#and now i've graduated.
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me, a responsible being, working on the coding project as I should vs. me, a dysfunctional shithead, getting distracted by reading about brains (once aGAIN damnit (it's my favorite "I need to study my field but bc I should do that it's an impossible unthinkable feat now, so I'm reading about something else to fool my brain I'm still being productive"-topic))
#but after my thesis me & brains have been on a break bc got tired reading abt them during that (bc I had a topic that sorta allowed me to#sidetrack to brain stuff also) but seems I'm over the brain overload now#yay? i guess#also no one who actually studies medicine/brains/etc. yell at me abt wikipedia and like ''why are u studying that like that''#I'm just going through the wikipedia & reading article abstracts path; nothing serious#also my procrastination has reached inhuman levels like it's a full-time job now#bc I have like a chill week's worth of work to do and then I've done the courses for my bachelor's degree#but sending in that ''heyy i'm done with the courses let me graduate''-thing fills me up with sO MUCH anxiety & dread I'm working so slow#now (even tho couldn't send that in for like a month bc gotta first wait the courses to be graded and stuff so in actuality I should#not be slowing down even a bit bc I need to finally be done with this damn degree asap; gotta move on and should've ages ago (it's actually#super bad how late I'm with it (1.5 mf years jesus christ; I'm not even like a little bit proud abt getting a degree anymore like I'm sorta#just embarrassed if I have to tell ppl like ''yea I graduated'' bc dude ?? only now?? u were supposed to be done with that 1.5year#ago what have u been doing (fuck if I know) so I'm keeping it like ''if anyone asks'' basis)))#(the tags and parantheses started a life of their own lol sorry abt that)#studyblr#studyspo#bookblr#booklr#study#november 2024#2024
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✶ INTERACTIVE FICTION RECS 2.0 ✶
✶ College Tennis: Origin Story - @collegetennisoriginstory (wip)
✶ REMEMBER, YOU WILL DIE - @vapolis (wip)
✶ Crown of Exile - @ramonag-if (wip)
✶ We Wretched Creatures - @darkfictionjude (wip)
✶ The One Chosen - @parrotwatcher (wip)
✶ Checkmate in three moves - @checkmatein3moves (wip)
✶ Zorlok - @zorlok-if (wip)
✶ Chop Shop - @losergames (wip)
✶ Such Happy Campers - @girlfromthecrypt (wip)
✶ The Bureau - @morbethgames (wip)
✶ Citadel - @bouncyballcitadel (wip)
✶ A Tale of Crowns - @ataleofcrowns (wip)
✶ Bad Ritual - @heart-forge (wip)
✶ The Onryō Of Osaka - @osakaonryoif (wip)
✶ Insert-Rich-Family-Name - @when-life-gives-you-lemons-if
✶ A Mage Reborn: Book One - @mage-parivir (there's also a demo for book 2 but I think the author isn't working on it anymore??)
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VN'S
✶ Reanimated Heart - @reanimatedheart (wip)
✶ Midheaven: Winds of Ambition (wip)
✶ Witches x Warlocks
✶ Chronicles of Tal'Dun (you can play the first chapter for free)
✶ Going Live! (this one gave me trauma :D)
✶ Therapy with Dr. Albert Krueger
✶ Wake Me Up If You Need Me
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if recs 1.0 & if recs 3.0 & new projects recs
#there's even more now!!!#honestly I've played so many ifs that i have a problem remembering their names#it's a curse i tell you#feel free to share some recs of your own!#i'll have four to five months free after graduation and I plan on spending all of my free time gaming :D#dionrecommendsifs#if#interactive fiction#visual novel#indie game#interactive novel#choice of games#itch.io#gaming#rpgs
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I think if he's an immortal cosmic deity he should get cool as flarp powers. to be honest.
#WHAT IF HES WAY WAY MORE POWERFUL THAN ANY VILLAIN WHO TRIES TO STOP HIM BUT HE JUST.#NEVER USES HIS POWERS. IN CASE HE HURTS SOMEONE#he's sworn to never use them ever. even for good#because he's seen how power hungry people with power get#in a perfect world season 3 would have wander revealing What he actually is and finally needing to use his true power#to save his friends etc#would be so cool..............#woy#wander over yonder#wander#woy fanart#woy season 3#woy spoilers#OKAY. LAST PERSONAL DESTRESS ART BEFORE COMMISSIONS. PROMISE. I'm very good at this#sorry to keep people waiting!!! but I've finally graduated so I have time to do commissions now!!!#yyayyyyy!!!!#described art#accessible art#woy wander#wander woy#wander fanart#woy art
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#spheal#i wish i could post circular images on tumblr. because this one is deserving of a fully circular PNG. i could technically just take a#regular square image and then make the edges transparent to make it *effectively* a circle‚ but like… would that appeal?#if that would appeal then i'll do it. i don't think it would be *too* prohibitively hard. i would be willing to make an addendum#with a circular transparent image of spheal staring at the screen if enough of you want it. either way#this guy rolls everywhere and i think tumblr is gonna like that. i feel like this is gonna end up being a well-liked pokémon amongst tumblr#as in. i feel like. it already is. because. of how it is. i just don't know bc spheal isn't like. one of my favorites#it's cute don't get me wrong but it's just not one i think about all the time. it's one that i'll like if prompted but not unprompted#i'm gonna stop before i dig myself into a hole. i beat totk finally. it was very good and i honestly had way way more fun with it than i did#with botw. i have my criticisms obviously. it's not perfect it's not pmd. but it was very good. and now i've moved onto the next game in my#backlog. which is very long but i'm steadily working through it. hopefully i can get it done before i graduate this december and stop having#any time for the rest of my life ever forever to play video games. dreading that day. but uh#until then i will game. and hang out with my friends. and go on tumblr. and do all these things i like to do. until i no longer can#wow this got depressing i'm gonna Stop here. enjoy spheal
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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on#i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head#that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway#i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles#btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20#well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10#and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most#(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era#that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye#idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle#just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit#let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')
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The child queen of a world born anew!! What will she do!
#what a way to celebrate my graduation#the fragile threads of power#shades of magic#adsom#the threads of power#it's book fanart y'all!! I think this is the first time ever that I'm doing art for books#since it's not visual medium it was super fun to draw a character entirely the way my imagination gave shape to them#you'd think it's the same with podcasts but most have such consistent fanon designs that it's hard to deviate from it#so I'm reading the new book in the world of the shades of magic trilogy by v. e. schwab and it's so fucking good#I've missed the old characters so badly and I love the new ones just as much aaaaaaa#kosika of white london#that doesn't seem to exist as a tag so I'm hereby creating it#I'll also be back on my usual stuff so be ready for a lot of that!!! I wanna draw so much now that I can#I've missed the handful of ppl I know on here#shrews art#cw blood#victoria schwab#illustration#art
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the comments on jeremy jordan videos are funny
#apparently i've graduated from just watching the videos#to now studying the comments XD#the barrie one cracks me up#of course whataburger at last gets a place here#even though that video only has like 4 comments#jeremy jordan#and his youtube comments#they're actually amazing#i'll make a separate she used to be mine one#cause that comment section is comedy gold XD#oh look what i found in my drafts#this is still funny
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congration
you done it
#collapses to the ground and turns into 32 perfectly cut tomahawk steaks on impact#today was. a lot of things skjdflgjdfgh#i didn't think it was possible to pull your pectoral muscles just. sitting down.#but i guess that's what happens when your college packs you guys like sardines for the ceremony#i'm still not free yet ! ! ! !#i have a major portfolio project to finish (unrelated to degree) ! ! ! !#but the longest leg of the journey is finally complete and will ensure i can at least get my foot in the door now#god though. i'm tired. i've been at this for like 8 years now.#what pursuing a degree part time while working and also dealing with sudden trauma will do to a man#also weird to think that i am just. no longer a student now.#i'll be a student again in like 2 or 4 years when i go back for my next degree but like#damnb. ya boy graduated college.
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Live Laugh Vinesplash
#phighting#phighting!#phighting vinestaff#vine staff phighting#vinesplash phighting#emiletb art drabbles#my art#Hey y'all!! I'm back from the dead!!#Sorry for my long absence—but I've now graduated from high school :D#So I should be able to post more often now and make more art (no promises)#But yeah—since my last post I've kind of moved on from TSPUD as a whole and I have newer interests#(not to say that I don't like TSPUD anymore of course not—but I just won't be posting TSPUD content as frequently as before)#I'm hoping to be more active overall—so expect more PHIGHTING! and Regretevator content in the near future :)#Love y'all <3
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i've always held you in my heart
#bravern#bang brave bang bravern#yuuki bakuhatsu bang bravern#isami ao#lewis smith#bravern spoilers#?#art tag#i sketched this back when episode 9 aired but i didn't get to finish it until because i was slammed with work from college lol#but i've graduated now so i am free to draw my heart out for a few months
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breaking the tumblr fast to ask for prayer :') it is currently the WORST of times (though, in intense joyous flashes, occasionally also the best of times). I am bulldozing my way through the dregs of midterms, final exam prep, graduation plans, job applications, dorm volunteer stuff, all while trying to deal with/reckon with/endure/come to terms with/persevere through literally the deepest emotional pain I've ever been in lol
#is this the price you pay for consciously deciding to keep your heart open and vulnerable to both joy and pain ??? !!!!!!#anyway it is not always misery but the miserable parts make my chest physically hurt :-) which is fun#would deeply deeply appreciate prayer my friends! i do not want to graduate as a jaded tired weeping girl! and i am so tired!#the world is so big and i am so small and i did not think i had it in me to be so sad but i AM#it would take too long to explain but suffice it to say i've never wept for two hours straight before but now that i have#i must tell you that it is not a good time. at all.#i love you and i miss you and i am doing my best :'))))))) I AM DOING MY BEST!!!!!
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Bakugou Katsuki lived his life by a scorched earth policy. He left all his bridges burning behind him on his way to the top, and now that he’s there, he’s eyeing a long, long fall.
Because the thing about being at the top is that there is nowhere to go but down.
Down, down, down, like the rest of his graduating class. Within the span of five years, death, forced retirement and what had to be a fucking manufactured scandal have all but eradicated the heroes that Ground Zero graduated with.
The reporters keep asking him to make a fucking comment but Ground Zero never lets them finish the question.
Time goes on.
The top ten empties, refills. Rearranges itself and plays the system. Fucks around and finds out.
Katsuki still doesn't watch the news, but he takes to searching up the names of his old classmates to see what's become of them.
There's fewer and fewer names to check on, and if it were any other class an investigation would be opened into the attrition rate but fuck 3-A, right?
It’s got to be a fucking conspiracy.
It's just him and Freezerburn left soon, the latter still sitting pretty at number five and like hell is anybody that consistent.
Being number one is easy. You just have to be better than the next guy.
Being number five exactly for multiple years running, on the other hand, is some kind of bullshit. Like hell is Todoroki consistently both outperforming whoever’s number six and underperforming number four. The extras in those positions are always changing, you’d need some kind of spreadsheet keeping track of everyone’s strengths and weaknesses in order to calculate their-
Not that Katsuki fucking cares about Todoroki’s theoretical statistical analyses of his opponents. Or the stuck-up bastard himself. Todoroki can go to hell.
He used to want to be number one, too. Didn’t matter if it was just to prove a point to his old man, he used to have ambition.
Frezzerburn’s refusal to advance beyond fifth place had certainly seemed to drive the man that was Endeavour mad. That was a kind of winning, Katsuki had supposed. Problem is, Todoroki kept that shit up even after his old man kicked the bucket and he didn't need to be mediocre any more.
Katsuki had been hoping for a real rival, once Endeavour was in the ground. Drove him mad when he didn't get it. PR team reamed him out for that one, but fucking-
They don’t get it. No one fucking gets it.
Bakugou Katsuki keeps watch at the top of his fortress year on year, but not one hero comes to challenge him. He watches them all squabble at the base for the number two spot instead, talking shit like second place means a goddamned thing.
Fuckers. At least Endeavour fucking tried.
Freezerburn, son of the man who never gave up, does not. Try, that is. The fucking bastard.
Doesn't even put up a fight now that Katsuki’s out of the running.
Because Katsuki’s out of the running. He’s not a fucking hero anymore. He’s out. He’s done. Not by fucking choice, but them’s the fucking breaks when you blow the fucking whistle.
Turns out there really was a conspiracy against class 3-A.
#bnha#bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugou#todoroki shouto#shouto todoroki#mha#meteorite (crash-land)#scorched earth policy#tagging shouto because i've made bakugou obsessed with him apparently#i mean. he is the last other active hero from their graduating class. i guess#the real reason is that this is kicking my ass and i wrote it paragraph by paragraph over half a day taking lots of breaks and kept#forggetting i already mentioned todoroki but it does pad things out to my personal minimum#so now meteorite is going to be three chapters
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hi! wanna help a fag with their living expenses? i made a ko-fi where u can do that. thank you for your support!
#ive been thinking about making a ko-fi for a long while now#and as i've got some life changes on the way such as moving and graduating i could rly use a bit of extra cash rn#but its not expected. yall take care of yourselves first. <3#anyway this here art is of one of my oldest ocs! if not thee oldest#oc tag#art tag#digital art#2023
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sketch dump!
got a new tablet so these are all just me testing brushes and settings 👍
#im trying to get used to drawing with those tablet thingies without a screen#bc i recently got myself one as an advance graduation gift#and i've been trying to memorize key binds and shortcuts on keyboard and the buttons on the tablet#so far its been fun#but wrist do be hurting bc i used to draw with finger and now i have to hold a pen#suddenly all those wrist stretches i used to see people share around makes sense#anyway yeah. i'll wait til my desk arrives bc i need to set this whole thing up im jus currently drawing on my bed#its so bad for my knees bc im jus cross legged for HOURS#ok thats all mwa#reigen arataka#serizawa katsuya#tome kurata#shigeo kageyama#ekubo#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart#mi art stuff#sketches#serirei#//ask to tag if theres any i missed
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#stufful#FINALLY a pair that're on tmr#feels like i just put the fuckin ffp game into easy mode‚ now that i can actually find the models in real formats that exist#i've entirely broken the fiction of this blog by this point but it's been so rough#it's a good thing i graduated college before this point so i have all the time in the world to fuck with this blog to get it to work#ridiculous. ridiculous!#anyway this one and bewear are easy
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Honestly the worst thing about being raised by and around professors is that I can't really do the whole students bitching about professors thing even when I mostly agree with it, because my whole life I have been hearing the professor's side of the story. Every time someone talks about how ridiculous mandatory attendance or participation is there's a part of me that starts loudly protesting about how actually being in class is really important for learning, and it must be so hugely frustrating for the professor when students just don't show up to your class half the time and then when they do show up they're playing sudoku on their computer.
#dylan says things#and I say this as someone who historically has not been great about attendance due to things both in and outside of my control#and I know disabilities are a factor for a lot of people and I'm not saying they shouldn't be accommodated.#but I've had professors who have done truly so much to make it possible to attend their class. like you can go in person and on zoom#and a lotta wiggle room for making up missed classes#and people will still complain about it#and most of the time these things are only like 5-10% of your grade#and at a certain point it's like dude you're literally paying to go to school#and now you're complaining that you have to go to school and do school things#if you stop giving them all your money they will stop asking you do the thing you're paying to do#and again I am not exempt from this getting to my morning class is fucking impossible a lot of the time#and that sudoku thing in the main post was absolutely a self-callout#but like. idk. Professors are not evil they are people who are trying to do their jobs#anyways. I think I often find that my attitude towards academia is not aligned with my friends#like sometimes people will tell me that it doesn't really matter that much as long as i graduate#and I understand the sentiment and largely agree with it but also at the end of the day I want to like. Learn stuff and do good work#anyways. sorry for my weird rambling i just have a lot of thoughts about university that i never really share with anyone
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