also, what do doors have against them?

-Jess is Shipping it too hard. “Lets put them in danger!”

-Jess is having way too much fun with this.

-Hawkmoth akumatizing an actual Super villain. FINALLY!

- “Wouldn’t you rather have an Atomic Bomb?” I love Techno pirate.

-”Super Heroes should never use their powers for personal gain.”  Hmmm I wonder how this will back fire on everyone involved.

-”OH S*** HE STOLE THEIR CANNONS! BOOM GOES THE CANNONS!”

-Okay, I take back what I said, these heroes need some Miraculous asap.

- Ladybug is 100% justified in being angry with Chat Noir. It is his fault.

-AEON!!!! NO!!!!!!! Okay, guess i have to kill that techno pirate, and Chat noir

-MAJESTIA IS F***ING PISSED! WRECK HIM MAJESTIA!

- Seems they really hammering it in that Chat noir f***ed up. They right though, but at least Ladybug isnt angry enough to agree that Chat noir should give up his miraculous to some rando. FLEEING FROM THE LAW!

-So lucky charm can only fix damage due to specific villains. It cant fix things when the villain is gone or they are out of range. I always knew it had limitations, but damn. Chat noir REALLY screwed the pooch on this one.

-Adrien no! Oh s***! He cant just... I mean.... He can but...

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-Gabriel stole the Eagle! The Kwami of Freedom. The irony is so delicious here.

- So night Owl and Sparrow are both chick with Masculine superhero appearances. Thats actually pretty damn smart, great way to keep people off their identity.

-Welp, i am depressed. Adrien doesnt have Plagg.

-EVEN THE PRESIDENT IS A SUPER HERO! AMAZING!

- So an akumatized person can USE A MIRACULOUS WHILE AKUMATIZED! WHAT THE F*** THATS AWESOME. Also why didnt catalyst do that?

-Gabriel actually getting adrien out of there while before s*** hits the fan. That is actually kind of a decent parenting move. Granted he is going to cause it, but appreciate it.

-Marinette the bike thief is back! And she is an international criminal!

- She tried so hard. Welp I am glad that Marinette is clearly over... actually no. This trip made that clear.

-Liberation, Wow. That is the most American power I have ever seen. I LOVE IT.

- Okay, so I never thought i would say this. maybe there is such a thing as too much freedom? Or at least Freedom that lets you impede on Other people’s freedoms.

- I know what Zag is up to, and it is working. I want a tv series Of Jess and Aeon. They are wonderful.

-So Majestia can casually move the moon. Yea, thats amazing and terrifying! I love her.

-Quantum masking! So there is a glamor effect! I knew it! So Aeon knows who ladybug and Chat noir are.

-DID I F***ING MENTION I WOULD MURDER FOR AEON!

-aeon will never see Tikki or plagg. Thats so sad.

-At least Adrien learned an important lesson.

-Cute LADYNOIR REUNION

-The was clever, using the keychain

- Eagle jess is epic.

-and Majestia can catch missles. Considering she can move the moon. Not surprising.

-OH DAMN, Night owl and Sparrow are LEGACY HEROES! Thats like the Phantom, Or like Jojo.

-That was sweet of Marinette and the class.

-Oh so the guardian of those miraculous came back to claim it.

-But now sounds like the set up for a new series.

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Overall, I did greatly enjoy this movie. Though there were times i wanted to know more, and times I wanted to know less. I know this takes place sometime during season 4, but the exact time is vague. It did tell a really cool story. It felt like a three episode saga combined into one. It was kind of interesting. And damn the drama was higher.

I give it a 7.5/10.

I would rate it up there with my favorite ML episodes.

[huntersend71]

Trials In Tainted Space Easy Mode

Trials In Tainted Space Easy Mode

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Don’t you hate it when you’re a big tiddy elf guy with luscious golden hair 2 wieners, bird legs, bull arms, and a unused puss but you run out of magic and have to resort to charming your way past a plant monster only to get caught in its grasp and taken to its lair to fulfill its every desire, me too. But thats just merely a glimpse of one of Fenoxo’s text based games, Corruption of Champion. And there is far more to this over the top world than you go in expecting. With that being said, lets jump into this wet dream’s wet dream.

Corruption of Champions 2 is a continuation of Fenoxo’s Corruption of champions series following the events of a female champion successfully conquering a foreign world full of nonsensical lewd imaginings. You the new hero of the story, follow in “her” steps, as the first quest implies, by going on a new journey. This not being of the other world, but of your very own world full of corruption due to the demon Kasyrra who crossed into your world. It is your self appointed task, with your created character, to stop this demon and stop her from destroying the world and claiming your soul. That’s really just the tldr of the story, but the game (being a text based game) really goes into additional lore and details for your viewing pleasure.

Trials in Tainted Space Cheats are the best strategy to make the game in a winning position. Several features are available for the player to access, intentional, or otherwise to get the most wanted benefit in the game. Updated special scenes window to make it easy to understand, now the button to start the scenes is in the bottom of the window and it looks like a normal button. Solved some bugs. Minor changes in Rex's walking animation and drawings for the same animation. The new beginning of the game has some changes that will bring changes for future versions. Trials in Tainted Space has been made a synonym of Trials in Tainted Space (Video Game).Works and bookmarks tagged with Trials in Tainted Space will show up in Trials in Tainted Space (Video Game)'s filter.

Now the elephant in the room, yes, it is a text based game with more reading than many will desire if you’re looking for that extra push across the nut horizon. But if you’re looking for a decent lewd game to rock out to, this one is pretty decent with as many fetishes as you can count being thrown in. Some of the many many fetishes you may encounter range from: pregnancy, tentacles, mind control, aphrodisiac drugs, milfs, giant..giant breast, insects, corruption, plenty o traps, humiliation, the list goes on and on, and has something here for everyone. So if you can put up with reading your lewds, I really recommend you give this a try if you haven’t already.

You start the game off creating your own character, initial gender, additional “equipment”, how blessed you are in certain bodily aspects and of course your class. From warrior, to mage, healer to bard, CoC2 gives you quite a few more choices than its predecessor to personalize your character and a few more for your class. Of course with this game, nothing is set in stone, especially your gender and sex, so there is no real need to get too hung up on every detail. Throughout your journey in the game you will be accompanied by various companions, acquire new gear, items and spells from npcs and random encounters, and of course level up on your eventually quest to take down Kasyrra.

Some notable changes from the first Corruption of Champions that I noted and liked is the more visual aspect of many functions such as the new character portraits, gear and equipment, and even the revamped health and magic meters. Its overall and just a more involving experience than the first CoC. The game also GIVES you spells and abilities at the beginning of the game rather than starting off with nothing despite being a trained mage in CoC1. Call me bad at the first game but that was a constant gripe I had.

Another thing Inoted, is that this game CAN BE HARD. Its not as simple as grindingto a new level sometimes to conquer a boss, the game scales with youand introduces new enemies to always keep up the challenge. Howeverthere are plenty of wikis and support for both games that candefinitely give you a hint on how to improve or move on up if youwant to play the game as legit as possible. Other than that, there isa in game menu that can make some of the combat aspects easier that Iwould personally recommend if you’re here just for the lewds.

Some other creature comforts via the menu gives you the ability to protect your virginity or rather have enemies target your butt than your puss if you’re a girl, or a guy with girl bits, auto save every 5 minutes if you wish, a silly mode with over the top variations for some of the in game sex scenes, and of course that easy mode I was talking about.

Trials In Tainted Space Easy Mode

Overall, this game is one of my favorites hands down to play. True enough its a text based game, and for many that visual aspect in their lewds is essential to enjoying lewds and even the increased visuals here probably aren’t enough to satisfy that. But if you have the time, will, and lust to power through some text for some sex, this is definitely a h game you shouldn’t sleep on.

If you like his work check out Fenoxo’s patreon, twitter and has his own site, fenoxo.com where he uploads his current games CoC 1 and 2 and Trials in Tainted Space….CoC and TiTs.

Just like many other games, Trials in Tainted Space has a number of cheats that gamers can use to gain a desired advantage in the game. Doing the cheats also makes winning easy. So, if you would like to cheat in this game, you will find Tainted Space cheats and consoles really helpful.

However, before you proceed to modify your game, remember to keep your original game file. This will be the backup in case of issues resulting from modification.

How to use cheat codes in Trials in Tainted Space?

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You can use cheats by inputting cheat codes to your device while gaming. This can be done in two ways:

Using a keyboard – you can use cheats by typing the message directly using the keyboard while you are playing the game.

Accessing a text box like V-KO’s CustomInput: Here, you can insert and submit the code using text input box. However, this is limited to the cheats it can activate. Hence, not all cheats are compatible with it.

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Trials in Tainted Space cheats and console commands

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So, you can use the following console commands to cheat your way through Tainted Space.

Treatment: Forces the treatment to use the default effects. (Won’t activate until one of the other treatment cheats is activated).

Bimbo: Forces the treatment to use the Female effects.

Bull: Forces the treatment to use the Male effects.

Amazon: Forces the treatment to use the Amazon effects.

Cumcow: Forces the treatment to use the Cum-Cow effects.

Fauxcow: Forces the treatment to use the Faux-Cow effects.

Motherlode: Gives enough XP to reach the next level.

88mph: Pass large amounts of time.

Urta (previously known as “furfag”): Enables infinite item use for most consumable items (Enter again to disable).

Poison (previously known as “sjw”): Replaces “shemale” with “dick-girl” throughout the game’s scenes dynamically (since v0.8.010).

Tistheseason: It will bring up a menu with a list of all special holidays. You may choose to toggle holiday events for that holiday to: Always On, Always Off, or Automatic (default).

Marcopolo: All the planets will be unlocked by this command, except Breedwell and Kashima.

Laplove: It will revert the game to its earlier inclusion of the Lapinara Parasitic Female and Prophylactic (Lapinara).

Beshineforever: When you are fighting the Nym-Foe, her Injection Tail ability will only affect breasts, increasing their rate of growth significantly. Also, opens up a debug menu for Doctor Badger in the Bimbotorium: You can also change her status from Normal, to Imprisoned, to Bimbofied.

More cheats and console commands

Insaneinthemembrane: This changes Bess ‘ name to Runa.

Mitzi: Captain Steele will instantly rescue Mitzi on this command, by passing the Stellar Tether Dungeon.

Doll: Teleports the player to the start of the KiroQuest dungeon; was added during the development of version 0.8.23, it is most likely to be removed at a later date or upon full quest implementation).

Anofferyoucantrefuse: Allows you to Skip to a certain part of Akane’s first quest.

Clowncar: Allows ship to take off with any amount of crew members.

Anotherbrickinthewall: Immediately gain 100K reusable credits. The details will be updated after any changing of screen. Activate it only by direct typing. It cannot be activated in text input box and Codex Console.

UP+DOWN+LEFT+RIGHT: Use the arrow keys on your keyboard to do this. It gives you 5xZil Ration.You can earn 10,000 Credits per full inventory if you sell to Burt on Mhen’Ga. If you want to quickly sell a full inventory hold down the 1 key on your keyboard.

Idclev: Teleport instantly back to your ship.

V-Ko: V-Ko can sell various items to Captain Steele from her supplies option. Through her Examination option, she is able to treat any kind of disease. She can also use the Heal option to revive Captain Steele’s HP at a cost equivalent to the amount of heath needed. She can also take commands through her CustomInput option. V-Ko reacts based on the keyword in the command. The following are the valid V-Ko commands:

Release or relief resulting in Sexual Relief

Electro or stim resulting in Electrostim

Milk or breastpump or pump or “lactate” resulting in Breastpump Milker

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Conclusion

You can use the above cheats to achieve more in Trials in Tainted Space. Don’t forget to back up your original file first. Drop your questions or comments in the comments section below.

[ghost-in-the-stalls]

What are ur tilda hcs?

Okay im finally gonna answer this!! Thank you so much for asking!!! I love receiving asks and I love sharing my headcanons. Sorry again it's so late ❤❤❤

This isn't gonna be nearly as well worded and eloquent as I originally planned. The first time I wrote it it basically became a drabble about her life. And then I lost that whole draft. Lmao

I just don't have it in me to recreate that whole thing again but I still wanna share my headcanons about her because I do have a lot!

I also wanna say this is in no way to like... excuse her behavior or try and redeem her. She was a terrible person. But people aren't born terrible. And I like taking 2 dimensional fictional women and making them make sense. So this isn't to excuse but instead to explain? I guess?

cw for all the shit you expect with the minyards by now, but specifically drug addiction and statutory rape. Also this is LONG so its going under a cut.

So first of all, I imagine her and Luther as being half siblings. Their father was a preacher or something- someone with a big role in their church's community and a big reputation of being a reliable, wise, holy man.

When Luther was maybe around 3 years old, there was this teenage girl in the congregation who would often come to Mr. Hemmick for advice, guidance, comfort, etc. She didn't quite fit in in school, wasn't great at academics and struggled to keep up with her siblings achievements, and was overall going through a lot of the turmoil thats unfortunately common for teenagers.

So she, like many people in the congregation, went to Mr Hemmick for guidance and ended up seeing a lot of him. She felt listened to and believed in with him. She felt like he treated her as more mature than the way her family treated her. She trusted him. He abused that.

If you asked her at the time, she would have said it was consensual between them. But she was 16. And when she became pregnant, he turned on her REAL fast lemme tell you. He made her promise not to tell anyone that he was the father, and he only told his wife. And of course, when he told his wife, he talked at length about how this 16 year old girl tempted him to sin; how he regretted it and only hoped she could learn to truly find God.

So he took the child in upon being born as a way to "attone" for what he'd done, but the whole community (not knowing he was the father) just saw it as an act of good will. And of course he'd tout off a lot in his sermons about how he'd be able to give the baby a much better, holier lifestyle than a teenager who turned her back on god by having sex.

So he and his wife end up raising Tilda from birth, but they make sure she knows from the beginning the circumstances of her birth. They drill it into her that her mother was a dirty sinner and that she herself is tainted as a result. She is raised always feeling like she needs to be twice as good to even be considered half as good as her brother in her parents eyes.

Naturally, she stops trying pretty early. In middle school, I imaging her being one of those bullies. The really nasty ones who get violent at their victims for even looking at them wrong. Idk about anyone else, but in my schools growing up the fights between the girls were always way bloodier than the ones between the guys. And I imagine those as the types of fights she got in- especially when one of her victims decides to stand up for themselves by throwing her own baggage back in her face.

By high school, she was thoroughly committed to the role of problem child. She would do everything she could to upset her family and get herself into shit. She'd do drugs, skip classes, show up to school drunk, stay out late, etc. In addition to all this, she would purposefully find whatever guy seemed like the most trouble and take him home. Whether this was the school drug dealer, a boy who got expelled for some rough shit, or college boys who caught her eye at parties.

So she's basically dug this hole for herself where she's committed to actually being the child of sin that her family has always seen her as anyway. The few people who tried to reach out to her wouldn't get far. She would push and push at them to see how far she could stretch their patience (to see how long it took them to give up on her like everyone else).

She even had one teacher who never did give up on her. But she outright told Tilda that she can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped. Those words would ring in Tildas ears for years to come, even if she never found it in herself to put the concept into action.

So eventually she'd graduate- just barely because she rarely put in effort in school- and she'd be left to suddenly have to find a place in the world when she previously never even thought she'd have a future. She started batting heads with her family even more (which no one thought was possible at that point) but it became less antagonistic on her end. She was still a shit stirrer, don't get me wrong. But she was getting tired. The fights were less about her being intentionally aggrevating and aggressive and more about her continuously being unable to live up to their expectations.

Luther already had a promising job as a cop at this point, meanwhile she was still living at home and bouncing between jobs that barely kept her afloat and boyfriends that barely made her feel worth something. She'd gotten into drugs in high school, and the habit only got worse now that she was out. It was the only thing that made her feel something other than misery or numbness. She could lose herself in the drugs and the boyfriends and the late nights out. She would come home to see her parents less and less and would speak to them only when absolutely necessary.

Eventually Mr. Hemmick died fairly young (heart attack or something equally as tragic. Whatever I dont care about him enough to pick the details) and his wife followed soon after by suicide. The house was left to Luther, who moved back in immediately and said there'd be changes in the household. He basically told Tilda to quit the drugs and go back to church if she wanted to stay in the house. He also had other rules like keeping a job, dumping her current boyfriend, giving her a curfew, etc.

So she left. She took her shitty beat up car an ex had fixed up for her and headed to California. A friend from high school lived out that way, so that's where she headed.

During this period in her life the drugs got a lot worse. This is also when she realized that she had become addicted. Mainly this is because, even after being away from her family and having freedom, she was still miserable. She didn't know how to get through a day sober. The constant variation between numbness and misery was too much to bare, but she wasn't ready to help herself. She wasn't ready to commit to her own healing and health.

She was in and out of therapy and rehab as quickly as she'd change jobs and partners. She wouldn't commit, and as soon as she had an out she'd take it. Had to miss an appointment for scheduling? Didn't make it back to the shelter in time to claim her bed for the night? Forgot to call back one of the few people who tried to reach out? No going back.

This is my main thing with Tilda. She was a shitty person who had a shitty life. But she never found the strength and commitment in herself to put in the work to be better. She instead let herself fall further and further down the hole because it was easier than pulling herself out. Because part of her still believed deep down that she had succeeded in living up to her birthright- that she wasn't deserving of ever healing or being better.

It was in one of these rehab facilities that she met the twins' father (and this part is absolutely inspired by Luke and Joey from the haunting of hill house). He was a guy with a similar past to hers- always sure he was meant to be bad so he committed to the role and never learned to commit to anything else. The difference between them, though, was that he was ready to get better.

They became fast friends and leaned on one another a bit while in rehab. She didn't see him as anything other than a friend, but he unfortunately became set on this idea that they would heal and move forward together. She knew he had feelings for her and enabled him (she didn't love him back but had never actually felt cared for like this before). He believed in her even when she didn't believe in herself, which was a lot. Unfortunately for him, he also ended up being more committed to her healing than she was. When she eventually started spiraling again, all other feelings for him were overshadowed by the part of her that just saw an opportunity.

She took advantage of him. She slept with him, took his money while he was sleeping, and bailed to get high and never see him again. Now I'm not gonna say she was just a devil who entered this poor man's life. He saw her more as a potential for an ideal life than a person. He was more in love with the dream he had of them getting better and starting a life together than he was actually in love with her and who she was as a person. Bad match all around.

So she never saw or heard from him again. When she found out she was pregnant, she went home to Luther and his wife and son. She didn't tell him right away that she was pregnant. Instead, she pretended she was just finally ready to commit to God and turn her life around. She played the part alright for a while, went to church with them and got sober and everything, but tried to leave and move into a women's shelter when she started showing. Luther found out and brought her home.

At first he was actually super supportive- mainly because he just genuinely thought she wanted to find God and stop "living in sin". But when she finally told him she didn't plan to keep the child, he turned on her.

We know the story from there. Personally I think the night that she stole the money and ran as her point of no return. Years down the line, when she knew she was being a terrible mother and person, she'd remember that night. And she'd think to herself how this is who she was always meant to be. How she doesnt deserve to be any better than how she is. And she'd dig the hole deeper.

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So yeah thats my take on Tilda Minyard. Sorry it was so long. I like the idea of giving depth and complexity to female characters- even the bad guys and the ones I don't like. I have a similar lengthy life concept for Mary Hatford as well, but it isn’t nearly as long. If anyone is curious lol

Thanks again for asking!

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No matter what spiritual beliefs I may have; I truly believe that the key to healing all parts of yourself and others is to heal one piece of yourself at a time, then pass that knowledge to someone else. Not to get all Christian on anyone, but in the Bible it states, "thou shall not worship any other god, for I am a jealous God." God never denies that other Gods exist. He just states he is a jealous God and if you choose to worship him, worship him only. With that being said as a Christian practicing druid ways, I've learned that it's ok to believe in magic, energy, manifestation. I also know that each spiritual teachings have a price to pay, yes even Christians too. The walk along any spiritual/religious path come with its own trials and tribulations. Struggling to be open minded, yet loyal to our teachings. Christians judging other beliefs does no good, just as no other spiritual/religious beliefs judging Christians is no better. It only hinders our ability to heal and pass it on to others. I used to collect crystals, cleanse them, make me feel better. Through a deep dark spiritual awakening I realized our power lies within God, and whatever God or Goddess you believe too. Reading the Bible helped me open my eyes that God gave us free will to choose what we want to believe. I believe my God is magic. He spoke to Moses through a burning bush! Like come on that's magic. Although the word magic is frowned upon, I can't help but think logically and realistically, That's fucking magic! How can any Christian deny that's magic, energy, manifestation? So where was I getting at with the crystals and stones you may ask? If God made everything on the earth, wouldn't that mean he put energy and magic into what he created so that we could heal and take care of ourselves? So comes my next point, I no longer go out and buy crystals they are gifted to me or I find them hiking. If I do purchase one I never keep them for long nor do I touch them. I cleanse the ones I have put them away by a window where my plants are. I don't hang out with really anyone, but I know when they found their home. I no longer collect crystals for myself, rather I give them away with good intention and knowing it belongs to that person. Like anyone does a spell I pray to God to bless my rocks with love and whatever may be missing in that person's life.

Now you may be asking why the hell am I rambling on? Because I can and because no one truly cares what my thoughts are, but I feel they have to be heard somehow. I'm Native American, Scottish, English, French. My kids are African American, Native American, etc., I also have a very big family in general with lots of different cultures and beliefs. I have always struggled with what am I supposed to believe. How do I respect others beliefs and still have my own? What do I believe in? Am I a witch? Am i an evangelistic Christian? Am I druid?? Am I dark or am I light? I choose to believe in everything. I'm very spiritually tuned in, in a wisdom, intuition,spiritually political, dreams, I can't speak negative otherwise it happens, because of this I learned you don't need spells, if your energy and intent is strong. I have other random gifts. I do believe other deities exist, I choose not to worship them, but I do acknowledge them with respect. I have done tarot, I have done spells, seances, when I was younger and didn't know how to spirtually protect myself then. I do believe I opened a portal when I did the seance when I was 10, I do believe something dark has followed me since then. As punishment and proof of my loyalty to God for his protection and strength to handle my darkness. I use my darkness as armor to walk through darkness, to help guide or give hope to those whom may want to walk through the door of light and yes shadow workers have light. I always wondered why I feel full of life, but so dead inside, being a shadow worker is not for the faint of hearts, often feels like a curse, but for humanity overall is a blessing in the end. After all it is the price I pay for not properly knowing how to perform a seance. You think I'd learn my lesson with the seance, but no I had to try spells. They work, but there is a price to pay in anything you practice. I paid heavily, which taught me the lesson of using spells and speaking in general with good intent, if there is a slight doubt I will not proceed. I have spoken bad on someone and revoked it, so that I take back all the karma and stop their suffering. Let me tell you holy cow lesson learned. I don't do spells except for that in prayer. Buddhism taught me to work on ego, greed, pride, peace of mind. So many amazing teachings and so many beautiful rituals. As you can tell this is why I love druidism, they are known for wisdom, worshipping other deities,political guidance, although rejected they eventually incorporated Christianity in there, I'm sure it was forced upon them? However as a practicing Druid Christian, I'm a firm believer humans taint the teachings for the sake of power and the actually meanings of the teachings get lost with the hate people create around it. It is not our deities who fail us, it is us who fails us.

If someone says blessed be, do not be offended or reject good energy, just because it's not God or it's magic. Energy itself is magic thats what we are in this human body.

If someone says or asks to pray for you, do not be offended, maybe that's the only way they no how to send out good energy, because they don't do spells and are scared, due to lack of knowledge and understanding.

If someone is dark energy or accept darkness, you love them as they are. Whether you can tolerate it close or far away is your choice, but practice acceptance.

We all are supposed to learn to preserve the earth and heal each other. Heal within ourselves first, then pass down the knowledge. If you don't agree with something, ask yourself what can I learn from this? Then tell yourself you are not perfect, but you are ok. Lightworkers don't always look bright. Shadow workers aren't always dark. There's a positive to a negative, no matter how small. The impossible is always possible.

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i like all those questions so do em all ???

awh thanks babe. im gonna do most of them and then just not do the ones i dont wanna do lol

billie jean: what do you notice more in a song - the drums or bassline?

guitar lol

sweet dreams (are made of this): what’s the best dream you’ve had?

idk?? i dont remember a lot of them. i usually like warm, soft ones where i remember the presence of my so and not much else

africa: favourite 80s music video?

inxs never tear you apart or billy idol white wedding (sry not sry babe)

every breath you take: who’s the first person your mind goes to when you hear a love song?

my sweet and handsome and overall amazing boyfriend

should i stay or should i go: how many languages do you speak?

one and ein bisschen Deutsch

uptown girl: what’s your favourite book trope?

hmm science going too far? is that a trope?

don’t stop believin’: what’s the longest journey you’ve been on?

physically, virginia to georgia.

i wanna dance with somebody (who loves me): who was the last person you danced with?

my babyyyy (together it was lovesong and very intimate i was smitten and happy)

maneater: where did you spend your last friday night?

in my bed, sick and miserable

jessie’s girl: what would you do if you found out your best friend was seeing your ex?

lmaao uhh?? idk ask wtf happened i guess thatd be really weird and unlikely

born in the u.s.a.: what’s your home town like?

small & rural with nothing to do but drive 30 mins to go shopping/eat out

wake me up before you go-go: how did your last date go?

not sure what to consider my last date?? i guess it would be the vmfa and lunch and cupcakes after and i really enjoyed it even tho i was getting sick

girls just want to have fun: relationship with your parents?

i love my mom but we got our issues

beat it: opinions on the police force?

???? theyre good and bad and necessary imo i guess.

never gonna give you up: how old were you when you joined the internet?

8 i guess idk i dont remember my childhood lol

material girl: are you sentimental?

oh yee

walk this way: what was the most expensive thing you bought in the last six months?

gas lol

you shook me all night long: are you seeing anyone at the moment?

yes!!!! im very much in love w @in-fear-of-rot

thriller: favourite film genre and why?

cult classics, i guess? if thats a genre. or vampires, if thats a genre. idk i dont watch a lot of films, i just watch like the same fave ten

i want candy: chocolate or sweets?

both??? depends on what im craving i guess

ghostbusters: how far do you believe in the paranormal?

hmmm not far i dont think. i believe each person believes what they believe and it exists for them, if that makes sense.

hungry like the wolf: what’s your crush’s favourite music genre?

hooooooooo boy uhhhhhhhhhhh could change at any given second, even during a song??? all the waves (cold,dark,new i think)

walk like an egyptian: favourite song currently in the charts?

is love by kendrick lamar still in the charts??? idek. this is america is pretty relevant.

(i’ve had) the time of my life: if you could relive any ten minutes of your life, what would you relive?

probs a miw concert at its most intense

just can’t get enough: what’s your guilty pleasure?

!!!! right now vegan videos on youtube and julien solomita’s vlogs. cant stop watching either.

i’m gonna be (500 miles): how far apart do you and your best friend live?

like 30 mins now

you spin me round (like a record): favourite modern cover of an older song?

dead mans party - a thorn for every heart

living on a prayer: which was the song of your childhood?

here comes the sun by the beatles

sweet child o’ mine: describe your perfect first date.

idk something simple or nerdy i guess?? it usually doesnt matter ive found, if i enjoy the person, ill enjoy whatever we’re doing

eye of the tiger: favourite 80s movie?

the breakfast club, footloose, the lost boys

under pressure: give an example of a world event that occurred the year you were born.

columbine (the fact that it happened the year i was born was actually very upsetting to me when studying it - and i mean studying it, in school, not fucking fanning over it)

with or without you: what would you value most: a relationship or a job?

a relationship overall i guess?? idk kinda hard to compare but my relationship gives me steady happiness and a job isnt Really a necessity for me Yet

pour some sugar on me: turn ons?

nails, talking/commands, biting/marks. my bf existing.

in the air tonight: do you enjoy flying?

yee i used to expect for the noise/ear popping

tainted love: thoughts on synthesisers/electronic drum kits/technology based music?

cool i guess? i can have a mood for it

like a virgin: share a controversial opinion.

uhh idk if its controversial but “straight passing” lgbt+ couples still have a place in the community

karma chameleon: what do you like most about your appearance?

my hair, my makeup, or my outfit. depends on the day.