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Blind sexDate[Ft. StayC's Isa & Fromis_9's Chaeyoung]
Tags: none, its a threesome
Word count: 6.5K
Author's: that...took a while, started to write this in 26th of August so i did take a very long time to finally have this out but here it is: my October upload
I really want to thank @prael @capslocked @octoberautumnbox and many others from the discord for helping me with stuff I wasn't sure about, i am really proud of that fic and i hope everyone else will enjoy reading it as much as i had fun writing it.
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She sounds pretty.
It's the lilt of her voice, how it does a cute thing where she almost, but not quite rolls her r's and chews on her consonants. A voice that sounds like it belongs to someone small. Someone, you know - conventionally attractive.Â
Four minutes, fifty-five seconds. And that's pretty much all she has going for her.
"Let me tell you about my friend's vacation," she starts again, and you've lost track of if this is the same friend, same vacation - or a new one. They're all blending together.
you always thought the âblindâ was a figure of speech. it's fucking pitch black, you wonder if compared to the other guys you were underdressed,, you did see one guy with a blazer and jeans your paycheck couldn't even pay a quarter of it.
But back to the girl, her non stop ramble is now a background noise in your ears, not even sure you can recall who is the ex of who and which boyfriend cheated on her best friend with her sister. Your brain can't keep up.
but regardless, the first round is thankfully over, say your goodbyes to the first girl and stay in your chair.
you consider leaving right now to try and not get disappointed even more, howeverâŠ
âHeyâ The next girl is already here, it will be rude of you to leave just like that.
âHi I am Jakeâ you respond
âNice to meet you, my name is Chaeyoung, but you can just call me Isaâ she responds. The first impression you gather is her voice, Airy and sweet like honey
âHuh, it's a pretty name, First time I ever heard a name like that â you can hear a quiet giggle to your compliment.
âThank you, I am actually from South Korea, I came here to LA for summer vacationâ.
âThat's cool, I actually live in LA myselfâ You lean back in your chair, getting comfortable around the mysterious girl.
âOh wowâ you could hear the excitement in her voice. âDo you have any places you can recommend to me?â she asked.
âUhhâŠwell, Here in Santa Monica Pier it's always fun for tourists too walk around here, I assume you have already been at the walk of fame in Hollywood and Universal studiosâ you answer.Â
âI have to say though: this whole dating in the darkness is very fun, isn't it?â Fun is certainly one way to describe this, the other way is a gamble but for the sake of keeping the conversation fun you agree with her.
âIts like all of my other senses are much stronger, like some superheroâŠâ Isa giggles, it's addictive that you can't help but join, with the sound of small shifts on her chair you can imagine how she is doing some battle poses.
âHehe thats truuu-â quickly shut your mouth, that voice crack was the last thing you needed on a date but fortunately for you, Chaeyoung sounds a short laugh.
âNervous?â
âheheâŠYeah, been a while since i was on a dateâ you explain, recalling your experiences with your failed relationships, it still stings a bit.
"Let's play a game then." There's some faint sounds of movementâa ruffling of clothes and the creak of a chair. She sounds clearer now, her voice doesn't have to carry as far and she's far more pronounced.Â
"Help you relax a bit: What do you think I look like?â she asks, her tone is playful and happy as if she is the host of a game show, This second date goes better than you expected.
âHmmâŠlet me thinkâŠI am gonna guess that you haveâŠblack hairâŠis it long?â Your first answer is hesitant.
âNot telling~â she responds with a playful note. âHow about my clothes?â
There is curiosity in her voice, excited to see how you will respond, you could hear her fingers tapping on the table, remembering to not waste time. âWell, you sound like a sweet girl, like the simple things in life, soâŠâ you pause, trying to imagine her in many different styles and clothes that could fit her in the 5 or so minutes that you got to know her.Â
Remember who is wasting whoâs time so better lock in your answer now and say.
âMy guess is⊠a summer dress?â quite the answer you give out, and the way you say it like you are one answer away from receiving the grand prize of Chaeyoung's game show, but back to her answerâŠ
âYou think it's something I will wear?â Isa questions, her tone sounds like she is also imagining herself wearing one.
âYeah, it looks cute,â you respond. âAnd its not too crazy to wear on a first dateâ you add, hearing a small giggle after.
âOk, i will keep it mind next time we meetâ
âWill there be a next time?â
âI don't see why notâ
You're happy, a bit surprised it didn't take you that much time to find someone in this speed blind dating thing, expecting more or less what happened the prior date but here you are.
âIt's your turn to guess now?â You ask, already feeling comfortable around her.
âOk ok, so i-â
But sadly as if life has decided to cockblock you, the time is over as an alarm can be heard as a signal to switch, you can only look at the general direction of where Chaeyoung could be and sigh, showing your disappointment.
âWe can always meet later if you wantâ you can feel her wanting to continue her date with you but every good thing must come to an end
âOf course, it was very fun talking with youâ
âSame to you as wellâ you can hear Isa lift herself from the chair. âSee yaâ she added in a happy tone before leaving you at the lone table. You can't help yourself but smile.
âMaybe it won't be as bad as i thoughtâÂ
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Time goes on and other girls come and go, however, you can't help but wonder more about Isa, what makes her laugh? What does she like to do on the weekends? what are her dreams, aspirations and everything in between, the curiosity killed you inside.
more importantly: you wonder what she looks like, outside of the darkness you were both in. If it wasn't clear enough: you are interested in her, they all say love at first sight doesn't exist but here you are, letting your mind fill with the idea of her.
You are set in stone of your choice, and there is no chance you will change yo-.
âuhm Hello? Are you there?â
Zoom out of your thoughts, focus on the husky, feminine voice coming from what seems to be in front of you. How long has she been sitting there? How long have you been daydreaming?? Thank god it's dark so quickly compose yourself before it can get awkward and start talking.
âOh hi, im jake. Nice to meet youâ
âUhh, nice to meet you too,â she responds, it's not hard to hear the shakiness and in her voice showing her nervousness to you, the small shifting sounds in her chair. âI am Chaeyoungâ.
You're caught off guard, the world is smaller than it seems with you meeting two girls Sharing the same name, âisn't that a Korean name?â
âUh, yeah, howâŠhow did you know?â.
âI actually met another girl named Chaeyoung before in hereâ you say, it would be funny if they actually knew each other but the chances are slim. It's not like you know every Jake either.
âOh, that's coolâŠâ she mumbled, sounding as if she was disappointed to hear it
The silence is now getting awkward, you both wait for the other one to start breaking more of the ice and it seems that she was the patient one between both of you since you are the first to give up and get the conversation going.
âSo what do you do? For a living I meanâ you are met with unintelligible mumbles as an answer, a bit unsure you ask her again to clarify.
âIâŠmodel, it's not super serious thoughâ Chaeyoung quietly answered, you could hear light, quick taps beneath the table.
âOh wow, I bet you are like, really pretty if you do modelingâ you dont know how much confidence you got to say such a thing but you are already mentally face-palming yourself. You could feel yourself gaining some creep points in her mind over this comment.
âOh, uhh ThankâŠthank you very muchâ Chaeyoung stutters, her tone jumps an Octave, sounding a small giggle. You can only sigh in relief that you didn't weird Chaeyoung out.
âI'm in LA for a photoshoot, since we finished earlier than expected i got a couple of days free to hang out around the cityâ she explains, still sounding nervous but much more at ease than before. âSo what do you do for work, Jake?â She returns your question to you.
âAh, I just work as a barista in a small cafĂ©, nothing much.â you manage to say in a montone, unpleasant tone. You are a bit embarrassed that you have the chance to blind date a model while you are the equivalent of nothing compared to her
âItâs-Itâs okay, i'm honestly not some super popular modelâ her words quickly come out of her mouth. âBesides, I can imagine being a barista is much more relaxing of a job, not trying to get every deal possible just not to lose money.â
âI mean, it doesn't pay much but it is less stressful,â you respond. You can hear two glasses of water placed on the wooden table with one of them handed to you, together with a straw since you could imagine how drinking from the cup would end like.
âSo, what does a model like youâ you stop, taking a small sip of the water to refresh yourself. -doing in blind speed dating?â
âIt's just easier for me, usually when i go on dates I get nervous, and my eyes travel too much, and I kind of panicâŠâ Chaeyoung explains, lightly giggling at her own experience before taking a sip from her water glass as well .âSo I thought doing something like this could help me feel uhh you know⊠less stressed.â
âHey, you do you, as long as you are comfortable.â
âYeah, that's true,â Chaeyoung replied. Her voice turns less shaky and more clear than at the start of your date, it was clear that both of you had fun on that date.
So much so that in fact, you both were caught off guard by the timer for your date finishes and the lights suddenly turn up again, revealing the girl in front of you for the first time.
Right off the bat; you understand why Chaeyoung is a model.
A heart-shaped face and a delicate, soft jawline paired with brown, expressive eyes and Black shoulder-length silky hair that is enough to make every man look at her in awe, including you. Even her clothing is model-like with a Chic, stylish black off shoulder shirt and Denim jeans that show her features exceptionally well. By the way, you should say something before you will sound weird
âOh, nice to meet youâ stand up from your chair and raise your hand to a handshake.
âNice to meet you too, i gotta say that i didn't see that coming at allâ Chaeyoung cheerfully responded while shaking your hand, sounding a sincere chuckle while her eyes joined her wide smile.
âSame, i almost had a heart attackâ you jokingly say while you get your jacket off your chair. âSay, wanna go outside? Maybe get to know each other moreâ she only nods, taking her jacket from her chair as you both head out from your table toward the exit of the bar.
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âOh, here you areâ you recognize this airy voice, taken aback as you look at where the voice comes from.
Though you were right about the black hair, you did miss the mark on Isa's outfit. Short crop top and tight jeans, that cute summer dress was nowhere to be found.
Her cat-like eyes lock onto yours, she flashes a sweet yet devilish grin before heading toward the two of you.
âGotta say Jake: i had a feeling you were good looking, but i didn't expect you to be this good lookingâ Isa compliments you, giving a small wink then her gaze turns to Chaeyoung with curious eyes.
âYour friend?â She asks you,
âHi, I'm Chaeyoung, nice to meet youâ She says, reaching her hand forward as Isa is suddenly taken by surprise.
âUm, I am Chaeyoungâ
âThat's my nameâ
âThat's⊠also my name"
âWhat's your family name?â Chaeyoung asks, now intrigued by the other girl.
âIts Leeâ Isa responds, now it's Chaeyoungâs turn to be surprised.
âthat's alsoâŠmy family nameâ
During this, you are just looking at what's happening in front of you. As much as you are curious, you are also worried since it seems like both were interested in dating you after this.
However, one quick look at each other, another one to look at you and then looking back at each other, the two girls started laughing, both covering their mouths to muffle the volume. You can only sigh in relief that it turned for the better.
Eventually they both let their laughs out as Chaeyoung speaks. âIt's quite a surprise to meet another Korean here in LAâ.
âPlease, call me Isa, and same, nice to meet you too Chaeyoungâ she replies, chuckling lightly as the other girl can't help but start chuckling as well before they reach their hand for a small handshake
âWell that went better than expectedâ you manage to slip in the conversation reminding them that you are still here.
âYou also met him on Speed dating?â
Chaeyoung nods. âWe were the last round before the lights turned on, you two met earlier?âÂ
âYeah, the other guys were kind of boring but he was a breath of fresh airâ Isa explains, turning her gaze to you and winking at you. You could swear your heart skipped a beat.
At this moment one question rose in your mind and as you looked at the two girls with an awkward look, they both realized what you were as they sounded a small âohâ before looking at each other again. As much as you didn't want you, you had to choose one of the girls to be your date.
âYou can go out with Jakeâ Chaeyoung quickly says, smiling sweetly and lightly pushing Isa toward you, both you and the cat-like girl are surprised.
âChaeyoung? Are you sure?â you question, why was she suddenly
âYeah yeah, I'm sure, You two met before I met you, so she should have youâ she explains, her eyes joining her smile. You did feel bad about leaving Chaeyoung out however an idea was about to be suggested that would fix that problem.
Then again, you aren't sure if this was an actual fixâŠ
âI dont mind you dating us bothâ
What
âWhat?â Chaeyoung raises her eyebrow in surprise at Isa, the one who suggested that idea out of the blue, you were not far behind Chaeyoung in your reaction as well, being completely confusement.
âI mean dont see why not, I like you, you like me, she likes you, You like her. I am bad at math but it doesnât seem too hard to solve this problemâ Isa explains looking at you, You and Chaeyoung swap looks, you can feel your cheek heating up and changing to a pink shade.
âI mean uhâŠas long as Jake doesn't mind, it's okay by meâ Chaeyoung stutters, Isa likes this response as she smiles at her new friend, her arm goes around Chaeyoungâs shoulder.
âIm sure it will be great, So what do you say Jake?~â Isaâs voice is sweet when she looks at you with her warm smile, Chaeyoungâs smile is also there but is much more timid.
The choice was now in your field, you didn't expect there to be a third option in the first place and all in honesty: That idea seemed like trouble. But when Isa looks at you with her cheerful smile, standing like that next to Chaeyoung with a smile that makes them look together like the next cover page for a magazine, it's hard to say no to them.
And deep inside: you don't want to.
âSure, if that's what you two wantâ you respond, it seems they are both satisfied with your choice as they look at each other with warm smiles.Â
you honestly didn't mind this idea as long as they were both happy, besides, what's the worst that could happen?.
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âDang it!â Isa yelled, almost managing to block your hit of the air puck but it ended up inside the goal because of the unusual angle you shot it. âSoâŠa model, that sounds like a cool job to have, no?â She directed her question to Chaeyoung, giving her the mallet she was holding.
âHuh? Oh yeah, it's fine, I'm not getting many offers compared to the average modelâ Chaeyoung answers, half focused on aiming the first shot before quickly shooting it at your goal. âbut it's good moneyâ
You reflect the puck. âI mean, if it's something you like to D-â Stop what you are saying and block the surprise attack Chaeyoung does, look at her cheeky smile as you know she almost scoredâ-Do, you can do almost everything you wantâ you continue what you were saying as you send the puck toward her direction.
âYeah that's trueâ Chaeyoung smiled toward you, then quickly smacking the puck directly into your goal, getting herself a point. âSo, what do you two work at?â.
âA Gaming cafe, Came to LA as a summer trip with my friends after examsâ Isa replied, taking your mallet and shooting the puck from her side.
âDamn, compared to you two my job sounds boring as fuck, You are a model, you work at a gaming cafe, and i am just a barista at a cafeâ you jokingly roast yourself, eyes moving from side to side with each side the puck goes to.
âHuh, not my first thought when it comes to your job,â Isa says, a bit surprised. âButâŠi imagine you look quite handsome in barista clothesâ And there she goes again, with that flirty smile and curious eyes that you swear you fall in love deeper than you were.
Now look at Chaeyoung, not as flirty as the other girl but it seems that, unlike the first time you met her, she is much less tense, more at ease around the two of you, genuinely enjoying her time.
After the air hockey game is over and a quick stop to get some of LAâs finest street food (which the two seemed to really enjoy for their first time), the three of you are now sitting on the boardwalk, the sound of the waves going back and forth is singing in your ears, however now they topic of the conversation seems to get moreâŠlaid-back.
âSo let me get this straight: your best friend is Korean, right?â You ask, Isa responds with a small nod
âAnd she has a British accent?â Chaeyoung continues your question, getting Isa to laugh again.
âYes-â she stops talking to take a sip from the water bottle in her. âFully Korean, with a British accent, one time my friends and I were listening to a song called âRun 2 Uâ by some random group, and she said the name of the song asâ she suddenly released a small chuckle unable to keep her cool.
âAs what? Just tell usâ Chaeyoung comments, half smiling as if she already knows the answer, Isa meanwhile slowly downed the water so she wouldn't choke before finally saying after a deep breath.
âRaeun tew yewâŠâ The mock accent that Isa adds gives the punch line more of an oomph as you all start laughing, small tears of joy leave your eyes as you slam the wooden deck, meanwhile, Chaeyoung covers her mouth to hide the amount of blush she has on her cheeks from how hard she is laughing.
âOh that was good, I didn't expect to laugh this hardâ You exclaim, taking a deep breath as you now go back to staring at the waves. âHonestlyâŠthis date has been really fun, with both of you,â.
âLike-wise, we both enjoyed your company as wellâ Chaeyoung replies, sweetly giggling while her left fingers go to her hair, pushing it aside with the side effect of getting your cheeks slightly pink, luckily the weak lighting make it hard to see for the two girls.
âSame for meâ Isa chimed in with a smile. âSay, want to continue it somewhere else? It's getting lateâ she prompts as a soft yawn escapes her mouth.
âHuh? Okay, if you want my place is closeâ you say, standing up from the deck as you lend your hand to help her stand up.
âThat's greatâ She says as her gaze turns to the other girl. âYou're coming as well Chae?â.
Chaeyoung suddenly tensed up in surprise. âChae?â she asks, to which Isa just giggles at her rather cute reaction.
âYeah, it's a cute nickname, you don't mind it, right?â Her tone is sweet when she asks her friend with a warm smile, that way when Chaeyoung smiles, she mirrors the same warmth with her own smile.
âOf course i don'tâ she responds, standing up and lightly stretching to gain some sense of her body, âSo? Lets goâ
âGreatâ Isa comments before turning her gaze to you. âJake, mind leading the way?â
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The ride home is quieter than usual.
Not that there were not any talks inside the cab you decided to take to your place, but most of the talking was done by the two girls, sitting on each side of you, only speaking in a language you can only assume is korean.
Itâs a simple loop: Isa says something, they look at you (which you could only smile awkwardly at their happy gazes), Chaeyoung answers with something else and they start giggling, sneaking another look at you and then it goes back again.
Eventually the taxi stops, leaving you right in front of your apartment complex. âHmm, it really is close to the pierâ Isa commented, easy for her to say when the entire bus ride has been ten minutes but for you it felt like an eternity.
As you scale the stairs up to your floor and walk to your apartment, you manage to fish the keys to your apartment out of your jeans pockets and open the door.
âWell here we are,â you say, getting inside and turning the lights on, revealing the living room, a couple boxes of instant-noodles on the table, the tv is on with a random news channel. âAs you can see, it's not that big but its co-â
As you turn around to look at the two girls, your mouth opens wide in shock.
In front of you is Isa, head tilted slightly to the side as her lips close the distance with Chaeyoungâs. Her hands are not left idle as they both smoothly travel across the olderâs back, feeling every inch of her partnerâs body.
Meanwhile Chaeyoung's eyes are wide open and her body froze, surprised by the sudden act of Isa. It's not long until she as well eases up into the kiss, gently closing her eyes and putting her hands on the youngerâs hips, you can hear how tongues slowly starts getting into the mix as the two girls vocalise small hums and whimpers. Eventually the torture comes to an end as their lips part from eachother but not their hands
âThat⊠was your plan in theâŠend?â Chaeyoung asks in between pants, trying to collect air to aid surprise
âOf course, and besidesâŠâ Isa answers, turning her head enough to get her eyes on you, more specifically a bit down from your eyes. âIt seems like he enjoys the showâ.
Look down at the visible tent that is forming inside your pants and your hand that is slowly stroking itself to the beautiful yet unholy sight in front of you, another look into their eyes and you can see the arousement both girls share at your own prize.
âCome behind her jake, she feels divineâ Isa elongates the last word-just the right way to get you Following her prompt, walking toward the two girls and getting behind Chaeyoung, your hands wrap around her midriff and your lips find themselves on the back of her neck causing her to quietly gasp.
With each second that your threeway makeout session was passing you could feel your pants getting tighter and your lust growing larger, enough that in a very bold move you let your palm find Isaâs right buttcock, giving it a gentle squeeze that makes her release a soft moan and take a look at you with a slutty smirk.
âYou sneaky motherfuckerâ she playfully said, getting one of her hands off Chaeyoung's hips and wrapping it around your length. âYou're hard alreadyâ she exclaims, leaving the two of you standing in front of her, wanting more from her, and from each other.
âI cant wait any longer~â Isa breathily says, giving you two a playful wink before disappearing into your bedroom. As lust quickly takes over your body you grab Chaeyoung by the hips and pull her into a kiss, and by how Chaeyoung quickly reciprocates the kiss and doesn't pull away, you can tell she wants it too.
You don't have time to process the texture of Chaeyoung lips, or how her long, soft legs are wrapped around your waist. Your only goal is to get the two of you into the bedroom, where Isa sits on your king sized bed with hungry eyes, licking her lips in anticipation.Â
You let Chaeyoung get on your bed as you quickly join the two girls while tossing your shirt off to the side of the bed letting the two girls marvel at your naked chest.
âFuckâ Chaeyoung mouthed.
âTold you he was hotâ Isa adds, scooting herself in front of you to get a hold of your chest before leaning in for a quick peck on your lips. âYou don't mind undressing yourself, do you? me and Chae here have a show we need to give youâ No answer was needed besides a nod as you went to the edge of your bed, letting the two girls begin.
It starts with kissing, slow yet sensual with Isa taking the lead by Straddling Chaeyoung's lap while one of her hands begins to glide across Chaeyoung's curves, ending at her left breast. âFuck unnie, the things i will do to have a body like yoursâ.
Chaeyoung elicits a muffled moan to the soft grope Isa gives her, eyes completely shut and her and head looking up to let the pleasure take over. Soon Isa begins moving her hands all around her body, giving every inch of skin attention until eventually she stops one hand on the hem of Chaeyoung's shirt, the other supporting her from behind.
âYou don't mind letting me take it off, right?â A quick nod of approval from the older one and Isa begins to slowly pull it up, moving to the right to let you see how slowly but surely more skin is revealed until finally the shirt is completely above her head giving you a clear view of Chaeyoung's black, lacy bra.
During all of this you are hard as a rock, can't take your eyes off from the two girls in front of you, even while you attempt to zip your jeans and rid them off your legs leaving you only in your briefs. You could swear you saw Isa lick her lips at the first sights of your briefs.
âCan I take yours too?â Chaeyoung's question is needy, eyes showing every sign of want to her Partner, hands are not left idle either with both of them resting on the upper part of Isaâs midriff, slightly below her two mounds.
âOf course, Unnieâ she responds, leaning her body back and relaxing herself to let the older begin a strip tease of her own, every second that passes raises the sexual tension between them to a new level.
Unlike Chaeyoung, Isaâs crop top is not as loose compared to her black shirt, revealing the younger's breasts, covered with a crimson colored undergarments of her own with nipples taut from the arousal.
âMuch betterâ Isa sighs in relief, feeling lighter without her crop top that is now thrown somewhere to the floor as once again she looks at you with a soft gaze however her mouth is anything but, painted with a sultry smile that can only speak trouble, finally with a breathy voice she playfully asks
âYou're coming, Jake?â
The way Isa says your name, it's enough to let your primal instincts take over you, every red light is now turned green as you quickly pull Isa from behind into your lap, feeling her naked skin in your palms, right hand rests on her breast while the left hand goes to her thigh, rubbing and squeezing it to your heart's content.
âOh god, yessssâ Isa hisses the last word, it was clear that she enjoys every second of this, enough so that she doesnt pull away but instead leans in, meeting you in a torrid, messy makeout session, you two don't notice how Chaeyoung has already got rid of her whole bottom, only with her bra on with fingers already inside her pussy, definitely enjoying the view.
âDon't just stand there Chae, join usâ This might be the most confident thing you have said this entire evening but it sure works on her since Chaeyoung now sits in front of Isa, palms massaging her clothed thighs, giving you a free hand to grope Isaâs other breast.
Those are not the same girls you met a couple of hours ago during that blind date, any semblance of innocence and fluff was left outside the door, now replaced with Lust and it's oh so clear with how Chaeyoung's eyes get aroused with each button she pops out of Isa jeans until eventually she finds her undergarment, same color as her bra with a wet spot in the middle.
Knowing what Chaeyoung was doing, Isa takes her hands into her denim jeans, lowering both the jeans and her own panties before throwing them away, leaving her creamy, thick thighs for both of you to revel in.
With the excitement in your body. You don't notice how Isa left your grasp, crawling away with a sway of her hips from side to side, now near her Chaeyoung they both look at you with an inviting smile, now giving you a chance to see both of them in their full glory.
With a devilish smirk Isa now moves behind the older girl, her eyes looking directly at you in an attempt to lure you in. Then a click can be heard as Chaeyoungâs bra now falls onto the mattress, Isa quickly joins her as now in front of you, two naked, gorgeous ladies sit in front of you.
And finally, knowing what the last piece is missing from the puzzle, you finally grab the hem of your boxers, pulling it down to let your Hardened cock stand strong and proud.
âTold you he was bigâ Isa exclaims, giving a small nudge to Chaeyoung with a small giggle, her friend quickly joins her.
âYeahâŠso bigâ she mumbles quietly, her finger inside her mouth, lightly chewing on it to hold in the excitement of seeing your size.Â
However, you didn't come this far with them just to watch each other naked, and they are not either as without saying a word, the two of them playfully shove you down into the mattress and get into their positions.
It starts off with Isa finding her place on your legs once again, looking directly at you with her thighs wrapped around your cock, only the tip is exposed to the air as after a flirty wink, she starts rubbing her thigh on you.
âOh shit, IsaâŠâÂ
You groan, the rest of your voice comes out as a moan that gets her excited, you could have witnessed the obscene act of her thigh job until the end of time, however it is quickly obstructed by Chaeyoung's ass planted on your chest, her rear side all for you to view how it moves, you are not surprised why she is a model with a body as divine as hers.
âJakeâŠi can feel you twitching â Isa whines, feeling your tip slightly touch her entrance is enough to let some precum leak out of your tip with you releasing another moan.
âHey, let me have some tooâ Chaeyoung interrupts, taking her thumb and brushing it over your tip and grabbing some of it as you could hear how she gives it a small lick before humming cheerfully at your taste.
âOoo, he taste good~â how the fuck did you even think this girl was innocent again?
âCan I have some unnie?â
âSureâ as if Chaeyoungâs timing was perfect, your first shot of cums leaks out of your member as she quickly gets some on her fingers.Â
âSay ahhhâ Chaeyoung prompts as Isa happily obliges, letting her fingers get inside her mouth, tasting . Its down right torture how you are not allowed to see what might as well be a scene from an adult film but regardless you can only enjoy the sounds, its not like you didnt do it before.
As your libido starts growing, so does your confidence as your palms firmly hold each buttcock of Chaeyoung, feeling its texture by softly squishing it, kneading it like dough causing Chaeyoung to utter a moan while arching her body back to give you all of the signals that she is enjoying it.
âOkay, this is enough teasing, we want the real thing nowâ Isa exclaims, Freeing your cock from the confines of her thighs giving it a breath of fresh air as now she squats over your face, giving you a clear view of her shaven pussy. Chaeyoung meanwhile heads over to sit next to your cock, still standing, waiting for the next storm to hit.
âI assume I am still not gonna get a look aren't i?â You ask, trying to sound cocky however Isa didn't say anything as she was slowly lowering her body, obstructing your view once again. With her thighs around your body and her pussy so close to your face, you let your tongue out giving her lips the first lick, just to test the waters.
âOh fuck, yessâ You hear Isa muffled moans from pleasure, feeling her ass gyrating on your tounge, enjoying every moment as you could feel the friction of her thighs on your face.
âYou should join us Chaeyoung-AH, i can see him waiting just for you~â you could feel yourself getting even harder than before by the way Isa playfully invites her friend, all the while she is overtaken by pleasure. you are excited to see how Chaeyoung goes off with you, however your thoughts are stopped with a loud groan, not expecting your cock to feel the tightness of her pussy wrapped around you.
After the first contact Chaeyoung starts slowly moving up and down, each dip takes your cock deeper inside her, you could feel how each time you were inside her fluids were coating you more and more. âOh my god Isaaaaa-â she stops her sentence, quickly releasing a sultry, husky moan. âHis f-feels so goodâŠâ.
âHis tongue too unnie, he is eating me out so wellâ Isa adds. It's nice to hear the compliment, so much that you get the confidence to start moving at your own pace, pushing your tongue inside. Meanwhile your hands grope Isaâs ass, giving you the grip to start pushing your hips in a matching pace to chaeyoungâs downward movement, Causing the two girls to scream from pleasure, holding each other in order to not collapse on the spot.
You could only Imagine how the girlâs lewd expressions were, just from the ungodly sounds, the scent of lust and cum, and the feeling of their curves on your body you could guess the fun they were having, but it would not be over until you all finally relieved yourself.
âAre you close Jake?â Isa manages to form a question while looking down, you could only respond with a muffled âyesâ and a nod of approval.
âI'm close too guys, i have to cumâ Chaeyoung replies, releasing another moan in between bohnces it seems like you were all in on the same train of thought as you could feel yourself getting closer to your climax, even without Isaâs Ass directly on your face your view was getting hazy from ecstacy.
âShit girls, i am going to-â you couldn't even finish the sentence before finally releasing your cum, thank god you pulled out of Chaeyoung just in time.
Your thick load goes all over their bodies, on Chaeyoung thighs, on Isaâs midriff, some even spills on your own abs, you are also not alone as they both get their own orgasm which goes all around your body, Chaeyoung coating your cock and Isa spilling around your face and abs
It takes a while but eventually you are all drained, both girls fall into each of your side, finally giving you a chance to see the two girls laid on the mattress, their bodies painted with cum from the three of you, their faces happy and satisfied.
For a couple of minutes it's quiet, the only way you communicate is with your eyes, looking at each other not with lust but instead with a warm, peaceful gaze.
Eventually Chaeyoung finally breaks the silence. âFuck, im not a virgin but i gotta say; that is the best sex i had in my lifeâ
âSame for me, i don't know if i want a round 2 or to stopâ Isa joins between heavy pants, her hands wrap around your body as she looks at you with the same warm smile she had back when you first saw her.
âI don't know about you two, but i need a good rest after thisâ you manage to say as you once again lay down on the bed, eyes looking at the ceiling with each hand goes behind the girlsâs back, pulling them closee to you.
âOkay then, we will start cleaning and then join youâ Isa replies, letting you close your eyes and get some rest. However not before you can hear faint sounds of slurping as you open eye and see Chaeyoung's lips wrapped around the tip of your cock, isa behind holding her hair and tying it to makeshift ponytail.
âHmm, it seems you two wanted anotherâ you say, smiling at the two girls.
âHey, you're still hard and we are still horny, you complain?â Isa asks, her eyes locking into yours paired with a flirty grin and a cute wink.
Something tells you that you wont get a good rest from those two girls.
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genre: gamer! jisung x gamer! reader, college au cw: female reader, fwb to lovers, explicit smut, pervy jisung, male masturbation, oral (m and f receiving), unprotected sex, inexperienced jisung, cum play/breeding kink, pet names, slight humiliation kink, size kink, creampie, probably more wc: 18.257k
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The red letters that flash across your screen read âDefeatâ, illuminating your dimly lit room with a shy, red hue. The instant the word appears on your monitor, a voice blasts through your headset, erupting in emphatic complaints and protests. You can hear the clatter of a keyboard and mouse being shoved around on the other end of the receiver, and it takes everything in you to stifle your laugh.Â
âWe definitely couldâve won that!â the boy scoffs, âI swear, sometimes it feels like you and I are the only people with any fucking game sense.âÂ
âWow, thanks for the validation,â you joke, instinctively queuing up for another match. Your eyes trail up to the little icon in the corner of the screen that glows green every time he speaks.
âYou know what I mean,â he grumbles, and you imagine he must not look all that different from the little crying cat picture he set as his discord icon. The thought makes you snort, but he ignores you, stating, âI think this is my last game,âÂ
You nod even though you know he canât see you, âsame, I have class tomorrow,â
âFirst day of the semester for you, too?â Â
You nod again. âUnfortunately. My days of gaming until four and sleeping until noon have come to an end.âÂ
He laughs, leaning forward in his chair as he realizes something, âYou know, I never asked what youâre studying,âÂ
âOh,â you blink, âWell, the first class I have tomorrow is just a random credit I needed, but Iâm actually majoring in-âÂ
It takes less than a few seconds for your words to drown out into a muffled buzz, and the only thing Jisung can focus on now is the silky, smooth sound of your voice.Â
He would never admit it, at least not out loud, but your voice makes his heart beat just a little faster. The way each and every word rolls off your tongue makes his breath hitch, imagination running wild at the thought of what your lips look like when they mold to form each syllable and sound.Â
Every night like clockwork, Jisung finds himself rocking side to side in his desk chair, eyes hanging low and round lips curved up into a smile as he listens to you speak.
Itâs so easy to talk to him, too. By now, youâve lost count of how many nights the two of you rambled off in voice chats, watching shows or playing video games or simply oversharing the details of your lives. Itâs only been a few months since you met in a game chat, on that night where he practically harassed you for your discord after you carried him up a rank in-game. Youâre secretly grateful he did, though you wouldnât let him know that; the two of you effortlessly became part of each otherâs daily routine, and now, calls with you are his favorite way to end the night. Tonight is no exception.
Jisung begins to mindlessly swing in his chair as usual. Heâs humming passively between your small pauses to encourage you to keep going as his hands automatically start caressing his torso. Itâs a somewhat innocent gesture, or at least it starts out that way: his palms sliding across the ridges of his abdomen as he listens to your voice. Itâs better than music to his ears, and it urges his long fingers to dance closer and closer to his waistband.
ââand I thought about changing it, but I think with an degree in Lit, I could probably get a career inââ
Lost in your voice, Jisung slips his hands into his shorts, holding his balls as he fully zones out of the conversation. He knows youâre saying words and forming actual sentences, but his social awareness has dwindled completely and he absolutely canât seem to get past how sweet you sound, and how much sweeter you would sound under⊠different circumstances. He moves up to hold his dick gently and furrows his brows. Almost accidentally, his thumb brushes along the underside of his tip, teeth clamping the inside of his cheek and gnawing on it to ground himself. Just as eager as its owner, Jisungâs dick jolts in his palm, progressively swelling up until itâs flushing bright pink.Â
âYouâre into English?â He manages to stop daydreaming and hone into the conversation for a fleeting moment, just long enough to ask you that simple question and keep your attention off of his rapidly shifting breath.
Heâs blatantly playing with himself now, ever so distractedly. Itâs an autonomous act: the way the pad of his middle finger trails over his slit to collect a bit of the pre-cum that has begun to dribble out in pearly beads. He hisses, then quickly snaps his mouth shut in hopes that you hadnât heard him.Â
âYeah,â he can hear your smile in your words, âI think I always have been. I used to read all the time andâI swear, if you say Iâm boring, Iâll personally come over and choke youââÂ
As he acknowledges reality for a quick moment, his pace falters. His brows pinch, and he feels confused as he realizes he canât stop or even moderate his actions, despite the shame slowly beginning to wash over him. The more you talk, the harder he grows. His grip is getting tighter, his strokes needier⊠he must be losing his mind. With a gulp, he thinks to himself, what would you do if you could see him touching himself like this to you? Would you think itâs sick and twisted or would you offer to help him out? His head begins to throb as the room spins around him, but he really canât seem to slow his motions. By now, heâs bucking his hips up and into his hand while the other covers his mouth, silencing the whines that threaten to leave his throat. Heâs breathing heavily, praying to god you donât somehow notice his perverted actions. Despite knowing that he isnât thinking straight, Jisung canât help the thoughts that continue to fog his mind, rampant and obscene.Â
Could you hear the squelching of his hand pumping his cock, covered in his pre-release? Or the way heâs practically panting, reduced to nothing at the mere sound of your voice? Heâs not sure whether or not his mic would even pick that up, but even so, the corner of his lips curl into a lazy smile as his mind continues down his twisted rabbit hole.Â
In spite of not knowing what you look like, thereâs no denying that he wants to give you all of him. He wants to feel himself buried deep inside your throat, your pretty voice vibrating around him as you choke on his length. He feels himself twitch in his palm and he subconsciously nods, picturing it's your walls around him instead of his own inadequate hand. Jisung huffs out once, fucking his fist wildly, picturing how much heâd like to feel himself bust inside of your warm, tight pus-
âSung? Sung!â
âHuh? W-what?â As he yanks his hand from his shorts, the waistband snaps against his skin and he yelps out at the impact, âSorry! I promise I was listening, it-its just, I got a little caught up withââ words are tumbling out of his mouth, before he can catch up to them.  Â
âItâs fine, itâs fine! Hurry, just pick your agent before the match getsââ but the timer runs out, and the lobby screen appears once more as you sigh, ââcanceled...âÂ
Jisung glances down at his hand, separating his fingers and watching how the sticky pre-cum leaves webbed strings between each of his parted digits. His stomach is also wet, and the tent in his pants is growing increasingly painful with each passing second.Â
âWhat were you fantasizing about, huh?â Oh, fuck. The teasing edge in your words makes his nerves tingle, and he throws his head back as you hum into your mic, âHmm. Well, I guess it was more interesting than what I was saying. Canât blame you though, the topic of school is boring me too, and the semester hasnât even started yet. Also, that canât count as your last game. I literally wonât allow it.âÂ
You queue up for another game and Jisung sighs, watching the timer on the screen tick away. The picture changes, and the two of you are prompted to start a game. A few kleenex wipes collect the mess on his hand and torso, and he settles back in his chair after tossing them, deciding his neediness will have to wait for now.
Bidding you good night is harder than usual tonight, but he knows you need to get to sleepâyou mentioned you had an early class and he had his own, so his selfish urge to keep you talking until he came in his hand would, unfortunately, need to take a raincheck.
After logging off of his computer, Jisung drops his head into his hands with a sigh.
What the fuck even was that?Â
A mix of shame and arousal take over him as his cheeks begin glowing a deep shade of red. He lets out a small scoff, shaking his head to himself as he gets up from his chair. His dick is still as hard as a rock, and he canât help but feel flustered at the fact that he has, quite literally, blue-balled himself.Â
With a towel swung over his shoulder and a clean pair of sleeping shorts clutched in his fist, Jisung walks up to the dormâs nearest communal bathroom. He turns on the faucet, freeing himself of his clothes. The moment his boxers come down past his thighs, his length slaps against the skin below his navel, making him hiss out as he steps into the shower. The cold water, running down against his heated body, seems to be doing the trick of clearing his mind, that is, until his hands find their way to his stomach, rubbing the soap over it.
Itâs so hard to expel the thoughts of you when theyâre so intrusive and tempting, and Jisung lets his mind drift off once more, imagining how it would feel to be touched by you, sucked by you. All the soft noises you would make are weirdly familiar; he can practically hear them. His head falls back, lips caught between his teeth as he twitches and gives himself an experimental stroke, shuddering as his thumb glides across the slit of his sensitive tip. He clenches his eyes shut tighter, letting out a shaky sigh and letting the water continue to trickle down his body. He doesnât know what you look like, other than your hair color which you mentioned the other day. Despite that, he still tries desperately to piece an image of you together behind his eyelids, picturing what your lips are like. And just like that, thoughts of you flood him, and he shudders at the vision of you on your knees, looking up at him with big, innocent eyes, begging to taste him and take all of him. He longs to feel you swallow around himâto grab either side of your face and thrust into your needy mouth until the tears slip from your eyes and your pussy is dripping from the need to be fucked. Â
Getting lost in the moment, he doesnât even realize how loud heâs becoming and how fast his fist is working his dick. Jisung's highly anticipated release is only seconds away when a loud knock startles him, lunging him right back into his body.
âYo, man! How long are you gonna take in there?â His friend and next door neighbor, Mark, shouts from the other side of the door, knocking again and ruining Jisungâs fantasy once and for all.Â
The boy takes a moment to clear his throat and swallow, not trusting his voice to not crack otherwise, âUh.. Sorry. Iâll just be a minute.âÂ
It takes everything in him to slow his hand to a stop and pry it off of his shaft, deciding that perhaps, he shouldnât entertain his filthy thoughts any longer. He quickly finishes showering with another unnecessary interruption from Mark, then drags himself back to his room and gets into his bed, forcing his eyes shut in an attempt to sleep. The longer he lies there, however, the more restless he grows.Â
His dick feels sore to the touch and itâs driving him absolutely crazy. Every time he adjusts his shorts or moves his legs, his balls throb from how full they are. Knowing he has class to get to the following day, he tries to convince himself that maybe he needs a release to get to sleep. Itâll tire him out, and then finally, heâll be able to get some restâŠThereâs at least a bit of logic to that theory, or thatâs what he tells himself, anyway.Â
Against his better judgment that pleads with him to just shut his eyes and count sheep, Jisung huffs out and slips his hands into his shorts to begin touching himself for the nth time tonight. This whole time, he had been unknowingly edging himself and now heâs so, so undeniably and incredibly desperate to cum that it literally hurts.Â
His free hand brings his phone up and unlocks it, thumb swiping quickly in search of the discord app where your contact resides, the little green bubble next to it signifying that youâre still online. He hovers over the call button, taunting himself with the idea of making a call to you at this time. One little click, and heâd hear your voice again. Just one click and he-
sung ášàž
started a call. Today at 11:54 AM
Shit, shit, shit.Â
He rushes to hang up, but youâve answered no more than a ring later.Â
âHello?âÂ
Jisung holds his rather unsteady breath, staring wide-eyed at his phone. His dick pulses in his palm that now rests still.Â
âSung?âÂ
As gently as possible, he lays the phone down on his puffed up chest, letting out his breath slowly so that you donât hear him.
âIâm gonna assume you called me by accident⊠â you sigh out in disappointment, growing quiet in uncertainty. For a second, Jisung is convinced youâre gonna hang up, but when you stay on the line, he peers down at the screen curiously.Â
Your icon lights up green and thereâs some shuffling on your end, presumably from you getting comfortable in bed.Â
He hears you yawn and smiles fondly.Â
âIâm tired,â you mumble, âare you asleep? I was actually excited that you called. Maybe itâs my fucked up schedule⊠or, maybe Iâm just dreading tomorrow, but I couldnât sleep. I donât knowâŠâÂ
Youâre speaking slower and quieter than usual, but youâre speaking, completely oblivious of the fact that heâs thinking of the dirtiest things that involve you, getting off while you think heâs sound asleep.Â
âItâs always easier to sleep once weâve talked so,â you pause, then sigh out jokingly, âI guess I'll just talk your unconscious ear off until I fall asleepâŠYou donât mind, right?â
God, no, he thinks. Â
Jisung silently celebrates your decision with a pump of his hand, shuffling a bit to get comfortable as you go on about genshin and cats and other things he can barely pay mind to. It takes no more than a few strokes, shallow ones where he caresses the angry head of his dick to the velvety sound of your slurred and drowsy mumbling, for him to bring himself to come so fucking hard.Â
His knees lock as his cock springs up in his clutched palm, spewing streams of white cum all over his stomach, chest, and thighs. The muscles on his abdomen ache from the way they contract, eyes and jaw shutting tightly as he challenges himself to remain quiet. The sheets arenât spared from his thick load either, his nut dripping down the sides of his tummy to make dark, round puddles on his bed. His toes curl as he tries his hardest to not gasp out when the pleasure dissolves into sensitivity, digging his head back into the pillow with a hand clasped over his lips.Â
A few minutes later, the blurriness in his vision is relieved, along with the ringing in his ears. Youâve stopped talking; instead, the receiver picks up your short and shallow breaths, as if youâve fallen asleep with your mouth open. Cute. Â
As he assesses the aftermath of his much needed release, he wishes he could snap a picture and send it to you, so that youâd wake up knowing this pathetic mess he made was all for you, because of you.
Alas, he canât, and he hangs up once heâs completely sure youâre resting. With his eyelids feeling much heavier than before, he manages to toss his phone onto the nightstand before he, too, drifts off to sleep.
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The following morning, Jisung wakes up in a bit of a panic. The first thing that throws him for a loop is the fact that his alarm didnât go off at all. He quickly realizes he forgot to set it amidst the activities of the night before. The second thing that strikes him is his own hand that rests on his stomach, stuck in some kind of damp, sticky liquid. In his half-conscious state, he lifts his fingers and his puffy eyes widen as he identifies the clear fluid that decorates his tummy as his drying release from the night before.Â
âUghâŠâ He grimaces, sitting up in his bed. His phone, which is less than half full of battery since he forgot to plug it in, blinks back the numbers 8:38 at him. Jisungâs eyes widen as he remembers that his first class of the day, of the semester, is at 9.Â
âFuck!â In a flash, his blanket is flung off of him and his legs are swinging over the edge of the bed. He moves to grab some tissues from his nightstand, making aggressively desperate attempts at wiping away his cum. When the Kleenex sticks to him instead, he digs around his drawers for a pack of wet wipes, snatching a pair of pants off of the floor at the same time and practically yanking them up his legs.Â
Despite almost falling over, he manages to get them on and clean off his torso⊠for the most part. A random sweatshirt is tugged on over his head and he runs his hand through his hair a few times to tidy it before passively telling his reflection, this will do.Â
Moments later, heâs rushing downstairs and outside of the dormitory with his unzipped backpack hung over his shoulder. He rushes to unlock his bike, cursing as he fumbles with the keys. Once heâs on, he starts pedaling to the Science building on the other side of campus, heavily dreading checking the time in fear itâll read some absurd number and heâll wind up being much later than he anticipates.
The breath thatâs been caught in his throat all morning is only released when he steps through the door of the lecture room to see that the professor hasnât walked in yet, and that the clock reads that heâs 6 minutes early.
Finally slowing his rushed pace, Jisung does a quick once over the room to scan the faces of his fellow students before taking his seat somewhere near the back. Thanking the heavens that his notebook and textbook didnât go tumbling out of his bag in the midst of his previous hurry, he tugs them out, flipping them open and writing the date on the first page. His laptop, which is where he had planned to take notes on, sits in his dorm room where he left it on his desk. Everyone else has theirs out, but heâll just have to bring his own next time.Â
Thereâs a distant click, and the door on the lowest level of the lecture hall opens. Through it walks a relatively tall and slender lady, heels echoing rhythmically as she strides over to set her dark bag down by the podium. Her hair is tied back high and tight, so much so, that all of her features look like they're blending into her hairline. She looks like sheâs somewhere in her mid-to-late fifties, and from the instant she walked in, the entire class went silent.
She clearly has a presence that commands attention and undoubtedly, she fits the visual profile of a strict college professor quite well, especially when she picks up the chalk and scribbles her surname onto the green chalkboard beside the larger projector screen.
âIâm Professor Hwang. Welcome to AST1002, also known as Descriptive Astronomy. If youâre here, that means you took AST1001 with Mr. Kwon last year. He has since transferred to a different department.âÂ
Thereâs no audible response, although some disappointment does flash across the faces of the students in the room, all of whom did have (and seemingly would miss) Mr. Kwon. Professor Hwang doesnât seem to notice the lack of responses, and continues speaking as she pulls some papers out.
âFirstly, Iâll take attendance. Then, Iâll pass the syllabus around. I would like for you to note,â she pauses to place a pair of red glasses high on the bridge of her nose, âthat attendance is mandatory for my class, and worth 20% of your grade. Iâll go over pop quizzes and weekly quizzes, as well as the initial class project, when each of you have a copy of the syllabus. That being said, I look forward to seeing you all here every class. Please call out when you hear your name.âÂ
As she starts to take attendance, Jisung takes the time to sigh into his hands, both exhausted and dreading the fact that heâd have to spend three days out of the week rotting in a lecture hall to attend a class he expected to be fun, or at the very least a break from his much more difficult core classes. By the looks of it, thatâs no longer the plan.Â
Itâs easy to zone out quickly while his mind is still foggy, no doubt from the lack of sleep and the subsequent abrupt awakening that followed. He had just begun an attempt to read the syllabus when something made his ears perk.Â
Immediately, his head snaps up in pursuit of a soft and airy voice that just responded to Professor Hwang. Itâs so quick and in passing that he almost thinks he might have imagined it in his delirious state, but the way the hair on his limbs stands on end is unmistakable. His eyes dart around the room, hitting his classmateâs heads like targets, but thereâs absolutely no way to identify the individual who just spoke.Â
Could it be⊠No. No way.Â
Jisung is no stranger to daydreaming about you, but he isnât completely delusional. He knows the chances of being not only in the same city, but the same university and class as you are absolutely slim to none, so he stops that train of thought dead in its tracks.Â
It does segway him into thinking of you, though. Youâre obviously not here, so he wonders instead what class you are in at the moment. He tries to picture what youâre wearing on your first day of class, trusting you look more put together than him in his old hoodie that is slightly sticking to the dry cum on his stomach. Do you like your classmates? Your professor? He sincerely hopes you have a more tolerable one than he does.Â
âPark Jisung?âÂ
With a slight cough, he spits out a weak âh-here.â and instantly grimaces, raising his shoulders autonomously as if he would get scolded for stammering so pathetically. The professor, to his relief, doesnât even glance up from the roster. Then, he feels quite silly for even thinking he would get reproached for that to begin with. In his defense, sheâs a rather intimidating woman, and his inner monologue is so loud and flooded with thoughts of you that he fears she may have heard it.Â
She finishes calling for attendance, resorting to striding up and down the aisles as she begins to dissect the syllabus. In an effort to pretend heâs paying attention, Jisung glances down at the size twelve font on the page, skimming over the words without really taking anything in. During one of the professorâs paces, a pen she had resting on her ear slips and falls towards the ground with a slight clatter, and it seems a student picked it up for her, because thereâs a slight mumbling, followed by a sharp âthank you,â and a very, very recognizable,
âYouâre welcome, Professor.âÂ
His eyes widen at once. Alright, call him crazy, but now he thinks that it really might have been your voice. The familiar timbre, warm and delicate; a sound heâs heard for months on end and knows embarrassingly well⊠The thought of being in the same room as you out of sheer luck and coincidence makes his abdomen twist and his palms sweat so bad, he has to wipe them on his pants.
He hates that he canât fully tell, in fact, heâs almost ashamed that he canât; before today, Jisung would have sworn up and down that he knew your voice better than even his own, but you sound so far and so quiet that he canât completely bet all of his marbles. Then, he quickly realizes calling it âyour voiceâ definitely makes him sound delusional, even in the safety of his own forgiving conscience. He decides to call it âthe voiceâ for now, at least until heâs a hundred-percent sure.Â
An irritatingly long hour and half later, the only sound that continues to ring around the lecture hall is Professor Hwangâs monotone one, reciting each and every itemized assignment and rule on the never-ending syllabus. Thereâs less than fifteen minutes until class is over, and she shows no signs of stopping her dissertation.Â
âAs for the class project: In pairs of two, you will research a constellation extensively to create a presentation on its formation, who cataloged it, and the Greek myth that may accompany it. Please note that this is the first and last time we will talk about constellations in this class, since they are not cosmic phenomenons but instead, a mere roadmap to the objects and themes we will be focusing on. Consider this strictly as an opportunity to familiarize yourselves with another classmate and show me your interest and effort in the subject. That concludes our syllabus,â Thank God, Jisung thinks.Â
 âAny questions?â She glances around at a hand that floats in the air, near the front of the room, âyes?âÂ
âWill we be able to select our partners?âÂ
âNo. Partners will be assigned at the end of the week. Yes?â She calls on another hand.Â
âAs for the constellations,â Wait, thatâs it! Thatâs the voiceâthatâs your voice, heâs completely sure of it!  âWill you assign those as well?âÂ
Jisung elongates his neck to try and peek over the heads in his way. It is you, heâs positive now, but youâre turned away from him, and he canât fully make out which âback of the headâ is your âback of the head.â The echo in the hall makes it nearly impossible to pinpoint who just spoke which means he canât pinpoint you. For some reason, he finds himself slightly panicking, desperate to finally see you in person.
He follows Professor Hwang's line of sight as she answers that sheâll assign the constellations on Friday too, and finally finds you, seated between a few other students. A few more questions are thrown around, but his eyes never leave you, anticipating the moment he catches a glimpse of your face.Â
Naturally, his first instinct is to approach you as soon as class is out, but when he sees you spin around to pick up your bag that hangs off your chair, he finds himself glued to his own flimsy seat. Feet stuck to the ground, legs not budging, and air hitched in his throat at the sight of you.Â
Youâre so, so much prettier than he could have imagined with whatever unoriginal features he tried to piece together in his lacking mind, and that fact makes him both exhilarated and completely nauseous.Â
Heâs barely been looking at you for a few seconds when he feels his insatiable cock growing fast in the confines of his pants, with no regard for its owner and the fact that he has to stand up within the next minute or so to exit the hall. Jisung curses under his breath, awkwardly rising to his feet when most of his classmates leave, his bag clutched tightly in front of his groin. He prays you donât glance over, not even because he has a semi-hard on heâs failing to hide with dissimulation, but because heâs staring at you like some sort of freak and canât seem to look away.Â
Thereâs nothing he wants more than to come up to you and say hi and confess heâs the person youâve been gaming with for months. Heâs pictured it countless times before, youâd think heâd have it down by now, but your beauty is intimidating, and he simply cannot and will not make a fool of himself in front of you by greeting you with a raging boner.Â
You walk out of the classroom and Jisungâs heart settles in his chest as he sits with his decision to stay anonymous for now.Â
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âShe was obnoxious, you have no idea!âÂ
âMy teacher wasnât much different,â he admits, a small, knowing smile toying at his lips, âshe seemed like a real bitch,âÂ
Itâs later that same evening, and talking to you doesnât really feel the same anymore. Itâs much harder, because now, Jisung can vividly picture you, sitting in your chair with your hands on your keyboard and mouse. Every word you say, his imagination is right thereafter, picturing your pretty face clear as day in the forefront of his mind.Â
The moment he got home, he fucked his fist until he came in his hand. It took about five minutes, and then he pumped another one out in the shower, (a much needed shower, at that) where he finally washed away the remains of the night before.Â
After he had lunch with Mark and the other boys from his floor, they had invited him to play basketball. At the same time, however, he received a direct message from you, explaining you didnât have any other classes for the day and asking if he could get on earlier.Â
Itâs a little ridiculous, but now that heâs seen you, now that he knows youâre so much closer than he initially thought, he canât wait to talk to you again. And so he quickly came up with an empty excuse related to his studies, took the berating from his friends like a champ, and rushed upstairs to log into his PC and open up your chat.Â
âNot only do we already have a project, but we donât even get to pick our partners.âÂ
I know! He thinks.Â
âLike,â you start, and he pictures the way your cheeks fill up with air as you let out a huff, âwhat if I get stuck with some weirdo?âÂ
Instantly, Jisung stops palming himself, letting his hand climb back up to the mouse slowly.
He probably shouldnât let that innocent statement affect him as much as it does, but he canât help it. He has the advantage, right? Or, at least it seems that way.Â
When everything is laid out, he has the upperhand of knowing who you areâyou havenât seen him, yet⊠but what if you did see him, and he wasnât at all what you were expecting? Or even worse, what if you got paired together for the project and you thought he was weird or the two of you didnât get along? That option is far less likely, since there are well over fifty students in AST1002.Â
âI donât know,â you start, âIâm considering switching out of the class-âÂ
âNo!â Wow. Good going, Jisung.
He catches his slip-up and quickly blurts out, âI-I mean, it might not be that bad! You should⊠at least give it a shot before you try to switch out, right?âÂ
âI guess youâre right⊠The add and drop period at my school is until next Friday, so I'll try it out until then.âÂ
Great! Perfect! Good save. The only problem now is: Jisung has a little over a week and a half to somehow convince you to stay in his class and at the same time, not completely butcher his introduction to you. Approaching you now seems practically impossible, but he needs you to stay in the class, even if it means he has to come up to you first. He canât be bothered to care that his insistence is for his own selfish intentions, if it means getting to see you three times a week.Â
âBut anyway,â he clears his throat, changing the topic as quickly as possible, âhow did your other class go?âÂ
âMuch better than the first, the teacher let us out early once he covered the books weâd be analyzing this semester and attendance isnât mandatory since most of the material is online or in the library. I think Iâll swing by there one of these days to see if I can get ahead on some of the assignments.âÂ
âOh, so youâre a nerd?â You gasp and smack his character in-game a few times. He laughs, calling out, âokay, okay, truce! Youâre not a nerd then, just an overachiever.â
âHow so?âÂ
âWeâre barely a day into the semester and youâre already trying your homework that Iâm sure isnât due for at least a few weeks,âÂ
You roll your eyes, knowing heâs right. With a bit of playful flirtation twisted into your tone, you hum out, âWhat can I say? I like to please.âÂ
One of his eyebrows perks up, âis that right?âÂ
âWouldnât you like to know.â He can hear your smirk through the screen, and now, he can vividly picture it, too.Â
Jisung scoffs, backing away from your character so that heâs out of your sight. He cowers into a corner in game;Â this way, you donât notice how he stops moving when his left hand leaves the w,a,s,d keys to cup and rub his needy bulge.Â
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Wednesdayâs class is somehow packed and entirely uneventful at the same time. The first of Professor Hwangâs dragging lectures is so loaded that Jisung actually thanks the heavens that he remembered to bring his laptop. Otherwise, his notebook would have been about halfway full already, and his hand? It would have fallen off.Â
On another relevant note, heâs struggling to stay focused because today, he is sitting much closer to you. Intentionally, of course. Thereâs still a few rows between him and you, but in this new seat, he can glance at you as often as heâd like without straining his eyes or stretching out his neck to make his gawking painfully obvious. He can clearly make out your smooth skin, along with other details he wasnât able to notice before like your beauty marks and your dainty earrings. Youâre paying unfaltering attention to the class for the first hour, but after the sixty-minute mark, you appear to have become bored. He catches the way your pencil starts doodling along the corners of your notebook and it takes everything in him not to snort when you scribble down a wonky looking cat.Â
Heâs so distracted by you, that every couple of slides, he glances back to the projector to see that the class is now on an entirely different topic than the one he last managed to jot down. He doesnât mind, though. Youâre a much more enthralling sight than quasars and supernovas.Â
Halfway through the lesson, you decide to peel off your little black cardigan and hang it on the back of your chair, exposing your arms and neck and shoulders to him. Your hair is tied up neatly right after, giving him all the more to gawk at and envision. Jisung has to remind himself that heâs in a classroom just so that he doesnât start fantasizing about how it would feel to grip your hair up in a similar fashion and fill your throat up with his dick.
With great difficulty, he directs his focus to the board instead, typing quickly into his laptop all the notes he manages to catch before the slide changes again and Professor Hwangâs narrow eyes can scan the room to see whoâs paying attention.Â
When the class is over, you start talking with the girl next to you, aimlessly reaching back for your bag. The gesture makes your cardigan fall, and Jisung has to fully bite his tongue to keep himself from calling out your name and giving himself away. He waits to see if youâll notice, or if someone nearby will alert you, but neither one happens. Instead, you stand up, still engrossed in your conversation, and make your way towards the door. Instantly, he jogs down the aisle and between the seats to grab it and wordlessly hand it to you, but by the time he makes a move to head in your direction, youâve already left.Â
He feels disappointed at first, but the feeling quickly shifts into relief. Wordlessly hand it to you? Does he want your first impression of him to be awkward and borderline rude? No and definitely no. This problem has a simple solutionâitâs a blessing in disguise; heâll take your cardigan home and bring it to you on Friday and maybe, if his courage allows, he can introduce himself then.Â
âHey! I noticed you left your sweater here last class. I brought it for you. Oh, and by the way, itâs me! Iâm @sung.ie. How did I know it was you? I can recognize your voice across a huge lecture hall.â
Yeah⊠heâll think more on that later.Â
With your cardigan clutched in his fist, Jisung sighs, making his way outside and towards his bicycle. He tucks the clothing item into his backpack and pedals back home, wondering how heâs going to manage to give it back to you since you always get to and leave class before him. Â
He knows some of his friends and dorm-mates have their own class today, they had exchanged schedules during lunch a few days ago, which leaves him to hope and pray youâve decided to skip your class and get online. As he parks his bicycle downstairs and locks it, he slips his phone from his pocket and opens discord, but your bubble remains gray and cold. Youâre offline.Â
Maybe you havenât gotten home yet. He checks his phone again when he gets upstairs, and again when he goes inside his dorm, tossing his bag aside and crashing on his bed. He checks after losing a round of candy crush, and again after replying to a text from his mom.Â
By the looks of it, you were in class, or at the very least, not available for the moment. Jisung sighs, pretending heâs not actually as disappointed as he feels. It seems a bit dramatic to feel the need to kill time until he gets to talk to you again so he resorts to doing physics homeworkâa short baseline his teacher assigned that wouldnât be gradedâand tricking his brain into thinking the former is not what heâs actually doing.Â
When he pulls his bag off his desk chair to grab his laptop, your cardigan comes into view, and he pauses to look at it. He sits like this for a moment, wondering if he should fold it nicely on his dresser so he can remember to take it to you, but his hands act before his mind can catch up, reaching in and basically shoving the material toward his face.Â
With his nose buried in your scent, Jisung inhales deeply, sinking into his chair as his legs grow weaker. The trace of your floral softener is the first aroma he gets, and then, the smell of your perfume peeks through, soft and sweet and very fitting for you. Once more, his treacherous hands are acting for themselves and heâs suddenly undoing his belt single-handedly.Â
Once his dick, growing by the minute, is out and clutched in his palm, he finally retracts your sweater. With little hesitation, he wraps it around his erection and pumps once, throwing his head back in immediate relief.
Itâs a fucking miracle that his room is the last one at the end of the hall, and that his next door neighbors, Renjun and Jaemin, are both in their afternoon lectures, because nothing would have been able to muffle the wanton moan that rips from his chest as he strokes himself with your scent. His hips are bucking up into the air, and in only a few minutes, heâs broken a slight sweat. His balls tighten from sheer sensitivity at the act of fucking something directly related to you.Â
A cry of your name, followed by a few more pumps and heâs coming inside your mangled cardigan, his white release breaching the thin material. It seeps through it like light through a veil, gathering thickly on top before spreading into a dark, wet patch. Thereâs a shudder that passes through his bones as he sits back, burying his cock into the fabric and keeping it there until heâs given up every last drop.Â
The only thing that snaps him from his post-nut bliss, is the distinct discord ring-tone that blasts through his headset. His computer monitor turns on as your icon appears and simultaneously, his heart and dick both twitch.Â
âHello?â With his output device swung over his head, he presses the green âanswerâ button and speaks into the mic, hiding his slight shortness of breath with a yawn.Â
âIâm so glad you answered,â you beam, and he does too, âI was worried I had called while you were in class or something,âÂ
As he speaks, he wipes the remnants of his cum off with your cardigan and puts it aside on his desk, tucking his softening (and still very sensitive) dick away into his boxers, âNo, youâre good. I had a class earlier today but now Iâm free.âÂ
âWhat a relief,â you sigh, âWould you want to have a little homework âseshâ with me? I just found out the library doesnât have any available labs. I doubt Iâll be able to concentrate much with you but at least I'll be in good company.â
âLike an e-date?âÂ
âWe can call it that,â you grin, then he pictures your expression becoming a gloom one to match your slightly sadder tone as you admit, âSometimes I wish we went to the same school so we could meet up and study at a coffee shop.âÂ
He snorts, unable to help but crack a joke, âLike a real date?âÂ
Your laugh makes his heart swell slightly. When you reply, âMaybe,â it starts flipping wildly in his chest.Â
God, you canât even begin to imagine how badly he wants that.Â
âThat would be nice,â he agrees humbly, a blush creeping on his cheeks. âWhat class are you gonna study for?âÂ
Thereâs a pause before you speak again where you hum in thought, flipping through a few pages and shuffling through your bag. Jisung joins you, grabbing his laptop and school supplies, âI have a project for my astronomy class. Itâs related to constellations and I wanna start researching them so that I can make an outline for the assignment,âÂ
He looks through his math notes with his brows furrowed down, âI thought she was gonna assign them on Friday?âÂ
Your icon flickers as you reply, âShe is, but I want toâwait. How did you know that?â At your words and the realization of his untimely slip up, Jisungâs body goes rigid. He can only imagine the confusion on your features, and heâs quite relieved you canât see the look on his. If his eyes were to open any wider, heâs sure they might just slip out of his head.Â
âOh, um,â he clears his throat mechanically, then gulps in an effort to lubricate it and keep his voice steady, assertive, certain. âYou mentioned it on Monday, remember?âÂ
âDid I?â You didnât, but he really hopes you think you did. âProbably,â At that, he lets out the air heâs holding, shaking his head slightly at himself for being so careless.Â
âBut um, yeah,â he starts before you can give it any further thought, âIf sheâs assigning them Friday why are you working on it today?âÂ
âCause sheâs also assigning partners on Friday, and I donât really know anyone besides the girl who sits next to me and I doubt Iâll get paired with her. I want to make sure my grade is secured, you know? Iâve never liked group projects. I feel like all the work gets dumped on me.âÂ
Heâs still not entirely sure what you mean to do, or how you intend to create a blueprint of sorts without knowing what it was for, and so he stops flicking through his page of notes to look up at his monitor and ask, âBut if you donât know which constellation youâre gonna work on, how are you gonna make an outline?âÂ
You ponder his question for a moment, then mumble out, âShe didnât mention a rubric or anything, so I figured that as long as I plan out the different sections and give the project a structure, half of the work is cut out, right? I can just assign parts at that point.âÂ
âYouâre that kinda person in a group project? Iâm sorry to whoever gets partnered with you,â Heâs not sorry, not at all. Heâs rather envious, actually, despite his attempts to sound indifferent or amusing. Being granted time to spend with you at your place or his, or at the library or the local campus cafe, would be a no less than perfect ice breaker. Jisung would make sure you never felt like all the research and assembling depended solely on youâin fact, he could see himself now, spending countless hours perfecting the details of his assigned part and inquiring about other suggestions to improve the project, just to impress you or at the very least, satisfy you. The reality that someone else would get to do all of that in his place is disheartening.Â
You guys had rarely ever talked about school before now, since neither of you actually were enrolled in any classes when you started chatting, but now that itâs relevant, he feels like he understands a whole different side of you. Youâre organized, and obviously very studious. Hell, youâve been itching to get started on assignments that havenât even been assigned yet. Youâre responsible, dependable, funny, beautiful, and every time he thinks of you lately, he realizes that his innocent crush is slowly becoming an insatiable one.  Â
âHey! Iâd be very nice if it was you, you know. Show you some favoritism,â the corners of his lips twitch upwardsââBut Iâm also glad itâs not you,ââand fall down again.Â
âWhat? Why?â He tries to not sound too offended.Â
âIâd end up talking your ear off, Sung.âÂ
âIâm already used to that, donât mind it. Kinda like it, actually.âÂ
âYeah?âÂ
âYeah.â He nods curtly, even though thereâs a monitor and an entire school campus between you and him and he knows you have no way of seeing his gesture. There's a moment of silence that you spend taking a brief breath as a glow tinges your cheeks.Â
With a stifled laugh, you open your mouth again, âI think itâs just because you like me that you tolerate my rambling,âÂ
âNo.â Heâs quick to clarify, âI really do like it.â He loves it.Â
âAnd me?â your voice is much quieter, almost giving the impression that youâre shy in asking something so decisive and direct. Jisung, emboldened by your vulnerability, and the distance the screen puts between you two, answers with certainty.Â
âI like you, too.âÂ
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 âThe constellation project, as I mentioned during your first class, is a tool for you to acquaint yourself with your classmates. It will be due in 3 weeks, and you can check the syllabus for specifications regarding that. After today, there will be no changing partners or constellations so should you need any changes to be made, you have until class is dismissed. Listen closely as I read out the pairs for the project. I will not repeat myself.âÂ
The sharp tone heâs growing more and more distaste for by the day drowns out as Jisung glances over at you. Today, youâre sporting a bone-colored long sleeve and corduroy pants with half of your hair held back in a shiny clip. You look ravishing. Truthfully, he canât really tell if youâre wearing makeup or notâalthough he concludes it doesnât matter. Your features are soft and pretty nonetheless, and your cheeks have turned rosy from the dropping autumn temperatures.Â
âYu Karina will be partnered with Lee Heesung. Your constellation is Cassiopeia.â
When you walked into the lecture hall this morning, there was a hot coffee cup with the campus cafeâs logo on it clutched in your hands, which you sipped on while shivering. Taking your usual seat, you greeted the girl next to you, who Jisung now knew was called Yu Karina.Â
The dark haired girl perked up when Professor Hwang called her name and waved down the aisle at who he can only assume is Lee Heesung, her partner, then whispered something to you. You looked over at the boy and back at Karina, nodding and giggling with her.Â
âJennifer Huh, partnered with Ning Yizhuo,â Professor Hwang referenced her other list, âConstellation: Cancer.âÂ
The two girls greet each other with a look and a smile, but Jisung pays little mind. Heâs listening intentlyâfor the first timeâin anticipation of hearing one of your names be called. He doesnât exactly know your full name, only a nickname he refers to you as, the one attached to your discord handle. Otherwise, pinpointing you that first day of class wouldâve been much easier.Â
âPark Jay and Lee Sohee, your constellation is Orion.âÂ
Sitting there, he realizes that in all the months youâve talked, heâs never once asked for your full first name. Is that strange? What kind of friend is he if he doesnât even know your name? In all fairness, you never asked for his, either, so he supposes itâs okay. Would have been useful to know, though, at times like this.Â
After his small confession of âlikeâ on Wednesday, the two of you went on studying your respective subjects, with the occasional (and inevitable) distraction here and there. Admittedly, he thought his comment would be forgotten rather quickly. It wasnât like he outwardly poured his heart out to you, so he figured youâd move on and just crack a joke or two about it later. There was a change, though; a strikingly obvious one to Jisung, who hangs on your every word like itâs a tether that keeps him from floating. And, even if he didnât pay such close attention to you, thereâs no way he could have missed the new flirtatious ambiance that flourished afterwards. Flirting with you is not uncommon by any meansâthe two of you playfully tease each other with frequency, but itâs nothing heâd allow himself to look into too much, for his own sake.Â
That changed in the hours following his comments. All of Wednesday evening, the two of you went back and forth, feeding each other compliments in the form of banter. Again, he thought it would end there, but on Thursday afternoon when you logged on, he asked how your progress was going with the outline, to which you texted back, âI was thinking of you all day. Didnât get around to doing much else.âÂ
It wasnât the only message from you that nurtured his feelings, either. There were enough substantially flirty messages from your conversation that night, that he was able to scroll through them and reread them a few times before bed.Â
ynn áááą: yesterday at 6:49PM
hi did you smile when you saw my name pop up on your phone just now
ynn áááą: yesterday at 8:22 PM
youâre so cute
i can barely thinkÂ
ynn áááą: yesterday at 9:14 PM
i feel like my day doesnât make sense if we donât talkÂ
ynn áááą: yesterday at 10:58 PM
i should get to sleepÂ
but i donât wanna stop texting you
ynn áááą: yesterday at 12:02 AM
goodnight, sung <3 miss you tilâ youâre back
Now, as he eyes you with a boyish, lovesick gaze, watching you doodle your stupid little drawings as you await your assignment, he finds himself praying for the courage to come up to you after class.
Professor Hwang calls your name next, something he only realizes at the fitting similarity of your nickname and the way your pen meets the table in alert to being called on, head lifting up and eyes blinking expectantly.Â
âYour partner will be,âÂ
Jisung holds his breath, chanting in his head âplease, oh, please let it be me,â
 âLee Chan.âÂ
Wishful thinking never got anyone anywhere, then. He ignores the way his heart sinks into the pits of his stomach, unable to help but observe your curious gaze as it looks around the filled seats. For a fleeting moment, you meet his eyes, but he doesnât react or claim to be Lee Chan who you so evidently are in search of, and so you pass him and keep studying the aisles. After a few seconds, you find no one gazing back, even after you slightly stand to peer above the nearby heads that obscure your view.Â
âYour constellation is-âÂ
With a cautious raise of your hand, you interrupt Professor Hwang gently, âExcuse me, Professor, but I donât think my partner is here.âÂ
For a moment, her lazer-like gaze looks like it could light you on fire, a consequence of daring to interrupt her, but it softens only slightly as she realizes the truth in your statement, scanning the room herself and calling out for the missing boy. Upon receiving no call back, she thinks for a moment, then looks back down at her clipboard and crosses something out.Â
âI did mention attendance was mandatory, didnât I?â This she mutters to herself, âNo matter. Instead, youâll work with,â she gives the paper another once over, then clicks her pen and speaks, âPark Jisung.âÂ
In an awkward burst of both excitement and confusion, Jisung darts out of his chair. His knee hits his desk with a clang, and his laptop would have gone flying if it wasnât for his quick hands that catch it before it can fall. The loud ruckus turns several heads in his direction, including Professor Hwangâs and more importantly, yours.Â
Feeling an awful lot like a deer caught in headlights, Jisung blinks as the two of you make eye-contact, then he takes his seat again, very quickly by the way. âUh, thatâs me,â he announces, heat spreading across his face and eyes darting around, âSorry.âÂ
Does he feel more sorry to his teacher and classmates for disrupting the classroom, or to himself and you for the absolute fool he has just made of himself? As much as heâd like to tear his gaze away from yours and cast it to the ground in embarrassment, it remains stuck on you, awaiting your impending reaction.Â
Youâre rather unsure how to feel, though given, a little surprised at the commotion. You offer him a small smile through pursed lips, and Jisung nods, willing with all his might for a hole to open in the ground beneath him and swallow him. Â
âThank you, Mr. Park, for your remarkably clear confirmation. Your constellation is Gemini.âÂ
You turn in your chair to face the front again, scribbling down his name in the corner of your notebook, as well as the constellation youâd been assigned.
âHeâs cute,â Karina comments to you as you look over at her, and you finally let out a small laugh you had been holding in.Â
âHe is. Clumsy,â you snort, âbut cute.âÂ
âWe both got cute partners. We should meet up at the library later and all get started on the project together,âÂ
You nod enthusiastically, going back to your outline that sits at the ready on your laptop screen and making quick work of labeling the different sections evenly. If it wasnât so obvious for you to spin around and steal a glance, you might have done so again. Youâre certainly tempted to, thinking back to seconds ago and realizing you hadnât really noticed him the last two classes.Â
Jisung watches your exchange with his dignity at serious risk. Heâs entirely unable to hear or make out what youâre saying to each other, and it makes his pulse pick up and his mind race. He considers many things as he watches the two of you talk: firstly, asking to change his partner, but then realizing that would be an awful idea. Once you knew who he was, how would you ever forgive him for immediately ditching you? Absolutely not. Cowering had gotten him nowhere so far.Â
Then, he considers switching out of the class himself, and disappearing, never to reveal himself to youâbut that wasnât the right thing to do either. Incapable of checking out of your life so quickly and denying himself the treat that is seeing you three times a week (and now, possibly more), he cans that idea, too.Â
As Professor Hwang finishes reading off the list of names, he begins planning what heâll actually say to you, as that conversation is just minutes away. Thereâs less than a half-hour left of class, which means he has to think hard and fast.Â
As he busies himself with the grueling task of picking an appropriate and redeeming introduction, he doesnât hear the new instructions from Professor Hwang, which are to find your partner and begin brainstorming, as well as exchanging schedules to set aside time outside of class to work on the presentation. A shadow falls over his desk and consumes his work space in darkness. When his curiously squinted eyes trail up to find the source, only to land on you, hovering above him with your things clutched in your arms, he grips his seat to keep from jumping out of it for the second time today.Â
âIs this seat taken?âÂ
So much for having time to figure out how to approach you. His heart does a leap of surprise in his chest in place of his physical body, and he resists the urge to clutch it.
âNo.â He replies shortly.Â
With your unfaltering, kind smile still present on your face, you laugh softly and place your things down, introducing yourself.Â
âYouâre Ji-sun, right?âÂ
ââSung.â he politely corrects you. When you donât immediately react, he wonders if you had even heard him. He doesnât put it past himself to have imagined that he replied to you, between his sweating palms and nervous jittering, and your pretty self sitting just a foot away, heâs barely keeping it together. After a moment that feels infinitely longer than it actually is, you raise your eyebrows slightly, round lips parted to ask your question with a palpable hesitance.Â
âW-what?âÂ
âJisung,â he quickly replies, pronouncing the âgâ clearly and masking the way his eyes widen with a heavy blink that honestly, may not serve as any better of a guise. He pleads with himself to get his shit together but luckily, you donât seem to notice.Â
âOh, sorry⊠Sorry, Itâs justânevermind. Hi, Jisung.âÂ
âHi, Y/N.â He savors the way your name feels on his tongue but keeps his enjoyment brief.Â
âI hope you donât mind,â you start, lifting the screen of your laptop to reveal the very same outline you had started working on during your last call with him, âbut I already made an outline. If you wanna scrap it and start all over, we canââÂ
âNo, Itâs fine, we can use this,â when you give him an unsure look, he smiles reassuringly, âIt looks brilliant.âÂ
âThank you.â Thereâs a pause that is filled only by you clearing your throat, âOk, I have a literature class right after this one on Mondays and Wednesdays. The rest of my classes are online, so Iâm free at any time, really. I usually like to study at the computer labs in the library, itâs nice and private there and I find it much easier to focus. But if you donât want to go there, we could always go to the cafe or the square for some fresh air. Oh, and either one of our dorm rooms works fine if youâre okay-âÂ
To experience your presence on a phone call is one thing, but to experience it in real life, with your clear voice so arresting and your silky, smooth lips within reach, is absolutely mesmerizing. Heâs fighting the urge to glance down at your mouth, but itâs becoming increasingly harder to sustain eye contact, as lovely as he decides your eyes are. Another thing that is becoming exponentially harder, and more sensitive all the same, is his cock, springing to life with an eagerness to greet you.Â
Thereâs a bit of panic that flashes across his features as he senses the strain itâs causing in his pants, and only when you look down at your outline does he dare to sneak a glance down at his own groin where as expected, a noticeable imprint was beginning to develop. In a desperate gesture, he slides his notebook over his lap, suppressing a hiss, and leans forward to pretend to use his own laptop.Â
âAny of those work for me,âÂ
âOkay, great,â You notice the time and turn back to him. âYou can just message me when youâre free.â
âSure.âÂ
âAnd hereâs my numberââ you reach over, sliding the protective notebook from his lap and placing it on your desk, scribbling your number in the corner. Jisung immediately readjusts his hoodie, throwing the hem of it over his boner. Professor Hwang dismisses the class as you pass it back.Â
âCall me whenever youâre free.â With a spin of your heel, you wave goodbye to him and rejoin Karina, who waits for you at the door with her partner.
Jisung lets out a breath he didn't know he was holding, and looks down at the number you wrote. Beside the digits, written in very neat handwriting, might he add, sat perched on a wobbly branch a little black cat that he recognized from his hours of staring as one of your doodles.Â
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The time is 4:33PM, and Jisung has drafted over a dozen messages on the iMessage app addressed to your number. None of them have exactly made it to you yet, courtesy of his thumb that keeps pressing backspace and wiping out any trace of a remotely embarrassing text. Itâs the next day and no introduction or invitation to meet up seems like itâs good enough to send, though he knows that inevitably, he has to text you first. You left your number behind with the doodle that he has since stuck to the corner of his PC monitor, but you never took down his; so now, the ball is in Jisungâs court, and he knows that if he waits too long, youâd think he was avoiding you or the project altogether.Â
Realistically, he knows a simple âHi, itâs Jisung,â will suffice, but he canât bring himself to send you such an unoriginal and boring message. After pondering for a moment, he then decides the best solution would be to do some research, and then call you with his findingsâthis way, his interest in the project would be clear, and he knows how important that is to you.Â
At once, he peels your cum-stained cardigan off of his lap, though not before stealing a glance at the dayâs new additions, and places it aside. He tucks his spent dick into his short and turns on his monitor, typing the name of the constellation into Google and investigating nearly every website he could find with any useful information.Â
In the nicest handwriting he can manage, Jisung bullets a list of all the facts and history he could find on âGeminiâ within the hour, including the stars that make up the constellation, the myth behind it, and other relevant statistics. It isnât until he has filled up an entire page front and backâpartiallyâthat he picks up his phone again and makes another attempt at contacting you.Â
Feeling slightly more confident, he types up his message.Â
To: 555-111-0205
hi, itâs jisung from astronomy. i did some research and i wanted to show you what i found. let me
know if youâre free to exchange notes. Sent at 5:52 PM.
Jisung rereads over his message for any flaws, though thereâs nothing he can do about it now that itâs sent, anyway. After he deems it an okay first message, he takes a breath and moves to put his phone down, but it buzzes in his hand instead.Â
Incoming call at 5:54 PM From: 555-111-0205
âHi-â
âHi! Sorry to just call unannounced but Iâm walking to the library with all my stuff and I canât really text. I was able to book us a computer lab for the next two hours so If you want, weâcan you hear me?âÂ
He sits up straighter, âYeah! Yes, I can hear you,âÂ
âOh, good, soâwait, hello?â Your voice shifts in volume and proximity, as if you pulled your phone from your ear to check the call screen, then brought it back, âOh, sorry. I-I thought I had accidentally called someone else⊠nevermind.â Instantly, Jisung realizes instantly that you must have recognized his voice. It makes sense, seeing as youâre used to hearing it specifically on calls. You seem to show no further suspicion as you continue speaking, though, but perhaps, he should keep talking on the phone with you to a minimum.Â
âDo you think you can make it? Otherwise I can go work on my own. I saw your text and instantly booked the room. Sorry for not checking in with you first,âÂ
âIâll meet you there,â He replies quickly, grimacing at the instinctual effort it takes to try and make his voice deeper.Â
âOkay! Great. Iâll see you there, then.â You hang up, and then your text message comes through with the lab room information just minutes later.Â
Jisung all but lunges out of his chair and rushes to face himself in the mirror, taking in his reflection. Besides his hair that looks slightly disheveled, he looks alright. He doesnât want to make you wait long for him, so he quickly grabs his laptop and his notes, shoves them all into his bag, and flies out of his dorm room with the laces of his sneakers left untied. Â
In the brightly, yellow-lit hallway, Mark and Chenle are popping out of their respective rooms, a basketball clutched under the younger boyâs arm.
âWe were just about to come grab you,â Chenle starts, âLetâs play some ball. Jenoâs meeting us at the court,â
âCanât,â Jisung shakes his head, âIâm going to the library,â he tries to not get offended at the way the two boys snort loudly in disbelief, looking at each other as if theyâve both had the same thought.Â
âYeah, right.â Chenle scoffs.Â
With a blink, Jisung replies meekly, âIâm serious.âÂ
âSince when do you go to the library?â Mark brows pinch and he adds, âItâs the start of term. Youâre already studying?â
âSince now, I guess. I have a project for a class so Iâm gonna go meet up with my partner at the library, but Iâll catch you guys later.âÂ
âAlright, alright. Ohâremember thereâs a party next week at Jaehyunâs frat for syllabus week.âÂ
âYeah, Iâll be there.â His answer doesnât seem to fully convince Mark, Chenle, or even himself, but they seem satisfied enough, because they let Jisung go without any more pestering. He flies down the flight of stairs and out the front door of the dormitory.Â
The cold September air is biting at this time in the evening, feeling particularly cool on the apples of his cheek, which glow from the light layer of sweat that develops during his jog over to the library. Itâs a considerable distance away, which is part of the reason why he, in his two years of being a student at the university, has never seriously stepped foot inside of it. Studying in his room is much more convenient, but you seem to like the library, so the twenty-minute-walk there, or in this case, fifteen-minute-jog, will simply have to be adopted as a new way to get in some brief exercise a few times a week.Â
More than likely, you have already arrived, and Jisung doesnât want to make you wait too long for him, especially since thereâs a two-hour time limit on the room and he intends to spend as much time with you there as he can. He wipes his cheeks with his gray sleeves and climbs up the stairs of the building quickly, swiping his student card at the door and stepping inside.Â
The ceiling is massively tall, seemingly taller than when he once saw it during freshman orientation, and the endless rows of shelves are filled with books, ranging from thin, colorful novels to thick, leather-bound classics. Itâs quieter than he expects it to be, even for a library, and he clearly can hear the pitter patter of his feet as he follows the sign labeled âStudy Rooms and Computer Labs.âÂ
The guy at the reception desk in this section seems to be a volunteer, his student ID and name tag shining on his shirt. He glances up from his book when Jisung approaches, nodding once. Thereâs an awkward silence that feels rather loud as Jisung fumbles with his phone, flipping it between his clammy hands as he searches for your message.Â
âComputer Lab 4C?âÂ
Wordlessly, the boy nods again, then slides over a clip-board with a sign-in sheet clamped to it.Â
Itâs surprising to see how many lab spots are filled up so early into the term, names scribbled along the lines and time-slots. Your name stands out, partly because of your familiar handwriting, but particularly because of the empty line beside it, where he signs in before handing the clip-board back.Â
âDown the hall, second door on your right.âÂ
Itâs Jisungâs turn to bob his head once and the boy looks back down at his book. He makes his way down the hall until he reaches the correctly labeled door. His hand reaches for the handle, but he withdraws it. Should he knock? Or maybe send you a text? Or both?Â
To: 555-111-0205
hey again. iâm outside :) Sent at 6:18 PM.
The door creaks open from the taps of his knuckles bumping against it, and he peeks his head in timidly, finding you sitting in one of the desk chairs, nearly hidden behind your laptop and a stack of books. You look up over the screen, eyes squinting in a smile.Â
âOh, I had left the door open for you,â you stand up, holding out a cup for him, âand I got you coffee⊠didnât know how you liked it so I just got you the same thing I order,âÂ
Thereâs a fluttering in his stomach as he sets his bag down. Thereâs no chance he can manage to meet your eyes after such a gesture so he casts them to the ground instead, graciously reaching out to receive with both hands the drink you offer him, âYou didnât have to,â he mumbles, âbut thank you. Iâm sure your order is great,âÂ
âI wanted to! Itâs justâI mean, I did drag you out of your room in the cold and on really short noticeâA hot coffee was the least I could do,â you shrug, âOne of my friends works at the cafe and I was there doing some work for my literature class before I got your message and I figured Iâd grab us both something before I headed over here⊠Sorry, Iâm talking too much. Here, sit down.âÂ
Heâs not exactly sure what to say, so he takes his seat beside you in silence, but not without a small smile decorating his face. The notes he had taken down to show you are retrieved from his bag, as well as his laptop. Thereâs a low screech of your chair dragging across the floor, and he turns to find youâve scooted closer and you're leaning forward with your cheek resting on your palm, eyes intently looking at his research.Â
âIt isnât much. Iâm sure whatever you found is much more substantial, but I couldnât show up empty handed.â Jisung explains, sliding the paper over to you. As your eyes scan the page, you make a few comments along the lines of âOh, this is a good point,â or âWe should mention this.â
You seem to be very carefully reading his work. Meanwhile, he takes advantage of your preoccupation to let his eyes rake over your person.Â
The first thing he notices is that youâre wearing a different cardigan, and he suddenly remembers your black one is still on his desk, unwashed and covered in his cum. Your hair looks soft, and when you mindlessly swing it over your shoulder, he catches a whiff of your lavender scented hair wash, and it makes him gnaw the inside of his cheek. Youâre not quite close enough for him to catch the perfume youâve decided to wear tonight, though he can vividly picture the gentle florals that linger still on your cardigan. His eyes trail down, and itâs only then that he notices your skirtâor blatantly, the length of your skirt. Your smooth thighs are exposed, full and fleshy and pressed together, and he suddenly wishes they were wrapped around his head.Â
âJisung? You okay?âÂ
âIâYeah, sorry.â Itâs clear that youâve noticed his staring, and he all but rips his eyes away in embarrassment, âI was just wondering if you were cold,â He gestures down at your legs shyly, pretending the content heâd written on the paper was more interesting the sight of your plush thighs.Â
For a moment he expects some harsh comment or outburst, but you laugh instead, smoothing the material down a bit, âNo, not in here, at least. And the walk over was short, so,â His lips are pursed and his cheeks are burning, but you spare him from any further humiliation when you reach across him to turn the page over and quietly gasp, muttering some surprise under your breath at how extensive his work is. âThis is really good. We can use pretty much all of it.âÂ
Failing to hide his beaming at your praise, he snaps his head over to you, âYou think so?âÂ
âYeah, I meanâ,â The screen of your laptop changes over to a page of notes, âI pretty much wrote down all the same things. Iâm actually so relieved, I was worried I might get paired up with someone who wasnât gonna contribute.âÂ
âBet youâre glad you didnât switch out of the class now, huh?âÂ
Distracted in the notes and in the taste of his coffee, he misses your quick, confused glance his way. Smoothly recovering before he notices, you slowly nod and present to him the layout where you had already taken the liberty to assign him his designated parts. Not that he expected anything else; itâs endearing to see his name labeled over specific sections, color-coded in a blue, bolded font. He wastes no time in pulling up the screen of his computer, exchanging emails with you so the two of you can get to work on the shared document.
The time passes quicker than he hopes, and he realizes just how much he likes spending time with you. Talking with you online is one thing, but sitting beside you as you sip your drink and hum mindlessly, fingers typing away or flipping pages in a book? Completely different game. Heâs sure that if it wasnât because he relieved himself earlier today, he might have popped a boner from the simple act of being in your presence.Â
Every once in a while, you make an occasional comment regarding a point or two you thought was worth mentioning or adding, and heâd oblige, making a note of it and sharing his thoughts here and there. Occasionally, he manages to steal a look at your thighs, which he swears youâre bouncing and squeezing together on purpose, but for the most part he keeps his focus on the task at hand.Â
Towards the end of the night, thereâs a moment where your hands brush his as you point something out on his screen, and Jisung swears heâs never felt more like a teenage boy in his life. He practically flinches at the contact, failing to mask his awkward reaction and pretending he really meant to fix his hair.
Bidding you farewell is possibly the most difficult of the tasks this evening, even more so than pretending he isnât completely infatuated with and aroused by you for a whole two hours. When you stand from your seat and walk with him out of the study room, and subsequently, out of the library and into the cold, Jisung faces another of his many dilemmas related to you. Heâs not sure if he should offer to walk you back to your dorm, or at the very least halfway there. Perhaps, offering you his jacket would be appropriate, since your skirt wasnât doing much of a job at keeping you warm.Â
âYou live close by?âÂ
âYeah! Just a 5 minute walk,â you point your index finger, âIn that dorm right over there.âÂ
Jisung nods once, then decides to indulge his impulses. âHere,â he slides his hoodie off with a little less coordination than he wouldâve liked, holding it out for you to take, âso you arenât cold.âÂ
He canât tell if your cheeks are red from the temperature again or from his gesture, but he hopes itâs the latter. The moment you take his sweater, pretty eyes wide in thanks, he sucks in a breath. Itâs much chillier now that the sun is gone, and he fights the urge to chatter his teeth when he offers you a lopsided smile.Â
âT-thank you,â you tie the sleeves around your waist, covering your lap.Â
 âIâll see you in class?â he asks.Â
âYeah,â you nod, flashing him a final grin before you spin on your heel to head home.Â
The twenty-minute-walk-fifteen-minute-jog back to his room feels eternal. All of his hair is standing on end, but picking up his pace too much means that the icy wind, which has so graciously decided to blow in his direction, would just become harsher. His palms soak up the little warmth on his stomach, tucked under his t-shirt, as he alternates between speed-walking and jogging. The minutes drag on and on until finally, his building comes into view and he breaks into a run.Â
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The following morning when he walks into his astronomy class, he follows his usual routine of checking for you in your seat and is almost distraught when he finds it to be empty. Itâs not like you to miss a class, and he contemplates reaching for his phone to check-in on you. It isn't until he pans his vision over to his own chair that he spots you. Youâre accompanied by Karina and her partner, Heesung, taking up the empty seats beside his own.Â
On your desk sit two coffee cups like the ones from last night, and he pulls his lip between his teeth to hide the grin that fights to break out.
You look up when you spot him, and Karina and Heesung look up, too.Â
âHiâŠâÂ
âHi! Jisung, right?â Karina extends her hand out and he takes it, nodding to confirm, âIâm Karina and this is Heesung.â He mumbles another small hello to the boy, who acknowledges him before looking back at his computer.
âGood morning,â you greet as he sits, placing his cup on his desk. âYou never told me whether you liked it or not, but I figured youâd grow to like it eventually.â
âI-thanks but,âÂ
âI know: Didnât have to, but I wanted to. So just say thanks, yeah?âÂ
Thereâs a familiar burning on his cheeks that always seems to make an appearance when youâre around, but he doesnât bother masking it this time.Â
âI wanted to ask you if you would be free to study tonight?âÂ
Instantly, he bobs his head up and down, and you book the study room on your computer just moments before Professor Hwang strides inside the classroom, her glasses on the tip of her sharp, pointed nose.Â
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The frat house where the seniors stay is practically next door to Jisungâs dormitory, which is why when Mark, Chenle, and Jeno come banging on his door on Saturday night, he realizes he canât use walking so far in the cold as an excuse to stay home. He also canât use studying as an excuse anymore, since Mark had already caught him leaving the dorm a few times throughout the week to go study with you. That, and he ran into Jeno as he was entering the library just the night before.Â
âYouâve been studying plenty,â theyâd say, or âWe told you about the party last week, no way youâre not going.âÂ
Anywayâthe point is, heâll have to endure tonight, despite his wishes to stay close to his PC for the chance that youâd want to hop into a game. Heâd prefer to spend the night talking with you, but thatâll just have to wait until tomorrow. With a somber look on his face, he shrugs on a jacket and opens the door for his friends, who practically drag him outside.Â
Jeno slings his arm over the taller boyâs shoulders as if to prevent him from fleeing, and the four of them climb down the stairs and onto the path toward the frat. If Jisung strains his ears, he can already pick up on the sounds of the party, even from here.Â
âYou think Chaewon will be there?â Mark asks no one in particular, but the boys all respond simultaneously with groans of distaste.Â
âYou dated her three semesters ago, why do you care?â Chenle starts, âisnât she seeing Jungwoo now, anyway?â Â
âThatâs exactly why I care,â Mark grumbles, foot kicking a rock along the pavement. âHeâs one of the RAs. If heâs thereââÂ
âHeâs always there,â Chenle interjects, earning a glare.Â
ââthen sheâll be there, too.âÂ
âSo, what happened with⊠whatâs her name, Minjeong? Why donât you hang out with her?âÂ
âNah,â He turns to Jeno, âSheâs sweet and all, but I found out from Giselle that her and Chaewon are friends, so,âÂ
Thereâs a chorus of understanding, albeit a bit pitiful, âaahâsâ and âohâsâ as the building comes into view. A few people are gathered at and around the entrance while others litter the parking lot with phones and solo cups in their hands as they wait for friends. Among them, and Jisung has to do a double take to make sure, he spots Karina, who waves someone down from the direction of the main courtyard. For a moment, he thinks it might be you who appears from between the treeline, but itâs Heesung who jogs over to meet her and he realizes how silly his thought was in the first place.Â
In the months heâs known you, youâve never once brought up a party. In retrospect, you donât seem like the type to like partying at all. He can picture you clearly now, tearing through textbooks or novels for your literature class, or maybe even typing away to him on Discord and asking if he was online.Â
He isnât and canât be tonight, and heâs very sorry about that, for the record.Â
Maneuvering through the crowd of tipsy college students isnât too difficult,and neither is their entry. The door is propped open, and Jaehyun, with his signature snapback that he wears backwards on his dark hair, calls them over from the drink bar.Â
âFirst problem I see here,â he starts, âis that none of you have a cup in your hand.âÂ
âWeâve barely made it through the door, man,â Mark laughs, clapping up Jaehyun and moving aside so he can greet the rest of the guys.Â
âThatâs no excuse, you should be sipping on something by now.â He waves his arm, âTake a look around, boys! This is what life is gonna look like for you guys next yearâand the year after for you, Jisung.âÂ
Jisung gives a curt, disinterested nod amidst being handed some fruity, fizzy, white claw resemblant that probably wouldnât taste much different from an Alka-Seltzer. He cracks it open upon being prompted to by Jaehyun, who initiates a âcheersâ between the friend group. The moment the alcohol touches his tongue, Jisung grimaces, taking a few long chugs in hopes that the effect will kick in quicker and make the long night that awaits him a little less long.Â
âDo you know if Chaewon is here?âÂ
Wordlessly, Jaehyun fixes his cap and points a single finger toward the couch, where Chaewon sits besides Jungwoo, leaning in to hear him over the music and giggling at whatever he says in her ear. The boys look over at the couple, then quickly glance back at Mark, whose face falls despite the fact that he knew to expect this.Â
âTough,â Jeno gives him a pat on the shoulder, âHope you have better luck the rest of the night. Iâve gotta bounce,âÂ
âYo, what do you mean bounce?âÂ
He gestures toward a girl standing near the beer pong table, who looks slightly familiar to Jisung, though he canât quite put his finger on it, and smirks, âShe smiled at me the moment we walked in. Iâll see you later, but I honestly hope I donât.âÂ
The realization that his friends, in search of their hook-ups for the night, would eventually be abandoning him one-by-one kicks in just then, inviting Jisung to down the rest of his bubbly drink in one go.Â
Mark rolls his eyes, âYou ever notice Jeno is always the first one to get a girl?â His comment earns a few hums of agreement.
âIâm gonna go find Jaemin,â with his phone clutched in his hand, Chenle turns towards the door, âhe just texted me heâs outside with Sullyoon and her friend.âÂ
âWait, Jaemin isâheâs setting you up and not me?â Chenle only shrugs at Markâs question, replying with a blunt and concise âyeah.âÂ
âIâm not a dog like Jeno though, so Iâll definitely see you guys later.âÂ
As if noticing he was facing the same unfortunate fate as Jisung, Mark turns to the youngest boy with a fearful look in his eyes. Jisung only shakes his head and takes a quick look around, âIâm not planning on hooking up with anyone here, soâŠâ At this, the boy sighs in relief, handing Jisung another drink in solidarity. The two lean against the counter as Jaehyun looks between them, snorting.Â
âMark, thereâs so many girls here.âÂ
âI know, butââÂ
âBut Chaewon.âÂ
Mark nods, echoing Jaehyun in a quiet, maybe even embarrassed voice, âBut ChaewonâŠâÂ
âDonât worry, I get it,â he adds sympathetically, âIâm caught up on my ex, too.âÂ
âUhâŠâ thereâs a pause. âWhich one?â This comment lands Mark a shove, playful, for the most part. He rubs his shoulder and hisses while Jaehyun, on the other hand, sloshes around the little liquid left in his cup and grabs the closest bottle of alcohol to him, along with whichever random mixer he finds first.
âThe only one that really mattered.â He tilts his newly filled red cup back to drink from it, but his eyes peek over the rim and he pulls it from his lips to sigh out, âSpeak of the devil and she doth come,â he raises his brows and announces, âthere she is now.âÂ
Following his line of sight, Jisung trails his vision toward the front entrance and at once, the sight makes each and every one of his limbs seize up. Thereâs a twisting and turning in his stomach that almost invites the seltzer he chugged to make a reappearance, and heâs pretty sure the color has drained from his face as he watches you walk inside the frat house behind Karina and Heesung.Â
So many things go through his mind in such a short amount of time that he fears he may have had some sort of out-of-body experience or hallucination episode; it wasn't really you he was seeing, it couldnât be. The way your skirt clings to your hips makes him grip his cup tighter within his sweating palm, and the lacy, corset top youâve decided to wear, which shows off a tasteful bit of cleavage, causes him to swallow down the saliva that had pooled on his tongue.Â
It was a more provocative outfit than heâd even seen you wear, and if it wasnât for the fact that Jaehyun opened his mouth to speak, heâs sure he wouldâve instantly become bricked up.Â
âAnd of course sheâs wearing that shirtâŠâ Jaehyun fixes his cap for the second time tonight and straightens out his shirt, âAlright, wish me luck.âÂ
Itâs not like Jisung would have interjected anyway, he didnât really have the grounds to, but he couldnât even entertain the thought before Jaehyun headed in your direction with decisive confidence. Part of him hopes he was referring to someone else as his ex, perhaps even Karina, since there isnât another girl in your immediate vicinity besides her, but his bit of hope is crushed as he spots Heesungâs hand intertwined in hers. Surely, Jaehyun wouldnât be coming up to her if she showed up with someone to his party. It leaves him to reach his regretful conclusion just as his friend and you make eye contact, recognition flashing across your features, along with something else.Â
Unable to torture himself further by watching your exchange, Jisung tears his eyes away and grabs another drink to make this very, very long night ahead of him somewhat bearable. He turns to Mark, who he didnât even realize had been talking this whole time, but the loud music and the cloudiness in his mind muffle out his speech.Â
ââI mean this just sucks! I guess we still have each other, maybe we can find some girls whoââÂ
When did you even date Jaehyun? You hadnât mentioned him once in the months he had known you. And also, why  did you date Jaehyun? Not that there was anything wrong with him, other than his habit of cycling through girls every semester. Markâs âWhich one?â comment had some truth to it, but he would have never expected you to have been on Jaehyunâs roster. It takes him a second to remember that Jaehyun is still his friend, but even then, he canât fight the bitterness that settles in his bones. What did he mean when he said that you were the only one that mattered? How significant was your relationship with him? Thereâs too many questions circling his mind, and it isnât until he downs the fifth drink that they start to blur.Â
Currently, heâs passing the time conversing with Mark and following him around the party, but more importantly, avoiding you in fear heâll steal a glance and youâll be locking lips with your ex. He spots Jaehyun by the bathroom a bit into the night, but thankfully, you arenât near him. Itâs in the middle of a beer pong game with Mark when he dares to glance around in search of you.Â
First, he spots Karina and Heesung, making out on the couch where Chaewon and Jungwoo once sat. You arenât near them. Then he spots Jaemin and Chenle dancing with the girls they had met up with, but you arenât dancing, either.Â
Heâs relieved to find you arenât with Jaehyun when he spots him, finding instead that his friend is flirting it up with a different girl who is certainly not you. The sight completely pisses him off, and somehow makes him feel immense relief simultaneously. Right around this time, he decides heâs had more than enough of the party. You arenât here anymore, and Jaehyunâs face is making him fucking sick. Mark is slurring his speech enough that he wouldnât notice if Jisung just slipped, so he does just that, though he does make sure to mention to Chenle that heâs leaving on his way out so he can keep an eye on Mark. Â
Outside, the cold is unbearable. The previously crowded lot is empty for the most part, except for a few people puffing clouds of smoke into the air by a bench. Not even the alcohol in his system is enough to warm him up, so he canât even imagine how a joint could be worth sitting outside for.
The only other person sitting outside is squatted down by the curb with their knees curled up to their chest. As the autumn leaves crack under Jisungâs feet, they turn their head around.Â
âI told you I donât wannaâJisung?âÂ
Your big eyes widen in his direction, and you shoot up from the ground. Jisungâs brow lowers in concern and he notices the only thing you have to cover up is a flimsy cardigan. You and your damn, flimsy cardigans.Â
âWhat are you doing out here?âÂ
âSorry for snapping Iâsorry,â you shiver involuntarily as a gust of wind blows through, wrapping your arms around yourself, âI thought you were someone else.âÂ
There isn't a sliver of hesitation before Jisung shrugs off his leather jacket and begins to wrap it around you, grumbling, âAre you crazy? You must be freezing,âÂ
âIâm fineââÂ
âThis should help,âÂ
âBut- Jisung, how many of your jackets am I gonna takeââÂ
âAs many as you need to.â Your lack of a response makes him look back up to meet your eyes, round and much warmer than the rest of you was right now. He clears his throat, guiding your sleeves into the arms of the jacket as he jokes, âor until you bring your own.âÂ
You smile, muttering a small âthank youâ as the warmth engulfs you, along with the smell of him and some cheap cologne only a college student would buy. Heâs tugging the collar closer to cover up your exposed neck and chest, eyes flickering down at your bare skin despite being well aware that youâre looking. Where this newfound boldness came from tonight, he doesnât know. What he does know is that his boldness is always rather short-lived when it comes to you, and tends to appear and disappear like random spurts of energyâheâll take advantage of it this once. Especially now that he knows youâre Jaehyunâs ex and the most he might even get to do is gawk at you, he intends to make it worth it.Â
âYou must be freezing now, though,â you start, âshould we go somewhere warm?âÂ
âHow about the library?âÂ
You laugh, looking at him in disbelief, âThe library isnât open at this time, much less on the weekend,â âRightâŠâÂ
âWanna go to mine?â Your suggestion makes his breath hitch for a second, but he manages to respond with decent clarity.Â
âYou live by the library, though. Thatâs like a half-hour walk. I donât think youâll make it that far without turning into an icicle,âÂ
âWell, I donât really wanna go back insideâŠâ he knows why, so he offers something else.Â
âMy dorm is five minutes away. We could go there if you want, b-but if youâd rather go somewhere elseââ
âOkay,â you nod eagerly, âletâs go.âÂ
As Jisung leads the way, speed-walking to beat the chill that spreads through his newly uncovered limbs, he turns his face to you, watching as you tuck the lower half of your face into his coat.Â
âI donât know if you want to work on the project orââÂ
âGod no,â you huff, rolling your eyes, âIâm not that much of a buzzkill, dude.â You jog a little to catch up to his longer strides, âBesides, I have like three shots of Pink Whitney in me,âÂ
âFoul.âÂ
âI know. Canât think about a project right now,âÂ
âIâve had a bit to drink, too.â he admits.
âI can tell. Youâre stumbling.âÂ
He snaps his head around, down to his feet, then back to you. âWhat? Am I?âÂ
Thereâs a small, stupid smile on your face as you shake your head. âNo.â
He canât pinpoint why this banter with you is so easy, why it feels so right. Or perhaps, he can, but regardless, his heart leaps in his chest as he scoffs, not fighting the shit-eating grin that spreads on his frosted cheeks.Â
"Itâs that building right over there,â he points.
âYou werenât kidding when you said it was close,â
The two of you climb the stairs and he opens the main door for you, watching you sigh out in bliss as you step into the warmth of the hall. You bounce around in a cute way that once more tugs at his heart-strings, still looking all puffed up and adorable in his jacket that entirely engulfs your frame. He leads you up another flight of stairs and onto the floor his room is at, and once the two of you stop in front of his door, he pats his jean pockets.Â
âOh my uh- my keys are in the pocket of the jacket.âÂ
You mimic his recent action, patting around until you find his keys, holding them out for him to take.Â
Somewhat awkwardly, he fumbles with them until he manages to fit it into the lock, opening the door with one hand. He gestures for you to enter his room with a small shrug, âMake yourself at home.âÂ
As you step inside, Jisung makes it a point to quietly thank whatever higher power compelled him to make his bed this afternoon. The rest of his room wasnât perfectly organized by any means, but at the very least, his bed, which you now sat at the foot of with your legs bouncing, was neatly made.Â
âYou have your own room?â You mutter in surprise as you look around the small space and notice the lack of a second bed. The tall boy beside you just shrugs again, toeing off his shoes in the corner as he pulls the door closed.Â
âYeah, uh⊠Iâm one of the RAs for the sophomore class.âÂ
âWow,â you sigh, âI wish! I mean, I love sharing a room with Karina, but itâs nice to have space for myself sometimes.âÂ
âThatâs why youâre always at the library?âÂ
You nod, sliding your palms across his duvet, âItâs nice and quiet,â your fingers move to grip and release the material, and he blinks harshly to erase the sight of that from his mind before it causes him to spiral. It didnât prove to be very useful, though, because your still-exposed thighs move and press together, just as they did at the library, and his dick gives a little twitch in response.
âIâll get you some clothes to change into, that way youâre more comfortable.â he decides, more for his sake than yours. You donât answer, continuing to look around, taking in the details of his computer that flashes in a bunch of different colors.Â
âYou know I gave up extra storage in my bedside table to be able to keep my PC? I let Karina take it to her side of the room so Iâd have space for my setup.âÂ
Rummaging through his drawers, he pipes up, âyou game?â as if it wasnât something he already knew about you.Â
âI love it. I stayed here for most of the summer just because I had my computer here.â Â
Jisung picks out a pair of sweats for you and one for himself, along with a t-shirt he knows he recently washed, then he turns, handing it over to you. âIâll change in the bathroom down the hall and then wait outside. You can crack the door open when youâre done,âÂ
âThank you, Jisung.âÂ
Thereâs a gentle sincerity in your tone that makes him wanna say âanything for you,â but he settles for pursing his lips instead, leaving to let you change before he can embarrass himself with any baseless comment you wouldnât really get. The effect of the drinks still hadnât completely faded, and he fears heâs capable of saying just about any of his stupid thoughts out loud right about now.Â
You werenât completely sober either, not by any means. The trashy vodka your ex offered you in an attempt to reconcile was as bitter as the end of your relationship with him, and it was flowing through your veins and giving you that light-headed buzz. You stand up and slip off your boots and Jisungâs jacket, along with your skirt. Your top requires a bit more precision, the lace getting twisted and tangled in your uncoordinated fingers. Thereâs little huffs and puffs of frustration that leave your lips during your struggle, and youâd almost consider asking for help if it wasnât completely inappropriate.Â
Finally, though, you manage to get it off and slip on the change of clothes Jisung has so graciously provided. Theyâre warm and they smell good, and theyâre much more comfortable than your outfit which is now folded on Jisungâs gaming chair, alongside your purse.Â
When you look up in admiration of his impressive keyboard, which looks to be custom made, and your eyes trail up to his monitor, you notice something on the corner of the screen. The mindless doodle you had drawn beside your phone number that day in class had been very carefully cut out and stuck onto his screen with tape.Â
âYou okay?â
His voice calls from outside, quietly as if not to disturb you even though itâs you who is occupying his room.Â
âYeah, Iâm almost done!â
âI thought that she was gonna assign them on Friday?â
Sung had asked you that on call, in regards to the constellation project you mentioned you wanted to start working on. Not Jisung, Sung. Sung, who is not in your astronomy class and would have had no way of knowing when or even what your professor would be assigning.Â
âYouâre Ji-sun, right?âÂ
ââSung.â
The nickname sounded very right coming from his lips, from his voice. You never gave his nickname too much thought, because truly, Sung could just be a display name. And if it is his real name, it could stand for anything: Sungmin, Sungwoo, Daesung, Ilsung, Jaesung⊠Jisung.Â
And then, you recall the time you spoke on the phoneâspecifically, the time you had to do a double take at your screen to make sure you hadnât actually called Sung. It was the first time you had spoken to Jisung on the phone, and itâs the only way you had even spoken to Sung⊠something about it seemed so, so strangely familiar.Â
Could it beâŠÂ
âAlright, Iâm done!â Your announcement comes after the realization that heâs been waiting outside for a few minutes already.Â
âComing inâŠâ He warns, eyes still cast to the ground in case you werenât decent. They slowly make their way up, and something flashes across his features at the sight of you. You try to ignore it, still preoccupied by your growing suspicions. His computer is on⊠meaningâŠ
âLet me let Karina know I left⊠I kinda just walked out on her.âÂ
Jisung nods and takes a cautious seat on his bed a few feet away from you.Â
As you open the discord app on your phone, you scroll to the top to find his contact and type out a simple Hi, clicking send with your heart beating faster than usual. Itâs an impulsive act, but you canât help yourself. If thereâs even a chanceâŠÂ
Instantly, his screen lights up and through his headphones you hear the familiar chime of the notification coming in.Â
âI knew it! I fucking knew it!âÂ
If itâs possible, Jisungâs face grows even paler than it already was naturally, and even more gloom than it appeared earlier in the night when he identified you as Jaehyunâs ex. All of his features are alert and in shock, watching as you spin around to face him.Â
âSung? Right? Thatâs you?âÂ
Heâs struggling to read your expression, and itâs beyond obvious. The only change in his demeanor is the now tensed up shoulders and the redness that takes over the white on his cheeks.Â
âIââ Are you mad? Should he apologize?
âDid you know all this time? That it was me, I mean?âÂ
He nods slowly, unable to find the appropriate words to say.Â
Two things happen just then. First, your hand smacks his arm, hard. âYou fucking idiot!â and Second, you topple into his arms, hugging him. Initially, his hands hesitate to wrap around you, hovering above your waist as you squeeze his neck.Â
âYouâre not mad?â He asks shyly. You shake your head against him, then lift off with your hands on his shoulders to take a real good look at his face.Â
âNo! Iâm so glad, I thought I was going crazy. Why didnât you tell me?âÂ
He shrugs again, a gesture he seems to do a lot around you.Â
âSince when did you know it was me?âÂ
âSince I heard you speak on the very first day in class. I recognized your voice.âÂ
Your eyes soften at this small confession, and you look back towards his desk, âSo, this is where you were this whole time while we played? This close? A twenty-minute walk away?â You shoot up from the bed and cross the small distance to the desk, swiping an index finger along the surface, then his mouse, then his keyboard, and all of his other equipment. Your eyes are beaming, looking around and familiarizing yourself with his things. All the things you wondered about him are now laid out in front of you, and itâs exhilarating.Â
âI was so excited when I found out,âÂ
âYou shouldâve told me,â you repeat, still taking in his pictures and personal items, your profound curiosity surfacing within you.Â
âI was worried about making a good first impression, youâreâŠâÂ
âIâmâŠ?â you press, turning to him for a moment.Â
âYouâre really pretty in person.âÂ
In that moment when you turn away to hide your blush, with the words âyouâre really cute in person, tooâ ready to spill from your tongue in a sweet and shy whisper, a small black pile on the corner of his dresser catches your eye.Â
âWhatâs thatââÂ
âOh nothing! Itâs justââÂ
âIs that my cardigan?âÂ
Forget distraught, forget embarrassed, forget every possible synonym for the word humiliation. Not a single one would do what heâs feeling in this moment even a sliver of justice. Jisung is convinced his soul has left his body, that heâs passed on or that the ground has swallowed him whole. In fact, heâd prefer it that way. He has never felt more panic in his life as you quickly approach the cum-stained cardigan that he took from you, that he pleasured himself with countless times, that he still hasnât washedâŠ
âYou dropped it in class, and I-I meant to give it back to you, you know, a-after I washed it, but thenââÂ
As you turn the material over in your hands, taking note of and examining the stains, Jisungs breath completely cuts off. You spin slowly on your heel, facing him. Thereâs an unreadable expression on your face, and it takes every bit of the little pride he has left to not squeeze his eyes shut.Â
âAre theseââ His voice is no more than a sputtering squeak, âIâm sorry, Iâm so, so sorry. Fuck, you must thinkââÂ
âJisung.âÂ
âI didnât mean to keep it for so long, or-or at all, really, itâs justââ
âJisung.â Heâs pretty sure you can hear him gulp. âWere you using my cardigan to get off?âÂ
âI-âÂ
âWere you?â You ask sternly.Â
He sucks in a breath, unable to look at you any longer as the faintest of yeses leaves his pouty lips.Â
Thereâs a moment of silence. A terribly long, excruciating moment of silence where Jisung can think of no way to make this up to you. Heâs beyond ashamed, palms clasped together and sweating, face red with horror, inside of his cheek clamped tightly between his teeth, the whole nine miles. So much for mulling over how heâd reveal who he was to you, and so much for all the overthinking he did, all the times he planned out exactly what to say to you and how. Now, itâs all coming to an end because of this damned cardigan. He shouldâve just washed it and given it back to you after the first timeâno, he shouldnât have used it at all. His mind is filled with thoughts of everything and nothing at the same time, and heâs already beginning to mourn the loss of your friendship when you say the unthinkable:Â
âShow me.â
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Do NOT Let Him Cook (Morningstar!IthaquaĂReader)
AN: Happy White Day! I'm probably not posting more than this and the other fic I was supposed to post Valentine's Day (which, as you can see, I failed in doing) for March. I will, however, be posting a little more in April cause that is my birthday month! Expect a few indulgent fics. This fic is honestly just crack, so if you need something silly and sweet, here we are! Genuinely, do not let this man cook. Word count: 2.2k words Summary: It's White Day, a day of reciprocated love. Of course, Helel has to give you something in return for your wonderful Valentine's gift. Now, if only he could figure out how he turned a tart into a fruity croissant...
There were very few things Helel feared. The first, of course, was you. He held your heart in his hands as you did too, yes, but no one could get him to obey them quite like you could. It was loyalty, it was devotion, one reciprocated through blood and love. To possess such power over him is somewhat of a marvel, something to fear, even just a little.
The second was your death, the thought of you leaving his side forever. He'd tear apart the world, commit sacrilege in the holiest places, and declare war upon the gods before he'd let someone take you from him. Still, he cannot control plagues, time, or the hostility within the hearts of humans. Life is delicate, even Helel cannot deny that.
The third thing he feared, Helel learned, was baking.
It seems simple enough, really. Chuck a few ingredients in, mix it, then toss it in an oven. Easy, right? Looking around him now, with smoke billowing off the charred tray (and wow, he didn't know metal could burn like that), Helel was completely at a loss.
"Ah, these don't seem quite right." He muttered, scratching his cheek. All Helel wanted was to give you something in return for your Valentine's gift, something special. He had consulted many people, even asking some of the prisoners, as odd as that sounded.
Most didn't give any good responses, only saying "please let me go" or "you're going to pay for this." Terrible advice, really. Not even on topic, either, but it could be worse, he supposed. So, he went to ask his favorite person to bother.
"For the love of- just make them cookies or something!" Nebuchadnezzar had exclaimed, absolutely done with Helel's ramblings. He looked about ready to chew his tongue off so he could finally know peace again. At least death wouldn't ramble about their lover for 15 hours straight.
It had been a decent suggestion, so Helel had taken it. Perhaps he shouldn't have, considering the disaster that was most of his creations.
The counters were covered in flour, the fine powder dusting the area like snow. Splatters of batter, egg, and butter painted some places like abstract art. The worst place of all, funnily enough, was the table. It was completely clean, presenting only a few delectable looking treats.
Sadly, they were not exactly what they were made to be. Somehow, Helel had managed to make bread instead of cake, a croissant instead of a tart, and now small bricks instead of cookies. He carefully tapped one against the counter, wincing as the wood chipped under the force. The cookie, however, was fine.
'I... can't give them this.'
Helel smiled awkwardly, wanting nothing but to slam his face against a wall. He had thought "it couldn't be that hard!" and look at him now. It was pathetic, to the point he genuinely considered just asking a servant to make something instead. However, that's literally something he could do any other day. It didn't carry the significance he'd want it to.
You had given him the head of the rebellion's leader, which most would find horrifying but he found terribly romantic. The best Valentine's gift, truly. Sure, he couldn't give you something of equal value, but he could try and match the sentiment. Helel knew you loved effort and thought, so he would do his best to give you something of that in equal measure.
So, he couldn't give up. Helel once again turned to a different page in the cook book, praying to himself that he didn't fuck up this time. He couldn't possibly mess up sugar cookies, right? They were simple, so surely no matter what they'd be fine.
He was cursing himself wasn't he?
He poured the ingredients, carefully measuring them as he went through the motions. It went smoother this time since he just made cookies (if he could really call them that). With practice under his belt, Helel managed to make a tray of cookies.
"Now I roll them in sugar before baking... where's the sugar?" He looked around, grabbing at the jars in front of him.
"That's flour... that's baking powder... or is it baking soda?... that's powdered milk... wait why do we have powdered milk? Oh!" Helel smiled as he finally found what he was looking for. He didn't know how the chefs managed to get anything done with nothing labeled, but that was the beauty of not being a chef. He didn't have to know, and perhaps he never would.
So, he popped open the glass jar, pouring in the crystalline fragments into a bowl. They glimmered innocently in the light, small gems that melted upon one's tongue.
Helel quickly tossed each cookie ball into the bowl, placing them back onto the tray afterward. Making sure they weren't too close together, he arranged them one last time. Finally, he placed them in the oven. The timer would let him know when they were ready.
The man sighed, moving quickly to wash the dirty dishes. He knew he could leave it to the servants, but at this point, he just wanted to get rid of the evidence of his failures. Sure, most of his baked treats looked... fine, but the first few looked as though it had gone through someone's digestive system already.
After all was said and done, Helel felt a wave of exhaustion wash over him. If this was what the chefs dealt with on the daily, he was going to have to give them a raise. All this for some desserts? Really? They deserved to be paid more for this misery.
Checking the timer, he nodded to himself. 10 minutes was enough time to snack on something. Helel let himself drop into a seat, groaning as his weary legs finally got to rest. He grabbed the cake-turned-bread, cutting off a small slice. The cookies were a definite no, and he had his suspicions about the croissant, but the bread seemed fine.
'If I get poisoned from this, they're never going to let me live it down.'
You would absolutely make fun of him. Morningstar, the King of Babel, dying from his own creation. It sounded like a story Shakespeare wrote, really. Helel hoped more for his pride rather than his life that he wasn't that bad at baking.
Taking a few bites, he found that he wasn't dying yet. Which was relieving, of course, but to his surprise, the bread also tasted not bad. Sweeter than most breads, but nothing unbearable. It was probably going to be one of the few things he could actually share with you.
At the chime of the timer, Helel took the cookies out of the oven, letting them cool. That would give him another few minutes to start packing things up. Should he use red ribbon or white? It's a White Day gift, yes, but you told him red reminded you of him.
Humming, the young king started slicing the bread, gently placing the slices in a nice container. Perhaps he should pack some jam in the basket too- it would go well with it.
Helel glanced at the first batch of cookies, opting to dump them in the trash after a brief moment of contemplation. Could they be used as projectiles? Honestly, yes. Was he going to let anyone know he failed that badly? Never.
Finally, he took a bite of one of the croissants. It was fine as well, just odd. The fruit fillings and cream were distributed well throughout the pastry. If it weren't for the fact that it was supposed to be a tart, Helel might have been proud.
Packing those up as well, he placed the 2 containers in a basket, grabbing a few jars of jam and a butter knife. By then, the cookies were sufficiently cooled. Though, after taking another look at them, Helel wondered what he had done wrong this time.
Unlike the first batch, these cookies were puffy. They weren't like cream puffs, but they were certainly not cookies. Had he mixed up which of the powders he was using? He really wouldn't be surprised if that were the case.
The other pastries he had packed weren't made to be what they ended up as, but tasted fine anyway. Maybe, these would be the same.
So, shrugging his shoulders, Helel tossed one of the "cookies" in his mouth.Â
And instantly he regretted it.
It was salty. Not salty in the pleasantly seasoned way, but salty as in if he had drank salt water it would taste better than this.
Spitting out the abomination, Helel glared at one of the jars. Of course he mixed up the sugar and salt, of course. Still, he at least had something other than this. He'd just have to dispose of these.
If you didn't find him.
The door clicks open, and Helel can't decide whether he wants to scream or jump right out the window. In the doorway, as he expects, is you. You're always welcome in his eyes, his wonderful, perfect significant other. However, at this particular moment, he really wishes you weren't here.
"Helel? What are you doing here?"
Though you ask, you already seem to at least know he was baking. Not a very hard assumption to make, all things considered, but that just makes things harder for him.
"I was... baking." He says, giving a strained smile as he slowly grabs the tray of cookies. Hopefully, if he's quick enough, you won't even notice him toss the entire thing in the trash.
'Please do not ask about these, please don't notice-'
"Is that a scone dusted in salt???"Â
Helel was going to throw himself off a cliff.
"...I was trying to make sugar cookies."
The look you give him simply reaffirms his decision.
"I... see. What's the occasion?" You draw closer to him, staring curiously at the basket. He's thankful he managed to add a blanket on top beforehand, though it would've been nice if he had tied a ribbon around the handle, too.
"It's White Day, so I wanted to give you something special." Helel responded, dropping the tray with a sigh. It was too late to hide it, so why bother?
You hum softly, lips curling into a smile. You grab one of the scones, taking a bite before he can warn you. Yet, instead of spitting it out like he expected, you chewed as though nothing were wrong with it.
"Are- are you okay?" He can't help but ask. He had tried one right before you came- he knew they didn't taste good. So, how was it that you ate the entire scone without even cringing in the slightest?
"Yep, I'm fine. I'm sure you already know, but these are salty." You laugh, quickly grabbing a glass of water and chugging it. Despite the concern he feels, Helel can't help the way his chest warms.Â
"Well, yeah, I was going to warn you about that. Can't believe you ate it all- I spat it out immediately. Why did you eat it anyway?" He can't help but ask. You weren't one to shy away from being honest. The fact you looked him in the eye and told him it was salty was proof enough. You weren't scared of him, so why would you put yourself through that?
You give him a smile, tilting your head towards the window. The sun is high in the sky, letting all know that it was sometime in the afternoon.
"You've been here for... I'm guessing at least 5 hours. I don't know how you haven't collapsed yet, but that's not the point right now. The point is," You take his hands into yours, kissing each of his knuckles. "I see your effort, and I don't want to let it go to waste."
Helel, for all his cruelty, his hatred, his grief- cannot be anything but in love for you. To love is to be seen, to be known, and it seems that for all his life, that's exactly what you've done. Seen him, known him, but most of all, loved him.
So, he lifts your hand to his lips, pressing kisses from your palm down to your wrist. He lingers there, letting you cradle his face as he closes his eyes.
It wasn't perfect by all means, but he thinks that this small moment is worth more than anything he could've ever orchestrated. Helel doesn't need endless praise, gifts, or overwhelming acts. All he needed was a bit of acknowledgement, a bit of love.
"Happy White Day, my sun.â
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ALTERNATE STORY:
Helel did not realize he was that bad at baking. He completely blames Nebuchadnezzar for everything.
"HELEL, HOW THE FUCK DID YOU MANAGE TO MAKE A MONSTER!?"
"HIS NAME IS FREDERICK KREIBURG AND HE'S SORRY TO SAY THAT HE'S FRENCH!"
"WE AREN'T EVEN IN FRANCE! WHAT DID YOU ADD TO THOSE COOKIES? THE CREMATED REMAINS OF YOUR DAD!?"
"...that explains why the sugar was so dusty."
"...Helel Morningstar Babel-"
"Ahaha... ha..."
Yeah, Helel was going to kill his brother if you didn't end up killing him first.
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Sounds Like A Date - Just Us Chapter 9
Warnings: None
Word Count: 1890
Series List | Chapter 8 | Chapter 10
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"Knock, knock." My sister's voice travels gently across the room, as she lets herself into my room. "Sorry to wake you, but you keep getting messages from an unknown number. They ask if you're still up for meeting today...."
"Today?" I shoot up from laying down and now sat facing my sister. "Pass me my phone please."Â
She comes to sit next to me passing my phone off to me, I see a few notifications on my phone but specifically read the newest text.
Unknown: Are you okay? You're not replying? Please say this is your number. (10.43 a.m.)
"Shit." I groan as I unlock my phone to see the various messages I've received, scrolling back to the first one.Â
Unknown: Hey Y/n! Just wanted to say I had an amazing time last night, and a lovely time this morning. Can't wait to see you again. (8.30 pm)
Unknown: Oh it's Wanda by the way. (8.31 pm)
Unknown: You made me feel so many things I haven't felt in a long time and some I've never felt before (10.21pm)
Unknown: the gils say hellloooo. I ddnt tell them yhat mucj jusy that I splrt wit somon. (10.53 pm) (The girls say hello. I didn't tell them that much just that I slept with someone.)
I can only assume she was drunk at this point and I giggle to myself as I continue to read drunk texts from her that get harder and harder to understand as I go on. They range from telling me how sexy I am to a ramble about some friend drama. And then one text which is literally a bunch of letters.
Unknown: iralywnttocuagin (11.47 pm)
"What are you giggling at?" Carol peaks over my shoulder to read some of the messages. "Oh wow. Whoever it is is very drunkâŠ.she called you sexy? Oh my, is this a new girl?"Â
"I don't know, we literally slept with each other Friday night, dropped her off Saturday late morning and then the panic attack happened. I can't believe I slept through the whole day and night." I rub my hands over my face as I continue reading the messages.
Unknown: Oh my god! I am so sorry about all the messages. I was completely out of it. (9.20 am)
Unknown: are you busy today? (9.30 am)
Unknown: is everything okay? You haven't messaged back at all? (9.50 am)
Unknown: I'm sorry that sounded rude. Just message me back. Please. (9.52 am)
Unknown: so Natasha has just informed me that I did indeed talk about our encounter on Friday night. Of course she is the only one who actually knows who you are. (9.57 am)
Unknown: did I do something? Or are you regretting everything? (10.13 am)
Unknown: I knew it was too good to be true (Message deleted) Unknown: you could have just said it was a one time thing for you instead of giving me your number. (Message deleted) Unknown: I'm more worried than frustrated. Are you okay? (10.34 am)
Shit! She thinks I'm ignoring her! But what do I tell her? I can't just be like 'hey, sorry I'm not ignoring you. I just had a fucking huge ass panic attack yesterday after getting home and have only just woken up.' No that would scare her away. She doesn't need to know about that.
"Can you help me message her so she doesn't get angry for the radio silence, but also doesn't run away?" I timidly ask my sister. Instead of replying she snatches my phone, types something in and passes it back. Oh god. I look down to see what she has said.
Y/n: Hey, I am so sorry. I got home and my sister surprised me with a surprise visit, and she made me turn my phone off so I could spend some 'quality' time with her. We stayed up way too late and I've only just woken up. (11.24 am)
Oh. That's not so bad. Carol places her hand on my back, rubbing it up and down for a few minutes while we sit in a comfortable silence.
"Thank you." It's the only thing I can say to her about yesterday and this morning.
"Always." She kisses my right temple, and I wince slightly. Okay why does that hurt, oh shit I hit my head as I went down. "Let's get that eye of yours sorted out, yeah?"Â
"Is it bad?"
"Badass? Yeah!" We both laugh as she hoists me off the bed playfully shoving my back so I walk towards the bathroom. "But it does look like you lost the fight to the counter. It's a nice black eye though, you wear it well."
"Well I guess that's good."Â Ping. I turn to look at my phone and smile at the message I see.
Unknown: It's okay. I understand, siblings are important. I hope you're not too tired, I wondered if you wanted to meet today?Â
~unknown~ changed to ~Wanda~
Y/n: I'm not too tired at all. What have you got planned?
I sit down on the stool in the bathroom, while Carol grabs a washcloth to give my face a clean. As she is wiping it she is looking down at me with those oh so caring eyes she has, maybe a little sadness, but also understanding. She smiles gently down at me as my eyes light up when another message comes through.
Wanda: Well I was thinking maybe going to a small café for a drink, some food. Then maybe go for a walk in the local park that's there, just talk and get to know one another. Then maybe head back to yours for a movie?
Wanda: or we could head to mine? Up to you really? So what do you say?
Y/n: sounds like you're asking me on a date?Â
Wanda: What if I was? What would you say?Â
Y/n: I would say, yes. Yes I like the idea of the date. Do you want me to pick you up from yours or meet at the café?
Wanda: Pick me up, please? đ„ș
Y/n: Of course princess. What sort of time?
Wanda: In an hour?Â
Y/n: I will see you then. I need to sort myself out so I will let you know when I'm leaving.Â
Wanda: okay! See you soon!Â
"A date? Huh." My sister's voice brings me back from looking at my phone, her curious gaze on mine.
"What?" I put my phone on the side, as I stand up to look at my face in the mirror. Well shit that's going to take a lot of makeup to hide.
"Nothing. Just proud of you." She brings my body into hers gently wrapping her arms around my body, even though I tower over her, she always gives the best hug.
"I'm proud of myself too." I rest my chin on the top of her head, slightly bending down to match her height better.
"How long has it been?" She looks up at me, so I move to stand up straight to look down at her from a more comfortable position.Â
"I haven't had a date since Stephanie." She hums in response hugging me tighter at the mention of my ex's name. She pulls out of the embrace her hands on my cheeks gently rubbing them, avoiding my eye.
"Okay, well let me know how it goes. Also if this is going to go somewhere I want to meet her." I go to say something but she puts her hand in front of my face telling me to stop. "Not straight away, no. Maybe after month 1 or 2. You need to be sure this is what you want, and that it's going to work. If it is, well, then I will meet her. Only to make sure you don't find yourself in a situation you've you've in before. Okay?"
I'm not even going to argue, she is my older sister of course she is going to be over protective. "Okay."
"You listen hearâŠ.waitâŠ.Okay?" She seems surprised by my response, I mean I would normally try and make excuses. However, I know she won't let it go so why let this go on.
"Okay." I see her smile up at me.
"Okay then. Now do you need help with your makeup." She points a finger at my eye.
"Please." I say as I hand her the makeup bag, sitting on the counter next to the sink. I hardly wear makeup, but I have it for PR events and other business events.
It doesn't take long for Carol to do my makeup, making sure all of the blue and purple of my black eye is coveted nicely. She suggested wearing sunglasses, which only works if it's sunny; and it's not. It's currently overcast but the weatherman said there's no chance of rain, that's good at least.
"So it's a date?" Carol asks, when she comes to join me in the walk-in closet.
"That's what she said." I look around the clothes that are hanging up trying to decide what to wear.
"You slept with each other Friday, and are now going on a date today. Which for your information is Sunday." She turns her head to look up at me.
"Yeah why?" I ask as I pick out a pair of black skinny jeans holding them up against some tops.
"Nothing, just seems like you're both diving in head first." She brings over a plain white sweatshirt holding it against the jeans.
"Is that a bad thing? I mean people who online date, technically class their first meetings as a date right?" I place the sweatshirt and jeans on the island in the closet and head over to grab some shoes.
"No it's not a bad thing but it's like you missed steps 1 to 3 and skipped straight to sex and now are doing steps 1-3." She laughs as she brings over a light brown overcoat placing it on the island with the other clothes.
"Well isn't that how mom and dad met? A one night stand turned into 13 years of marriage." I raise an eyebrow in question as I turn to her, showing her some simple black vans in my hand.
"You're right, I know nothing." She laughs as she chucks me my clothes from the island.
"Exactly, you and Maria met in the air force, and you being the ever romantic person you are, took her on plenty of dates before actually doing the deed. Now look at you. Your married, you have Monica and that stupid ginger cat." Her eyes light up as I mention her wife and child, the biggest smile plastered on her face.
"You're right, I know nothing about one night stands, apart from mom and dad's story. Now get changed and go on your date before she thinks you stood her up." She gives me a pointed look as she leaves the walk-in. "Oh by the way, I'm staying for a couple of days. Want to catch up with people." She shouts behind the closing door...fun.
Y/n: Just putting on my shoes, leaving now.
Wanda: I will see you soon y/n.
Y/n: see you soon Wanda.
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#wanda maximoff#wanda maximoff x reader#wanda maxmoff x y/n#wanda x reader#wanda x you#just us series
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(Re)Building the Future Chapter 8
âIf I were an animatronic wolf with a horribly mangled kid, where would I go?â Gregory muses (ignoring the weird look the others give him for his graphic choice in words). He, Freddy, and Vanessa have arrived back in Roxy Raceway in record time, but there is no sign of Roxy or Cassie. Unless you count the occasional splatters of blood they keep finding, that is. Which tells them a lot while also telling them absolutely nothing.
âRoxanne is very smart,â Freddy says, âI am sure she will have found a first aid station and patched Cassie up by now.â
They locate the nearest first aid station and soon discover what Roxy has clearly already realized. It is completely empty of supplies. And so are all the others, upon further exploration.
âWow. I guess Fazbear entertainment doesnât care if people get hurt and die in here,â Gregory comments, kicking an empty cardboard box. When are they gonna find something thatâs actually helpful? Cassie could be dead by now! (If the elevator didnât kill her on impact). If they donât find her in time, that just proves heâs a crappy friend.
âTo be fair, no one is really supposed to be hanging around this place right now,â Vanessa points out, but itâs obvious sheâs just as concerned by their lack of progress as he is.
âPerhaps she-â whatever Freddy is about to suggest is cut off by a crash somewhere nearby.
âDid anyone else hear that?â Gregory asks. Freddy and Vanessa nod. âMaybe itâs Roxy! We should totally check it out.â
Sheâll be so distracted by Cassie being hurt that sheâll completely forget to hate me, Gregory tells himself. No need to worry about anything but the most important stuff. Which is Cassie not dying, obviously. (No matter how intimidating angry animatronics are)
As with many other things so far today, the crashing sound turns out to be a bit of a red herring. Nobody should be surprised to see Chica digging around in a garbage can. Itâs one of her defining behaviors, after all. But to be honest, theyâd kinda forgotten about her after not running into her at all on their way to the sinkhole.
âChica?â Freddy says when they find the source of the noise. Heâs not sure why it didnât occur to him to seek her out sooner. Her caring nature will be a huge help, he can feel it!
âUm⊠hi?â Chica replies, looking a little unsure.
âYou can talk?!â Gregory exclaims, partially hiding behind Freddy in case she decides to enact her revenge for that time he put her through a garbage compactor. And stole her voice box to get into restricted areas because Freddyâs lack of upgrades was lame. She looks way worse now, though. He has to resist the urge to puke at the sight of the rotten⊠cheese? And other bits of garbage caking her endoskeleton.
âWait! I can!â Chica agrees, acting as though sheâs only just noticed this, âHuh. Thatâs new. My new friend must have helped me with that! Ohmygosh, it has been so quiet and boring not being able to say anything! Not that thereâs anyone to say things to, but still!â
âNew friend?â Vanessa repeats. She ignores Chicaâs rambling. âDid your new friend happen to be a little girl?â
âYeah! I think so! It was pretty hard to tell the last time I saw her, let me tell ya. She looked kinda⊠broken.â
âPlease tell me you saw where Roxy took her,â Gregory begs. Chica doesnât seem interested in hurting him, so itâs probably safe(ish) to ask her for help.
Chica nods, which causes one of her eyes to jiggle unnaturally. Freaky.
âI did! I can totally show you if you want me to!â
âThat would be great,â Vanessa tells her.
âUmm⊠this way! They went this way not too long ago! Follow me!â The animatronic speeds off through the maze of construction equipment that leads to whatâs left of the main atrium. Itâs dark and gloomy without the giant glowing holograms of Freddy and the rest of the Glamrocks that can usually be seen from pretty much anywhere in the room. The stage is completely blocked off by bright orange safety barriers, now, and half filled shipping crates and piles of debris make it just as difficult to navigate as everywhere else theyâve been. The stairs are missing steps. They remind Gregory of something out of one of those parkour challenge video where someone is always reading some over dramatic internet post in the background. The shutters for El Chip look like someone tried to drive a go cart through them⊠which is altogether possible, given some of the other crazy stuff thatâs happened here. Nothing seems to have come out of the earthquake in one piece. Some of the graffiti is pretty impressive, though. Gregory is tempted to ask if Vanessa has any spray paint in that backpack of hers, but right now probably isnât the best time for that.
They make it about halfway across the room before things start to get weird. Chica keeps making sharp turns and backtracking through the toughest areas. They lose sight of the darn chicken and spend upwards of half an hour searching before they finally spot her in the Cupcake Shoppe (of course). Is she leading them into a trap? Does she actually know where sheâs going? Gregory isnât sure which is more likely, but heâs beginning to get suspicious that something isnât right.
âSooo⊠uh, Chica, where exactly did Roxy and Cassie go?â Gregory asks when they find her again. Chica ignores him and continues weaving between pieces of abandoned baking equipment. Well, thatâs just rude, Gregory thinks. She seemed so sweet and thoughtful earlier!
âHey! Wait up!â Gregory shouts, out of breath. Man, he really needs to start exercising more and sitting around playing video games less⊠the stupid chicken speeds up. Itâs like she doesnât want them to catch up with her.
âIs everything alright, Chica?â Freddy calls after her. He stops trying to weave his way between objects delicately and shoves a rolling cart out of the way so he can get to her more quickly. She is not acting like herself. What if she hurts herself again?
âWill you quit it?!â Chica snaps, finally turning around.
âQuit what?â Freddy asks, confused. What have they done to offend his friend so deeply?
âFollowing me! I donât even know you!â She exclaims.
âBut⊠we are your friendsâŠâ Freddy protests. This is wrong, all wrong.
ââFriends,â Chica repeats. âI donât have any friends. Unless you count that guy,â she jerks her head towards the giant Mr, Cupcake, whose eyes glow ominously. Gregory doesnât understand what she sees in the creepy thing. Heâs pretty sure itâs not even sentient enough to hold a conversation with.
âChicaâŠâ Freddy isnât sure what to say to that.
âYou said you knew where Cassie and Roxy were!â Gregory butts in. Involving the dumb chicken has been nothing but a waste of time.
âCassie and Roxy.? HmâŠâ Chica thinks for a moment, âCassie and Roxy! They went this way!â She points in a direction that is vaguely southeast.
âHow do we know youâre telling the truth?â Gregory demands to know. After all, she told them the same thing earlier and then led them on a wild goose (or chicken) chase.
âIâŠâ Chica trails off.
âIf this is a joke, itâs not funny! Someone could die because of you!â
âItâs not. I know itâs not funny. I am so, so, SOO sorry!â Chica tells them, looking beyond guilty.
Freddy, Vanessa, and Gregory glance at each other. No one is quite sure what to do with her bizarre behavior.
âI, um, might kinda sorta have⊠short term memory confusion?â She continues.
âDonât you mean short term memory loss?â Gregory corrects. Heâs 110% positive that âshort term memory confusionâ isnât a thing. Though, with the way that garbage compactor squashed her, heâd be surprised if she didnât have some issues.
âThat too!â Chica agrees.
âYouâve been having trouble with your memory?â Vanessa asks, feeling a little guilty. Why didnât she think to demand that the techs try to repair the Glamrocks before everything went to heck and Corporate decided to abandon the Pizzaplex? If Chica is this bad off, she dreads seeing what the others are like.
âYup! Sometimes those darn memories just go poof!â Chica waves exaggeratedly.
âThat sounds dreadful,â Freddy comments. His poor friend.
âIt sure is!â Chica announces before a look of confusion crosses her face. âAnywho - wait, what were we talking about, again?â
âSeriously?â Gregory facepalms. This is just sad. Vanessa frowns at him in disapproval, no doubt thinking he isnât helping the situation - which, to be fair, he isnât.
âYou were just telling us about your short term memory loss,â she reminds Chica with way more patience than Gregory would be able to manage.
âRiiiight!â
âAs much as I hate to say it,â Gregory turns to Freddy and whispers, âI donât think Chica is gonna be much help with finding Roxy and Cassie.â
âI donât know who that is, but youâre probably right,â Chica agrees, also whispering. Sheâs still not really sure whatâs going on, but she likes feeling included.
âSorry, Chica,â Vanessa says, but the chicken doesnât seem to mind.
âI have been thinking about that and am wondering if, perhaps, Roxy traveled to the Superstar Daycare after Chica lost track of her,â Freddy tells them, changing the subject to avoid embarrassing Chica further. While she is welcome to join them on their venture, he knows the others are right. It would be difficult to get a coherent or accurate answer from her about where the pair were headed when she last saw them.
âThe daycare? Why?â Gregory questions. He gives the bear a weird look. Heâs still a little unnerved by both Sun and Moon after everything heâs been through.
âWell, as he works with the youngest children in the facility, the Daycare Attendant has more extensive first aid programming than the rest of the Glamrock animatronics,â Freddy explains, âit makes sense that Roxy would seek his guidance.â
âNot to mention the daycare is on the southeast side of the Pizzaplex, which seemed like the same direction Chica thought they were going,â Vanessa adds in agreement.
âI guess that makes sense,â Gregory decides, although the daycare is on his list of places heâd rather not revisit. Oh, well. Heâs visited a lot of other places on that list today already. Whatâs one more?
âIt is settled, then. We will go to Superstar Daycare and see if they are there,â Freddy announces. It is time to begin their journey once again.
#myfics#fnaf sb ruin#fnaf fanfiction#roxanne wolf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf vanessa#freddy fazbear#cassie fnaf#cyborg Cassie few#chica the chicken#fivenightsatfreddysfanfic#five nights at Freddyâs fanfiction#did anyone catch the finding Nemo ref?#fnaf gregory
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So wow. This went from shooting a shot to talk to an old friend, to a weird sex dream about him, to talking further, realizing that there were unchecked feelings, to literally what would count as long distance 3rd base in like idk, two months. Holy shit. Why was i worried about this?Â
Like, this started as me saying âYeah, Iâll give you a chance once Iâm back in the hometown and such.â to me literally exchanging pics with him within weeks. Thereâs a certain way he responds to any of them and just has a such a way with damn words that it just feels like I cannot wait for this to actually happen. And now, this may be TMI, but with the first pic i got from him, I cannot fathom that this was his literal first time doing it. Something about the way he managed to take it was just at just the right angle that I automatically let my horny thoughts take control of that whole damn thing. Iâm sorry, but literally no dick pic has ever done that for me. Like none. But that? Goddamn. Helps him out a lot that heâs got a very nice one there. Which again, caught me so fucking off guard. And thereâs even me giving him the flat out warnings that i do not keep hair under control ever due to sensitive skin and i straight get told that it looks better there. Not even going to be one whoâll beat around the bush to say that i should trim or anything, no. He flat out likes me fully natural better. Itâs been a while since a guy could literally get me like THIS. And even better have the emotional connection outside of this. Heâs just checking off every single one of my boxes after I was just giving him the benefit of the doubt. Like no, thatâs not the weird guy whoâd cling to me in high school. No no. That one has matured into somebody who I literally find almost perfect. Literally fucking perfect. Heâs matured in just the right way that thereâs this nervous confidence and honestly, a figure thatâs just hot as all hell. I canât get him out of my head at this point. Heâs attractive, heâs got the communication down, heâs emotionally and sexually fulfilling, heâs just perfect for this. Like what. I havenât even gotten back to my hometown to meet up and Iâm already feeling these things. And this time, it wasnât him slipping up with the L-word. Hell, *I* almost said it last night.
And Iâm just here wondering how the Fuck Iâd be his first. Like, how the hell do I manage to pick up a 23yo virgin who isnât an incel? Like. This is a respectful and attractive one. Entirely. That boy shouldnât be a virgin still. Impossible. But hell, I can easily do something about that once I make that 8 hour drive lol
And it definitely doesnât even feel like heâs only after sex. I know of So Many who are there for that and nothing else. Nope. This one is very much keeping everything even. I get the flirting at times, I get the straight up sexual desire at others, I also get the random times where he just lets me ramble on for an hour. Hell, we still play pokemon together and it ends up with us literally crying laughing because i managed to clip him entirely out of existence for the third time. Thank you Union Rooms in Scarlet for literally being the perfect way to hang out while on the phone.
Memories of him are being mean to me though. Like, i swear i remember enjoying him being around back then, but the skittish nervousness and annoying everything was definitely there. But now, I can listen to his voice forever even though i swear i remember not liking it. But then again, itâs been a long time and itâs deepened in just the right way. Heâs still a bit nervous though, but itâs not even in a bad way. Honestly, more cute than anything else. Just not very bold, which doesnât even hinder him at all.
Yeah. So, i said i was in too deep a couple weeks ago. Yeah, no, that has nothing on now. Itâs not just wanting to cuddle him and show him the world, which is still absolutely the plan, but flat out making him the main one. Thatâs not going to be yet another random FWB or something, no, I want this to be a real relationship. He broke the damn barrier. The demiromanticism doesnât matter anymore, because he has reached the demi qualification and even without being around me physically.Â
Looks like Iâve got a basically boyfriend now. This will be an interesting conversation to have with the ex and the one FWB. Like yeah, i just up an messaged an old friend i havenât seen in years, reconnected, and now weâre dating, so. Howâd it happen so suddenly? Well, it did. And Iâm happy with this one. I havenât felt this happy since i was first getting with my ex, we still talk, weâre still friends, but my god did everything just slowly die out. We had literally told each other than FWB would definitely be the option when in person again, but honestly, I may just leave him without benefits. Heâs a good friend. The other one though. I hope this doesnât mess up plans to become roommates. I mean, sheâs got her whole polycule. Sheâll be fine. Sure, i wonât be the main one like i was originally talking myself up to. Might not even be one. I was curious about polyamory, but honestly, i think i want this to be just me and him. At least for now. If it starts fading out like it did with my ex, then maybe Iâll bring it up. The fading out part hurts a little, but at least i donât lose a person in my life with it.
And well, the best thing about all this happening, is that itâs the extra push to get my own shit done. I finally have appointments at the DMV made and shit getting done. I WANT To Be Back Home Already. Hell, this might be like April that Iâll be down there. I just want to be around my people again and thereâs this fantastic bonus. And you know, having it be months before my original limit because of the money reasons. Hopefully this isnât one that my mom looks at and just says the most off-handed thing about. Like with my ex, âI canât believe youâre dating someone that... big.â Well, this is a skinny fucker whoâs relatively attractive. And due to his odd allergies and such, I think sheâll approve of the random diet Iâll put myself on, which is just avoiding dairy like I shouldâve done forever ago, but this time itâs because i want to make out with the guy and not fucking kill him. I have a feeling sheâll actually like this one for once. And that has literally never happened before. Not for the right reasons, given, but you know, thatâs a guaranteed approval i think. Soft, kind, and polite, and the odd bonus of her not judging me for going for a big guy again (not to say it was a bad thing, I do have a weird preference here, but Iâm going against it for this one. Too many things that I donât want to look over. Either way, heâs perfectly fine.)Â
He needs to stop being so perfect so early. I hope this stays just as in my head once Iâm around him. I hope this doesnât fuck up because right about now, itâs sounding perfect. Who knew that buzzed me telling him on New Yearsâ that Iâd totally kiss him at the ball dropping if i had been there would start this entire damn thing up. Took two weeks and I think the last two weeks i flat out admitted to myself that Iâd very much date this one. Really did go from him being too flustered to fully respond, to flat out asking to go further. Literally too flustered from the mention of a simple kiss to THIS. Iâve seen his dick and i want it and more lmaoÂ
I hope this doesnât fuck up, like really. I want him. I want his love and affection. I genuinely want this. HUGE 180 from what i used to think of him, thatâs for sure.Â
Still wondering why the hell i looked him over in the past... Still wondering.
#void time#taks speaks#i cannot believe the development here#i really don't think I'm going to be single for much longer#a little tmi tbh
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some random updates and manga commentary
I read more manga than books usually, but then donât always say much about it because idk, usually I just have a thought or two and then move on. Sometimes I do these posts where I mention a bunch of series in one place in passing. If that sounds interesting, read on.Â
But first:
Iâm fucking obsessed lately with One Piece Treasure Cruise somebody stop me I have problems I already spent $10 on it help
Ok, now onto manga mentions, commentary, etc:
I bought the latest Livingstone volume (4) and was all excited to continue reading that series only to realize unexpectedly the other night that it was the end of the series. MAN. Itâs been awhile since I watched Deadman Wonderland but I seem to recall feeling the same way about that as Livingstone, only maybe less dramatically so, and thatâs this: the creator is the same for both series, and comes up with really interesting ideas and throws in some interesting characters. But then the story itself feels like it ends before it explores the concept as deeply as it could or should. Itâs not that I recall Deadman Wonderlandâs ending being terrible, and itâs not that Livingstone necessarily had a bad ending either; itâs just that I feel like it ends right as itâs developing, so some of the impact is lost on me because I feel like so much more story still should have been told.
Finally got caught up (again) on Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler and D.Gray-Man. Iâm seriously getting worried about Hoshinoâs health for DGM :( Iâm so worried something will happen to her that is more permanent even than has happened already, and Iâm also worried the series will not be able to end properly as a result. Which is really sad to me because I want Hoshino to be okay, and I want her and her readers to not have any regrets about the series itself. I wish she would get an assistant to draw for her while she dictates the story, if for no other reason than to preserve her health more, but I imagine she is hesitant to do so because she has such a beautiful art style and it has to be incredibly difficult to struggle against health issues when you know once upon a time you easily could do far more than now you struggle to achieve. Itâs so sad :( I donât want her to push her health beyond its limits. Ganbatte, Hoshino! :( As for Kuroshitsuji, I swear to god that series is simultaneously the most ridiculous and sometimes most amazing thing XD Iâve been pretty embarrassed by the whole pop star thing because idk lots of reasons, but thatâs happened for me before on other arcs that have happened and it always swings its way back. Anyway regardless I love Ciel and Sebastian and everyone and YES UNDERTAKER YESSSSS. Also, itâs been cracking me up seeing how much Soma seems to be having a ball in the latest arc XD
Just realized Iâm a couple chapters behind on Magi, thatâs the next thing I need to catch up on. Also I need to check on Love Stage!! because itâs been months since I last looked. Yotsuba&! came out with a new chapter too! But I need to read it still. Same with a few BL manga Iâm following whose names Iâve managed to briefly forget so I have to track that down to look for updates ugggh Iâm real good at this lol
btw did I mention I watched the Seven Days live action movie awhile ago? Because I did. I liked it! I was worried I wouldnât but I did. I mean, I fucking love Seven Days so thatâs probably no surprise, I just rarely watch live action of manga or anime, especially BL, so thatâs why I wasnât sure how Iâd feel. But oh my god they paid so much attention even to little idiosyncrasies and movements! Good job, guys, good job
I still need to read Haikyuu!!, I donât know why I havenât yet. Itâs my goal to do so at some point, because so far Iâve only seen the anime and read the first 2 volumes, and I want to read everything and be up to date with others!Â
I started Black Clover and was pretty excited about it but then it started pulling full on bullshit fanservice moves in the 3rd volume or something and it annoyed me so much I stopped reading... I should probably start up again but ugh, so sick of unnecessary fanserviceÂ
WAIT have I read the latest Noragami?? ....Shit yes I did I FORGOT ok so that series THAT SERIES goddamnit I love that series...
Same with Natsume Yuujinchou like goddamn, just as soon as you think surely you wonât cry at some new story in it because surely youâre immune by now, the series is like âSo anyway hereâs this really bittersweet or heartwarming-slash-heartrending story Iâll casually throw out there and Bee-Tee-Dubs, just a reminder that as nice as Natsume is, his life will probably always be a pretty sad and precarious mess because he cares too much about both humans and Ayakashiâ
which now that Iâm thinking about it is a bit Allen Walker-like.... no wonder I love both Natsume and Allen; they both are stuck in between all these other things but donât use it as an excuse to hurt or hate others; if anything, they hurt themselves while trying not to hurt others. I just really love characters and people who donât use misfortune as an excuse for harming others
Thereâs probably more but Iâm getting so distracted by this gif faded in the background on tumblr that I canât focus omg wut
Oh right, I hope Gangsta comes back sometime in the future. They have some spin off out I think, right? Based on Marco Adriano, called Cursed? Iâm debating if I should give it a try.... Actually I donât remember, maybe I bought the first volume and havenât read it yet lolz0r Anyway if anyoneâs read it, is it as good as Gangsta? The thing is, I donât really care about Marco, so thatâs why I havenât read it yet. Not that I hate him or anything but I feel pretty meh about reading something solely based on him so Iâve hesitated. I mostly like Gangsta primarily for Worick and secondarily for Nicolas, and then I liked others like Doug, and itâs not like I hate the rest of the characters but they work best for me as the background to Worick and Nicolasâ story. So idk.
Similarly, I gave up on Dogs! Bullets & Carnage around volume 9 mostly because I love one character (Badou all the way, motherfuckers!) and am mostly ambivalent or not in love with the rest. Badou totally carried the series for me in the beginning, when he and Heine had all those great interactions, but now Naotoâs more prominent with Heine and Iâm like bleggggh not a fan of Naoto almost at all, and Heineâs okay but I feel like heâs kind of a non-character so he doesnât really work as the primary MC for me. The pacing of the story is not the best so it makes it harder for me to care about whatâs going on. Basically I just want the series to follow Badou around and tell me occasionally about the crazy shit the others are getting up to. Give me a spin off on Badou and Iâll buy that any day! Come on! Anyway so if anyone is still reading that, Iâm just curious if I should keep going... Iâm a little curious about what the hell is even going on with the plot and background and etc but mostly I just want more Badou :( ...wait a second, I just saw thereâs a prequel called just Dogs, that may be more along the lines of the story I want to read. I want just Dogs, man! Did I read it already years ago? Fuck if I can remember...
I also gave up on Tokyo Ghoul:re after it was so incredibly different from Tokyo Ghoul and the pacing and just everything kind of fucked around with what I was hoping to read as a continuation of that series, and in particular with me wanting to see more of Kaneki. Iâm months behind at this point and idk man. I will probably read further at some point because I do think itâs an interesting world and I liked a number of characters in Tokyo Ghoul quite a lot, especially Kaneki. But :re has just been... Iâm trying not to say mean things lol itâs just that I guess the pacing and style and story and character designs and just everything is basically like a whole different series. Which would be fine, if that was what I wanted. But what I wanted was more Tokyo Ghoul, so Iâm disappointed so far. idk. I donât think Iâve given up completely on it. I just think I have to wait until Iâm in the right mood...
That just randomly reminded me I never finished Claymore. That was another series that started out interesting but then idk. The pacing or story or what just dragged a lot after a while, or made it difficult to follow. I should finish it sometime I guess. I think I probably only have a few dozen chapters to read to end it.Â
I did the same thing with Shingeki no Kyoujin/Attack on Titan... I was pretty obsessed with it when I first started reading it, then the story/style started wavering around the same time I got caught up with Japan and had to wait for new chapters, I read as chapters released for a few months, and then idk. At one point I just got too annoyed/frustrated with the series and stopped reading. I guess thatâs another series where maybe I should wait until itâs ended and then read it all at once. Iâm curious about some of the plot lines but I really only liked one or two characters pretty well and the rest I was ambivalent about or my feelings on them varied too much, and since Iâm so character-driven as a reader/viewer I just canât stick with series that donât have strong and consistent plots while also having strong and consistent characters and character development. At least not week by week or month by month, one chapter at a time. It doesnât seem to work for my attention span.
In anime news, I wish weâd get some sequels of some series like re:Zero or K Project or my god wouldnât No. 6 be nice?? But these are all light novel based so my hopes are probably for naught. Actually, I take that back. K wasnât based on LN, it just has novels in addition to the anime. But now Iâm realizing, maybe I missed some things. That series is kind of weird with stuff all over the place and individualized outside of the anime itself so I probably missed things. Unsurprisingly, Iâm sure, Shiro is my favorite, Kuro secondarily. But I primarily watched for Shiro lolz
Wow ok I just managed to use up all my time on StayFocusd rambling on all this shit so there you go, thereâs a bunch of random thoughts about a bunch of random series, and I didnât even cover everything but I had to stop somewhere I guess.
Probably no one even read this far but thatâs fine; sometimes I write this even just to remember later my thoughts on some things. Like I said earlier in the year, I wanted to do Voice as my word for 2017, which means not silencing myself on stuff unnecessarily, so for things like this where I want to write a post talking about a bunch of different stuff just touching on them itâs silly to not do it if itâs something I want to do. If that makes sense.
Anyway if you are reading this, I hope you have a lovely day/night/whatever it is for you! And hey, let me know if you have thoughts on any of the series I mentioned or I guess if you want me to go more in depth on something if it was of interest to you. idk, just whatever.
Hmm maybe Iâll make a tag for these kind of posts so I can find them later... I think Iâll do âais manga ramblingsâ hmmmm
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The Accident
Spencer Reid x paramedic!fem!reader
WORD COUNT: 1677
WARNINGS: a lot of dialogue (as always), mentions of a crash, mentions of a hospital, swearing
REQUESTED: no, hurt/comfort
SUMMARY: When an accident occurs, Spencer is worried out of his mind not knowing if something bad happened to you.
A/N: finally kinda done with requests, so i can write some of my ideas. this is a crossover between the show's criminal minds and chicago fire, but itâs not very relevant to the story. itâs more leaning against criminal minds (obviously, it's spencer) and itâs not chicago fire anymore cause itâs happening in quanticođ gif credits to @toyboxboy
The sound of a siren goes off, signalling itâs time to go. You look up, eyes searching for your partner, just as she comes up behind you, tapping your shoulder.
âReady?â she asks, earning a nod from you. You hop on the passenger's side, your partner sitting down on the driver's seat. The door opens and the two of you are on your way to help the old lady who, according to the dispatch, fell down the stairs. You just hope itâs not too bad.
âSo, howâs it going with that agent of yours?â Shay suddenly asks, making you remember sheâs one of the nosiest people you know.
âFirst of all, heâs a doctor. Heâs very sensitive when it comes to that,â you laugh, the blonde mirroring your actions. âAnd itâs going amazing. Heâs so sweet, I love it when he rambles about the most random things and even though I donât know what heâs talking about half the time, it reminds me of home. I really donât get why people are so annoyed by his facts,â you say, now already starting to ramble.
âWow, youâre in bad, girl,â she states, a big grin on her face. Itâs her thing - sheâs happy when she knows people around her are too. And thatâs one of the many things you love about her, even though it can hurt her from time to time.
âDonât I know it,â you sigh, looking out the window, thinking about the genius. Youâve been dating for a couple of months now, almost a year actually, and heâs the best thing that has happened to you. Despite the horrible job he does, the horrors he sees heâs one of the nicest people in the world. He always tries to come home in time to at least kiss you goodnight, and when heâs on a case he never fails to find some time to call you.
âCan you check if weâre close already?â Shay questions, snapping you out of your thoughts. You hum, looking at the GPS.
âYes, we should be there in half a minute,â you inform, just as the blonde passes an intersection. The next few things that happen are a complete blur - it all happened so quickly. A truck ran over a red light, crashing into the ambulance. You hear glass shattering, pieces of it falling everywhere. Thatâs the last thing you feel before darkness overtakes your senses, losing consciousness momentarily.
You slowly open your eyes, blinking a couple of times to adjust to the brightness. You can hear sirens from every direction, the sound still slightly muffled by the ringing in your ears. And then you feel a hand on your neck, stilling you as the other person wraps something around it.
âY/N, can you hear me?â a voice calls out, a head appearing in front of your eyes. It takes some time to register who it is, just to recognise one of your co-workers.
âMatt?â you ask, all of a sudden aware of your aching muscles, literally feeling the pain in your bones.
âYes itâs me, youâre going to be okay,â he mutters, letting the paramedics lift you up to a gurney.
âShay?â
âSheâs going to be fine,â Casey quickly replies, not wanting to scare you even further. The truth is, sheâs in a far worse shape than you are, the truck crashed into her side.
âPlease call Spencer,â you murmur, just before the doors of the ambulance close, Matt nodding.
~
It was a slow day at work for Spencer. There wasnât a new case, just piles of paperwork. If he wanted to, he could finish it in an hour or two, but he really doesnât feel like it today. He doesnât know whatâs happening but the day is somehow longer than usual. And it also seems like itâs affecting everyone, not just him.
Taking his eyes off the report he was working on, he looks across to Morganâs desk, where the man is almost sleeping already. The genius quickly takes an eraser that was sitting on his desk, throwing it on Derekâs desk. That startles him, wildly opening his eyes before he realises whatâs going on.
âReiddd,â he groans, throwing the rubber back. Spencer just laughs, slightly shaking his head. Morgan was about to say something else but Spencerâs phone rings, shutting him up. He picks up, quiet chuckles still coming out of his throat.
âHello, this is Spencer Reid,â he introduces himself because it was an unknown number.
âHi, this is Matthew Casey I work-â
âWith Y/N, yeah, Iâve heard great things about you,â Spencer finishes for the lieutenant. Slight worry settles itself into the younger man though, cause why would the man be calling him? âIâm sorry, but is everything okay?â Reid asks, a sigh is heard from the other end of the line. He knows that kind of sigh - itâs an âIâm about to deliver you some bad newsâ kind of sigh, he heard it a million times before, even did it himself. âWhatâs wrong?â he now says, his expression changing completely. That catches Derekâs attention, dropping whatever he was working on and focusing on the conversation instead.
âY/N, she- she was in an accident. Sheâs fine, she just has a concussion, some bruises and cuts. Sheâs at the hospital now. If Iâm honest, she was really lucky,â Casey finishes, worry now written all over Spencerâs face.
âWhich hospital?â he almost whispers, his head still not fully wrapping around what happened. That alerts Morgan, standing up and coming to his friendâs desk.
âThe one closest to our firehouse,â the blonde replies, still staying on the line despite someone calling him.
âIâm on my way,â the doctor states, hanging up and quickly walking to Hotchâs office. âHotch,â he greets as he steps into his office just enough so his boss can see him.
âWhat is it?â Hotch quickly asks, knowing the expression on his team memberâs face all too well. He canât quite pinpoint what it is, but itâs bad.
âY/N, sheâs at the hospital, I have to- can I-â
âYes, of course, take as much time as you need,â Aaron comments, standing up. âAnd please, donât hesitate to call if you need anything,â he adds, Spencer already half on his way down the stairs.
âMorgan can you-â
âRight behind you, kid,â Derek mutters, grabbing his jacket and running after the genius.
~
Arriving at the hospital, they stop in the parking lot, Reid practically jumping out of the car. In a matter of seconds, heâs inside the hospital, frantically looking around for your coworkers. Theyâre all seated in chairs, some pacing up and down, running out of patience. Heâs quick to approach them, startling some of the men.
âSheâs okay,â Severide states the second your boyfriend is in the line of hearing. A breath leaves Spencerâs mouth, one he hasnât even realised he was holding. Now that he knows youâre fine, thereâs one more thing he has to ask, knowing both you and him have to know. Shay is the only person Spencer has officially met from the firehouse and he took a quick liking to the woman. Sheâs funny and makes people smile, so heâs happy you found a good friend in her.
âHowâs Leslie?â he questions, a lump forming in his throat. He swallows hard, fearing the answer. A shake of Severideâs head is all it takes for him to know. âThat bad, huh?â
âYeah, theyâre operating on her right now,â Kelly informs, his voice slightly breaking at the end.
âY/Nâs in the room down the hall,â someone who Spencer assumes is Herman says, earning a nod as a thank you from the Agent. On the way he momentarily grabs Severideâs shoulder, squeezing it as a reminder that the blonde girl is going to be just fine. After all, sheâs very strong from what Spencer heard. Kelly thanks him with a look and a small, sad smile.
Knocking on the door of the room where youâre in he opens them, stepping inside. Your sitting form immediately shifts to the intruder, quickly standing up and jumping into his arms. He wraps you in a tight hug, a little too tight considering your injuries but you donât say anything, youâre just happy youâre in his arms again. A tear rolls down your cheek because right before you passed out, all you could think about is how you wonât see him again - but by some miracle heâs here, standing in front of you.
âPlease donât do that to me ever again,â Spencer whispers, his voice muffled by your hair. You just lean more into him, adjusting your hands. He presses a kiss to the side of your head, now his turn to cry. He also thought he lost you forever.
âSpencer, no one will tell me a thing. Howâs- Howâs she?â you manage to get out, slowly starting to pull away from him so you can see his face.
Spencer knows thereâs no point in lying. After all, you do deserve a truth. âItâs bad. Sheâs in surgery, thatâs all I know. The whole firehouse is out there, we can go wait with them if the doctor cleared you,â Spencer sympathetically implies, earning a firm nod from you. You stop quickly though, your head started pounding, just as the doctor said. You had a concussion, you knew your head was going to be a bitch for the next week or so.
âPlease, I need to know,â you mutter, grabbing your things, accepting Spencerâs offered hand. He leads you to them, all of them looking up once they hear the footsteps.
âOh, Y/N, weâre so glad youâre okay,â Gabby immediately stands up, wrapping you into a gentler hug than the one you received before this one. You take a deep breath, knowing how hard the next few hours will be. And all you can do is wait - wait with friends by your side, with the love of your life sitting next to you. But deep down, you know sheâll make it; sheâs Leslie Elizabeth Shay for Godâs sake.
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You're an Idiot
Summary: Bucky panics when he thinks Y/N is catching on to his surprise.
Warnings: angst, mostly fluff
Word Count: 3531
a/n: This request is honestly so cute. It just makes me smile. :)
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"Did you get it yet?" Steve skipped all formalities upon entering Bucky's room.
Bucky's head snapped up from the book he was reading, eyes immediately going to the closing door to make sure nobody was in the hall.
"Well? Did you?" Steve pestered, eager to share in his friends happiness.
"I did." Bucky sighed, knowing there was no keeping this from Steve.
"Let me see it!" There are no words to explain how excited Steve is for his best friend. When he first got Bucky back, a part of him was worried he would never recover from the pain and guilt.
That is, until Bucky met you. It wasn't an instantaneous change, but meeting you definitely affected Bucky.
He was more willing to spend time with the team. He was more likely be found in a common area instead of his own bedroom. Hell, he even smiled more.
Bucky carefully pulled out the drawer of his nightstand, retrieving a dark green velvet box. He opened it, his own eyes taking in the beauty of the ring before he turned it around to show Steve.
"Buck... She's going to love it." Steve smiled, eyes watering slightly. He's always been a romantic. "Have you decided how you're going to ask her?"
Bucky shook his head, quickly returning the box to its place in the drawer. He ran a hand through his hair, a physical manifestation of his nerves.
"I don't know. I have so many ideas, but none of them seem perfect." Bucky chanced a look at Steve, rolling his eyes at his friends exasperated look.
"Bucky. She'll think it's perfect because it's you. Trust me." Steve encouraged him, knowing he needed a bit of reassurance.
"Are you sure?" His recurring self doubt as beginning to peek through.
"Sure about what?" You popped into the room, never one to knock when it came to Bucky. Similarly, he never needed to knock to know he was welcome in your room.
"Just that Bucky deserves to be happy." Steve avoided Bucky's glare as he moved to exit that room.
"Well, that I can agree to!" You plopped down across his lap throwing your arms around his neck. You felt a familiar shiver as he moved his hands, one to your back and the other over your thigh.
"Well, it's a good thing I have you." Bucky pressed a quick kiss to your lips, waving at Steve as he closed the door.
"You make me happy too." You responded in kind, leaning into his embrace.
-
"So?" Steve questioned.
"Not yet." Bucky sighed, still unsure of the perfect way to propose to you.
"Buck. You've had it for 2 weeks! Just ask her!" Steve whisper yelled since the two were in the kitchen. Unfortunately, nosy ears still caught the conversation.
"Ask who, what?" Sam eagerly inserted himself into the conversation.
Bucky and Steve shared a look, only giving Sam a better idea as to what was going on.
"Oh my god. Oh my god! You're going to ask Y/N-"
"Ask me what?" You cut Sam off as you entered the kitchen, heading for the fridge.
"To train with me!" Sam quickly threw out an excuse.
"Okay? We train together all the time..." You looked between the three men confusion evident in the furrow of your brow.
"Well, yeah. But you've never flown before." Sam tried to further explain the lie, earning an excited smile from you and a glare from the two super soldiers.
"Seriously! Sam you swore you'd never let me fly your suit. What changed?" You narrowed your eyes, suspicious of the three men.
"Yeah, well Barnes practically begged me. He wanted to surprise you, but I guess I ruined that. My bad!" He replied, swiftly exiting the kitchen before you could further question him.
"Bucky, that is so sweet! Thank you so much! You know how much I want to fly that suit!" You ran to him, throwing your arms around him in a bear hug.
"Anything for you, doll. Anything for you."
-
"I think he's going to propose." You laid it all out on the line during girl's night. Three margaritas in, and you couldn't keep the thoughts to yourself anymore. It didn't matter how embarrassing it would be if you were wrong. Not when the tequila was doing the talking.
"Oh my god!" Wanda squealed, just as excited as you.
"Wow." Nat smirked, containing her happiness much better.
"I know! I'm just not sure when." You bit your lip, fidgeting a bit.
"Well, what do you know?" Nat asked for details.
"He was talking to Steve about something when I walked in and Steve said he deserves to be happy. Then, this morning Sam was freaking out about a question he was going to ask me. I mean, he covered it with something about letting me fly his suit, but still. I just have a feeling." You couldn't stop the smile from spreading across your face.
"Okay. He's probably just nervous then." Nat replied easily.
"Just drop some subtle hints that you would say yes. Maybe he just needs some reassurance!" Wanda grinned over the glass of her own margarita.
"Okay. Subtle hints. I can do that." You nodded to yourself, thoughts spinning with ways to let Bucky know you would say yes.
-
"I've got it." Bucky rushed into Steve's room, a wide smile on his face.
"You do?" Steve jumped from his desk, excitement overflowing.
Bucky vigorously nodded before explaining his plan.
"Two more weeks?!" Steve was dying for Bucky to just ask you, but if his plan had to wait two more weeks, so be it.
"Yes. It's perfect. She'll be so surprised!" You and Bucky had briefly talked about marriage before, but nothing in detail. Just enough that he knows you want to get married.
"I'm happy for you, bud. You really do deserve this." Steve patted him on the back, as he went through the plan one more time.
-
"Bucky?" You had been looking for him all over the compound before finally checking the living room.
He paused the film, turning all his attention to you. He smiled in greeting, gesturing for you to join him on the couch.
"What do you need?" His brows pinched together in concern, earning a sweet smile from you.
"I just wanted to ask what color you think I should paint my nails!" You showed him the various bottles you were carrying.
"Oh." His pinched brows now showcased his confusion. "Um, okay. Any particular reason why?"
"Not really. I'm thinking of getting a new ring soon, and I want my nails to look good when I take pictures of it!" You tried to sound nonchalant, but your heart was racing. Was this subtle enough?
Bucky's own heart picked up speed at the idea of you finding out before the surprise he had planned.
"Oh, that's nice. I'd go with the yellow. It's happy." He turned his attention back to the movie, trying to cut the conversation short.
"Okay, thank you!" You pressed a kiss to his cheek before leaving the room. Clearly you needed a better plan.
-
"Hi, Doll." Bucky greeted you as he entered the kitchen. "What are you making?"
"Italian Wedding Soup!" You exclaimed, excited to try another hint. "Don't you just love weddings?"
Bucky nearly choked on his water. "Um, yep. Yeah, wedding's are great. I've, uh, got to meet Steve for training! I'll see you later!" he nearly ran out of the room.
"Well, that didn't go well." You muttered to yourself, now angry at the soup.
-
"Bucky, can I ask you something?" He had been practically avoiding you for the last two days, ever since the soup incident.
"Of course." He met your eye, the nervous tone of your voice causing his heart to ache.
"Do you ever think about getting married?" You decided to just bite the bullet and ask him what you've been wondering for the last few days.
"Nope." He panicked. 100% panicked. "I don't believe in marriage."
His nerves caused him to miss the way your shoulders dropped.
"Oh."
"Yep. It's not for me. Just can't picture it." His head was screaming for him to stop talking, but he just kept rambling.
"Well, okay. I was, um, just wondering. Ya know. Wanda was talking about it the other day, so I was curious what you thought." You tried to cover your sadness, at least until you could get out of the room. "I'm actually going to grab lunch with Wanda now, so I'll see you later. Bye!"
You quickly ran out of the room, leaving Bucky to contemplate what the hell just happened.
-
"I was so wrong." You burst into tears the minute you entered Wanda's room.
"Honey! About what?" She pulled you across the room to her bed, wrapping an arm around your shoulder.
"Bucky!" You cried harder as you said his name.
"What about him?" Wanda floundered, unused to seeing you so distraught.
"He doesn't want to propose! He doesn't believe in marriage." Your heart broke even further as you said the words out loud.
"What?!" Wanda's eyes were wide. Her mind went blank at the shock of hearing why you were so upset.
Suddenly the door swung open, Nat entering before quickly closing it again.
"I could hear her crying from down the hall. What happened?" Her own voice was laced with concern as she quickly moved to comfort you from the opposite side of Wanda.
"Bucky doesn't want to marry me!" You cried into your hands. "How could I have been so stupid?"
"Y/N, Bucky is crazy about you." Nat, ever the voice of reason, tried to calm you down.
"I know he loves me, but he doesn't wanna marry me." Your cries were calming down, silent tears streaming down your face as you hiccuped every so often.
"How do you know he doesn't want to marry you?" She questioned further, trying to get to the bottom of this. Nat knew, with 100% certainty, that he was planning to propose. She's seen the ring, even if nobody knows that she's seen it.
"I asked him if he ever thought about getting married..." You took a shaky breath, trying not to sob again. "And he said 'Nope. I don't believe in marriage.'"
Wanda and Nat made eye contact, each expressing their confusion over the words.
"Oh, honey. It's okay. Cry it out." Wanda let you lean into her and cry.
"I just, I feel so stupid." You sighed once more.
Marriage was never something you thought about until you met Bucky. Well, maybe when you were little, but who doesn't?
Ever since you discovered what it meant to be independent, you knew you didn't need to get married to live a fulfilling life. It wasn't something you deemed necessary.
At least, not before Bucky.
There's just something about how much you love him that makes you want to announce it to the world in front of your closest friends and family. You want to share that moment with him, where you express how completely devoted to each other you are.
Finding out Bucky doesn't want the same thing hurt.
"Y/N. You are absolutely not stupid. You love him, it only makes sense that you would think about a wedding." Wanda tried to console you as Nat put the pieces together in her head.
She knew Bucky must have a surprise proposal planned. He must've panicked when you asked him about getting married. Why he would panic that much is unknown to her, but still. That's the only explanation that makes sense. Of course, she couldn't tell you that.
"Bucky's an idiot if he doesn't want to marry you." She settled for blindly supporting your emotions instead.
"It's not me is it?" Your eyes went wide with fear.
"No, of course not!" Nat panicked. "You two are perfect together."
"Not perfect enough for him to want to marry me." You cried into Wanda's shoulder again.
Nat shook her head, silently pleading for Wanda to take over consoling you.
-
"Steve. I fucked up." Bucky couldn't stop replaying the look on your face when he said he doesn't believe in marriage. "And before you say anything about my language, there's no other word for how badly I just fucked up."
Steve eyed his friend with concern. "What did you do?"
"Well, Y/N, she's been hinting at wanting me to propose." He stalled briefly, not really wanting to admit it.
"That's a good thing. It means the two of you are on the same page." Steve tried to reassure him, blissfully unaware of what happened.
"I know. But, she flat out asked me if I ever think about getting married... and I panicked." Bucky refused to look Steve in the eye, opting instead to pace the room.
"Panicked how?" Steve's voice was hard. He always thought of you like a little sister, and if Bucky hurt you he would be livid.
"I told her... I told her I don't believe in marriage." Bucky mumbled under his breath, but Steve could still make out the words with his enhanced hearing.
"YOU DID WHAT?" His eyes went wide, mind stuttering with shock. All he could do was yell. "What the hell is wrong with you? Why on earth would you say that? Y/N must be so heartbroken right now! You know that she wants to marry you, and what do you do? Tell her you don't. You've really outdone yourself with the stupid this time, pal-"
"Steve! I know! I didn't mean it! I just didn't want to ruin the surprise. It's supposed to be this Friday!" Bucky tried defending himself, but he knew it was futile.
"Well, you can still do what you were planning... right?" Steve questioned, unsure if you would agree to the date.
"I hope so." Bucky nervously chewed his lip, trying to come up with a back up plan.
-
You were avoiding him. Everytime he tried to talk to you about going on a date on Friday, you somehow evaded the conversation entirely.
If you weren't on your way to training, you had plans with Nat or Wanda. If it wasn't plans with them, you absolutely had to finish a mission report. You always had an escape route, and it killed him that you felt like you needed to hide from him.
Bucky finally managed to corner you in the gym Thursday morning.
"Y/N!" He nearly screamed from the other side of the gym.
You took a deep breath, trying to ready yourself for the conversation.
"Hi Bucky." You greeted him with a small kiss.
It was time. You needed to talk to him. If he didn't want to get married, that had to be okay with you. You'd rather live your life with him as your boyfriend forever than not have him at all.
He seemed stunned by your greeting, having grown used to you trying to escape the second he entered a room.
"Hi..." He suddenly got quiet, not wanting to spook you.
"Um, what are you doing tomorrow?" He hasn't felt this awkward asking you on a date since the first time he asked you to get dinner with him.
"Nothing, I think." You were feeling just as awkward as Bucky.
"Perfect. I've got a surprise for you." He pulled you into a hug, feeling a sense of calm just from holding you.
"Oh, really?" You would have thought a proposal would be the surprise, but because of your last conversation you're left clueless.
"Yep." Bucky relaxed for the first time in days at the sight of your smile. "I'm taking you to dinner. You deserve it."
You couldn't stop the way your heart fluttered at seeing his cheeky smile. I can live my life like this. You thought to yourself.
"Ooh. Okay, well what should I wear?" You were already thinking over outfit options.
"Whatever you want. Something comfortable though." He was honestly nervous you would say no, so this is more progress than he expected.
"How mysterious. Okay, I've got to go. I'm supposed to meet Nat and Wanda. I love you." You kissed him quickly before leaving the gym.
-
"Ugh. I haven't been this nervous for a date with Bucky since... well since ever! I wasn't even this nervous the first time." You whined to Nat and Wanda. It felt like you had gone through every outfit in your closet and you still haven't found something to wear.
"Y/N, relax." Wanda picked out clothes for you, handing you one of your favorite cute and comfy outfits. "Wear this."
"The two of you love each other. That's all you need to think about right now." Nat reassured you as you changed for the fifteenth time.
"Exactly. Just go enjoy your date." Wanda encouraged you as well.
"What did I do to deserve the two of you." You pulled them into a group hug, laughing when they pushed you out the door.
You were still smiling when you ran into Bucky in the hallway.
"Oh. I was just coming to find you!" You kissed him quickly. "I wasn't sure what time you wanted to leave."
"That's what I was coming to find you for. I'm ready when you are, doll."
"Well, then. Let's go." You grinned when Bucky took your hand, leading you out of the compound and down to the lake.
He brought you right up to a picnic blanket that was already setup on the dock.
"I thought we could picnic tonight." He looked at you with a shy expression.
"Bucky, that's perfect. There's actually supposed to be a-"
"A meteor shower tonight." He finished for you. "That's actually why I planned a picnic."
The feelings of doubt and heartache that had been plaguing your mind for the last few days all but vanished in the blink of an eye.
"I love you so much." You leaned into his touch, sitting next to him while he pulled food from the picnic basket.
"I love you too." He pressed a soft kiss to your forehead, handing you various foods.
The two of you fell back into natural conversation throughout the night. Any lingering nervousness left you, although Bucky kept fidgeting throughout the night.
It wasn't until after dessert that anything out of the ordinary happened.
"The meteor shower is supposed to start in a few minutes, do you want to go sit at the end of the dock?" Bucky stood, his hand out for you to grab.
You pulled yourself up, not letting go of Bucky's hand as you walked the short distance to the end of the pier. Just as you took the last step, you could see a few meteors shoot across the sky.
"It's beautiful." you gazed up at the stars, missing the deep breath Bucky took before sinking to one knee.
"Y/N, I think I fell in love with you the moment I met you. I didn't know it at the time, but I felt it. Every minute I've spent with you since then has been a gift."
The expression on your face could only be described as a mixture of shock, awe, love, and annoyance.
"When I was young, I used to think about who I would marry. I never thought of someone as incredible as you. After everything that happened, I didn't think I'd ever be worthy of someone's love. I still don't know how I convinced you to fall in love with me, but I'm grateful everyday that you did. There is nothing that would make me happier than spending the rest of my life as your husband."
He took a deep breath, looking right into your eyes as he asked the question.
"Will you marry me?"
"I- Yes. Of course I will marry you." You didn't even realize you were crying until Bucky wiped a tear from your cheek.
"I love you so much." He whispered as he slipped the ring on your finger.
"I love you too." You kissed him as soon as he stood up. Immediately stepping back to hit him.
"What was that for?" He looked affronted.
"'I don't believe in marriage.'" You mocked the deep timber of his voice.
Bucky laughed, pulling you closer to him. "I'm sorry." He pressed your foreheads together. "I really panicked when I thought you were going to ruin the surprise."
"You're such an idiot." You laughed. The two of you were all smiles as you held each other.
"Trust me, Steve let me know just how much of an idiot I am." Bucky shook his head. "He'll just be glad I've finally done it."
"Finally? How long have you had the ring?" You smiled as you glanced between your left hand and Bucky's face.
"A month. Not too long really. I think he was more annoyed with how long it took me to get the ring." He smiled, looking into your eyes.
"We've only been dating for 2 years. I wouldn't say that's abnormally long." Your brows furrowed.
"That is correct..."
"But?" You encouraged.
"But I told him I wanted to marry you the second we finished our first date."
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#1 Fan [Part 1/2]
Summary: Spencer knows heâs seen his new neighbor somewhere before.
A/N: This was a blurb request from my sideblog that got completely out of hand so here she is as a full fic! (Weâre gonna pretend like I know how OnlyFans works)
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader
Category: Fluff & SmutÂ
Warnings/Includes: smut, graphic descriptions of sexual acts, masturbation (male & female), voyeurism(?), please let me know if thereâs anything Iâve missed!
Word count: 2.9k
Request: âBlurb about basically the same fic as the other one except she just moved in and he recognizes her as the person he subs to on OF. Sheâs describing her hot neighbor- and yeahâ from @thatsonezesty13â
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The first time Spencer sees her in the lobby grabbing her mail he thinks heâs in a dream. Or maybe heâs seeing things. For a second heâs terrified that heâs having a hyper-realistic, yet somehow mundane, wet dream.
Heâs been subscribed to her for a while. To be honest once heâd found her account he didnât have much of a need to subscribe to anyone else. She was almost tailor made for him, it was sort of scary.
So when he saw her that day, and she smiled at him, giving him a small wave as she passed him in the hall, his heart all but stopped.
That night he checked her page. He compared the pictures of the sweet girl in the hall with the ones in front of him. The photos where she was wearing next to nothing, or sometimes nothing at all. The ones where she had her fingers inside of her panties, or her mouth.
He ended up spiraling that evening, partially forgetting why he was even looking in the first place. Until he was watching videos of her, fucking into herself with a toy until she was squirting onto her bedsheets.
The following morning when he woke up he tried to convince himself that it wasnât her. How could it be? And if it was, would he have to stop looking? Something felt a bit perverted about that.
So he pushed the thoughts from his head. And that lasted all of 10 seconds because there was a knock on his front door. When he opened it up it was her standing there, the girl from the mailboxes, and the girl from the videos. He knew they were one and the same, who was he kidding?
âHi!â She sticks out her hand to introduce herself, âI think I saw you the other day, Iâve just moved into the building, Y/N.â
He knows her name already, well he knows her first name, and part of himâs a little surprised itâs not fake.
He takes a moment to consider her hand, he wouldnât usually shake a strangers hand like this but for some reason he didnât feel like she was a stranger. The real reason her didnât want to shake her hand was because of all the things heâd pictured her doing with them. Touching herself, touching him.
But heâs hesitated for too long, so he takes her hand, shaking it gently, âSpencer, Dr. Spencer Reid. Nice toâ uh, meet youâ he has to force his breaths out or they might not come. Looking at her up close, in person, she was too beautiful. And he already thought that about her pictures.
âWell itâs nice to meet you, I always like to know the folks in my building. And especially you if weâre gonna be neighborsâ
âNeighbors?â He tries to stop his eyes from popping out of his head but she doesnât seem to notice. She just nods happily.
âYup, Iâm right on the other side of that wallâ she points to her right and giggles, âknock if you need meâ she jokes but Spencerâs breathing stops entirely and he can only nod.
âSo um, if you wanted to hang out or anything you know where to find meâ she smiles at him and starts to head back to her apartment.
Heâs not sure whatâs come over him, but it feels like adrenaline is coursing through his entire body as he speaks.
âIâm free right now if youâre not busy?â He asks before she can get too far away but she shakes her head.
âIâve actually gotta head out for a bit but if youâre free tomorrow do you wanna come over and see my place. Iâm sure itâs probably the exact same as yours butââ
âYes!â I mean, um, yeah, that sounds nice, coolâ she laughs at him a little, probably at his eagerness, or maybe at the way heâs blushing, he can feel the heat radiating from his cheeks.
âSee you then Spencer, Dr. Spencer Reidâ she giggles and heâs smitten already.
â â
Heâs pretty much counting down the seconds until the following evening. His mind is completely restless, heâs got no idea what to wear or how to act, or what to say.
She was just so pretty, he could barely have a 2 minute conversation with her in the hallway. How was he supposed to hang out with her for an evening.
She slips a note under his door the following afternoon:
Iâm on my way out but I should be back around 8! See you then x
He wishes he didnât stare at the little âxâ on the note for quite so long but he couldnât help it. Even her handwriting was cute.
He doesnât want to think about why he knows her already but he canât help it. He decides that heâs not going to look at her page again, taking a cold shower as part of his preparation for that evening before agonizing over what to wear.
He settles on a purple sweater and he already feels like heâs made the wrong call somehow as heâs knocking on her door at 8pm on the dot.
âWell arenât you punctualâ she smiles at him as she pulls open the door. His stomach drops when he realizes that he recognizes the little dress sheâs wearing. Heâs seen her take it off before. He tries to steady his breathing but it doesnât work super well so he just waves hello as she ushers him inside.
âI guess you got my note thenâ she smiles and he smiles back.
âYeah, yourâ umâ handwriting is really niceâ he wants to slap himself in the face. What kind of complement was that?
âThank you?â she giggles at him, âno ones ever said that before, youâre a bit of an oddballâ she points him to the sofa so he sits.
When she comes to sit next to him sheâs holding a bottle of wine and two glasses and he has to stop his eyes from bulging out of his head.
âWould you like a glass?â She asks and he nods his head, it probably wasnât a great idea, but neither was any of this. She hands him a glass of wine and takes the seat next to him on the couch, turning to face him as she tucks her legs up under herself.
âSo Spencer Reid, what kind of doctor are you?â she asks as she takes a sip from her own glass.
âIâmâumâ I work at the FBI actually, Iâ Iâm a profilerâ heâs already conscious that he doesnât want to bore her by harping on about work, or by rambling like he does right before people usually roll their eyes. But she doesnât, she leans in.
âThatâs so cool, well it sounds like it is anyway? Does that mean you read people or something?â her eyes look like they're after lighting up and she's smiling at him encouraging.
âY-Yeah? Itâs sort of like reading people I guess. We catch killers by getting inside their heads in a way, trying to figure out why theyâre doing what theyâre doing, and hopefully what theyâre gonna do next so that we can stop it. Itâs a little more complicated than that, but thatâs the gistâ heâs smiling now too, the way sheâs looking at him makes him feel like heâs actually doing a sort of good job not embarrassing himself.
âSo you said my handwriting was niceâ she says, gears clearly turning, âCan you read anything about me from that?â she looks like she's challenging him, if he didnât know better he might call it flirting.
âWell actually graphologyâsorryâ handwriting analysis has been deemed a pseudoscience by most, the validity of handwriting as evidence in court has always been dubious and many of the techniques used today are the same as those employed in Renaissance England.â he rambles but sheâs still engaged when he stops speaking.
âSo youâre smart smart, huh?â she smiles at him, and he nods.
âI donât believe intelligence can be neatly quantified but I do have an IQ of 187â he feels paradoxically stupid saying that, it feels like bragging or something and he already wants to take it back.
âWow, a doctor with an IQ of 187â she takes a second to mull it over, âWhat are you doing hanging out with the likes of me?â she jokes, but his eyebrows knit together, he had no idea what she did, other than that thing he knew she did.
âI wouldn't sell yourself short like that, what do you do?â he asks her, at the very least itâll stop him from spiraling.
âI work in a vintage bookstore, the one two blocks over?â She motions behind her as she tells him, and he knows it well, in fact he spends so much time there that heâs shocked heâd never seen her before.
âYou work there? Iâm there all the time, how have I never noticed you before?â she chuckles at him.
âIâve only just started, I just moved in, remember?â and he wants to slap himself again, something about being around such a pretty face slashed that impressive IQ in half.
They spend another while and the rest of the bottle of wine getting to know each other before Spencer has to call it a night. Part of him wished that she was boring, or rude, or hated him, then maybe heâd be able to quell his infatuation. But this just made it worse, now that he knew her, now that he had spoken to her and she was so sweet, so smart, so funny, and still so damn pretty. He was absolutely fucked.
â â
He swears to himself that the wont look at her page again. Now that he knew her and he liked her more than he even did before, it felt like a real invasion. Part of him still felt bad about it in general, like he should've told her right away, been up front. But the moment for that had already passed so this was his next best plan.
Until he returns home the following Friday. Heâs exhausted when he crawls into bed but heâs still somehow restless, the gears still turning in is brain. So he does what he always does when he wants to forget about everything else in the world.
His muscle memory opens it up, and heâs on her page before he even realizes he's done it. And sheâs posted a few new videos this week. He wishes he had better willpower, or any willpower at all, but he canât seem to stop himself from clicking on one.
It begins with her kneeling on her bed, wearing lingerie heâd seen before, it was baby pink and it was one of his favorites. She starts by dipping her fingers into her panties, teasing herself as little moans toppled from her lips. Then she started talking.
âIâm gonna tell you guys about a little dream I had last night, well, Iâve been having it all week reallyâ she continues to tease herself a little, her other hand coming up to grab her breast over her soft pink bra as she speaks. Her voice is smooth and perfect, if he only had the audio heâd still be turned on right now.
âIt goes like this. Iâm lying in this bed right here, doing something a little like this, when thereâs a knock at my front door. When I get up to answer it heâs there, with his shaggy brown hair, and his huge doe eyes, and heâs got these lips that are just so fuckinâ pink. I want them all over me. He comes inside and he grabs me with those huge hands of his and he pulls me right into him before he kisses me.â she moans a little as her fingers brush right up against her clit, but Spencerâs vision has almost gone blurry.
Heâs not sure heâs even breathing when she starts talking again. âThen I lead him to my bedroom, and I get him out of those clothes. He dresses like an english teacher and I wish I didnât find it so fuckinâ hot. Sometimes in the fantasy I take his cock in my mouth, I suck him off until heâs whimpering. Other times I canât wait, I just need him to fuck me right away.â she takes off her panties then, leaving them to one side, while she grabs a toy from her bedside table.
âI like to fuck myself with this, but all week Iâve just been imagining that itâs him. Heâs just so pretty, I know his cock has to be too. I want to know what it feels like when heâs buried inside me, so fuckinâ deepâ she continues to fuck herself with the toy, and heâs tuned back in now, heâs achingly hard without even noticing, his hand wrapping around his cock as he pictures the other side of that fantasy.
It doesnât take long before he's releasing, spilling all over his hand in tandem with the video. She takes a moment to relax, steadying out her breathing before she speaks to the camera again.
âI think I have a crush guysâ she gasps out, âI moved, and I think Iâve got a crush on my fuckinâ neighbor alreadyâ
Not that he needed any more confirmation, but those words hit him like a fucking train.
Itâs already midnight, itâs not so late that he couldnât go over there, but it sort of is late enough that he shouldnât. He really canât bring himself to care though, getting out of bed and cleaning himself up he decides to ride this uncharacteristically confident wave as far as itâll take him.
Heâs knocking on her door before heâs had a chance to second guess himself. When she answers sheâs in a little robe, itâs ivory and satin, and he recognizes it too. He doesnât say anything, neither does she. They just look at each other for a little too long, eyes taking each other in. He wants to lean in and kiss her, just like in her fantasy, but heâs not that guy.
âHiâ he breathes out instead, âI know itâs late, sorry, I shouldnât be hereâbut Iâ I just wanna sayâ he pauses to take in a labored breath, âI like you a lot and I think youâre really pretty and funny and smart and would you wanna go out sometime? With me? Maybe?â he doesn't realize heâs closed this eyes until heâs got to pry them back open.
âWell thatâs not how the fantasy was supposed to goâ she giggles, her eyelashes fluttering as she looks up at him and the blush thatâs steadily spreading up his face and neck.
âWhat do youâ I donâtâ what?â heâs stammering, doing a god awful job of playing dumb.
âIn my video, you were just supposed to kiss me. This isnât as sexy but it is a hell of a lot betterâ
âI donâtâ Iâm notââ he canât get a sentence out, heâs got no idea whatâs happening right now.
âItâs alright Dr. 187, I know itâs youâ some part of him genuinely wants to throw up. Why did he think that would be an innocuous username. He was the stupidest genius alive.
âIâm sorry, I should've told you. I had no idea how, I just never thoughtâ how could I have known youâd move in next door to me? And that youâd be even prettier in person but youâd be so cool tooâ heâs got to cut himself off before he really starts apologetically rambling.
âSpencer stop. Itâs fine. I make that content for people to enjoy, youâve got nothing to feel guilty about. I made that video because I wanted you to see it, that was intentional.â she reaches out and places a hand on his shoulder, and itâs more comforting than it has any right to be.
âWas thatâyour fantasyâthe uh the videoâwere you telling the truth?â he can feel his heart absolutely racing in his chest as he waits for the answer. And she breaks out in a huge smile, nodding up at him.
âEvery word.â he doesnât let himself overthink it this time, he just leans right in, pressing his lips to hers. Itâs soft and gentle, a sweet kiss rather than a heated one, itâs not just infatuation, there are feelings behind it now. He can feel her lips smiling against his own and his heartâs fit to burst now.
When they break apart she looks giddy with excitement, her hands come down to the little bow that holds her robe closed, toying with the ends of the tie. âIâm actually about to make a video now if youâd like to see behind the scenes?â she asks and his breath gets stuck in his throat.
âFuckâ he rasps, âYouâve got no idea how much I want to do thatâ he pauses, scolding himself in his head already, âBut I think I wanna take you to dinner first, if you still want that?â
Sheâs grinning at him again, âI still really want that, tomorrow night?â
âTomorrow night.â
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Can you please write a fluff one shot about a sk8 the infinityïżŒïżŒ like his girlfriend/boyfriend/s/o falls asleep on him
to anon: omg first request omgomg thank you so much for sending one in! i wasnât sure which sk8 character you were referring to, so i decided to write one for both reki and langa! hope you donât mind hehe <3 this is the one for reki, the one for langa will take a little bit longer bc of valentineâs & other requests but i hope you like this one regardless!
warnings: none, just some fluffy times with the best boy. reader is gn!
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sleepyhead. (reki x reader)
Late nights were certainly not a rare occurrence with your boyfriend, Reki. He was filled to the brim with energy and passion that practically flowed out of him like a geyser. Not that you were opposed to that at all, you found that it was one of the qualities that made you fall for him in the first place. Though, you worried that he wasnât taking into consideration his own personal health during these late night excursions. Take for instance tonight, as it was slowly approaching two thirty am, it seemed that the redhead had no clear intention of stopping his work.
The two of you were cooped up in his workshop behind his house, Reki singing along to some âcool jamsâ as he called them. In reality, it was his Spotify playlist of the âbest 2000âs alternativeâ music like Sk8er Boi by Avril Lavigne and Dear Maria, Count Me In by All Time Low. You were barely hanging onto your string of consciousness, the mere idea of sleep sounding like absolute heaven at this very moment. You were propped up on a stool in the corner, the stack of skating magazines Reki had given you to flick through in case you got bored now sat in a neat pile off to the side. You had read each one of them front to back twice already tonight.
It wasnât that you didnât love spending time with Reki. You enjoyed listening to his midnight ramblings of whatever came to mind. His ideas for new boards, designs for stickers, and other creative ways to beat his future S opponents were usually his topics of interest. No one really noticed how much of an imaginative person your boyfriend was. He could be impulsive and over excited at times, but his fantastic mind and his willingness to create made your heart soar. Not only that, but he was fairly handy when it came to fixing up and assembling his own boards like he was some mad scientist waiting for one of his many experiments to go right. You indulged him as much as you could, you really did enjoy his company. Even if you would much rather be curled up beside him snuggling in bed rather than hear Reki precariously make his way through the lyrics of Check Yes Juliet for what seemed like the seventh time.
âReki,â you spoke up finally as the analog clock on the wall indicated the current time of two forty-three am. Reki looked up from Langaâs custom longboard, hair bouncing about despite already being contained by the headband he wore everyday. âYeah?â he asked, throwing a glance over his shoulder only to see your weary eyelids and tired expression. His entire demeanour melted, lips jutted out in a tiny pout upon seeing his poor baby so tired.
He backed away from his worktable, dancing and tiptoeing across the floor to avoid stepping on any spare parts or tools he had left lying about his mishmash of a workshop.
âIs baby tired?â he cooed, sawdusted fingers beginning to tug and pinch at the corners of your cheeks. You groaned in annoyance, your sleep deprived state causing you to be a tad more irritable at this hour. âReki,â you repeated in a more serious tone, ember coloured irises meeting your e/c ones. His calloused hands moved to cup your face, warmth enveloping you in a way that felt like home. The scent of pine and the remnants of orange crush soda invaded your senses. He smiled at you with that goofy face of his, the one that Langa constantly teased for being weird. Maybe it was your sleepy nature, but he looked even more gorgeous in the harsh LED lighting of his garage. Tiny strands of his auburn hair fell in front of his face as he tilted his head to the side, his smile growing as he watched your eyes begin to droop.
âPlease. Letâs go to bed,â you asked of him as kindly yet firmly as you could. Reki clicked his tongue a bit, thinking for a moment before delivering a cute peck to your nose. âA few more minutes! Then we can head inside, grab a cookie or two and crawl into bed together! Itâll be just a jiffy okay? Here, you can even set an alarm,â Reki was already reaching for his phone in his hoodie pocket so that you could do just as he suggested. He stopped in his tracks as he felt your hands clasp around his hoodie, pulling him close so that you could hug his torso. He laughed at how clingy you could be while being so sleepy, his hand patting atop your head as a form of affection.
âWow, you really are.. sleeping,â Rekiâs voice trailed off as he looked down to be greeted by you completely passed out against him. Your arms held your boyfriend close, your face buried within the fabric of his yellow skater boy hoodie. Soft snores escaped you, your breathing slowed and calm as you finally let your consciousness slip out of your ever fleeting grasp. Rekiâs face began to bloom with colour the longer he stared at you, panic setting in as he realized what was truly happening.
You had fallen asleep against him. Oh shit. Oh god. You were asleep against him. That meant you were so comfortable that you just so happened to pass out in his arms. Reki bit back a giddy smile, warmth cascading through him in a form of nothing but love radiating solely for you at nearly three in the morning. His heart thumped rapidly against his rib cage. No matter how long he had been with you, he kept discovering new things about you that made him absolutely lose his mind. You falling asleep against him definitely being one of those many things. You looked so peaceful, so unbothered and safe within his embrace. This warmth you had given him overtook his will to keep working, his hands moving your hair out of the way of your face to kiss your forehead.
âSorry for making you stay up, sweet baby,â he apologized in a quiet tone. His hands moved your arms to around his neck, using his strength to lift you up and wrap your legs securely around his waist. âI canât say Iâm not grateful for you being here for me, though. You could have left too, yet you stayed here for me,â Reki spoke to your sleeping form. The fact that you had stayed up with him this late made him even more grateful to have you. Reki grunted a bit as he adjusted to the newfound weight of you around him, your hair getting in his mouth and his eyes squinting to find the light switch so that he could flick it off before leaving. Reki was always careful with you, handling you as if you were a sort of glass figurine he barely even had the permission to touch.
âYou look so damn cute like this, yâknow,â he continued to speak as he maneuvered his way about his house, trying his best to subdue his footsteps and make as little noise as possible. He didnât want to wake up his mom or little sisters. âMan, Iâm so lucky. Seriously really lucky to have someone like you in my life.â
In your sleep, you subconsciously nuzzled your head against his chest. He melted a bit, holding back a tiny noise of happiness as he began to beam like an idiot holding his partner. You were the most amazing person, the person who made him happy every single day without fail, the person who picked him up no matter how much he bailed or got hurt. He loved you more than anything, and he wanted to treat you as well as you treated him. Even if it meant carrying you to bed after a late night of him talking your ear off about skateboarding for three consecutive hours.
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It's Complicated: Part 4 || Leonardo
Pairing: 2012 Leo x Reader
Word Count: 1,791
Warnings: Mature themes throughout
Leo watched as you held your hand out towards him, gesturing to his own. He reached his hand toward yours and you placed yours lightly on top. Touching his own but just barely, you traced the lines of his palm, and when he looked into your eyes they were focused, but with each movement, you seemed to relax a little more. He let out a shaky sigh and realized that you were having the same effect on him too.
Maybe things will be alright.
Nothing but silence and your fingers moving across his. He focused on them and nothing else. Not what had happened, or what was going to transpire because of it. Just you. You and how you had just begun to hum. And now he closed his eyes, and the heel of your palm rested in his and your fingers only traced lazy circles on his skin. They seemed to ignite something in him. Something bright and burning and not at all like heaviness that had surrounded him when he first sat down. This was a little buzzing pricking feeling that seemed to travel all the way up his arm and into his heart.
Maybe his head knew that everything wasn't alright, but you could've fooled his heart.
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You worry about Leo. Of course, you've always worried about him. He carries the weight of the world on his shoulders, and because of that, he pushes people away. But right here? Even after what's happened he's not pushing you away. He's letting you hold onto him. If he had pushed you away... You don't even want to think about it. Instead, you choose not to take anything he gives you for granted.
There the two of you are when the others come inside, ready for dinner. The noise of the door banging open followed by multiple loud conversations occurring at once startles you and on reflex, you pull your hand away more quickly than you would've liked.
Leo's eyes snap open and he groans, extracting himself from the couch before noticing his cookie still lying on the table, and he quickly grabs both of your cookies, shoving them in your mouths before the others can see.
Mikey comes barreling into the room, vaulting over the couch and landing with a solid oomph. "I crushed them at hide and seek, (y/n), you should have seen it!" He's practically making the entire couch bounce with his energy.
"This numnut managed to hide for a full freakin' hour." Raph ruffles the top of his brother's head as he walks past.
"I just can't believe he managed to stay still that long." Donnie shrugs. "It's practically a miracle."
Casey appears to be stomping more than walking as he enters the room. "I swear I checked that place at least twice!" He grumbles.
"I became one with nature," Mikey replies, taking a Zen sort of pose. "The only reason you finally found me was because I wanted you to find me."
"I'm never playing hide and seek with you ever again." April scoffs as she collapses onto the couch.
You look to Leo with a smile on your face, and this time he finally smiles back. Even if it's only for this single moment, everything feels like it's supposed to.
But, if you think too hard, that little voice will remind you about the secret you're holding onto. And for now, you shove that little voice to the back of your mind.
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Leo couldn't sleep. It was far from the first time, but tonight all he wanted to do was shut his eyes and not open them until morning. The tapping of a tree branch on the window panes was becoming more irritating than calming, and he had flipped around so many times already that he was tangled up in the sheets.
He sat up abruptly and threw the covers off of himself, his feet causing a dull thud to emanate from the wooden floors as he moved swiftly to the door. What he wasn't expecting, was for the door to bump into something as he swung it open, or the hand that followed, pulling him to the ground. Whatever? Whoever he landed on let out a pained grunt when they hit the floor, and Leo echoed the sentiment.
"Ouch, ouch ouch." He could hear you hiss through clenched teeth. "Oooooooouuuuuch." You whisper-yelled, pounding your fist quietly on the floor of the hallway a few times before biting down on your knuckle. Hard.
He scrambled off of you as quickly and as gently as he could, but he was clumsy too and managed to end up flat on his back beside you.
"Are you alright?" He asked. In the shadows, he could see you start to shake. No, no, no, why did he keep hurting you?
A strange noise bubbled out of your throat then, and wait. Was that laughter? It was a familiar sound, and oh how he loved it. He could feel a chuckle slip out of himself.
"I'm fine, Leo. Really." You giggled again, trying to speak through the laughter. "But oww... My head." You groaned.
Leo sat up. "Are you okay?"
"I'll survive." You said dryly, giving him a playful glare.
"Well, that's a relief." He replied. "Couldn't sleep?"
"No... You?" You asked, continuing to lay on the floor and grimace, hand rubbing your forehead where he assumed the door had hit.
"Not so much." He sighed. He wondered if what was keeping him awake was keeping you from sleep as well.
"Well, I was headed out to the swing if you'd care to join." You offered, finally sitting yourself up.
He stood, holding out his hand. "That sounds nice." He said, trying to restrain the smile on his face.
The heat of your hand wrapped in his sent a shiver down his spine. "Thank you." You whispered, eyes locked on his. The silence of the hallway in the dead of night made his heart pick up pace until he couldn't take the intensity of your gaze any longer and had to break away.
"After you." He managed to say.
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It had been three weeks since your "trip" in the woods, and your ankle was almost as good as new. Donnie still had you wrapping it, and not doing anything strenuous for the next week, but after that - fingers crossed - you would be able to go about your normal routine training with the others. It was quite nice once again being able to get around without assistance.
The two of you sat on the swing, Leo keeping a slow momentum going with his foot. You had brought a blanket with you, and it was draped across your laps to keep the chilly evening air at bay. You leaned your head back against the smooth wood of the swing, watching the stars blink in and out between dark tree branches.
"I have something I want to tell you." You said, steeling your nerves. If you don't do this now, you're just going to keep putting it off. "And if it ends up being super weird... then we'll just forget I ever mentioned it... Alright?" Or maybe I'll just die of embarrassment instead. You tilted your head to the side, long enough for his eyes to meet yours.
"Alright." He said.
"I like you. I mean, as more than just a friend." The swing's motion halted abruptly, the sound of Leo's heel catching in the dirt not really giving you the confidence boost you were hoping for. "Or-or a good friend... I have for a long time honestly. And I know that things aren't exactly the same as they were, but my feelings for you, they haven't changed. I just... didn't think it was right not to tell you. With everything, I mean..." You said.
"Me? But I'm not..." He started.
Not interested, probably. You turned to face him. "Not what?" You asked.
"I'm not even human, (Y/n)." He said, his hands lying limply in his lap. His eyes were cast down, watching his toe scuff around in the grass below.
Gently you reached out to place your hand on his. "Wow, I hadn't noticed." You laughed softly.
"You know what I mean." He said. "Wouldn't you rather be with someone like Casey?"
"Casey?" You scoffed. "Casey Jones? The Casey that we just spent an hour getting his hand unstuck from a metal pipe. That Casey Jones?"
Leo sighed. "Okay, okay, no, not Casey, but you get what I'm saying. Wouldn't you rather be with someone who's at least human?"
Why was Leo trying so hard to discount himself? Unless... Unless he didn't want to be with you... "I could really care less about all of that, Leo. Truly. There's no one else like you." Someone who would try to let me down so gently.
You had sprung this on him so shortly after everything that had happened... And of course, now he probably wouldn't ever see you that way. You couldn't blame him.
"(Y/n), I -" He started, placing his other hand on top of yours.
You quickly pulled your hand back, cutting him off. "I know there's a lot on your plate right now, and you probably don't feel the same way-"
"(Y/n)-" He tried again.
But now you were rambling. "- so we can just forget about it a-"
"Would you just let me answ-" He tried one last time.
You weren't letting him get a word in now, hoping you could just end the conversation and be done with it. At this point maybe you should just leave entirely and get out of everyone's way. Go and live in solitude forever. Relationships were proving to be very messy all of a sudden. At last this particular one. And if you left, Leo could focus on leading the others and going home again. Maybe they'd be better off without you. "-etend this never-"
And then he kissed you. This time it wasn't because of the alcohol. This time he knew what he was doing. And you knew what you were doing. You were kissing him back.
His hand moved to hold your head as you pulled apart. "I like you too." He said before he leaned in and kissed you again, slower this time, your head tilting into his palm. You're not exactly sure where your hands went, but you knew they were on him like his lips were on yours. In that moment, a new kind of love sparked in your soul. The kind that, if allowed to grow, is not so easily extinguished.
You stayed out on that swing and kissed... well... you lost track of how many times exactly, but it was quite a few.
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genre: gamer! jisung x gamer! reader, college au release date: 2/5/2024 cw: female reader, fwb to lovers, explicit smut, pervy jisung, male masturbation, oral (m and f receiving), unprotected sex, inexperienced jisung, cum play/breeding kink, pet names, slight humiliation kink, size kink, creampie, probably more wc: 1.4k
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The red letters that flash across your screen read âDefeatâ, illuminating your dimly lit room with a shy, red hue. The instant the word appears on your monitor, a voice blasts through your headset, erupting in emphatic complaints and protests. You can hear the clatter of a keyboard and mouse being shoved around on the other end of the receiver, and it takes everything in you to stifle your laugh.Â
âWe definitely couldâve won that!â the boy scoffs, âI swear, sometimes it feels like you and I are the only people with any fucking game sense.âÂ
âWow, thanks for the validation,â you joke, instinctively queuing up for another match. Your eyes trail up to the little icon in the corner of the screen that glows green every time he speaks.
âYou know what I mean,â he grumbles, and you imagine he must not look all that different from the little crying cat picture he set as his discord icon. The thought makes you snort, but he ignores you, stating, âI think this is my last game,âÂ
You nod even though you know he canât see you, âsame, I have class tomorrow,â
âFirst day of the semester for you, too?â Â
You nod again. âUnfortunately. My days of gaming until four and sleeping until noon have come to an end.âÂ
He laughs, leaning forward in his chair as he realizes something, âYou know, I never asked what youâre studying,âÂ
âOh,â you blink, âWell, the first class I have tomorrow is just a random credit I needed, but Iâm actually majoring in-âÂ
It takes less than a few seconds for your words to drown out into a muffled buzz, and the only thing Jisung can focus on now is the silky, smooth sound of your voice.Â
He would never admit it, at least not out loud, but your voice makes his heart beat just a little faster. The way each and every word rolls off your tongue makes his breath hitch, imagination running wild at the thought of what your lips look like when they mold to form each syllable and sound.Â
Every night like clockwork, Jisung finds himself rocking side to side in his desk chair, eyes hanging low and round lips curved up into a smile as he listens to you speak.
Itâs so easy to talk to him, too. By now, youâve lost count of how many nights the two of you rambled off in voice chats, watching shows or playing video games or simply oversharing the details of your lives. Itâs only been a few months since you met in a game chat, on that night where he practically harassed you for your discord after you carried him up a rank in-game. Youâre secretly grateful he did, though you wouldnât let him know that; the two of you effortlessly became part of each otherâs daily routine, and now, calls with you are his favorite way to end the night. Tonight is no exception.
Jisung begins to mindlessly swing in his chair as usual. Heâs humming passively between your small pauses to encourage you to keep going as his hands automatically start caressing his torso. Itâs a somewhat innocent gesture, or at least it starts out that way: his palms sliding across the ridges of his abdomen as he listens to your voice. Itâs better than music to his ears, and it urges his long fingers to dance closer and closer to his waistband.
ââand I thought about changing it, but I think with an degree in Lit, I could probably get a career inââ
Lost in your voice, Jisung slips his hands into his shorts, holding his balls as he fully zones out of the conversation. He knows youâre saying words and forming actual sentences, but his social awareness has dwindled completely and he absolutely canât seem to get past how sweet you sound, and how much sweeter you would sound under⊠different circumstances. He moves up to hold his dick gently and furrows his brows. Almost accidentally, his thumb brushes along the underside of his tip, teeth clamping the inside of his cheek and gnawing on it to ground himself. Just as eager as its owner, Jisungâs dick jolts in his palm, progressively swelling up until itâs flushing bright pink.Â
âYouâre into English?â He manages to stop daydreaming and hone into the conversation for a fleeting moment, just long enough to ask you that simple question and keep your attention off of his rapidly shifting breath.
Heâs blatantly playing with himself now, ever so distractedly. Itâs an autonomous act: the way the pad of his middle finger trails over his slit to collect a bit of the pre-cum that has begun to dribble out in pearly beads. He hisses, then quickly snaps his mouth shut in hopes that you hadnât heard him.Â
âYeah,â he can hear your smile in your words, âI think I always have been. I used to read all the time andâI swear, if you say Iâm boring, Iâll personally come over and choke youââÂ
As he acknowledges reality for a quick moment, his pace falters. His brows pinch, and he feels confused as he realizes he canât stop or even moderate his actions, despite the shame slowly beginning to wash over him. The more you talk, the harder he grows. His grip is getting tighter, his strokes needier⊠he must be losing his mind. With a gulp, he thinks to himself, what would you do if you could see him touching himself like this to you? Would you think itâs sick and twisted or would you offer to help him out?
His head begins to throb as the room spins around him, but he really canât seem to slow his motions. By now, heâs bucking his hips up and into his hand while the other covers his mouth, silencing the whines that threaten to leave his throat. Heâs breathing heavily, praying to god you donât somehow notice his perverted actions. Despite knowing that he isnât thinking straight, Jisung canât help the thoughts that continue to fog his mind, rampant and obscene.Â
Could you hear the squelching of his hand pumping his cock, covered in his pre-release? Or the way heâs practically panting, reduced to nothing at the mere sound of your voice? Heâs not sure whether or not his mic would even pick that up, but even so, the corner of his lips curl into a lazy smile as his mind continues down his twisted rabbit hole.Â
In spite of not knowing what you look like, thereâs no denying that he wants to give you all of him. He wants to feel himself buried deep inside your throat, your pretty voice vibrating around him as you choke on his length. He feels himself twitch in his palm and he subconsciously nods, picturing it's your walls around him instead of his own inadequate hand. Jisung huffs out once, fucking his fist wildly, picturing how much heâd like to feel himself bust inside of your warm, tight pus-
âSung? Sung!â
âHuh? W-what?â As he yanks his hand from his shorts, the waistband snaps against his skin and he yelps out at the impact, âSorry! I promise I was listening, it-its just, I got a little caught up withââ words are tumbling out of his mouth, before he can catch up to them.  Â
âItâs fine, itâs fine! Hurry, just pick your agent before the match getsââ but the timer runs out, and the lobby screen appears once more as you sigh out, ââcanceled...âÂ
Jisung glances down at his hand, separating his fingers and watching how the sticky pre-cum leaves webbed strings between each of his parted digits. His stomach is also wet, and the tent in his pants is growing increasingly painful with each passing second.Â
âWhat were you fantasizing about, huh?â Oh, fuck. The teasing edge in your words makes his nerves tingle, and he throws his head back as you hum into your mic, âHmm. Well, I guess it was more interesting than what I was saying. Canât blame you though, the topic of school is boring me too, and the semester hasnât even started yet. Also, that canât count as your last game. I literally wonât allow it.âÂ
You queue up for another game and Jisung sighs, watching the timer on the screen tick away. The picture changes, and the two of you are prompted to start a game. A few Kleenex wipes collect the mess on his hand and torso, and he settles back in his chair after tossing them, deciding his neediness will have to wait for now.
â â
still don't know if this will be a series or just one fic because as of right now, it's 15k words and it isn't even finished... but nonetheless, hope you're all looking forward to it. :) carina
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Hypothetically | Chapter 1-5
summary: Reader and Spencer were friends in kindergarten, she watched him grow up and explore the world while she was still trying to catch up to him. now that they work together, they fall in love incredibly fast.
friends to lovers, case of the week style story
A/N: Set between seasons 4 and 6, not following canon. all original crimes based on real-life stories.
Warnings 18+: Murderers, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Blood, Guns, mentions of autopsy, Fluff, Falling In Love, Friends to Lovers, bed-sharing, Riding, Unprotected Sex, Virgin Reader, Case of the Week, original crimes, Food mention, Smut, Oral Sex, Light BDSM, Pregnancy, Pregnancy Talk, obgyn appointments and info, Home Invasion, Past Rape/Non-con, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Emotional Manipulation, Grooming, Pedophilia mention, non-con oral (male receiving), Pregnant Sex, Daddy Kink, Breeding Kink, Homophobia, conversion therapy
Word Count: 15k
chapter 1
It took Y/N longer than she had hoped to finally catch up to him. He seemed to go from the cute little boy with a bow tie who sat beside her in her kindergarten class to working for the FBI by the time she graduated high school. It wasnât fair that he happened to be smarter than anyone on earth, causing him to test out of elementary school before she even got to know him.
Spencer Reid had an IQ of 187, an eidetic memory, and the sweetest personality to match. Y/N saw him around as he grew up, coming home to see his mom often and minding his business as he wandered around in his free time.
He liked to sit on the swings at the abandoned park across the street from her house, it was a place he would go to at the most random hours of the day for years on end. Every time he was in the area, he visited the swing. And Sheâd watch him from her window seat in her bedroom. Pretending to read, but really she was watching him read.
It was years of watching, from the ages of 13 to 18 when he was coming back and forth from working on his second Ph.D., and she was still trying to make it through high school.
But she never walked out there and talked to him, she knew nothing real about him other than his name and that he was smart. The town told rumours about him being an alien or a government experiment because there was no way a kid could be so smart, but she never believed them. She liked to keep to the idea that he was sweet, smart, and special.
He stopped coming to the swing for a while after they turned 18, her mother had said something about Spencer Reidâs mother being admitted to the nursing home she worked at and y/n drew the conclusion that heâd finally left the small Nevada town she was seemingly trapped in.
Y/N kept tabs with him online, as weird as it felt to her she had a strange sense of pride when it came to Spencerâs achievements. That was the kid she sat beside in kindergarten out there working for the FBI, saving lives and changing the world. It inspired her.
So sure enough, when she moved to Virginia to join the FBI academy it was the perfect opportunity to finally be on an even playing field with him. An excuse to reach out to him and catch up, get to know him. She was technically older than him, by 10 months, and yet somehow he seemed to feel unreachable, wiser and more of an adult than she ever would be.
At 28 she finally bumps into him again. Sheâs carrying boxes into her new apartment with help from a moving company when he leaves the apartment across the hall from her.
âOh my gosh, Spencer Reid?â she said with the biggest smile spreading across her face.
âHi?â he says, not having any clue who she is.
âYou might not remember me, Iâm Y/N Y/L/N we were in kindergarten together in Nevada?â
He takes a moment to think, she watches his eyes flutter as he recalls the memory to his mind. She is mesmerized by how his brain works, like a filing cabinet he can just pull memories out. âOh, yes we sat together the first day and you got in trouble later that afternoon for adding water to the sand because I had said it was too dry to build a model of the Pyramid of Giza.â
Her smile gets even bigger, âyes! I hope this isnât weird but Iâve kept up with you over the years, Iâve always thought it was so amazing that someone from my town was off doing incredible things! I canât believe Iâm moving in across from you that makes it look so much worse oh god, I promise Iâm not stalking you!â She rambled anxiously.
He laughed, âitâs okay I believe you! Iâm surprised honestly that you remember me, we were what? 5? Thatâs a good memory you must have?â
She walked over to him and out of the way of the men moving her boxes into her apartment, thatâs what she was paying them for anyway. She set the box down on the floor beside herself to free her arms, âI think your first ever friend would leave an impact on your memory.â
âWe did have a good bond before I was transferred out,â he recalls with a smile.
âWell,â she smiled right back, âI also work with the FBI if you want to get coffee before work on Monday and catch up? See if thereâs a possibility of being friends once again?â
âYeah!â he answers abruptly, âI leave around 7:15 normally and I always go to the little cafe down the road, what department are you in?â
âVICAP,â she said, âjust a floor above the BAU, surprised Iâm only running into you nowâ
âYou sure youâre not stalking me?â he joked.
She shook her head lightly, her cheeks hurting from smiling so hard. âPromise, just inspired by you, thatâs all.â
He chuckled to himself, almost shocked that such a lovely person would be inspired by him. âWell, thank you. Iâll let you get back to moving in and I will see you on Monday Y/N.â he said with a small wave and walked down the corridor.
She sighed to herself, this was going to be amazing.
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Y/N had barely unpacked anything by the time Monday had rolled around. She spent most of her time working on her bedroom organization, leaving a mess of boxes everywhere else. Going through her closet to find the best outfit for her first-morning commute with Spencer.
Her job didnât require as much fieldwork as he did, so she could wear anything she wanted to the office as long as it was professional. She settled on black flared dress pants, a nice white turtleneck, the watch her family gave her when she graduated from the academy and her cute healed wedge boots.
She grabbed her purse and wallet, ensuring she had her keys and badge in there before unlocking her safe and clipping her gun to her belt. She grabbed her go bag and coat and draped them over one arm, holding her purse in the other.
With everything she needed, she walked to her front door, turning off her alarm just to change the setting to protect her empty apartment. She closed and locked the door behind herself just as Spencer walked out into the hallway.
âGood morning Spencer,â she said, cheerful as ever.
âYouâre awfully cheerful for this time of day,â he yawned after speaking.
âLate night?â she asked, joining him as he walked towards the building entrance.
âWe had an emergency case this weekend that kicked my ass, Iâve only been home for 15 hours. Hopefully, today is just a desk day,â he yawned again. âSorry, Iâm sure youâre tired as well, from moving this weekend.â
âOh Iâm exhausted, normally I donât leave till quarter to 8, living farther away now is going to suck a bit.â
âAt least our building is nice,â he adds.
âIt seems wonderful so far.â He held the door for her as they walked into the parking lot, he dug her keys from her bag, âdo you want to take my car?â
âSure, seeing as I donât have a car, I normally take the subway,â he said softly, walking to the passenger side and opening the door as he heard the door unlock.
âWell if you want a ride every morning I donât mind, even If you need rides to emergency cases,â she smiled softly.
Spencer insisted on buying her coffee, saying it was only fair for driving him. But really it was because he wanted to spoil her, ever since she said she was inspired by him his mind hasnât been able to stop playing that sentence on loop. Heâs completely enamoured by her, willing to do whatever it takes to get on her good graces. Not realizing sheâs willing to do the same for him.
In no time sheâs pulling up to the main building, both of them showing their badges before being allowed access into the parking structure of their building. Y/N parked close to the main elevator, having impeccable luck with getting that spot in the garage.
âWe still have time before weâre officially on the clock, if you wanted to come meet my team?â He offered, hitting the button in the elevator for floor 3. His floor.
âIâd love to meet the legend that is Penelope Garcia,â she smiled.
âShe is wonderful,â he agreed with a smile.
The elevator dinged and she felt her heart drop into her stomach thinking of how Spencer was going to introduce her. He walked with her towards the glass doors, holding them open for her as she walked into the bullpen.
All eyes were suddenly on Spencer and Y/N, so many faces sheâs never seen before, and 2 she knows too well from her research on the BAU. She smiled lightly as she walked towards them all. Spencer not far behind her.
âGood morning,â Spencer smiled a small pressed-lipped smile. âThis is agent Y/N Y/L/N, she works up in VICAP, she was one of my best friends in elementary school.â
She smiled, so thatâs how. âHello!â She waved, âItâs so nice to meet you all,â
âDerek Morgan,â the tall dark and handsome one reached his hand out for yours.
âOh, I donât shake hands sorry,â she said, grabbing her right middle finger with her left hand and smiling lightly.
He laughed, âwow pretty boy, how come you never told us you have a twin?â
âDo you not shake hands either?â She asked him, âwe really do have a lot of catching up to do Spence.â
âEmily Prentiss, itâs lovely to see Spence bring in new friends.â
âItâs so nice to meet you, Iâve always admired the BAU, Iâve actually compiled a few of the cases youâve worked on this year, Iâm pretty good at finding patterns even the system overlooks.â
âOh yes, Y/N Y/L/N, Iâve seen your name on all the emails, thank you youâve sent some of the best-connected cases to us, youâve brought justice to people who we would have never connected to cases,â JJ said enthusiastically, âI was actually just about to tell Hotch about the newest one you sent me.â
âItâs horrible, isnât it? Iâve been carefully looking over this case for 2 years now I knew youâd all be able to help with it. Itâs right up your ally,â she nervously laughed.
âYou sent in the files on the family annihilator that was going after people he believed to be decedents of Cain from the bible right?â David Rossi asked.
She nodded her head and sighed, âyeah everyone told me it was a stretch to catch onto but when I noticed all the men were from the same online ancestry family tree I knew you guys needed to see it.â
âThat was specifically interesting, the death of his own brother led him to seek revenge on the father of murder,â Spencer agreed.
âSo whatâs this new one youâve brought us?â Derek asked.
âOh, would you like to pitch it to us? Weâre all here we can meet you in the briefing room before your shift starts upstairs?â JJ offered.
âOh sure,â she smiled, finally it was her time to show off.
Soon enough, Aaron Hotchner, Emily Prentiss, David Rossi, Spencer Reid, Derek Morgan, Penelope Garcia and Jenifer Jareau were all staring at you in the briefing room.
âIn Wichita Kansas, there have been a string of murders over the last 6 years that have all been incredibly, creepily similar,â she started explaining as she handed out the case files to everyone.
âEach victim is female, 16 to 24, theyâve all been strangled with rope while completely naked, signs of brutal sexual assault, binding and torture. Theyâve all been found wrapped in shower curtains and placed in various public locations. Clearly a sign of remorse with how he keeps them covered but still a taunt that we canât find him even now that heâs 6 victims deep.â
âClarise Richardson, victim number 1 was raped, strangled with rope and left by an underpass. She was found in 1998, the M.E said she was dead 16 hours when they found her, COD was asphyxiation. Her family reports she was last seen at least 73 hours before she was found. So he kept her for a while. There were fibres under her nails of green carpet, either she was held at someone's house or in a van with carpet like they had in the 70s and 80s.â
âWere there any fingerprints or DNA on the bodies?â Prentiss asked.
âYes, there was a sperm sample retrieved on victim number 5, Sharon Flynn. Most likely he wore a condom for the rest of his rapes and he wasnât in the system already. Either he never ejaculated in earlier rapes before he grew to murder or his victims never came forward before 1998.â
âwhich is highly likely, we saw in the EARs case in California how hard it was to get the men and women who were raped to even come forward. There were 4 confirmed cases in the news before more came forward with similar stories. Itâs seen as a shameful thing when in reality itâs just giving them more power if they believe theyâll never be caught.â Spencer explained.
âYes, itâs very hard to come forward when it happens to you,â she agreed before quickly hanging subject. âIâve been searching for any rapes in the area with similar MO, choking, BDSM, ropes, vans with green carpet, and Iâve found 3 women who claimed to be raped by a man at festivals the late 70âs who had an orange van with green carpet who bonded them up in a very intricate form of bondage that tightened every time they squirmed to entice them not to move. And from my research, that's the same pattern of rope as the rope burn on the 6 bodies we have.â
âAll 6 of them are fairly similar itâs just their dumpsites that sets them apart. He didnât have one strict area that he stuck to, he seems to have no problem travelling to them.â Emily said, flipping through the files.
âIâm thinking he has a job the requires him to still use his van. Like a travelling plumber, a phone or computer tech, home surveillance or maybe even heâs with Jehovah's witness or the Mormon church. It would explain him being able to get into these womenâs houses and neighbourhoods long enough to pick someone, learn their schedule and grab them.â Y/N explained.
âGarcia, can you look into those businesses, as well as independent contractors, satellite companies, mailmen, and anyone else who might have been on the job by the victim's houses on the dates and times they were last seen,â Hotch asked.
âAbsolutely, Iâll also run the DNA samples in my other databases.â
âI was about to ask you to do that, I think he might have children. There is a very large gap between the rapes and the jump to rape and murder, if you could run the saliva sample from victim 3 that's on her neck with any foster system or genealogy company to see if he has a son or uncle we can trace his sample to?â
âThat's a great idea, Iâve never thought to do that,â Garcia smiled. âI like you, youâre a smart cookie!â
âLooks like weâre headed to Wichita,â Hotch said. âDo you think VICAP would be mad if we stole you for a few days? You have more connections with the Wichita police than we do, they might cooperate more If they know a friendly face.â
âAbsolutely, let me grab my go-bag from upstairs!â Y/N jumped up, âIâll be right back down!â
âWheels up in 30,â Hotch said, And with that, she was out the door.
âReid if you donât marry her I will,â Penelope said softly.
âOkay.â He blushed.
â
She took a seat beside Reid on the jet, the two of them chatting amongst themselves for a while before they were called for the second briefing.
âSo local PD think they have a recent victim from this weekend they want us to check out,â Penelope said over video chat. âsheâs a little different than the others. Katie Newton, 27 was found bound to her bed, already having passed and was being assaulted when her husband came home. He screamed at the guy who was only wearing a ski mask and âtight-y white-yâsâ as the husband described. He grabbed his bag and clothes with him but he left her tied up with the little time he had to knock the husband out of the way and run out.â
âDid he get any other identification marks on the unsub?â Y/N asked.
âHe said he was pasty white, 5â8 and he didnât talk. He didnât scream, nothing, he just grabbed his things and ran. He does however remember he had a very large brown birthmark on his chest covering the right nipple down to his stomach.â
âOkay thatâs good to know, why do they think itâs our guy?â Rossi asked.
âBlood found on the rope she was tied up with can match back to 13 different women. 6 of the murders that Y/N brought to us, 1 of the rapes she found and 5 other break-in and rapes of other women in the area.â
âHoly shit,â Y/N whispered to herself.
âWell done on finding this one Y/N, this one is going to be big.â Morgan complimented her with a smile.
âThanks,â she smiled back, âI didnât expect any of this when I connected the 6 of them originally. This is insane.â
âhave you ever been in fieldwork like this?â Hotch asked.
âAt the academy, I was combat trained, I have all my clearances and Iâm a great shot. Iâm good on my feet and I tested perfectly on hostage talk down.â She tried not to brag but this was almost as important as a job interview.
âWell damn,â Morgan nodded in approval. âWe might just have to seal you full time.â
âI wouldnât mind that at all!â
âGood,â hotch smiled, something he didnât do often. âIâm going to send you and Reid to the M.E to see what else we can find out about these new break-in homicides. Prentiss and Rossi, I want you to travel to the last dumpsite and the latest crime scene to see what else could connect them. Morgan and JJ come with me to the station to set up communication with the local PD and media we donât need them naming him like they did with BTK.â
âGarcia, would you also widen the search for anyone convicted of sexual misconduct, flashing, stalking, break-ins where underwear was stolen or and peeping toms? Go all the way back to the 70s. If any of them are now working for any businesses that have vans and require him to travel. This guy has to have a mistake somewhere that you will find.â Y/N asked one last time.
âGot it, genius girl, over and out.â
â-
The bureau had the funds for rooms for the main team, meaning Y/N had to double up with someone and she had to decide who once they landed and headed to the hotel.
âIt wouldnât be weird if we got a room with two queen beds right?â She asked Spencer, âit would give us a chance to catch up in our downtime like a sleepover we never had as kids.â She nervously rambled in the SUV as Reid drove.
âNo I donât mind, It would be fun if we get any sleep in this case. This one seems like it will be a bit of a brain rattler.â Reid agreed with a soft pressed-lipped smile.
They booked their rooms, dropped off their things and all headed their separate ways. The M.Eâs office was close to the police station, the two of you in an SUV followed Hotch, JJ and Morgan in another down the road.
The bodies had all been cremated or buried shortly after being found, there wasnât anything fresh enough to examine for them but they did have access to all the information on all the cases.
âIâve been the medical examiner here for the last 30 years,â the nice old man said as he led them down the hall to the storage room. âThese ones have all been some of the worst cases Iâve seen here. So much so that I keep them all in their own boxes just in case a day like today ever happens.â
âThat is very helpful for us thank you so much!â She smiled at him as he held the storage door open.
âTheyâre all labelled by name and date. If you have any questions about tests or need me to run more with what we have left just give me a holler!â He said as he left the room.
Y/N sighed. âWhy do I feel like this is going to take a million years?â
âI can read 20,000 words a minute, it will take me 3 hours to read everything in this room. Luckily we only need to read these few boxes.â Spencer pointed at the wall.
âOkay boy wonder, stop showing off,â she smiled, taking the Victim # 5 case box down first. âShe was the first one I put into the system when I joined VICAP.â
âIs that why you sent this case to JJ?â
âPartly,â she sighed again. âThere was the emotional attachment of this being my first case but there were just too many connections I knew you guys could bring justice to her family. She was so young.â
Spencer opened a box and she watched as his eyes darted across the pages as he flipped through them. She was mesmerized by how he could do that. But he was probably even smarter than god so it made sense.
âThis is interesting. They found LSD in the system of the 3 rapes from back in the day which isnât that uncommon for the time period or the places where they were abducted, but whatâs strange is the amount. This is enough LSD to make someone go insane, no one in their right mind would willingly take this much LSD?â Spencer said.
âThey were all found 2 days later dehydrated and alone in the middle of nowhere, thereâs no way of knowing if more women didnât have this happen and died where he left them.â
âHe is probably in his 50âs now. How fit would he have to be to still be able to break into houses and rape and murder women?â Spencer asked.
âWell that might be just why he stopped dumping, he might have a bad back and can't lift the dead weight. He is more willing to get caught in someone's house so that he doesnât have to do the dumping, he can just leave after. 5 of the 6 home invasions were with women who lived alone or husbands who worked night shifts. So they wouldnât be home. He watched them long enough to know when he could successfully get away with this.â Y/N explained as she flipped through boxes.
âAnd the rope technique our last victim was found in is exactly the same as the rope burns as the others youâre correct,â Spencer complimented her. âHe might have ex-girlfriends or even an ex-wife who he would have tried BDSM on and she didnât like it, so now he feels like he has to do it this way. When we deliver the profile we should alarm the public about him to draw out any women who would have willingly tried something with our unsub.â
Y/N nodded as he spoke, agreeing with everything. âThat could have even been the original stressor, all the women are pretty vanilla, I talked to the husbands over the phone and the original rape victims. They werenât into trying anything like this in their free time. 2 of the rapes were also virgins. They all had good jobs and good grades, they were outstanding, low-risk members of the community. He might be getting revenge on the women who wouldnât indulge in this fantasy.â
âHe probably feels a lack of control in his personal life, maybe he even has a more dominating wife who he feels he can't stand up to so this is how he deals with it.â Spencer agreed.
âLet's go see Hotch, I think we should deliver the profile.â
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They walked into the police station, gliding through the doors like they owned the place. Emily and JJ watched as they walked over to hotch with the exact same energy. Both speaking with their hands and rambling about what they had found.
âSo heâs a fit, early 50âs, white male. Married, probably with kids, works with or owns a van. He has a problem with authority in his own life, he feels like he is in a submissive role all day be it from a female boss whoâs always on his ass or his wife. Itâs possible he even has only daughters and no sons. He feels emasculated, surrounded by women, which is why he started taking these women originally to rape them with BDSM-like acts to finally have that control he lacks in his everyday life.â Y/N explained. âHe wouldnât be very handsome, he would have issues speaking with most women, he keeps to himself, he might have even failed out of jobs involving the police or security, he wants to be in a place of power but he has none of the social skills to accomplish what he wants. I would even look into local army cadets or boy scouts he could be a very old member or the father of someone in one of those groups. His affinity for binding them up and the types of ropes he used are very common BDSM ropes but the knots are reminiscent of ones my brothers would do in at Navy cadets.â
âYou got all that from the M.E?â Derek said, shocked at how good she was at this.
âIâve been staring at his work for 2 years, every time a case from this town came in I checked into it to tie it to this guy. I donât know what it is but this one gets to me, like BTK or Ed Kemper, these men have specific vendettas against women, they need to dominate women because they have a strong mother or wife in their presence. I know the type of man he is and I want to see him rot in prison.â
Spencer walked over to another table, spreading out a map and beginning to look at the geographical profile. Making down the 3 rapes and their dumpsites, the 6 abducted women and their dumpsites as well as the 6 home invasion homicides. Narrowing down on the geographical profile to find his comfort zone.
Y/N stood beside him watching him draw perfect circles over the map, placing a dot right in the middle. âHe either lives or works in this area. Everything is within 35 miles of this area.â
Hotch took out his phone and called Garcia, placing the phone on the table with the speaker on. âHello my lovelies, what can I do for you?â
âHave you narrowed anything down?â Y/N asked.
âYes, I have 117 orange vans originally bought in the late â70s that are still registered to men in this area all between the ages of 45 and 60. 63 of them work in home security, 13 of those have a son in boy scouts and 4 of those have prior peeping tom allegations.â She explained.
âAny of the 4 look interesting?â Hotch asked.
âWe have Travis Johnson, 55 he works for Acorn Security, he was doing service in each town that a murder took place the same week they went missing. He is married and has been since 1980 right when he stopped raping and his 5th and last daughter was born the same week that Clarice Richardson was murdered in 1998. They took in a foster child to give him a boy 3 years ago who is in boy scouts, and has all his badges in you guessed it, knot tying.â
âDo we have his home and work address?â Morgan asked.
âYes of course I do chocolate thunder, theyâve been sent to you already. Iâve also sent a list of his appointments for today, he might be on the hunt.â
âThanks, baby girl,â Morgan smiled at the phone.
âIt's what they pay me the big bucks for.â
She hung up and hotch immediately started handing out bullet-proof vests. âTime to catch him.â
Spencer rested a hand on your back as he passed you, smiling as if to say 'good job'.
Y/n grabbed her vest and her go-bag and quickly changed into something more suited for chasing after a runner. It almost always came to that in her experience. She came back out in jeans and a white long sleeve shirt tucked in, her vest on and her hair up. She placed her earpiece in and straightened out her gun. Making sure the clip was full and adding an extra one to her vest.
âReady?â She asked Spencer as he tightened his vest.
âLetâs do this.â
They split up, Prentiss Rossi and JJ went to his house while Reid, Morgan, Hotch and Y/L/N took a squad of local cops to where the unsub was supposedly doing his house calls.
They slowly drove through the neighbourhoods, lights off just paroling up and down the streets. They saw an orange van parked on the side of the street, they watched as the unsub got out of the driver's seat, grabbing a bag and walking up to a womanâs house. Slowly they all got out of the SUV, Morgan and Hotch taking the back while Reid and Y/L/N took the front door. They waited for confirmation that he wasnât alone in this home, before going in.
They could hear a woman talking and then there was a scream, âIâm going in,â Y/L/N said, Kicking the door down before Reid took the lead, Y/N following behind him.
âTravis Johnson? FBI!â Spencer yelled.
The two of them cleared the main room, working their way to the hallway, Reid let her take the lead to the bedroom where they heard the struggle.
âTravis put down the rope and let her go,â Y/N said slowly as he walked into the room, gun pointed.
âAnd why should I?â He panicked, holding the woman against his chest, she was crying gripping onto the rope he was holding tightly around her throat.
âIâm a huge fan of your work!â Y/N said. âI work for VICAP, Iâm the one who had to put each and every single one of your victims in the system. I know exactly how much youâre into control and BDSM, itâs honestly surprising that you have to force these women into it, why are women so against letting a big strong man control them anymore?â She said softly as she lowered the gun and her voice.
âYou know, Iâve always thought BDSM was super sexy, Iâd love to be tied up and taken control of, if you put down the rope how would you like to have a willing participant one day?â She teased him, getting closer and closer, she could see he was rock hard. He loosened the rope and pushed her to the side, stepping forward towards Y/N who quickly flipped him to the floor and cuffed him.
âTravis Johnson you are under arrest for the rape and murder of over 12 women. You have the right to remain silent, everything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to an attorney, if you can't afford one will be appointed for you. If you chose to share anything without a lawyer present you have the right to stop at any time. Is that clear?â
She single handily lifted him to his feet and dragged him out of the room as the men in the hall just watched with awe.
âYouâre a little bitch you know that?â The unsub said as he struggled in her grasp.
She slammed him against the hallway wall, pressing right up against his back, whispering in his ear âoh so now you have a big mouth huh, finally feel like you can talk to a woman who isnât tied down? Iâm in control here, youâre my little bitch you hear me? Only good boys get to speak to me.â She said as she pulled him back off the wall and handed him off to local PD. âHave fun being a little bitch in prison Travis.â
She stood there with her arms crossed catching her breath as the adrenalin shook through her body.
âWell done Y/L/N,â Hotch and Morgan put their fists out to give her props.
âHow would you like to join the team for good?â Hotch asked? âweâve been looking for an extra hand.â
âAbsolutely!â
â
They were going to spend the night in Wichita, all agreeing to spend the night getting drinks at the local bar suggested by the PD. Piling into the SUV all together with Spencer offering to DD.
âHow much time have you put into Travis?â Prentiss asked in the back seat beside Y/N.
âSharon Flynn was the first case I ever put into my system 2 years ago. Her case looked so gruesome and evil it never left my mind. So then when Alice Webster, number 6 came in I did some more digging and found the 4 before Sharon and the 3 rapes, I knew it was cold for a while but something about him always stuck with me. And for some reason last week when I emailed the info to JJ out of the blue I had a gut feeling he was at it again.â Y/N explained.
âItâs a special talent to just feel when something is wrong.â JJ smiled back at them.
âIâve always been, not fascinated, by serial killers but more interested in the chase of justice.â She explained, âif that makes sense. I love puzzles and finding answers and at least this way the end result is families finding peace.â
They pulled into the parking lot, all of them finding their way into the bar before the ladies went to the bathroom to freshen up.
âSo Y/N,â Prentiss said, taking her phone out and calling Penelope. âThe ladies of the BAU are very close, so welcome to our little group.â
âexactly.â Penelope said over the phone, âwelcome to the group youâre going to fit right in!â She cheered.
âThank you, VICAP was not a tight-knit group like yâall are. Iâm extremely excited to get to know you all more.â Y/N smiled as she straightened her shirt out in the mirror.
âSo you and Spencer?â JJ asked.
âWe were in the same kindergarten class,â Y/N said with a small smile. âI thought he was going to be my best friend and then he took some test and was bumped into 4th grade. By the time I was in high school he had already finished his second Ph.D.â
âSo you never kept up with each other?â Prentiss asked.
She shook her head. âI knew of him, my mom is the Activities Organizer at the home his mom is at, he used to go to the park across from my house, he now lives across the hall from me and works with me. I think we were always supposed to be friends but it wasnât the right time till now.â
âSounds like you have a crush,â Penelope teased through the phone.
âI do.â She smiled to herself. âI think I always have.â
âIf pretty boy was here heâd say that there is a statistical likelihood that because youâve been interested in him for longer than 3 years youâre most likely in love with him and you'll never not be.â Prentiss explained, âI heard him say that to Hotch once.â
She nodded along, âI guess I just need to get him to fall in love with me now.â
âIt won't be that difficult.â JJ placed her hand on Y/Nâs back and they all made their way out of the bathroom smiling.
The men were all sitting together at a table with everybodyâs drinks already waiting.
âWe didnât know what you liked,â Spencer said as Y/N sat beside him. âSo I said Iâd go get whatever you want.â
âOr we can go up to the bar together.â She smiled.
The two of them got up and walked to the bar, the rest of the team watched them.
She leaned against the bar, ordering her drinks and pressing in close to Spencer. âItâs been so nice getting to spend time with you.â He said softly.
She was handed her drinks before she could even respond. Taking her tequila shot there and bringing her margarita back to the table as Spencer followed swiftly behind her.
They all drank and exchanged case stories from within and beyond the BAU, Spencer was able to add a lot of input but he was always cut off. Y/N leaned in close to his ear and whispered, âyou can tell me all your facts later I really want to hear them.â She smiled so softly Spencer felt his heart about to burst in his chest.
Emily left the group to go flirt with the bartender, JJ was on FaceTime in the SUV with Will, Rossi had disappeared with a local woman and Hotch and Morgan were exchanging childhood stories over a beer in the corner.
The bar was playing old, slow music, almost everyone had filtered out but there were still older local couples hanging out and dancing in the middle of the room.
âDo you dance?â Y/N asked Spencer.
âI can try.â
She took his hand and led him to the floor. Drunk on the alcohol and his touch as she slipped his hands around to her back, she wrapped her arms around his shoulders and leaned her head on his chest. She felt his cheek rest on the top of her head as the two of them just swayed in a circle together.
âDo you have any other memories of me?â Y/N asked him softly.
âYeah,â he whispered. âYou lived across the street from the park, and your mom works at the nursing home. You have 2 younger brothers who have always looked older than you. They would come and go when I was sitting on the lone swing and Iâd always see you in the window reading. I knew you were my age but it still never felt right for me to talk to you when I was in university.â
âI watched you every time you were on the swings, you looked so peaceful. You read at least a book a day every time you were out there and it became so special to me seeing you there every weekend.â She explained.
âThe world works in mysterious ways.â He explained.
She held him as close as she could. Never in her wildest dreams did she expect her day to go like this. She expected coffee and a weird goodbye in the elevator and staring at a computer screen all day. Somehow she ended up in Spencer's arms in a different state after having caught the serial killer that's haunted her dreams for years.
He rubbed his thumb lightly over her back, âdo you want to go back to the hotel? We have an early flight.â He whispered.
âYeah,â she smiled pulling back but reaching down to hold his hand as they walked over to Hotch and Morgan.
They drove home quietly, everyone in the back was happily drunk and tired. They parked and wandered up to their rooms, saying goodbye at their doors and disappearing into their rooms.
Spencer let her take the bathroom first, changing into her PJâs and then he did the same. She laid in her bed, facing his as he sat up and read.
âCan I come lie beside you?â She asked, knowing exactly how needy she sounded.
He nodded, pulling the sheet back so she could slip right in. She laid on her side and just looked up at him. Absolutely astounded that she was with him.
âCan I ask you a personal question?â Spencer asked, putting his book down and sliding down the bed to be on her level.
âYeah?â She said nervously.
âToday you said itâs hard for people to come forward after they are assaulted, it sounded like personal experience and I wanted you to know if you need anyone, Iïżœïżœïżœm always available for you.â He explained.
âOh,â her face dropped. âI was 12, he was 15. You were in high school at the same time as him. I donât know if youâd remember him, his name was Christopher.â
Spencer nodded along as she spoke. âWhen my mom finally went back to work she didnât trust me watching my brothers alone so her friend offered to babysit us during the days. Her foster son took advantage of me the whole summer and when my parents finally found out he went into Sophomore year and told everyone that the nerdy girl who looks like bugs bunny was obsessed with him, that I stalked him and that anything I said about him wasnât real.â
âIâm so sorry.â He rubbed his hand over her shoulder to soothe her.
âItâs okay, they used to call me bugs bunny because of my overbite. I used to rest my front teeth on my front lip and they would throw carrots at me,â she explained further.
âIt all makes sense now,â he said softly.
âWhat does?â
âWhen I was 13 the seniors had a cheerleader invite me onto the football field and convinced me to strip down to my underwear, she was about to kiss me when all the football guys ran out and beat me up, they tied me to the goal post and the one said âwe should really hook you up with bugs bunny, you losers would be perfect together.â And they left me there all night long.â
âOh Spencer I am so sorry,â she cuddled in close to him, placing her head on his chest as he wrapped his arms around her and held her close. âI think we went through our traumas separately all these years because something bigger than us knew weâd need each other one day.â
âWhen we get back to Virginia, would you like to go on a date with me?â Spencer asked.
âI would want nothing more.â She hugged him a bit tighter.
They stayed like that for a while until Spencer felt Y/N slip into the night's slumber. He quietly reached for the lamp, turning it off and readjusting himself under Y/Nâs grasp.
He fell asleep not so long after. Both sleeping soundly for the first time in a long time.
Chapter 2
They had 3 back to back cases once they arrived back at Quantico. They travelled from DC to California to North Carolina within 2 weeks of Y/N working with the BAU.
Meaning she had not yet gone on that date Spencer asked her out on.
âIf we get another call as soon as I reach that elevator I am leaving and not coming back. I am exhausted,â Emily said as she packed her bag and all but sprinted for the door.
âI hope my car still runs, itâs been parked here for so long now,â Y/N added and she walked towards the door. âYou coming Spence?â
âYeah, Iâll meet you at the car,â he said with a smile as he waved her off.
Emily and Y/N waited for the elevator, Penelope and JJ quickly followed behind them with their bags in their hands. Penelopeâs heels clicked as fast as they could against the floor as she tried to catch up.
âGirls night?â JJ asked, âWill said Henry is asleep and heâs about to go to bed too, so Iâm free for a bit?â
âI have to go home, Iâve barely moved into my new apartment, I still have to unpack,â Y/N explained.
âHow about we come have some wine and help you?â Emily offered.
âIf Iâm being honest, I kinda want some alone time with Spencer.â She blushed bright red.
âOooooo,â Penelope and JJ teased.
âItâs about time someone gave Spencer the attention he deserves,â Emily laughed.
âBelieve me heâs going to get too much attention now that I live across the hall from him, work with him and carpool with him,â she giggled right back. âHas he never had a girlfriend before?â
âNot that we know of,â JJ said, âheâs very quiet.â
âHave you?â Penelope asked, âdated before that is?â
âoh no, Iâve never dated anyone before, I havenât even kissed anyone in years,â she said feeling bashful and embarrassed.
âI think that's what Spencer needs though,â Emily added, âHe needs someone on the same level as him all âround, you two match in every sense itâs almost perfect.â
âHeâs probably the only man who doesnât make me feel scared like I want my first real love to be with someone I feel safe with, I donât think I could do anything with like, Morgan or Hotch or any men like them. Theyâre nice, yeah but the aggressive authority side isnât something Iâm comfortable around outside of work.â She explained.
âYeah, Spencer is a sweetheart. I think thatâs why I didnât end up with him honestly.â JJ said softly, âGideon tried to hook us up years ago cause we were the youngest on the team, but I do crave that authority outside of work.â
âItâs probably because youâre in power here. You handle the media, you wear the pants and you get shit done,â Y/N said, âyou want to go home and be taken care of by a man who knows how to run a household.â
âExactly!â JJ laughed.
âI want to be taken care of, yes, but I rather be the caretaker at home. I just want someone who will do their own thing with me in the same room, to kiss me before we go to bed and make sure I know they love me.â Y/N said softly, only picturing a life with Spencer as she said it.
The elevator never moved the whole time they were in there, it dinged and opened to Spencer and Morgan waiting. âYou guys are that tired you didnât even make it to your cars?â Morgan teased.
âdidnât even push the button actually,â Y/N chimed in.
âWe were having girl time,â Penelope smiled.
âwell letâs go home finally,â Morgan and Spencer walked in, pressing the button to the garage and riding down in silence.
Spencer waited for Y/N to exit the elevator last before walking with her to her car. She unlocked it and got in, watching and waving as her new friends pulled out of the garage.
âReady?â She asked, pulling out as soon as she saw Spencer nod his head with his cute little pressed-lip smile.
They drove home in silence, enjoying the peace and quiet for the first time in weeks. The drive was quick, 30 minutes in the cold, dark, Virginia wilderness.
She parked in their parking lot, yawning as she turned the car off. She grabbed her purse from the back seat and made her way inside with Spencer.
âYou going to sleep?â She asked him when they reached her door.
âProbably not, my brain is still too caught up in the cases,â he said honestly.
âWould you like to come in for some tea? To calm down before bed?â She offered as she unlocked her door.
She stepped inside, unlocking the alarm with the 4 digit code. Spencer tried his best not to listen but he failed, heâll remember the sound of the code forever now.
She flicked on the light and looked around at the mess she left in her living room. âGod I forgot itâs a mess in here,â she groaned.
Spencer followed her inside, following her lead and dropping his bag on the floor. He watched as Y/N walked around the house with her hand on her gun, clearing each room to make sure it was still safe.
âSorry, I live alone, I donât take any chances,â she said as she came back into the room.
She unlocked her safe and placed her work gun inside, closing it and spinning the lock right after. She let out a deep sigh, stretching her arms out over her head. âItâs so nice to be back in this mess.â
âI can help you unpack this weekend?â Spencer offers.
âIf you want to that would be nice, Iâll order us some take out too.â
She picked up the boxes on her couch and moved them to the floor, she cleared off her coffee table and took the lamps out of the box in the corner. She plugged them into the wall and set them on the end tables. Luckily her furniture was in place all she had to do was put out all her little trinkets, books and photos.
Spencer took a seat on her couch, opening a box with mugs and cups, taking them all out of their bubble wrapping and setting them on the coffee table.
Y/N managed to find her kettle, as well as the box of random food she brought from her old cupboard. She set out a variety of teas and digestive biscuits.
Spencer slowly brought the mugs over, placing them in the cupboard of Y/Nâs choosing, making sure he left 2 mugs out for them.
âCan I have a green tea?â Spencer asked softly.
âOf course, is it your favourite?â
âNo,â he shook his head. âI would like some caffeine but Iâm not interested in having a coffee, so this is a good middle ground.â
âIâm not a fan of most hot drinks, that's why I drink ice coffee in the mornings,â Y/N poured the hot water into both cups, leaving room for milk in both mugs just in case. âBut, Orange Pekoe is my favourite.â
She placed a tea bag in each mug and handed Spencers to him.
She watched him add a little sugar to his mug before picking it up and returning to the sofa. She followed him shortly after adding milk and sugar to her own, as well as a plate of cookies.
She sighed as she settled in to the couch. âGoing to try my hardest to manifest a full weekend off, with no cases, if my spirit guides loved me they will listen.â She jokes.
âYouâre spiritual?â He asks.
âA little?â She shrugs, âIâm very into natural medicine, lunar cycles, manifesting and affirmations. Basically what would be considered a witch back in the day.â
âDo you enjoy it?â
âYeah,â she smiled. âI had a pretty invasive surgery when I was 17, and because of the body trauma, I developed fibromyalgia. And there really arenât any answers or explanations for it so I had to turn to something to bring me peace and pain relief.â
âIâm sorry you have to go through that.â
âItâs okay, eating right, taking my supplements, sleeping and exercise help. Basically, if I take care of myself my body will thank me,â she huffed out a small laugh. âItâs annoying waking up in pain randomly for no reason. I rather wake up sore from taking down an unsub, at least then, the pain is more like a reward, you know?â
Spencer nodded along and smiled softly, âIâm glad you found something that helps you.â
âHow about you? Iâm guessing youâre a science-only man?â
He laughed, âyes.â
âSo do you believe in soulmates?â She asked on a whim.
âIn the scientific sense of the word yes. I believe when the big bang happened, all the atoms, electrons and particles that split to make the universe as we know it, still exist in us today. Whoâs to say that they donât pull back to each other, causing a cosmic connection,â Spencer explained softly, his voice low as he explained himself.
Y/N set her drink down, moving in closer to him on the couch. âAnd how do you know when youâve met your other half?â She asked. Her voice was just as low.
Spencer set his mug down as well, he placed his warm hand on her cheek, âI think everything would just make sense with them. Theyâd orbit each other's lives for so long, observing and acknowledging one another and finally one day theyâll connect.â
He leaned in and pressed his perfectly soft lips against hers. She reached her hand around the back of his neck and held him into the kiss. Breathing in deeply through her nose, trying to keep the moment forever.
She pulled back, her breathing was deep as she opened her eyes to look into his. âIf you werenât just explaining the big bang to me, Iâd think that was it.â
He laughed at her joke, making both of their hearts soar. She pressed him back against the sofa, adjusting themselves so that she was lying partially on top of him as they cuddled in her crowded living room.
They could hear the sound of the world going on around them. The subtle hum of the subway below them. The distant car horns, someone upstairs was walking around in their apartment.
They were completely quiet then, just cuddled up in their own world without any distractions. The two of them let their hands wander each other as they laid there.
Y/N slowly sat up, peeling herself out of Spencer's grip. âDo you want to spend the night here?â
âIâm just going to run across the hall and get ready for bed, I can lock up when I come back?â He said softly.
âOkay, the button with the person inside the house is the one you hold down on the alarm system after you lock both locks,â she explained before standing up and walking into her bedroom.
She changed into a pair of shorts, a sports bra, and a tank top. She brushed her teeth and hair, throwing it up in a little bun. She took out her contacts, replacing them with her glasses. She washed her face, watered her plants and sat down in her bed finally.
She had her hand on her night side drawer, where she keeps her other gun, just in case the person coming into her house wasnât Spencer. But then she heard the alarm system arm, both locks clicked, the sound of dishes being placed in the sink and finally the sound of a lamp being clicked off.
Spencer slipper clad feet against the hardwood floor is all she heard as he walked into her room. He took the right side of the bed, wearing his PJ bottoms and a regular t-shirt. It was really the first time she was him so dressed down.
She settled down into the bed, she put her glasses on her side table, plugged in her phones and turned out the light. Spencer spooned into her, cuddling in tight and holding her against his chest.
âGoodnight, Spencer.â She whispered.
âGoodnight, Y/N.â
She didnât fall asleep right away. She basked in the glory that was Spencer Reidâs warm embrace. The feeling of his breath against her neck and his hand on her stomach.
âI love you.â Was the last thing she thinks she heard before she finally fell asleep.
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She woke up to her phone ringing. She reached over to the nightstand and clicked talk. âSSA Y/L/N,â she said.
âHey, itâs Penelope.â
âWhatâs up?â
âNot a case donât worry, I was just wondering if I could stop by with some iced coffee and breakfast sandwiches to help you unpack?â She asked way too cheerfully for whatever time it was.
âUh yeah just give us a chance to wake up, can you come by in 30?â She said as she rubbed her eyes, waking up.
âUs?â
âUh, yeah, Spencer came in for tea and slept on the couch,â she lied.
âNo I didnât,â he groggily chimed in from where he was cuddled into the crook of Y/Nâs neck.
âRight okay, so Iâll bring Spencer some breakfast too then,â she said before hanging up.
Y/N placed the phone back on her night table, settling back into Spencerâs embrace.
âWhyâd you lie?â He asked.
âDidnât know if I had your consent to tell her about us yet,â she whispered into his hair as she placed kisses on his head.
âMorgan told me if I didnât kiss you last night, heâd make me do another round of physical evaluations,â he smiled against her skin. âHe wanted to win the bet everyone set to see who would kiss who first.â
âSo you just helped the guys win?â
âPrentiss, Morgan and Hotch were betting for me to kiss you first,â he admitted.
âWell, that means Rossi, Garcia and JJ think Iâm the one wearing the pants here. Good to know,â she giggled.
âYou can wear the pants,â he said as he shifted his weight to look up at her, âas long as I get to take them off later.â
âWell, Dr. Reid, I never thought youâd have it in you,â she was pleasantly surprised.
âWhen I get comfortable around someone Iâm a lot different than I am at work,â he explained, âI heard what you said about needing someone to take care of who still wants to take care of you.â
She blushed, âof course you did.â
He leaned down to kiss her jaw and down her neck. âI think we can work something out,â he whispered.
Her breathing hitched. She couldnât believe the complete 180Âș his personality just took, and she wasnât complaining. All the moisture left her mouth as she just nodded her head in agreement.
âWe should get up before she gets here,â he said, kissing her one last time before crawling out of bed.
She laid there staring up at the ceiling, shocked, flabbergasted, enamoured, basically every single word that essentially meant âwhat the fuck just happened.'
She got up, turned off the alarm and waited to use the bathroom. She brushed her teeth and replaced her tank top with a sweater. Spencer slipped across the hall to change into jeans and a button-down shirt, almost like he couldnât be in anything else around his friends.
Penelope was a hugger, she made sure to give Y/N a good squeeze as she walked into her apartment. âItâs literally the same as Reidâs just backwards,â was the first thing she said.
âI wouldnât know, I havenât been over there yet,â Y/N smiled, taking the coffees out of Penelopeâs hands and setting them on the counter.
âJJ and Emily said theyâd love to come help later too if you want them to, but it doesnât look too bad for just the 3 of us,â she said looking around.
âEverything is labelled, my room is all done so you donât need to worry about it, set up however you see fit, honestly, Iâm at a bit of a loss figuring out how to make this place feel more like me with what I have.â
âAlright, well,â she started, looking for the box with the cleaning supplies. âFirst we clean the kitchen then we put everything where it has to go.â
So that's what they did, they spent a few hours wiping down every surface in the house, disinfecting the floors, the walls, door handles, nobs, everything. Then Penelope got out all her pots and pans, hanging them on the rack above the kitchen island.
Spencer took all the plates out, stacking them neatly in the cabinet. Y/N stacked her cups and glasses, placing them on the shelf with the glass door. They organized her utensils, baking equipment, cookbooks and aprons, asking all about how much she baked.
She offered to make cookies for the team soon, that was a Sunday night with Spencer activity for sure.
In the living space, there werenât many things. Spencer unpacked the books and placed them on her shelves in library-coded order. While Penelope and Y/N unboxed all her albums and records, cheering and singing along to their favourites.
Y/N had never quite had friends like this before, people who just fit into her life so easily. This was really the best family in the FBI, they knew how to make someone feel completely and wholly loved.
âI need to get some art and stuff,â Y/N said staring at the one empty wall.
âWhat are you going to do on the fireplace mantle?â Spencer asked, noticing it was still empty.
âProbably some of my spiritual stuff, like my crystals and candles and incense,â she smiled.
âoh, I do that too!â Another thing they had in common.
The day blew past them. They finished unpacking and breaking down all the boxes by 2 pm, finally sitting down altogether, exhausted. Ready to order a few pizzas and chill for the rest of the afternoon.
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âI really appreciate the help today,â she said as she hugged Penelope. Penelopeâs hugs were more comforting than her own motherâs, she thought. Holding her tightly and taking it all in. âIâm so blessed I ran into Spencer and now I get to be your friend.â
âI will cry,â she joked as she hugged y/n tighter. âIâm very blessed to have met you as well.â
She hugged Spencer on her way out as well, forcing herself to leave or else she would have stayed and talked for hours.
As soon as Spencer closed the door behind her, he set the alarm the way Y/N liked it. She smiled at him, seeing him remember how she likes to feel completely safe.
She walked over to him and wrapped her arms around him, pulling him in. âWould you like to make out with me on my bed?â
âLike horny teenagers?â He giggled, dropping his forehead to rest on hers.
âWe never really got the horny teenage experience,â she said softly.
âAre you-?â He cut himself off before he could say the word.
She looked up at him, her eyes big and innocent, she nodded. âtechnically.â
âTechnically?â He repeated softly.
âI donât want to count my sexual assault as my first,â she whispered. âIâve never let anyone touch me since.â
His arms wrapped tighter around her, pulling her in closer to be right against his chest. He kissed her cheeks, her chin, forehead, nose, and finally her lips. âIâm going to try my best to never hurt you.â
She kissed him deeper, her hand on the back of his neck, never wanting to part from him. But when she did, she whispered, out of breath. âPromise to only hurt me if I ask you to?â
He saw the way his breath hitched and the way his grip changed. His face went red as he nodded feverishly.
âAre you a virgin Dr. Reid?â She teased.
âNo,â he whispered. âI uh had sex in college, just to get it out of the way.â
She broke out of his grasp, taking his hand and pulling him into her bedroom. She closed the door behind them flicking on her fairy lights and lighting a couple of candles. He sat patiently on her bed as he watched her nervously organize things that had no reason to be organized in that moment.
But he let her calm down until she was fully ready, or she changed her mind. Either way, he was going to hang out with her all night long, however she wanted him.
âClose your eyes,â she asked softly. âLay back against the bed and donât look at me yet.â She ordered him and he listened.
He pressed his eyes closed and scooted up the bed till his head was on a pillow, laying back with his hands over his eyes. He listened closely to the sound of her taking her clothes off. She tried to steady her breath as she pulled off her sweater and sports bra and replace it with something cute.
She put on her only pair of matching underwear, ones she got on sale at some department store that she only wore for herself so far. She crawled up the bed, sitting directly on Spencer's hips.
She took his hands off his eyes, noticing they were still closed, she smiled. She placed his hands on her bare hips. âOpen them.â
He opened his eyes to the most stunning image heâs ever seen in his life. Blinking a few times as his mind burned the image into the back of his eyelids for the rest of time. âFuck,â he whispered.
She smiled to herself, âthought youâd like it.â
She leaned down, arching her back and kissed his neck. His hands travelled from her thighs to her perched ass as she kissed up his jaw to his ear. He was nothing but breathy moans and thank youâs as she explored him.
She ground herself down on his growing erection, smirking against his skin. She sat back on his hips, wiggling as she undid each of his shirt buttons, way too slow.
She took her time, pulling the front of his shirt out of his jeans and finally spreading the shirt open. Her hands ran over his chest before she used her nails to scrape her way down to his jean buttons.
He reached for her hands then. Stopping her and looking up into her eyes. âBefore we start, I need to know what will trigger you,â he said softly.
âOh,â her face dropped a little, she was a little overwhelmed with the fact he was asking, but she knew he truly cared. âI canât do blowjobs yet, I will probably have a panic attack.â
âI can live without them,â he smirked, âlook at everything else you do, fuck youâre amazing.â His hands roamed her skin the whole time.
She tucked her ankles under his knees and in one swift moment flipped them from laying on his side of the bed to the middle. He was on top of her now, absolutely amazed that she could do that.
âTold you I was combat trained,â she giggled.
Spencer sat up on the bed, ripping his shirt off and pushing himself out of both his jeans and underwear at the same time. Her mouth couldnât help but fall open and the sight of his perfect cock bouncing free.
He sat back, trying to tug his jeans off of his ankles when he fell back and landed on the hardwood floor, âSpencer!â She couldnât help the laugh that erupted from her.
He huffed, clearly embarrassed. âIâm sorry,â she quickly bit her lip to try and stop laughing.
âWhen you said horny teenager phase I didnât think you meant the awkward part too,â he smiled, standing completely naked in front of her.
âGet back here,â she giggled.
He got right back on top of her, between her legs that she wrapped immediately around him. Locking him in place. âHow would you like it?â He asked.
âWell hypothetically,â she began with a smirk, âI think I would like to ride you, sitting up, tits in your face, the whole shebang.â
He forgot how to breathe, the most beautiful girl in the world just laid out how she wants to be fucked like it was a science experiment.
He was in love with her.
She flipped him again, âyou have to stop doing that!â He gasped.
She laughed as she sat up, getting off him enough so he could sit up against the headboard. She shimmied out of her underwear before sitting down on him again, their most intimate parts just resting close to one another. She shivered at the feel of his hot skin against hers. Sheâd never been this close to another human before.
âDo you have a condom?â He asked, suddenly shy.
âIf you want one yeah but I have an IUD in case I get,â she stopped herself, âyou know, in the field.â
âYeah that's smart,â he was so nervous.
She leaned in and kissed him. Holding his cheeks in her hands as his hands reached behind her back to undo her bra. She opened her mouth to let him explore with his tongue as she felt the straps of her bra slip down her shoulders.
She let go of his face one hand at a time and peeled the bra from her skin. Flinging it across the room without looking and pressing her breasts against his chest.
She gets on her knees without breaking the kiss, reaching between them she grips the base of his cock. His breath hitches in his throat and she can feel his pulse in his shaft.
She drags the head through her folds, she breaks the kiss to breathe in his ear, âyou know, youâre just a bit bigger than what I'm used to.â
âYeah? Whatâs that?â
She lines him up with her and slowly pushes down on him, pulling up and back down again, each time getting his cock a little wetter on her juices so he can slip in easier. âI think it was called the emerald stud, heâs in a box over there,â she whispers in his ear as she bottoms out.
She sits back, her arms around his shoulders, she rocks on his cock. His eyes slip shut as he dips his head back against her crossed wrists. âFuck,â he breathes.
She shifts again, bouncing more on him when sheâs used to his size. His hands are on her ass again, helping her bounce as he moved to kiss her neck and collarbones.
Heâs all noises, hot breath against her chest and sloppy kisses. She reaches between them to rub her clit before he pushes her hand out of the way to rub her himself. Feeling how swollen she is, he squeezes her clit lightly.
She moans out a high pitches squeak that she had no idea she could make, covering her mouth as she bounced a little harder on his cock. âFuck Spencer,â she whispered into his hair.
He kissed her ear again, âyou want me to cum in you?â He asks.
âGod yeah, fill me up,â she replies without thinking, tossing her head back and grinding down ever so provocatively on him.
She presses her front against him more, causing the friction from his index finger on her clit to get more intense as she bucks her hips faster and faster against him.
Heâs gone. Absolutely destroyed. He cants even worn her that heâs about to cum he just tips his head back and fucks up into her, gripping her ass so tight that he knows sheâs going to have 5 deep, finger-shaped, purple bruises around each ass cheek.
Her orgasm rips through her, losing balance with her shaking thighs she gasps for air, falling into him with her face in the crook of his neck. She is breathing so hard as she comes down, she drools on his neck a little.
He pulls his hand out from between them, flicking her clit on last time. Sending a tremor through her body. She twitches against him, tensing up and tightening around the cock still inside her.
He moans once more, and she feels the tiniest trickle of cum slip out of her as he lifts her off him.
They donât talk. They just hold onto one another, breathing and rubbing their hands over each other's skin.
âWow,â Spencer finally says.
âYeah,â she agrees.
âHypothetically,â he says with a smile, âI think the outcome we reached was the intended goal?â Only Spencer Reid would make a joke like that after sex.
She laughed and kissed his neck, âvery successful, I would be willing to switch techniques next time to see if we can repeat this outcome.â
âSounds like a date.â
chapter 3
They worked together perfectly. Every morning heâd head across the hall to his own apartment to get ready, coming back to a slice of toast and coffee in his travel mug ready to go.
She looked gorgeous every morning. She put time and effort into what she wore to work, just to chase psychopaths all day. He was in love with her, its the only thing he knew for sure when he looked at her. He was never going to recover from falling for her.
Heâd hold all her things while she sets the alarm and locks the door. She would drive them to work each morning and even then heâd carry all her things up to the office.
Everyone noticed how Spencer changed around Y/N, he was always smiling, he was basically glowing from being in love, and having sex. Derek teased him constantly, but in all honesty, he was really proud of his little bro.
They had a slow day, which meant all the ladies filed into Pennyâs office to shoot the shit when they were really supposed to be writing reports.
âSo?â Penelope looked at Y/N with an arched eyebrow. âHow is he?â
She shook her head and giggled to herself. âReally good.â
âReally?â Emily pried?
âHe has this other personality that comes out when we, you know,â she was afraid to say fuck inside the walls of Penelopeâs office. âIâm addicted, I was so afraid to have sex and now Iâm like having an internal battle of is it really worth getting caught in the filing room for a quicky!â
They all burst into laughter, sharing stories of all the times each of them has fucked at work, âyou won't get caught if you let us help you?â JJ said with a smirk.
âYouâre kidding?â Y/N tilted her head, not believing her.
âI can ask Morgan and the team to lunch while you stay here, text Spencer saying to stay back to get work done but he can meet you in here.â Penelope planned the whole thing.
âNo,â Y/N shook her head. âI donât think Iâm comfortable enough for that yet.â She was being completely honest.
âWe need a code word for when you choose to use this plan,â Emily said. âLike you group text us the word âswitchâ and we will keep everyone busy for you and Spence.â
âWhy do you want me to fuck him here so bad?â
They all laughed, âbecause weâre not used to Spence getting this kind of love!â JJ said. âEmily and Penelope covered for me literally when me and Will made Henry.â
âhaving a hand in making my godson gave me a god complex,â Penelope joked.
They got along fabulously, laughing and working all afternoon before the boys came to get them.
âWe got something.â
Y/N walked out first joining Spencer in the hall with a smile, standing close enough to him as they walked that their knuckles rubbed together. She sat beside him in the briefing room, opening the case file in front of her and flipping through the info.
âWow,â she whispered to herself. âI know a few of the 13 women, I put them in the missing system.â
Spencer rubs his hand over her back softly, looking at the pages sheâs flipping through.
Garcia wasnât cheery anymore, she grabbed the remote for the tv and started her rundown.
âOver the last 6 days, police in Winnemucca Nevada have dug up 13 bodies of women who have gone missing in the last 10 years. He seems to kill sporadically without patterns. M.E has confirmed all 13 women, and de-comp shows they were all killed within 24 hours of going missing.â
âCause?â Prentiss asked.
âAll 13 were strangled with plastic shopping bags, that were left wrapped around their faces in the graves. They were all sexually assaulted antemortem, but not all of them died from asphyxiation. He also stabbed 9 of the 13 victims, 5 of which died from massive blood loss. But the real kicker was that all 13 of them had their wombs removed.â Penelope finished.
âDo we know if any of them were pregnant?â Y/N asked.
âYes,â she said flipping through slides, âvictim number 13, Traci Purcell was 17 and according to her autopsy, her HCG levels indicated she would have been 3 weeks along when she was murdered.â
âAre they able to see if the others were pregnant?â Hotch asked.
âTheyâre working on it, best bet will be for me to pull medical records and to ask the family.â
âWheels up in 30,â Hotch nodded towards the door.
Slowly but surely they all filed into the plane, Y/N took a window seat, quickly burying her head in the file, looking at each and every victim carefully.
âSpence, would you help me place the geographical profile?â Y/N asked him softly as he got comfortable in the seat across from her.
âOnce we take off we can spread out the map,â he smiled softly back at her. Even when dealing with the hard cases they managed to get caught up in each other's eyes.
âOkay love birds, can I sit here too or will I get more than air sickness?â Morgan said, pretending to feel sick as he sat beside Y/N.
She smacked his arm lightly.
âSpeaking of,â Spencer said, stopping to swallow nervously. âHotch Iâm going to need 2 of the workplace fraternization forms when we get back.â
Everyone on the plane cheered at him, he got 3 high-fives and all the congratulations in the world. Y/N immediately felt her face warm up.
âDonât worry, Garcia filed them for you that night she helped you unpack,â Hotch smiled into his paperwork.
âHow did she even know?â Y/Nâs voice went up 3 octaves as she panicked.
âAt least we know when pretty boy lost his V card now,â Morgan smirked.
âNo, just me.â Y/N corrected him. To which Spencer was given yet another high five.
Just then Spencer was handed $20 from Rossi, Hotch, and Morgan. Y/N raised an eyebrow, âwhy?â
âI bet them $20, years ago, that I am in fact not a virgin and they said they would and I quote âonly pay me if a woman who has fucked me confirms it.â So whoâs going to tell Gideon to pay up?â He explains.
The team carried on like normal after all the excitement died down. Having side conversations, working on the case, sleeping. The trip from Quantico to Winnemucca was fairly quick.
Y/N sat with Spencer at the table, spreading out the map and watching him place where all 13 victims disappeared from as well as where they were found. They were spread over 3 subdivisions, all 35 miles at least away from the burial sites.
âThe park,â Spencer said softly.
âIs that the middle ground?â
âYeah thereâs something significant with the park,â Spencer confirms.
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Spencer and Y/N went to the M.E together, all 13 women were labelled and displayed under white sheets. They took their time looking over each skeleton and the bodies.
âClean cuts on the stomach, I wonder why he didnât stab her?â Spencer said as he looked at the 13th victim.
âShe might have cooperated better, or and I hate to say it but, seeing as she was Asian there is a high chance she didnât bear resemblance to the source of the unsubs rage meaning she got to go out a little easier,â Y/N suggested with a disgusted look on her face.
âThe 5 who died of blood loss were all white, brown hair, green eyes. 3 were 26, 2 were 29. They might be exactly his type,â Spencer confirmed the theory.
âThey were also murdered,â she flipped her notebook open to show a chart with 5 columns. âJune, February, June, November, November. Could also mean something to him.â
âWhat is that?â Spencer asks.
âItâs a chart that has the name, their age, the missing date and last scene location, the estimated date of death, and the cause. So that I can easily refer to the most important info when making a connection,â She explained. âMy brain works better if I can see everything, so I also have my own little hand-drawn map of the area on his page as well as all my ideas in case I donât get a turn to speak.â
âThatâs really smart,â he smiled.
âSo June, November and February might be significant to him.â
âLetâs go tell Hotch.â
Spencer drove for once, Y/N sat in the passenger seat in the SUV, doodling into her notebook.
âPenny for your thoughts?â Spencer asked.
âI wrote down the first letter of each month,â she explained, showing him the notebook. âAnd I circled each of the 3 months that repeat, February, June and November.â
âOkay?â He followed along.
âFrom February to November itâs 10 months or 40 weeks which is the typical length of a pregnancy,â She explained further. âThis whole thing is clearly about pregnancy seeing as he is taking wombs. Itâs clearly not a woman seeking revenge because of the sexual assault so it has something to do with him seeking revenge for a pregnancy in his life.â
âCould even be his own, like heâs punishing women who look like his mother because he wishes he was never born,â Spencer ponders.
They pulled into the police station, she got out and walked in all with her head still in the notebook. âFind anything?â Hotch asked.
âOf course she did,â Spencer bragged about her.
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They all took a break, going back to their hotels to get some rest. All agreeing that since the media hasnât released anything about this case yet the killed has no idea. They take it in faith that he will stick to his 2 to 4 month waiting period.
They all returned the next morning, refreshed and ready to resume their findings. JJ and Emily spent most of the morning interviewing families of the victims, specifically asking if they knew the vic was pregnant as well as what significance the park played in or around their pregnancies.
Y/N sat in silence with a coffee, flipping through her notebook. Hotch and Morgan were running over ideas they all had with Garcia on the phone.
âHey, Spence?â Y/N called boy wonder over from the map he had been staring at.
âYes, my love?â He says softly.
âI think I have an idea, can you go over it with me before we tell the team?â She asked.
âOf course,â he took a seat beside her.
âWhy do I have an IUD?â She asks him in a whisper.
âIn case you get raped in the field,â he whispered back.
âMore specifically.â
âSo you donât get pregnant as a result of a rape in the field.â
âThe sexual assaults in his mind, are him getting these victims pregnant. But theyâre already pregnant when he picks them right?â She explains, âSo that when he removes the uterus postmortem it's his way of aborting the child.â
âSo this is all about abortion?â Spencer confirms.
âMore specifically to do with how you said he regrets being born,â she corrects.
âDo you think heâs the product of a failed abortion?â
She nodded her head, âyeah and that by taking the whole uterus, and the strangling, and the stabbing, both mother and baby are for sure dead.â
âHotch!â Spencer called across the room. âY/N figured it out.â
They waited for JJ and Prentiss to finish an interview before they all piled into an office to discuss Y/Nâs idea.
âIs there even any way to know if someone is the product of a failed abortion?â Prentiss asked after Spencer and Y/N took turns explaining how they came to their conclusion.
âProbably the best way would be to search for babies born with the common disabilities that occur in babies of failed abortions, but make sure they were born in November,â Y/N explained.
âWhy November?â Penelope asked over the phone.
Y/N took a whiteout marker and started writing on the whiteboard.
âThe 5 victims that died from loss of blood were all exactly the same, they were murdered in June, February, June. November and November.â She explained.
Writing âJ F M A M J J A S O N Dâ on the whiteboard. Circling February, June and November.
âFebruary, conception. 10 months later, or 40 weeks, is November. June is 4 months along meaning that would be when the mother either had the abortion, be it medical or homemade,â Y/N explained.
âLast year alone 146 of the 164,045 abortions resulted as a failure. When this happens most women choose to have the second procedure, or a D and C. Or they can carry the baby the rest of the way to term,â Spencer explained. âChildren brought to term from a first-trimester medical abortion failure often have limb or digit abnormalities while infants born from non-medical approved abortions are more likely to have congenital problems.â
âHowever someone without a limb would not be able to do what our unsub is capable of. Digging graves, abducting, dragging dead bodies, itâs a lot of effort,â JJ added.
âExactly, which is why I think our unsub probably has a mental disability.â
âNon-medical abortions, most often referred to as the poor personâs method, is taking a non-FDA approved ulcer treatment drug called Misoprostol, which is causing an epidemic of birth defects all along South America and parts of Asia,â Spencer added. âIt induces contractions, causing women to deliver babies far too early to survive outside of the womb. If taken after the first trimester, and unsuccessful it can cut off oxygen to the brain long enough to permanently damage development in the frontal lobe.â
âDid the families mention anything about the park?â Y/N asked Prentiss and JJ.
âSo far 4 of the victim's husbands say their wives announced they were pregnant on park benches, near the children swinging. They said it was the typical, âthat could be us one day, that day came sooner than you thoughtâ moments from movies.â JJ confirmed.
âLetâs deliver the profile,â Hotch announced, following them all into the precinct.
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They spent the next few hours looking for anyone with birth defects or mental disabilities that could be a potential suspect. Asking the other officers as well as anyone around the park about the type of man they were looking for.
Morgan and JJ patrolled the park while Rossi and Prentiss asked around on the street.
âLynette Hayward,â Y/N whispered to herself, standing up and rushing through all the papers on the table in front of her.
âShe was the only one who wasnât pregnant, she was the only one who wasnât reported missing, she was the oldest and in her youth, she had brown hair and green eyes. What if sheâs his mother?â Y/N expressed to Spencer and Hotch who were watching her scramble around.
She pulled her phone out and called Garcia, âwhatâs cooking good lookinâ?â Penelope answered.
âCan you help unscramble my egg brain?â She joked right back.
âSure thing, whatcha got?â
âLynette Hayward, does she have children, was she ever pregnant, or put someone up for adoption?â
âLet me check into it and I will call you right back!â Garcia said, hanging up and going right to work.
âIs there anyone here who knew Lynette Hayward about 30 years ago? She would have been 26 to 29, my height, brown hair, and green eyes?â Y/N announced to the whole Police Department.
âI did,â an officer said, standing up from the desk on the other side of the room.
She waved him over, pulling out a chair and asking him to sit.
âWas Lynette ever pregnant?â Y/N asked.
He thought for a moment, licking his lips and harkening all the way back to his 20âs. âThere was a summer that no one saw her."
"When was this?" Spencer asked.
"From June to November, not a single person saw her. We thought maybe she was doing summer classes somewhere,â he explained.
âWere there any children dropped off at a fire hall or a hospital that November?â Spencer asked.
âThere was a baby left in the park, poor little guy had been left out there in the cold,â he said.
Hotch, Spencer and Y/N all took a deep breath and looked at each other. âThatâs him.â
Garcia called back then, âI found 1 baby left abandoned in the park in November of 1979, he was diagnosed with a cleft lip and palate, seizures, and later on he was diagnosed with diabetes, Crohnâs disease and Asperger's syndrome.â
âName and address?â Spencer asked.
âThat's the difficult part, he was born, operated on and handed over to the state and cared for by a foster family that named him Jake Alexander Ingrid. At the age of 6, he was adopted by them fully. When he was 12 he dropped out of the public school system due to bullying that left him in the hospital with a broken arm. After that, his trail goes cold.â
âHow cold?â Y/N asked.
âIf I didn't know better I'd say he was the one missing not Lynette,â Garcia confirmed.
âDoes anyone live in Lynetteâs house?â Hotch asked.
The sound of Garciaâs typing was all they heard over the phone, âher bills are being paid on time, someone is in her trailer. Iâve sent the address to your phones.â
âLetâs go.â
Hotch kicked the trailer door in, âFBI!â
He was asleep, startled awake in the bed that used to belong to his birth mother. He cried, overwhelmed with the 3 guns pointed in his face. Hotch sighed, cuffing him and reading him his rights.
âWhy are the worst ones always the sadist?â Y/N asked Spencer as they watched forensics tore apart the trailer.
âSad in what context?â
âHis whole life was so fucked up, it sucks. All those women crossed paths with him and he took his fucked up life and ended theirs, as well as their babies,â Y/N couldnât stop shaking her head as she spoke, disgusted with the whole situation.
Spencer wrapped her up in a hug, âif we spend all our time wondering why the world is like this we won't have enough time to bring justice to the victims.â
âwhich is the best outcome we can ask for,â Y/N agreed.
âDr, Reid, agent Y/L/N?â An officer interrupted their hug and watched them awkwardly pull away from each other quickly.
âYes?â Spencer answered.
âWe found the wombs.â
The worst fucking sentence she had ever heard. âI canât look at that.â She said, walking away to join JJ and Prentiss standing by the SUV.
âGood job kid,â Morgan said, wrapping his arm around her. âYouâre almost as smart as boy wonder over there.â
âJust call me Mrs, boy wonder then,â she joked.
âDonât tempt him!â Prentiss joked.
Y/N turned back to see Spencer walking out of the trailer, a shade of green spreading across his skin. âExcuse me,â she said walking towards the ambulance that was on standby.
âDr. Reid looks like he might be sick,â she said, taking an EMT with her towards him.
Sure enough, Spencer leaned over the bushes and hurled before passing out into the EMTâs arms. Morgan and Hotch came running over to him, helping get him into an ambulance.
âWhat happened?â Morgan asked.
âHe took a look at the recovered wombâs the forensic team found,â Y/N explained.
âThat would do it,â Hotch agreed.
Y/N rubbed her hand along Spencerâs shoulder, âgood catch,â the EMT complimented her as he took Spencer's vitals.
âI know him well.â
âToo well,â Morgan agreed. âYouâd think you were cut from the same cloth.â
âNo,â she said softly, gripping Spencerâs hand in her own as he started to stir a little. âWeâre cosmically connected, made from the same space rock that split during the big bang.â
âI love you,â he whispered, awake the whole time she was speaking.
âYeah, yeah,â she teased him, âI know, save your strength, youâre still all pasty white.â
âGross,â Morgan smiled, turning away from the ambulance
chapter 4
Prentiss convinced Y/N and Spencer to take the weekend off in Nevada to go visit their parents. They agreed that it would be nice, seeing as neither of them thought to tell their moms that they met again let alone that they were together.
Y/N walked into the Nursing home first, looking for her mom in her office as Spencer walked in quickly to go find his mother.
âHey mom,â Y/N smiled as she knocked on her mother's office door.
âY/N!â She yelled, shocked to see her eldest baby standing in front of her for the first time since last Christmas. âWhat are you doing here?â
âRemember how I moved?â She started there.
âYes?â
âWell, my new neighbour ended up being Spencer Reid, and he introduced me to the BAU and I helped them with a case, so they hired me, and now I work for them and we just finished a case in Winnemucca and me and Spencer are dating. Heâs here too and weâre taking the weekend off to tell you and Diana,â she had never rambled so fast to her mother before in her life.
âHoly shit?â Her mother was shocked, âthis all happened in the last 3 weeks? Is that why youâve been too busy to text me?â
âIâve been on 5 cases in the last 3 weeks, I was swamped,â she smiled, her eyes welling with tears.
Her mom walked over to her and wrapped her up in her arms, holding her close. âMy baby, this is everything you wanted why are you crying?â
âI havenât taken a moment to actually understand that this is all real,â she whispered.
Her mother pulled back, looking in her eyes with a stern look. âIs he good to you?â
She laughed, wiping the tears from her eyes. âHeâs wonderful.â
âDiana is in the game room, letâs go see them,â she tucked her arm under Y/Nâs and the two of them walked arm in arm towards the game room.
Diana stood up as she saw them walk in, âDebbieâs daughter?â She asked.
Spencer nodded with a large smile on his face. âThis is Y/N Y/L/N, my partner.â
âI know you,â Diana said softly, reaching out to pull her into a hug. âYou would read to me on Thursdays after Spencer left for CalTech.â
âReally?â Spencer asked.
âI knew you were here as often as you could be, and I felt bad she didnât have any other children to come see her,â Y/N explained. âI know if my mom was here and my brother couldnât visit Iâd fill in.â
âIt was lovely, I still have the book you gave me before you left for the academy,â Dianaâs smile was as big and bright as Spencerâs.
They all sat together, sharing stories with each other. It seemed like their mothers enjoyed sharing embarrassing kid stories to make Spencer and Y/N blush back and forth.
Before they knew it, it was 3 pm and visiting hours were coming to an end and Debbieâs shift was about to end as well. âWhere are you both staying?â She asked.
âAt a hotel downtown,â Y/N explained.
âNonsense, stay with me and your father!â Debbie insisted.
Y/N shook her head, âwe can come to visit for dinner tomorrow, but we need some space.â
âYou know how it feels to be in love especially this young Deb, Iâm sure you understand,â Diana patted her on the shoulder.
âGo on, have fun. But tomorrow dinner starts at 6:15, Levi and Lizzie also home this weekend,â Debbie smiled, hugging both Spencer and Y/N before Diana.
âWould Diana be able to come to dinner at our place?â Y/N asked.
âI think I can pull some strings,â Debbie agreed, âhave a good night tonight guys.â
âWe will,â Spencer smiled, taking Y/Nâs hand and walking with her to the parking lot.
They both sighed as they sat in their rental car. âThat went well,â Y/N said softly.
âWhy didnât you tell me you visited my mom?â Spencer asked, holding her hand again.
âI was going to, thereâs so much I want to tell you but we havenât had enough personal time to get through it all, every time we talk lately itâs about murder,â she replied.
âLet's go get a table at a nice restaurant and tell each other everything.â
âI have something to do first, can I drop you off at the hotel and meet you there?â She asked.
âabsolutely.â
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She drove to her parent's place as fast as she could, they were all just sitting down in the living room when she walked in the door. âHi sorry I canât stay I just want to grab a dress from my closet.â
She kicked her shoes off and ran up the stairs to her bedroom just like she would have after school. Her room hadnât changed much. Her desk was still in the corner, her bed was made, and her mom now used it for storage. There were boxes, lamps, pillows and a million folded blankets all resting on her bed and scattered along the floor.
She shuffled some things out of the way of her closet door and quickly looked through all the bagged dresses she had left here. Minoring in political science and volunteering with government organizations in college meant she had a dress for every occasion, times the 4 years she was there.
âCocktail, dinner, black tie, prom, homecoming,â she flicked through them all, âfuneral,â she said as she stopped. âWhy is this here?â
She pulled out a black dress she wore to a democratic representatives fundraiser, it was an off-the-shoulder, 3/4 length sleeve, plunging neckline, skin-tight dress with a slit to show some leg. It was perfect.
She placed it on the edge of her bed and dug out the black heels that she originally bought to go with the dress. She found a strapless bra in her dresser, and a cute pair of underwear buried at the back of her drawer.
She closed her door and quickly changed, walking across the hall in her heels to fluff her hair in the mirror and figure out how the fuck she was going to do her makeup here.
Just then her brother's wife came walking up the stairs, âY/N?â She knocked on the bathroom door before coming in.
âHey Lizzie,â she smiled. âDo I look okay?â She asked.
Lizzie looked her up and down with a shocked look on her face, âyeah whatâs the occasion? I didnât even know you were home?â
âItâs a long story, my boyfriend and I were here on a case and weâre staying for the weekend, you get to meet him tomorrow!â She filled her in as she searched the bathroom drawers for makeup.
âWhat do you need?â She asked.
âDo you have your makeup kit here? Weâre like the same shade right?â
Before she knew it, Lizzie was making her sit on the edge of the tub while she did Y/Nâs makeup for her. âRemember when you did my prom makeup?â Lizzie asked.
âYeah,â she smiled. âYou and Levi looked so good together that night.â
âNot as good as you look right now, heâs going to eat you alive,â she hyped Y/N up.
âYou think so?â Y/N asked, standing up to take a look in the mirror.
âAbsolutely!!!â
She took a deep breath and shook the nerves out, âokay I have to go,â she said running back to her room for her phones, wallet and badge.
âGo get him, SSA Y/L/N,â Lizzie smiled as she watched y/n steadily run down the stairs in heels, clicking on the hardwood as she ran.
âWait!â Her dad yelled from the table, âdonât I get to see you before you leave?â
She ran into the table room, quickly hugging her father at the head of the table and kissing him on his bald head. âIâm late for my date, I love you, Iâll be home tomorrow,â she said running back towards the front door and to her car.
She was like a mad chicken running around with her head cut off. She took a breather in the car before starting the engine and making her way back downtown.
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She left her car out front with the valet, saying she would be back in a minute. She dug her phone out of her wallet and called Spencer. âIâm in the lobby.â
âIâll be right there.â
She waited by the elevator, she pulled her boobs up into her bra and wiggled the wire till they looked okay, then she straightened her dress out. She never felt this nervous when she wore this dress the last time, sheâs never felt this nervous period, actually.
Spencer Reid did something to her that she couldnât quite describe. But if she had to, sheâd say he makes her feel alive.
The elevator dinged and Spencer walked out in one of his best suits. He was looking down at his button as he stepped out not seeing her at first.
She smiled at him, waiting for him to look up. When he did his eyes grew three times their normal size and his mouth dropped. He stopped right in front of her, placing his hands on her shoulders and lightly running his hands down her arms. âYou never cease to amaze me.â
âCould say the same thing about you Dr. Reid,â Y/N teased as she pulled on his tie.
She pulled him down by his tie and pressed her lips against his. Never before had either of them been a big fan of PDA, but this was an exception.
She pulled back from him and tucked his tie back into his jacket. Smoothing out his sleeves before taking a step back and handing him the keys. âLead the way doctor.â
He extended his arm to which she wrapped her arm around. He walked her to the front of the lobby, watching as the bellhop held the door for them.
Their car was still there, waiting with the valet who opened the door when he saw her return. She sat on the passenger side, fixing the slit of her dress to not show too much just yet.
Spencer joined her, sitting in the driver's seat he started the car and drove off.
He reached his hand over to place it on her thigh, where it belonged. He gripped her leg and felt down to where her holster was. She saw his eyebrow raise as he looked down, moving the side of her dress to see her gun strapped to her leg.
âGonna shoot me if Iâm not on my best behaviour tonight, agent?â He laughed.
âNevada is a concealed carry state, and I donât trust anyone,â she said. âPlus I look like this tonight, do you know what the crime rate is in Los Vegas-? Donât answer that, of course, you do,â she teased him.
âItâs pretty hot,â he complimented her.
âWhat? The gun or my attitude?â
âThe fact that you donât take shit from anyone, youâre a badass and I never have to worry about you.â
âWhat if I want you to worry?â
âIâm always going to worry, I just mean youâre not a damsel in distress. I can go into every situation knowing youâre smarter on your feet than anyone on the team, and as long as youâre there weâre coming out alive,â he explained better.
âThatâs the best compliment,â she felt bashful all of a sudden. She put her hand on his and squeezed it. âI love you, Spencer,â she finally told him.
âI love you too,â he smiled.
âIâm sorry that I havenât said it back yet.â
He pulled into the parking lot of the restaurant they were going to, returning his focus fully to driving. He pulled into a parking spot and put the car in park.
âI knew youâd say it when you were ready, Iâm in no rush to hear it,â he leaned over the centre console and kissed her on the lips.
He got out of the car and walked around to open her door, helping her out before extending an arm out for her once more.
He made a reservation while he was alone at the hotel, getting a table in the back away from everyone else. It was a round table with a booth stretching all the way around the table. The back of the chair tall enough to enclose them in their own little world for the time being.
They were at a cute little stake house, one where you got to pick the exact piece of meat you wanted and they did it however you asked. They ordered drinks and enough bread to make the waiter look at them differently.
âTell me the most random fact about you,â Y/N asked as soon as the waiter left to tell the kitchen their order.
âWhen my momâs schizophrenia started getting bad, she thought that the government used dryers to take our socks for DNA and clone us, so whenever one of my socks went missing she freaked out. After that, I started wearing mismatched socks all the time so that that way she would never notice which of the pairs were missing since I never wore them that way anyway.â
She smiled the whole time he talked, absolutely in love with him. He was her everything. âSo thatâs why Iâve got so many random socks around my house.â
âItâs worse at my apartment,â he smiled again. âYour turn.â
âThe first time I ever rode a bike without training wheels was because I stole my neighbour's bike and took off with it down the road,â she laughed.
âWhy?â
âI think my mom said I couldnât take my own training wheels off yet, so I took matters into my own hands.â
âSee?â He shook his head lightly. âBadass.â
âWhen was the last time you were in Vegas?â She asked.
âEarlier this year when we reopened the Riley Jenkins case,â he said softly.
âoh, my mom was telling me about that one! Your mom went off her meds to help remember if your dad was involved right?â Y/N recalled.
He nodded, âdo you know what really happened?â
âI have the gist, Lou killed Gary in revenge for Riley.â
âThat's not all of it,â he said lightly. âGary was watching me, and my mom told Lou that the way he looked at me, he might have been the one who hurt Riley. And then she witnessed Lou kill Gary.â
âHoly shit Spence, Iâm so sorry,â she said softly. âDid you know Gary was my neighbour?â ,
âNo?â
âYeah we were 4, my brother was 2 and my mom was pregnant again, and Gary kept taking photos of my brother through the fence. My dad threatened to kill him a few times and then we finally moved across town,â she explained.
âHow is it that our lives were so intertwined, and yet it took 20 years for us to actually connect again?â He asked.
âThe same thing happened to my parents.â
âWhatâs their story?â He asked.
She moved around the table to sit closer to him, taking his hand in hers. âMy dad is 8 years older than my mom, they met when she was 17 and he was 26 and they became good friends like he was her older brother. They realized years later that my dad delivered newspapers to the town my mom lived in, and he saw her basically grow up playing in the yard. Then his best friend always invited him to his cabin and when he finally went, the lot across from them was my mom's family cabin. They were always so close but never knew each other till they were meant to. And now theyâve been happily married for 30 years.â
âThere's an old Buddhist saying that, when you meet your soulmate, remember that the act to bring you together was 500 years in the making. So always appreciate and be kind to each other,â Spencer explained.
âIt took 500 years of coincidences to bring us together,â she said softly. âWhich kinda makes the 20 years of admiring you from afar not seem so long.â
âFrom here on out letâs make every moment count then,â Spencer suggested, âweâve been barely dating for 3 weeks Iâm not going to ask you to marry me right this instant, but I do intend to spend the rest of my life with you in whatever capacity I can. Because I think youâre it for me.â
She could bask in the feeling of her heart fluttering like this for the rest of her life, it was like butterflies but completely calm. True happiness at its finest.
âLetâs make a deal,â she said softly, âin 1 year we come back here, and if we feel the exact same way as we do right now, you can propose to me.â
He put his pinky out for her, she wrapped hers around his, before kissing each other's knuckles. âPromise.â Spencer and Y/N said at the same time.
â
Back in the hotel room, she didnât even bat an eyelash before slamming Spencer against the door. She slid her thigh between both his legs and boxed him in.
She undid the single button of his suit jacket, shushing Spencer. She pushed it off his arms, knocking it to the floor. She loosened his tie, tossing it to the side, still around his neck, while she unbuttoned his shirt.
He was completely silent and still. She was in control.
She tossed his shirt to the ground next. Holding onto his tie as she pulled him down into a heated kiss.
âTake my dress off,â she breathed into his mouth, feeling his hands reach around her back for the zipper.
He pushed the sleeves down her arms, watching the dress gather at her ankles before she stepped out and kicked the fabric out of the way. She tugged him by his tie towards the bed.
âStrip,â she instructed him. âNot the tie.â
âUnderwear too?â He asked as she dug through his suitcase.
âyes.â
She returned with 2 more ties. Looking at him, butt naked on the bed. She stepped out of her underwear and the uncomfortable strapless bra. She set her gun in the hotel safe with her badge and returned to the bed.
âWould you be willing to try something?â She asked.
âanything,â he said, overly eager.
âWould you tie my hands to the bedpost and blindfold me and just do whatever you want?â
âHold on,â he got off the bed and opened his go-bag side pocket. âI have a blindfold for the plane.â
âSo you want to?â
Actions speak louder than words, he would always say.
He dimmed the lights down, got on the bed and roughly picked her up laying her back against the pillows. He tied her left hand first, and then her right hand. He took a hair elastic off the bedside table and put her hair back as best he could before he rested the blindfold against her forehead.
He hovered over her. âAnything I want?â Spencer confirmed.
âYeah,â she whispered.
âGround rules?â
âYellow for slow down, red for stop?â She shrugged.
âYou really mean anything?â
âI trust you, Spencer Reid, make me feel good,â she smiled.
He kissed her on the nose before coving her eyes with the blindfold.
She had always wanted to try this, it was a kink she had always been determined to try. She took a deep breath and tried her best to listen to him as he moved to sit between her spread legs.
He ran his hands up her thighs, over her hips before following the curve to her waist. He gripped her waist tightly and leaned forward, pressing his mouth to her stomach, breathing her in as he kissed.
She wasnât embarrassed about her tummy, for the first time in her life she loved her body. She felt him kiss all over her chest, dragging his bottom lip along her skin. He licked a stripe between her breasts, dropping his chin to her chest then to blow lightly over the wet trail.
She felt her nipples harden, she could physically hear the smirk that spread across his face.
He sucked one of her nipples into his mouth, cupping her breasts with his hands as he groped her lightly. She squirmed, trying her best to grind her hips against his.
He pushed her hips against the bed, âbe patient.â
He disappeared then. She felt his weight shift and get off the bed. She let out a deep breath, knowing she told him he could do anything and that included punishing her. She literally asked for it.
âI picked something up after you dropped me off,â she heard him say from the other side of the room.
He walked around for a minute, taking something out of a hard plastic container. He struggled with ripping it, she heard papers fall the floor and something hard hit the floor. âShit.â
She heard him walk towards the bathroom, she crossed her ankles and just waited.
He came back to the bed, moving her legs apart like they were when he left. âstay.â
He crawled between her legs once more, his hand brushed her thigh and it was cold and wet like he washed his hands.
âCan I touch you?â He asked softly. She nodded her head feverishly.
She heard a small buzzing, an all too failure sound. The first place she feels the vibration is in her belly button. Causing her to let out a shocked little giggle.
âShhh,â he smiled.
He dragged the little bullet vibrator down her stomach, over her pelvis and finally, finally, against her clit. She let out a moan that sounded more like a sigh of relief.
All she wanted was for someone else to control her pleasure, surprise her, set the rhythm, the speed, everything. She spent so long pleasuring herself, she was so ready to sit back and just take it.
Spencer felt the same. He took his time, feeling every inch of her skin, kissing every single place he wanted to. He spent so much time just looking. Finding freckles and scars and kissing them. He was mesmerized by the fact she was real, that a beautiful woman would lay down in front of him, spread open like this and just let him explore. It felt like the best wet dream his brain could ever conjure.
She could feel him getting closer to her. His weight shifted and she felt his breath on her leg. She took a deep breath, sucking in her stomach in the anticipation of feeling a tongue on her for the first time ever.
He turned off the vibrator. Setting it to the side as he looped his arms around her thighs. Just admiring the view. Just then her whole body shivered as she anticipated the heat of his tongue.
He pressed a kiss to her clit first before flattening his tongue against her. âSweet fucking Jesus Christ,â she gasped.
âIâve never done this before,â he breathed against her.
âExplore away, sir,â she whispered.
He clearly did research, if he didnât just say this was his first time eating someone out, she would think he was an expert. She regretted having her hands tied up at that moment. She squirmed, he held her hips down. She gripped the ties around her wrists wishing it was Spencer's hair.
She was never big into overstimulation or denial, never having the willpower to keep going after making herself cum once. Spencer, however, had the ability to bring her to the edge again and again without ever letting her spillover.
She didnât beg, she didnât complain, she sat there in the blissful feeling and waited. It was heavenly.
âSpence,â her breathing was heavy.
He hummed, letting her know he was listening. His tongue still wiggling back and forth on her clit.
âCan you please just fuck me now?â
He kissed his way back to her mouth. All up her stomach, over her breasts, her neck and jaw. She could taste herself on his lips, âuntie me?â She asked softly.
He let one hand free, which she immediately used to grip his hair. The second hand was freed and she pushed the blindfold up and worked her way into a sitting position while he kneeled in front of her.
âAnything else you want to try?â She asked, wrapping her arms around his neck and looking into his eyes once again. She pushed his hair out of his face and just looked at him.
âLie back and roll over,â he instructed.
He pulled her into a face-down, ass-up position and aligned himself with her. Pushing in little by little till he bottomed out. He reached around the bed for the vibrator and placed it in her one hand.
âYou decide when you cum,â was all he said before he started fucking her.
She white-knuckled the pillow as he rammed into her, she was arched in the most perfect way for him to hit her g spot every time he rammed into her.
âMy hair,â she gasped, wanting him to grab her by her ponytail as he fucked her.
With one hand on her hip to steady her and the other in her hair, he fucked into her like his life depended on it. Her legs were quaking, she felt like she was going to explode if she didnât cum soon.
She flicked on the vibrator and pressed it against her own clit, feeling the familiar heat bubble in her stomach. âFuck me, oh god,â she chanted.
Cuming with a shout, she dug her face into the pillow and all but screamed. Pushing back against Spencer as he bucked into her one last time and erupted inside of her.
His hips shook as he emptied his load before slowly pulling out and dropping down beside her.
She turned her head to look at him, eyeliner and mascara all smudged around her eyes, makeup all over the pillow. She was trying her hardest to catch her breath, staring at him with a smile on her face.
âIf sex was an Olympic sport, I think weâd win,â she complimented him.
âyou think?â He asked, his breath just as shaky as hers.
She rolled onto her back, letting him cuddle into her shoulder as she wrapped her arms around him. âEveryone told me that the first time I have sex itâll be underwhelming and uneventful, and yet every time we fuck I feel like Iâve run a marathon and I should invest in a wheelchair.â
He laughed, âwould you put that in writing and send it to everyone from our high school?â
She smacked his arm. âand then Iâd have to swat women off you with a bat if I wanted any alone time, youâre mine now.â She wrapped her whole body around him and held him there.
âI love you,â Spencer smiled.
âI love you, more.â
chapter 5
They packed everything into their car just to go to her parents house. There was something in Y/Nâs gut that told her there was a case coming.
Her parents lived 30 minutes out of the city, on the edge of a cul-de-sac that faced a park. They had lived there since she was 5, it was her momâs dream home. It was the only place in the town she had good memories in.
Y/Nâs mother brought Diana home with her after work. They were waiting in the kitchen for Spencer and Y/N when they arrived. Tonights guests included not just them but Y/Nâs youngest brother Levi, his wife Lizzie and their 2 year-old Chloe.
âThereâs my girl!â Her dad cheered, standing up and rushing to give her a real hug. âDid you get taller?â
âitâs the boots,â she laughed, holding onto him tightly.
âYou look great! The FBI is treating you well,â her dad was always one to compliment her. He pulled back and looked at Spencer. More like glared at him.
âNice to meet you Sir, Iâm Doctor Spencer Reid,â he said, shockingly extending his hand to shake her father's.
The profiler in her knew he was breaking his comfort zone to appease her baby boomer, ex-cop, father.
Her dad always did this thing when he met new men where he squeezed their hands to see how much they could take. âHarrison Y/L/N Sr.â She watched Spencers hand shake as he squeezed right back.
âStrong shake.â Her father complimented him. âShe must have warned you.â
âNo, he just knows how to read people,â Y/N laughed.
âWell come sit down Doctor Spencer Reid,â he teased him. âLet me interrogate the profiler.â
âHere we go,â Y/N laughed, placing a hand on Spencer's back as she led him into the kitchen.
They sat down together, Spencers mom, Diana, just across from him at the table. They smiled and nodded at each other in a quiet little hello.
âI would ask you to tell me a bit about yourself, but Y/N has kept me all caught up with you over the years,â her dad said. âYou went to CalTech at 13, somewhere in there you got a degree from MIT, she idolized you.â
âThanks, Dad,â she blushed.
âItâs very flattering, but if anything Iâm now huge fan of herâs. In the last 3 weeks she has been the one to find the major break in 3 of our cases. She is amazing at what she does, you raised an incredible woman,â Spencer replied, praising her in a way that made her heart flutter.
âGo on then, tell us about these cases then,â her dad asked.
And with that they got lost in all things horrific. Spencer explained, verbatim, how each case went down and exactly what Y/N came up with to solve them. She answered little questions here and there but mostly it was Spencer showing off how much he loved his girlfriend.
Her mom passed out dinner plates in the middle of the talk, some how all of them were able to discuss cases and eat at the same time. Her mom made burgers and potato salad for dinner, just something simple for them all.
âDid you really offer to fuck a serial killer?â Her brother asked, disgusted.
âYeah,â she sighed. âI knew in his sick twisted mind he wouldnât be able to refuse a woman willing to let him do what he wanted and as soon as the weapon was down, so was he.â
âI always told you sheâd be able to kick your ass, Levi,â her dad said. âEver since she was a kid I knew she had it in her to wrestle someone to the ground.â
âYeah, Spence didnât believe me that Iâm combat trained.â
âNo,â Spencer interjected, âItâs not that I didnât believe you, I just didnât ever think youâd be able to take me down.â
âAnd did you?â Her mom asked.
Her face turned bright red. âYeah, I showed one of my combat maneuvers on him, we were all horsing around and I showed them how to go from being pinned to the ground to being the one on top.â
âHow?â Her brotherâs wife asked.
âYeah demonstrate!â Her mom innocently cheered them on not knowing she was mid sex with him when she showed him how to do it.
âUm okay, Lizzie come with me,â she said, saving Spencer the awkwardness of having to straddle her in the middle of her family home.
She laid down on the floor, âyou basically have to just pin me down how ever you see fit.â
Lizzie, sat on her, holding her shoulders down with one forearm. Y/N, quickly flipped her onto her back, making sure to catch her head as she did so. Not wanting her to smack it off the hardwood floor.
âLike that,â Y/N stood up and helped Lizzie to her feet. âMade sure all the girls knew how to do that.â She lied.
âAs you should!â Her dad cheered, ânice to know your team all has each others backs.â
âHow do they all feel about you two?â Diana asked. She had been mostly quiet all night, just enjoying time outside of where she was used to.
âThey love it, theyâve been placing bets about us,â Y/N laughed.
âLike what?â Her dad asked.
âIf he would kiss me first, if weâd tell the team ever, they even had one about who is most likely to say I love you first, theyâre insufferable,â Y/N ranted.
âSo what team one?â Her brother teased, just trying the embarrass her.
âHe kissed me first, he told the team that we were together after like 10 hours and he was the first to say I love you,â Y/N blushed.
âDoes she still have the I love you problem?â Her mom asked innocently but received a death glare from Y/N.
âUh no, she says it to me too.â Spencer noticed the awkwardness.
âAny plans for baby number two?â Y/N asked Levi, changing the subject faster than ever.
Sheâd be lying if she said she was listening to the answer, her ears were ringing and all she cold focus on was Spencerâs hand on her back. Her mom was about to pass out cake when she excused herself to the bathroom, and ended up in her old bedroom.
She sat down on the edge of the bed, hearing the words her mother said over and over in her mind. âDoes she still have the I love you problem?â
She rubbed her hands over her eyes and just breathed. She didnât want him to know about that yet.
Spencer knocked on her door, opening it softly and peaking his head in. âDo you want company?â
She nodded.
He kneeled down on the floor in front of her, running his hands along her thighs. âAre you okay?â
âI told you about Christopher?â She said softly.
âyes.â
âIn order to get me to do what he did, he would always say I had to because he loved me,â she explained. A tear dripped down her cheek and landed on his hand. âAnd so for 7 years after I never told anyone I knew that I loved them.â
âThatâs okay, you went through trauma. You donât have to explain yourself to me,â he soothed her.
âI want to though because, before you, I didnât get it. I didnât understand love, I thought it was weird and forceful and something dependent on coercion,â her voice was so tiny, she didnât want anyone else hearing her. âLoving you is light and fluffy and special and safe, I didnât want you to think just now that I said it this weekend to get it over with or something because I truly do love you.
He pulled her into a kiss, âI love you, more.â
She laughed, âweâll see about that.â
â
Y/N and Diana were doing the dishes as her mom packed the leftover food into Tupperware containers. Debbie was just about to ask who wanted coffee when Y/Nâs phone started to ring.
She sighed, drying her hands on a dishtowel before answering the phone. âSSA Y/N Y/L/N.â
âThereâs been an explosion at a mall in Los Angeles and reports of 4 more planned, how fast can you and Reid get to LA?â Hotch asked.
âUm, weâre about 45 minutes from the airport.â
âWeâre 4 hours out, we want you and Reid there ASAP. Is there any way we could send a helicopter to get you?â
âYes, thereâs a soccer field across the street from my parent's house, Garcia knows the address she can direct them where to go, weâll be ready.â
âDebrief has already been sent to your phones, I need you and Reid to go to the LA field office and start communication with Garcia on victimology.â
âGot it.â She said as she hung up. âSpence we have to go!â
âWhatâs wrong?â Diana asked.
âWe have an emergency in LA, they need us there immediately. Thereâs a helicopter coming to get us,â Y/N explained as she walked around the room towards her go-bag.
She unzipped it, unfolding her bullet-proof vest and putting it on. She adjusted her gun and made sure she had everything she needed. Spencer did the same at the table beside her.
âYou are a badass,â her dad complimented her, filming her getting her gear on. âThis is my daughter! FBI superhero! Kickass tonight kid!â He had an affinity for embarrassing her, but an even bigger obsession with showing her off.
He was like that with all of his children, first with her brother Harrison in the army, then with her other brother Levi and his swat training. Now his daughter was catching serial killers like it was nothing.
âOkay, we gotta go, the helicopter will be landing in that field in 3 minutes. Dad are you okay to take the car back to the dealership if this takes a while? We will be back for our suitcases after the case, I love you guys.â She said. handing her father the car keys and moving to put her shoes on.
âGot everything?â Spencer asked.
âYep,â she smiled.
They walked out the door and across the street. Most of the neighbourhood watched a helicopter land in the soccer field as the sun was setting. They ducked as they ran getting in the chopper and strapping in.
âAgent Valdez, Nevada PD!â the officer in the pilot seat introduced herself. âWe have just over an hour till we land, use the headsets to communicate with me if you need to!â
And they were off. She looked down to see her family waving up at them from their houses as the neighbours she grew up around took photos and videos of them leaving.
âWhatâs going on?â Spencer asked.
Y/N took out her phone and read over the debrief, âtonight at The Grove in Los Angeles, a small bomb went off killing 6 people and injuring 31.â
âWhere did it go off?â Reid asked.
âInside a small dress store that has been renting the space for the last 7 years,â Y/N confirmed. âIâm sure Garcia is looking into everyone who was injured or killed as well as the current and former employees.â
âIt says here that the person who called 911 before the bomb went off warned of 3 bombs to come. Saying; â4 bombs in total the first in clear, the next is where her checks would clear.ââ Reid read from the phone.
âSo we need to find a connection between the dress store and a bank in the area,â Y/N said. âWe need to go over that call more, have Garcia look into every aspect of the sound.â
âWhere did Hotch say he wants us?â Reid asked.
âAt the LA field office, he wants us working behind the scenes in correspondence with Garcia.â
Spencer sighed, âwell, our weekend was fun while it lasted.
9:42pm PST
By the time the rest of the team landed and Hotch and JJ arrived at the field office, another 2 bombs had gone off at a Liberty Bank downtown LA.
âGarcia, do we have any connection from the dress shop to the bank yet?â Hotch asked.
âNothing Sir, I have dug and dug and there isnât a single person with a connection to both the bank and the dress shop within the last few months, I'm widening back 2-5 years but still nothing,â Garcia panicked over the phone.
âIs there any possibility our unsub is female? This to me feels like a scorned lover, maybe her husband is paying someone under the table who is cashing checks at that exact ATM that exploded and then went and bought a dress,â Y/N suggests.
âGarcia run with that as far as you can and call us back,â Hotch ordered.
âOn it!â She cheered before hanging up.
Spencer looked around at all the info he and Y/N brainstormed while waiting for the team. âa female unsub would make the most sense.â
âDid we get any more clues for where the next bomb will be?â JJ asked.
Agent Cunningham from the LA field office shook his head, ânothing at the scene or over 911, weâre on the lookout for any suspicious calls and tips currently.â
âIf you were cheating on your wife, after going to the bank and the dress shop where does she go with you next?â Y/N asked Hotch.
âUh,â he shook his head, clearly faithful to his wife. âDinner and a hotel?â
âSo those are possibly the next two targets,â Y/N said, âbut finding out what restaurant and hotel in the entirety of LA is like finding a needle in a needle stack.â
âI hate to say it,â JJ sighed, âbut we might need one more explosion before we get a breakthrough.â
âAll we can do is hope for minimal damage,â Y/N shot a soft smile over to her, âtill then, what kind of woman in the area could make the type of bombs that are being used?â
âAlmost anyone,â Morgan said as he walked into the room. âI was just looking at the debris and shrapnel, itâs a fairly simple bomb that anyone with basic knowledge or internet access could make.â
Hotch called Garcia once more. âCan you start a search for women 35-55 who are married, ask the NSA if we can search through any women in the LA area googling how to make bombs in the last month.â
âOf course, Iâve also been looking at the past transactions of the specific ATMs that were targeted, 13 of the people depositing cash and cheques there, recently bought dresses from the store at The Grove.â
âAny of them look like they are partaking in an affair?â Y/N asked.
â2 of them are lesbian women, 3 are drag queens and the other 8 are girls in high school depositing birthday money,â Garcia explained.
âWell thanks for looking, hopefully, the NSA has some hits for us,â Hotch said as he hung up. âI guess we wait.â
11:56pm
âWeâve got reports of an explosion in an all-female dorm at UCLA,â one of the LA agents said as he burst through the door.
âMorgan, Prentiss, Rossi,â Hotch said, âgo to the scene and find out everything.â
Y/N called Garcia, âas soon as we know what room the explosion was in I need you to go back 10 years of women who lived in that dorm room and their connections to older men. Sugar daddies, teachers, anyone.â
âThe 911 call shortly after the bomb say it was heard on the first floor, possibly room 119 as that's where the blast was heard. Luckily the girl who was supposed to be in that room was with her friend down the hall so we currently have no casualties here,â Garcia explained.
âThank god,â JJ exclaimed, placing her hand over her eyes.
âIn the last 10 years, 6 different women have all had that room,â Garcia said as she narrowed down her search. âOkay, here we go this is the juicy stuff!â
âWhat is it?â Hotch asked.
âFrom 2000 to 2002 Maggie Burton was working on a science degree at UCLA. She was working part-time, both years, as the main Chemistry professor's teaching assistant, she was depositing money from him bi-weekly to Liberty Bank.â
âOkay, who was the professor?â Spencer asked.
âMichael Thompson, 56, but that would be too simple now wouldnât it?â Penelope teased. âThompson is gay and has been in a domestic partnership since 1998, his Partner Adam Pearson, however, is bisexual according to the sugar daddy website heâs on,â she explained further. âWhether Maggie knows it or not, she had been getting paid to be Thompson's TA, as well as his boyfriend sugar baby.â
âSo our unsub is Michael Thompson?â Hotch confirmed.
âBy the looks of it, yes. Maggie stopped being a TA when she graduated and now she works with a cosmetics developer downtown. Every week she deposits 500 cash to the ATM, which is the exact amount of cash Adam has been withdrawing for the last 7 years,â she kept explaining, they could hear her keyboard clicking as she kept digging. âLookâs like Adam is filing to remove the domestic partnership and he bought a ring last week.â
âThereâs the trigger,â Spencer confirmed. âDo we have a home and work address as well as where the next bomb would be?â
âAdam checked into a Hilton hotel downtown, suite 613 which he has been booking once a month for the last 7 years,â Garcia confirmed. âSending the locations now.â
âI need a bomb squad sent to the Hilton hotel, evacuations should be done floor by floor saving floor 6 for last, I need agents on floor 6 to evacuate all rooms, except for 613, quietly without making a scene.â
âSir, suit 612 was booked only for tonight by Michael Thompson, using cash,â Garcia cut him off.
âAll rooms but 612 and 613 are to be evacuated, I need a direct line on the scene to room 612 when we arrive,â Hotch ordered as they all hurried towards the elevator.
â
On the scene, Reid, Y/L/N and JJ were sent up with the bomb squad to floor 6. Red lights in the stairwell were flashing to alert that there was an evacuation taking place, but the building was silent.
There were 14 rooms on floor 6, 4 of them being rented that night. Rooms 601 and 608 were the only two they had to focus on to evacuate.
JJ quietly knocked on room 601, âHi sir,â she whispered. âMy name is Jennifer, Iâm with the FBI. We need to quietly evacuate this floor, if you wouldnât mind grabbing your necessities and any other guests in the room, an officer will escort you down the stairs. In the parking lot across the street, there are people issuing refunds and information about relocations for the night.â
The man nodded, he quickly grabbed his things and followed an officer down the hall.
Y/N knocked on 608 next, a young woman answered. âHi, my name is Y/N, Iâm with the FBI. We need to quietly evacuate this floor-â
âI have 2 kids with me,â she whispered.
âOkay, are they awake?â JJ asked.
âMy daughter, sheâs 2, sheâs out cold. My son is watching TV, oh my god my husband isnât here,â she quietly panicked.
âMaâam itâs fine, we have officers here to assist you down the stairs and across the street, there are relocation preparations being made. If you donât mind, I can help you carry your daughter down the stairs?â Spencer said softly.
âYes, absolutely.â She said, running into the room to gather all her things.
Spencer lifted the little girl up softly, not waking her at all in the process. He held her against his chest softly while the mother grabbed their necessities and her 6-year-old son before followed Spencer down the stairs.
JJ and Y/N stood in the stairwell, Y/N picked up her radio and called down to Hotch. âAll civilians on the 6th floor have been evacuated.â
âAny movement in 612?â
âYes sir,â one of the bomb squad members said. âWith our tech, we can see 2 bodies in 613 and 1 in 612, all alive.â
âAny idea how many bombs were talking about?â Hotch asked.
âNot yet, we need a clear look inside the room. Snipers on the building across the street say the blinds are closed,â he explained.
âHotch, have you gotten in contact with him at all?â JJ asked.
âNo, he won't pick up,â hotch confirmed.
âWould you like one of us to knock?â Y/N asked.
âNot yet, I want you both to come down. If weâre knocking on his door we need to have a full plan in place,â Hotch ordered.
âOver,â Y/N said. Following JJ back down the 6 flights of stairs.
Down at the base of operations, Spencer was still holding onto the 2-year-old as the mother called her husband. He shushed her and held her close with a blanket over her back as she slept.
âHotch,â JJ got his attention. âI noticed each room has vents on the connected walls, is there any way to get into 611 and snake in a camera to see what weâre dealing with?â
âThat was my next suggestion,â a SWAT office said as he shook her hand. âWeâre prepping the equipment now.â
âCan we also spray a sleeping agent through the vents? If we knock out the unsub we can just drag him out and see whatâs going on?â Y/N suggested.
âYeah that would work,â the SWAT officer said, âwe have a sleeping agent in a compressed gas form that we can spray through the vents.â
âOkay, just in 612,â Hotch confirmed. Y/N I want you and Morgan up there to assist in making sure Maggie and Adam are evacuated safely while the bomb squad looks at what we have going on.â
âOn it,â she and Morgan said at the same time.
One of the SWAT officers pulled them aside, handing them protective gear for the gas that will erupt into the hallway. She waved to Spencer in the lot as she headed across the street with the SWAT team. They ran up the stairs, it was exhausting but Y/N pushed through, up the six flights. They quietly unlocked room 611 and filled the room with officers.
First, they snaked a small camera through the vent, the image showing on the screen right away, âyou seeing this Hotch?â Morgan asked over the radio.
âCrystal.â
âItâs a wall of C4,â one of the Bomb Squad officers quietly confirmed. âFairly simple to dismantle, it looks like itâs a manual switch. Wait till he crosses the room, and then spray the gas. We need officers to be in the room as itâs sprayed. He needs to hit the floor nowhere close to the detonator.â
Morgan quietly opened the door and assembled the team in the hall, making movements with his hands as he instructed the men. The door kicker was in place, the officers were ready to file in.
The swat agent deployed the gas, they watched on the monitor as the unsub turned to look at the hissing sound, inspecting it before hitting the ground.
âNOW!â Morgan yelled. The door was knocked in and the unsub was in handcuffs.
Y/N ran to 613, knocking on the door as hard as she could. âFBI OPEN UP!â She yelled.
A half-naked man opened the door, âwhat?â He yelled.
âWe need to evacuate the building right now, cover-up and follow me.â She ordered as the two victims covered themselves and followed her down the stairs.
Halfway down, she got a call over the radio. âBomb has been defused, all clear on floor 6.â
âBomb?â The man questioned.
âYes sir,â Y/N confirmed. âyour partner, and your science teacher, Michael Thompson, has been bombing places around the city that you two have been to, and was planning to blow you up tonight.â
âWhat the fuck?â Maggie asked.
âHeâs under arrest, youâll have your chance to ask him questions in court,â Y/N confirmed as they reached the bottom of the stairs.
She held the door for them and watched as they were whisked away by EMTs. She waited for another set for the unsub before turning around and running all the way back up the 6 flights to Morgan.
Morgan was standing over the cuffed, unconscious, unsub in the hallway. âGood job pretty girl!â Morgan high-fived her.
âThanks,â she smiled, âlet's get this bastard down into the ambulance. The elevators should go back up in a minute.â
âWhat? No more stairs?â Morgan teased.
âI might not be able to feel my legs tomorrow, Iâve been up and down those too many times tonight!â She smacked him.
âSure thatâs why,â he laughed as they waited for the elevator.
â
Spencer and Y/N packed up that night and took a short trip back to Los Vegas. By the time they arrived back on her parent's doorstep it was 5:32 am. 12 hours since they were last there.
She sighed at the front door and called her parent's home phone. âHello?â Her father's sleep-ridden voice answered.
âHey dad, itâs Y/N can you come open the front door for me? Please.â She asked nicely.
âYep.â He hung up.
She watched the hall light come on from the front door. Waiting for him to slowly make his way down the stairs to the front hallway. He unlocked the door and welcomed them in.
âYour mom cleaned off your bed in case this happened,â he whispered, rubbing his eyes. âWhat time is it?â
â5:30, go back up to bed, weâll lock back up, thank you,â she hugged him and sent him on his way.
She sighed and sunk down to sit on the bottom step. She tugged her boots off and left them in the hallway. Spencer picked them up and moved them to be in order with the rest of the shoes. He locked her parent's front door and turned off the entryway light.
âYou need water or anything before bed?â Y/N asked.
âNo, come on,â he took her hand and walked with up the stairs to her bedroom.
She closed the door behind him, peeling out of her clothes and climbing into bed first. She got under the covers and moved the pillows around to make sure they were how she liked them.
Spencer crawled in beside her, wearing just his socks and underwear. He laid flat on his back while she cuddled into his side. He kissed the top of her head and let out a deep breath as he settled into relaxation finally.
âI love you,â she reminded him.
âI love you, more.â
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Cozy winter
Summary: going to the market, being cheeky in the parking lot and a warm cuddly morning sprinkled with some funny-business
Warning: Cute banter, smut (NSFW), fluff
Word count: Around 5300 words!
I want to open this with one of my favorite quotes ever, so if you allow me ;)
âGo into the arts. Iâm not kidding. The arts are not a way to make a living. They are a very human way of making life more bearable. Practicing art, no matter how well or badly, is a way to make your soul grow, for heavenâs sake. Sing in the shower. Dance to the radio. Tell stories. Write a poem to a friend, even a lousy poem. Do it as well as you possibly can. You will get an enormous reward. You will have created something.â -Kurt VonnegutÂ
âWe need muffins.â
âWe donât NEED muffins, what we need are some fresh fruit and vegetables, â Henry butts in. You frown and look up at him, âOh whatever, Hen. You eat your greens, beans, potatoes and tomatoes, while I get fat by munching on some sweet, sweet, delicious chocolate muffins.â
 He sends you a smirk from across the aisle. It was always fun to do mundane things, like going to get coffee together or grocery shopping, when he was home from filming. The last year you went to university it was very hard to be away from him for such a long time, especially when you still lived in Europe. You would fly over to England once in a blue moon, when Henry was in London and your schedule would allow it. Other times your relationship existed out of phone and video calls. It was a rough period, if you have to be honest. But It made the two of you closer and your bond stronger. Itâs true what they say, absence does make the heart grow fonder.Â
You let Henry know you were going to get the ingredients for the muffins and start pushing the shopping cart in the direction of the baking supplies. As you walk back to the fresh produce section, you get distracted. So many colorful packaging was just screaming your nameâŠ
âWhat the- lovey! I thought you were going to get your muffin ingredients,â Henry cackles and almost doubles over seeing the now full shopping cart.
It took you a second to answer, a bit too focused on his beautiful face and the smile lines that appeared when he laughed. You quickly try to defend yourself, so he doesnât think you have no self-control, even though, you know your eyes were bigger than your stomach.
âNo! I did get them, theyâre just underneath the other bags,â you trail off, eyes drifting to the floor. You sigh, âI just saw this aisle with all the snacks. These magnificent snacks. And, Hen, Iâve never wanted anything more in my whole life! And, Hen-Henry! Henry, listen! Stop laughing at me! It was a moment of weakness! You canât judge me! You donât even know how they taste, I promise you, you will understand once you take a bite of everything!â
Henry wipes away a small tear at the corner of his eye and kisses the top of your head. You stroll around the aisles, trying to work through the rest of your grocery list, but suddenly you stop dead in your tracks.
âHen,â you say, trying to get his attention. He gives you a hum in return, letting you know he heard you, âwhy on godâs green earth does my grocery list say âsexâ?â You tilt your head up to his face, seeing a bashful grin.Â
You shake your head, clicking your tongue disapprovingly, âit isnât even on top of the list! You put your oatmeal protein shake before sex, fuck, you even put curry before sex, you really need to get your priorities straight!â
After getting some more stuff, like pak choi, steak, tofu and the ingredients for Henryâs beloved curry you always make him, you walk to the register.Â
The petite Asian lady gives you a smile and takes a little peak at Henry, who was too busy looking at the various Chinese cough drops that are displayed in front of the counter. Her brows rise behind her thick glasses, âćïŒć€§ćž
ć„ăäœ ćŸćčžèżćăâ (Wow, big handsome man. You are very lucky, ah.) She says, turning back to you and winking. You canât help but chuckle. Grinning you send her an âI knowâ-look.
Hearing your laugh, Henry looks over his shoulder with a questioning look. But you just smile and shake your head.
You two quickly get everything in the reusable shopping bags you brought with you. It was getting late and more people were getting off of work and wanted to do some last-minute grocery shopping. Henry takes both of the flower printed bags and the two of you walk to the car. It was getting colder, your breath turning into puffs of smoke. You look up at the sky glooming over you. They promised snow tonight.Â
Seeing Henry load the bags in the trunk, his ass proudly sticking out in the air, you give it a pinch. You just couldnât resist. It was just there, so you better make use of the situation.Â
Feeling your hand touch his behind, Henry turns around, an unamused look on his face.
âExcuse me, miss. But that is mine,â he says, really playing up his posh accent. âI sure hope you disinfected those filthy little paws of yours.â He cutely scrunches his nose, doing a once over and trying so hard to keep himself from smiling, but failing miserably. He turns back around and arranges the bags in the booth so they wonât tip over.
There is a moment of silence, just the noise from cars driving up and off the parking. From the corner his eye Henry sees the stare you give him but ignores it with a small smirk.
âYou know,â you begin with a cheeky undertone, making him curious, âI bet I could kick your ass,â you grin, looking at him and trying to gauge his reaction.Â
âWhat was that, doll?â
âYou heard me, big lad!â
âOh really?â He asks and looks at you, towering over you like a brick wall. His eyes glimmering with mischief. Yeah, no, this was NOT a good idea.Â
You squirm a little and a small nervous giggle leaves your lips.
âYes, I can. Watch m-AHHHH! HENRY!â You squeal as he lifts you and throws you over his shoulder, fully forgetting you are in public. âLet me down, you caveman!â You laugh, slapping his left ass cheek. But he ignores your plea and just slaps your ass in return.Â
Wiggling a little, you challenge him, âBeat me up! Come on, do it!âÂ
He turns his head and playfully bites the exposed skin by your hip, making you shriek like a little kid.Â
Henry lets out a loud belly laugh and puts you back on your feet. As soon as the tips of your Dr. Martens touch the pavement, you get pushed against the car. Trapping you between the icy cold black metal and his warm body. His arm goes around your waist and pulls you closer to his front.
âI love you.â The words are hushed but you hear them loud and clear, making a shiver go down your spine. The both of you look at each other, completely enamored and grinning like idiots. Noses and the apples of your cheeks rosy, bitten from the cold.
âI love you too,â you whisper back. His hand glides inside your coat and underneath the thick knitted jumper you finished to other day. He just needed to feel you. You lean up a little and gently push your lips to his, adoring the familiar warmth that fell over you whenever youâd kiss. Before you can come in for a second smooch, he frowns at you.Â
âThought you were going to beat my ass?â He mocks, trying to imitate your accent.Â
Lightly tapping your finger against your chin, you pretend to be in thought.Â
âWell, this is much more fun.â
âHmm, agreed,â he grins, already eyeing your red swollen lips and tilting his head towards yours.Â
You hear heavy footsteps coming closer, the wooden floorboards slightly creaking under the weight. It was getting dark outside, the overhead lights in the kitchen casting a homey hue down on the oak countertops. Your âcooking playlistâ was filling the room with some gentle tunes. You also had a âdancing in the kitchen playlistâ but that one was mostly used in the mornings. You hum along to the melody when stirring in the stew you were preparing for the evening, rocking your hips side to side. The stew was softly bubbling away, spreading an amazing aroma around the house.Â
The footsteps stop behind you. A moment later two big, sweater wrapped arms envelop around you, delicately caressing you. Henry lovingly pulls your loose braid to the side and places his head onto your shoulder, trying to get a peak at what was in front of you on the stove.Â
âWhat smells so good in here?â Just then Henryâs stomach makes a loud grumbling noise from the mouthwatering smell going on in the kitchen, you chuckle.Â
He had been gaming before this, you could hear the tiredness in his voice, it was a bit lower and more hoarse than normal. Whenever he was tired like this, heâd just turn into your big cuddly bear, you loved it.Â
Dinner was almost done. You made one of the dishes your grandma used to make for you when you were younger. You wonât lie, it was pretty difficult at first to decipher the little recipe she send you in the post, but now you knew it by heart.Â
âCantonese style braised beef stew with white radish, bean curd sheets and a side of rice,â you inform him and brush your hand over his, that was placed on your stomach. Hearing that, he has to make sure heâs not drooling.
âAnd for dessertâŠâ You nod your head toward the piping hot apple crumble pie currently cooling on the kitchen island. âWe still have some vanilla ice cream if you want to have that with your pie. I know you want to be healthy, but I just really wanted to make a pie and this one does have filling,â you ramble, joking on the last part about the filling. He probably thought you were pestering him with his diet that most likely didnât allow him to eat it.Â
You wince a bit, feeling him tense against you. âYou donât have to eat it, my love, promise!â
âNo petal, youâre just⊠youâre just so perfect,â Henry admits, pressing a kiss just below the strap of the pistachio green apron you were wearing, nuzzling his nose in your tousled hair.
It was a gloomy Saturday morning in London. If your alarm hadnât gone off, you wouldnât have known it was morning already.
Yesterday after dinner, the two of you cuddled up on the sofa, under a warm blanket with Kal snuggled up on your lap. His head resting in your lap, while his tail occasionally slapped Henry in the face, making you burst out laughing and Henry almost choke on the fur. The akita would fondly press his snout deeper against you, really loving the head scratches he was receiving. Both you and Henry were fully satisfied with the tasty dinner you had paired with a glass of wine and were now cheekily flirting with each other while watching a detective movie, of which you missed the plot because you were, well, differently occupiedâŠ
Now the bedroom held a calm, soft aura, a dim light streaming in through the linen curtains. You let out a little whimper, not wanting to leave the bubble you are in and stretch out your limbs. A bit sore from sleeping in a weird angle, amongst other things. Behind you, you hear a small sound of protest and before you know it, you are engulfed by a strong arm. Henry hides his face in the side of your neck, keeping his eyes closed, groaning, clearly displeased with the fact it was morning already.Â
You smile, this was your favorite kind of morning. Warm and cozy in bed, cuddling with your boyfriend. You turn around, careful to not let any cold air under the duvet, your arm going around the large form beside you and curling your fingers in the mess of curly hair. Henry moaned, burying his face lower, between your breasts. Now fully content and still a bit dazed by sleep, he lets out the most awful snore. Even though he sounded like a drowning goat when he snored, you couldnât do anything other than coo and gently scratch your fingers on his scalp, lovingly gazing at the man beside you.Â
âAre we going to be lazy couch potatoes today?â You chuckle, placing a kiss on his forehead, wild curls tickling your nose as you do so. Your voice was still a little raspy, but Kal apparently still heard you, and pushed open the door to come snuggle in bed with his favorite humans.Â
âWhat time is it?â Henry groans.Â
âAround 8.â
âWe can be busy bees if you want,â Henry whispered against the swell of your breast, peppering delicate kisses on the bare skin. âOr better yet, busy bunnies.â
Kal was now situated on the end of the bed, head on his paws while the serenity of the room made him doze off. His dad on the other hand was now slowly waking up, as his hand crept lower and lower over your body. You giggled and pushed his hand away.
âThere is a child present ,â you motion towards a sleeping Kal, who lays stretched out on the feathery duvet, already heading off to dreamland looking content as ever. Henry lifts his head, peering at his buddy and snorts, âheâs seen much worse, havenât you bear?â But he doesnât get acknowledged.Â
Laying his head back, he reaches up to push your hair out of your face before grabbing your cheek and pulling you down for a kiss. He places three kisses on your swollen lips, lightly sucking on the bottom one.
âMay-,â you try to say something, but he just pushes his mouth harder against yours. Quickly taking the opportunity to stop you from making excuses. A hoarse chuckle rumbles from his chest, as he wraps you in his arms.
âStop talking, woman, and kiss me back.â You let out a small moan and grip the curls you were playing with moments ago. He deepens the kiss slightly, tongue invading your mouth, surprising you. A subdued hum escapes your mouth, resulting in him grabbing the back of your neck, as the other rests on your hip. The kiss gets deeper and more passionate as the minutes go by. Getting a bit overwhelmed you pull back slowly, softy panting.Â
âHmm, so sweet, darling,â he says smugly, earning a little smack to the chest as a bright blush covers your cheeks. Like it wasnât already hard enough to resist him and stay in the warm bed all morning, he does this. Henry rolls your naked body over so youâre straddling him, a large hand wraps itself around your hair. He tugs, not too hard though, so he has more access to shower open mouthed kisses on your neck and chest. Leaving you a breathless mess on top of him. His hands trail from the top of your back to your rear, squeezing your cheeks before giving them a fast slap, making you take in a breath.Â
From all the shuffling, little snickers and kissing noises, Kal woke up and groaned, irritated that his humans couldnât just hanky-panky somewhere else. With a last disapproving look, he jumps off the bed, landing with a thump. From the sound of paws hitting the wooden floor and toddling down the stairs, you look over your shoulder, duvet falling down so you sat there fully naked, much to Henryâs delight.Â
Then you felt it. It was normal for Henry to get hard in the morning. To be honest, he would be a bit worried if his cock wasnât hard first thing when waking up.
Involuntarily you grind down, drawing a heavy moan from deep in his chest. Holding intense eye contact with him, you start humping over his bare front, mewling like a kitten in heat. It was embarrassing how he had you wrapped around his finger. A cheeky smile formed on his face, âlook who came around.â Your body was practically begging for sex.Â
Pouting, you keep on moving your hips in a tantalizing slow rhythm, scratching at his hairy chest. Making sure you kept your eyes on his, he licked his three middle fingers and a second later you feel him reaching between your thighs, wiping his fingers down your slit. Tensing up a little, you try to hold back a grunt at the sensation.Â
âOh darling,â he started, his voice going an octave lower, âwhat a mess youâve made.â
He pulls back and observes your reaction when he pops his finger in his mouth.
âWet and sweet, like always.â
âYou are so nasty,â you whisper in total awe at what he manages to do to your body. He snickers and you quickly grab his hand, pushing it back between your thighs, âI didnât tell you to stop, though.â
Your jaw goes slack, the moment you feel his thick fingers moving in and out of you. He was hitting just the right spot, making you groan and throw your head back. He felt like he couldnât hold back anymore, he quickly flips you over so heâs on top of you, fully trapping you underneath his body and smashes his mouth on yours. Everything was happening so fast that you couldnât pay attention to every incredible thing he was making you feel. Taking his cock in hand, he rubs his shaft against you, up and down, pressing it so you could feel the length. You look up at him, veins bulging in his neck, eyes dark, face already becoming flushed. God, he was so sexy. Grabbing your legs, he pushes your knees back so you were completely spread open and at his mercy.Â
He curses under his breath and lines himself up with you sticky center. Stifling your moans and pants, by pressing his lips to yours, when he slowly sinks his thick cock inside.Â
âOh my god,â you whine, feeling him stretching your walls apart, pushing himself deeper and deeper.Â
âYâfeel so warm and tight, my love. Mâso hard it hurts.â Henry whines against your lips, lacing his fingers in between yours. He trails kisses in your neck and under your ear, trying to get as close to you as possible. He loved feeling your body against his. Your walls were so plushy and wet for his cock, he wanted to stay buried in you forever.Â
âMâgonna make you feel so good, darling,â he whispers in your ear. You whine softly, getting worked up, âplease.â
He smirked, obviously liking your plea.Â
Instead of giving you a nice, hard pounding, Henry wanted to go slow. It was still very early in the morning, the both of you still barely awake and he wanted to savor this moment with you.
âOh, Hen-,â you pant softly, loving every bit of it. As he pushes deeper into you, you can feel his entire weight pressing down against you. The weight comforted you in a sense, like others would with a weighted blanket. He prolonged his strokes, making sure that when he slid out you could feel every centimeter of him, but then slid back in quickly.Â
âFuck.â He grumbles into your neck, âfeels so good, love,â he praises, nibbling on the skin under your ear, grabbing a handful of your hair pulling it back. You move you hands from his grasp and push them up his broad shoulders, pulling him closer to you.
âSo good,â you moan out to him, feeling his cock nudge at the extremely sensitive spot deep inside your core. He lifts his head to look at you, seeing your mouth formed into the letter âoâ, head tilted back into the cloud-like pillow and eyes screwed shut. A string of desperate moans falls from your lips.Â
This was what he loved, seeing his love, his girl react to the way he was pleasuring her. Just looking at you in this state made his orgasm coil up in the pit of his tummy. He never would have dreamed that another person could give him this feeling, the feeling of utter bliss when you were together. The unconditional love he felt for you was indescribable.Â
Henry continues to thrust into you and attaches his lips to yours, feeling you squeeze around him. You manage to spread your legs even wider and wrap them securely around his slim waist, digging your heels just above the globes of his perfectly sculpted ass.Â
He was aiming his stokes into the deepest part of you and you felt yourself getting closer and closer to your release.Â
âFuck,â you whimper out to him, digging your nails into the skin of his back. He knew you were about to cum. You let out another loud moan.Â
âCome on, petal. Cum fâme,â he pants, trying to coax you. Hearing the almost desperate tone in his voice, combined with the sound of him slapping his hips to yours and the feeling of his cock moving in and out of you was becoming overwhelming.Â
âOh my god!â A loud moan ripples through you, the feeling of your release coming near.Â
âAlmost, my love,â he moans, speeding up the pace of his thrust. He inhales sharply, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulls you up, quickly pounding into you. Completely losing control, trying to get deeper as if that was possible and lets his forehead rest against yours. With one last push of his hips, you get to your breaking point and cum, screaming. Henry feels your walls clamp around him and letâs go, fully satisfied. The noise he made was an orgasm on its own. He keeps himself against you when he lets go inside of you. You could feel Henryâs cum filling you as you slowly come down from your high. You feel his cum dripping out of you, almost proud of what you made him do.Â
He is about to roll off of you to cuddle up beside you, but you stop him by tightening your legs around him. âPlease stay like this,â you whisper, your brain still a bit muddled by the amazing orgasm you just had seconds ago. He smiles down at you.
âDonât be a silly goose,â he kisses your nose, âI would crush you,â Henry says endeared with a cheeky grin and pulls you into his side. You feel warm and safe. You yawn, blinking away when your eyes become watery.
âI canât move,â biting your bottom lip, you snuggle closer to him, âand my throat hurts like hell.â
Henry lowers his hand to your ass and gives it a firm squeeze, âIâm not surprised. Oh doll, the sounds you were making,â he bites his bottom lip, closing his eyes.Â
You laugh and roll your eyes. Henry nipped at your neck, making you erupt into a fit giggles. He chuckles, leaving a kiss on the spot he had just bitten.Â
Henry trails his hands up and down your back. You closed your eyes and tangle your leg in between his, really liking the feeling. His chest was heavenly and just being in his arms felt amazing. He almost lulled you back to sleep the moment he began to run his fingers through your hair.Â
âThat good, huh? Almost fucked you back to sleep,â he chuckles.Â
âIt was alright, I guess,â you tease him. He raises his eyebrows, eyes twinkling with joy.Â
âHow would you rate the experience?âÂ
Tilting your head to look up at him, âHmm, ten I guess.â
He looked very pleased with that.
âOut of twenty,â you finish.Â
âOUT OF TWENTY?â He sobered up, staring at your face with a shocked expression.Â
You snicker, climbing into his lap, âNo, honey, I was just joking, Iâm sorry.â A big pout forming on your face, making you look oh so innocent.Â
âIf you keep looking at me like that, Iâm going to put you up on all fours and take you like that, donât tempt me,â he says, shaking his head. Wiggling your brows you grin and kiss the dimple on his chin.Â
âAs much as I would enjoy that, I think Kal has to go potty and we have to eat.â
After some hushed pillow talk and hoarse giggles between the silky sheets, you two decide to move downstairs and start making some fresh coffee. When you lift your body out of the bed, a light throbbing shoots between your legs. You almost fall back into the mattress, making Henry roar with laughter. You end up getting a piggy back ride down the stairs, only wearing a v-neck shirt from Henry that fell just below the curve of your ass and showed plenty of cleavage. Your lilac panties were fully on display and your almost black hair looked like a lionâs main on top of your head, but you didnât care.Â
The both of you were still in that bubbly, fulfilled state of mind, looking like two drugged out kids, wearing blissful smiles. When you got to the kitchen, Kal bounded around the corner, coming from the sitting area, his tail wildly sweeping through the air. Eyes sparkling with happiness when he saw his parents finally had left the bed.Â
âæ©äžïŒćźćźâ (morning, baby) You greet him, still on Henryâs back. Kal gives you a high âwoofâ as to say good morning back. After living with Henry and Kal for around eight months now, the akita started to pick up on a few Chinese phrases. He even decided the pet name âćźćźâ (bao bao), which means baby or darling, was only to be applied on him and nobody else.Â
Every time you would video call with your Chinese speaking friends, and they talked about or to their children, Kal would cheerfully patter over, thinking they were cooing at him instead of the small infant in the background. But you thought it was the sweetest thing ever, he was your little fur baby after all.Â
âIâm going to make us some omelets, is that alright with you, darling,â Henry asked, already opening the fridge and looking for the carton of eggs.
âYeah, âcourse,â you call out to him. You give Kal his breakfast and receive many, wet kisses in return. Shuffling back over to your boyfriend, you lean against the dark green counter with its wooden countertops, and look at him carefully chopping up some bell peppers and onion, only wearing his joggers and a tank top. You were a lucky girl, and you knew it. Henry sends you a grin and winks before turning back to cutting the vegetables.
You begin to brew some fresh coffee for Henry, and put on the kettle for your morning tea. While he was finishing up breakfast, you start to read the newspaper to him. He absolutely adored it when youâd read to him, due to your accent becoming more noticeable. Kal came over to you, stuffing his wet nose against the hand you held out to him. âYouâre such a good boy, Kal. Yes, you are,â you tell him in a baby voice, âyouâre my little angel arenât you? æçć°ć€©äœżâÂ
You clean the table, after eating your breakfast and get ready for the day. Henry was already out to go on a walk with Kal. It did indeed snow last night and everything outside was hidden underneath a thin sheet of white snow, so you made sure Henry was wrapped up in a thick scarf you made him and a black beanie. After giving you a kiss as if he was off to fight in a war, he and Kal happily walked through the front door, into the freezing cold. Him whistling and Kal buzzing with excitement.Â
Brushing your teeth and doing your makeup, you dance through the bathroom, in a good mood. You grab your phone that was propped up against the mirror, planning to put on the podcast you had been enjoying lately. You freeze seeing all the notifications, not having heard your phone due to it being on âquietâ. You swallow.
Oh shit.
There you were, plastered on the internet for everyone to see and laugh at. You and Henry making out on the parking lot of the Chinese supermarket. Was he going to be angry with you? It was your fault for teasing him after all. Oh no no noâŠ
âHenry Cavill and girlfriend were spotted having a steamy make out session outside local grocery storeâ
The headline read, making your face as red as a tomato. Trying to fight against it, you couldnât hold yourself from reading the next paragraph.Â
Being in the middle of winter, doesnât stop these two lovebirds from having a heated make out session in a parking lot!
Yesterday early in the evening, Witcher-superstar Henry Cavill was spotted with (to some) much younger girlfriend, designer, Y/N Y/L/N. The two have recently confirmed their relationship with an Instagram post from Cavill, showing a candid of Y/N, with the short caption âMy sunshine enjoying the sun shineâ. Last month Vogue came out with a video featuring Y/L/N in which Cavill and his dog Kal made an appearance, making fans go wild. It seems like the two really are living the life and we are excited to see more of them together!
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This was it. You could already hear your sweet grandma, praying to the ancestors to forgive you for your sins, lighting all the incense she could find. You were a disgrace to the family now. It wasnât that you were ashamed or felt bad about doing it, hell, everybody in the position would gladly sit on Henryâs shoulders and stick their tongue down his throat. You were just disappointed you got caught.
From downstairs you hear the door close with a loud thump and the pitter-patter from Kalâs nails on the hardwood floor, letting you know your two boys were back home. You nervously descend the flight of stairs, holding your head low and tightly clutching your phone in hand.Â
âHey, lovey! you really missed something, Kal and I could practically ice skate over the walking trails, it was so much fun!â Henry says enthusiastically as he hears you wander into the living room. You ignore him and plop down on the couch.
âIâm sorry,â you whisper, not meeting his eyes.Â
A frown makes its way onto his face.Â
âWhat are you sorry for, sweet girl?â His eyes hold a concerned look, not understanding what you were talking about. You huff out a breath and hand him your phone so he could see the article.Â
A roaring laugh sounds through the open space, making your head shoot up. âYeah, I saw it this morning when I went and checked my Instagram,â he chuckles, face still rosy from going outside.Â
âWe really gave the paparazzi a field day, didnât we?â He continues.
âYour ass looks great in this pic, though. Look,â pointing to the one were he had you lifted over his shoulder, but softens his voice when he sees how tense you were.Â
âAw, doll, loosen up, Iâm not mad or anything, if thatâs what you think. Iâm rather pleased now that everybody can see how happy we are and how much joy you bring me,â he lets you know nonchalantly, pressing a smooch to your forehead and starts to march towards the kitchen.
âYou want another cuppa, lovey?â
And just like that, you were back in your good mood, perplexed at how well he took all of this.Â
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How about an MC who is on the quiet side, the kind of being able to stay comfortable in a silence hours long without saying a single word, just enjoying the others' company, some music or the current landscape. But can easily start to ramble to no end about something that their attention, just to quickly shut up, most of the times because self-consciousness.
RFA Â with a Mc who can stay silent for a long time and easy ramble about something
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Jumin
Your husband looked over to you and observed you.
He loved days like these. Well actually, he loved every day, hour, minute, and second he could enjoy with you, his beautiful wife.
Currently, the both of you were enjoying a warm day in Italy, driving on a tractor and enjoying just the landscape with those wine grapes in the sun, growing with no worries.
He took your hand and with you he learned what it meant to enjoy the silence, but of course he also loved to hear your voice, just like now.
,,Did you know that years ago and even now, sometimes they do wine with their feet? Like, the grapes are being put in a big, I mean really big bowl and people step in, stepping on those grapes! I guess that they really had fun and still are having fun when they do wine, but I would never wear a white dress, imagine the mess⊠Jumin, later, maybe we can try it out too! Letâs make our own wine! But only the both of us, having other peopleâs feet would be kind of weirdâŠââ you mumbled and suddenly looked away, enjoying the landscape again.
Jumin chuckled and stroked your hair.
,,Of course we can,ââ he laughed happily.
This was the wife he loved and cherished.
Zen
At first it was kind of weird for Zen. He always had the feeling that you werenât enjoying the days you had with him.
But after some time, he noticed that it was perfectly fine, and he began to enjoy calm dates too.
He learned that the silence between the both of you was just so comfortable because it was with you.
Both of you were currently walking hand in hand through the calm night, the dark sky was being lit up by the stars.
Suddenly, you tapped on his shoulders.
,,Mh?ââ he asked you, excited to know what you were going to tell him.
,,Did you know that in Germany they actually count their weeks? Like, I saw that TikTok, Iâm not sure if I sent it to you where an American promised someone to do something by a week, letâs say week 20, and as he looked on the German callender, it said that he was currently at the end of week 19. I think itâs kind of useful! I always say the week after the next week but in Germany we could just say week 20! Or, week 40! Like, do you know how many weeks a year has? Instead of saying the third week in december we could say week 52!ââ you told him.
Suddenly, he began to laugh.
,,Wow, how did this come to your mind just now?ââ
,,Dunno, just saw a calendar,ââ you mumbled and smiled, and now it was his turn to say something about counting the weeks of a yearâŠ
BTW: I was today years old when I realized that counting the weeks is something that apparently only Germany does? And I hate my iPhone so much for not showing me the weeks on my calendar but now everything makes sense...
Yoosung
The both of you were the perfect couple because while he was the one who could talk 24/7, you were just the kind of person who would say one, two, or three things a day and then just shut up.
And even though he was scared at first that it was because of him, you one day explained to him, and it was kind of...amazing to hear you talking most of the time since you never talked so much.
,,I would rather enjoy the time I have with you and I donât think that we have to talk the whole time. Seeing you, feeling you, and enjoying the music at home with you is already enough for me,ââ you told him one day and honestly, ever since than Yoosung noticed how nice it is to have a moment of peace, to enjoy the nature, hear the wind blow or the nature move, he was really amazed how many things you were able to teach him and how much he could still discover with you.
Jaehee
,,With me, you donât have to worry,ââ Jaehee told you one day after you just apologized for not talking that much.
,,I wonât judge you for not talking the whole day. I know why you are acting like that and I understand you. I just want you to know that with me you can be yourself,ââ she chuckled.
Honestly, it was kind of sad to see that there were indeed more people like you that because of self-consciousness, didnât like to talk that much, didnât like to be noticed, but Jaehee wanted to help you as much as she could and if her support would already help you, she was more than happy to help you even more.
,,Yesterday, I saw how someone seemed to really enjoy your coffee and my cake and you know, I Just realized that we could be like in that Manhwa, the one Iâm reading currently, what was it calledâŠ? The duchessâ 50 tea recipes? I love that one and as I saw the person enjoy our coffee and cake, I noticed that thatâs how you feel when you make someone happy!ââ you told her a few minutes later.
Suddenly you were silent again and nervously chewing on your lips.
,,Ah, so my coffee and your cake is that good? Iâm happy that people are enjoying it!ââ Jaehee responded and took your hand.
She was honestly happy to hear you talk about your experience.
Saeyoung
,,I kind of see in you the girl from Kimi ni Todoke,ââ he told you and made you look up.
,,The black haired protagonist also doesnât talk much, but once she does she looks totally cute and canât stop talking. Thatâs really you,ââ he laughed and took a sip of his Dr. Pepper as he was taking a break.
Suddenly you began to talk about anime, startling him a bit. ,,You know, I loved that anime! Iâm also thinking of buying the manga because I never saw the mangaâs ending, but there are so many more stories like that one! For example, Say ,,I love youââ, that anime was also really good! I watched those early on when I was becoming an anime fan. Honestly, those animes were the best and now they all ended such a long time ago and I still have to read them⊠sometimes I kind of feel odd because I like this high school genre and there isnât that much for adult women like me to read, but when I can, the stories are so cute!ââ you said and Saeyoung really wondered if you werenât out of breath as you said so much at once without even catching your breath once.
,,Uh, shall I buy you the mangas then?ââ he asked you, thinking that perhaps now you would say something else to him.
But you just made cute eyes and nodded, but well, this was also okay for Saeyoung. As long as you were happy, he was tooâŠ
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