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orbitular · 2 months ago

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but what if jacks MOTHER is POKER FACE 🗣️⁉️ and that's partly why night swan has all the gaga coaches in prison......

#its 5am im pretty sure i woke up in a cold sweat thinking about this #and now im going straight back to sleep #just dance #just dance fandom #just dance 2025 #jd jack rose

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ra-vio · 7 months ago

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semester is almost over. im dying

#my oc #rune #mori #i have a project due tomorrow and its finally scared me back into drawing #even though i should be working on this project but im SO SO SO TIRED #i went on an outing like 2 weeks ago the same week that i walked everywhere cause i was desperately #trying to get my taxes done but thats a different story but the point is i was walking a lot and i went on an outing where i stood all day #and then i had to go to class the very next day thinking i was fine but i wasnt.#and that same day after i walked across the city because i absolutely had to pick a thing up. i think the same week i met up with my mom #a couple of times but i was walking the whole way there. my point is that for 2 weeks straight i have been rigorously walking everywhere #and on my feet all the time with little breaks in between and my feet fucking hurt man #i need this semester to be OVER i need to sleep for a MONTH #but i cant because i have to scrape together SOME of this project and finals are next week #this class this project is for fucking sucks. all semester ive been teetering the line between pass and fail #and its not even my fucking fault. im so burnt out so i dont want to do this project. but i might fail if i dont #i need to at least demo it but i have like. one thing done and i dunno what to tell my TA about i #how do i tell my TA and prof that everything is too much for me so i absolutely could work on this project #my laptop is broken so im afraid to use it. the server kept going down last month so i was afraid to use that #so many stupid little things keep piling up and i'd sound really weird trying to explain why i cant do my work #because my desk is on the floor and it makes me really sad so no i cant do my hw. my fave candy has red40 in it so i had to stop eating it #but now i cant do my work because i was using it to help me focus on my hw. LIFE SUCKS BRO #anyway whatever happens. i cant wait to play video games again

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chalupaconspiracy · 6 days ago

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#vent post #suicide tw #my go to response to everything can not be “i want to die.” like great #its not like I actually want to or will follow through on it but fuck.#years worth of character growth and here I am back in fucking a middle school mindset.#like what even is the fucking point.#why am i trying to hard for people wuo do not care.#i feel so stupid.#and like I dont know what to do.#i tried to fix things and it just made them worse.#and i'm still in so much pain!!!!!!!!#just the funky little cherry on goddamned top.#its almost worse than highschool because at least then I didnt know what i was missing yet. and i didnt hurt all the time.#i could sleep for a day straight.#what is the point of getting up each day #being in more pain #and not able to find anything fun.#and being just a massive wet blanket to all my friends. for zero reason.#and then it just isolates me further.#and how stupid and petty and self fucking pitying it all is. like either get over it #have a massive spiral and get ACTUALLY in a dangerous situation #or just continue to sit and feel miserable for no reason and with no resolution.#like im not good at my job right now #im barely keeping my head above water.#like im so fucking done.#i dont know what to do or where to turn.#and im terrified that im going to fully dislocate my spine and be paralyzed.#it should not be floppy!!! it should not look like a patient with whiplash!#there is nothing to prevent it from moving out of place #so i just go about my life and hope that looking over my shoulder doesnt send me to the hospital.

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toytulini · 3 months ago

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its clean its fucking clean i cleaned it

#toy pic post #undescribed #40gal #then dad dismissed how much fucking effort it took whether intentionally or not and i got so angry cos i already was having to #outsource reward chemicals or whatever the fuck to chocolate covered pretzels and a soda #and i was so overwhelmed from exhaustion and overstimulated to be fucking graciously regulating my emotional responses to him saying #Stupid Shit that i just got so angry i had to sleep #but i was. really determined. to manuafacture some kinda fucking reward. so i played viddygame until i fell asleep #bc that seemed like it would be better for my brain than straight up rage napping #anyway. i will. attempt the 90gal tomorrow. todayrrow. im going to. get up and get a snack and then brush my teeth and go to bed for real #bc i just cant stop fucking Horse Sleeping. i guess #so close #still much to do. i have to do the 90 and put the plants back on top of the 40 but its already so much quieter in here #which is good for me not being driven insane by. the sound of my failure to do a task.#shit i still need to dose fertilizer as well. i will try to do that before i go back to sleep #but i was too fucking angry to be thinking about Ratios of Liquid without exploding so its good i didnt attempt it earlier probably #anyway.POSTIVES: ITS CLEAN. I CAN SEE IN THE TANK AGAIN. THE PLANTS I SHOVED IN THE TOP ARE GROWING CRAZY #EVEN IF THEYRE A BIT UGLY AND LEGGY. I DIDNT FIND ANY DEAD FISH. THE KUHLIS CONSTANTLY SWIMMING UNDER THE ALGAE SCRUBBER #WAS A LITTLE ANNOYING AND INCONVENIENT BUT ALSO. CUTE AND ENDEARING. I LOVE THE STUPID NOODLE ANIMALS #i got a lot done today even if it wasnt all i wanted and many of the tasks were tiny. it got the big fucking task done that was hanging ove #over my head for weeks and making me feel intensely guilty. and now its so QUIET. like the 90 is still loud sure! but its just One of them #now!#the fucking palpable relief

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micamone · 5 months ago

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hey guys

#vent #just... gimmie a sec im gonna put it in the tags i cant find the readmore on my phone rn #im havin a straight up not good time but not the worst in the house!#the worst is my cat. whose old and dying. and i have no money to put to sleep to fuckin put us both outta this misery #typical. she cant get a heart attack and go fast like my moms dog #shes gotta wail and be ill for a month while im recovering from one surgery and trying to get ready for the next #its also an amazing time for my ocd that i learned i have from artists on hear explaining what it is to send me into spirals #over germs. but shes just 20 with teeth and respiratory issues her whole life and been struggling with constipation #so i KNOW how shes dying. shes backed up and hungry and dehydrated but feeling bloated still and not eating or drinking.#shes probably got arthritis and has been moving like a geriatric for a while but its to the point now she wont even lay down. shes just #perched on a pile of towels in the bathroom dozing and occasionally crying for me to come pet her. im so fuckin tired #and theres nothing i can do! the vet i could find a timeslot for in a reasonable time said 500$. so thats cool. im paying 1000$ for me in #a week for my stuff and its just. god all she and i are doing is crying and it sucks ass #she wants company for comfort and i dont blame her - so the fuck do i!#but i cant sit in the bathroom with her my damn legs keep going numb. and my roomate 1) cant emotionally buoy me thru this #and 2) has a long work day tomorrow and its already mad late. sigh #dont try to offer me condolences ive worked thru her dying already its just now we're botb exhausted in the form its taking #if anything i just need another distraction to keep me from spiraling over something again #edit: ARUGH AND THE OTHER CAT THROWING UP IN THE OTHER ROOM. GOD DAMN IT #the younger one has so many allergies and wont stop fucking eating things off the floor babygirl i am BEDRIDDEN you gotta stop eating shit #off the floor!!!!!!!! you have specialty food for a reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#awesome it was right in my bed

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genekies · 8 months ago

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#my cats eyes #vent in tags #ive been so depressed lately that ive been sleeping through everyday and night #only waking up to feed my cat then i go back to sleep #ive been doing this for the past few days #doesnt help that im also sick #but anyways yeah. ive slept through about 5 days and now its my birthday and im so fucking tired.of everything #my friends think im fine because ive been going to house shows and stuff but thats only because i force myself out of bed to go to them #then right after i leave i go straight back to rotting in my bed and sleeping #also i thought my mom wasnt going to say anything to me but she just texted me something so thats cool #i gotta get in the shower bye for now

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raksh-writes · 9 months ago

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We're going for a full day trip from uni tomorrow and instead of being excited, I've been dreading it because my brain's trying to leak out my ears since saturday and nothing's helping. At this point I don’t even know if its a migraine type of thing or sinuses related or whatever. Im definitely oversensitive to the light and sound, and my ears feel kinda stuffed? Achey and all wierd. It's making the simplest things feel impossible because I can barely think straight.

I don’t know what to do. I hate it here ;_;

#personal #vent #Ive already skipped classes today in case its like a cold or smth and it could get worse #bcs I Did have a very light fever too #but the headache is so much worse right now #like smth is truing to squeeze my skull and crush it like a melon #Ive taken different painkiller couple hours ago but it did nothing #might try just straight ibuprofen tho I hate that Ive been using it almost everyday for like a week rn #but its the only thing that seems to somewhat work #Ive been trying a heatpad for the past hour in case its sinuses related but no luck #only a very temporary relief thats possibly making it overally worse #and even worse I have to get up at like 4:50/5:00 in the morning so Im def not getting much sleep ;_;#so its not gonna help whatsoever #Im tempted to stay home but its too good an opportunity to spend time with my new group of friends #worse case scenario I guess I'll buy myself an earlier train ticket and go back alone if I feel truly awful #I hate my body sometimes...

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leafwateraddict · 1 year ago

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Think i just experienced sleep paralysis for the first time?That shit is awful oh my god??

#i was literally in the middle pf a dream when i suddenly realizd i was asleep and startd panicking #like straight up yelling and I could feel my mouth moving and feel my arms struggling #how do people deal woth this??#im scared to go back to sleep :(#sleep paralysis #not fun #leaf posts #how am i supposed to sleep now??

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kresnikcest · 11 months ago

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I lived bitch

#now im gonna sleep for a day and go straight back to work but #i should be normaler now #gonna edit some posts and answer ppl #im incoherent under stress #v #ot

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chaotictomtom · 1 year ago

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hehe hoho feeling absolute rage!!!!!!!!!

#i thought mothers in laws being the worst human possible was a myth. guess what #GOING BALLISTIC 👍#i don't give a shit abt her being all lovey dovey and shit but straight up homophobic and transphobic in my back.#even if after months and months living (hell) with her she never misgendered me nor say anything abt her son being with a man #kinda impressive to be that respectful for this amount of time then in reality being the biggest bigot on earth #like damn. she do be commited to the bit huh (making ppl she's not bothered by my existence) (when in reality she kinda wants me dead)#but like. ALL THE OTHER THINGS.....#IM USED TO THE HATE CRIMED BUT HAVE TRULY LESS TOLERANCE ABT THE TURMOIL BF IS GOING THROUGH BC OF HER LOL #thank fuck so many good ppl who also know who horrible she is are supporting bf with me #the more i learn abt her the more!!!!!! im loosing my temper lmao help im never angry what am I supposed to do with all this #IT'S NOT ONLY SHIT SHE DOES TO HER OWN SON SHE'S TERRIBLE WITH OTHER PPL 💀💀💀💀#i want so badly to warn that company abt the abuse she did to one of the worker going there but i caaaan't #and god knows it reminds me of my groomer and how there's a risk she could do that to other ppl if no one does anything 💀#I mean abt my groomer it is a certainty as he did abuse another wee lad after me and started with another lass and. idk what he's up to now #and it does not help with sleeping at night. but anyway hoping that she won't pull out shit like that with the other workers #she drove everybody working at that company away for having the reputation of being absolutely horrible anyway lmao 💀💀💀💀#sorry for renting no one gives a shit but im simply!!!! loosing it ++++++#need to find a way to channel this anger now lol help!!!!!!!! what do now #tomtom_is_rambling #tomtom_is_venting

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muffingnf · 2 years ago

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b12 deficiency is srsly so annoying like i completely forget i have it until im exhausted dragging myself across the floor like Omg why am i so tired? and then i remember my injection is due as if it hasnt been like this every 3 months for the past 6 years 😭 and im exhausted but cant SLEEEEP its 3:30am and i am. tired

#and my chronic illness means i cant take supplements #it has to be administered via injection every 3 months for the rest of my life #yknow Sometimes. i would say the b12 deficiency is worse ok i said it!#my autoimmune disease is like. somewhat stable right now i can function well enough #but god damnnn the weeks of pure exhaustion that stop me from doing Anything is just killing meeeeee #made worse by people being like Yeah im tired too :/#girl i could sleep for 24 hours straight and wake up and go straight back to bed again #dorry for life postint

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toytulini · 6 months ago

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i made an oc thats at least nicknamed "Stupid" and im constantly thinking about what a power move that is tbh