#and ohhh myyyy godddd

[fuckingarataswespeak]

let's go ireland!

[marshmellowtea]

i keep looking at the blinds in my room that my cat destroyed and feeling uncontrollable rage over it

[sweetmelodie]

FINALLY finished higurashi kai and im crying so much

[clementiens]

i really really really want to write again. but even before the double-move in three months and the apartment from hell and my cat grunkle stan dying and BEFORE THAT the year of long distance that just absolutely sucked the life out of me. i quit smoking cigarettes to get bottom surgery, i only ever really smoked while i was writing, and i haven't found anything to replace how it helped me stay on task. it's honestly so frustrating i've thought about taking up smoking again. i had a spliff mix for a while that i used if i wanted a joint but didn't want a whole joint's worth of weed, and that didn't really scratch this itch either, but i might try it again bc ohhh myyyy godddd i want to be creative and feel productive and without This Thing i'm just sitting looking at my ipad and losing track of time and giving up.

i think it was like. it's a little bit of a fidget but not enough that it would keep my hands from the keyboard. the act of lightning a cigarette became part of the habit so it would help me get into gear to start writing. the cigarette burning down was a visual of the time passing, and it was finite so there was a little pressure to not "waste" a cigarette by not getting a decent word count in during the time i was smoking. then i'd have to push a little harder until i earned the next cigarette, which did all the same things as the first one, while also giving me a short break to roll it once i switched to doing that, and all of those things kept me focused and on task. and idk what will meet all of those things!! but i also don't want to start smoking again bc my partner and i both quit around the same time (just coincidentally it was before we met) and i'd be embarrasseddd

[kookiecrush]

OHHH MYYYY GODDDD! Can't believe we're finally getting jjk1! 🙌

I almost can't believe it! 😳 Is this real life? Because it's like a dream come true 😭 I have a feeling Jungkook is really going to do something special. I don't know if we're ready!!

[awesamcozy]

oooohhhhhhh ohhhohhhhhhhhhhhh https://twitter.com/whotookquiche/status/1606831198034067456?s=46&t=e-WpT815rOxs_zclib48_w

i was applying chapstick and it straight up fell out of my hand oh my godddd in the top right u can see his tummy and the hem of his pants ohhh myyyy godddddddd

[thevisionaryprincess]

omg i don’t like influencers that are so blinded by fame and money and they’re not grateful for what they have!!!!!!!!

also i have a dispute with the alo gym omg i never thought i’d like have a thought like this but like to me it gives off the vibe of that one girl that you meet in every grade level that everyone swears is super nice and she acts really nice and you’re literally like the only one who knows she’s the devil in disguise like she is evil and so i feel like alo is being like ohhh hehe cute gym and workout attire and also this very exclusive gym that’s invites only like not even a subscription and oh we don’t invite anyone we only invite influencers that don’t give a crap if the whole world was on fire unless it’s where they live. anyways omg i swear to god i never ever expected to have like a semi negative thought like that about people that i literally don’t know like i shouldn’t be thinking that way but for the first time in my 17 years of living i am and i think this is coming from a place where i’m just realizing stuff and it’s kinda making sense in my head you know like we really shouldn’t put people on pedestals we’re all human i remember when i was a pre teen on the internet most of my time me and girls almost around my age they were a few years older we like sort of idolized these instagram like "influencers" i guess and we idolized them and admired them literally for just being pretty like that’s almost all we knew and cared about is that they’re pretty we didn’t care if they were like the worst person ever especially me i was always the youngest i was 10/11/12 when everyone was 13/14/15/16 and i just remember there were like multiple girls that were just idolized for being pretty and that’s like so iconic in a way and like girlboss vibes but at the same time it’s so blinding to the eye like good for you like that’s awesome that you’re getting all these opportunities and things that most girls dream of because of your looks but ohhhhh myyyy godddd i remember these "influencers" didn’t give an efffffff about their "fans" i guess, like they’d have loads of supporters and fan accounts spamming begging them like "please notice me" like literally thousands of comments and they didn’t give one single tiny microscopic bit of any sort of attention like i didn’t realize this then but i realized this now like these people have become so out of touch with reality like something that i hope and pray and i will make sure to stand by is that when i’m rich & successful i’ll never make money blind me like of course i’ll enjoy my money and success and have as much fun as i want and i’ll get what i want but i wont forget where i came from and i won’t view myself more than the people walking on the street they all have hopes and dreams just like i do and i won’t treat people less because i’ve been so blinded by what i have that i think i’m superior because of that and again i will!!!! enjoy my success and money and if i want to show it off i will because i can’t take it with me to the grave and if i want to be happy and not really be secretive about it i can but i will never treat anyone less because of that. i will never treat anybody less because they don’t have what i have. you don’t know how hard that construction worker is working to help and provide for his family. you don’t know how hard working that person is who’s standing on the side of the road in the sun waiting for a taxi or a bus to take him to his job that’s on the other side of the country. these people are not less than you. the woman working at the restaurant that you’re angry at for making a mistake while she’s working 6 days of the week to make ends meet is not less than you. people that have jobs that are not as "glamorous" as yours and don’t have/live a high maintenance lifestyle/routine are not less than you. you know who’s less than you? you are. you are less than who you think you are. you have this dreamy glamorous life that millions of people dream of but you’re so blinded that you forgot that not everyone lives like this. 99% of people don’t live like this. what truly matters is your heart. make even the slightest bit of change with what you have.

[aintmyjewelry]

wisconsin girlies… kwik trip has this raspberry lava cake coffee and ohhh myyyy godddd it’s insane. get it with some half and half and sweetener……….I love

[purpl3thugg3r]

OHHH MYYYY GODDDD IT WASENT ABT ME!! had me worried shaking in my boots 😣

[maddestmewmew]

im trying out chargers and ohhh myyyy godddd im so bad w them

[visual-explorxtion]

OH GOD I FORGOT YASHA ONLY GOT 16 HP LEFT

[skelley-sighs]

A lot of my katie mcgrath posts have the same tags as my cats posts.

[imreallyloveleee]

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[mindofharry]

omg OH MY GOD OHHH MYYYY GODDDD

[tonyandzivauk]

OMG GUYS.

I've just found out that I have TWO episodes of Ziva from season 17 that I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT!!!!!

I thought she only had two episodes at the start of season 17?!?!?!

No one told me.

Ohhh myyyy godddd

Last thing I saw of Ziva was her answering the phone to Tony and going off screen! Please tell me my OTP heart will get a little bit fuller with these two episodes I have not seen?! Pleaasseee

[wanderingcas]

I'm actually begging you to write a break up fic. I NEED to see Cas get some agency and to have Dean fucking GROVEL at his feet

ohhh myyyy godddd as a cas stan i happily accept this task while also writing dean in THEE most sympathetic light