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I'm at almost 200 followers. What should I do to celebrate?
#it's so weird seeing people interact with a blog that started as like#just a thing on the side#and now it's become my main blog#should i do a voice reveal or some shit like that lmfao#dog reveal?#fucking handwriting reveal
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i miss carpisuns sometimes </3
#not necessarily that I regret switching over but i just get like nostalgic for an earlier time in the ml fandom#s3 was soooo much fun for me#and the long hiatus before s4 was also the best. so good wasn’t ready for it to end when it did haha#things just feel so different in the fandom now#both the fandom has changed and I have changed#and of course the STORY has changed#and I like don’t know what to do about that or how to react#cause I am used to being one of the guys who is defending ml’s honor with my life lol#committed to spreading positivity#and I still want to be that guy!#but it’s like. idk. I don’t recognize this story anymore#this isn’t the same story that I fell in love with years ago. but I don’t want to just like Leave??#I do want to see how things play out bc I am still invested in these characters#and I would love to still be part of the fan community and connect with people over a mutual love for this thing#that has been important to me for years and has inspired me to create and learn new skills and make new friends!#but I also don’t just want to shut up and pretend I’m happy about things I am decidedly unhappy about lol#like it’s honestly surprising to me that a only a small minority of the fandom seems to feel the way I do?#and the majority are still super pumped and frustrated at the people who are complaining#and really. I don’t WANT to rain on anyone’s parade. I honestly don’t#I was part of the parade for years! I had the best time in the parade! I don’t want to ruin the good time!#so i try not to be too salty on main ? but i feel like I’m going a little crazy lmao! like I’m just one bitter little miser fhdjjd#i mean i guess it’s kind of a good thing that I moved blogs tbh lol#cause now when i whine only a fraction of the people have to be exposed to it 😂#but man i hate knowing that people might think of me as a salter#I mean it’s valid if people are trying to have fun and do not want to hear my complaining haha#but also do i automatically have to be a salter. are the only options support and defend ml 100% at all times or Be A Salter#or can there be a third category of certified ml lover that is just disappointed in recent events & disagrees with the new writing direction#is that too much nuance for tumblr lol#see maybe that’s why I miss carpisuns. she didn’t have to ask this question. she was only full of LOVE!#but therein lies the irony…like marinette I have made this choice out of love…for what the story once was…what is to become of me now…
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knowing i should take a step back from tumblr for my own wellbeing vs. being emotionally attached to this app and the people on it
#tumblr would be tumblr without me—as would the self ship community. it’s silly for me to feel so invested this Thing that is just that:#a Thing. it can’t give me the love or care or satisfaction with life that i’m looking for. i’ve been hiding on here—escaping reality.#because it’s fun to live in an imaginary world where i’m everything i want to be. where i’m the main character.#but in doing so i’ve been neglecting the ugly parts of my real life; the pain and hurt and harsh realities.#over the past couple months it has become apparent to me that i tend to put too much trust and effort into people#who have neither the capacity nor the desire to reciprocate.#so i just look like a fool in the end. (this isn’t about anyone here—just a pattern of behavior in general.)#at the end of the day#having thousands of followers on tumblr has no impact on my real life. if anything it makes me feel more isolated than ever.#because it’s yet another arena where i feel like i have to carve out my own space; i’ve never been good at taking up space.#anyway i suppose i’ll take the weekend away and see how i feel. i’ve had a lot of shit happening irl that has been so horribly difficult.#so maybe getting through all of that will help me feel more comfortable on my own blog again.#if you read this all i’m so sorry. i’ll prob regret posting my heartfelt thoughts in the future but at this very moment i don’t care.#self preservation be damned.#please support ficsforgaza; i’ll still be helping aleks over there because it’s one of the few places where i feel useful.#okay i’m done now. i’ll see you later. i wish you all so much love and nothing but the best.#tw personal
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hello friendz !! i am packing my bags and moving to @tetzoro !!! please come join me if ya want ^_^
back to navi.
#i’ve been so annoying about this all week to my buddies but i have made the decision to archive this blog !#i’ve had so many good memories here and have met so many amazing people that i get to call my friends 🥹#i’ll forever be thankful for this blog for giving me a safe space to be myself and fully indulge (aka go delulu) in anime men#a large part of me does not want to make the move but tbh it comes down to organization#when i made this blog i never thought i’d meet mutuals and find a community here#if i knew then what i knew now i would’ve just made a new blog from the start#but managing a main blog and side blog sucks !!! (for me) bc i view this as my main blog#and tbh a fresh start sounds really nice#so !! if u read all this im giving you a pat on the head and a freshly baked cookie#i hope to see u guys at my new blog !!!#i am going to try to follow a lot of u from it but also !!!#no pressure to become moots again if ya don’t wanna <33#love y’all sm#ALSO ! i will be keeping this blog up#forever my shrine to kuroo tetsuro#(my new blog is still v kuroo - centric .. don’t get me wrong. he is still the man™️)#okay im nervous !! laterz !!! <3#⁺. ʚ aims lore ɞ ⋆˙
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Watched the Sonic Movie and i LOVED it (ofc i loved it) soooo get ready for a Sonic Spam lol ✨️
#is this blog going to become a sonic blog again ? maybe 👀✨️#man.. i need to try to draw sonic again askfldkf#ah yes I'm gonna return to my .. humble beginning of when i started drawing as a sonic fanartist#ohhh ram loreee adkgkdls#well thankfully sonic is easier to draw than.. trans/formers or OW 😅#also i wanted to mention that 1. i screamed SO MUCH during this movie 2.i absolutely love Sonic SO MUCH#he will always be my favorite character EVER .. there's no one like him 🥺💙💙💙 ily sonic#anyway i will stop rambling ... i just wanted to say this on main🫡 now i will ramble in my side blog lol#ram talks
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very obvious url that this is me but whatever . due to my nature of being a people pleaser i have people following me on levon who i don’t like but they’re friends w my friends so im like yeah whatever but now people r reblogging my stuff and following me and its annoying. if you’re here it’s bc you’re my friend and i love you forever.
#i fear that even my levon blog is becoming a performance again which defeats the purpose of it#like i abandoned my main bc it makes me mad and i felt like a bug#and that blog was to free myself of shame but now it makes me mad too
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Do current Marvel Writers hate Professor Xavier or something?
#the past years’ comics’ writing makes no sense for his character#not to say he isn’t manipulative or a chessmaster in planning#but it seems very clear to me that the writers are doing everything they can to make the founding leader and father figure of the X-Men#as comically irredeemable and unlikeable as possible#in comparison to their obvious favorites#professor charles xavier#is no saint#but his main motivation had always been for mutants and humans to live together in harmony#so it makes no sense for him to be so obsessive towards Krakoa#to the point of sacrificing his own people and dooming humanity#if you want the original team to grow past depending on their leader you can do that without destroying their relationships#and the whole ‘you either die a hero or live long enough to become a villain’ schtick for charles is not a good look for Marvel#but this is just my opinion#an unpopular one but mine all the same#in my previous blog#I’ve said before that the only good thing to come out of the Krakoa arc#were the outfits#but now i feel like nothing about Krakoa was worth exploring as an arc#again#just my opinion#if the ‘97 X-Men series keeps fast forwarding through different arcs#i wonder if they will make the Krakoa arc easier to stomach if they include it at all#x men#xmen#marvel comics#marvel
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Mmmhh...
#(Basically rant on my last two posts)#I know I've said it before and sorry for coming off as annoying–#but I really wish we still had a central bsd blog on Tumblr like fy-bungoustraydogs or bsd-central or things of the kind.#I think now everyone rushes to post news first. And although there's merit to it in knowing news as soon as they happen‚#in the long run the death of this kind of central official content ***fan*** blogs is such a huge loss of fandom spaces‚#especially for the archiving purposes they solved. Especially today that T/witter and G/oogle have basically become unusable.#Literally. Literally. I've been doing official content archiving since I was 11#(because that's the very specific kind of mental illness I have)#and let me tell you that the quality of web search and especially reverse image search only got worse–#in a way that is very evident and noticeable. Which is crazy tbh and not how things should work.#If anyone would like to start a bsd-central kind of blog I'll be the first one to follow.#Actually if anyone actually wants to establish it feel free to contact me and I'll be more than happy to share the resources I have!!!!#It just needs to be something multi-modded for a series of reasons I won't get into right now#I just can't personally do it (not as main admin at least) because that would be modding my FIFTH active bsd blog–#and that's a little too much even for me.#On top of some ethical concerns I have regarding whether it'd be fair for me to mod a fandom central bsd blog–#when I feel like I can't genuinely share the same amount of love for the franchise other fans share#On top of. You know. Getting a degree eventually hopefully.#Then years after the blog has been solidly enstablished and aquired enough credibility it could even open a free donations found to invest–#in buying and scanning and releasing bsd content that hasn't been shared yet like the guidebooks or illustration books or everything else–#for everyone to see...#The dream. (Is realistically never going to happen) (Won't stop me from daydreaming about it every day)#((Still salty I couldn't afford the guidebooks only due to the shipment prices. I *would* have scanned and uploaded them.))#That was a long and idealistic rant. Kyotag out#Edit: *Modding my SIXTH bsd blog#Apparently I mod so many blogs I lost count of them
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i miss. the vibes of the rpc a few years back
#things just felt more. community based#people interacted more w each other on the dash and it felt like people were really there to interact and not just for a follower count#its probably rose colored glasses in a lot of ways bc thats when i was most active so thats when it was most enjoyable but#idk there was just something ab the days where u could have 50 followers and always be interacting w most of them#these days ill get 200 followers and the same 5 mutuals interacting all the time#and like. huge shoutout to them they know who they are but those people make this site worth being on#its just. idk its tiring when a lot of time is spent yelling into the void that is the dash and getting nothing back#and to some extent timezones r to blame and also my lack of writing but its. its not just a lately thing#its been getting worse for years and i think this is really the first time ive ever been like. not active on tumblr?#like im here but a couple of years ago the idea of me having a main blog and barely ever logging in or writing was absurd#i would be online and writing 24/7 if not here then on discord and wire#bc people were always around to interact with and now its just like. oh weve all grown up and become adults and no one has time#for each other anymore and its very. thats life thats how it is but it sucks idk#maybe this is 2 some extent projection also bc thats how things r irl rn but thats just. tahts not important
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I’ve been writing more on my main/NSFT blog, but I’m not sure what I want my next piece to be on here after posting my other Megumi piece :3 help me choose!
#miss interacting with everyone on this blog too 😭😭😭#so many of my old mutuals are gone which is crazy#so now I feel like an old man LMAO#I also feel so stuck with ending pt 1 of the knight!tobio fic (T_T)#also why are titles so hard#ALSO also I don’t know if any of the top three will become multi parts 😭😭#last time I did an ‘official’ multi part story was for Tsuki on my main#and I abandoned it 💀#but then I didn’t plan the Levi multi chap fic and there were five of them 😭#tobio x reader#kiyoko x reader#sakusa x reader#aot x reader#aot headcanons#[elle.chats]
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I was going to go 'man, I'll have to make a system side blog :(' until WRONG! Every blog is a system blog for me.
#I was wondering because I was going to jumpscare my singlet followers with an accidental system trauma realization#BOO! MENTAL ILLNESS!! type shit#Until I realized. wait. this is SUPPOSED to be my system blog#It's just become my main for everything so now it doesn't feel like one#but on top of that. almost all of my sideblogs r shared#which?? sideblog drop sometime#system posting#the bugz speak
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i need to do something for my project to show my supervisor tomorrow and it has to look like two weeks worth of work from a capable and well-adjusted person who has potential to get a good grade in this tough degree that requires commitment and decent time management. skipped my lectures and also a pub quiz to do that but guess what i haven't even started
#it's 2:30pm something is seriously wrong with me#i can't deal with this i need intervention and someone to tell me every single thing i need to do at every point of every day#idk what's gone wrong - it's going downhill quite rapidly now#i get rare moments of motivation#like last night where i caught up on a lecture and sorted out some other important life stuff#but then i didn't sleep until 4am#turned off my alarm because it was set for 7am#didn't wake up until 1pm.#i'm so sick of it why is it this hard to get enough sleep and then wake up at a decent time#in 3rd year of uni i should be good at this#it's been so long and if i don't become capable of doing that now then how am i going to survive elsewhere#when i don't have the choice to skip lectures and stay asleep#which is detrimental in itself because i want so badly to sit with the people i know and do at least a little bit of social interaction#:///#my main is back to being a rant blog it seems
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so youre telling me you can just. play rotational between diff worlds in ts3 with nraas traveller. absolutely insane.
#txt#non cc posting#sorry if this becomes a sims 3 blog now bc this was like one of my main hang ups. now i will proceed to live in CAW for all eternity
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Oh? So maybe the reason Frank won't be in Love Syndrome: The Beginning is because he'll be in The Rebound alongside Nammon Krittanai. The show's logo suggests that it's basketball-themed. Also, it will be directed by Golf Tanwarin (yay!) and it's a VIU original (nooo!).
But good for Frank tbh (and better for me lmao)
#jane watches stuff#the rebound the series#frank thanatsaran#nammon krittanai#golf tanwarin#how did this become such a frank themed blog#he's not even my fave lmao#but also#nammon my beloved#he worked so hard to get a main role and now here he is i'm cry#i love his whole vibe so much#this show needs to be a success#if only to show gmmtv what they've been missing#same with fiat's show(s)#next up: toptap and mek pls#tis the season for gmmtv revenge bl
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June 29, 2024
Hey so I really overestimated my own abilities to practice drawing regularly, but I have been doing some worldbuilding stuff for a fantasy story I've been playing around with on and off for a couple of years so here's some stuff I've drawn for that! (This story is completely for fun, I have no plans do much with it beyond personal hobby writing)
This is a map of the world (so far unnamed but idk if it would ever be important). For context, there are four different kingdoms, the humans, the faye, the gnomes, and the werefolk, but the human kingdom is blocked off from the other three by a giant wall of brambles (the red line). It wasn't always blocked off and the original size of the kingdom is shown with the light gray lines and rivers, except for the western border. It used to stretch all the way to the coast, but there was an invasion and that gray line just shows how far the border had been pushed back at the point when the wall went up. The blue lines are rivers, the brown triangles are a mountain range, and the green hashes are a thick forest.
This is the map of the human kingdom, Nalion, within the bramble walls because it's where the majority of the story would take place (in my head this would be a four-book series and you wouldn't leave Nalion until book three). Number 1 is the main character's hometown, number 4 is the capital city, number 6 is the location of the magic academy where the entire first book takes place, and the other three are major/story-significant cities.
These are just a bunch of emblems I felt like designing because there was an In-Story Reason for them and I got distracted from actually writing anything. The top four represent the four kingdoms, each of which was "blessed" by one of the four goddesses. (time is humans, space is faye, energy is gnomes, and change is werefolk). Below that is the symbols for the different orders of magic in the human kingdom. There are five different types of magic but each is actually just a different way to utilize time magic, so they all have an hourglass integrated into them. The outlined symbols would be the "royal" emblems for each order because this world is governed by a council of nobles led by five members of the royal family, each of which is the "keeper" of one order of magic.
#this was fun i've never talked about this project online before but it's been my main personal project for a while now#it's basically the project i use to practice different writing skills like worldbuilding and character design#depending on how the rest of the year goes#this blog might become a writing side blog because i'd love to talk more about this#or maybe just a non-fandom-related creative projects blog#beginner artist#learning to draw#one year of bad art#saf draws#worldbuilding#writer stuff#writeblr#fantasy worldbuilding
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( playing project diva for iono mmd ideas and literally how had i not considered beware the miku miku bacteria???
I’ll touch and feel around the inside of your brain I’ll infect to the top of your forehead with Miku Miku bacteria (nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan buu buu bu buu buu) x4 miku miku miku miku miku I whisper everyday from your headphones miku miku miku miku miku I infect you through your eyes and ears
this is literally just her what the hell. test song obtained. )
#iono iono bacteria............#first iono ortega one will b childish war. it WOULD BE INFLUENCER IS DEAD. IF THERE WERE MOTIONS FOR IT#maybe someday ill b able to do my own motions but LMAO NOT YET#me: im gonna talk to people after work!! also me: iono mmd#i might try the vr miku game rq too before im done now that we have the psvr2 o____o#just for u i will get motion sick miku JUST FOR U#ooc; out of cheri berries#every second that passes i become dangerously close to giving iono her own blog#dont do it i cant handle two main blogs at once dont do it please dear god
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