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a scene from a solangelo fic im writing!! (it might get cut out in the final version though lmao)
#if you connect the sparkles of the shards correctly you can make a fish :)#also this is the reason i havent posted art in forever!#and now ill disappear again#heroes of olympus#the sun and the star#nico di angelo#solangelo#pjo hoo toa#nico x will#riordanverse#percy jackson#pjo
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cloth waltz 💫
#enstars#ensemble stars#shu itsuki#*crawling out of sewer after disappearing for months again* hey guys whats up#i rlly hope it wasnt too jarring :< ill probably only be on this sideblog to post art from now on. at least for a while#anyway happy birthday shu!!! my most specialest most favoritest in the whole wide world#so glad to actually finish something i started on time (last minute...) bc that hadnt been easy recently#even if it is just an old sketch i pulled out to color. this ones a bit experimental i had fun#my art#fanart
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HELLOOOOOOO i got super into vocaloid (GIANT EXPLOSION)
#sorry for disappearing!!!!! i had some personal stuff going on#and wasnt feeling good at all :( but i am back now B) hello#the last one is a redraw of a symphony keychain i want it soooo bad#IVE ALWAYS BEEN INTO VOCALOID BUT NOT LIKE. TO AN INSANE DEGREE LIKE I AM RN#AUUUUAAAUUUHGHGHG#i love gumi btw ive been listening to a lot of gumi and luka songs THEYRE AWESOME#hoping that my brainrot lasts a long time LOL#i want to be sick in the head over an interest again + theres so much to vocaloid#liek ill be here for forever#EVERYONE SHOULD LISTEN TO LOVE ANATOMIA BTW#BUT ANYWAY YEA THATS ABOUT IT OK BYEREEEEE#vocaloid#kasane teto#megurine luka#gumi megpoid#kaito#kagamine len#hatsune miku#初音ミク#巡音ルカ#鏡音レン#カイト#重音テト#felix art
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Birth
@saltydkart-reblogs @sanctoklinge
#whyd i put that note in the bottom of the comic you ask?#well. its bc im paranoid your honour#i dont want the old white guys in suits to come after my ass i am just a babey#Anyways i think i got the date right if not ill delete my account and disappear into the woods never to be seen again#saltydkdan#sanctoklinge#ms pastey#cherris canvas#and now to work on and off on my cringetober doodles weeeee#also one of the only times ill tag pastey in my fanart bc i dont wanna bombard him with my silly art#i just hope you have a good day wahoo
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#rottmnt#vent art#low quality#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt donnie#rise of the tmnt#mutterseelenallein#i just needed company now#i just needed someone around#feeling invisible#isolation#avpd?#it is microwave popcorn for dinner again folks#chronic loneliness#mental illness#does anybody love me when i'm not around?#i could stay right here or disappear and nobody'd even notice at all#kls art
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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guys i think i like one piece
template by @bweirdart !!!!!! YOURE SO COOL
#RAAAA I LOVE ONE PISS#template reignited my obsession mid ultrakll mania shdjsj#ill promptly disappear again now that i bought the full game im sorry 😭😭😭😭#one piece#my art!!
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just one of those nights again (thought about n so hard i started Physically feeling sad like theres a weight on my chest)
#clai speaks#this is not something people should be doing.#got reminded of the fact that the bw ending theme is called Onward to Our Own Futures AUGHHHH#everyone starting the next chapters of their lives going on to better times#n's future now truly being His Own. no one will treat him like a tool or a puppet again#on the flip side. their futures are Only their own. n is alone. protag chases him without leads. cheren and bianca left behind#those two left being too busy to see each other much. the disappearance of their third friend probably contributing to the rift#on just n's part it was probably for the best for him. finally not being tethered to anyone he Had to go explore that newfound freedom#i dont blame him for leaving the Second he had the chance i wouldn't want to stay where i was either#its just unfortunate he and protag didn't have a way to contact each other after once he'd had time to cool off#n valuing his friends so much but being so so bad at making them and listening to them. i'm gonna be sick i'm ill i'm weary#cannot stand him or like. any other bw character i need this game erased from existance so i may know peace again#i mean i think typing this post isnt helping me i think i feel worse. oops! anyway
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having swap au thoughts. *slaps roof of claus* there's so much mental illness in this guy. im gonna blow up everyone in the room and then myself
#what if you felt unbearable guilt because your brother went missing in the two seconds you were separated#and you feel like there mustve been Something you couldve done to prevent it#if only you had stuck together. if only you hadnt let him tag along on your basically-a-suicide-mission in the first place#but none of those things happened so you go through three years blaming yourself#continuing to search for him because maybe hes still out there. and maybe exhausting yourself on an aimless search is a way you can atone#and then you're pulled into this big destiny adventure so your searching is put on the back burner#you're so busy doing important things and meeting new friends and there are points in your adventure where your heart feels lighter#and maybe you open up just a little about the crushing guilt you feel. and your new friends say it wasnt your fault#maybe you start accepting that your brother is really gone but you have to keep living your life#saving your brother was a far out dream but saving the world is something you have the power to do#so you try your best. so you dont fuck up this time#your guilt becomes the fuel keeping you going#and then at the end of your journey#you find out one of the biggest obstacles on your journey#the human chimera that you felt kinda horrified at and a little bad for even as you fought them#is your brother you've been mourning and agonizing over not being able to save#so um. The Guilt is even worse now#now he doesnt just feel responsible for his death. he Now feels responsible for him becoming this Creature Thing under porkys control#and in a lucas dies scenario. hoogh i cant imagine how claus would feel after that.......#however the thing that spurred this post was thinking about the lucas lives postgame scenario (it just got a bit out of hand lol) so.#your brother is alive and back home again and youre so unbelievably glad#but the guilt still creeps up every time you see how much hes Changed. physically and mentally#you had just started to accept the fact youd have to live without your brother but somehow having him back is almost just as painful#things cant just go back to how they were before. youll never be the exact same happy family as you used to be#its strange adjusting to having lucas back and its strange trying not to step on each others toes with their trauma#you cant help but be clingy because you couldnt bear it if he disappeared again under your watch#but nobody wants to be watched all the time especially when youre recovering from your brainwashed identity as an army commander#FUCK I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT I WANTED TO RAMBLE MORE AUGH. THEY MAKE ME SO ILL. i swear its not all angst theres some lightheartedness in it#mother 3 swap au#mothfics
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IM SERIOUSLY AT THE END OF MY FUCKING ROPE I CANT HANDLE BEING IN PAIN ANYMORE HOLY FUCK I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT I CANT DO IT
#chronically ill#chronic pain#vent#i dont have a doctor I can go to#I don’t have any interventions that do shit#I don’t have access to weed#and now I don’t even have a therapist to help me cope#bc she disappeared six weeks ago and I have no clue when or if I’ll hear from her again#I cannot do this#this is beyond what I have the capacity to handle#I want to be done
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they're having fun!! (well, at least yuuji and nobara are)
#jjk#itadori#fushiguro#itafushi#nobara#Itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#jjk fanart#jjk art#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen fanart#ellis art#sorry for being gone for so long. now ill disappear again 🫡
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mmg,, i might hiatus again,,,
I'd hate to do it, but there's no joy in crab posts as of right now, and also as of a long while ago.
Managing messages and responding to people in replies and being tagged and all the stuff in inbox is. a lot.
I never intended or expected crab blog to get this big, and it feels like such a chore to do at this point. Not that I dont like it, and not that I dont enjoy the fellow crab lovers, but it's certainly overwhelming.
That plus other socials and such that I manage and real life stuff is just. IDK, it's a lot. Usually, if I get to this point, I just drop off, maybe delete the account if I really can't stand it, but I'm definitely not going to do that here.
At the very least, I'm going to empty out the submissions that have been piling up, but after that, I'm not sure. I may not even get through all of those, I've already been relying on those for a long time at this point, and I think that's pretty obvious.
It feels like a hassle to deal with those anyways since most people don't even identify what type of crab it is that they submit, so I have to take the time to find it, which is usually not at all easy. There are so many posts that I've just had to guess what to tag it as because I just don't know, and there's no solid answer that I can find, at least not usually.
Which is also partially my fault, I've never said anything about it before, and I never specified it at an earlier time to make incoming ones less stressful to deal with, but even so I just. I don't know, I don't.
I don't know exactly when it'll happen, but it's the most likely thing to happen from here. I think I'll modify some stuff about how I handle the daily-crabbys blog to make it easier on me when I come back, but I'm not entirely sure what that'll be. I've never managed a successful daily posting account before, I haven't the slightest clue how to make it all easier on me.
Sorry that this has gotten so long, I didn't mean to rant. There's just so much that I feel like I need to say.
This isn't something coming out of nowhere, and it isn't going to be immediate. I've thought about wanting to do this for a while, and I know I did this already not too long ago, but I didn't really change anything for myself, so I'm just burnt out a lot faster.
Sorry again, both for the length of this and the fact that it's going to happen, but I've just got to make things better for myself before I carry on long term. I really just fucked myself over by not doing this the first time, but if I don't do something about it eventually then I'll just end up hating this blog too much to continue.
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#not crab posting#heads up that this is quite a long post so in case you may not want to read it all(dont blame you) theres just a few things to know#firstly this isnt a random decision i made. ive thought about it for a while and dont think i was ready to come back in the first place#second is that it will not take place immediately! i dont want submissions to sit for too long so ill empty those out before i disappear#this includes a few that i wouldnt ordinarily post or have never found the right time to post. theyve just gotta go#third is that it is no ones fault. well thats not true. its mine. i didnt make changes i should have the first time i went on hiatus#im suffering severely from that now and have burnt out wayyy too fast. which is again no ones fault but mine#im going to change things to make it easier to handle. i need to if i want to keep this going for a long time which i very much do#i just cant when the thought of posting on here every day makes me so unhappy. im just too overwhelmed#im not sure what the changes will be just yet but they're going to be beneficial to me greatly
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It is November now. Maybe next year I’ll actually do Linktober like I wanted to. Or maybe I’m lying to myself. Guess we’ll see!
Moving on from that!
Imagine Wild having to leave for totk, and for the chain only about a month goes by. For Wild though, by the time he sees the chain again, it’s been a couple years.
Now that’s a lot of potential for emotional devastation but I won’t do that to you right now. Instead I’ll give you this:
It’s been a while since the chain has seen Wild, and it’s been even longer since Wild has seen the chain. One day, not too long after Wild kicked Ganon’s rehydrated ass, a portal opens in his hyrule. Out from that portal comes the chain, and it takes them a minute to realize that this isn’t a new hyrule, it’s their missing member’s.
And then Wild shows up. And this is Wild who, to them at least, they saw just a month ago. And now his hair is a bit longer, he’s wearing his charged set, his arm, and when he “showed up” it was in the form of falling from the sky, which now that the chain has had to look up where the hell did those floating islands come from?!
I just think in a situation where you ignore the angst and pain and horrors of it (or at least hold off on those until later) it has the potential to be absolutely hilarious.
#linked universe#lu chain#legend of zelda#the situation that is tears of the kingdom#wild disappearing for supposedly a month#and showing up again with a whole new wardrobe#and new trauma!#but we don’t need to talk about that just yet#lu wild#lu but totk happens#give the feral fashionable little guy a hug#i love them all so much#linktober#tears of the kingdom#all the links#they are family#they’re my silly little guys#i love each and every one of them#ill shut up now
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hi . spoilers for tears of the kingdom (not story related, mostly depths stuff)
imso obsessed. im obsessed with the concept that the depths are a mirrored version of the land it dwells underneath
the secret hot springs in the hebra mountains are caused by lava pools directly underneath their locations in the depths. that means the depths have been here since botw, very likely long before that. i mean, of course the depths have been there, there's thousand-year-old structures there, but still. somehow, the sight of something in the depths causing change on the surface makes u Realize it
the elevation in the depths is mirrored. miles underneath hebra mountain, there is a deep deep valley in the decayed earth. under tanagar canyon is a ridge of risen land. the land that corresponds with the gerudo highlands is low and deep. the bodies of water on the surface are now walls in the depths
the lightroots perfectly match the shrines in location. the lightroot's names are just their corresponding shrines' names backwards. it's a wonderful tool to find shrines u haven't found yet—lightroots are generally easier to discover than hidden shrines, and it's very clear to the player where they have missed one since the map is empty there. get all the lightroots, and you now know where all the shrines are located
the concept that the depths are mirrored is a very unique way of aiding the player in exploration. i've seen a shrine on the surface map, so i flick to the depths map and mark the spot where i know the lightroot will be. i can't see it, though, and upon closer inspection it's because the shrine on the surface is at a lower elevation. given that the depths are mirrored, i now know the lightroot is high up, the glow blocked by a cliff i didn't know was there . that is so cool
i love the depths so much. did any of us expect an entire world underneath hyrule ? was that said in the advertisements or presentations, that there would be a whole other map of content that's not the sky islands? no wonder the game took so long to make. fuck. imgoing crazy
#qktalks#rant over im sorry im just so ill abt this#sike . rant not over i just thought of smth#did the dragons disappear into the skies in botw bc they couldn't go to the depths?#and are they now drifting down there because it's open again and they miss it?#or is it just as new to them and they're exploring just like we are?#are they going down there to ''cleanse'' the place? to see what needs saving?#or are they traversing it to meet the new life they're supposed to protect?#are they going down there because they want to or because they have to?#okay rant over now <3#tears of the kingdom spoilers#totk spoilers#tears of the kingdom#totk
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listen idk much about gravity falls but that bill cypher dude reminds me of my old childhood oc and i felt the need to draw the lil fella again
#ray art#ray ocs#bill cipher#idk if this counts as bill cipher fanart but eh im counting it why not#and i am just now realizing that ive misspelled “cipher” as “cypher” this entire time after typing in his tag IM CRYING#THATS MY BAD IDK WHY BRAIN REGISTERED CIPHER LIKE THAT#i missed drawing this oc a lot tho damn its been ages#my lil eye creechur <33#also hi hello im back after a. While! Again!#ik i keep on saying ill post more soon and then just disappear for another million months but im hoping this time i'll actually post more#ima try to post more doodles and whatnot instead of thinking i gotta post polished stuff all the time
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i might just be off for a few days im sorry
#* / 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 ���𝐧 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬 . ooc#vent tw ig but#im way too stressed to properly write rn#everythings piling on top of itself and im like#literally staring at a fucking mountain of problems and i Have No Hands to climb with#if that makes sense#ill feel a lot fkn better when its all sorted out but#right now i just wanna disappear into a game and forget the outside world#i really thought i was in a good enough space to start writing again#but as always#men ruin fucking Everything
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