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we are so fucking back. passed the notary exam few days ago and got a bonus at work for it. mother in law's boss is now sending her home paperwork for me to notarize and venmoing me $25 a piece for it. bout to get my yearly bonus from work. getting top surgery in less than 3 weeks. got my name changed finally like 2 months ago. just got a puppy. i have never in my life been more back
#god i was so like. tense and on the verge of a freak out all the time for the past like 6+ months#and now EVERYTHING is falling into place#only like hurdle i got left is top surg on account of i like Just lost my medicaid a few months ago but the hosp im going to has#payment plan options so plan is#do the like $500 down payment w my work bonus and then try to get it erased cos theyre a not for profit hospital#and if not i just wont pay it jfbfjdjd cos that shit dont go on ur credit report i found out !! slay#talkin.555
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Her Astrophel and Sterling
hmmm
Hmmmmmmmm
You know what.
You know those AU's where the Batfam finds or learns about either hidden or thought to be dead Al Ghul Danny! with a deaged/daughter Dani (Ellie) (I should know, I created a few of those storylines) but what if, now hear me out, what if instead of them finding Danny first its Talia.
Do I want Talia discovering her thought to be dead son to be alive? Yes. Do I want her to find him while investigating Amity Park when the League gets reports of 'Lazarus creatures/water'? Yes.
DO I WANT HER TO KNOCK ON THE FENTON'S DOOR, fully ready to pretend/honey talk her way into the house to uncover what the Fenton's know, ONLY TO MEET A LITTLE ELLIE?!
YES.
Ellie whose eyes and hair look like a copy of her Beloved but she can see bits and pieces of herself as well. Talia knows the child in front of her was not fully her's though but everything makes sense when she hears a voice, a voice she hasn't heard in ages but as a mother just knows, speak out.
"Ellie! I thought I said do not answer the door my Sterling."
"But Daddy, yous was busy fighting the hotdoggys!"
Talia's eyes widen when she finally catches sight of familiar black hair and blue eyes.
and she could only lightly whisper a old nickname she hasn't dared uttered in ages, a name she secretly gave her son due to his love of the stars "Astrophel..."
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#good mom Talia?#Good mom Talia. Yes#Astrophel means Star Lover btw#Sterling means Little Star or Excellent#Deaged Ellie#Deaged Dani#Danny either faked his death or got yeet from the Pits to Amity#does he remember? Idk leaving it open ended#if he does remember he chose not to return cause he knew he'd be punished#Talia comes to Amity after so many years because the League finally got reports of 'Lazarus' like creatures/waters being used/seen#Is she League leader now? Idk again leaving it open ended for anyone to play with#does she kept it a secret when talks to Danny about everything? I think so if he asks her not to say anything#Talia is happy to see her son again after so long. She isnt happy about how Ellie came into his life but is happy to have a granddaughter#she totally holds Ellie everytime she visits and promises to teach her how to make the world fall into her chubby little hands#Ellie loves her Granmama Talia cause she tells stories of all the places she's been#Eventually though I can see someone. Maybe Damian or Bruce. Needing to speak with Talia about something#and they track her down when she's on a visit to Danny and Ellie. And well the secret is out.#dani phantom#danielle phantom#Dani is Ellie
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give this angle another tri
#doctorsiren#gravity falls#the book of bill#bill cipher#scalene cipher#euclid cipher#stanford pines#theraprism#gravity falls fanart#digital art#my art#procreate#yeah I finally checked out thisisnotawebsitedotcom hooray!#donāt ask what everything on the second page says#I donāt even remember at this point LMAO#I just wanted to make it look neat but now my hand hurts from all that coded writing#there also may be some spelling errors in there bc that always seems to happen with me HAHUIHS#by merely messing up the cipher lmao#I based Scalene and Euclid off of old cartoon parents#Scalene is based around just likeā¦50s cartoon mom#and Euclid has that 50s cartoon dad thing but also Professor Utonium#little billyā¦.heās just my young Miles Edgeworthā¦heās Astro Miles realā¦#when I think of his home world I envision it all 50s styled#like cartoon depictions of that time with bright colours and bold geometry#in my head itās idealistic but done so on purpose so that destroying such a place would be an even more absurd thing to do#destruction caused by his hubris and thirst for wanting something MORE wihtout appreciating what it was he already had#and now he has nothing in the end and itās his fault and he knows it#thinking about him missing his parents and regretting that decision every single day hurts me š
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Weāre totally getting Tommy saying something about Eddie ābeing around all the timeā arenāt we!
#and buck will try to tell Tommy that Eddieās not in a great place right now#and Tommy will say yes but Evan we need time for just us and buck will agree#and heāll start to stop inviting Eddie to everything#creating a distance between them#and Eddie will have his spiral about Catholicism and being gay#and buck will figure out that Tommy is Eddie lite and that actually thatās not what he wants#that he wants what heās had with Eddie all along - family and home and having each others back#and heāll never have that with Tommy#but eddie is straight so is it better to be with Tommy and try to make it work even if itās not what he wants#meanwhile eddie will go to Texas as part of his journey - heāll reunite with Chris and they will heal#and Eddie will come out#buck will miss Eddie while heās gone and break things off with Tommy because itās not what he wants and itās not fair to lead Tommy on#Eddie and Chris come home and buck and Eddie fall back into what they were before only itās slightly to the left - itās more flirty and#the space that had grown between them is closed and theyļæ½ļæ½ļæ½re more in sync than ever before#and then something happens that leads to confessions and they get together#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#anti bucktommy#buddie#Tommy is a plot device
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helloooo mr. fair~
#*leans seductively on my motorcycle*#*TIPS AND FALLS OVER VERY LOUDLY* *SITCOM AUDIENCE LAUGHTER SOUND EFFECT*#ffvii#zack fair#my art <3#every time i see these final fantasy men on their cool motorbikes doing stunt jumps and blowing things up#all i can think is. PUT A HELMET ON IDIOT!!! WEAR SOME LEATHERS!!! OR SOMETHING!!! ANYTHING PLEASE ur gonna get peeled like an orange :(#kunsel's voice echoes: there's a time and place for everything and it is HERE AND NOW
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No matter how many times it happens, I'm always shocked by how reliably all my problems with any given story are solved by making it shorter. If I go into a story with the idea that it'll be long, that I should use as much detail as I want to craft a full-length and fully-fleshed-out story instead of a short one, it always turns into this rambling, meandering, soulless thing that's no fun to read, and I get tangled up in so many flimsy, sprawling layers of character and worldbuilding that the plot becomes unworkable.
The minute I tell myself, "Let's make this as short as possible," the problems fall away, I find the heart of the story again, the pacing is brisk, scenes get multiple purposes, the world feels deeper because I'm implying things that spark the reader's imagination rather than trying to put every threadbare, boring detail on the page. Every time. You'd think I'd have learned by now.
#adventures in writing#yes this is about the arateph rapunzel retelling#the drafts of that one are *so* bad#thin and rambling with no plot progression#but then writing that rubber duck outline made everything fall into place#for instance: the drafts included subplots about zemma struggling with wanting to connect with her family while also doing her work#there were entire scenes just to introduce her mother#her family was going to get a whole subplot#camreth had a family full of brothers he mourned#and then writing the rubber duck explanation i realized that *none of that mattered* to the story i wanted to tell#cut away her family and i don't have to worry about how they could be harmed by her decision to marry a fugitive#and i can focus on her relationship with camreth rather than this tangled web that includes her mentor and her family#cut away his siblings and auren becomes much more important and it's relevant to his arc rather than an easter-egg add-on#i had struggled with the double point of view when i was given full rein#putting in lots of filler scenes because i feel like i need to give a full picture of both their lives#the 'keep it short!' mindset makes the two povs easy#just pick the scenes that are directly relevant to the plot then choose which pov is best for it#it's absolutely astounding but also horrifying because i've had this story for years#and this has worked with other stories before#i should have figured this out long before now
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āYou put on a facade like it's all cool, but deep down, youāre really hurting inside.
#dangerous romance#dangerous romance the series#marc pahun#marc natarit#win pawin#marcpawin#guynawa#dangerousromanceedit#thai bl#thai drama#bl drama#bl series#my edits.#every single one of these 14 gifs is of the utmost importance#i love it when the strong characters finally break down#i love it when they're beat by their own logic#and i love it when they're allowed a moment of weakness and everything falls into place#that hug is everything#gmmtv give them a series of their own again they're ready now
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horror is so BLESSED he's the only one out of the murder time trio that has actual good people trying to influence his story šš dust and killer were both driven to INSANITY because of the choices of their respective humans but horror??? every time without FAIL the polls for horrortale's plotline have always ended in a good place for aliza (either by bettering her relationships/reputation or for her to just. not DIE)
horrortale's potential alternate timelines my beLOVEdšš they're SO lucky that we're being kind and benevolent hehe (ā§Ļā¦) now where are the aus based off the possible different outcomes that could've happened in horrortale HUH???? (like how aliza couldve killed toriel or chosen horror's puzzle or gone with undyne to the core........)
#something something all three of them have their fates determined by an outside force#ermmmm but horror doesn't- yeah he does. what aliza does decides EVERYTHING for horror and horrortale#just because its not direct like dust or killer doesn't mean theyre all subject to the same community x3#PARALLELS MTT PARALLELS FOR THE 500TH TIME THEY HAVE SOOOO MANY PARALLELS OHHH MY GOOOOOODDDDDD#mtt going to visit horrortale would just be dust eying aliza (out of paranoia. he knows shes a good kid)#and then killer knowing in his head that the poor kid aliza that horror weirdly seems to like doesn't have control over her actions#she doesn't know horror doesn't know nobody knows except killer. is that a bit sad?#theyre all living in the dark unaware of the reality of their world. i mean thats how its meant to be after all thats what the players want#but....... it would be tempting to tell horror...... hehehehehe- and then he's interrupted by horror and dust#(theyre trying to get killer to eat papyrus's spaghetti in their place. he's the only one that can stomach it even though there's no human)#mtt i love thee SOOOOO much. theyre back in horrortale for the holidays āØāØ coming back to visit the family āØāØ WHAT horror's visiting.......#not dust or killer of course. this isnt their world noooope thats not papyrus. but that doesn't stop dust from having everyone like him#its just like the good old days :333 except now there's three sanses and triple the insanity :333 almost like nothing's changed!!!!!#oh killer??? yeah he's there. probably won't try taking up the sansish type of role horror and dust do but he'll find a way to get used 2 i#after all the point of this is whatever he wants it to be now ;33333 were these tags all just a reference to my mtt fic. yes. yes they were#LMAOOOO i forgot that aliza didn't fall into horrortale yet in my fic. still a fun thing to imagine tho!!!#i think it would be fun having aliza be the first of humans for horrortale to deal with that they won't instantly kill#itll be hard but really rewarding for all of them........ especially horror i believe!!! man he didnt even go through therapy but#just being away from horrortale and out doing new and FUN and NOT MURDEROUS things has done wonders for him :3#i need to get to writing smh..... winter break is the day after tomorrow (TECHNICALLY AT 2:32 PM SINCE THSYS WHEN SCHOOL ENDS SO HAHAHA)#so ill probably work on it more over break since i'll have nothing to do hehe.......#today was an amazing day for me āØ TWO mtt angst death related hcs..... some work on my latest chapter i've yet to post..... SWAPINVERSE FAN#ARE YOU KIDDING ME MORR SWAPINVERSE ART THIS IS SOOOO AMAZING THABK YOU UNTITLED29876011111 I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY YOU DO THIS!!!!!#tricule rant#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au
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Scavenger Hunt Item #30
Well, it looks more like a well than a tower, but still, as indicated in scavenger hunt #30, I killed some time and tidied up my desk.. sorting out my gel and fountain pens..
(and realizing that I actually have about 12 different pens with different tones of purple ink and five with green ink...and also that there are only two regular blue pensš)
#007 fest 2024#007 fest#scavenger hunt#station pacific#mi6 cafe#ignore the mess on my desk..#now i have a bloody big tower of pens that I scare to take apart 'cause damn..#everything might fall apart and I'll be collecting pens all over the place..š#but also it looks cool..š¤#i even found two markers for writing on SD or DVD discs.. like wow.. i don't even have them..#I'm struggling with my Real Life stuff almost all this week.. i try to be more active in Fest next week..#also i think that sticky notes with kittens looks like something that Q can have in his office supplies.. maybe..just random headcannon :>
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#liiiiiike#sheās about to get everything sheās wanted š#Iām sorry Iām not even tipsy anymore just happy for her#sheās come such a long way#and has fought so many battles#and her acknowledging that this tour is over in December is a happy thing!#sheās savoring every bit of it!#because she loves it so much!#because sheās about to start a new chapter very soon and she knows it#and is secure in it#and thereās such a calmness around her now that is justā¦ idk so warm to see#Iām sorry this is parasocial as fuck#but itās like watching your friend whoās searched for so long finally find her missing puzzle pieces#which is not to say Taylor is my/your friend RELAX I DIDNāT SAY THAT#but Iām saying I feel similar empathy/joy for her I would for a friend or acquaintance in a similar situation#itās justā¦ there are things sheās wanted and planned for that I think are now very real and falling into place#and the next year or two are going to be very very exciting for her
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You know who you remind me of? Helga Pataki.
Please tell me you (or somebody else) gets the reference š
anon u turned my world to static with that namedrop
on the list of things i did NOT expect to happen ,because hUH??: someone dragging [hey arnold] into my tiny nuca inbox
#feesh answer#yes. yes i get the reference. . .#BRUH YOU JUST SHUT MY BRAIN DOWN FOR A SOLID MINUTE. I HAD TO SYSTEM REBOOT.#DON'T YOU CASUALLY UNLOCK A DEEPSEATED MEMORY LIKE THAT. put my waves out of wack. WOO!!! WILD!!!!#tho helga to be fair was what the millenialish kids would cal..l. a 'bad bitch'?#she put up with a lot#and despite all the suckage around her.. she still manages to be her clever ambitious passionate self#go helga go!!!! get what you want girl!!! i hope life treats you better!! you deserve several breaks!#when i first watched hey arnold#i didn't really care about it. it was decent background noise after school or whatevs.#helga was weird and creepy at best#when i got older... i somehow stumbled back into the show#and became obsessed with it. watched everything all over again. watched the movie i never saw#NOW....WITH THE WISDOM OF AGE..... i understood. i was UNDERSTANDING. really appreciated the show more#and its characters of course.... finally understood how messed up the pataki family was fo realsies#anyway. after that initial BLASTED BURST of unlocked memory vault . with the nostalgia. and the facts of me watching it twice#i return to reality: this ask. which is currently comparing me to helga#and i laugh maniacally because i don't know how else to react#my second urge was to punt anon out the window so they can land in a conveniently placed bouncy castle and atone for their crime#their crime of. making me embarrass myself with .myself#but i DON'T punt anon because. well. *gestures to the ask*#falls back dramatically into my armchair#what am i supposed to do........ i can't really escape the allegations can i...#sighs dejectedly . surrounded by my own posts
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#i turn 27 tomorrow and i feel like my life is collapsing in around me#i officially made the decision to take the summer off. which i hate. which means i have to get a summer job#when ive only ever had jobs in academia so my resume looks insane if im applying to work in a bakery or whatever#im just so tired. everything makes me so tired and sad. i still dont kno what im gonna do#im glad my dad is here bc he gets it more than most ppl bc hes also dyslexic and like everyone assumes im fine bc ive got this far#but like at what cost? im doing a job where im set up to suffer. and for what? im doing something so niche and weird#all i can do is more academia. but what if i cant cut it? what if i would b better off getting a epa job or something where i can do my job#and then go home and stop thinking abt it. how do i apply the stupid bullshit i decided to study? i should have done Ecosystem restoration#or something. its just that my dream was to study weird things in weird places and now it feels like that dream is collapsing#which is devastating. im gonna try to come back in the fall and give it a go but like i dunno it feels so hopeless rn#im just so tired. i have no joy. i just want to lay on the floor#unrelated
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been trying to rack my brain as to why every fic I go to write ends up becoming another unfinished wip, sitting in my Google docs and Iāve realized itās bc I really am not confident in my work anymore. I also have been having trouble w getting ideas to stick and really feeling out of place on here and idk if I should just abandon it altogether or what.
#šŖ·āfaerie whispers#nothing really happened#I just feel out of touch nowadays#as if I really donāt have a place in this community anymore#my ideas used to just flow and now itās like everything is blank#Iāll get a sprinkle of an idea and then it falls flat and idk why#itās not like Iāve fallen out of love w the characters or writing itself#but smth feels off#it might be bc of school work and caretaking#and not having the time to do anything#idk I just miss the excitement my stories used to bring me#as well as being on here interacting#ignore me#iām just yapping
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the way that jess mariano is 1989 and logan huntzberger is evermore while rory gilmore is actually folklore speaks volume to me!!!
#the moment you realize THAT everything would fall into place I SWEAR#logan huntzberger#jess mariano#rory gilmore#gilmore girls#or speaks now
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im seeing my grandpa for the first time in years and im not out to him and i. kinda forgot how to come out lol
#i know he's not gonna have a bad reaction i just. dont know what to say#i dont really come out to people anymore i just live my life and let everything else fall into place#idk how to tell him#i wanna just be super casual āoh my name's [fox] now! hahaā#but i feel like that. will be worse#the fox den
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iāve had such a strong urge to be self destructive lately and itās getting harder to ignore
#sighssss#sad#i want to scream#i feel so alone#iāve been in such a dark place for a while now#explains why iāve been more active on tumblr lately lol#i miss nicotine ):#i never realized how much it helped my anxiety#kinda embarrassing#i keep thinking about cvtting too#i havenāt done it in over a year though so it would be sad to ruin that progress#plus my boyfriend would be really upset with me#i donāt know what to do anymore#also iāve gained like 3 pounds lately so that makes everything worse#my life is falling apart#:ā(#everyone keeps telling me to try therapy again but i did it for over a year last time and it didnāt help one bit#same with antidepressants#idk#personal#anxiety#depression#depressed#anxious
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