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Unfortunately writing takes discipline and patience. 😐
If only we could dowload the text files of our brains.
#I'm just lazy af#and not very motivated tbh#sadness and sorrow#mine#writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writing problems
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i forgot i made this image and the way it accidentally looks like “do T for him”
#tbh…. do T for him is also motivational. hes very gender.#mgs#metal gear solid#solid snake#iroquois pliskin#mgs memes#can you tell that mgs2 snake is my favorite HFKDH#id in alt text
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more pmd rare pairs (mostly pmd2)
team charm lopunny/team awd weavile
dialga/dusknoir
murkrow/shuppet (team ebony)
the two porygons from se5
jirachi/mawile from psmd
#it wasnt even pmd2 exclusive but most suggesstions were from that game#i still have a fem!emolga/virizion or virizion/dunsparce/emolga request tho#dusknoie woild be the biggest sub bottom for dialga why is he so subservient to his boss dude#esp in se5. in the main game he looked more...normal about ut. didnt even seem to care much about dialga. he was just. the boss. bc dusknoi#didnt want to die so. yknow. he works for the guy. the se5 thing of dusknoir admiring him caught me by surprise tbh#it wasnt even a very strong motive when it was sandwiched between dusknoir saying he just doesnt want to die#whatever#pmd2#team charm#lopunny#weavile#murkrow#shuppet#porygon#dusknoir#dialga#primal dialga#my art#pokemon mystery dungeon#psmd#jirachi#mawile
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i know benjamin had a lot on his plate already but hear me out... an au where ayin for his reasons puts ben in charge of extraction team and not the arbiter who must have deserved to be there (not stating the reason. so don't immediately hate on A and all that. see the full text below for a load of details, and also english translation of text on pics 4 & 5)
it has the atziluth sephirot swap their colors (i've already did a post on color swap btw. but purely color) and the age of their filtered appearance; the full color swap (not just color change of department and uniform but colors of their hair, their bodies too) is required for original scheme to stay, with the colors corresponding to fixed sephirot and so on. names, too, would swap to what their respective kabbalah nodes should be and former benjamin is kind of pissed about his mentor's decision to give him work which is enough to drive a meaty human to insanity, even though after his escape he returned and tried to pry ayin off the plan in the earlier time, and overall he did all he could for the man. for him, the virtue would still be about the past and the future though as he'd have to come to terms with what ayin did to him, and his meltdown would probably have not the 'i want you to stay here with me and live at least somehow, i don't want to go' but instead 'i will make this place your tomb just like you did for me'. i guess it kinda sounds close to angela's feelings in ruina and that's also why both atziluth sephirot would've probably backed up her rebellion idk. its a fun little idea which blooms into a shitton of different things to think about
oh and also pics 4 and 5 have roland converse with library version of ben (he MUST be named binah at that point but i KNOW this will just bring confusion) and it's the quote from their first talk in original game. "i've dedicated my entire life to the wish of a single person", then roland asks "and the person's a rotten egg, eh?" to which ben explodes with OH THAT'S AN UNDERSTATEMENT. they'd probably get along as well over their similar feelings about ayin, which is funny. still not sure whether the respective floors would've been swapped for them... i mean either hokma still stands for religion and binah for philosophy and ben being the current binah would take the philosophy floor, or it's just color swap and religion would be dark with stars and philosophy the white hall and all. the anomalies of both floors fit very well with the color schemes and overall topic and i dont wanna meddle into that really but ehh... food for thought ig
#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#hokma#binah#roland lor#moroderdraws#tbh i dont see ayin as a person who puts ben to the arbiters place just out of spite. there has to be a reason for security purposes or smt#he was very chill with ben leaving in the cutscene before hokma meltdown so he wouldnt take revenge#and thats why this au is probably a good thing for those hating on ayin to let out their frustration and 'give ben what he deserves' but#im more willing to explore beyond simple frustration with someone's motives especially with ayins convoluted character#still. the thought is simple and anyones welcome to toy with it! thats just what i have in mind#benji binah au#late tag
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i know marc is a liar and all but i actually don’t think he held back on purpose in valencia 2015… i believe him when he says he didn’t have extra motivation but i also believe he meant it when he said “(When we arrived) in Valencia, I say ‘Please we need to win the race because if not … he will complain.’” (from https://edition.cnn.com/2015/12/01/motorsport/marc-marquez-motogp-valentino-rossi/index.html) and that honestly makes it that much more tragic to me. i think he was waiting for an australia type moment but dani caught up to him and messed with his rhtym, which fwiw also seems to be mat oxley’s view:
“If both Repsol Hondas had managed to get past Lorenzo, then Rossi would have been champion. But they didn't. Perhaps Marquez was riding shotgun to Lorenzo. But if that's true, why was he on the Ml's tail throughout the race, with his body language - loud as always! - telling us he was building towards a last-lap attack, most likely at the final hairpin, which would give Lorenzo no chance to come back at him?
And why didn't he give Lorenzo an easy time, following him around at a respectful distance, rather than hassling him lap after lap? Those are all questions to which everyone has their own answers.
The only fact was that Lorenzo's M1 had better acceleration grip, so Marquez could never get the drive he needed to set up a pass at the next corner.
It is also worth pointing out that Valencia is a grim track for overtaking. It's a slow, narrow, one-line, follow-my-leader circuit with a dead-slow entry onto its only straight. It is the polar opposite of wide, fast and open Phillip Island. The Valencia layout leaves little opportunity for riders to prepare a pass exiting one corner and into the next, especially on heavy MotoGP bikes with traction control and carbon brakes. At five of the last nine dry-weather MotoGP races at the track there wasn't a single overtaking manoeuvre at the front. Not one.” (from https://www.motorsportmagazine.com/articles/motorcycles/motogp/what-really-happened-motogps-2015-finale/)
#yeah i agree! i htink marc wouldve liked to win as he does w everything. it was like. a deliberate reference to him saying this in the doc#bc he wasnt interested in doing the marc marquez hail mary special at that point of the whole fucking deal#and part of that (in his own VERY REVEALING words) was bc he knew it would help vale#motogp#callie speaks#asks#all of the stuff you/oxley said is true i think he wanted to pass but it wasnt gonna be easy and he had a uh. lack of motivation#but you could not waterboard this opinion outta me if i was marc tbh... tho it speaks to how madddd he was which is important !!!!#like. idk sometimes i dont explain my full nuanced meaning on joke post because it is joke post. and yet the earth turns...
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anyways THAT CONCLUDES BABY'S FIRST DS9 WATCHTHROUGH hope you enjoyed quarkfancam ds9 liveblog arc. next up: voyager. though i will likely still remain a mostly ds9 centric blog because im irreversably ill about it!
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This is what happens when you decide to rewatch a show you love and obsessed over while you also watch your brother play thru a game you’re also obsessing over
Lore accurate version (he probably learned Japanese from the JWG)
#I probably won’t post about these two interests at all#I just got a random burst of motivation to make this and then post it#anyways I’m so Normal about both of them for very different reasons#also I’m sorry if ‘chan’ is the wrong end-thing to put for Huey i don’t really know how they work tbh#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#majima goro#goro majima#ducktales#ducktales 2017#dt17#huey duck
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yknow what i'm rooting for fred to be cucurojo. i want tubbo to be doing another round of hopeless investigation in the maze and i want the redeyed bitch to come skulking out of the shadows and i want it to laugh its five nights at freddy's laugh, maybe the egg items are involved, i don't care, but i want this spooky scary thing they called cucurevil to look him in the damn eyes and give him a sunflower. i want him to look into the eyes of danger and see the hands of a friend. a sunflower for loyalty. now what?
#qsmp#qsmp tubbo#qsmp cucurevil#tbh i prefer cucurojo since we don't know its motives and normal cucu is already debatably evil#vs this thing is very much red like that is A Fact#shut up vic#block game brainrot#saw someone call it cucurojo first day it showed up and that's my preferred name for it for now#at least until it does something more evil than its light colored counterparts (the bar is high)
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i'm normal about him i promise
#death note#light yagami#i am on a roll tonight folks#light in a skirt is a big motivator to draw ime#enjoy him and goodbye apparently i have to “go to bed” or somethingg#which tbh i will enjoy when i get there but i am firmly inside the “i don't wanna” zone bc i don't wanna stop drawing and i very much#do wanna beat today's high score for alantiles on webkinz. unfortunately we don't all get what we want. so :(
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I WOULD DO ANYTHING AT ALL.
// HQ still under cut
#i couldnt do lineart 2night so i just doodled a junko and played with effects. fun fun fun :)#danganronpa#junko enoshima#bg text:#絶望(もちろん笑)and なんて美しい女性、彼女のために何でもするよ which im sure is . rough#despair (of course lol) and “what a beautiful woman; id do anything for her”#are you team 'akshually☝🤓junko is very deep' or 'junkos completely and utterly bizarre motives are what MAKES her character'#i think both tbh. ryoko otonashi i think about you every day#my nyart
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Runaway Narinder aus are a rlly fun concept but I’m surprised I haven’t seen one where Lamb just doesn’t particularly care that he’s gone.
Usually the Lamb is like obsessed with Narinder and doesn’t let him leave and when he does they try to find him again and bring him back to the cult ( and I’m not rlly any different bc with my other lamb Maveths main canon he is actively searching for Narinder after his escape )
#might make it like a side au/scenario for Solanges verse#tbh idk why Narinder doesn’t just up and leave in the main canon of it#bc Solanges not stopping him#i wanna say it’s to spite her at first and then he just doesn’t have any motivation to after getting worn down#anyways I’ll call it Narinders Grand Adventure#I already hc that Narinder has threatened to leave Solanges flock on a couple occasions#and she’s like: lol ok then#and then Narinder doesn’t leave bc he refuses to give her the satisfaction#so in this au he threatens to leave and Solange responds with: you keep saying that but you never do bc you’re a pussy#and Narinder doubles down and like actually leaves when Solange goes to the lonely shack to hang out with ratau and co#Solange comes back and is like: where the fuck is Nari?#and one of her followers ( Probably Ellena ) is like: oh he left#and Solange is like: wait fr?#and for like a split second she debates on bringing him back#but dismisses the thought and just carries on with her life/duties#this all happens before she meets mystic seller btw#as for the bishops I think she kinda does what she does in the main canon#or she just takes Shamura in ( in this au she does the purgatory releases in order of when she fought them )#both bc she wants closure#and bc of their condition#she already feels sorta shitty for leaving the other bishops behind ( or at the very least leaving leshy to fend for himself )#but she knows that if she left Shamura to fend for themselves she’d feel really guilty despite her not liking the bishops#like with the others she can justify it with that their conditions wouldn’t fully impact their ability to survive ( except for Leshy )#but Shamura is a different case to her#idk if it rlly matters bc like a solid chunk of the au would just be Narinder fending for himself and other shenanigans#cosmic chatz#cult of the lamb
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#It's so expensive and pointless HOLY MOLYYYYY#Tbh I'm more motivated to get a job#Don't study#I just cant#I feel like I'm taking it easy but then it's GOING TO BE DAMN HARD#I think I'm too naive#THERE ARE DOUBTS EVERYWHERE#I can't do what I want to do because it doesn't make any money at all#I could open commissions#LIKEEE???? WHY NOT#Many people ask me about it#But I'm very worried about the fees and prices#I'm going crazy and I don't want anything#UHGWHWGHWHWHWHW#Although the mood is better than yesterday#It's just a bunch of thoughts#What to do and how#I hate my college and I want to leave#It's pointless because I'm too dumb for thatTTTTWHWGHW I HATE MATHHHH😡😡😡#You don't have to read this and support me btw#😭🙏💗💗💗💗💗💗 Its okay#I see those who are trying to support me#THANK YOU🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#I would like to be more confident in myself#oya oya okay
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why are the funniest camera angles the hardest to draw!!!!!!!!
#dramatic foreshortening my beloved and beloathed#there's also whole-body-facing-the-camera which is one of my fav angles because its so menacing but its a ball-ache to draw#my relationship with art is that i will not learn any techniques until my vision of a comic calls for it#tbh thats why its good to draw comics if youre not very motivated to actively practise#it forces you into drawing outside of your comfort zone without much pressure#that's my (super biased) advice for anyone who wants to start drawing but doesnt know where to start#make short comics
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ITS MY FAVORITEST MOST SPECIALEST LITTLE GUYS BIRTHDAY TODAYYYYYY
#i feel like this is very low effort compared to the drawing i did last year. wanted to do something bigger#but ive been struggling a lot with motivation to draw so this was all i could get out Tbh#anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONICCCCCCC#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic 32nd anniversary#sonic birthday#my art
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i love your blog so much. i love your art. im eating it
Finally, I have discovered why my art has bite marks on it. I can't stop what's already been done so...Guess I'm flattered?
#ask#non mdzs#Fed is fed and paper isn't the worst thing out there but its nutritional value is basically null. So make sure you supplement your diet!#Jokes aside thank you very much for the sweet message#I say this a lot but it *really* does mean a lot to me that people enjoy the stuff I'm doing on this blog#I want to do the best first and foremost for *me* but having an audience has been very motivating!#People have mentioned that these comics have given them something to look forwards to in the week and tbh yall's comments do the same for m#its a mutually beneficial relationship. Anon I'm eating *your* message
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ha i called it. i posted like two episodes ago that outie burt might be a lumon loyalist (though it sounds like he may or may not be a reformed one). cool dynamic though with outie irving being a lumon whistleblower.
#severance#severance spoilers#also i'm not so sure burt is a reformed lumon loyalist... like he says he wants to “be a better person” and “go to heaven” and such but...#well he's still clearly not being honest with irving about working at lumon 20 years ago#and the lighting in that scene was so ominous#i felt like the very first time we see outie burt in the car was so ominous too#it might be a misdirect but maybe he really is a bad person#too soon to say#also honestly anyone who works for lumon for 20 years and knows what they get up to and still chooses to get severed...#well that's a bad sign#unless he has an ulterior motive like irving himself or he could just be brainwashed#which the church stuff does sound like to be fair#i dunno i kinda hope they lean more into the bad stuff though i just think it would be more interesting#i was hoping the same thing with helena i actually wish she were a little more evil tbh lol#but i get the idea that she's a victim too
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