#and my husband tried to help me figure out like. what i would actually want to do instead of dying rn
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i need to stop saying "i would rather die" whenever i don't wanna do smth. like yeah bitch we know. you'd rather do that over literally everything stfu
#only time this came in handy is when i was inching towards a major breakdown#and my husband tried to help me figure out like. what i would actually want to do instead of dying rn#sometimes it helps. esp when the way i'd rather do is accessible at that second. or i can set it up for later#the thing** jfc idk why i said way. i need to go to bed#wanting anything feels impossible#and yet i always want so much#it's less about the will itself and more the knowledge it's unlikely i'll get what i want#that makes my brain pavlov its way out of wanting anything#does that make sense.#and so i end up rotting for hours and hours or days or weeks bc i can't bring myself to want anything ever#even when i do want anything i simply don't have enough willpower to wait or work towards it rip......#like my mom always says that getting what i want when i want it is bad bc then there's no anticipation or w/e#but. i don't have that i think. if i gotta wait to get what i want i will simply stop wanting it#unless it's one of those huge life dreams i've been holding onto for years lol#man now i'm just rambling. idk. i'm sad. sorry#vent#negative //
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mind over matter pt. 2
synopsis: witness how your marriage was bound to fall apart with you on the front seat and your husband gojo had missed the showânow, he gotta figure out the story on his own.
content: arrange marriage au, angst, husband!gojo, mean!gojo, mention of blood, strong languages, some unsettling scenarios, emotional trauma, read at your own risk
a/n: couldn't still believe that this ff blew up like tysm for all of your support! and thank you so much for waiting~ and like always, this is not proofread lol
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âif i'm not mistaken, the mission would take at least three to four business days.â yaga passes satoru a sheet of paper where it contains all of the information he needed to know and what kind of things he should focus on investigating.
satoru looked at his former teacher in uncertainty despite the blindfold in his eyes. he's very hesitant to take the mission not because he cannot beat this curse, but because he still needs to apologize to you as soon as possible.
âyaga, câcan i notâŠâ satoru was about to continue when he suddenly trailed off.
ânot what?â yaga raises his eyebrow.
but to think that it's all his fault, he must have really hurted you this time, and you wouldn't probably hear him out that easily. that is why satoru thinks that it is best to just give you some space as of now, and when he comes back from his mission, that is the time when he would bother you with his presence.
âit's nothing. iâll be taking my leave now.â
âvery wellââ before yaga could even finish his sentence, satoru already vanished in thin air.
the duo, yuuji and megumi, was on their way to visit you just like what they had promised to themselves a while ago.
it was around eight o'clock in the evening and here they are, kind of tiptoeing through the hallway where your room is located.
âi think it's better to let her know our presence first.â megumi said quietly to the pink haired male while holding out a basket with foods that are suitable for digestion of a pregnant lady.
âthen it wouldn't be a surprise if we told her.â yuuji then answered. he was carrying two board games on his left arm and a uno card on his right hand. you actually once told them that you were exceptionally good at these kinds of games, so yuuji wanted to test that out.
suddenly, the two boys stopped in front of a door where they immediately froze at the smell of something oddly familiar. âmeâŠmegumi, is this y/n senseiâs room?â yuuji slowly mumbles out a word, his eyes going wide.
however, megumi didn't answer him. instead, he immediately tries to open the door without any hesitation just to know that it is locked.
panic slashed across their faces as the smell of blood coming out of your room becomes the leading factor of their franticness behavior.
ây/n sensei! are you there?!â yuuji keeps on calling out to you while megumi does the door breaking.
âit's locked! i canât break the door!â curse these doors in jujutsu high. megumi could not help but to mumble profanities when he remembered that the doors in jujutsu high are purposely made this strong so any invading curses could not sneak in especially during sleeping hours where most of the sorcerers are vulnerable.
âitadori! call yaga sensei and shoko-san, quick!â megumi screamed at the other boy, whom he instantly obliged.
a weave of panic surge on their bodies because you are involved in this situation. not to mention, you are pregnant on top of that and that puts the situation into a more nerve-wracking experience.
sweat drips on megumiâs forehead as he still tries to break the door. kicks and punches were made but still the door wouldn't flinch his attacks. the idea of using his curse technique came into his mind but he's afraid that it would worsen the situation.
sooner and faster, yuuji came back with the two elders running faster than before. both also have a panic flash on their faces as yaga begins to break the door with his insane force. and after countless tries, he successfully invades the door.
everybody froze at the sight, because there they saw you, lying unconsciously in a pool of your blood that trickled down on your lower body.
âshit! what happened?!â shoko was the first to react and immediately came closer to you to check your pulse, it was there but weak. then shoko proceeds to check your baby's heartbeat, and to her disappointment, there was none that she could detect.
âyaga sensei, please help me get y/n to my clinic. now!â without a further do, yaga carefully lifted up your body and then proceeded to follow the frantic shoko to her said clinic.
on the other hand, yuuji and megumi watch the two elders quickly move away from the scene and that leaves the two. they had been quiet all the time, probably still traumatized because they just saw one of their teachers (plus with an unborn child) on the literal verge of dying.
megumi's eyes trailed on the pool of blood that had been sitting on your floor. he could tell that you had been unconscious for like way past an hour now due to some parts of the blood being fresh while some parts were dried.
âwhat the hell just happenedâŠ?â yuuji was still flabbergasted. he would never expect that this would happen when he just visualizes this night as a fun one because he got everything ready for a surprise mini party to cheer you up.
âi don't know.â megumi solemnly answered.
â...do you think y/n sensei and her baby would be alright?â yuuji added, totally worried about your situation.
for the first time in his life, megumi didn't think he that would utter the same word but with a different tone, different meaning, and in a different situation.
âiâŠi don't know.â
satoru gojo was busy walking through the busy street of roppongi despite the sky being nighttime. the whole atmosphere was still so lively from bright signage up to crowded night market stalls. this makes a perfect night for a perfect leisure.
but satoru isn't here to do that. he was supposed to do a job and finish it as soon as possible so he could get back to you and finally do the right thing.
he was about to enter an abandoned building when he received a phone call. without looking at the caller, he answered.
âwhat?â
âwhere are you?â it was his corporate friend, nanami.
a teasing smile made it into his demeanor. âoh wow! here is my underclassmen calling me firstâ!â
âi am asking you, where are you?â nanami was clearly not in the mood for his bullshit. his tone was beyond serious and it made satoru wonder if something happened.
âi'm in roppongi. somewhere behind a luxurious night bar.â gojo said.
the moment he said his address, the phone suddenly dropped. confused, the six eyes looked at his phone then just shrugged it off. for the second time, he was about to enter the said building when someone appeared from behind.
âyou should go back.â there he saw nanami, breathless as he tried to catch his breath. looks like he ran his way towards his location.
âyo, my man! what are you doing heââ
âgo back to the jujutsu high. iâll be taking your mission here.â nanami explained like he was .
did something happen? was on satoru's mind.
âwhy?â satoru dropped all of his mischievousness as it was replaced by his unhidden worryâyou were literally there at the jujutsu high.
there was a pause on nanami, he seemed very hesitant to say it and satoru was growing impatient.
âjust say it nanamiââ
âyaga asked me to take your mission on your behalf after something happened. it's about your wife. she was found unconscious in her room.â
never ever in his life he could feel the quickest adrenaline rush in his body as nanami didn't even manage to utter the last syllables of his sentence when satoru already uses his technique and teleports himself towards your room back in jujutsu high.
and there, he was welcomed by the janitors of the said school, mopping the dried liquid on the floor. the smell was so familiar that it made his body tremble in a span of a second.
âw-what the fuck happened here?â he asked the janitor who looked at him in pity as he continued to solemnly wipe the floor.
âmiss y/n was found unconscious and there was bloodâŠin her lower area.â
blood, y/n, unconscious, my wife, danger, the babyâŠmy baby!
that was the only thing that came into his mind as he went out of the hallway and ran somewhere he wasn't aware of. his mind raced with negative thoughts.
and since his life is not always about sugarcoatingâhe thought that probably you just had a miscarriage, got attacked by some curses, or worse, you're dead. his wife, you, were hurt when he was away and not even there to at least protect you.
unbeknownst, to the man, tears were threatening to slip down his six eyes, making his blindfold become wet as it was being absorbed by his tears constantly. satoru could feel that his body was filled with self-loathing, guilt, and regret all over his system.
âsatoru.â a voice called him from behind. satoru does not need to turn around to know who it was. it was yaga.
âcome to my office.â without waiting for him, yaga already left with satoru trailing behind him. taking off his blindfold, satoru wiped the tears that were about to fall.
when they arrived at yagaâs office, he saw his two students, yuuji and megumi, sitting quietly by the couch. they were both acting quietly odd, like they knew what was going on too.
âwhere's y/n?â satoru asked.
âdo you want to know what happened first?â yaga avoided his question for now. instead, he goes into the other aspect that he's been wondering too. satoru fell quiet, so yaga took it as a yes.
the principal looked at the two students who were already looking at him. sighing deeply, yaga then proceeds to start explaining.
ây/n was found unconscious by these two. it has been over an hour since she's been in that situation judging by the dryness of her blood. right now, we still had no idea about her state since shoko's the one who's been handling the situation. and it's been a while too since we have seen her.â
âand the babyâŠi'm sorry, gojo. but we have no idea either.â yaga sighed heavily. satoru was all silent, he couldn't bring himself to utter any word. he was too caught up about the situation that he had so many things to say to the point that he couldn't figure out where to start.
âi know it's not my business to interfere butâŠdid something happen that leads to this?â the principal asked the strongest. the next moment was something that everyone expectedâthey did not receive any response from the man.
suddenly, the door burst open, revealing the tired doctor. her eyes landed on your husband who's still frozen about your condition. on the other hand, satoru was too busy drowning himself with his thoughts to notice shoko in the room.
âitadori, megumiâŠgo back to your dorm for now. it's getting late and iâll just update you two tomorrow.â shoko scurry the two younger boys and they obliged.
as the door in yaga's office closed, the three grown-ups fell into a silent atmosphere, only the sound of the air ventilation could be heard inside.
âh-howâs y/n and the child?â yaga was the first one to speak among the three. but shoko's attention was drawn to gojo only and gojo was still unable to move.
âher situation was so severe that we needed to put her into a hospital as soon as possible.â shoko said quietly and directed to gojo only. her eyes were trailed to him, and only him. she wants him to taste the bitter medicine of his aftermath and she is going to make sure he's taking it.
call her brutal and cruel, but in your realm of marriage where her role is only being a worried close friend, she would choose you over everything. that's how much she cares for you. shoko could see what kind of person you are, and she believes that you deserve better than what you are right now.
sure, gojo was right when he said that she'd only known you for a short period of time. but that is enough for her to determine that she is going to stick by your side whatever may happen. because she knows how a gojo satoru works, she knows what kind of person he could be.
if gojo can manage to leave shoko out in his life, then he could do it to y/n too.
âshe was bleeding too much, i'm afraid it has to do with the child. so if we don't act fast, we might have to choose who to saveâare we going to save y/n and lose the baby? are we going to save the baby and lose y/n? orâŠwhat if we lose them bothââ
*boogsh!*
a sudden explosion was seen. the four walls inside yagaâs office have officially become three when satoru couldn't handle his emotions that he let his cursed energy slip and create a hole into one of yagaâs walls. the impact was so strong that it literally shook the whole jujutsu high.
and surprisingly, none of the three inside the scene was scratched, just emotionally taken aback. the once gojo satoru who couldn't even utter a word earlier, was now looking at shoko with a mixture of menace, trouble, anger, grief, andâŠextreme sadness.
shoko ties his stare, looking equivalently. âdid you hear what i said, gojo? your wife and your baby are currently facing the grim reaper. do you understand that?â she said calmly but there is a hit or hardness into her tone.
âshut up! fucking shut up!â another surge of curse energy flows in different directions, making yaga and shoko feel goosebumps on how strong it is.
âsatoru!â yaga yelled in panic.
âwhere is she? where the fuck is she?! show me where she is!â satoru screamed at the doctor. shoko, whose face is now back to emotionless, decides to subside her annoyance to the man as she knows you are the top priority right now.
âi will let you see her. but once you see her, you have to teleport us into the hospital immediately if you still want to see her open her eyes.â shoko said seriously. thankfully, satoru managed to calm himself alone and just stared at shoko, waiting for her to continue.
ây/n was experiencing placenta abruption. it's a very serious complication in her case because the placenta in the inner wall of her uterus is completely detached. it greatly affects the babyâs supply of oxygen and nutrients and the situation causes her to bleed heavily.â
âi immediately minimize the bleeding but i cannot guarantee the two's safety, especially the baby, since it is not worth the risk to imply cursed energy to an unborn childââ before shoko could even finished explaining, satoru already stormed out of the room and just proceeds to the room where his guts tell you where. he was being followed by shoko who was screaming at him.
opening one of the doors, there he saw you all pale. he could feel your cursed energy barely beating, and that scared the shit out of him because that indicates your weakness.
âo-oh godâŠâ satoru couldn't help but to feel his breathing pattern becoming irregular as a single tear followed by another drop from his gorgeous powerful blue eyes.
this can't be happening. you were just fine a while ago!
ây/n, oh my g-god! my wifeâŠâ gojo satoru, known by his title as the strongest sorcerer in his generation, was seen crying over his dying wife and dying unborn child. his tall figure was trembling in tangled emotions that he couldn't even determine the two ends.
âsorry to ruin your moment, but if you want to save your family, it's better for us to keep moving now.â shoko followed the suit, still savage as ever.
gojo does what she said and teleports the three of you into the bestest hospital that he knows. ignoring the toll on his cursed energy as it took more, more than the usual usage, satoru believes that your well-being should be his priority rather than his.
when they arrived, shoko immediately started to bump the people out of the way and started to call for help. âsomeone! get us to an emergency!â she screamed.
meanwhile, satoru keeps your body close to him. hugging your frame ever so delicately, scared that you might break or disappear.
a man like satoru gojo, whom to some called him a man-god, find himself crying out to every gods and deities out there to help you, to help him get this through. he prays and prays to keep you safe and how he's sorry for all of the things he would do.
for sure, he knew this sudden care for you is not born out of pity or regret, it is a late realization on how much he couldn't bear to see you like this. because deep inside him, satoru couldn't deny the warm feeling of having someone that was waiting for him to come home, provide him service, and even give him a bundle of joy.
the words he swore to himself that he doesn't need a wife to console his woes as he is completely capable of being by himself was getting eaten by his current self. served on a silver platter, satoru didn't mind eating his own words.
a stretcher was bought on sight and shoko instructed him to put your body there and watch the series of doctors rush your body into the emergency room. satoru watches the light above the door where you were in turns red, signaling that it requires immediate medical attention.
placing his traumatized body on one of the cold walls of the hospital, sliding his man shoulders and crumbling himself into small pieces to make himself as small as possible. never he would have thought that the night would end with him continuing to pray for your safety.
satoru didn't realize that he dozed off within the walls of a random corner of a hospital where he brought you in. he only realized his current situation when he could feel someone kicking his lower body constantly.
opening his tired eyes, he saw shoko eyeing him while still continuing to nudge him. âgood, you're awake.â she said.
it feels like a surge of energy flows to his body and it immediately makes him rise up faster than he could. that was also when he started to feel all of the aches in his body just from sleeping in that kind of position.
âfuck, my whole body aches.â he mumbles to himself. satoru was about to stretch himself when he saw the time on the wall.
5:05 AM
and then his eyes landed on the door.
there was no red light anymore.
ây/n. shoko, where's y/n?!â anxiousness washed all over his body. he didn't know what to expect on what answers he's about to receive regarding his family condition.
meanwhile, shoko thinks that gojo looked like a lost puppy on how his eyes literally beg for a positive answer. despite his six foot frame, he looks like a poor and desperate child.
âthe operation ended an hour ago. y/n was now stable and goy transferred into one of the private rooms. while the babyâŠâ she pauses.
âw-what? what happened to my baby?â shoko almost grimaces the way satoru addresses the unborn child, wondering where the hell did he get the guts to say that.
the doctor was this close to brutally and savagely roast this man until he flew in shameâthatâs how mad, angry, and upset shoko from what satoru did to you. but today is not the suitable day for that, she may be cruel but she had limits. so, shoko forcefully swallowed the harsh words and decided to just put it aside.
âthe baby was delivered early through cesarean, it's the only way to save y/n and the child. the baby is currently in a neonatal intensive care unit where the bestest doctors monitor the child until it reaches mature development.â
so basically, you give birth to his child. satoru couldn't explain what he's feeling right now. he's happy for the baby, and yet at the same time, he feels really undeserving, but he still wants to be part of the child's lifeâthis is too complicated for him.
and besides, this is not the right time to contemplate. because as a husband and father, he needed to stay with his family to provide them love, support, and to patch that once had been wounded. and he's going to start withâŠ
âcan i go and see y/n?â deep inside him, satoru felt ridiculous for asking that question since he is the literal husband! or was he? after everything he had done to her for five years?
shoko then tiredly pointed at the room at the end of the hallway and satoru, with the help of his long legs, never ran faster than his whole life.
gently opening the door in your room, satoru was greeted by your peaceful and sleeping form with all of the tubes connected on the back of your hand. closing the door behind him, satoru finally let go of the tears he's been holding the whole time, ranging from the confrontation with you until to to this situation.
sitting on the chair beside your bed, satoru weeps as he holds your arm. at this moment, the strongest no longer exists, it was just gojo satoru who couldn't stop himself from muttering an apology to his wife that he did so wrong.
they say, you would only realize the importance of something when it's now late. satoru would absolutely agree to that statement and he could even provide proofs and evidence. at first, he's being a total dick and douchebag to his wife who clearly doesn't even do anything wrong to him. then his own wife endured all of his actions for the whole five years and still remained as if their relationship could be only determined on a sheet of paper.
âi'm sorry. i'm so sorry.â satoru may not know what would happen the moment you would open your eyes. would you send him away? or would you let him stay despite all of the pain and trauma he caused you? for now, he can never know.
but one thing he's going to let you know, he's going to change for you and for his baby. he's done doing things for himself, and now, he should focus on you.
and he's going to start with cutting all of his ties to his mistress.
[part 3 is now posted! for those who wanted to be tagged, just say it on the comments â ©luvvixu2024]
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Odysseus always trusted Penelope. He was ordered to lie to her and it hurt him to do so. Penelope was distrustful of this stranger until she had absolute solid proof.
There are way too many people talking about how "Odysseus lies to Penelope. What a prick!" and it makes me sad/mad as that's not the case at all
The whole "Odysseus usually always has a reason to lie" maybe upcoming essay aside, He was literally commanded by Athena to not tell anyone. And it was with Penelope that he had the hardest time keeping up the act with. Not only because she's smart af and figured him out almost immediately (that essay coming soon too) but because he was trying to keep himself from crying with her.
I think people forget that he is disguised to look like someone else completely. If a random man claimed to be your missing husband, wouldn't you be scared/freaked out?
Anyways, the 3 most important people in his life are Penelope, Telemachus, and Laertes. He lies to all three.
Telemachus: Lied by letting Eumaeus answer him and still under the orders from Athena, did not cry or reveal himself until Athena allowed him to. (I read it as him being in shock. Last time he saw him, Telemachus' hand could only wrap around one finger and now he's as big as him. a bit shocking to say the least)
Laertes: He teared up seeing him but still decided to question and test his father, not by the order from Athena.
Penelope: He was trying so hard to keep from crying, tried to noodle his way out of lying to her, Under Athena's orders. still couldn't help but basically flirt with her.
Also to get this outta the way: No, it wasn't a matter of trust. He is shown to trust her right away. As this happens even before he gets the chance to speak with Penelope.
Staunch Odysseus glowed with joy to hear all thisâ his wife's trickery luring gifts from her suitors now, enchanting their hearts with suave seductive words but all the while with something else in mind.
(Book 18, Fagles)
If Odysseus does not trust her, why is he so happy to see her "flirt" with the suitors? It's because he KNOWS what she's doing and knows she doesn't actually want them. If he didn't trust her, he would be upset by this.
Now for the "it hurt to lie to her" bit.
Athena's command:
"Tell not a single person in the palace, man or woman, that you are back from your wanderings; but endure all vexations in silence and submit yourself to the indignities that will be put upon you.'
(Book 13, Rieu)
If you are my sonâtruly of our bloodâ                                           let no one hear Odysseus is back home. Donât let Laertes know or the swineherd, or the slaves, or Penelope herself.
(Book 16, Johnston)
And the people he did reveal himself to, he only did so after being given permission by Athena.
Athene spoke to him. 'The time has come,' she said, 'royal son of Laertes, Odysseus of the nimble wits, to let Telemachus into your secret, so that the pair of you may plot the downfall and death of the Suitors and then make your way to the famous city. [...]
(Book 15, Rieu)
He talks to Telemachus before talking to Penelope.
Iâll stay here, so I can stir the servants even moreâ and your mother. As she laments, sheâll ask for each and every detail.â
(Book 19, Johnston)
Odysseus is already sweating about having to lie to her
The next part would honestly be me just inserting almost ALL the text for this so I'll go into a summary. It's all in Book 19.
Penelope asks him where he's from. And instead of answering, it's a tsunami of compliments. Calling her flawless. Comparing her to a king. etc, etc,
Probably because he couldn't help himself and had to babble about how wonderful she is Who wouldn't? before finally ending with "Please don't ask me where I'm from. It makes me sad."
Penelope, probably overwhelmed by his praise, immediately goes into how "her beauty left with her husband. It did not. And where did you say you were from again?"
"Fine! I'm from Crete..."
And we all know that as soon as she starts crying, after a lovely description of how her tears "melted", he talks about how hard it was for Odysseus to hold in his OWN tears. Lying to her and being unable to comfort her was painful for him!!!
But though Odysseus' heart was wrung by his wife's distress, his eyes, hard as horn or iron, never wavered between their lids, so craftily did he repress his tears.
(Book 19, Rieu)
I love Robert Fitzgerald's translation so as a treat:
[...] so her white cheeks were wetted by these tears shed for her lord--and he close by her side. Imagine how his heart ached for his lady, his wife in tears; and yet he never blinked; his eyes might have been made of horn or iron for all that she could see. He had this trick-- wept, if he willed to, inwardly.
(Book 19, Fitzgerald)
Even with him revealing himself to Euryclea, when she cried out to Penelope, Athena made sure she didn't hear! It's most likely that he wouldn't be able to tell her even if he wanted. Athena was planning something, just as Penelope was.
She spoke, and her eyes glanced over at Penelope, anxious to tell her that her husband had come home. But Penelope could not see her face or notice, for Athena had diverted her attention.
(Book 19, Johnston)
He desperately wanted to be with her again. Literally daydreaming about it!
At those words Dawn rose on her golden throne in a sudden gleam of light. And great Odysseus caught the sound of his wifeâs cry and began to daydreamâdeep in his heart it seemed she stood beside him, knew him, now, at last âŠ
(book 20, Fagles)
Clearly doesn't trust her. /sarcasm
It's PENELOPE that has trouble trusting him. And rightfully so! While she was very certain that was her husband, there was so much going on and of course, she's cautious! He looked like an elderly stranger at first, why is he hiding from her? He somehow took out all those men with only a little help, Athena isn't telling her anything, Helen was kidnapped and she did not want that to possibly happen to her too, etc.
He even understands her cautiousness to be reasonable.
As she spoke, lord Odysseus, who had borne so much, smiled and immediately spoke to Telemachusâ his words had wings:  âTelemachus, let your mother test me in these halls. She will soon possess more certain knowledge. Right now Iâm filthy, with disgusting clothing on my body. Thatâs why she rejects me and will not say I am Odysseus. [...]
(Book 23, Johnston)
He even trusted her completely to take care of everything while he was gone before. And he does again when he wakes up and goes to see his father. Telling her about how she too wise to need instruction
Odysseus (and Penelope as well) is well-known for his cunning tricks and how his loyalties are often blurred but one thing that is for sure about him is that he trusts and is loyal to Penelope full-heartedly. He spent every day missing her and their son and wanting to go home to her. The only moment we see his trust in her waver is during the Treebed scene, (which is what she wanted to test).
They are "like-minded". đ
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Being their pregnant partner
Featuring Hinata, Kageyama and
Hoshiumi
Hinata Shoyo x Pregnant Reader; Kageyama Tobio x Pregnant Reader; Hoshiumi Korai x Pregnant Reader
Warnings: Fluff
AN: I guess Iâm continuing this series đ
Hinata
âBabe Iâm home!â Hinata called throughout your beach house. Moving to the beach was something heâd always wanted to do and moving back to Brazil provided him with the opportunity.
âOh great, can you help me get my back?â You asked, appearing from behind the door, swimsuit on and sunscreen in hand.
âUhh babe what are you planning to do? Go swimming?â Hinata questioned, taking the sunscreen from your hands and rubbing it in your back as you continued to rub it into your growing belly.
âNope, I was thinking we could play some volleyball! Itâs been so long and I know you are just aching to get back on the sand babe,â you confessed as your husband stared blankly at you.
âUmm sweetie, Iâd love to play volleyball with you but umm, can you even play in your condition?â He questioned, ripping off his shirt and preparing to head to the beach.
You giggled, âwell actually I was thinking more like you play volleyball and I lay on the beach. How does that sound?â
Hinata smiled before kissing your forehead and grabbing your hand, practically dragging you the beach.
Kageyama
âYN what the hell are you doing??â Kageyama shouted, quickly running to grab the ladder that held a very pregnant you on it.
âTobio what is wrong with you? Iâm just changing a lightbulb. Itâs not like thereâs a fire, calm down!â You scolded, climbing carefully down the ladder as Kageyama tried desperately not to get angry.
âI told you I would change it tonight Yn, why couldnât you just wait?â He asked calmly as you glared at him.
âWell for your information, I was trying to be a good spouse and help you out. I figured youâd be tired and I didnât think youâd freak out because I used a ladder one stinking time Tobio!â
Kageyama sighed. He knew you were only trying to help but how could he get it through your mind that he only wanted you to be safe and not get hurt.
âI appreciate it Yn but please wait for me next time ok? Youâre really pregnant right now and the last thing I want is for your or our baby to get hurt ok?â
You nodded, admitting the stubborn man in front of you was correct.
âOk fine but I still get to climb the ladder and you hold it!â
Kageyama laughed, âdeal!â
Hoshiumi
âMmm something smells amazing babe!â Hoshiumi declared as he walked into the kitchen, noticing pots and pans askew aa you hurried around cooking.
âHey love! Just thought Iâd make something special for the most amazing husband and father to be ever,â you grinned as Hoshiumi smiled, kissing your cheek and rubbing your pregnant belly.
As he sat down to eat he realized that this wasnât an ordinary meal, nope. This meal contained his favorite plum flavored snack crackers. He stared at the crackers and back to you, his eyes now narrowing.
âOk what did ya do?â Hoshiumi asked as you stood there, a fake look of stunned offense in your face as you ignored your husbands questions.
âWhat do you mean? Canât I make a meal for my favorite husband ever?â You questioned as Hoshiumi remained skeptical.
âWell I guess, itâs just that the last time you did this, you told me you were pregnant so obviously Iâm a bit nervous Yn.â
You waved your husband off, âwell I canât possibly be pregnant again if Iâm already pregnant can I?â
âI guess not,â Hoshiumi responded, resigning himself to finally enjoying the food youâd prepared.
âI mean itâs not like I bought a super expensive baby stroller that you told me I shouldnât buy but I ignored you anyways,â you smiled as Hoshiumi glared at you, food halfway to his mouth.
âSee I knew you couldnât be trusted!â
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Joel Miller shaving off his beard and his baby is just like " who is this man ? I have never met him in my life "
No outbreak!Joel Miller x f!reader
A/N: anon, this is very delicate subject to me because of my greatest weaknesses is clean shaven Pedro so I'd totally support him if he just shaved it off and we could watch, touch and kiss that baby face once more đ€
âą Joel knows your reaction to his clean shaven face; you've never seen him without his beard in person before, but you'd seen many pictures of him still young and you couldn't lie if you said he didn't look hot
âą yes, Joel looked younger and boyish without his beard but he also looked handsome and you couldn't help but keep wondering what it would feel like to actually kiss that smooth skin, touch and caresse it and of course, sit on his face
âą you knew that if someday that actually happened, you'd miss the beard burns a lot, but it was always good to have new and adventuring experiences, because no matter what, he was still your Joel
âą when Joel decided to do it, he was home alone, you'd left to pick your baby up at daycare, he didn't really think things through, he just figured beards grow so it wouldn't be a harm if he shaved it off, wanting to see the surprised face you and your baby daughter, Rose would have once you saw him
âą Rose didn't have the best day at school, she was cranky, hungry and couldn't take her usual nap because another baby bit her arm; you knew once she got home, she would crawl into her daddy's arms and snuggle him until she fell asleep, not letting go of him, since her tiny little hands would always grip his shirt and wouldn't let go
âą it was adorable and heartwarming to see, a frustrating day would come to an end soon and you would enjoy some peaceful quiet time with your family...
âą ... And you walked into your home and saw a fresh clean shaven Joel Miller waiting for the two of you, hands on his hips and a shit eating grin on his face
âą your heart melted at how young he looked, he was handsome even if he was different but your daughter's fussy whimpers distracted you completely from the sight of your clean shaven husband, who immediately noticed Rosie's discomfort and walked to the two of you, trying to pick her up
"come on baby girl..."
âą he said but the moment she looked at him, Rosie widened her little eyes and turned to you, looking shocked which would've been adorable and funny if she wasn't so stressed out; she didn't recognize that strange man, she wanted her dada, so when she was brought into his arms, she wailed at the top of her little lungs
âą Joel's heart shattered, his sweet baby Rosie always gripped his beard and squealed in happiness whenever her tiny chubby hands touched his cheek. He sighed as he looked at her, who refused to be in his arms, turning to her mommy wanting her comfort
âą but you couldn't do much about it, you walked to them, rubbing her back, as you cooed and kept telling her it was indeed daddy, and Joel did the same
"shh my beautiful little Rosie, it's dada, don't cry princess, we're friends, remember?"
âą he tries convincing her but she's a stubborn little thing, sniffling tiredly as she looks at him and only calms down when Joel hums the same tune he used to when you were pregnant, and then he hummed to her when she was just a tiny little fragile newborn, and every single night before she fell asleep, he would hum the same song, and at that core memory, Rosie looked at him curiously and finally rested against his chest, tiredly and allowing herself to be held and pampered by her daddy
âą after that, Joel was able to feed her some formula and some grapes she loved and by her bed time, she was already in her dada's lap, giggling and gripping his cheek feeling how different it was without the tickly beard he used to have
âą it only took your baby some moments to get used to it your husband's new look, it was different than the usual Joel Miller, but the two of you approved it
âą even more so when you finally sat on your husband's face later that night, loving how smooth and slippery his face was under your glistening, juicy core. Even if Joel decided not to ever shave again, you were already pretty satisfied with the experience
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Delico's nursery with a S/O who speaks another Language.
Paring(s) : Dali D. x Reader, Henrique L. x reader, Dino C. x reader, Gerhard F. x reader.
Synopsis : They were unsure how the children would take to their new mother but the children start to speak their new wifeâs native/second language. Seeming to start to grow closer together. (I love this trope sm)
Word count : Over 2k (Each part is a little over 600.)
Warning : None!
A/N : The Gender isnât specified but heavily implied maternal figure. Not completely based cannon because I just erased their wives/moms, but yk thatâs just how we roll. Plus there is a total of like eight DN fanfics on here so Iâm doing my best to supply. I picked languages at random, Iâm only fluent in English and Iâm learning Italian. Other than that this is Google translate. If there is a typo feel free to let me know!
Dali Delico. (French)
After Daliâs late wife passed away it left him a single father. After that it was hard to connect to anyone about his loss. It was traumatic for him to say the least but following his late wifeâs wishes he chose to be an active father. Which was a bit strange for a man of his position to say the least. He was overwhelmed with his duties, grief, and children.
That is until he met you who was like a breath of fresh air. As much as he loved his late wife, their marriage was almost pearly political. He thought that eventually heâd remarry another woman and set another alliance. Which he does but he couldnât be more lucky. You. He first met you at another ball, normally all the same faces but he didnât recognize you and he knows he wouldâve recognized a face like yours.
He fell first and fell harder, a true companionate marriage. It didnât take long for him to make himself your husband. What came slower was him introducing you to the children. Ul was no problem, you cooed and smiled at the baby but Raphael was more challenging.
It had now been a little over a month since you moved in. It was Mid spring, all the flowers blooming and cute baby animals being born.
The moon was only a crest this night as Dali was awoken to the sound of wailing. Ul was crying, Dali peaked open one of his eyes. Not lifting his head from the pillow. Checking to see if you had heard the baby, you hadnât. He sighs a bit before he gets out of bed. Making his way to the crib lifting Ul up and rocking him in his arms gently. Which did help calm him down but the tears didnât cease.
âLait! âLait!â Ul started to repeat the same word, Ul was at the age when he began to babble and say small words. Yet this word⊠or noise was new to Dali. He was far too tried to really think about what Ul was saying, After a small moment he sighs and simply checks his diaper and upon seeing it clean assumes Ul just wants some milk. After that Ul falls right back to sleep and Dali is able to climb back into bed with you. Now with a satisfied sigh he pulls the covers over himself and pulls you close to him.
The next morning he had some duties to attend to but was home by lunch. He was quick to look for you and the children. Then much to his satisfaction finds you with both of the children by the large fountain. He starts to walk across the court yard. Before he opens his mouth to speak he hears Raphael and it catches him a bit off guard.
âBĂ©bĂ©s canards!â He says his small cubby hand pointing to the small ducks and their mother bathing in the fountain together. You smile and nod you head. âOh oui! Ce sont des bĂ©bĂ©s canards trĂšs mignons!â Raphael seems to somewhat under stand, he smiles and nods leaning onto you and grabbing ahold of your skirt as all three of you stare at the ducks.
Dali canât help but smile, happy to see you bonding with his (your) children.
Henrique Lorca (Spanish.)
Raising Twins was a handful, in which he had no part in. Henrique didnât lean one way or the other. Yes he loved his daughters, but he was also nobility and did very little to help actually raise them. A head pat and a hug when he had time. Yet at his grown age he couldnât change a diaper if he had to. He believed he was far above that kind of behavior. The head of house Lorca changing a nappy? Be realistic.
For men like him he was never really taught a deep parental connection. Like how his Daughters are now he was also raised by nanny. But unlike parents, nannyâs are forced and paid to be with you. They will care about you and grow connected to you but it just will never been the same a your parent.
When he got married to you, he was over the moon. You were so beautiful and lovely conversation. Next thing you knew you were living in the Lorca manor. You yourself were a busy lady, now with the title promotion of being the lady of the house. Doing your best to keep up with Henrique. What he didnât do was properly warn you about was His two daughters.
It wasnât that the two girls were bad and you needed to be warned, it was how little he mentioned them before your wedding. It was a bit concerning. But you still couldnât be more happy with getting the title of Step mom. You almost immediately jumped into the role, Lucia and Elena couldnât be more happy with their new mom. You played and spent decent time with them. While Henrique still was more or less absent. It wasnât until The whole situation with Dali did he really start to notice his two children.
It was late in the evening. Well past Supper when he came home, he was exhausted and tired. All he wanted to was to find you, rest and bathe. He walked to your shared chambers just to find you absent. He quirked a brow at the empty room, it was so late where could you be?
âWhere is my wife?â He stopped a nearby maid, who quickly told him you were putting the twins to rest. He rolled his eyes, not a job for someone of your status. He marched over to the twins room, as he got closer he started to hear something. With each step he got closer it came more and more clear.
Clear as day he heard a soft melody âHija del corazon- â It was your voice and the twins singing along. âDeja ya de llorar, Junto a ti yo voy a estar.â The hallway was dark besides the moon shining through the windows and the dim light of the room, you and the twins were in. He got closer and peaked through the crack in the door. He watched as You pulled the duvet over each of them.
âBuenas noches.â a gentle smile crossed your features. The both looked up at you at yawned a bit before they responded âBuenas noches mamĂĄ.â Something about the moment made his heart swell.
Dino Classico (German)
Classico absolutely had no part in his sonâs childhood up till this point. He could care less in much honesty. Theodore was a child from one of his past marriages. One of his failed wifeâs, a woman who couldnât handle him. A women who wasnât fit to be his wife. This was Dinoâs Mentality, which for better or worse is really bad. It made him a horrible husband and an even worse father. If he couldnât bring himself to love his wife, whom would be his lover.
Then it was no surprise to see how he interacted with his child. Poor Theodore, an over independent child. Growing more and more like his father by the day.
He was a cold and callous man. Every marriage he has had was strictly political. Each wife had to take certain steps and follow rules. Sleep in different room, dress the way he wanted, and speak the way he wanted. He never has felt a deep love or passion. He just wasnât very interested in such things.
That was all true, and still is for the most part. He still ignores Theodore but his views on how to love may have changed. As you liked to tell him âChange can be for the better.â He for the most part didnât like when you said that. He preferred tradition, change was a hassle and took time to get used to.
Though each day at a time you take to changing your cold husbandâs mind. Youâve made remarkable progress as-well! He even likes to share a room, he says itâs simply because âYour the only wife whoâs been able to meet my expectations.â. Which yes could be true but you knew deep down he truly loved you.
Today was a cold winters day, A routine day. Nothing out of the ordinary. He woke up and left to deal with some Vlad Agency business. Upon returning home normally he is greeted by you, which he believes is a must and only what he deserves. Yet today you are not by the door. Only the maids and butlers great him back.
âWhere is my lady wife?â A scowl across his face as he speaks, a butler is quick to tell him you are with Theodore. He canât help but be a bit confused. With Theodore? What reason could you have to be with Theodore, there was simply nothing of discussion between the two of you. He never cared if Theodore liked you or even if the two of you had a relationship.
He quickly made is way to Theodoreâs small private room, it wasnât a play room. No, Theodore was more sophisticated. It was more akin to a study room. He opens the door to find you and Theodore sat at a table leaned over a book.
âSon, wife.â He says firmly, both of you look up from the book. You smile and Theodore gives a respectful nod. âNeither of you greeted me upon my arrival. What is the meaning of this?â He was displeased and it was clear.
âIâm sorry Husband, me and Theodore mustâve gotten caught up in our studies.â
âStudies?â He said quickly not even giving you time to breathe. âWhy yes, our studies. Theodore has-â. Before you could finish he cuts you off lifting his hand and with his other pinching the bridge of his nose. âI have little care for such things, donât make the same mistake tomorrow. As of now I need you to come with me. I have actual important matters to discuss with you.â
âYes of course.â You quickly stand up and push your chair in. Your gloved hand was gently placed on Theodoreâs shoulder. âWir werden unser Studium bald fortsetzen.â He smiled at this and nodded his head âJa, bitte. Das uh, wĂŒrde mir gefallen.â This made Dinoâs eyes widened. His pride wouldnât let him comment on it. Refusing to give the child even a spec of attention.
You and him quickly exit the room. âYou know you shouldnât give the boy any attention. If he wants to learn another language Iâll pay a tutor, donât waste your time.â. Politely you shake your head. âHeâs my son, I wanted to.â Dino felt confused, why were you so kind and patient? He couldnât help but be a bit enamored by it.
Gerhard Fra (Hindi)
Lord Fra wasnât present at all in young Angelicoâs life at all. As a matter of fact. Angelico rather annoyed him. What reason could the boy possibly have for talking to him? He had a nanny and anything he could ever realistically want. So why was this child so persistent on his garnering his attention. Children often made him angry and that fact never changed even after he had his own. Taking care of you children is low class.
Gerhard had more important goals, he had a reputation. Which he was determined to uphold. A long list of things he had to do each day and childcare wasnât even on the list. Like his father and his fatherâs father they left the duties of childcare to their nannyâs and servants.
He was capable of love, he understood it. More or less and simply put he just didnât want to give it. Believing that he had better areas to devote his attention to. Fatherhood was unnecessary for a man of his class. Why parent when you could pay someone to do that for you?
One thing he did have time and attention for was you, his newly wed wife. He loved you deeply and was completely enamored by you, it was almost hard for him to stay calm around you. To keep his dignity. Donât get lord Fra wrong he did keep his manners about him. Yet you were so gorgeous and he had fallen completely for you. He couldnât help but want to hold your hand or kiss you maybe in times when it would be deemed inappropriate.
Lord Fra and you, lady Fra sat in the parlor. You were sitting on a couch while he sat in a nearby armchair. Sipping on tea and talking, he loved talking with you. You were so intelligent and genuinely interesting. Dispute his work ethic Gehard always seemed to make sure to make time for his wonderful wife.
As you sit there the door opened with a slow creak. Angelicoâs small face looking into the room. Gehard sighed a bit but before he could speak or dismiss the boy, Angelico quickly walked towards you. âmaan, madad karo!â The young boy said running to your side. Which was a bit alarming. Where had the boy learned that? Did you teach him? Surely you hadnât?
âMadad karana?â You repeat looking at Angelico. Gerhard grows silent watching the intercation. âHaan madad karo.â He says his small hands gripping onto the fabric of your dress.
âAngelico, do not pester my wife.â Lord Fra says firmly, done with Angelicos behavior. âNo dear truly itâs fine, if youâll just excuse us for moment.â With that you and the young boy left hand in hand leaving Gerhard in the parlor all alone. He sat there pondering on what he witnessed. A feeling of jealousy started to bud in his mind, which he desperately tried to push away. Him lord Fra Jealous of a child, let alone his own. That is ridiculous, but the way you held the boys hand and immediately locked your attention onto to him. It stirred an unknown feeling in him. Yes he was jealous of the boy taking you away from him but it made him think of his own mother.
How wished that she had cared half as much as you do. It was bitter sweet to see his wife be so maternal to his child.
(This is my first post on this account and my first Fan-fiction. I did my best to learn common curtsy for fan fics, but if I mis-tag something please tell me. Iâm learning and appreciate your patience.)
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Queen i love ur stories will you ever do other characters one day? keep writing girl ur killing it
i actually have been working on something for gojo so here it is lol but i didnât think people wanted other characters! please let me know someone you guys would like me to write for!
you had it cominâ
tw: daddy kink / reader is called a brat a lot / gojo ruins an orgasm / ââââââââââââââââââââââââââââââââââ
âyâlike it satoru? really?â
gojo looks at you like heâs got stars in his eyes. the second he even sees your pretty frame he was done for.
he had just come in from an entirely too long stressful day of work, the only thing on his mind was you. and of course, like you read his mind, you had a pretty surprise for him
youâre cutely giggling by the time he finally walks over to you, quickly shuffling himself so he sitting on the king size bed and your straddling his long legs.
with a bright smile on his face he demands, âgimme a spin beautiful,â and you happily get up. raising to your tip tip toes and giving him a short yet thorough spin. youâre in a short, pretty, baby blue lingerie set, and paired with the cute little matching bows you topped, he thinks you want him to explode.
when it comes to your husband, it doesnât take much to get plenty praise from him. in his eyes your perfect. shit, itâs gotten to the point where you wake up in the morning already expecting praise just for opening your pretty eyes.
of course that has its ups and downs though. i mean youâve always been really, âtaking cared ofâ as you call it, though satoru calls it spoiled. getting everything youâve wanted since the day you were born without so much as a rebuttal plus satoruâs constant yesâ didnât do well for you at all. before you were only spoiled, now youâre a full on brat. you never hear the word no out of anyoneâs mouth anymore, and when you do, who cares? you know your husbands going to make it happen for you.
gojo cuffs both hands under your ass and grins handsomely.
âlook what you do to me, baby.â he looks down at the hard-on in his dress pants, and your eyes follow, practically drooling at the sight.
you feel like your going crazy the longer you look at it, you need it. itâs not like you havenât had it or anything, youâre fucking yourself on your husbands dick practically every night. which is why your confused when satoru doesnât make his move like usual. and youâre even more confused when he shoves your hand away from touching him.
your lips curl back when you pout, âsatoruâŠwhy canât iââ
âwhat you think you deserve it all of the sudden?â he takes a deep breath and tries to put on his stern voice. âyou really think weeks worth of being a spoiled brat is gonna erase from this, sweetheart?â
yes. most definitely. even satoru knows it can, but heâs realized going easy on you doesnât get him anywhere. he canât help it though, youâre as cute as can be. howâs he supposed to just say no to his pretty wife when sheâs looking up at him with those perfect doe eyes, those wispy lashes he just adores on her? that big pouty lip and the puffed out cheeks when you start to throw a fit? exactly he canât. although he figures heâll at least give it a shot, just to say he tried.
âbutââ of course he sees âem before they come. those big fat crocodile tears you force out whenever youâre not getting what you want on your timing. âi have been a good girlâŠ! you just donât even love meââ you go to wipe at your eyes and whine. usually they work, but this time satoruâs putting his foot down.
ânu-uh, noâ baby câmon, weâre not doing this tonight, ok?â he says the kind words though an antagonizing smile shows on his face, which he tries to hide.
he pulls you back on his lap and rubs circles on your back. he speaks to you in a delicate tone when youâve finally calmed down he speaks to you in a subtle tone.
âwhatâs been going on, huh?â he fakes a pout. âwhatâs up with my sweet girl? i just canât say no to anything these days, just throw a fit.â
your eyebrows are raised when you curl your head into his shoulder like a cat, trying to get on his good side. âmâsorry toru.â you sniffle out a whiney, âi jusâ miss you so much.â when you puff your chest out and start to slowly move your hips against him, you think your older husband starts to listen.
âi know you do pretty girl, but you canât justââ
âplease daddyâŠcan i make it better?â when you say it like that all satoru can look at is your plush tits in that pretty set youâve got on. all he can pay attention to is your full hips slowly circling his cock.
out the window is his stern attitude when you lay him down and take his clothes off one by one. out the window is you being a spoiled brat the last few weeks. all your husband can think about now is the way you let yourself sink on top of his leaking cock. he thinks all can be forgiven.
ââââââââââââââââââââââââââââââââââ
âhahââ youâre still whining as you bounce on his cock, wanting to hear his praise. âmâdoin gâŠ.good, daddy?â your pussy still dripping from the last load satoru gave you, sucking everything heâs got.
satoru slaps your ass and pants against your tits, mumbling incoherently to himself. he looks up at you bouncing on your tip toes and he feels like heâs gonna faint. heâs never seen something so beautiful, sure of it.
âmygosh, babyâŠâ he tries to grab on to somethingâyour hips, the bed, anything to keep him stable. âcanât keep doing this, ok? nâŠnext time mâputting my foot done.â
yeah, yeah. you give him a cutely whined, âk, daddyâ and keep yourself going, trying your best to fuck him good like he does you. your trying your best and your husband knows it. and itâs almost like he reads your mind, because the second you feel your legs grow aches and tired of riding, he flips you onto the edge of the bed.
satoru leans down to fuck his tounge into your mouth when he starts to hear you whine about how its, âtoo much,â all the sudden. he just canât get a fucking break from your shit, can he? when heâs not fucking you its, âyou donât love me,â but when he is you canât take it?fuck that. he feels himself taking deeper stroke when you complain. fucks you harder and harder. you try to push at his lower tummy but he wonât let upâjust grabs both of your hands with one of his and holds them above your head.
when your pussy starts to squirt out more of her mess he knows youâre starting to get overstimulated, but he just canât seem to get himself to care. when you get too fussy all he does is stuff two of his fat fingers in your mouth.
âyeah,â he looks down to see the mix of slick and sweat pooling at the base of his cock every time he pulls away from you. âpussy feels even better when itâs not a fucking brat in my ear.â
drool pools around your mouth when you go to say something. satorus positive itâs something along the lines of, âmânot a brat!â heâs just glad he doesnât have to hear it.
your clit pulses against his moving fingers and he can tell your there, just a few more strokes and youâd be making another mess.
âyou wanna cum, baby?â satoru watches you hurriedly nod and his eyebrows raise, ready to play. he keeps fucking you deeper and deeper and you swear your feel your pussy gradually molding just for his dick.
his cock getting messier by the second, white ring showing every time he pulls in and out of your pussy. as soon as satoru sees your eyes start to roll back, and feels that little pussy let go. he pulls right out.
the whine that escapes from your lips is beyond satisfying, he can barely hold his smile. âwhaâ âtoru!!â your little fingers fly to your clit, trying to at least ease some of the dissatisfaction. you rub your middle and ring finger in circles on your little clit messily, not nearly doing it as fulfilling as your husband. when your twitchy pussy does nothing but ache you cry out.
your eyes are weeping when you look to see your husband already pulling his briefs up and laughing at you. âdonât look at me like that baby.â he looks down at your pretty pussy still leaking with his and your cum and licks his lips, âyou had it comingâ.
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â yandere!shoto todoroki x fem!reader
CHAPTER ONE â INTRODUCTIONS
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me, Shoto,"
Your mother smiled softly as she began asking the young man various questions.
You glanced over at your mother and father then sighed. You hated being here, you'd rather be at home than some formal family introduction.
Your subconscious began to tune out the unnecessary chatter around you. It wasn't as if you cared if this meeting were to go good or bad.
My parents are always trying to tell me what to do. What the hell do they not understand about me being an adult? You tried to mask your anger with a fake smile, but it was hard to keep up the front.
Your parents M/n and F/n L/n sat on your side, kindly making conversation with the richest, most intimidating family in all of Japan: the Todoroki's.
They specifically sat who we came here for, the youngest son of theirs, Shoto Todoroki, across from you. Great.
If you were to describe him, Shoto, by appearance, you would say "split in half." It was as if his right side was his mother and the left was his father.
Another thing about Shoto was that you couldn't help but notice how stoic his personality was. It wasn't necessarily a bad thing, but you've never met anyone so void of emotion like him.
When his cold, heterochromic, eyes made contact with yours you couldn't tell what emotion he was feeling then.
Is this guy seriously going to be my... my future husband? You pressed your lips together as you broke eye contact with Shoto.
Despite everything that you have mentioned so far, you found Shoto a very attractive young man; Although you wouldn't admit to that directly in his face.
Moving onto his family; There was his father, Enji Todoroki, also know as Endeavor, Japan's number one hero. It felt like every time he gave you a glance he was judging you. It made you even more nervous than before.
His mother, Rei Todoroki, was a kind, soft spoken woman. The complete opposite of Shoto's father.
The Todoroki's are... You glanced at Shoto then looked back down, something...
But you felt like you didn't have any room to judge here. Not all families are perfect, especially ones that are popular among the media, but seriously, there was something off-
"-Y/n would have to transfer to UA this coming school year?" Your father asked, catching your full attention.
Your lips parted in shock, What the hell were they talking about!? You looked over at your mother whom sat closest to you.
I only tuned them out for a few minutes!
No one noticed your change of demeanor, no one except Shoto.
Actually, ever since your family entered the room he has been stealing glances from your figure.
In contrast of what you thought about him, he found every aspect of you perfect.
Leaning in close to your mother, you whisper, "What do you mean, 'transfer to UA...?'" You cut your eyes at her with a frown. You didn't understand why they didn't tell you long before this!
"Oh, Y/n, sweetie, it must've slipped your mind, haha! We've been talking about this for months!" Your mother forced a fake smile onto her face as she pushed the lie through her lips.
'Sweetie?' She never calls me that. What the hell is she on about...?
You and your mother exchange glances with one another before you respond to her lie with yet another, "Oh... oh yeah, we have."
Your father then butted in, "We're going to have Y/n's dormitory set up tomorrow."
Tomorrow!? You almost shouted.
"Y/n is almost done packing up her things, actually."
You nodded, These bitches can't go two minutes without lying...
The parents in the room proceeded to converse amongst themselves once again, leaving you and Shoto to stare at each other in awkward silence once more.
Shoto noticed your nervous fidgeting, wanting to say something but he just couldnât get his mouth to open.
After about 20 minutes of talking, your and his mother and father decided to leave the room so you both could get to know each other better.
You visibly frowned when your mother left your side, Their off to go fucking yap again... you thought angrily.
You peered up at Shoto, trying to tell by his body language how he felt at the moment. But to your avail he was harder to read than you thought.
All he did was sit across from you with a blank expression on his face. Was he thinking of something to say to start a conversation?
Trying to catch his gaze, you fiddled with your fingertips nervously.
"Uhm, Todorokiââ
"-Call me Shoto," He stopped your sentence, "since you will be my fiancé in the near future."
You stiffened at the word "fiancé."
You hated how you barely even knew this man but you and he are going to be sharing the title of fiancé.
It was like a spell your parents have placed upon you, cursing you both of being with each other until one of you die.
You began thinking of something to start a conversation with him, but what could you possibly talk about? He has no social media nor obvious interests.
Is his whole personality just being Mr. Perfect-
"-Would you like for me to address you as your first name as well?" Shoto suddenly asked, taking you by surprise.
You weren't expecting him to be the one to talk first, "Uh, Sure."
You reach to shake his hand, he glanced from your face down you your hand reaching across the table.
He reached out and grabbed onto yours firmly before you both simultaneously pulled away.
You failed to notice how he looked at his hand as if he was amazed or something. When you looked up at him again he had the same expressionless face as before.
His dead silence was very unsettling for you. The way his heterochromic eyes never ceased to staring at the table.
Was he... nervous?
What else would explain his quiet and reserved demeanor. Then again, he was harder to read than a foreign language.
Maybe he's just an introvert and hates being in social situations... you thought to yourself, honestly, I can relate.
As you were strategizing how you would start up a conversation with the seemingly dry male, he just couldn't keep his eyes off of you. He just found you very... interesting.
He couldn't explain it.
"Y/n," He spoke again, and you jumped slightly in surprise. "Ye- Yes, Shoto?"
He reached into his pocket and pulled out his cell phone.
Holding in our to you, he then proceeded to speak, "Could we exchange phone numbers?"
"I am aware that our parents are in contact with one another, but they haven't given me your contact information yet."
You thought about it for a second before handing him your unlocked cell phone, "Yeah, of course."
After a few moments you both swapped back phones and sat in that damn silence again.
Did he run out of questions or something? You cut your eyes at him, well I shouldn't be talking. I haven't said shit until he spoke first.
It wasn't long until both the Todoroki's and L/n's entered the silent room again.
"Well it was very nice having you all, Mr. and Mrs. L/n," Mrs. Todoroki gave a small smile as she shook your parents' hand's.
You and Todoroki stood up from your seats and said your goodbyes until you and your parents were in the car.
"Finally that shit's over with," your mother sighed as she slammed the passenger seat door. Your father turned up the cold AC in the hot car as he said, "But at least we've gotten one step closer to our goal."
He glanced up at the rearview mirror, making eye contact with you, "We just need that Shoto boy to marry our Y/n."
You diverted your gaze from your father's to the window. The Todoroki family's home growing farther and farther away in the distance.
The Todoroki's were pretty decent people... you shot dagger into the back of your parents' heads, They're the problem.
"I knew they'd love Y/n!" Your mother chimed as she pulled out a cigarette, "Her quirk is somewhat similar to that brain-dead son of their's. And transferring her to UA will be a breeze with their help."
"Then once they're married, all that money will be ours!" Your father stopped at a red light and looked back at you, "Isn't that right, Y/n?"
You nodded silently, not caring for their stupid rambling.
You had absolutely no say in any of the events building up to today despite being a grown woman.
Your parents are money-hungry sharks willing to do anything to get some change.
When you were still in elementary school, you overheard your parents plotting to sell your older brother before he ran away.
And allegedly got himself murdered.
But you refuse to believe that it wasn't your parents doing. Despite lacking solid proof or evidence.
With that in mind, you still have no idea how your parents got in contact with the Todoroki's.
You also don't know why they still believe you give a fuck about them.
You only still live with them because they refuse to let you out of their sight in fear of you running away like your deceased brother.
They're going to have a rude awakening when they find out that UA has a dorm-only policy, You smirked to yourself as you scrolled through the UA University website.
You silently looked through the website until suddenly receiving a text from an unknown number.
unknown
Hi
It's Shoto
At the last text it finally clicked, you both exchanged numbers.
>> contact name changed to "Shotodoroki" <<
you
Hi
Did you need anything ?
shotodoroki
no, I was just making sure this was the right number
You frowned.
That was a waste of time.
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After your family had left the Todoroki family home, Shoto grabbed his things and began walking out of the house.
"Where are you going, Shoto?" His father asked sternly.
Shoto didn't even give Enji a passing glance as he spoke, "I came here to meet the L/n's. I did as you asked and now I'm going home."
Shoto put his shoes back on and opened the front door. His father was about to shout at his son before Rei quickly calmed him down.
Shoto shut the door behind himself without bothering to look back. He has never fully forgiven his father for what he's done, even after all of these years.
Shoto only agreed into going to his home again because he heard that his mother would be present.
He couldn't stand being alone in room with his father.
Getting into his car and slamming the driver seat door shut, Shoto drove back to college.
The only place he could truly call his "home."
He parked his car in the shade to block the hot rays of the summer sun. The campus seemed so dead when school was out for summer break, but it made no difference in his eyes.
He only had one on his mind at the moment.
Grabbing his phone out of his pocket, Shoto started texting an unregistered number in his phone.
>> contact name changed to "Y/n" <<
you
Hi
Immediately after sending the text he thought, Was that too vague?
you
Hi
It's Shoto
He waited no time for a response back. He desperately wanted to have a conversation with you.
Once reading your last text, he failed to think of a way to respond. So instead, he made up the excuse about verifying your number.
Knowing you'd believe it anyway.
Shoto got out of his car and shut the door behind himself.
It won't be too long until Y/n moves into her dorm here, He thought while locking his car door and walking away.
But that doesn't matter right now.
I know where she lives, anyway.
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Proceed to Chapter Two?
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Different Universes (Hannibal)
Description: Y/N ends up in the Hannibal universe and Hannibal falls for her
Warning: Smut, Cheating (sorta)
Word Count: 2,526k
Request: could you write a fanfic where the reader is a big fan of the Hannibal series, just goes about her day normaly,falls asleep and then wakes up in the Hannibal universe. She tries to figure out where she is (without knowing that she is in an alt. universe) and witnesses an actual murder, but manages to escaped unscathed with her knowledge of the Hannibal universe. After that she is contacted by the FBI, who want to interrogate her and this is how she ultimatly meets Dr.Lecter, who will be her therapist.(with her realising who he is).He quickly gets intrigued with her and wants to get to kniw her. Would it be possible to end it with some smut? Sorry, if this a really odd request.
Authorâs note: I changed some things up but I really like these sort of requests. Also I work all day tomorrow so I will post two fics today.
Being married to a celebrity had itâs pros and cons. Cons being that fans were everywhere and so was paparazzi. You could never get a break. But the fans are what made Y/Nâs husband who he is today and his talent of course. Pros being that the one person everyone thirst for on the internet you have. They love you and that it makes you feel like the luckiest person in the world. And of course when you see them on TV itâs like watching your husband. Oh wait, it is. Y/N and Mads have been together for 5 years, married for 1. They were 20 years apart but that didnât mean anything to them. Y/N is a fan of Hannibal and watches it all the time, like right now.
She always wondered what it would be like to be in the show. It was something that crossed her mind often. She even read fanfic about her husbandâs character. She would give anything to be in that universe even for a day. So When she wakes up outside Hannibalâs house, she isnât too upset. At first she didnât realize where she was, but it looked familiar. It took a minute but she gasped so hard she started choking once she realized it. She was outside Hannibal Lecterâs house. She looked around in awe, she couldnât believe that she was here.
She walked around his house for a little bit, exploring the place. âCan I help you?â She heard it was her husbandâs accent. She turned towards the voice and gasped. It was Mads except it wasnât, it was Hannibal. âYou look lost.â He stated as she looked at him in awe. She couldnât say anything, too shocked. âCan you talk?â He asked after a while of silence. âYeah I uh yes.â She said, making the man chuckle. âAre you okay?â He asked. âI donât know.â She answered, she really didnât. âCome inside. Iâll make you something to eat.â She got excited at first but realized that Hannibal was a cannibal.
âUh Iâll just take some tea.â She said as they walked in his house. His house looked like it did on the show. He poured the tea and she watched him. âCan you tell me why you were outside my house?â He asked as he handed her the tea. âI actually donât know. One minute Iâm on the couch in my house watching TV, the next Iâm here.â He hummed at her words. âSo you sleep walk?â He asked. She shook her head, âNo.â He looked at her as she drank from the cup. She was beautiful and he felt like he knew her. âI feel like you do and donât realize it. Have you ever woken up in a weird place before?â He asked, she shook her head. âNo. This is a first.â She said.
He got up and walked upstairs leaving her there in her thoughts. Moments later he returned with a notebook. âI thought I recognized you. Youâre my new patient. Y/N.â She looked at him confused. âPatient?â She asked. âJack Crawford assigned you to me after you witnessed a murder.â She had no memory of this. âUm okay.â She said still confused but realized that she had woken up in this universe and this wasnât a dream. She was a part of this show. Though she had no memory prior to waking up outside his house. âRight. Sorry I just forgot.â She lied. He nodded and opened the notebook. âI guess we can start our session now. Wasnât expecting you until tomorrow.â He said. She looked at him as he wrote some things down. âOkay Ms. Y/N tell me what you remember about the murder.â She was fucked.
After the session was over she realized that she probably couldnât stay here even though she hadnât had a place to go. âI will see you next week.â He told her as she walked out of his house. She didnât know what she was going to do. She had no memory of anything that he said. So she certainly doesnât remember where her home would be. As she left his house she thought of what she could do. Thought of going back and falling asleep by his house but what would she do for a week? She huffed as she walked back to his house and rang the door bell. He answered and she sighed, âCan I stay the night?âÂ
It was beyond her why he agreed without explanation. She sat in the bed that he gave her and just thought. Thought about how crazy this was and how apart of her wants to go back to her universe. As she sat on the bed thinking she heard a knock. âCome in.â She said and Hannibal walked into the room. He saw how distraught she looked and he sat by her. âYou okay?â He asked, concerned in his eyes. She looked at him, god he looked so much like her husband. She knew that he basically was but he wasnât. âI donât know.â She whispered. âIs this about not having any memory at first?â She wanted to tell him. She wanted to tell him the truth, that she wasnât from this universe and that sheâs married to his actor but he would probably think sheâs nuts. But she couldnât live in this world alone.
âIâm gonna say something and itâs going to sound crazy but I need you to bare with me.â He nods. She lets out a sigh and looks away from him. âIâm not from here.â She says. He looks at her confused, âWhat do you mean?â âLike this universe. Iâm from a different one and in that universe this is a tv show called Hannibal. If iâm not mistaken given what youâre wearing this is season two and Will Graham is in prison for crimes he did not commit. You committed them but donât worry I wonât tell. And your actor is my husband Mads Mikkelsen.â His jaw dropped and he looked at her in shock. He wasnât quite sure he believed her. But how did she know that he was the killer? âMads Mikkelsen?â He asked. She raised an eyebrow at him.
Thatâs really what he got out of all of that. âYes thatâs my husband, thatâs you just in a different universe.â He didnât know what to say, she sounded crazy. âI know I sound crazy.â âWell I wouldnât say that.â He tried, she rolled her eyes. âBut iâm telling the truth. Thatâs why I donât remember anything from here like the murder or the FBI.â âBut you told me the story.â âI lied.â He nodded. âIâm sorry Hannibal. I know this is a lot to hear.â âIâm a TV Show character and my actor is married to you and you are well aware that iâm the killer.â He summed up what he could.
She looked at her hands, âYou have to believe me.â He looked at her. She had to be crazy, none of it made sense. Though he could read people very well and she didnât seem like she was lying. âDo I ever get caught?â He asked. She looked at him, âYes but you escape.â He nodded. âWith Will. I mean you two are basically in love.â He gave her a weird look. âIâm not in love with Will.â She looked at him with a âreally?â look. âIâm not.â He said. She shook her head, âyeah whatever you say.â âDoes he love me?â She chuckled at the question but nodded. âOne might say he does but you guys donât get together. You almost kiss but thatâs it. You might be together after the show ends. There isnât a fourth season.â She tells him. âThis is unique.â He told her and she laughed. âI know but itâs all true.â âSo since the man you call Mads? Plays me do you find me attractive?â He asked. She looked at him, red in the face.
âI mean yeah. Of course I do.â She said. âSo then if I kissed you, youâd be okay with it?â Her jaw was on the floor. âI uh I mean yeah. Yes, I would like that.â She said. He leaned in and kissed her. She was shocked that it came down to this moment but she wasnât complaining. She kissed him back and cupped his face. Their lips moved in sync as thoughts were racing through both of their minds. This was all crazy. She got up and straddled him, pulling him closer. His hands were placed on her hips as she deepened the kiss. Her hands ran through his hair. âHave you always wanted to do this?â He asked against her lips. She nodded out of breath. âYes.â He smirked and ran his fingers over her lips. âHave you thought about having sex with me?â She nodded and pushed him down so he was laying on the bed. His hands went under her shirt and she pulled it off her body revealing a red lace bra that she had on. His hands immediately went to her boobs. âYouâre so beautiful.â He tells her and removes the bra.
She lets it fall off her before she throws it with her shirt. Her hands travel down his white shirt that he was in. He looked so good in PJâs. âTake this off.â She tells him. He leans up and takes the shirt off, throwing it with her things. He didnât have abs per say but he was still the hottest man sheâs ever seen. She gets off him to remove her panties and he removes his PJ pants and boxers. She straddles him again and looks down at him. He looked up at her like she was his whole world, in her universe she was. His hands pulled her hips closer to where she was almost lined up with him. She looked down and saw his hard dick. Same size and thickness as her husband. He watched her as she lined herself up and slowly sat on his dick. He felt her walls taking him in like they were made for each other. She let out little moans until he was all the way in her.
His hands held her hips again and she began riding him. She went slow at first building up the pleasure. They didnât break eye contact as her jaw dropped. It felt so good. He could feel her walls clenching him and it made him groan. How was he supposed to be in love with Will when she was here? Her hips started moving faster and faster making the pleasure more intense. Both of them making noise now, enjoying the moment. She leaned down and kissed him, silencing her moans. Their lips moved together in a sloppy kiss. It wasnât a neat kiss, it was tongue and teeth and everything was put into it. Hannibalâs hands gripped her back as he felt himself getting closer. She gasped into his mouth as she felt her high near. Her eyes rolled back as her hips went faster.
He couldnât tear his eyes away from her face, it was like a pretty painting that he longed to see. She was so close she could taste it. âAre you going to cum, pretty girl?â He asked her. Thatâs all it took. She was cumming all over him with whines of his name. Seeing her cum, made him cum even harder. With a groan of her name he released inside of her. Her hips slowly move to ride out their orgasms. Her moans die down and her hips stop. She looks down at the man still shock that heâs Hannibal fucking Lecter. He stares back at her with a look in his eyes she knows all too well. Itâs the same look her husband gives her. Is this man in love with her?Â
She had to get back to her universe. This was so nice but she didnât belong here. She belonged with Mads not Hannibal but since Mads plays Hannibal she does love him. But the time she has spent with him has been amazing and she didnât wanna leave but she also wanted to get back to her life. Hannibal was a killer after all. She knows how this story ends and she truly thinks Will and him are meant to be.
As much as she loves him she doesnât wanna change that. But these past few weeks have been amazing. She laid her on Hannibalâs chest as they just talked. âIs your universe different from this one?â He asked. It kinda was in a sense that the issues going on in this universe were the only focus and in her universe they arenât just main focuses like that. Everyone has got their own problems. âIt feels the same but from watching it on TV no.â Willâs powers that he has as well. âAnd Willâs visions.â âNow I definitely believe you.â He joked and they both laughed. This was nice. Not having any actual problems besides to get back to her universe. âWhen does Will get out of prison?â He asked. She shouldnât tell him. âSoon.â Was all she said.Â
She sat at the table as she watched him make dinner. It was like a routine. She loved doing it but as she watched them cook, she realized that this was the stuff that her and Mads did. They had a life together and this reflected that. âIâve really enjoyed our time together, Hannibal.â She said with a smile as she drank from her wine glass. He smiled and gave her a plate. âI have to.â Her smile dropped slightly as she looked up at him. âI uh wish I could stay.â She said. âYou can.â He told her. âI canât though. I have a husband and life to get back to.â She told him. âIâm your husband though. I mean technically.â She looks at him and sighs, âYou are but you arenât. My husband isnât a cannibal. He just plays one on TV.â âSo Iâm just a TV character to you.â That knocked the wind right out of her.
That was something she never thought sheâd ever hear. She loved fictional characters so much and they were so much more than that but hearing that question made her sick. âNo Hanni youâre not youâre so much more than that but you gotta look at it from my perspective this wasnât supposed to happen. I donât even know how it happened.â She told him. âTo you it wasnât. But this to me was a blessing.â He took her hands. She looked up at him from her seat. âStay with me, Y/N. I can give you all he can.â But he couldnât and they both have different endings that donât include each other. âHannibal youâre amazing but we arenât meant to be together.â She said. âThen how come youâre here?â She didnât have an answer for that. She truly didnât know. Luck? She didnât have an answer to his question but all she knew was that she had to get back to her universe
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Sweet boy - Gojo Satoru
words: 4k
paring: Gojo x milf!reader
summary: You refused to spend your 33rd birthday alone after having been divorced for 4 months and who would have told you that going to a bar to spend your 33rd birthday would make you meet an attractive 25-year-old young man?
tags: p in the v, older woman x younger man, sub Gojo, sugar baby Gojo, sugar mommy reader, smut, oral sex (f), ridding, age difference
Jujutsu Kaisen materialist
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You looked at yourself in the mirror and sighed, it was your 33rd birthday and you were spending it alone. It hadn't been more than four months since you had caught your now ex-husband in bed with his secretary. It sounded too cliché, but that's how it was.
But the truth is that you didn't feel like celebrating anything, your family hadn't let it bother you after announcing that you were getting a divorce, according to them you were losing value and giving a bad image to the family. Disgusting, was what you thought when your father said that.
Since that day you had not visited him again and you had no intention of doing so either. You were independent, you owned your own business where you earned well and you had achieved everything on your own, without help from your parents.
But it felt lonely, being there, turning 33 without anyone to celebrate with. You shook your head and grabbed the red lipstick and painted your lips, you would go out and drink, even if it was alone.
You walked out of your apartment and with your head held high you walked out of your apartment, feeling the big city night crash against you.
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Gojo Satoru stretched out in his chair, feeling the alcohol coursing through his veins. He was with his college friends at a local bar, it was their third round but Satoru was still on his first beer, he really hated drinking but this was a special occasion, they were finally graduating from their master's degree.
âCâmon Gojo!â One of his classmates held him. âLetâs drink another beer.â
Satoru shook his head. âIâm good.â He tried to get the weight of his classmate from him. âIâm gonna get some fresh air.â
He heard his classmate complain, but he completely ignored him and continued walking without paying attention.
His blue gaze fell upon a figure at the bar drinking. Her hair fell over her bare back and in her hand was a glass of what looked like red wine. Satoru felt an electric shock go through his body and the saliva in his mouth dry.
His feet stopped moving and at that moment he wanted to get closer. Taking a breath and clenching his fists, he approached the figure.
âHeyâŠâ He said, his voice coming a bit weak from his vocal cords.
You groaned and put the wine glass down on the table. âWhat?â You looked at him and first saw his blue eyes and then, his dimples.
He was cute, really pretty actually. He looked younger, probably in his twenties. Oh he would probably leave as soon as he saw that you were older than him, he probably thought you were a girl in her twenties and wanted to flirt with you but who would want to flirt with you now? At least that's what your ex told you, that you weren't attractive anymore.
âSaw you here alone drinking⊠and I approached you.â He spoke, now he seemed a bit less nervous. âIs this seat free?â He pointed to the seat next to you.
âDo whatever you want.â You said.
He sat next to you and asked for a drink. âSo tell me, what are you doing here alone?â
âUghâŠâ You said while swallowing the wine. âWith how many women have you talked to? What was that phrase?â
The boy looked at you shocked and you noticed his Adamâs apple moving up and down. âI⊠well I haveâŠâ He protested. Cute.
You chuckled and moved your head. âYou are so cute, you know? How old are you?â You rested your head on your hand, as you looked at him.
â25⊠will be 26 on December.â He smiled.
He was younger than you. âCuteâŠâ You whispered. âIâm here celebrating my lonely birthday. An old woman like me is celebrating her birthday all alone.â
âHappy birthday!â He said with a smile. âAnd old?â He tilted his head.
âIâm 33.â You slightly smiled, waiting for the moment he would say that he was leaving.
âOhâŠâ He only whispered.
âItâs okay if you leave. I know Iâm notâŠâ
âIâm not leaving, I want to drink with you.â He said confidently, his eyes shining. You looked at him with surprise.
âDo whatever you wantâŠâ You paused yourself, realizing you didnât his name.
âSatoru!â He said. âMy name is Satoru.â
You told him your name. âIs nice to meet you Satoru.â
He said your name and you felt how something lit up in you. âAnd why would you be celebrating your birthday all alone.â
You smirked. âLife is awful, my ex cheated and no one sided with me during our divorce.â You drank again. âSo here I am with my glass of wine and now a cute boy.â You looked at him, what was happening to you? You were flirting with that boy?
âI hope this is a nice company then.â He smiled. âAnd by the way your ex is an asshole, cheating on a beautiful woman like you. Such a loser.â
You bite your lip. Oh so he was interested in you? For real? That handsome boy was interested in you. And you? You were honestly interested in him too.
You smiled subtly and shook your head. âMaybe itâs the alcohol but why do I feel like youâre flirting with me?â
You could feel his shoulders tense and then a smile appeared. âBecause I am.â
Your eyes widened slightly. âWhy would you do that? With a woman like me when you have such young girls?â You whispered, showing a bit of vulnerability.
He came closer, Satoru found courage where he didnât have any and brushed your lips with his thumb. âBecause youâre the only one Iâm interested in in this whole bar.â
A small gasp escaped from your lips and you looked away, embarrassed. âYou drank too much, Satoru.â You said his name for the first time.
And that made Satoru not want to walk away, he wanted to hear you say his name like that again. Oh god, he wanted more of you. He was so enraptured by your beauty, your way of speaking, your movements, your lips moving.
âI didnâtâŠâ He whispered. âAnd if I did you know what they say about drunk people right? They always tell the truth.â He said the last part in your ear.
âGojo!!â A male voice sounded almost above the music of the bar. âWe are waiting for you! We will be starting the drinking game.â A boy started shaking Satoruâs shoulders.
You saw how Satoru looked a bit annoyed, as if he didnât like the idea of going back with his classmates. The eyes of Satoruâs eyes fell on you and then back on Satoruâs figure, who was still quiet.
âOh!â He looked at you again. âOh Gojo, sorry you were enjoying the night with this pretty lady?â The boy screamed.
âYeah, now get out of here. You are annoying.â Satoru said.
âWhy donât you come with us and also play with us at the drinking game?â The boy ignored Satoru and spoke to you.
You looked at Satoru and smiled, it could be fun. âYeah, why not?â
Satoru opened his eyes. âYou donât have toâŠâ
âI want toâŠâ You smirked. âCâmon sweet boy.â You whispered that part, and gently touched his arm.
Satoru felt his breath hitch and probably looked like a complete idiot as he watched you move your hips following his classmate to the table. He saw you sitting on the table with the rest of his classmates and how you made a sign for him to approach you.
Satoru blinked and wiped his damp hands on his pants before walking over to the table, sitting next to you. You smiled at him and Satoru felt like he melted around your fingertips.
He could hear his classmates laughing and speaking but his eyes were on you and just you, he couldnât stop looking at you.
âRight Gojo?â He heard his name being called.
âHuh?â He turned and finally looked at his classmates.
âWe are explaining to your lovely friend how the game goes.â
âOh yeahâŠâ He looked at you. âYou donât have to play.â He whispered to you.
âI want toâŠâ You smiled, cockily and watched how he became shy.
âYeah, right.â He swallowed.
The game started but Satoru's head was somewhere else, not in the game, his eyes were simply focused on you. The sound of his classmates' laughter filled the place and you would occasionally glance at him subtly.
You couldn't have imagined being there on your birthday night with a group of recent graduates while you played a drinking game and felt the gaze of that boy who had caught your attention so much.
âOkay! Now itâs Gojoâs turn!â One of the guys shouted pouring liquor on Gojoâs small glass.
You watched as Satoru blinked and he looked at the glass. An idea crossed your mind and you smiled. You stood up from your seat and took Satoru's glass, while your eyes were fixed on him.
âAre you going to be a good boy for me Satoru?â You whispered to him, touching his face.
Satoru gulped as he looked at you, you were driving him crazy. The world seemed to disappear, leaving just the two of you. Your soft hands touched his face and made him look up as you brought the glass to his lips.
Satoru's heart rate increased when his lips touched the glass. Your eyes continued to penetrate his, not blinking for a second. The alcohol passed down his throat, burning him. And he didn't know if it was because of the alcohol or your seductive gaze, that he felt his body begin to heat up.
You bite your lip as you saw as his cheeks were completely red and looking like a puppy at you. Once he drank the liquor you gently patted his face with a wide smile and sat back down to notice all of Satoru's classmates were staring at you with their mouths open.
âWhat?â You smiled cockily at his classmates.
âOh please do that to me too!â One of the boys screamed.
âNo! To me please.â Another one said.
You chuckled and shook your head. âIâm sorry guys but I will do that only to Satoru.â You rested your head on your hand.
Satoru's classmates made a whimper and you turned your eyes to Satoru who was still in a trance-like state. You wanted to laugh but you contain yourself from doing it. The game continued, as Satoru continued to ramble on in his not-so-pure thoughts about you. You continued to smile and stare at him, and poor Satoru's heart continued to race like a 16-year-old's.
âWellâŠâ You stood up. âI think it is time for me to leave.â You looked at the boys and finally at Gojo and winked your eye, hoping he would get your signal.
âI will accompany you.â Satoru stood from the table as fast as the light.
You smiled and started walking with Satoru following you like your own shadow. The cold night hit your cheeks and you turned around to look at Satoru.
âSo what pretty boy, is this a goodbye?â
Satoru swallowed and moved his hands. âOnly⊠only if you want.â
You bite your lip. âYou knowâŠâ You approached him and you placed your hands on his chest, feeling his heart beat beneath your palm. âI didnât get any birthday present todayâŠâ
You saw Satoru gulp and get nervous. âOh⊠thatâs a shameâŠâ He said with a sigh. âIs⊠is there anything I could do?â He said with a half smile.
âYesâŠâ You narrowed your eyes and your breaths began to mix before kissing his lips.
Your hands moved from his chest to his hair and you gently tugged on it as the kiss intensified. You separated from him trying to catch your breath.
âLetâs go to my apartment.â You held his hand and started walking searching for a taxi to take you both to your apartment.
As soon as you entered your apartment, the anticipation that had been boiling through your veins burst forth. You couldn't resist any longer and immediately pounced on Satoru, your need for him overtaking everything else. Your lips met his in a fervent kiss, tasting the sweetness of his candy-flavored lips.
The urgency of your movements seemed to take Satoru by surprise, his breathing ragged as your mouths moved against each other. His hands, shaking slightly with nervousness, found their way to your hips. Despite the passion between you, his touch was gentle, almost reverent, as if he feared you might break in his arms. Slowly, as if he savored every second of closeness, he pulled you closer, closing the space between your bodies until you could feel the heat of him penetrating your skin, as if he were leaving marks on your skin.
As your bodies pressed closer together, the heat between you became almost unbearable, the temperature of your room beginning to rise abruptly. Your fingers tangled in his white hair, drawing him deeper into the kiss as you demanded more from him. Satoru responded with a soft, submissive moan that made you shiver, his lips surrendering completely to your touch and your warmth.
His hands wandered from your hips to your sides, moving tentatively, almost as if asking for permission with every inch he traveled across your skin. He traced the curve of your waist with a feather-light touch, his fingers trembling slightly as he explored your body, his breathing growing shakier with each passing moment. His chest rose and fell against yours, the steady beat of his heart resonating in your own chest, but his submission made it all the more intoxicating.
You could feel Satoruâs restraint jerk and tremble beneath your lips. He was giving himself over to you completely. When he finally broke the kiss to catch his breath, his eyes met yours, filled with a vulnerable longing that made your heart race.
You could see the hunger reflected in Satoruâs gaze, tempered with a deep, trusting submission that only made you want him more. Wordlessly, you pulled him back to you, needing to feel him, to taste him, to take control of every part of him.
His hands moved more confidently now, but still with that same underlying hesitation, sliding down your back and then back down again, like he couldnât get enough of the feeling of you beneath his fingers, but unsure if he could take more. Your own hands roamed over his body, tracing the hard lines of his muscles, feeling the way his body responded to your touch.
You could feel his heartbeat, fast and steady, pulsing beneath your fingertips as you ran them over the hard plains of his chest. His skin was warm, a stark contrast to the coolness of the night air that wafted just outside the window. As you moved closer, pressing your body fully against his, Satoru responded with a low, breathy moan that sent a shiver down your spine.
When his lips left yours, leaving a trail of soft, lingering kisses along your jaw and down your neck, you couldnât suppress the soft moan that escaped your lips. The sound seemed to spur Satoru on, his kisses becoming more insistent, more demanding as he explored the curve of your neck.
Your hands found their way beneath his shirt, tracing the contours of his back, the muscles tensing beneath your touch as you pulled him even closer.
With a breathless whisper Satoru broke the silence of the room. âWhat do you want me to do maâam?â
That nickname made your insides burn with desire, his hot and eager gaze only increased that desire. Your heart was completely racing, you wanted that boy to devour you, even if it was just for that night. You wanted it.
A sigh escaped your lips and you swallowed hard. âGet on your knees.â You told him with a smile.
Satoru obeyed without blinking an eye, without question, as he got on his knees in front of you. You smiled widely and sat down on the couch behind you. The short dress you were wearing was pushed up slightly to your thighs.
Satoru positioned himself between your legs, you could see his gaze filled with a mix of intensity mixed with tenderness. Satoru took a moment to admire you, his breath warm and uneven hitting your skin. Satoru placed soft kisses on your inner thigh, the kisses were slow and gentle as if Satoru wanted to take his time with you.
A moan escaped your lips as his fingers moved over your thong and his tongue traced a path from your entrance to the sensitive folds above. His gaze was fixed on you, looking at you with desire and hunger. You threw your head back as he began to suck, feeling it send shockwaves through your body.
His hands rested lightly on your hips, holding you in place as he continued his exploration. He seemed completely absorbed in pleasuring you, focused on knowing what made you moan in pleasure.
âOh Satoru!â You moaned, tangling your fingers in his white hair, feeling your body getting closer to climax.
Each wave of pleasure that built up inside you was met with a new. As you reached the peak of pleasure, the sounds of your moans and gasps filled the room, and Satoru responded with ever-increasing fervor, concentrating solely on bringing you to the climax you were eagerly approaching. When you finally reached your peak, the sensation was all-encompassing, leaving you breathless and trembling.
Your chest rose and fell as you looked at Satoru, who was licking his lips while his blue eyes remained fixed on you. Satoru was trying to control himself, he felt agitated and the bulge in his pants was becoming unbearable. But, oh fuck, he would never have imagined himself in that situation and he loved it.
The temperature in the room rose considerably and at that moment the only sounds you could hear were your breathing, especially yours, which was still trying to find normality.
You were sticky, sweaty but you didn't want to finish yet. You gulped and gently touched Satoru's face. His gaze relaxed, reflecting tenderness and softness. You smiled before kissing him and lowering your hand to his crotch, causing a whimper to escape Satoru's lips. Smiling against his lips you continue moving your hand over his pants, feeling how hard he was.
âGet undress.â You said breaking the kiss and standing up from the sofa.
Satoru swallowed, following your movements. âYes maâam.â
There was that nickname again and the heat it provoked in you. Satoru began to undress and you could notice that toned torso that you had been able to touch lightly minutes ago.
You turned your face away and took off your dress, letting it fall to the floor. Turning back around, you saw that Satoru was now completely naked before you and your heart gave a little jump at the sight of him there, knowing that he would be completely yours.
âSit on the couch and put this.â You said, throwing him a condom you were keeping on your purse.
Satoru shivered, he was loving this, being under your command, being yours. Nodding he sat down on the couch and you walked over to him, a smile forming on your face.
Satoru was completely hard, he knew that if you touched him he could cum. You gently sat on his thighs and touched his face again and gently moved closer to him.
âAre you going to be a good boy for me, Satoru?â You murmured against his lips.
Satoru felt like he was melting, like he was passing out. âYesâŠâ
âYes what?â You smiled.
âYes maâam.â He said and you nodded before kissing him.
You gently grabbed his member, causing Satoru to moan and squeeze his eyes shut. âOpen your eyes my sweet boy. I want you to watch me ride you.â
Satoru opened his eyes, which were glazed over and he swallowed as he watched you gently insert his member inside you.
You moaned as his cock was finally inside you, it was definitely bigger than your ex's and it filled you completely. Satoru moved his hand and grabbed your hip, you could feel his desperation crashing against your skin as he sought to get you to start moving.
You grabbed his hand and pulled it off your hip. âNo hands sweet boy.â
Satoru pouted as he looked at you. âPleaseâŠâ He moaned as you shifted slightly.
You chuckled and started to move your hips, causing both of you to moan at the pleasure you were feeling. Satoru fought the urge to touch you, to trace your curves, but he wanted to be a good boy to you and follow your desires.
Sweat began to run down your faces as you moved up and down his member, feeling every fiber of your skin tingle with each penetration. It had been too long since you had felt such pleasure, your ex had rarely or never made you feel the way that the 25-year-old was making you feel.
âOh SatoruâŠâ You said throwing your head backwards and closing your eyes.
âPlease maâamâŠâ Satoru cried out.
âWhat sweet boy?â You looked at him without stopping.
âLet me⊠let me touch you more.â He murmured, with his voice trembling as he let the words out.
âWhere?â You smirked.
âEverywhere.â He said with shiny eyes.
Your back bent and you brought your face closer to his, your breaths mingling and you gently bit his bottom lip. âYouâve been a good boy, havenât you?â He nodded, his breath coming in ragged gasps. âGo aheadâŠâ
Satoru gathered his courage and captured your lips in a passionate kiss and his hands rested on your hips, squeezing them and beginning to move them up and down, exploring your upper body.
You broke the kiss and threw your head backwards as Satoru started to devour your nipples. You moved your hands up to his hair and tangled your fingers in his hair and started pulling on them.
Satoru left your nipples and began to leave a trail of wet kisses on your neck and collarbone, while you continued to move on his member.
You don't know how much longer you kept moving, but you do know that when your second orgasm hit that night on your birthday, a moan escaped your throat and you hugged Satoru tightly, who kept moving inside you until he growled and reached his orgasm.
Satoru grabbed your body tightly and breathed heavily on your ear, trying to catch his breath after the orgasm he had had. You gently pulled away and got off of Satoru, grimacing at the mess you had made on the couch.
âI will have to call someone to clean thatâŠâ You murmured for yourself. âYou want something to drink?â You looked at Satoru.
âI⊠yeahâŠâ He stood up and took his clothes.
You looked at him. âWhat are you doing?â
âOh⊠I will leave after drinking something.â
âWhy?â You asked.
He looked at you. âI⊠wellâŠâ Satoru felt a bit embarrassed.
âStay⊠we can have more fun.â You tilted your head.
Satoru nodded and oh boy, you did have so much fun. You had a few more rounds, in bed, in the shower, etc., you were really thankful you had gone out on your birthday night.
The next morning you woke up with Satoru's arms on your hips and you smiled. You gently moved Satoru until his blue eyes met yours. You had been thinking about something all night.
âGood morningâŠâ You whispered with a smile.
âGood morning.â He said back with a smile revealing his dimples.
âDo you have a passport?â You asked him.
âI⊠yeah.â
âGood, then come with me to Italy.â
Satoru almost choked with his own saliva and opened his eyes. âTo Italy? I donât have money toâŠâ
âDonât worry.â You cut him off. âI will pay for everything.â You got closer to him. âSo what sweet boy, you coming with me?â
Satoru scanned your face and swallowed. âYeah⊠yeah maâam.â
And there it was the nickname again, you could lose your whole mind for that boy. âGood.â You smiled before capturing his lips again.
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After watching GOTG vol 3 for a second time, I wanna take a minute to talk about Rocket and Lyllaâs relationship. I believe Lylla is Rocketâs mother figure. Hear me out, because I know a lot of you will disagree, especially since their relationship was romantic in the comics.
But as with the rest of mcu, there can be big changes from the source material and Lylla going from a love interest to a mother figure can totally be one of them. Hell, it actually wouldnât be the first time either considering Alexi was Natashaâs husband in the comics and now father in the mcu.
Back to Lylla and Rocket though, I really think they made this change intentionally and wanted the audience to see her in that motherly light. Her dialogue, her tone, all of her mannerisms actually are incredibly nurturing. I mean, just their first interaction itself sets up this mother figure idea. Lylla is introduced to a frightened, literal baby and immediately starts to soothe him, almost cooing, in a way that a mom would for a crying baby. Lylla then essentially licks his wounds and cleans Rocket up.
Of course Teefs and Floor were also welcoming and sweet but not in the same way as Lylla; they were excited for a new friend and were ready to accept him as their own (they also had more childlike personalities themselves), but Lylla was more calm and tried to help Rocket adjust to the situation emotionally. From there on, she literally raises Rocket. As Lylla said herself, there are hands that guide you, and for all of Rocketâs time growing up, she was the one guiding him. She was his biggest comfort and source of love, and she was his biggest supporter too.
She taught him, not in the ways the High Evolutionary did, but rather socially and emotionally. Lylla is the one who lifted him up, encouraged him, and was beyond proud of him. The scene where they hug right after Rocket breaks them out, reminds me of a mother who is so proud of what her baby grew up to accomplish. Even in the after life scene, Lyllaâs physical affection was platonic and once again, her showing sheâs proud of him. Even the words, âmy beloved raccoonâ sounded like a motherâs love and admiration for her child.
And to me, once you realize what Lylla really was to Rocket, her murder is infinitely worse. Because not only she die right before his eyes, but he spent the rest of his life blaming himself for his motherâs death.
#rocket raccoon#Lylla#lylla otter#gotg#rocket and lylla#gotg vol 3#gotg volume 3 spoilers#guardians of the galaxy vol 3#guardians of the galaxy#marvel#mcu#high evolutionary
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Hi preciousđ«¶đ»
Love your storyâs btwđ
I would like to request a scenario where someone is bad mouthing reader (out of jealousy or smt else u decide). While Miguel is hearing EVERYTHING, that is said abt his wifey. Whatever happens next is up to you darling.đ«¶đ»
Donât feel pushed to write abt something u donât feel comfortable withđ
OH MY GOD, SURE THINGGGGGG and THANK YOU SO MUCH ??? I HOPE YOU LOVE THIS TOO !!
not another word. â miguel o'hara x wife!fem!reader
his back muscles tensed up and his nostrils flared as he huffed and puffed, his eyebrows knitting together in a furious look that tried his damn hardest to remain calm. he could not, for the words he was hearing from the so-called 'friendly colleagues' you invited to have dinner at your place were laughing and muttering to themselves under their breaths how naĂŻve you appearedâhow you looked so young and stupid, that they were shocked that an 'pretty little airhead' like you became their 'respected' colleague.
"she's got a pretty face, sure, but have you seen how much of a kltuzy butterfingered little thing she is?"
"right? watch out for her, she might woo your husband away from you with that insipid little grin of hers that just makes me want to..."
"she's so annoying, she always keeps offering me her shitty treats that nobody wantsâi'm surprised she even has a husband, no one in the right mind would put up with her."
your colleagues laughed amongst themselves as they kept insulting you and calling you names behind your back; you left the living room to get them some of the goodies you baked for them that you took so long trying to figure out how to make them and actually baking them up. you were anxious this whole time if they'd like it or not, but little did you know they were already dreading to taste what you made, not caring how much effort and thought you put into making these treatsâand that angered miguel, very, very much.
he tried to calm himself down and remind himself that this was your gathering, he was just going to mind his own business and let you be happy. but he can't be happy if he knows that your colleagues right there that feigned a welcoming aura and a friendly demeanor towards you didn't like you, and all for the stupidest, worst reasons he had ever heard come out of another person's mouth. miguel had enough, he was going to teach them just what happens when they insult his darling little wife one more time.
"then i guess i'm not in my right mind for wanting to stay with her," miguel said in a low, intimidating voice that made all your colleagues tense up in their seats and turn their heads to look at your husband with pursed lips. miguel looked down at them with an angry glare, with hints of a furious red in his pupils. he looked everyone down one by one and noticed they were all frightened of himâgood. "but i don't really care if i'm 'not in my right mind' for loving the most perfect woman in the world, i'm not in my right mindâi'm living the best life i can and that's with her." he said as his voice softened at that latter part, thinking fondly of you amidst his anger towards these horrible colleagues who dare take your kindness and generosity for granted.
miguel sighed and furrowed his eyebrows again. "i don't give a damn about who any of you people are, how much you make, or what my wife thinks of you allâwhich, believe me, is a far kinder judgement than anyone would have of such mundane, cynical peopleâi will break every bone in your bodies and make you all beg for forgiveness and grovel at my wife's feet if i hear another lick on an insult get spewed out by those disgusting mouths of yours."
miguel spoke that threat with a low growl in his voice, he was becoming a little more feral, which he promised to you he'd keep under control, but he couldn't in this situationâhe couldn't stand idly by and let you be insulted by these morons; he can't help his emotions sometimes, but believe him when he says he's tried his damn hardest to hold back on getting even angrier on these colleagues of yours that couldn't even acknowledge you were a sincerely kind soul that just wanted to make others happy.
you soon emerged from the kitchen with a gleeful smile, carrying the delicious treats you made for your ungrateful colleagues. the moment you saw them, they all looked spooked; as if they witnessed dracula or somebody just say he was going to suck the blood out of them all and turn them into human prunes. you chuckled nervously, asking them what was wrong, with miguel standing up from his seatâgiving your colleagues a glare of warningâand kissing you sweetly on the lips in surprise and muttering in soft voice, "nothing's wrong, querida. oh, my favoritesâi'll have to thank you with something else you like later, hmm?" he offered as he wrapped his arm around your waist, making you all flustered and shy as you tried to remind him you two had guests over. "we can always kick them out, nena, it's fine... let me hold you just a little longer." he whispered in your ear as your colleagues gulped and tried smiling up at you and praising your treats, about how good they look and smelled, how tasty they must beâmaking you smile wider at the sudden compliments you were getting.
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despite the happiness you thought you were bringing your colleagues, miguel desperately wanted you to know that you don't need to make others happy... you've already make him happy since day one and he's been happier and happier with you ever since that day.
#miguel o'hara#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel o'hara x y/n#miguel o'hara fluff#miguel o'hara fanfiction#spiderman 2099#spiderman 2099 x reader#atsv#atsv miguel x reader#atsv x reader#atsv x you#atsv x y/n#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#spiderman across the spiderverse#spiderman across the spiderverse x reader#spiderman across the spiderverse fluff#spiderman across the spiderverse fanfiction
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Daughter Dearest (Part Four)
Pairing: Cillian Murphy (47) x Step! Daughter (21)
Warning: Infidelity, Smut, Dysfunctional Family
Tag List will be updated soon! Please comment and engage! Thanks so much xxx Thank you @blondie-22 for some amazing ideas...
Over the next few days, Cillian made a conscious effort to distance himself from you. You noticed the change in his behavior, the way he would avoid eye contact, his brusque responses, and the forced smiles.Â
He was nice enough, but it was clear that there was some kind of wall between you, and you wondered whether your mother had something to do with it. Maybe she was upset that he treated you well or maybe she knew that, perhaps, you had too much in common.Â
Your mother had always enjoyed her new status, as a wife of a Hollywood actor, and she wasn't afraid to use it to get what she wanted.
Free designer clothes, constant attention, and invitations to red-carpet events which, quite obviously, Cillian himself hated and so did you.
You hated all the attention and publicity so much that you had distanced yourself from everything to do with it and, whilst Cillian had been known as a lady's man in the past, since Sadie was born, he became somewhat domesticated.
Your mother, on the other hand, seemed to thrive on the attention. She loved attending parties and events, pretending as though Cillian was some sort of âtrophyâ husband and this always made you wonder what he actually saw in her when they met.
Your mother was, and still is, incredibly attractive, but surely, this couldn't be enough to keep a man like Cillian in a loveless marriage for so long?
As far as you knew, Cillian was a good person. It just made no sense as to why he wouldn't leave your mother, who you despised, and find someone who genuinely cared about him.
You watched him from afar, sitting on the couch by himself, trying to make sense of the situation. You couldn't quite figure him out and, despite the distance he so evidently tried to keep from you, you still felt drawn to him somehow.
He had just had yet another argument with your mother, and as usual, she had stormed off without talking things out, leaving him on his own with you in the house.Â
You took this as an opportunity to join him, wanting to offer some form of support or comfort, unsure of whether or not he would accept it.
"Hey," you greeted him softly, as you took a seat on the chair opposite him, trying your best not to make things awkward between you two.
Cillian looked up from where he was seated, a pained expression on his face, and you couldn't help but feel a tug in your chest in response.
You had known that things between your mother and him were complicated, but you hadn't realized just how much until now.Â
He wiped at his face with the back of his hand, and you could see the exhaustion etched deep into his features.Â
"Hey , you okay?" you asked, your voice softer now, and you could feel the concern oozing out of every word you spoke.
Cillian sighed before taking a deep breath. "Yeah, just the usual," he replied, attempting to force a smile, but it didn't reach his eyes. He looked absolutely drained, and all you wanted to do was wrap him up in a warm embrace and tell him that everything would be okay.
"Do you want to talk about it?" you asked tentatively, not wanting to push him but feeling the need to help in some way.
His gaze lingered on you for a moment, looking as if he was debating whether or not to open up. Finally, he let out a sigh and began to speak.
"I appreciate it, but no," he said with a distant look in his eyes, stumbling over his words. "You are my stepdaughter, and it would be quite inappropriate for me to discuss the issues between your mother and I with you."
You nodded in understanding, feeling the distance between you two widen. "Of course," you said with a small, reassuring smile. "But if there's anything you want to get off your chest, I am here."
A silent moment passed before Cillian replied, "I appreciate that, Y/N", before telling you that your mother had decided to go away with Cliona, on a retreat, while Sadie was spending some time with her grandparents in Cork. "Your mother will drop Sadie off in Cork and then travel down to Kerry, to stay at our holiday house for the week with Cliona," he explained, as you frowned in response.
"How convenient," you then chuckled as this, in itself, did not surprise you. Your mother had a habit of walking away from her problems rather than facing them. On top of that, in recent days, she had referred to you as a criminal and voiced her concerns about Sadie being around you, which hurt you deeply - both as a daughter and as a prospective role model for the young girl.
"I wouldn't take it personally Y/N," Cillian assured, his gaze locked with yours. "It's got nothing to do with you," he began, searching for the right words to explain, but you simply interrupted him. "It's because of me, I think," he then added but you shook your head.Â
"It's got everything to do with me. She doesn't want me to be around her and her family as, apparently, I am a bad influence for Sadie," you replied, anger seeping into your voice, though you managed to hold back the tears.
"I am sorry Y/N," Cillian murmured sympathetically, unsure what else to say, but before he could even attempt to speak another sentence, you carried on.Â
You sighed deeply, shaking your head in frustration. "Do you know why I am here, Cillian?" you asked, curiosity piqued in your voice.
Cillian sighed again, running a hand through his hair before looking at you. "Because your mother was worried about you, I suppose," he answered, his voice heavy.
"No, I am here because, if I had gone into custody instead, this would have given her a bad reputation, even though I didn't know about the goddamn drugs in my bag! I don't take fucking drugs and I don't sell them either but, of course, she wouldn't believe that,"Â you explained, anger and frustration bubbling in your voice.
"Well, for what it's worth, I do believe you," Cillian said, clearly meaning it.Â
"That's something I suppose," you chuckled slightly, though you weren't entirely convinced that your mother would ever see things from your perspective.
A silence unfolded between the two of you, as Cillian tried to find the right words to say. Finally, he spoke, "You know, Y/N, you and your mother are very different people. You are creative and you clearly think in different ways to her which is something she might feel threatened by sometimes."
You looked at Cillian, surprised at this new perspective. "I never thought of it like that," you admitted, your voice quieter now. "But it's more than just her being threatened by my choices - she doesn't support me either which, as my mother, she should," you told him before letting out a deep, exasperated sigh.
Cillian nodded, understanding your point of view. "I think that's fair," he agreed. "But, you know, sometimes people struggle to understand or accept what they don't know or can't relate to. It's not ideal, and it certainly isn't an excuse, but it does happen, even in families."
You nodded, taking in his words. "Yeah, maybe you're right," you conceded. "And I appreciate your perspective on this, so thank you."
Cillian smiled warmly. "You're welcome. And I appreciate your offer earlier too. It means a lot," he said, his voice warm and genuine.Â
"You are welcome too," you winked, trying to lighten the mood.
He chuckled slightly at your gesture, and it was then that he realised that, in the coming days, with everyone else gone, it would be much harder for him to maintain his distance from you despite his decision to do so.
As such, on the day of your mother's and sisters' departure, you found yourself roaming around the house, finding yourself staring at Cillian from across the room, engrossed in a book or with his nose buried deep in his scripts.
You noticed how his eyes darted towards you occasionally, as if he could not tear himself away, but then he'd turn away, as if to shut out the thoughts that plagued his mind.
You watched as he continued to wrestle with his inner demons, and you couldn't help but wonder if he was trying to suppress the same feelings that you were trying to ignore for the past two weeks.Â
Unlike Cillian though, you eventually decided to take an initiative and bring this strange awkwardness to an end now that your mother and siblings had gone.Â
"You know, if you wanted me to, I could cook something nice, and we could watch a movie again? Maybe this time, without interruptions," you suggested, hoping to ease the tension and reach out to him, breaking down that wall he had erected around himself in these last few days, for whatever reason unknown to you.Â
You saw the surprised look on his face, and you wondered if you had crossed some line by proposing this. A few moments of silence passed before he finally spoke up, "Yeah, I would like that," he replied, the edges of his lips curling upwards slightly.
You couldn't help but feel a small sense of triumph at having breached that wall between you two.
"Great," you said, your voice light and cheerful. "I'll start cooking then. Do you have any preferences?"
Cillian thought for a moment before shaking his head. "No, anything you make will be great," he assured, his voice steady and confident.
You smiled at him, feeling a warmth spread through your chest.
"Alright, then, I'll surprise you," you replied as you turned on your heel and headed towards the kitchen.
"Do you want help?"Â Cillian called out from the living room, but you shook your head.
"No, I've got this. You just relax," you replied, grateful for his offer but determined to make this meal a surprise for him.
As you moved around the kitchen, chopping vegetables and stirring sauces, you felt a sense of happiness that you hadn't experienced in a while. It had been so long since you had cooked a meal for someone else, and the thought of having dinner just with Cillian made you smile but, just as you turned on the stove, the power went out.
"Shit," you cursed as you stood there in the dark just before Cillian came walking in with his phone, using it as a light source.
"Are you alright?" he asked as he approached you, having heard you curse.Â
"Power's out," you replied as you looked at him, struggling to hold back your smile.
He chuckled slightly. "I can see that," he said before asking whether you had hurt yourself.Â
You shook your head. "No, it's just... I got startled and now the stove went out before I could cook dinner," you explained, your eyes darting towards the stove in disappointment before looking back at Cillian.
"It's fine. I am not hungry yet and I doubt that the power will be out for long . I'll light some candles and we can wait it out," Cillian said, as he moved around the kitchen to gather some candles and a lighter before you both returned to the living room for now.
Within a few minutes, the living room was filled with a warm, soft light, creating an intimate atmosphere between the two of you. You both sat down on the couch, slightly closer than usual as Cillian spoke up.
"Uhm, we could play a game to pass the time, if you want?" he suggested, with a hint of nervousness in his voice.
You smiled at him, appreciative of his effort to make the situation less awkward.
"Sure, that sounds fun," you replied. "What kind of games do you have?" you asked him, raising your eyebrows curiously.
"I have a few board games and card games," Cillian replied, pointing to the cabinet where he kept them. "You can take a look and choose one that you like."
You nodded and got up from the couch, making your way towards the cabinet. You scanned the games, trying to decide which one to play. Suddenly, you felt Cillian's presence behind you, and you could feel the warmth radiating from his body. You turned around and looked up at him, and your gaze locked for a brief moment.
There was a rush of anticipation and maybe even a hint of longing in your eyes, and Cillian felt a rush of emotion that he wasn't sure he should be feeling.
"Some of them are incomplete, I think. Sadie keeps pulling out the pieces," Cillian said with a sheepish grin before adding, "but this one should still work."
He handed you a game of monopoly and you immediately shook your head.
"I hate monopoly . It takes ages," you pouted, playfully, causing Cillian to chuckle, still kneeling right behind you.
His breath tickled your ear, and you felt a shiver run down your spine before you pulled away quickly, trying to ignore the flutter in your chest.
"How about this one?" you then asked as, from the back of the cabinet, you pulled out a game that you and your twin sister used to play together when you were young teens.
"Truth or dare? Really?"Â Cillian asked, looking at the game in amusement. "I haven't played that since I was a kid."
"It's a fun game," you replied, grinning mischievously. "And the best thing about it is that you don't need to think of any questions or challenges. Plus, you get to score points, depending on what you choose," you explained.Â
Cillian raised his eyebrows, intrigued. "Alright, let's do it," he said, holding up the box.
You both sat on the couch once again, the soft glow of the candles casting a warm light upon your faces. You picked up the deck of questions and challenges, shuffling the cards and laying them out evenly on the table between you.
"Let's begin," you said, flipping over the first card. "Truth for five points or dare for seven points?" you asked Cillian , a grin playing on your lips as you eyed him expectantly. He looked at you with half-lidded eyes, a similar grin on his face.
"Truth," he said, playing it safe, a twinkle in his eye that made your heart race. You had chosen cards randomly, so you had no idea what dares were on the other side of the deck, but the thrill of the unknown was part of the fun.
"Alright. I will read it out to you," you then said, flipping over the card that read; "What is the most embarrassing thing you have ever done in front of someone?"Â
You looked at Cillian, raising an eyebrow teasingly.
Cillian laughed lightly, rubbing the back of his neck, "I can't believe I am about to tell you this," he said, looking into your eyes. " But, when I first started acting andI had just finished filming a movie, I was invited to an after-party. I was still new to the whole scene and was feeling nervous, so I had a little too much to drink and I may have hit on the director's wife pretty badly without knowing it. Needless to say, we never worked together again after that," he told you, causing you to chuckle.
"Ouch , that must have been terrible for you," you said, still chuckling.
"Yeah, just a little," he replied with a smile. "Now it's your turn. Dare for five points or truth for three?" he asked, turning the tables on you, his eyes gleaming with anticipation.
"Uh, dare," you said without hesitation, eager to see what kind of challenges this game would present you.
"Alright then, here's your dare." Cillian smirked as he slid the card over to you. "Go outside and sign the national anthem on the top of your lungs," he challenged, gauging your reaction.
You quivered at the sight of the card, wrinkling your face and letting out an embarrassed laugh. "No...no, no way," you pleaded, kicking your feet under the table.
Cillian pushed the card towards you again. "Come on, it'll be fun. Besides, you wanted to play this game, not me," he cajoled, watching you warily.
"Fine," you giggled, before motioning for him to come with you so he could watch. At least that way, there would be a witness to corroborate you hadn't actually lost your mind. Cillian smirked playfully at your response, shaking his head slightly as he followed you to the back door.
You stepped outside into the cool night air before taking a deep breath in a nervous attempt to steady yourself. You glanced around, checking to ensure that none of your neighbors were able to hear or see you before belting out the national anthem in a loud voice filled with forced confidence.
You sang as loudly as you could without completely losing all dignity, feeling slightly awkward and self-conscious as you did so.
Cillian stayed with you the whole time, barely managing to control his laughter and, once you'd finished, he clapped loudly, teasing laughter spilling from his lips. "Well done," he quipped, bowing slightly. "I am sure you are already regretting to have chosen this game," he playfully teased, watching you as you somehow managed to compose yourself again. You somehow found the energy to slap him on the arm playfully before marching back into the house, closing the door behind you.
"Alright, you're up," you taunted, sliding him another card. "Dare for ten or truth for eight?" you asked, trading the dares for higher stakes this time.
"Hmm⊠dare," Cillian hesitated, looking thoughtful before he finally agreed.
"Alright, dare it is," you confirmed before reading out the card. "Have a deep and serious conversation with an item or furniture," you said, reading out the dare with equal parts excitement and challenge.
Cillian looked at you for a moment, then back at the card in his hands, before giving a resigned sigh. "Alright, let me see..." He stood up, walked over to the large floor lamp in the corner of the room, and looked up at it as if it were a person. "Greetings, dear lamp," he said in a serious tone, making you burst out laughing.
"Oh my god, you're ridiculous," you said, wiping tears from your eyes.
Cillian chuckled, not taking his eyes off the lamp. "Yes, I know," he said, still serious before talking to it, not flinching once. He was in the zone in an instant, just as one could expect from a professional actor . "Tell me, lamp, how has your day been?" he asked, causing even more laughter to spill from you, but he carried on, having a talk with the lamp for almost two minutes, giving you an Oscar worthy performance, full of passion and commitment.
Once his dare was complete, you both sat back down on the couch, grinning at each other. "I can't believe I just watched you talk to a lamp," you said to him, shaking your head in amazement, still amused by it all.
"You asked for it," Cillian replied, smiling. "Now, I think it's your turn again," he told you and you looked at the cards, eager to outdo Cillian's performance.Â
You chose dare again and your dare was to allow Cillian to blind fold you and feed you something weird from the fridge.Â
Although slightly creeped out by the idea of being blindfolded, you didn't want to back down now, not when you were having so much fun. You agreed and Cillian quickly found a scarf in the living room drawer, tied it around your eyes and rummaged through the fridge for the strangest thing he could find.
There wasn't really much there and he decided to make it easy for you, choosing an olive, after having watched you pick them off a slice of pizza before. "Okay, open your mouth," Cillian instructed, placing the olive delicately on your tongue and there was something quite erotic about this.
You closed your eyes behind the blindfold, focusing on the sensations; the taste, the texture and the slight pressure in your mouth as you closed your lips, with Cillian's fingers just barely brushing them as he let go of the olive.
"Well?" Cillian's voice broke through the silence, his voice shaking a little.
You giggled behind the blindfold. "It's good!" You lied, your words muffled by the olive, hating the taste but enjoying this new, odd experience.
You then pulled down the blindfold and smiled at Cillian who still marveled at the feeling of your lips against his fingers. "A lie, you didn't like it at all, did you?" he asked, smirking.
You shook your head. "Nope, olives are terrible. But I liked you feeding me," you almost blurted out
before catching yourself. You considered how the momentary contact between your lips and the tip of Cillian's fingers sent a wave of heat straight to your core. You looked down, your cheeks slightly flushed. Cillian wore a sly smile, his eyes shining in the dim candlelight.
"It's my turn now I think," Cillian then simply said, clearing his throat nervously and you nodded before asking him 'truth or dare'.
Cillian chose truth and you read the question to him. "What is something you would do if you knew there were no consequences?" you asked, feeling the electricity in the air between you two as you shared a moment of silence while he contemplated the question.
"I would probably do something really stupid, like acting upon some feelings that I shouldn't have for, uhm, someone...I suppose," he stammered , staring down at his hands and avoiding your gaze. "I mean, feelings can be complicated, right? And sometimes it's better to hold back instead of causing unnecessary drama."
You nodded in agreement, trying to keep your voice neutral. "I know that feeling," you said, clearing your throat as well as you both sat in silence for a moment, knowing that there was a bigger elephant in the room, but neither of you were sure how to address it. It was Cillian who broke the silence. "I would probably kiss someone I shouldn't be kissing," you muttered, staring intently at him. A fire ignited in Cillian's eyes as he looked at you, and you could feel the tension building between you two.
After mere seconds then, Cillian leaned in closer, brushing a stray hair from your face. Your heart raced but you maintained your composure as that familiar encroaching fire took over you once more.
He leant in close, his breath hot against your skin as, almost suddenly, the lights turned back on.  The room flickered to life, casting a harsh glow upon the two of you, causing you both to pull away from each other. Cillian cleared his throat, looking away as he muttered something under his breath. "Uh, maybe we should call it a night," he suggested, standing up from the couch, leaving the truth or dare game behind.
You nodded in agreement, still feeling a little flustered from the near-kiss. Your heart beat like a wild drum in your chest as you tried to steady yourself. You couldn't believe what had almost happened between you and Cillian. It was wrong, wasn't it? You couldn't help but think otherwise though.
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so i've been going down several translation holes while giffing kiseki... finding different sources which have their own translations, etc. then trying to choose the words that fit the meaning of the scene im giffing best.
i just wanna talk about two lines in particular that have made me tilt my head and wonder about nuances, so here we go:
the first line/translation i want to mention is from ep9, and is to do with the meaning and intention of the characters/story. it's when chen yi is confronting ai di after he gets out of prison about the time ai di slept with him four years before. i found three different versions of what ai di cuts him off with:
these all contain insanely different meanings in english. i was losing my mind trying to figure out the subtleties of what ai di was saying here, so i reached out to a very helpful speaker of the language who has made kiseki translation posts before, @nikkotinamide , and they said this about it:
and i just got so excited about that...the nuance! the specifics! referring to it as "settling accounts" is likely where the first translation about "the past" comes from, but the other two are closer to the true meaning. however, if you simply went with the revenge line you would miss the complexities that are being suggested in ai di's character.
thinking of that night as a debt he owes to chen yi and has to pay back... as something to be settled - something he isn't even really asking about but more expects chen yi to follow through on... it makes this line so much more poignant to me because it describes his guilt and heartbreak about what happened between them - about what ai di chose to do - in a much more specific and cutting way. ai di expects anger, rejection, and retaliation from chen yi, and tries goading him into reacting in those ways bc he believes he has done something unforgivable (and also that chen yi doesn't (and will never) love him), so he would rather chen yi push him away than risk being that close again.
(un?)luckily for him chen yi is absolutely smitten with him and doesn't let him get away with it. â„ïž
the second translation i want to focus on is in ep12 & has more to do with words that don't translate exactly into english, but i went on a similar bender trying to decipher it:
specifically the translation of the last two characters: "ć ćŁ (tĂĄng kÇu)" - the word translated here as "office".
bc outside of youtube i found those characters also translated as "headquarters," "gang," and "hall", which are all, again, wildly different from each other. so my best guess was that it was actually a very specific word that highly depended on the context it was being used in, and that context was being translated generally so that non-speakers in the audience would understand. but i wanted to know what that specific word and context was!
so i reached out to a bestie who did some more digging and she found this:
which IMMEDIATELY made me batshit insane because of course that's what it means; of course it's that specific!!
"office" is too professional for where chen yi lives - it's a car garage; it's their front as an auto shop. but it's also not yiyun's "headquarters" because that's the building with the spa where chen dongyang and his husband operate out of: the true central point of the gang. but because of this other line in episode 3, we know chen yi (and ai di too through association; they're a pair, do not buy separately, etc.) leads a specific division of yiyun gang:
so when chen yi asks ai di in ep12 if he's going to the bar or to "ć ćŁ" he's asking if he's coming home to the auto shop: their specific division of the gang, (which we knew all along was what he was talking about in the first place).
(...and this is just me continuing with the meta side of it, not the translations, but i also think this connects to what xiao jie and ai di were both talking about when they brought up chen yi's succession as the leader of yiyun:
because chen yi is currently just a leader of one branch of the gang, and young (25 at the point where cdy retires), so to me it makes sense that older, senior members of the gang - possibly even leaders of other divisions - would want that spot. but chen yi is practically cdy's son so get wrecked guys the gang passes to him. đ„°
and that's also why cdy is urging ai di to just come back and be a member again. bc he raised both chen yi and ai di (they are a pair, do not buy seperately) and because chen yi is gonna need ai di to watch his back as he takes over full responsibility. ...im mad we didn't get to see more inter-gang dynamics. that could have been so COOL let me IN.)
anyway those are the two translation bits that have left the biggest impression on me while i've watched and giffed kiseki so far. i just think language is so fucking neat.
#kiseki: dear to me#kiseki dear to me#kdtm#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#pdribs#userspring#userrain#uservid#just tagging in case of INTEREST dont feel any pressure to reblog please if this isnt your thing#julian watches kiseki#*mypost#đkk#userjjessi#long post#IM JUST HAVING A GOOD TIME OUT HERE!!!!#user nikkotinamide if you have more to add to this please do so!!! i love your insight!#also idk if cdy and zhou ming lei are actually married but i forgot zml's name so thats why i called him the husband#.......which they ARE even if its not Official#like. we know this
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Sorry if requests are closed rn b if what do you think about yandere Arthur Morgan with a basement wife? I mean heâs tried different approaches with Mary and Eliza and failed so surely third timeâs the charm right??
Requests are more than open đ„ł I 've just been a little MIA lately, because of my BG3 stint đ«Ł and I'm sorry this took so long, I put yourask in my drafts and forgot about it đ
tw. 'yandere', super low self-esteem arthur, minors dni, f!reader
The thing about Arthur is - and you're totally right with the 'whelp, this didn't work, let's try something different' thing - he's just not someone I can see with a basement wife. I can totally see him getting unhealthily attached to a poor soul - but. That man will never leave the gang. I was rooting so hard for him and Mary when they had one last date in Saint Denis, I actually wanted him to drop them all and be selfish and just run away with her... Alas, Arthur is Arthur and even with low honor, those people are his family. Why does that make me think that Arthur Morgan is not a basement wife guy? Because he's here today and heâll be somewhere else entirely tomorrow. He couldn't even set up a snug little home for you, the risk of him having to flee somewhere with Dutch and the others is simply too great. What if he can't get to you, can't take you with him? What if something happens to you, if someone stumbles upon his carefully crafted, hidden abode and discovers you? The same that happened to Eliza and Isaac will happen to you, too, and by god, he can't stand that thought. By design, the life he leads makes that impossible.
So what does a lovesick old bastard like him do instead? Well, I think heâs a grade A meddler. That man has zero self-esteem - I think that when he falls for you, itâll be a whole lot of âIâm just not good enough for herâs and âhow could she ever want a big lunk meâs at first, all the while he finds himself constantly checking up on you, unbeknownst to you or not. Whether or not he has it in himself to accept all of those big feelings, heâll make damn sure youâre safe and sound, at whichever point you are in life. And you know, as long as you are single - unwed, widowed, divorced, abandoned, whatever as long as there is no man in your life - I can see that going on for all eternity. Him just looking out for you, helping you out, trying to ignore the way your hand feels over his arm whenever you express your gratitude. Really, he can keep on existing like this, because no matter how much Arthur Morgan loves you⊠heâs way too broken to act on it, in my humble opinion. Even if you were to make a move, youâd have to join the gang - and that is dangerous living. Weâre talking about an obsessed, lovesick Arthur Morgan here - who, despite it all, would still be fairly realistic. No matter how grand those feelings of his are, your safety and happiness are his number one priority. And those are very much not guaranteed in his line of work. A truly yandere Arthur is going to be your greatest protector, your most generous benefactor - but heâll be a distant, nebulous figure. Now, if there is a man in your life - that can change pretty quickly. Because then, there is that pesky sting of jealousy heâll have to live with, day after day. One that might seem to be bearable if your husband is a good man, but one that will slowly whittle away at him still, little by little. Then, I can actually see him snapping, can see him giving into those selfish feelings, even if he still thinks he doesnât deserve you. But guess what? That son of a bitch doesnât, either. Heâll get drunk one night, thinking too hard about the way another manâs ring is sitting pretty on your finger and-
Do something very, very rash and stupid. Something that will have him camping out in the wilderness for a few days, with you by his side.Â
(Not to mention if your husband is in any way bad to you⊠Oh boy, heâll rue the day ever doing wrong by you, if he even can after Arthur is done with him.)
#ask#anon#/rdr2#yandere rdr2#arthur morgan x reader#i just... idk. hard to see him with a basement wife#but that whole 'doing something stupid while drunk' is fun to think about... i think you've just reignited my writing bug for rdr2#definitely fun to explore the logistics of that#/arthur morgan#tw.yandere
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Hello!!!!! đ€ đ I really like your writing!!! Especially with Ennead bc this fandom is rare now. I hope you will take my request. So how about yandere Seth, Anubis and Horus with Mitsuri!Reader from Kny? Reader is a human but like blessed by the gods with her strength. And her cheerful personality with her hair color.
You are free to ignore my request if you want to. Have a good/night
Oh my gosh! Yes!! I was not expecting to have you request to me! I actually follow you and love your work so this is a happy surprise to me lol! But of course I would love to do your request!!
Characters: Seth, Anubis, Horus.
Warnings: noob author, female reader, yandere characters and others.
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You are a human girl, who was blessed by ra (thought that would fit lol) with strength and beauty(couldnât think much else đ
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Seth:
You met Seth by getting lost in his temple when you decided to visit for prayers (again didn't know what to put). your kindness threw him off as it's been centuries since someone actually was nice to him since he became king and actually meant it.
he allowed you to live, both out of curiosity and since you didn't remotely look like isis, he also allowed you to stay at his temple cause of how he can feel you being powerful for a human girl.
he notices you eat a lot and have a big appetite, to which you turned away when he mentioned it in shame as it was something that didn't give you luck with the husband department.
you told him your past since he's a god and it would be bad to lie to a god in your opinion; you told him about you had been blessed by ra from what you were told by beauty and strength and it never did you any luck in finding a husband as they would freak out about how you were stronger then the men who you would see to hopefully become your husband. you also mentioned that when you were a kid you had eaten one of your favorites for months and it ended up changing your hair color cause of how much you ate of it for months straight.
seth told you that they were wimps and they would have been lucky to have a girl like you with your kind heart and beauty, your strength was also a bonus. you blushed at his compliments, not expecting a god to do that to you; a human, mortal.
you begin to worship him instead as he wasn't like what the rumors had said he was, you can tell he has a bad past because of something and hopefully you can figure out what so that you can help him heal from it.
he fell in love with you soon after as you showed nothing but kindness and had stayed by his side since y'all had met no matter how he had treated you at the start, and he's now not ever going to let you go.
horus:
horus and you met while the trials was going on between him and seth; his uncle.
he took a interest in you, he thinks that you're a demigod like him and anubis, and he wanted to know more about you because of it.
his mother; isis immediately notices her son sudden attention on you and tries to bring him back on the more important thing at hand; the trial.
he decides to met you in secret then especially after hathor decided to visit his mother showing interest in him which wasn't reciprocated at all as he already have feelings for two other people (decided that he likes seth and you both, hope you don't mind)
you told him after he saw you carry more than a human man could carry. you explained that you were blessed by ra with strength and beauty, which he now figured out why he thought you were a demigod at first, it was because you were blessed by ra.
you also told him about your hair and how it had gotten to the hair color it was now; that when you were a kid you ate something for a month straight or so and it changed to the color of that food.
he decided that you and seth would be his, and unlike his father he would make sure that you two loved him back, he would do better than osiris and give you two what you deserve by becoming king.
anubis:
anubis and you met when he was still a demigod, you had gotten lost in his fathers temple by accident and bumped into him, whcih he mentioned was a good thng considering what his father had done to many the entered his temple either uninvited or not.
You and him secretly been spending time together when Anubis is free from having to take orders from his father. You told him about your past about how you were blessed by ra and about your hair color being the color it was now.
You two spent as much time together up until he ascended to godhood and forgot all about you. The usual spot you two would visit was just now you alone waiting for the demigod that stole your heart.
It wasnât until Anubis was going on a order from his actual blood father that he met you again, you had recognized him immediately but noticed he looked far different than he did when you last seen him.
When you called out to him saying how you missed him and asking were he was he had been hostile to you which shocked you as you knew in the past he would never be hostile to you.
When you started crying and started talking about the past between you two he thought that you were a past lover that he had when he was a demigod so he kissed you which shocked you as you werenât expecting a kiss especially one from him considering he had been hostile to you seconds ago.
When Anubis kissed you he began to feel things that he wasnât feeling before, he didnât necessarily disliked the feeling in fact he liked it and it felt both right and like a feeling he had felt in the past, it seemed like you were making him feel this way so he decided to keep you and be your lover again; which he thought you two were in the past and that he forgot, he was disappointed with himself for forgetting about you and decided to make up for it; you being none the wiser, thinking he returned your feelings and just needed time to straightened them out, completely forgetting he had threatened you a while ago.
(A/n: hope yall liked it!! Anubis surprisingly came easier than Seth and Horus funny enough, I guess they could be considered warm ups? lol. Anyway, I believe thatâs all I had to say so hope yall have a wonderful day/evening/night!!)
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